#b/l/matsu LEAVE ME ALONE.

[contentpaparazzi]

hurriedly posting my osomatsu-san oc cause i'm slackin on artfight but crave community </3 the yumematsu fandom WILL blow me up in 3 days!!!

infodump below the cut:

motsune-kun is a 20-something year old bachelor living in the akatsuka district of japan, serving as a wise-cracking, smartass character parallel to the matsuno sextuplets. they're much more well-adjusted than they are, mentally and emotionally, but despite how he carries himself, he's still just as much of a loser as they are.

you'll often see them working part-time jobs or whatever's needed for a skit role, appearing most often as a friend of choromatsu's or stocking shelves in the convenience store, lurking just close enough to hear the latest gossip from whoever sits down.

when it comes to moritsune's backstory, however, there's a hint of melancholy. he doesn't elaborate much on his life, but it is known well enough that motsune moved away from his family as soon as he was able to become financially independent. some say it was because of a troubled home, while others say he ran away for being unsatisfied with his life. either way, he refuses to bring it up.

i haven't written out moritsune's relationships to the sextuplets or the other characters in detail yet, but as stated previously, you'll usually see them hanging in places someone like choromatsu would frequent the most; think comiket, popup cafes, konbini, etc., (when they have the money for it, that is).

i'm not quite ready to say who exactly i have him yumeshipped with yet as i usually tend to keep those things between friends + i'd like to flesh out motsune-kun himself some more, but if you're one of those people who knows, then you know. ;)

random fun facts and miscellaneous info about moritsune here:

at their best, they're very knowledgeable on niche topics you'd otherwise never hear about or expect from them. PLEASE ask him for media recommendations.

at their worst, they're very nosy about other's business and will use what he's picked up on if necessary. no matter how much he denies it, the guy likes gossip.

he's allergic to cats, which is very depressing for him

besides me obviously, they're based off a handful of anime/game characters, including but not limited to: konata izumi, aoi mukou, and tomoko kuroki, as well as a few streamers and content creators i enjoy

he has a younger sister named yukari who he hasn't seen in years, but if they were to reunite, she'd be around 19-20. i'd imagine the both of them to sound a lot like yasuna and sonya from "kill me baby"

and that's that! i really should draw the poor bloke a lot more, but my brainrot is a foul disease and it IS terminal.

[suffering-matsu]

Matsunos reacting to their s/o breaking up with them because of how much their Matsu fawns over Totoko, and s/o's had enough with feeling like 2nd place to their own boyfriend? Bonus if s/o says "Just go be with the one you really love. I'm sorry for thinking it was ever me..." somberly before leaving?

I’m back! I’m sick but I’m back, haha. I combined asks again and I hope this is okay ;;3;; Also, I went for.. something different for Ichi? I hope that’s okay too ahhhh. …Also, apparently the matsu’s s/o likes to swear a bit,,,, Oh, and sorry for typos it’s midnight and I’m tired. - Mod ShiraOsomatsu:“Babe, what are you doing?”, he asked, his voice loud. “Packing my stuff!”, ___ snapped. Osomatsu just stared at them, not knowing what to say. He was so angry right now but he didn’t want to make it worse. “Why?”, he forced out. “Guess, Osomatsu.” Why was ___ so mad? He didn’t know. “Did I.. do anything wrong?” “Oh, no, I just like to leave.”, ___ said, sarcastically. “Of course. But if you don’t even know what you did wrong… I don’t know why I didn’t leave earlier.” ___’s voice was shaking, just as their hands. They took a deep breath. “Osomatsu. I don’t feel like you love me. I wanted to talk about it. But you…?” ___ bit their lip. They were so mad! “But I? You never told me anything like that. Babe, you know I love you! Calm down, come on.” Osomatsu smiled at ___. His smile was honest and anxious. ___ felt sorry. But they made their decision. They were going to leave.“Osomatsu, it’s too late. I needed you but you weren’t by my side. You were fawning over Totoko.” “Wha-” “And not only one time! I called you multiple times. I really, really needed you, Osomatsu. But you weren’t there for me. And I can’t do this any longer. If you love her, it’s okay. Go be with her, be happy.” “___, it’s not true! I love you, not Totoko!” “No, Oso-” “Please, listen! Totoko is a friend, you’re- I-” “I can’t take this anymore. I’ll get the rest of my stuff during the next week but I really.. can’t see your face right now. You’re lying to me and to yourself.” And with that ___ closed the door behind them, leaving Osomatsu alone. “Fuck!”, he exclaimed loudly, throwing whatever was in his range at the wall. “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” He was so angry at himself. Did he just… fuck up? Did he lose ___ just like this? No, this couldn’t be. “Goddamnit!”, he shouted, his voice trembling. Why did it hurt so much..?Karamatsu: “My darling.”, he started. He looked unsure. “Did I do something wrong? You seem very.. upset.” ___ just stared at him. “How can you.. not see this?”, ___ said, sounding more angry as intended. “Uh? I… ___, please, I don’t know what I did but I’m very sorry.” ___ shook their head. “What- what’s-” He sounded so anxious.“I am literally leaving you and you don’t have a clue why?!” “Yo- you’re leaving..?” “Wow.”Silence filled the room. Karamatsu was trying not to cry and ___ was trying not to yell at him. How did Karamatsu not understand..? “I know you don’t love me.”, ___ said. “Or at least you don’t love me enough.” “What? No, no, my darling, I love you! I love you so much, I-” “Stop it. That’s not true.” ___ cut him off. “You love her, you love Totoko, but not me. I see the looks you giving her, you talk about her so passionately. You used to talk like that about me but now..?” “No, no, I-” He was crying. ___ didn’t want him to cry. “Please stop crying.”, ___ said. “I’m sorry-” “I don’t want to feel so … I don’t even know how I feel. I just don’t want this anymore. I’m not happy and you’re not happy.” Karamatsu nodded. Yeah, he understood. “But we can work this out..”, he said, quietly. “No, we can’t. I can’t take this any longer. This isn’t a relationship anymore, Karamatsu.”, ___ said. And then, they left. Karamatsu couldn’t even answer. He didn’t know what to do. Did they just leave? It was his fault, wasn’t it? If he would have been better.. if he.. would. But he wasn’t better. He was an idiot, a pathetic idiot. He tried to wipe his tears away but they just kept coming. A soft sob escaped him. It was over. Choromatsu:He couldn’t speak, he didn’t know what to say. What was happening? What? Why?“Choromatsu, listen to me!”, ___ exclaimed. But he couldn’t. He didn’t want to hear them, he didn’t want them to say it. He knew it was true but he didn’t want it to be true.“Choromatsu!”, ___ yelled at him, their voice trembling with anger. “I- I’m sorry!”, he cried. Where did these tears come from all of a sudden? “I’m a terrible b-boyfriend, I-I know-”, he sobbed, shaking his head. “I’m s-so sorry-” ___ felt terrible but Choromatsu made them feel the same way so often with his actions… “ “Would you please listen now?” Choromatsu nodded, still shaking violently. “As I said, I can’t and I don’t want to do this anymore.”, ___ said, trying to stay calm. “But I’m going to give you the reason. Even thought you should know the reason.” Choromatsu whimpered. He didn’t know. He knew he did something wrong but that was it. “It’s that girl, Totoko. Y-you know, I tolerated her as a friend.”, ___ whispered. Their throat hurt and they felt like crying. Choromatsu’s violent sobbing wasn’t helping. “B-but she’s more than that. For you at least. I know that you love her. Everybody knows.” “I-” “And I know you are hurt right now. But have you ever thought about.. h-how much this hurts me? I’m only second place, huh? Yeah, I get that a lot. But I never thought I’d be the second place for you.” ___ bit their lip. God, saying this hurt so much. “P-please don’t l-l-leave me, I- I love you! You’re the f-first pl-place-” “Choromatsu, I’ve made my decision. You’ve hurt me too much. It’s over.”Seconds later, ___ left. Choromatsu stared at the door. ___ was gone. It’s over, like they said. Did this really just happen? Choromatsu sobbed again. He loved them so much and he just.. messed it all up. He shook his head again, he didn’t know what he should do. He felt miserable. Ichimatsu:When Ichimatsu came home he felt like something was off. Some things were .. missing? He thought he had been robbed until he found a note on the table. It was from ___, his lover. As Ichimatsu read the note, he started to shake. He didn’t realise what it said, he had to read it multiple times. “Leave.. me?”, he finally managed to say. “W-why?”, he stuttered. He had to read it at least five times to understand. ___ was leaving him because of Totoko. “What.. the fuck..”, he hissed. He didn’t understand his feelings right now. Of course it would end up like this. Of course a failure like him would fuck up this relationship. ___ had been way too perfect for him anyway. He noticed something wet staining the note. He was.. crying? Yeah, he liked Totoko. But .. he loved ___. So, so much more than Totoko! Ichimatsu read the note again. And again. More and more tears rolled down his cheeks. Wow, this actually hurt. It hurt really… really much. “___”, he whispered, clutching the small note. It was all that was left of ___ now. “Please don’t do this too me…” His lips trembled and he started to sob. He didn’t think that losing ___ would hurt so much. “___, come b-back, I-I need-”, he choked out. “I-I need you…” His words got lost in his violent sobbing. “C-come b-back, I-I can’t, I’m s-so sorry, I-” But nobody heard him. And ___ was gone now. Why did it hurt so much? Why can’t the pain stop? Please, please stop.Jyushimatsu:His smile faded immediately as ___ stopped speaking. “What do you mean?”, Jyushimatsu asked. “I like Totoko-chan! But I love you, ___!”, he said. He was shaking. “Jyushi, you’re.. really, really nice. And you mean so much to me. This isn’t easy. But you’ve hurt me and you’re hurting her.”, ___ whispered. “I’m- I hurt y-you?” ___ nodded. “Jyushi, this isn’t working out. I can’t. I’m gonna leave.” Jyushimatsu didn’t ever thing that something like this would happen to him. He was speechless. “I feel like I’m not important enough. I know you don’t make me feel like this on purpose, but.. yeah, it hurts. A lot.” “But- ___-” “Jyushimatsu, please. You’re making this harder than it should be.”, ___ said. “Please just.. let me go. Let me leave, I want to feel better.” Small tears escaped ___’s eyes. They didn’t want to cry but they felt so sorry right now. It hurt letting Jyushimatsu go but… this couldn’t continue. As ___ opened the door, ready to leave Jyushimatsu behind they heard a soft whimper. “Please stay.”, Jyushimatsu whispered, clutching his fists. “I can’t.”, ___ said, slamming the door shut behind them. Jyushimatsu didn’t follow them. He didn’t move. Was this the end? Before he realized it, he was sobbing loudly into his hands. It all felt so surreal. But it mostly just hurt. He was the only of the matsus who actually knew how a break-up felt. But he had been so happy with ___ that he forgot how much it hurt to let someone go. It felt horrible.Todomatsu:“Oh, come on, ___, you’re making a scene!”, he said, rolling his eyes. “I am not, Todomatsu. And if you’d really care about me you should put your damn phone down for a minute and listen to me!”, ___ snapped. “Geez, what is it? I’m texting Totoko-” “Yeah, Todomatsu, I fucking know!” ___ sounded louder than they wanted to. “Calm down, ___! I didn’t do anything! You’re freaking out over the smallest things today.” ___closed their eyes and took a deep breath. Todomatsu really didn’t listen to himself, did he? “Is something bothering you? Like are you having a bad day, or-” His phone buzzed and he cut himself of to answer the text he just received. He smiled. That was it. “Totty, for fucks sake!”, ___ exclaimed. “I… wow, you really don’t notice what’s going on, huh? I am trying to tell you why I’m so hurt but you just don’t give a fuck, huh?” “What are you saying? ___, you can tell me but you don’t have to freak out like that.”, Todomatsu said, trying to calm you down. But he failed. “Put your phone away, now. I’m trying to talk to you. But I won’t unless you put it away.” “___, what’s the deal? It’s just a phone.” “I want you to stop texting that… girl, now.”, ___ said. They were shaking, they wanted to cry. Why wasn’t Todomatsu listening? What was wrong with him today? “You know what? Fuck you, fuck her, I’m leaving.”, ___ hissed, as Todomatsu hesitated to put his phone down. “What? ___, come on, what are you saying?” Todomatsu sounded angry but actually… he was scared. “You don’t listen! I am not doing this, Todomatsu. I can’t do this. You hurt me but you just don’t give a damn about it! I-” ___ sobbed. “Hey, ___ , stop crying, it’s alright.”, Todomatsu said, trying to hug ___ but they pushed him away. “I-I’m serious! I’m leaving.” “No, no, you’re just mad.. Calm down, we’ll talk-” But ___ pushed him away again and tried to get away as fast as possible. They didn’t want to be touched by Todomatsu. No, he didn’t care this whole time so why should he now? “Hey, ___, wait!”, Todomatsu exclaimed. He grabbed ___’s wrist. “Don’t leave. Please.”, he said. “Tell me what hurt you first.” “Don’t touch me.”, ___ said and to their surprise Todomatsu actually released his grip. “I’m sorry, I don’t know what I’m doing. Y-you’re scaring me, ___. You’ve n-never been this mad..” “Listen, you always talk about Totoko, you meet up with her, you almost spend all of your time with her and-” ___ had to pause to actually breathe. “And I’m sick of it. I see the look in your eyes. You l-love her, not me. Not anymore. You’re just scared of falling back to your NEET status.” And with that, ___ dashed out of the small apartment. “___?”, Todomatsu asked, even though they were gone. “What? Did.. why…”, he stuttered. No, he didn’t love Totoko. He loved ___, his precious ___. He loved them so, so much but.. now..? They were gone. Because he couldn’t.. because he didn’t…. “Ack!”, he exclaimed, clutching his chest. Somehow.. it hurt. But the pain was different from physical pain. But still it left him breathless. He sobbed quietly, not moving his hands away from his chest. “___”, he whispered. “___” His breath hitched and he sobbed a bit louder. It hurt. Why didn’t it stop?