#baby danvers x danverssisters

[oneshotnewbie]

Tempting Bad - Part II

Authors Note: Way too long and a little rushed, but I wanted to put everything you asked me into this request. I tried to shorten it a bit but I didn't succeed. So sorry for that! Also parted in two parts because Tumblr did not let me post the whole thing :(

Trigger warning! This one-shot includes the topic of suicide and the plot is presented. If this triggers you too easily or you just can´t handle the subject, I urge you NOT to read this work. I am NOT embellishing this topic under any circumstance. Read at your own risk.

Summary: Life consists of small moments that shape us, stay in our memories and make us who we are. Often we don't even know what influence we have on other people, how we appear to the outside world and how we affect other people's lives. And this influence leaves traces

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Your eyes were swollen, your cheeks red and hot from crying when you got to your apartment and slammed the door shut. Leaning against it, you painfully slid down along the wood before pulling your knees close to your torso and burying your head deep in your arms.

With multiple, deep sobs you let out your pent-up sadness that had accumulated deep inside you while you felt a noose tighten around your neck and the ground pull out from under your feet.

You tried to calm yourself, which was not easy. The only thoughts floating around in your head were thoughts of hanging your life on the hook and your own death. Sobbing and completely lost, you gave these thoughts the strength they carried within and let them win.

For weeks, you put up with everything life has thrown at you, but the ground had been torn from under your feet.

Desperate and almost in a state of panic, you got up on shaky legs and immediately searched for a pen in various drawers before ripping the paper out of the printer on your way to the coffee table.

Totally lost in your own anger and destruction, you cleared the things that were on the table with a simple sweep of your arms onto the floor. The cracking and clinking of the glasses on the parquet floor were absent in your ears, the only focus laying on the blank sheet of paper. You began to write absent-mindely and after the first word, the pen just flew across the paper.

<Hey my beloved sisters, Pen and paper have been lying in front of me, scraps of thoughts flying back and forth, but nothing useful that would help me put into words what is going on inside of my mind. My classmates call me different than the rest of humanity. It hurts to see the disgusted looks and hear the nasty names they call me. Every day, I have to endure the teasing. Comments that make me miserable. Both of you had suspected something as I withdrew myself from you, watched my development in the last year of high school with growing concern. I suffered in silence, did not want to drag you into a fight that I had to master alone. But I had lost this incessant fight, my time on this earth is up and you are not to blame. The price I had to pay for being myself torments me. Excruciating pain as the cold grips me and my innocent blood dries up in my veins. I just wanted to feel complete, but what remains are deep burns on scarred flesh. Embracing flames, expressed in the form of insults and contempt, pull me deeper. Their dominant psyche and their whispering voices behind my back stifle my cries for help while their words bring me to my knees, slaughter my defenseless body every second of my school days. I want to be free. Free from everything but above all from the unspeakable pain that infects me with incurable venom. And that is why I say take care and do not cry over me. Nothing can be worse than years of cold bullying leading a young person to commit suicide. Kara, Alex. I love you. Forever and always, your Y/n>

Tears had smeared the ink between the lines, stains of them waving the paper. By now you had slumped off the couch onto the floor, one hand cupped over your mouth as you gazed into the distance in silence. Hurt with words and harmless statements, hurt with actions that brought you down.

You were rarely hurt physically, but the emotional pain caused your body to suffer as well. Why you deserved it, was uncertain. But it was cruel and you knew that pain would never go away living that way.

Meanwhile, you hurried through the apartment, trying to find a suitable place for the letter before you put it on the dresser near a picture of your sisters and yourself on one of the happy days. "I hope you forgive me,"

Whispering the last words into the void, you said goodbye to your place of rest, love and protection before you set off to carry out your plan. Walking the streets of National City among crowds, with the hood low over your face, you made your way off to a place you usually went whenever you needed to think.

A bridge with train track below, on which departing and arriving trains passed, noted by their loud noises. For the first time in forever, you felt like you were entering a foreign district, even though you had been coming her for years.

Your legs were heavy as lead and you could feel your heart trying to find a way up into your throat. Completely out of breath and trembling, you remained at the barrier and ignored the few looks you drew from joggers or walkers.

The adrenaline rushed through your body before you climbed over the barrier and were now standing on top of a two inch wide metal beam that kept you from a twenty meter free fall. Your heart was beating fast, blood pounding in your ears while your hands were shaking and a lump was forming in your throat.

You slowly put one foot in front of the other. When you got to the edge of the bridge, you stopped and enjoyed the wind blowing through your hair while you spread your arms like a birds wings. "Do not do it, doll. Please"

You flinched, staggered on the iron beam, but managed to keep your balance. You cocked your head to the side to see the person standing back on the slope and studied them, quickly realizing who it was before a small smile crept onto your lips. It was one of the very few people in your life who could stop you from taking the final step. "Lee, what are you doing here?"

"Kara called me in panic, asked if you were with me.." began the CEO of L-Corp to speak, carefully taking small steps towards you. The raven haired knew exactly where to look for you, had she known the places you went when you needed space and distance. "Come down and talk to me, please"

"Talk about what? There is nothing to talk about, nothing matters anymore,"

"What is on your mind and what led you to this decision. Please, break your silence," she spoke to you urgently and pleadingly. Her usually strong and spiteful voice had dropped into a worried tone, and seemed almost choked as she whispered, "Let me help you"

A cold shiver ran down your back and made your body tremble again, but your tears had dried up. You stood still and silent, your gaze directed to the train that was approaching from afar. "The daily insults so full of hatred have destroyed my soul," your throat went dry, like you did swallowed sand while feeling a cold pressure in your chest. "I can not go on living like this"

"You have an entire family behind you that is willing to help. You just need to talk to us"

Lena´s firm words mingled with your interrupted thoughts and made you sob quietly. For a moment, you felt dizzy and though you were going to fall. But it was just an illusion that made you cling to the railing even tighter, yet it brought you to a realization.

You wanted to live. For your family but above all for what was still ahead of you.

"It will get better, Y/n…" a phrase you have been trying to convince yourself many times over the past few days but failed every time. When those words came out of her mouth, they sounded real. Honest.

Your thoughts faltered briefly and you looked up at emerald green eyes that seemed to glitter in the setting sun. "Really?" you doubted, and your trembling legs retreated to the center of the platform. Standing right on the boundary between solid ground and the abyss, you laid your cold-shivering hands on the iron concrete and looked up again, feeling the icy wind blowing through your hair and making your tears seem colder on your skin.

As soon as the raven haired saw the chance, she grabbed you with an incredible strength and pulled you over the parapet into her arms. Her arms wrapped tightly around your body, holding you close with a firm grip and breathed out a sigh of relief.

Lena laid her head on your shoulder before her eyes closed and focused on your trembling body, which seemed to shatter under her embrace. Your heartbeat seemed to slow, your breathing evened out with the steady rise and fall of your chest. There was only sobbing and a slight hiccup that broke the silence. "Shh, I am here"

And you were more than grateful for that. Grateful, that she saved you from a mistake you probably pulled through if she had not shown up.

[nymp21]

Never I’ve ever. (Baby danvers reader x Lena Luthor.)

Summary : you’re secretly dating Lena for two months. You haven’t told your sisters (Kara and Alex) yet because you’re quite afraid of their reaction (because Lena is older and they are quite protective around you) even if Lena is okay with it, she respects your decision to wait. One day Maggie ran into the two of you making love. You made her swear to never tell anyone. She agreed but said that you have to tell your sisters, that they would completly undertand. Tonight is the night of revelation, you’re planning to tell your sisters, you and Lena are dating but you’re too afraid. So Maggie has got a devilish plan ! She is quite a tease you know.

Warnings : Gifs are not mine. Mention of sex. 

Enjoy ;). If you want me writing prequel where Maggie surprises the reader and Lena making love, or a part two, let me know :). 

You were at the bar getting yours and Kara’s drinks and deep in your thoughts while the waiter was preparing them. You and Lena had planned to tell your sisters tonight, but you didn’t know how to bring the subject in the conversation. And you were scared of their reaction. You knew there wasn’t any reason to be, because, well they’re your sisters and you loved each others. Yet, you were sweating at the thought of it.

« So baby danvers ! » Maggie said making you jump. “Are you ready ?” 

She had a smile on her lips. Clearly she was enjoying it very much. Too much according to you. 

“No. I’m not. What if they tell Lena she is...”

“They won’t I can assure you.” She said putting a hand on your shoulder. There was a moment of silence as if she was thinking, then she spoke. “I may have an idea. Do you trust me ?” 

“Yeah ?” You wasn’t sure about that. 

Her smiled grown wide and it scared you a bit. 

“What do you have in mind ?” you said. 

“You’ll see little danvers !” She said as she returned at the table where Lena, your sisters, Winn, James and Mon El were sitting. You caught Lena’s glance at you and the smile she gave to you sent shivers in your spine and butterflies in your stomach. Yeah everything will be fine ! Then you saw Maggie winked at you and you had a bad feeling about all of this. 

“A Virgin Mojito and a Martini.” said the bartender giving to you two glasses. 

“Thank you !” 

You paid and you returned to your table. Kara welcomed you with cheers as you had her drink. 

“Thanks for the Mojito (Y/N). Even if alcool don’t really do anything to me, I must say this coktail is so delicious.”

You were about to sit between her and Alex but Maggie interrupted your move. 

“Oh (Y/N) there’s room between me and Lena.” 

You caught her wicked smile. What was on her mind ? You really started to worry. Then you sit between your almost sister in law and you secret girlfriend. Who discreetly entrelaced her fingers to yours under the table. Her soft touch was reassuring you as everyone started conversations.

“We should play a game !” Say Maggie suddenly. 

“Yeah ! Great idea !” Winn agreed. “Wich one ?”

“How about : Never I’ve ever ?”

“Are you sure about that ?” asked Alex with a frown. “I don’t really want to see my baby sister drunk after two sips.” 

“Hey !” you protested “I’m not that brittle. I can handle alcool !” 

“Yeah... Do you remember when you danced on the table last time. You only drank two beers (Y/N)” said Kara apologetically. 

And everyone in the table nodded, inclued Lena. 

“Come on you two ! She is an adult ! Let her live !” Maggie defended you and you were suprised. You found by the look of her that this was the part of her plan. “This game will prove you that your baby danvers is not a baby anymore. So who begins ? (Y/N) ?”

“Okay.” 

You thought for a moment before speaking again :

“Never I’ve ever lied to my parents.”

Everyone looked sternly at you. 

“What ?” 

“Seriously (Y//N) haven’t you got more boring question ?” said Winn. 

“Okay, okay, let me think... Never I’ve ever come home so drunk that my baby sister has to lie to my parents about me getting sick to cover me.”

“I hate you (Y/N)” Alex said drinking one sip, shoting you a furious glance and you chuckled. 

“Okay Lena your turn.” said Maggie. 

“Never i’ve ever be mad in love with someone.” 

“So cute.” Maggie commented and everyone drank. Lena caressing your hand and smiling at you. You smiled back getting her adorable message. 

Winn and Mon El went next with some question. Then it was Kara’s turn. 

“Never I’ve ever be afraid of high.” 

“That’s easy for you, you can fly !” you groaned drinking with Winn. You sister stick her tongue at you. 

“Never I’ve ever be a total baby when I am sick.” said Alex looking at you in the eyes. 

You sighed. Your sisters were really annoying tonight. 

“You guys plan to get me drunk or what ?” 

And you drank. 

“Ok, it’s my turn.” Said Maggie with the same wicked smile as ealier. “Never I ever had sex at work.”

Ok that wasn’t so bad, you thought. Then you saw Lena blush and drink one sip of her beer. Oh god. You remember now. 

“Hahaha I knew  that Lena Luthor has a thing for office sex !” said Maggie. 

Oh you have no idea you thought blushing too. 

Then you saw James drink too. 

“No way !” said Kara. “You ?!”

“Yeah... why not !” He told with a smirk. 

Then it was your turn again. 

“Never I’ve ever use my officer badge to have some free food.” you said. 

“Fair” Maggie conceed with fairplay driking her vodka.

You knew what she was planning but you’re totally in. You hasn’t be the one to suffer. You will make her regret her stupid idea. You were deeply in thought and it was Maggie’s turn again. Her Wicked smile was wide as ever. 

“Never I’ve ever call my girlfriend/boyfriend, Daddy during sex.” 

You went pale, then red. No she hadn’t dare... you watched her with disbelief and she smirked at you. Then you heard Alex groan and say. 

“Seriously baby... I didn’t need my sisters to know that” and she drank. 

And Kara made a sound of disgust.

“Totally worth the look of your face” responded Maggie but looking at you not at her girlfriend. 

She knew it of course, because when she caught you and Lena, she heard you. Oh God she promised never tell anyone. She was pure evil. You took you glass, hand trembling and face totally blushing and you drank earning silence at the table as everyone stared at you, mouth open. 

“... and I totally didn’t want to know that about my baby sister.” added Alex still in shock. 

“Me neither” murmured pale Kara. “ And I even can’t drink enough to make me forget about it.”

You were mortified and after your turn, Lena decided to avenge you. 

“Never I’ve never promising my friends that I would help themp and get to tease them at the end.” She said, looking Maggie in the eyes. 

Still, the inspector smiled and drink after murmuring that this was still totally worth it. 

A complete turn passed and then this was at Maggie again. And you knew what she was goign to say. 

“ Never I’ve ever be called daddy by my boyfriend/girlfriend during sex.” And she drank starring again at Lena who drank after her. 

“What ?!” Alex almost screamed looking between you and Lena as she seemed to understand. 

“ Oh I didn’t know you were a top Lena” Said Kara totally oblivious at the revelation. 

“Kara... you don’t understand.” Alex told her.

“What ?”

“And i’m going to ask a second question, because that’s my game and I do everything I want : Never I’ve never be, and still be, in love realtionship with someone at the table.” 

Kara, Mon El, Alex and her drank and then, Alex and her looked at you. You turn you head towards Lena. 

“Cheers ?” she said with her glass up. 

“Cheers...” you murmured and then drank with her. 

There were a silence as everyone figured out what juste happened and Maggie was smiled at you. 

“Wait... (Y/N) and Lena are together ?” realised Kara. “Like a couple ?”

Everyone nodded. 

“That’s great !” She said smiling at each of you. 

“Yeah this part is great.” Conceed Alex. “Kara... you DO realise that we’ve just learnt that our babysister and Lena had a dady kink in bed ?!”

“I told you she wasn’t a baby anymore.” Said Maggie with a smile. “Job’s done little danvers.” 

“Ahd how do you know about this ?” asked Alex suspciously. 

“Well...” sarted Maggie. 

“NO !” Lena interrupted her. “You don’t want to know about it Alex.”

Kara and Alex looked at each others. 

“Well... I think i’m going to get drunk to forget about the daddy kink part, but i am happy about you two. Really. I love you (Y/N) and I’m happy you choose someone as lovely as Lena.” 

“Yeah we are.” said Kara “Cheers to the two lovebirds.” 

Everyone cheers you up and Lena kissed you tenderly. 

“I knew everything was going to be fine.” She said to you. “I love you.” 

“I love you too.” You answered. “And I think it’s my turn.”

You looked at Maggie. 

“Never I’ve ever used my handcuff in bed.”

“You’re dead little danvers” she said drinking again. 

“Payback is a bitch Sawyer”.  

[oneshotnewbie]

HI!! Could you do a suicidal baby danvers oneshot? they're in highschool, probs the final year, and they're getting bullied really badly. One day when they walk into one of their classes they find their desk with things (like "f*g" or "fatass"). They skip the rest of their school day after that and go straight home, they write a suicide note and leave it for Alex and Kara. Make it super angsty, maybe a happy ending?:) I hope you have an amazing day, I love your page<33

Authors note: Way too long and a little rushed, but I wanted to put everything you asked me into this request. I tried to shorten it a bit but I didn't succeed. So sorry for that! Also parted in two parts because Tumblr did not let me post the whole thing :(

Trigger warning!This one-shot includes the topic of suicide and the plot is presented. If this triggers you too easily or you just can´t handle the subject, I urge you NOT to read this work. I am NOT embellishing this topic under any circumstance. Read at your own risk.

Summary: Life consists of small moments that shape us, stay in our memories and make us who we are. Often we don't even know what influence we have on other people, how we appear to the outside world and how we affect other people's lives. And this influence leaves traces

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When the alarm clock woke you up at 6am sharp, a hand grabbed the annoying troublemaker and slammed it against the wall. Grumbling, you whispered some swear words under your breath and piled the covers back over your head to avoid the outside world.

Unfortunately, the night always passed too quickly for you. You did not want to go back to school, lost all desire to return to your classroom every morning. For you, school was not a pleasure or an increase in your knowledge, but a single struggle for survival.

The knock on your door made you roll your eyes in annoyance. You quickly pushed the covers back against the end of the bed and sat up, rubbing a hand across your face to wipe the rest of sleep out of your eyes.

"Sleepyhead, are you awake?" your sister´s female voice asked muffled through the thick wood and you hesitated a moment with your answer, thinking about telling her that you were sick so you could stay at home, but you decided against it. "I am awake, I will be right there"

When you heard the footsteps moving away from your door, you slowly got in motion to get out of bed, leaving your small but beautiful kingdom to march into hell instead. In your room, you felt like you were in a glass box that shielded you from the outside world like a protective bubble. Here you were safe and at peace with all the people who loved you.

With a thoughtful face, you made your way to the open kitchen where Kara had already started conjuring up your breakfast. Throwing your backpack onto one of the free chairs at the dining table, you sat down on the bar stool opposite the blonde. Your head dropped to the wooden counter as your finger silently traced the texture.

"Is everything okay?" she murmured between pursed lips. Her head was cocked to the side, her long, honey blonde hair that was tied in a loose ponytail hanging down one of her shoulders. The knife that had recently been used loosely standing in her fist as she gazed at you intently. "You seem so calm to me lately"

Kara had suspected that something was on your mind, her sisterly instincts told her that something was very wrong. For weeks, there was something in your life that bothered you. You have been acting differently lately. Your behavior became withdrawn and calmer. You did not seem to have an appetite- you hardly ate anything anymore. However, she refrained from forcing you into a confession and possibly pushing you further away from her than you have been since your character transformation.

You looked over your shoulder and faltered, clearly uncomfortable at being asked the question. You did not want to tell her the truth, nor did you want to lie to your sister. Yet you were not ready to tell her what was going on in your life.

The blonde would drag the redhead into this situation and both of them might want to talk to your teacher or even your classmates. But that would probably make the situation worse, trigger further harassment.

"Yes. Yes, I am fine," you said quietly and turned your gaze to an imaginary point. Kara, on the other hand, kept her direct gaze strictly on you while an affirmative growl escaped her lips. "Actually, I am not hungry at all. Can you pack it for me?"

She sighed and walked around the kitchen counter to get to you. Her hands grabbed your shoulders and gently stroked them before she pulled you back and gently hugged you from behind. The sudden, loud pounding of your heart and the nervous playing with your fingers, made it clear to the young woman that you seemed to be struggling with yourself. "You can always talk to me, okay? I am here for you"

You snuggled into her arms, which hugged you tightly and full of strength into her body while one of them gently stroked your hair. "I know," you assured her, your voice breaking slightly as you tilted your head up to look at her. "You are always there when I need you"

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Despite getting up and leaving the house on time, you missed fifteen minutes of the first lesson. You had dawdled your way to school, getting more nervous each time you took a step further into the building.

Walking up the last few steps to your classroom and turning left down the hallway, you reached the first door of the corridor where math had already started. You nervously wiped your sweaty hands on your jeans and mentally prepared yourself for the impending confrontation. Then, you opened the door and the noise level in the class dropped significantly.

"You are late," your teacher spoke as he sat down at his desk and wrote an entry into the register. You paused at the door and surveyed the nineteen other teenagers before he looked at you warningly and you knew that because of all your delays, the crosses behind your name lined up like on a cementary. "Will not happen again"

On the way to your seat in the back row, the most famous girl tripped you and you stumbled, but managed to catch yourself before you hit the floor. Laughter filled the room and a lame joke was made about you. "Too stupid to walk, Danvers?"

You pained facial expression smoothed out and with an inconspicuous sideways glace, you looked appraisingly at Cindy before your teacher´s loud voice called for order. He ordered you to finally sit down and not disturb the class further than you already did.

Before you even sat down, you saw the doodled on your table that you had not noticed before. They had been re-scribed into the surface of the wood and highlighted with black marker. There is one word you were particularly sad to read about: fag.

Tears welled up in your eyes, which you tried to hold back as your stomach began to cramp up. You made no secret about your sexuality and were relatively open on the subject, yet you did not think it would ever be used against you.

"Who was that?" your trembling voice made it´s way between quiet laughter and silenced them completely. All eyes were on you, but they were by no means pitiable. With that, you turned around and left the room straight away.

The school hallway was not the widest construction and even with few students it seemed to be bursting at the seams. Other teenagers walked past you, it got a little cramped, and you were jostled and pushed against the wall.

Shortly thereafter, you fist collided with the wall, repeatedly hitting the white plaster in short frequencies. Tears rolled down your cheeks and mixed with the blood that smeared on your knuckles as you wiped them from your eyes.

But you did not care, you were fed up. The barrell overran and drowned your energy below zero.

[oneshotnewbie]

Can you do a oneshot where B!D has been unwell and having a lot of weird symptoms lately. She, her sisters, and Eliza are at the hospital when they find out she has lupus, and B!D just breaks down.

Addition from another request: Also in the lupus one shot can you have B!D tell her sisters she feels like a burden and they tell her shes not?

...

You felt like you were floating. The next moment your felt like your chest was buried and crushed. Overwhelmed by an heat that ran through your entire system and made your blood vessels boil. You tried to relax to banish the heat but you could not and felt your strength ebbing away. You felt defeated, you had to endure it.

"She has a fever of 102.2 degrees. Y/n never has been so sick before," Eliza informed her two girls, who she had called and asked to come back home. She was bent over your battered body and placing a cold rag on your sweaty neck.

Kara and Alex nodded briefly to let their mother know they were listening before the redhead moved to the other side of your bed and sat down next to you. "How long has she had this fever? Have you noticed anything about her lately?"

"She has been very tired lately and has often taken naps. She has lost weight due to the lack of appetite, which I have labeled as stress," Eliza reflected on the last few weeks before nodding. "She has also complained of extreme hair loss."

"What do we do now?" taking your limp hand and placing it in hers, she turned to the bio-engineer and gave her a serious look.

You opened your eyes for a moment, only to close them back shortly after. The dim light on your bedside table pierced through your skull and set your eyes ablaze. You wanted to say something, but no sound came out of your throat. You found yourself too weak to form words. "Hey, it is all good."

"Lexie," you croaked, knowing that it probably came out as an unintelligible noise, but also knowing that she understood you anyway. But she interrupted you with her soothing and deep voice, "Kara and I are here, you will be better soon."

"She needs treatment, she need medication," Eliza shook her head at your condition. She had noticed weeks ago that you had changed, but she never saw a possibility of a serious illness slowly taking hold of you.

Not a second after your mother said that sentence, Alex grabbed her car keys and handed them to Kara before carefully scooping you out of bed into her arms and carrying you out of your room to the car. You groaned out in pain during the movements, your whole body radiating pain in all directions. "Everything will be fine, kiddo. Just hold on to me, alright?"

...

When you came to, you did not feel much better than before. You could not move properly, all your joints ached like fire burning inside them and your head was throbbing so hard, you thought it was going to explode. Everything hurt.

"It was a good decision to bring your daughter here," the voice, echoing in the far distance, you identified as a man. Confused, you did not quite understood where you were- your eyes still closed. "She has an elevated blood sedimentation reaction, which has led us to conclude that it is something that is not exactly harmless."

"Mom?" you asked in a hoarse voice and interrupted the young man in his speech, amazed that you got any words out at all. You tried to open your eyes, waiting for them to adjust to the unfamiliar brightness. You slowly became aware of a dark figure leaning over you, holding something in her hand. "What happened?"

"You are in the hospital, sweets. We brought you here after Mom could not get your fever down. You probably dozed off and feel asleep on the drive." Kara already had an arm behind your back to support you, helping you to sit up a little before holding a glass of water to your dry lips.

The blonde stroked your hair soothingly after laying you back down and held your hand in her other, gently rubbing the back of your hand with her thumb. She had been disturbed by the doctor´s statement that something was wrong with you.

She was the only one next to you who could not do anything with this information. But the pronunciation of some of the things said, sounded audibly bad. "She has low white and red blood cells and platelet counts. Also, her body uses an unusual amount of complement factors C3 and C4,"

The doctor continued to talk, handling the eldest Danvers the handheld tablet with your chart showing your blood results. Alex, too, now joined her mother at her side and scanned the various criteria that the laboratory had examined.

"I talked to the chief physician and we then extended the blood tests. We noticed that she has auto antibodies with the specific AntidsDNA and the Anti-Smith antibody," you whole family waited anxiously for the doctor to continue, who had meanwhile sat down on the small stool that had been under the computer desk.

Curious, Kara´s blue eyes locked on him, breaking the awkward silence that permeated the room. "And what does that mean?" Eliza and Alex turned to her almost in unison. The redhead bit her lip inexorably while looking at your sleepy figure buried in the blondes sight as your mother caught the speech. "She has systemic lupus erythrocytes. In short, lupus."

"In normal language please,"

"Y/n has an autoimmune disease in which her immune system attacks her healthy body cells and causes inflammation. It damages her organs." Alex had taken the word and felt the fear that spread in the blondes faltering voice.

Kara looked up at the doctor again, who just gave her a sad nod in confirmation of what her sister had said. Silence drowned out the movements and sounds in the hallway. Nobody would have thought that silence could be so uncomfortable. The blonde sank onto your bed and looked down at you while pulling you closer to her chest.

"Can it be cured?" Your eyes had meanwhile filled with tears that were spreading down your cheeks. Fear filled your entire body and made you shiver, drawing the redheads attention to you. She quickly got up from the foot end of the bed and turned to your free side. She carefully pulled the duvet up to your chin and sat down next to you. "Or will I die?"

"Sadly, this cannot be cured," the man in the white coat picked up the conversation and smiled slightly at you. "But the goal is to prevent organ damage and relieve symptoms. If you take the medication that we will put you on after a few more tests, than you can live with it."

You nodded and closed your eyes, a small stone wandering away from your heart. While your mother went outside with the doctor to discuss more things, your siblings stayed close to you and held you tight. "God, I am one of a burden"

"Hey," Alex whispered before you opened your eyes and looked straight into her brown ones. "Hey, Alex.." even to your own ears, you sounded weak and broken.

You tried to squeeze even closer to Kara´s body, liking the sheer warmth she was radiating. She wrapped her arms around your exhausted one. The blonde did not have to ask how you were. She senses how vulnerable you felt at the moment. "You are never a burden to us. Never,"

The redhead also hid under your covers and snuggled into your side, her head resting on your shoulder. "We are here for you, always." she planted a gentle kiss on your cheek and immediately, it was like she was charging your energy with her closeness. She moved even closer and placed more kisses on your nose and temple, bringing a smile to your lips. "There is my girl."

It was reassuring that there was someone with you, protecting you, caring and loving you just the way you were. With all your flaws and your mistakes.

[oneshotnewbie]

ʜᴜɴɢᴇʀ ꜱᴛʀɪᴋᴇ ɪɪ - ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀɢɪʀʟ

Trigger warning! This one-shot includes the topic of an eating disorder, illness and an unhealthy eating behavior. These plots are presented. If this triggers you too easily or you just can´t handle those subjects, I urge you NOT to read this work. I am NOT embellishing this topic under any circumstance. Read at your own risk.

Authors note: Finally a little update on this story, yeay!

You leaned your forehead against the window before the train drove the last few meter into the station, seeking the comfortableness in it while calming your mind in a way. It was already dark when you arrived in National City and you got off exhausted. The nervousness and tension that had steadily increased along the way made your heart beat faster. The recurring dizziness forced you to get a small snack during the stop in Carthago.

A soft sigh left your lips as the native air crept into your nostrils. On the one hand you were happy to return home, but on the other hand you were afraid of it.

The first semester at Aetherford University had passed calmly but with a lot of stress. You had the chance to be mostly left alone by your and avoided engaging with them via video chat. Even Kara had avoided asking for a video call every third day of the week, otherwise she always had shaky hands just to see you again.

You needed this break, you had to think about a few things. A few months ago your body and mind had started playing against you. A trap had formed, which created more and more problems for you and also caused great fear.

At first you thought it was just happening because you were so stressed and everything was new, but it was not. You quickly found that trying to fight back was useless, because no matter what you did.. It got worse.

You were glad you were able to hide it; you did not know much people at university. At least not someone, who would really care. But it was slowly becoming clear to your professor and your room mate that you seemed emptier and weaker.

It started with just skipping breakfast, but over time it got worse. Breakfast turned into meals that were skipped and you started to survive only on snacks. Protein bars, apples, broccoli. Several times you came close to writing to your sisters, but immediately dismissed the idea. You were sure that they would immediately worry and take you out from university to bring you home.

At moments like this you wished Maggie back. The brunette would certainly have known a good solution or advice without telling Alex anything. But you could not ask her anymore, the contact broke apart.

Memories came flooding back of how Maggie and Alex had split up and you saw her boarding a train to another city right here where you were standing now. And even though you have been talked out of the fact that you could have done something about it, you still berated yourself for not at least trying. It had just been, on the whole, a heartbreaking disaster. Not just because Alex wanted to have children back then, no. Alex could not imagine a life without them and was forced to separate from her great love.

A final sigh left your lips and you took one step after the other in agony. Your head hurt and you did not know if it was because you had not eaten and drunk much today or if it was simply because you sat on a train for five hours straight with a baby crying almost non-stop.

But one thing was certain: It could not be because of the many books in the library.

Over the last six months you have been looking for answers and self-help in the library, but unfortunately you have not found any that helped you. Instead, it kept getting worse.

At first it was difficult for you to really take this problem seriously, as it was often unclear or you had suppressed it. It changed quickly, however, and the consequences became clearer and sharper over time, especially since spring.

That is why you were reluctant to let classmates touch or hug you. You also no longer voluntarily sought physical contact. You were afraid that others would be afraid of you.

A loud horn honk pulled you back to the here and now and you saw none other than Alex on her motorbike. You just hoped that the redhead would not get the idea to hug you right away. You did not want to let it happen until you got your illness under control.

"Look who we have here, the missing Danvers!" mocking, her voice cut through the street noise. You closed your eyes briefly and took a deep breath; now it was going to get serious and you had to be careful at everything. "C´mere, kiddo."

You quickly raised a hand in front of your body, and held it in place. "No hugs please. I, eh… pinched two of my ribs and it hurts like hell," you lied and in the same moment you could have slapped yourself for this statement.

Your sister eyed you intently. You looked ill in her eyes and even though she could not see your face directly because of the darkness, she still noticed how pale and tired you looked.

For several months, Alex Danvers wondered what was wrong with her youngest sister. He had noticed the rapid change in you, even when you were miles away. After all, she was not a DEO agent for nothing. And she wondered why you did not talk to her, you always did.

"Well, can I give you at least a kiss on your cheek?" she asked with a slight smile on her lips. You nodded and mirrored her facial expressions. Putting on a mask, a smiling face. A breathy laugh escapes my mouth so she can not see my pain. The redhead quickly leaned down and gave you three small kisses on the cheek before placing a helmet in your hands and gently wrapping an arm around you.

You felt her hand on your shoulder and instinctively wanted to shake it off when she pulled it back on her own to get her keys out of her leather jacket. You knew from her lingering eye contact that she was not satisfied with your previous answer and that she suspected something. Nevertheless, you were glad that she left you alone without forcing any questions on you.

[oneshotnewbie]

Could you write a b!D where b!D comes homes home with part of her arm being prosthetic and the Danvers sisters don't nocie until there's like and alien attack and the aliens has magnetic powers or something?

A/N: Hope you like it.

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You were a soldier in the German Armed Forces for four years and fought on fronts like Iran, Afghanistan and Somalia, but your career ended abruptly last year after you were hit by a shrapnel bomb in an enemy attack and lost your arm.

Alex and Kara didn't know about your loss and the near death experience, you kept it secret and pretended that you couldn't make a video call because your base was attacked or something else intervened. You acted as if you were still at war even though you were flown to a nearby hospital and stayed there for some time.

You even had to beg your boss and best friend to lie for you so they wouldn't find out.

But now the time had come; a few months ago you got your prosthetic arm, which had been built from false skin on your stump, and learned to use and move it before you stood in front of the apartment door of your blonde sister and were ready to come home.

Shakily you knocked on the white wood and patiently waited for the footsteps that slowly got louder and closer, followed by a laughter that you could assign to your oldest sister. The door popped open and her eyes widened while her pink lips formed to a large circle. "Y/n!"

"Surprise!" you screamed and opened your arms in a gesture of joy. Immediately the redhead jumped up from her seat on the couch and ran towards you before she happily fell around your neck and kissed you on the cheek as a greeting. Kara also joined in, her face buried deep in the area between your neck and shoulder. "I've missed you both so much!"

"We missed you too!"

Grinning over both ears, they pulled you into the familiar apartment where you would spend the next weeks and months before you would find something on your own. You stood in the middle of the living room, your eyes closed as you breathed in the scent from the past.

There was nothing better than coming back home after a long time of being away.

"You have to tell us as much as you can!" said Kara eagerly and pulled you by the shoulders to the kitchen while Alex brought your suitcases into your old room. "Kara, let her come home and relax first. She's still in her uniform!" the redhead giggled and walked back to the fridge to offer you a cold flask of beer.

You looked down at yourself; after you said goodbye to the army life, your boss had allowed you to secretly take an uniform with you as a memorial and you put it on for the trip, trying to appear as if you had just arrived from the war zone.

You had to be careful from now on.

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A few days passed during which you meticulously made sure that the two oldest Danvers didn't notice your missing forearm; in the evening you locked your room with the key to avoid someone crushing in while you were sleeping and seeing your prosthesis lying on the dresser. You also blocked the bathroom as soon as you were inside.

You paid attention to small details like the side with the prosthesis were always away from them as soon as the three of you made yourself comfortable on the couch, so that no one accidentally touched it and noticed it was steel. You only used the arm when it was absolutely necessary to prevent them from seeing the lack of grip.

And it had worked, at least until now.

An alien made the city unsafe - Alex and Supergirl were called to put an end to this and to protect people from worse. You wanted to help; you had many years of fighting experience and even while that wasn't exactly what helped by an alien attack, you could serve as a support to Alex and make sure, she was okay and safe.

When the blonde sat you down on the floor so that you could first take care of the fearful and panicked people, you already felt a violent pull in your prosthetic arm; however, you waved it off as a rebuilding blister on your stump and carried on with the work that was meant for you.

It didn't took long for the buckles around the last part of your severed arm pressing into your flesh - each time a bit tighter as you got closer to the alien, almost pulling it out and you bit your lip, not knowing if the phantom pain took over you or something messed with it.

The scream of your eldest sister for your name made you emerge briefly from the pain and the thoughts as you scanned for her between the crowd that had formed. As if you had an X-Ray vision, you found her immediately and ran over to her while you looked up and saw J'onn and Kara still trying to put an end to the alien.

Alex, who tried to shoot at him from below, only managed to cause tiny damage for a short time, but she took all his attention and he was punched to the ground by Supergirl's fist. Immediately the impact and the strong forces forced you to your knees and your body started to tremble while you cried out in pain - holding your prosthesis.

The redhead didn't understood what was happening next to her and she let herself fall next to you, her hands hovering over your body. She looked at you and tried to feel if you had any injuries before the leather buckles snatched and your artificial limb made it's own way and got stuck on the alien's chest.

You closed your eyes in relief and supported yourself with your hand that was still there while at the same time becoming aware of what you had just pushed yourself into.

You certainly didn't mean to confess it to them like that.

"Y/n.." a voice stammered above you and you slowly but hesitantly raised your head. Kara now hovered over you and the eldest Danvers, slowly let herself back onto the floor. She had a shocked look on her face and her eyes glittered in the sunlight as they started to fill with tears. "What happened.."

"A bomb." you answered in a whisper and let yourself fall on your bum, pulling your legs to your body as you tried to hold back the tears yourself.

Alex moved a bit closer to you, her arm around your shoulder while she slowly pulled you towards her, also visibly overwhelmed with this situation and the secret that you were carrying around with you. "Since when?"

"At the time I was in Iraq."

Both drew in a sharp breath and the blonde put a hand over her mouth to suppress her sobs as she desperately looked at the redhead. The eyes of Alex got bigger, the more she realized how long you had been hiding it and under how much pain and pressure you must have been, how you had to deal with it alone all the time.

One question arose in her head - why you had never said anything about it and why she hadn't noticed anything.

"I didn't want to tell you because I was afraid; afraid that you would reject me because-"

"Woah, sweetheart. Stop. Now." Kara's voice was now serious, but still soft. She stepped up to you and crouched down, her fingers under your chin so that she could catch your lost and tearful looks while the other hand intertwined with yours. "No matter how you look, what happened to you or anything else. We would never dismiss you - for nothing. You are our sister, nothing in the world could change that."

[oneshotnewbie]

Can you do teen B!D being really closed off and problematic and she doesn’t let anyone in and she fights with Alex all of the time Kelly always thinks that B!D should see a therapist but B!D doesn’t wnat to. Then they somehow find the reason B!D is distant and closed off and full of rage is because she’s scared that they would hurt her one day or leave bc everyone did when she was a kid?

Ik it’s a lot lol but you can turn it down. I don’t mind that <3

For the second time this week you didn’t gave a damn about school and instead went into town with your friends to chill and smoke. You did not came home at the time when Alex had expected you either as your friends and you decided to smuggle yourself into a disco that you were far too young for.

You turned off your cell phone since you knew that annoying messages from your sisters would drive you nuts as soon as they realized you weren’t coming home. You also knew that Alex would track you down to find out were she could pick you up. And you definitely wanted to prevent that.

Hours went by, night was breaking in and you made it to the club.

Narcotics were in the air, alcohol flowed in extremes and the music pounded in your head. You felt liberated, your body was light and danced to the beat.

You were even willing to make out with men who were much older than you. Not because you found them attractive, but because you were so sniffed that you didn’t give a shit about anything except to enjoy the party in full swing.

You didn’t even wasted a minute thinking about how worried your sisters were because overall, they didn’t cared and would leave you anyway like everyone did in the past, right?

It was after one when a security guard dragged you off a guy’s lap and asked you to show him your ID. From then on everything went downhill and the night was over.

You refused to show your pass and he took you to the office. You had to sit there until the police were called and they came to pick you up. Even when they arrived, you were not ready to reveal your identity and kept your mouth shut. It wasn’t until they did a quick drug and alcohol test and told you, that if you didn’t tell them who you were, they’d take you to the police station and you would have to be put behind bars, at least until tomorrow morning.

Panic crept inside you, you heard shitty stories from jail, half of your friends already were there, and you were scared so you gave in and gave them your name. Immediately you were taken to the police car and they drove you home, where you could get ready for stress with your sister.

When you arrived, you showed them the way to the apartment in which you lived. You would like to run away to escape this moment, but in the end, your sisters would now what you did and you would really have to spend the night in cell.

One of the policemen rang the doorbell and you listened almost annoyed as several footsteps stomped to the door and it opened with a huge swing. „Where the hell were you?“ Alex yelled and didn’t even noticed that you weren’t the only one standing at the door.

„Mrs. Danvers?“ asked your male companion in the blue suit and waited eagerly for the answer from the red-haired one. „Yes, this is me.“ she said between gritting teeth and her look told you how angry she was with you.

„Does this girl belong to you?“

„Yes, this is my little sister.“ the redhead replied in a disappointed tone. Kelly had watched everything from the couch before she stood up and walked to the side of her wife, arms crossed.

She was mad at you too, but the concern won the battle against her emotions. She didn't know why you were behaving like this lately and it broke her heart when she had to watch how the loving relationship between Kara, Alex and you grew more distant and you repelled everyone.

Kelly didn't know you like that and she was afraid that it had something to do with her.

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After the police brought you home and explained to your sister and her girlfriend how and where they had found you, all hell broke out and you just wanted to disappear again. You didn't feel like hearing your sister's words and the screams that followed, so you fled to your room, locking the door quickly behind you so that even Kelly no longer had access to you.

Annoyed, you threw yourself on the bed and tried to let your thoughts wander. You heard Kelly sensitively talk to Alex, calming her down. You tried to block out the voices of the respective people in front of your door when your ears got pricked up at one word again. "Therapy"

Immediately you supported your body on the mattress and repelled yourself from it before you walked to the door. The lock turned and you teared open the door with one big swing. Screaming, you walked back to the redhead and black haired woman that were standing in the middle of the living room. "I am not going to therapy. I don't need an shrink."

"Then tell us what's wrong with you. In all the years I've known you, you've never acted like this. Your behavior is completely over the top." your sister sobbed desperately and held a hand in front of her forehead to cover her tears. "Please talk to me, I can't take it anymore. Please babygirl."

The anger in you turned into sadness when you saw your sister so broken. She was everything to you - your whole world - and only now did you notice and understood how bad you had treated her because you were not doing well, fighting with and against yourself.

"Don't leave." you mumbled while your throat closed from suppressed tears. Tired of all the thoughts and feelings that been haunting you for too long, you collapsed crying in front of them. "Please, Allie. Don't leave me alone." You sat on your knees, trembling on the floor, your gaze lowered while your tears dripped unhindered onto your thighs. You clasped your hands in front of your chest, almost in panic, hugging you as tightly as you could.

The way Alex was, she had quickly pushed her feelings and worries aside and ran up to you with her wife and kneeled in front of you. Slowly and as tenderly as she could, she tried to take your cramped hands off your torso and placed them in hers instead while Kelly came behind you and tried to calm you down."Why do you think that?"

"Because until now, everyone who has become important to me has left me." you sniffed and she pulled you into her embrace. Her warm hands wandered up an down your back while you rested your head in the crook of her neck, clutching yourself against her. "My real parents gave up on me, the system didn't care about me, Winn & Maggie left without thinking about me, Eliza doesn't even care because I didn't even heard from her since forever.. Dad died without us even knowing that he was near us the whole time."

"But I care. Kara cares.." Kelly had stepped behind Alex to look into your eyes and rub your arm soothingly while she mingled with the redhead's woman's words. "I care too. And Lena & J'onn do too."

"Just because people have hurt or left you in the past, doesn't mean everyone will. Not everyone wants the worst for you."

You started to let your emotions run free even more when you sobbed out loud. Alex's tears flowed freely too, relieved when she finally found out why you were like that to her and the rest of your family but also sad, knowing that you felt the way you did.

"Is that why you acted like that? You wanted to isolate us from yourself so that it doesn't hurt when we go?" the black-haired asked softly and your gaze turned to her. Your eyes caught in hers and you only got a small nod before you buried yourself in your sister's neck again.

Also relieved, she let her head fall down and took a deep breath while a large stone peeled away from her heart. Every day she thought that the way you acted was because of her, that you didn't like her. And even if the reason you gave wasn't nice and she knew that you needed help to get rid of this thought, she was internally liberated and happy that it was just this reason.

"Honey, I promise you that I.. we.. will never in the lifetime leave you."

[oneshotnewbie]

I need to see B!D get reunited with Alex and Kara!! (Missing for a decade part4 please :^ )

During the examinations they wanted to do on your daughter and you in the hospital, you didn't let go of the detective's hand.

Without it, you felt left alone and completely surrendered to the world around you that you no longer knew. To make her disappear from sight even for a small moment when she wanted to get you water, was for you as if everything could only have been a dream and she wouldn't come back, as if there was a possibility that everything could have been in vain.

"Momma?" did you hear a voice from far away, which however could not detach you from your thoughts.

You weren't sure yet whether this was all just a dream that you would soon wake up from and your brain was playing a trick on you or not. Everything was in slow motion, blurry. It all felt so fake, so unreal.

"Y/N?" This time the voice was louder, a slight squeeze in your full hand and a tug on your shirt finally tore you out of the foggy gamble and you shook your head.

With lifeless, dull eyes you looked up into Maggie's shiny, moist eyes. She smiled softly and inaudibly whispered a 'are you okay?' before you nodded and turned to your daughter.

She now had a small juice pack in her hand that she was sipping on and a small Nemo toy that the nurse gave her to distract her from the examinations. "Look, mommy. Found Nemo, can go back to papa."

You carefully took the toy out of her hand while you looked at it, it held so many memories.

You wanted Grace to hear them too, even if she might not yet fully understood. Almost every time you were in hell's house together, you told her the story of the little orange fish in your hand while you kept interrupting and telling her about her aunts.

"Do you know what I always told you about that little fish?" you asked and she grinned as she knelt in front of you and looked at Maggie. "Mommy said fish is like her. That's funny because Nemo is a boy and mamma a girl."

The brunette smiled and sat in the free space on the bed next to the child, still not letting go of your hand. She was amazed that despite such circumstances, Grace had a shine in her eyes and trust in people, especially that she could speak so well even though she had no learning opportunities except you.

Interrupting, the nurse wanted to give you an access to add fluids and antibiotics. You asked Maggie to distract the little one while that was happening. You didn't want Grace to see this, she was too young.

As if Grace knew that she shouldn't notice something, she crawled onto the brunettes lap and leaned against her while she waved the toy in front of her face without looking back. "Why is Nemo like your mom?" she tried so distract her while also wanting to know what you had told her. Her gaze was still on you and tried to calm you down with circular movements on your palm as the needle was stuck into you.

"Nemo was taken away from family by danger and managed to get back to papa through a mistake from danger. Just like her," she gasped briefly before she broke away from Maggie, looked deeply into her eyes and put on a serious look. "We are home, or? Friends saved Nemo, you saved us. You are friends?"

"She is family, Gracie." you reminded her.

Now you looked at Maggie too. Her gaze was lowered, but you noticed the slight pulling up of her nose and the suppressed sobbing; she fought back tears. "Maggs.."

"Can you excuse me for a moment?" she asked almost and looked at you with a tearful face and again panic rose in you and you felt so desperate. You held on to her hand and wrist as tightly as you could just to keep her from letting go. "Y/N, I will be right back. I have to call Alex and Kara, they are frustrated. I will just walk in front of the door and you will be able to see me from her on the window, ok? I won't go away, I promise."

The nurse, still doing her work, followed your conversation from the beginning. She didn't know how you were feeling but she knew that you would now cling to everything and everyone until you understood that you were safe and didn't have to go back.

She put her hands on your cold and cramped hands and you looked at her with fear and pure panic in your eyes. With emotion and a big smile, she managed to get you to loosen your long, thin fingers from the detective and instead hold hers tight as long as the brunette was not there. "Lie down, sweetheart. I will take care of you while Detective Sawyer is gone, okay?"

You nodded and slowly sank into the pillow. While Grace fell on top of you and tried to relax, you watched every step Maggie took. It took a while for Maggie to be seen after she stepped out the door. Her head was still lowered and she ran her hands various time over her face and breathed deeply in and out.

You could swear that the nurse injected a sedative or something similar into your IV because as soon as your daughter's weight was on you and you felt the warmth of her body, your eyes became heavy and you had no chance to keep them open. The tiredness run over you; it was all too much new at once.

Your last look turned to Maggie who had her phone to her ear, sobbing and smiling.

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You woke up to a child's laugh and realized pretty quickly that it was your daughter. Even if you didn't want to have children and she was given to you through dire circumstances, she saved your life every day in captivity. You knew that you had to fight for her and that you couldn't give up so she had to stay with him. And so you survived the long time; she was one of your heroes.

"Momma!"

"No, sweetie. Let her sleep. She needs the rest." whispered a strangely familiar voice and you heard her little laughter again, which put a big grin on your face.

As if it had clicked in your head, you realized whose voice you heard and your eyes were wide open before you looked into several tearful faces who no longer seemed sad. Everyone looked happy.

The redhead was sitting on one of the brown chairs next to your bed and tickled Grace, which was standing on her thighs, while Kara and Maggie each stood on either side and made balloons out of gloves that they let rain over them.

"May I join?" you asked carefully and everything began to stand still for them; all eyes were on you and you could see that some tears started to built up again. Your sibling's jaw dropped down and they looked at you in shock, not knowing how to react.

It was like a miracle for them to see you again, their hopes were gone long ago and now you were back.

[oneshotnewbie]

I hope you feel much better today! Since I follow you since beginning and you mentioned many times that your try to get through the trauma of hospitals, would you want to try write your story and what happened to you this time? It is totally okay if not, I understand. I just thought maybe then you will feel better?

A/N: This was.. harder than I thought. --- It was three o'clock in the morning when you woke up in your bed, bathed in sweat and immediately gasped for air. Your chest burned, the pulling and the unbearable pain beamed into your back. You tried to calm down from the anxiety that chased through your body and sit up a little more upright.

The day before you weren't feeling well, you couldn't describe exactly how. You went for a walk in the morning, which was usually nothing special, but your pulse shot up from one second to another, dizziness overflowed you and your legs gave up. You could make it home only with a lot of effort.

When you got home, you called your family doctor who called you to the practice as an emergency and you made yourself on the way. In the meantime you felt better, but your heart was still racing.

When you got to him, you passed out in the middle of the waiting room and woke up a few minutes later on the stretcher in the laboratory of the office. A good friend of Alex, who worked there, sat next to you and observed your heart rate with an electrocardiography while waiting for the doctor.

However, the results were inconspicuous; your sinus line was good and nothing special was to be seen in it. With the words, "a heart rate over 140bpm in a lying position, a young heart like yours can cope with. You will still have your blood drawn to be sure." he said goodbye and you came home with great difficulty where you immediately went to bed and spent the day.

You hadn't told your sisters anything.

And now you were here; again and again you tried to catch your breath, but almost nothing came through and every little movement of your chest in an attempt to breathe burned as if you swallowed fire.

With a lot of effort you made it to Kara's bedroom and sat down on her bed while gently shaking her shoulder to wake her up.

She was shocked when she opened her eyes and saw only one figure in the darkness before she switched on the lamp on her bedside table at lightning speed and looked into your panicked, tear-smeared face. "Y/N, what happened?"

But you couldn't answer properly, instead you put both hands around your neck and chest before tapping it several times, hoping to show her what was going on while gasping for breath.

Her blanket, which she had previously over her, flew to the side with a swing and she was on her way down to the floor where she knelt down and looked at you. She closed her eyes and concentrated on your heartbeat, which was above her norm, tripping every now and then and making her startle in panic.

"I will call the ambulance and Alex. I won't fly you there alone, that would be too dangerous in your condition." she said, stood up and fumbled with her hand on her desk while she kept her eyes on you and tried to position you with her other free hand on her bed so that your upper body was leaning against the head of the bed.

"I can't breathe, Kara." you whispered and started crying again. You were overwhelmed by the whole situation and the fear within you as to why this was all happening didn't make the whole situation any easier. "It's burning."

"Your chest?" she asked with raised eyebrows and wide eyes while she had her phone clamped to her ear and was pacing up and down. You just nodded and closed your eyes to calm down. "Hey, stay up, honey. You can't fall asleep now, all right?"

"Okay."

You watched the blonde while she spoke to the emergency call center and told them everything she knew. Almost overwhelmed with the situation as you, she shouted into the phone that an ambulance should be sent immediately and then hung up to inform the oldest Danvers what was happening.

She also told her everything in cure form and asked her to wait for the two of them in the hospital. She threw her cell phone on the bed and sat on the edge of the bed next to you while she took your hands in hers and just looked at you.

There were tears in her eyes by now. "Just stay awake okay? It'll be all right."

"I am not tired." you replied and put your head back on her pillow. "It doesn't matter. Just stay awake and look at me."

The minutes in which you waited for the ambulance felt like hours in which you lay half in her arms and cried bitterly, still barely breathing, completely panicked and overwhelmed by the situation. When Kara finally left you to give the emergency doctor access, you closed your eyes to calm yourself down in some way, help was already there.

After a few questions from the paramedics and an EKG that showed no signs of any deficiencies in your heart, they still took you to the hospital to do more tests to make sure nothing is really wrong.

---

"Baby, what happened?" the redhead asked in shock when you entered the door of your room in a wheelchair and with a nurse, your eldest sister already waiting longingly for you. "Give me a minute." you talked without real breath in your lungs and tired from the night.

You had spent the night in the emergency room with a blood pressure machine that painfully squeezed your arm every half hour and various cables that monitored you, a nice lady who took blood from you every other hour and next to an elderly lady who was so annoying that you could hardly close your eyes and sleep.

"Couldn't breathe, chest was burning, dizzy and hot." you stopped every little sentence, the air that got through your nose through an air cannula from an oxygen tank didn't help much either.

Alex thanked the nurse and took over to lay you sensibly and carefully in bed, cover you up to make everything as comfortable as you needed it to be. She had also given you water in a glass and put it to your lips, she could see that you were trembling and possibly couldn't hold the glass by yourself. However, you refused all food and water, your appetite and the desire for water was nonexistent. "And what did the doctors say?"

"Heart is okay, they think it comes from the stomach or the spine."

"Thank god." she folded her hands in front of her body in prayer and sat down next to you on the bed, holding you lightly in her arms. "You don't even know what a terribly fear you made us."

"You won't get rid of me that quickly," you smiled and started coughing, hoping to get more air. "Where is Kara?"

"She went to change and wanted to get something to eat. She was so worried to leave the hospital without you or any kind of information that she was in her pajamas until just an hour ago." she laughed and dragged you with her into a laugh. "I had to force her to getting changed. Force Supergirl to do something that she doesn't want to do is.."

"Life threatening." you finished her sentence and tired snuggled closer to her while waiting for your other sister to come and push your mood a little bit up.

With Alex and Kara, every crisis could be overcome and they always helped you through everything.

You were strong together.

[oneshotnewbie]

Baby Danvers has neck stiffness in the morning and instead of going to work, Alex or Kara go with her to the chiropractor as an emergency because obviously she can't drive their without turning her head because it's unsafe and while B!D gets checked out and gets cracked, she swears and Alex is confused and shocked because B!D never swears?

A/N: Short but based on a true story! :D

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Immediately after getting up in the morning you were in a bad mood and cursed your pillow. Actually, you had a good one that never gave you any problems but when Kara decided to replace them with new and cheaper versions, you were plagued by headaches and neck stiffness.

Like now.

"Good morning, sunshine," the blond-haired greeted as she was about to tie the last strand of her hair in a braid. Alex on the other hand, sat at the kitchen counter and enjoyed her first cup of coffee and a bagel while reading the newspaper. "How was your night?"

You rolled your eyes and ran your flat hand over your battered neck as you tried to turn it from left to right. You walked the last few steps to the kitchen where you pulled a warming patch from the closet and stuck it on your neck.

When you got to the redhead's side, you gave her a gentle kiss on the cheek before you sat down next to her and stole a piece of the bagel from her. "I will put it this way; do you take my pillow away one more time or buy some cheap stuff without asking me, Alex will be the executor of my revenge."

While the redhead started to laugh and choked on the brown liquid, Kara looked over at you from the mirror with wide eyes and a slightly open mouth. "Why?" she asked, her eyebrow arched as she walked over to you, hugging you from the side.

"How can you sleep on those stupid things?" the gesture of stretching your arm in the direction where the problem was, always indicated to the two siblings that it was serious and you were annoyed. "A rock would be more comfortable than them! This neck breakers will end up in the trash today and you will pay for new ones."

"Are you not happy with the pillows?"

"Are you kidding?" you laughed as you started messing around on your cell phone looking for a phone number of a chiropractor who answered emergencies and would call you to the office immediately. "I can't move my head left or right. I can't even see my feet because I can't lover my head."

With the phone to your ear, you punched her lightly on her upper arm and went back to your room to make a call. You managed to find a gentleman who wanted you in his office within half an hour. Now you just needed someone who could drive you; it would be too dangerous to drive alone if you had not chance to look over your shoulder.

Through the half open door your stuck your head out as best you could and looked around to see if Alex was still at home. "Lexie, can you drive me to the doctor? They told me to come in now."

"Of course. Get ready, I will let J'onn know and wait for you." she smiled at you and started ot put away her dishes.

With a barely audible 'thank you', you disappeared back into your room an began to change.

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"Fuck!" you screamed as the doctor put his trained grip on your neck and pushed you back and forth.

The crack in every movement and the pulling pain that lay on it made you dizzy, which according to him was a good sign. It showed he was doing it right. "For fucking's sake!"

Alex, who was waiting for you outside, happened to be standing at the tilted window of your examination room and listened. She wasn't sure if she should laugh or be angry with you that you even used words like that.

Her cheeks flushed redder the more and more people walked past her and the place where she was standing and you started to curse again. The redhead watched people turn around, get frightened or just thought that she was crazy and started walk faster.

After a while there was silence in the street and all the redhead cold hear was a door of the entrance slamming before she saw you walking to her, angry and with slight tears in your eyes. "I swear to you, I will sue him!"

"As I heard, he should report you for insult." Grunting, she started to laugh as her arms rested under her chest and she leaned her back against the wall. "What happened in there? Your language told me and others it wasn't a pleasure."

"My whole spine, every single vertebra in my body was split in half once, that happened!" you pouted and took a short pause to breathe. "It felt so good but I hate him so much but love him for getting me better."

"Ehh.." was all Alex had to say. She furrowed her brows before she laughed again at your sentence and took you in her arms while she led you to the car. "You're chaotic."

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Can you please do a part 3 to coughing blood where B!D wakes up in a bit of pain cause the beds where off and Kara holds her hand while Alex gets the nurse and lets her squeeze as hard as she wants. And afterwards helps her like drink water?

A/N: It's short but I didn't exactly know how to write it :(

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"Fuck." you complained as soon as your eyes opened. You wanted to push yourself a bit higher with your elbows but the pain in your chest seemed to keep you from doing it. While the bed was in a half-seated position, you slipped down during your resting phase and were left in an uncomfortable position and there was no possible way to get yourself up again.

Through your concentration on making it, you didn't even noticed your sisters who were dragged out of sleep by your grim mood and slowly got up from the bed and the armchair. Still half asleep, they looked at you and your pained face was enough to put them on alert and banish the tiredness from their systems. "Hey, hey, hey. What's wrong?"

You followed the tube that hung from your arm up to the bar where your painkillers were hanging and noticed that the bottle was still full and the liquid in it hadn't drained overnight. Contorted with pain, you rolled your eyes and leaned back against your pillow. "The port for the painkillers wasn't opened at all. Nothing came through!"

Alex and Kara also dared to look up at the bar next to your bed and saw the problem. "What is that supposed to be?!" the redhead complained and stood up, swirling the bottle several times - it was really still completely full. "I will go and get the nurse, they should do their damn job right."

The red-haired angrily stomped to the door and took gloves from the compartments and a cap for your vein access. As soon as she was back at your bed, she carefully unscrewed the hose and closed the access with the cap she had previously fetched so that your blood couldn't flow out unhindered.

Annoyed, she disappeared from the room while you threw your free arm over your eyes and took a deep breath.

Every breath was like a burning inferno.

With your eyes covered and closed, you tried to ignore the outside world and concentrate on the pain so that it was not as strong and as attacking you emotionally as it was already. It wasn't easy and the pain was beyond your tolerance.

The blonde next to you had noticed and you felt something rustling and moving next to you before her fingertips touched your palm and tickled it before her fingers intertwined with yours and held it tight. "Press whenever the pain gets too strong, it may help you."

You nodded and immediately began to squeeze like crazy. You just hoped Alex would come back as soon as possible and inject those damn painkillers into your vein herself. "Ouch, ow, ow."

You bent one leg slightly and shook yourself in pain before you crushed Kara's hand as hard as you could again. "You're doing well, honey." she praised you and you were thankful for her being with you right now.

A few minutes later the door to your room opened and Kara looked over at the redhead who was visibly angry. "I think Lena should make a few resignation or changes here. The nurses are listening to music and don't respond to the people at the registration desk. Incomprehensible." she barked before you unexpectedly pressed the blondes hand and she startled. "Our sister has a lot of strength for someone in the hospital."

Alex giggled and hung the new bottle of painkiller on the hook before gently removing your hand from Kara's and laying it flat on the bed. Instead of using the blonde's hand to let the pain run free, you grabbed the bedspread.

"It'll be better soon." Alex replied to your reaction and pulled some gloves out of the dispenser to open the small cover of your needle as sterile as possible and to exchange the tube. As soon as it was inside, she turned the wheel and the desired dose of pain reliever flowed and dripped through it.

These remedies were good that they helped after just a few minutes. Released, you relaxed in your bed and looked at them both tiredly. "Thank you."

"That is why we are here," answered Kara and smiled at you. She got up and opened a new bottle of water which she poured you some of in your glass and held it to your lips. "Have a drink, you need this now."

You took a few sips and Kara was happy about it. She held the glass in her hand for a while, while she stroked your hair and watched you wander back to the land of dreams.

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Can you write a oneshot where Kara is taking care of B!D after she breaks her ankle? Its over doing something really clumsy like falling down satirs.

A/N: Why am I so unsatisfied with all my works at the moment? ---

Stressed and racked with pain, you turned the key in the door to the apartment you shared with Kara and slipped your head throught the small gap between the door and the frame. Through the sun-drenched room and examined the entire apartment to look for your blonde-haired sister. "Kara, are you home?"

"I am in the bedroom, Y/N." someone replied from the said room and you smiled once just before your foot reminded you that it was still there, throbbing in pain. "I need urgent help."

With superspeed, she was in front of you in a few seconds and the gust of wind literally knocked you on your hopefully only sprained foot and you screamed out. Panicked, she looked you from top to bottom and stopped at your ankle, it was swollen and already bruised blue.

Immediately she put her left arm under the back of your knees, the other on your back and pulled you up from the floor into her arms. "What the hell happened?"

Carefull not to bump you anywhere, but still at a reasonable speed, she walked to the couch and placed you safely on it. Pressing a pillow under your foot as an elevated position, she took off your show and sock before disappearing back into the kitchen. "Stupidity, that happened."

With your hands you pressed yourself a little off the couch to sit more comfortably and examined your ankle from far before you put your head back and let yourself fall into the couch pillow.

Annoyed you closed your eyes and hoped the pain to be gone only to open them again with even more pain than before. You felt sharp flashes in your ankle that run through your entire leg and ended up with a cold shiver down your spine. "Damn it, Kara. That shit really hurts!"

"Hey, you know how Alex hates it when you talk like that!" she said and pulled the cooling pad down to see with her X-ray vision what was going on in the inner of your body. "What she doesn't know, doesn't make her hot."

You laughed before you pinched your eyes in pain for a moment and scolded again, but this time in a way that Kara couldn't hear. "How did that happen besides stupidity, Y/N?"

"Oh, I wanted to get down the stairs from university as soon as possible to get home so I took two or three steps instead of one and then I tripped over my own foot and la down straight on my face."

Totally shocked that you walked home with one foot like that without calling Alex or her to ask for help, she looked at you and started laughing. "Congratulations you clumsy noodle, you broke your ankle."

You hit the palm of your hand against your forehead and rolled your eyes. You have always been chaotic, but only ever won the wars unscathed with only a few bruises or scratches, and now you were lying here and you would probably lie here for quite a while longer. "I will call Alex and she should take a look at the whole thing and continue to patch up, by broken bones my first aid is ending."

"No, don't call her" you stopped Kara from removing herself from the couch by holding her arm. "If you call now she will worry about something that is not worth it. Let's cool it down, keep holding it up and wait for her to come home. Broken bones stay broken even after two hours."

"Then at least let me cool it down properly and not with those useless things." Kara said and threw the cool pads behind her on the floor before kneeling on it and waited for your answer until she started using her cold breath.

You drew in your breath sharply as you clenched your teeth.

After a few minutes of pain, she disappeared again and came back with some delivery service cards that she threw at your stomach. You chose something from the huge selection while she put some more pillows under our foot and moved you a little to the side to carefully squeeze herself next to you. "I want lasagna.

Laughing, she was already typing on her cell phone and started ordering for the three of you while you somehow tried to hug yourself into her and put your arms around her waist. Accidentally you bumped her slightly and she lost the grip of her cell phone, which then flew on her face.

Now it was you who laughed at her, if unwanted, chaotic way.

[oneshotnewbie]

Like what if Kara came home and found B!D sick on the couch?

combined with: can you do some more stuff with Kara looking after b!d?

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The sun was already about to set behind the hills of National City and you were still on the couch; you hadn't moved from it since this morning. Your head was pounding and you felt like your skull would break, your whole body felt heavy and destroyed, almost like you had been run over by a truck.

You weren't often sick, but when you were, you were immediately violated with the pleasure that no pain pills would help, no blanket could calm the cold inside you and a warm bath didn't automatically move your tense muscles and quivering bones to hurt less.

The only thing you could do was endure it all, at least for the first 24 hours.

The darkened living room, the pillow that you had pressed over your eyes to banish the rest of the daylight and the fresh air that made it's way into the apartment through the open balcony door let the headache subside, at least a little. The hot water bottle on your back also helped you to relax a little and made everything a little more comfortable.

At least before you felt a huge impact in front of you that chased shock waves through your body and made you whine in pain. "Y/N, I am home!" shouted the blonde in her luscious bright and high voice. "Oh Rao, I am so hungry!"

You winced at the volume of her voice and clung to the pillow with both hands before throwing it to the side in annoyance. "You are always hungry and now don't be angry with me but shut up."

She walked back the last few meters she had already started to the kitchen and looked down over the back of the couch to your lying figure. "I am sorry, I didn't know... Did I wake you?"

"No but thanks to my Kryptonian sister which flew through the window like dumbo instead of taking the door like a normal human being I am in more pain than I was thirty seconds ago." you tried to roll your eyes but let it be when a spasm ran through your head and you paused for a moment. You hated headaches more than anything.

"It's way easier and faster for me and you know that!" she laughed confused. The blonde didn't know exactly what was wrong with you and why you reacted this way, she didn't saw you since yesterday evening and you were perfectly fine then.

With one quick movement of her hand she switched on the small standing lamp on the table next to the couch and you immediately flinched while crossing your arms in front of your face.

She raised her eyebrows and frowned her nose before dropping the bags of food on the coffee table and kneeling in front of you while one hand of hers found its way to your knee. "Hey, sweetheart. What's going on?"

"Nothing Kara and I am really sorry but my head hurts as if there are stones inside and I am in so much pain that I can't even breathe properly." you mumbled in the pillow and she let out a heavy breath before she switched off the light next to you and gently pulled the pillow out of your hands.

She knew how bad your headaches could hit you.

"I am so sorry, baby girl. If I had known, I would have been quieter." you waved with one hand as to say her that it was fine as you tried to sit up. The imagine before your eyes trembled and your head felt like a jackhammer. You pressed on the sides of your skull to ease the pain. "Have you already took pills for the pain?"

"Three times the normal dosage and nothing helped. I think I nodded off briefly or several times, but I am not sure." you admitted and looked at her sadly. "Why didn't you call Alex or me so we could come and take care of you?"

"My phone is in the kitchen and I didn't have the strength to move my body, risking I could faint or else."

She nodded in understanding and gently stroked her thighs before she fished a stranded hair piece out of your face and placing her hand on your forehead. You leaned into her cool hand and stayed like that for some time before she took it away and looked at you worriedly. "You have a high fever, kid."

There was a short pause before she got up and sat down next to you on the couch. Only now did she notice the hot water bottle and felt it to see if it was still warm enough. When she realized it wasn't anymore, she pulled it out from behind you and placed it on her thighs. "Have you already eaten something today? Drank?"

You shook your head slowly, careful not to aggravate the pain. "Didn't ate, drank only this little bottle of water." Kara rubbed her forehead a few times and sighed before getting up, taking the food and the bottle with her while going into the kitchen. "You should have called, Y/N."

You ignored your older sister's answer; you just didn't want to bother her and take her away from work if nothing bad had happened. With this thought, you lay back again and closed your eyes. Inside, you were glad that she was finally home and you were no longer alone as you had someone who was with you and took care of you.

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After she made you some tea and managed to get some food down your throat, she lay down with you and watched your favorite movie while holding you firmly and protective, giving you more warmth than the precious hot water bottle. At least she was watching the film, the second she lay down on the couch, you turned away from the television and were now facing her; your leg on her thigh while both arms wrapped around her body and your head resting on her chest. "Try to sleep a little, you need to rest."

"You gonna stay?" you whispered.

"Don't worry, I will stay right were I am. I will be here." she paused and gave you a kiss on your hair. "Now close your eyes, baby girl."

[oneshotnewbie]

Supergirl x Metahuman Chapter IV

A/N: I didn't even know I already wrote a fourth part about eight months ago and didn't post it. Probably because I didn't liked it but I haven't had the energy to write anything today and I still wanted to put out something so.. Hope you still like it :)

(Again, this was five months ago, my writing skills weren't that good to that time. Sorry)

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You have been branching out in this procedure for a while and the longer, the stronger the stinging pain in your chest became.

Again and again dizziness came over you and you couldn’t see the buttons of your keyboard if you wouldn’t already memorize the keyboard perfectly.

You reposition yourself in your chair over and over again. Your head was still hurting and the pain was getting worse by the minute. No matter how you sat, your ribs took your breath away.

And that hadn’t gone unnoticed.

“Are you okay?” someone asked from your left side and you looked up from the computer, totally lost in your thoughts.

“Hm? Yeah, I’m good but I can’t really sit comfortably because of this.” You said, pointing to your aching side. “It sucks.”

He stopped banging on the keys on his computer, straightened up in his chair and turned himself to you. “How about I help you to go to the med bay so you rest a bit? Alex said you shouldn’t work so hard but you’ve been sitting in this uncomfortable place for over an hour now.”

You sighed and raised your hand as a token of ‘let-it-sink’ and continued to work against the advice, even if you really felt worse than before and you promised Alex that you would stop.

A few minutes longer wouldn’t hurt.

But little did you know that Winn already took out his phone and secretly texted your red haired sister that you were not looking good and that you didn’t want to hear.

He knew there was going to be a fight with you if you would find out but it didn’t stop him from wanting the best for you.

You didn’t know exactly how many minutes or hours passed but suddenly it got dark in front of you and several agents, including you sister, stood with a trapped alien on the balcony, followed by your other sister and J’onn.

“How are you feeling sweetheart?” asked the blonde worriedly while she came walking towards you.

You wanted to get up, but you were too weak. Also you felt two hands on your shoulders, gently rubbing small circles on them as you looked up.

To the surprise, Alex had come behind you without you noticing it.

“I’m fine, a bit dizzy but okay.” You lied.

She wrinkled an eyebrow and you knew she had seen through you like she always did. Little did you know that she was looking at Winn who clearly showed her with a shake of his head that you were not feeling well.

Kara was not better either. She crossed her arms over her chest and looked you dead in the eyes. “I don’t think you are alright, you’re pale and really look not even close to good.”

“Please don’t stop, Lexie.” You said while closing your eyes and savoring the closeness and warmth of your sister.

“Maggie is on her way. She will take you home and take care of you while Kara and I are her at the DEO and when we come home, there is gonna be your favorite food and lots of cuddles, alright?”

“What? No. I want to stay here!” you spoke, annoyed by this statement.

“No you don’t. You’re going to change now, I’ll help you with this and then you will go home with Maggie. Alex is right, you need to rest and tonight there will be lots of Danvers sisters activities.”

“You texted them, didn’t you?” you asked as you turned around to face your best friend, your eyes narrowed as you started into his.

Instantly, he moved further down in his chair, his shoulders pressed against his ears as he looked at you and then quickly back to his computer. He knew that as soon as you would be back at the DEO, there would probably be a lot of stress and he could get a smack on the back of his head, but it was only about your well-being and he being worried about you.

“Traitor!”

You rolled your eyes as you stood up slowly. "Traitor!" you spoke and played hurt by putting a hand to your heart and looking at him sadly. But he and everyone else were right.

They didn’t want you to hurt yourself even more.

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We need to know what happens with B!D and Alex after coughing blood 😱

A/N: Your wish is my command! :) ♥ --- When you got to the emergency room, you were separated from your sister. While she was talking to the doctor about what had happened, you were immediately placed in one of the treatment rooms and wired to the monitor by a nurse. A vein access was also placed and blood was taken from you without a holding hand by Alex or Kara to your suffering.

The monitor next to you beeped incessantly and the kidney bowl filled with blood with every choke and displaced breath. The doctor must also have heard it from the outside so that he and Alex stormed in and looked questioningly at the screen. "Her saturation is at 80%, the body's gas exchange is bad for her age and shouldn't be less than 95%."

He walked around you and with the help of the redheads he sat you up. While she held you up, he put a stethoscope on your back and listened to your lungs as you tried to breathe in as deeply as you could. The air was getting thinner for you. "Rattling noises and not fully exposed lungs. Your sister's body can no longer fully absorb oxygen and release carbon dioxide."

"And what now?" she asked panicked and kept turning to the door, hoping the blonde would come in and help her. For her too it was more than shocking to see you like that.

"Massive bleeding can make breathing so difficult that it can be fatal." he took a deep breath and was about to continue when Alex interrupted him. "Deadly?"

"Yes. The risks arises from the fact that blood runs into other sections of the lungs that are not affected by the bleeding and breathing can be impaired, which, if not acted quickly, can lead to death by suffocation."

A moment when everyone felt as if the hospital had been emptied. You couldn't hear anything anymore, no people romping about in the hallways, no sirens, nothing. Just the beeping. "Does she have any pre-existing conditions that should be known about? Allergies?"

"No previous illnesses, until last night she was a perfectly fit and healthy girl. Pollen allergy, hay fever. Those are the only allergies she has." Alex was desperate. Even if she knew they were routine questions, she just wanted him to stop asking and finally help you.

"No cardiovasbular diseases or lung cancer from the sides of her mother or father?"

"No, no. Nothing."

He turned away from Alex while he turned to the nurse and spoke to her. "Attach four liters of oxygen to her and watch her for changes. Someone from the radiology will be here in a moment and take her up for a contrast-enhanced computed tomography where we may see more. On the other hand, we sent her blood to the laboratory to see if there are any indications of a pathogen or inflammation."

"Thank you, doctor."

He disappeared with a nod and left you alone with your sister. His word made you panic. You began to tremble uncontrollably and tears ran down your cheeks but Alex was not yet aware of that.

She stood in front of your bed, her hands on the bed frame while she looked down at the floor and took a few deep breaths. She also had to pull herself together after said words and now shot any fear towards you. She knew that she had to be the strong one now to offer you hope and security.

Only after hearing the ventilator roll across the fake tile floor did she look up and see you. Completely finished with your nerves and with the strenght at the end you layed there and looked at her with tired and tearful eyes.

Immediately she grabbed a chair and sat down next to you. She was too scared to crawl on your bed and lie down next to you to hug you so she took your hand in hers and laid her head on your chest. "Hey baby, calm down. Everything will be alright!"

Your heart was racing and your breaths became even more uncontrolled than in the situation anyway. All the blood loss and exertion made you dizzy itself so when it came to having a panic right now, you would lose the battle and get unconcious.

So with all the strength left, you tried to keep track of your eldest sisters breathing and the circles that she was drawing on your hand. But where was Kara?

"Kara."

"She will be there as soon as you are back from the CT, I promise." she spoke softly and listened to your heartbeat. Despite the oxygen, your breathing became shallowed and the concern for you grew with every single second.

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During your CT, Kara had arrived at the hospital and joined her morbidly panicked older sister who was waiting for news in the waiting room. She knew roughly how long such a CT scan would take and so she didn't understand why you still weren't brought back.

It was only after a while that your attending doctor came to your sisters and took them to the treatment room where you were lying before. "So, your sisters blood values are in the normal ranged based on the inflammation. However, the D-dimers and other values that indicate a pulmonary embolism were increased. We also discovered these during the CT with the contrast agent."

"Whats happening now?" Kara said in a whisper and put on an arm around Alex who, visibly shocked, didn't know what to say.

"She was immediately sent to the cath lab where the doctors use a catheter to loosen and remove this clot. Of course under general anesthesia so nothing can go wrong or further bleeding can't occur if she moves."

After talking to the doctor, they were sent to the ward where they excitedly were waiting for you to arrive again. While Alex tried process everything, Kara tried to calm her down and get her to sit down since she was awake for almost 36 hours now. But the older one was stuborn and refused to sleep. She knew that she could only close her eyes when your were besides her again.

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After you got upstairs in the room, you were still very fuzzy from the rest of the anesthetics and the painkiller that you were given preventively so that you weren't quite awake even tho you realised everything.

As you looked through the room with half open eyes, you saw Alex now soundly asleep in the chair next to you, but still holding your hand tightly in hers to feel if something was wrong while Kara was sitting at the table in front of your bed, eating some chips from the vending machine and typing on her laptop.

"You're beautiful." you slurred out and Kara frightened before she realized who was talking.

"You are finally awake!" She whispered smiling and sat down on the free space at your feet. "You scared the shit out of us, you know that? You even knocked Alex off her feet!" she pointed to the redhead next to you and laughed.

"How can something like you be so pretty?"

"I beg your pardon?" she questioned while realizing that it was not you who were talking but all the drugs in your system.

"You are an alien and probably already tens of thousands of years old. How can you have such smooth skin and such soft hair?" you asked still cloudy in your head, not pretty sure what you were talking even though the words came spilling out of your mouth and you simply couldn't control it.

"Well, aliens don't always look like they do in movies." the blonde giggled and watched you looking at her with almost closed eyes as if you were scanning her from top to bottom.

"Aliens are green and ugly. You are very different, you are human."

"I am not Y/N, and you know that. Probably not now but you know. How many times have you flown with me?" Kara asked and watched you how you struggled for an answer.

"You lowered down on a huge rope and got carried around by and airplane. I see through your magic tricks."

Even if it wasn't appropriate to film this status of you, she did it anyway to show you what came out of your mouth during your medical drug trip. The blonde laughed out loud and covered her mouth so as not to wake Alex. She watched you slowly return to sleep and follow your oldest sister into the dream world.

[oneshotnewbie]

Second part of the Argument Oneshot with Kara and Baby Danvers? 😍😍😍

A/N: So.. I usually had something else planned (a third and an angsty open ending) but I know how much you love fluff and hate open angsty ending so I had to back off with my idea to give you what you wanted. Since this ending was not intended, I don't think it's great, but I hope you like it anyway :)

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"Alex, can we talk for a minute?"

After the supposed attempt that Kara tried to talk to you, you had jumped on the treadmill to let things go through your head that you never thought would occupy your mind. Usually that was always the best way to let it all out and rethink something but today, it was different.

You still hadn't found a crucial point to stay on, so you hoped inside that Alex would agree with you and help you make a decision. So after your training you went straight back up to the center of the whole organization where you knew she would be.

"Of course, go ahead."

The oldest Danvers was standing at the console table with Kara and J'onn, completely absent from her surroundings, probably just preparing for the next mission. When you got upstairs, you jumped up the last three small steps to the computers and stopped beside her.

Kara, who was standing opposite, looked up after she recognized whose voice it was. A small, almost shy smile fell on her lips but you couldn't return it. Instead, you just looked at her coldly and turned your gaze back to the redhead. "Somewhere alone where we can talk in private?"

Immediately her attention was turned to you. With a smile, she looked you in the eyes and put the tablet aside. One hand on your lower back, she led you down from the pedestal and left Kara with Winn & J'onn.

"Is everything ok?" she asked you after the door of her laboratory closed behind you. Reluctantly, you made the last steps to the chairs that had been neatly placed at the table and pulled one out of his row to sit down. "Can you sit down?"

She raised an eyebrow and crossed her arms over her chest. She stayed behind you, almost hovering you for a while before she decided to take a seat next to you. "It seems serious, is it about Kara?"

Lowering your head and playing with your sweatshirts arms that you pulled over your thumbs, you first thought about how to start before you started to express your feelings to her. "I've been thinking about Kara and me, about this work.."

"Woah.." she interrupted you, her hand in front of her body to indicate that you shouldn't go on in your sentence. "Listen, I talked to Kara, she's sorry for what she said."

"Alex.." you smiled a little at that sentence. No matter how angry she was with on of you when you argued, the redhead still wanted to be a center between you and settle the dispute, bring you back together. "I don't care if she is sorry, she said it and there is no time reel to undo it."

She was visible tattered, on your stubborn head and your persistence she was always on the verge of despair.

"But she may have been right about what she said."

Squinting her eyes together with a questioning look, she leaned back and watched your proceeding and perked up her ears to listen to you. She didn't know exactly what you were getting at and what this conversation was all about.

"I really like this job, that the DEO saves the world from aliens, and also working with my siblings is good for me and my mental space. It also gives me a lot of time with you both. But maybe Kara was right and I am just not meant for this kind of work..." you spoke carefully, taking a deep breath as you watched your sisters reaction before continuing. "I will take a few days off, of course only with your approval for this 'compulsory leave' to come to my senses and find out whether this is the right way I want to go."

Shocked by the quick yet unexpected decision, she jumped up from her position so that she was sitting with her back straight, put her arms on the table with her hands clasped and bit her lip.

She knew that Kara's words would limit you in some way, since you have always been a person who had a fragile self-confidence, but she had not expected such a large form that you might want to get out of this business.

"Are you sure about that?"

"I don't know, but I will figure it out."

A brief pause with an almost uncomfortable silence enveloped the room. You didn't know exactly how to match her facial expressions, whether she was angry or she understood you. Nor did you know what she was thinking at the moment, whether she would try to stop you or stand by your side.

"I mean.. If that is what you need and want, I don't want to put any obstacles in your way," she continued, her voice turned down a little. "You should just know that we all think that you are doing a great job and that we need you here, I need you here. You are a great help and bring me joy whenever this work sucks."

You laughed out loud and put one hand on her, now flat on the glass surface laying hands. The redhead couldn't help but laugh too. You both got up after a while and you walked around the table to hug her.

"Thank you, Alex."

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With a pizza, a few potstickers and a beer on the little dresser next to the couch, you sat there and watched the new episodes of your favorite show while you thought back over the argument.

"You are too soft for this kind of game."

Since then, this sentence has only been buzzing around in your head and has taken a large place in there. On the one hand, you asked yoursel why your sister simply didn't tell you that beforehand or even voted against it when you talked to them instead of immediately saying yes, beaming with joy when it was said that you wanted to work at the DEO. On the other hand, you were happy that it finally came out what she really felt about it.

A knock on the door of the apartment you and Alex shared tore you out of your thoughts. At first you didn't want to open up, you wanted to be alone and just get this decision behind you but you answered it anyway, not expecting to meet this person.

Kara.

Immediately she stormed into the apartment and you rolled your eyes. Alex must have told her everything. You kicked the door into the lock and walked after her until she stopped in the living room and turned around to face you. "You quit?!"

"No, not really. Just taken a few days off to think about things."

You walked past her and sat down again in your established place that you hadn't left for several hours. You didn't feel like fighting anymore, it hurt your soul to see how she suffered from the fact that you didn't talk to each other. It hurt you too, without her stupid jokes and her closeness, you didn't feel well. You needed your sister no matter how much she hurt you, even if unconsciously.

"Would you like to sit down with me? I still have a few potsickers left."

She turned around quickly and looked at you in disbelief. She thought that you were still mad at her and that you would like not to see her here. The fact that you asked her if she could join you and you even offered her your favorite meal told her that now was the time to settle the argument and brush it aside.

You, on the other hand, looked at her with sad eyes and knocked a few times on the free space next to you.

She sat down next to you and put a hand on your knee, just this warmth and touch almost made you cry, you missed her so much. "Kara.."

"Wait, let me begin," she interrupted you and took a sharp breath while filtering the thoughts in her head and forming them into complete, reasonable sentences. "I know I made a big mistake. I know that I should never had say this to you, but please, please know that I definitely didn't mean that. I was just so panicked because if I lost you, life would be inconceivable."

"I know Kara, and I can understand exactly, but it still hurt to hear something like that coming out of your mouth."

"Please, forgive me." she begged you. Sadly and with tears in her eyes, she looked at you desperately. You could see how serious she was and how done she was with this situation.

Hesitantly, you thought about it shortly before you threw yourself around her neck and held her tightly against you. She too held you tighter than ever and could no longer hold back her tears. With loud sobs, she buried her face in your neck and literally clung to you.

You stayed in this position for a while before she calmed down and you broke away from her. "Still, I will use this time out to find out if hunting aliens and arresting them is right for me."

She laughed and you wiped the last tears from her face. "It's okay, but please rethink it clearly. I would love to still work with you. You are a really good agent."