#bc like. being physically and mentally disabled. no physical skills. math learning disability. kinda Stupid in general | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nexus-nebulae · 3 months ago

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ny brain. is doing the sick thing where i just get fuckin Stupid. like i just lose my train of thought halfway through saying it and my stutter punches me in the face and i start like. frankensteining thoughts together in an incoherent way. and i hate it so much

#just said a sentence out loud that. i know for sure made no sense. but i can't even think of Why it makes no sense #writing sentences is a little easier bc. i can reread what i just wrote and take my time finishing a thought #but speaking out loud. i just sound really drunk or like im having an episode that causes word salad #i. dont know if i Do have a condition that could cause those kinds of episodes #but it happens more than we'd like and makes us feel so uncomfortable and distressed #bc like. being physically and mentally disabled. no physical skills. math learning disability. kinda Stupid in general #(i use the word stupid fully neutrally i think its just a good fit for how i Feel during these episodes)#the only real talent we have is with words #and when we lose that. what do we even have left #just makes us feel really frustrated and lost bc we don't. have much else we can. DO. like ever #when we can't think or speak we're just. lost #when we lose writing too that's even worse at least we still have that right now

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