#bc sometimes back in the day he was a lil stiff lmao. or it just felt like somebody elses idea of sexy

[pakuchibake]

also. thinking abt sexuality as in, not labels and orientation but just knowing yourself, taemin really seems so comfortable & authentic abt that now. he has been on that trajectory for a long time but as we have all kinda been seeing it really seems like something shifted post military. it feels like hes in a great balance of like, the first set w tits out which was a lil more heteronormative & strings which yeah it was him & the girls but it was no slave 2.0 (kind of what i was expecting tbh yet not what i wouldve wanted) it just felt about as organic as anything can be when it includes slant stage choreo. & both of those are part of the range! like he is not being asked to be sexy anymore it feels like its coming directly from him more than anyone elses input

[kaleidoscopic-quiddity]

ok wait now i wanna talk abt weird/interesting things from my experience getting top surgery. ive seen other ppl talk abt some of these things b4 but not all of em

i thought my surgeon was gonna do the incision, like, underneath the curve of my tiddies?? he ended up kinda slicing thru the middle of them, so my scars run over the middle of my pecs, not underneath them

speaking of; ig my pecs are more developed than i thought since my chest isnt like perfectly flat but rather both my pecs have a layer of fat/flesh on them and i can feel the muscle underneath

also the dip/space inbetween from when i had tiddies looks p much exactly the same, my surgeon said sometimes it ends up buldging out and a revision is needed but thankfully that didnt happen to me

the discharge nurse let me know afterwards that my tits were 11 kilograms (right 6kg and left 5kg) like no fucking wonder i have back pain at the tender age of 19

so yknow how pain raises ur body temp and makes u sweat?? immediately upon waking up i was so warm and damp i told a nurse id soiled myself and needed a change of underwear, i hadnt! i was just really fucking sweaty lol

i also threw up twice after waking up (fortunately into containers both times), turns out anesthetic doesnt agree w/ me, also it was like a dark bottle green?? since id been fasting from the night b4 ig i was bringing up nothing but bile

pre-surgery they cldnt get the IV in my left hand and had to switch to my right and ig that made my heart rate pick up bc one of the asistants immediately came by my head and talked to me to calm me down, he was rlly nice :)

im p sure i conked out within seconds of them getting the IV in and starting up the anesthetic too, none of that 'count back from 10' shit, i took like 2 and a half deep breathes and was OUT

from a combination of the iodine and natural swelling/bruising my chest looked REALLY yellow for like 3 weeks after surgery

i got sent home the same day i got my surgery, they keep some ppl over night if theres complications but apparantly i was all good to go after resting in the post-op ward for few hours

speaking of, i woke up, puked, got some water, dicked around on tumblr, called my mum, took an 'i lived bitch' selfie, slept for a few hours, woke up, went on tumblr again, got dressed w/ some help from a nurse, pissed (by myself, woo!), and then got discharged

my scars are uneven! my left incision goes further under my armpit than my right one, and my scars vary in thickness, it actually looks kinda like ive got two scars on my left side bc it thins out so much in the middle for a few milimeters

my nipples are also a lil uneven and they ended up puckering up as they healed so i kinda looks like ive always got stiff nips oops, also theyre more brown than pink

apparantly that might be bc they took the nipple graft from my areaola bc they werent able to graft the actual nipple, idk ¯_(ツ)_/¯, obvi it doesnt look perfectly like a cis guy's nipples but i knew the chances of achieving that were relatively small + p dependent on how i healed so like im not too bothered by it

my surgeon used dissolvable stitches and one of em ended up poking out thru my scar a lil b4 it disolved, which was weird

showering w/ a plastic sandwich bag duct taped to ur chest so u dont get ur scars and nips wet is An Experience TM i'll tell u that

my scars stretched!! it happens!! esp if u raise ur arms, which u will inevitably have to do eventually, idk if they'll ever fade on their own or if i'll need scar revision treatment in the future but fortunately they didnt go keloid

my surgeon used what he called crosshatched stitching rather than drains so that saved me a lot of discomfort, i DID get a slight build up of like, i think around 40ish mls of fluid in my left side a few weeks after surgery, but my surgeon dealt w/ it by p much just poking it w/ a syringe and draining it out lol

which i didnt even feel him do at the time bc of the nerve damage lmao, which was weird asf since i could very much SEE him sticking the needle in but couldnt feel it at all

i regained my mobility like, straight away?? my surgeon said bc im young + relatively healthy it was likely that id bounce back from surgery quick but like,, i had none of the exhaustion, pain, or immobility ive seen ppl describe??

i couldnt lift my arms very high for a while obvi but like i was fine dressing myself and even washing my own hair if i just leaned over

having to sleep upright for a few weeks after surgery was v annoying since i usually rotate like a shawarma trying to find a comfy sleeping position

the post-op chest binder was sensory hell bc it was scratchy and it kept slipping down my back since it had no shoulder straps, also i accidentally bruised my ribs a lil bit by wearing it too tight oops, the fuckin relief i felt when they told me i cld stop wearing it

the post-op 'please wear these at all times so u dont get thrombosis' socks were p comfy tho, idk why they didnt cover my toes tho

regaining the sensation around ur scars is weird! my right side's been completely fine but ig bc my left scar is thicker + longer ive been getting some pain n tightness, its not a persistent issue or anything but its just kind weird bc ive never had any surgeries or major injuries to heal from before this one

u will have to get ur boobs felt up and examined probaby multiple times b4 surgery, this will feel very different from touching ur own boobs and, in my case, was ticklish??

my posture has improved somewhat since getting top surgey, what not having 11kg of weight hanging off ur chest and compressing it in towards ur ribs/spine for roughly 9 hours a day will do to a mf ig

[realcube]

random kisses w/ the haikyuu!! boys hcs 💋

characters: tsukishima, akaashi, kenma, iwaizumi & noya 

thank you to anon for the amazing request :3

IWAIZUMI & KENMA’S ARE AGED UP

tw// swearing, sexual references, mentions of kinks, mentions of choking

Kei Tsukishima

tsukishima was always very hesitant to kiss and hug tbh

the only thing he did freely without overthinking was hold your hand but even then, he’d immediately pull away if he thought his palm was getting the slightest bit sweaty (from his nerves)

also, he’d get really tense when ever he saw you lean in for a kiss bc he was always afraid that he’d mess up something 

like what happens if he sneezes exactly when you’re about to connect lips?- he’d die, that’s what would happen. 

anyway, when you first began surprising him by placing kisses on either the back of his hand or the nape of his neck, he’d become a blushing , irritated mess

like, he thought it was so cute and sweet so of course he’d blush but then he’d get mad bc..you made him blush! how embarrassing for him, tsk.

but although he’d be annoyed and hiss things like ‘you’re so weird’ or ‘that’s simp behaviour’ he would never tell you to stop bc deep down he knows that he enjoys it lol

and surprisingly, he wasn’t in denial about it at first either 

like mans isn’t stupid 

obviously he liked it, why else would he blush?

since he was aware that he liked your lil’ random kisses, he began to pretend to be invested in activity bc he realised that if you thought he was preoccupied with something important/stressful, you’d be more likely to give his neck a lil’ peck

for instance, if he’s just on his phone or whatever then you text him saying that you’re coming over, he immediately rush to gather his backpack and bring out his notes so he can sit at his desk to look like he’s studying lmao 

then you walk in like ‘awh bb you’re always working so hard 🥺 kithes’

and he’s just got the most cunning smirk on his face which he’s trying his very best hide to conceal

then you gave him a kiss on the cheek and he was just like ‘gotcha bitch ( •̀ ω •́ )✧’ 

anyway, when he’s just deadass being lazy he can still tell when you’re about to kiss him bc he’s very observant etc etc

(also bc you always have a cheesy grin on your face before you kiss him lol)

so after a few years of dating, they become less of ‘random kisses’ and more like just regular kisses for tsukki but he always tries to act like it’s surprising 

whether that be jumping slightly whenever you peck the back of his neck or inhaling sharply as you pressed a sudden kiss to his forehead

it’s just bc he loves to hear your giggles at his reaction 🥺 he thinks it’s so cute

Keiji Akaashi

this all began when he was lying on the couch, reading a book while looking absolutely scrumptious so you just had to give him a lil’ peck on the forehead and he’s been addicted ever since

he especially likes it when you sneak up behind him, wrap him in a hug then plant a kiss on the nape of his neck - he thinks it’s so cute and he always cuddles your arms to his chest so you don’t let go 

OMG AND YOU DID IT AT SCHOOL ONCE AT THE END OF PRACTISE, IN FRONT OF ALL HIS TEAMMATES AND HE JUST- MALFUNTIONED FJBFVBGRAFD

deadass he just stood like a statue while you cuddled up behind him, his mouth slightly agape and his eyes wide 

bokuto thought it was adorable and was like ‘awwwhhh!! #couplegoals!! 💖💕🥰’

(yes he does say the hashtag aloud)

while the rest of the team are wondering if akaashi is okay. i mean, mans looking pretty stiff

but dw he’s not dead y’all, he’s just ascended  👼

like seriously he loves it so much 

sometimes he tries to give you random kisses by just grabbing your face while you’re doing something and lean in to place his lips upon yours but he always gets distract by how gorgeous you are, so he’ll spend a little too long admiring your face which will lead to you having to awkwardly muttering something along the lines of

‘i love you too, akaashi. but, erm, my toast is burning.’

Hajime Iwaizumi

iwaizumi already did something kinda similar to random kisses but not really yk?

like whenever he saw you really invested in an activity that you didn’t like doing (cleaning, laundry, studying, chores etc) he’d plant a firm kiss on your cheek which would end up trailing across your face, to your lips - just to boost your spirits lol :)

but they weren’t really surprising or ‘random’ bc he would always announce something to grab your attention before kissing you, like ‘babe’ or ‘wow’

also, imo ‘random kisses’ gives off a ‘sweet lil’ smooch’ sorta vibe but the kisses he gives you are far from ‘smooches’

like they are unintentionally sensual as hell 

and he doesn’t even realise how erotic they are so he just suddenly pulls away to leave you with your chores ✋😔

anyway, you first gave him a surprise kiss while he was cooking dinner and whispered something jokingly in his ear along the lines of ‘woah, husband material.’

damn, if iwa knew that all he had to do for some kithes was be a hubby then he would’ve done that sooner like geez 😳

istg after that day iwaizumi would be in full maid-mode whenever you were in the house (bc he apparently doesn’t know the difference between the duties of a maid and a ‘husband’ lol)

‘yes i do the cooking, yes i do the cleaning’ - nicki manaj, hey mama -iwazumi hajime after being told that’s he’s husband material

so know you feel obliged to give him kisses and praise him whenever you see him doing chores/cooking/gardening bc you know he’s only doing that to please you lmao

so you just give the man what he wants i mean, he’s trying so hard

and he puts in so much effort to make sure he looks hot while doing it

like if he’s cleaning the bathroom room, he’ll oil himself and get out the Mr Muscle spray to make sure that his chest is shinier than the bathroom tiles

then you’ll kiss his forehead and tell him how he’s doing a great job blah blah blah

honestly, the kisses are hardly ‘random’ anymore since iwaizumi sets up a whole scene just to get you to peck his cheek but whatever

anyway, you helped him realise that he had a domestic and servitude kink 

and for that, he’s forever grateful 🥰

Kenma Kuzome 

pov: you’re sad so you play stardew valley and your s/o notices and they pounce on you with their love and affection 🥺

and you cry bc you love them so much but you’re not good at expressing it 😔✌

- ok, end of pov -

that was kenma’s pov btw ^

but like seriously, it’s his absolute favourite when you give him kisses while he’s playing video games

and you always give exactly the right quantity - it’s like you can read his mind or something  

like, if he’s in a the climax of a round of any first-person shoot/rpg and you happen to walk by, you’ll just place a brief yet caring kiss on the side of his head then leave him alone

or if he’s on stream and you walk into the room - but don’t wanna be on camera - you’ll blow him kisses and he’ll smile like an idiot then discretely blow one back

then his chat is like ‘omg he can smile?’, ‘why is he smiling?’ ,‘is he sending air kisses? SIMP!!!’

but when he’s down, blaring lo-fi music from his cat speakers and playing animal crossing, nintendogs, stardew valley or tomodachi life (etc), you’ll shower him with all your cuddles and kisses 

ngl tho, when you scuttle up to him while he’s playing any game and press a lil’ kiss on his ear as you absently rub his shoulders, he literally melts 

he just kinda sits there and stares at the screen but not even a fraction of his mind is dedicated on the game, it’s all just ‘(y/n). i love them so much. i hope they know that. wow, i got so lucky, i hope they never leave me. (y/n), if only you could read my mind.’

and to show that he likes it, he purrs!!!

not voluntarily, it kinda just escaped his mouth the first time you were giving him a massage and since you insisted that it was the cutest thing you’ve ever heard, he continues to do it - but v quietly

but- there is one thing he likes more than random kisses 

and that is random cuddles

or random lapping-sitting yESSS

he is a simp so if you’re feeling needy or whateva and sit on his lap while he’s playing, he’ll literally just quit tbh- 

that’s one of the only times he’ll not use the excuse ‘i’ll do it when this round ends’ so use it wisely and sparingly

but that’s only if you sit facing towards him bc he realised that if you sit like that, he’ll get some cooch 

but otherwise, if you just sit on his lap for the sake of sitting on his lap, he’ll either jokingly push you off or continue playing his game by looking over your shoulder

Yū Nishinoya 

you stole it from him lol

he’s the OG random kisser  ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ 

let’s recall how on your first date with him, you were worrying that he might’ve stood you up as you waited on the picnic blanket for him to arrive and then he jumped out from one of the hedges and attacked you with kisses

like mans got a lot of energy so i can just imagine him attacking you with affection whenever he is bored

and he does it regardless of what you are doing at the time

studying? kiss attack.

cleaning? tickle attack.

sleeping? cuddle attack.

hotel? trivago

he goes into that shit with a strategy too like ‘if i kiss them on the neck first they’ll move their head and arm which will give me access to their chest so then i’ll plant a kiss there too and depending on whether the jerk to the left or right i can then go in for a kiss on their n--’ etc etc

so imagine how hyped he is when you sneak up behind him in the school corridor and peck his cheek

AND IT WAS IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS TOO, IT WAS AWESOME

he was so triumphant about it, as if he had just won some sort of award lol 

‘yes, i am the coochieman. and what about it?’

then he bought you lunch for ‘being the best s/o ever’ 🥺

but don’t think you’ll ever beat him in the random kissing game bc while he was feeding you the lunch he bought (he does that sometimes, playfully though, whenever he is feeling like a simp) he’ll lean in and steal a lil’ kiss which will lead to you choking on your rice 

‘hey babe, plz don’t choke. otherwise i’ll have to give you mouth-to-mouth, ahaha.’

meanwhile, you’re turning red

[ywjaeha]

helo budz i’m ayn and this is my cityslicker jaeha! he’s 26, city boi, and brand spankin new to yangwon. currently filling in as a veterinarian until he finds a long-term replacement! :’) he’s a pretty chill dude, just rly shy so like. u know. is he against making friends? not really. would he rather befriend the stray dog that keeps trying to steal his zucchini? yea. ANYWAY ! ! ! more info and wanted connections below the cut and also here!! if you’re interested in plotting ! please like this post and i’ll im u! i also have a discord (heunjeok#6758) if that’d be more convenient zz

TL;DR (but not rly bc i ramble lol)

born and raised in the big city! only kid, grew up pretty well-off. his grandparents moved to yangwon when he was a lil baby and lived the rest of their lives out there until passing. he’s visited yangwon a few times (every week every summer through middle school! and then every now and then for a day—sometimes less haha—high school onward) so he’s not Brand New but it sure feels like it :’)

he’s a...... veterinarian. just like his grandpa! finished his post-vet school internship a few months back and he was abt to sign a contract to work in seoul when his grandparents passed. 

originally he just came to yangwon to help tidy up his grandparents’ affairs but ended up committing to filling in as the veterinarian for a year max until a “more suitable replacement” could be found for his grandpa. 

so now he’s living here. in his grandparents’ old house on mugunghwa (neighbors where u at). hasn’t unpacked completely and probably never will bc at this point (he's only been in yangwon since september!) he’s still pretty set on going back to seoul asap. 

still he kind of ! likes it in yangwon ! even tho he won’t admit it! 

generally he’s a pretty polite, even-tempered dude. comes across as a little cold and stilted @ first bc he’s reallllylyyly really shy and it kind of manifests as stiffness instead lmao. that being said, he’s not too great at pretenses and when he smiles/laughs, he rly means it!!! so !!!!! pls dont give up on him he needs friends lmao 

seems kinda like a pushover but he’s pretty str8forward about things he does/doesn’t want to do. like for example when ppl try 2 flirt with him he’s like Im not interested [and then after a pause] but thank u!

internalizes everything bc he’s a grownass man who never learned how to cope w/ his emotions

probably cried watching old yeller but did u not? u heartless b*tch?

some random facts and tidbits: spends way too much time watching reality television (think trashy shows like love island) but is way 2 ashamed so it’s like a dirty secret and he’ll die if anyone finds out. has terrible vision but he’s wearing contacts these days and they’re so gd THICK sometimes his eyes start watering and it looks like he’s just having a bad day and crying it out. he’s super duper fond of kids and animals. likes 2 garden (he’s maintaining his grandma’s garden atm). uhhhhhHhhH he was engaged to a long-time gf but she broke it off maybe one? almost two years ago and he’s #okcool abt it (but not rly, genuinely he’s very exasperated w/ the idea of romance rn). has the tastes of an old lady (his fave snack is yanggeng). and. 

idk what else man. 

he’s (vague hand gesture) really just trying his best. 

WANTED CONNECTIONS

people he met when he was way younger and visited yangwon! chances are he won’t recognize u and u won’t recognize him but maybe once u get to talking some gears will shift and something will click! even if it’s been a longass time since he was last in yangwon, he’s pretty desperate for any semblance of familiarity he can anchor himself to ha ha ha

have a pet? or just a ton of animals? as long as they’re not seriously injured/in need of surgery or specialized attention (in which case he’ll reroute the case to haesan, but dw! he’ll make sure the transition goes smoothly!), he’s ur dude :’) 

he’s watching this show called heart signal (it’s a reality show abt finding love) RELIGIOUSLY and u catch him and he’s humiliated but maybe ur a big fan and now u guys have viewing sessions and it’s honestly embarrassing at first but now he’s just glad he has someone to talk to about it

ur mom/dad is seriously concerned that a single dude like jaeha is living on his lonesome in a house built 4 a FAMILY and keeps sending u to check up on him with banchan in tow. it’s really fucking awkward at first! but maybe a rapport develops somewhere along the way ...! 

u think he wants to be friends with u but in reality he just thinks ur kid/dog/cat/literally anything that isn’t an adult human is cute

catch him tearing up in the middle of a conversation bc of his contacts and ur like holy fuck i just made this newcomer CRY and jump to conclusions before jaeha can explain (haha no it’s just my eyes- wait- why are u apologizi- uh-) and now ur dragging him around and going out of ur way to be nice to him in penance and he’s just standing there awkwardly like I’m Never Wearing Contacts Again 

U step on his only pair of glasses and break it to SMITHEREENS! it’s fine but it’ll take a couple of days to get a replacement so it’s chill.... he’ll just walk around........... Hopelessly lost............. vision obscured......... nbd.... 

doesn’t usually drink bc he’s hella #cleanliving but also hella #lightweight so idk... drunk shenanigans... he’s so embarrassed he trips into a bush the next day trying to avoid eye contact w/ u 

only child!!!!!!!!!! but he’s always wanted siblings so idk? maybe a younger sibling figure :’)

ok im [steam comin out of my ears] running out of ideas but we’re just generally looking for some friends! acquaintances! people who were familiar w/ his grandparents! ppl he might have met before! anyone! Anything! let’s go find a wendigo together!

[bae-roman]

FINE a-e for starters

Puuuuuuuuuuurfect doll 

A has already been done here

B for bedtime routine - Do they prefer to be the big spoon or little spoon? Favourite sleeping position? etc.

I already kinda talked about this here 

But I will try to elaborate on it a bit.

While their favourite sleeping position is the one described in the other drabble, and they only really spoon when they’re fighting and want it to be over, they do sometimes spoon on the couch watching movies or tv or something. So when they do this, Bunny is usually laying on her back, resting on the arm of the couch, and Roman is Laying on her chest, usually face down but slightly turned rtf the side to to keep his eye on the t.v. His arms are wrapped around her middle and hers are usually playing with his hair or rubbing her back.

Bunny does love to be the little spoon though. Like the size kink just jumps out when she’s all wrapped in her man’s arms and she feels like she’s in this warm lil cocoon made of Roman.

While Roman does like to big spoon Bunny, he also has moods where he just wants to snuggle into her and like absorb into her body. Although he’ll never ask for it, he totally just climbs into bed sometimes and sighs a certain way and Bunny just knows he wants to be snuggled so she like climbs on top of him and like plants his face into her chest until he wraps his arms around her waist and rolls them over so that he’s on top of her.

Their usual bedtime routine includes putting the kids to sleep (depending on how far we’re thinking in the timeline, this could potentially be thoroughly exhausting and time consuming). There’s kinda an unofficial rule in the house that like Roman doesn’t work after bedtime. There was a point where Roman would like put the kids to bed and then just lock himself in his office for hours until the early hours of the morning and Bunny just missed him so much and it ended up turning into this huge fight so now, after putting the kids to bed, that’s Roman and. Bunny time. They don’t have to be doing anything in particular, they just have to be in the same room together. If Roman has extra work he has to finish up? Cool, do it in bed, next to Bunny while she reads her book. Bunny needs to make brownies for the kid’s bake sale? Awesome, Roman will watch sports on his tablet in the kitchen, being her taste tester.

Obviously the two don’t have to spend every waking moment with each other but throughout their entire relationship. They never really get to spend their days together. Before kids, Bunny is just as (if not more) obsessed with her work as Roman is and then after kids, there’s so many of them to chase around and spend time with, they don’t get much time alone or to themselves so they’ve come to treasure that time they have alone.

Once they’re done with everything they have to do for the night, they usually change, get ready for bed, fuck and then pass tf out.

C for Cook- Do they cook? Can they cook? What type of food do they like to cook for their partner.

Ok so I know we’ve all accepted that Roman is a spoiled lil rich boy who has never lifted a finger to do anything, and while I agree with this to some extent, that scene in season 1 where he’s making all the bacon has me thinking he can actually kinda cook?

Nothing serious, probably just like really basic stuff like breakfast foods and sandwiches and stuff. Their kitchen is 100% equips with all the cooking gadgets that makes making anything so much easier so I do think he knows what he’s doing a little bit.

Bunny is a really good baker. She always used to bake a bit as a kid but once she has children her inner Betty Crocker jumps out. She loves being the mom who makes chocolate chip cookies with her babies and brings all the things to the kid’s school functions, etc. She finds it very relaxing and fun and creative way to bond with her family. She does know how to cook some things but nothing too crazy. She makes a mean pasta.

Although they don’t have a live in  24/7 nanny anymore, they do have a house keeper who prepares dinner. Like Bunny (and sometimes Roman) takes care of breakfast and lunch for the kiddos, but they like to have big family dinners every night that are made by a pro.

Roman and Bunny don’t really cook for each other too much. In the mornings, Bunny will make Roman a coffee and fill his thermos with his special drink from Pryce but other than that, it’s usually just goofy stiff. Like Roman will  make pancakes with the kids for Mother’s day or her birthday and stiff, and Bunny will make these really good cakes for him on occasion.

D for DIY - Do they like to make gifts for their partner? Are they good at general DIY around the house? Do they enjoy doing it?

I don’t really see them making gifts for each other tbh. If they were to do something like that, it would consist of them like helping their kids make the other something.

I think Bunny would maybe be good but it’s never really tested bc they are super wealthy and don’t mind hiring a professional to do shit for them. Once again, I think they only time they’d do DIY stiff was with/ for the kids.

@Dreamthereapy (I think) has this really cute Drabble with Roman, his S/O and their children making like marshmallow snowmen and like that’s the kind of stuff I think they’s do, if that counts haha. But other than that, they probably have some serious undiscovered potential lmao

E for effort - How much effort do they put into their relationship?

Once it actually becomes a relationship, A LOT.

I know I’ve mentioned it so many times before, but the beginning of their relationship was rocky af. It took a lot of time and effort for them to get to where they end up. Sol at first it requires a lot but as tome goes on and they learn more about each other and things get more serious, it just gets easier and easier.

I drank 6 glasses of wine on my flight and wrote this so if it sucks and doesn’t make sense plz don’t hate me LOL

Hope you like it babe! 🥰😘

Thank you sm for the requests and for sharing  my obsession for these two!

[nongbabe]

Watermelon - Roomate Mark Lee

this scenario is entirely based off of this gif not going to lie

Scenario: Mark Lee just really likes watermelon and also you 

okay so you’ve been roommates with make lee since the beginning of sophomore year

you wanted to live off campus to save some money 

and mark was sick of living with a swarm of guys who never seemed to do dishes

and hey less people less mess

also you’re pretty tidy yourself so it was extra good

anyway you guys had a few mutual friends and they  ended setting you two up not actually but also kinda actaully lmao they ship it roommate wise

your both juniors now, it nearing the end of first semester so you guys have gotten pretty comfortable with each 

like really comfortable you tell each other everything

everything excluding one maybe significant factor in your guys relationship...

and somewhere down the time line of living in such a small apartment together that factor became more and more signifigant

maybe it was from him constantly walking around the apartment with just a towel on after a shower or him not wearing a shirt during the early fall and late spring because your ac doesn’t work right

maybe it was the time he made you breakfast when you were sick in bed 

and by made i mean he attempted to fry and egg and it didn’t work

so he put a bagel in the toaster bc even he cant mess that up he almost did though good thing you don’t mind extra crispy

maybe it was simply his smile or his sense of humor or his laugh

ah but no matter what or when it was 

you had fallen for him. hard. and probably more quickly than you cared to admit

and hed done the same just neither of you were sure enough of each others feeling or confident enough to let the other know

but it doesn’t matter not that much any way

you were happy enough just spending lazy days in with him watching movies or just chatting sometimes when it was raining sometimes when it was perfectly sunny out

you were happy just having him drag you out of the apartment to go on adventures kayaking, squirrel chasing, trying out fencing club even if you both really suck

or sometimes he’d even bring his own adventures home like board games or a random diy project 

never let him convince you to paint the ceiling again ever he looked hella cute with paint all over his face tho

or sometimes he would just bring home random things from the store?

like one day he brought home a watermelon and youre not really sure why bc its the middle of winter and watermelons aren’t in season?? he fckn love watermelon thats why look at his smile in the watermelon gif i wish i was a watermelon

“It was on sale y/n I had to get it. There were only 5 left. What if someone else bought all of them” 

“Someone must really love watermelon to buy 5 at once, crazy man”

“…..”

“hey remember when you bought 7 and couldn’t figure out how to get them home because you rode your bike to the mart an-” and he deadass covered your mouth with his hand boi

“shhhhhh, we don’t need to talk abt that right now y/n just help me cut it up okay”

You guys, with a lot of difficulty and some very dull knives finally cut the watermelon into slices 

hes a full slice kind of lad not a cube dude

if it was already pre-cubed like at a party though he would sill eat it

its watermelon

and then you would cut up the watermelon

and mark would be so !!! so excited

be really love watermelon

its just so sweet!! and watery!! and melony!!!!

and you and him would bite into it and...

ehhhhhh 

and it would kinda be flavorless

like not sweet at all

“it’s not that bad, Mark.. okay? you did your best picking one out”

and Mark would do that thing

that sad Mark thing

the :c the sad pouty disappointed look 

Nobody wants a sad :c mark

so you kinda run your fingers through his hair and push a few loose strands

Its starting to get long. You like it though. It gives you more of an excuse to run your fingers through it

You pulled him into a tight hug, one of those really really squeezing the air out of your lungs tight warm ones, one of those hugs that you could easily play off as friendly, silly even

But wow was your heart beating fast and your palms shaking

Mark would freeze at first out of surprise but the pout would go away!!

He would just be a bit caught off guard. That’s why he’d go a bit stiff initially. You weren’t really the type to hug him so out of the blue You were more of a cuddle when sleepy, or intoxicated, kind of human, a lot lett straight forward

He really liked it though really really

So much that he would relax and rest his hands on the small of your back rather than just stand there like a statue. Which is what he ‘claims’ he usually does when people hug him just like he ‘claims’ he doesn’t like skinship bloody liar

but the whole time his heart is going crazy and hes so concerned youre gonna notice but also he really likes hugging you

your skin feel cool and nice against him especially because he feels like hes on fire but

wow are you pretty and wow does he like you 

but you don’t need to know that bc that would make living together awkward but it wouldnt be bc u like him too otherwise we wouldn’t be reading this now would we jc

And finally concerned mark would take over and he would suddenly pull away and ‘cough’

“??”

“Ahh I just remembered I have to finish that chem lab report is all”

“we finished that together a week ago Mark?”

“…i meant essay”

“but didn’t yo-”

but he would already be running away and locking himself in his room

well as best he could bc he still doesn’t have a door 

he broke it off of its hinge they day you guys moved in mark you cute disaster 

but you still try and not bother him if he goes in his room

privacy and such

and you’d be confused but also freaking out

oh my god what did you just do what if you pushed the bounds what if things are weird now what if mark doesnt talk to you anymore and stressssssssssss 

A few minutes later you would hear his shower turn on

like this kid

i thought you said you had an essay lying hoe

anyways hed come out of the shower like 15 minutes later 

hes not fast at showering bc boi needs time to shampoo after all those wackado hair syles he gotta keep from getting bald ya know

also he needs time to think bc wow do you make him crazy

and hed walk out into your little ‘living room’ and sits on the floor because you guys still havent gotten a couch even though its over a year since the two of you have lived together

and you finally threw away that makeshift cardboard furniture from removing in earlier this semester because mark didn’t just fall through them one he kEPT breaking and getting stuck in them

so to save the boy anymore embarrassment you threw them out together

anyway so he sat on the floor looking all cute mark like in typical mark attire

“hey y/n can you come here. I gotta talk to you for a sec”

but youre already talking??

but you wouldn’t question it

mark’s tone of voice was pretty serious tone to his voice which didn’t happen frequently

so you walked over by him and briefly sat on the floor before laying your head on his thigh

bc he in much more comfortable than the carpet and you werent really a criss cross apple sauce kind of gal at least not when mark was around bc as;doije;dfihw;erio

hed reach down and stoke your hair and close your eyes and hum slightly

“y/n” You’d hum again keeping your eyes closed and enjoying his close proximity

and youd kinda lay like that for a few minutes

and just as you were about to drift off to sleep he stopped playing with your hair

youre eyes open slowly, confused

and then Mark leaned down and before you could process what was happening he was kissing you

and you would have to fight to not break into a giant smile

because finally you were starting to think that maybe you were just a friend to him

but nope bc now ur making out lol not really tho its just a sweet kiss and not super long or agressive

he pulled away, scratching the back of his neck while give you that side smile of his almost sheepish one, but more flirty than sheepish 

he kinda mumbled almost what sounded like an apology, but he really didn’t look that sorry and he certainly didn’t feel it i mean neither did you cute boy mark lee just kissed you

“you taste like watermelon” you roll your eyes

his smile spread into a full blown grin and his lil nose scrunched up. he kissed your nose.

he chuckled and semi-jokingly licked his lips “but tastier than the one we just had”  You cupped his cheeks and pull his face towards yours.

!!!!!

[kitreographer]

(TARJEI SANDVIK MOE, CISMALE, HE/HIM) i hear CHRISTOPHER 'KIT' WILLIS has a link to ALL OF THE BANDS. the 22 year old is a CHOREOGRAPHY CONSULTANT, apparently. he’s so PRAGMATIC and GENTLE, but can also be kind of NEUROTIC and CRITICAL. i’m kinda interested in hearing more about them.

it’s carly, back on my bullshit with another oc for y’all. below the cut is gonna be my intro for kit, apologises in advance for how terrible it is.

(tw; homophobia mention, abuse mention, addiction.)

info!!!:

- kit is a southern bby og from oklahoma! he was born there and lived there until he was fifteen. his full name his christopher charles willis jnr whereas his father (of course) is christopher charles willis snr the first.

- his relationship with his dad was never particularly strong. as soon as he started to take an interest in dance? that was it, his dad had had enough. we’re talking bully ellio style parental loathing here but without the redemption arc just yet. it only meant he took it out on kit’s mom and sometimes kit but luckily he got out of there when he was fifteen. things were complicated but things were also better then he wasn’t antagonising the situations.

- so anyway! a lil ballet boy with big dreams, moving out at age fifteen on scholarships to live in ballet academies, eventually ending up in la. what could go wrong? ha. a lot apparently. 

- he had an amazing few years between academies and companies until he was nineteen. nearly twenty. he defied gender stereotypes by consistently performing and teaching pointe. it was one of his biggest goals, to dance en pointe in a romantic role and not the comedic sidekick as a male. he fought for it, he danced at every opportunity, he worked himself to breaking point.

- he was hitting his stride, nineteen, twenty and at pretty much peak age for working his way through companies and building a name and a career. paving his way in the world of dance. that was until a rogue feather from one of the tutus ended up directly underneath the prima’s pointe shoe. light as a feather, stiff as a board, right? at least that’s how it felt as she slipped and took kit down with her. 

- after the accident he ended up having to have surgery on one of his knees and the ankle on the other foot. he was out for months and they told him he would probably never dance in pointe shoes again. it was debatable if he’d even do ballet again

- and here’s where the shame spiral begins

- he spent his twentieth birthday with his phone off, completely out of it on prescription meds and refusing to come out of his apartment. he refused for a while to believe he had an addiction until he realised he could barely string a sentence together some days and still craved more.

- after some meetings and a lot of hard work on his road to recovery, kit is constantly on and off the wagon. however, he has never been as bad as he was. he’s still lowkey (or highkey lmao) in denial and refuses to admit the fact that he was an addict or that he had an issue

- but woah, carly, that’s a lot of angst at once i hear you say. here comes the nicer part of the story so y’all can unbuckle your belts. he’s now settled in la and working as a choreographer consultant! this is where he goes to any and all of the bands to help them with choreography, staging or stage presence. classes on posture or stamina on stage. gym and dance workouts if the person who hires him asks for it. he bartends the rest of the time.

- he teaches some stuff and attends lowkey ballet classes but he just hopes no one recognises him from the accident or the stint in the professional ballet company he was in. he still hasn’t gone back to pointe. he finds contemporary, commercial and hip hop a lot more helpful for his current career.

tldr; actual sunshine human who doesnt swear comes from shitty background, fails as a ballerina and now lives as a recovering addict (which he’d deny) in la. 

connection ideas!!!:

- he’s probably worked with all the bands at some point so maybe a connection based around the work he did with them

- someone who recognises him from the accident report/footage? someone who followed or is aware of his ballet career in the company?

- someone who saw him in the aa meetings or maybe when he was in the hospital/doctor’s office or rehab for his legs

- someone who knew him in oklahoma (childhood friends etc)

- frequenters of the bar! he’s probably served them. so what kind of relationship do they have? do they hate his sunny disposition? do they like him? maybe they’ve confided in him? 

- goes to the same gym/dance classes

- neighbours (someones gonna get sick of his classical music blasting and him knocking stuff over because he’s stretching where he shouldn’t be) 

- roommates

- unrequited feels bc im a sucker for Angst

- his bad influence. someone needs to make this boy colour outside of the lines at some point

[ghostpillow-a]

casp ;)))))) and blair ;))))))))))))))

SHIP SHENANIGANS?

Who asks the other on dates: Blair does a lot of it bc it’s like “CASP LET’S GO SHOPPING LET’S GET SWEETS LET’S DO THIS LET’S DO THAT!!” but I bet Casper asks him to go out w/ him sometimes!!!Who is the bigger cuddler: lbr they both like 2 cuddle each other but blair is just like fuckign burying his entire body into casper’s bc he wants to warm him up--Who initiates holding hands more often:  BLAIR IS ALWAYS HOLDIN’ CASP’S HAND C’MON NOWWho remembers anniversaries: I feel like this is Casp bc Blair gets way too excited about random things and it slips his mind sometimes OR it comes up at 4am and he starts 2 panic , or he remembers it too early and forgets it once it rolls around LMAOWho is more possessive: holy shit casp all the way cASP WOULD KILL ANY MAN WHO TOUCHED BLAIR TBHWho gets more jealous: c a sp , , ,,  he’s so, , , im love him he probably just grumbles when blair’s being friendly w/ someone else and hE EYEZOOMS WHEN THEY HOLD HANDS OR SMTHING IM LAUGHINGWho is more protective: physically, it’d be casper, because blair does a lot more physically daring shit, but if anyone gives casp a hard time verbally, blair will FUCKING GO HAM ON THEM TBHWho is more likely to cheat: bitch what’s cheatingWho initiates sexy times the most: um. both :^)c  it’s either blair purposely being coy, or casp kissing him gets a lil steamy, and then there’s blair straight-up coming at him like hey kirsten--Who dislikes PDA the most: casp would probably have to get used to it a little but i don’t think he’d HATE itWho kills the spider: CASPER,,  blair’s like “do u think ghost spiders exist--”Who asks the the other to marry them: um fuck probably. . ..  probably BLAIR HONESTLY HE’S JUST STRAIGHT UP LIKE “hey...gold or silver? once we save up enough money, ofc...”Who buys the other flowers or gifts: blair brings back wildflowers and a lot of food for casp to eat, does that count??  i could imagine casper getting blair little things tho, like maybe a cute keychain he got rly emo over while they were shopping before..Who would bring up possibly having kids: blair, but i don’t think they’d go through with it tbh blair’s already a hanDFUL BY HIMSELFWho is more nervous to meet the parents: IM SWEATING THERES ONLY ONE OPTION AND ITS CASPERWho sleeps on the couch when the other is angry: there’s no sleeping on the couch bc both of them wouldn’t let each other sleep on the couch to begin with like it’s just “no, what if it hurts your back--” “you need to work tmr morning your shoulders will get stiff and they might hurt!!”Who tries to make up first after arguments: bblair, if they even ever get into an argument tbh, , , , bc he can’t stand the thought that casper might actually leave if he’s that angry and he’ll just give up and let casper have his way tbhWho tells the other they love them more often: F KFFING BLAIR SAYS IT EVERY DAY BUT SO DOES CASPER IT’S JUST A VERY SITUATIONAL THING, but on a daily everyday scheduled basis it’s probably blair