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One month sober from alcohol 馃
#Usually at this time I relapse but not this time!#I'm going to a party this weekend with my boyfriend#And he said he's not going to drink either to support me but also watch after me#I'm really nervous but I'm sure it'll go fine#My first party sober since ever!#bailylore
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We went to celebrate our monthiversary but I started a new medication this morning so I got very sick, I couldn't eat and we had to go home earlier :-(
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I got sick so I had to leave my boyfriends place so he won't also get sick :-(
I should be resting but I just went through my closet and threw four bags worth of clothing away
I don't know if I'll sell them or donate them..
#bailylore#I'm so excited to move on from my past selves ! I love them a lot I do but I can't be stuck with them forever
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Despite having a boyfriend and a best friend I still am deeply so lonely
I have no friends who support me, I have no friends I could see for a coffee, I have no friends who I could excitedly tell things to
It's breaking me, despite having two super close people in my life
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I really am in the mood to spend a couple of hours in the woods in silence, doing nothing
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I feel like I'm going insane as I'm changing as a person now
This new version of me is going to be so beautiful but the process of becoming her is painful and frustrating
#bailylore#My anxiety is through the roof but I must go through with it to reach my true potential#I have been in the cocoon for too long it's time to come out
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Saw the quote "You communicate differently and you don't have to change that" and something within me lit up
#bailylore#Idk I've always tried so hard to act and be like everyone else around me but I just can't do it#And I don't have to#I can just be how I am I'll be fine
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One of my biggest alcohol repellents are the drunk videos that I always take
Sure I'm having fun but damn girl that looks so bad
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I want to drink so badly
#bailylore#9 days sober currently and got invited to a big party and being sober fucking sucks#I'd do anything for a few drinks rn
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Finally did it 馃 Cut a scene fringe for myself
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I was at a liveshow last night and everyone else were drinking and even when I held their drinks or went to the bar to get mocktails I didn't take a single sip of alcohol
I'm so so proud of myself because this is a lot to me
#bailylore#I used to be the one to drink literally anything and steal drinks and beg for them from strangers#And now I was surrounded by drunk people and I didn't drink at all#It did suck ass for someone with bad social anxiety but I made it through
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I'm at a halloween event rn where there's alcohol but I haven't taken any 馃 I'm gonna be sober all night, I'm gonna be fine
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I've never felt so loved before
I've never felt so safe before
I've never been so in love
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You know how something really bothers you but you don't know if you want to talk about it to anyone or nah.. That's me tonight
#Like I know I will lose sleep over this#My heart feels so empty#bailylore#What I know is that I will draw about it tho
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Crazy how yesterday I was still feeling hopeless n shit but today I feel like a whole new person again
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I'm going to try to not to touch my hair anymore, meaning no bleaching or dyeing and no cutting it
I miss how huge and fluffy my hair used to be when I was a child, I want that back 馃
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