#ayascreams

[ayaheart77]

i need to scream

you know how people have those games that alter their brain chemistry, i always thought it was a joke until i realized that i've gone the past like, several months since person 3 reload came out and its been on my mind almost the entire time

you ever have a game tell you that death is coming, you ever have a game tell you it's ok to be scared of, you ever have a game say that even though its coming you're still alive Now and you should live that life Now. you ever have a game tell you that yes Death isn't fair, you will loose people, it will take people away from you, but you have to keep going. you can grieve and you can cry but you cannot let the sadness and fear and anger stop you from living your life

i know lots of other games probably tell the same story but i think p3 hits me different because of it's ending and with the inclusion of the answer, where you get to see the grief and pain and everything

tbh i haven't even finished the answer/episode aigis for myself because im scared to let these characters go. it's silly since they're fictional characters and they can't really die but finishing the game feels like saying goodbye and it's scary, it's scary to move on form things, which is funny because thats basically the entire message of the answer, at least from my perspective

i might just be too attached to these guys, i might be getting the message wrong, i just need to scream about how much i love this game cause i love this game so much

[ayaheart77]

this site is nice, it's nice seeing people post whatever they want :3

WAIT I CAN DO THAT TOO!! I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT!!!! I NEED TO GO DRAW MY DND CHARACTER I'LL BE BACK

[ayaheart77]

oh wait i can pin shit, i should do an introduction

Hi im Aya, they/them pronouns, im just a creature that exists

i reblog things and do art, mostly reblog things

i have a ko-fi but there's nothing there yet check back later when im actually doing things grfcvgtf

yeah thats it, if you choose to stay you have been warned for i am full of nonsense and whimsy ayaart is my art tag and ayascreams is my bullshittery tag where i scream

[ayaheart77]

wait i can post the art i've been holding onto for 5 years,,,

PORTFOLIO BLAST

(in no particular order)

[ayaheart77]

who let me make choices

[ayaheart77]

OKAMI IS RETURNING I'LL BE BACK TOMORROW I NEED TO DO SOMETHING

[ayaheart77]

yeah eldritch blast is fun

but have you considered:

1d10 + 3 + 5 + 5d8 + 2d6

3 times

[ayaheart77]

i was looking through my art folder i might still have more hidden away now that im used to posting shit, please hold

[ayaheart77]

so anyway i

*goes on the most unhinged reblog spree*