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Person: @wintersaurora Location: Outskirts of the festival The thing is he usually really likes whatever festival Rome has to offer and so with Mercuralia being celebrated, he’d at least tried to get out of the cabin, out of the forest. Farenduil knew he couldn’t just stay there forever, he knew there were people who needed him, and yet he tried his best to take it as easy as possible on himself. He’d tuck into a booth here or there, grab a drink and then sit back and observe. It was easy enough, it wasn’t too unlike him. At least it was easy enough until he noticed a certain someone also seeking out the refuge of the outskirts of the festival, no doubt wanting some reprieve from the crowd. The worst part is that his first thought isn’t any sort of bitterness, it’s to notice how despite everything, she looks good and he’s kicking himself for it. He doesn’t say anything, he doesn’t even know if she sees him, not a first. But they do meet eyes and against his better judgement, the hand that’s not already holding a cigarette fishes his pack from the back pocket of his jeans. He’s not a prince here, he’s wearing a shirt Vinny thought was funny what feels like ages ago, a pair of Levi’s that are faded at the knees. It’s without speaking that he holds the pack out to her and any deity knows he doesn’t want to talk to her, not really, not after last time, but they’re connected through Mery, whatever is going on at court. Civility is somewhat necessary and he hates how easy it is to give into it.
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@moraypower | 🌨️🌨️🌨️
frye has no idea how lucky she is. a quick peek outside his cave -- a total whim -- might just be the only reason she'll survive through this storm. yuri doesn't know what led her to him -- maybe that wolfish transformation affected her senses, like his -- but she's clearly not going to make it much further. from what he can see (and it's not much), she looks miserable.
dammit, frye--!
he hurries back inside and reemerges with a heavy pelt, repede hot on his heels. they have to fight against the biting, harsh winds together to reach her, yuri wrapping the inkling up, snug, and repede marching close to supply body heat.
"the hell were you thinking, wandering around in a blizzard!?" he shouts over the flurry. her shaking's on a whole other level, so he doesn't want to consider what might've happened if he hadn't noticed her (there'd be a frye-shaped ice sculpture outside his door within the hour, no doubt).
he jostles her on their way back to shelter, fangs bared in a humorless smirk and a finger poking at her forehead, "c'mon, fuzzball, say something so i know everything's still working up there."
#ic#moraypower#moraypower 05#event: endless aurora#frye u better let him take care of u or he's gonna start biting!!!
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my top listened this month is literally gay gay and more gay I’m smiling so stupidly at this fact
#more gay by the day more queer by the year#I was so confused what 05 was then I rmb LINK CLICKKKKK#no. 10 is so aro coded to me but I’m just craving the representation#I’m surprised aurora ain’t on the list this month#receiptify#spotify#music#queer#mirokata posts
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Aurora Australis. 11|05|24
📷: Fujifilm GFX100S
#photography#photographers on tumblr#landscape photography#new zealand#new zealand destinations#fujifilm#long exposure photography#long exposure#fujifilmxseries#astrophotography#aurora#aurora australis#aurora borealis
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Psychedelic Psounds of Pseptember 2024
Blowing in to town like a desert wind in a late summer California heat wave, Wub-Fur presents another rocking and eclectic streaming mix of new psychedelic indie rock music for your listening pleasure. Featuring hot hits and cool tracks by Ty Segall, the Shivas, Oh Sees, King Gizzard, Mountain Movers, Black Market Karma, Causa Sui, Meatbodies, and a half dozen more bands who know why the P’s are silent.
▶︎🎶 Listen on Mixcloud –or– Apple Music
Running Time: 1 hour, 4 seconds
Tracklist
Intro: Intro by Connections (0:13)
Can't Do That (5:21) — ORB | Geelong, Australia
Nightmare Song (3:09) — The Shivas | Portland, OR
Drug City (2:52) — Oh Sees | Los Angeles, CA
Field of Vision (3:33) — King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard | Melbourne, Australia
I Hear (4:29) — Ty Segall | Los Angeles, CA
Oozer (3:33) — Black Market Karma | Dover, UK
Dusk Dwellers (5:14) — Causa Sui | Denmark
My Holy Shrine (4:06) — Mountain Movers | New Haven, CT
Daisy (3:38) — The Silk RailRoad | Portland, OR
Noche Luna (5:05) — Pez Globo | Argentina
Anthropia (6:59) — Karkara | Toulouse, France
Rescue (5:41) — The Asteroid No.4 | San Francisco, CA
Psychic Garden (4:45) — Meatbodies | Los Angeles, CA
Aurora (1:26) — Valley of the Sun | Cincinnati, OH
All tracks released in 2024 (except, if you want to get technical about it, the 13-second intro, which is from 2018).
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Aurora Grayson's outfits
♡ 01. hair | sweater | jeans | heels
♡ 02. hair | dress
♡ 03. hair | jacket | leggings | sneakers
♡ 04. hair | shirt | pants
♡ 05. hair | dress | heels
♡ 06. hair | bikini | wrap
♡ 07. hair | top |skirt
♡ 08. hair | jacket | jeans | boots
my first ever lookbook! does anyone have tips to improve picture quality?
big thank you to the cc creators! @simstrouble @tajsiwel @jius-sims @enriques4 @metens @caio-cc @serenity-cc @daylifesims @rimings @atelierlena @trillyke @vixonspixels @madameriasims4
#ts4#pslookbooks#graysonlegacy#sims 4 lookbook#sims lookbook#ts4 lookbook#the sims#sims 4#sims 4 cc#ts4 cc#sims 4 maxis match#sims 4 simblr#ts4 simblr#simblr#the sims community#sims 4 aesthetic#show us your sims
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There should be mechanisms ASMR/ambience audios where some of audio is comforting/aesthetic but some of it is typical bloody chaos. ASMR for sleeping where you're napping and cuddling with your favorite mech but the other crew members are LOUDLY murdering each other in the other room. Typical studying ambience but you can also hear most of the crew down the hall drunkenly performing songs or full albums, with the occasional shootout or something.
There's one where you're napping in Aurora's engine room with Nastya and it's actually super cozy but midway through this four hour audio is the sound of Jonny coming in causing a minor ruckus followed by Nastya silently but gorely beating him to death for disturbing nap time.
("Timestamps for anyone who needs them!!! <3
00:00:01 beginning
02:05:47 Jonny enters and starts talking
02:06:09 Nastya gets up and starts beating him to a pulp
02:12:16 Nastya gets back into bed
04:32:16 end :)" )
This is all framed as a joke but deadass if there ARE vids like this for the mechs please I'll go insane gimmie gimmie
#you could make these a series and title them all “POV You're Lyf Living on Aurora and [ ]”#the mechanisms
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Aurora Australis 11-05-2024
📍Melbourne, Vic
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ENCHANTED — 7. HOLD ON.
masterlist | next
taglist (CLOSED)!
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#nakamura kazuha x reader#le sserafim x reader#lesserafim x reader#nmixx x reader#kpop x reader#idol x reader#silantryo
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👻 "Well, being able to sleep during the whole thing probably has its advantages. We won't need to worry about anything going on outside if we can just sleep through it." Perona gave a playful shrug while laying down. "And I wouldn't eat YOU! Never you!" Unfortunately if she got so lucky that another bug came by she wasn't sure if she could make that same promise. Icky.
Feeling her oddly shaped hand being taken, she gave Kyrie's a little squeeze. Why had she chosen a frog? "Uh... Hm. I suppose I could have chosen something furrier, but that felt too normal. I didn't think many people would choose a frog. I guess I wanted to stand out a little?" It was an oddly Perona thing to say.
"Seeing as you're usually a spirit do you really dream all that much, come to think of it?" She turned her head to stare right at Kyrie's own eyes. A beautiful pair; she'd always thought that. "Assuming you don't, is there anything you'd like to dream about for a change?"
"I'm fine. Don't think I'm freezing just yet," Kyrie answered, eyes closed until they also cracked a smile at the end. "The tongue doesn't really bother me, as long as you don't decide to make me your next meal."
The chilly room was so quiet. No muffled voices or footsteps or electronic buzzing came from within or without, and lying here was relaxing in a way lying down hadn't felt for years. The last span of time they could sleep always felt at least a little threatening, even with Yaira beside them. Right now there was an emergency raging outside, but so far nothing besides the weather was trying to harm them. Their body was telling them to drift away and allow time to solve their problems for once.
"It feels like we'll be okay, but I know it's silly to just go off a feeling." Lowering their half-lidded gaze, Kyrie reached out for one of Perona's froggy hands. "Why did you decide on a frog? It suits you... in a way totally different from the bat you or the normal you. All of them are good."
#eusarca#eusarca 👻 05#event 👻 endless aurora#dst was brutal this morning but i also had to pick SOMEONE up from the airport so that didn't help asdfg (its not her fault)
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Completely overanalysing Shadow Generations: Dark Beginnings Episode 1
The opening is a deliberate parallel to the scene leading into Maria's death (images taken here from Shadow '05, although this scene is also in SA2). If you're paying attention you can immediately tell it's a fakeout, though: there's no alarm blaring, the lighting is blue rather than red, and Maria is pulling Shadow along instead of the other way around.
It's the aurora borealis. You can only see them from certain latitudes down there, but up here, we can see the whole...
Maria's a nerd.
Shadow is immediately prepared to catch Maria when she collapses.
The low gravity here only keeps your condition in remission. You should know better than to exert yourself.
This is new information I think? I don't think this makes scientific sense but I guess it provides a justification for why Maria is up here aboard the ARK beyond 'that's where the research is being done'. Only, the ARK was a space colony, there were other civilians aboard it as well, like the future GUN commander.
I can't wait for the day when we can finally return. I was created here. I don't know if there's a place for me on Earth.
I just wanted to highlight this exchange as significant to Shadow's overall character arc across his history, being one where he has carved out a place for himself on earth.
Love the way Maria comforts shadow here.
You and grandfather are doing your best. I'm just as happy to spend time with you here, while you both research-
I think this is just awkward wording, but surely Shadow isn't doing any researching?
My boyyyy
Hull breach in the experimental weapons wing! Multiple subjects are free of containment!
Multiple subjects? Given the events of Lost Impact, things are just escaping from here all the time, huh.
Here's the entries on this incident from Gerald's journal in Sonic Battle:
The higher ups are threatening to shut down this research facility. I had no choice but to hand them the Gizoid to buy more time for my research. I tried to be careful and commanded it to never absorb any dangerous technologies. However, I have heard that other researchers have been making the Gizoid absorb weapons. Apparently, the way to cause the Gizoid to form a new "Link" is to show it power that surpasses that of its former master. While this poses immense danger, I cannot risk losing Maria.
My worst fears have come true. The Gizoid has absorbed enough weaponry and technology that it has started to go out of control. The resulting rampage resulted in the destruction of most of the "Ark." ... I have deciphered the rest of the stone tablet. It says, "When the Gizoid had learned all that it could, it became a god of wrath, and all was destroyed." The researchers somehow managed to subdue the Gizoid and sealed it away.
That robot was heading towards Grandfather's lab! Shadow, you have to save him!
Why was Emerl - uh, well, I guess Project Gizoid at this point - headed directly for Gerald? If he was overloaded with power, like at the end of Sonic Battle, he should just be destroying things indiscriminately, right? So... was this a deliberate ploy by GUN to get rid of Gerald?
Maria grabbing Shadow's hand breaks the illusion briefly and triggers a trauma-induced flashback (forward?) to the GUN soldier shooting her. Compare with the actual scene from Shadow '05:
Again, why is Emerl specifically targeting Gerald here?
Not much to say about the fight scene aside from the fact that it's really well animated, and it happens with no background music to emphasize the weight of the blows being thrown. It's also really cool how Emerl copies Shadow's spin attack - you don't need to know how the Gizoid functions for that to be a cool visual, but it's a nice nod if you do.
Ok this is really confusing me. Is there any mention of GUN having a space fleet anywhere? Where did these things come from? They don't even share the same aesthetic as other GUN vehicles, they look more like the Egg Fleet.
Nice look at Shadow's Air Shoes from below the glass floor.
Next Shadow lands into Gerald's cell on Prison Island, which raises the question: why is this in Shadow's memories? Is this just his memory of the recording from SA2? Or was Shadow not put on ice until after Gerald's execution? We know it wasn't immediately after the ARK was destroyed, since he was around long enough for Gerald to alter his memories.
There is a bit of static distortion here, with an analog effect that implies it might just be the video.
On the other hand, we actually get these very brief flashes of Gerald's execution here, which we don't see in SA2 itself.
The professor gets farther and farther away from Shadow. He can no longer reach him.
Shadow then falls into a red sky, with bits of debris floating all around him, reflecting the final battle against Devil Doom in Shadow '05.
Interestingly, this scene is mixing imagery from both Gerald and Maria's deaths. The image of the GUN soldiers is the firing line that killed Gerald, and the sound of the lightning turns into automatic gunfire, as opposed to the single pistol shot that killed Maria.
Finally, Shadow falls into the giant face and outstretched hands of Black Doom.
Waking up from his nightmare in a panic, Shadow uses that damn fourth chaos emerald* to Chaos Spear this unfortunate tree.
*Okay, the fourth chaos emerald was the white one.
The moon looks so good.
Shadow stands in a field surrounded by lilies, a flower which can be used to symbolise purity as well as death, and is a flower commonly used at funerals. In particular, they are often placed on the graves of children.
That was no mere nightmare. And it all began in view of the ARK. Could he have survived? No, that can't be. I need answers.
Shadow seems to think the sight of the ARK is what triggered this nightmare. I think the only 'he' that makes sense here is Black Doom, since Gerald and Emerl are both pretty definitively dead.
Based on the trailer, I think from here Shadow is going to collect Team Dark to raid an Eggman base so they can obtain a rocket to get up to the ARK.
The song that plays over the credits is a remix of Throw it All Away. I have no idea why it shows footage of the biolizard fight, beyond "this is the Sonic Adventure 2 focused episode".
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#dark beginnings#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#emerl the gizoid#gerald robotnik
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𝐅 𝐀 𝐖 𝐍 𝐓 𝐄 𝐄 𝐓 𝐇 - CH 3 - KIDNAPPED BY ONE DIRECTION
MINORS DNI 18+ FIC
You’ve always liked the idea of having a dominant partner - BDSM was something you’ve read about, watched videos about.
Something you made Pinterest boards and aesthetic tumblr posts about when you were 18 and curious, the idea always sounded nice, but you’ve never done it in practice, not really. Sure you bought fuzzy handcuffs at a gag gift store once, but that didn’t really count.
You’re still a virgin.
You’ve always had that chronically awkward, workaholic type of vibe that made typical dating near impossible at worst and frustrating at best. Normal dating apps have proven fruitless and agitating. So poor curious little you talked yourself into making a fetlife account. You weren’t looking for true love, but at least you could get laid.
DM Request from: 10:13 PM - WebRigger2099 - “Hello, Fawn.”
College was for new experiences after all.
CW: BDSM heavy/centric fic. Safe, Sane & Consensual. Miguel is your professor, but you both don't know that. Age Gap (Y/N is 23, Miguel is mid 30's)
TAG: @slut4oscarissac23 @iamtheprincess227 @haveclayeveryday @junehasnotbeenfound @thedevaxer @bunnibitez @kodzuminx @neteyamslovrr @cl3stevu @miguels-cock-piercings @dumn-little-bunny
PART 1 - PART 2 - PART 3 - CHAPTER 1 - CHAPTER 2
8/19/24 7:05 AM - WebRigger2099 - “Look at you, little Fawn; so delicious. You make me want to hunt you down like a wolf and tear that cute outfit off of you.”
You didn’t really hear what Aurora mentioned despite your reaction - did she know Dr. O’Hara? She did have a tendency for weird nicknames. She called Taylor “TayTay'' once and you swore you’ve never seen them so mad - they’d yelled something about Taylor Swift? You think? You weren't sure - you were way more focused on the fact that your professor needed to pull you aside for… something.
Your thoughts immediately went to the worst case scenario.
Did you accidentally plagiarize one of your papers? You’d seen videos of plagiarism checkers catching lines used in obscure fanfics before, could that have happened to you? Or did you completely flunk something and he was merely giving you a heads up before dropping you from his class and alerting the dean?
You never did get the opportunity to talk. Aurora seemed intent on talking his head off, and before the older man could get a word in, she had rushed everyone out of the classroom, chittering away like a parakeet. You didn’t particularly want to have a conversation with your least-favorite professor, so you quickly told him you’d speak to him on Wednesday about it. You tried to convince yourself that you were content with being ignorant to whatever problem he had with you for the weekend.
But even when you were loaded in the back of Aurora's 2012 Subaru Forester you couldn’t get your mind off it, not fully. Not like you had a means of distraction either, you kept opening telegram and then closing it.
Because you were the tallest in the group, you always got the window seat…at least you wouldn’t have to worry about anyone in the back looking over your shoulder at your phone screen.
“Off to the shore now. I’ll make sure to take pics :3” - Fawnteeth - 8/19/24 12:05 PM [Read]
Your fingers were practically flying across the small screen as you chewed on your bottom lip. In a way it felt awkward messaging him, desperate for attention you hoped he would reply - you saw the indication he read the message instantly, but no reply came. You settled with scrolling instagram, he’d reply eventually.
He was an adult - he had a life.
Just like you.
You had a life, right?
Totally.
After a thankfully uneventful drive from NYC to Ocean Grove's beautiful beach and cozy little town. It was early enough that the beach wasn’t completely packed, blessedly, leaving plenty. You helped Kore and Taylor unpack the car, being the only one who could carry the umbrella. So you tugged it along as you saw Aurora with her girlfriend Cerice.
The two met by accident at one of the many cheap bar stands that littered the shore. She was a lifeguard and Aurora had somehow flirted herself out of getting scolded when she was caught running with two margaritas in hand.
(She may have been a short little thing but damn if Aurora could drink.)
The two were inseparable when they got together, always attached at the hip. You swore Aurora would drive the three hours there every day if she had the time. Honestly, you found yourself occasionally wishing for something like what they had - their relationship was enviable with how affectionate they were, even if it made Taylor roll her eyes sometimes with how sickeningly cute they were.
But you never really saw yourself as relationship material anyways, and besides the closest thing you had to a boyfriend was an old man that had made you cum with a bluetooth toy a couple times. You didn’t know his name, and, really, you weren’t even sure if it counted as a situationship, and he was currently leaving you on read…
(was he seriously that technologically inept? you knew he was older, but he had to know that leaving people on read was, like, insanely rude.)
As always, though, an impromptu beach day meant attempting to build a sand castle with Kore, Aurora, Babette and Cerice while Taylor acted weirdly dad-like, scoping out the beach, commenting on the tide and mumbling about sunscreen and adjusting the ‘god damn umbrella, christ’.
They had a thing about skin cancer. It was the ginger in them.
After you helped build the foundations, watching Aurora and Kore collect sticks and colorful shells in order to decorate the sandcastle which was still just its foundations. You settled down on a towel and pulled your phone out of your bag. You used your bag as a pillow, shaded under the umbrella as the day passed by.
You shouldn’t be thinking about college right now, nor what Dr. O’Hara was going to chat with you about. It didn’t matter that you had an essay due Monday and a report due Thursday. You’d get it all done the night before in a grind of glorious procrastination as you did on most assignments that required your attention for more than an hour.
You wished Web had replied. It was strange that he hadn’t; usually, he was pretty quick to get back to you, but the fact that he had left you on read was strange. Maybe you’d do something to get his attention.
You opened your phone and realized that your boobs looked great at this angle. Snapping a picture, you shot it Web’s way. He didn’t open it this time, but you could see that he had the app open before promptly closing after he got your notification.
Weird.
You ended up taking a nap listening to Aurora, Cerice and Kore chat away about the sand castle. You’d look up every so often and see Babs in the distance on her large pink colored donut floatie, and assumed Taylor was somewhere nearby.
In the end, you all walked the boardwalk, got ice cream at the little corner shop and collected seashells and sea glass. Babette found a red sea glass piece and you all freaked out at how rare it was. You all took pictures to post to your instagram stories, and Aurora made some offhand comment about her “Uncle Miggy” liking a post from a few weeks ago.
Overall, it was a huge relief to get away from the rest of your life. A tiny vacation, in a way. You kept checking Web’s messages… but again, you saw he had seen your photo but hadn’t replied.
Maybe he was busy.
After you had showered away sand and salt, moisturized and dressed in your favorite pajamas - an old t-shirt and loose sleep shorts - you pulled up the Canvas app. Nothing was due tonight, so you were good to cuddle up in your bed, pull up a movie, and relax.
For a moment, you just stared at your phone. Were you desperate enough to text Web again? After all, this wasn’t normal. He always replied or said he was busy and would get back to you. He’d typically even shoot a ‘ busy next few days’ as a warning, not just… leave you high and dry like this. .
Did you upset him? Was it something that you did? Or - maybe he had some kind of emergency in his personal life? With how old he was, surely he had family, right?
You went back and forth, if you messaged him again, that would be pretty pathetic. But everything about this situationship of yours was pretty pathetic if you thought about it for too long. He had purchased you, a girl he had just barely met, over 200 dollars in sex toys, and in exchange he had seen almost every inch of your body.
Save your face of course, you’d even gotten lazy and let him see your tattoo a couple of times, he said it was pretty, and “fitting,” whatever that meant.
You gave in and messaged him again.
“Heyy just got back home u up?” - Fawnteeth - 8/19/24 9:23 PM [Read]
You watched that message for hours, anxiously switching between Telegram, Tiktok, Instagram, and even Pinterest. You couldn’t even remember the last time you opened Pinterest, but you were desperate for anything to keep you distracted. Time seemed to crawl, and soon it was nearing 1 AM -
and he still hadn’t replied.
You told yourself you were being silly, that there had to be a perfectly reasonable explanation as to why he wasn’t responding to you. You did your best to convince yourself, but you couldn’t ignore that gnawing feeling in your gut that something was deeply wrong.
Maybe you should visit a doctor about getting you a prescription for anxiety medication…
You fell asleep waiting for his reply - the anxiety alone wasn’t enough to keep you up later than 2 AM. When you woke up and were conscious enough to register last night, you quickly scooped up your phone and scrolled through all of your notifications to find… that he had left you on read, and never replied.
It just wasn’t like him. Something was clearly wrong.
The feeling of dread returned and went straight to your stomach again. You couldn’t bring yourself to get up yet, it was only 9 AM, and you didn’t have class till noon anyways. You sunk back into the comfort of your pillows and allowed the weight of your weighted blanket to crush you. You didn’t want to distract yourself, you just wanted to lay there and wallow. So you didn’t bother with the nervous routine of checking all of your apps and allowed yourself to wonder what you did.
You opened your phone against your better judgment, reading over the last few texts you sent him.
(Did he think you were trying to get out of meeting up with him?)
“Hey, hope you’re okay. Not like you to not let me know if you’re gonna be gone.” - Fawnteeth - 8/20/24 11:53 AM [Read]
Did he find someone better than you? Prettier, smarter? Easier to get along with? Dread was where your mind went to first. You couldn’t come up with a logical explanation as to why this was happening. You knew you’d felt better once Web actually answered you, for fucks sake. But until he did it seemed that you were nothing more than a spider caught in a web of your own insecurities and anxiety, and no one had yet come to your rescue to cut you free.
Minutes turned to hours and soon the alarm you set yourself went off. 10:30, you needed to at least shower and get something in your stomach before you went to class. You couldn’t allow yourself to skip just because the internet man you’d grown attached to had decided to ghost you. You were pathetic, but you weren’t going to be that pathetic, no matter how much you really wanted to. Thankfully, all your other professors were way nicer than Dr. O’Hara.
You showered, ate oven-heated chicken nuggets with Taylor and made yourself at least somewhat presentable. You hated how much you craved Web’s attention and care - it was stupid how a man you barely knew had reduced you to this.
You looked at yourself in the mirror before heading out, you looked like shit, you knew that. Deep eyebags a clear indicator of a lack of sleep, your hair was still a bit damp from your rushed shower and you were pretty sure you hadn’t completely washed your conditioner out. It was up in a disgustingly messy bun, so it's not like it mattered anyways.
You tried to navigate the day as you typically would, aching for any shred of normalcy as a welcome distraction. You were halfway through one of your classes when you had to rush to a bathroom stall to have a silent panic attack. You were wiping your tears with the shitty paper-thin toilet paper when you decided to just head back home, consequences be damned.
On the subway back to your shared apartment, you took out your phone and sent a quick message to the group chat.
“Went home early, when all of you are back could you be as quiet as you can please? I’m sick and not feeling well :( ”
You dropped your bag on the floor and kicked your shoes off into some uncaring corner of the room. The moment your head hit the pillow and you were curled up comfortably, you were out like a light. You weren’t sure how long you were asleep, but when you checked your phone It was about 5 am. You had a few notifications, the expected feel better soon wishes from your friends, some Instagram notifications, but nothing from Telegram. You didn’t bother checking it, you knew that the Read in italics seen underneath the last message you sent would only mock you further. Your roommates had at least done what you had asked, the whole place was quiet and still. They were all probably still asleep.
You didn’t bother to shower, instead crawling back into bed and watching Supernatural. You didn’t even like Supernatural - but you watched three episodes straight and fell asleep in your sweats on your bed with the sound of Dean yelling lulling you to sleep.
Eventually, you woke up with sweat sticking to the back of your neck. You felt gross and it made you shiver. It was 11AM and you knew you had classes. You convinced yourself to take a shower, but forgot to eat. You ended up getting coffee and a bagel on the way to class.
It wasn’t a very good bagel.
But hey, you did ace your first test in calculus - take that, Dr. O’Hara. You were good at math.
You messaged Web again when you took the subway back home.
“Did I do something? I’m really getting worried.” - Fawnteeth - 8/21/24 5:28 PM [Read]
He was getting your messages, reading them clearly, and yet he was choosing at this point not to reply. You were truly getting ghosted at this point, and the realization that Web was probably not ever going to respond to you hit you like a brick to the head. You tried not to cry on the subway, you did not want to be that girl who cried on the subway over getting ghosted on Fetlife.
When you got back to your apartment, you once again shed your shoes and outdoor clothes, and crawled back into bed. You ignored everyones concerned looks and mumbled to Aurora that you were fine and just tired when she knocked on your door to check on you. You appreciated the gesture, but you did not want to talk to anyone right now, and you didn’t have the energy to deal with Aurora's animated personality at the moment.
Despite the exhaustion you felt, you couldn’t sleep. The silence of your room was deafening, and the complete lack of message notifications you were getting only made you want to cry. You let out a shaky sigh as a few stray tears dripped down your cheeks. You weren’t in public, you were in the enclosure of your own room with only a few stuffed animals as your witness. You could cry now, this was probably the best place to cry.
Yet despite how badly you wanted to, how you wanted to scream and sob and fall apart until you were a heap of sweat and snot on your bed, you couldn’t bring yourself to do anything more than shed a couple more tears. You didn’t eat dinner that night, you felt like if you tried to you’d just puke it all up.
If Web knew you weren’t eating, he’d scold you, maybe even punish you. You wished he would, punishment, no matter how painful it was and how sore it made you, was better than this. You wanted to go into your messages, confess to every skipped meal, missed shower and late bedtime, to put it all in writing in the hopes of getting some kind of reaction from him, even if he was busy. Probably busy with some new girl that he was talking to that had bigger boobs than you and a cuter pussy. He was probably telling her to write the praises and sweet words meant for you on her body.
You felt like throwing up.
You were being completely pathetic now, you knew that. But now you were too sad and too hurt to care. Maybe if you bothered him enough, you’d get some kind of response. Closure maybe? Taylor told you when you broke up with your last boyfriend that you deserved closure, so this probably wasn’t any different
“I do want to meet up, if that was a problem… I’m not trying to lead you on. Please” - Fawnteeth - 8/21/24 11:45 PM [Read]
You doomscrolled for an hour before you turned your phone off completely and went to bed.
You woke up to your alarm, feeling like shit just like the past few mornings. You forgot to shower again, and planned on skipping breakfast before Babs stopped you and pushed a protein bar into your hands. You ate it to make her happy, and it did help a little, even if you hated the peanut butter flavor.
As much as you wanted to skip class again today, you knew you couldn’t. You had Dr. O’Hara’s class today, and he would be the least understanding and sympathetic to your problems. He’d probably laugh at you and tell you to grow up. That the “real world” didn’t make accommodations to the hurt feelings of a stupid girl.
Asshole.
You walked into his classroom with Taylor on your heels, but before you even had the chance to set your bag down at your non-assigned assigned seat, Dr. O’Hara stopped you. “Stay after class. I’d like to have a word with you.” You felt tears burn in your eyes as you barely managed to whisper out a “yes sir” before you found your seat. Taylor raised an eyebrow at you, concerned, but you just shook your head, wiping your eyes and looking down at your shitty laptop’s keyboard as if it were the most interesting thing in the world.
You couldn’t remember the last time you’d cried this much.
You had completely forgotten about him wanting to talk with you. It was probably about your academics, and how you’d somehow fucked up unintentionally and ruined your life yet again. First it was your Fetlife dom that you clearly had strong feelings for, and now you were going to get kicked out of college for plagiarism. This was it! You’ve completely ruined your life and now you were going to be stuck working retail for the rest of it with horrible hours just to be able to afford to keep a roof over your head. Next all your friends were going to tell you that they hated you and are kicking you out.
You couldn’t pay attention in class, you didn’t even make a single note. Dr. O’Hara was a horrible professor, and Taylor would give you their notes anyways. You could see the way their eyes occasionally flicked to you, concern and scrutinization mingling into something that almost resembled pity.
You stayed in your spot after class had finished, with Taylor telling you to text them whenever your conversation was over so they could walk you to the Subway. They never did that - while Taylor was always protective, they seemed hesitant to actually be personal and one on one with people. God, you must’ve looked like a wreck then. Once everyone had cleared out, your professor turned to you. “Come to my office and wait outside, I’ll call for you once I’m ready to see you. This isn’t a classroom conversation.” His voice was cold - was it colder than usual? God, you felt nauseous.
You nodded, wringing your hands, and walked your way over to his office. Peeking inside the window, it seemed cold and empty, save for the man himself. There was not a single personal item or degree on the wall - it felt like a shell, really. Was this not his usual office? You tried to remember if he had office hours listed in his syllabus, you didn’t think he offered them. You sat down in the plastic chair outside the room, clutching your bag as you dug your nails into the well-worn material.
As he sat down, Dr. O’Hara mumbled your name, formal and cold, and god, it felt like he was mad at you. You practically tiptoed into the room as you shut the door behind you with shaking fragility. You were a good girl, all things considered. The only time you had ever been called into an office was to congratulate you on your scholarship. Of course, you totally squandered said scholarship by doing what your father wanted and going into nursing , but that was neither here nor there.
(Even if he was still upset with you at the new development.)
Now he’d be laughing at you - you were already failing classes. So much for success and proving him wrong. You hoped when you were older, maybe in your thirties, that you could go right up to your father and prance about his office, singing “I told you so’s” from the heavens themselves. Now your life was over, and within a week you were sure to be homeless.
You felt cold sweat on your neck, forcing you to fiddle with the tag of your zippered sweatshirt as you sat down in the plastic chair before Dr. O’Hara’s desk. You found yourself staring at your sneakers, double knotted and slightly stained.
Did you already fail? Did you fuck up your most recent assignment? Did whatever plagiarism checker he used ping a false alarm? Your mind rushed to a thousand possibilities.
Dr. O’Hara cleared his throat, causing you to jump out of your thoughts. You looked up at him. He looked… nervous? You had never been close enough to really see his features, he looked older, wide flat nose, pronounced cheekbones, dark messy hair. His dark brown eyes were staring you down.
…Was he waiting for you to speak? Did he think you knew why you were here? The silence was worse than any scolding he could give you.
You were a talker. You’d always been a talker. The amount of times that you’d been told to shut up in your life was more than you could count.
So, of course, you talked .
“I-I don’t know why I’m here. I hope it - I promise you I'm trying as hard as I can. I both work and do school full time. If it’s something with my recent assignments I- I don’t know . I’m trying. I.. I have a habit of using really big words that sometimes come up with plagiarism checkers that the college recommends you all use. It happened last semester with one of my roommates - er. They didn’t have anything to do with any of my assignments. They’re not even in the same major -”
“Slow down. You’re not in trouble,” he interrupted, eyes tired as he lifted a hand to pinch the bridge of his nose.
You paused your rambling, staring at him almost dumbfounded as you grip at your sweatshirt. “W… Why am I here?”
He looked like he was weighing something in his head as he stared at you, dark gaze thinning and lips pressing thin. With a big exhale, he let out whatever inhibitions had been holding him back.
“Does the phrase ‘Fawnteeth’ mean anything to you?” His words were blunt and emotionless, face turning to stone in an instant. You couldn’t read him, but you weren’t very good at reading faces anyway.
You felt all the color drain from your face, veins turning to ice. You were frozen, terrified, a deer in the headlights. How the fuck did your professor know about - that. You had used ‘Fawn’ as an online alias since you were a teen, yes. But Fawnteeth was something that you only used… on Fetlife. You know - where you were anonymous . You were supposed to be anonymous!
…Did someone tell him? The college board? Not even your roommates knew you used that website. You only spoke to three people on it - and even then, only one regularly. Or… you had, before Web ghosted you.
In your panic, you couldn’t put any answer together that made any sense.
“I… If anyone has sent you anything. I am so sorry- I don’t know how. Oh my god . I’m so fucked .” Your hands grabbed your face, fingers sinking into your flushed cheeks as you tried to look anywhere but your genetics professor.
“You’re not in trouble,” he reiterated, though the words seemed almost as painful as they were awkward rolling off his tongue, “I just needed to - we needed to -”
You couldn’t look him in the eyes as he spoke, so you stared at his hands.
His… oddly familiar hands.
(Despite the fact that you’d never been close enough to see his hands.)
You heard him talk, but it was like listening through water as you just stared at his hands. As you visualized the last time you saw them wrapped around - oh god.
Your eyes darted up to meet his, and he looked…concerned, brow furrowed and dark eyes wide. You tried desperately to speak, but your words caught in your throat.
His hands were Web’s hands. The same scar on his knuckle and webbing of veins that made them look out of those black and white thirst trap BDSM aesthetic tumblr posts you used to reblog on tumblr.
This was not what you had imagined when you agreed to meet up with your weird…online situationship dominant.
Distantly, you heard Dr. O’Hara - Web - say your name, still coming through your head like water, distant and muffled.
This had to be some sick joke. You trailed your hands from your cheeks to cover your ears. You swear you’re going to hurl.
Were you having a panic attack?
Probably.
You took a moment to breathe into the silence, thankful that he seemed to take the hint and stop fucking talking . You could just leave, pretend like he never.. You two never…
This had to be a sick joke. Unless he hunted down one of his future students… but… You hadn’t even signed up for his class when he messaged you. No, this had to be some horrible accident. Some horrible, horrible accident. You did NOT sign up to fuck your teacher.
Especially not… Him. Anyone but him.
Finally managing to compose yourself, you took in a shaky breath, hands dropping from your face to your lap. Forcing yourself to meet his eyes, you balked at the sight - he looked terrified . Not ten minutes ago, you would’ve found some sick joy in it, but right now…
You couldn’t find the humor.
“Web?” Your voice cracked, upset and heartbroken. What else could you say? Ask? What could you do ?
You watched Dr. O’Hara tense up, breathing through his teeth. He ripped his gaze from you and placed his hands, palm down on the table.
This could only happen to you. Only you would somehow sext your fucking teacher for months. You could never have anything easy or normal. He couldn’t have been some banker, or a stupid sexy jock librarian.
“Dios mío…,” Dr. O’Hara rumbled, voice deep and low. You watched him lean back in his chair, staring at the ceiling.
He was Web. Your horrible, awful, asshole professor that you had spent countless nights bitching about was the man you had sent pictures and videos of your whole pussy swallowing up a dildo to. This man had seen you cum before he’d seen you get an A on one of his assignments.
Oh god.
You spent a solid thirty seconds in the most painful, humiliating, awkward silence you’d ever gone through in your entire life. This was worse than when you dropped out of nursing school, when you broke your arm learning how to skate in front of all the popular girls in middle school, when you’d been turned down in front of a crowd by your middle school crush. It was worse than anything you’d ever experienced.
(You wished you had died right there.)
Unfortunately, God was not intending to strike you down right then. Maybe you could pray to Zues and he’d throw a perfectly aimed lighting bolt right between your eyes. You’d seen on Tiktok that some people prayed to the greek gods, maybe one could grant you a favor and-
Your thoughts were interrupted with the door being swung open, another one of your professors waltzed into the office like he owned the place. Professor Parker - most of his students seemed to call him Peter - burst open the door, phone in his hand held out to Dr. O’Hara.
“Oh. My. God. Miguel. You will not BELIEVE what my baby sitter just sent me.” Not even looking at you, he strode in, pajama clad and scruffy bearded. It was like you weren’t even there, and your jaw snapped shut, teeth clicking with the effort. Dr. O’Hara’s eyes widened.
“You know Mayday? My pride and joy? Your godchild? Look at her. She got cake and it's all over her little face. Hah! Babies don’t know how to eat cake. It’s so adorable…” He chuckled, waving his hand in a relaxed gesture before he noticed that you were also in here, very panicked and on the verge of crying. You… and Miguel having the worst day of his life from the look on his face.
“Uh.. Did I interrupt some-”
“ Nope ,” Dr. O’Hara said quickly, slapping both of his hands down on the desk. He turned to you, eyes wide. “I will continue this conversation with you later.”
Dr. O’Hara raised his brows as if trying to tell you to act normal . You blinked once. He said your name - all formal again. Prof. Parker leaned on his chair, still holding the phone in his direction. Eyeing you with confusion, the ganglier professor frowned, head cocking to the left. Curious.
You needed to play it cool. You wished you exploded on the spot. You’ve seen videos about spontaneous combustion before.
That would be really nice about now.
You squeaked and stood up. “O-Okay Dr. O’Hara I will see you. Next… Class. Later.” You turned on one foot and practically ran out the door.
This was not at all like the sexy TeacherxStudent college romances that you had read on wattpad in middle school. But knowing your luck, your life would turn into a version of “Kidnapped by One Direction” next - you already had the messy bun part down of being a Y/N.
But hey, at least you knew why Web ghosted you now. You kind of wished that it was a prettier, younger girl with better boobs and a cuter pussy, not this. This wasn’t the kind of closure you wanted.
So. You went to your next two classes and then promptly went home and laid down face first on your bed until you heard the phone ping. For a moment you considered not checking… but you groaned and picked up the phone. It was Web. Dr. O’Hara.
5:10 PM - WebRigger2099 - “Hey.”
“ ...Hi. ” - Fawnteeth - 5:12 PM
5:10 PM - WebRigger2099 - “I’m sorry. I didn’t know how else to approach you about this.”
“ I can imagine ” - Fawnteeth - 5:12 PM
“ please tell me for the love of god you didn’t know ” - Fawnteeth - 5:12 PM
5:12 PM - WebRigger2099 - “I only found out Monday. Your tattoo. You don’t normally have it showing.”
“ oh ” - Fawnteeth - 5:12 PM
5:13 PM - WebRigger2099 - “I didn’t mean to make you worry before, I was just trying to figure out how to respond.”
“ ghosting me was not the way to do that ” - Fawnteeth - 5:13 PM
5:13 PM - WebRigger2099 - “Would you have preferred I told you who I was over this chat? I wasn’t sure it was you. Not fully.”
“ I guess that makes sense ” - Fawnteeth - 5:13 PM
5:13 PM - WebRigger2099 - “If it wasn’t you you would have said that name doesn’t mean anything to me and I would have messaged you back right away on here.”
“ ok ” - Fawnteeth - 5:13 PM
5:13 PM - WebRigger2099 - “This wasn’t what either of us expected.”
“ sure fucking hope not ” - Fawnteeth - 5:14 PM
5:15 PM - WebRigger2099 - “I promise I did not intentionally try to woo one of my students. There’s like… 20 different colleges in NY. Thousands of students in each of them.”
“ I have the worst fucking luck on the god damn planet ” - Fawnteeth - 5:15 PM
5:15 PM - WebRigger2099 - “You’re telling me. I finally find someone that agrees to my rules and waits patiently for two months before they even meet and this happens.”
5:15 PM - WebRigger2099 - “Look, you can block me, I would honestly expect that. I’m sorry again.”
“ is this what you meant by continuing the conversation? ” - Fawnteeth - 5:15 PM
5:16 PM - WebRigger2099 - “If you want I will help you transfer out to a different class. Afterwards, we can mutually block one another.”
“ I don’t want that. ” - Fawnteeth - 5:16 PM
5:16 PM - WebRigger2099 - “Then what would you like? I want to make this right by you, the last thing I want is for you to feel like I’ve thrown you away.”
“ I’ll be honest, I’m not entirely sure what I want. ” - Fawnteeth - 5:16 PM
5:17 PM - WebRigger2099 - “That’s fine. But I’d like to speak about this again with you, in person. It’s wrong to have a conversation like this over text.”
“ I would appreciate that, please. ” - Fawnteeth - 5:17 PM
5:17 PM - WebRigger2099 - “Okay just… Somewhere private. I don’t need to be raising questions meeting up with a student outside of class.”
“ I think that’s kinda obvious. Where? I don’t want to see professor parker again. ” - Fawnteeth - 5:18 PM
5:16 PM - WebRigger2099 - “He has a bad habit of coming in at terrible times. Highland Park, tomorrow at 5pm?”
“ ok ” - Fawnteeth - 5:19 PM
You turned your phone off for the night, you saw you got another notification from Web, but you didn’t bother reading it. Maybe you should have -, at least then, he’d be the one left on read this time.
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TWST RARE PAIR WEEK: Day 2 - Reality TV AU
Ship: Kalim Al-Asim x Silver (カーリシル)
Art + Drabble
BREAKING NEWS: Kalim Al- Asim Kisses Co-Star Silver In Last Episode of "LOVE: TWISTED"
05/04/XXXX
Written By: Forager_M
LOVE:TWISTED, directed by Dire Crowley, aired March 18, 2020, is a hit reality romance drama wherein well-known figures are put against each other. The prize? The love of the show's protagonist, Yuu.
However, it seems a different romance has been brewing behind the scenes, revealing itself in the last episode of LOVE:TWISTED Season 3.
Kalim Al-Asim, known for his love of music, dancing, parties, and his fun, happy personality that brings joy to fans all over the globe, suddenly kissed fellow competitor and co-star Silver on screen during the episode's ending segment.
The kiss shocked the cast members, audience and Silver himself. Silver, who is known for his love of nature, his beautiful voice, and his awkward, serious but charming personality is notorious for his blank expressions.
Screenshots of Silver's reaction spread on social networks such as MagiCam, MyLog, and TweetTweet with hashtags: #KaliSil, #SilverLV:TWSTD, #KalimLV:TWSTD trending in Scarabia and Briar Valley for three days after. Fans have taken to making edits, memes, and art of the now iconic kiss scene.
Following the incident, there has been scrutiny of KaliSil moments in past episodes.
TweetTweet user 'YuuOwnMyHeart' posted:
#KaliSil
Episode 5 - Kalim answered Silver when asked who's the most beautiful person he knows. They're so obvious???
TweetTweet user 'Single_Twisted' posted:
#KaliSil
GUUYS THAT PART IN EP 2 WHEN SILVER AND KALIM WALK AWAY TOGETHER??? HELLO??? AND THEM LITERALLY NAPPING TOGETHER IN EP 10??? I'VE BEEN A KALISIL TRUTHER SINCE DAY 1 I KNEW IT.
Other notable moments:
Season 1, Ep 5 - Kalim putting extra food on Silver's plate during lunch.
Season 1, Ep 6 - Silver calls Kalim 'cute' in a segment where he's asked to describe other cast members.
Season 1, Ep 13 - Kalim hears Silver singing and stares at him for 5 minutes before joining in. Song: Once Upon A Dream (Orginal Artist: Aurora)
Season 2, Ep 1 - Silver gives Kalim a surprise gift for the start of the season.
Season 2, Ep 3 - Silver interrupts Kalim when Kalim and Yuu are playing with the water guns in the pool area.
Season 2, Ep 7 - Kalim asks for Silver to sing the song: A Whole New World (Original Artists: Jasmine and Aladdin) with him during the karaoke segment.
Season 2, Ep 10 - Silver bakes a special batch of thumb print strawberry jam cookies for Kalim only.
... And many more moments! Please comment your favorites below!
The cast have released their own statements or posts regarding the KaliSil kiss during interviews and on social media.
When interviewed in 'Chitchat With YUU', Yuu laughed with a knowing look.
"Silver cares deeply for Kalim... And I know Kalim treasures Silver."
Other cast members have posted on MyLog:
Idia
GGS nice rizz Kalim
Re: Riddle
... What???
Leona
Jesus fucking christ right in front of the cameras. I'll hand it to them, that takes guts.
#KaliSil
Cater
CONGRATS KALIM AND SILVER!!!! YOURE BOTH TOTES CUTE TOGETHER <3 #KaliSil
Deuce
Silver and Al-Asim-senpai kissing was really out of nowhere. I didnt expect that! But I think it was really cool!!! Good luck guys, wish u all the best #KaliSil
Malleus
Silver and I have been friends since childhood. I am so delighted and pleased to see him find joy. May love prosper and may your time together be plentiful. #KaliSil
Re: Leona
Wow it mustve been hard for you to figure out how to post. Lots of surprising things have been happening lately.
Epel
No way, you're telling me Kalim Al-Asim and Silver got someone before me thats kinda crazy bro. #KaliSil
Sebek
IT IS UNACCEPTABLE CONDUCT TO KISS IN FRONT OF THE CAMERAS IN SUCH A MANNER. SILVER APOLOGISE IMMEDIATELY.
... congratulations to your union. #KaliSil
Lilia
I'm not ready to walk my son down the aisle yet T T they grow up so fast... #KaliSil
Jamil
Congratulations on growing up and doing something yourself for once. #KaliSil
Re: Epel
Yo who hurt you.
News to come on the couples status on LOVE:TWISTED. Follow for more!
#twst#twisted wonderland#twst kalim#twst silver#silver x kalim#rare pair#twst rare pair week#kalisil#silkali
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SEASON OF FLIGHT
SEASON OF ABYSS
SEASON OF PERFORMANCE
SEASON OF SHATTERING
SEASON OF AURORA
Seasonal Banners // 01 // 02 // 03 // 04 // 05
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