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guy who so desperately tries to find god. who wants to have faith in a higher authority to guide him out of the hole he's in. from the weight of guilt from simply existing, as the person he is. but every time he thinks he's answered his higher calling it turns out he's made the Morally Incorrect choice and his path to goodness and holiness was the road to the devil all along
#now trusting god will give you a way out? there's your real crime!!!#guy betrayed by the protestant promise of a direct connection with god. but is also somehow. joan of arc.#see he never achieves actual martyrdom tho bc he's not allowed to stay dead lmaooo#sam somehow the most unintentionally catholic AND protestant character of all time#dean the atheist who sees religious predestination as the curse it is from the get go. framed as the narrative's Real Moral Authority#but also in the process reifying patriarchal familial power n authority. very very important Value of the Church#i don't think it's that deep. the show's attempt at critiquing christianity. but the way it reinforces christian cultural values???#'religious predestination and absolute faith in a higher authority...bad'#nice nice ok tell me more?#âso you should put your faith in family. in your patriarch (big brother)â#?????????#the thematic incoherence of it all. it's like the world's stupidest puzzle box to me. i can't leave it alone.#sam = maybe i can find god thru following my destined path. wait oh shit.#cas = maybe i can find god thru rebellion and seeking my own destiny. wait oh shit.#dean = god is fucking dead and me i also feel not so good#the âguy who so desperately wants to find god parallelâ <- me coming out as a secret sastiel fan#both of them...finding god in de-[sniper on the roof kills me in one shot]#spn bible studies#j.txt
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sequel to this eight years later. idk i was possessed????
#supernatural#sastiel#sam winchester#castiel#spn fanart#tumblr is still recommending me tags :v#ENABLER#i'm.#don't worry about it.#I'M MORE OF A DEAN/CAS GUY ANYWAY TO BE HONEST......#back in the day i had a crush on a fanfic author who was a sasitel fan and i wanted their attention and never talked to them after i got it#orz;;;#THE POINT IS I NEVER LEARNED TO DRAW DEAN OKAY#if i ever need to draw dean winchester in order to seduce someone i will learn but ONLY THEN
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Take The Long Way Home
Author:Â sidewinder | Artist:Â caught-a-dragonfly (Sarah)
Posting on Monday April 15
Two months ago, the world didnât end. But for Dean Winchester, who fully expected to sacrifice not just his life but his very soul in order to stop Amara? The celebration has been clouded by the disappearance of his best friend, Casâthe friend heâd started to realize meant more to him than heâd been willing to accept until now. The last anyoneâs seen of Castiel was when he was banished from the bunker by Toni Bevell. The Brits swear they donât have him. Neither Heaven nor Hell claim to know of his whereabouts. All of Deanâs calls, texts and prayers to the angel have gone unanswered, and Dean canât help but worry that a "Winchester win" has once again come at a terrible price. One day hope finally arrives in a lead from an unexpected if not always trustworthy ally. However finding Cas might end up being only the first step in saving himânot simply from the forces holding him captive, but from the prison of his own mind.
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As Dean approached the galley, he saw the light on there already, meaning he wasnât the only early bird up and about today. His mood brightened with a momentary spark of hopeâCas rarely slept, and when he was around the bunker, he usually enjoyed hanging around in the kitchen to read or watch cat videos and shit all night on one of their laptops. But Deanâs bubble of hope burst when he saw it was just his brother, sitting there in his sweatpants and a ratty old t-shirt, chugging a disgusting-looking green smoothie. Sam was no doubt ready to head out on his morning self-imposed torture sessionâthat is, a five-mile run looping around the bunker to Lebanon and back.
Kid seriously had to be the devilâs vessel if he found that kind of physical torment enjoyable.
âHey,â Dean grunted at his brother.
Sam looked up from his laptop at Dean and nodded. âHey. Youâre up early.â
âYou too. Couldnât sleep?â
âRarely do.â
Yeah, that was something they had in common. âAnything up?â Dean asked on his way to fill the coffeepot with water.Â
âNot really. Just restless, I guess. I found a case, maybe. Not that I was looking for one,â Sam added quickly. âBut while I was searching for any signs of Cas, or Lucifer, I came across a news story about some strange deaths in Wichita. Itâs not far from here, andââ
âIf you wanna go hunt whatever it is, go for it,â Dean cut him off. âTake mom. I know sheâs itching to get out of here and do somethinâ other than stare at our ugly mugs all day.âÂ
âDeanââ
âNo, Sam. I mean it. Until I know where Cas is, I just canât. My headâs not in the game.â A distracted hunter was a dead hunter. That was the rule their father had drilled into them as soon as they each could carry a weapon, and learn about the things that went bump in the night being real. A week ago, Dean had let Sam talk him into going on a âmilk runâ hunt to clear out a small vampire nest near Toledo and heâd nearly lost his neck thanks to not fully concentrating on the job at hand.
âOkay, I get it.â
âDo you?â Dean snapped. âCas has been missing for two months, Sam! We have no idea where he is, if he evenââ
Dean cut himself off. He couldnât say it. Not out loud.
If he even survived.
(continue reading on Ao3 on Monday April 15)
#destiel#deancas#destiel fic#deancas fic#destiel art#deancas art#pinefest 2024#pinefest previews#2024 Dean/Cas Pinefest#author: sidewinder#artist: caught-a-dragonfly (Sarah)#canon divergent#hurt!Cas#alternate season 12
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Trying to figure out if a post with the names Sam, Jack, Jo(h)n, Mary or Michael is about Supernatural, Red Dead Redemption 1/2, The Magnus Archives/Protocol or Hannibal is really a wild time
#supernatural#sam winchester#spn#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol#sam tmp#john winchester#jonathan sims#michael distortion#archangel michael#hannibal#jack crawford#jack kline#michael crew#like itâs really ambiguous until they mention another characters name like Cas Will or Martin because they all got similar themes too#Tragic queer men with authority figures that ask so much of them that they break and theyâre also doomed by the narrative#hannigram#destiel#jonmartin#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#john marston#jack marston#mary linton
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Any author recs for abby or ellie x reader? Love your stuff đ€
Thank you darling and of course!!
@bunniehrtz
@atyourmerci
@artinvain
@astralnymphh
@abigails-gf
@amourrsfics
@st4rluvrr
@littlegingerperson5
These are just of the authors I can think if right now if I remember anymore I'll add them âșïžđ
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 Carson McCullers - The Heart is a Lonely Hunter
#spn#supernatural#destiel#dean winchester#deancas#castiel#cas#destiel edit#destiel book quotes#widower arc#despair#dean studies#my last book quote post did so well#I thought I'd hit everyone with another#this is also another book rec from me#I mean a modern classic#southern gothic book written by a queer author#all about an inability to connect to others while craving love#in the backwaters of nowhere America#While also dealing with concepts like faith and nihilism#and I should also mention features disability rep and people of colour#though if you do read it be mindful of triggers#Also the quote#âNext to music#beer was best.â#is so Dean coded I...
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⊠Feral!Castiel âŠ
this is an open invitation to any artist(s) in the Supernatural fandom or otherwise, if you're so inclined, to create an art piece of this feral version of Castiel. the way this author (@loserchildhotpants on tumblr) depicts Cas in this form is so breathtaking and cosmically gorgeous, it deserves to be showcased physically.
to anyone and everyone else, if this excerpt intrigues you, i encourage you to check out this Destiel fic because it is absolutely phenomenal (as is everything that this author creates!!).
posted with permission đ
#they are my favorite destiel fanfic author <333#artists on tumblr#digital artist#digital art#castiel#destiel#deancas#dean x castiel#spn#supernatural#spn art#destiel art#destiel fanart#spn fanart#destiel fic#destiel fanfic#spn fanfic#castiel fanart#trueform!cas#emily yaps
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My view for the day, finishing chapter 9 of my wip.
Cas and Dean in the background just causally hanging out.
#supernatural#destiel#spn#dean winchester#castiel#cas x dean#castiel x dean#deancas#my wip fic#fanfic writing#writing fanfic#destiel fanfic#ao3 writer#ao3 author
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I'm working on this destiel Xmas fic. What I was not expecting was Benny to hit the scene crushing this hard on Cas OMG. I kinds feel bad this won't end in CasBenny or Destiny. At least, it wasn't supposed to?
See this is the fun thing about being a multishipper, things like this just *happen* đ
(Memo to self, maybe write an AU of this AU that's actually Cas/Benny. They deserve a cute Xmas story ) đ
#spn#destiel#cheerfulripley#cheerful shinigami#castiel#spn fanfic#fanfic writers#supernatural#deancas#destiel fanfic#destiel Christmas fic#mountain man cas author dean#benny lafitte#benny x cas
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Warm and soft skin
(You can also find this ficlet below on AO3)
Every once and a while, when Dean comes back from a bad hunt or when Cas is struggling with his brothers and sisters, they do it. Sometimes itâs just because they want to â need to â because they seek for warm, comforting and tender touches. Some other times itâs just about being, being together, being happy and being there for each other.
Today, Dean asks for it. Not for any particular reason, he just wanted to, because itâs been too long since last time in his opinion. So, he approaches Cas in the kitchen. The angel is drying the clean dishes when Dean presses himself against his back, his arms wrapped around him and his face buried into the crook of his neck.
âI need you, Cas.â Dean whispers, his lips brushing at Casâs soft skin just below his ear. And Cas understands instantly what Dean means. This has been their way to ask for it since the first day it happened. And it occurred so naturally.
Cas puts the plate and the cloth he had in his hands down on the kitchen counter and turns around. Dean lets him, barely moving away and slightly opening his arms, he closes them back around Casâs waist as soon as he faces him.
The angel kisses his lips softly as he reaches for Deanâs arms surrounding him. He disentangles them and takes Deanâs hand in his. He pulls him out of the kitchen towards Deanâs room. He opens the door and makes sure they both entered fully before closing it behind them. Â
Cas lets Deanâs hand fall from his, he knows theyâll touch again soon. Plus they need it to fully undress. Dean is naked first since Cas has a lot more layers to get rid of. He slides in the bed under the covers, waiting for Cas. The angel takes off his boxer briefs and drops them on the floor with the rest of their clothes as he walks towards the bed.
He settles next to Dean under the covers. He doesnât have the time to lie back properly that Dean is already shifting closer. Cas smiles and faces the man beside him. He gets closer too, taking Dean into his arms, feeling the warm of his soft skin against his own.
He also perceives his heartbeat against his chest. He slides one arm under Deanâs head and lets his fingers tangling with his soft little hairs at the back of his neck. He knows Dean love when his nails scrap his scalp so he starts doing it while his other arm goes for Deanâs back. He flexes it to press Deanâs body closer to his. Then his hand travels up and down the strong muscles of Deanâs back. Itâs soothing, warm and soft and this is all Dean wanted. His left arm is folded between them with his hand resting flat against Casâs bare chest, his face buried under his chin, and his right hand on Casâs hip while his thumb is stroking the soft skin there.
From time to time, Cas kisses his forehead, his hand grabs Deanâs shoulder, and presses him closer tightly, or his other hand strokes Dean's butt cheeks. There is no sexual undertone to their naked cuddles. There never was. Because this is not about that. This is about touch, skin-to-skin contact.
For Dean, itâs especially about feeling Cas there with him after losing him so many times. And for Cas, itâs about being asked and being able to do this, to see Dean this vulnerable. He is even more vulnerable that way than when they have sex. This is pure intimacy, this is one of their ways to show their love to the other. And those tender touches happen whenever one of them needs it. It can last two minutes like it can two hours. The one asking for this is the one who chooses how long he needs to feel the otherâs warm and soft skin against his own.
#destiel#deancas#castiel#dean winchester#destiel ficlet#in the bunker#established relationship#fluff#domestic fluff#comfort#no hurt#cuddles#cuddling & snuggling#kissing#forehead kisses#dean loves cas#cas loves dean#writing fanfiction#fic authors#my destiel fanfic
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Another Kind of Memory
Author: FriendofCarlotta | Artist: Aggiedoll
Posting on Wednesday March 20
Since a traumatic incident six years ago, Castiel Novakâs face has been disfigured by a scar. Heâs resigned himself to being someone people can barely stand to look at, let alone love. Except his heart doesnât seem to have gotten the message. When Dean Winchester takes over the convenience store down the street from Castielâs bookshop, Castiel falls helplessly in love with his new neighbor. To make matters worse, Castielâs sister Anna is also interested in Dean. Believing that Dean could never love him, Castiel decides to help Anna win his heart instead.
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âHey,â Dean says. âSorry, I didnât mean to startle you. Just⊠wanted to say hi.â
âOh. Hi,â Castiel says, one hand fluttering nervously down his face and across his hair in an attempt to ensure heâs looking presentable. The tips of his fingers catch on the ugly, jagged ridge of his scar, and he remembers that âpresentableâ stopped being an option six years ago. He clears his throat and arranges his face in the polite mask of a consummate customer service professional. âAnything I can help you find?â
âUm.â Dean looks uncertain now, as though itâs a question he wasnât expecting â despite the fact that itâs easily the most predictable question one could be asked in a bookshop. âI donât know. I was just gonna browse, I guess.â
This is the point in a customer interaction where Castiel would usually withdraw, because âIâm just browsingâ is universal bookstore code for âleave me the fuck alone.â But Dean doesnât give any sign of wanting to walk away. Instead, he simply hovers in front of Castielâs armchair, eyes gliding aimlessly (and somewhat helplessly) across the shelves to his right.
âWhat sort of things do you like to read?â Castiel finds himself asking, because itâs impossible not to take pity on a grown man who is capable of looking so bashfully lost.
âAnything,â Dean says. One of his hands flies to the back of his neck, rubbing at it. Thereâs something terribly endearing about the gesture â perhaps the fact that it makes him look like a boy whoâs been caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
Belatedly, it occurs to Castiel that itâs his turn to speak. His prolonged silence appears to have made Dean nervous, because heâs speaking again, a little too quickly to be altogether natural. âI know that sounds stupid. Like those people who say they like all kinds of music â which I donât, by the way, just to be clear. Big classic rock fan. Zeppelin, the Stones. Metallica too, which I guess is classic rock these days and fuck, thatâs kind of depressing. But, yeah. Anyway. Pretty much anything. Love Vonnegut and Kerouac, but Iâve read just about all their stuff. Iâll read sci-fi, horror, mysteries⊠actually, I guess I should say I read all kinds of fiction. Non-fiction kinda puts me right to sleep. My brother, Sammy, heâs a big fan though. Crazy about true crime for some reason.â Dean blows out a heavy breath. He abruptly seems to realize heâs scratching at his neck and lowers his arm back down, fingers twitching as if unsure what to do with themselves now. âYou probably didnât need to know all that, huh?â
âNo, this is helpful,â Castiel says, getting up. âIâll show you the layout of the store so you can see which shelves you might be most interested in.â
Somehow, Deanâs shyness makes him feel more at ease. When he first laid eyes on Dean, he thought someone as handsome as Dean must be a smooth and confident conversationalist. But he doesnât seem to be, and somehow, that makes it easier for Castiel to hold up his own end of the conversation.
Or maybe itâs just that Dean doesnât know how to talk to someone like Castiel. He wouldnât be the first one.
(continue reading on Ao3 on Wednesday March 20)
#destiel#deancas#destiel fic#deancas fic#destiel art#deancas art#pinefest 2024#pinefest previews#2024 Dean/Cas Pinefest#author: FriendofCarlotta#artist: Aggiedoll#Inspired by Cyrano de Bergerac#Love Letters#Misunderstandings
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In various stories, Zeus later put Ganymede in the sky as the constellation Aquarius (the "water-carrier" or "cup-carrier")
Wikipedia, Ganymede (mythology)
Dean Winchester as Ganymede (the cup-bearer)
#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#spn meta#ganymede#castiel#destiel#deancas#queer dean winchester#queer dean winchester meta#most of this is pulled from wikipedia lol#but also Dean really is a Greek myth hero because he's been interpreted by a range of people who write stories about him and like above#in some he is shown as willing while in others he is shown as not all at the discretion of the authors#this man is 'open to interpretation'#also we could imply that Cas is Zeus in this I mean... if the wing fits and he was introduced with electricity and sparks#and the fact that Dean is an AQUARIUS... like the stars are aligned bruh
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All I do is scroll through the monty tag
#on ao3 mostly#oh how it be being a ca t crow hater in this ca t crow world#no offense my favourite authors are cat crowers its just not my personal vibe#i dont even like mon twin all that much!!!#but its more bearable#i want monty to be happy so badly but with who IDK#i dont think you Need a partner to be happy but i think Monty needs one to be happy#im so picky with fics man i need to be normal#coin rambles#dead boy detectives#monty the crow
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i might or i might not be making my first ever poetry chapbook
#tips on diagraming im open for you#i wish i was a graphic designer#maybe im still on time to be a graphic designer who knows#yes doing that before the zine ca u believe it#i can#poetry#poets#chapbook#indie authors#indie poets#all poets are indie somehow#poetess#female poets#poets on tumblr#poetry book#prose poetry
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Now that the dust is starting to settle from elopement/reception/work/buying a house, I'm going on a little writing retreat to CA this weekend with my mother who is in the process of writing her first book! We've got a house in the hills and plan to write and wander for three days with no distractions. So if you've been patiently waiting for new fic/FFF updates, the wait will soon be over.
I'll also be hitting up The Ripped Bodice in LA on the afternoon of the 16th before we head to our Airbnb if anyone in the area wants to say hi. I'm planning to leave a whole half of my suitcase empty on the way there so I have plenty of space for the books I'll want to buy and bring home ;)
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My submission for day 1 âAutumnâ of Suptober24! @wigglebox
The boys go pumpkin picking. Dean spends ages looking for the perfect pumpkin, it can't just be any old squash, it has to be 'the one' and as he looks across the orange field, he eyes find a certain angel.
Castiel, always one for strays, collects all the misshapen and discoloured pumpkins and convinces the hunter to let him get them all because he's sad no one else will want them.
Also, Sam is there. Kind of, he finds an excuse to leave the field, refusing to be the third wheel of this weird eye-fucking tricycle any longer.
#suptober24#suptober#supernatural#spn#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#deancas#deancas fic#destiel fic rec#destiel fic#Destiel first kiss#spn fic rec#spn fic#fandom challenge#supernatural family#supernatural fanfiction#Dean confesss his feelings#cas x dean#destiel fanfic#castiel x dean#cas loves dean#deans love Cas#ao3 fic recs#ao3#ao3 author
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