#bc i have this overwhelming anxiety that i am holding everybody back from becoming who theyre meant to be and it just never stops | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

grimmthorne · 1 year ago

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genuinely hate my brain like it's not even funny anymore. I hate it. every day feels like a losing battle against it and it's only a matter of time before I just start giving in and become so much fuckign worse. fuck, maybe that'll get my mom to listen to me when I say i need help. tw for the tags ig

#im just.#i hate it #i am so anxious all the time that it gets hard to talk to people bc i feel like they either have it out for me or they hate me #or whatever shit my brain pulls again #like just not feeling good enough for anybody and feeling like im wasting their time.#feeling like im not good at what i do or even the most simple things #fucking. anxiety abt my relationship and feeling inadequate and like hes wasting his time on me and #if he left me he would be happier and he could do whatever he wanted to. and im close to convincing myself of that and thats what sucks #bc im so good at my own mind games that i can convince myself that he would be happier with other people who wouldnt hold him back so much #bc i have this overwhelming anxiety that i am holding everybody back from becoming who theyre meant to be and it just never stops #it never stops im so fucking tired #the only way i can even get peace is by sleeping but the semester starts next month and too many things need to happen right now.#i cant sleep all day to avoid them but its better than yknow. not waking up in the morning ig.#im sorry #i wish i could feel less sometimes bc its so tiring and overwhelming

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