#bc unlike suzaku and kaoru. i was able to catch their streams
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fuck i should go to sleep cause ive got school in the morning but. listening to 30/90 by andrew garfield got me fucked up
#i dont know. i dont know#like when i first got into holostars it was only a month afterwards that kira graduated#then just next year. i watched coco's graduation live and spent the rest of that day trying not to get my assignment wet from my tears#but ive never ever felt so. empty after a graduation like this#maybe its since kira left due to his health that i felt alright just a bit after his graduation. as i knew that hes putting his health first#than anything. it reassured me#and in coco's case. she already achieved so much in hololive that her graduation stream had me smiling at the end. even while crying#and im still a fan of her now! im so proud of what kson has achieved recently (GETTING INTO YAKUZA AS A HOSTESS!!!)#and while i didnt watch much sana as during that time i had fell out of watching holopro#seeing as she spent her final streams with a ton of fun collabs and her graduation stream being one of the most#powerful sendoffs ever#it makes me happy that she left on her own accord and took care of her health like kira#but with those two.. i cant help but feel like i cant do anything#bc unlike suzaku and kaoru. i was able to catch their streams#i was able to properly know them from debut up till now#i still mourn suzaku and kaoru. but magni amd vesper hit me on such an unfortunately personal level it just sucks#yeah thats enough rambling for tonight#sorry
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