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ithinkilikeit-reactions · 5 years ago

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Red Curtain (Bang Yongguk/Smut)

A/N: The smut isn’t really the focus point on this one. It’s more about the build up and the feelings around it all. I really hope you guys enjoy and please leave feedback.

tags: Burlesque, glittery costumes, Yongguk in a suit, Piano player! Yongguk, fist fights (vague), some old school 50′s romantic stuff, a day on the town and some sweet sweet love making

Word count: 8385 words (my too much gene happened)

His hand came up to adjust the cuff of his shirt sleeve, a small smile playing on his lips as he did so. Yongguk entered the club fearlessly and revelled in the sound of heavy bass filling his ears. He felt good.

It wasn’t often he got to indulge in evenings like this, being a hard worker he tended to just go home after a long day at work. But tonight he was feeling energetic and decided to treat himself to a show. The show his work buddies couldn’t seem to shut up about and he wanted to see for himself.

“Burlesque.” The word sounded funny in his mouth. It wasn’t a word he had ever really heard before, yet it seemed to be so incredibly popular. The club was full, men and women sitting and staring at the stage waiting for the next performance. Yongguk had no idea what to expect as he entered, but he was excited none the less.

Brushing past a waitress dressed in a corset, suspenders, thigh high stockings and high heels, he smiled at her gently. He was starting to feel a bit out of place and awkward. She was very pretty and when he took a look around to the other’s, he could see every woman there was beautiful. It was paradise on earth.

The club was filled with rich reds, heavy curtains keeping the stage hidden from the world before show time. The soft scent of perfume and alcohol filled the room and there was a soft chatter mixed with laughter. Groups of men with cigar’s sat at their tables close to the stage, waiting for the show to start. The band was sat in the corner of the stage playing a lively tune as an interlude to the rest of the evening’s events.

“Are you going to have a seat handsome?” The waitress returned to Yongguk and he felt a blush set on his cheeks. “Oh, yes here is fine.” He stuttered and she smiled at him, it was so obvious he was knew. The new ones always sat furthest away from the stage, not knowing what to expect. “Can I get you a drink?” She asked, leaning down to his level and Yongguk couldn’t help but swallow thickly at the close proximity of her cleavage. “Whiskey, please.” He said and she smiled, knowing the effect she had on men. All the woman here knew that they had that effect.

You especially knew you had that effect. Looking at yourself, you touched up your lipstick and added a little more powder to your nose. Intense smokey eyes, soft pink cheeks and red lips, the show was almost ready to start.

Slipping your satin robe off of your shoulder’s, the stage help moved to put your costume on and pulled the strings of your corset tightly. Watching as your waist cinched you couldn’t help but smile as you felt a rush of adrenaline course through your body. This was what you lived for.

You rolled your stockings over your legs, clipping them to the suspenders and you pulled your heels on. You were ready and you were excited to get back out there. Loving your job made work easier and your job made you feel incredibly special.

Yongguk tapped his fingers against the table in anticipation, the lights in the room had gone dim. He felt nervous listening to the drum roll as a spotlight shined on the red curtains. They opened with a dramatic trumpet sound filling the room and the watchers clapped.

The curtains pulled back to reveal two girls, each holding large feathered fans that were white and red. Yongguk could see that they were hiding someone, presumably the star of the show from the way the others looked at the stage anticipation. The girls holding the fans shook them along to the beat of the music before on lifted the top fan away, uncovering the face of possibly the most beautiful person Yongguk had ever seen.

You cheekily winked at the crowd as the fan lifted away from your face and made a surprised face as the fan closest to the ground lifted away, revealing your heel covered feet. Yongguk wasn’t nervous anymore, no he was intrigued. He leaned forward slightly, almost as if he wanted to get closer to the stage as the other fans lifted away from you completely. You were wearing a black sheer dressing gown, that fell down to the floor, embellished with red feathers on the ends of the sleeves and the lining of it.

You waved at the crowd cheekily, greeting the familiars in the club before waltzing your way over to the band on the other end of the stage. Yongguk was absolutely amazed watching you, smiling at your little gestures and feigned innocence as you acted for the crowd. You were absolutely captivating and he was starting to understand what the buzz was about.

He watched as you worked through your dance, swinging your hips to the music seductively and smiling as your fingers moved to the little silk belt holding your dressing gown together. You undid it slowly, not taking your eyes off the audience even once before revealling your glittering corset.

Yongguk was absolutely amazed, the way you revealed yourself with such confidence and the way you looked. The corset was red satin with black boning, little diamonds embellishing it and catching the stage lights. Your panties matched, red satin and black lace leaving very little to the imagination. A simple black garter belt held your stockings up and your heels were red, all very cohesive and all of his favorite colors.

The dressing gown slipped off of your shoulders and onto the ground and you winked before walking away from the band, back to center stage. Your back faced the audience and you shook your bum a little before going through your routine and slowly your corset came off.

Smiling softly, he propped his elbow up on the table watching as you moved to undo your corset. It almost felt like when you looked at the crowd you were making eye contact with him. Of course Yongguk knew that, that was insane but he admired the fact that you could make people feel that way. You threw the corset to the side, your chest now only being covered by a thin, black lace bra and you shook your chest slightly. Afterall, burlesque had some comedy to it. You smiled as the crowd laughed slightly. You lived to entertain.

To say that Yongguk was sad your performance ended was an understatement. You were his introduction to burlesque and he had seemingly fallen in love with you at first sight. Even though your performance was over, he stayed. He stayed and watched the other performances. They were all good as well, but you had stayed in his mind. Imprinted in the best way.

The final performance had ended and it felt like the evening only lasted 20 minutes in total, with how much he was enjoying himself. But in reality he had spent almost his whole night there. Looking at his watch and noticing it was 3 a.m and the club was closing.

“Have a good time handsome?” The waitress who had been serving him the entire night asked. “Oh, yeah I did.” She smiled softly at his answer and took his empty glass. “You’re a first timer. I can tell. I’m glad you enjoyed yourself.” She said and he turned pink. “Make sure you come back.” She added and he simply nodded, heading for the door. “I will.” He said shortly, smiling at her before leaving the club.

You yawned as you slipped your coat on, rubbing your eyes slightly as you pulled your regular shoes on. These heels were significantly shorter and your regular clothing was significantly less extravagent and sparkly. But you managed to keep your personality shining through, even with your shin length pencil skirt and oxford heels.

“Girls, I’ll be heading home now.” You told the other girls in the dressing room who were taking their makeup off and getting ready to leave. With a choir of “Bye’s” and “See you later’s” you exited through the back door. You were greeted with the semi dark alley that you left through every work day. Moving to close your coat, you felt a hand on your hip and you jumped back in surprise.

“You were on stage earlier tonight.” The voice said and you turned to look at your agressor. He looked greasy, hair hanging over his eyes and breath reeking of alcohol. “Yes I was.” You smiled politely, just praying that your kindness would be enough to get the man to leave you be. He huffed, looking you up and down and disappointment was very visable on his face. “I should’ve known you’d be disappointing up close.” He said and his other hand came up, cupping your cheek. You cringed, his dirty hands touching your face was more than you could handle. “Please leave me alone.” You said, trying to move away from his touch and leave.

However, his hand came up and grabbed your arm. You were now pressed against the brick wall of the club and had nowhere to escape too. “You pretty things on stage are never what you say you are.” You couldn’t tell if he was angry and going to hurt you or just trying to scare you. But his face got really close to yours and his hands held you in place, you had no place to go once again. As his face got closer and closer, you closed your eyes not wanting to have any more visuals to this experience. Only to feel him getting ripped off of you and pushed to the concrete.

Your eyes flew open, confused as to what happened. Your agressor was now sprawled out on the ground, too drunk to stand back up after the forcefull blow he had received. You looked at the man standing over him, who had his fists clenched and one strand of his slicked back hair had fallen into his face.

“I hate cowards who sneak up on women and drink themselves to death.” His voice was incredibly deep, surprising you greatly as you stood still against the brick wall. The drunk finally pushed himself onto his feet and managed to scramble away, running as fast as he could. A coward indeed.

Your saviour looked at you, warm dark eyes scanning you over as you stood frozen. “He didn’t hurt you did he?” He asked and you shook your head no. He looked familiar, like you had seen him in the club that night. “Thank you.” Your voice was small and shakier than you cared to admit. “It’s no problem really.” Yongguk said and smiled, he would have done this for any woman, not just you. But the fact that he had helped you out made him feel even better.

You looked just as beautiful as you did on stage, even in your regular clothes and no makeup. Some stray glitter was scattered over your face, but it added a certain appeal in his opinion.

Yongguk stood up straight, adjusting his clothes slightly before nodding. “I’ll be going then. Please stay safe.” He said and moved to walk back down the exit of the alley. “Wait!” You called after him, scrambling to walk beside him. “Can I get your name and maybe buy you breakfast?” You asked, a small hopefull smile in your face. You wanted him to say yes, you wanted to thank him.

Yongguk stopped and turned to look at you. However he had to look away quickly, feeling shy under your gaze. “Uhm, my name’s Yongguk and yes you can buy me breakfast.” He said softly and finally locked eyes with you. “It’s nice to meet you, Yongguk.” You said and stuck your hand out for him to shake. “I’m Y/N.”

You couldn’t help but look Yongguk over as you sat across from eachother in the diner. He was incredibly handsome. Warm eyes, attractive face and an incredibly deep voice. He was wearing a simple suit, showing that he was a working man and had slight bags under his eyes. But none of these features stifled how attractive he was, especially as he drank his coffee slowly.

It’s was 4 a.m and your local diner was serving breakfast for the early bird workers. It was a place you often came after work for a nice cup of coffee before heading home. Today wasn’t any different, only now you had a guest.

“You look familiar.” You said and he looked at you with wide eyes. He cleared his throat and wiped his lips with his napkin before replying. “I was at the club last night, I was leaving when I spotted what was happening in the alley.” His words surprised you, you had never seen him at the club before. You grabbed your own mug, taking a sip of your coffee gingerly because it was too hot and maybe because you wanted to leave a good impression on him.

“I’d never been there before.” Yongguk started, not looking at you again. His ears and cheeks were tinted pink in embarrassment as he spoke. “But you were my favorite performer tonight. Not just to be shameless.” He said and you couldn’t help but blush yourself. Sure, you had been complimented on your performances outside of the club. However this seemed so genuine.

“I’m glad you had a good time.” You said softly with a little laugh. Yongguk noticed his compliment flustered you and he thought it was cute as your cheeks turned pink. The waitress came by and placed your food infront of you and smiled greatfully. You never realised how hungry you were after work until food was placed in front of you.

“Now, I’m probably going to shatter that lovely image you have of me on stage here. But I am absolutely starving so I am not going to hold back.” You said and listened as his laugh filled your ears. In that moment, you decided that his laugh might have been the best you had ever heard.

“Please enjoy your food. You worked hard last night.” He said and you smiled before digging into your eggs. Yongguk watched before starting to eat himself. You had seemed so unreal the night before. As if you were almost a figment of his imagination, yet here you were, sharing a breakfast with him.

“So it seems you know a little bit about me. Tell me about yourself, what do you do? What are your passions?” You asked, genuinely interested in him. This meeting was unconventional but it made you seem almost more relaxed with him. “interesting choice in questions.” Yongguk stated and you smiled cheekily. You propped your head up on your hand and looked at him intently. “I’m curious about you.” You told him and meaning it completely.

He didn’t know how to respond at first, but mentally cursed his cheeks and ears for giving his emotions away. He was also confused as to why you were curious about him, in his own eyes he seemed horribly average.

“I work in an office. A 9 to 5 job, every week day.” Yongguk said, trying to hide the hatred for his work. It was never something he wanted to do, but it was the encouraged choice. “Ah, but your work is not what you’re passionate about.” You stated, taking a bite of your toast. It was quite evident in his voice that his job was simply a way to make money. “You’re right. It’s not. But I work hard. I’m steady, sometimes that’s better than exploring your passions.” He said and he sounded unhappy. You frowned, allowing your hand to reach out to his. “Stability is nice. But happiness is even better. What brings you joy?” You wanted to provide comfort for him.

“I like music.” Yongguk confessed softly, looking at your hand that was on his. “I love music. I love playing the piano.” You couldn’t hide your smile at all as it stretched over your face. You grabbed his hand and examined his fingers. “These seem like piano playing fingers.” You commented, running your own fingers over his skin. “They seem like skilled piano playing fingers.” You corrected, listening to his stifled laughter. You looked up from his hand and into his eyes. “I’d love to hear you play.” You told him and released his hand. He felt like he was back in school, staring at that girl he used to like. He felt giddy.

The rest of your breakfast was pretty silent, general small talk and light laughter. Yongguk found himself absentmindedly looking at you, you seemed to bring your elegance and quirkiness that you had on stage with you everywhere you went. He could tell you loved your job and he couldn’t help but wonder what that was like.

You exited the diner together and the city was now waking up. It was 5 in the morning and as tired as you were before, you felt full of life again. Yongguk was a breath of fresh air to you.

“Thank you again for helping me out.” You told him, smiling softly. You didn’t really want this to end, you were having a good time. “It’s really not a big deal. any decent person would have. Thank you for breakfast.” He thanked you, bowing slightly. That was when you had a thought that made you smile a little brighter.

“Do you have some more time?” You sounded eager, a little more eager than you would have liked. But it had been a while since you had had the company of anyone outside of work in a while and this was just really nice.

He froze for a moment, thinking about the fact that he hadn’t gotten any sleep. However Yongguk realised he had fallen into a pattern a weekly pattern, a monthly pattern even. Today was as good of a day as any to break that pattern in his opinion.

“I have all the time in the world.” He smiled at you and you felt butterflies in your stomach. “Good. I want to show you something.” You said and grabbed his hand. He felt his heart pounding in his chest at the sudden contact, completely flustered and nervous. “What do you want to show me?” He asked, walking with you as you pulled him along. “A place to think. A place to take a deep breath.” You simply responded, not wanting to give away too much. Your mother always told you men liked a woman with an air of mystery to them. However your mother also always said that you shouldn’t take your clothes off on a stage.

Picking and choosing between your mothers’ advice was a talent of yours.

With every step you both took it seemed like the world was waking up a little more. You dodged cars as you crossed the street, waved to people you recognized and held Yongguk’s hand tightly as you pulled him towards your safe spot.

“Okay now just climb up here.” You said and looped around the back of a tall building. Yongguk was confused, quiet as you let his hand go climb up a fire escape. He could tell you were close to the harbor, the sounds of freighter ships and water being incredibly loud. “I’m-” He was going to say confused before you started laughing and pushing your hair out of your face. The action itself was simple, but just so attractive in his eyes. “I realise I sound crazy. But trust me. It’s the best view in the city... or maybe just my favorite view in the city.” You corrected yourself and noticed Yongguk just looking at you.

“If it’s your favorite view in the city, it must be the best. Let’s go.” His words were warm and comforting, making you feel all warm and mushy inside. You watched him as he started climbing up the fire escape, going first because you were wearing a skirt and even though he had seen you in lingerie before, you still had modesty.

You both reached the top, Yongguk helping you up onto the roof by lending you a hand. His other hand held your waist carefully to steady you and for a split second, or what seemed like a split second, your eyes were locked. You pulled away, swallowing thickly. Many men had approached you, especially men who came to the club. However Yongguk was different. He was shy and he was considerate and not as straightforward. It had a much better appeal than others.

“So this is the best view in the city.” Yongguk said and looked out at the water. You couldn’t help but blush, this was your spot and you had now exposed it to criticism. Yongguk placed his hands into his pockets as he stared out. The sun light reflected off the waves and big ships were on the horizon.

“The ships, remind me of people.” You started, moving to stand next to Yongguk and stare out over the water. “They have a schedule. They travel hours to do their jobs and then they go back, or where ever they are ordered to go. They make less noise than people though.” You said with a little laugh at your explanation. Yongguk understood what you meant, however poorly expressed it was. “I’m sorry that makes no sense.” You quickly said when your words were met with silence.

“No, I understand. Even with the colorfull explanation.” He laughed before pausing again. “It seems like you like your job.” He commented with a carefull tone. “I do. I love my job. But you can’t help but wonder about other career choices. After all beauty fades.” Your words came off sadder then you intended and you kicked your heel against the ground.

“No beauty doesn’t fade. Especially not a beauty like yours. Your personality is half the charm.” Yongguk said and you laughed. You knew it was just a poor choice of words and you could take a joke. “Are you saying I’m not visually beautiful?” You asked through laughs. Yongguk’s eyes went wide with panic and he frantically tried to think of what to say, stuttering a few syllables. “Calm down, sir. I’m only joking.” You said, looking away from him and out to the ships again.

Yongguk sighed in relief, starting to laugh a little himself. He hadn’t flirted with someone in a while, it seemed he had lost his way with words.

Leaning slightly, you nudged him to get his attention. “Thank you.” You looked at him, your eyes glittering as the sun caught them. “I’m glad you understood what I meant. I saw you tonight for the first time ever. Your personality carries into your everyday life. Even if I never see you again after today, I know I’ll remember you.” His words almost made you tear up. Being memorable wasn’t something you ever truly strived for, but it meant a lot that someone you had just met saw something in you.

“I bet you say that to all the girls.” You joked, trying to hide just how deep his words hit you, in a positive way. “Actually this is the longest I have been with one in a long time.” Yongguk was embarrassed but he felt the need to be honest with you.

It seemed the roles had changed and now Yongguk grabbed your hand. “My turn to show you something.” He said and pulled you along.

The city was fully awake now, the sidewalk alot harder to maneuver but you and Yongguk managed. His hand never let go of you once, but he still clearly lead the way and cleared the path for you to make it through easily. It was a simple gesture, but a sweet one none the less.

So now you both stood in the train station. “Now, now, now. I just met you sir. I don’t think I’m ready to go away with you.” Yongguk laughed at your joke, his fingers lacing with yours. “No, this is what I wanted to show you.” He gestured to the people waiting on the platforms, the people buying their tickets and people running to catch their trains.

“I like coming here when I need to think. Like you with your ships. These people are all on schedule to do things and come back. Almost everyone experiences the same things in life, yet the stories are always different. It’s nice to think I’m not the only one who feels this way.” Yongguk explained and you felt your heart lurch forward.

Never in your whole life had you made a connection this deep with someone so quickly and Yongguk felt the same.

“Yongguk.” Your voice was soft as you said his name. You continued to look at the people as he hummed in response. “You need to stop making me fall in love so fast. I think it’s giving me whiplash.” You admitted and a pitifull sight caught your eyes.

His chest tightened with an overwhelming feeling and a wave of emotions. Turning to look at you, he noticed your attention was on a couple in the station. The girl’s luggage was in her hand as she held her lover close. Tears streaming down her face as they said goodbye to eachother.

“It’s sad, I wonder if she’s leaving for good.” Yongguk thought out loud and you smiled softly. “It’s always sad seeing love being pulled apart.” You squeezed his hand softly. “But being pulled apart at least means they got together in the first place.” You were adding on to eachother’s sentences and you felt like a school girl with her crush.

The sound of piano filling the station distracted you from your thoughts and you turned your head to look at the source. In the corner of the station, a man sat at a piano to entertain the people waiting.

“Seems like I’ll be hearing you play sooner than I thought.” You said and Yongguk looked at you with a raised brow. “What?” He asked and you ignored his question, walking off into the direction of the piano.

Yongguk stood frozen as he watched you walk away and towards the pianist. You tapped the man’s shoulder and the music stopped as he looked at you. You were talking, a beautiful smile over your face as you gestured to Yongguk. The pianist nodded and stood up from his bench and you smiled even brighter. Making eye contact with Yongguk, you gestured for him to come over.

He felt a big wave of nerves as he approached the piano, knowing you meant for him to play. “You’re crazy, you know.” He told you before bowing and saying hello to the pianist. “So I’ve been told. Now sit and play. Blow me away.” You said and pushed him towards the bench. Yongguk took a deep breath as he sat, not only would he now be playing for you but for a train station filled with people.

He had made the choice that today would be great day to break pattern, boy had he under estimated how much he would actually be breaking his pattern.

You sat down next to him on the bench, shoulders touching and your leg touching his. You were watching his finger’s intently as they decided what to play and you couldn’t help but admire his hands. It felt like your brain went into the gutter as you did so, imagining his hands touching your skin. But thankfully, the notes that started playing snapped you out of your thoughts.

His touches on the key were light, yet they created a beautiful tune. It was a light and airy song, something different than the heavy songs that were playing in the club all the time.

You simply watched as his fingers danced over the keys and you leaned over, resting your head on his shoulder. Yongguk was a blushing mess before this but this really elevated it all. But he felt good, he hadn’t played for people in a long time, but it was so nice to him. He wanted to do this forever, he was passionate about it.

He continued to play, people now standing to watch the pianist. Not a large group but enough to make you smile at the small gesture of appreciation. Yongguk however refused to look up from the keys, in the fear that he would mess up before his song was over. Turning your head, you watch his face. Concentration was all over it but there was a small smile playing on his lips. He was enjoying this.

He finished and you lifted your head from his shoulder with a proud smile. The people watching clapped lightly and he felt his cheeks turn beet red.

“That was beautiful. It seemed like you enjoyed it too. I know I did.” You said, eyes staring into his. Now Yongguk was going through a mental debate. He was so happy could kiss you and your lips were so horribly inviting. But it was so soon, he had just met you.

Your faces were close and his breath fanned over your lips. “I- I’m really glad I went to your show last night.” Yongguk said and you nodded. “I’m glad too.” You said and stood up from the bench. Thanking the pianist, you left with Yongguk in tow.

No that the moment was over, Yongguk felt silly for not taking the chance. Especially seeing you walk in front of him, he was wondering what was next because now, now he was in and he didn’t want this day to end.

Yongguk grabbed your hand, making you turn around and collide with his chest. “Hello.” You said in surprise as your free hand pressed against his chest to brace yourself. “I’m breaking my pattern today.” Yongguk started, words shaking slightly as his eyes flickered down to your lips. “Okay.” You responded softly and waited for him to finish what he was saying. His eyes flickered down to your lips again and you caught on. “If you want to kiss me, you don’t have to ask.” You smiled, your hand slowly moving up his chest to wrap your arm around his neck. His eyes widened at your words and how you seemingly managed to read his mind.

Leaning forward, his lips met yours and you smiled against him. How this felt so right confused you, but sometimes things just don’t make sense and this was one of them.

Your fingers played with the hairs on the back of his neck as your lips moved against his. His hand released yours and moved to wrap around your waist and pull you against him tighter. This felt so right and Yongguk was regretting nothing about his day. Even though it was a very long one.

Humming against his lips, you pulled away and took a deep breath. It really was like a scene in a movie to those who didn’t know what was going on. Even for you, it felt unreal. Especially when he pressed his forehead to yours.

“Why am I so comfortable with you?” He asked, feeling so utterly confused at his emotions. “I don’t know but I feel the same way.” Your hand moved again as you spoke, now caressing his cheek lightly and moving to his lips. You ran your thumb over them and bit your bottom lip slightly. This man was singlehandedly the most attractive man you had ever come across, not only physically but intellectually.

Watching you bite your bottom lip brought him back to seeing you on stage. Only this was better, this wasn’t a show, this was all for him.

Leaning forward, you burried your face into his chest. There was comfortable silence surrounding you both even though you were in a highly crowded train station. As you inhaled his scent, the mix of coffee and whiskey from the night before, you realised how tired you were. Feeling so safe and comfortable allowed your body to relax and exhaustion was setting in. However the yawn you felt bubbling up stressed you out, you didn’t want to think you were tired of him.

As you yawned, Yongguk laughed and looked at you. “It’s been a long day for you too hasn’t it?” He asked, no judgement in his voice and no assumptions about your feelings. “Yeah it has, I’m really sorry. I’m having such a good time.” You said and pecked his lips again, maybe to prove a point but also because you wanted too. “The good time doesn’t have to end. I live nearby, if you would like to lay down... I realise how straight forward this is.” Yongguk rambled making you giggle. It was straight forward and you understood he didn’t mean any harm to it.

“Yeah it is straightforward. But you’ve seen me in lingerie. It doesn’t get much more straight forward than that.” Yongguk instantly turned pink at your words and you stifled a laugh. You weren’t wrong and he knew that. Grabbing your hand, he remained silent as he tugged you towards the exit and the laughter you were holding in escaped you.

He wasn’t kidding when he said he lived nearby. Only really needing to turn a few street corners before reaching his apartment building. Yongguk seemed humble of his home. It was a small apartment on the third floor of a grungey brick building but you admired it. It was simple and it suited him. You yourself didn’t live large either, being an entertainer didn’t make you as much as you would have liked. Your apartment looked quite similar to this, maybe a bit more color around but the size was similar. It was homey none the less.

Yongguk had hardly looked up from the floor since you entered his home, he was debating why he suggested this in the first place. His home was small and he considered you to be quite glamorous and thought your home would be incredibly extravagent.

“Your apartment looks a lot like mine.” You said and looked around with a smile. Yongguk finally looked up, surprised at you words and now feeling a lot more comfortable. “Let me take your coat.” He quickly said and realised he had lost his manners a little. “Oh, thank you.” You said as he stood behind you, slipping your jacket off of your shoulders. The action was simple, but so undeniably sexy to him and when you ran your fingers through your hair after, he couldn’t help but swallow thickly.

Your heels clicked on the floor as you took a step forward, adjusting your blouse and pencil skirt. You weren’t nervous and you weren’t as tired as you were not half an hour ago. Possibly you got your second wind, or when you turned and saw Yongguk rolling his button up’s sleeves something inside of you gave you new energy.

“I can make some coffee if you want, or if you want to lay down you can.” He said softly, walking towards you. He was sweet, that was for sure. Once he was in arms length, you took his shirt between your fingers and pulled him even closer. Then you noticed the tattoo on his lower arm, tattoos weren’t a common thing and this made him even more special.

Allowing your fingers to trace over the lines, your other arm wrapped around the back of his neck. Yongguk was just watching you, fascinated with the way you were fascinated by him. “Do you have anymore?” You asked, finally looking up and in his eyes. His tongue swiped over his bottom lip before he nodded. “A few.” He said, eyes not leaving yours. He was so intriguing to you, and the sexual tension had grown instantaneously.

Yongguk’s lips found yours, alot needier than before and it caught you off guard. But you definitely didn’t mind, your hands moving up his body and tangling into his hair. His hands held your waist, tugging you closer to him to feel your chest press against his. The action was confident and it made you moan against his lips. His grip on your waist tightened as he was trying to decide if he could let his hands roam your body, still not incredibly sure how far this was going to go.

Your tongue swiped over his bottom lip and you tugged his hair slightly. His breath hitched in his throat in reaction, causing a low groan to escape him. The sound instantly fueled the heat that was forming between your legs and you decided, you wanted to hear that sound again.

Moving your lips down to his jaw, his hold on your waist tightened further as he sighed. “I want to see them.” You started, kissing his jaw lightly. “Your other tattoos.” You added on and he moaned as you nipped his skin lightly.

“Fuck.” He mumbled under his breath, grabbing your hand and tugging you further into his home. You stumbled lightly as he did so and pulled you into his bedroom.

His kiss was even more unexpected now, catching you by surprise and moving you back against his wall. Yongguk felt addicted to the feeling of your lips on his, it was like they were made for him and he couldn’t get enough. Your kisses were sloppy, teeth clashing slightly and so horribly intoxicating.

Your hands moved to the collar of his shirt, fumbling with his tie and trying to get it undone. Laughing as you couldn’t manage to do it without looking. Yongguk pulled his lips away from yours and you could focus on the work your fingers were doing. He smiled, the action being incredibly sweet and clumsy and it was such a nice contrast to the hot and heavy.

“Darn things.” You said as you finally got it loose, tossing it to the side. You sighed in relief and he started laughing, finding the whole thing horribly endearing. Pushing yourself off of the wall, you moved towards his bed and looked back at him with a coy smile.

This was different than how teasing happened on stage. Burlesque was all about the show never more than that.

His hand came around to your front, resting just under your breast as his palm flattened against the fabric of your shirt. Your back now pressing to his chest and his other hand moved your hair to the side. Yongguk leaned down, kissing the side of your neck and taking his time to make a mark. Generally your job wouldn’t have allowed the marks but you had never had a problem following this rule. Breaking the rules was good every once in a while, especially when it felt so right.

Your hand moved to his own that was on your torso. Grabbing it, you moved it up and allowed him to cup your breast. Yongguk moaned into your neck and he massaged your breast lightly. His lips moved to your ear and goosebumps covered your skin. “Do you have any tattoos for me to find?” He asked, his fingers moving to the buttons of your blouse. His fingers were notably more nimble than yours as he undid them all swiftly, untucking your shirt from your skirt. Pianist fingers most definitely.

His hands started exploring the new skin, revelling how soft it was between his rough fingers. You sighed in enjoyment, your head rolling back to rest on his shoulder. “Yongguk-” You sighed, feeling his finger tips graze over your nipples.

Not being able to handle it anymore, you turned in his arms and slipped your blouse off of your shoulders and onto the floor. Yongguk thought you were even more beautiful like this. Your underwear wasn’t extravagent like your stage outfit, simple white bra covering your chest. Yongguk hummed in approval at the sight of you up close.

You reached the last buttons, smiling at the large chest tattoo you had revealed. “This is beautiful.” You said softly, tracing your fingers over the intricate design. Yongguk could feel goosebumps coating his skin especially as you pushed the clothing off of his shoulders. You smiled up at him before capturing his lips for another kiss.

His hands made quick work of your bra as you kissed, not wanting to waste any more time and wanting to explore your body as much as he could. After your bra, your skirt soon followed and fell to the floor. It left you almost completely bare to him.

But you weren’t uncomfortable or shy or feeling odd at all. You had met this man today and you weren’t scared of a thing.

“I was hoping to find a tattoo.” He said and you held back a laugh. “Sorry to disappoint you.” You said and let out a small squeal as he pushed you back onto the bed. “You haven’t disappointed me this far. I’ll let this slide.” He joked while crawling over you. “What a relief.” You responded, enjoying how light hearted this whole situation was.

He settled inbetween your legs and started leaving open mouthed kisses over your chest. Your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging and moving him where you wanted him. Yongguk didn’t mind at all, he loved that you weren’t afraid to direct him where you wanted him.

The trail of kisses lead to your nipple and he wrapped his lips around the nub gentley. He was listening intently to your sighs and his fingers danced over your stomach, gradually going lower and lower. Tracing over the lace of your panties, he moved them to the side. You were practically shivering with anticipation at his actions, your grip on his hair tightening.

His index finger swiped over your slit, teasing you a little. After all teasing was half the fun. Your breaths were shaky and even more so as he slowly slipped a finger into you, curling it antagonizingly slow. You were starting to get frustrated and Yongguk could tell, his eyes being trained on your expressions.

“You’re impatient.” He commented and placed a kiss on your skin. “Only a little.” You said, stopping your comment with a gasp as he added another finger. “I’m used to getting what I want.” You finished, pulling his lips up to yours. The pace of his fingers gradually increased, leaving you tetering on the edge.

Yongguk’s lips teased you, lightly grazing over your jaw as your sounds progressed. He didn’t want to stifle any of them, he was enjoying them far too much. He was also enjoying the feeling of you tightening around his fingers. You gripped the sheets with your other hand, feeling your orgasm fast approaching. It was so intense, making your toes curls and your breath get caught in your throat as you were thrown over the edge. He simply watched, curling his fingers to ride it all out and to prolong this beautiful sight.

Your legs closed on instinct and your curled into Yongguk. He was smiling petting your hair as you came down from your high. You moved your hand, palming him through his pants and feeling the need to return the favor. He helped you push the clothing down his legs, taking his underwear with it. You bit your lip at the sight of him laying proud against his stomach, before reaching for his cock.

You stroked him softly as you laced kisses over his chest tattoo, running your lips over the flesh. Moving to his neck, you paused and looked at him. His eyes were shut, long eyelashes seemingly stretching for miles and soft sighs came out of his mouth. “Can I leave marks?” You asked, kissing his neck lightly, You didn’t want to possibly get him in trouble. “Yes please.” He said, the words coming out more as a beg as your hand picked up speed.

Smiling, you got to work adding your own personal artwork to his body. Moving all around his neck, small purple marks started to bloom. You might have been overly proud but he really did look like a piece of art in your eyes.

Your thumb swiped over his slit, making a small growl almost leave him. Yongguk’s eyes fluttered open before stopping your hand with his own and looking at you. “I want to be inside of you.” His words were low and hushed as his hips bucked slightly. Nodding, you pulled him to lay over you and wrapped your arms around his neck.

“If that’s what you want.” You paused, kissing his lips and resuming your sentence. “Who am I to deny that?” Yongguk loved the way you spoke, the way you teased him and the way you kept him on his toes, this situation wasn’t any different than earlier on in the day.

Lining himself up with your core, you took a deep breath and let your fingers play with the hairs on the back of his neck. Your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist as he pushed in to you and you let out a sigh at the pressure. Yongguk released the deep groans he had been holding in when he felt your tight walls swallowing him. He hadn’t expected you to feel this good or this tight. His hands moved to your thighs and gripping the flesh when he bottomed out completely.

However he wasted no time fucking into you. His hips taking over before his mind really could. Your nails raked down his back at the sudden wave of pleasure coursing through your body. It felt like your nerves were on fire and everywhere he touched left a flame in it’s wake. It was all so intense, even his face burrying in the crook of your neck.

As he picked up the speed, he hit your sweet spot catching you off guard and making you let out a small scream. “Oh, right there.” You said, holding him down against your chest. Yongguk was letting out the most beautiful sounds by your ear, moaning as he felt your walls flutter around him. Picking up the speed a bit more, the room was now filled with the sound of skin on skin and your moans.

The sun was pouring into his bedroom, it was hardly 1 in the afternoon and anyone one of his neighbors could hear you both. In all honesty, you both could have cared less. In that moment, the only thing that mattered was how you both felt.

“I’m so close.” You whimpered and he lifted his head from your neck. Your eyes locked as his hand rubbed core lightly, knowing you might the little extra push to reach your climax. He himself was close too, refraining from holding your hips down and fucking you into the mattress.

A loud moan tore from you, only to be silenced by his lips pressing against yours. Your orgasm tore through you, leaving your body in tremors as Yongguk strived for his own release. Holding him close, you slowly started to feel overstimulated and your legs shook around his waist.

“Fuckkk.” He groaned against your lips pulling out of to finish on your abdomen. The gutteral moans that left him were absolute music to your ears as you watched him come undone on you.

He sat up straight for a moment and the room was in complete silence. His chest rose and fell deeply as you both caught your breath. You watched him, admiring his little details as you let your body relax.

Finally opening his eyes again, he looked at you. Taking note of your swollen lips, red tinted cheeks and small marks gracing your skin.

“You’re so beautiful.” He said softly, leaning over you again to place a soft kiss on your lips. “Let me clean us up.” You nodded at his words, trying to resist the horrible sleepy feeling you were experiencing. Watching him disappear to another room, your eyes fell shut. Mentally claiming you were only closing them for a moment. However when your eyes opened again, 10 minutes had passed and Yongguk had cleaned you up, slipping his button up onto you after. An arm was wrapped around you loosely and his light snoring had filled the room.

It was only logical how tired and drained you were feeling. You had been awake for almost 24 hours and it had finally hit you both. Threading your fingers through his hair lightly, you couldn’t help but smile.

“Do you have to work tonight?” His voice surprised you, considering you thought he was asleep. “Yes I do.” You answered and watched his eyes slowly open. Pulling you into him more, Yongguk held you tightly.

“I’m aware I sound like an absolute mad man. But I haven’t met anyone like you. I want to keep you, I want to love you.” He admitted to himself. Yongguk meant it, never had he had a connection with anyone like this. His previous relationships never reached the level of passion you both had reached within a few hours.

Even though your mind was tired, your brain could still register his words. Oh how sweet they were. You had to look away from him for a moment, resisting the urge to spill tears. “I want to keep you, I want to love you too.” You said softly wiping your eyes as you turned to look at him again.

His smile was so beautiful and it was what you were met with when you faced him again. “You’re beautiful on stage, but so much more beautiful like this.” His compliments were too much really, however you revelled in them. You felt like you were glowing.

“Come to my show tonight.” You said softly, wanting him near you always. Yongguk looked at you with a soft expression and you almost felt shy under his gaze. “I’ll come to all of your shows if it means I get to love you.” He smiled and it was horribly cheesy yet it tugged your heartstrings immensly. Laughing slightly, you kissed him suddenly.

“Please do, as long as you remember that I’m the on behind the red curtain.”

A/n: my god it’s finished. It’s here. I worked so hard on this please. This is my new baby. I hope you enjoyed it.

#b.a.p #b.a.p smut #b.a.p reaction #yongguk #yongguk smut #yongguk reaction #b.a.p scenario #yongguk scenario #bang yongguk #bang yongguk smut #bang yongguk reaction #bang yongguk scenario

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nctjpeg · 4 years ago

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18, 20, 28 😌

18. rant about your favorite musician

do u really really want this?

actually i’m gonna give you my hot sports opinions about some of my favorite artists here we goooooo

nct: i’ve always admired them for how weird and experimental they get! i mean where else are you going to find a noise pop influenced kpop boy band? i enjoyed the nct 2020 era for the banter between all the boys but i think musically it lacked a little bit (and i KNOW sm can do better) and i wish they expanded upon whatever the fuck was going on in the yearparty bc that concept could’ve been really cool. i don’t want SM to tame nct’s concepts to fit a mainstream palette, i want them to keep trying weird shit with them and make them the trendsetting group they are MEANT TO BE!! For real if SM makes NCT boring i will spill innocent blood!!! I really do love all 23 of them they’re just a buncha lads.

shinee: best kpop group of all time PERIOD no debates argue with your cat about it shinee’s back 2021 BABEYYYYYYYYY

b.a.p: i will always love them but it’s incredibly complicated. yongguk makes the best solo stuff but zelo’s is also very good. i kind of want them to bring back bang&zelo. they seem to want to promote as 5 once everyone gets out of the military but also i think it’s because they know their fans only want b.a.p and not for them to have their own careers, which i can’t imagine how frustrating that is.

20. describe your blog in 3-5 words

aesthetic kpop diary

28. what celebrity would you rate a PERFECT 10?

looks-wise San from Ateez is like what i’d picture of you asked me to visualize my dream boy. Meanwhile my dream girl celebrity crush is Rubi Rose (the rapper, not the actress, i recommend her song Pretty MF)

personality-wise it’s impossible to a perfect person i just hope my idols are happy man 😩😩

#americanhellkmart #asks

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pastelsushika · 5 years ago

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MK11 Roster & their fave KPOP artists

(both male and female groups) (these are only headcanons so don't @ me fellas)

Cassie Cage: BlackPink and BTS. I can see her jamming to Boombayah and Not Today. Her biases would be Lisa and Taehyung for sure.

Kano: Dreamcatcher and Block B. Something that has a rock-ish vibe, or a lot of rapping like Chase Me and Nilili Mambo. Biases would include Dami and P.O.

Erron Black: Brown Eyed Girls and Super Junior. The older gen, and if they had a wild west themed comeback, it's his fave now. Biases are Miryo and Heechul.

Kabal: AOA and EXO. Something hot and fun, just like him. Biases include Seolhyun and Kai.

Johnny Cage: TWICE and BTS. He'd totally love the contrast between these two groups and would love the other popular bands as well(but twice and bts are his faves). Biases are Dahyun and RM.

Sonya Blade: Girls' Generation and Super Junior. The classics for sure, and I can't really imagine anything else. She'd totally fight with Cassie about which gen is better. Biases are Taeyeon and Eunhyuk.

Skarlet: Red Velvet and VIXX. She has this vibe that she'd enjoy these two groups, as their concepts are out of the cookie cutter mold of the general kpop stuff. Biases are Yeri and Ravi.

Jacqui Briggs: ITZY and MONSTA X. All about the choreos and rap line. Biases are Ryujin and I.M.

Jax: Sistar and B.A.P.. I think the mature and empowering lyrics would suit him, and he'd totally fight with Sonya about which older generation kpop group is superior. Biases are Hyorin and Yongguk.

Cetrion: Chungha and EXO. The lively, young female soloist with the special powered men with their elements is her in a nutshell. From the band, her bias would be Baekhyun I think, or D.O.

Scoprion: Girls' Generation and SHINee. The two groups that her enjoys the most, and their Japanese discography is what made him choose these two. Biases are Yoona and Taemin.

Sub Zero: T-ARA and Super Junior. These two groups' Chinese discography and uniqueness is what draws him to them. Biases are Jiyeon and Henry.

Noob Saibot: GFRIEND and DAY6. The more emotional, sad songs are his prefered ones. Biases are more likely Yuju and Jae.

Raiden: LOONA and Super Junior. Raiden would like everything that's elegant, and powerful. His biases are Yves and Siwon.

Baraka: EVERGLOW and TXT. The man is still new to the whole Earthrealmer thing, and Cassie thought that these two new groups would be perfect for him. As the groups are new to the world of kpop, they all can experience it together. Biases include Eunbin and Soobin.

Kollector: WJSN and SEVENTEEN. The more, the merries. The man collects things, and if a group has at least 10 members, it's a win in his book. Biases are Luda and Woozi.

Shao Kahn: Sunmi and GDRAGON. Shao Kahn would hate groups, I think, as they would rebel against him, according to him. So he thinks that soloists are more managable, and enjoyable.

Frost: PRISTIN and ATEEZ. She'd not really give a damn about the more mainstream bands, and would love to see others rise to the top like she will in the future she hopes. Biases are Kyulkyung and Seonghwa.

Kotal Kahn: Miss A and INFINITE. I think he would totally love the new generation of kpop, but his heart would always go back to the good ol' days. Biases are Suzy and Sunggyu.

Jade: Brown Eyed Girls and SF9. The choreos and the amazing looking idols would draw her to them. Biases are Gain and Rowoon.

Kitana: MAMAMOO and PENTAGON. The amazing vocals are her weakness, and she admits it that their visuals are something to look upto. Biases are Solar and Hui.

Lui Kang: TWICE and NCT. The difficult choreographies are what he'd enjoy learning the most, but he would not tell Kung Lao about it. Biases are Jeongyeon and Kun.

Kung Lao: MOMOLAND and BTS. He does not care about the feud around some toxic fans in these two fandoms, he thinks they are all good looking, and hard working people, who deserve everything in the world. Biases are Nancy and Jin.

D'vorah: Cherry Bullet and ASTRO. She'd find them especially alluring, and they are young and capable of so many things that she thinks other groups can't. Biases are May and Sanha.

Shang Tsung: IZ*ONE and PENTAGON. Like Kollector, he thinks that the more members a group has, the better. I think he'd enjoy some of the more lively songs, or the mature ones.

Geras: HyunA and PSY. I think he'd enjoy these two artists due to their popularity. Also because their comebacks are like him, like a phoenix from it's ashes, and I don't know, it seems fitting for him.

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fresh-outta-jams · 6 years ago

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She’s in the Rain

She’s in the Rain Yongguk (B.A.P) x Reader Author: MoRo

Prompt: This entire fic was inspired by the song “She’s in the Rain” by the Rose when a certain line hit me...You and your husband Yongguk were expecting a baby when you tragically had a miscarriage. As you struggle to cope with the death of your unborn child, Yongguk is by your side all along the way, never letting go.

Note: I have never written anything like this before. I have no idea where this came from honestly like it was written in one night, in one setting. I am still working on another fic (which is much much more fluffy). I also recommend listening to “She’s in the Rain” on repeat when reading because I used some of the lyrics from the song. It’s also just a beautiful song with a beautiful meaning. The Rose is such a talented band with amazing voices. (Shameless plug for k-bands)

Warnings: Angst (my god angst), mentions of miscarriage, mentions of suicide (but no death), and depression BUT THERE’S A HAPPY ENDING I PROMISE.

Word Count: 2,710

It's funny how things happen sometimes. They say the best things come when they're least expected. Well he was your least expected.

You were there for a vacation, is how you always started the story out. Walking around Hongdae, seeing all the people and the performances. It was completely by chance that you stopped at that one performance but you thank God every day that you did and so does he.

Neither of you really remember how it happened. You just remember standing there being captivated by him. How effortlessly he could switch from rapping to singing in the most beautiful husky voice. How his stage presence, even on the sidewalk on a makeshift stage, just filled you up. How his eyes kept catching yours as he was performing, dragging you in and never letting go, making you feel like it was just you and him there. Then his set ended and everyone else around you two clapped and cheered. Even then he kept his eyes on you and smiled.

Oh that smile.

The first time you saw it made your heart stop. You couldn't help but smile back. It was like a pure beam of sunlight that warmed you up and enveloped you.

You remember when everyone left after he was done. Noticing that you were lingering around too long, you started to walk away despite what your heart said. You remember he grabbed your arm. "W-wait." He said in a deep husky voice that did not match that gummy smile of his. You remember turning around and finally looking at him up close. You noticed a tattoo peaking out under the collar of his shirt and a few on his arms. Then you noticed those black curls, framing his face perfectly as a pair of round glasses perched on his nose.

"A-ah I'm so sorry. I-I don't know why I did that." He released your arm once he realized what he did. You shook your head, strangely missing his touch.

"It's alright." You told him while giving him another smile so he believed that it really was alright. You remember him getting all red and shuffling from foot to foot looking like he wanted to say something.

"So I noticed you during the performance..." He started out. You remember how much your cheeks burned. Obviously you knew he saw you but to have him actually acknowledge it...

You just let him continue as the tips of his ears had started to grow red also. "I-I don't normally do this but I feel like if I didn't say something to you...I would regret it." He had taken a deep breath, as if to prepare himself. "Would you like to go get drinks or something to eat?" He finally got out, that deep voice dipping even lower. You remember his words stunning you, making you unable to speak. He looked up at you through those glasses, cheeks and ear bright red, waiting for an answer.

"A-ah um y-yeah. I mean yes. I would like that." You remember saying smiling with equally red cheeks and red ears. That sunlit gummy smile of his came back out. "Oh my name's Yongguk by the way. Bang Yongguk."

That night of drinks and dinner turned into an almost nightly thing until the time came for you to leave. You didn't want to tell him but you knew you had to. You remember how the light in his eyes shattered when you said you were leaving. You had to go but you wouldn't forget him. He was something special to you that you would carry in your heart forever.

"I'll be back. I promise." You remember saying as your eyes filled up with tears, blurring him from your sight. He enveloped you in a big hug, burying your face into his chest. You breathed in the smell of him one last time.

"I know you'll come back to me." His deep voice rumbled in your ears as he squeezed you tighter and kissed the top of your head every so gently.

Leaving him was the hardest thing you had ever done in your life. He dropped you off at the airport and was with you all the way until security. You remember looking back at him just standing there, all alone, even with thousands of people milling around him. He just stood there looking at you as if you were the only person in the room with him and it broke your heart all over again.

Giving you a soft smile, you remember he waved at you.

"I'll be back. Wait for me." You mouthed to him. He had nodded.

"I'll wait however long it takes." He mouthed back to you before you turned and stepped into security.

The next couple years you saved money to go back to Korea and looked at career options there. Yongguk obviously helped you out during those long late night and early morning skype calls. Sometimes you would fall asleep on the him when it got too late. When that happened Yongguk would watch your sleeping face. How all your worry lines smoothed out, how your breathing evened out, and how you looked so content while you slept. Regardless of what time it was, he would lay down, close his eyes, and put his phone next to his pillow, imagining you were sleeping next to him.

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Then finally the time came. Years of waiting, years of wanting to hold you, to kiss you, to feel the touch of your fingertips playing his skin. Finally the time came. You were coming back to him.

The moment you got off the plane in Incheon, your heart felt like it was going to burst. You had to see him. You needed to see him.

Coming down the escalator into the meeting area of the airport, you searched desperately for him. Then there he was. Standing all alone again with a bouquet of flowers and a sign saying - "You came back to me. Welcome home Y/N." You remember dropping your things with a loud crash and running towards him. You remember how he flung open his arms, that beautiful smile of his welcoming you home. Home to him.

After your reunion in the airport, neither you nor Yongguk stopped touching each other. You were either holding his hand, holding onto a part of his coat or in bed he was rubbing circles on your back as you laid on his chest. It was such a foreign yet completely natural feeling. Foreign because of all the years of only seeing each other through a screen but normal because finally you both felt whole again. Finally your hearts at returned to each other.

It didn't take long for Yongguk to pop the question. He wanted to marry you since the day you left him. He knew since seeing you at his busker that you were the one. But he wanted to wait until you came back to him to ask.

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The wedding was a simple yet elegant celebration and the best day of your life. All your family and friends joined you two in committing yourselves to each other. Anyone could see the love and happiness just radiating off you two. It was infectious.

You remember when Yongguk first laid eyes on you when you walked down the aisle. His eyes met yours and tears rolled down his cheeks as he covered his mouth in a gasp. You could see all the joy and adoration and undying love in those eyes. Yours reflected back the same emotions as tears rolled down your cheeks too. You remember Yongguk reaching up to wipe the tears off your cheek. "You look absolutely stunning." He whispered to you, fighting off the urge to lean in and kiss you. The way he looked at you was the same exact way he looked at you when he first saw you. You felt as those there was no one else around, it was just you and him standing there.

Married life had its challenges but you were his rock and he was yours. Nothing could weather you two down.

You still remember the feeling you had when you found out you were pregnant. Yongguk at first thought you were pranking him but then soon realized it was not a prank at all. You remember he showered you in kisses and kept twirling you around, excited to the point words could not describe how he felt.

Everything was going so smoothly, you were healthy, the baby was healthy, everything was good. But then all of a sudden it wasn't. Your life stopped with a screeching halt. Well it more of stopped with the silence of the ultrasound. Funny how you used to love the silence and now it was overwhelming and suffocating. There was something and then nothing. All in the blink of an eye. The baby was gone. He or she was gone. Just gone without warning. You remember how you felt like your heart was being torn out and how you were spiraling downward. Down, down, down into the silence.

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Yongguk tried. Oh how hard he tried to make you happy again. He knew how hard it was on you because it was hard on him too, but he knew he could never truly know how hard it was. Each day only got harder and harder for you. You stopped wanting to eat, bathe, move, or even talk. Yongguk began to miss the light of his life.

You would spend your days laying on the couch as the rain fell down, hitting against the window panes, trying to drown out the thoughts in your head. You clutched the soft dove gray baby blanket, blindly looking out the window, not really seeing anything. You felt as though your insides had been carved out and you were just a hallow shell. Oh how you wished for it to all be a big lie. But the empty feeling inside you denied that lie. That lie was the truth. You remember just the other day, being on your laptop looking at baby things, getting ideas to decorate the nursery. You remember reading baby books filled with names and Yongguk giving you a back hug as he read the names over your shoulder, making comments here and there about certain ones.

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Yongguk tried to talk to you daily. "Honey....Y/N..." You rarely responded back, too deep in your pain and depression. "Do you hear me Y/N? I'm so scared of seeing the end...In your eyes I can see the emptiness...It's like you've lost your light." He would try to hug you or kiss you softly but you would always move away from his touch. You hated how you reacted and how you treated him but you were just hurting so much.

"I love you Y/N. I want you to know that. I'm not giving up on you or us. It will be alright. I promise you." He would tell you, you could hear the fierceness in his voice. You believed him but you just could pull yourself together. You couldn't just wake up and decide to not be sad anymore.

One day was so particularly hard that you couldn't take the pain and emptiness anymore. Yongguk was gone on a quick errand, not wanting to leave you alone for too long. But it was almost enough time. You remember filling up the bathtub and getting in fully clothed. You loved the water since you were little. You sat there, head above the water. Just waiting. You weren't sure what you were waiting for. Then you slipped your head completely under, the cold of the bathtub walls seeped into your back while the warm water flowed around you. You felt strange, warm and cold all at once. Then you felt nothing.

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You awoke on the cold ground, shivering in your waterlogged clothes. You heard someone yelling far away.

"Y/N! Y/N! Come back to me! Please...oh my god... please come back to me..." It was Yongguk. You coughed and looked up at him. You raised your hand to his cheek. The heat of his cheek warming your cold hand and cold fingers. He gripped your hand like a lifeline and scooped you up in his strong arms, pulling you close and nuzzling you. His chest heaved with his words.

"I-I came home and when I shouted b-but you didn't answer...and then I found you in the tub...just floating there. I- I thought you were dead... why? Why did you try to do that?" His deep velvety voice cracked. It made your heart crack as well.

"I-I feel like I'm dying inside... I keep wanting it all to just be a lie." You tell him softly in a raspy voice. Then the tears came. All of those days of pain and loneliness came spilling out, ripping through you. Yongguk just held you and rocked you on the wet floor as you cried all your tears out until there was nothing left. Until you could no longer move, until you could no longer make any sounds because your throat was raw. He murmured softly to you as he rocked you, "If you wanna hurt yourself, I'll stay with you. If you wanna make yourself go through the pain, it's better to be held than to keep holding on." You sniffed and snuggled in closer to him, gripping his arms, feeling less alone but so so very tired.

So he just kept on holding you until you fell asleep from the exhaustion. He brushed the wet hair back off your face so he could kiss you. He kept giving you tender kisses, trying to kiss all the hurt and pain away.

When you woke up again you were in your bed in dry clothes and warm fluffy blankets. Yongguk was sound asleep by your side, both arms wrapped around you. Protecting you even in his sleep. You could kind of remember what had happened but it was all a blur of water and hard cold floors.

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Later your doctor told you it was a type of postpartum depression. A few months of therapy and medication later, you were in recovery. Every day you were getting better and you could feel your mood getting better. Yongguk could also see the improvement in you and your mood. He was so happy to get the love of his life back. For most people, losing a baby would have caused any other couple to just leave each other but that wasn't you and Yongguk. He stuck by your side even when all hope seemed lost and when you couldn't even look at him. You were forever grateful for your husband. Going through everything gave you a new perspective about things and about life.

You told Yongguk every day how much you loved and appreciated him. He would smile and wrap you up, smothering you in kisses. One day all that smothering and kisses turned into you holing yourself up in the bathroom as you held a pink stick in your hands. A pink stick with a plus sign on it.

Then nine months later in your hands, that pink stick was replaced with a small bundle wrapped in a pink blanket. A little bundle with fluffy black curls and a soft sweet smile.

You remember looking up at Yongguk with a huge smile on your face and tears in your eyes as he looked down at you and his daughter with a matching smile and equally watery eyes. He leaned down and kissed the tears that had fallen on your cheek.

"Mi-hi." You whispered, "Meaning beautiful joy."

Yongguk put his forehead against yours, lovingly. "Our beautiful joy..." He breathed out moving down to kiss you. It sounded perfect on his tongue as you kissed him back, full of passion and love. He pulled back and looked at you and his daughter again. A new type of love and adoration shone in his eyes. "I love you Y/N. So so very much. You and Mi-hi."

"I love you too Yongguk. Both you and Mi-hi , I love you two with my whole heart."

#kpopwonderlandtag #bap #yongguk #bapyongguk #bangyongguk #kpopfic #yonggukfic #bapfic #kpop #b.a.p #b.a.p yongguk #yonggukxreader #yonggukdad #husbandyongguk #yonggukangst #yonggukfluff

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iimaginekpop · 6 years ago

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Surprise Baby

Characters: You x Yongguk

Genre: Fluff

Length: 851 words

Summary: Yongguk happens to overhear a conversation where you asking for advice on how to tell him you are expecting.

A/N: This is a post from one of my older blogs! The blog in question is private now, so you will not be able to find it anywhere else but here! In case it should be necessary, then I will gladly prove this to be my own post.

Yongguk slowly unlocked the front door to your shared apartment and sneaked inside, hoping he wasn’t making enough noise for you to notice. The tour had ended quicker than expected and he knew you had the day off, so he wanted to surprise you and take you out to eat.

After discarding his shoes he sneaked towards the living room hoping you would be there watching one of your favorite dramas. However, instead of seeing you, he was met with a pretty empty living room, the only sign of you were some thick socks lying on the ground and the pictures of you two together.

The pictures were like a timeline of your relationship, from back when you first started dating up to your wedding day picture. His favorite was defiantly the wedding picture, he knew you would look beautiful that day just like you always did, but tears had started rolling down his cheeks when he actually saw you, never had you looked as beautiful as you had that day. The whole day he had a hard time taking his eyes off you, he remembers even feeling super protective when his band members were taking turns dancing with you, their hands a little too low for his liking. He smiled grew when he thought of the night, he had made sure you knew how beautiful he thought you looked and how much he loves you.

Another picture also stood a bit out to him, a picture of you with your cousin who only was around 7 when the picture was taken. The two of you had promised your aunt you would look after your cousin because she and her husband wanted to have a weekend for themselves. It was the weekend Yongguk first had the thought of you two starting a family, you were good with your cousin and he could picture how good you would be as a mom for your own child.

The two of you had been married for about 1 and a half year, you had, of course, discussed having children, but you were a bit hesitant not wanting him to put his career on hold just so he could be there for you and your child. He wished for children soon but only if he could get you to agree, not wanting you to feel forced.

He put the picture down after admiring it a bit and started to creep towards your bedroom, that being the only place he could imagine you could be right now. He was about to open the door when he heard you say something through the door that made him pause.

“I don’t know how to tell him” Your voice wasn’t giving anything away, bad thoughts started to appear in his mind, but he didn’t want to jump to conclusions.

“He won’t be mad and you know that” He could make out someone replied to you, the voice sounding like your mom and he figured you were skyping your parents. “He has wanted a baby for a long time, you said so yourself”

Yongguk’s eyes widened, did that mean what he thought it meant? He didn’t want his hopes to come up, but he couldn’t help himself. Were you actually pregnant?

“I know. He never says it directly, but he always dropped small hints” He heard you giggle and he started feeling a little bit shy at hearing you share that with your parents. “I just don’t know how to surprise him with the news. His tour ends in a few days and I want to give him the perfect surprise”

He wanted to barge into the room so badly but didn’t want to disturb your conversation. He decided to go back to the living room, figuring you would be out soon anyway.

Of course, he knew you too well and you were out about ten minutes later. Your eyes wide as you saw him sitting on the couch smiling sweetly towards you. “Y-you are home?” A huge smile broke out on your face as you ran into his open arms. “I have missed you so much! How was the tour? Wait why are you back already?” He gave you a small kiss.

“The tour ended early, but actually there is something I want to talk you about” He saw your face drop a little bit at his word, scared they might not be anything good. “I actually came home about fifteen minutes ago and kind of overheard some the conversation with your parents” He gave you a shy smile, wanting you to say the words.

“What do you-“ You stopped mid-sentence when you realized what he meant. “Oh” You looked at him a bit disappointed because you couldn’t make it a huge surprise.

“Say it then” He grinned.

“Yongguk” You placed his hands on your stomach “I am pregnant with our first child” You grinned back at him. He grabbed your shoulders and hugged you tightly.

“I love you so much” He kissed your head. “I can’t believe I’m going to be a father. Thank you so much, my love”

#reupload #B.A.P #b.a.p scenarios #b.a.p scenario #b.a.p reaction #b.a.p reactions #BAP #bap scenarios #bap scenario #bap reaction #bap reactions #yongguk #yongguk scenarios

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bapofficial · 6 years ago

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b.a.p limited in seoul day 2!

most of you have probably already seen fancams but I’m gonna try to remember things that happened anyway!

youngjae lobbing water bottles at the audience while himchan delicately underarm-threw them as carefully as he could

jongup announced all the top 20 songs that fans had voted for. seeing him mc for so long......dude..... youngjae gave him one of the drum sticks and took the other himself, so jongup could act like a teacher when he was talking. kinda backfired because daehyun was constantly saying something like “teacher can you show us!!” with every next song jongup spoke about lmao. i’m not complaining though bc daehyun was just trying to get jongup to sing for all of humankind

as part of that segment, tiny parts of songs that were sung (as far as I can remember):

youngjae: rewind

daehyun: goodbye & think hole

yongguk: pray (actually rapped part of it this time! then junhong joined in playfully for his part)

jongup: killer (??? he nana-ed the whole thing but DUDE his VOICE) & albatross!!!!!! binch!!!! & he danced moondance

himchan turned every song into blind.....we were in stitches man he was hilarious

i can’t remember why but jongup whacked himchan on the butt with the drum stick???

youngjae and daehyun and junhong joining in the dance for jongup solo! I hadn’t actually noticed youngjae at first lmao but i saw one guy who was so chill about completely making up the dance so....I should have instantly known then...

when the band kept playing the melody for 1004 after the song finished i think there was a problem with the guitar? bc the main guitar bit stopped and then the guitarist picked another one up and instantly got back into it, it was really cool

during crash they each picked up these signs that said “na” in korean and did a cute lil dance with them for the nanana part :’((((( after the concert i saw a girl with one of them!!! imagine the luck omg

just as daehyun was about to do the high note for lovesick, youngjae jumped on his back and dae couldn’t do it and it was a wonderful mess

water fights!! himchan chucked a whole bucket of water at daehyun who then hugged him to get him wet too... then junhong put the bucket on his flipping head and danced whilst the rest of the members slowly realised what was going on omg. youngjae and daehyun shooting himchan, youngjae basically getting everyone lol. even yongguk loitering by the side was not safe

seriously why was there a bucket. whose idea was this

they honestly seemed so happy this day. everyone was really comfortable and in a great mood. giggles abound :((((

the talk... not gonna lie i didn’t understand most of it because of language barriers so I guess I didn’t have the same reaction as the rest of the audience, but I knew it was about 7 years / 6 members / the future. i’ll say it again here: for them to properly acknowledge the situation and to reassure us that they’ll always be 6 shows they actually care and do value their bond as a group. they could easily have not said anything about it and just let the concert pass smoothly but they wanted to be honest. i trust them and have complete faith they’ll do what they can to maintain a bright future

when youngjae got teary this sad background music started playing and he jokingly yelled at the staff and tried to alleviate the mood

but anyway after that they tried their best to make the concert a thousand times more fun and honestly... they managed to top the first concert. the encore was like twice as long! they did: with you, excuse me, that’s my jam, do what I feel, jongup’s solo, b.a.by, bang x2. (bolded are songs they didn’t do in the encore on the first day.) it was so so so fun :’)

it ended at around 8.15?? and started at 5? definitely over 3 hours long!!! they just kept going man it was so beautiful

literally i have somehow managed to love them even more? i genuinely didn’t think that was possible but here we are

they came out of the venue publicly this time! on the first day we waited but they must have gone another way, but this time we saw their car in the parking lot! we waited for a bit and then I heard screaming and i looked up and it was daehyun!!! (not the screaming lmao but his presence) and then himchan, junhong, jongup and youngjae!!! they all looked so soft! :’’) i was so lucky to basically have been at the front of the line somehow? like i was about 10 metres away from them my brain froze... they were waving and smiling and stuff and I waved backck and!!!!!!! telepathically sent them my love and support i hope they received the message. (idk where yongguk was, maybe i just didn’t see him?)

mum i love them

#b.a.p #bap #mp #baplimitedinseoul #hope i'm not forgetting anything! i shouldve done it as soon as i got back gkskhj #ok but seriously i feel sad rn but only bc the concert is over....i never thought the whole #post-concert sadness was actually a thing lol....alas i have much to learn

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iwritekpopthings · 6 years ago

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Drunkenness (pt. 9)

Characters: You, Yongguk

Genre/ warnings: Smut

Word Count: 2415

“Why won't you tell me where we’re going?” You asked Yongguk, loving the little smile that came up on his face.

“Because its a secret.” He said, leaning in to emphasize his point.

The two of you had gotten on the train early that morning. So it had to be somewhere far enough away that his scooter wouldn't be practical. The only flaw in Yongguk’s plan was that it was rush hour in Seoul. And there was a festival going on. The trains were packed with tourists and business people. You stood in a corner near a door while he faced you, shielding you from the discomfort of getting squished by strangers. As the train made an unusually sharp turn, he put his hands out on the wall behind you in order to keep his balance.

Yongguk smiled and used the opportunity to get a little closer. You looked at him and suddenly leaned forward, pecking him on the lips. “I'll hold you for stability.” You said, putting your hands on his waist in a way that just didn't quite seem like you were really being that nice. His ears turned red as he glanced around, but no one seemed to care about what you two were doing in your little corner.

“You're lucky we’re in public.” He said lowly in your ear. You shivered a little and pulled him closer as a bump caused many other people to push against him.

“You don't have to do this.” You reminded him for the hundredth time. You nodded to his hand on the wall as your thumbs drew circles at his waist. “I'm a big kid, I can handle getting close to a few people. I'm not that delicate.”

This was an old arguement for the two of you, though. And Yongguk had eventually learned the best ways to answer your complaints. “I know, baby. I know you are tough as hell.” He leaned in and kissed you, moving to have your body flush against his. “You've wrestled me to the ground on more than one occasion. But I want to do this. I like protecting you; it makes me feel like I'm doing my job as your partner. You wouldn't want to take that away from me, would you??” He used his damn eyes to coerce you, pulling you in until you gave in with a sigh.

“Fine, I guess it's okay this time.” You conceded once again as the train began to slow down.

He smiled at you and kissed your forehead. “Thank you, baby.”

At this station, many people got off of the train. But you both stayed on.

“So since I gave in, you'll tell me where we're going, right?” You persisted. The train continued along its loop around the city.

He laughed with his gummy smile and shook his head. “Nope. Nice try, though.” You sighed in defeat and settled in, resting your head on his shoulder.

Yongguk led you through the streets of Seoul to Cheonggyecheon, an area you hadn’t really had a chance to explore to yet. Along the way he talked about anything but where you were going. “... And that's the story of how Himchan lost his eyebrows one winter.”

“Yongguk. You are driving me crazy-”

“I know.” He smiled, pleased with himself.

“Seriously, just tell me-”

“Here we are.” He rounded the corner and stopped. You looked around. There were lanterns and signs up everywhere, advertising the start of the Seoul lantern festival today.

“The festival?” You looked at him. As you thought about it, you didn't know whether he even liked things like festivals or not. Probably not, since it involved so many people. “What made you choose this?”

He smiled and pulled you along by the hand. “It was something we hadn't really done. Junhong told me about it a few weeks ago and it seemed interesting.”

You were a little confused but willing to go along with pretty much anything as long as you could be with him. “Alright, let's do it!”

Yongguk smiled in relief, glad that you approved of his choice. He pulled you along and the two of you began to explore the town.

As night came, so did more people. Crowds grew around street vendors and dancers, making the city really come alive. Music played from all around as you came upon the main venue.

As you walked along the path, you would both stop at every bar stall you saw. Each time, you ordered different drinks. Eventually you were holding onto Yongguk a little more than before.

“Hey, okay, but..” You paused as you got distracted by some people in weird outfits. You continued, bumping into Yongguk accidently. “But, like, how are you not drunk? Its not fair if I'm the only one having fun.”

He tried to hold his smile in. “I am having a good time. And I don't know. I just have a strong tolerance for alcohol, I guess.”

“That's what you always say. That's what you want me to think! But really, really, you're just as drunk as I am but you're just.. You're just better at hiding it.” You squinted at him suspiciously and he lost his composure, laughing out loud.

“You're right, you got me.” He adoringly gave you the concession you wanted and you grinned.

“Haha! I knew it!” You gave him a sideways hug. But rather than letting go, you just walked sideways while he continued down the path. He laughed again. You could actually tell that he was at least feeling tipsy, just by how loud he was laughing. “By the way, where are we sleeping tonight? Is it under a bridge? ‘Cause we haven't done it there yet--”

Yongguk put his hand over your mouth. “Sorry to disappoint, but its a hotel. We can do a bridge next time.” He let go of your face and turned you to walk facing forward.

“Woo! Okay, let's go.”

Directly after getting into the room, you and Yongguk both flopped on your backs onto the bed. As you stared at the ceiling for a moment, you felt the bed dip as Yongguk rolled toward you.

“Hey.” He said rather quietly.

“Hey~” You looked toward him.

“Okay, so there's this reeeeally hot girl next to me and I don't know how to handle it.” He told you with a straight face. “I can't keep my eyes off her. What do you think I should do?”

You giggled but tried to reply seriously. “Hmm… well I think your fiance might have a problem with that girl.”

“That's okay, I'll tell her later.” He said nonchalantly. As you were about to respond, he rolled on top of you, straddling your thighs with his face close to yours.

He leaned in, kissing you slowly, tilting his head to get the best angle. He braced himself with his forearms and his hands moved the sides of your face, stroking your cheeks just as slow as the kiss.

You moaned against his lips, bringing your hands up to his shoulders. You tried to pull him down, but he wouldn't budge. You pulled at his lip, and grabbed at the back of his shirt. If he wasn't going to come to you, you would bring your body to his.

As you attempted this, Yongguk broke off the kiss, laughing in amusement. “You want me on you that bad?” He asked, letting his lips move to your neck.

“Fuck yes” You breathed, already imagining the feeling. Before he gave in to your wants, he kissed along your skin to your collarbone. He sucked on you hard and you brought your hands up to grab his hair. “Yongguk..”

He finally ended up bringing his body closer, but not close enough. He was teasing and it was driving you crazy. In desperation, you worked his shirt off of him, not necessarily being gentle. You slid your fingers along his skin, drawing out patterns lightly. You enjoyed feeling his slight shiver and you grinned.

He pulled away, giving you The Look™. “Hey, don't look at me like that, Yongguk. You're doing the same thing to me.”

He huffed, annoyed that you had trapped him like this. “Alright, you wanna do this? Let’s do this.”

“What are we doing?”

He smirked as his hands went to the buttons of your pants. “You'll figure it out. You're a big kid, right?” You rolled your eyes but allowed him to get your pants off. He stood up to take off the rest of his clothes as slowly as possible.

“Oh stop that.” You stood up and pushed his hands away, unhooking his belt and everything within 3 seconds. But this left his hands free long enough to get your shirt up over your head. You whined, struggling to get it off as he quickly went behind you.

“Mmm, baby, you smell so good…” He murmured quietly into your ear as his hands came around to the front of your thighs, tracing your pantyline lightly. You exhaled heavily, letting your head fall back onto his shoulder. He brought his fingers to the wet spot already seeping through your underwear. He started to rub you just lightly enough to torture you.

“Ugh” You groaned, pushing your hips down against his hand. But he pulled away, dragging his damp fingers along your skin. He stopped at your bra cups, letting his fingers follow that line lightly all the way to your back. He snapped the band against your skin before unhooking it and letting it fall.

Figuring out his game, you turned around to face him. As lightly as you could, you dragged your fingers from his hips up to his nipples. You pressed in slightly before pulling your hands away. You then stepped up closer to him, pressing your boobs against his chest.

You smiled up at him as you let your nails scratch along his back. Then you laughed, unable to be serious. “Stop poking me, Yongguk.” You giggled and hugged him, resting your forehead on his shoulder.

“And here I thought we were going to have a nice, steamy round of sex.” He said, rolling his eyes as he hugged you back.

You continued to giggle against his skin as you kissed your way up his neck to his lips. You kissed him, trying to be serious for two seconds. “We could still do the sex part.” You mumbled against his lips. You pushed your body along his, his hard on still pressing against you.

Yongguk shook his head in disbelief, brushing his lips against yours. In truth, he was feeling a little giggly himself. But he wouldn’t let that show right now. He moved his hands down to grab your butt. “Are you sure? Can you stop laughing long enough to do that?” He was already pushing your underwear down, letting the last piece of clothing fall to the floor.

“Let’s find out.” You looked him in the eyes, raising your eyebrows in a challenging way at him. You brought your hands down and grabbed his member, stroking slowly as you tried not to laugh.

“Okay, yeah, that’s not gonna work.” He told you. Yongguk took your wrists and pulled your hands away. He then pushed you backward toward the bed.

When you felt the bed against the back of your legs, you twisted your wrists free and jumped onto the mattress, crawling away from him in delightful terror. “You can’t catch m-”

He was faster than you and had climbed up and grabbed you by the hips before you could escape. “I think I just did.” He looked down at you and grinned, realizing the position the two of you were in. You looked up at him from being on your hands and knees, coming to this realization at the same time. “This will work.” He smirked at you before guiding his member into your dripping entrance.

“Oh fuck..” You moaned, your arms feeling weak already.

Both of his hands held your hips as he began to thrust forward with rough strokes. He moaned, licking his lips and closing his eyes. He slid in all the way, his skin hitting yours with every thrust. “Damn you feel so good..” He said in his low voice, turning you on even more.

“Yongguk…” You gripped at the sheets as you felt your orgasm getting close. He continued to thrust into you but leaned forward, kissing the skin of your back. He sucked and nipped at you while he moved his hips in short, fast thrusts. His hands came around your body, running along your stomach and breasts repeatedly. He squeezed your breasts roughly before getting upright again. His fingers dug into your hips as he pushed and pulled you faster and faster.

His member slid along your walls just right, filling you up completely. He was going so hard that you almost lost your balance. Your head fell back and you let out increasingly louder moans every time he pounded into you. He could feel your muscles clenching around him and he bit his lip, working hard to not lose his rhythm. Suddenly his orgasm crashed into him and he released inside you, moaning your name. At the feeling of his hot cum swirling inside you, your breathing hitched and you came hard, shaking, your hands curling into fists. Yongguk continued to slowly thrust into you occasionally, drawing out both of your orgasms. Eventually you began to feel over-stimulated, every nerve becoming more alive than before.

You let your arms give out and fell forward, his dick pulling out of you in the process. You landed heavily on the bed, your eyes closed as you tried to catch your breath. You felt the mattress dip as Yongguk moved to lie next to you, also out of breath.

You opened your eyes to look at him and he returned your gaze. “Well damn.” You licked your lips and slowly rolled onto your back.

Yongguk followed you, rolling until he was halfway lying on top of you, making you laugh. “So I have a confession.” He said, pulling away to look at you. You looked at him curiously and waited for him to continue. “So there was this really hot girl-”

You smacked his arm and laughed. “Dork.” You reached up and held the sides of his head. “I love you.” You pulled him down for a kiss and he smiled, kissing you back with equal passion. ★☆★☆★☆

#baplibrary #'Drunkenness' story tag #bang yongguk smut #kpop fanfic #this probs isn't what you were expecting #but i got inspired and couldn't help myself #i really hope this formats correctly #please let me know what you think ><'

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thatpinchofawesomeness · 7 years ago

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Get to Know Me Tag

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag people you would like to get to know better

Tagged by: My main bro @the-maskedlady

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Leo ♌

Height: 5′4″ ._.

Favorite Bands:

Kpop: EXO, B.A.P, Got7, Infinite, Seventeen, NCT, BtoB, Vixx, Red Velvet, Nu'est, SHINee, Big Bang, Mamamoo

Non Kpop: Imagine Dragons, Fall Out Boy, Shinedown, One Republic and Maroon 5

Favorite Solo Artists: Yixing, GD, Zico, Ravi, Ilhoon, CL, HyunA, Jessi, Jimin, Dean, Ailee, Crush, Yongguk, Jackson Wang, Sunmi

Current Favorite Song: Firewalking from Idol Producer 😭😭

Last Movie I Watched: I think I was F the Prom?? I don’t usually watch that kind of stuff like Highschool shit or whatever. But it was acc quite good considering

Last TV Show I Watched: MasterChef, But I miss Gordon Ramsey tho ;-;

When I Created This Blog: Summer 2013 (July or August… not sure) but I actively started using this just a few months ago

What I Post: misc posts hsjsk

Last Thing I Googled: stair porn. BEFORE YOU JUDGE I’LL HAVE U KNOW IT’S FOR MY COURSE

Any Other Blogs:

@ahgababy kpop blog which I basically use as my main (created years after this, which is why it’s not my actual main)

@animuismyshiteu my Anime Blog, which mainly collects dust dhdjek I just made it to save the URL

@nekoprinxiu started out as an archive for all my Minseok pics so I didnt expect any followers fjrjekch

Do I Get Asks: Other than my mutuals?…no

Following: was exactly 150, but I went on a following spree a few days ago hdjsksk it’s now 218

Followers: On this blog 38 (but like I said this is a misc blog dhdjek don’t expect any followers here jdjdkek, I use my kpop one more)

Favorite Colors: PASTEL PURPLE, and dark shades of purple, yellow, green, black and white

Average Hours Of Sleep: 4 to 7.5

Lucky Number: I mean its not necessarily lucky? But my favourite number is 81, bcz its a square number of my favourite number 9, and the power of 4 of my other favourite number 3. And it’s so whole and perfect, yet not perfect bcz it’s not 80,its one more than that. Idk I just love it??

Instruments: I can professionally drum my fingers bdjdj

What I’m Currently Wearing: denim dress?long shirt? Idk what it is? and jeans (denim overload hdjsksk)

How Many Blankets I Sleep With: one… should I need more???

Dream Job: My life dream has always been to be a business woman. I hope I can achieve that eventually hdjdke

Dream Trip: Hong Kong gjdksk can I just go live there too while I’m at it?? And Japan to all the cities Jonghyun went to in OFD hdjsksk and Maldives!! That’s like my ideal honeymoon destination XD

Do I Have A Crush: no but i DO have an ex-crush XD

Favorite Animal: PANDAS, cats (wild and domestic), wolves and foxes, LYNXs

Hair Colour: Dark Brown

I tag: @itsmultifandomtrash @chensationsensation @theshenanigansoftakiyah @kizunah @rosecheol @papermuse96 @demfeeeels @baek-me-a-hun

None of u have to do it if u don’t want to XD

#i know i've prbly started to annoy u all with these bdjsks #sorryyyy #tagged #get to know marzy

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imagination-of-a-melted-bitch · 7 years ago

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About The Admins

Hello! This is Admin Tay. I am so excited to make this because I’m so excited to have accepted the admins on the blog, they are both very talented individuals and they’re going to bring different styles to the blog so I’m really stoked. Anyway, I’m rambling…under the cut you will find a ton of info on all the admins so please…continue. This will be updated as the other two or three admins join the blog :)

Applications are here xx for anyone who wants to join~

Name: Admin T-Swizzle Swag or Admin Tay

Position: Owner/Writer/Updater

The content you create: Scenarios, Fake Texts, Fake Snaps, Reactions, Audios and I’m working on perfecting moodboards and video imagines.

Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst

Biases:

Maknae Line (BTS)

Kihyun, Jooheon, Changkyun (Monsta X)

Youngjae and BamBam (Got7)

Changbin, Jisung, Hyunjin (Stray Kids)

Hoshi, Jeonghan, Seungkwan, WoonWoo, Minghao (Seventeen)

Chanyeol, Kyungsoo (EXO)

Mark, Taeyong, Johnny, Yuta, Jaehyun, Taeil (Nct 127)

Wonshik, Taekwoon (VIXX)

Mark, Jisung, Jeno, Chenle (Nct Dream)

Mark, Ten, Taeyong, Jaehyun, Taeil (Nct U)

Kisu, Cory (24k)

Hanbin, Bobby, Junhoe (Ikon)

Moonbin, Mj, Rocky, JinJin (Astro)

Kino, Yeo One (Pentagon)

BigBang as a whole (it’s so hard to choose among these kings)

SHINee as a whole (haha how am I supposed to choose between these kings?)

Yongguk, Zelo (B.a.p)

YoungK (Day6)

Other groups/solo artists:

Jay Park Zico Dean DPR live Monster Woo Christian Yu

Affiliated fandoms:

24U, Aroha, Baby, VIP, ARMY, My Day, EXO-L, I-Got7, IKONIC, Monbebe, Nctzen, Universe, Carat, Shawol, Starlight, (No official name for Stray Kids),

UB:

I don’t have one :(

UB bias wrecker:

I don’t have one :(

Personal blogs:

Well, this is one of my personal blogs, so howdy.

Age:

Gender:

female

Sexual orientation:

pansexual

Height:

5'7

Star sign:

Scorpio

Hobbies:

Writing, playing softball, reading, corrupting my friends with kpop, spamming friends with kpop memes,

Favorite American artists/bands:

Too many to name tbh, I just like what I like,

Favorite food(s):

I like all foods besides Sushi, I don’t like the taste of the rice on the Sushi Rolls,

Favorite drink(s):

Dr.Pepper,

Favorite color(s):

I don’t even fucking know, I like all colors, shades, sign me the fuck up–recently I’ve been liking yellow more than anything though,

Favorite animal(s):

Doggos, Kitties, Lions, Shark Whales

3 facts about me:

1.) I am the oldest on my mom’s side and the youngest on my dad’s side,

2.) I live with my mother and my step-dad who might as well be my real dad because he’s the real MVP stepping in and what not,

3.) I have a reputation for being scary, threatening but I’m actually really soft and caring and only get mad if you’re annoying, a bully, or walk too slow in the hallways.

**I write for all the groups listed above under biases and for all soloists above :)

Name: Admin Deby (sorry for the gif, my pictures aren’t that pretty ^^)

Position: Admin/Writer

The content you create: Scenarios, Moodboards, probably gonna try reactions now that I’m here, but who knows lol

Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst

Biases:

ot7 (BTS)

ot7 (GOT7)

ot4 (Mamamoo)

ot7 (Victon)

Jisung, Felix, Chan (Stray Kids)

Minghao, SeungCheol, Hoshi, WoonWoo (Seventeen)

Baekhyun, Suho, Xiumin (EXO)

Lisa (Blackpink)

ot5 (Day6)

Wonho, Shownu, Minhyuk (Monsta X)

Donghae, Leeteuk, Yesung, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun (Super Junior)

Moonbin, JinJin, Eunwoo (Astro)

Yongguk, Zelo (B.a.p)

Min Hyuk, Jong Hyun (CNBlue)

Other groups/solo artists:

Big Bang Shinee Zico IU Red Velvet Henry Myteen

Affiliated fandoms:

ARMY, I-Got7, Alice, MooMoo, ELF, (No official name for Stray Kids)

UB:

Jungkook (BTS)

UB bias wrecker:

Seokjin (BTS) Donghae (Super Junior)

Personal blogs:

@btsaeipathy

Age:

Gender:

female

Sexual orientation:

heterosexual

Height:

5'4

Star sign:

Pisces

Hobbies:

Writing, reading, watching series, movies and asian dramas, talking with my friends

Favorite American artists/bands:

I don’t actually have favorite artists/bands since I like random songs everywhere lol

Favorite food(s):

(same as Tay ^^)

Favorite drink(s):

Coffee

Favorite color(s):

Blue, black, lilic

Favorite animal(s):

Doggos, Kitties, Wolves, Eagles, Tigers (and basically most of the members of the cat family, like lynx, cheetah, etc.)

3 facts about me:

1.) I’ve only met 2-3 people older than me in this world of tumblr fanfics (if you’re older or same age, please let me know, I feel like an ancient lol)

2.) I don’t like to cook so I still live with my parents bc my mom does it for me (and I also don’t have to pay rent which is good for my savings ^^)

3.) I’m a soft, shy girl who actually love to make new friends (and I care about all of them

**I write for all the groups listed above under biases and for all soloists above :)

Name: Admin Kat or just Kat

Position: Admin/Writer

The content you create: Scenarios, Moodboards, Reactions, fake snaps

Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst

Biases:

Namjoon and Taehyung ( BTS )

ot7 (GOT7)

G-dragon, Daesung ( Bigbang )

Bobby and Junhoe (Ikon )

S.coups, Vernon, DK and Jeonghan (Seventeen)

Sehun, Kai, Yixing (EXO)

Jennie (Blackpink)

ot5 (Day6)

Wonho, Shownu, Kihyun (Monsta X)

Donghae, Leeteuk, Heechul, Eunhyuk (Super Junior)

Taemin, Jonghyun ( Shinee)

Other groups/solo artists:

Zico

Jay Park

Giriboy

Sunmi

Hyuna

Winner

Affiliated fandoms:

I-Got7,ARMY,ELF, VIP, Shawol, IKONIC, Monbebe

UB:

G-Dragon (Bigbang)

UB bias wrecker:

Jinyoung ( GOT7)

Personal blogs:

@k-pop-and-drop-it

Age:

Gender:

female

Sexual orientation:

I got no idea

Height:

5'2

Star sign:

Gemini

Hobbies:

Writing, reading, watching stuff , Learning Languages

Favorite American artists/bands:

Arctic Monkeys ( They’re English I know)

The Neighbourhood

Favorite food(s):

Unlike the other two admins, my asian ass loves rice and I love Sushi. I also really enjoy the combination of chicken and rice.

Favorite drink(s):

Coffee, Cranberry and apple tea ( HNG this shit so good, got me seeing stars)

Favorite color(s):

Lavender, Baby blue, a bright orange

Favorite animal(s):

Dogs!!!( my cutie puppy Tofu ) , Kitties, Wolves, Pikas and owls

3 facts about me:

1. I am super energetic. I’m literally like a bunny on crack and a huge morning person. I actively seek out thrill and love an impromptu adventure or a party.

2. I actually started learning korean before I got into kpop. Its been a solid journey and I really hope to got study there in about a year

3. I’m Multiligual! and I digest languages really quickly so I dabble in some Japanes, chinese and Russian too!

Name: Admin Bethany

Position: Admin/Writer

The content you create: Scenarios, reactions, sometimes snaps,

Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst

Biases: OH MY LORD ASDFGHJKL

Kihyun - Monsta X

Xiumin, Chen, Sehun (debatable Luhan) - EXO

Yoongi - BTS

Jinyoung - GOT7

G-dragon, Seungri - Bigbang

Joshua, Woozi, Wonwoo - Seventeen

Jennie, Jisoo - Blackpink

Onew - Shinee

Rocky - Astro

Zelo - B.A.P.

others I’m sure, I just cant think rn.

UB: Kihyun - Monsta X

UB wrecker: Suga - BTS

Personal blogs: @kihyunsbreazy17

Age: 16

Sexual Orientation: beats me.

Star Sign: Aries

Hobbies:

Writing, reading, culinary, makeup, musical theatre

Favorite American artists/bands:

honestly no clue… prolly like Cardi B.. and uhh.. some others? I don’t have much of favorites tbh

Favorite food(s):

seafood, and blueberry scones. not together….ew hhahahaa.

Favorite drink(s):

code red mtn dew… uhhh…. apple juice.

Favorite color(s):

teal (on the greener side) and burgundy/maroon, also any muted colors.

Favorite animal(s):

cats, pigs,

3 facts about me:

1. I’m a living meme. I’m really sensitive and shy tbh.

2. lowkey obsessed with Lab Rats, I’m almost 17 nd I watch a kids show about bionic bitches, they better make new season.

3. my own personal blog isn’t working out and it makes me sad. utterly grateful to be accepted here 3.

#about the admin #admins #admin Tay #admin Deby #admin Kat #admin Bethany

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abrokendawn · 7 years ago

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Random Q&A

I’ve been tagged by my lovelies @omelettedufromage-24601 and @arosegxrden ! This time, I’ll try to be more talkative.

Nicknames: Man, Manriarty, Sunshine, Hobbit

Gender: Female

Star sign: Capricorn

Height: 1m58

Time: 8:30pm

Birthday: 31st December

Favorite bands: Arctic Monkeys, BIGBANG, BTS, Queen, Panic! at the Disco, SHINee, twenty one pilots, 2NE1, Imagine Dragons, The Beatles… And many more ! There are so many talented artists out there, and I’m very eager to know more of them – if you have some advice, know that I listen to every kind of music and that I would be very glad to hear about what you love

Favorite solo artists: (All of the solo artists that are also part of the bands above +) Michael Jackson, Nina Simone, Jacques Brel, IU, Hozier, Taeyeon… I also listen to a lot of classical music and soundtracks, which means that I have many favorite composers, but I wasn’t sure I could put them in there

Song stuck in my head: At this exact moment, it is Honey Honey (by SEAMO) from the xxxHOLiC anime. This song is undoubtedly part of my preteen years, and I may be a nostalgic wreck

Last movie I watched: The 15:17 To Paris by Clint Eastwood

Last show I watched: Kakegurui (Gambling School) – not absolutely sure that I will go on concerning the anime, but I do like the manga very much for now !

Concerning non-animes, here’s my last viewing (my personal favorite) : Kaamelott

When I created this blog: I actually have no clue… but it’s been a while !

What I post: I never post, but I reblog a lot ! And it would be very hard for me to describe what’s on my Tumblr, since it doesn’t follow any pattern

Last thing I googled: “Three Studies for Figures at the Base of a Crucifixion” – it’s a triptych painted by Francis Bacon, on which I have to work !

Do I get asks: No, I don’t ! To be fair, I don’t have many followers either… But feel free to write, anytime

Why did I choose my URL: I give all the credit to one of my internet friends ! It dates back from the period when I was doing RPs (a long time ago, sadly). I was searching for a new URL for my blog, she proposed some to me, and I very much liked this one. I still love it, though it can appear as a bit gloomy. Yet, don’t you worry – your dawn may be broken, but I promise your day will be brighter (I strongly believe in this, and this thought made me change my name in there)

Following blogs: 485, I used to have much more, but I’m unfollowing some, these days

Followers: 72

Favorite colors: Green is my favorite among the favorites ! I also very much like purple and blue. And red. And yellow. To be completely honest, there isn’t any color that I don’t like

Average hours of sleep: Depends, it usually goes from 5 to 8

Lucky number: I read that it was 3, and I do rely on it, but I actually don’t know which number truly is my lucky one !

Instruments: I used to play guitar, and I’d very much like to pick it up again. I wish I could learn to play piano, violin and harp (I very much admire musicians, because it’s very hard to master any type of instrument)

What I am wearing: Sweater and a pair of jeans

How many blankets do u sleep with: One, only ! But I couldn’t possibly go without it (I mean, I can sleep with any type of blanket, but I can’t possibly sleep with none)

Dream job: Ah, thorny question ! I expected it… Yet, it doesn’t mean that I’m prepared to answer it anyway – that is, I have absolutely no idea. I do think that what would truly give me a sense of fulfillment would be something in the arts (to be honest, when I had a real dream job, it was in this field). And by that, I actually imply many types of arts. Mostly, and I would like to quote Hermione on this : I’m hoping to do some good in the world. It has always been my highest purpose, and I want to constantly keep an eye on it when searching for what I will professionally do with my life

Dream trip: I’d want to discover everything ! Our world is full of wonders, please take me anywhere

Favorite food: That’s such a hard one ! I gotta do credit to my Italian origins, so I’ll begin with pizza and my grandma’s spaghetti bolognese. Then, rice (yes, in general), fajitas, bread, chocolate, fruits like apple and strawberry (including when they’re made in tarts)…

Nationality: French

Favorite song right now: AM 4:44 by Bang Yongguk, which is actually one of my all-time favorites. I admire this artist immensely, but it’s a heavily loaded song (please don’t listen to it if you don’t feel in the mood. It does help me releasing my pain somehow, but we’re all different, and I don’t want it to trigger you in any way), so I can’t possibly leave you with this ! I promise that I have more joyful things in my playlist. Another favorite, very different, then : Comme un homme, from Disney’s Mulan. It has helped me going through many sport sessions (cliché, I know). One last : Hamilton’s Aaron Burr, Sir (with a beautiful animatic by szin)… We can do a whole live version for you with @arosegxrden

Languages I speak: French (my mother tongue), English (my current field of study), and Italian (part of my family being from this country). The other languages I know, I speak quite poorly. I’m willing to learn more !

Do you have one OTP that’s more important to you than any of the rest: Really hard to say, but as a child, my ultimate ones were Arwen/Aragorn and Mulan/Shang. I can add Percabeth, Oliver and Jennifer (from “love story”), Yuri and Viktor… – Know that I only put the canon ones there !

Tagging: Whoever wants to do it !

#tag #personal

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daebakinc · 7 years ago

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We Make the Kingdom - Pt 15

Image by silverdagger865

Pairing: Yongguk x OC Genre: Fantasy, with Angst and Smut to come Summary: After a vampire attack leaves you almost dead, you are rescued by a group of werelions, powers long thought to be extinct. Upon discovering the same magic flows in your blood, you join their fight against encroaching vampires and another, very human monster, to save the kingdom. A/N: I’m really sorry this is late when I promised it’d be posted this weekend! This chapter is just so dense and so important I couldn’t mess it up. Sorry again for the delay! Previous parts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 , 8, 9(M), 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16(M), 17, 18, Final

Himchan and the others only ever gave you the barest details of their time in the Capitol. Yongguk would never speak of it. You only asked once. The deep scars inflicted by whip and brand that cover his back in defiance of your were healing abilities told you enough to not press the issue.

The tale is far worse than you could have imagined.

Unsurprisingly, each band of weres elect their alphas to tell their stories before Lady Kim and the State Council. They make a contrasting trio as they stand side by side on the vacant dais. Hyunwoo in his pristine royal uniform that strains against his broad chest, and Yongguk and Junmyeon in torn common clothes that seem to barely restrain the wild animals still prowling behind their eyes. Yongguk taps his fingers against his thigh in impatience at losing time that could be spent preparing for Lamia’s arrival, but he has studied the law. He knows if it is to go in the right direction, it cannot always do so in haste, like an old man with failing vision trying to locate the correct book from his library.

Junmyeon begins after sharing questioning looks at his taciturn counterparts. Yongguk and Hyunwoo add their voices only to offer particulars that Junmyeon forgot or did not personally undergo. There is very little the king did not subject them to. Your hearts twists and your hands curl into trembling fists. How can Junmyeon so calmly describe each time they were beaten, each time they were forced to watch each other punished, each time they were subjected to inhumane acts designed to break their spirits? Your sole consolation is observing faces of the counselors grow darker with anger and disgust.

Junmyeon breaks off after telling of Yifan’s murder to steady the quiver in his voice and for the second time, Hyunwoo looks at him.

Hyunwoo keeps his voice low, but the chamber was designed to carry sound. “We did not betray Yifan,” he says. Although there is no change of expression on his face, something in his voice begs for the other alpha to believe him. “Yifan came to us and we concealed him in our barracks, but a patrol found him when he was with his mother. The king made us to watch him be tortured and killed. To the end, Yifan did reveal that we helped him. We will always be thankful for his courage.”

Junmyeon nods after recovering from surprise and quickly begins speaking again, but not before exchanging a look of what appears to be the beginning of understanding. Yongguk keeps his eyes on the alpha bear, considering his unflinching gaze. Instinctively, you know Hyunwoo is telling the truth. You hope Yongguk can sense the same. A blood grudge long held is difficult to abandon, but if ever one needs to be reconciled, it is the one that divides the weres.

Your attention wanes as the patches of sun slide across the wooden floors and your feet start to ache. You notice Lady Kim motion a servant over and whisper something in his ear. Automatically cautious, you follow him with your eyes until he ducks behind a tapestry, temporarily distracted from the alphas. A few minutes later, the servant reappears with several others, bearing stools that they set out before you. The first servant helps Hyosung onto the foremost seat.

He then approaches you, consciously oblivious to the dozens of scowls shooting in his direction. “My lady, your chair.” He motions to the stool just behind Hyosung and extends his hand to you.

Jongup swipes your uncertain hand out of reach of the servant. “I will take her, thank you,” he growls, sounding anything but grateful.

When you gratefully sit down and look at the dais again, Yongguk’s eyes are on you. You smile faintly, half to assure him everything is fine and half to encourage him. To the Council, he undoubtedly seems nobly stoic, but they misread his discomfort at being the focus of so many gazes. At least his time before the Council is nearly complete as Junmyeon is now on Lamia’s infiltration of the palace and her bargain with the king.

Lady Kim stands after his voice dissipates from the air, hoarse now that he is finished with his narration. “Thank you, Sir Kim. You have given this Council much to contemplate and discuss. It is distressing that such events and loss of life have been ongoing within the kingdom under our very noses for so long. I swear the crimes against you all will be fully and diligently investigated when there is time, which I know we do not currently possess. Goddess willing, we will. Before we progress, I have one question for you, Sir weres: How did you know this apparition was the Queen Lamia aside from her word?”

“Only one of us has personally encountered her aside from this instance,” Junmyeon admits tentatively, glancing at Yongguk.

“Who?”

Yongguk catches your eye and raises an eyebrow. He knows you aren’t particularly at ease here, so he will not expose you without your leave. You give your permission with a nod. These officials need to hear a first-hand account of Lamia to prove yourselves.

Yongguk takes over from Junmyeon with a shuffle forward. “It was one of my lions. Lamia knew what she was when her vampires attacked the village and tried to turn her. Thankfully, her were-blood is strong and Lamia’s test did not succeed.”

You keep your eyes on Yongguk as you feel many gazes turn toward you, the only woman in the midst of the male weres. Trying your hardest not to fidget under their scrutiny as you are painfully aware of your ragged state. Muddied boots, dirt stained pants hem, hair loose in disarray, while they sit without a seam out of place.

“Rise, lady lioness, please,” Lady Kim says. How these Capitol people keep their careful masks to conceal their thoughts is beyond you. “Your name?”

“Ness.”

“And your family name?”

You almost casually shrug before you catch yourself. Clasping your hands to limit your impulse to move as you speak, you reply, “None. I have no memories of my life before Lamia massacred my village. Even the name I go by is not truly my own; the other lions gave it to me.”

“I am sorry for your loss,” the older woman responds politely. You actually believe she means it from the way she meets your eyes. “Can you tell us what occurred on that night or would you prefer a companion of yours to?”

“No one speaks for me but myself, Grand Minister.”

A glimmer of respect comes into Lady Kim’s eyes. “Proceed then.”

You tell them everything you remember and more. Sometimes your words tumble together when you let yourself look away from the calm attentiveness of Lady Kim’s face and into the sea of officials, but for the most part, you speak well. You speak of the chaos of the raid, the screams and the blood and the destruction. You speak of Lamia’s paralyzing power, her poisonous beauty and her contempt for human life. You speak of your discovery of her name in the annals of the weres who came before you, their warnings and false victory.

By the time your mind is empty of more to say, your tongue is heavy and your cloth belt wrinkled more than before from your fingers knotting in it. You sink back down on to your stool in relief that your part is done when Lady Kim gestures for you to do so.

She remains silent, gazing out the window but clearly noticing none of the clouds and birds outside them. The other council members talk amongst themselves in hushed tones. If you tried, you could listen, but you do not. The excitement and strain of the day gnawing at your remaining reserves of strength, already depleted by lack of sleep and food. Adrenaline only lasts but for so long. The bears remain erect in their seats, ever the alert guardians, but many of the wolves and lions’ shoulders and eyes sag under the same weight as yours. Only pride and the need to listen keeps you all upright.

Lady Kim stands again, bringing all voices to a hush with her simple movement. With her bearing, she could have been an empress in another life. “Fellow council members, I believe we can agree by all that has been demonstrated thus far that the Princess spoke the truth. The vampires have returned, but so have their mortal enemies and our saviors of old, the weres. They stand before and have given witness. Do any still doubt their claims’ legitimacy?”

No one raises a hand.

“Acknowledged. We are now at war, councilors. We are short on time, but it will be a short war. We will live, or we will perish. We all know our history. There is no surrender with these creatures. There is no mercy.

“We will send for our generals and advisors immediately, but it will take time to gather everyone. When they arrive, we will begin planning our defense. Meanwhile,” Lady Kim turns her keen eyes to the floor where you all sit, “Princess Hyosung, we will listen to your testimony. Some piece of information your spies gathered may prove invaluable. However, I believe the weres could use a short reprieve before we continue to seek their guidance. I assume there are rooms we may provide for them to rest and refresh themselves?”

“Yes. Of course.” The princess immediately stands, already beckoning a servant forward. “I believe the vacant apartments near my compound will suffice. I will send for them to be prepared. They should be ready by the time the weres arrive.”

Yongguk shakes his head. “I would prefer to remain here, Your Majesty.”

Hyunwoo and Junmyeon nod in agreement, causing a rumble of consensus from the weres. Regardless of animal form, you are united in this: where your alphas go, you go. When they stay, you stay, regardless of how you feel.

“Go.” Yongguk steps down from the dais to speak to you all without projecting his voice. “Himchan, you may stay if you wish, but the rest of you, go to the princess’ apartments. You will need all your strength, mental and physical, when it comes time to prepare and fight. Recuperate while you can so you are of the utmost use,” he says when you all begin talking over each other in protest.

A few steps away, Junmyeon and Hyunwoo are also surrounded by their men, whispering, arguing, while the Council waits.

“We can rest when you do. We do not want to miss anything,” Youngjae counters instantly.

“Or leave you alone,” you add. On the surface, the danger may have temporarily been eliminated, but like a sudden thunderstorm in the summer, it could return without warning.

“I will report all the proceedings back to you later,” Yongguk promises, raising his hands to stop your words, “and I will be safe. The king cannot summon anyone from wherever the bears are holding him, and magical harm is impossible. I will come as soon as the princess is done. Go. Please.”

You share a look with the others. Ultimately, none of you can deny Yongguk anything for your love and devotion to him. So, with reluctance, you all submit to his wish.

When the maid slides open the door of polished wood and paper so fresh you can still smell the pulp it came from and bows aside, you cannot cross the threshold.

“This cannot be mine,” you murmur. You look at the servant, sure the poor woman made a mistake. She’s been sending you so many curious looks, maybe she took a wrong turn after she showed the other lions to theirs one hall down. Word of what conspired in the council chamber has no doubt reached every corner of this palace.

“It is, my lady,” the servant replies demurely. “The Princess Hyosung specifically chose it for you and your lord. Is it not satisfactory? I can find another that is more to your taste if you so wish.”

“It is not… unsatisfactory. It is just much more than I am used to.” You don’t correct her on your lack of title or Yongguk being your ‘lord.’ The room demands too much of your attention to do so.

Wooden paneling, the tranquil ashy brown of camphor, covers three of the walls with one holding a single, wide window that is latched tight against winter’s chill. The fourth wall is plaster and covered with a painting of a plum tree in full bloom, its limbs graceful despite their dark gnarled bark and surrounded by sunrise-kissed blossoms that flutter and pirouette on the invisible wind the unknown artist captured forever. A vase of chrysanthemums warms the room with their spicy scent, as if trying to soften the priceless sumptuousness.

Each piece of furniture is a perfect melding of simplicity and luxury, plain lines embellished with embedded gold and silver cut into elaborate shapes. Calligraphy of a courtly poem flow down the wheat-colored silk of a folding screen that offers its privacy in the corner. The thick burgundy silk blankets on the low bed in the center of the room, its bedposts carved into opening rosebuds, barely cover the overstuffed mattress.

Your shared bedroom at the keep seems like a beggar’s derelict hovel, but you suddenly wish you were there rather than here. You don’t dare step in the room for fear of sullying it with your grubbiness.

“The Princess insisted esteemed guests such as yourselves receive only the best.” The maid gives you another look over before offering, “May I bring you fresh clothes, my lady? And perhaps warm water for a bath.”

Eagerness flutters in your stomach. To let water steep your bones in heat and to wear clothes not stiff with days of wear sound like a dream. The heated floor tickles your feet in invitation to step inside and finally lower your guard. Most of the way. “If it isn’t too much trouble…”

“Right away, my lady. I will return shortly.”

It is a wonder that such humble items as soap and fresh clothes can make a person feel human again. Yet the ones you used were anything but. The soap was smooth and heavily scented with perfume, and the fine, cool silk skirt and jacket that brush your skin is so supple it makes your modest cotton clothes feel rough in comparison.

Your fingers trace the meticulously embroidered suns on the blanket. It’s finer work, more expensive material, than any you would have ever encountered in your lifetime if your life had continued without interruption. But you are not one to linger on such things. You return your eyes to the door. The jewels a maid stuck in your hair tinkle against their gold pins when you move your head.

The servants have come and gone, their tongues silent but for asking after your needs even though their eyes search for hundreds of answers to share amongst the servant halls. They left a generous bowl of fruit and a hot pot of tea on the long delicate table that sits in front of the bed, but you are waiting for Yongguk before you touch it, even though your stomach grumbles in displeasure at your choice. But the steam has long stopped lazily drifting towards the ceiling and no one else has knocked at your door. Not even the other lions have appeared.

They are safe, you can feel that. Better than safe. Though the underlying tension of waiting to act still trickles through each of you, there is also a peaceful restfulness you have not felt since leaving the keep. The calm before the breaking of the storm.

A soft rap on your door brings your thoughts back.

“Come in,” you call as you stand, thinking it is the servant again or maybe one of your friends come to look in on you. You step back in surprise when instead three of the bears step inside. You identify the tallest in the back as one of the bears from the Cage. His sleeves do not quite hide the healing pink skin at his wrists from the shackles.

Although none have Hyunwoo’s bulk, they still carry the same intimidating air of strength that’s synonymous with the bears. Yet they are the picture of subdued. Their hands are clasped politely in front of them, their shoulders slightly hunched forward, eyes not quite meeting yours. You could almost call them shy.

Unsure of their errand, you slowly say, “I’m sorry, but Yongguk is still with the princess.”

The one from the Cage elbows the bear in front. You recognize him as the bear who had been behind you on the way to the dungeon, who had so regretted being the cause for his friends’ sentence in the Cage. “We know. We came with the intention of calling on you, my lady.”

“Is it true you survived a bite from the queen vampire herself?” the instigator blurts out.

“Seokwon, your manners! I’m sorry,” the first bear says to you. “He’s still young and we have not interacted with many people outside of our group since we came to the Capitol.”

“And we’ve never seen a female were before,” the other adds, openly examining you, but his gaze holds none of the king’s leering, only innocent interest.

“Minkyun!”

Instead of taking offense, you chuckle. These three almost remind you of Himchan with Junhong and Daehyun with their interplay, immediately warming you to them. “I’m very sorry to disappoint you, gentlemen, but I am very much like any other woman in the kingdom.”

“Except you’re a lion and can fight,” Seokwon says.

“I do apologize, Lady Ness.” Their spokesman sends a glare at the others. “We should have introduced ourselves open our entry. I am Kwangji. This is Choi Seokwon and this is Park Minkyun.”

“It is a pleasure to meet you.” Recalling dusty etiquette to save you from your uncertainty of what to do next, you gesture to the set table. “Would you like to join me? The tea is cold, I’m afraid.”

“Thank you, my lady,” Kwangji says, bowing slightly at the waist. The others mimic him before Minkyun rushes to the wall to grab the sitting pillows that lean there.

“I prefer Ness, please,” you tell them. “I am not a lady. Oh, thank you.” You smile at Minkyun when he places a pillow in front of you first. The smile he sends you back is blinding.

“Ness then.” Kwangji settles on the pillow Minkyun brought him. When you reach for the pot to pour, he quickly slides his hands beneath yours. “Please, allow me. You must still be tired from your journey.”

“I am rested enough,” you object, but he is already pouring the tea. You notice Minkyun eyeing an apple, so you take it and pass it to him. You pass persimmons to the others. “You have undergone as much as us. I am glad you are recovering from your time in the Cage, Seokwon.”

Seokwon’s fingers don’t pause picking off the persimmons’ leaves, but a wave of guilt passes over Kwangji’s face that he quickly squelches.

“I have been inside for longer,” Seokwon says as if it is nothing. “This time wasn’t so bad. The Princess snuck us food every day. I thought it was just because she felt sorry for us. Who knew Changkyun was her spy.”

“No one. That the point of a spy.” Minkyun laughs and shoves Seokwon’s shoulder. From your seat, you can tell that playful push would have sent a normal person skidding across the room, but Seokwon barely rocks in place. He looks to you again. “Are you as strong as the other lions? The king didn’t allow us to mix when we trained, but we got to watch sometimes. Jongup was so strong I think he could defeat one of us with very little trouble, wasn’t he, Kwangji?”

“They would all be formidable opponents,” his friend replies. “We are lucky to not be their enemies.”

You accept a cup of tea from Kwangji. “Jongup is even stronger now and certainly our best warrior. I’m not quite as powerful, but I am faster, which is of great use against vampires because I can follow their movements more accurately while I am a lioness. I can pounce and shift to drive a stake through their heart whereas the others generally have to shift back and forth more to wear down the vampire before going for their heart. We can kill them by beheading them with our bites, but vampire blood tastes horrible. Like ashes and rancid meat, so we prefer not to.”

Minkyun chokes on his mouthful of apple when he tries to speak without swallowing. Kwangji pounds his back and the instant he can breathe, he uses his first gulp of air to say, “We read each of the reports Yongguk sent. Hoseok stole them after the king read them, but what’s it really like fighting vampires? Are they really that fast and wild? We’ve only practiced on each other.”

Your smile fades a fraction of a degree. Not because of his questions, but because of the revelation that dawns on you. These men, all the bears, are untested against vampires. The wolves and lions have years of skirmishes to aid them in the upcoming battle, but the bears, none. Their strength is obviously formidable, but will that be enough to see them through?

You realize your guests are waiting for your reply, Kwangji concealing his enthusiasm better than the others. Your worries can wait until they can be properly addressed. Now is not the time for such dark thoughts when a flood of them loom just out of sight. Reviving your smile, you take a sip of tea and deliberately relax into your pillow for a very lengthy conversation.

The opening door’s thud against the wall that interrupts your conversation causes all of you to jump. For the first time you notice your shadows lying thick on the floor. You were previously too deep in conversation to notice that lanterns now provide your light instead of the sun. Yongguk stills in the doorway as a servant moves out of sight. His mouth holds a dark frown and his eyes thunder, but his mind is not here. Princess Hyosung must have revealed more troubling information on the king’s treachery. The bears hurriedly climb to their feet. Seokwon and Minkyun imperceptibly shift closer to Kwangji, suddenly nervous eyes glancing between the two of you as if Yongguk will strike them for being in your room.

“Sir Bang,” Kwangji greets respectfully, bowing again while Seokwon and Minkyun follow suite.

Yongguk blinks at them before inclining his head in acknowledgement. “You are Hyunwoo’s weres?”

“Yes, my lord. We will take our leave so we do not disturb you.” Kwangji turns to you. “Thank you for sparing time to speak with us. Excuse us, my la- Ness.”

“Of course.” You smile at them again. They were nothing but charming and polite during your time with them. You can easily see them becoming your friends, and friends with the other weres if they can discard their misplaced bitterness. “Goodbye.”

Once the door closes, you round on Yongguk with a glare. “There was no need to scare them like that, Yongguk. They were just curious about us.”

Your words seem to bring Yongguk back to himself. He looks at the door that just closed behind the bears. “I apologize. I did not do it on purpose.”

Because you know it is true, you do not comment further. Instead, you step around the table to move closer to him. “What did the princess say?”

“I will tell you everything later. She has invited us to dinner with her within the hour.” His mouth pushes upwards in a small smile as he turns to you. “And Himchan told me I am not allowed to go as I currently appear under any condition. They are bringing a bath and some new clothes for me.”

“Good.” Glad that the lines on his forehead are temporarily banished, you jokingly warn, “Just be careful. I had to repeatedly fight off the maids who brought mine. They wanted to put makeup of all things on me. They only relented when I let them arrange my hair.”

Yongguk looks at you again, finally seeing you for the first time since he opened the door. His face softens further as his eyes seem to absorb every bit of you. He closes the small distance between you, rests his hands on your shoulders, and kisses your forehead. “You are so beautiful, my love.”

Your cheeks heat at the comment and you bury your face in his neck. He could call you that every day for a hundred years and it would still make your heart jump every time. “I feel ridiculous. It’s these clothes.”

“No. You could wear a ragged rice sack and still be the most gorgeous woman in the entire kingdom to me.”

Another knock on the door interrupts your reply, but you do not mind. In this case as in many others, Himchan is correct. Before Yongguk goes anywhere, he is in need of a bath.

Your hand tightens around Yongguk’s in anticipation as a servant leads you further into the princess’ compound to her banquet hall. A wave of greetings and approving calls from your friends come the instant you round the last corner. Each looks princely in new clothes and scrubbed faces, weariness’ grip banished to the very edges of their faces. The bears hover in the back, though not completely separate, and you notice some of them exchanging small words with a few of the wolves. Yixing and Minhyuk are even laughing at some joke between the two.

Dressed in a new morning glory pink gown, Princess Hyosung smiles at the both of you. “Welcome, friends. I presume your clothes and lodgings are more than acceptable?” Hyosung asks. Her barely masked worry scours any doubt her words are sincere. “If there is anything not to your taste, you need only tell me.”

“I believe we are all more than well satisfied, Princess,” Junmyeon replies, not turning around to see the wave of agreeing nods. “Thank you.”

“I’m still hungry,” you catch Daehyun mutter.

The princess’ hearing is better than you give her credit for. “I will remedy that soon, Master Jung. I have called for a feast to help you all regain your strength.” As she turns to the doors and grasps the handles, she adds, “I did invite a few additional guests to join us, but I do not think you will be opposed.”

Hyosung leaves no time to reply, flinging open the doors. The room beyond is smaller, cozier, than the Council chamber, with six large tables laden with overflowing platters of every kind of food imaginable and two open fires providing light and warmth against the night’s chill that tries to creep through the walls. A large group of older, well-dressed men and women huddle near the tables’ feet, murmuring amongst themselves.

The rest of the weres go stiff like dogs catching a scent. The other group’s voices trail off as its members turn and stare back, faces freezing in shock. You glance between the two, trying to understand the sudden change when a woman breaks from the crowd.

Arms outstretched and cheeks wet, she runs straight for Junhong. He catches her up in his arms and buries his face in her shoulder, tears wracking his whole body as he hunches over the woman. As if a spell is broken, the two groups come together like two waves, crashing and scattering, happy exclamations and sobs equally resounding against the walls. Yongguk drops your hand and vanishes among the crowd so swiftly you hardly have time to notice he’s gone.

Suddenly, you see the similarities in their faces, their bodies, their mannerisms. These are your friends’ families. You cannot blame Yongguk for abandoning you. He hasn’t seen his parents in five years, has barely had word of their well-being.

As you watch the reunions, you shrink back into the threshold, into the shadows. Happy though you are for your friends, you have the immediate feeling that you do not belong. You do not have a family who was waiting for you, worrying about you, to now cover your face in kissed and clasp you close to their hearts. The abrupt stab of loneliness drives your feet backwards. You should leave your friends to reconnect with their families in their own private world. You are out of place. There may still be some food left in your room to bribe your growling stomach with.

You turn to escape, but someone grabs your elbow. It’s Hyosung.

“Where are you going, Lady Ness?” she asks, genuinely concerned. “If you left something in your room, I can have it fetched for you.”

Your mind scrambles for some reasonable excuse. “I-”

“Ness? Ness! Come here,” Yongguk pushes his way through the throng to you, the widest smile you’ve ever seen on his face even though the rims of his eyes are red and the wet paths of tears still mark his cheeks. He holds out his hand excitedly. “I want you to meet my parents.”

“But wouldn’t you-”

Yongguk does not give you time to finish, dragging you into the room with its warmth and tearful laughter.

His parents had followed him and wait on the edge of the throng, but you would have recognized them instantly. Yongguk inherited most of his features from his mother, but there are echoes of his father’s face in his and their bearing is the same.

Yongguk doesn’t release your hand when he comes to a stop in front of them, “Father, Mother, may I present my partner, Ness.”

“It is an honor to meet you.” You bow your head and attempt to curtsy, but Yongguk’s mother catches you by the shoulders and hugs you to her.

“Thank you for looking after our son,” she whispers in your ear. She pulls away with a smile, her eyes not missing the way Yongguk son clasps your hand so tightly and watches for their approval of you as anxiously as you.

“You are mistaken. It is he who cared for me; I owe him my life many times over,” you are quick to tell them. “I should thank you for raising such an admirable son.”

“We could only train the flowers, it is the quality of the seeds that determines the bloom,” his father answers, but the pride he takes in Yongguk is obvious.

Yongguk’s face suddenly falls in somberness. He is thinking of the siblings his parents are probably expecting to appear soon. You squeeze his hand in support. You understand his reluctance to crush their hope and ruin a golden meeting, but there is no possible manner to avoid it.

“Has the princess told you about… about-”

He stops to clear his throat to press on, but his mother reaches out for his other hand. Her smile becomes sad as she softly says, “We know. We knew a long time ago.”

“How?” Yongguk asks, stunned.

She gestures to the other parents. “We began asking questions when none of you returned in the first two years after you were taken. The king explained your studies were almost through and he would send a ship to bring you all home, but when the time came, he told us the ship capsized in a storm. No survivors. We mourned for you all as lost without even being able to properly bury your bodies.” Two tears trickle from the corners of her eyes as she touches Yongguk’s cheek. “But the Goddess gave us back one child. We must be thankful for each small blessing.”

Yongguk closes his eyes with a shaky sigh. Like his father, he holds back his tears. Opening his eyes again, he cautiously asks, “And you know what I- we are?”

Both of his parents nod.

“The Princess told us everything when she brought us here yesterday,” his father says. He suddenly appears older with regret at failing to protect his children years ago. “We would have done anything to spare you if we had known why the king called us to the Capitol.”

Again, Yongguk hesitates, and while his question does not surprise you, it breaks your heart nonetheless. “You are not afraid of me? … Disgusted?”

“My son, we will always be proud of you. To have a were in our family is a great distinction, and one who has comported himself so admirably in service of the greater good is the greatest honor to our family.”

You can feel some of the burdens fall from Yongguk’s body like a heavy pack he’s carried for the past five years. His parents’ unconditional acceptance graces him with a long-denied peace he probably never realized he sought, one not even your love could provide.

“Honored guests,” Hyosung’s voice unexpectedly rises above the hum of conversation, waiting to have everyone’s attention before continuing, “please, take your seats. Alphas and your esteemed families, please grace my table and sit with me.”

They do as she asks, but people continue to move between the tables as if unable to sit still in the face of such a fortunate occasion. The other lions find you as well, introducing their parents to you and Yongguk. The swirl of faces and voices overwhelms you, as does the staggering affection your friends’ parents offer you solely based on their sons’ love of you. They know next to nothing about you, but they accept as readily as if you were a daughter.

You do not speak unless spoken to while you eat, preferring to simply observe. Your mouth molds into a soft smile as you watch mothers constantly touching their child with tender hands, showering them with the love and company they were denied for years, fathers clapping their sons on the back with pride and slipping the choice pieces of food onto their plates.

These are families. A connection of love and loyalty that finds light and joy in darkness and tragedy and endures all hardships through the shared strength of its members. You may have lost your birth family, but the lions became your new family. Then the wolves. Now, by extension, their families have become yours, as will the bears.

This is what you will fight for in one day. A fight you cannot and will not lose.

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