#autistic nikki maxwell

[punkeropercyjackson]

@refrigeratedboombursts

[hikiclawd]

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realizing i never posted these anywhere but tiktok and twitter, so here!

many of these flags can be found here , but if you do need to identify a certain one, reverse image search it. ^_^ and ive had people ask me before if they can use them as profile pictures and of course you can, just credit me (@hikiclawd)

[inoriemiko]

My ultra specific autistic traits you may relate with~

PART 1

Needing someone trusted to carry conversations for me and ask questions for me in a group setting (more than 4 people).

Bright white/orange light being too loud

Mirroring Nikky Maxwell from Dork diaries so hard as a kid I litterally became her. Instances include; Getting her hair styles(I outgrew that phase tho cause the style was too tight), forcing myself to learn her 'happy sappy snoopy dance', saying 'SQUEEEE' all the time, forcing myself to start writing diaries (Which got me brutally bullied in my year 7 btw), mirroring her manner of speech, writing my diaries the exact same ways she did, mirroring the way she talked, thought, stood, etc

Not being able to sleep at night because my legs wouldnt stop shaking

Always separating every component of my food before eating and never mixing said components

Eating powder and litteral dust (3 course meal style) as a child because the smell of powder was so good I believed the taste would be better

Getting mad or distressed when someone uses my stuff the wrong way, ie the way that isn't my way

Having my first mini identity crisis before I was 4 years old

Having less than 10 real friends in each school I've been to till now and hanging out with only those friends because I couldn't seem to make new friends no matter how hard I tried. I end up idolising said friends...

Not knowing the difference between acquaintances and friends up until recently leading me to believe I had lots of friends

Having horrible stomach aches in year 11 for up to a month but the doctors telling me I was fine

My sensory overloads/overstimulations making me faint/tired/dissociative and not having outbursts like the stereotypes

Not being able to understand tones of voice or of writing

Not being able to spell for my age (I'm 19 and spell like a 10 year old)

💫Stimming 💫, by; shaking my legs, rocking, spinning and swinging (as a child), feeling of hot sand on my legs, chewing water and drinks, other common stims

Being so hyper empathetic to animals, in school and at home, I'm the designated pest control. My job is to get rid of insects/small animals because I'm the only one that can touch them without cumbusting or that's fascinated by them

Having hyperfixiations/special interests so different from my female peers it was and still is basically impossible for me to fit in or make friends. Bonus points for me cause I had absolutely no intrest in what my set girs/peers were interested in :,)...