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Okay, FINE, the shows you should watch for BL's QUEER AF roots

You ready to go hunting?

Many of these are difficult to find. Also many of the images of them and their posters have been block/banned by tumblr, so, no screen grabs for you! (Good times.)

I don't necessarily *like* any of these, but if you are queer and in this fandom and need to dialogue around BL's queerness - these are going to provide a foundation for you. They are important for various industry, reputation, directorial, and cultural reasons. As seeds often are.

Trigger warnings throughout.

The true beginnings:

Boys Love, Japan's 2006 movie is a REALLY rough start featuring a journalist + hot model = murder gay, mild necrophilia, cheating, abuse, rape, and suicide for love. Start as you mean to go on, why don't you, Japan? Is it queer... maybe? Is it BL... honey, I am very sorry to inform you, this started BL.

Note: Yoshikazu Kotani is famous in og BL circles since he acted in 3 early BLs, both Boys Loves and then Same Difference. Also he v tall and hawt.

Eternal Summer, Taiwan 2006 - unlike Japan, Taiwan did NOT start how it would, eventually, go on. But what a messy way to start. A high school story of 3 besties in a love triangle, self discovery, and sexual awakening that fucks it all up.

No Regret, Korea 2006, is a very unhinged queer catastrophe piece about a lost gay man who ends up a host and then almost a murderer because of both his job and his identity.

Note: This is the directorial feature film debut of Lee-Song Hee-il Korea's (so far as I know) first openly gay director who specialized (to this day) in queer content.

The Love of Siam, Thailand 2007, this was Thailand's queer awakening, sure they would backpedal for YEARS after, but in 2022 they began to remember what this movie was (and did) and overtly referenced this quiet little masterpiece. This movie is sad but stunning in that way that the best queer works from Thailand can be (like Present Perfect or ITSAY.) It has Thailand's quintessential softness around theme and character, which you'll understand perfectly when highlighted against the backdrop of the early 2000s works from Japan, Korea, and Taiwan. Thailand will never lose this soft style and it's one of the most attractive qualities of Thai BL: it's never very harsh with us or its characters. This movie very easily COULD have been quite harsh indeed.

I thought long and hard about including Rice Rhapsody AKA Hainan Chicken Rice (Hainan ji fan) on this list and finally decided it doesn't really qualify. Still let me mention Hong Kong's 2005 movie. It is amazing, fascinating, and very rough going for an ostensible comedy. It wasn't the actual beginning because few saw it and Hong Kong never really picked up or ran with BL let alone QL, but it was hella queer. It's also hella homophobic.

Just Friends? (2009 Korea) - this is Korea's first (kinda) upbeat version of a BL featuring already established boyfriends, one of whom is on military leave, trying to decide on coming out, family life, and the future. All of these are themes Korea will pretty much never tackle again, retreating as they would to their bubble. But what a fun little offering this little show was and is to this day. You should watch it.

Like Love 1 AKA I Love You As A Man: Part 1 - China's 2014 offering is actually pretty classic early form live action yaoi with things like whipping boy, a university setting, rich/poor jock/nerd pairing, hard grumpy/sunshine and a very odd title. It's pre-censorship with an HEA, also explicit, yeah China once did that. This is a lot less queer that it is classic BL and classic Chinese romance, neither of which have any kind of connection to reality. But hey, that's what I'm here for. But it's important to note the drifting away from queerness beginning to occur.

Love Sick - Thailand's 2014 "boys in blues shorts" high school set soapy (in all ways) offering is widely considered the true beginning of Thai BL and by default, eventually, BL as we know it today. (As the biggest producer they somewhat dictate taste and trends in the genre.) This is one of those BLs that owes almost nothing to yaoi, although it started a number of tropes that are now endemic to Thai BL. What it is, instead, is a well scripted story of bisexual self-discovery and the inherent chaos of loving someone of the same gender for the first time, all wrapped up in hormones, existing relationships, and communication issues. It is high school queer angst at its messiest. Nothing is going to be easy for these boys because queer isn’t easy but also because life isn’t easy… welcome to adulthood sweethearts. Is is overtly queer? For 2014 Thailand? Sure is.

Love Next Door 2 a movie from 2014 and one of Thailand’s early very high heat pieces, it’s odd, but sexy I guess? Some unexpectedly decent queer rep including femme characters getting screen time + HEAs. (Part one from 2013 has the same high heat content and features the same lead character (and actor) discovering he is gay with the sex worker next door, but isn't as good nor is it relevant to this installment.)

A few other unknowns, for the queer babies

Wait For Me at Udagawachou AKA Udagawachou de Matteteyo - from Japan in 2015, this is a story about two boys in high school one of whom is a repressed outsider and the other who has a terrible secret (body dysmorphia & cross dressing). When the first boy discovers what's up with the second one, his reaction is very much fetishization. "Oh Japan must you?" kinda started for me with this show. But in this case, Japan, weirdly MUST. This is the ONLY show laboring under (and testing) a pointedly straight lens (or is it?) and identity examination (yes but which boys' identity? that's the question) that I've EVER seen even edge into the BL genre. It is crazy queer, even as it mostly focuses on the fetishization of identity from an outsider's perspective. I WISH more people in fandom would watch it so I could at least talk to someone about it.

The Lover (BL Cut) Korea's 2015 series had multiple couples in an apartment complex, one pair of whom is a BL romance between a Korean man and a visiting Japanese tourist (played by a Kpop idol). It's comedic, slapstick sexy only (no kissing), but basically starts up Korea's bubble and use of idols in BL. It's kinda fascinating to watch them dodge around and still represent gayness in what (is sadly destined to become) a very Chinese way, but which Korea in pursuit of Hallyu and market share would morph into the bubble.

Mr. X and I from China in 2015 is a compilation piece and, I think, the first of this kind of multiple narrative shorter grab bags AKA "Sampler Pack BL." Two of the stories are very queerly sad, but the third is CLASSIC BL of the kind that would become China's best (and last) true BL, Addicted.

Sweet Boy, (Thai 2016) Chimon's first gay role and it is quite sad, oddly sexy, and similar to Dew the movie or My Bromance (just so you know what you are in for) but the acting is on point. When Thailand goes dark, this is how they do it, but this is rough going for baby queers because that's the darkness it is exploring. Our old thematic friends: the pain of self discovery and coming out into a homophobic environment and unfriendly reality, and the cost of being the one able (and willing) to stay in the closet.

Method (Korea 2017) this movie is a May/December actor/idol pairing, that should have been everything I wanted in life but is more about the older character cheating on his wife and their weird “artsy” relationship and frankly, I hated it. And I don’t say that lightly. Is it queer? Who tf knows, but is sure has some interesting things to say about the nature of PERFORMATIVE queerness.

Red Balloon is Taiwan's 2017 precursor BL to their biggest and most famous prestige piece Your Name Engraved Herein. If you're making a choice, choose that instead, but this series certainly paved the way for it to come into existence. Both shows tackle the pressures of culture and social structures on self acceptance and identity and the loneliness inevitably caused by conflict between the two.

(As indeed does Life Love On The Line, Present Perfect, Grey Rainbow, Tropical Night, My Sky, and many other queer meets early BL pieces that revolved around coming out and family acceptance.)

China's 3 2017 "they tried to censor the gay... and it went HORRIBLY wrong":

Beloved Enemy,

The Fairy Fox,

Mr. CEO is Falling in Love with Him.

Honestly these 3 are basically the uncanny valley of BLs.

The Novelist AKA The Pornographer series (2018-2020). Messy psychological machinations, gaslighting, fetishization, sexual corruption, and more good times from "well, what did you expect?" Japan, but also no holds barred queer, just well and truly fucked in the head (and arse) about it.

The Cornered Mouse Dreams of Cheese AKA Kyuso wa Chizu no Yume wo Miru (Japan 2020) - Drama llama queers so queer and so dramatic it's like Japan is trying to PROVE something: obsession, cheating, break-up, reunion, then break up again, all of it explicit. This show is just SO JAPANESE. I can't even, but you should watch it and you'll know exactly what I mean. Something like My Personal Weatherman owes it's lineage to this kind of BL. If you like Japan naked, boney, emo, and smoking (hot & ciggy) you will love this, and should watch it. It's objectively amazing, I can't stand it, but I NEED people to talk about it more.

More Queer Stuff about BL from moi

BL Linguistics & Queer Identity - I Am Gay versus I Like Men 

Will BL Get More Honestly Queer? 

Actually gay, not BL gay - the idea of “by queers, for queers, about queers,” the BL bubble, sanitized gay, and a queer lens

Queer lens (from the director) and chemistry (from the actors) in BL (A Tale of Thousand Stars)

Touch & Daisy in Secret Crush On You - Queer Coded Language and 3rd Gender Identity

BL in Taiwan & Gay Marriage

Debating Queerbaiting in BL ( + Devil Judge… is it queerbaiting?) 

BL Actors and the Assumption of Queerness - outing actors, coming out, being out, more:  Is that BL actor actually queer?

So is it really fetishization? straight women loving bl 

Some BL fans are sasaengs, and it’s a problem in this fandom 

BLs That Highlight How Society Treats Queers

10 BLs That Are Honest to a Queer Experience 

If you like these kinds of shows try the "Moody Arthouse Smackdoodle" section of this post too.

Happy watching!

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Crybaby

Changbin tries to stay professional when one of his personal training clients starts crying.

Warnings/etc: 3.7k | Crossing professional boundaries, dacryphilia (crying kink), ya girl is thicc and knows what she wants 👌 (still has moments of self-consciousness though), she calls him Mr. Seo for most of the this, Changbin is basically that "I hope this doesn't awaken anything in me" meme, there's all your general foreplay (fingering, oral, all sorts of rubbing) and PIV y'all [MDNI/NSFW OBVI], sorta public sex (the gym is closed).

Tagging @rapline-heaux because without our conversations this wouldn't have happened.

"Wait wait wait," he raised his hands to grab the bar in her hands, "don't hurt yourself."

=====

He hadn't meant to make her cry. Honest. He was just trying to encourage her to keep going, and may have gotten a little… loud.

She shook her head, tears still running down her cheeks, protesting ardently.

"No," she hiccuped, "I can take it."

Changbin wasn't sure exactly what did it, but he backed away immediately. To her, he probably seemed to be letting her do her reps. In reality, he was panicking.

Taking deep breaths, he tried to will the growing hardness between his legs to go away.

I'm a professional. I'm a professional. I am a fucking professional. I am not going to think about tying her to the squat rack… fuck!

"Okay," he grasped at straws, "I think you've earned a break. Go get yourself some water."

She retreated into the locker room, saying something about forgetting her water bottle in there. Changbin nodded, not absorbing her words. He was too busy trying not to think about the wet streaks on her skin, or the way her face had strained as she worked.

He made a beeline for the front desk.

"Hyung," he huffed out as he flopped onto the waist high surface.

"Yes?" Chan absently asked, staring at the computer screen in front of him as he chewed on his ID badge.

"Hyuuuuuunnnnggggg…" Changbin whined, bumping his forehead against the countertop.

"What?" Chan dropped the badge from his mouth, lanyard jingling with the motion, "what happened?"

"Have you…" Changbin lifted his head and looked around secretively before starting again. "I'm hard. At work."

Chan laughed. Of course he did. What else was he supposed to do?

"Okay, and?"

"And my session has twenty minutes left!" Changbin stood up. "What the fuck am I supposed to do?"

"Well…" Chan's eyes remained glued go the computer screen, despite his best friend currently going through it next to him, "what caused it?"

"I was encouraging her to do one more rep…"

Chan hummed, nodding slightly to indicate that he was listening.

"And she started crying."

Finally, FINALLY, Chan looked up from his computer.

"Say sike right now."

"Hyuuuuuunnnnggggg…" Changbin leaned forward, supporting himself on the counter with his arms and chest specifically so that he could kick his feet while whining.

"That's a Minho conversation," Chan shook his head, returning his focus to his monitor, "I don't cover kink discoveries."

Huffing dramatically, Changbin laid his head against the countertop once more. He remained silent, trying to think of anything but what had happened, until a voice interrupted.

"Mr. Seo?"

He stood and turned, thankful that enough time had passed for the most pressing of his issues to fade. He fixed his customer service smile in place.

"Ready to finish up?"

She smiled at him. He couldn't help but notice that she had washed her face. The skin looked slightly raw, like she had rubbed it vigorously.

"Yes sir. I'm ready to follow orders!"

Changbin felt a prickle of satisfaction at the conspicuous pause in keyboard taps coming from the direction of one Bang Chan.

=====

"I'm kind of a crybaby anyway," she sniffled, wiping her eyes as she rested against the assisted pull-up stand, "don't let it stop you."

He wasn't hard again. He was not. Not completely anyway.

"Good to know," he managed to sound relatively normal, "but if you're in pain or something, make sure you let me know."

"How else am I going to get rid of this?" She slapped a hand against her thigh, sending a jiggle that Changbin desperately tried to ignore through it.

"Besides, some pain is good."

=====

Changbin stood in the mostly dark facility, going down the closing checklist. Locker rooms had been cleaned, machines had been wiped down, the mopping was done… it was all blurred together but he was pretty sure all he had left to do was restock the fridge and make sure he locked up after himself when he left.

He fetched a crate of impractically sugar packed "sports drinks" and water from the storage closet and settled next to the cooler. Halfway through the strawberry banana blast, he heard a rapid knocking on the glass doors.

Hauling himself up just slightly, he peeked over the counter.

She was peering through the glass, tears once again streaming down her face. She seemed desperate to get back in.

Swiping his keys off the counter, Changbin approached the doors. Her expression brightened, but the tears kept coming. He unlocked the door and pulled it just slightly open.

"Hey, you okay?"

"I'm so sorry! I left my phone in the locker room. Can I please just go grab it?"

He considered this. Obviously, customers weren't allowed inside after hours… but what was the harm, really? He was certain that if she tried anything sketchy he could easily enough physically remove her from the premises.

"Uh, yeah," he stepped back, widening the opening of the door to let her in.

"Thank you so much!" She edged past him.

He tried not to be too aware of the way her body brushed against his as she moved. He quickly busied himself with relocking the door.

"You don't mind, right?" He didn't even know if she was still nearby, but it felt like the right thing to say. "They're supposed to stay locked after hours."

"No problem. Uh…"

Her voice trailed off when he turned to look at her.

"I'll stay up front while you look," he offered, trying to make it clear that he was not a threat.

"Actually," she fidgeted with the hem of her sweatshirt, "could you help me look? This place is kind of creepy when it's empty."

"Oh, uh… sure? That's fine."

=====

He wasn't staring at her ass. He wasn't. He absolutely was n-

Her ass jiggled as she let her heels drop back to the floor.

"Hey Changbin?"

He blinked, hoping she hadn't spotted him staring at her ass.

"Yeah?"

"Can you check the top shelf for me?"

Knowing full well that he also couldn't see the top shelf of the tall lockers, he crossed the room anyway.

She smiled at him, and just before he reached the open locker she turned into his space. Pointing to the only shelf in the only locker that was currently open, the curve of her ass pressed against the front of Changbin’s body.

"I usually put it right," she lifted onto her tiptoes, rubbing even more against his body, "here."

Changbin bit his lip, holding his breath and trying not to think about the angle of her hips against his.

I should move. I should step back. If I move she'll definitely see it though. I shou-

"You might need to get closer."

Against all sense, he followed the implied request of her words.

If the locker had been shut, she'd have been pressed tightly against it by now. As it was, she gripped on the edge of the tall shelf and rolled her hips backwards.

"Fuck," Changbin groaned, unable to keep himself from grinding against her this time.

"Is it too hard?"

"Fuck," he took a step back, stumbling his way to sit on the wooden bench that ran the length of the room, "I'm so sorry! Fuck that's… I shouldn't… that was totally out of l-"

He cut off in a choked groan.

She was lifting her sweatshirt. Pulling it upwards, uncovering just how tightly her leggings hugged the swell of her ass and dips in her hips.

"It's fine Changbin. You can touch me if you want."

He thought he might snap the bench with how tightly he was gripping the wood at his sides. Clearing his throat, he tested the waters.

"Do you… um… do you want me to touch you?"

She turned to face him, tugging the sweatshirt entirely off. He noted that her outfit was the same one she had worn earlier, while he had worked with her.

"Yes," her eyes seemed to shine as he watched her approach him. One of her knees slid onto the bench next to him.

"Don't you want to touch me Mr. Seo?"

That did something to his body that he'd probably have to do some googling about later on.

"I saw you get hard earlier."

"Fuck," he couldn't think straight, "I'm sorry. I jus-"

She leaned in, cutting him off by pressing her lips against his.

All doubt left his mind. Reaching forward, he grabbed at her waist, reveling in the way his hands sunk into her flesh. She made a surprised sound, which he countered with what he hoped was an appreciative groan.

"You were just so pretty," he mumbled against her lips. "So pretty when you cry for me."

She laughed. Good. He was relieved that she seemed okay with, well, everything at the moment.

Resituating his grip on her body, he grabbed, tilted, and slowly lifted as he stood up.

"Careful!" She quickly latched her arms behind his neck, clearly concerned about being dropped.

"I got you baby," he reassured her as he carried her to the low counter between rows of lockers. He supposed it was there for patrons to do their makeup, or hair, or something after showering at the gym. Or perhaps just to take progress pictures in the mirror.

For now, it would serve as Changbin’s personal dining table.

He placed her onto the counter and immediately started sliding his fingers into the waistband of her leggings.

"Can I take these off?" He managed to ask between short breaths and quick nips at her lips.

"Please," she pleaded, "take off whatever you want Cha-"

"Mr. Seo," he was definitely going to have to think about that later. "Same as when we're training."

She groaned and nodded, knitting her hands into his curls.

"Are you going to train me well, Mr. Seo?"

Oh fuck.

"Of course baby," he lowered his head and tugged at the strap of her tank top with his teeth, "I can make your body do things you never dreamed of."

"Please… please please please please…"

He stood up straighter and dug his fingers even further under the edge of her leggings. Gripping the fabric, he started pulling it down.

She hunched slightly, arms falling in front of herself. He didn't notice at first, so focused on getting rid of the stretchy cloth. Carefully he rolled it down, pausing to slip her shoes and socks off before fully removing the leggings. Letting himself land on his knees, he looked back up at her.

He spotted her posture immediately. Reaching up, he pulled her hands into his.

"Don't hide from me," he said as softly as he could, but to his ear it still sounded a little demanding, "I want to see all of you."

"Nngh," she made a complaining noise, "I'm fat."

"So?"

He stood, still gripping her hands in his. He noted the bright red flush of her face.

"So I…" She avoided his gaze, tears gathering in her eyes again, "I'm not… you know… sexy."

He couldn't help but laugh. It burst out of him like someone had forced it out of him.

"Baby don't be stupid," he pulled one of her hands down, pressing it against where he was uncomfortably hard in his shorts.

"Does this feel like you're not sexy?"

She bit her lip, eyes trailing downwards. She twisted her hand free of his and more firmly ran his fingers against him, gripping him as well as she could through the cloth.

"Fuck," Changbin groaned. He slumped forward, digging his face into the crook of her shoulder and just enjoyed the feeling for a minute.

"Am I doing well, Mr. Seo?"

"Doing so well," he huffed into her neck. "Want you so bad."

His hands started wandering. While one took up the duty of helping him steady and ground himself on the countertop, the other trailed over her body. He wanted to map out the entirety of her.

He slid his hand up her shirt, pausing to knead at her stomach for a moment while he just groaned into her ear again. Continuing onwards, he was delighted to find that her workout tank apparently provided enough support that she didn't need an additional sports bra.

"Fuck, baby," he paused, letting his thumb explore her nipple as he started kissing her jaw, "want this off too."

She made a breathy noise, and he felt her chest heave under his hand.

"You gonna take it off for me? Show me everything?"

"Cha-" she groaned as his fingers tightened around her nipple, "Mr. Seo!"

"Good girl," he moved to kiss her lips again, "I'm going to take this off now, okay?"

She nodded, and he could feel the wetness on her face where her cheek brushed against his own.

The elasticity of her top worked against him for a moment, making her laugh before taking matters into her own hands. Changbin's eyes were glued to the tracks that littered down her cheeks and along her chin, even as he took the opportunity to return his hands to her waist. What he found made him groan again, finally dropping his eyes to take a proper look.

"You workout like this? Or did you take them off before coming back here?"

"I like to be optimistic."

His brain went blank. She hadn't exactly answered the question, but he was choosing to take it as the former option. After blinking for a few seconds, he decided to trace his hand forward, over her thigh, between her legs.

"Hoping I'd notice?"

She hummed a positive note, biting her lip as his hand moved.

Her wetness was… abundant. He nearly lost track of where his fingers were since all he could feel was slicked up flesh.

"Lean back for me," he asked, "and spread your legs."

"What ar- fuck!"

He had dropped back to his knees and wrench her legs apart. His fingers sank into her thighs as he pressed forward to lick a wild line up the front of her.

"Mr. Se-eo…" the words shuddered out of her. It sounded like half a complaint, but the way her hands dug into his hair proved that he shouldn't move very far from where he was.

That was fine by him. Mouth wide, tongue out, he took his time to explore every fold, crease, and bump. Finding the spot, just slightly off center, that made her fingers pull so hard that his scalp stung, he finally let one hand free from a thigh. Extending two fingers, he barely brushed against her entrance.

"Mis… ter… Seo…"

He hummed against her, a questioning upwards tone.

"Pu… put th… please…"

He smiled against her, still refusing to move from his work. But he didn't want to tease too much. Slowly, he pushed his fingers forward.

It earned him a loud moan.

"Fuck," he spoke between abrupt licks, "sound… so pretty… for me."

"I'm gonna… fuck I'm gonna… gonna…"

He renewed his efforts, shaking his head slightly in his own excitement. It seemed to only add to it for her though, so he mimicked the motion.

He also quickened the pace of his fingers. He turned his fingers, exploring the reactions he could get from different angles. Finding something that made her emit a high pitched whine, he focused on that.

"Cum… gonna… fuck! Cumming!"

The first thing Changbin noticed was her thighs squeezing around his ears. The second was the texture of her slick somehow getting even smoother.

He kept going, softening his motions just marginally. After a few moments, her thighs loosened and he stood up.

"You," he kissed her, "taste," another kiss, "so good."

He almost missed it, thanks to the wetness already on his skin, but when he pulled back he could see clearly the tear stains on her face. His eyes trailed over the tracks, noting where the tears had hit her chest and trickled across her body.

"Mr. Seo," she panted, "please fuck me."

Changbin was suddenly aware of how very clothed he was. Nearly toppling over in haste, he stripped down until the only thing he still had on was his earrings.

He saw the way her eyes flowed over his body. The appreciative quirk of her eyebrows, the way she subconsciously wet her lips. He decided to show off, just a little bit.

Gripping his cock, he slowly pumped it. He didn't need much help in getting hard. He just couldn't help basking in the way her eyes focused, smirking at the whiny noise she made.

"You sure babygirl? Want me fuck you here?"

She nodded quickly, biting her lip.

"I've got an implant!" She blurted.

He tilted his head, not quite processing the words.

"It's… birth control," she shyly explained, "it's for medical stuff but… there's no… worry," she shut her eyes, trying to hide from the awkward, yet necessary, conversation.

Changbin took the opportunity to wedge himself between her legs.

"Look at me pretty."

She opened one eye, staring up at him.

"What a good girl you are," he spoke softly, slowly rubbing himself against her as he continued, "Right? Good pretty girl gonna let me fill her up?"

"Mhmm," she nodded piteously, fresh tears falling from her eyes, "please Mr. Seo."

He almost came like that, rutting against her cunt, watching her be reduced to tears at the thought of him fucking her.

But that would simply be a waste.

Changbin anchored one hand on her waist, gripping her tightly. With his other, he directed himself into her properly.

"Fuuuuck… Mr. Seo… fuck so good," her face slackened, satisfied at finally having him inside her.

Changbin was sure his own expression was much more tense. Taking shallow breaths through his nose, he prayed that he wouldn't bust the second he moved again.

After a second, he gave his hips an experimental thrust. The experiment being based on force.

"Mr. Seo!"

He groaned.

"Pretty baby," he was losing track of himself as he started up a rhythm, "so pretty for me… want me to fuck you hard? Want it soft? Talk to me pretty… tell me what you want."

She looped her hands around his neck, loosely holding him as she let herself lean against the mirror behind her.

"Harder Mr. Seo," she panted, "train me hard."

He let out a guttural moan, reaching up to do… something. He didn't really know what he was aiming for, but his fingers ended up in her mouth.

"Fuck… what a good girl. Pretty girl. Pretty baby gonna let me cum inside, huh? Gonna let me train this pussy to take my cum? Fuck, gonna fucking fill up my pretty baby."

She couldn't rightly respond, but she nodded. Fresh tears streamed down her face, which only motivated Changbin to go harder.

"Crying because of my cock? So perfect. Show me your pretty eyes baby, let me see how much you like having me inside you. Gonna cry for me more? Good girl. Come here."

He dragged his fingers from between her lips and pressed forward to kiss her. She made a muffled whining sound into his mouth. Changbin pecked her cheek before whispering in her ear.

"You okay?"

He felt her nod.

"Tell me."

"I'm good. Fuck, I'm so good."

"Good," he kissed her neck, "tell me if anything changes, yeah?"

"Yes."

"Good girl."

He leaned back again, the angle allowing him to put more power into his thrusts.

She twisted slightly, placing her arms across her body as she ran her nails over his skin.

He gave a particularly sharp thrust and moved his hands to grip her wrists. Putting them both into one hand, he pinned her arms up against the mirror.

"I told you not to hide from me."

She whined.

"I want to see all of that pretty body baby. Every fucking inch, okay?"

She nodded, but didn't say anything.

Changbin narrowed his eyes and let go of her wrists.

"If you try to cover yourself up again, I'll stop fucking you."

She groaned, annoyed, but nodded.

"Good girl, now…" he grabbed one of her hands and slid it between their bodies. "Show me how much you want me to fill you up. Give me those tears when you cum."

It didn't take long. She worked her fingers over herself, occasionally dipping down further to let her fingers straddle over his cock - giving him a bit of extra variation in texture and pressure. A fresh wave of tears started spilling down her face soon enough, and she started mumbling again.

"Gonna… fuck gon… gonna c…"

Changbin let himself relax, satisfied that he'd held back enough already. He felt her tighten around him, making him gasp slightly.

"Fuck! What a good girl for me. So good, so pretty for me… crying so pretty for me… cumming all over my cock… gonna fucking fill you up… gonna fu… uck!"

He came mostly to a standstill, leaning over her and giving tiny jerks of his hips as the last few spurts of his release pulsed through him.

A few moments later, once they were clean again (courtesy of the gym's showers), he recalled what had started this whole thing.

"We didn't find your phone."

"Oh," she seemed unphased, "let me see your phone. I'll call it."

He dug his phone out of his shorts' pocket and handed it over.

She tapped at the screen, and after a second a loud buzzing was heard.

Sporting a small smile, she pulled her phone out of the drawstring bag she had been carrying with her.

"Oh," she tilted her head at him, "would you look at that? Seems like I had it this whole time."

Changbin stared at her, unsure of how to process what had just happened. She laughed, handing his phone back to him.

"Anyway, I should probably get going so you can finish closing up."

"Uh… yeah…"

He saw her out, re-cleaned the women's locker room, and finished stocking the fridge.

After locking up, he was halfway to the bus stop when his phone's text alarm went off.

From: Crybaby

Hi Mr. Seo. I was just wondering when my next training session is scheduled?

[samma-karuna]

With guidance from expert instructors and a supportive community, you’ll explore new levels of inner peace, release stress, and awaken a deeper sense of well-being. Embark on a journey of self-discovery with Samma Karuna’s Healing retreat Thailand .

[shaman-esrc]

Experiencing an ayahuasca retreat at EL Sol Ayahuasca Retreat Center offers a multitude of benefits that extend across physical, emotional, and spiritual domains.

### Healing and Transformation

One of the primary benefits is the potential for profound healing and personal transformation. Ayahuasca, a powerful plant medicine used traditionally in Amazonian shamanic practices, is known for its ability to facilitate deep psychological and emotional healing. Participants often report breakthroughs in understanding and resolving past traumas, alleviating depression and anxiety, and gaining clarity on life purpose and direction.

### Skilled Guidance and Safe Environment

EL Sol Ayahuasca Retreat Center provides a safe and supportive environment, crucial for navigating the intense and often unpredictable experiences induced by ayahuasca. The retreat center is staffed by experienced shamans and facilitators who guide participants through their journeys, ensuring that each individual receives the care and support they need. This professional guidance helps create a secure setting where participants can fully surrender to the process, knowing they are in capable hands.

### Connection with Nature

Located in a serene natural environment, EL Sol Ayahuasca Retreat Center offers a unique opportunity to connect deeply with nature. This connection can enhance the healing process, as the natural surroundings provide a calming and grounding influence. The beauty and tranquility of the retreat's setting can also promote mindfulness and a sense of peace, aiding in the integration of insights gained during the ceremonies.

### Community and Shared Experience

Attending an ayahuasca retreat at EL Sol also means becoming part of a supportive community. Sharing the experience with others who are on similar journeys can foster a sense of belonging and mutual understanding. Group ceremonies and discussions allow participants to share their experiences and insights, building connections that can be deeply enriching and supportive.

### Holistic Approach to Well-being

The retreat center often incorporates a holistic approach to well-being, offering complementary practices such as yoga, meditation, and healthy nutrition. These practices can help prepare the mind and body for the ayahuasca experience, enhance the integration of the insights gained, and support overall physical and mental health.

### Personal Insight and Spiritual Growth

Ayahuasca is known for its capacity to provide profound personal insights and spiritual growth. Many participants report experiencing a deeper connection to themselves, others, and the universe. This spiritual awakening can lead to a greater sense of peace, purpose, and fulfillment in life. The retreat provides a dedicated space and time for introspection and self-discovery, which can be difficult to achieve in the midst of daily responsibilities and stresses.

In summary, an ayahuasca retreat at EL Sol Ayahuasca Retreat Center offers an invaluable opportunity for deep healing, personal growth, and spiritual exploration, all within a safe, supportive, and natural environment. The skilled guidance of experienced facilitators, the connection to nature, the sense of community, and the holistic approach to well-being collectively create a transformative experience that can lead to lasting positive changes in one's life.

[writtenbykaylalee]

The Lunar Eclipse in Taurus: What’s in Store for Your Zodiac Sign?

As we eagerly approach the end of the year, we’re met with a celestial spectacle that promises profound impacts on our lives. The second eclipse of October, scheduled for Saturday, Oct. 28, is not just any eclipse - it’s a lunar eclipse, set to paint the October full Hunter Moon in a mesmerizing shade of red.

Let’s delve into the details of this upcoming lunar eclipse and how its astrological influence may shape your destiny.

The lunar eclipse in Taurus forges connections with Mercury, Mars, Jupiter, and Saturn, ushering in a wave of emotional intensity. With these planetary influences, clarity may be elusive, especially as Jupiter opposes Mercury and Mars on the same day, stoking the fires of drama and gossip. This lunar event promises the revelation of hidden information and secrets as the moon propels us toward our fates.

Fortunately, the dependable and reliable energy of the Taurus moon will serve as an anchor amidst the chaotic energies at play.

Now, let’s explore what this lunar eclipse has in store for each zodiac sign:

Aries: Your natural assertiveness might need a dose of moderation. Find a balance between your go-getter spirit and allowing things to unfold.

Taurus: While you value your way of doing things, remember not to impose your stubbornness on others. Allow space for diversity of opinion.

Gemini: Trust your intuition alongside your logical mind. Dive deeper into your instincts to understand situations on a profound level, unlocking insight into both your actions and the motivations of others.

Cancer: Socializing is your forte, but don’t forget to prioritize self-care. Recognize when it’s time to retreat and recharge, preventing moodiness from spoiling your enjoyment.

Leo: Shifts in your career path are brewing. Showcase your talents, and don’t shy away from change; it’s an opportunity for growth.

Virgo: You’re meticulous, but relinquishing control occasionally can offer a broader perspective. Embrace the big picture without getting lost in the details.

Libra: Financial matters require attention. Face the financial aspects you’ve been avoiding; the effort will pay off in the long run.

Scorpio: Boundaries are essential. Protect your energy by setting limits in your relationships. Regain your power during this eclipse.

Sagittarius: Take a break from daily stressors and prioritize self-care. Reconnect with yourself and embrace this seasonal awakening.

Capricorn: Your creative endeavors are gaining momentum. Use the eclipse energy to shine a spotlight on your talents and aspirations.

Aquarius: The eclipse highlights your protective instincts. Be a guardian to your loved ones, respecting their autonomy while offering support.

Pisces: Don’t let gossip deter your path. Trust your judgments and make decisions in your friendships based on your own values and insights.

As the lunar eclipse in Taurus approaches, it beckons us to embark on a journey of self-discovery and transformation. Embrace the cosmic energy and take the leap toward a brighter future, one that aligns with your true desires and aspirations.

[ksahai]

THE MANIFESTOR HUMAN DESIGN

The Manifestor Human Design is also rare indeed as only 10% of the population identify as Manifestor. Go head, take a victory lap. But then come back, because we’ve got work to do! You have a gift for initiating action and creating impact that is long lasting. It is the main goal of the manifestor human design to find the peace to do what they want, when they want to do it, which can make them great entrepreneurs but not always great employees if not in a leadership role.

You are at ease in solitude and find peace in manifesting what you want for yourself which can sometimes not make you the best team player – you’re probably relieved you’re not stuck in school doing group projects anymore! It may feel as though there is an ever present pressure to make things happen, as this is key to fulfilling your purpose.

The manifestor human design can have a repelling aura that can sometimes be misinterpreted and make people feel defensive or protective. To improve relationships, it is important to communicate after you have made a decision but before you take action.

You may need to confront the following fears: Fear of upsetting someone, fear of confrontation, fear of control. It might feel easier to just become a hermit, but you can totally learn to not listen to these fears and grow even more in your relationships.

When you are resisting your true nature and not using your strategy, you might tend towards anger.

The manifestor human design soul desires peace, a place of no resistance. In order to do that, you must follow a strategy that works for you. In your relationships, you have to bring people along the journey with you by telling them (informing) what you are doing even if you are worried they don’t agree. It’s definitely not the end of the world if someone disagrees with you!

Manifestor Self Care Guide:

Smell is the only sense connected to the limbic lobe of the brain, which controls emotions and is strongly linked to behavioral patterning so it can help you reprogram your open center and strengthen your defined centers. Use oils with your self care to awaken your senses and recondition any old stories you may be telling yourself that no longer serve you. 

Morning: For the manifestor like you, it’s important to begin the day with some movement, such as yoga or stretching. Even 5-10 minutes is something!  Apply your face oils while saying your affirmations.

During the Day: Burst + Retreat is necessary. The manifestor human design type needs to take care not to experience burnout, which they will tend to do left to their own devices. A capitalist society will peer pressure you into working too hard for too long. Instead, honor your rhythm – retreat and rest when needed. Think of it as an act of rebellion! You may have bursts of productivity, but then you need to rest. Don’t subscribe to the “shoulds” – whatever works best for you is what’s best for you.  Essential oil: Headache (Lavender and Peppermint essential oil)

Night Time: Start your wind-down routine by washing your face and then apply an oil while tapping your whole face. For you, it is best to lie down for up to one hour before going to sleep in order to discharge from the day. You can do whatever activity feels best to you (reading, television, listening to music...), though it’s probably best if you stay off of social media. 

One moon cycle of living in alignment the manifestor human design chart will help you to awaken your mind to what is your truth vs what is the programming. We invite you to embark on a self-discovery process that brings self-love and joy.

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Join us this coming 16/02/2024, 2:00 pm-18/02/2024, 12:00 pm for a journey to rediscover who you are and what you’re capable of. This transformative 3-day retreat is your ticket to reset and realign. This is not just a retreat… this is a holistic transformation for your mind, body, and soul. Hurry and register now!

[true--north]

The three Elsa songs.

I dont see "Show Yourself" as the new "Let It Go", I think that "Into The Unknown" is a more close parallel to LIG.

ITU has more similarites with LIG: at first Elsa did not let her feelings go and then finally allows herself to express them, in both songs. F1 situation is known, but in F2 she was also afraid to admit that she hears Ahtohallan, afraid to spoil everything and upset Anna, afraid to admit that she is not completely satisfied with her life. "Conceal, don't feel, don't let it show" but then: "well, now they know!"

In both songs she retreats into nature and runs at the nightime, in both songs she has a magical experience in the sparks of frozen fractals, both songs are her self-discovery and the beginning. But both times Elsa let herself feel and act out there were consequences, something bad happened to the kingdom.

"Show Yourself" was built melodically to suit LIG, but SY was the culmination and Elsa's self-actualisation. The consequences of SY were dualistic too: the truth and in truth freedom and salvation are but it also included a new natural disaster for Arendelle. With SY we also see the mythical tragedy of Elsa in completeness, and how she is the literal Force of Nature and Destiny for Arendelle and the Forest. When she feels fully the elements overtake the land and nature awakens, when she reaches her highs she restores the natural balance, and she dies for the land atoning for the sin of her ancestors. A living Myth, a Goddess of Nature.)

[avikarma2]

Ayurvedic Massage, Yoga & Meditation Centre in Varanasi

Varanasi, the spiritual heart of India, has long been known for its timeless heritage, sacred rituals, and the pursuit of inner peace. Amidst the sacred ghats and ancient temples, there exists a haven of holistic wellness known as Avikarma — a sanctuary where the ancient wisdom of Ayurveda, the serenity of Yoga, and the tranquility of Meditation converge to offer a transformative experience. Avikarma stands tall as the best Ayurvedic Massage, Yoga, and Meditation Centre in Varanasi, attracting seekers of wellness from around the world.

The Essence of Avikarma:

Avikarma, which translates to ‘immortality’ in Sanskrit, embodies the very essence of its name. It is a place where individuals embark on a journey towards vitality, rejuvenation, and spiritual awakening. Here’s why Avikarma is hailed as the finest wellness center in Varanasi:

1. Authentic Ayurveda:

At Avikarma, Ayurveda is not just a practice; it’s a way of life. The center is home to seasoned Ayurvedic practitioners and therapists who skillfully blend ancient healing traditions with modern knowledge. From traditional Panchakarma therapies to personalized wellness programs, Avikarma offers a holistic approach to health.

2. Yoga for Mind, Body, and Soul:

Yoga is the thread that weaves together the physical, mental, and spiritual aspects of wellness. Avikarma’s Yoga sessions, conducted by experienced instructors, cater to all levels of practitioners. Whether you’re a beginner or an advanced yogi, you’ll find solace in the serene and spiritually charged environment.

3. Meditation Retreats:

In the heart of Varanasi, Avikarma offers a respite from the chaos of daily life. The meditation retreats here are designed to quiet the mind and facilitate profound self-discovery. Guided by skilled meditation masters, these retreats are an opportunity to connect with your inner self.

4. Tailored Wellness Programs:

Avikarma recognizes that every individual is unique. Hence, they offer personalized wellness programs to address specific health concerns. Whether it’s stress management, weight management, or chronic ailments, Avikarma tailors its treatments to meet your needs.

5. Serene Ambiance:

Situated in a peaceful corner of Varanasi, Avikarma’s center is surrounded by lush greenery, creating a tranquil and rejuvenating atmosphere. The serene surroundings complement the wellness practices, allowing you to disconnect from the world and reconnect with yourself.

6. Renowned Practitioners:

Avikarma boasts a team of accomplished Ayurvedic practitioners, Yoga gurus, and meditation experts. Their knowledge, experience, and dedication ensure that every visitor receives the best care and guidance.

Conclusion:

Varanasi, the eternal city, has witnessed the pursuit of spiritual and physical well-being for centuries. In this sacred city, Avikarma emerges as the torchbearer of holistic wellness. As the best Ayurvedic Massage, Yoga & Meditation Centre in Varanasi, it offers a transformative experience that transcends the ordinary. Avikarma invites you to embark on a journey of healing, self-discovery, and inner peace. Come, experience the harmony of body, mind, and soul in the embrace of this exceptional wellness sanctuary.

Whether you’re a traveler seeking respite or a spiritual seeker on a quest for self-realization, Avikarma welcomes you to explore the boundless potential of holistic well-being in the heart of Varanasi.

[younmewiththeworld]

To Our Beloved Community That We Haven’t Met Yet

Beloved Community,

In this sacred sanctuary, we gather as the awakened ones, diving deep into the luminous writings of Adrienne Maree Brown, Alexis Pauline Gumbs, Audre Lorde, and other radiant minds. Our journey is one that honors the vastness of thought and the expansiveness of feeling in this wondrous world.

As we turn away from the grip of capitalism, defy societal norms of relationships and parenthood, or venture into uncharted territories of our own making, we relinquish the external validations that once tethered us.  However, it can be a daunting journey to feel displaced and alone amidst the currents of the mainstream.  This departure can be a pilgrimage of trauma and isolation, leading many of us to retreat into the serenity of our own dwellings, brewing potions of solace and introspection. 

And yet, in the quietude of our introverted nature, a deep longing for connection with kindred souls persists.  For in that delicate space of togetherness lies the potential for immense sensitivity, exquisite pain, and transformative rebirth.

We forge this community with purpose and our purpose, dear ones, is to cultivate a haven for the truly awakened—a sanctuary where our collective musings, whimsical memes, and heartfelt reflections find respite. In this shared realm, we give validation and support, extending our embrace even when society falls behind. Let us gracefully nurture our inner children with radical self-love and the art of self-discovery, and let us enfold one another tenderly.

Through the alchemy of our unity, we discover comfort, empowerment, and the weightlessness of shared vulnerability. Welcome, beloveds, to the abundant and fertile realm of YAMWTW (You and Me with the World).  Unfurl your spirits to the gentle stir of a meme awakening the sage within, let a quote beckon you to bloom in hues uncharted, and let every captivating offering finds a home here with you and me, with the world.

With boundless love,

NK

[yogadaily]

(5 Day Yoga Sacred Heart Meditation Retreat, Frosinone Province, Italy: $745 $852  || Curated with love by yogadaily) 

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Experience Tranquility and Transformation at Our Sacred Heart Meditation Retreat

Imagine arriving at our serene retreat, nestled in the heart of Abruzzi National Park. The air is fragrant with jasmine and roses, and the gentle breeze promises tranquility.

You awaken to the first light of dawn each morning, ready to embark on a journey of self-discovery and inner peace.

Your day begins with an hour of meditation from 8 to 9, guiding you to a deeper connection with yourself and the universe.

After a light breakfast, you gather with fellow participants for a lecture about the Sacred Heart and deepening your meditation practice.

These sessions provide insights and wisdom, setting the tone for your transformative journey.

Mid-morning combines Hatha yoga and meditation, where the Hridaya approach helps you connect mind, body, and spirit.

The serene surroundings and expert guidance make each movement and breath a step closer to inner peace.

After lunch, the afternoon is yours for rest and integration. Wander through lush meadows, relax by the river stream, or reflect quietly under the shade of ancient olive trees.

This time is essential for processing your experiences and rejuvenating your spirit.

At 4 pm, another meditation session awaits, followed by a brief introduction to a new technique. This is a time for questions and answers, where you can delve deeper into the practices and concepts shared.

You explore methods like the self-inquiry technique by Ramana Maharishi and learn about living with an open heart.

Evenings are spent discussing the three pillars of meditation, sending blessings, and understanding consecration from the perspective of Karma Yoga. Each topic is designed to enrich your practice and deepen your spiritual journey.

The retreat offers more than just activities; it provides a sanctuary where you can nurture your soul. You leave feeling renewed, empowered, and ready to embrace life with an open heart.

This is the transformative experience you seek, where every breath brings you closer to your true self.

[ourspiritanima]

What Does a Silk Moth Symbolize?

The silk moth (Bombyx mori) is a creature that has captivated human imagination for centuries. Known for its delicate appearance, intricate wings, and role in the production of silk, this moth is not only significant in terms of its practical uses but also holds rich symbolism in various cultures and spiritual traditions. From transformation to enlightenment, the silk moth represents a variety of deep meanings, each rooted in its life cycle, behavior, and the historical importance of silk. In this article, we will explore the symbolism of the silk moth, its role in different cultures, and the lessons it can teach us about change, growth, and resilience.

1. The Life Cycle of the Silk Moth: A Story of Transformation

To understand the symbolism of the silk moth, it is essential to first look at its life cycle, as it is a powerful metaphor for personal transformation and spiritual growth. The silk moth undergoes a fascinating metamorphosis from egg to larva (caterpillar), pupa (cocoon), and finally to an adult moth. This process of change is symbolic of rebirth, renewal, and the constant flux of life.

The Egg: The Beginning of Transformation

The journey of the silk moth begins as a small, delicate egg laid by the female moth. In a symbolic sense, the egg represents the potential for new beginnings, ideas, and opportunities. Just as the egg is a vessel of potential life, it can also represent the quiet, hidden phase before transformation begins. Spiritually, the egg can symbolize an individual’s inner potential, lying dormant and waiting to be awakened.

The Caterpillar: Growth and Preparation

After hatching from the egg, the silk moth larva, or caterpillar, embarks on a period of rapid growth. This stage symbolizes personal development and the accumulation of experiences. During the caterpillar stage, the moth feeds voraciously on mulberry leaves, preparing itself for the next phase of its life cycle. Spiritually, this represents the period of learning, growth, and preparation that often precedes a major transformation in one’s life.

The caterpillar stage is also a time of introspection and self-awareness, where individuals reflect on their strengths and weaknesses, preparing for the eventual shedding of old habits and beliefs. Just as the caterpillar outgrows its skin, individuals must sometimes shed old versions of themselves in order to move forward on their spiritual journey.

The Cocoon: Symbol of Rebirth and the Inner Journey

The most symbolic phase of the silk moth’s life is the cocoon, where the caterpillar undergoes a profound transformation. Inside the cocoon, the moth dissolves its former body and emerges as a new creature—completely different from its previous form. This metamorphosis is a powerful symbol of rebirth, resurrection, and the emergence of new potential. In a spiritual sense, the cocoon represents periods of deep introspection, healing, and transformation. It is during this phase that individuals may go through a "dark night of the soul," a time of inner struggle and self-discovery, in order to emerge stronger and wiser.

The cocoon can also represent the times when individuals retreat from the world to heal, to reflect, or to undergo personal growth. Just as the moth must remain within its cocoon to complete its transformation, we, too, may need time away from external influences to undergo significant changes in our lives.

The Moth: Enlightenment and Freedom

Once the silk moth emerges from the cocoon, it is a creature of great beauty and fragility. The transformation into a moth symbolizes enlightenment, liberation, and the fulfillment of one’s potential. As an adult moth, it can fly freely, representing freedom from the constraints of the past and the ability to soar toward new opportunities and experiences.

The moth’s wings are delicate yet powerful, symbolizing both vulnerability and strength. Its flight represents the ability to rise above challenges and see things from a higher perspective. Spiritually, the moth is a reminder that, through transformation, we can achieve a sense of freedom and enlightenment. It is an invitation to embrace change, trust in the process, and emerge from our own cocoon as a more evolved version of ourselves.

2. Symbolism of the Silk Moth in Various Cultures

The silk moth’s symbolism extends far beyond its biological life cycle. Across cultures, this moth has been associated with a variety of meanings, from personal growth to spiritual enlightenment.

In Chinese Culture: Silk and Spirituality

In China, the silk moth holds deep cultural significance. The ancient art of silk production was founded on the domestication of the silk moth, and the larvae, which spin silk threads, have been a central part of Chinese history for thousands of years. Silk is not only a valuable commodity but also a symbol of prosperity, luxury, and beauty.

In a spiritual sense, the silk moth represents transformation and immortality. The process of creating silk from the cocoon was seen as a metaphor for the alchemical process of turning base materials (such as ordinary silk) into something pure and precious. The transformation of the caterpillar into a moth is viewed as an analogy for spiritual awakening and the attainment of enlightenment. In some Chinese spiritual practices, the moth is considered a symbol of the soul’s journey through life, death, and rebirth.

In Japanese Culture: The Moth as a Symbol of the Soul

In Japan, the moth is often seen as a symbol of the soul and the journey to the afterlife. The moth’s delicate wings are thought to represent the fragility of life, while its flight is seen as a metaphor for the soul’s movement between worlds. Moths are believed to carry the spirits of ancestors, and their appearance can be seen as a sign of a loved one returning to visit.

In traditional Japanese beliefs, the moth's brief, yet meaningful life cycle mirrors the impermanence of life itself. As such, the moth represents both the beauty of fleeting moments and the need to embrace change. The moth’s symbolism in Japan is linked to the belief in the cyclical nature of life and death, and it is often depicted in art, poetry, and religious rituals as a way to honor ancestors and reflect on the transient nature of existence.

In Western Traditions: The Moth as a Symbol of Transformation

In Western spiritual traditions, the moth is frequently associated with the themes of transformation, growth, and the pursuit of light. The moth’s attraction to light, especially in the dark of night, symbolizes the soul’s yearning for truth, knowledge, and enlightenment. The moth is often depicted as striving toward the light, representing humanity’s desire for spiritual awakening and higher consciousness.

In this context, the moth is a symbol of the search for meaning in life and the relentless pursuit of wisdom. The moth's ability to navigate through darkness to find the light is seen as a metaphor for the human condition, wherein we must face our own shadows and struggles in order to reach a place of clarity and understanding.

3. The Silk Moth in Spiritual Practices

Given its symbolism of transformation and enlightenment, the silk moth can be a powerful guide in spiritual practices, helping individuals connect with their inner wisdom and navigate periods of personal growth. Here are some ways the silk moth can be used in spiritual practices:

Meditation and Reflection

The silk moth can serve as a focal point for meditation, helping individuals reflect on their own personal journey of transformation. Meditators may visualize the moth’s life cycle—beginning with the egg, moving through the caterpillar and cocoon stages, and finally emerging as a fully transformed moth. This visualization can help individuals focus on their own transformation, whether it is physical, emotional, or spiritual.

Focusing on the moth’s journey can also serve as a reminder to embrace change rather than resist it. The silk moth’s process of metamorphosis invites individuals to trust in the natural flow of life and to accept the challenges and lessons that come with each phase of personal growth.

Rituals of Renewal and Rebirth

In spiritual rituals focused on renewal and rebirth, the silk moth can be a symbol of the process of letting go of the old self and stepping into a new phase of life. Whether one is experiencing a major life transition or simply seeking to shed outdated beliefs or behaviors, the silk moth represents the power of transformation.

For those going through a period of personal difficulty, the silk moth’s symbolism can offer comfort, reminding them that difficult phases are often followed by periods of growth and liberation. The moth’s emergence from the cocoon symbolizes the ability to rise from adversity with newfound wisdom and strength.

Embracing Impermanence

The silk moth's brief life span also serves as a reminder of the impermanence of life. In some spiritual practices, the moth can encourage individuals to live in the present moment, appreciating the beauty and significance of each stage of life. Just as the moth only lives for a short time, so too do the seasons of our lives pass quickly. The moth invites individuals to make the most of the time they have, embracing change, letting go of attachments, and celebrating life’s fleeting beauty.

4. Conclusion: The Silk Moth as a Symbol of Transformation and Light

The silk moth, with its graceful beauty and profound life cycle, symbolizes a powerful message of transformation, enlightenment, and resilience. Whether it is viewed as a symbol of personal growth, spiritual awakening, or the cyclical nature of life and death, the silk moth carries deep meanings across cultures and spiritual traditions.

From its humble beginnings as an egg to its final emergence as a beautiful moth, this creature’s life cycle serves as a powerful metaphor for the human experience. It reminds us that transformation, though sometimes challenging, leads to freedom, growth, and enlightenment. By embracing the symbolism of the silk moth, we can learn to navigate the changes and challenges in our own lives, trusting that, like the moth, we too can emerge stronger and wiser, ready to soar toward new possibilities.

[alakhyog34]

Yoga School in India—Alakhyog: Transforming Lives Through Yoga and Wellness

India, the birthplace of yoga, offers an unparalleled opportunity to explore the depths of this ancient practice. Among the yoga schools in India, Alakhyog in Rishikesh stands out as a center of excellence, providing authentic and transformative yoga experiences. Located in the spiritual hub of Rishikesh, Alakhyog offers a range of programs designed to suit both beginners and advanced practitioners seeking to deepen their understanding of yoga.

200-Hour Yoga Teacher Training in India

Our 200-hour yoga teacher training program is a comprehensive course that equips you with the knowledge and skills to teach yoga confidently. As one of the best yoga teacher training programs in India, it combines Hatha yoga, Ashtanga yoga, pranayama, meditation, and anatomy to provide a holistic understanding of yoga. This internationally accredited certification allows you to share the gift of yoga worldwide.

100-Hour Yoga Teacher Training in India

Perfect for beginners or those short on time, our 100-hour yoga teacher training in India introduces foundational yoga practices. This course focuses on basic postures, breathing techniques, and yoga philosophy, making it an ideal stepping stone for further yoga education. Alakhyog ensures that every participant receives personalized attention for a profound learning experience.

Meditation Yoga Teacher Training in India

Meditation is at the heart of yoga, and our meditation yoga teacher training in India delves deep into mindfulness practices. This program is designed to help you master various meditation techniques, enhance your teaching abilities, and promote inner peace. It’s a perfect blend of theory and practice to guide your students on their journey of self-discovery.

Yoga Detox Retreat in India

Rejuvenate your mind, body, and spirit with our yoga detox retreat in India. Alakhyog’s detox retreats combine yoga, meditation, and cleansing practices to eliminate toxins and restore balance. These retreats are ideal for those looking to reset their lifestyle and experience the healing power of yoga in the serene environment of Rishikesh.

Hatha Yoga School in India

As a leading Hatha yoga school in India, Alakhyog emphasizes the traditional practices of Hatha yoga. This discipline balances the physical and mental aspects of yoga through asanas, pranayama, and meditation. Our structured programs cater to all levels, helping you build a strong foundation in Hatha yoga.

Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training in India

Awaken your inner energy with our Kundalini yoga teacher training in India. This course focuses on Kundalini practices, including kriyas, pranayama, and meditation, to unlock the dormant energy within you. Our experienced instructors guide you on this transformative journey, helping you achieve spiritual growth and higher consciousness.

Why Choose Alakhyog?

At Alakhyog, we blend traditional wisdom with modern teaching methodologies. Our serene location in Rishikesh, coupled with experienced teachers, ensures a deeply enriching experience. Whether you are pursuing yoga teacher training, a meditation course, or a detox retreat, Alakhyog provides the perfect environment for self-growth and spiritual awakening.

Discover the transformative power of yoga at Alakhyog, your trusted yoga school in India. Visit Alakhyog to explore our programs and begin your journey to wellness today!