#babies first edit teehee

[thedevourerofallthingshorrible]

The tigerrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I love you serizawa

[teambyler]

What a cute pic! And Finn's "wrap" post including pics with him and Noah and not Millie? Byler endgame, baby. Plus, Will's arm is behind Mike:

Our first s5 Byler affection pic! LOL

(EDIT: The sleeve of Will's undershirt is to the right of Mike's head... it looks different from the couch)

Remember THIS stolen-touches-behind-backs Twister situation?

And who noticed it? Lucas! Who's also in the pic!

Lucas being Mike's straight best friend helping him sort out his feelings for Will CONFIRMED.*

Teehee! =D

-teambyler

P.S. Noah's "wrap" post (that he posted prematurely earlier this month) also went up at the same time, pretty much unchanged. And yes he still lists Finn first. <3

[last-words-ofashootingstar]

DJANGO

Choi San x fem reader x Jung Wooyoung (heavy hints at ot8)

a/n: nobody talk to me nobody touch me nobody look at me i'm loosing my mind over this comeback you don't even understand

"Ain't nobody mess with Django, call me Django." -ATEEZ

✫彡wordcount: 5.5k (sorry?!?)

(>ᴗ•) genre: smut w/plot

ಠ_ಠwarnings/content: violence and injuries, dystopian/lore universe, lots of cussing, angst, poly relationship, brief mention of drinking as coping, extreme pda LMAO, woo is a bit of a little shit in the first half, dry humping, making out(lots of it), also lots of pet names, multiple rounds, threesome, light choking&degrading, snowballing, oral, boobjob, dp, overstim, teasing, orgasm control, praise kink teehee, dom san/sub woo/switch-sub reader, m x m, unprotected( don't do that🗣️), NOT EDITED

taglist: @calicanbeevil @pansies-garden @kissezfornamjoon @wisejudgedragonhairdo

MATURE UNDER CUT MDNI

The van shook as another vehicle passed, making San groan as you fell down onto him.

"I'm sorry, Baby," you cooed softly, kissing the bruise on his collarbone that you had unintentionally fallen onto. The soaked rag that you cleaned him with was handed back to you from its fallen place on the shag carpet by Wooyoung with a soft laugh.

"You baby him too much, he's a big boy," he claps his hand onto his shoulder, making him groan again- glaring at the younger man, "right, Champ?"

"I'll beat your ass, Woo."

"Oh, I bet you will, you beat up that scrawny little guy too!" He cackles, clapping and leaning away as San swipes at him tiredly.

"He was faster than I expected!"

"You two knock it off," you sigh exasperatedly as you wipe the grime from his swollen pec, rolling your eyes at your boyfriends bickering. Being stuck in such a small space had taken a toll on the three of yours relationship- especially the two men. They were at each other throats more often than not-even it was playfully. "I'll blow our cover just to tell Hongjoong."

"You wouldn't..." Wooyoung eyes you suspiciously as you smirk. "You wouldn't!"

"I will if you two don't give me a second of peace." You cock your brow at him, tossing the rag into the pile that is your dirty laundry, silently cursing yourself for choosing to hide out with them instead of with Yunho and Jongho in their shop. They even had a cool talking bird.

You place a gentle kiss to Sans eye, a healing bruise almost faded under your lips. "Stop getting hit in the face, yeah?"

"Yeah, I'll politely tell my opponents that my girlfriend likes her boys pretty~" he rolls his eyes and whines as your body heat leaves his sore body.

"So what if I do, pretty boys happen to be my type!" You shrug and crawl off of the spent man, over to the other side and into Wooyoungs lap.

He smirks at his boyfriend cockily as you rest your head on his shoulder, "that's why she's cuddling me right n-ow!" His smirk turns to a pout as you flick his chest.

"Can you two manage a peace treaty while I get some shut eye? It's four hours drive to the next town and it's my turn to drive in the morning."

"Of course, Darling." They chime together, silently scowling at one another but keeping quiet as you close your eyes.

--

     "Wakey, wakey," you shake the buff man softly, safely parked in the back alley of the abandoned building. Wooyoung stood just outside of the open van doors, abs on display as he changed into a better looking shirt.

      "Yah, wake up!"

   You glare at him as he startles San awake, who holds you close protectively in his delirium, still scared of the run in you had experienced with HalaTeez months ago. No matter how much he swears to the lot of you that he doesn't feel guilty, the way his eyes sadden when he focuses on the scar over your left brow for too long gives it away. Hala-San, as you call him to real-Sans dismay, had tricked you all too well and after that... you couldn't look at the real, loving, caring San for weeks. You had to split off with Mingi and frequented a bar, drinking away any memory of Hala-Sans torment until Hongjoong found you and picked up the pieces when the bottle ran empty.

     "You dick," San rasps as he rubs your sides, his gentle touch a contrast to the way he gives his cackling boyfriend the stink eye.

    "Rise and shine, Sannie~" he teases, buttoning up his shirt and soothing his long hair down, "time to get your ass whopped again."

     "Oh, like you'd do any better! You'd be demolished!"

     You let out a sigh and slide out of the van, soothing your dress- which in reality is Jongho's shirt with a belt around your waist. "I'll be signing in." You speak shortly before wondering off, leaving them fighting more than ever over how they upset you.

    San insists it's all Wooyoungs fault for being such a whiny shit.

    Wooyoung is adamant that San is at fault for hogging all of your attention.

     They go back and forth for a while until a Strickland patrol vechile speeds by, spooking the both of them into the building.

     Wooyoung immediately wraps his arms around your waist as they find you bent over signing Sans pseudonym, DJANGO, into the fighting brackets. San is busy eyeing everyone around you, both in suspicion of Halateez and Strickland and simply to scope out his potential competition.

     "Entry fee is three k," the woman on the other side of the pop-up table looks as if she's ready to kick your trio out in a single breath when you don't provide the money, eyeing up Sans messy tank top and your days old makeup with distain.

    "That's it?" You pout, tutting your tongue as you turn away from the rude woman, sighing dramatically as you dig into Wooyoungs pockets, grabbing hold of multiple tightly rolled wads of money.

    Both of them smirk at your antics, so clearly eager to prove this stranger wrong about her preconceived notions about you and your lovers as you count the wads, dropping a few down before skipping past her with a wave.

      The crowded arena does nothing for Sans anxiety, his eyes scanning at a million miles an hour as he keeps a possessive hand on the small of your back. Wooyoung has similar feelings as he drapes his arm over your shoulders in a way that clearly shouts, 'don't touch' to anyone who looks your way. You feel much safer on the other hand, both of your boyfriends touching you at once for the first time in what feels like ages, both ready to toss themselves infront of danger if it presents itself.

You all squeeze your way to the front, right up to the edge of the ring, where a fight is already taking place, one of the men nearly teasing the other with the way he bounces around on his tip-toes, not letting the other get a single touch in.

"She said not many fighters showed up," you practically have to yell for the men to hear you, "Strickland cracking down again!" You explain loudly, rubbing Sans lower back in an attempt to comfort his nerves as he stretches his wrists. Wooyoung has split off to make bets with other players, making sure to stick out like a sore thumb with his flashy shirt. "Might have to find a new income soon if they don't back off!"

He sighs, rolling his head back and stretching his neck out, letting you admire the freckles on his skin that he knows you love.

As the quick moving fighter finally wears out his opponent, he gets sloppy, and he starts getting hits in. You slide behind San and hide your face in his back, wrapping your arms around his waist and stroking his stomach softly. "I hate that you have to do this!"

He holds his hands over your own and rubs his thumbs over your skin, watching the man who will clearly be his opponent wailing on the other man.

"Got nine grand riding on you tonight, Babe," Wooyoung slides back into the conversation, cupping the back of Sans neck.

Although they had their on and off moments, he would always be in tune to his emotions and try to calm him. And trying to keep the peace was even more worth it when you were around. Usually, they had Yeosang as a voice of reason but he was off with Seonghwa doing God-knows what in preparation for your next mission.

Being apart was straining and stressful for every last one of you. But groups larger than three were banned by Hongjoong after four of you had caught Halateez's attention a few months back. He didn't want to risk it again and he certainly didn't want to risk a group of nine most wanted outlaws being together. The combined reward for your captures was the largest amount of money you had ever read. You weren't sure how to even pronounce it.

It was almost an entire year of being in hiding.

You didn't know how much more you could take.

    "- DJANGO!!" The name catches your attention over the blaring speaker. How was he up so early? You peek around San and see the fast man catching his breath in the opposite corner. Blood being wiped up and a limp body being carried out.

     "We can always find a new way to get money," you scream to San as he rolls out his stiff shoulders, whining as Wooyoung pulls you away gently. "Seriously, Sannie!"

    "He'll be okay, Darling," Wooyoungs chaste kiss to your head does nothing to calm your raging nerves as San bends down and slides into the ring. You pull away in a hurry and hop up on the ledge, grabbing his top over the ropes.

      "Forgot something?" You lean your torso over and immediately take San into a heated kiss, his calloused hands cupping your face firmly and pulling you close. People all around whistle and call loudly, a blush creeping up Wooyoung neck as he watches your lips meld together.

It been almost a year on the run. Almost five months since any of the three of you have touched one another in an intimate, primal way.

He doesn't know how much longer he can take it. When you crawled into his lap earlier he nearly took you right there.

You always do something after a needy kiss that makes every single one of them feral.

You lick up Sans lips to his cheekbone and moan.

   People start nearly howling, and his opponent looks antsy.

"Fuck him up, Baby," you cup his chin in your hand as you block out the world around you for a moment and take one last good look at him before you know you'll go away during his fights. You can't bring yourself to watch no matter how long he's been fighting. But that doesn't mean you won't hype him up while you can.

      You slap his shoulder softly, making sure to make it look harder than it was in reality before giving his fist a gentle kiss.

     "Fuck him up," you repeated before hopping down.

--

The van door opening makes your head snap, setting away the headphones that play Yeosangs violin melody.

"Hey, how'd ev-"

San jumps on you before you can finish greeting them properly, kissing you deeply and feeling you up like it's the first time he's ever touched you. The clotted blood on his lip doesn't discourage either of you, the pain only stirs him on as Wooyoung climbs in and slams the doors shut behind him.

The dull thud of the duffel bag he drops makes you look over, San letting you breath and nipping at your neck and jaw instead. "Holy shit, Baby, you won?!"

"Fuck yeah, I did, Beautiful," he moans breathlessly, holding himself up above you to speak with a sultry purr, "let me spoil you." He looks over to Wooyoung lustfully. "Both. Let me spoil you both."

Wooyoung smiles at him. Genuinely. For the first time in weeks.

    If there's one thing that makes him weak it's being spoiled by his lovers. So when San lifts you up and settles you in his lap and climbs into the drivers seat, he doesn't complain: he simply dives into your lips like a man starved.

     And he is, lips suctioned onto yours so deeply and passionately that neither of you notice as the van lurches to life and begins speeding away. You fall to the floor ontop of him and hold him tightly. Like he's an illusion that will disappear like smoke if you let go.

     He body feels so right on yours. Clinged together on the shag floor. Melting together. The outside world and all of its problems fading away as his hands wander your body.

       How you've managed to keep your hands off one another for this long is a world's greatest mystery.

       "Fuck," he moans as you lap at his lips, his hands sliding up the edge of your dress and cupping the round of your ass. "Fuck, Princess, please," he whines.

       You can hear the smirk in the way San chuckles from the front seat, but it doesn't stop him from speeding up. He loves how whiney Wooyoung gets just as much as you do.

     You clumsily undo his bottoms and pull them down just enough to press your heat to his growing bulge. The thin layers of cloth separating you doesn't stop the feral groan that he lets out, holding your hips with a bruising force as he grinds up into you. If anything, the soft fabric pressing into your clit with each of his uncoordinated thrusts makes it feel more euphoric.

     "Oh, God~"

    The soft moans you let out have Wooyoung rock hard and San palming himself. "Ffffuck, Baby," you groan, hugging his neck tightly as his hips buck below you.

      Everyone got the 'Babyyy' treatment when they were good or needed a pick me up. The way it rolled off of your tongue was like a drug to them. Even more so when it's so deep and passionate. Even more so when their cock is pressing against you.

     Sans eager left turn has the both of you rolling on the floor, laughing as he apologizes loudly from the driver seat. "Sorry, continue!"

     "You heard the man," you laugh from below Wooyoung, "continue."

      And he does, burying his face in your neck and biting and licking and sucking as he rubs his bulge against you like it's the last human touch he'll ever experience. "M'cum," your moan has him rolling into you with a new purpose in life, nearly growling as he holds himself back from painting his underwear white, "shit, Youngie!" You wrap your legs around his waist tightly as you release, shivering and shaking with your jaw slack.

      He isn't far behind by even a second, his gut clenching as he turns his bottoms sticky with his own pleasure, panting into your ear as he continues to roll into you, drawing out your euphoria and making you mewl out, clawing at his scalp.

      In your bliss, you fail to notice that Sans parked outside of a double story motel and ran out with a wad of cash, clearly in a hurry.

Yours hands are wrapped in each others hair, breathing deeply with your foreheads pressed together, almost as it trying to meld your souls together with passion.

    The doors behind the both of you open and flood you in the neon light of the motel signs, and you peek around Wooyoungs frame as he falls over you protectively from what he thinks is prying eyes. "Sannie~" you call, making Wooyoung relax ontop of you.

       "You alive, Foxy?" San teases as he climbs in and crawls to you both.

     "Mhm," he moans into your jaw, "very alive." He gasps as San pulls him away from you by his neck, taking him in a feverish kiss as you watch on in awe. You can tell San his slipping his tongue into Wooyoungs mouth by the way he holds his jaw open, the way Wooyoung grinds his bulge back into you.

     "Youngie, Baby," you whine as he rolls his self into your swollen clit, but it only makes him go faster, his hands finding purchase on Sans waist. "Ah s-" You writhe below him, stopped when one of Sans hands comes and holds you in place by pressing on your stomach: all the while he never opens his eyes or pulls away from your boyfriend. "Fuck, please don't tease!"

He chuckles into his lips, gently stroking his neck. "C'mon, I got us a room for a few days."

Wooyoung begrudgingly slides out of the van, gathering your few bags and bouncing in anticipation as he fixes his pants to the best of his ability. San scoops you up to his chest and you cling to him like a koala bear, kissing all over his face as he carries you up the stairs and down the balcony hall.

Wooyoung drops the bags at the entrance of the room and immediately goes to investigate the single bedded room and bathroom before urging San in, latching the door shut behind him.

You're dropped to the bed and bounce with a soft laugh, opening your legs wide to fit Sans large frame as he slots himself between them. Wooyoung slides next to you and is immediately latched onto your neck as he unbuttons your dress.

"Ah fuck," you mewl out, cradling his head close as your head spins, San slipping off your panties and shimmying down. He holds your thighs apart as he licks a slow, deep stripe up your soaking heat, reveling in the way you moan for him. He wastes no time diving in and eating you out like it's his last meal. His tongue flicking and swiping against every inch it can reach. His nose pressed against your clit as his head bobs.

You're lost in the pleasure between your legs so much so that you don't notice that you and Wooyoung are both naked until he climbs onto your stomach, his hot member gliding between your breasts. Despite how long it's been, your body has its muscle memory from how often you two would do this.

You cup your breasts and push them together, encasing his length in the soft flesh as he grips the headboard roughly, the tip of his cock leaking on the base of your collar bones.

It's hard to appreciate just how beautiful he is while San is ravaging your cunt with his tongue, but you manage. Looking up with blown irises, he's so pretty. His long hair softly framing his face, bouncing with each of his rough, slow thrusts against your supple skin. His swollen lips parted with moans. Toned abs expanding and constricting as he heaves.

"Foxy," you whisper out, catching his eyes with a deep blush on both of your cheeks, "so pretty, Baby."

He curses loudly and reaches one hand down, cradling your face so gently in comparison to how he fucks your tits. "My woman."

The words make your eyes roll back, a wave of your arousal coating Sans tongue as you cum, gripping your breasts tightly and whimpering out as the sensations continue well past your peak.

      Wooyoung wills himself to hold back from cumming until he's told, and San holds himself back as he laps up your juices-grinding his hardness onto the bed slowly. Both of your moans are a magic melody to him, and he can't help but crave more. He pulls away and joins Wooyoung over top of you, wrapping his arms around the younger man and spooking him. He slides his hands up his naked torso teasingly slow, grinding on his backside.

"Shit, Babe," he groans, tossing his head back on his shoulder and simultaneously trying to bury his cock in your warm skin and grind back on San's bulge. "Fuck, I ne-"

"Cum, Youngie." The command from the both of you at the same time has him painting your collarbones and neck in a millisecond flat, jaw slack as San continues to stroke him even as his hips stop.

"Fuck, fuck, please, oh my God," he stirs back to life from his void of pleasure as you bend your neck and lick his sensitive tip. He tries to back away only to bump right into Sans girth on his bare backside. "Oh God~"

        "Need a breather, Sexy?" San coos as he slowly moves Wooyoung off of you, already knowing that he can't cum back to back. He needs at least five minutes at that's all San needs to get you ready for what's about to come.

        Wooyoung comes crawling back into you, lapping up his own seed with a quiet moan as San slides down your body and hooks your legs over his hips. "Ready, Darling?"

      "Yes, holy fuck am I ready, please give it to me," you babble on, only silenced as he inches into your sopping core. He's by far the girthiest man you've even been with. And the stretch always feels so delicious.

       Wooyoung takes advantage as your jaw falls open, leaning over you to drip all of his release into your mouth. The moans and whimpers of pleasure are unstoppable as you swallow all of it down eagerly, hands wrapped up in his hair and pulling him impossibly close. His body follows his head, almost snuggling you as he presses his body flush to your side, one leg hooked over your hips as he grinds his hardening member into your hip.

It's all so warm and welcoming, a familiar and comfortable feeling washing over you along with the overstimulation of your third orgasm building up as San thrusts into you with a steady slow pace. "Fuck," you moan into Wooyoung, "so big," you whimper as your cunt uncontrollably clenches around him. He swallows up all of your noises as he moves his lips against yours zealously, and sneaky hand rubbing the column of your breasts and up to your neck, simply resting: bouncing with each of Sans increasingly rough thrusts that bounce your body.

  "Take me so well," Sans praise has you leaking onto the blanket, panting like crazy and slapping at Wooyoungs shoulders as he bites at your lips hungrily, "pretty Angel, made just for us, hm?"

       "Mmhmph-" Your affirmative moan turns into a yelp as Wooyoung tightens his hand over your neck.

     Damn them. When they decided to be on the same team they were almost scary at how well the schemed without even speaking a single word. San held your hips in place and drilled into you. Wooyoung assaulting your ear with kisses and bites, squeezing your neck in time with Sans hips.

      "Pretty Angel looks like she wants your cum," Wooyoung teases as you swirl your hips in Sans hold, holding you down securely with his hand pressing your neck into the mattress as he looks down at where you're connected.

      "Mmh, she does," San groans loudly, hips snapping into you needily, "looks like a bitch in heat." His words make both of you moan out, your eyes rolling into your skull for a moment before he buries himself to the hilt and stops.

    "No, no, no, please! I wasn't going to cum, pleaseee, Sannie Baby~!" If there's one thing that gets San off, it's when his lover begs him for permission. When their with someone else- cum as much as you like. But with him? Grovel at his feet and beg him for a release only he can give you. "Fuuuck, shit, please, I need you, fuck me!"

Wooyoung watches you with gazed over eyes, holding you still as you attempt to writhe and get more stimulation. "She wants it's so bad, Babe~" He smirks as San, a look that makes his cock twitch inside of you, You muster up your best begging pout and let go of him, reaching for San's hands that are gripping your hips with a bruising force as he holds himself back until he's satisfied with your begging.

"I want you to make me cum, please, Django?"

    All of the breath is fucked out of your lungs as he pounds into you. Fast and hard and nearly animalistic in the way he buries himself in your sopping heat with a string of curses, his fingers interlacing with yours in a soft intimacy that makes your head fuzzy. You can barely moan, how good it is. But he knows. Wooyoung knows.

    As you finally come to your senses and scream out with your release, the whole district must know how well Django is fucking you.

He stops himself with a deep groan as your walls flutter and clench around him, squeezing your hands to ground your soul to your body as Wooyoung dips his head and laps at your hardened nipples. You squeeze his hands tightly, arched off of the bed in pure ecstasy as he fills you with his warm cum.

San slips his arms under your arched back and holds you close to his chest as he flips the two of you, a squeal of pleasure leaving you as he hits an all new angle. He holds you securely as he looks at Wooyoung, almost silently communicating.

He slips behind you, the feeling of his leaking tip prodding at your stretched hole has you gripping Sans shoulders tightly, rolling your hips back into him. "Oh, fuck, yes yes yes yes y-" Sans lips catch yours and silence you as he ravenously slips his tongue into your mouth and licks at your tongue, feeding on all of your moans as Wooyoung slides in with him.

"So good, my woman," his mind is gone, unaware of how your walls grow slicker with his praise as he slowly sheaths himself into you fully.

He nowhere near as thick as San, but dear lord that man has length to make up for it. The both of them together is making your stomach feel hot, the hair on the back of your neck standing up.

San pulls away panting, his lips swollen and wet with your saliva. "Beautiful Angel," you official feel lightheaded as he cradles your face oh so gently as he moves his hips. Wooyoung follows suit, holding your back and fucking into you ruthlessly, rubbing against Sans girth inside of you like it's his favorite thing to do in the universe and it's about to be ripped away.

All you can do is moan and gasp with them, a melody that your neighbors must be cursing as the headboard bangs into the thin walls.

Your chest is pressed into Sans roughly, faces barely an inch away as you all move together. His hands cupping your cheeks and keeping you upright as your body threatens to give out. "Sannie, please, n'cum," he can just make out your slurs over the panting and slapping of skin in the humid room, the smell of sex already soaking into the air.

His brain is nearly gone as he feels Wooyoungs length twitch against him along with your cunt squeezing mercilessly, only nodding at the both of you for permission as he himself lets his soul float away in a wave of pleasure, squeezing you to himself possessively as he cums inside of you. Wooyoung isn't a moment behind, the second he feels Sans warmth flood you, his is joining. And the feeling of both of them soaking your womb makes you lose yourself, dunked in pleasure.

Wooyoung falls ontop of you, sandwiching you between their body warmth. San reaches around and hugs his arms around both of you, heavy breaths lulling you to sleep.

"Holy shit." Is all that can be said.

--

    The next morning you decide to take advantage of the running water that San must have paid extra for, washing away the grime that stuck to you despite how many bird baths Wooyoung have you on the side of the road.

   San, despite you and Wooyoungs best begging, went off on his own to meet with Hongjoong after he got a call on the prepaid flip phone in the middle of the night.

    Wooyoung noticed you eyeing the bag of dirty laundry when you woke up and immediately offered to go wash them and grab some food for the both of you.

      You're so wrapped up in the welcoming feeling of the warm water pelting your body that you fail to notice the door opening, letting the steam rise to the ceiling of the motel room. You sung one of Jongho's songs sung softly, the sound echoing on the fiberglass and acrylic shower wall.

"Darling?"

You grab the knife you left on the edge and swipe the shower curtain back. "Jesus!" Both of you yell. Wooyoungs hands fly up in a defense position as you aim the knife at him for a moment.

You flip it in your hand and hand it over to him by the handle, visibly relaxing as you see it's only your sneaky boyfriend. "Perv~" You tease before sliding the curtain shut dramatically. You can hear him shuffling around, and the sound of his zipper confirms your suspicions.

     He steps over the tub edge and joins you, hugging you close from behind and kissing your neck gently. "Did you-"

     "Mhm, foods on the bed, Princess." You laugh softly before turning in his arms and hugging his neck loosely.

     "You're the best, you know?"

     "I sure do~"

     He reaches over you and grabs the travel size bottle of shampoo, cursing them silently because he will most definitely have to go get some more from the main desk before your stay is over. He lathers it up in his hands a bit before massaging your hair tenderly. "You miss them, don't you?"

     His question catches you off guard for a moment, wondering just what he means until you realize that he must have heard you singing the song Jongho wrote all those years ago on The Illusion.

     Those times were so much simpler. A group of pirates and the open sea. Beautiful blue water and all the time together that you could ever ask for.

    "Don't you?" The way your eyes glaze over is enough to tell him. You miss them just as much as he does. You wish this would end just as much as he does.

     "It hurts like hell."

     "I know, Baby."

     "I want to kill them."

     Hala-Teez, the Strickland officials? All of them. "Me too, Baby."

     He leans your head back carefully and rinses away the coconut scented soap from your hair gently. "I love you." You speak. Just  above a whisper. But he catches it even over the raining water.

  

     "I love you, Darling. This will all be over soon." He doesn't promise because he knows he can't. He doesn't know how long this situation will last. You could be on the run from Strickland and looking over your shoulders for Hala-Teez until your last breath.

      "Joong will figure something out." You don't promise. Because Hongjoong hasn't. He can't. He won't promise something that he doesn't know he cant follow through with. He could be trying to come up with a plan for decades.

      You stand in silence for a moment as you wash his hair gently before he speaks again, "don't cry, Love."

     "What?"

    When you look up, he's blurry. When did you start crying? How did this happen?

   He closes his eyes and hugs you close with his head under the stream of steaming water.

     After a small cry-session in the shower together, you and Wooyoung curled up in the bed and ate your takeout, watching one of the decade old dvd's on the laptop that Yeosang managed to get to you guys a few weeks ago.

The ban from being together for safety didn't stop small run ins with a familiar looking delivery man. Be it disguised as a food delivery man, a mailman, an exterminator- Yeosang always found a way to travel around the city and deliver small gifts from one member to another along with messages from Hongjoong when the phones were down.

A wave of laughter is cut off by a knock on the door. His hand immediately grabs a small hand gun on the nightstand as he stands, your own going to your knife that's sandwiched between the mattress and bed box as you slam the laptop closed.

      "Delivery!" The voice makes you relax.

    "Fucker," you huff as you jump over the bed and beat Wooyoung to the door and smile at the helmeted man. You can't see him, but you know who it is. "Goody~" You peek out into the halls and spot a few suspicious looking people, so you pretend to slip him some money before taking the box and take one last look as he walks away.

     "Open it," he urges impatiently, nearly knocking you over to get to the pizza box as you set it on the small table.

Ontop of your favorite pizza. A small piece of paper. Sans handwriting.

let's bounce

--

[deansbeer]

𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐀𝐒 SKIES & 𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐒 TIES

001. ARE WE MORE THAN FRIENDS? ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ִ ݁ ♡ .

✸ 𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟔; four months after you and jensen met.

PAIRING. cowboy!jensen x female reader ꒱

SYNOPSIS. it's been four month since you and jensen met during that stormy december, and now he's around a lot more. between family dinners, stolen moments, and clearing the air about daisy, things between you and jensen are getting sweeter—and a whole lot more complicated.

WARNING(S). fluff | hand-holding | forehead kisses | flirting | romantic tension | developing feelings | playful family teasing | confrontation (toward daisy) | made-up rumors | sisters' tease reader but r supportive of the blossoming relationship | dads' subtle matchmaking attempts | extended family (jensen's family) | past insecurities | self-consciousness | mutual pining | animal interactions (baby foal) | country lifestyle | ranch work references | rural texas.

kari yaps. merry xmas eve! my lil gift to u for the holidays. teehee, i'm already so obsessed w these two, not even kidding. this one is a lil longer than the prologue (obviously) so ur in for a ride !!! i want cowboy!jensen n his charming fine self <3333 yeehaw! 🏇 edit. i don't like how it came out, so im sorry, if it's shitty compared to the prologue :((( + im not feeling as festive & have been crying since earlier over it. anyway, i would hate to ruin anyone else's holiday spirit, so lemme just stop there <3 with that said, i hope ur all enjoying christmas, my loves. and to those who don't celebrate, i hope ur having an amazing day <3

𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓. ୨ৎ 𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍'𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐘.

APRIL in texas brought wildflowers and warm breezes, painting the ranch in vibrant colors that made everything feel new again. four exact months had passed since that stormy december day when jensen first walked into your life, and somehow everything was different while staying exactly the same.

"he's coming over again?" hannah teased from her perch on the kitchen counter, watching you fidget with your hair in the reflection of the microwave door. "that's the third time this week."

"his dad and our dad are friends," you muttered, though you couldn't hide the flush creeping up your neck. "they're working on something."

kimberly snorted from the kitchen table. "yeah, working on getting you two married off."

"shut up, kim!"

"girls," your mom warned, but her eyes were twinkling as she kneaded dough for her famous cinnamon rolls. "leave your sister alone. though i must say, alan has been mighty pleased with how well you two get along."

you groaned, dropping your head onto the counter. "can we please talk about literally anything else?"

the sound of tires on gravel saved you from further torment. through the window, you could see alan's truck pulling up, jensen climbing out of the passenger side door. your heart did that annoying little flip it always did when you saw him now, but at least you'd learned to hide it better.

"sweetheart," your mom called as you headed for the door, "why don't you show jensen those new foals while your dad and his dad talk business?"

"subtle, mom. real subtle."

but you were already out the door, the spring air warm on your skin as you jogged down the porch steps. jensen met you halfway, that easy smile of his making your stomach flutter.

"hey," he said softly, like he always did, like it was just for you.

"hey yourself." you nodded toward the stables. "want to see the new additions?"

he fell into step beside you, close enough that your arms brushed. "lead the way."

the past four months had smoothed out most of the awkwardness between you, replaced it with something comfortable but charged with possibility. you'd learned things about him—how he took his coffee (black, two sugars), his favorite time of day (dawn, when the ranch was just waking up), how his laugh changed depending on what made him smile.

"you know," he starts, as you reached the stables, "my aunt martha's been asking about you."

you laughed, remembering the energetic woman from last month's family barbecue. "is she still convinced i need her secret recipe for peach cobbler?"

"she says, and i quote, 'that girl needs to know how to make a proper cobbler if she's gonna be part of this family.'"

your steps faltered slightly, but jensen pretended not to notice. that was another thing you'd learned about him—he knew when to push and when to let things breathe.

"your family's really taken a shine to me, huh?" you said, trying to keep your voice light as you led him to the newest foal's stall.

"can you blame them?" he leaned against the stable door, watching as you checked on the baby horse. "you're pretty easy to like."

before you could respond, a sharp voice cut through the air. "jensen! i thought that was your truck i saw!"

the happy bubble around you and jensen burst at daisy's sharp voice. she stood at the stable entrance like she owned it, her blonde hair perfectly curled despite the texas heat, wearing a sundress that seemed impractical for a ranch visit. your stomach twisted—she looked exactly like the kind of girl who belonged next to jensen.

"daisy." jensen's voice was flat, nothing like the warm tone he'd been using with you moments ago. his shoulders tensed, and he shifted slightly, putting himself between you and her.

"i've been trying to catch you at your place," she said, her boots clicking against the stable floor as she walked closer. each step felt deliberate, calculated. "daddy keeps saying you're never around anymore." her eyes flicked to you, a quick dismissive glance that made your skin crawl. "now i see why."

"been busy," jensen said shortly. you could see the way his jaw clenched, the way it did when he was holding back words. he turned back to you, deliberately showing daisy his back. "speaking of, you were gonna show me those training techniques you mentioned?"

daisy's perfectly painted lips curved into a sneer. "i guess the rumors about you two are true, then? funny, i always thought you had better taste, jensen."

"excuse me?" the words left your mouth before you could stop them.

jensen's hand found yours, squeezing gently. "there aren't any rumors, daisy," he said, his voice stern in a way you'd never heard before. "and even if there were, it wouldn't be any of your business. never has been."

she flushed, anger flashing across her face. "i just thought—"

"you thought wrong," he cut her off. "there was never a 'we', daisy. you decided there was something between us without ever asking me what i wanted. you showed up at my ranch uninvited, tried to insert yourself into my family, and spread rumors when i made it clear that i wasn't interested."

her composure began to crack. "that's not—i never—"

"you told half the county we were dating," jensen continued, his voice steady but angry. "even went as far as making things uncomfortable for everyone, including your dad. and now you're here, on private property, trying to do it again?"

"jensen—"

"you're wrong, daisy," he said firmly. "now, if you'll excuse us, we've got work to do. i'm sure you can find your way out."

daisy's face contorted with anger and embarrassment. "this isn't over," she spat, but her voice wavered. "daddy won't be happy about how you're treating me."

"your daddy knows exactly how i feel," jensen replied calmly. "has for months. why do you think he stopped bringing you around?"

she opened her mouth, closed it, then spun on her heel and stormed off. you could hear her volkswagen beetle engine rev aggressively as she peeled out of the ranch.

silence fell in the stable, broken only by the soft nickering of horses. jensen's hand was still holding yours, his thumb rubbing gentle circles against your skin.

"i'm sorry about that," he said finally, turning to face you. "i should've handled that situation better months ago."

"you don't have to apologize," you reassured him. "it's not your fault she..."

"got obsessed?" he supplied with a wry smile. "yeah, well. maybe if i'd been clearer from the start about where my interests lay, she wouldn't have gotten the wrong idea."

your heart skipped. "your interests?"

his free hand came up to cup your cheek, and suddenly you couldn't remember why you'd ever worried about daisy at all.

"listen," he moved closer, his eyes serious. "whatever you heard about me and daisy... it wasn't true. never was. she just... decided things were a certain way, and no matter how many times i told her different, she wouldn't listen."

"oh." you fiddled with the hem of your shirt. "i just thought... i mean, everyone said—"

"everyone says a lot of things," he stepped closer, his fingers catching your chin. "but the only girl i've been interested in since last december is standing right here, trying real hard not to look at me."

your eyes snapped to his, heat flooding your face. "jensen..."

"dinner's ready!" kimberly's voice rang out across the yard, making you both jump apart.

jensen laughed, shaking his head. "your sisters have terrible timing."

dinner at your house had become a regular thing, both families crowded around the large oak table your grandfather had built. your mom had outdone herself tonight—pot roast, fresh rolls, and three different kinds of pie.

"this is incredible, melanie," alan said to your mom, helping himself to seconds. "you've outdone yourself."

"oh, it's nothing special," your mom waved him off, but she was beaming. "though, i did try that new seasoning donna suggested."

jensen's mom smiled warmly. "i told you it would make all the difference."

you were seated between jensen and hannah, trying to ignore the knowing looks both your sisters kept shooting your way. jensen's knee pressed against yours under the table, a steady warmth that made it hard to focus on your food.

"remember when these two first met?" your dad chuckled, gesturing between you and jensen. "her in those pajamas of hers, looking like she'd seen a ghost."

"dad!" you groaned as everyone laughed.

"oh, i remember," alan grinned. "jensen came home that very next day talking about—"

"hey, dad," jensen cut in quickly, his ears reddening. "maybe we should talk about something else?"

hannah leaned over to whisper in your ear. "bet he told his daddy all about how pretty y'looked in those shorts."

you elbowed her sharply, but you couldn't help smiling.

after dinner, everyone migrated to the back porch. the texas sunset painted the sky in pinks and purples, the air cooling just enough to be comfortable. you found yourself sitting on the porch swing with jensen, your families' voices creating a comfortable backdrop of chatter.

"so," you said softly, "what exactly did you tell your dad that night?"

jensen groaned. "you're not gonna let that go, are ya?"

"nope."

he was quiet for a moment, then he spoke up, "i told him i'd met the prettiest girl i'd ever seen, even if she was wearing pajamas and looked like she wanted to murder me."

"i did not!"

"sweetheart, you looked at me like i was the devil himself."

"well, you were smirking at me!"

"because you were adorable," he said simply, like it was the most obvious thing in the world. "still are."

before you could respond, kimberly's voice floated over, "you two want some privacy?"

"kim!" you hissed, but jensen just laughed, his arm sliding along the back of the swing behind you.

"nah," he answered coolly. "just enjoying the view."

your mom then appeared in the doorway, holding a fresh pie. "who wants dessert?"

as everyone headed inside, jensen caught your hand. "hey."

"yeah?"

"just... i'm glad your dad made you help that day. even if you did try to hide from me for weeks after."

you ducked your head, embarrassed. "well, to be fair, i thought you were dating daisy."

"never," he said firmly. "not her, not anyone. been waiting for the right girl."

"is that so?"

his thumb brushed over your knuckles, just like it had that night. "yeah."

"jensen! honey, you want apple or cherry?" his mom called.

he squeezed your hand once before standing, pulling you up with him. "we should get in there before they send out a search party."

"or before my sisters start making more comments?"

"that too." he tugged you closer, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead that left you stunned. "come on, pretty girl. let's go face the firing squad."

later that night, after both families had gone home and your sisters had thoroughly exhausted their teasing, you lay in bed thinking about everything. your mom poked her head in, smiling knowingly.

"you have a good day?"

"mom..."

she sat on the edge of your bed, smoothing your hair back like she used to when you were a little girl. "you know, i remember when i first met your father. he had that same look in his eyes that jensen gets when he looks at you."

"mama," you whined, but you were smiling.

"i'm just saying," she stood, heading for the door. "some things are worth taking a chance on."

as you stared up at the ceiling of your bedroom, you thought about jensen's words, about waiting for the right girl. maybe, just maybe, your mom was right.

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Major art Dump incoming

all the MW ocs I have so far plus concept art of future ones in development.

I just want to have all my fav art pieces together in one post to track my progress :]

So of course we got the main trio themselves :]. My pride and joy. The amigos :]

Cephany and Tungston were the very FIRST fellas me and my partner came up with.

CopyKat came later to join the group after basing them on @havockingboo 's mimic species.

The idea just stuck after realizing they are the silliest cat alien in the galaxy. Their character is literally every cat meme rolled into one.

And I love them MWAH!! 🐈

NEXT UP!!

The villains!!!

EVIL EVIL EVIL ‼️💥‼️

Already planning on writing a comic for the trio. So if they would have any major villains it's THESE GUYS!

Brutus and Deoxy were developed by both me and my partner after we realized that if they're gonna fight bad guys. They should have some bad guys!

Took a while to make them and figure out what exact aliens we wanted for these guys!

But orugh the final result for them so far has been good :]

Deoxy still has a long way to go.

But Brutus is perfect.

Tagging @sammysamps 's once again because these are 4 out of theeeee...*counts fingers* 6 ocs I have based on their vampoctarion and Tremoctarion species!

The first two goobers are Oc x canon fanchildren.

The blue rocker lady is Joan

And the peachy Tremoctarion is my little princess Evangeline ✨

Me and my good friend @houseofdoodles love her and a certain crab pirate loves her too teehee :]

Okay let's see who elllllse 🤔

ANOTHER MW SONA STILL IN THE WORKS!

this was made by the help of another friend of mine

@coprolite-moment during a stream/magma doodle sesh! Its a Sona originally made for helluva boss. They really helped me develope and figure out this ladies color pallet/design which STILL amazes me btw HOLY shit 😭

But ALSO you should check out their dead eye comic hehehehe it's reeeeally goooooood :] *wiggles it around like I'm wiggling car keys*

Okay...who else? Uhhhhhhh

I have ONE unicorn fella I still gotta finish..aaaaaand...*counts all these rabbits*

THESE GUYS! again, another species inspired by havoc :] /theyre multiplying send help/

Cutler, Hartman, and...dog guy *squint*

I think I called him Richard but he's a fella I'm either gonna keep or scrap for later. Not sure yet

Same for Cutler!

But Hartman *kisses his head* I need to redesign you baby boy :]

Uhm I THINK that's it so far but honestly I know there's more! Might come back and edit the thread even more with updates!

But I got a pretty good chunk done.

I'll probably make a part 2 explaining concept for some NEW guys I've been thinking of all well.

Buuuuut thats it for now :]

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Hong's Anatomy: Part 4

Pediatrician surgeon!  Joshua x pediatric surgeon!  Female Reader 

Synopsis: Coming to Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital wasn’t on your bucket list, that’s for sure, but when you meet the head of your department, Joshua Hong, it's one of the only things that constantly brightens your day. 

Warnings: swearing, made up medical terms and procedures, i have no idea if any of this is medically accurate it’s just for story, flirting, smut (18+) (oral: f -receiving, penetrative sex, no protection, aftercare)

Words: 5.7k words

NOT EDITED, SO I MAY GO BACK AND EDIT LATER (teehee)

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“No sexual intercourse for two weeks and no heavy lifting,” Jinhyo listed as you nodded. It was all typical post surgery instructions that you of all people should know. “I will see you in six weeks for your check-up!” 

Joshua was waiting for you outside the room, bags in hand. After your surgery you spent the rest of the weekend in the hospital and had another week and a half at home before you could return to work. Joshua had insisted that you stay with him, especially since you didn’t have any family in the city. You had obviously agreed. 

“You can stay in the master bedroom and I’ll take the guest room. The bathroom is right here and the kitchen is downstairs, but please don’t call me if you want food, you’re not supposed to be walking for at least two more days,” Joshua explained walking you into his bed room once you got back to his house, putting your duffle bag at the end of the bed and helping you to lie down. 

“Thank you,” you winced, moving to grab your phone from your bag. “I gotta let Seungcheol know that my surgeries are getting transferred.” 

Joshua chuckled and grabbed your phone from you, “I already took care of everything. Seungcheol knows, Rose knows, I know. Just relax baby.” You sighed, and crossed your arms and threw your head back. 

“Well then at least come cuddle with me.” Joshua chuckled and nodded, climbing into bed and wrapped you in his arms. “Can you believe we’ve been banned from sex for two weeks?” 

“Correction, you’ve been banned from sex for the next two weeks,” Joshua said. You gasped and smacked his shoulder. “Ow!” 

“Hey, if I can’t get any, neither can you buddy!” You scold, as Joshua rubs his shoulder. 

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“How’s Y/N?” Jeonghan asked. Him and Joshua were in the middle of a cleft palate surgery and this was the first non-medical thing that they’ve spoken about. 

“She’s recovering well, not too happy about being bedridden for the next few days, let alone at home for another week,” he said, not looking up from the patient.

“Is she with you?” Jeonghan asked, causing Joshua to stop. He looked up at his best friend and nodded. 

“Yeah, just for a couple of days. Then when she can walk around she’s asked to go home,” Jeonghan nodded. 

“That makes sense, that’s really nice that you offered your place.” Joshua didn’t know what to say. He was going to say ‘that’s what boyfriends are for,’ but he didn’t want to rub his relationship in Jeonghan’s face, so he’ll just bring up another topic. 

“How’s your mom? It was her birthday last weekend right?” Jeonghan finally looked up from the patient and raised his eyebrow. 

“Really Shua? We can talk about her ya know. I’m a grown up, I can take it.” 

Joshua sighed and stopped moving for a minute to look up at Jeonghan again. 

“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to treat you like this,” he sighed, “I just don’t want the only thing we have in common now is Y/N.” 

“You know we were friends before her right?” Jeonghan chuckled, “we knew how to talk before.” 

“I know, but this is big Han. I really love her,” Joshua confessed. “But I also love you. You’re both really important to me and I don’t want to lose either of you.” 

“You won’t lose me Shua. It’s been too long for me to ditch you now,” Jeonghan smiled, as Joshua smiled back as well. 

Things were going to be okay. 

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“Can I at least get an update on Joey?” You asked Joshua, he was at work on his lunch break, and you called him everyday at lunch. He had been pretty adamant on not talking to you at all about work. 

“He just got discharged today and all your other scheduled surgeries were taken care of. SO when you come back you should be totally set up,” he answered. 

You sighed and threw your head back, it was your second day back in your own apartment and the days were going by slowly, so calling Joshua was the only thing that went by quicker than you thought. “God, I can’t wait to come back. I cleaned my whole place already and cooked enough meals to last me for two weeks.” 

Joshua chuckled, “you were supposed to still take it easy.” 

“This is easy, I’m not running or lifting anything heavy,” you paused before looking around your apartment, “I’m bored Joshua.” 

“Sit down, watch a movie, do some research, paint!” Joshua listed, “I know you don’t like to just sit around, but there are things you can do.” 

“I want you,” you confessed. Joshua chuckled and blushed a little bit. 

“Ten more days baby,” he smirked, before looking up at the clock. His lunch break was almost up, he didn’t want to hang up on you, but if Seungcheol caught him on his phone one more time. “I gotta go now, but I’ll come by after work and we can eat together.” 

“Okay, see you later.,” you smiled, before hanging up. Just as Joshua was about to take his last bite of his lunch his pager went off. He rushed into the pit to see Jihoon, the head of the Trauma unit with a boy and his family coming in on gurneys.

“Calvin Asher, twelve years old, car crash. BP is 150/90 and he has a severe impalement through his mid-drift,” Heesung said, as Joshua’s eye widened. The boy had a pole through his stomach, and his organs were spilling out of his own body. 

“Get him to room 2 and pack the pole with lap pads!” Joshua ordered, as Heesung nodded and started rolling him to the room. Joshua put on a pair of gloves and made sure that Calvin’s parents were being taken care of before heading into the room. When he got there, Calvin was awake and panicking. He was screaming for his father and in pain. 

“Calvin? Hi, I’m Joshua! I’m gonna help you today, can you stay still for a second while I check you out?” He asked Calvin. He had to put on a happy voice in order to calm Calvin down and it worked enough for Calvin to stop thrashing around. He was still crying and wanting his father, but he wasn’t moving. “Call Jun and Soonyoung, and book on OR, he’s bleeding internally!” 

The nurse nodded and started calling Jun when Joshua looked down at Calvin. “We’re going to go upstairs and make sure that you’re okay?” 

“What about my dad?” He cried. 

“He’s right next door, he looks much better than you, so I’m sure he’ll be fine,” he reassured, “we’re gonna give you some medicine that’ll make you feel better and put you to sleep okay?” Calvin nodded, but didn’t say anything more. 

By the time Joshua got up to surgery Soonyoung and Jun were there, all scrubbed in and waiting. 

“It’s right in between his lungs and heart. We can’t fix both at once, so I don’t know how this is going to go,” Soonyoung warned. 

“As long as he’s ventilated, it should be good for at least two hours,” Jun said, “do we need Veron or Jihoon to get the pole out?” 

“No,” Joshua said, “I can do it.” Jun and Soonyoung nodded and looked at each other before they all walked into the OR. Joshua got to work right away, removing the pole and then Soonyoung got right to work, he put in the catheter then a mesh patch went through the catheter then used to close the hole. 

Meanwhile Jun started putting in the chest catheter in between the ribs into the air-filled space that's pressing on the collapsed lung. Then Jun removed the needle and attached a syringe to the catheter and pulled out the excess air. 

Finally Joshua was working on controlling the bleeding internally, this was the hardest part of all. He started sealing the ends of the leaking blood vessels with a heat probe, but around the heart he would suture because the tissue was very sensitive. 

Joshua managed to finish the surgery without any problems, but poor Jun was having a really hard time making sure that his catheter was working properly. Calvin’s body was working over time and the catheter Jun was putting in in his chest wasn’t closing up properly.

“Can you suture the catheter in Joshua?” Jun sighed. He had tried everything else, Joshua nodded and sutured the catheter in place before waiting to see if it was going to close around the area naturally.

“Come on” Joshua mumbled as all the sudden the catheter started humming, signaling that it was in place and working properly. “Great work Doctor. Wen.” 

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When Joshua knocked on your door later that evening the last thing he expected was to see you cooking supper. The few times you’d been at each other’s places, he had always cooked. So seeing you, wrapped up in an apron was endearing. 

“Hey baby,” he smiled, pressing a kiss to your cheek. You smiled back and stepped back to let him in. “I thought I was making dinner?” 

“I was sitting around doing nothing anyway. Might as well take my turn,” you said, watching him take off his coat and make his way into the kitchen to look at what you were making. “I looked up a recipe for Kimchi Stew. My roommate back in Korea made an amazing one and I was craving some.” 

He pulled a spoon from your cabinet and dipped it into the soup, “oh my gosh. It’s amazing!” He complimented. You smiled and smacked his hand away. .

“There’s still twenty minutes left, so go sit down and tell me about your day,” you said, grabbing his hands and leading him to the couch.  

“Well right after we ended our lunch call I went to go help this poor boy that got into a car accident. He had a severe impalement through his mid-drift. There was a pole through his stomach, and his organs were spilling out of his own body,” Joshua explained, as your eyes widened, “Jun, Soonyoung and I were able to help him, but Jihoon lost his father.” 

“Oh my god,” you gasped, covering your mouth. 

“Yeah, it was terrible. His mom is in the picture and came to the hospital after their surgeries so he’s not all alone, but god, I couldn’t imagine the survivor's guilt that poor kid is going through,” Joshua said, as you reached out to grab his hand. “God, sorry. I didn’t mean to make this a sob story.” 

“No no no babe, tell me. That’s the joys of having a surgeon girlfriend,” you smiled, squeezing his hand. Joshua sighed and looked up at you. 

“I usually talk about this stuff with my therapist. I’m sorry if I say stuff that’s a little out there.” 

Shit. That’s right, technically you completed your homework given to you from your therapist. You didn’t know Joshua went to therapy. 

“You go to therapy?” You asked as Joshua nodded, “so do I!” 

“I’m a pediatric surgeon. Of course I go to therapy,” he joked, " I've been going to the same therapist for almost five years now. Didn’t you tell me your therapist gave you homework?” You nodded and smiled that he remembered. 

“Yeah, I was supposed to make one new friend in a month,” you smiled, “I guess I finished my homework.” Joshua smiled and pulled you into a kiss right before your alarm went off to get the soup off the oven. 

“You set the table, and I’ll get the soup off the oven,” he said as you nodded. The rest of the dinner was good, you tried to convince him to let you go back to the hospital and see your co-workers, but he quickly shut you down. After dinner you both went to your bedroom to “watch a movie”.  

“I can’t stay the night babe,” Joshua said, in between kisses. “I got work at 6.” You groaned and threw your head back. 

“Even if we just sleep?” You pouted as he shook his head. 

“I’m sorry. I’ll come by again tomorrow,” he said, pressing one last kiss to your lips before getting up from the bed. You groaned and threw your head back, watching your boyfriend put his sweater on. You followed him to the door and leaned against the frame, watching him put his shoes on this time. After he was all dressed up again, he gave you one last kiss before leaving. 

God you were bored. 

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“So you managed to make lots of friends, a boyfriend, and had a major surgery all in one month?” Your therapist asked. You nodded and shrugged. “How did you manage that Y/N?” She chucked. 

“Well the friends and boyfriend I worked hard on, the major surgery I don’t know how my body was able to develop over a dozen cysts on my ovaries…” you started to ramble, but cut yourself off when you saw Jisoo’s face. “My boyfriend and I almost didn’t get together. There was this other guy named Jeonghan, who is also a surgeon, a plastic surgeon but still a surgeon. He really liked me and would flirt with me right in front of Joshua, and it’s not like I don’t like Jeonghan like that, but he’s not Joshua.” 

“Having feelings for someone who genuinely cares for you is pretty normal. He sounds like one of the few people who took time to get to know you in your workplace, romantic feelings are bound to happen,” Jisso nodded, “why do you think he wasn’t the one for you though?” 

You didn’t have an immediate answer, but when you thought of it, it made sense. 

“I think it’s because Jeonghan was pretty passionate with his public displays of affection. Joshua is also passionate in his affection, he just likes to keep it more private,” you admit, “it’s not like I don’t like being shown off. I’ve just always been a private person, and being with Jeonghan just felt like it came with a public title. ‘That’s Jeonghan Yoon’s girlfriend.’ Not ‘that’s Doctor. Y/N L/n.’ and with Joshua I know that he understands that, and values that.” 

It felt weird saying that out loud. You had been thinking it this whole time, just haven’t publicly said it yet. 

Jisoo nods her head and sighs, “that’s tricky. I understand where you're sensing that from what you’ve told me about this Jeonghan. Did you talk to him about these feelings?”

You shook your head no. 

“Well there’s no need to bring it up again, but if it does come up, that’s a good place to start. I think it’ll help both of you learn and grow.” You hated that she was right. You were never the best at confrontation, so her challenging you sucked. 

“Okay, I can do that,” you nodded. Jisoo nodded and typed away on her computer. She would always send you her notes after your sessions. Before you could talk, your phone went off. It was Joshua letting you know that he was getting off work. “Can we cut this a little early? Joshua is coming?” 

Jisoo’s face lightens up at the mention of the new boyfriend, “can I meet him? I think it’d be a good idea for you both to do a couple therapy session once in a while.” 

Before you could answer your phone started ringing. It was Joshua again. 

“I don’t think today is gonna work, next time though!” You said as Jisoo nodded in agreement before waving goodbye so you could answer Joshua’s call. “Hello?” 

“Hey baby. Do you want me to pick anything up on the way to your place?” He asked, you could hear the tiredness in his voice, he wasn’t as peppy as usual. 

“Sure, I haven’t started dinner yet. You can choose though,” you replied as he simply hummed, “are you okay? How were your other surgeries?” The line went quiet and the only thing you could hear was the hum of him driving before he sighed. 

“I lost all my patients today,” he confessed, “I had four operations and I lost all of them.” 

You sighed and went to move to the couch, you had a feeling he would want to continue to talk the rest of the drive, “I’m so sorry babe, I’m sure it wasn’t your fault.” 

“That’s the thing, it was my fault. I’m a surgeon, it’s quite literally my fault. I could save any of those kids,” he cried before there was a long pause. “Do you ever wish you went into a different profession? Like family medicine?”

“No,” you answered quickly, “if I was a family doctor all I would be doing is prescribing medication and wrapping people’s injuries. We’re surgeon’s, we save people’s lives. We don’t put bandaids on them and send them home, we try our best to help them live the life that their body and the world prevented them from doing.” 

“God, you make it sound easy,” Joshua chuckled, the humming of his car, stopping. He had reached the restaurant for your supper. 

“It’s not, we both know that. The bad days are bad. They really are, but the good days? They make the bad days worth it.” 

“God you make it hard for me to not want to sleep with you,” he chuckles, “I'm gonna go order our food. I’ll be home in thirty minutes.” 

“Okay, see you soon,” you smile. 

“See you soon,” he says back, “and babe? Thanks for cheering me up.” 

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Stepping back into the hospital felt amazing, it was cold in the hospital and it smelt of hand sanitizer. It felt like your second home. Joshua dropped you off at the door and was parking the car, so it left you a few minutes to soak in the feeling of being back alone. 

“Oh my god Y/N!” Rose exclaimed, she was alone, probably on her lunch break. “Welcome back!” 

“Thanks, it feels good to be back,” you sighed, as she nodded and waved to Joshua who was standing behind you now. “Joshua was keeping up on your schedule, so things are all in order for you.”

“Great, I’ll see you after your break!” You smile as she nods and makes her way to the lunch room. “You looked over my schedule?” 

“I did, Seungcheoul asked me to make sure that your schedule wasn’t too busy but still getting into it,” he said, “I scheduled you in for a leg break for your first surgery. Start off small and work back up again.” 

“You gave me a bone break surgery?” You asked, as he nodded. 

“You forget that I was your boss before as well,” he chuckled as you sighed, “I’ll see you later.” He smiled, pressing a kiss on your cheek walking away with his intern Patterson. 

“Doctor L/N!” Doctor. Green smiled. 

“Green, how are you? Who were you assigned to while I was away?” You asked, as he handed you a tablet. 

“I’m good, I missed you. I was with Doctor Xu,” he answered as you chuckled. 

“Neurosurgery is definitely an acquired taste. I’m happy to see that you missed me though,” you smiled, “tell me about this patient now.” 

“Leah Montgomery, seventeen years old, broken leg and sprained ankle,” Green explained as you both started walking to the OR. “Doctor Chwe is there as well.” 

“When did this poor girl come in?” You asked, a little confused on how Joshua was able to give you this ahead of time. 

“Only about an hour ago, Doctor. Hong called in, if you were wondering,” Green chuckled, you blushed. He could tell you were thinking about Joshua, was it really that obvious? 

“I see, poor girl,” you said, walking into the scrub room to see Vernon and the rest of the team waiting for you. 

“Doctor L/N, good to see you back. I’m honored to work with you on your first surgery back,” Vernon said, as you walked in. 

“Thank you Doctor. Chwe, let’s fix up a leg!” 

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“Why didn’t you tell me Y/N was back?” Jeonghan asked Joshua, they were doing another surgery together and it was the first thing Jeonghan had said the whole time. 

“I thought you knew? Everyone knew she was coming back on the third?” Joshua said, looking up at Jeonghan and tilted his head in confusion. 

“Right,” Jeonghan groaned at himself, “I knew that, I don’t know why I forgot.” Jeonghan had never forgotten anything, he was always the one to remind the friend group of major hangouts and even remember the small things about everyone .That’s what made him so popular. 

“It’s alright, you’ve had a busy schedule lately,” Joshua tried to reassure, “have you seen her at all today?” He tried switching the topic.  

“I did, she was coming out of a bone break surgery and we spoke a little bit before I came here,” Jeonghan responded, slightly embarrassed. 

“Are you okay man?” Joshua asked, looking up from the patient again and stopping his sutures. “You’ve been off all week.” Jeonghan sighed and shrugged. 

“I’m just really busy. That’s what taking a whole week off does to you I guess,” he chuckles, pushing some hair away from his forehead. Joshua nodded, not quite fully convinced that was the sole reason Jeonghan seemed so frazzled, but he didn’t want to push any further. 

“Do you want to go for coffee again tomorrow?” Joshua asked instead. They had been going for coffee on their shared day off last week, and to restore some of their friendship, Joshua was hoping they could make it a regular thing. 

“Sure,” Jeonghan smiled before smirking, “trying to fit time in for me now that you’re taken?” 

Joshua rolled his eyes, but didn’t exactly deny it. Before they could say anything else one of the nurses popped their head into the OR.

“Doctor. L/N just finished her surgery, Doctor. Hong,” Rose said, as Joshua nodded, “she’s asking for you.” 

“Can you finish without me?” Joshua asked Jeonghan, he nodded and Joshua quickly thanked him before taking off his scrubs and heading down to you. When he got to the OR desk he saw you sitting on one of the empty desk chairs. When he stepped around the desk you looked up and saw him, jumping out of your chair and giving him a big hug. 

“I forgot how amazing it feels to smell hand sanitizer and lap pad an internal bleed,” you smiled. 

“This is why you called me?” Joshua chuckled, “I was in the middle of a surgery.”

“No, I called you to tell you that Jihyo cleared me for more intensive surgeries and even though I appreciate the surgery, that you can give me harder ones.” Joshua rolled his eyes and sighed, picking up a tablet and looking ar the schedule. 

“I don’t have you on anything until nine?”

“I know, give me something else!” You exclaimed, hitting him across the shoulder. 

“Ow!” Joshua whined, grabbing his shoulder dramatically and feigning an injury. 

“Joshua!” 

“Fine,” he playfully rolled his eyes, “there’s a double artery bypass at three? Will that give you enough time to do that and your nine o’clock?” You nodded and threw your arms around his neck, giving him another hug. 

“Thank you,” you said into his neck before skipping away, leaving Joshua to roll his eyes and chuckle. He missed the end of his surgery for that.

After booking you in, he returned the OR. It had only been maybe ten minutes, so Jeonghan wasn’t even close to being done yet. So Joshua could pick right up where he left off. 

“She had me schedule her in for another surgery,” Joshua chuckled when Jeonghan looked up, surprised to see him back so early. 

“What did you give her?” He chuckled. 

“A double artery bypass,” he answered, “that should keep her busy.” Jeonghan chuckled.

“Girlfriends.”

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It had officially been two weeks since your surgery, which meant you could have sex and drink. Both of which you planned on checking the off boxes tonight. It was friday night, so you and Joshua had the next day off, so you asked him after work for dinner. 

You got off earlier than he did, so you had some extra time to get ready. You had your everything shower, but on some matching lingerie, and did some easy makeup. 

Joshua was supposed to be at your house at about seven, but it was almost eight thirty and he still wasn’t here. You sighed, and looked at your phone again. No calls from Joshua, but at about nine you finally heard a knock on your door. You darted up and quickly answered the door. 

“Jeonghan?” You asked, “what’s up? Is Joshua okay?”

“Yeah, he’s fine. He is stuck in a pretty lengthy surgery though, so he won’t be able to make it to your date night. That’s why I’m here though!” He said, holding up a bottle of wine. 

“Oh well then,” you chuckled, “come in.” Jeonghan smiled and nodded. You felt a little bit overdressed compared to his simple sweater and jeans. You led him to your kitchen and got out a few glasses of wine and poured out half the bottle. 

“Can I be brutally honest with you?” You asked, taking the first sip of wine as Jeonghan nodded and also took his first sip, taking a seat across from you. “I was planning on sleeping with Joshua tonight. I dressed up and planned a romantic evening and I’m kind of sad that he’s not here. Not that I’m not happy to see you, but…” 

“But, like it’s been proven before, I’m not Joshua,” Jeonghan said with a tight lipped smile. 

“No, it’s more like I just miss him. He’s been busy and we barely see each other when we get home. I feel like I barely have a boyfriend. We were dating for a few days before my surgery so I feel like we’ve missed an integral part of our relationship.” 

Jeonghan nodded, but didn’t say anything, noticing the tears starting to well up in your eyes. 

“God, I’m so pathetic. Crying over a boy,” you chuckle. Jeonghan shakes his head no and moves to hand you a tissue from his pocket. “Thanks.” 

By the time that you finished your glass of wine, it was ten and still no signs of Joshua. You and Jeonghan had moved to the couch, another glass of wine, when Joshua finally got home. 

“Hey guys,” Joshua sighed, throwing his coat on the floor and taking his shoes off. You smiled and got off the couch to greet him, Jeonghan right behind him. “Can I have some of that?” Joshua asked, taking a big sip of wine. 

“Here come sit,” you said, Joshua nodded and you sat down while you went to get him his own glass of wine. “How was your surgery?”

“Awful, there was a girl who came in with only one fourth of her liver. We had to do a transplant and then we found out her colon was ruptured, so we had to repair that as well,” he sighed, “I’m exhausted.” 

“I’m sure, I’ll leave you guys to get to bed,” Jeonghan smiled, getting up from the couch. “I’ll see you on Monday!” You nodded and watched Jeonghan excuse himself. Leaving you two all alone. 

“God, I missed you,” you pouted, straddling him and giving him a big hug. Joshua hummed into your shoulder and ran his hands up and down your back, savoring the hug. 

“I know you had big plans tonight, I’m sorry I was so late, can we just take it easy tonight? We can still have dinner and maybe some fun later, but just stay home?” Joshua asked, as you nodded and got off his lap to get him some leftovers from your fridge. 

“Here, I ate already.” He smiled and thanked you as you turned on the t.v. You smiled and watched him eat silently. “Something on your mind babe?” He chuckled, watching the wheels in your brain spin. 

“I wanna have sex tonight,” you answered, “it’s been two weeks since my surgery and I wanna have sex. I wore a matching pair of lacy underwear tonight and it’s taking everything in my right now not to jump you.” 

Joshua’s eyes widened at your confession and put down his plate, “well then?” He asked, as you smirked and straddled him again, pressing your lips together. You sighed against his mouth and wrapped your arms around his neck while he went to move your hair to your shoulder. 

“Can you believe it’s been two weeks since we’ve had sex?” You joked, as Joshua started to kiss down your neck. One of the straps of your dress straps falling down your shoulder. 

“Can you believe we’ve been together for three weeks?” Joshua joked back, you rolled your eyes and threw your head back, enjoying the feel of his lips across your collarbones and neck. You pushed the other strap off your shoulder and wiggled the dress down to your mid-drift. Joshua also started working on taking his sweater off. 

“Why did you wear so many layers?” You asked, watching him not only take off his sweater but his two undershirts. Joshua just shrugged once all his shirts were off and leaned back in to kiss you again and lay you down on the couch. Joshua held your hand and pinned them above your head while kissing you while his other hand shimmied the dress down the rest of your body and threw it onto the floor. 

He pulled away from all the kissing to look at the matching set of white, lace, lingerie. “You really were excited weren’t you?” He chuckled, lowering his head and pressing kisses to your stomach. “I want to fuck you with as much of this on as possible,” he whispered into your skin. You nodded and squeezed his hand in reassurance. 

Joshua started pressing kiss all across your body, your stomach, the opt of your breasts, your arms, neck, thighs, lips, cheeks, anything he could touch, he kissed. “You’re so beautiful,” he sighed. 

You pulled him up to kiss your lips again and pushed his pants down his legs, freeing his cock. Joshua grabbed his cock and used his other hand to push two of his fingers inside you to make sure you were wet enough. He slid his hands down your panties and felt the inside of your walls. 

“You’re already wet baby?” He asked, as you nodded. He smiled and pushed your panties aside and pushed himself into you, causing you to wince a little. Joshua slowly sunk himself deeper into you and kept kissing you to try and ease the stretch. 

Once Joshua was all the way inside you he stopped and waited for you to adjust to him fully. Once you were ready, you slowly started moving your hips, causing Joshua to moan. 

“You gotta tell me if you're ready baby,” he moaned. 

“I’m ready,” you sarcastically said, still moving your hips as Joshua chuckled but also started moving his hips. The stretch felt amazing, and once Joshua started picking up the pace you started to feel the pleasure build up. 

Joshua moved his one hand to squeeze your breast in the lingerie and then moved to cup your cheek. Your moaning got louder and Joshua’s thrusts got quicker, enough for both of you to finish at the same time. Once both you high started to simmer down Joshua pulled out of you quickly and flipped to your stomach. He quickly pulled your panites and garters down your legs and pushed inside you again. 

“Joshua!” You moaned, reaching up to cup his neck. You haven’t explored many positions in the bedroom before, so the new angle and position was exciting. He kept up a good fast pace that made you finish together, again, just a couple minutes later. He eventually pulled out of you and moved you over so that he could prop himself up and look at you. You were out of breath and panting, but you managed to reach over to the coffee table and get some tissues to clean up the mess in between your legs to try and not stain your couch. 

“Just give me a bit and we can move to the bed,” you pant, as Joshua nods and reaches over you to grab your underwear and once you were finished he slid them back up your legs before putting his back on as well. 

“We better take it slow, build up our stamina,” he smiled, pecking your neck. You nodded and wiped the thin layer of sweat off your forehead and swung your legs to a sitting position and grabbed the glass of water that was there from earlier in the day. Joshua had put on his shorts and went to the kitchen to get some snacks when you were starting to put on your clothes and make your way to your bedroom. He had a slice of toast in one hand and a banana in the other. You chuckled, when he offered you bite of his toast, but politely declined. 

You decided to wait on the bed until he was ready to either continue your previous scandalous activities or just cuddle and talk. You had only been able to find your bra, so aside from your underwear, that was the only thing you were wearing, and it wasn’t exactly the most comfortable thing to be wearing. Joshua shortly came in, only banana in hand, and laid down next to you and wrapped his arms around your waist, nuzzling his face into your neck. 

“I don’t want to sound like a pervert or anything, but I missed us being intimate like that,” he smiled. You chuckled and pulled back slightly, to look at him. 

“What do you mean?” 

“Well, we're still kind of getting to know each other, and while I like to think that I’m learning a lot about your personality, I also love learning about your body and what you like.” You smiled at him and started blushing. That was probably one of the hottest things any man could say to you. You smiled and cupped his cheek, whilst looking into his eyes and smiling. You really were lucky that he was so caring and attentive. Joshua looked down at you and smiled back at you before pressing his lips to yours softly.

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A/N: Hello! Sorry that this has took me a while to release this part, june has been non-stop chaos for me and had most of this written back in may but haven't been able to finish it until now. I really hope you like it!!

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[cupidsandromeda]

Pheromones

earth 42! Miles Morales x fem!reader

Summary : Your boyfriend smells reaaaaal good after a trip to the gym

Warnings : slightly weird, fluff, probably grammatically incorrect (im writing this from my phone at 4AM)

"You smell so good right now"

Your boyfriend looked down at you with a concerned gaze.

"Ma, I'm musty as fuck right now," he laughed awkwardly.

"Okay, yeah, but you smell really good though," you giggled, taking in his scent.

Miles knew he picked a pretty weird girl, but he'd never thought she would be attracted to the smell of his post-workout funk.

He slid out of your grasp, earning a dissatisfied huff from you.

"Ima go take a shower, then you can hold me all you want, okay?" He started walking towards the bathroom.

"Wait, no!" You pleaded ",Please don't think I'm being weird right now."

"Nah, you're being kinda weird baby," he clarified, turning back to you.

"Okay, but like, what if I told you there was a scientific reason for all this?" You asked.

With a look of intrigue, he plopped down onto his bed.

"Aight, humor me." He said quizzically.

"Okay, so I read this article," you started. He rolled his eyes.

Smacking his chest, you hissed "Nigga, don't roll ya eyes at me."

"Ow, okay okay, I'm listening."

"Anyways, I was reading this article about how when you sweat, you excrete pheromones- y'know the love hormone?" You explained.

He leaned in to touch your nose with his.

"Ooh, the love hormone? You looove me?" He teased.

"And if I do?" You stuck your tongue at him, feeling your face warm up.

He slid his arm around your waist, pulling you onto his lap.

"Do you love me?" He asked, looking you dead in your eyes.

You were at a loss for words, never having said those words to anyone but your parents. He was making this hard enough as he rubbed circles into your sides.

You forced your eyes away from his face.

"Iloveyou." You rushed the words out as if they were forbidden.

He cupped your face, turning you to look at him.

"You what, baby? I didn't catch that." He pried.

Well, this conversation had taken an turn. You just wanted to revel in your man's scent peacefully but now you were forced to face your true feelings. Love was definitely a word...a strong one at that. However, looking into his eyes like this, you knew the answer.

"I love you, Miles Morales."

"And I love you, mi corazón."

Your could feel yourself almost shaking, that was a lot to admit for you. You decided to bury your emotions in his shoulder. He wrapped his arms tighter around your waist, rocking you back and forth.

sniff.

"Are you sniffing me again?" He exclaimed.

"I'm sorry," You sobbed ", but you smell too good right now."

"Okay, that's enough for you, lil freak," He rolled you off of him, and onto the bed.

With a pat to your stomach, he left the room to hop in the shower.

He really did smell good though...

A/N: Okay y'all this is my first time writing in a bit, also it is 5 AM, im not editing this teehee

This is loosely based off experiences I've personally had with boyfriends, and YES when you love someone enough their sweat smells sooooo good omg

Anyways, you can generally assume in my writing that the reader is black, so take that as you will. I hope this was enjoyable even if it's lowkey crack. Thank you !

[derelictheretic]

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Unfinished

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updated: 08/07/2023

Main A/N: check out the full ateez fic recs masterlist for some of the other members. warning i'm a baby atiny so its not super full yet and i currently have only some members posts created currently. will be updating with more fic recs periodically. :)

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Django by @last-words-ofashootingstar

Pairing: Choi San x fem reader x Jung Wooyoung (heavy hints at ot8)

Genre: smut w/plot

Word count: 5.5k

Warnings/Content: violence and injuries, dystopian/lore universe, lots of cussing, angst, poly relationship, brief mention of drinking as coping, extreme pda LMAO, woo is a bit of a little shit in the first half, dry humping, making out(lots of it), also lots of pet names, multiple rounds, threesome, light choking°rading, snowballing, oral, boobjob, dp, overstim, teasing, orgasm control, praise kink teehee, dom san/sub woo/switch-sub reader, m x m, unprotected( don't do that🗣️), NOT EDITED

[gyllenhaalstories]

So I HAVE to ask!!! What's your thoughts on presumed innocent?!?

HI!!! my thoughts are i love this show because it's so good and i hate this show because it's so good. it's so stressful, i don't even know how i'll survive the finale! but it's so good. my favourite part has to be the way the trailers told us so much yet so little and how most of the more important scenes came up in the first 2-3 episodes so we've had a lot more to discover with the rest of the episodes! so much is intertwined too and the editing is really good. how they transition and/or focus on different characters after important scenes and dialogues is so! wow! i mean, how was i going to hate this? we've seen jake's ass more in this one series than in the last decade. we have been BLESSED. i would have been satisfied with just jake standing there and looking hot with his glasses but the show is really good. the cast is so strong! the story too. i really love it! i don't think it's something i will gravitate towards after it ends, i don't see myself wanting to binge watch this heavy and stressful show on a random tuesday, but there are certain scenes i'll enjoy watching just for the fun of it. i do want to watch it again, but it's certainly not an easy watch. i will definitely miss having new jake content every week and having something to haunt my thoughts in between episodes!

i have so many thoughts about who could have done it, i'll put them under the read more. but i'm curious to hear your thoughts, anon!!! have you watched the show or did you wait to binge all of it before/after the finale? do you have theories??? let me know!!! 🥰💖

i don't know if you're asking about who i think is responsible for carolyn's murder, but i'll just keep on rambling about it. i've stated multiple times how i fall into every single trap they set up before me. i hope it's barbara. she would be the most logical choice although i have no idea how they will target her since she's been so meticulously kept out of people's minds. not a single person accuses the wife who was cheated on for months perhaps longer? who's husband would not hesitate to dump their family to start one with the woman he loves (who CLEARLY does not love him back)? like why? if it was the other way around, with the wife having an affair and killing the other person the husband would be the FIRST SUSPECT. i don't know. it's like the way the show is edited points at barbara yet no one in the room dares to even consider her as an option. it's giving fake feminism as in "women are all fragile and tiny and weak they can't commit bad things". is she going to call herself up to the witness stand like "the people call me hehe" and just go "i kill that woman because my husband fucked her and i want to ruin my husband's life too with this gruesome murder". if she did... absolute boss. i love barbara.

my second theory is tommy. something something he was in love with carolyn she hated him he knew rusty was having an affair with her AND rusty had the job he wanted (and that carolyn wanted as well, sorry for not believing you right away rusty but you were right about that xoxo). easy peasy lemon squeezy. he could have killed two birds with one stone (or well, one fire poker). it would not be as satisfying as barbara, but satisfying nonetheless. this man who is going mad trying to accuse rusty being the one who did it all along? nico would lose his shit eating grin. and they have initiated that possibility with eugenia explaining how the only complaint ever made by carolyn was towards him. the door is slightly more open for tommy than it is for barbara.

any other option, to me, sounds less exciting. rusty? pointless. 8 pointless episodes just for him to go "teehee i killed her bc i got angry snap snap <3 but if i had known she was pregnant with my baby i would have hit her with a proposal not a fire poker :(". carolyn's ex-husband? boring. it would be less boring if SOMEONE OTHER THAN RUSTY had started to dig around on carolyn like hello? her son's messed up and she's got no contact with him, the husband looks depressed as fuck. someone! should! have! pushed! this! i'm not just saying this because i disliked carolyn from the start and i made it very clear she was creeping me out, but also because it's so strange how no one is digging deeper about this (the same way no one is thinking of the possibility of barbara doing it). liam reynolds or brian ratzer? so boring. the kids??? hmm. creepy. michael is a strange one, looking up sketchy crime websites to keep up with his mother and THE bunny davis case in particular is... interesting... could the dad have killed her in a fit of rage (he is also capable of snapping! like rusty! carolyn had a type apparently) and the son visited the scene quickly after to finish the job and make her look like the bunny davis case he studied with such interest? hmm. disturbing. but. kyle and jaden are also interesting, kyle has his father's temper and he's a mama's boy. jaden cares so much for her father who's she's really close to. but i don't really think jaden would do this. the kids would be interesting but again, very disturbing.

SO MANY THEORIES AND POSSIBILITIES. i hope it's barbara i want it to be barbara. raymond can give her his title. barbara "the slay" sabich. it has a ring to it.

[nani-nonny]

First of all before reading and reviewing

Nani, for unknown reasons share your location, i wanna just visit you, me & my rope/j

The CHAPTER we've all been waiting for!! The chapter I'VE been waiting for!! IS HERE!!!

Oh lordy lordy, leo just walking slowly to the window and seeing CJ... So beautiful how their eyes met and here like " Yes! Yes!! Finally after 6 chapters!! Finding Casey Junior movie reached it end!! ".

And even tho i liked your snippet of where leo show off! I loved this part more where Leonardo asks for their help especially leo because it makes me think " He needs you! " and everytime leo roll his eyes or just drop a joke, i can't help but feel he's happy inside and giddy but won't show it!

The fight kick in and the foot already made a mistake..

I don't know if i said this before but i love it when parents get angry on behalf of their kids and like go instantly " beast mode " or " parent bear mode ".

Still trying to deny it and am like " yeah after this mission you gotta face the music "... Okay maybe AFTER getting better because he had opened his wound... AGAIN!

I love how the WHOLE foot were so scared they couldn't even move! I love how mikey and leo were sock and when i read the part where leo was more then impressed i immediately thought " oh he's forgiving him and he's happy ge's stepping + plus he cares " lol.

And then Donnie oh! Donnie, that flash bomb was... Well a BOMB (ba-dum-tss).

When i read it was purple i was like " oh it's ON!! The whole team is here!! " and i lowkey giggled when the Leonardo closed the door behind him last seeing was the lieutenant, i immediately imagined April opening the door violently and accidentally hit the lieutenant xD

The next part where Leo open the portal but i didn't read when he stepped in i was thinking " Wait was he the last one to step in? " which means he saw how Leonardo and CJ treat each other 👀 (don't mind me, just thinking how leo would wish old Leonardo treating him like that).

And the last part

Just made me so giddy, made me smiling! AAAAAHHHH AM SO HAPPY YOU DON'T KNOW!! YOU TRULY DELIVERED A GREAT CHAPTER NANI!!!! THANK YOU ✨💙

*sees your well-meaning threat* teehee

Idk what you’re talking about

Anyways yippee!!! CJ’s back!!

And Lil Leo agreeing to help F!Leonardo definitely made his wee-lil heart jump with joy! The old guy is paying attention to him!

When parents go in Mama-Bear mode>>>>

It’s the greatest thing ever, and also the scariest to be victim of lol

Although F!Leonardo is in denial, it’s funny that he is truly protective of the baby because the baby is seeking protection from him which he’s abiding to.

And Lil Leo being impressed by F!Leonardo’s show of protectiveness is Lil Leo realizing that F!Leo cares lol what a silly lil guy

Donnie with the bomb made me happy to write because he’s showing how much he has grown in terms of his ninpo skills hehe

Omg you made me realize that I forgot to write when Lil Leo went through the portal lol (he hesitated to go through after Raph, and only witnessed F!Leonardo fall to his knees before he willingly ignored it after CJ fell to F!Leonardo’s side) I have to fix that hehe (this is what I get for not editing for a longer period of time)

Casey Jr was just embarrassed to call F!Leonardo “Dad” in front of so many people hehe, to everyone else, CJ calls F!Leonardo “Sensei”

Thank you for reading, sniper!! I always look forward to your reviews lol (not to put pressure, again, you don’t have to :D)

[fixfoxnox]

OMG A FELLOW CANCER BABY!! ♋♋

I'm really excited about Pyre, been excited since you started talking about what might go down in there 🤭

Also, I'm starting to miss SiTO, kinda wish I could read it for the first time again BUT NO MATTER I'LL JUST READ IT AGAIN UNTIL I CAN REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE DIALOGUE! 😈

- 🥀

TEEHEE GUYS ACTUALLY KINDA FUN ANNOUNCEMENT ABOUT SITO

The first episode of the podfic is currently being edited!! So the first episode will be coming out sometime soon 🤭

Speaking of the SiTO Podfic as well, we've reopened auditions for Soap! So if you missed the auditions the first time around and think you could do a good Soap, you can hop on over and audition for it!

I'm really excited to share this and Pyre with you guys! I really hope that y'all will like them as much as I do <3

[doublegoblin]

Author Ask Tag Game

Well this is a biggin! Thanks for the TAG @gummybugg

I send an invite to @asterhaze (Lol I know gummy tagged ya but nyeh) @angie-j-kay @tailoroffates @tisiphonewolfe @lola-theshowgrl @conkers-theficwriter (that's right I got you and your alt, talk about that fanfic!) @stanrendipity @randomstupidchaos @catchingbigfish

I'll be centering my attention on Rituals and Red Tape because I am nothing if not self-indulgent of my baby.

(1) What is the main lesson of your story (e.g. kindness, diversity, anti-war), and why did you choose it?

Your adversities are with you but do not have to define you Bodies are meant to be used as an expression of ones self Corporations are eldritch entities who no matter how much love they shove up your ass will replace you in a heart beat There are no true transitory spaces with which your actions can be left behind, what you may see as a place to visit is someone else's home. Angry Nihilism is the easiest and most childest response to discovering you are not the main character of a story. and Let others be content in their life, not everyone wants to be out there making a name for themselves.

Why did I choose these? To be completely honest I didn't set out with them in mind. These are what has sprung up as I delved into writing more and more and was finding some elements that were hidden from me while I fiddled with the keys. These are as much lessons for an audience as they are for myself.

(2) What did you use as inspiration for your worldbuilding (like real-life cultures, animals, famous media, websites, etc.)?

So I know the stigma that was (maybe still is) attached to this statement but it comes from my dreams. Wait wait wait let me explain! So for a while I have had (although I haven't for a little bit) an ongoing sort of continuous dream. Not like the same dream over and over but more these dreams take place in the same location and I am always in this same role. I would give my partner "lore updates" every so often because it was something fun. Well on a long car ride (3hr) we spent the time chit chatting and I realized I wanted to make a story out of this. So during the same car ride the basic skeleton of the story started to emerge. Then wham bam thank ya mam fast forward and here we are. A lot of the world building also just kinda spring from my own imagination. Like I'm sure I maybe got the pieces from soooomewhere but can't tell ya, unless they are an obvious reference to something like the Giants on The Farm being "as tall as windmill" being a reference to Don Quixote, just small little nuggets here and there.

(3) What is your MC trying to achieve, and what are you, the writer, trying to achieve with them? Do you want to inspire others, teach forgiveness, help readers grow as a person?

Alex is honestly just trying to get through each assignment with all their limbs still on their body and as little paperwork to do as possible. They just want to have a nice easy life that is comfortably mundane. What I want to do is entertain first and foremost. Like sure my stuff can have lessons and morals and whattheshit but if it isn't entertaining to at least one person I feel I have failed. And also, maybe help someone who needs to work through some stuff do so through Alex or anyone else in the book. I can't say for certain that can or will happen but there is always a chance.

(4) How many chapters is your story going to have?

No idea, as many as it needs to be told in full. I'll know when we get there lol.

(5) Is it fanfiction or original content? Where do you plan to post it?

Teehee time to self promote! This is original content. And I post the first draft chapters on here but I post the more edited and more concrete chapters on my WattPad MaxwellAlabaster I try and have the stuff on here accessible through their own dedicated pages on my blog and up to date.

(6) When and why did you start writing?

I started to write this story about a year ago. It started as a writing only for me kind of thing as I was dealing with some life stuff. But, once I started to write and post my stuff on here I really fell in love with the hobby and putting my things out there for people to hopefully enjoy!

(7) Do you have any words of engagement for fellow writers of Writeblr? What other writers of Tumblr do you follow?

Despite my verboseness I can be quite shy and anxious. So i tend to follow people who follow me first lol. It's not out of a self inflated ego but an uneasy feeling. So far it's worked out well and I've really enjoyed the people I have interacted with! Even if it's just getting little hearts here and there.

Something I adopted early and fully: Write for yourself (but we've all heard that before!) Fine! Write slop. Like just absolute pig pleasing slop. Not everything needs to be the next big seller, the most enjoyable, or "good" piece of literature. Write what makes you happy and what you have fun writing. Go outside your comfort zone and make an absolute mess of it all. You don't have to post everything after all. This is advice for even those of you that rely on writing for an income. When you can, just write the hottest and most fun garbage that you want. It's really refreshing to just go hog wild and look at the word doc or whatever and go "Wow...this is horrible, I love it".

Also don't let people tell you there is only one way to write. Like yeah grammar and stuff is good for being comprehensible, but there is power in each punctuation you use;or leave out~ Get flowery with your language too sometime Steve doesn't cheer; sometimes his voice carries so high the birds grow jealous.

Lastly: you don't need an english degree or whatever to be a writer, look at me, I have a freakin science degree. Did you put words on a page to convey a meaning of feeling? You are a writer. Don't let others take that away from you. You are a writer because you write dam it.

[aurynne]

✨, 🌸, and 🎁 for the ask game !

HI MOON!!!!! i just want you to know that you started smtn terrible by asking the first one. ask game here!

✨ ~ which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?

oh my gosh so back when i was active on tumblr before the porn ban (i must’ve been like 15) i found out what kinning was after being on this terrible website for too long. and i made a kin list and STILL UPDATE IT but most of this is how it was when i was 15 like i haven’t edited the titles of different parts of it or whatever and it’s just a messy piece of shit. i love it tho 🫶 i was actually in the process of making a section for it in my abt page way back then!!! idk if i still have it saved but i’ll have to get back on that teehee

i don’t take kinning seriously it’s literally just characters i rly relate to and if anyone is seeing this that kins then please kiss me if you’re a double <3 here you go moon you asked for it:

Mii when I’m mii:

- Star Butterfly

- Yui (Angel Beats)

- Sayori (Doki Doki Literature Club)

- Natsuki (Doki Doki Literature Club)

- Uraraka Ochako

- Luluco

- Gou Matsuoka

- Pearl (Splatoon)

- Pink Choco Cookie (Cookie Run)

- Top Speed (Magical Girl Raising Project)

- Elaine Benes (Seinfeld)

- R. Mika

- Felicia (Darkstalkers)

- Lola Bunny

- Cerebella (Skullgirls)

- Squigly (Skullgirls)

- Usagi Tsukino

- Emiri Kisaki

- Haru (Beastars)

- Ann Takamaki

- Princess Cookie (Cookie Run)

- Mary Saotome

- Sophie Jang (Collapse & Rewind)

- Sophie Lim (Death of a Pop Star)

- Shinoa Hiragi

- Princess Devilotte

- Pops (Regular Show)

- Judy Hopps

- Spinel (Steven Universe)

- Subaru Natsuki

- Elle Woods

- Kagome Higurashi

- Alberto Scorfano

- Emilia (Re:Zero)

- Tomoe Koga

- Chika Fujiwara

- Suma (Demon Slayer)

- Kelly Kapoor

- Mabel Pines

Mii when I’m a n g e r y e m o j i:

- Taiga Aisaka [without the violence hh]

- Sayaka Miki

- Kirby plushie with a knife

- Lizbeth (Sword Art Online)

Mii when I’m baby:

- Kofuku (Noragami)

- Asia Argento (from High School DXD not the fucking celebrity)

- Madoka Kaname

- Yui Yamada

- Tama (Magical Girl Raising Project)

- Cream Puff Cookie (Cookie Run)

- Silica (Sword Art Online)

- Bubbles (Powerpuff Girls)

- Birthday Cake Cookie (Cookie Run)

- Cotton Candy Cookie (Cookie Run)

- Pancake Cookie (Cookie Run)

Mii when I’m trying to seem tough at skool 😤😎:

- Kyoko Sakura

- Rio Nakamura

Mii when I get sleepy bitch disease:

- Nemurin (Magical Girl Raising Project)

Mii when I’m depresso espresso:

- Lapis Lazuli (SU)

Mii when I‘m horny on main:

- Fukawa Toko [her normal self]

- Stocking Anarchy

- Panty Anarchy

i should’ve been put down before making this list. you can actually tell a 15 year old made it. i can’t believe i have a fucking seinfeld and regular show kin….AND I HAVE A KIN FROM A PORN COMIC??????? i should be shot dead right now. i hope you enjoy this sick shit. follow me guys!!! 🥺

🌸 ~ what is your favorite flower?

hmm i actually don’t have any faves but pretty much any pretty pink flowers!! :)

🎁 ~ when is your birthday?

march 26!!! i turned 20 recently :D i know it’s hard to believe considering this blog looks like it’s ran by a preschooler but here we are. sad but true

[28-11s]

hiii baby. i started writing this letter the other day, because i noticed the sudden surge of new likes on your priv, but then we talked more and more and i felt compelled to delete and rewrite it from scratch, teehee. i am actually the scatterbrained one now, i think i am still a little tired, or out of it, from my trip?! so i am kinda struggling to gather my thoughts. i had originally written one of my worried think-pieces about you and how you’re currently doing, and while i still wanna touch the topic, i don’t wanna dwell on it for too long anymore. especially because i don’t think that’s what you need right now? i know you always tell me not to worry, and i know i always tell you i simply cannot do that, which is true! i saw your newer likes and my hands started twitching like is baby doing ok…. does she need something… but i also don’t want to appear as overbearing, especially right now. so i will simply trust you, because you know yourself and what you need better than i do. i hope these weeks of studying aren’t killing you too much, it is already the 9th which means your release date is creeping closer and closer! yay! this has been said a lot already but it genuinely feels like this year is never-ending? i am stressed on your behalf so i can only imagine how desperate you are to get it over with. i hope you managed to get some actual shut-eye last night, and for longer than a couple of hours. i opened sddd’s server earlier and read that you were (most likely still are) studying and i fell to my knees. riku told you to stay hydrated and snack so i truuuuuuuly hope you did that. i’ve already shared some of the things that made me think of you while i was on my trip but i didn’t cover even 5% of it, so i am going to share some more little anecdotes from it! when i said i hadn’t been on a plane in a while i meant 20 years kind-of-while… the previous time was literally in 2004 LMFAO. i wasn’t actually that nervous, probably just hyped? i was bouncing in my seat, and people told me i was going to end up disappointed because flying is nothing special which is… kinda true… but the clouds were sooooooooo pretty! just endless fields of cotton candy. i did get the urge to jump from the plane to see if i could land on one, heh. i also became friends with the neighbourhood’s cats! there were three of them just vibing around, and oh my god i need to show you the photos because ! two of them were sooooo moonyal. i genuinely thought they were going to fight because of how the stripped gray cat approached the white and orange one, i was literally waiting for her to pounce but instead! they kissed! moonyal yuri but as cats…. (yes they were both female cats teehee i checked cause i was like WOAHHHH GAY CATS…) and then there was this little guy with the coolest paw i have ever seen! it literally looks edited, i was so shocked when i noticed it. :O any museum i visited made me think of you for very obvious reasons, but there was this piece in particular (a little rest by tomoko nagai) that depicts a little bear drinking tea and what i thought was a pink bunny, only for me to realise 10 minutes later that it was a pink deer 😭 i was so embarrassed bro at first i was all like OMGGGG ROYAL… I NEED TO SHARE IT WITH HER… and once reality dawned on me i started laughing hysterically. another piece that made me think of you was rembrandt’s portrait of johannes wtenbogaert… seeing the details of the collar up close made me understand your obsession with wanting to eat art, hehe. there were also more coincidences regarding numbers!! when i was told i had to go to check-in counter number 28 i started giggling like no waybcdjbcdbvcd. crazy red string of fate! i jinxed it when i said i wasn’t going to be around cause it feels like i yapped way too much during that week. and i am doing it tonight too. it’s so late right now, but i feel euphoric…

(continues in the other post, i somehow reached the limit?!??)

[starstruckloves]

Adoration, smitten and Valentine for the ask game 😈😈🙏🙏

@shot-by-cupid

RAHH okok so most people r probably expecting Mr. L (n for good reason he is my baby boy i love him <33) but im not the most fixated on him rn tbh soooo we’re gonna do Jax teehee

under the cut bc i yap A LOT

♡ Adoration:

how would your F/O speak about you to someone else?

uhh he’d be so mean guys. just like absolutely dragging me through the mud /j but fr i feel like he would be a more private person in relationships. like he won’t talk about everything we do (especially with anyone else in the circus,,, he fr needs some friends JSHDJS) but he ofc won’t make it seem like we’re not dating either. like he wont gush about me to anyone but he’ll tell people that he does in fact love me, yk ? am i making sense. i have no idea tbh

♡ Smitten:

was it easy for the people around you and f/o to figure out you liked each other? did they get involved in you getting together at all?

okay so hear me out. i’ve been told before that i am VERY obvious when i like someone. like obvious enough to where people have thought i’ve liked people for months when in fact it was only about 2 weeks. (maybe that just means i’m very affectionate but either way) so yes, people would know i like Jax straight away (n probably bc i feel like i would make friends with a lot of em so i would probably tell at least one of them SJGJDH)

now Jax on the other hand,,, u might as well go find a needle in a haystack bc that’ll be easier than figuring out if Jax has romantic feelings towards anyone SJGJSH. again, i feel like he’s very closed off until he feels comfortable enough to open up so he’s probably not gushing over me to others the way i would be. i think it would very slowly become more obvious though. like Jax would slowly get more physically affectionate n i would be fine with that n we’d start talking more n yadda yadda n people would just tell us to start kissing already SJFJSF but yea very obvious for me, not obvious at all for Jax.

edit: I WANTED TO ADD TO THIS BC I THOUGHT OF SMTH okay so. Jax comes off very playful ofc but sometimes that could maybe be taken as flirty depending on what he says. i feel like he’ll just genuinely flirt with me n i will have. no fucking clue SJDJSJ once i confess (bc i will most likely have to do it let’s be real) i’d probably say how nervous i was bc i didn’t know if he liked me or not n he’s just like “wha ???? what do you mean ??? i’ve been flirting with you for like a month straight” “WHAT.”

♡ Valentine:

gush about your valentine!

if i’m honest, i feel like i’ve definitely yapped enough but also,,, i’m not gonna pass up the opportunity to keep on yapping SJGJDHC so i’m just gonna talk about their relationship

so i don’t really have an s/i yet. i’ve been struggling to come up with one i’m super happy with tbh (like for example: Nellie. the moment i made her n developed her personality, it was instant. i absolutely adore her 🫶) so i’m just kinda gonna talk about me even tho i usually don’t like doin that but iiiit’s okay.

first off: they r goobers i love the goobers. again they have a pretty private relationship but i still like to think that they r affectionate in their own way. like holding hands, Jax constantly leaning on me to “annoy” me bc i’m shorter than him, n i thought of this one recently where i just kinda hold him by his belt loop n,, follow him around ig SKGJDH doesn’t sound as cute when i explain it like that but ITS SO CUTE TO ME <33 it’s like a different version of when in those old movies, girls used to put their hands in their boyfriends back pockets n sjfjdhfgbdg <3333

but yeaa they are lowkey in public but in private, that’s a whole different story. i feel like we’re both fairly clingy but just neither of us want to show that at first but we come around ofc 🫶🫶 i can just imagine us both cuddling n he just wraps his entire body around me n then i’m just. stuck. like a burrito. /pos

also rough housing is like an absolute for us. we’re both silly jokesters so we jokingly butt heads every once in a while. but i feel like he’s ticklish tbh so i could just use that to my advantage mwehehe

but yea on a more solemn note: i get very anxious. a lot SJGJDG n if i was trapped in a place like that without anywhere out, i’d be freaking out so i’m sure there r times where in the middle of the night i’ll just come to his door n stand there like a child who wants their parent to check for monsters under the bed SJGJSH but Jax would def be very delirious n out of it when sleepy but he’s also used to it so he just scoops me up n lets me sleep next to him <3 at some point i’m sure we’d just share a room.