#aughh I'm sick i love her

[tealgoat]

Odile looping aus my beloved

[solxamber]

SOL

KALIMS TRASH VILLAIN CHRONICLES

IM ACTUVELY GOING TO WEEP OH MY GOODNESS

it’s the way the reader is genuinely the cold Duke of the north LMFAO (I’m only slightly kidding 🤗)

I’m at a loss for words, like you mentioned how this I win particular was different from the rest and I absolutely adored it

But like can I also say this series in particular is really refreshing because each edition feels so different from the last!!! Like it’s a mix of you just nailing these characters distinct personalities but also the plot in of itself has nice differences to them that allow for a fresh and new reading experience each freaking time and just AGHHDICJAJ I love this series so so so so so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭

AND OOOOO THIS INE

THIS INE HIT PERFECTLYYYNAOSJWUWHS

Like I’m gonna be sick I’m falling too my knees in the middle of Walmart because of how recasted I am.

The corruption of mcs world being built around treachery and tragedy AND JUST KALIM WAS THE PERFECT CHARACTER TO DI PYOUR TOES IN HAVING A MORE INDIFFERENT AND “STONE” COLD MC!!!/&/9282$

Because Kalim can see this, he can make out the depravity and angst collecting within her soul but he can also see the sheer *good* the softness that is covered in a veneer of cracked and shattered armor :(((((( and something something love can indeed change you for the better AUGHH HHHH IM NEVER GONNA RECOVER THIS ONE IS SAUR GOOD BESTIE

This series is just cemented in being one of my favorite ongoing ones on tumblr like not just because it’s what exposed your account to me (jumps up and down with glee) but it’s because of how unique each one has turned out to be, you are single-handedly just stabbing me in the heart then stitching it back together with your well crafted stories 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 I’m just so excited to see what else you’ll cook up man😭😭

omg hi!!

HELPPP I just realized I subconsciously made the Mc the cold Duke of the North 😭

ahh I'm so glad you liked the tonal shift!! I love writing silly goofy reader but also I love to see strong mcs and thought kalim our sunshine boy would be best for it

I'm so *sobs*. thank you so much I'm literally clawing at my enclosure 🫶🫶

[lonestarss]

acheron for ask game

of course that's who you picked to ask me about. of course (affectionate)

my first impression

my first true impression of her was with the rondo animation because i hadn't gotten to penacony yet (was penacony even out then? my mental timeline is messy). i was immediately invested because if there's two things i love it's fucked up women and fucked up lesbians.

my impression now

SHE MAKES ME SO SICKKKK. i love her so bad. they managed to make a type of character i'm usually not into (the mysterious super powerful one) into something really fun.

favorite thing about that character

i love when her amnesia/forgetfulness slips away for a moment to reveal something much darker. and i love how she's mostly unaware/unknowing of these moments.

least favorite thing

if i'm being fully honest it's her design...... i just don't fuck with it, it could've been so much better. burn the booty shorts and give them to gallagher i mean what

favorite line/scene

when she sends aventurine into the black hole of nihility OUGHHHHH like sorry to be basic but IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD HER DYNAMIC WITH AVENTURINE MAKES ME SICK. also the twisted fucking sickle path portions of the rondo trailer purely based on their aesthetics. they're so well animated i'm still obsessed with them.

favorite interaction that character has with another

as seen above, her conversation with aventurine in the black hole of nihility fucks me UP. her being this avatar of nihilism telling him that there's more to life than just waiting to die AUGHH

a character that I wish that character would interact with more

acheron should've talked more with gallagher imo. idk why, i just think they'd bounce off each other well.

another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character

uhhh no one in particular comes to mind?

a headcanon about that character

she'll often mindlessly dig her nails into things, causing them to tear or break. it's an unconscious urge.

a song that reminds of that character

skip, i have no idea as of rn, but i'd be happy to get suggestions.

an unpopular opinion about that character

people should stop giving exclusively ratio credit for helping save aventurine when acheron was just as involved if not more so.

favorite picture

this emote is so goddamn cute.

[lovelybunnigum]

chat holy fuck I just saw a luci redesign and they were like they thought luci was a lamb in heaven and transformed into a goat in hell and HOLY FUCK I thought the same thing but like I cant decide if I want him to be more snakelike or goatlike, maybe I could do both but might be a lil crowded in the design MAN

hes still chunky and ginger though y'all could never make me give that up

also I'm redoing charlies design, still a goat-doll girliepop urrm, making her more visibly plus sized, I'm thinking Lilith made the design for her, Lucifer crafted her and then together they gave her life have no idea what I'll do for Lilith um all I got right now is probably making her darker skinned because the first humans like realistically should have dark skin iirc i gave luci wing-ears recently but I think I'm taking those back he looks like a FISH,,, I'm thinking I'll give those to the seraphim sisters im very inspired by s0kki on twitters art and his angels have that and honestly that is SO FIRE GOODBYE AUGHH chat go check out his art NOW https://x.com/s0kkix/media

love his stuff

urm also having trouble with alastors design I wanted to make him monochrome cause I thought that was sick im deleting the old Al post he looks so fugly tf HELP

maybe he could turn monochrome in demon form, but I was also thinking in demon form his head turns into a deer skull he turns more into a big creepy deer but I'm afraid it'll be too similar to the native american legend and I don't think I'm supposed to reference that which I'm not trying to is al just cooked as a character yall gimme your thoughts I'm struggling so bad,,, also I was supposed to do vaggie/vitia and I think I have something good cooking so far, idk if I want to give her another set of arms to be more moth like or maybe they're retractable and they come out in full demon/fallen angel form, whatever you even call that AUGH

[village-for-rambles]

OKAY. Warning guys. EXTENSIVE RAMBLING UNDER THE CUT we're doing performance thoughts and favorite lyrics. I realize I could put my thoughts on lyrics but that might be for another day this is twelve songs we're talking about

She Wants Me (To Be Loved) - Obviously obsessed with this one this is the first song that got me suuuper into The Happy Fits AND the first one I heard recorded this way. Got to see that electric Cello in action and it ROCKKKKED I was SO pumped GREAT start loved that you could hear everyone it was sosososo silly. Actually got to see everyone's faces. I am in love with this band.

And in the morning / the sun will rise / and I'll wake up / and she won't be mine

I'll say no kiddin' / while you wish I didn't / but maybe this time will be different for me

Guhhhhjhhgjhh

Mary - First time hearing this song ever and I LOOOOOOVE IT. Luke's voice is so much fun and this song generally just rocked it's one of my favorites in the entire playlist I keep coming back to it all the solos slam and Calvin was having SO MUCH FUN on the Cello I think you can see that everyone was just really into it and I love it so much ughhhh guhhhh aughh you can see how distinct everyone's body language is there's just so much personality and Also. Can you feel Mary's lovin little lamb. Kill me

Mary's an animal / as sick as they come

She'll fill you with loving / and drink out your blood / She's trying to kill me!!!

Stop running / and fuel the disease / don't use her and you'll always need

This one just was a banger lyrically in general. Ugh guh agh oguh.

Hold Me Down - Everyone was so happy playing this one it was so much fun this song was MEANT just DESTINED for the acoustics of that room the way that they echo during the chorus is soooooo HRHRHRFFRFRFFRRGG also Luke got to sing again which I really enjoyed he's fun I love how bouncy everyone is and I looooove the lighting. I am a SUCKER for this chorus I'm here my love WITH THE RESONANCE ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEEE I also LOVE Calvin's vocals when he gets really deep it's so silly

I never cared for fancy art / or poetry and old guitars / but they always sing along

I've been talking to myself / on some Icarus spell / but it got better when you didn't go

Just get me OUT OF HERRRE

Cold Turkey - Have to be honest I hate the way Calvin says Turkey it's actually like startling to me so I don't really listen to this song but I do loooove it also they're super silly here. Very intent eye contact with the camera when Calvin is on piano and I love how everyone else plays around while Raina and him do instrumental I LOVE seeing bands interact with eachother in a playful manner it's so much fun,, I love the piano and the vocals a lot again the acoustics in this room are so perfect,,, maybe you'll call before it's too late UFGUUUHHHH

It's gonna take some time / and space, honey / so when you go / leave me ALOOOOOONE

I must / confess / life without you is such a mess / I hope / it shows

Heaven is closing fast on my fate / maybe you'll CALL / BEFORE IT'S TOO LAATE

Go Dumb - This song is just like me for real and I love how much fun everyone has with the lyrics I love Raina's backup vocals and I love how everyone rocks along just OUGHHHH THEY'RE HAVING SUCH A GOOD TIME and again the gang vocals KILL IT forever and ever,,, they're so silly. Love the Cello here also

I can slug the sleaze (like a rambling runt) / my weak hands and knees (got me banned to my bum) <- WHAT are these lyrics about. Nobody knows. It's so funny

I found a way to kill a deadbeat / I can rise with the tide / but when I go to the top / I need more / I need more / just to make this poor man GOOO

Live footage of me guys

Heart Of A Dancer - HANDS DOWN FAVORITE SONG ON THIS PLAYLIST I love Heart Of A Dancer all on its own but this one was soooooo gorgeous and fun I love the pace and the clashing of instruments it scratches a very specific itch in my brain,, I love Calvin's intonation and how sometimes he gets so into his instrument that he tapers off a little like EXACTLY that is EXACTLY what this song is about. How everyone interacts with the camera and how Calvin interacts with the microphone and Luke's faces the whole time and how Nicole DESTROYYYYYYYYYS HER SOLO and Calvin drops off screen and does silly little things during the instrumental just AUGHFGFGRGRHRHRYGGG banging my head frothing at the mouth it's my FAVORITE. It's my favorite. Everybody's smiling the whole time and I love that they're caught off guard by his count off at the end and how he just ditches the bow. That's what this song is FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I could write a whole post just about Heart Of A Dancer

Lucifer / he came to me / he said "take this bass guitar kid" / then you'll be free / it's true!!

They were callin' out / my name / but I could not be found / I was fallin in / the flames / to such a lovely sound

Loooove the religious references by the way it's so silly

Moving - I loooove how legato everything is it just flows right in and is such a stark trabsition from Heart Of A Dancer but I enjoy it I loooooove the Moving instrumental but I love the way Calvin's voice shakes in this recording it is sososososo good so silly and the gang vocals here are once again bordering on divine. Ouuuuuuh how he just about breaks into laughter in the bridge and how he bounces this whole song is so silly and I liked Nicole a lot as well,, obsessed with the Cello as per usual. Love that everyone's a little bit sleepy but still grinning and I like the fact that they got higher at the end as opposed to the usual drop sooo much fun

Don't you make my heart beat faster / don't you make me mad / doctor call the undertaker / THIS one MIGHT be BAD!!!

You could just stay here / stay here for days dear / watchin' the sunset / over the new year

So Alright, Cool, Whatever - this is either the first or second song I've ever heard from The Happy Fits because I think it might've went Dirty Imbecile, this song, and then She Wants Me (To Be Loved) so I will forever be obsessed with this one I ALMOST FORGOT TO TALK ABOUT IT if I ever mention The Happy Fits albums and don't talk about So Alright, Cool, Whatever that iz NOT me. Kill that thing. I love how Nicole takes this one over and I love how small Calvin gets all of these other videos he's so obnoxious and animated and I think it's visible that this song is pretty personal to him in some way I loooove his voice here and Nicole's drawl is definitely a lot of fun and makes the lyrics a lot more prominent!!!! I loooove this version and I love the exaggeration of phrasing

It's not like I've got / something Grand / to say to you / like YOU'LL be / the only ever ONE / like the only ever one(s) who came before

HOW could I ever be so DUMB / to believe I'd be the ONE you would ADORRE

I love how desperate this song ends up being by the way. Narrator is NOT beating the I Care allegations. Very fun to apply to characters

I'll Be Somewhere - this is the one song in this playlist I don't have many feelings about,,,, it iz very nice and I like how it vaguely resembles Little One and Luke's first verse is fun and Calvin on the piano is nice. Ummm I really like the guitar at the beginning that rocks. But I think the interest fades after the first 45 seconds for me personally. I do like several aspects of it but I wouldn't listen to it daily

Tell me a secret / maybe I'll tell you mine / I've got a feeling / somethin' just ain't right

I don't wanna start / any place away from you

No Instructions - THE autism song for me. No instructions. I'm freaking out. Definitely the song I'm most animated with the long phrases give me a lot of room to be expressive and there's something about the intonation that's so paralyzing like you HAVE to do SOMETHING about it or you'll explode you know. Calvin's voice here is a lot of fun generally and I like how Luke messes with the camera and Nicole and Raina ROCK with their vocals here. I too am anxious about confrontation and navigating the social landscape and just want to go to bed. Thank you

I'll take the blame / for not being alright / but something should change / if all we do is fight

Oh, I / have no idea / I've got no instructions / I'm freakin' out!!

I just wanna go to sleep again / dream about a time when we were friends / I just wanna go to sleep and then / maybe we'll forget and start again

Do Your Worst - I'm going to be honest I can gage like three lyrics of this song but I know the guitar ROCKS thank you Nicole and I know the melody is super super nice and I love the transitions from intense to casual it vaguely reminds me of a Western soundtrack even thought that is not even remotely what it is. I have to move on because I am not actually aware of any of the words that are said besides 'Do your worst' and 'I thought you wanted this'(???)

Little One - I LOOOOOOOVE Little One it reminds me of Little One by Highly Suspect which is one of the songs that makes me NAUSEOUS with nostalgia jesus christ. Makes me cry just a little bit. Kind of grassy to me I could run around in a field to any version of this song. Also vaguely similar to Hold Me Down which is one of my favorites . LOVE THE CELLO I think that's the thing that makes me so emotional it's so strong and I am as per usual obsessed. Somebody save me. The general sentiment about belonging also hurts really bad. I think this was a really really good one to end with because everyone's so visibly relaxing into it and you can see that yhey're tired but they're still having fun and I think that's definitely what this song is about. Can you tell this was also one of my favorites

Little One / We're alone on the face of the earth / we're just floating in space / with the millions like us dear / you belong.

Growin' up feels like free fallin'

There's a place / in the sky / said to have all that we need / that emotional right / to belong.

PHEWWWWWWWW this was. A LOT more than a few minutes. But collectively here are my thoughts. Love love love this playlist I love you Happy Fits guh ugh ugh s

VILLE VILLE VILLE THE PLAYLIST HERE YOU GOOOO

PHIO I LOVE YOU THERE IS NOTHING THERE. YOU DID NOT GIVE ME ANYTHING. I APPRECIATE IT

[fertilize-my-eggs]

Dark one with hawks where he gets drunk and get yandere with reader and just starts ramming her in public

" My sweet y/n, you're not leaving. " yandere! Hawks x chubby fem! Reader non-con smut

Author: more hawks being yandere, I feel like He's would do this and no one would help reader out coz ya know how society is.. anyway enjoy!

Warings: breeding, yandere! Hawks, public sex, non-con, creepy! Hawks, navie! reader, choking, daddy kink, no prepping at all.

You're getting tipsy with keigo at public bar. There wasn't a lot of people but you were giggle at his dumb jokes or make friendly talk nothing wrong... Right?

Keigo couldn't stop staring at you, undress you with his lustful eyes, He's would put his hand on your pump thigh and you always brush his hand away beacuse you and him are friends.. Oohh such a naive girl, keigo put his hand back again and slowly making his way under your tight dress, you grab his wrist." Keigo.. Not in here, we're in public." You hiccup, you were tipsy but not heavy drunk like him, He's had huge smirk." I don't care, I want you y/n." You can't tell if He's joking or not but you went to get up and begin to leave." Alright I think I'm gonna-.." Keigo grabs your wrist very possessively." My sweet y/n, you're not leaving. " you were pull back toward him as Keigo started to kiss and biting your neck leaving behind hickeys in their wake." Please.. Let's me go." You whine out, you try to push him away but He's a lot stronger then you are. You and him were in the very back booth where no one will notice or too busy drinking. He's whisper in your ear." Daddy will make it all feel better, sweet little dove. "

You started to fight back, scratch his arms and push him away but He's grab both your hands pinned it down, He's used his one hand to remove your panties and putting it in his pocket." Daddy will save those for later right now I wanna feel your sweet tight pussy." You shake your head, you didn't want this or have people record this to have everyone see what's number two hero really done, it's will ruined his representation." Keigo, Please we're can-t.." He's was removing his pants, ignoring your pleased.

His thick cock spring out and you look away." Gonna m-make you mine princess." He's slammed his hips toward yours, you cry out in pain but Keigo cover your mouth, He's was thrusting in and out of your cunt at inhuman speed.

You feel tear coming down and your frightened eyes watch his eyes. It's was love sick possession." Mine.. Mine mine-.. Aughh fuck this pussy is MINE!" He's shout out that's last part, you're look to the side to see some people who's weren't drunk watching this happening. You saw a man in the booth beating his meat while someone was recording you getting rape in public.

Keigo remove the hands to grab your neck, your hands gridded his wrist. There was gagging and wheezing but it's was getting harder to hear by the loud music.

Keigo was groaing, growls and his wings open wide as He's flapped his wings excitedly, there was loud skin slapping skin. His heavy balls was smacking your jiggly ass everytime He's thrusting harder and faster.

" ready to be my cumdump? Have your sweet pussy being fill by daddy? " you shake your head no since you couldn't make noise by his iron grip.

" mhmm too bad-.. Aughh fuck-! Gonna breed this little pussy until you're really pregnant by me." You made a choke-like sobs and you were force to orgasm, your pussy was fluttering around his cock and that's was his last straw, He's pull back to rammed in your pussy one last time until He's shot his load into your womb, your cunt was milking him for his worth as you sobs out.

Keigo remove his hands and caress your face.

" don't worry baby, you will love me sooner or later. "