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#augh. it's just so terrible
le-velo-pour-dru · 1 year
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I'm genuinely so concerned about the fact that I don't have motivation for my creative hobbies anymore ._. I don't know what happened, and I don't know how to get back into them, and it freaks me out
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canisalbus · 13 days
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Not my husband showing me a screenshot of your art and claiming that it looked like something I would gush over and me of course having to prove him wrong going psh nah intensely ignoring that I've had your blog marked to get notifications as well as bookmarked way back when we were only boyfriends in college. I really love your art btw, it's been wonderful watching your style evolve and your talent grow over the years. Also, Beau if you're reading this you're still wrong.
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bxsmxx · 2 months
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we moved on from this way too fast he makes me so sad he makes me so miserable
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moe-broey · 8 months
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HEARTBREAKING
Worst Dad You Know Has an Extremely Endearing (Now) Reoccurring Character Trait
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For further context: this whole FB involved Sharena and Henriette seeking out lockpickers in the Order of Heroes to open this VERY SECURELY locked box from Gustav's room that took Tina's special staff to finally crack open (or rather -- "steal" the contents out of. No one could actually break the lock!)
And the first instance of this!
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It makes me wonder if he saved anything related to Sharena..........
#fire emblem#feh#man. henriette's sad portrait w 'yes. he must have' carries so much bittersweet grief. augh#when it comes to sharena idk if i would be more angry if he did save something or if he didn't. i'm almost leaning towards the first though#like. idk if i can even word it but it fucking sucks when you have family that 'loves' you and they do actually genuinely love you#but they just. do it wrong. and fail you severely in the process. you think to yourself it would have been easier actually#if they had simply never loved you at all. or if they were upfront and told you they don't love you anymore.#at least then you can be as vindictive as you want and hold a grudge forever and be completely justified#but extremely begrudgingly this DOES make gustav a compelling character. in so many ways#you can see where it all went wrong. you can see henriette sees something in him that no one else can. and she's not crazy for it#she was probably there. she probably saw it all happen. she knows him w a level of intimacy no one else does.#and now you see these little humanizing traits. he loved his son. he loved his partner and wife.#juries still out on his daughter.#but you get what i'm saying right? it's terribly tragic. it's painful.#man.#i'm still gustav's number one hater though. just so we're clear.#AUGH IT'S JUST. THE PLAYFULNESS OF IT. IS ACTUALLY SO PAINFUL. LOOKING AT EVERYTHING WE KNOW#they had a rock competition........ to find the roundest rock.......... and she won....... and he saved the rock she found......#THAT'S. AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#you cannot fucking IMAGINE gustav doing that. and yet. in another time. he did. and that's who henriette fell in love with#and that's who herniette still sees. and she's not fucking wrong for it. not entirely. he still has that fucking rock.#dude i'm gonna be sick.#fe gustav#fe henriette#sharena#fe tina#fe alfonse#he's. mentioned. might as well tag him LMFAO
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impossible-rat-babies · 2 months
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okay gamers I think we’re back in the pits bc I fell asleep putting together a DT timeline for eyrie and estinien
#it’s up in the air rn I could change my mind#I was reading old fic and. yeah. yeah#their whole like. thing in radz at han before eyrie returns to sharlayan and meets wuk lamat#the whole could it work out if things had been different#if they were both different people. but maybe they never would have fallen in love#the horrid thing is that Estinien is terribly in love w eyrie still#all through DT it’s like. he still loves them so so much#time makes the heart fonder but he was already so fond#and eyrie is too. seeing Estinien in the throne room was just like a punch to the gut#of how much they did miss him#and they catch him afterwards before he leaves#they spend an evening together out in tural#augh they’re eating my brain#I do think in post-DT they are approaching being together again#eyrie set aside a lot of stuff in DT#it wasn’t easy that’s for sure but it’s different compared to ShB and EW#in a way it’s like how their time in the firmament finally let them put haurchefant to rest#the way the yok huy see death lets them….come to terms with the grief and loss of hydaelyn#they spend a lot of time with the yok huy after DT#we’re talking weeks of time being a recluse in the mountains#they glue a lot of journal pages into these wide drawing spaces#and they make large paintings akin to the yok huy murals#one for venat. for themis. for their dearest ardbert#there’s an unfinished one for Hermes and Zenos#they healed a lot in DT#oc: eyrie kisne#dawntrail spoilers#endwalker spoilers#I’m messy and I’m gonna work on my timeline now
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soundsofastar · 6 months
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rant ab the tech industry in the tags read if u want
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murple · 2 years
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I'm thinking about love in malevolent
Arthur and John love each other. Obviously. And that's what makes them so powerful. It's how they've survived this far. Exactly how Arthur says in ep 30.
But at the same time, it's what led to the events of ep 20. they didn't want the king to win, but the fear wasnt about the king getting more powerful, it was about losing each other.
And then there's all the examples of people clinging to or becoming horrific things because they remind them of their loved ones. Kellan and the vanguard. The widow on the island. The wraith, even. If popular theories are correct, Marie and whatever's in that secret room.
(I'm not getting into Larson and his family. I don't think he ever loved them. If he did, he would never have done that)
I don't fully know what I'm getting at here. Love is powerful, I guess. With the capacity to cause great and/or terrible things. It's such a human thing.
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celestebee0412 · 9 months
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Started pd recently, I love Ashe sm so here is some sketches
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altschmerzes · 1 year
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🌹two aces?
yessssss so here's another clip from loneliness into loneliness, the queerplatonic two aces fic, from a bit later in the same scene as the previous clip, actually. it's a bit long so most of it is under the cut!
Dani’s still watching him with curious, attentive eyes, and doesn’t look like he hates what he’s hearing. What Jamie is saying doesn’t seem to be making him want to get up and run, or shut the conversation down, or… Or anything else, really. He’s just listening, waiting for what’s coming next. This is just encouraging enough that Jamie goes on in a sudden rush, the words nearly tripping over each other on the way out.
“I mean, only if you think you’re interested in that sort of thing, I just- the way things have been since I came to stay here is like- I think this is the happiest I’ve ever been, in a weird sort of way.” It feels like something Jamie wasn’t supposed to admit, even though it’s true. He heaves a short, hard breath and knots his fingers together, hoping he’s making at least some kind of sense. “Here, with you. Living with you, being with you all the time, doing, just. Doing life together with you. Sleeping with you-” Jamie cringes at the way it sounds, and says, “I mean, not like, I mean- you know what I mean.” When he risks a quick glance over, Dani is smiling at him, faint amusement in his eyes. “Yes, I do,” he says, and the mirth in his voice is light but unmistakable. It’s enough that Jamie’s shoulders lose an ounce of the tension that’s been ratcheting up the longer he’s been trying to explain, and he’s able to go on. “Right. Right, and, look, I just - I don’t want to give that up, I guess?” Jamie is surprised and horrified to discover that he’s having a bit of trouble breathing. His chest feels tight and his eyes are a bit hot. He clears his throat before he goes on just to be sure that his voice won’t crack or anything equally as horrific. The explanation is already coming out in this faintly shaky, too-quick ramble, and he’s sure he sounds mental. He doesn’t need to add ‘about to cry’ to that. “I’d just… I want to keep this. The way things are, with us, and I just- I want it to be on purpose. I want to take care of you, and to-” The sentence stops. Jamie bites his lip and waves a hand, looking at the carpet and not at Dani, then forces himself to finish, “To let you take care of me, too. It’s just an idea, we don’t have to- I can just go and everything can go back to normal but I wanted to say something just in case… In case maybe you might want that too.”
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ratthumbsup · 6 months
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in many ways starting a new job is the it's so over/we're so back meme.
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asyipyip · 9 months
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jesus christ episode 5 of arcane was so fucking good
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catboynutsack · 2 months
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Seeing the dumbest opinions on a piece of media you're obsessed with and just thinking. Did we experience the same thing. Because the Main Villain was not, in fact, someone who was used as a plot device to move the story forward. The villain was, in fact, the Circumstances that the characters were put into. Like the classic Man Vs. Circumstances thing. When the game needed you to fight someone it was Circumstances Personified. I could write a whole essay on why this person is wrong but like. I don't think they even paid attention to the game outside of their blorbo.
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piplupod · 10 months
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calculating how much crocheting i have to do before christmas and it slowly but steadily dawns on me how fucked i am
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today was so full of hope for me. life is okay sometimes
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aberooski · 1 year
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omg. a jaden castles crumbling edit is all i've been able to think about since july 7!!! i don't have tik tok but i have to go find this
SAME ANON!
The first thing I thought about when I heard the song the first time was "this is so Jaden coded 😭" and I haven't been able to put it out of my mind! The bridge in particular has been haunting me in a certain kinda way ever since.
And you're in luck, my anon friend! I saved the file so I can provide!
The idea of course being that the bridge in particular always stood out to me as Jaden coded because of the duel with Brron in season 3 and the um......events that transpire....
This is probably one of the most upsetting edits I've ever made imo, this duel was the first time GX made me actually cry the first time I watched the show. This whole season is so emotionally draining honestly but this shit man 🥲
This was the moment Jaden's castle came crumbling down.
#augh this whole episode man 😭 this whole arc 😭 castles crumbling is sooooooo jaden coded 😭😭😭😭#anyways I hope you like it anon! 🙂#and fr especially the way that the squad's emptions were being amplified and exacerbated by the runes which caused them to really go at jay-#-like that just makes it all so much more upsetting somehow#because I mean they were all well within their rights to be upset with jaden for what was going on and how he-#-had been handling everything thus far not really taking them into account as far as it seemed to them#and jaden was just trying to protect everyone but was also so laser focused on finding jesse he did just kinda brush everybody off#and wasn't listening to their imput and how they were trying to help but also be smart about things and he was just rushing into things#and poor sy didn't even have the full context of what was going on during that duel so it really looked to him and jim and axel-#-that jay was more the cause of everyone dying than he actually was. which then the turmoil sy feels seeing his friends killed-#-seemingly because of jaden and the ~doubt~ he feels that's making him so conflicted is only being exacerbated and amplified by....#say it with me folks! the wicked rune!#augh it's just a terrible situation all around 😭#but this was the moment where jaden's castle came crumbling down.#yugioh#yugioh gx#jaden yuki#alexis rhodes#atticus rhodes#tyranno hassleberry#chazz princeton#syrus truesdale#aberooski asks#answered
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chiropteracupola · 1 year
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Spring's a girl from the streets at night...
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