#aufictive

[fictionkinfessions]

This goes out to all the non-canon fictives and kin folk out there.

Even if it doesn’t feel like it, you are loved and missed. People remember you somewhere out there.

I had a non-canon daughter and I miss her with all my heart.

All of you out there with non-canon friends and family; your loved ones love you and miss you just as much as you do them. Don’t forget that <3

🐸

[the-kinfesssional]

[Paraluxx Nebula: 🤍]

Shoutouts to horses, got to be the best thing ever!

*Nervously stares at my in-source "horse" (Actually a unicorn) that killed a lot of people*

~ 🤍 [Judgement, A Duality! AU fictive]

Horses are silly though

[fictive-confessions]

I'm not doing good, my source is a disgusting au comic we found and read on our Twitter page and I hate it :(

a lot of people in our system are somewhat disgusted by my existence because of the comic too i think

i miss my friend though..

-hellspawn (au fictive)

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[fatsnans]

so uh hi 

this is my first post on this idotic blog

so hey :))))))))))

soo these two skeletons are dedicated to 2 ppl lol

llama sans-https://www.wattpad.com/user/OneLazyLlama

au sans-https://www.wattpad.com/user/aufictions

their being shipped and i really love it lol

welp yeah thats it ig.

[fictionkinfessions]

worlds most canon divergent fictive finds a fic that actually lines up with his memories. love wins

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[fictionkinfessions]

if we had a nickel for every trans girl in our system who was a fictive of an Allegedly Cis Man with a southern accent, a kill count, a canon death that they didn’t experience, and a blue left eye and no right eye, we would have two nickels. which is a Fascinating fuckin coincidence.

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i am not coping well with my source suddenly getting a burst of popularity. probably because its an au that my system worked on, that i then took over working on when i split. and now its just. my dash is covered in it. my mutuals keep talking about it. i don't like it. i want to take a break from it but how would i ever justify wanting to stop. its not like i've told anyone who i am

also. its the thing that gets us attention. its the only reason we have online friends

i spent all this time writing because i wanted people to See what happened. and now they do. and i hate it

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[fictionkinfessions]

As a fictive of Jay Merrick... In specific, a Jay Merrick from a Vampire AU

(in which I am an energy vampire in an alternate ending... *the ending my source is.* and I have, quite literally MANY, many eyes all over my face and also IN my skull as confirmed by my AUs creator...)

I cannot explain how WRONG this skin feels...

I can feel my eyes beneath our body's surface. They WANT to see, they WANT to feel, they WANT to be free.

This flesh is wrong.

This body is wrong.

This flavor is wrong.

I am not meant to be feeding on human things like this, I am not meant to be eating, actually EATING. I should be feeding off of the emotions of these unsuspecting people again. I should be absorbing their pain, their fear, their sorrow, their EVERYTHING...

I can still feel and taste them, like a starving man right in front of a plate of fresh food, yet with a bound mouth, I cannot taste it.

I AM the starving...

These people we are near give off so many strong emotions... they're so tangible... it makes my stomach growl. My hunger is passing the barrier of our body's ability to feed it.

This body is wrong.

It will never be correct.

There is nothing I can do to be free of it.

I will be starved until we all meet our ends.

Only in our own headspace I am able to feed, and that never feels like enough... I do not have my Alex... I do not have a supply of people that I can leech from... I can only snack.

I will never be full or fed truly, ever again.

On the bright side... even without my eyes exposed, even without them here, I am much more perceptive than the others. Much more aware of our space, and the space around it.

I know it is thanks to the eyes I want to tear out of this flesh... and I am grateful for it.

I will restrain, for everyone's sake. But I can't help but want to brutalize this skin to let the feeling of my eyes free. It's getting suffocating...

– a Jay Merrick [Marble Hornets, Vampire AU] fictive 📷👁

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[fictionkinfessions]

First time in here, whaddup!! I'm a Wade fict and I'm here to tell you about my canon divergence (hey don't leave yet)

Well for starters, i was born a mutant! That's right, kept my handsome face. Recently saw a pretty rad representation of how I look internally.. in Poolverine videos..

Win win!

My power was a lil' different, I'd keep the scars from fights (have a mark riiight in the middle of my forehead from the sheer amount of times I've been shot there!!) but I like to think it just adds to my Swag Factor ™

Uhhhh passionately queer for Logan, that's my babygirl. That's basically canon tho LMAO

That's all I got rn guys...

-sexiest man of the year (Wade Wilson)

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Sometimes both me and Bill feel really bad for our kinda-partner-but-also-best-friend (I don't know?? Think of it as a QPR if necessary, but we haven't labeled it yet and hopefully never will have to..) because both of us really miss our respective source partners... And then we remember that it's also a system. And that it fully understands us. Anyway, it probably won't see this, but thank you to our BELOVED best friend for letting both of me and Bill be insane about Stanley and Stanford, and being equally as insane -TAD STRANGE (Fictive) (#🟪🌂)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Quinlan Vos earned the name “Trashmaster” and an honorary position among the guard. This of course led to multiple of our vod’e being trained to gaslight natborns into believing that there was, in fact, a Riot Trooper named ‘Trashmaster’ who exclusively patrolled the lower levels and had horrible luck when it came to ending up in dumpsters.

After all… no one wanted to get in trouble for talking to a jetii. It was easier to teach them how to have a good sabaac face and keep their tones even.

It was a Guard Secret, but… eh. There’s no harm in sharing this one, I think.

-Marcher

[fictive, Clone Wars. noncanon]

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[fictionkinfessions]

Dipper and Mabel would like to remind you that they don't blame each other nor either of their grunkles for what happened that summer. Fandom stop saying "oh Mabel should have known better" "oh Dipper should have known better" "oh Stan should have been less selfish" "oh Ford shouldn't have trusted B!11" 2024 challenge impossible. Mabel and Dipper were KIDS. Humans are naturally selfish, ESPECIALLY when family is involved. Ford was manipulated into trusting the wrong folks. SHUT UP FANDOM.

- J (Hamilton Musical AU fictive who is a caregiver to our system's Mabel and Dipper)

#🟦⏳

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[fictionkinfessions]

It feels so bizarre to be a fictive/kin of a character from your own AU.

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[fictionkinfessions]

I hate being noncanon

Like I have my sourcemates here but they usually don't remember me being in their source. I'm an AU of a noncanon OC, so why would they?

I miss it all, even if it was shitty and ended up killing me.

- Kris (Mandela Catalogue OC-AU) fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

This is gonna be a long rant omg, I apologize for how long this is gonna take for you to read dear mpc 😭

But you know, it’s really funny how I remember everyone’s voices so differently than how the pilot shown everyone. There’s a fanmade tadc song that exactly has the voices correctly.

OH ALSO UPDATE!! I recently found out in our system we have the Sun and Bubble! We have Ragatha, and two kingers, classic! Kinger and a horror au! Kinger, we also have horror! Gangle, and Ragatha is SUCH A SWEETHEART. She’s one of our caretakers and I appreciate her so much, she does a lot for us. Sun and Bubble are recently formed, we also have someone that’s new but she hasn’t appeared in an episode yet, we don’t exactly know her name.

Also for anyone who may still be reading this and is from my source, hello! I miss you all dearly, if I treated you horribly I very much apologize for that on my end. I really tried my best to take care of everything that was going on, and if I hurt you in any way, it was NEVER my intention. But I love you all SO SO SO SOOO MUCH. I see you as my own children. So please, take care of yourself her in this life!

Don’t freat the little things that happened during source, no matter what you’ve done, it’s forgiven and in the past. This goes for everyone else that isn’t from my source as well! You better hydrate yourself, and make this life worth a living! Even if you hate it, I’m sure there’s little things you can do here that you like.

Although, I feel bad for… all of the ones who were abstracted. I remember I had some kind of book about them where I studied, and see if there was a way to undo it all. I did all that I could.

I also hope the fandom doesn’t see me as a villain anymore, I remember the first few weeks of my source being published I remember reading “theories” about how I am one. It just hurt to see, because I didn’t want to hurt anyone for that matter. I wanted them to live out happily, because truth is I had no idea how they arrived at the circus, but it wasn’t my fault that I know of. That’s for sure.

I again apologize for how long this is 😭 I’m just so happy at this moment because this past week has been awful for me. I haven’t done a rant like this in ages. -Caine (TADC) #🎡🎩

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[fictionkinfessions]

I try not to think about my noncanon memories of Kenjaku.

Was it really too hard to ask for a normal father.

~ Choso Kamo, Fictive

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