#bc this is the only thing bringing me any kind of peace atp
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#vent post#delete later#having panic attacks everytime i think abt my dad or his upcoming wedding#partly bc i don’t want to go and mostly bc i cant leave my house#and i’m scared#and i’m rlly tired of being scared but not in a ‘i’m gonna face my fears’way#in a oh god not another day kind of way#have been delving deep into my little delusions just writing and laying in bed and staring at my ceiling while i day dream#is it healthy oh no#but do i care? no!!#bc this is the only thing bringing me any kind of peace atp
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Loving this work but just worried I'm not/ won't be smart enough to fully understand, get, or relate to the mc/ros (I know I'm not as smart as them, but I'm more worried just about being smart enough, bc they're really smart.)
Eh, I'll get over it. The very introduction outside of the letter was amazing to, of the poor staff being that afraid of it all. I don't want to insinuate that Elias is an unreasonable man...well actually that's what I'm doing. Firing an employee just because they may have inconvenienced mc is wild. This isn't criticism of the writing, just noticing a character flaw and my heart goes out to them. And the letter from Persephone was amazing, I very much loved all the little tiny pieces it gives us. Fitting it into the lore has been great, and I'm sure as the other nonnies have pointed out, Persephone may be mc's mom, and Hades is probably just Elias.
It was entertaining seeing mc fret over the application. I know your Yale is different from this worlds Yale and is about academic merit, but goddamn, I'm sure less qualified students got in.
The customization was absolutely insane and fun to go through. Just sat there for several minutes clicking on and off options and envisioning it.
Genuinely can't wait for more, and can't wait to simp.
thank you, dear bonnie 😌 i was waiting for people to kind of realise that firing an employee for slightly disturbing your child’s peace, or even the being in the realm of possibility to do so, is unhinged 💀 but hey, we’re all clapping and cheering atp cause dear father can do no wrong.
i got so many people telling me about persephone (proserpine) and hades (pluto), being MC’s parents but... are they? because how would that work 🧐
as for this universe’s yale, the only way someone academically average got in would be through a sports scholarship. yale is not playing when it comes to only bringing in the students they see a huge potential in. this works since no yale alumni has ended up working a less than stellar job and companies are notorious for immediately preferring their graduates than any other ivy league, aside from harvard.
don’t worry about not understanding it as i’ll be very happy to explain the points that you can’t grasp. i didn’t want to spoonfeed my audience all the things cause y’all are smarter than anyone can give you credit for. but if you don’t get it, it’ll also be partially my fault for making it too complicated. i have concepts that i don’t understand either and half the time i’m researching for M’s dialogues, i have no clue what they’re talking about in my head.
point is that you don’t need to feel stupid or ashamed for these things, nor should anyone make you feel bad about it.
i hope chapter two and three will be up to your standards! there probably would be more answers than questions when it comes to MC’s family tho 💀
#i am not gaslighting y’all about hades and persephone#if: the ballad of the young gods#interactive fiction#interactive novel#twine wip#interactive story
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