#bc i was too sleepy so i just went to bed lol

[lovetransaction]

Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Warnings: Underage Relationships: Dean Winchester/John Winchester, John Winchester/Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Parent/Child Incest, Voyeurism, Possessive Behavior for dadfucker december 2023 / @dadfuckerfest​ Summary:

John develops a habit when they settle somewhere that's not a motel, and baby baby baby do you like it?

[ghostssweetgirl]

konig or ghost w/ a reader whos like a weighted blanket for them!!

cant sleep without em’

Help I wrote this out all wrong at first and had to rewrite it bc I misread it lol, so I'll also post the alternate version bc it was good >> here

Simon 'Ghost' Riley

You always laid on him because he was comfy, crawling up between his legs and wrapping your arms underneath his torso and resting your head on his chest as it slowly rose and fell with his calming breaths.

Loves it, honestly probably more than you do.

Finally was able to sleep well, like a baby, with your weight comforting him.

It was such a routine, he always had a hard time sleeping but now it was much harder, so much that he couldn't sleep without you.

Embraces you completely, whispering sweet words into your ear as he caressed your head, stroking your hair and back.

When he was on deployment, he had to try to replace your weight with an actual weighted blanket but it wasn't near the same as holding you.

He even bunched it up in a way to resemble you, then got mad at it for not being as good as you, throwing it across the room before he gave up on sleeping.

You were laying down for bed, straddling him as you lay across his bare chest, giving it soft kisses as you soothed him. It's been one of those nights - incredibly needy for each other, being all sappy and sweet. He was packed to leave the next day and you were spending the last night cuddled as close as you could get to him, although it wasn't enough - you needed to be inside of his skin at this point.

"I'm going to miss you, Simon," you whispered sadly.

"I know, luv," he muttered. "'M goin' to miss you layin' on me. Won't be able to sleep worth shite without you."

"I've spoiled you too much, huh?" you tease as you lean up to stroke his jawline.

"I just actually sleep when I'm around you, doll," he sighed as he rubbed the back of your head, looking down at you lovingly. "I love you."

"I love you, too, baby," you smiled.

König

He was so sweet about it.

You had always fell asleep on him at night, becoming such a routine that he couldn't sleep without your full body weight on top of him.

You found yourselves falling asleep in the random places you were cuddling at - the couch, the floor, the hammock in your backyard, etc, because you were always laying on top of him.

You were pretty much sprawled out all over him as his body was big enough for you to call a bed, lol.

He's so comfy, too.

He'll rub your head, kiss your forehead and sleepily tell you how much he loves and cherishes you as y'all fall asleep.

Bought an actual weighted blanket for when he's on deployment but couldn't bring himself to use it knowing that it wouldn't compare to you.

After a very difficult week of little to no sleep, he finally walked through the door of his home, and through the holes of his hood, you spotted his very tired eyes. You could tell he hasn't got much sleep this past week.

"Oh, honey," you frown, walking up to him and hug him tightly. He instantly melted into your touch, gently picking you up off the ground as he made his way to your bedroom, plopping onto the bed with you on top of him. "You didn't sleep, did you...?"

He simply shook his head, pulling you down lower to lay on his chest. "I missed you so much, Maus, I went crazy without you."

"My sleepy baby," you cooed, lifting his veil for him as he was too tired to do it himself. You look him into his blue eyes with a soft gaze. "I missed you too, baby, you need to sleep."

"Mhm," he softly replied, rubbing the back of your head as you leaned in for a deep kiss. You smiled as you lay your head across his chest, more than ready to help him sleep. It wasn't long before you fell into your own slumber at listening to his heartbeat settle in slow beats.

"Ich liebe dich," you whispered to him.

"Ich liebe dich, baby..."

[mistydeyes]

for all my ugly sleepy girls out there🎀 (aka me bc beauty sleep is not a word in my vocabulary lol)

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pairing: kyle "gaz" garrick x fem!reader

warnings: swearing, some implied sexy fun times lmao

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You were by no means a sleeping beauty. You had been told by friends, family members, and even exes that you were the absolute worst when you slept. The laundry list of reasons you were the ugliest sleeping corpse crept into your mind every time you fell asleep. From drool-soaked pillows to your snoring that sounded like a mix between a chainsaw and a rumbling earthquake, you reveled in the fact that you lived in a one-person flat.

That was part of the reason you were hesitant to allow your boyfriend, Kyle, to spend the night after some festivities. It wasn’t like you hadn’t slept together before but it was usually following a drunken-filled night and he was still knocked out when you awoke and made yourself look a bit more presentable. But this time, it was clear he had come to stay when he showed up at your flat with dinner and a small backpack. Your heart sank as he innocently walked to your bedroom and you peeked into the bag to find it filled with basic toiletries and a fresh set of clothes for the next day.

You knew you were doomed the minute you both fell back into the sheets and he replied that he would get washed up for bed. “You sure you want to stay over,” you called as you followed him into the brightly lit washroom, “I’m a bit of a kicker when I sleep.” You decided to throw that in instead of all the other odd things you did in your sleep, you secretly hoped he’d get the hint and head home. You leaned against the doorframe as you watched him go about his quick routine and waited for a response. “Think I can handle it,” he replied as he patted his face with one of your face towels and delicately folded it in his hands. His boyish, charming smile made you melt but you decided to remain firm on the task at hand. You tried to feign a smile and leaned up to kiss him on the cheek. “Alright,” you said a bit cautiously before making your way to the sink, “just have to brush my teeth, I’ll be back to bed in a moment.”

The minute Kyle was out of the bathroom, you speed-ran your nightly routine. You ditched your multi-step skincare routine and went with the bare bones. As you quickly rubbed your moisturizer in with one hand and brushed your teeth with the other, you tried to figure out a solution to your current predicament. Kyle was the perfect partner and you wanted him around in the future but you knew from past experiences your sleeping habits were an immediate turn-off. You juggled the idea of sneaking to sleep on the couch but decided it was too risky. Eventually, you decided in your infinite wisdom it would be best to try and stay up for the remainder of the late night. You sighed as you washed your hands and patted your face with a soft towel. You looked at yourself one last time in the mirror before shutting the lights and returning to the bedroom.

“Took you long enough,” Kyle teased as he pulled you into bed. He gently placed his phone on your nightstand as you approached the bed. You giggled as he flipped you over him and wrapped a secure arm around your waist. You couldn’t help but reach a hand up and allow your fingers to trace his features. “You have to tell me what you use to keep your skin so soft,” you teased as you leaned closer to him. He smiled at your comment before moving his hand to tuck a few loose pieces of hair behind your ear. “I’ll never tell,” he whispered as he gazed at you, “besides, you are the most gorgeous person to me.”

Oh, how ironic his compliment was. You couldn't help but mentally gag at that comment, knowing there was so much more to you that he hadn't and hopefully would never see. It pained you to even try to imagine what it would be like to pull off an all-nighter. However, to keep Kyle, you would do anything. You lay in a comfortable silence, your hands exploring his chiseled frame, before he spoke up again. “Get some sleep, love,” Kyle commented before placing his head into the crook of your neck. You sat wide awake as his gentle breaths brushed your clavicle. You were fighting off sleep the best you could but were drawn into the idea of peaceful slumber every time he slowly tightened his grip around you. You pinched the side of your thigh as you tried to continue your little charade. You eventually moved slowly, untangling yourself from his grasp. You gently moved his head from your neck and rolled out of his arms that were settled around your waist. You could’ve sworn you heard him stir awake but the minute you looked back, he was still softly sleeping.

As you turned over and watched the soft midnight light hit Kyle’s face, you couldn’t help but yawn a bit from exhaustion. You rubbed your tired eyes and refocused your attention on how his chest softly rose and fell. He was gorgeous even when he was asleep. He looked peaceful as if he was something out of a fairytale book. You secretly envied him as you pulled out your phone and scrolled through your various social media platforms. You could feel your eyes getting heavier as you continued to scroll. “Just going to close my eyes for a few moments,” you said to yourself as you slowly felt yourself sink into your warm sheets.

When you awoke, you frantically trapped your phone to look at the time. 8:56 AM the letters harshly read as you wiped some droll off your face. You took a minute to wake up before you realized, fuck, Kyle was nowhere to be seen. Your insecurities began to unravel before you heard some noise in the kitchen. You rose from the bed and hissed at the cold hardwood hitting your feet. You pulled on a shirt that had been haphazardly thrown on the ground and made your way to the bathroom. You took a moment to look at yourself in all of your disgusting glory as you continued to hear the commotion of ceramic cups clanging against each other. “At least he didn’t leave,” you mumbled to yourself before you ran the faucet and splashed some water onto your face.

“Hey,” you said gently as you walked over to the kitchen. You had spent a good five minutes brushing your wild hair and scrubbing your drool-crusted face. Kyle was leaning against the counter as he prepared two cups of tea. "Sorry if I woke you," he commented and you couldn't help but smile at the baritone nature of his morning voice. You shook your head as you stretched lightly and suddenly felt a bit shy at the feeling of his eyes on yours. “I’m sorry,” you suddenly blurted out as you made your way to him, “I know I’m an ugly sleeper and I should’ve warned you before you slept over.” As you scanned his face for a reaction, he burst out in laughter. You rubbed your neck in embarrassment as he calmed down from his sudden outburst. “I will say I was scared at first when I looked over and saw your eyes were open but I was happy to hear you loudly snoring after,” he said through chuckles, reaching up and cupping your cheek. You were flushed at his words and felt yourself slowly dying from shame. “But you know I’m a soldier, love,” he reassured you as he stoked your soft face, “I have slept in much worse situations.”

You let out a sigh and looked back up at him with a soft smile. “Well I’d be more than happy to stay 'round yours,” you teased as you wrapped your arms around his neck, “now that you know what you’re in for.” As you savored the moment, you couldn’t help but look over to see how the phone with a few notifications popping up. What was more important was the fact that his new lock screen was a picture of you sprawled out on his chest, eyes half-lidded, and hair a complete wreck. Before you could even think about it, he snatched the device and placed it safely in his pocket. “Don’t even think about it, love.”

[kiashiftz]

posting the story of my first shift bcs i realised i haven’t posted it on this account!

date: 15th august 2024

dr: game of thr0nes

method: intention? idk i just whacked on a subliminal and went to sleep lmao

duration: less than a minute

i literally don’t know what i did to shift & it was my own stupidity that made me shift back. that’s why i don’t count this as a ‘mini shift’ bcs i didn’t shift back before i could ground myself or anything, but… you’ll see. i had just taken the dog out for her morning pee, brought her back in & then went back to bed. i intended to shift, and by that i mean i literally just said i was gonna shift there. one singular time. i was too sleepy to do anything else. so i just said ‘let’s put this sub on and see what happens lol’.

the sub was orphic by calypso on youtube btw.

i had a couple of dreams before i shifted. i could 1000% tell the difference between the dreams and the shift, so i know it wasn’t just a dream. i can’t even remember them now, but i can still remember every little detail of when i shifted.

after the dreams there was just nothing for a while, then i heard petyr waking me up. everyone talks about things just feeling Normal when you’re in your dr and i can confirm this bcs this never struck me as odd or out of place, so i was rly reluctant to wake up. like yk when you just don’t wanna open your eyes in the morning? it was like that.

he was being so sweet to me and calling me sleepy, but i was getting kind of annoyed bcs i didn’t wanna wake up lol [i look back on this moment and curse myself]. i was sort of waking up and asked him if he was rly there and i heard his voice DIRECTLY in my right ear.

so i opened my eyes. and the room was pitch black, i could just about make out the outline of my bed and a chair. keep in mind it was late morning in my cr, and BRIGHT. but i guess i forgot about that. i assumed i was in my cr and it was the middle of the night, so i got pissed. i even remember saying ‘god damn it!’ out loud, and i fell back asleep thinking of all the things i had to do in my cr that day, and shifted back. [i also look back on this moment and curse myself]

some ppl might call that a mini shift, but i feel like using that term is limiting if you’ve actually fully shifted to your dr. i wish i hadn’t been such a sleepyhead and realised i had shifted at the time 🫠

[silverflqmes]

໒⦂ 𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐏 𝐇𝐂𝐒.

notes. seijoh hcs if they were on the road together!

genre. crack

ft. tooru oikawa, issei matsukawa, takahiro hanamaki, hajime iwaizumi

gender neutral! reader. ( not rlly mentioned tho )

     ➫    𝓞𝗜𝗞𝗔𝗪𝗔   𝓣𝗢𝗢𝗥𝗨   ୨୧   ˎˊ˗

⌗ alright alright, he WANTED to drive.. but the vote went towards iwaizumi, and to double check they did rock paper scissors ( iwaizumi still won )

⌗ tooru was petty for the first thirty minutes, i mean it’s his car???

⌗ but eventually thought it was for the better! let him be on light duty while his subjects- i mean ahem, teammates, manage the car situation.

⌗ he does however, have control of the radio and has already plugged in his phone ( there goes one outlet ) to play spotify!

⌗ everyone complained at first but tooru’s music taste ate and left not crumbs because everyone was singing. even kyotani was nodding his head to some songs.

⌗ position wise, tooru is well, obviously in the passenger’s seat. what’s annoying is how far back he has his seat😐 and watari is like right behind him BUT SAYS NOTHING.

⌗ if the road trip is long, tooru however, will step in as a backup driver because poor poor iwa-chan gets so sleepy at night from having a NORMAL sleep schedule!! ( tooru doesn’t, this is why he has this job.. )

    ➫ 𝓜𝗔𝗧𝗦𝗨𝗞𝗔𝗪𝗔   𝓘𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗜   ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ dude him and makki are ALL the way in the back in the makeshift seats in the trunk because they are menaces and were banned from being close to the front.

⌗ jokes on them, they can pull pranks from the back — like yk that thing where they pull the string and the headrest drops, yeah. he pulled it and makki pulled the other NUMEROUS TIMES. free the second and first years.

⌗ brought all the snacks and is gatekeeping them with whoever is closest to him ( makki, kyoken and kindaichi )

⌗ ROAD GAMES!! and songs or whatever ft his besti ( and totally not boyfriend ), makki

⌗ brings almost half his bedding with him to be comfortable where he’s sitting ( so real of you mattsun ) and if you’re not oikawa, he MIGHT share lol

⌗ honestly sleeps for a good bit of the ride, just feel like he would lol especially with the pillows and blankets.

⌗ reverse, some of the boys fall asleep on him bc he’s the tallest so there’s more of him to go around LMAO he’s just stuck between makki and kindaichi

    ➫ 𝓗𝗔𝗡𝗔𝗠𝗔𝗞𝗜   𝓣𝗔𝗞𝗔𝗛𝗜𝗥𝗢   ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ matsukawa’s second half✌️🤟🤙🤝🤞

⌗ yeah he’s in the very back too causing chaos yk the usual ( annoying the shit out of hajime and tooru because they are the real parents uncles of the team )

⌗ he brought a load of pastries tbh but the minute they ran out he got a little delulu and thought yahaba ( who sat in front of him ) was a cream puff, and was ready to pounce LMAO

⌗ mattsun held him back from doing so, thankfully — seijoh needed its back up setter, pinch and future captain in case iwaizumi finally lost his patience and put oikawa out of commission.. or because oikawa has to graduate and go be a girlboss in the big leagues!!! so hot of him- ahem anyway

⌗ dude him, kawa and mattsun are that one meme where they’re like “DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT, EVERYBODY, FEELING WARM AND BRIGHT” in the worst tone ever while iwa is just questioning his life choices

⌗ “are we there yet” every few minutes — iwaizumi literally pulls over at some point to get in the back seat and tape his mouth😭 bro was absolutely done oml

⌗ he brought a stack of cards only for them to be pokemon cards LIKE HOW DO YOU GET THAT WRONG- ( they played, anyway )

➫ 𝓘𝗪𝗔𝗜𝗭𝗨𝗠𝗜 𝓗𝗔𝗝𝗜𝗠𝗘 ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ the driver ( mother ) lol

⌗ free iwaizumi he is tired and has a severe headache from these buffoons and he swears blood will be shed if SOMEBODY dares to ask AGAIN for another rest stop or if they’re there yet.

⌗ he’s got a stash of yellow red bull in a compartment for himself in case he needs to take the night shift on the road — tooru insists that no one drives but him ( unless iwa finally throws in the towel and he drives )

⌗ in terms of driving tho he’s pretty smooth, goes at a reasonable speed and is fairly calm in terms of IDIOTS on the road — but he has his moments occasionally where he gets annoyed

⌗ probably has the super specific thing he wants to see that convinced him to go on this road trip and see it through to the end ( it’s something godzilla related i bet )

⌗ usually likes to snack while he’s driving, helps keep him awake — but since he doesn’t wanna get the steering wheel dirty, he has cherries his mom pack him LMAO ( “share with the others!!” and he gatekeeps )

⌗ packed a volleyball in the trunk and portable beach volleyball set up

notes. i was gonna do all the boys originally but it became time consuming and well.. i ran out of ideas LMAO hope it was still decent<3

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[the-kr8tor]

Today was a rollercoaster of emotions but I GOT MY SECONDS DONE.... Daily Hobie HC! Week four, day five! Hobie tapped his fingers gently against your shoulder, resting his chin close to the nape of your neck, wondering whether he should ask or not. Finally, Hobie caved and decided to ask if he could have a drink, feeling somewhat exhausted. Once you gave him the greenlight, pulling away the fabric of your shirt from his neck, Hobie took his time to gently prep the area, not failing to tease you a little. He spared a few licks to your neck on where he planned to sink his fangs into. After a few moments, Hobie gently unfurled his fangs into your skin. The sting only lasted for a few seconds before your blood began to flow into his mouth. It felt odd, having your blood taken by a vampire. It was like having a blood test, but instead of a simple butterfly needle or syringe, it's like a vacuum taking out blood. In between his feed, Hobie stopped to run his tongue over the puncture wounds, kissing your cheek and murmuring words of encouragement. You were still a bit new to the whole thing, so Hobie was being slow and careful. Your hands held onto his, which were wrapped around your waist. All of a sudden, you began to feel a little lighthearted, even tired yourself. Without thinking, you close your eyes and let yourself be taken away to sleep. Meanwhile, Hobie immediately pulled away in panic. His fingers went to your pulse, his shoulders dropping slightly at the realization that you were alive, and that he didn't completely suck you dry. Hobie licked the puncture wounds a few times for a final coat, so it healed more quicker and didn't hurt too much when healing. Hobie gently picked you up in a bridal carry, leaning your head against his chest as he walked towards the bed. He placed a bottle of juice on the bedside before properly tucking you in, worried about what happened. He sat at the edge of the bed for a while, before giving in and joining you under the covers as well. Hobie hugged your tired body close, rubbing soft circles on your back. So far, he wasn't able to sense anything wrong apart from the fact that you might've already been sleepy. Either way, he felt incredibly guilty. Once you started to regain conscious, Hobie peppered your face with pecks, apologizing for if he was feeding too heavily or if something was wrong. In the midst of your sleep-muddled state, you chuckled and reassured him that nothing happened. You didn't even properly remember it, stating that you just felt pretty tired and that he was providing a space of comfort and security. Hobie's heart melted upon hearing that from your mouth, pulling you a little closer with a warm squeeze. He allowed you to continue to rest within his arms, internally deciding to just stick to the bags for a few days before trying to feed upon you again. As your eyelids slowly fluttered shut, Hobie pressed a gentle kiss to the ground of your head, his fingers slowly carding through your hair, being sure not to tug or anything. While you slept, he began to braid small strands for fun, his cheeky mind encouraging him to braid your hair and act clueless for when you woke up, wanting to see how long he got away with it...which he knew wouldn't be for long, but worth a shot. -🐦‍⬛

I don't know what that is but good job!

Daily Hobie HC ‼️‼️‼️

Lol I imagined him going "babe, I'm hungry 😔"

Prep the area 😳 what 👁️👄👁️ hobie babes you just need to bite down wdym u need to give R's neck a lil lick huh? 😳

W-wait h-hold on

Hobie pausing a bit to give r a lil kiss in the middle of feeding hnnnngggg 🥰

Lmaoo imagine that r suddenly fell limp in his arms and hobie was immediately panicking and trying to feel your pulse but he's panicking too much and couldn't find it and goes "they're dead! I killed them---" *finds it* "oh nvm just sleepy"

Aww he joined in with the cuddles

Hobie better get r some of their favourite juice and cookies bc that was definitely draining!

Lol r waking up to numerous braids 🤣

[alisonwritesimagines]

Sleepy with Cuddles on the Side ~Marc Spector Imagine~

Requested by anonymous:

marc spector x f!reader who is sleepy and wants to always cuddle/snuggle bc she gets cold easily 😅

Summary: Just another day in the life with you and Marc.

Author’s Note: This is literally me lol. I always get cold and my boyfriend is a heater and loves the cold so it's perfect. Also this is very short but very fluffy!

Reader’s Pronouns: She/Her

Warnings: fluff, lots of fluff

Side Note: This is a secondary blog. If you comment a question down below, I will not answer since this is not the main blog. Please send the question to my inbox if you want a response back!

Do not repost this anywhere!

Both you and Marc were opposites. But you know what they say; opposites attract.

When Marc met you, he thought you were too good to be true and that you deserved someone better than him. Strangely to him, you wanted to be with him. So he hadn't let you go since and vice versa.

What Marc always knew when it came to you was that you somehow managed to get tired easily. It felt like it was a trick or something because no one could be as sleepy as you. But he never saw it as a problem. Because he knew that you would want him to cuddle you.

"Marc, I'm sleepy again," you pouted as you leaned onto his back.

Marc was sitting on a chair as he was doing some paperwork.

"Then go to bed, sweetie," Marc told you.

You let out a groan. "You know I can't go to bed without you."

"I'll be done in a minute. Why don't you get comfortable and I'll come to bed," Marc said.

"Okay fine. But I'm timing you!" You tell him.

"Fine by me."

You got into some comfy pajamas before getting into your bed. You waited for your boyfriend to come to bed but passed the time by watching some TikToks.

"See. Didn't take too long now did I?" Marc asked as he came to your shared bedroom.

"I'm cold," you pouted.

"As always," Marc chuckled as he changed into his pajama pants. He took off his shirt before getting into bed with you.

At this point, Marc was used to your cold body. At first, the cold temperature shocked him a little. But as time went on, he got used to it.

You got close to Marc, wrapping your arm and leg around his body. Marc held onto you as you snuggled closer to him.

"I'm not going anywhere sweetie," Marc joked.

"I know. But you're so warm," you yawned.

"I know."

"I love you," you tell him.

"I love you too."

You closed your eyes, listening closely to Marc's heartbeat as you fell asleep.

[narrators-journal]

Tell me I'm pretty

Don’t look at me, this is probably a near incoherent mess bc I haven’t slept. And, I can’t explain why this has been on my mind, but this...AU? has been with me for literally fucking MONTHS. And while I will not go into insane depth on the details of this little world I’ve built, I will say that this is, maybe, not technically Mpreg? Minato was genderbent and just got knocked up on accident. This isn’t a dark fic either, tho! Minato’s fine and safe lol, no yandere, no babytrapping, nothing like that. Minato’s just kinda a drama queen.

CW: Pregnancy with no real context? I tried to give you enough to get an idea of what went down, but it’s still kinda left to implication. Also kinda? Forced feminization? Genderbending? Minato’s not the comfiest being a woman for as long as he has been. There’s also light talk of abortion. No unwanted pregnancy, it was just a surprise, but the option is discussed/mentioned. Also, Ryoji’s a lil unhinged later on in the fic. Sure hope u like him being a monster lmao, bc I do.

Under the watchful light of his mother’s moon, a tall, pale man with dark brown hair laid on a large sectional couch one chilly winter night. With a sitcom rerun dancing across him in the darkness of the living room to illuminate his lack of a shirt and the sweat pants he wore as pajama pants.

It was nearly midnight, everybody else in the small mansion should’ve been asleep at peaceful, sleepy hour. So, Ryoji was quickly aware of the soft thump of bare feet on the floor above the dark living room, then on the hardwood staircase. Finally, he could hear him on the runway-esque hallway rug that led to the soft cream of the living room carpet. “What are you doing awake at this hour, Funeral Lily.” The brunette hummed, his sky-colored eyes never torn from the sitcom. He hadn’t needed to look to the pregnant, midnight-haired person who had come around the curve of the couch to stand beside the man’s feet.

Minato didn’t say anything, though. He just stood in one of his lover’s white button-ups, pajama shorts with an elastic waistband, and no socks. His shaggy midnight hair fallen sloppily into his stormy, blue-grey eyes as he looked down at his partner with anger in those beautiful storm clouds. An anger that the brunette knew was fueled by the irrational level of hormones that ravaged the ex-wildcard.

With that, he finally looked towards Minato. Though, the sight of his other half in the shifty light of the television, all swollen and heavy in so many ways with his child, even if he was pissed at the god for how he was trapped in a female form, made the god smile softly. Though, I guess that’s what you get when you play with fire. “Why weren’t you in bed by now?” Minato asked darkly, his voice almost amusingly unchanged by the shift in his physical gender, as hoarse and flat as ever, his eyes dotted with unwanted tears. Which, broke the brunette’s heart a bit to see, even if he knew that his lover likely wasn’t too upset. “I thought you were asleep, I didn’t want to disturb you.” He said in an apologetic mumble, as if his usual eager chirp would put the unborn soul within Minato at risk. The brunette quick to assure, “I have been watching over you though, as the god of death I have an ironic ability to track a living heartbeat.” as well, but the ex-wildcard just huffed at his words.

Instead of his words, he seemed to use his body to reply. His hands planted on Ryoji’s chest so that he could lift one of his legs to sandwich it between the god’s pudgy, softened belly and the cotton fabric of the back of the expensive couch so that he could straddle Ryoji’s hips heavily. His belly, round and too solid to be the paternal weight the god had put on, straining the plastic buttons of the shirt just like it strained the fabric of Ryoji’s pajama-

As much as the dark-haired man loved to imagine all of the acrobatic and nightmarish acts he’d do to Minato, he lifted his knees and squeezed his legs together for the moment. Which, not only allowed the wildcard to lean back against his thighs to get some sort of back support, but also suppressed the god’s erection. “Are you sure?” He asked, his words a-wobble despite his best attempts to suppress it, but Ryoji didn’t mention it as his hands rested on Minato’s hips and thighs. “I’m sure, my Funeral Lily.” He said, his smile loving, but Minato’s eyes just filled with more tears. “You can admit if you aren’t. I know that this little parasite-” “Mina, come on. Don’t talk like that.” Ryoji gently scolded, even though the emo was simply hyperbolic and tempermental. As he spoke, though he made sure to keep his thumbs at work to massage into his morose lovers hips. “You know I’d...you just have to give the word if you changed your mind, funeral lily. There’s no need for those types of words.”

It was a morbid reminder. They’d talked about it though.

When Minato had first found out that their little experiment with what powers Ryoji had gotten from Nyx had gone a bit too far. They both knew it wasn’t something the brunette liked, but could do if Minato hadn’t wanted a baby for his twenty-third birthday.

Yet, the wildcard had decided to see how it went, “I’m honestly pretty curious what a child from you would turn out like. Would they be a god? Demigod? Shadow? Human?” He’d hummed when the god of death had offered it that first week in. And, like he had back on that comfortable evening, Ryoji watched as his lover’s dark eyes flitted and danced with thoughts and chaotic emotions. Before, he sighed, and sagged back against the man’s knees. “No. I...I know I talk a lot of shit about…This,” Minato said with the wave of his hand over his belly, and the milk-heavy breasts that matched. He came down here without a bra again. Even after I showed him how to put one on. “But, I don’t...It’s fine, Ryoji, you don’t have to do anything. I am excited for the baby. Just...not the process.” He admitted. His head lolled back while his words shook with the tears he hated so much. “I don’t hate the kid, I hate feeling fat, unweildy, and achey. I’m embarrassed how much fucking help I need now, I can’t even get up without it taking five minutes, and either my hips or these sacks of fat hurt like a bitch every day.”

And, much to the brunette’s heartache, as he vented his composure seemed to crumble into sobs in the television’s light. And, the brunette couldn’t really do much to help. Minato’s belly trapped him, he couldn’t sit up without risking possibly squishing it, and Ryoji hated to do that. So, he just sighed and rubbed his lover’s sides as Minato shook with the sobs he tried to stomp down. “Funeral lily, I’m sorry you’re struggling, I really am. I wish I could do more…” “Just tell me you’re not disgusted by me.” Minato whimpered, angry again, the words spat out miserably at the god. “Mina, I promise I’m far from disgusted by you right now. I’m never picky with the gender of my lovers, so you being...well, a woman right now, isn’t an issue.” He felt the midnight-haired wildcard wince slightly at the acknowledgement of his appearance, but Ryoji pushed on. “And while you hate to be so helpless, I, honestly, love it. I think it’s cute to see you rolling around on the bed when you get up in the morning. It’s cute in the same way that a struggling animal is cute to me. Plus, you needing my help with stuff like your shoes, or to get your pants up, that just makes me feel very useful, and gives me excuses to hug you, and be close to you.” Ryoji hummed. And, that seemed to soothe a bit of Minato’s agony, so the god continued on that route. “Plus, I know you’re aware of how your state arouses me. Seeing you waddle around drives me nuts in so many ways that are shockingly horny.”

That made earned a small bark of laughter, Minato’s hiccups ebbing slightly as he lifted his head and let his hands return to Ryoji’s chest. “I could name multiple ways that I adore you. Everything you’re hating, I am loving. I love being useful to you, I love how you’re softening up very nicely. I also enjoy when you sexually harass me.” He listed, a warm smile able to return as he saw pink hues dust Minato’s pale face in the tv’s light. “Sorry I do that, by the way…And when I do shit like bite you and punch your arm...” Minato muttered as he traced lazy patterns into Ryoji’s chest. Which, made the god chuckle, “Minato, you hitting and biting me mean nothing to me. Do you think you’re the only person who’s bitten and punched me? Everybody does, it’s a hazard of my role.” He reminded, “Plus, you are so insanely powerless against me that you hitting me with pillows and biting at me when you’re pissy your ice cream melted is more or less a novelty to me.” With that, he reached up to wipe Minato’s eyes gently. And, the wildcard simply took that as a chance to press his cheek glumly into Ryoji’s palm. “That’s kinda horrifying to think about…” the midnight-haired man said after a moment of nothing but the tv for noise between them. After the roller coaster of sadness and annoyance he’d seemingly speedrun that night, all he seemed to have left was exhaustion as he added, “And kinda hot…” Which made Ryoji chuckle. Meanwhile, he lowered his knees to lay Minato down so Ryoji could sit up. His usually-pushed-back brown hair now drooped into his face as he looked down at the midnight-haired wildcard that laid down so easily on his legs. The fact that Ryoji Mochizuki was the god of death, child of Nyx and her intended avatar, no threat to the trust the midnight-haired wildcard held for the man. “Do you still feel unweildy and fat? Because I can go on with the praises.~ And all the ways that the added numbers on a scale are because of you growing a tiny...assumed, humanoid.” Ryoji offered with one of his famous flirtatious smiles. “No, now I just want to go back to bed.” Minato sighed, a small smile on his face now. More than happy when the god scooped him up and carry him upstairs to tuck him back into bed and finally join him for the remainder of the night. Even if the brunette was very cautious of Minato’s belly.

[h-doodles]

oh, so many ideas so little energy and time,,, so ummmmm authors feel free to take a spin if you find something u like <3!!!!

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1.) inspired by Loving you is beautiful (darkfic) by @rippersz — wherein reader learns to enjoy Larissa's red flags rather than slowly wilt from the distinct skewed version of love :)

Excerpt:

You've been hurt by the world.

Pain is the only thing you remember, ever since you were young. Always remembered a yearning hunger deep inside your heart. Wishing to be loved, to be saved by someone.

But humans were monsters— it wasn't until you've found yourself on the gates of the so called Monsters' precious academy that you've found what seemed to be the shelter from the storm that is your life; found the answer to your prayers.

Found her.

Your savior, your goddess, your beloved.

You won't lie, trusting such a vision was a bit hard to bear, because to be so lucky was not in your nature. But oh, Larissa is so tender, is so sweet, is so caring, and is ever so patient— to stay by your side, equal parts loving and protecting you from harm. You feel a little silly now, asking all those questions then, about her kind; of how outcasts like her lived.

Isn't it such an irony, that it took you finding 'monsters', to find humanity?

Well. Well.

--and thats all ive got for it rn lol--

2.) ICE SKATER AU or wherein reader was a former ice skater but has since been retired, and is a part of their past they'd just occasionally brush off for stress relief. Can either be a new teacher for Nevermore or the new barista in town, who gets pestered to sign up by their former partner & still best friend (also a new hiree crushing majorly on one Coach Vlad :]) to a local skating contest. They didn't initially plan to, but after overhearing that a certain principal was interested in seeing the performances, well... local disaster gay brushes off the dust off their skates ;3

"You. Me. The lake, with your skates. NOW."

"Woah woah woah Y/N, hold on a moment. I thought we were going to the booth to cancel—" Elijah says, but I whap him with a rolled up newspaper.

"Well, that was BEFORE I learned SHE was looking forward to watching the event." I start. "And since we both know I am a small, disaster gay with 0 rizz and speaking skills, THIS is my chance to get her attention! It's brilliant! It's foolproof! She'll never see it coming!"

"Who'll never see it coming?" Coach Vlad pops up half dressed behind Eli, and I blink.

"Hold up, are you guys—"

"Yes." "N-Um." The two men look towards each other, before looking back at me. Eli mouths a yes.

"I cannot believe YOUR fucking luck!"

Bestie in Christ I WISH I had the luck, skills, AND charisma of THIS manwhore of a bestie-slash-longtime-skating-partner I have. Maybe then I COULD grab a whole fucking date with one Principal Larissa Weems. Is it too much to ask???

3.) academy time! Morticia/Larissa/Reader or where before everything went downhill, three girls had a secret worth keeping. bc i need the "and they were roommates + they're galpals <3" soooo bad

4.) 5 times they kissed + the 1 time they didnt FLUFF & then major angst >:) bc i love me a relationship establishment fic and then the worst pain imaginable to man aka Wifey death /// or if more fluff, just 5 dates and 1 wedding (BUT OFC THEY HAVE MORE DATES) :)

5.) Sleepy reader being a clingy mess and touch starved Larissa sooooo torn between having to get ready for the day vs staying in bed for 5 more minutes just to savor r's presence :')

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...and then the NSF ones

6.) Reader is being more of a brat than usual so Larissa punishes them the next day by making them wear a remote controlled toy for the WHOLE day & getting teased at the most inopportune times but they are not allowed to cum >:)))

7.) OH GOD TRADE OFF where usual brat reader has been a V good girl™ for some time and in turn Larissa allows them one (1) wish...... and R picks revenge by having mommy wear the accursed toy and being teased 👉🏻👈🏻

8.) R making Larissa jealous soooo bad they need to be taught a lesson, marked & properly bred to appease the green eyed demon in Larissa's mind :) :) :) (and it works out bc R has been. entertaining v v filthy breeding kink thoughts oop)

9.) R has quite the closet of costumes and they find a cat maid cosplay 👉🏻👈🏻 practicing their meows and nyas and being all cute not knowing Mommy's been watching from the door the moment they started meowing

10.) oblivious reader unknowingly teasing Larissa all day and the woman is abt to FUCKING burst in horny except oh no???? reader was not oblivious and this has been part 7 of the 10 step plan to get Larissa as her gf >:))))))

[zhongrin]

Happy birthday Rin aaaaaa <33 I don't know you for long but in this short time you've always been nice to me and so friendly!! Also so sweet 💞💞 I really enjoy talking about our selfships with you!! And I really ship Meitham and Zhongrin - cuz of that I gifted ya 2 drabbles hehe <33 hope ya like them! Have a great day ahead and I hope you get everything you wished for! Hoping the next year's of yours will go smoothly and healthy!! ❤️

Now;; cuz of ya response from mawh ask - frfr like;; you always seem so nice on them <33 and then you even were an anon of me like fodhsndkdhjeke that was so cute doshwjkk 💞💞

Yes totally Rin hehe, do you play Obey me! too by any chance?

Dw Rin I give him enough kisses~

Just kidding. My heart belongs to Baizhu only. ❤️

Heh a bit too smitten even maybe fkebsiebnw (help it is?? I thought it's kinda annoying 🥹) LMAO RIN, so what day is it today?

*Zhongli standing in the distance with a proud smile on his face.* I think I can already explain it by myself hehe

Tbh I hate alcohol LMAO and my tolerance is pretty shit, I get drunk easily hehe oopsie (so Zhonglis alcohol tolerance is high?)

So ya don't have any children planned in your selfships?🤸💞 You already call him daddy - make him a real one Rin smh

OFC IT DOES RIN OFMG LIKE?? SITTING ON THE LAP OF SUCH A HANDSOME MAN?? RKDBSKIRBEJSIEHSBNSOFO BARKBARKWOOFWOOFAWOOGA I mean-

Awwww yes, do it again <33 and record it hehe

I once read that dogs can sense if someone is scared of them but idk if that's true but omfg;; your dog was so friendly then <333

I am sure the both of them will decide for you just right Rin, hehe <33 (help fkdhjsis but your selfships are so cute I can't dosbjsisns)

*dies* (it's great but kfmg omfg sidbsjjdbejs sometimes when Baizhu feels a bit chaotic he calls me "my future wife" and I and I and I lose it I really lose it I really lose it I really- *faints*)

Yes cuz of that I asked! Although you, ofc, can do your AU with your hubby's like they don't have a fanclub if ya want to 🥰

Alright alright no pressure <33 and omfg, my bestie would say 'Diluc' now, cuz she used to ship me with him and IDK WHY, but she enjoys it sm seeing Diluc as Baizhus competition

But if you would ask me, nawh. We don't have anyone who wants to destroy our relationship<33

aahhhhh thank you vi 💕 i enjoy talking about our selfships so much too!! you've been super friendly and welcoming and really indulging in my zhongrin and meitham selfship agenda, and i can't ever thank you enough!!!

truly a 'shared one braincell' moment 😭 i'm so amused bc it synced up so well like the same day i decided to haunt your inbox you decided to drop into mine THIS IS DESTINY I TELL YOU XD

i did actually! i used to! i love the lore and the characters but the game got too grindy for my taste and the lessons just got harder and harder and i got burnt out so i stopped playing oomph i think you probably can guess who i like lol-

yes yes (who said it's annoying??? i will kindly,.... persuade them to change their mind-) today is..... baivi day! i feel like terrorizing- i mean bullying- i mean lovingly indulge you with a very loving baizhu bot in the server <3

ok fine you win please carry me now-

SAME OMG VI WE CAN STICK TOGETHER AT PARTIES THEN literally i drank one small glass of apple cider one time and i got so sleepy i just crawled to bed and conked out. my family was so confused where i went (it was a new years party at home with the whole family kind of thing) (and yes, the dragon is a tank, the most he could get tipsy but never drunk drunk hlsdjfklsdf)

as of now not really! but perhaps one day with zhongli..... hehehe .......... yk what maybe i will. maybe i should start asking him to-

sitting on his lap, maybe with his hand on your thigh, or around your waist? either way you'll be pulled close onto his chest, his long hair slightly tickling your skin as baizhu's distinct scent along with some herbs surround you, making you feel right at home.... maybe even with his lips close to your ear, murmuring profound declarations of love? <3

i am so tempted to draw blushy!haitham now hsldkjflksdjf

she wassss i miss her ;w;

that they will hehe (I COULD SAY THE SAME ABOUT YOURS PLS)

*notes down in clipboard* uh huh uh huh continue ;)

that is true.... perhaps not on this teahouse!au but on a parallel universe mayhaps pantalone and zhongli are silently playing 4d chess trying to win my heart hsldkfjslkdf

omg you know what would be super funny. it's a third party scenario who wants to separate you but it's bc of wholesome reasons. imagine being kaveh's younger sister and wanting to romance al haitham. wheeze. kaveh would be like "WHY HIM PLEASE NO YOU CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER" lmao

love triangles are just a cute lil concept in fics bc omg??? two guys??? fighting over lil old me?? instant ego boost fr

diluc and baizhu huh... it's extra funny to me bc their elements don't match at all helphsldkfjsd

ah ok good good *quietly stashes vortex vanquisher back to its display*

[troglobite]

lol amazing. she’s still mad at me. 

i dm for almost 7 hrs

it went really well (as far as i can tell, as far as anyone is telling me)

then yuzu’s show is aired live and we watch it

and then at the end of it he announces he’s performing at the fucking TOKYO DOME in february

i’m riding high, i’m tired, i’m sleepy

my mom & i had gone back to normal acting as though nothing had happened bc that’s just. standard. apparently. 

then i open my email just now & she emailed me after saying gnight

to tell me to do a shitload of chores that ??? apparently need to be done??? over the next few weeks??? for some reason???

even though as far as i know, nobody’s coming over and i’m going to be alone for the end of the month/year

“i’m too busy & i have too many chores to do so if you could help out i’d appreciate it”

1. i am an adult. just ask me like a fucking adult.

2. i always help w whatever chores i can. however, AS HAS BEEN STATED ABOUT A MILLION TIMES, your standards for when things need to be done and how they need to be done ARE IMPENETRABLY CONFUSING TO ME and so i don’t take initiative on doing them FOR THOSE REASONS.

3. why??? the fuck??? do they need to be done NOW? some of them are perennial chores. like there’s nothing special abt NOW.

4. she asked me to cut up boxes and put them in the garage when the explicit reason i DON’T do that is bc the texture and sound of cardboard Actively Makes Me Wish I Was Dead. so why the fuck would she ask me to do that when SHE LITERALLY ALREADY KNOWS THAT. every time she cuts up boxes i have to hide on the other side of the house w my noise canceling headphones on and playing music.  

5. she JUST gave me the project to help her w & i have a drs appt on tues & i’m also going to be prepping for my next miss frizzle session which is 2 weeks from now. i’m not saying it’s unreasonable to ask me to help w chores (bc i’m a fucking adult and i fucking live here and i DO THAT ANYWAY), i’m just saying she’s asking me as though i have Nothing Going On At All and i’m a freeloader who’s ungrateful and never helps out. “i’d appreciate it” I LIVE HERE TOO??? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU????

6. i asked if there was a reason my bday was left off the calendar. she said no, she got interrupted while doing it yesterday. ....except that she does days in order. she wrote dnd for today & added christmas and new year’s. and in between those days is my fucking birthday. she also did not add it to the calendar tonight. even though i asked abt it. 

i’m so fucking tired and sick of this. 

i was also still watching the replays from the last two days of yuzu’s show & she comes out, ready for bed & to do nighttime routine. i’m like “you didn’t tell me you were getting ready for bed” which is true, she didn’t. she usually does. 

&i’m like “was i just supposed to stop watching the replays of programs he did in the last two shows but not today’s show?”

and she’s just. like. not saying anything. 

all of the fury and rage and indignation and self-hatred and frustration and just general. anger. is basically already back.

and i’m just so tired. i’m literally tired. i got barely 6 hrs of sleep last night and i dmed a game for 7 hrs. 

i’m extremely fucking tired. 

and i had a good day and was feeling good abt myself. tentatively. bc i’m scared of accepting good things and compliments.

and then she just shits all over it. again. 

i literally did nothing wrong and i’m so fucking tired of being punished for existing. 

[roseyjean]

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? about average, I suppose

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? my mom

03: Do you regret anything? that I’ve burned a lot of bridges with my family because of my issues

04: Are you insecure? definitely

05: What is your relationship status? single (dating multiple fictional people in my head tho)

06: How do you want to die? painlessly, quickly if possible. Maybe in my sleep. No regrets, tho/

07: What did you last eat? chobani Greek yogurt with baking chocolate chips and homemade caramel mixed in. It was dessert.

08: Played any sports? no. Unless soccer with my mini aussie Shepard counts

09: Do you bite your nails? a lot. I wear nail polish to help stop. I tend to bite the tough-ish skin at the edges of my fingers instead

10: When was your last physical fight? umm idk I haven’t ever gotten into an actual fight. Just play fights

11: Do you like someone? fictional. But yes

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? no, but I once pulled an all-nighter when I was twelve bc I was up watching YouTube. Just watched YouTube. Nothing productive was done. I felt like shit

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? fictional. And myself

14: Do you miss someone? yeah. My bff- I can’t talk to him as much rn

15: Have any pets? yup. Four cats, three dogs, a bunch of chickens, and three cows

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? relaxed. A smidge sleepy

17: Ever made out in the bathroom? I’ve never made out, period

18: Are you scared of spiders? only big ones

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? If I could keep my memories, yeah

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? in my head

21: What are your plans for this weekend? uhhh maybe go to a cat cafe idk

22: Do you want to have kids? How many? adopt kids probably. Idk how many

23: Do you have piercings? How many? two. Standard lobe ones

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? english, probably. I’m homeschooled

25: Do you miss anyone from your past? yeah. The people I had as friends when I was 8-10. I have a couple added on discord, but we haven’t talked in forever.

26: What are you craving right now? chocolate and cuddles

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? don’t think so

28: Have you ever been cheated on? I’ve only ever dated online. And uhh my first boyfriend supposedly did. We were both like nine lol

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? uhhhh I’m not sure

30: What’s irritating you right now? the stupid Venus razor ad playing on my radio

31: Does somebody love you? I sure hope so

32: What is your favourite color? purple. Deep, galaxy purple

33: Do you have trust issues? yeah. Not extreme, but yeah

34: Who/what was your last dream about? ummmmmm…. I don’t remember

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? my mom, I think. I got yelled at

36: Do you give out second chances too easily? i don’t think ao

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? forget.

38: Is this year the best year of your life? nah

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? according to my family, I kissed a cousin when I was like three. I don’t count that as my first kiss, tho

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? I live in the country, but god no

51: Favourite food? pizza or spaghetti

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yeah

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? got off tumblr 💀

54: Is cheating ever okay? no.

55: Are you mean? I don’t try to be but I think I’m pretty blunt. No filter.

56: How many people have you fist fought? nobody lol

57: Do you believe in true love? yessss im a hopeless romantic

58: Favourite weather? rain. When it patters against the windows, or a light drizzle to play in.

59: Do you like the snow? yeah. Doesn’t snow much where I live, tho

60: Do you wanna get married? yup

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? I ain’t been called that in my life unless c.ai counts but yeah love, baby, sweetheart, doll- I like pet names

62: What makes you happy? mm- animals, watching anime or smth, hanging out with those I love, listening to music, playing video games, eating yummy food, sleeping

63: Would you change your name? yes

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Uhh yeah bc he’s fictional

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? die. Reload. Die. Break. Repeat.

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yup, my only bff

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my dad

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my mom, probably

69: Do you believe in soulmates? no doubt about it. Yes. It might take a bit to find them, but I think they exist.

70: Is there anyone you would die for? mm.. my cat and my best friend

@starzfallen

do it, bff

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[starlostastronaut]

DAY 18 | IN THIS WORLD

PAIRING: lee felix x reader

GENRE: fluff

WC: 0.96k

CW: nothing

PROMPT: cuddling session

sleepy fluff with lixie coming your way! this is the last one for today bc i do need to actually sleep lol (tho its after midnight rn so first post of today technically?). this is just very soft and fluff, no real plot happening here. enjoy reading <3

title from as it was - harry styles

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When you came home from work, the only thing on your mind was going to bed. Your shift ran later than expected due to some problems that needed to be fixed, and by the time you were finally allowed to head home, you were completely exhausted. You went through routine tasks such as putting away your keys and hanging your coat almost blindly, not wanting to be bothered to turn on the lights. However, it wasn't really dark in the apartment, as you soon realized. And there was sound coming from the living room.

Carefully, you walked to the source of the light and noise, all your tiredness replaced by caution, because what if that was an intruder? Your anxiety was soon alleviated by the fact that the sound was from your TV. What burglar would watch a movie, right? As you peaked inside the living room, you saw someone you would never expect here at this hour.

Lee Felix was sprawled over your couch, a half-empty bowl of popcorn laying next to him, and on the TV was playing a rerun of some comedy show. You shook your head, suppressing a laugh. When you gave him the key, it was so he could come meet you when he had time, because dating an idol was a time management nightmare. But now it seemed Felix used it to run away from the dorm and help himself to whichever snacks and entertainment your apartment provided.

He must have heard you, because he raised his head and waved at you to greet you. It was pointless to hide halfway in the hallway, so you headed to him. Felix immediately scooted over, making room for you on the couch.

As soon as you sat down, his arms enveloped you in a hug, with Felix pressing his nose into your hair and inhaling the familiar scent. You felt the faint touches of his lips soon, as well as the exhaustion creeping its way back into your body. You let yourself melt further into his arms, your body going completely limp against his. He answered with a content hum and a stronger hold on you. Felix adjusted his position slightly, so you would be more comfortable laying down.

“What are you doing here anyway? Don't you have an early schedule tomorrow?” you asked sleepily. Almost immediately after relaxing in the hug, you wanted to sleep. Felix was just a very comfortable and warm pillow that made you feel secure and loved. And paired with how tired you felt, it was the perfect recipe for a quick journey to dreamland. But you didn't want to sleep yet, not with Felix here.

Lately, you haven't seen him much, given how busy his schedule was towards the end of the year. A few times you woke up to Felix lying in bed with you, only to have a rushed breakfast because you both needed to work. But now that he was here, none of you were unconscious, and you were determined to make the most of it.

“I do, but I missed you,” Felix said. His head found its place on your shoulder, and he was now lazily mouthing at a spot on your neck. There wasn't anything sexual behind it; he just liked feeling close to you. It was a way for Felix to show you how much he loved you. “I wanted to come see you. It's been so long since we had time for each other,” he confessed with a sad undertone in his voice. You didn’t say anything, but he knew you felt the same. You missed him too, but it didn't need to be said out loud. Felix knew.

You snuggled further into his chest. "Well, now you're here, and I'm not letting you go anywhere,” you decided. Your gaze fell on the TV. Much to your dismay, you had to untangle yourself from him in order to get the remote. Your action was met with a soft whine from Felix, soon replaced by a happy sigh as you settled yourself back into his arms, now in possession of the remote. You lazily switched through the channels until you found a half-decent movie to watch. It was the most passable compensation for the fact that you both should be in bed and sleeping. Staying on the couch and slowly dozing off when the movie became boring was just another way of resting together, you thought.

When you woke up in the morning, it was to Felix's alarm that was blasting through the apartment at a volume that, in your opinion, not even an emergency siren would. Startled and confused, you opened your eyes to find yourself in the living room, with a certain idol wrapped around like a koala. How you managed not to fall off the couch while you slept was beyond your understanding. Some higher being probably decided to take mercy on you.

“Lix, baby, wake up.” You gently nudged him, but all you got was a groan in response and Felix pressing himself even closer to you. With a laugh, you tried again, and eventually you managed to get him awake enough to function like a normal human being.

While you were in the kitchen preparing breakfast a few minutes later, Felix came to join you, already changed into new clothes and ready for the day. He hugged you from behind, just like last night, still not quite ready to give up the peaceful atmosphere. With a smile on your face, you let Felix hang off of you as you prepared the food. These stolen moments were all you had for now, but a break in his schedule was coming, which meant moments like these were only going to get more frequent.

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[narrators-journal]

Tatsujun having rough sex Top!Jun and bottom Tatsuya or make them both switches :0

Don’t ask me why it’s such a challenge to really capture a guy being dominant vs a girl for me. I’ve written so many femdom!Margaret stories, femdom is thoughtless. I fluster myself when a dude is dominating, just a lil lol. So, I’ll admit this might be a bit of a miss of the mark, I kinda just went feral with this one bc it gave me SO much trouble to think of a properly hot set up. Anywho! Hope u enjoy!

CW: Dub/noncon, tentacles, I hope Joker comes off as at least SLIGHTlY dominating here. Monsterfuckery (bc of the tentacles), a LIGHT touch of degrading enery. If u feel something else needs to be warned, I’ll add it. Rough sex, Jun’s in his joker era, but. It kinda counts lol.

For once, Tatsuya Suou’s bedroom was blissfully quiet after the sun had set. The normal chaos of nosey demons gone, no calls or texts from Eikichi or Lisa to inform him of the latest implosion of chaos and disaster, his brother gone on a case. Nothing but the soft buzz of nightly insects outside his open window. So, he was content to snuggle under his comforter and bury his face in his pillow. Finally able to get a full breath into his lungs without some vaguely snowman-esque demon to remind him of Joker’s hatred for him, nor puddle of living goo to get in his face and try to suffocate him.

He was free to take a deep, slow breath, and let it out so that his body melted into his mattress like a pad of butter on a fluffy pancake. His stress and anxiety washed out of his head by the usual drip of nonesensical thoughts and memories of a rail-thin ravenette he used to be friends with. Of their games, the gifts they swapped, the secrets they shared up until Jun had been transferred out of Sevens.

Yet, while the pale, soft-faced boy had left Tatsuya’s class, he continued to drift through his head when the sun went down. Allowed to haunt his dreams like a bittersweet siren, or some sort of succubus. One with a body that never seemed to be male or female at a glance, large, dark eyes curtained by thick black lashes on an annoyingly effeminate face. Did Tatsuya think so much of him because he was attracted to him as a dude? Or did he simply like shorter-haired girls who let their bangs hide one of their eyes so dramatically? It was a question that would haunt the brunette when morning came, but for the night, his subconscious was free to conjure some playful mimic of Jun to sit on Tatsuya’s lower back and run his delicate fingers up the backs of Tatsuya’s arms.

A mental image that, was rather vivid. Enough so, that it began to pull the tall brunette back out of Hypnos’ grasp at the gentle brush of the ravenette’s smooth skin over his own.

Too smooth of skin, actually. Tatsuya had felt Jun’s hands before, and they were smooth, but the warmth he felt crawl along the skin of his wrist was far toosmooth. More akin to the smooth, almost slimy skin of a frog rather than actual human skin. What the fuck…

So, the brunette opened his eyes to try and see an explanation in the thick shadows of his quiet bedroom. Which, seemed undisturbed at a first, bleary-eyed glance. However, as his eyes began to clear of the sleepy haze, a figure at his desk came more into focus. And, it didn’t take long for Tatsuya to recognize the snowy white of the familiar uniform, or the burning ember of blue flames that dimly glowed with dark amusement. “Good morning, sleepy head.” Joker mocked, the hiss of his gleeful voice like the scrape of metal upon metal. Yet, when the brunette shoved himself up in a panic, all it took was a firm yank from the thing at his wrists to flatten him back into his bed. “Oh, no no. Don’t bother squirming.” The demon giggled, the flower at the tip of his thin tail bobbing as he waved it at the brunette who snarled back. At least, until he honked like a car at the feeling of more heavy, smooth tendrils worming their way under the waistband of his pajama pants and pushed the fabric down to Tatsuya’s knees. “Hey!” The brunette yelped, but his attempts to fight away from the slime-drooling tentacles that trailed themselves up the backs of his thighs were useless. Well, to him. Joker seemed to enjoy the panic in the tall man’s voice and wide, brown eyes. “Oh yeah, I suppose you expect me to kill you, don’t you?” He asked, or more accurately, mocked in amusement, his tail asway behind him, as casual and calm as someone out for tea. “Sadly, that would be too merciful for someone like you, Tatsuya Suou. No, I can’t let you get off that easily. So! Instead, I’m going to break you down. Slowly tear down each and every ounce of pride and ego you have, until you’re nothing more than my personal bitch. Until you’re all mine.” He explained, his layered voice lowering into a dark, feral tone as he continued.

Each dark word like a fresh shot of adrenaline in Tatsuya’s blood, but no matter how he pulled and squirmed in the hold of the heavy tendrils, his wrists couldn’t escape their hold. Despite how smooth they were, the ink-colored tentacles were like a vice grip on his limbs, so all Tatsuya’s panic got him was a demented giggle from Joker. “It’s useless to fight, my cursed star. You can barely survive an encounter with my underlings. Just give in and submit to me quickly.” The demon purred, his words punctuated by the abrupt thrust of a tentacle into Tatsuya’s ass.

The pain of sudden penetration not at all softened by the thick lubricant-slime-pre-cum substance that the dark appendages had been using to draw desings over the tanned skin of his thighs and ass cheek. Nor by a grace period before the first thrust. Instead, once the thick tentacle was buried inside the brunette, it almost instantly began to pull out in order to slam back into him.

It wasn’t until the third ruthless thrust, that the slime it leaked seemed to finally work to ease the painful drag of girthy muscle against Tatsuya’s walls, but it also allowed the tentacle to thrust quicker. Which, translated the friction into pleasure all too quickly for the tall brunette’s comfort.

Yet, the feelings of shame and arousal only mixed together into a melancholic mess of emotions. On the logical hand, Tatsuya knew he couldn’t help but feel his stomach clench whenever the tentacle slammed against his prostate, and thus shouldn’t be all too ashamed that the cruel pace excited him so much. On the other, though, he didn’t want to cave so easily into Joker’s whims. So, he kept his face in his pillows and sheets as much as possible, and swallowed the noises that the ruthless waves of pleasure threatened to loose. But, his sheets and pillows didn’t seem to do much to fully silence the rogue noises that slipped out of the brunette. Much to the Joker’s sick amusement. “It’s so cute to see you fight so valiantly, my cursed star.” The demon purred, his layered voice simultaneously screechy, and melodious as he continued, “Just makes your eventual submission all the sweeter,~” But, Tatsuya refused to answer the monster that watched him, in fact, he all around tried to ignore the demon’s presence in the room. Not only because of the humiliation of being watched while smooth tentacles threatened to awaken something dark and shameful in him, but because it was simply painful to see the doppleganger’s smile. Jun’s smile, in the dark.

So, while Joker giggled, the brunette simply kept his face buried in his bedding until one of the demon’s tendrils wrapped around his throat to lift his face and let him breathe. “Ah, ah, ah. Don’t think you can just suffocate and escape. That’d be too nice for you.” Joker said, and Tatsuya couldn’t help but glare at him. But, the dirty look didn’t do anything but earn the brunette a cruel grin and harsher, more targetted thrusts from the thick tentacle that filled him up.

And, with no pillow to muffle the renegade hums and gasps, all Tatsuya could really do was stew in the shameful pleasure that rippled through his body each time the thing brushed against his prostate and claw into his sheets. “That’s a good boy~ Make plenty of noises for me, Tatsuya.” Joker purred, the tendril around Tatsuya’s neck shifted slightly to trace a heart onto the tanned man’s cheek with the odd lubricant-slime-pre-cum slime that they produced. Which, he tried to focus on instead of the painful increase of smog that threatened to empty his head of any other thoughts but the desperation he felt in his belly. But, it was near impossible to escape the twisted pleasure that lapped at his skin like the flames of a house fire. Worsened, when Joker continued to offer praise for Tatsuya’s ‘good behavior’.

So, to some extent, it really was futile as the demon claimed, to fight against the weight of the tendrils around his limbs and waist. With the way the tendril relentlessly thrust into him, writhed and flexed against every sensitive spot in Tatsuya’s body until his shame burned into thoughtless need. “That’s it, cursed star. Be good and loud so all the demons know who you belong to.~” “Good boy.” “Cum for me, Tacchi. Cum like the whore you are.” All fed the fire in Tatsuya’s skin along with the friction. Until, finally, Tatsuya couldn’t help but succumb to the flames of hell.

Not that his weak whines did anything to stop the tentacle that pistoned into him, but for a brief moment, it did give him a brief burst of pleasure to dull the shame and pain. At least, until Joker’s jumbled, layered voice bled back in through the haze of euphoria. “Naughty little brat, who gave you permission to actually enjoy yourself? As selfish as ever, I guess. We’ll break that, though.”

[milo-is-rambling]

Today I had a few sips of alcohol (which was approved by my mother and I never drink ever so it was a weird and fun family activity) and then I smoked weed all day and played disco elysium and undertale (got a steam card for Christmas and got those two games) and hung out with my family then at night my brother took a nap and so me and mom watched both Taylor Tomlinson Netflix specials cause I've been meaning to make my mom watch them and had a super fun time and now I'm in bed sleepy and happy and curled up in a blanket ball cause our heat still isn't fixed and then tomorrow i gotta figure out how to bail on theater (I also accidentally bailed on Christmas Eve set day (which shouldn't exist) bc it started at 8:30 in the morning and I kept procrastinating leaving the house until like 10:30 and by the time I got there the door was locked so I gave up) cause it's supposed to be tomorrow night from 6-9:30 ish but our neighbors need to borrow the van tomorrow to pick their family up from the airport and I fucking refuse to drive dads little baby car (that I drove to and from the hospital while my dad was dying) and especially not at night so I'm thinking I'll just bail on theater but I don't wanna just not show up after I didn't show up on Saturday after I said I was going but I also don't wanna message them even tho I know they won't care that much but also like ughhhh I feel like everyone hates me forever bc I didn't show up at 8:30 in the morning on Christmas Eve to paint set pieces and I haven't really told anyone that my dad died recently (especially bc the musical we're doing is about someone who almost dies of heart attack near Christmas and it would feel weird as fuck if like three weeks into working on this play I was just like lol hey btw guys my dad died of a heart attack like three months ago lol don't worry about it tho I've only cried silently during rehearsals like five times cause Larry does such a convincing heart attack on stage but like lol don't worry about it also don't worry about me driving home sobbing after I showed up too late on Christmas Eve and also after almost every really good practice bc I just think about how this is my first Christmas without my dad and how proud he'd be of me and how much he'd love to hear all about the theater and he'd love to see me helping move stuff on stage and help out or I think about how my dad loved me so much and now hes a box in our dining room on a sad chair with his wallet and chapstick and sunglasses hes worn my whole life and how I outlived my dad but so young and how my moms been texting men and she was fucking texting someone on Christmas and i know how good it feels to be in denial but it's my first Christmas without my father and I don't want her to be sad but I also just want her to be fucking sad with me cause I hurt so bad about it and I'm pushing it so far down and now it comes flooding so hard out of my eyeballs when I do stupid things like miss a set day or enjoy theater too much and I want to come home and see him on the couch and have him ask me how it went and he can't anymore cause he's a fucking box of sand and soot on a chair in the dining room and everything sucks and it's supposed to be his birthday on the 27th and I want to fucking stop crying but I'm about to be on my period and my hormones are evil and everything hurts and comes leaking out of my eyeballs at the worst times

[midnightmisadventures]

um guys im overwhelmed

Fuck

Yesterday was Thanksgiving and it was great but the whole time i felt itchy for Liam. Like i just missed him in the back of my head all day and I was like "why??" its not like i have memories spending holidays with him, he wasnt even at past friendsgivings?

Then i finally caught up on sleep and went to bed for like 14 hours.

And my very first dream was soooo Liam centric lol

Theres not a ton to it that i remember but, the main part is that we were sleeping together. Like not sex, but we were in the same bed, both completely naked besides underwear and bra. Thin sheet. Sleeping peacefully and comfortably in eachothers presence

It was admittedly so cute :(

We weren't even really cuddling?? because it was so HOT as in warm. Like idk if it was summer, but we were both sweating, it was sticky, the sheet was matted to our skin. But we were still close to eachother, and i kept trying to make sure that i wasnt taking up too much of his room or tilting bc i do that in my sleep sometimes. So if our feet started overlapping i would back up, and then i'd look at him and his eyes were closed but he'd smile and giggle a bit.

And it was very wist and owen because i was so comfortable and sleeping so easily and i loved him and we just felt like a unit. Like the fact that so much of my skin was exposed, but i was right next to him in bed and so much of his skin was exposed, but neither of us were insecure or worried about it. Just sleepy little guys was so cute.......

There was more that happened, like he was still around in the dream when i woke and he was there and that was probably soft as well. Reminiscent of the other "surprise/wet kiss" dream that i didnt end up writing about.

But guys :((((

What do i do. I woke up wanting to kiss him. How do i balance softness and boundaries. Part of me is mad that i'm letting my brain want him again and feel warm and giddy because that only makes it harder to stay detached. But the other part of me, is like this is obviously what the divine wants, youve been getting so many signs to be less angry, see past his immaturity and remember the big picture. Yall r twins end of story.

Its just weird, i dont know how to feel. And with a bumrush of dreams and readings, and card pullings its almost like im back to not knowing how HE feels. Which fucking sucks?? Cause that was like the whole point of putting my life and heart on the line with him last week. And he told me directly he DOESNT feel. At all. So i've been trying to believe him for my sake, like i do not wish to want someone who doesnt want me.

But then spirit is like, don't believe his mouth he doesnt know as much as you do. So the whole thing is about trusting my self. I was never wrong about anything and that would include his feelings.

It's all very confusing and i dont know which side to lean. The other day when i was having those dreams with the massage and the kiss one, i was wondering if these are divine sent dreams, like is that really Liam?? or is my brain rejecting my egos need to cut him off from my brain and my dreams are just my inner most thoughts which is that.....i want him. I wasnt sure if i could trust them as signs that i should be softer.

But now, i dont think thats my subconcious.......but idk. Its so weird.