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MASSIVE SAVINGS! Thatâs Right As Low As 7 Bucks!Â
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Christine Lydon
#christine lydon#fitness models#martial artists#powerlifters#flexing muscles#flexing biceps#ripped arms#ripped abs#quads#great calves#amazing physique#christine had an awesome body#muscle lady
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theres an utau who looks like. almost exactly like my oc mel breathsbrooke the taco bell waiter i saw him and was like :*O woah... and like there is a zero percent chance either of us copied the other ive never seen their dude before and mel is from like. 2016 or summat. its like carcinization these two guys just evolved completely separately into the peak male form
#the utauguys name is gabriel i think??#its like. very silly they have the exact same haircut same glasses same physique which is awesome#i like him i think hes trans also which kicks ass
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(I love it when his hair falls over his shoulders! đ„°)
by @moss_hy on Twitter
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WICKED MIND â Dean Winchester
When he wakes up in the middle of the night, Dean can't resist masturbating while thinking about you.
+18! (Minors DNI), smut, male masturbation, wicked and dirty thoughts, kinky (it's just smut, sorry)
Word Count: 1187
A/N: English is not my first language. divider credit
Dean grumbled in frustration and opened his eyes again, unable to sleep well. He felt like a child who was struggling to fall asleep. It was an unbelievable agony to be so exhausted and yet be unable to sleep. Since he was busy with practically everything every day and coping with every bizarre one, he was positive that his body screamed for some rest.
It was about three in the morning when he looked at the clock. God. His eyes burned. Throughout his thirty-five years of life, Dean had never experienced insomnia, but now he did.
When an idea struck his head, he scowled. Years had passed since he'd jerked off to quickly fall asleep. Dean was unable to stop thinking about how terrific it felt. Why not? He had read and understood his body to help his eyes get the rest they required, and he didn't have drugs to use at the moment. Moreover, he hadn't gotten off for fun in quite some time. These days, Dean's sexual life is actually active, and he hasn't needed to help himself lately.Â
Plain and simple, things had changed. It would be just to get some sleep. Nothing more. To tell himself that he didn't like helping himself would be a lie. It was always enjoyable.
After inhaling deeply, Dean moved the blanket away from his body and slightly lowered his boxers to reveal his partially hard cock. He assumed that he might not be able to sleep because of his cock. It didn't matter though. Now he would take care of this.Â
Dean spat in his palm, then wrapped his cock with his rough fingers. His head turned to his cock, and his abs tightened. He licked his lips and started pumping himself, eager to get it done very quickly. His thoughts were instantly filled with pictures of you as he stroked his cock. 'Fuck' he thought to himself. Now, that was unexpected.
Realizing it would be tougher than he had anticipated, he spit into his hand a little more before tightening his fingers around his cock. He had a cock that was hard enough to keep him awake, but it was clearly stubborn. Come. On. Dean's thumb stroked his already hard cock's purple head as he bit his lips fiercely. He was now about completely erect. Almost.
He was taking heavy breaths, nearly grunting, as his mind started to play games on him. Dean couldn't stop picturing your ass and physique. It was difficult to not notice or forget the picture of you playing 8-ball pool yesterday. You looked lovely there.
It was enough to make his cock completely hard. Just think about how you bent before you took your shot and how the stick waited between your fingers.Â
When Dean could no longer resist his demons, he gave up and allowed his thoughts to take control, concentrating on the pictures that were racing through his head. At that point, it didn't matter how awesome his hookups were. There was something unique about the way your ass appeared as you bent your body. Perhaps it was because the two of you were simply buddies. It was Fobbiden's thrill that made him feel like this. After all, the forbidden always tasted delicious.Â
Dean considered lifting your dress up and putting your underwear aside. What color would you be wearing? Most likely green or pink. After all, you were fond of pastel colors. Pink would be preferable.Â
As he visualized your pussy, his fingers tightened around his aching cock harsher. Dean had no doubt that you would take him well. However, he would make sure you sucked him well before giving you a hard fuck on the table. God. It would look great with your little mouth around his cock. He heaved his balls after groaning as his thumb continued to touch his cock's head and lingered around the thick veins. Dean grunted while he drifted off into his own thoughts. Whether that was the appropriate thing to do or not didn't matter to him.Â
He needed that.
You would get moist there from the way he would fuck your mouth and throat. He would spill against your face and throat since he knew you would also like finishing him off and tasting him. He would push your head to his cock and put his hands behind your hair to make you give him all of your attention. He knew that you could take him all. You would moan around the head, suck the salty cum, and swirl your tongue around it. Fuck. Dean imagined fucking your face with both hands behind your head. As he pictured how he would handle your lovely mouth, he was firmly biting his lips.
The obscene sounds his hand made while he beat his cock were driving him insane. He knew he could hear the similar sounds once he started to fuck you raw and his heavy balls hit your pussy from behind.
He was average thereânot very long. However, he was sufficiently thick, which was something of which he was proud. His cock was fat and heavy. Dean imagined your walls constricting around him.Â
He slowed his hand to extend the process and enjoy a little extra fun just as he was getting close. He swiftly grabbed his phone and opened one of your photos. He knew he shouldn't be doing this, but fuck it. No one would know, and there was no way of going back. As soon as he was asleep, he would forget about it.Â
When Dean saw one of your 8-ball pool pictures, he let out an uncontrollable groan. "Fuck," he said. When you played it, you looked beautiful. He looked at your ass and concentrated on the way you bowed. Grasping the back of your neck on the table, he would swiftly and aggressively fuck you while placing his hands around your hips and pounding hard into your tiny pussy.Â
Dean spat his palm again, and his motions became more intense and faster. He was staring at your photo as he groaned; he was thrusting into his hands rough. He whispered, âGood girl,â unable to stop talking this time.Â
"I'll fuck you so good, fuck your tiny pussy against that table so fucking good... Fuck. Take me."Â
He should be ashamed for acting in such a way. But he was absorbed in the right now. Dean knew he was about to finish because his cock was throbbing now. âLet me fill you; let me come inside you, baby.â
As he continued to stare at your photo, Dean's cock began to throb, and he felt the hot ropes against his bare chest and hands. In order to make sure there was nothing left in his hefty balls, he continued to stroke himself while groaning. Then, enjoying the experience, he set his phone aside and stoked himself a bit more. When he was done, shame was starting to rise, but he made an effort to dismiss it. Dean stared over his chest, panting fiercely. His entire body was covered with his hot white ropes.
He was a mess.
AN: SOrry. Let me know what you think loll
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Henry used to be an awesome footballer - conveniently always in shape - at his old school in Europe... until he moved to the States.
The move affected his physique a little, however, he could easily get rid of it with more training and a few extra trips to a gym. The coach at his new school realised his "potential" and began training with him...
Weirdly enough, all of his "training sessions" always ended up with a trip to an all-you-can-eat buffet, funded by his coach. He always led with the "eating good will help you train better" or "you need the energy to get out on the field" but Henry didn't really bother and did what the coach said...
Let's just say.... his missing out on a few trips to the gym and eating at the buffet all went straight to his waist... his shirts were getting more fuller, his jeans weren't buttoning up as they used to... His coach suggested to him that maybe his potential can be better spent on joining the wrestling team, he's already gone up a few weight classes since his move to the States.
Just a month of listening to Coach's advice has made him, from the neck down, unrecognisable! Although he was doing quite well in the wrestling team, he kept going to the next weight class every week it seemed like. Coach even doubled the amount of food he was eating at the all-you-can-eat buffet!
Every time he visited the buffet, hed get stares from the workers... they were all thinking to themselves "what has he done to himself" or "is he ever going to stop?" But Henry was oblivious to this new person he's become of, he just kept following Coach's advice, regardless of the stares he gets while walking to school, or the times he's had to purchase new clothes.
Not even the loosest of shirts could hide that humungous belly. Unfortunately, his Coach had retired and Henry was left alone, with this gut - of course. He realised this jiggling beast and tried to get rid of it, but no matter how many times he tried to "diet", this was who he is now.
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Aaron's Empire
âYes?â Aaron asked abruptly, seeing that Kirk was calling him yet again.
âHe says heâs full already,â Kirk replied. âHeâs only had three doughnuts and now he just wants to sit and watch a movie.â
Aaron sighed. As one of his newest recruits, Kirk was more than a little needy when it came to applying the skills that Aaron had tried to instil in him. Every year it seemed like there were more and more guys moving to the city with a kink for fattening up. Although Aaron hadnât liked it, it had always been necessary for him to outsource to other feeders when he became overrun. He simply did not have the time to tackle all the boys who got in contact with him, desperate to be fattened and submit to him.
âDid you try the trigger words?â Aaron asked. âI made a list of the nicknames Jay gets the most aroused by. Theyâre all on the file I sent you: âFatsoâ, âPiggyâ⊠I think he even got pretty hard at âLardassâ as well,â he rambled on, trying to recall his observations from the initial feed he had done himself with Jay, three months back.
âI tried them,â Kirk shot back. âCan you come over? I really donât know what else to do.â
Sighing in frustration, Aaron ended the call. On paper, Kirk looked set to be an awesome feeder: good looking, athletic and masculine-looking. He was one of the star players in the college football team and seemed to have that natural air of authority about him. Feeding a short, little chub like Jay should have been simple. But this was the fourth time heâd got in contact, wanting more support. Perhaps he would make a good feeder one day, but that still seemed like a long way off.
âThanks for coming,â Kirk smiled, opening the door to Jayâs apartment and seeing that Aaron had picked up a couple of pizzas along the way. He was whispering, having not told Jay that he had needed to get Aaron over to help him.
âIs that what youâre wearing tonight?â Aaron asked, indignantly, seeing the feederâs attire. âWhat is with that sweater?â âItâs cold out tonight,â Kirk mumbled back.
âSo?â Aaron grumbled, taking his own shirt and pants off as soon as he was through the door. âIf you want these fatties to eat, you sell them the fantasy,â he pointed at his own staggeringly built and athletic body. âThey donât need the wholesome âboy next doorâ look putting them off,â he sighed, still amazed by how average such a sexy guy could look in something so ill-fitting. âAnd would it kill you to put some product in your hair?â he continued, noticing that Kirk must have come straight from the showers after his football training.Â
Kirk nodded, seeming to agree that he hadnât made enough effort. He followed Aaronâs lead, removing the offending sweater and taking off his pants, despite the slight chill in the apartment. Then he went to the tap and brushed some warm water through his hair to fluff it up a little.
âHello there, Fatso!â Aaron smiled, leading the way into the lounge area with the pizza boxes.
âI didnât know you were coming tonight as well!â Jay smiled, actually getting up from his chair. Back when Aaron had been feeding the guy himself, the chub had been well trained to stay sitting on his blubbery glutes the entire time he was there. His shirt wasnât even off and he was wearing actual slippers on his feet, like an old man. Had Kirk really tried to initiate a kinky feeding session when the pig wasnât even stripped? Just how many other rules like this had the boy been letting slide?
Aaron pulled Jay into a passionate kiss. He allowed both of their hands to roam freely, and by the time they came out of it, Aaron had successfully removed both Jayâs shirt and pants. âYouâre looking so big now!â Aaron smiled, taking in Jayâs fattened physique: 350 lbs of tits, belly rolls and blubber.
âIâve gained another 2 lbs since I saw you last!â Jay boasted, grinning with pride.
Aaron smiled, despite the irritation he felt. Two pounds in an entire month? Did he really think that was acceptable? Did Kirk not challenge him on such mediocre gains? After all the hours Aaron had put in training up the guyâs appetite, back when he was little more than a twink, a two pound gain should have been just a normal part of life for him now.
âKirk tells me youâve not got much of an appetite tonight?â Aaron went on, sitting the fat boy back down in his chair, where he belonged. âIs there any reason why?â
Jay looked a little awkward, but smiled as he saw Kirk coming to stand beside Aaron; his toned athleteâs body now on show. âThe truth is,â Jay mumbled, âIâve got my dad and step-mom coming to stay with me this weekend. My dadâs always been somewhat critical of me since I started getting fat. I guess it sort of dampens the appetite,â he sighed.
Aaron nodded sympathetically. âI understand,â he smiled sweetly. âThank you for being so open with me. It must be incredibly hard for you. As kinky as it is to get this fat, explaining it to your family is never easy.â
âThatâs it,â Jay agreed, visibly relaxing now he had shared his concerns aloud. He sat back a little more in his chair and rubbed his tummy. âItâs hard to eat tonight when I know my dad is going to be even more disappointed in me.â
Again, Aaron smiled. He tapped Kirkâs tight butt, silently ordering him into his position, behind Jayâs chair. The next movement was about to begin.
âI really do understand,â Aaron offered lovingly. âAs you can imagine, I see it time and time again with all my boys.â
Jay smiled back, with little comprehension of how many guys across the city were actually fattening up under Aaronâs watchful eye.
âBut, do you know who doesnât care?â Aaron asked next, slipping off his underwear and letting his erection spring out. âThis guy here,â he pointed at his already pulsing hardness. âHe couldn't give a shit about all that sort of crap. The fat boys whinge about how full they are, or how none of their clothes fit. They bitch about their families, their friends not being supportive. They talk about how much they sweat now, how out of breath they getâŠâ Aaron went on, rubbing his boner and seeing that Jay simply could not take his eyes off it. âBut this guyâŠâ Aaron emphasised again, â...he just couldnât give a fuck! He actually gets off on it; their complaints and genuine concerns. He just wants to see them eat and grow, fatter and fatter every single day.â
Aaron nodded to Kirk, letting him know that it was time to tap the newly aroused fatty on the head, ordering him to start sucking. Then, only a few seconds later, Jayâs mouth enveloped as much of Aaronâs dick as possible, moaning with lust as he did so.
Kirk, who was now rubbing Jayâs back encouragingly, looked across at Aaron, clearly impressed at how quickly he had turned the situation around. However, Aaron merely stared back at him in annoyance. It wasnât just the fact that Jay had always been so pathetically weak at giving blow jobs, but why hadnât Kirk done this? How many times had he been told these strategies to get the pigs eating when they were less keen? Sometimes their mouths just needed a little warm up; a little lubricating. âGo get the pizzas,â he ordered sternly, about to begin yet another demonstration of how to stuff a pig to his absolute limit.
After that evening, Aaron assigned Jay to another of his feeders, hoping that Jay was simply a poor fit for him. In his place, he gave Kirk a new and highly motivated second year college student who had impressed him a lot when heâd interviewed him about why he wanted to be fattened up. Perhaps seeing the fattening process from scratch might give Kirk the kick up the ass that he needed.
âFive pounds?â Aaron asked, feeling exasperated. âYouâve had three months and that;s all youâve done to him? Heâll lose that in no time now heâs gone home for the summer!â
âHe had exams and stuff, though,â Kirk tried. âI didnât want to get in the way.â
âOh, come on, Kirk! How many times have I talked to you about stress eating? You missed a golden opportunity to really push some weight onto him there! He also tells me heâs working on a farm over the summer. How the hell did you let that happen? You know thatâs too much exercise!â
âI didnât really think it was my place to say anythingâŠâ Kirk mumbled, realising that he had messed up yet again.
âYouâre the fucking feeder!â Aaron shouted, finally letting his frustration get the better of him. âOf course itâs your place to say these things to the pigs!â
Kirk sighed, disappointed with himself. âIâll do better when I see him next. I promise.â
Aaron shook his head in disappointment yet again. He liked Kirk, he really did. He had all the hallmarks of a good feeder, with a pretty face that made everyone stop and stare. He had the sex appeal to make a guy eat if he really wanted them to. But his application of the basic feeder principles and training were utterly lost on him.
âLook, letâs just take this time as a little breather,â Aaron suggested. âI have some time off at the end of this month. You can come over to my place and weâll do some little role plays and scenarios; stuff that should help you when your pig gets back for the new semester.â
Kirk nodded gratefully, knowing that he still had so much to learn.
âSo, what is a feederâs main objective?â Aaron asked a couple of weeks later as he led Kirk into his apartment.
The question clearly caught the football player off guard and a long pause followed before he finally answered. âThat the pig eats everything we give them,â he offered, seeming confident.
Aaron shook his head. âYouâre thinking too short term,â he shot back. âA feederâs goal is, and always will be, the results: the tight pants, the fat gains, the number on the scales. Thatâs all that really matters. There are different ways to get there: meal plans, submission, dominance, you name it. But the feederâs goal is always in the blubber he can pack onto his prey. Is that clear?â
Kirk nodded.
âThat means that it really doesnât matter if you never even use some of the strategies weâre going to revise today. As long as you get the results, thatâs all I care about.â
âOkay. That makes sense,â Kirk agreed.
âFeeding is a sensual exercise,â Aaron began, taking his shirt off and removing his pants; still pumped from his gym workout that morning. âYouâre never going to feed a pig to his full capacity unless you get the support you need. So where do you find that support?â
Kirk, who had been following Aaronâs lead and undressing, sat himself down in the guyâs feeding chair and pondered the question. âYou mean I should call you?â he asked.
Again, Aaron sighed. None of this information should have been new to him. âNo, Kirk! The best feeder a pigâs ever going to have is always right between his legs.â He reached out, holding the football playerâs semi. âItâs the reason he first fell into gaining and itâs the thing that led him straight to you, so always make sure that you use it in the most effective way that you can,â he explained, rubbing Kirkâs dick until it stood firm and erect. âIf fatty stops eating or starts slowing down, give some attention to this thing and youâll soon see him getting hungry again.â
âShould I suck it?â Kirk asked keenly.
Aaron frowned at the silly question. âItâs entirely up to you. JustâŠget it hard and keep it that way. Thatâs all you need to worry about.â
Kirk settled a little more into his chair, enjoying this training more than the other sessions he had had with Aaron. Heâd always done better with practical exercises, rather than trying to memorise the theory behind principles.
âNow, most of the time, your pig will buy his own food that he wants you to feed him. But, if ever youâre doing it, youâve got to choose it all very carefully, thinking about the feederâs goal⊠which is?â he quickly questioned.
âThe results!â Kirk parroted back to him, pleased that he had remembered something at last.
âExactly,â Aaron nodded, now pointing to the vast selection of food he had set up on the coffee table for his date with a long-term fatty who was coming over later. âEverything here is from the list I sent you back when you first started. These particular brands are all staggeringly high in calories and quickly digested.â He looked at Kirkâs blank face. âIâll email the list over to you again then,â he simply stated, deciding not to pull Kirk up on his lack of studiousness.
âWhat would you start with?â Kirk asked, seeing it all spread out and presented so nicely.
âWell, that depends on your fattyâs preference. You should know what his favourites are; the things that are best to get him started. For example, what is it that catches your eye the most?â
âThe cream cakes,â Kirk replied instantly.
âVery well,â Aaron smiled, picking one up. âBefore I start, I look down. Is his dick hard? Yes. Are his eyes fixed on the food? Can I make him salivate?â
At that moment, Kirk swallowed a build up of saliva in his mouth.
âPigs love to be played with. And, at the start, thatâs fine. You can waft it under his nose,â he demonstrated comically. âYou can dip your finger in the cream and tap it on his piggy little snout,â he joked, doing just that with Kirk. âBut when the time comes to feed, you let them know that youâre serious,â he stated sternly. âBecause this isnât a game, is it? And you canât let the fat boy treat it like one.â
Kirk slowly nodded his head.
âYou get their eyes fixed on you now,â Aaron continued, ensuring that Kirk was doing just that. âThey realise, you are the feeder. You are the one they are doing this for. During this time, only the two of you exist in the entire world. Pleasure and greed are the only things that have any consequence now. Nothing else.â
Kirk was absolutely silent, taking all of the information in like never before. He looked entirely fixed within the mindset of the boys he would someday feed. Out of a simple curiosity, Aaron brought the cake a little closer to the guyâs mouth, hardly believing that the jockâs jaws were unhinging. His mouth gaping open, Aaron pushed the cake beyond the point of no return, until it squished and fell upon Kirkâs tongue.
Suddenly Kirk was chewing, with his cheeks filled with cream. Had the guy completely misunderstood the concept of role-playing? Sure, the boy was always prettier than he was intelligent, but feeders didnât do this. This food wasnât for him. Yet his hardness throbbed every bit as much as the countless others Aaron had done this to in the past.
âNow you praise your pig,â Aaron explained, deciding to take the strange turn all in his stride and act like this was as he had planned. âYou tell him how greedy heâs being; how large and fat this will all make him; how heâs going to struggle to get into his pants tomorrow.â
Kirk moaned with pleasure as the last of the cake was pushed into his mouth. He licked Aaronâs fingers clean; his greedy eyes now turning to the other items on the table. Intuitively, Aaron reached across and found the next item, holding it until it was ready and then pushing it deep inside the athletic boyâs mouth.
âYour pig is going to get thirsty pretty quickly, so you need your drinks to hand. These need to be equally high in calories,â he smiled, cracking open a can of soda. âNot too cold,â he stated cautiously. âEverything should flow. We hit them hard and fast while theyâre in the zone.â
Kirk took the can of soda and chugged it in one.
Still determined not to show even the slightest bit of surprise, Aaron simply continued his tuition. âDonât be tempted to just feed the pig what he likes,â he cautioned, seeing that Kirkâs eyes had fallen back onto the cream cakes. âWe want to keep mixing up those flavours and textures, pouring in the liquid calories and making the pig wait for those favourites.â
Kirk nodded, accepting whatever was fed into his mouth.
âAlways, ALWAYS keep an eye on his dick,â Aaron insisted, taking his hand to Kirkâs hardness and rubbing it for short, gentle periods. âHeâs going to want to climax, but itâs your job to make him wait. You do not let him touch himself! His dick belongs to you. You call the shots. And the pig isnât getting his pleasure until heâs completely stuffed.â
At this, Kirk seemed to redouble his efforts, eating faster and greedier than even before. Heâd slipped perfectly into the role; indistinguishable in his apparent lust to feed. His stomach was bloating up, yet still he feasted.
âBy this point, your pig is going to be completely disoriented. Heâs lost track of what heâs eaten and he has no idea whatâs coming next. Heâs already massively overdosed on calories, but because of the speed youâre delivering it all to him, his brain hasnât caught up yet. This is the stuffing âwindow of opportunityâ, and youâve got to push the fatty hard until it closes.â
The food on the table was quickly disappearing. It had been a few months since Aaron had fed a young athlete of Kirkâs stature; almost forgetting how much boys like this could gorge.
âYouâll know when itâs time to stop. The pace slows and they wince at the stretch. But any sign of heaving and youâve already taken it too far,â Aaron stated. âYou make them look you in the eyes again as you take their dick in your hand. You make them say âthank youâ for doing this to them, even though they might, even now, be starting to regret how much they have eaten. You tell them what a greedy pig they have been; what all those calories are going to do to their body.â
Kirk was already pulling a face as he felt his orgasm building.
âNow you make them rub their big olâ tummy,â Aaron ordered, grabbing at Kirkâs limp wrist and placing the boyâs large hand on the top, and most swollen part, of his bloated stomach.Â
Immediately, the jockâs hand began to explore that new, tightly-packed and solid shape; all so beautifully timed as his pleasure was about to peak.
âAnd as tough as it is to admit⊠this moment⊠the fattyâs actual climax; itâs really not about the feeder,â Aaron whispered now. âItâs about the pig realising what heâs done to HIMSELF; how completely fucked he is for getting so turned on, eating like he has for you.â
Kirkâs breathing was so erratic, with short, squeaking moans escaping from his lips every couple of seconds.
âYou make the fat boy look you in the eye. Do what you want inbetween. You can make him promise to get fatter for you, make him oink like a pig, or force a final doughnut into his greedy little mouth; it really doesnât matter,â he breathed, holding Kirkâs stare with a vice-like grip. âJust let the pig know that you see him for exactly what he is; that he canât hide it anymore. That he is, and will always be, your greedy hog.â
A massive jet released from Kirkâs crotch, followed by several others, until an almost unfathomable amount of the boyâs excitement had covered his chest and splashed itself all over Aaronâs feeding chair. Yet more stains that would never come out.
Kirkâs charge was assigned a new feeder when he returned to college after the summer. Aaron had made the decision that the boy, who had been so keen to fatten up when Aaron had interviewed him, had been messed around enough by an inadequate feeder. In fact, Aaron had come to realise that Kirk wasnât even that. Sure, Aaron had flipped feeders into gainers in the past. He even joked that most feeders came with an expiry date, when it would all become too much for them and theyâd long for the blubber to be added to their bodies instead. But, Kirk was such a simple boy. Did he even realise yet that he was destined to become a fatty?
âIâm guessing youâve played some good football in your time,â remarked Kirkâs football coach, heading over to speak to Aaron after he had seen the guy watching his boys play.
âIs it that obvious?â Aaron smiled, knowing that most people assumed he was some sort of football player, given his statuesque height and build. He shook hands with the guy, knowing just how to handle men like these, immediately inventing a backstory for himself in the game that would give him a lot more credibility with the coach. He folded his arms in the same way as him, mimicking the body language and slowly engaging the man enough so that he visibly relaxed more in his company; believing every word he said.
âSo just one little broken ankle and that was your entire future NFL career gone?â the coach asked, full of sympathy.
âI think about it every single day,â Aaron lied, shaking his head bitterly. âBut youâve got some decent talent on the field here,â he smiled, pointing to the spot where all the young guys had last stood before heading in to shower.
âTheyâre okay,â the coach agreed, sounding unconvinced. âWeâve certainly had stronger teams in the past.â
Aaron nodded, as if he knew what he was talking about. âThere was one who really caught my eye; the really tall one who spent most of the time over there,â he pointed.
âKirk?â the coach asked. âYeah, heâs a good player. Not necessarily the brightest guy Iâve ever come across. Heâs quite versatile and plays in a variety of positions. I wouldnât say he exactly excels in any of them though.â
âHave you ever thought about playing him as an offensive tackle?â Aaron asked. âFrom what I saw today, he looks more suited to that than anything.â
At this, the coach winced. âYou should see some of the guys from the other teams in our league who play in that position. Kirk may be tall and strong, but heâd be dwarfed if he had to go up against them.â
âBulk him up then,â Aaron shrugged, deciding to lift his arm and show off his bicep. âItâs what my coach did for me. It was the best thing that ever happened for my career. Before the ankleâŠâ he added.
The two men discussed the idea for a little while longer, but Aaron had no intention of hanging around just in case Kirk came out and came over, giving the game away that they knew each other. Instead, he simply planted the seed and left it there to grow.
âWhen am I getting a new pig?â Kirk asked a couple of weeks later, settling into Aaronâs feeding chair.
âWhen I think youâre ready,â Aaron lied. âWhich reminds me,â he smiled, pulling out his phone and playing a video to the football hunk. âYour last assignmentâs new feeder sent me this. Heâs getting great results with your old pig. Look at the blubber in that tummy now. His six pack is completely gone!â
âHe looks completely different!â Kirk marvelled.
âThatâs not even the best part,â Aaron chuckled, waiting for the section in the video when the pig turned and bounced his butt cheeks. âHis new feeder says heâs never seen anything like it. Itâs like the muscle just completely vanished and been replaced by pure blubber. Look at those thighs too! Heâs going to be so bottom heavy!â
âThat canât be the same guy,â Kirk protested. âHe didnât gain like that for me.â
âWell, itâs all about finding the right technique that works for your pig,â Aaron explained, undressing himself and grabbing the supplies from the kitchen.
Kirk had followed his lead, kicking his shirt, sweatpants and underwear to the side and sitting himself back down again. An obvious coating and ring of light blubber sat around his middle from all the sessions Aaron had conducted with him in the last few weeks, but it wasnât time to acknowledge that with him just yet.
âThis is the shake and suck technique,â Aaron went on. âItâs the method that helped your old pig get that huge ass of his. I made this shake up this morning, so itâs had plenty of time to lose the chill.â Aaron heaved, lifting a huge gallon container of thick liquid and putting it on the coffee table with a bump. âYouâve had it plenty of times before. You know whatâs in it,â he smirked.
âYeah, butâŠâ Kirk mumbled, looking at the size of the container. âIâve only had the odd flask of it when weâve been training. No one could drink that much of it.â
âThatâs where this funnel comes in so handy,â the feeder smiled, lifting it up for Kirk to see. âIt stops the pig from ending the chug the moment he starts to feel a little uncomfortable, and so it gives us a lot more control over how much we want the fat boy to take down.â
Kirkâs erection had returned. His legs twitched and he looked down suggestively at it. âWhat about the sucking part of this method?â he asked, knowing that no one gave a blow job like Aaron.
âItâs called the âshake and suckâ technique,â Aaron laughed. âAs in⊠one BEFORE the other!â he teased, noting that Kirk appeared aroused enough to begin. âAll you need to do is hold this flask, like this,â he instructed, resting Kirkâs head backwards into the chair at the same time. âThen just, chug away until the funnel is emptied.â
From his position, standing behind the feeding chair and looking over Kirk, Aaron could fully appreciate the gentle loss of definition in the boyâs stomach muscles. Todayâs session was going to do so much more serious damage! He lifted the container and let it glug outwards, filling the funnel held steady by the athlete underneath. Just as instructed, the naive boy began swallowing it all up, even as Aaron continued to pour; never letting it get below half-way.
At the first break, Kirk moaned loudly, rubbing his enlarged stomach. Then he burped, long and coarsely, until he at last felt more comfortable. âFuck!â he sighed. âHow much of that stuff did you just pour in? I thought it was never going to end!â
âThereâs plenty more, donât you worry!â Aaron laughed, turning so that he could feed his own erection into Kirkâs mouth. âThis is something you can only do at the start of this technique,â Aaron explained. âAnd youâve got to go gentle. You canât be making your pig gag when thereâs all that fattening liquid in his stomach.â
Aaron could tell that Kirk was at last starting to learn some of the blow job skills heâd been taught in recent weeks. Aaron exhaled and felt his eyes widen. Shit, this guy was actually pretty good!
âAnd thatâs enough of that,â Aaron smiled, pulling out before he lost his composure. âBack to business!â he ordered, placing the funnel back into Kirkâs hands. âThis second chug has to be shorter, and the next one will be shorter again,â he explained, already pouring from the now considerably lighter container and looking down to check that Kirkâs hardness wasnât faltering.
At the end of the second chug, Kirk moaned once more and gave off a long fog-horn like burp. However, this time his stomach was so rounded and stretched, actually resembling a belly for the first time. Without even prompting, Kirkâs hands began exploring it as Aaron engaged in a gentle first suck in his crotch. Not that Aaron would ever have told him, but already over two thirds of the gallon of gainer shake was gone.
âDepending on your pig, this method can take all day. And thatâs fine,â Aaron nodded. âThe main thing is, we want that shake inside them.â
Automatically, Kirk rested his head back again the moment he felt ready. The third session began and Kirk was soon enjoying the rewards of having Aaronâs lips around his erection once more.
âA pretty effective technique, huh?â Aaron laughed, just stopping as Kirk seemed about to climax.
âLetâs finish this thing!â Kirk grunted, throwing his head back and knowing that the end was near. Fuck the consequences. He needed that orgasm soon.
âYou want me to take on another pig?â asked Jack, one of Aaronâs most capable feeders, a few weeks later. âThatâs two in the last six weeks!â
Aaron nodded apologetically. âI know. I would do it myself, but I just donât have the time. His nameâs Peter; twenty-two, already chubby; great little appetite when I interviewed him. He wants pushing hard, and heâs kinky as fuck. I think youâll have a lot of fun with him,â he summarised, showing Jack a picture before sending over the contact details.
âCute!â Jack smiled. âAre you sure youâre okay with letting me have all the fun?â
âI just know youâll do a great job,â Aaron chuckled, slapping the guy on his back.
Jack simply smiled back knowingly. âI bumped into Kirk the other day. He told me you havenât given him a pig in months.â
Aaron raised his eyebrows. âWell, there are reasons for that.â
âYouâre flipping him, arenât you?â Jack pressed. âKirk tried to tell me that his coach is bulking him up to play a new position on the field, but thereâs no denying your handiwork on that little paunch of his. Thatâs where most of your time is going these days, isnât it?â
âPossibly,â Aaron smirked, liking how direct Jack could be at times. âIâm throwing everything at him and Iâve yet to find a single one of my moves that doesnât work on him.â
âDoes he realise?â Jack asked.
âWhat do you think?â Aaron laughed, knowing that he didnât need to hide his wicked side with a guy like Jack. âIâve even got him writing up an assignment for me on the âfeeder trainingâ heâs had in the last few weeks! Heâs coming round this evening for the âFunnel, Fuck and Flipâ exercise.â
Jack chuckled. Heâd only met Kirk a handful of times, so could hardly pity the guy if he had fallen into one of Aaronâs typical games. âSo when are you going to make your move on him?â he asked.
âSoon,â Aaron smiled. âHeâs almost ready now⊠Just one last little push!â
Later that evening, Kirk bent himself against the table with his legs stretched. His stomach was hard and swollen with gainer shake, drooping down as his head was held only inches above a decadent three-layered chocolate cake.
âNot many guys can hold an erection like I can,â Aaron explained, having pushed himself inside Kirkâs tight butt hole with a lot less wincing from the athlete than in previous weeks. âSo donât worry if you struggle with this move when youâre feeding a fatty this way.â
âOkay,â Kirk mumbled back, breathing deeply as his body tried to get used to the sheer size of Aaronâs thick hardness inside of him. âI think Iâll be ready in a second,â he whispered.
âGood,â Aaron replied, trying not to laugh. He leaned a little more over Kirkâs broad back. âNow, messy pigs adore this one. All Iâm going to do is gently lower your head into the cake before I start fucking you.â
âSo the pig has to try and eat whilst heâs getting pounded?â Kirk asked.
âThatâs the idea,â Aaron smirked.
âIs that even possible?â Kirk asked again.
âI guess youâll soon find out,â Aaron chuckled, checking that Kirk was ready and then pushing his head gently into the cake so that his entire face was covered in frosting. âGood Piggy!â he called out, already starting to fuck him. Despite the many fatties heâd worked on over the years, few were ever as thrilling as this!
A few weeks later, Kirk had arrived at Aaronâs in a somewhat distracted mood. âCoach says Iâve put on too much fat in my bulk, and that itâs affected my performance on the field.â
âOf course you have,â Aaron shrugged, getting himself undressed as Kirk did the same. âHow else am I supposed to teach you about how to tease a fat ass properly? You canât make an omelette without cracking a few eggs.â
Kirk seemed to consider this.
âNow is the time when you can really get to grips with your pigâs trigger words. Some of them love being called out on being a pig, whereas others are not keen. Some donât even like teasing at all.â
âSo you ask them what words they like to be called?â Kirk asked.
âNo,â Aaron sighed, wondering how he ever thought that Kirk could make a good feeder. He simply had no intuition at all. âYou try the words out and see what works best. Which ones suit them? Which ones get them the hardest? Thatâs the way I figured out yours.â
âI have trigger words?â Kirk shot back in surprise.
âOf course you do. All FAT BOYS do,â Aaron smiled, poking Kirk in his doughy middle, making the guyâs hardness bounce. ââFat Boyâ: the name works on you every time. I never could have got you to complete that pot of whipping cream last week without it.â
âFuck!â Kirk marvelled, perhaps realising for the first time just how much Aaron had actually burrowed into his head. âAre there more?â
âOf course there are,â Aaron nodded. âThere are movements too. Like when I cup your glutes and give them a little bounce,â he demonstrated, giving Kirkâs butt cheek the lightest of wobbles. âSee?â he asked, nodding down at Kirkâs weeping erection. âYouâve been so firm and athletic your whole life, this is a completely new experience for you. The feeling of fresh fat invading your body. Itâs why being called a âfat assâ works so well on you too.â
Aaron kissed him deeply as he continued to jiggle the boyâs glutes. Kirkâs breathing was hot and heavy; more aroused than ever he had been so early into their sessions. This was new and exciting.
âFew people would spot it in you; partly because you're so broad and muscular. But youâre also a very submissive boy,â Aaron continued.
âI am?â Kirk asked. âI thought feeders had to be mostly dominant?â
At this Aaron sniggered. âOh, come on, Kirk!â he smiled, still bouncing the soft glutes. âYouâre no feeder.â
Kirk closed his eyes to appreciate the feeling of his jiggling butt cheeks. âWhat am I then?â he whispered, sounding like he was finally ready to hear the truth.
Aaron placed his mouth right next to Kirkâs ear and whispered back, deploying the boyâs ultimate trigger word.Â
âYouâre my big, fat HOG!â
Just like that, Kirk moaned like he had been shattered into a thousand pieces. He pulled Aaron into him and kissed him with more passion than ever before.
âYouâre going to quit football for me,â Aaron demanded, immediately seizing the moment as Kirk had surrendered himself; a part of him released and fully conscious for the first time.
âIâll do anything!â Kirk agreed, allowing himself to be pushed into the feeding chair; another stuffing about to commence.
âGood!â Aaron grinned. âBecause youâre moving in here with me too. Iâm taking a six month sabbatical from the other fatties. I want to see what I can do when I just devote myself to one little hog, twenty four hours a day. How far can I take them?â
Kirk looked down at his stout little belly and his eyes filled with lust. âIâm all yours!â
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âAct IIâ
Summary: Attraction is like a gravitational pull that is undefinable and unavoidable. Unbeknownst to you, Jude had been keeping an eye on you since he caught a glimpse on his best friendâs girlfriendâs Instagram but heâs been loving his single life. You always were independent and know how to swim on your own but maybe you have been just treading water. Could the tides change on a holiday in Greece when you finally meet? It might get a little rocky but maybe you could be his paradise.
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Warnings: This series is 18+ MDNI
Note: Thank you for reading! Please be sure to like, comment, or message me what you think of the series! âAct IIâ is interconnected to the 'Youâre Mine' and 'Ours' Series but can read it independently.
Chapter 1 - Round Two | âAct IIâ
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âErm... yeah, thatâs a bit of me. Big follow.â You giggled, plucking the phone out of your friend Whitneyâs hand admiring an abnormally pretty boy she was showing you on the screen.Â
âRight?â She laughed with you spreading her two fingers on the screen to zoom in on the boyâs perfect physique. Whitneyâs dad spent every day he could watching football. It was on in their house twenty four hours a day. He was an awesome dad to two girls you called your best friends but you always sensed that it pained him he couldnât have had a son to give it a go in an international football league. He could care less about the American MLS teams but thatâs a story for another time. Previously, you really hadnât cared about your best friendâs fathers interest in the sport. Your own family was into footie, your brother, your dad, but again, you didnât really buy in. That said, if someone asked you on the street who you supported, youâd have an answer, you knew the high level things going on in the world of football. Â
âLike okkkay besties! Iâm into this.â You cheekily cooed. Your disinterest suddenly became a big interest when Whitney showed you a photo of two boys that played for the England international team. One was cute... pretty, in fact. Youâd say he gave off a sort of a more demure vibe in comparison. Whitney was hooked; her dad was an avid Liverpool supporter and by turn Whitney was. Apparently her dad pointed Trent Alexander-Arnold out to her during a regular season match earlier. The other boy in said photo, well, that was a bit of you.Â
âTheyâre so pretty.â Whitney sighed, taking a longer look at Trentâs face. âHello. Earth to Y/N.â She called for you after your eyes began to glaze over wishing your thumb hovering over his happy trail was able to actually feel the muscular abs youâd been actually drooling over beneath it.Â
âSorry but heâs so hot.â You laughed with a shake of the head trying to snap out of your lustful haze. Whitney hadnât even said their names but frankly, you didnât care. You just might support England in this tournament. Your brother and dad would kill you but youâd do it for a man that looked like this. You were French, that would arguably be seen as treason in your household but he was so good looking theyâd have to understand. Your dad would tell you you were French the same way Whitneyâs dad would tell her she was British. You both were not born in your respective native lands but your dads were from, you had dual citizenships but no accents. That said, you did speak the language. Your family had actually lived in Paris for a few years before you went to university and met Whitney.  Â
âI know I figured Iâd share.â Whitney smiled at you with a bob of the head happy with her recent Instagram follow as she grabbed her phone back from you.Â
âThank you Mr. Smith. Who knew he had such good taste in men.â You teased taking her phone back once more to actually look at the instagram handle above the photo that had you in such a trance. âJude Bellinghamâ you read the name in your head in a silly British accent that probably wasnât all that accurate. You didnât know a thing about him. You hadnât heard either of the boys even speak but he just gave off such British vibes and it made you laugh a little.Â
âMan of many talents, l suppose.â Whitney snatched her phone back and went back to Trentâs Instagram, scrolling through photos sheâd seen at least a hundred times by now but she wanted to see them one hundred more.Â
Flash forward a couple years, a lot of drinks, a blossomed relationship for Whitney, and unfortunately a few more tears than you wouldâve hoped later and you found yourself in a Greecian club on a holiday with the two English footballers and their friends. How? You wondered the same thing but Whitney seemed to have fate on her side. Although, she didnât seem to want to share any because a night ago you could have used some when you fucked her now boyfriend, Trentâs brother, so it didnât really come as welcomed news when you found out the lustful torch you carried for your instagram crush, Jude, was in front of you in real life now burning. It had been a long couple of hours navigating the waters of two men in a confined space.Â
âI like thisâŠâ Jude cooed, slipping his fingers under the strap of your red dress. âWould look better on my floor though.â He whispered a line youâd heard too many times in your ear despite the loud thump of the bass in the club. It shouldâve put you off. It shouldâve been an eye roll moment except it wasnât. There was something about the way he spoke to you, the way he looked at you, the way he touched you. All night he had you in a trance. It made you feel attended to in the least cheesy and cliche way. Youâd flirted earlier in the evening when youâd been introduced after dinner but you were proper close now and the game had begun. You were not an easy lay⊠well it depended on the day and how bad you wanted to have sex. Regardless, you liked the game with boys. It was fun. You knew you were attractive and you knew that came with many perks like lines of men interested in you and the only way to make it slightly more entertaining and fun and maybe sift out the trash, although some always managed to seep through, youâd test them. Play games, flirt mercilessly and then leave high and dry, youâd make them buy your drinks while you played with their hearts and their hands dragging them up and down your figure.Â
âYou canât put a dress like this on the floor, Jude.â You quipped back, placing your hand over his and guiding it down your body and the sheer beaded fishnet fabric. It was a gorgeous Roberta Einer mini dress that youâd been itching to wear somewhere but the way the lights were reflecting off it now and your newly tanned skin barely hidden under it, you knew tonight was the perfect debut for it.Â
âAlright, Iâll hang it up just for you.â He gently whispered into your ear. He wasnât offering to do you some sort of grand favor but the way he said it made it sound like you were meant to be grateful and you didnât like that he had made such a subtle move to take the upper hand. So you cut the line.
âOkay, thank you.â You brushed him off with a short smile as if he had handed you a coffee over a counter.Â
âNo problem. As long as itâs still coming off.â Jude was persistent though. He was sweet and smooth. His scent was encircling you and keeping you hostage. His woody musk built walls around you, caging you in. His big soft hands on your exposed skin acting as shackles. You were trapped.
âWe shouldnât.â You muttered haphazardly as he ducked his face to be in front of yours. He gently guided you to step back against a wall in a corridor of the club. You thought youâd get some air and free yourself from the thick tension being near Jude but he followed you. You two were like magnets. There was something there and you werenât sure why it felt a little more dangerous than just lust. He placed his massive hand on your waist, squeezing you just a little before letting his hand drop down to your hip.
âBut we could.â He cooed with the cheekiest smile you might have ever seen in your life and arguably the prettiest too. You couldnât stop the giggle from escaping your lips. You hated that he had you like this. He moved closer and dragged his lips down your neck, kiss after kiss, running his tongue along your warm skin. It was like he was a live wire jump starting your whole system. The tension was palpable and you wanted more of it but not that easily, of course. You knew who Jude was. You were shown his instagram obviously by Whitney and if the millions of Instagram followers werenât enough of an indicator it was his insistent presence in the media. A ad campaign, a dramatized story in the Daily Mail, a shirtless instagram post, you wouldâve loved to say you did notice it all but you were very aware and embarrassingly you welcomed his ever presence on your phone when you were miles apart. Right now though you werenât sure there was even a centimeter separating you. Despite knowing what you knew, you were not going to be complacent to the great Jude Bellingham. Tonight was meant to be a level playing field.Â
âYour first night out?â You questioned him. Honestly, the only reason you were asking this is because Whitney had made a point before youâd even left for this holiday that you not ruin it all making a rash hook up night one⊠except you already had. You slept with her boyfriendâs brother which in both his and your defense was good sex. It was fun, rough, drunk, orgasmic and unattached just the way you liked it. He wasnât exactly off the table though in your mind. He was cute, you had control of the situation and his room was next to yours at the villa you were staying in. Like you said, it was good sex. Although you werenât going to say no if Jude pushed and you hoped he did but you werenât exactly closing off other options either. You were on holiday. No one would get hurt, they were twenty some year old men in Greece, you couldnât imagine commitment was on anyoneâs minds. You didnât kiss Jude in the corridor even though it was the only thought populating in your mind. Jude hated that your game of teasing drew him in more. He liked to be in charge. He liked to run the show and he knew he was losing ground when you moved past him to get back to the ropped off private area in the club with everyone else. Jude was slick as you made your way back and moved quickly in front of you to sit down first. He pulled you down to sit on his lap and you faked an eye roll as if Judeâs persistence was unwelcomed but it was anything but. As the night rolled on you got drunker and his touches got more courageous. In the dim light of the nightclub, the bass thrummed like a heartbeat in the air, creating a pulsing rhythm that matched the intoxicating sway of the crowd. The atmosphere was thick with a heady mix of laughter, music, and the sweet scent of bottles and bottles of Don Julio 1942. You stayed settled on his lap, warmth enveloped you, igniting a spark that sent shivers down your spine. His strong hands rested gently on your hips, grounding you while the world around you blurred into a swirling tapestry of colors. With each sip of your drink, the world grew more vivid, the laughter more melodic, and the closeness between you more electric. Your heart raced, not just from the alcohol but from the magnetic pull of his gaze.Â
âJust want to pull this right up andâŠâ He leaned in closer, his breath a tantalizing whisper against your ear, sending tiny jolts of excitement through you. The rich timbre of his voice wrapped around you like velvet, drawing you deeper into this intoxicating moment, letting his hand on your thigh go higher and higher pulling the hem of your dress with it. His pinky finger able to ghost over your panty clad pussy.Â
âStopâŠâ You giggled, meaning exactly the opposite, grabbing his hand to halt any further movement. This was a dangerous game. You were both on the verge of blacking out. As the night wore on, the music wrapped you both in its seductive embrace, and every glance he stole felt like a secret promise. You found yourself laughing freely, each sound mingling with the pulsating rhythm, feeling utterly alive under the spell of his charm. The lights danced across Judeâs features, enhancing the sharp lines of his jaw and the smirk that hinted at playful mischief. The more you drank, the more you adored himâthe way he held you, the way he listened with rapt attention, as if you were the only person in the room. You could feel the warmth of connection building like the crescendo of a song, enveloping you in a cocoon of desire and vulnerability. The laughter faded into a soft hum, and in that moment, you knew you were fallingânot just into drunken bliss but into something deeper, something intoxicatingly real. Time slipped away, lost in the rhythm of the night, and as you rested your head against his shoulder, a tender smile graced your lips. Similarly a boyish, lopsided grin plastered to his face. A darkness flooded your mind. You. blacked. out. You thought you had a pretty okay tolerance but maybe your stature didnât exactly match the 6â2 man you were trying to keep up with shot for shot. 42 was starting to taste like water and you were pretty sure no one had an accent anymore.Â
You had a blurry memory of his lips brushing against yours, gentle yet urgent, igniting a fire that danced within you. As the vibrant strobe lights cast fleeting shadows across his face, you felt a magnetic pull, drawing you closer into a world that existed solely for the two of you. Each brush of his lips sent shivers racing through your body, igniting every nerve ending in a delicious wave of ecstasy. The heat of his body pressed against you, a tantalizing reminder of the summer night outside, while his hands tangled in your hair and traced the curve of your back, urging you deeper into his embrace. The music swelled around you, a backdrop of heavy bass that mirrored the pounding of your heart, creating a bubble of exhilaration and desire. Time seemed to dissolve as the world outside faded, leaving only the taste of his kissâsweet and intoxicating, mingling with the warm summer air that danced around you. Your bodies moved in sync, a rhythm as intoxicating as the melody that surrounded you. With each kiss, the world blurred into soft hues of color, a vivid painting of passion and spontaneity. The tender urgency of your connection deepened, exploring uncharted territories as hands explored, pulling each other closer, savoring the moment as if time itself stood still. It was a wild, breathless escape, filled with promises whispered between breaths, where the pulse of the music became the heartbeat of your desires, leaving you both breathless, alive, and utterly entwined.
The morning light peeked through the curtains, casting a soft, golden glow across the disheveled bed. You stirred, feeling the weight of a night filled with laughter and passion settle heavily on your limbs. A dull throb pulsed in your temples, each beat a reminder of the revelry that had unfolded the night before. As your eyes fluttered open, they fell upon the figure beside you⊠Jude. His chiseled silhouette half-hidden beneath rumpled sheets, radiating an effortless charm even in the quiet aftermath of the night. The scent of his skin lingered in the air, a rich, intoxicating mix of cologne and the faint hint of warmth from your shared adventures. As you attempted to piece together the fragments of last night, the tableau before you sent a rush of sensations coursing through you. There he was, tangled in the sheets, sunkissed skin glistening slightly in the morning light, a satisfied smirk playing on his lips. You could have sworn he looked like a work of art, perfectly imperfect in a way that made your heart flutter unexpectedly.
âI have to get to my room.â You whispered to Jude with a pounding headache, not entirely sure what happened but you were sore and naked so you had a good idea. Your heart was racing praying to see some remnant or clue that protection was used. The world around you felt hazy, your thoughts muddled from too much tequila and laughter, yet the sight of him brought warmth and a flicker of exhilaration to your chest. You shifted slightly, the crisp sheets whispering against your skin, and he stirred, his eyes fluttering open to meet yoursâa lazy, sultry gaze that ignited memories of stolen kisses and whispered secrets shared in low-lit corners of the nightclub.
âGood morning to you to." He laughed tiredly. "Whatâd you say?â His voice was low and smooth, like velvet draping over your senses, both teasing and inviting. A smile crept across his lips, illuminating his features and crinkling the corners of his eyes in a way that made your heart race. You couldnât help but mirror his expression, feeling the pull of a connection that thrummed between you, more potent than the remnants of your hangover.Â
âI said, I have to get to my room.â You smiled as you tentatively lifted your hand to brush a loose strand of hair from your face, the soft rustle of sheets surrounded you both, creating a cocoon of intimacy that felt deliciously intoxicating. There was an unspoken understanding in the air, an acknowledgment of last night's escapades, layered with the thrill of unexpected mornings. In that moment, the world outside faded away, leaving just the two of you wrapped in warmth and longing, a beautiful aftermath that felt fleeting yet infinitely precious.
âWhyâŠâ Jude groaned, letting his eyes close again. With every heartbeat, it became clear: the night had woven your lives together, if only for an ephemeral moment. And though uncertainty lingered like a sweet aftertaste, the promise of the unknown shimmered in the air.Â
âEveryone canât know I slept in here.â You whispered again with some urgency. Image was important to you. Sleep with whoever you want, absolutely. Let people know that? Absolutely not. Â
âWhyyyâŠâ Jude kept on his childish theatrics with another groan. He outstretched his arm and draped it around your waist as insurance you wouldnât leave. This was not a rare indulgence for you but it would cling to you like the sheets twisted around your body currently were, all day if you didnât get out of there. The lavish villa room was stunning and an opulent blend of modern luxury and understated, but it did little to distract from Jude. His hair messy in a way heâd hate yet it formed a careless halo on the pillow beneath him.
âIâll see you later.â You giggled pulling down the sheet and slapping his ass trying to make light of you not being able to remember anything and remind him you were waking up naked in case he didnât either. You moved in a way that was calculated after that, youâd done this before. You have a good night, a great night in fact, great sex, although usually you prefer to remember a semblance of it⊠god damnit where is a condom wrapper⊠literally anything! But youâd done this before and you knew you had to move quickly as if your very presence in Judeâs room might unravel the meticulously crafted image youâd built. The mesh of your mini dress, now crumpled on the foot of the bed, tells the story of a night you could barely recall. You did recall Jude saying heâd hang the dress up but that went out the window and evidently so did your morality when it came to safe sex. It was a night you both dreaded and longed to remember.
âOw fuck, Y/N.â Jude complained reaching lazily to pull the covers back up to cover himself. You laughed a little at his poor morning attitude but got distracted when you caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. It reflected a woman who was both powerful and vulnerable, your usual poise slightly fractured. You couldnât even attempt to restore any dignity to your appearance. This was simply the job for a real shower.Â
âIâm sorry, did that hurt?â You mocked him a little, coming and kissing near Judeâs ear softly with a hum.Â
âYeah, fuck.â He complained, burying his face in a pillow.Â
âAw, Iâll remember that when Iâm laying concealer over your bite marks before breakfast.â You teased running your hand over a bruise you could clearly make out on your collarbone. There was no use trying to restore your usual pristine facade. Thereâs no hiding the telltale signs: the smudged mascara around your eyes, the bruised lips, the scent of him lingering on your skin. âIt was good though.â You sympathetically smiled at him. You felt bad. Why did you suddenly feel a tinge of guilt and softness towards him? No idea. You werenât sure. You snapped your eyes off him to hopefully help break the emotions you were starting to feel.Â
âYeah? What you had wanted?â Jude opened his eyes again and smiled sleepily at you. You glanced back at his chiseled features softened in the haze of his tiredness. A part of you felt so drawn to him. So you took a seat on the side of the bed running your hands over his warm skin.Â
âErm⊠donât know, I might need one more go just to make sure it was as good as I remember.â You lied. Why did you lie? You werenât sure. What had this boy done to you? You were having a hell of a hangover and you were starting to wonder if the tequila from last night somehow disregulated or fucked with the limbic system in your brain.Â
âMmmm Câmere.â Jude pulled you down into a kiss and you let him. It was warm, soft, slow, and sleepy and yet it had you trying not to moan into his mouth it was turning you on so much.Â
âI have to go.â You sympathetically pulled away with an apologetic smile.Â
âYeah but youâve got me hard now.â Jude flashed you a conniving grin hoping that his pretty face could convince you to stay. It almost worked. Unfortunately his face didnât outweigh your fear of being caught out. Two men in three or so days wasnât a fact youâd be broadcasting but you werenât exactly complaining either.Â
âThat sounds like a you problem.â You gave him an annoyingly cheeky grin. Jude was upset that he still managed to find it cute despite him being painfully hard now. He sighed and grabbed your arm before you could get far. You looked at him innocently not sure what he needed because you werenât going to stay. He kissed your knuckles and then rolled over in the bed. That was it. You werenât sure what to make of it so you just smiled with a hum stepping away, leaving behind a world of temptation and chaos as you quietly gathered the remnants of your dignity and fragments of your outfit from last night. You grabbed Judeâs shirt of the floor and pulled it over you. You werenât about to put back on your dress from last night. You were missing an earring as well but youâd find it later. It wasnât a proud moment as you slipped out the door cautiously and tiptoed to your bedroom, heels in hand, your bare feet peeling off the marble floors of the villa, wincing at the noise with every step, terrified someone might see you. You went to the en suite of your room and took off his shirt. You looked at it and smiled until you caught yourself in the mirror smiling like an idiot at it. There was a slight smudge of your lipstick color on the collar. It smelt like him and you just wanted to put it back on and go to bed but instead you turned on the shower. In a state of delusion and a hangover haze you held the shirt in your hand and cheekily took a nude in the mirror sending it to Jude. Â
âTo help with your problem. xxâ
Jude threw his head back on his pillow with another groan as he opened the message. He sorted himself out after that thanks to your photos assistance and memories of last night before he went back to sleep. You smiled when you saw he responded after your shower⊠until you read it.Â
âYouâre unreal, angel. Liked it better when I was cumming inside you though and not just to the thought of you. Maybe later? xx.â
âOh my god!â You gasped out loud dropping your phone. It fell on your toe and you thought you were going to cry. It hurt so bad. You grabbed your phone and wrapped your towel around you a bit tighter and ran to your bed and fell face first. âIâm so stupid. Iâm so stupid.â You repeated over and over again. You were haunted by the memory of last night you couldnât remember, and the man down the hall, clinging to you like a whisper you couldnât quite shake, a reminder that even the most perfect facades have cracks.
âI need to talk to you immediately.â You hushly but harshly whispered to Whitney in the kitchen later that morning gripping her arm so tight she might have a bruise later. She was sitting on Trentâs lap who gave you a curious yet concerned face. You just smiled and yanked Whitney off him pulling her all the way down the hall to your room. âLook at meâŠâ You snapped peeling your shirt off to reveal the remnants of your night with Jude. Her eyes went wide and a cheeky grin began to pull on her face.Â
âCan you give me a little more context because I need to know if I should be applauding someoneâs handiwork or if something happened because you look like someone attacked you.â Whitney kept her smile knowing it wasnât the later.Â
âWhit⊠I donât even remember it and I think he does. I lied and said I did and then I was a fucking idiot and sent him a nude this morning because I apparently willingly opt for chaos and he jerked off to it and said heâŠâ You picked your arms up to air quote. ââLiked it better when he was cumming inside meâ so thatâs fucking insane.â Whitneyâs jaw dropped at your confessional.Â
âOkay.. erm itâs fine. Sit down, sit down, sit down.â She beckoned you over and you sat next to her on your bed letting your body fall limp into her lap. âItâs fine. Honestly, weâll sort it. A few questions for you. Erm⊠one, who are we talking about?â She asked you gently, running her hand over your head. That question alone made you feel dumb. To Whitneyâs credit, it was a fair question.Â
âJude⊠I woke up with Jude this morning.â You whined covering your face with your hands embarrassed to admit it.Â
âY/N, its okay. Second question, you wanted to right? Like youâre not upset because he⊠you know. Like this was consensual?â She sheepishly asked you. You softly smiled at her with a shake of the head. Whitney was always so mindful and gentle. She did this with everything. She needed to make sure everything was okay so she could properly help. She wanted to make sure you were okay and she was probably the only person in your life that when she asked that, you knew she meant it and honestly wanted to listen. She really was the sweetest and had good intentions but consent wasnât an issue here. âOkay, as long as youâre fine in that regard. Well, you should ask Jude like if he actually did finish inside and weâll go from there. I mean⊠weâve handled this before.â She giggled a little recalling many of antics between the pair of you from university to date. âThe nude is whatever. Donât worry. Heâs seen you naked. It's not exactly like you have a body anyone would be ashamed of either. The photo wonât go anywhere and if you liked him or the sex, I mean itâs not a bad person to add to your body count.â She cheekily smiled at you. You couldnât help but smile back. Her smile was infectious and it made you feel better just seeing it. âJude is nicer than youâd think so just talk to him. You two can just have a pretty person conversation.âÂ
âYeah, Iâll talk to him. Do you want to get your joke in now or will you give me the morning?â You laughed, running your hands over your face again. Your relationship with Whitney was like any good friendship it was filled with love and support, a lot of laughter and amazing memories, but humor was a pillar for you two. When things got hard if you didnât laugh about it youâd cry.Â
âEh⊠When you least expect it. Today though.â She laughed. âTo be fair, you looked really good last night. I didnât think youâd be going to sleep alone.â Whitney cooed as you sat up. You picked up your phone and opened your messages with Jude and deleted them for your own sanity. You couldnât have your mistakes just sitting there. âYouâre supposed to say âyeah, Whit you looked good last night too, did you go home with anyone?â She teased bumping her shoulder against yours drawing you out of your moment of embarrassment rereading Judeâs message.Â
âYes, yes, Whitney. Youâre gorgeous and Trent loves you. You guys probably fucked four times yesterday so forgive me if I didnât add to Trentâs chorus of chants of how beautiful you are.â You teased her dropping your cheek to rest on her shoulder. Whitney deserved Trentâs high praise. She was stunning, you just were a little caught out over your mistakes.Â
âItâll be fine. I promise. Honest. Just talk to him, okay?â Whitney snapped back to a moment of seriousness and reassurance wrapping her arms around you tight. You donât know what youâd do without her. Sheâd had this conversation with you more times than you cared to admit.Â
âHey⊠Can I talk to you?â You embarrassingly asked Jude, coming up sheepishly beside him.Â
âYeah, course but only if you help me with suncream.â He cheekily answered you, handing you the bottle. His tanned muscular physique in front of you had you momentarily forget what you even were coming to ask him. You hated that it all made your heart falter but in all seriousness, you needed to find out what happened so you took the bottle from him and squeezed it into the palm of your hand.Â
âErm⊠so this is embarrassing, like Iâm actually so embarrassed to say this but I donât exactly remember the latter half of our night so can you just.. Ugh.. like⊠did you actually cum inside me?â You muttered out the words letting your face fall against his bicep. The sunscreen just waiting in your palms. You pressed your forehead against his arm muscle mortified unable to do anything else. You couldnât look at him. Your words were quiet and mumbled.Â
âYou were that drunk, Y/N!? Thatâs so bad. FuckâŠâ Jude was shocked. He pulled you off and held you by your shoulders in front of him looking directly into your eyes. âOkay, erm, first off I did.â He confirmed and your face dropped when he told you the fact you were hoping he was going to say wasnât true. âY/N⊠Y/N⊠hold on. I mean.â Jude started to laugh and your eyes widened in confusion and terror. âI mean, you donât have to worry. I⊠or it was in your ass so you canât get pregnant from that if thatâs what your worried about, yeah?â Jude flashed you a devastatingly handsome and equally cheeky smile.Â
âOh⊠my god. Are you serious right now?â If you werenât embarrassed before you certainly were now. You wanted to just disappear.Â
âYeah but Iâm not really concerned about that. Are you serious you donât remember? I feel awful that I was having fun last night with you now.â Jude admitted to you with no an unintentionally cute pout. His mind was racing panicking that he had somehow done something wrong but you didnât think that at all. You were in your own head about how self-conscious you currently felt but also a little bit by how sweet he was.Â
âYou had fun last night?â You asked him more reserved than you wouldâve wanted to. You wanted to be confident in front of this person who felt almost larger than life but you couldnât help but feel a little smitten by him, a shyness washing over you you didnât often feel. You tried to move last night's antics into the back of your mind. Both he and your âcoolâ facades were crumbling. You both clearly cared.
âY/N, you're fit. Of course, I had fun. It was amazing. I just feel horrible you donât remember because visuals aside it was just a fun night in general. Honest, it was great. If youâre interested, I can give you a refresh?â Jude cooed, running his hands up and down the sides of your arms in a way that somehow managed to be both comforting and sensual. His cheeky smile returning. You did as he asked and helped him with the suncream and both of you were plagued with memories of last night. âAm I wrong for thinking we have to pack condoms for the boat?â Jude whispered to you as you applied the lotion on so that no one else could hear. You wanted to laugh but you bit your lip and rolled your eyes instead.Â
âYes, yes you are.â You spoke at a normal volume as you turned around to look directly at him. Funny he was asking to use condoms now considering you couldn't find any in the bedroom this morning.
âOh, okay so you want to do round two, just do what we did last night, yeah?â Jude gave you a smug smile and slyly squeezed at your waist. Your jaw slacked at his cheek.  No, you definitely weren't planning on anymore anal sex on this trip. That was a drunk indiscretion you typically preferred to save for a serious boyfriend, if that.
"No! Weâre just not fucking on the boat. Full stop.â You smiled at him really having a hard time trying not to laugh but you managed spinning on your heel away from him and jetting off to find Whitney and your sexiest bikini just to really rub it in his face you werenât fucking him on this boat. Although a part of you kind of wanted to but you'd hold your ground.
For the rest of the day though, suncream became your secret way to touch each other all day. The sun was already climbing high in the sky, casting a warm glow over the shimmering waters of Greece. The yacht bobbed gently in the marina, waiting for its passengers to board. You stood on the deck, holding a bottle of sunscreen, watching the sunlight dance on the seaâs surface. You could feel the excitement of the day aheadâa day spent out on the open water with Jude, a day of freedom and escape. Jude emerged from below deck, a grin on his face, wearing a pair of dark Prada sunglasses and Bottega swim trunks. His skin was already kissed by the sun from the days youâd spent together here, but there was something about the way the light hit him now, that made your heart skip a beat.Â
âHey, you got that suncream?â Jude called out as he approached you. He took the bottle from your hand, your fingers brushing just slightly, sending a small jolt through you.
âCourseâ you replied with a playful smile. âDonât want you getting any sun damage out here. You know, we wouldnât want to ruin that pretty face of yours.â You teased.Â
âI donât know, I think it could be a good look for me. Adds a little rugged charm.â Jude chuckled, shaking his head. He squeezed some sunscreen into his hand, rubbing it over his chest and arms in quick, careless strokes. You raised an eyebrow.
 âI think you missed a few spots,â you teased, stepping closer to him. Your hand lightly grazed his back as you took the bottle from him. âLet me help.â Jude smirked, enjoying the attention.Â
âOnly if it means getting your hands on me,â he said, his voice dropping slightly, adding a teasing tone.
âOh, stop,â you said with a laugh, trying to sound casual as your hands spread sunscreen across his back. Your fingers moved slowly, deliberately, feeling the muscles tense slightly under your touch. âYouâre lucky Iâm nice enough to do this for you.â
âLucky doesnât even begin to cover it,â Jude replied, closing his eyes for a moment to enjoy the feeling of your hands on his skin. âIâve got the best view and the best company. And now, a free suncream application. What more could a guy ask for?â
âDonât get too comfortable,â You warned softly with a giggle, your hands moving to his shoulders, your touch more lingering now. âI still have to get my own back, you know.â
âIâd be more than happy to return the favor,â he said, his voice low and smooth. âIn fact, I insist.â Jude turned his head slightly, peering over his shoulder at you. You felt a flutter in your chest but kept your expression playful. Jude took the suncream and poured some into his hands, stepping behind you. His hands were warm as they gently spread the lotion across your shoulders, his touch firm yet tender. You closed your eyes, feeling a shiver run down your spine despite the warmth of the sun. âAre you sure you trust me?â Jude murmured close to your ear, his breath hot against her skin.
âI donât know,â you replied, your voice slightly breathless. âBut I guess Iâll have to find out.â Judeâs hands moved down your back, his fingers grazing your skin in a way that made your knees feel weak. You could feel his breath on your neck, the closeness of him making your head spin.
âIâd never do anything to hurt you,â Jude whispered, his hands still working the sunscreen into your skin but moving slower, more deliberately. âYou know that, right?âYou nodded, your eyes still closed, leaning back slightly into his touch.
 âI know,â you said softly, your voice barely more than a whisper. Judeâs hands finally reached the small of your back, lingering there for a moment before he let out a deep breath and stepped away, breaking the spell. âAlright, I think youâre all set,â he said, trying to sound casual but unable to hide the warmth in his voice. You turned to face him, your cheeks slightly flushed but smiling.Â
As the yacht continued to glide smoothly over the azure waters of the Mediterranean, everyone gathered around a large table for lunch. The sun was high, warming the deck, and the soft sound of waves provided a calming background melody. Plates of fresh seafood, salads, and cold drinks were spread out, and the air was filled with the scent of the sea. You were seated directly across from Jude, your little yellow Louis Vuitton bikini doing little to cover your sun-kissed skin. Every time you moved, the sunlight would catch on you, making you glow in a way that Jude found impossibly distracting. He tried to focus on his plate, spearing a piece of grilled octopus, but his eyes kept drifting back to you. You caught him looking more than once, your lips curving into a coy smile every time your eyes met.
âSo, Jude,â you said suddenly, drawing his attention fully to you. You were leaning back in your chair, stretching in a way that made your body arch just slightly. âYou enjoying yourself?â Your tone was light, but there was a playful glint in your eyes that didnât go unnoticed. Jude swallowed hard, feeling the heat creep up the back of his neck.Â
âYeah, Iâm having a great time,â he replied, trying to sound casual. But his voice betrayed him with a slight huskiness. âHow about you?â Your smile widened at his question, your fingers toyed with the rim of your wine glass.Â
âOh, Iâm having a wonderful time,â you said, your voice soft and teasing. âThe companyâs great⊠and the viewâs not bad either.â Trent and Whitney exchanged a knowing glance but continued eating, choosing not to interrupt the obvious tension building between Jude and you. Whitney smirked, clearly amused by the situation though. Jude shifted in his seat, trying to keep his cool.Â
âGlad youâre enjoying the view,â he said with a smirk, though his eyes betrayed the way his pulse quickened every time you moved. You lifted a piece of fruit to your lips, biting into it slowly. You licked a drop of juice from your lower lip, watching Jude intently.
âI could say the same to you,â you murmured, your voice low and flirtatious. Judeâs grip tightened around his fork. It was becoming harder to focus on anything but you but he was annoyed by your cheek. Annoyed that he felt like he was loosing this conversation.Â
âYeah, well,â he began, attempting to match your lighthearted tone, âitâs hard not to when you keep⊠putting on a show.â Jude quipped trying to regain ground. You feigned innocence, your eyes going wide.Â
âA show?â You repeated, your tone laced with playful mockery. âIâm just eating my lunch, Jude. What show?â You asked. Whitney lightly elbowed Trent, a small laugh escaping her.Â
âMaybe Judeâs just not used to being distracted during a meal,â she added, winking at you. You laughed softly, a mischievous glint in your eyes.Â
âOh, Iâm sorry, Jude. Am I distracting you?â You purred, leaning forward slightly so your bikini dipped a little lower, tits out. Judeâs throat felt dry, and he took a sip of his drink to steady himself all he could think about was you in his bed last night and getting that stupid bikini off you now.Â
âJust a little,â he muttered, his voice strained with the effort of maintaining his composure. âBut Iâm managing.â You raised an eyebrow, your smile teasing.
âWell, I wouldnât want you to suffer,â you said, drawing out the last word. âMaybe I should⊠cover up?â You smirked. All the boys sans Trent at the table shifted in their seats. Not keen about your suggestion. Jude quickly shook his head, a bit too fast, doing what they all wanted to.Â
âNah, nah, nah, youâre fine,â he blurted out, then cursed inwardly at how desperate he sounded. He cleared his throat and tried again, âI mean, itâs a boat. Youâre supposed to be comfortable.â He rectified. Your laugh was soft and melodic as you leaned back, clearly pleased with yourself.Â
âGood,â You said simply, your eyes twinkling with amusement. âBecause Iâm perfectly comfortable.â Jude could only nod, his eyes locked on hers. He felt a mixture of frustration and amusement at how effortlessly you could make him lose his cool. He knew you were doing it on purpose, and yet, he found he didnât really mind. There was something thrilling about this game you played, a tension that made every glance, every word feel charged with electricity. As they continued eating, the conversation flowed around them, but Jude and you remained locked in your private dance of flirtation and teasing, each word, each look a step closer to something inevitable.
The villa was silent, the only sound being the soft hum of the waves outside. It was late, and everyone had already gone to bed after another lively night out at a Grecian club. The moonlight spilled into the hallway, casting gentle shadows on the whitewashed walls as you quietly padded towards Jude's room. Your heart raced, not just from the couple too many of drinks you had earlier, but from the anticipation of seeing Jude again. The whole day had been a tease-sly glances, lingering touches, and stolen moments of whispered words that had you on edge. You reached his door and paused, biting your lip, starting to second guess yourself. You could feel the fluttering in your stomach, a mixture of nerves and excitement. Gently, you turned the knob and slipped inside. The room was dimly lit by the moon, enough to make out Jude's form lying in bed, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. You tiptoed over to his bed, your bare feet barely making a sound on the cool floor.Â
âJudeâŠâ you whispered as you slipped under the covers, pressing your body against his. Jude stirred slightly, his eyes fluttering open in the darkness. He turned his head to see you, a lazy smile tugging at his lips even in his half-awake state
âY/N." He mumbled, his voice husky from sleep. "You alright?â He smiled and you felt relief weigh over you. It was unsaid but Jude was welcome in your room and you were welcome in his. Although tonight you had gone your separate ways both trying to make it seem like you werenât dying to sleep with the other. You were the first to cave.Â
"I'm cold.â You lied, shivering dramatically. You knew it was a poor excuse, especially considering the warm summer night, but you didn't care, you knew he wouldnât care. All you wanted was to be close to him.
âCold, huh?â Jude teased with a soft chuckle, his arm reaching out to pull you closer to him. His voice was still thick with sleep but laced with amusement. "You're always cold." You pouted, though the darkness hid your playful expression.
âI am," you insisted, snuggling closer, pressing your body into his. You could feel the heat of his skin and it sent a shiver down your spine-this one was real. Jude's arms wrapped around you, his touch gentle but firm. He pulled you even closer, your bodies now pressed tightly together under the covers.Â
"Better?" he whispered, his lips brushing against your forehead.
"Much," you breathed, letting your hands rest on his chest. You could feel his heart beating steadily beneath your palm, and it made you feel safe, like this was exactly where you were supposed to be. For a few moments, you laid there in comfortable silence, the only sound the faint rustle of the sheets as you shifted slightly against each other. Your fingers traced light patterns on Jude's chest, your touch soft and exploratory. You could feel his muscles tense slightly under your touch, a silent acknowledgment of the effect you were having on him.
"Y/N," Jude murmured, his voice a little tighter now. "What are you doing?" He smirked at you.Â
"Nothing," you whispered back, your fingers continuing their slow journey over his skin. "JustâŠfeeling you." Jude let out a low breath, a mix between a sigh and a groan.Â
"You're not making it easy to try to go back to sleep , you know.â Judeâs tone dropped. Youâre breath began to increase. Â
"Who said anything about going back to sleep?" You shot back playfully, your voice hushed but teasing. You tilted your head up to look at him, your eyes catching the moonlight just enough for him to see the mischievous glint in them. Jude chuckled again, but there was a strain in his voice now, a tension that was unmistakable.
"You're trouble," he muttered, his hand sliding down your back, resting just above your waist. "You know that?" His eyes lit up as they looked at you. You smiled, your lips brushing against his jawline as you leaned in closer.Â
"Only for you," you whispered, your breath warm against his skin. Jude's grip on you tightened instinctively, his body reacting before his mind could catch up. He rolled slightly onto his back, pulling you with him so you were half-draped over his chest. Your faces were close, the heat between you palpable. His hand slipped under your shirt, fingertips grazing your spine, causing you to shiver again-but this time, not from the cold.
"Still cold?" Jude asked, his voice low, almost a growl. His eyes were dark with a mixture of desire and uncertainty. You didn't answer with words. Instead, you pressed your lips to his, a soft, tentative kiss that quickly deepened as Jude responded. His hand moved up your back, pulling you even closer, while the other hand found its way into your hair, tangling in it. Your kiss grew hungrier, more insistent, as if all the teasing and flirting throughout the day had led to this inevitable moment. Your fingers slid up Jude's chest to his neck, holding him close, not wanting to let go. You could feel the heat of his body beneath you, the way his muscles moved under your touch, and it made your head spin. He broke the kiss, breathing heavily as he looked up at you, his eyes searching yours. âI want you to remember this time.â His voice thick with emotion. You nodded, your hands moving to the back of his neck, pulling yourself down towards him.Â
"I've never been more sure," you whispered, your voice barely audible but filled with certainty. Jude leaned foreward, capturing your lips again, and this time, there was no hesitation. The tension that had been building between you all day finally snapped, and you gave in to the desire that had been simmering just below the surface. His hands roamed over your body, memorizing every curve and line, while your hands explored his, feeling the strength and warmth of him against you. The world outside faded away, leaving just the two of you tangled together under the moonlight, loosing clothing items by the second, lost in each other, and in the heat of the moment. His tongue slipped past your lips, causing you to moan. Judes hand slowly drifted down towards your core. The sounds you were making in desperation were driving him crazy. The soft moans like music. You could feel your pussy aching and dripping begging for him to move faster. You wiggled your body closer into his. He gripped your thigh squeezing you as he moved closer. You were so fixated on his hands so painfully close to your pussy you hadnât noticed one of his hand coming to grip your chin. He moved your head to look directly at him. His deep brown eyes stared back into yours. His thumb grazed over your lips as he smirked at you. He slid his finger over your plump lips a few times before pressing it into your mouth. You took it desperately, swirling your tongue around his thumb.Â
âSo impatient, angel. What? You want me to touch you?â He asked you with such smugness you wanted to tell him to shut up but you couldn't. The only thing on your mind was his massive hard dick beneath you. He began to kiss down your jawline to your neck and you whimpered. You didnât get to feel this last time or at least you hadnât remembered it but god you wish you did. You tilted your head back to give him more space. He let his lips graze your warm soft skin before you started to leave little bites and nips, marking you again. You bit your lip in an attempt to muffle your moans. Jude knew exactly what he was doing and he was playing you. He now had you distracted by his lips on your neck you failed to remember his other hand, wet with your spit sliding through your folds, quick to place his thumb onto your clit and tease your entrance with his finger. He pushed one finger inside of you. He hit your sweet spot out the gate. Jude smirked in a devilishly handsome way. You couldnât help but clench around the singular digit. He began to speed up whilst pushing in another finger. A loud, squelching sound filled the room as he played with you. âGood girl.â Jude praised you as your eyes began to roll back and the pace of his fingers sped up. His thumb keeping up its motions on your clit. Involuntarily, your hips grind on his hand as you quickly grow addicted to the feeling of him. Your back arched as he kept at it for ages until you were cumming all over his finger. You covered them in your slick as he brought you to your first high of the night.
âJude. Please, I want more.â You begged him with a whimper as he slowly removed his fingers from your pussy. You were practically shaking and the only thing you wanted was more of him. He brought his slick covered fingers up to his mouth, sucking them clean with a groan. While he attempted to tease you, you had had enough. You made quick work and wrapped your hand around his massive length beginning to pump his cock in your hand as you let some of your spit drip onto it. Jude let his head drop back into the pillow behind him not anticipating your eagerness. You loved the way he reacted to you. You moved your other hand to take his balls into it, eliciting more groans from him. You wish you remembered the first time better because his cock looked so fucking good it had your mouth watering as it began to leak precum. The prevalent vein running along the underside had you swallowing to keep yourself from drooling. Jude grabbed your hips and moved you. He pinned you beneath him now, pushing your legs further apart, settling himself in between them. He took his cock in his hand and slapped the tip softly against your wet pussy.Â
âIâll give you more, baby. Is that what you want? You want me to fuck you?â Jude roughly asked you dragging his cock through your folds. You nodded desperately reaching for him and pulling him into you. You gripped his muscular arms, digging your nails into his skin as he lined himself up with your entrance. He slowly stretched you out as he pushed inside, your walls already clenching around him, squeezing his cock. âTell me, Y/N. Tell me you want me.â
âPlease. Please. I need you to fuck me. I want your cock so bad.â You whined. You couldnât believe this man had you begging like that. You bite into his lip, causing him to laugh. When he leans back, your eyes are almost closed. You moan, arching your back, and he pushes completely into you. He begins to thrust his hips and the discomfort from his massive size slips into pure pleasure. He moves in a hypnotic rhythmic pace, loving the feeling of your tight pussy squeeze him in the dead of the night.Â
âFuck. This pussyâs so good, angel. Just for me, yeah?â Jude mumbled leaning down to press his lips to yours. You nodded and absentmindedly smiled at his words but were unable to get any words out as his thrusts began to get harder and faster. You moan and your eyes shut tight when he repeatedly hits your g spot. Judeâs cock is throbbing. He can barely focus. He was probably too drunk the first to really relish in how fucking good this felt. The coil in your stomach was tightening with every stroke of his cock. Your orgasm was imminent but when he slipped his hand in between your bodies to play with your clit your whined digging your nails into him further. Your mouth dropped open as you could feel your slick drip down your thighs and all over him. âGood girlâjust like thatâ fuck. Cum fâme.â Jude groaned, moving his hips with skill. His cock glistening with your arousal. Your body is on fire, and neither of you does anything to dampen the flame, only adding gasoline to it.Â
âJude.. Jude.. wait.â You whined as another climax began to blended into the one you were struggling to come down from.Â
âCum fâme angel. Cum with me this time. Gimme one more. Be a good girl fâme.â Jude whispered into your ear nibbling on it and simultaneously you spasmed around his length once more clenching tightly around him. âFuck!â He growled, nudging his face in the nape of your neck as his warmth began to fill you up. He pushes his cum deep into your pussy, fucking you through your orgasm. His thrusts began to slow and then still. Jude held himself up with one hand while his dominant one came to caress your cheek. He softly swiped some stray stands of hair out of your face, tucking them behind your ear. He kissed you softly with a hum. âThat was the best reason Iâve ever been woken up in the middle of the night.â He smiled at you as he flopped over dramatically to your side.Â
âYeah?â You questioned him with a breathy giggle now exhausted. He pulled you tight into his side.Â
âHmm. You shouldâve just stayed with me to begin with. This couldâve been round two.â He whispered pressing kisses to your temple.Â
âYou want round two?â You cheekily asked running your hands over his bare chest, his skin warm and slick with a sheen of sweat. He was impossibly sexy.Â
âYeah, gimme a bit more of you.â He cooed and dragged your body on top of his. You obliged happily and in the end didnât get much sleep till the morning. And as that morningâs sun filtered through the sheer curtains, casting a soft, golden light across the room, the rest of the house was still asleep. The quiet hush of dawn wrapping everything in a gentle cocoon. The early light painted Judeâs features in a warm glow, making him look almost ethereal, like a dream made flesh. There was something intoxicating about seeing him like thisâunguarded, vulnerable, bathed in the morning light. Jude stirred slightly, his arm tightened around you, pulling you closer as he murmured something soft and unintelligible in his sleep. You smiled against his skin, your fingers tracing light patterns across his back, a silent promise of affection and comfort. For a moment, you simply lay there, wrapped in the stillness of the morning, your breaths syncing in a quiet, intimate dance. The world outside the room felt distant, irrelevant, as if nothing else mattered but the feel of his body against your, the rise and fall of his chest beneath your cheek. As the minutes passed, Jude began to wake, his body slowly coming alive under your touch. He shifted, his hand finding its way into your hair as he pressed a sleepy kiss to the top of your head. You looked up at him, meeting his half-lidded gaze, and the sleepy smile he gave you was like the sun breaking through the clouds.
âMorning,â he whispered, his voice rough with sleep, and you couldnât help but smile back, your heart swelling with a quiet joy that only these secret, stolen moments could bring.
âMorning,â you whispered back, your voice just as soft. You shifted slightly, pressing a kiss to his jaw, your lips brushing against the stubble that shadowed his skin. Jude sighed, contentment settling over him like a warm blanket as he pulled you even closer, your bodies fitting together perfectly. You stayed like that, entwined in the early morning light, the world outside forgotten as you indulged in the simple pleasure of being together, of holding each other close. In that quiet, tender moment, nothing else mattered. Last night was sex you would always remember and you were starting to realize it may be hard to forget it and even harder to forget Jude.
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Today, I would like you to hear the story of another two people from the paternity hospital in Katowice.
Meet the 26 years old Grzegorz (to the left), who is a diagnostic medical sonographer, and the love of his life Kryspin (to the right). Kryspin is a 35 years old certified nurse, midhusband and massage therapist (quite impressive, isn't he?).
Grzegorz is 20 weeks along and has just become a patient of prof. Ćukaszewski. Kryspin wanted to make sure his pregnant boyfriend receives the best possible care - which also meant he will be one of the caregivers.
Grzegorz's pregnancy has been of increased risk from the beginning. His high testosterone levels and strong abdominal muscles - although giving him an awesome physique - are risk factors for pregnancy.
His testosterone levels need to be monitored very strictly. As for the abdominal muscles, in order to make sure his womb can expand freely as the baby grows inside him, Kryspin made sure his muscles are relaxed, through frequent abdominal massages. There was also another, more unorthodox therapeutic method they implemented at the early stages of pregnancy... belly inflation!
Through belly inflation, Grzegorz got used to the incoming, seemingly never ending expansion of his abdomen, and his muscles did not put as much pressure on the pregnant uterus when the baby started filling out his abdominal cavity.
At first, just as expected, he carried fully and low (photo 1 - size at approximately 24 weeks). He later on developed into a fully filled out, all round pregnant belly (photo 2 - approximately 28 weeks). At approximately 32 weeks (photo 3), his belly button was no longer popped out - it became flat, like somebody has rolled out his belly skin. He was now stretching to his absolute limits. The baby isn't dropping much, as his abdominal muscles are strong and don't let the heavy womb fully drop - it's expected he may deliver his baby at 36 weeks, as his body might not accommodate growth up from that point. However, there is no reason to worry - he's in best possible care.
Throughout the next posts, you will have the chance to meet some of the expecting fathers under this wonderful crew's care. Every male pregnancy is treated with utmost respect and care here. However, you will be able to see some examples of pregnancies that require special attention from our wonderful professionals.
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hey if you seduce grandparents can i set you up with my papa?
Yes, of course! I would love to seduce your papa.
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TRUST ME, I'M A LESBIAN
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Hen was actually so, so wrong.
Buck was completely one hundred percent uninterested in how disgustingly attractive New Guy was, with his lean, mean firefighting-machine physique and those super pretty, long-lashed, stunningly big brown doe eyes of his.
Eddie Diaz. Ugh.
Ex-army medic. Top of his class at the academy. Infuriatingly unflappable.
Also too cool for a dumb nickname like any other normal fucking person. The douchebag was too cool for school in general, apparently.
Although neither of those things ended up being true, as Buck found out after two hot seconds of his ego pointlessly scrapping for position of Top Dog. Like when his new kick-ass partner answered to âEdsâ as if he always had, the moment Buck's subconscious decided it was just gonna be that way. Like when he'd discovered his awesome new friend was a single dad with a son, a kid of elementary school age, who just so happened to be the brightest shining light Buck had ever had the privilege of having to squint at.
That kid, justâwow. Buck was completely smitten, right from the off. Christopher was amazing. Way smarter than Buck, and way cooler than Eddie (who actually, adorably, turned out to be six-foot-worth of pure marshmallow that Buck kinda wanted to simultaneously squish and eat).
These irrefutable facts were first presented to him after inviting himself over to the Diaz residence with an offer of help to clean up following the earthquake, and then he sort of justâŠ
Well, he sort of just never really left. At least, his heart always stayed behind at 4995 South Bedford Street, each and every time he reluctantly drove away from what very quickly became the undisputed best part of his life.
Until all of that changed in the space of a single heartbeat.
A few years down the line came the day that Eddie almost gave Buck a fucking coronary when he crowded into Buck's personal space and backed him into the fridge with a hand bracing either side of his headâpost-it notes coming as unstuck as Buck did, magnets clattering to the kitchen floor and managing to sound like wedding bells to Buck's pathetically romantic earsâwhen suddenly Eddie was kissing him, and kissing him, and kissing him.
Andâholy fuck.
After seeing God, Eddie had nervously asked Buck and his heart to stick around, for long enough to not just have (make) dinner and choose their after-meal movie, but to be the little spoon with Eddie in Eddie's too-small bed until morning time came around.
Eventually, after so many cosy nights on the porch with a beer and and arm snaked around his waist, and mornings consisting of packed lunches and pecks on the cheek, Eddie asked Buck to never leave.
Obviously, Buck and his heart sang out with a chorus of yes, yes, a thousand times yes! Or rather he'd screamed it with every goddamn fibre of his being, because Jesus fucking Christ, Buck was just as in love as Eddie apparently was.
Eddie didn't just want Buck; he wanted Buck to stay.
They'd grinned at each other like toothy, goofy idiots, before Eddie was kissing him again, and again, and again, and kind of never really stoppedânever for very long, at least.
Yeah, sorry, Bobby and Co.
Funnily enough, it wasn't necessary for Buck to go home and pack a bag, seeing as most of his stuff already lived at Casa Buckley-Diaz (that was what Chris had started calling the place a while back). Thing was, all three of them already knew Casa Buckley-Diaz was Buck's real home, and had been for a really long time.
So that's how everything and nothing at all changed: Eddie and Christopher weren't just a part of Buck's life anymore; they just were his life.
Hen, it turned outâboth annoyingly and completely wonderfullyâwas actually so, so right.
And yes, Buck definitely learned his lesson: Always trust a lesbian.
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look, i've had A Time of it this last couple of weeks, and also have the dreaded block and just needed to write somethingâlike, anything, y'know? i guess that this is the silly little fanfic-y no-dialogue something-anything i managed to come up with xp
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My respect for Nokka skyrocketed, he's a dick but he's awesome
Nokkaâs an absolute sucker for compliments and will automatically think youâre a good person if you happen to praise his âCharacterâ specifically and not his general physique.
This might stem from Quio always being there to knock him down a peg. Whenever heâs feeling high and mighty since his bestie constantly reminds him of his slob behavior. And how he canât even wash his own dishes without the kitchen suffering a huge setback in broken appliances.
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Daughter From Another Lifetime, Part Two (Bonten!Rindou x Reader)
(part one)
After the conversation with his you, the mother of his child, Rindou did everything he could to make up seventeen years worth of lost time with his daughter. He picked her up from school in his nice car, took her out to eat, took her shopping, and even taught her how to drive like a father should. Other than spending time with d/n, he had other things on his agenda was well.Â
He couldn't help but to notice how great you looked to be in your early thirties. Both of you looked amazing. You, with your e/c, h/c and h/l, and overall beautiful physique, were as stunning as the day he had met you. Truth be told, he had never fallen out of love with you and thought of you often. He craved you, needed, and wanted you. Hell, he even thought to himself about having a second child with you if it wasn't too late. He enjoyed being a father after all.Â
One night, after taking d/n out to eat, he brought her home on time as promised. You and Rindou had a set schedule when it came to your daughter. He would pick her up from school, take her out on certain days, and drop her back off at home before or at nine. Only this time, Rindou had invited himself inside to talk more.Â
As d/n went to her room, he sat himself at the counter once more, making himself at home in your humble apartment.Â
"I think I should buy you a house." He stated, out of the blue.Â
"I don't need your help with that, I've got plenty in savings and we're doing just fine here." You sounded cold.Â
"It would be my gift to you, y/n... I want you to live comfortably and never have to work again." He said, taking a sip of the wine you had poured him. He was still wearing his suit, which was neatly pressed, from work. His lilac and purple hair cascaded down his shoulders as he watched you intently.Â
"You would really go that far, huh?" You were leaning against the counter now, cleavage out. He was obviously trying not to stare, but what could a man do? He wanted you, badly. He wanted you back so bad that he even told his brother about your return and the fact that he was a father. Needless to say, Ran was surprised that he was an uncle and couldn't wait to meet his niece.Â
"Yeah, I would. I would do anything for you both." He said, leaning in across the counter and propping his arms on the edge. He wanted to get closer to you, but the damn counter was in the way as you were standing opposite of him. You stayed silent while he spoke up again.Â
"I want you both to live happily, without worry. I've kept my promise by putting her first. I've been leaving work early and picking her up. I've spent time with her. I've gotten to know her likes and dislikes and she's just like me!" He rambled, a wide grin creeping upon his face. He was trying to win you back.Â
"I'm glad, Rindou." You smiled at the thought of your daughter finally having her father in her life. You had seen how happy it made d/n to be around her dad. She even came home one day and told you all about the awesome shopping trip he took her on and how she got everything she ever dreamed of, including the newest iPhone.Â
"So why don't you give me a chance to prove myself even further?" He smiled, taking his hand and placing on top of yours. He got up from the counter and walked around to where you were standing. He towered over you, his eyes gazing into yours.Â
"What do you mean?" You asked, tilting your head to the side. You wanted him, but not all that he came with. You knew he was in a very illegal, dangerous line of work and you didn't want that to affect your relationship any further than it already has. You caught yourself thinking about the Tenjiku days and how often Rindou would come home with wads of money from seemingly nowhere. That's when you knew he was up to no good.Â
"I mean... me and you. Let's give us another chance." He started to wrap his arm around your waist. You let him, for a split moment, as you were lost in his gaze. The next thing you knew, you two were inches apart and he was leaning in further. Right when he was about to kiss you, or so you thought, he tilted his head while brushing back a piece of hair behind your ear.Â
"I think... we can make it work this time." He whispered gently into your ear, his breath grazing your skin, causing you to shiver. You stayed silent; lost in a daze of confusion and thoughts as he leaned back, arm still wrapped around your waist.Â
"I need time to think about this, Rin..." You trailed off. You wanted him, badly. You were scared though. You were terrified of numerous things. What if he brings work home and someone comes after you and your daughter? What if he gets caught and gets sentenced to prison? What if... he gets killed?Â
He backed away, trying not to upset you. He could see the look on your face. As he turned to leave, he asked one more question.Â
"Promise me, you'll think about it?"Â
You nodded your head in response, still in a daze of thinking. He left without a single word.Â
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Hello! Feel free to ignore this if you can't or wouldn't like to write it!
If it's not any trouble, could I request an Arthur Morgan x Asexual!Reader thing (one shot or headcanons, whatever fits better and/or is easier!), where there's like, mutual pining, but the reader speaks about their aversion to sex and lack of that sort of attraction, and how they think they're just never gonna have a meaningful romantic relationship because of this? Been feeling discouraged and sad about this, so yeah lmao.
And if the reader could be buff, it'd be awesome (no, I am not buff yet, but I will use this as inspiration to get there lol.
Anyways, tysm for taking the time to read this! Have a lovely day/night/afternoon!
heart stronger than flesh
WARNING: None
PAIRING: Arthur Morgan x Asexual! Reader
NOTE: I hope this gave you the encouragement you were looking for! Arthur's got your back, and so do I. You're going to reach those buff goals, one step at a time. Stay strong and know you're worthy of all the love and care in the world! Thank you so much for requesting this. Remember that love comes in many forms, and you deserve it as you are.
SUMMARY: Arthur has always admired youâyour strength, your sharp wit, the way you stand tall in the middle of this messy world. He knows thereâs something unspoken between you two, but neither of you has dared to name it. That is, until one evening when you finally confront your fears about the future.
The camp was quiet tonight, only the crackling of the fire filling the air as the rest of the gang slowly drifted off to sleep. You sat a little ways from the fire, resting on a fallen log, your muscles tense from the long day. Arthur sat nearby, the warmth of the firelight casting flickering shadows over his face as he quietly cleaned his gun. His usual frown softened whenever his eyes flickered your way, though he was trying to act like he wasnât paying too much attention to you.
It had been this way for a while now. The unspoken tension between you two simmered just beneath the surfaceâan unacknowledged pining that neither of you knew how to handle. You werenât blind to how he looked at you, especially after all the times youâd ridden into town together, his eyes lingering on the way your biceps flexed when you pulled the reins. He was always good at keeping it hidden, though, his cowboy façade of stoicism remaining intact. But tonight felt different. He kept glancing over at you more often than usual, his jaw clenched a little tighter.
You sighed and stretched your arms above your head, feeling your muscles strain under your skin. Even in the dim light, your physique was obviousâstrong arms and broad shoulders earned through days of hard work and rough living. You were proud of the strength you'd built, but something else gnawed at you. The weight in your chest wasnât from exhaustion.
You tried to brush the thought aside, but it came creeping back, like it always did.
Arthur noticed the shift in your expression. He finally broke the silence, his voice low and gravelly. âYou alright?â
You hesitated, your fingers idly picking at the worn fabric of your pants. âYeah. Just⊠got a lot on my mind, I guess.â
He nodded, putting down his gun and giving you his full attention now. He was quiet for a moment, waiting for you to speak. His eyes were soft, his usual guarded expression slipping as he looked at you with concern.
You shifted on the log, feeling the words at the back of your throat, but they were hard to spit out. How could you explain it? You werenât shy about being tough, about fighting back against the world, but this? This was something different. Something more vulnerable.
âArthurâŠâ you started, not looking at him directly. âYou ever⊠feel like you're not ever gonna have what other folks have? Like, love⊠romance?â You paused, feeling the knot in your stomach tighten. âI mean, I see people, how they are with each other. But for me⊠I donât feel the same way they do.â
Arthur frowned slightly, not sure where you were going with this yet. âWhat do you mean?â
You swallowed hard, your hands tightening into fists in your lap. âI donât⊠I donât want the same things as most people. I donât wantââ You stopped, heart pounding, before forcing yourself to continue. âI donât want sex, Arthur. I never have. Never felt that way. And it makes me feel like⊠like I'm gonna be enough. Not for anyone.â
Arthur was silent for a moment, his gaze fixed on you, but there was no judgment in his eyes. Just understanding, like he was listening to every word you said with more focus than he gave most things in this world.
You let out a shaky breath. âIâve been thinkinâ about it for a while now. About... us. I know thereâs⊠something between us, but Iâm scared itâll never work because I canât give you what most people expect in a relationship. Hell, I donât even know if itâs fair to you.â
Arthur finally spoke, his voice low and calm. âYou really think thatâs all there is to love? To wantinâ someone?â
You blinked at him, surprised by his question.
âIâm serious,â he said, shifting forward slightly, his elbows resting on his knees as he leaned toward you. âYou think Iâm with youâcare about youâjust âcause of what I could get outta you physically?â He shook his head. âIt ainât like that. Not for me.â
You stared at him, unsure of what to say.
âI donât care about that,â he continued. âHell, Iâve been around enough folks to know what really matters. I care about *you*. I care about the way you carry yourself, the way you look after the people you care about, the way you get stronger every damn day.â His eyes softened even more. âYou think I ainât noticed how damn strong youâve gotten, how you keep pushinâ yourself?â
Your heart skipped a beat as he spoke, and a warmth spread through your chest at his words. You had always prided yourself on your strength, but hearing it from himâhearing how he noticed and appreciated itâmeant more than you could have expected.
âIâve felt it too,â he admitted, his voice dropping to a rough whisper. âSomethinâ between us. I ainât gonna pretend I know all the answers, but I know I care about you. And I donât need anything else but you by my side.â
It was hard with the weight of your fears crashing into the relief his words brought.
Arthur, ever perceptive, reached out slowly, placing a calloused hand on your knee. It was a gentle touchâso different from the hardened man you were used to seeing in him.
âI ainât here to push you,â he said softly. âYou donât ever have to be anything youâre not. I donât expect you to change, and I sure as hell donât think youâre any less for feelinâ the way you do.â He hesitated, squeezing your knee gently. âYouâre more than enough. I promise you that.â
You let out a shaky laugh, wiping your eyes quickly. âArthur, I⊠I donât know what to say.â
âYou donât gotta say anything,â he murmured, his thumb brushing lightly over your skin. âJust know that you mean somethinâ to me. And I ainât goinâ anywhere.â
For the first time in a long while, the tight knot in your chest started to loosen. You werenât used to feeling this kind of reassurance, and yet, here was Arthur Morganâsomeone as rough as the life you both ledâtelling you that you were enough just as you were.
You looked down at his hand on your knee, then back up into his eyes. âThank you,â you whispered.
He smiledâjust a small, fleeting thing, but it was real. âAnytime.â
The two of you sat there for a while longer, the fire crackling softly beside you, the night quiet and peaceful for once. And in that stillness, you felt a sense of calm settle in your bones.
You were strongâphysically and emotionally. And with Arthur by your side, maybe you didnât have to carry that weight alone.
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