#barbiehandlerkin

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being a doll customizer in this life is, like, a weird sort of poetic. like, i'm taking stereotypical barbies, just like i used to be, and making them into weird, mangled, punk messes, like i am now... the doll i'm working on now i'm making into a custom of gerard way. i wonder how barbieland would react to that. place your bets now how quickly is he befriending weird barbie -barbie handler #🍭✨😈💥

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like AAAAAUGH!!!! just because i don't NEED ken and because i don't love him romantically and he doesn't need ME doesn't mean he wasn't my best friend!!!!!!!!! and it sure as hell doesn't mean i don't miss him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss him a lot and i'm going to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! very loudly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!1! -barbie handler #🍭✨😈💥

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that "merry christmas barbie... wherever you are" clip is going to send me into actual insanity. didn't know i could miss ken any more than i already do but holy fuck. ryan i am in your walls -barbie handler #🍭✨😈💥

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i find it so funny how allan lines up so well with the rest of my kins. nonbinary, kind of a fool, accidentally much more heavily queercoded than was intended, fourth wall breaking, having his own little mortal dilemma in the c-plot.... and yet i still walked out of that theatre having a full breakdown because of how hard the barbie kinmems had hit me over the head and with nothing to show for him. you think you're fucking funny don't you kin gods -barbie handler #🍭✨😈💥

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me, internally: i am finally at peace with myself. i know why i'm still here, why i'm still alive, and what i'm here to do. the timeline of my life and lives has fallen into place, and though i still don't know where this one's heading, i'm finally certain of where i've been before. and on top of it all, i think god might have forgiven me for it all. in fact, i think He's pretty proud of what i'm up to.

me, externally: yeah i saw barbie last weekend! and i just saw fall out boy live :] good week tbh

-ybc!patrick/barbie handler #🍭✨😈💥

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some 'kin are normal and then some others [me] will have no kintivity (kin activity) for several months and then kinfirm 2 people in 1 day because of two very intense shifts and i just have to live like this -barbie handler (barbie 2023)/ran kotobuki (super gals!) #🍭✨😈💥

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