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pruinesce-a · 4 years ago

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unformatted and not at all pretty but here’s a bunch of shit i said over a gc:

fuyumi has a very complicated relationship w/ her parents and i think it's probably one of if not the MOST complex of family bc like. she's seen sides of both of them that natsuo and shouto haven't / don't remember and i often refer 2 the book uhhhhhhh Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents bc it's really good at explaining the type of relationship she has esp. w endeavor! i'll pull out the passages i really like later

i believe in fuyumi supremacy09/15/2020 but obviously in accordance w/ what howl was saying earlier, fuyumi DOES remember a time when enji was "better" and they had a pretty normal family, and the cognitive dissonance between those being her formative years + her father's image as a hero + his distance and the change he underwent and THEN on top of it how once natsuo moved out for university, the family dynamic changed into something far less aggressive so through high school and even now she struggles with this...... idea that the "real" version of her father is the one she knew before shouto was born, and his image as a hero, and his violence + aggression were a kind of "fake" version aka "that's not the real him", "he's not always like that", "he used to be a lot nicer", etc. etc. which is a common tactic in children to deal w/ the way their parents cycle through good and bad moods, iirc and so unlike the boys she has a much milder, sympathetic view of him!

i believe in fuyumi supremacy09/15/2020 fuyumi also tends to lean to enji bc rei really.... did not want much to do with her bc she saw so much of herself and so she has a much stronger relationship w/ enji bc he WAS around and she DOES have these scattered decent memories of him

i believe in fuyumi supremacy09/15/2020 and fuyumi heard a lot but i dont think she ever.... SAW directly what enji did bc rei definitely wanted to keep it away from them i'm sure, and shouto was separated from them so she heard arguments she heard doors slamming n she saw bruises and marks n things but she was never directly witness to it, imo? i DO hc that fuyumi was the one that found shouto and rei in the kitchen first and it really really scarred her bc iirc in the light novel, natsuo says he'll never forget what he HEARD that day..... but doesn't talk abt seeing anything and when rei ultimately left, fuyumi didn't immediately assume responsibility; they had a nanny/maid that stayed for about a year before she retired and frankly that lady probably raised fuyumi most of her life anyway. she's the only reason fuyumi can be seen as functional in any capacity, bc as a traditional household..... they both Knew it'd all fall to fuyumi and the nanny taught her things over the year before she left fuyumi was literally so traumatized by seeing shouto n rei that even to this day she HATES the boys being in the kitchen she doesn't let them help her cook, and when natsuo stopped trying she was honestly relieved fuyumi is like terrified of being like rei, bc they're so much alike already AND SHE ACTUALLY DOES THAT IN THE LIGHT NOVEL TOO SHE MAKES THE BOYS GO FEED THE KOI IN THE GARDEN EVEN THOUGH ITS A 1 PERSON JOB, SHE MAKES THEM BOTH GO she of course became the mediator of the house and once again, it complicates her relationship with enji because

i believe in fuyumi supremacy09/15/2020 as she gets older she's more privy to all his shit and his aggression but we all know about that panel of him being like "thank you fuyumi you saved me" JTRKEDRGSDF UR RIGHT but i think abt that panel a lot bc it means that they definitely have a close relationship, despite it all Oh yeah like fuyumi took rei’s place And Enji leaned on her like that : )

i believe in fuyumi supremacy09/15/2020 yup. and like fuyumi KNOWS what he did

i believe in fuyumi supremacy09/15/2020 the fandom has this misinterpretation that she doesn't understand it or that she brushes it aside and wants to forget about, which like isnt the case she directly says "i feel the same about dad as you do" but it's also a societal expectation that family comes first, and fuyumi has had that DRILLED into her head

i believe in fuyumi supremacy09/15/2020 and taking over rei's place dug her further into that and it really isn't..... until recently that she starts breaking out of the habit fuyumi doesn't ever talk abt it either, she's literally w/ kenta for like a year before she even Mentions rei having left and she's not even the one to tell him what enji does and uhhhhh she's really tightlipped because shouto was a baby and natsuo was still in middle school and they really needed support she took them to doctor's appointments n shit she'd even stay home from school to take care of them when they're sick and she kind of became this persona of the meek sweet sister that isn't ever actually mad and is always trying to solve fights and help the family yada yada she put all of them above herself and she STILL does it she WANTED to impress enji at one point, which is why she started skating and she was incredible she was truly talented but enji didn't care and she kept pushing herself n pushing herself but u-u he never came to anything, never did anything to support her and then she just got so frustrated and it wasn't FUN anymore, so she quit doing it she's gone thru a lot of little rebellious phases lmao probably in a desperation to figure out who she is beyond this trauma n the shadow of her mother, if i'm honest that's all i can think of rn LRGDFZSDKJ actually wait hold on so that like disconnect between enji at home and enji in public is also why she doesn't like hero society as a whole, and while she doesn't HATE pros she really struggles to trust them and she's often trying to guide her students away from that life

ONE MINUTE WHO WANTS TO HEAR SOME THOUGHTS I HAD ABT FUYUMI ON DISCORD

#✲ ooc. — 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚎 ‚ inad.#anyways hi thinking abt this

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