#bc our machines r coming back. so i have to make sure i can connect the stupid cameras thru code stuff and make sure the chambers r built
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#im just gonna b a whiney bby for a sec bc im tired and i spent too long out in the sun :-P#we left at like 7.30 for sampling and got back around 4 so like it was a long day. it wasnt too awful tho#only kinda awful. but thats not what i wanna complain abt. i wanna complain bc we have this project looming#bc our machines r coming back. so i have to make sure i can connect the stupid cameras thru code stuff and make sure the chambers r built#and i dont wanna do any of this bc i kno this project is gonna cause me physical and Phycological pain#like all the projects we're collecting for. last time i had to work with the samples i got a little too close to a like full of breakdown#so my brain and body dont wanna do it. and this specific project has potential to b even worse that what i usually do so fml#sigh... i just dont wanna be here doing what im doing anymore. ive stopped having fun. my boss is like wow u r gonna be the person ppl#think of on X topic once u get all this published and its like. god i dont fucking care.#when i think of the data all i can think of is how awful it was collecting it. everytime it cuts a bigger and bigger wound in me#like i think its done long term damage to my psychy. i burned out too hard too many times.#so i dont wanna do it. i dont wanna push these projects forward. and i dont wanna collect more data from 2 other sites bc i kno the more i#collect the worse its gonna be. ugh. whatever. im sure itll b fine. bc im less invested in what im doing so maybe this time ill have a#healthier way of dealing with it idk. im just sick of it. and that's really sad.#ugh. whatever. i have a big meeting with a guy tomorrow and idk what device im gonna use to zoom with him#bc my computer screen is fucked and the camera makes me look like im at the bottom of a well...#i need a new computer... agh. whatever ive gotta reread some of his papers#i hope he likes me. he's at a way too prestigious school so im like. way too intimidated. but like im sure he just wants passion#ans ive got passion. Hopefully ive also got the stuff for knicking a full ride scholarship as well#yea right... but idk ill fucking go for it bc why not#hhhh i just wanna b in a future what i have the perfect phd program and its all sorted out#unrelated
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end of year ask meme!
9. What was your favorite article of clothing this year? Post a pic if possible?
my adidas track pants, my winter classic shirt, and my black timberland boots for sure.
okay i went thru my snapchat (at least back until august) for pics and apparently there’s a lot and i found more things i like. i also had some seriously Solid outfits. i guess,,, i’ll post pictures at the end under a readmore bc apparently im also vaguely narcissistic at times and have a ton of pics.
2. How old did you turn this year?
19. gross. i can’t believe im going to be twenty. that sounds so Old. the teenage years r over.
29. Did you lose anyone close to you?
sometimes it felt like it, but no i don’t think so.
15. Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears?
ha well. hockey obviously got a TON more of my attention especially after i started to learn how to gif and started a hockey twitter. it’s definitely,,, been all consuming. i almost wish i had gotten into it this intensely a bit sooner??
23. Did you get a job?
eh. i tried to get a job on campus but most require work study and i was too late to pick up something off campus.
i do hold a summer job that i’ve done for the past three summers at an ice cream and fast food place (burgers, hot dogs, fries, onion rings, etc). i know way too many perry’s flavors, can recognize a solid number from sight alone (bc we don’t have labels in our freezer so we have to memorize where all 28-30 flavors are), am very capable of using a soft serve machine (srsly they’re harder than they look), and can make a Solid banana split.
it’s been my first and only job but it’s enjoyable (sucks at times esp when it’s busy and the no AC can be a real bitch in the summer and fucking memorial day is a Nightmare) but it’s been great. i’m kinda sad in a way that last summer was ~probably~ my last one,,, esp since i went to high school out of town it helped me feel a bit more connected to where i live.
now for the pics i promised lol
THE WINTER CLASSIC SHIRT!!
the adidas pants. also this bra is awesome and comfy. (not pictured. my black timberland boots which i Love)
my team usa hat i legit just bought at the outdoor wjc game
and then my fav Looks™ of 2017 that you didn’t ask for but are getting anyway
the summer sabres’ look
the it’s 70-something degrees out but it’s the day of the home opener and i gotta rep even if it kills me look
honestly the outfit i wear all summer but also my top ten im not straight look
and the i only really look good when i have a presentation look
thanks for coming to this ted talk about Me.
#i see what u did there sarah#i see#also///#ngl#i saw 29 and was like#wait#why are u sending me pommer's number#and then i remembered#willy is///#29///#answered#ask meme#about#ryanjarromienoel
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