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Doodle of Lucius pre-incident, she was a whole lot worse
#homestuck#homestuck oc#fantroll#lucius loffei#Wanna draw her more... wugh#She's so awful terrible and I haven't even explained why yet#UGH
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PART OF A BIGGER DOODLE PAGE. WHEN ITS DONE ILL TUCK THE LINK INTO THIS LITTLE X RIGHT HERE ----> [X] I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE TOM N JERRY DYNAMIC W EMIZEL N VEX. IMAGINE BEING SO SO HAUNTED BY A LITTLE GUY THATS JUST SSSSOO FUCKING ANNOYING.
#CW GORE#HEHEEH WEEEEEE I LOVE THEEMEMM#VEX JUST HATES EMIZEL SO SO SO MUCH AND I LOOOOVE IT. EVEN WHEN WORKING TOGETHER EMIZEL JUST FINDS THE PERFECT WAY TO#GET UNDER THIS DUDES SKIN. A VAMPIRE WHOS BEEN AROUND A LONG LONG TIME.#A VAMPIRE WHOSE COMMITTED COUNTLESS ATROCITIES AND SEEN MANY MANY TERRIBLE THINGS W A SMILE ON HIS FACE#HES A PROFESSIONAL!! HES AN ARTIST! HES A GROWN MAN THAT CAN HANDLE A LITTLE MISTAKE HERE N THERE!!#BUT THEN THIS LITTLE FUCKIN. WEIRDO. W ITS ILLUSIONS. AND TRICKERY. AND STRANGENESS. AND EVERYTHING HE SAYS IS SO SO STUPID#HES WACKY. EVERYTHING HE SAYS MAKES NO SENSE AND YET. AND YET. HE HAS FOILED EVERY PLAN. CAUGHT YOU OFF EVERY GUARD#HE'S MADE YOU PARANOID!!! CAMERAS EVERYWHERE. WE CANT LET HIM GET THROUGH OUR DEFENSES. LEST HE FUCKS UP MORE SHIT#HES JUST A REGULAR BABY VAMPIRE. THERES NOTHING INSIDE OF HIM THAT GIVES ANY CLUE OF HIS STRANGE MAGICAL ABILITIES. SO WHAT THE FUCK??#HES LITERALLY A MOUSE. MAKING YOU SHRIEK EVERYTIME HE SKITTERS ACROSS THE CORNER OF THE ROOM W HIS AWFUL LITTLE PITTER PATTERING. FUCK!!#HES SO SMALL AND SO AVERAGE AND SO SO STUPID AND YET. AND YET HE HAS UNRAVELED EEEVERYTHING AND TOOK DOWN THE STRONGEST VAMP YOU KNOW#SO WHAT THE FUCK????#I LOVE IT WHEN A SCARY VILLANOUS CHARACTER IS REDUCED TO SOMEONE WHO JUST WANTS THE PROTAGONIST TO LEAVE THEM ALOOONE. TO GO AWAYYY. PLEASE#HEHEHE WEEE ILL POST THE FULL DOODLE PAGE LAT3RRRR I GOTTA FUCKIN UHHH FIGURE OUT WHEN IM CATCHING THIS STUPID GAY BUS#I ALSO NEED TO FIGURE OUT HHOW MUCH ALCAHOL IM WILLIN TA DRINK B4 I GO HOME. I HOPE YALL ENJOY THIS ONE. I LOVE U GUYS
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Malevolent au where everything is the exact same, except instead of Harlan voicing everyone it's Chris Pratt
#thoughts i had during work#he could not pull off peggy gordon as the butcher i'll tell you that now#it would be awful. and yet funny because of how terrible it is#malevolent#malevolent podcast
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...did I really just see a poll asking how much art an artist should be EXPECTED to produce?
The answer is zero expectations, jesus fuck. Art you consume for free is a fucking gift, and if you're paying for it, the schedule is between you and the artist.
Can you even imagine feeling that entitled to someone else's creativity. What kind of capitalist dystopian hellscape do we live in.
#adventures with swaps#hell i put an awful lot of expectations on myself to produce stories#to the point i am rewarding myself on finishing fugue by playing god of war guilt-free#as if that wasn't something i could just DO whenever i feel like it#because i don't get paid to write fanfic#AND YET I FELT GUILTY playing a game instead of writing#and even devoting MOST of my free time to it#I STILL went without posting an update for over three months#which i felt TERRIBLE about#HOW MUCH ART SHOULD AN ARTIST BE EXPECTED TO PRODUCE?#fuck right off
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get rejuv blasted again!! only this time i have like a three week backlog of things i forgot to post here
#so ill be posting all of that all at once ^_^ bare with me#yea sorry most of this is glitter girl again. i hate her#anyways where did i post all of this before? twitter! i have made a terrible mistake.#bro its so scary over there. theres so many people over there and theyre all so so nice what the hell.#i mean there’s probably a bunch of awful ones too but i only went there to look at pretty rejuv art and to post my random idiocy there also#but anyways. all the people there are so cool theyre so awesome i love all of their art so bad#its soso so scary though i am terrified daily of that place#ill never hit it but if i hit 100 followers there im deactivating immediately#only reason i havent yet is because my friend would yell at me and i wouldnt be able to look at the cool art anymore#anywqys wahoo yahey yippe yay pokemon rejuvenation wee#pokemon rejuvenation
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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(why does the read more cut keep breaking)
thank you marcille for letting my indulge in one of my favourite scenes to write (white girl total breakdown: bitch edition)
#fic#wip#a little creature#she's soo hypocritical and can be such a nasty mean girl about it i love her#not that i don't love writing for pearlina but i do need my dose of mean girl nonsense every once in a while#shoutout to ryoko kui for teaching me that you can let your characters be messy and terrible#without anxiously trying to redeem them immediately#loving a character as a writer should mean that you can let their terrible awful behaviour kind of sit with the audience for a while#so you can paint a fuller picture of a complex person who is nevertheless trying their best#anyway. all the comments saying they genuinely cried are so sweet but im nervously like...#no no that wasn't the 'im going to do my damndest to make you cry' chapter please just hold on don't get desensitized to the drama#not yet!! hold your tears i have something better to cry about!!
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Probably one of the worst aspects of the Abusive Adam subplot is how it’s a deeply ignorant person’s idea of what an abuser looks like
To quote Lundy Bancroft’s Why Does He Do That? Into the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men:
An abuser is a human being, not an evil monster... The common view of abusive men as evil, calculating brutes can make it difficult for a woman to recognize her partner’s problem... She doesn’t realize that he can have all these positive qualities and still have an abuse problem.
They don’t pop out the gate screaming and swinging, like Adam did at Beacon. Abusers know how to be charming, how to play to the crowd, how to twist someone’s reality until they don’t know which way is up. Lots of folk don’t even realize they’re being abused because they’ve been so thoroughly convinced that the problem lies with them rather than their partner. What else are they supposed to think when their partner is so kind and generous and loving to everyone but them?
By writing Adam as a purely evil monster with no redeeming qualities, ShawLuna are contributing to the misconceptions surrounding abuse, making it harder for people to understand their situations or be able to recognize when someone they love is in trouble
If you want to read more of the book, which I highly recommend, here’s a link to an online copy. You can also download it as a free pdf
#rwde#adam taurus#blake belladonna#i dont usually tag characters but this is important enough to me that im willing to toss this net further out#and this is yet another deeply heavy and nuanced topic that shawluna did absolutely zero research on#they want to have the aesthetics of mature messages but dont want to put forth any effort into doing it justice#at best they end up saying nothing but more often than not they end up saying some p terrible shit#combine this w that awful speech mrs b gave in the comics where she declares womens purpose is to fix men#like. unironically#shawcross has gone on record to say that everything in the comics was approved by the team so. uh#that doesnt exactly make him look good
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the brainrot I have just witnessed in r/musicals of all places
#🥞🧇#the amount of people that will do ANYTHING to defend an a-list celeb who is objectively a terrible person is insane#like there are MANY accounts of this person being awful all you have to do is Google them#and yet their ‘fans’ are some of the most brain dead ppl online I’ve ever seen#‘cheating isn’t that bad it’s not like they killed someone’s family’ HUH??????#I cannot believe I had to read that multiple times 😭😭😭#‘you don’t know them’ ok neither do you???? how hard would it be for u to hold them accountable?? esp when there is evidence??#the hoops of delusion y’all are jumping through … ur doing way more work to dance around this person’s behavioral issues than I am simply#disliking them#like no wonder this person has been able to get away with EVERYTHING if their fans act like this jesus christ
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Vent.
Not my mom saying, and I quote, "there's men–...and women, who deserve their fiancee to treat them badly"
And then I look at the hypothetical camera in concern as if I lived in a dark-humor sitcom.
#vent#so this might explain a few things about my almost complete lack of self esteem lmao#i have been having terrible truly terrible days and this just almost made me laugh loudly because#because damn my family isn't even subtle yet i still have the very victim-like complex of defending them and put myself down viciously#like this isn't particularly a big deal compared to...well their usual awfulness but it showscases it nicely#almost like a summary of character lolol#rhea's notebook#and then i wonder why always my fave characters are the most traumatized and beaten little guys ever
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tornadoes in multiple states going crazy tonight 😰
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Missing Goro hours
#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4#IT HAS BEEN SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS TO GET MY GAME TO WORK SINCE THE UPDATE#and it still ain't where it needs to be#annoyingggg im annoyed i gotta fix too many things smh#but i miss big goro so much i miss creating#i think i want to make a whole story for him#me playing him as a baby till adulthood is a part of that LOL i wanna create something with him!#idk what yet.. maybe a truly terrible person thats incapable of loving LOLL#like he's awful and he stays awful and will only ever be awful#sounds like fun
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I might be almost done with the last chapter of the Percy saga, grant me strength to not hate everything I've written when I look at it tomorrow
#I am being torn between 2 very powerful forces#the fact that I find writing postcanon Doug's identity crisis really fun and fascinating#and how terrible I feel about the awful hand Hera got dealt in all this#she's having a real bad time! and yet I don't want this chapter to be a total downer#hence the problems
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hrgh every time I think I've come close to forgiving lance fucking parkin I skim the gallifrey chronicles. and then I remember the Horrors.
#listen bc when I read through and play around with AHistory I'm inclined to enjoy and respect his work as a curatative fan historian#but his actual prose writing#it. it beggars belief it truly does it's just atrocious#megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace#everyone in the EDA discord who thinks father time is the worst of it oh boy babes the worst is absolutely yet to come#like I get *why* they gave him the last book of the line because he does (mostly) know his lore extremely well#so it kind of makes sense that he'd be picked to wrap up all the myriad loose ends#and also he's well liked and afaik pretty personable unlike some fuckers I could name and didn't spend years burning bridges#but oh my god oh my god literally everything to do with Fitz and Trix is just. awful. terrible.#guy who absolutely does not understand or respect any of the three of that team TARDIS but especially Fitz#also The Thing With Sam#never happened fuck you lance#also given just how many asspats he gives himself over his command of the lore he fucking got Sam's middle name wrong?!#also it's soooo obvious how much he loves Anji because she's a Capitalist GirlbossTM#he really does not grasp her character development or personal arcs but he thinks he's killing it#like she *is* a Capitalist GirlbossTM but that's not all she is but he's not actually interested in her interiority at all#he just enjoys that she's a fiscal conservative#god the fact that trading futures is the literal very next book after Anachrophobia#one of the best books in the series that explicitly calls out Anji's pro-capitalism stance using time-war-for-profit played for utter horro#immediately followed by...almost the exact same premise but Zany RompTM#it's not that capitalists misusing time travel for profit is inherently bad it's just *these guys* who suck#no lesson is learned! then you fucking get to the fucking gallifrey chronicles and Fitz actually deciding that this very same scheme#'wasn't perhaps unethical' just because it's Trix and Anji doing it#like yeah sure Anji and Trix can have a little insider trading. as a treat. but that is literally the definition of unethical lol#the only reason time traveling to acquire stock tips isn't massively illegal is because it's not fucking real like??#of-fucking-course it's unethical you walnut#parkin you smug annoying self-obsessed lore-obsessed pregnancy-obsessed just barely-plausibly deniably not homophobic asshole#I'm avoiding even bringing up the actual beef with TGC because first of all everyone fucking knows but also it's just.#it's such a goddamn shit awful trainwreck#if parkin wasn't a Fitz-hating homophobic coward he would've ended the gallifrey chronicles the same way he ended the dying days. wink.
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wow i’m actually in such a foul mood right now
#ᡣ𐭩 vents#this night has just 😭#my arm is in so much pain and idk what’s wrong with it#i’m cramping#i can’t even tell if my fic is in the tags because on my phone it shows it’s not but on the laptop it shows it is#there’s a fucking fly in the house that won’t stop bothering me#yet again my brother stole my food and lied about it#and there are a few more things but#i don’t feel comfortable bringing those to the dash so#i’ll leave it there#just know that i’m in. a terrible mood#what an awful way to end dazai day :’)
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In the 1st book series I can have at least a little bit of respect and hope for Athena being a caring mother (as caring as the gods can be anyway).
But TV Athena? I wanna march straight up to Olympus and have a little....chat, with the Goddess of Wisdom about being a somewhat decent parent, possibility of being smited be damned.
I like both of these interpretations of Athena btw, even if TV Athena makes me want to commit a crime (preferably against her).
#this is what I'm talking about accepting the PJO books and show as their own seperate canon#book Athena I can at least have some respect for#while TV Athena I wanna throttle😊#its a win win really#how is it I'm not a mother yet I could school TV Athena (& Book Athena for that matter) on how be at least a somewhat decent parent?#or as decent as the gods can be as parents.#at least it wasn't until HOO that Athena REALLY started to get on my nerves#wheras with the 1st book series I could at least somewhat respect her and hope she's at least one of the somewhat not terrible parents#as not terrible parents the gods can be anyway#& I can at least try & delude myself that HOO Athena was acting as a worse parent bc she was all erratic w/ the Athena/Minerva stuff#not that its an excuse#but I at least want to somewhat believe if Athena was in her right mind. she wouldn't have been so awful to Annabeth in HOO#let me delude myself with book canon Athena ok?#how is it tho TV Percy's parent aka the deadbeat who hasn't done anything for him his whole life (that we know of)-#-single handedly became the better parent in one episode compared to Athena?#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson series#percy jackson#percy jackson tv show#percy jackson spoilers#book vs show#annabeth chase#athena#book athena#tv athena
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