#bc i havent done an in depth study of each character yet and it drives me nuts

[bichenique]

guys i fucked up.

i wrote in my fic nieyao and i realized i dont ship it. how to fix huhu. im not a ship hater, but my noggin cannot wholly fathom as to why two men compelled to murder each other may wanna smooch. i dont understand nmj's motivations or lxc's. im screwed.

screaming cos the book only showed mostly wangxian, which is like fine cos PROTAGONIST but i wanna see more of the side characters that also form the novel's world

i just wanted to write a fic where a-yao is treated well BUT obviously i fucked up and now im too embarrassed to rewrite it.

i just wanted a fic where my pookies (meng yao and wen qing) become friends 😭😭 and they have good times with their siblings

also my crush hasnt responded. not even a seen 😭😭😭