#ato bday

[hachiibun]

Had to draw a certain expert housekeeper for his birthday on January 9th as well—maybe with a little indulgence for me the head of the house as a treat~

If you like my drawings, please consider buying me a coffee ☕ ! I’d really appreciate the help!

❗ PLEASE NO REBLOGGING TO NON-KINK BLOGS ❗

[onlyjaeyun]

OMG??? THE CHAPTER WAS SO GOOD I LOVED IT SO MUCH!!!

1.) HELLO JAY KNOWING ABOUT THEM???? THAT EVEN SHOCKED ME

2.) NINGNING!!! SHE DEFO KNOWS EHATS UP BETWEEN YN AND HEE

3.) I DONT WANNA TWLK ABOUT THE PARENTS

4.) OMG??? soft dom heeseung i need him.

5.) overall such an amazing chapter zadie!!! your work never ceases to amaze me im in love with every chapter whether its texts or written i cant wait to see what happens next

once again i hope you had an amazing birthday! thank you for gifting us on your special day :( you're too kind

-🫧

THANK YOU BUBBLES BABY 🥺🥺🩷

1.) YES OFC HE KNEW THEY BASICALLY FUCKED IN FRONT OF HIS SALAD POOR GUY 😭 2.) she smelled it from a mile away ngl, deffo surprised her boyfie is so clueless 😭 3.) WE DONT TALK ABOUT THE PARENTS PARENTINGGGGG 4.) soft dom!hee is a need ato not even a want, a basic necessity 😔 5.) thank you so so so much my love, yk your words are everything to me, i genuinely appreciate them so much 🥺🩷

and thank YOU guys for making my bday so amazing, i love you so much

[harunokijournal]

Mlihat Kak Risol cerita jdi pngen cerita juga.

Actually gue juga berencana naroh ini di sini (soalnya sempet pengen gue pindahin dari acc rambling lama ke acc twt yg _noyuki tpi lupa mulu)

Saa, hajimeyou! Perjalanan Setsuna-Kana Raizael dari masa ke masa 🤸‍♂️ (warning banyak gambar bikin sakit mata, gue serius soalnya riil jelek banget ya Allah)

Jdi gue pertama kali bikin SetsuKana dari kelas 7. Iyh jdi sbenernya udah lama banget, malah mereka berdua hitungannya OC pertama gue.

Jadi desain awalnya gini.

Gue lupa2 inget konsep awalnya gimana but iirc mereka bukan sodara kembar. Mirip, tpi bukan. Rada influenced by vocaloid aka karena dulu gue demen banget sama vocaloid jadilah mereka berdua. Kalo gue ga salah yg rambut hijau itu Setsuna (kudunya toska tapi pensil warna gue terbatas jadilah gitu, tpi di pikiran gue warna rambut dia toska—probably ngikutin Hatsune Miku). Trus yg rambut biru gelap itu Kana (yg ini agaknya ngikutin Kaito, gatau knapa). Sekali lagi gainget knapa tapi mereka konsepnya kayak ... cermin? Mirip2 Rin-Len yg katanya emang cerminan masing2 gitu2 lah.

Di sini mereka berdua masih nameless (or probably I got them names in my head tapi memori gue jelek jadi gue gainget nama mereka di sini siapa)

Lalu pas kelas 8 gue mulai mngenal ibis paint x. Masih nameless, then warna rambutnya "Kana" waktu itu ganti. Kalo yg ini gue inget gue gambar buat merayakan ultah gue (kayaknya mereka punya tanggal lahir yg sama kayak gue asalnya dari sini alias Lya 14 taun why tf you give them the same bday date as us).

Warnanya nusuk banget demi ya Allah gimana bisa gue gambar kayak gini /merenung/.

But dari sini gue udah nentuin basic personality mereka. Dinamika sun (Setsuna) & moon (Kana) gitu2

LALU TIBALAH PADA MASA2 PALING CRINGE alias masa mereka berdua gue lempar ke fandom biesdi sebagai anak kembar.

Aga malu tapi biarlah—di sini mereka udah ada namanya. Sekali lagi ini cringe banget ya Allah tapi gue ngasih mereka nama SAMA KAYAK NICKNAME IRL GUE. Kek yaampun udah gitu sampe taun ini bulan kapan gitu mereka berdua namanya kayak gitu (Vira (Setsuna) & Avi (Kana)). Gue yakin sampe kapanpun gue akan tetap malu pada fakta ini.

Anyway cringenya blum berhenti di sana sih. Back to pmbicaraan abt them being in bsdoc fandom, mereka berdua ceritanya anak Port Mafia gitu (dandanannya hitam2 skarang gue bertanya2 knapa Lya 14-15 taun ga kepikiran buat ngasih baju yg lebih berwarna).

Both of them have abilities, abilitynya ga saling berkaitan tapi mereka bisa bikin itu jadi berkaitan (?) Idk something like that. Seinget gue Vira abilitynya mirip punya Acuy trus Avi abilitynya mirip punya Odsk (gue lupa detailnya gimana, nama abilitynya apalagi). Jadi kek Vira eksekutor yg turun ke lapangan, Avi kerja di balik layar.

Tpi cringe gini2 sbenernya aga bagus juga si. Gue terjun ke fandom ini gegara join gc pecinta bsd di wa (trnyata mereka sekalian nge-rp jadi oc masing2 di sana). Personality sama dinamika mereka berdua bisa dikembangin karena gue rajin terlibat sama anak2 gc ini (nge-rp, gambar, collab, gitu2). Konsep, sifat, dan dinamika SetsuKana yg awalnya basic banget gue kembangin lewat sini.

(Tmi banget tpi dulu gue ngepair Vira (Setsuna) sama G0gol. Iyh yume pertama gue (dulu gatau sebutannya yume), yg mana sbenernya hubungan mereka masih sama ga jelasnya kalo dibandingkan sama yg skarang (udh karam)).

(Tmi juga Akira-Osya-Saya lahir dari fandom ini. Akira punya hubungan darah sama si kembar, tpi mereka ga pernah ketemu. Osya-Saya malah gapunya hubungan samsek sama mereka berdua, tpi seinget gue Saya kenal sama Akira).

Lalu gue lupa tepatnya kapan, either akhir 2019 ato 2020 gitu (pokoknya gue udah SMA), gue mutusin keluar dari fandom bsdoc for some reasons. Tentunya anak2 ini gue tarik, lalu gue bikinin universe sendiri. Tiga oc yg gue sebutin sebelumnya gue bawa juga, dan entah apa yg merasuki Lya 15/16 tahun, dia (gue) mutusin bikin mereka jadi sodara (dipikir2 lagi masih aga kocak dan amat sangat maksa tapi syukurlah lorenya bisa gue sempurnain sekitar taun kemaren biar mulus).

Enih desain rombakannya mereka berdua pasca keluar dari fandom bsdoc (mata gue akhirnya terbuka dan menyadari toska-ungu gelap sebagai warna rambut sangat ngejreng dan tidak baik untuk kesehatan mata. Tbh udah bagus dikit meski mata dan anatominya masi abal2). Kayaknya ini mereka masih SMP, gue ingetnya gue pengen bikin mereka jadi anak SMP tpi habis itu berubah pikiran dan menetapkan mereka jadi anak SMA aja.

Tbh gue merasa kurang cocok sama seragam itu jadi akhirnya gue ganti (yang mana akhirnya gue jadiin permanen, oc lain yg sekolah di sekolah mereka seragamnya juga kayak gini).

Vira (Setsuna) tuh konsepnya delinquent, tipe2 anak bandel yg dasi sama blazer aja ga dipasang bener2. Sementara Avi (Kana) konsepnya diligent, tipe2 anak rajin di kelas. Vira pake plester di wajahnya karena luka (hobi brgelud, mmang ni anak gaada anggun2nya samsek jadi cewe), sementara Avi pake buat nemenin Vira aja, biar matching gitu www. Mereka akur (kadang berantem tpi ga lama akur lagi), ke mana2 bareng terus meski jadi bikin orang bingung karena wajah mereka mirip.

Betul puncaknya adalah yg sekarang, taun 2023. Gambar ini gue buat untuk mengumumkan mereka yang akhirnya ganti nama (dari Vira-Avi Raizael jadi Setsuna-Kana Raizael). Gegara ini gue kudu ngerevisi semua fic yg featuring mereka berdua di ao3 (dan fic2 yumean gue karena Setsuna gue pake ngeyume), tpi atleast gue jadi smakin nyaman ngocehin mereka berdua (awalnya pas nyadar aga ga begitu nyaman karena namanya sama, kalo diliat orang awam kesannya gue kayak ngomongin diri sendiri—padahal BUKAN).

Anyway gue juga mulai ngedevelop future!setting mereka berdua (pada dasarnya gue bikin universe bokumono (僕らの物語) cuman buat senang2, tipe2 SoL, yg mana alurnya bisa gue setir ke mana aja). Tapi karena mulai bosen (dikit) jadi dikit2 gue mulai nyoba ngembangin juga.

Rencana pertama gue tuh tentang Kana yang meninggal di umur 19 (gue cerita ini ke temen, kalo membaca reaksi dia waktu itu kalo kita bisa ketemu irl agaknya gue udah dipukul sama dia). Meninggalnya gegara kecelakaan, di depan Setsuna, yg bikin Setsuna akhirnya jadi rada pemurung. (Sebenernya rencana ini impulsif banget soalnya kek tetiba muncul pas gue lagi mandi dan immediately gue langsung setuju???)

(Tmi (lagi), lore bnal!Setsuna mau dan bisa kerja di perpus padahal dia ga demen baca tuh asalnya dari sini. Makanya kalo nulis yumefic di bunal gue kadang suka nyelipin hint tentang Kana; seseorang yang disayang banget sama Setsuna, seseorang yang entah di mana, seseorang yang ternyata udah pergi duluan.)

Lalu gue memutuskan bikin Kanachang pake kacamata! Wkwk yg ini juga impulsif, tapi lucu. Kek sejak kelas 2 SMA Kana nyadar penglihatan dia jadi aga kabur pas ngeliatin papan tulis, jadilah dia periksa (trnyata emang minus, jadi dia mulai pake kacamata).

Yeah 3 taun pake kacamata lalu mninggoy /digebuk massa/

Jadi bgitulah, perjalanan mereka berdua develop dari unnamed OCs sampe jadi kayak sekarang. Feels like gue tumbuh besar bersama mereka soalnya ... apa ya, itu udah dari gue kelas 7. Umur gue waktu itu 13 dan sekarang gue 19, udah 6 taun lebih wow ...

Karena mereka yg paling lama juga jadinya gue kek ... paling sayang sama mereka? Especially Setsuna soalnya hitungannya dia ocsona gue, but I love them equally!!! Gue sayang banget pls gue bakal melakukan apa aja untuk melindungi mereka berdua ;;;;;;;

[dyiinnn]

hapit nasad mag-end ang october

lalang random thought lang. sauna, inig padulong na mag-end ang month sa september, kinda ma-excite ko. idk. tas inig oct 9, kanang medj mahappy ko kay naay ice cream. haha tas one time, niana kong mama nga gusto kaayo kog ice cream. kahit tong gamay lang. pero wala siya nipalit. wala kapalit pero nakapatad siyag lotto. sad kaayo ko ato and kahilak gyod tawn ko. hahahaha tas pagmata kay astang hubaga tawn sa eyes. hahahhahaa (hugging my 8yr old self).

tho i know limited ra kaayo amoang resources sauna pa. pero huehua ing-ato kagamay nga butang sa akong bday malipay nakog maayo unta. huhuhu hahaha chares. bitaw pila ra baya tawn kalipay sa 8yrs old. hahahahaha

kadtong october 9, knarf gave me ice cream. huehua maka-happy sad. hihi dili lang pa gyod kas-a but katong nag 20 pod ko. huehua. thank you, babe. hehehe

tho now nga 21 na ko, wala nakoy labot gyod if naay mag-prepare or wala. tho mas prefer nako wala ra. pero kanang maka-dinner lang kog tarong. hahahahahhaah huhu. pero betaw. ang ilawm ani kay gusto ra bitaw gyod japon kog surprises. huehua maka-happy sad og naay mo-greet. hehe samot na imong fav ferson ang unang mo-greet onta. hahahhaauhhhuhu pero okay ra tho kay nakapoy rapod and all. (nabawi rapod sa ayshrem. haha chares)

pero bitaw. i guess lahi2 rapod tag expectations and ma-feel when it comes to bdays. hehe

i remember gwynette nga nagpaabot gyod tawn og alas dose sauna just to greet me. hahahhaa maka-happy gyod. close kaayo gyod ming gwyn and jhs pami, gatulog man jud gud to siyag sayo. haha tas katu. nagpaabot gyod guru to sha. hahahahhaha

pero betaw ey. okay ra tho. chambahan pa diay ang 21. naa nakoy "at least gamayng space" diris balay, naay nag offer resources, nag adto ang close sa akoang heart na people despite their busyhar scheds. . . hehe kana.

there's so much to be grateful for

[losterthanlost]

July 12, 2023

Hello.

Okay so related sa post ko na ito. Naisip ko na need ko siya i-expound. About na naman ito sa aking brother. Hahays.

So naga tan-aw ko og Never Have I Ever sa netflix. Tapos ningsulod akong broder. Unya kalit ra niya gi-bring up sa akoa tung kato daw naligo ko tapos gipatawag nako siya sa akong isa ka pinsan na lalaki kay aron suguon nako siya na kuhaon ang creamsilk nako. Tapos ana siya na niingon daw tung pinsan nako na pwede ra daw og siya na lang mismo akong gisugo magkuha sa creamsilk. Tapos ana pa akong manghod na naulaw ra daw ko.

Ha? Naulaw? Aw. Oo. Naa koy ulaw maong ang manghod nako mismo akong gisugo og dili akong ig-agaw. Gitubag sad nako siya na kay mas normal man na manugo ko sa iya kesa sa manugo ko sa akong pinsan. Giingon sad nako na kung siya suguon sa lain na atehon na pinsan imbes ang sarili niya na manghod, malain ko ato na pinsan kay mura siya og hawd.

Pero wala naminaw akong manghod oy. Samok kaayo. Gina-insist niya na naulaw ra daw ko. Tapos gihimo na niya na point ang akong pagkaulawon. Like??? Dili lagi kana ang point. Samoka.

While naga sagutan mi narealize nako na lisod kaayo siya ka-argue kay dili siya maminaw sa point nako. Ambot. Naglagot ko. Feeling nako tungod ra pud na sa akoa. Pero medyo namali lang og direction. I mean, good na confident siya mag express sa iyang point. PERO dow gago sobraan man sad siya ka-confident na tama iyahang point. Depota kaayo. Bwisit. Muuli na bitaw ko ugma. Bahala na na siya diri. Kung wala na siyay kwarta problema na niya. Bwisit sad siya.

Siya na lang gani ang naa koy pake sa pamilya namo. Siya na lang gani ang dili ko suko. Ginalibre pa jud nako na siya pirme. Wala man ko gaingon na dapat maging alipin nako siya kay ginalibre nako siya. Pero unta at the least dili siya rude. May pagka gago man pud gud ni siya. Makalagot. Hahays.

Gipagawas na lang nako siya and giingnan og "bwisit ka". Tinuod man pud jud. Makabwisit siya.

Hahays...

Btw, igang kaayo akong kili-kili na area kay wala pa lagi ko ka-wax. Ambot gani kung makabalik ba jud ko diri. Pero mubalik jud ko dapat. So mao diay to gani. Ang reason sad na gusto ko mubalik kay bday sa akong manghod. Tapos imbes day before ko muuli kalit na hinuon ko niya istoryahan og ingato. Gago jud. Edi sad na naman ako. Medj ka-luhaon ra ba ko ganina while gatype sa earlier parts. Pero wala na karon. Oki na ko. Heehee.

Pero mao lagi. Nawalaan na nuon ko og gana mubalik. Bwisit jud. Grabe tanan na sila sa balay makabwisit. Dili sad ko muingon na wala ko nabwisit sa akong sarili. Pero at least mapatawad nako akoang self. Love man nako akong self. I think.

Or maybe I just tolerate myself? No. I don't. I am on the same team as myself. Kami lang magkakasama until death.

... speaking of self...

Gusto ko maggawa ng moodboard(?) Or ano ba parang pictures ng goals ko. Pero di ko pa nagagawa kasi need ko magprint. Pero nahihiya ako magprint tas makikita ng taga-print mukha ko doon. Weird naman. Sana may sarili akong printer. Sksksks.

Pwede man pa rin cguro ako maggawa ng moodboard ko na akin noh? Like gawa lang pero di na magprint kung shy pa rin ako. Kasi ang ginagawa ng isang tao na nakita ko lang noon, is picture nila sa gitna then nakapalibot na pictures is yung mga gusto nila ma-achieve for that year or in general.

--- nakita ko sa fb grad pictorial ni ate marianne with her thesis ---

Nakita nako na ang thesis topic niya kay gi-entrust daw sa iyaha sa iyahang advisers og sa karing murag department something like, maayo na lang jud yata na nagshift ko kay nagka-time ko maka realize ani na mga things and maka-prepare. Basta, bale ang na-gets nako ato na post kay, kung dili ka maka-isip og sarili nimo na topic, pwede ka tagaan na lang og topic. Pero need sa nako i-improve akoang self. Maging mas self-aware ko and all. Ug dapat dili na ko ma-held back sa mga samok sa balay.

--- thinking then narealize ko na kulang jud ata ko og self love ---

Di ko sure if mao ni ang self love issue na ginamean ni Renjun pero narealize ko lang na murag self love issue ra sad ning akoa. Siguro ang kay Renjun is related sa perfection and pressure to achieve a specific image na gina-impose ng company. Pero guess ko lang yan ha. Pwedeng hindi. Loved naman kasi siya ng parents and family niya. Kaya company talaga may kasalanan niyan.

Ang sakin naman is related sa treatment ko sa sarili ko. I think? Like, kung mahal ko talaga sarili ko I will do anything that will improve my life. Lalabanan ko lahat ng pipigil sa akin na mapabuti ang sarili ko. I think ganito yun. Wait... Medyo nawala ako sa original train of thoughts. Depota.

[psychicllamacookieranch]

KALLY'S Mashup Cast - Happy Birthday to Me (Official Video) ft. Maia Ref...

3:23 PM (11 minutes ago)

to me

KALLY'S Mashup Cast - Happy Birthday to Me (Official Video) ft. Maia Ref...

happy-happy birthday to me:)

for a decade celebration to me:)

..matulog ra:)

nya ugma na pud..

haha best,..,kay wala koy kwarta:)

sauna akong bday natulog ko..din hantud gabie..din natulog na pud ko..

kaon nako ato...mura cornbeef giitlogan///

holiday corn beef//very special..holiday jud:)

nya gikan buntag hantud panihapon..gabudget lagi:) giitlogan to nya butangan ug sili lamia oi././dayon tubig gikan sa puso,,lamia samot lagi,,dayon tulog hubo tanan:)

ahhhh,,yahaya lagi:)\

din,,mga hapon nato...

or sayo buntag ba to:)

akong pillow///ako kahug...

gitagaan nakog snow bearng lanay..

lamia lagi,.,manok-manok ra to..:) para pampa goodvive lang..

manok-manok lang:)

dakoa ra ba oi,,diko kahagkon:)..mia atu oi:)

..mga in ana akong bady always..april 30././wala jud ko kwarta..mahurot man,,pareha today,,wala nakoy money jud..ako kaon last na april 29 or 3o gorowala nako money,,,nahurot ala nakasi ako work,,na hurot na akong saving:)

..inita sa lawas ning walay kwarta oi,,manimaho tang adlaw././hapi bday gihapon..yeahh,..,party-party,,nya ako ra usa//kaon kamamunggay nya walay subakay..:)

daog na..

hapi bday gihapon na nya matulog..inum tubig gikan puso,.samot na jud,.,.

:) din sauna kay naa man noon nanoktok sa balay..gipukaw ko gabie naman unta..naa nakahinumdum nako man..naa man diay ko kadungan ug bday..ako pag umangkon nato..gipa adto ko sa ilang papa bitaw,.,.aw didto ko namertday..

na dayon jung..manok..dili manok-manok:) haha best..nya mga baboy nya mag spageti..nya mga isda..nya mga sof drinks,,nya mga bring house...

pa jud,,ahhhh..lamia oi...

pagbaba sa gikaon pag mga alas 11 pm na goro to naka mata ko sa akong pagkatulog....

nagmanok-manok lagi ko balik...

lami man pud siya eserve sa akong bday gud.,.,

dalion lag hurot...

kay madi manok ang lasa..:)

haha best,,,

how i wish ako uyab unta to...

patilawon sa akong manok-manok dalia lagi human,,ako tan aw..masuko..mohatsi noon..,patay ko:)

joke lang:)

gae ko regalo be,,,

kwarta na pina daghan..be ala nako money,.,.sebil na si buddee..maniwang na pud ko ani...

..okey lang...noon,iloveyou always,,,

magtigkong man akong lawas nongkang akong armas:)

haha..iloveyou,,everyday,,

ako gift be..

kwarta pina-daghan:)

para pang kaon ni buddee,,

iloveyou...chingaw-chingaw:) 41 nako hapit..:) 41 years young..

haha best:)

maygodblessmealways...

kinsa hatag nakog regalo

please fall inline:)

ps: word na para di ka tagaan??

ambot sa imuw:)??:)

ps: 

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/TWuDeI6ej_g

nya maligo pa jud diay tubig gikan puso...ahhh nindota samot oi..bugnawa oi:)

happi bday to me daghana gikan puso oi:)

..nya kaon manok-manok..ahhh lamia gihapon lagi:)

din.,.,kaon kamunggay walay subakay:) lamia haruson oi:)

..hapi 41 bday to me:) solo-solo always...ganun ako palagi..nya sa laing adlaw ko mag kwan kung naa na money..di sa april 30 jud,,,

..gae ko gift ninyo:)

please fall inline:)

cheer up always..ganun kasi ako..the attitude..

sa sobrang palaban usahay..malain ug sabot!!!

dili agressive kahit wala na ako..relax lang..magwait kung tawgon./think unsaon nako..nungka magpahalatnag gutom na..ug lain tan awon..kay grasya na lagi:)

makakwarta na.pero lain ug feedbak..not okey na taw..maong gamay ray maganahan ana..

paingon sa kawat pud na in ana na style man..

:)

hapi bday to me...41 years old young nako hapit..

nya ligo ko puso..

nya manok-manok kaon ko ana pud man..:) lami pud na eserve gud sa akong bday..nya matulog hubo tanan..hayahaya lagi:)

da best jud.,.hapi bday to me:)

..iloveyouall//.

ako gift beh:) segi tingsi diha:)

kamu ba diay ga bday:) kamu lagiy hapi:)

..

peace 2:)

maygodblessusallalways:)

...ps: nya akong shampoo kay nahurot na pure tubig gikan puso nalang pud akong shampoo...:)

nya init sa balay..

na manimaho kung adlaw lagi..

so hapi bady jud...

giahak...

ohhh..naa na pud nikatawa ohh..

mura jud iya bday baf:) siya may hapi noon:)

..

okey..

:) 

hapi bday.,,haha best:)

[krysrynzmdrn]

mag laan nako og budget forda gift sa akong exchanging gift sa dora and friends kay hastang mahala baya and need to ipon pajud kay bday pa sa akoa nanay and tas hapit na bday ni Ajboy nag saad baya ko ato nya na hatagan nako sya og money hehe

[shrapnelsong]

@kingheld​ 👑🎁

     It took quite a bit of research, really. After all, what do you give to someone who already has everything? First, Alice racked her brain on her own for days to no avail. Next, she tried keeping an ear out for the fanclub members, who’d been buzzing with activity considering the magnitude of the event. Lastly, she finally stopped by the tennis club. Asking Kabaji-san did feel a little bit like cheating, but she couldn’t bring herself to fully trust whatever Oshitari-san might have come up with.

Learning what Atobe-san’s favorite dish was made her smile. For such a simple hearty meal to be his favorite when he could literally have anything in the world at anytime. And also because it reminded her of her second home as well. In the end, making his gifts was an absolute joy, and she was proud of how they’d turned out.

Surely, he would be extra busy on his birthday, but he still showed up to the student council meeting - early, as always - despite everyone having reassured him it’d be fine for him to take a break for once. “Atobe-san.” Greeting him with a smile and a polite bow, she brought over a laquered bento box holding a number of mini yorkshire puddings stuffed with roast beef. “Happy birthday!” 

[jungk0oksthighs]

Hello lovely! Are you doing well? What's the next story you're going to update?

either ato (oc’s bday chapter it’s very long) or rod, it depends what i get finished with first :) over the next seven to ten days i plan to update the following:

Against The Odds - Happy Birthday part 1 & 2

Ride Or Die - Decisions (flash back chapt of oc’s stripping days)

Her - First Dance (yes it’s exactly what you think)

Pi Gasu - Devine Sinner pt. 2

that being said it’s prom season in the uk i’m a makeup artist my bestie is going THRU it rn and other life things have cropped up out of nowhere so i’m not sure on the specifics but these are what’s coming when i have time to write and post :) thank u for sending this i am okay just a little stressed and overwhelmed by irl but nothing i can’t handle hehe. have a fabulous day!

[dartier]

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This is my very first 007 Fest. Special thanks to the Fest mods, our Team Q-Branch co-captains And my teammates.

If you’re wondering why this post looks like a trainwreck, well, 2020 happened to it. That’s why.

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19 * 5 points= 95

Grief is a Many-Splintered Bastard of a Goddamn Thing

For my collab prompt table: Linorien's "Picnic on the roof of MI6. Maybe under the stars." and ZephyrFox's "How about a card game between the denizens of MI6? Poker, or something."

The 00Fest 2018 anon prompt "A Double-Oh Poker Night". Since I can only count two prompts, Linorien's and the 2018 prompt are the two I am counting for points.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25298497

Damn Homophones ~or~ Pin Me Chapter 1

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25155523/chapters/60955744

Fluff Prompt Table: Flare, Komodo Dragon

Who’s Oblivious Now? ~or~ What the What?!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25158838

Fluff Prompt Table: Water, orchestrate

Put Me in the Zoo ~or~ That’s Not Ice Cream

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25227763

SouffleGirl91 gave me a perfectly innocent prompt: “If you are up to it: Q and Bond (and Alec if he wants to be invited!) enjoy a day out at the zoo.”

Bloody Big Cat ~or~ There’s a Special Kind of Leave for That

Prompt from Mely/Celyan: “Could I get your version of Bond as a big cat? How about both of them in the field and Bond has to save Q in his cat form, and then things happen? And by things I mean anything from flirting to cuddling to more, take it wherever it leads you lol. Or even bickering because Q’s happy to be saved but he’s feeling like he’s suffocating under Bond’s cat form? 😆”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25266598

Q Considers Villainy ~or~ Avenging Boffin

Fluff Table Prompt: choir and goose

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25367041

Dress Me Up ~or~ Drop Me Down

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25392349

Fluff Prompt Table: Fawn and Competence Kink

Bond. James Bond in Harry Potter and the Sheerest and Dumbest of Lucks ~or~ Alec Fucking Trevelyan Will Not Be Denied

Chapter 1 https://archiveofourown.org/works/25507960/chapters/61883608

Chapter 2 https://archiveofourown.org/works/25507960/chapters/61883725#workskin

Chapter 3 https://archiveofourown.org/works/25507960/chapters/61889155#workskin

Dart's Drabble Trailer

Ch. 1 And Strawpenny and Moneyfields Lived Happily Ever After ~or~ James Bond's Ridiculous Ears are Burning

rare pair, Moneypenny

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25479742/chapters/61807123

Ch.2 Sweet Somethings ~or~ 007/Q + Coffee/Cake

Fluff Prompt Table: Free Space

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25479742/chapters/61809310#workskin

Ch. 3 The Not So Secret Secret Class

For the 2017 Fest Prompt: 00QAD - James mentoring Alex by giving him courting and bedroom tips

Polyamory Day, Rare Pair

Prompt

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25479742/chapters/61844488#workskin

Ch. 4 4-Way Fluff ~or~ Mr. Mistoffelees‘ Magical Afternoon

2017 Fest Prompt: 00QAD - four-way fluff, maybe cooking together or watching a movie and touching/kissing/etc

Polyamory Day

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25479742/chapters/61845604#workskin

Ch.5 Easy Killer or the Great “When For the Love of God will 007 and Our Beloved Quartermaster Hook Up Already” Betting Pool

For the Collab Prompt Table prompt from Linorien and Cassie: “write something from the pov of a q branch minion.”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25479742/chapters/62227846#workskin

Ch. 6 Love on the Lido Deck ~or- James Bond’s Guide to Creativity in Training

Collab Table Prompt for Ato-the-Bean: “Bond jealous of Q giving a piece of tech to another agent.”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25479742/chapters/62242936#workskin

Ch. 7 Use Your Accrued Holiday Time, Kids ~or~ Someone Give Mallory a Biscuit

Use Your Accrued Holiday Time, Kids ~or~ Someone Give Mallory a Biscuit

Collab Table Prompt from Stormofsharpthings: "How about - James and Alec will NOT take a break, so Q, with the help of M, arranges for the three of them to go on a ‘mission’ but doesn’t tell them it’s a holiday until they’re there"

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25479742/chapters/62248726#workskin

Let Us All Circle Each Other in Confusion Like the Idiot Boys We Are

Collab Table Prompt for bookserdu: "Q is a stripper in a high end men's club putting himself through uni. James and Alec are members/stop by for a drink (and to ogle pretty boys)/are hiding from the bad guys. Then spotlight comes on and hits Q. Dealers choice how/what/where happens."

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25641562/chapters/62247703

“Q, Why is James Bond Naked in Your Flat?” ~or~ “It’s Tuesday?”

Nana's Most Excellent Prompt (for my Collab Prompt Table.): "Bond and Q do a strip drinking game and Q appears to be winning! Loser also gets to fulfill a wish from the winner while going around in his bday suit! Whatever will Q make Bond do??"

And this one also counts for ZephyrFox's collab table prompt of "The denizens of MI6 play poker."

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25563544/chapters/62034778

Recipe 5 points

Felix Leiter’s “If I don’t eat some whole grains, my wife is going to beat my ass and not even James Bond will be able to save me” Hot Dog Buns

https://dartier.tumblr.com/post/625221330171756544/felix-leiters-if-i-dont-eat-some-whole-grains

FanEdit 5 points

it's always a 2 mug morning in Q branch

https://dartier.tumblr.com/post/623001258226319360/name-dart-dartier-on-tumblr-minion-id

Headcanons (5*3=15)

Damn Homophones ~or~ Pin Me : Chapter 2 "Q Branch Headcanon: Flair "

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25155523/chapters/60955861#workskin

Felix Leiter’s “If I don’t eat some whole grains, my wife is going to beat my ass and not even James Bond will be able to save me” Hot Dog Buns

https://dartier.tumblr.com/post/625221330171756544/felix-leiters-if-i-dont-eat-some-whole-grains

Qs Beach Reading

https://dartier.tumblr.com/post/624569763014819840/dartier-teamqbranch-q-branchs-art-round

Other Fan Creations (3*5) = 15

Round Robins

007 Fest 2020 Prose Round Robin

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25636075

Limerick

https://dartier.tumblr.com/post/625221456589111296/there-once-was-a-bond-on-a-mission-whose-enemies

A Bad Day Off, The 007 Fest 2020 Poetry Round Robin.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25631125

FanArt (5 points)

Team Q Branch Art

Scavenger Hunt item

https://dartier.tumblr.com/post/624530073141248000/teamqbranch-q-branchs-art-round-robin-some

scavenger = 20 total

#2 (5 pts) anon note

#5 (5 pts) AAR limerick

#61 (10 pts) Art round robin

anon prompts 5*3 = 15

1 2018 +2 points =2

2 2017 +(2*3)= 6

complete prompt tables 2*30=60

7 theme days (Poetry, Characters of Color, Food, Polyamory, Moneypenny, Felix, Crossover) = 21

rare pair 4*5=20

64 comments (31+10)

= 395 points total

[itsjusta]

Weekly Update #3!!!

Oct. 26.

Today was good and productive doeee i finished two homeworks, read wattpad, made a vid for daddy’s bday, and played codm hehe i also watched the vid i made for ur bday this year and i regret not uploading it on social media cos now its just gonna stay as a memory here in my phone 🥺🥺🥺

Oct. 27

An okay day!! attended ma’am maita’s class and it was emotional cos my classmate shared about their sad experiences doeee ako i didnt volunteer in class so i emailed it to maam nalang and i shared also about my heartbreak HAHAHAH but i did assignments and played codm lang dayon

Oct. 28

Woke up with tears in my eyes doe cos my dream was an idjot. I think it was highschool grad practice cos my hs friends were there but u were also there doeee and we were also buwag na there and u have another girl na but i messaged u daw cos my fam was there and i wanted u to go to them?? but kauli na daw u and stuff and idk i think i cried there and we talked doe i also cry a litol when i woke up hahah

7:45 pm - IM SO BV KAHILAK KO SA KAULIT I HATE LIVING WITH PEOPLE IM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH AND PEOPLE WHO DISRUPT MY PEACE OF MIND

I also felt kinda insecure and conscious doe das why I removed my fb dp LOLZT

Oct. 29

BOREEEED NA KAYKO SAKO LIFE AS IN GALUYA NASAD KO UGH ISSA REST DAY TODAY DOE

i’ve been productive in school but im sooo unmotivated to do things like reading, drawing and stuff like that im so bored pero grabe ko ka walay gana mag do ug anything HUHU

Oct. 30

woke up early cos nag attend ko class nya daghan kayo gina pa do among psy 14 mura jowg 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

Oct. 31

My damgo was so :((( huhu issa idk doe nag uban ta ato tas i think naa napd ka bag-o and ana dayon ka sako ngano wala tka gipag laban?? like ana ka why ni give up rapd ko tas nag hilaka dayon ko sa damgo becos nag huna2 ko sa what ifs ;(

Nov. 1

Decided to check ur profile if naa ka story and naa jd grabe buto2 sako dughan RAWRRR!! pero syempre nag ask nako daan kay claire kung masakitan ba ko if i view nya di man daw so i viewed it HAHAHHAHA yati u so gwapo doe!!!!! u r glowing up more!!!!!! 😡😡😡😡😡 NAOL!!!!!

di pa gyd diay ko pwede mag view2 ug stories and tweets nimo kay maka cry jd ko HAHHAHAH yawaaaa uyyy naol happy :((( hahahahha unfair jd ang everythinggggg kapuya uy :((((((

nakakita pd ko vid sa fb about sa while u were sleeping nga kdrama and their music is the one i used sa kato ako gi make nga vid saimo bday ba naka cry ko uy :(((( hhahahahahaha

but over all this week kay once rako nag maoy session HAHAHHA YAY??

[sebjir]

tomato? more like “i missed the man’s bday again”ato

late wishes, late art, cant really draw here :)))

[dailykai]

[Trans] 190113 KAI Birthday Party Translation:

Kai: Hi I'm EXO Kai! My birthday is tomorrow but I am holding a party today~ There are people who couldn't come today but I wish they won't be sad, because I will do this until the day I retire!

First section is 2018 EXO-L Awards (voted by Eris): Kai's best looks: 1. 180923 Gucci airport fashion (He chose this look himself). 2. Dubai Teddy bear airport fashion (He wanted to buy it, hesitated at the price, but bought it since he's a Bear). 3. Love Shot red suit.

Kai's best performances: 1. Olympic closing ceremony solo (The Olympic closing ceremony solo was one of the most nerve-wracking stages for me. My leg was injured at the time, but I still can't forget the rush of emotion of when I performed that. The beats of the gong were very free, so it was difficult for me to dance to it) 2. I See You (One of the most difficult choreos for him) 3. Gayo Daejun Love Shot solo (He thought a lot about how to bite the rose in his mouth, he was happy the footwork choreo got on camera.)

Kai: I always want to show you guys better performances. So I was thinking how I want to make high quality content and videos and upload it on YouTube.. I don't know if it will be possible but~ *

Kai said he doesnt like his red suit teaser because the panty line is showing ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ why do you not get rid of it?! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Kai: Yesterday, I slept late because I was hanging out with the members.. Guess what time I woke up today? Eris: ?? Kai: 4 in the afternoon

Q: Say 'I love you Eris' in both a cute and cool way Kai: How do I say it in a cool way? Can I just choose one way? ㅂㅇㅂ EXO-L: No~  EXO-L: Say 'noona I love you!' Kai: Noona I love you? But there could be dongsaeng! Noona, dongsaeng and same-age Eris.. I love you! 

Q: What is your Biggest charming points? Kai: Dance, Skin, Black Hair.. I have a lots of abs..? I compared it to Moonkyu and I have more. But the biggest attraction, I think.. I'm talking to myself.. hmmm. Dancing!

Q: Which album concept suited Kai? Kai: aigoo album..!! Please give me more time... no last hint????...... all!!! **answer is LOVE SHOT

Kai chose an EXO-L from the audience to do an acrostic poem with #BearDayParty (#곰일파티 Gom-il-party): Gom: I came to a party il: on Sunday par: With a bear ty: I want to see Kai in a tiara

Q: What is a food that Kai makes the best? Kai: I wonder what you guys answered to this. I can crack eggs well now. I can also make Budae jjigae (sausage stew) *Eris' answer to the question was 'Ramen' and Kai said "Is this what you guys think of my cooking skills??"ㅋㅋㅋ

*B-side track that Kai likes; EXO-L guessed Thunder but Kai’s answer is Ooh La la la. He danced when the music played and says he likes the "oohlalala" part.

*Eris sang Birthday Song to Kai* Kai: I made this bday cake myself! I told you I'm not that bad of a cook~ If I can make a cake, aren't I pretty good? You know how I blew the candles with you on Christmas? After that, I wanted to make a cake on my birthday to cut with you all.

Kai is doing Ato's lines from Miracle That We Met with EXO-L saying Yeonhwa's lines. HE is scolding EXO-L for their soulless acting & make them practice over & over so that they are saying the words in syncㅋㅋㅋ

Kai was decorating a piggy bank for an EXO-L!!! Kai: (Signing on the piggy bank) Where should I do it?  Eris: The belly~~~  Kai: Don't wanna~~ (I'll sign on) The butt ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ Kai’s message: Baby pig ♡ EXO-L, I love you EXO-L

Kai said he will also appear on variety shows this year.

Kai chose Eris out of the audience to give self-decorated piggy banks and also the cake he made! Kai: All of the things I prepared today are over.. But wasn't it fun? It was really fun for me~ I don't think I should do my bday party for only one day. Should I make it 3 days? Kai: I really like how my birthday is on January. I am so happy to receive such strength from you all the starting of 2019, I hope that you all can gain strength from seeing me too. I am always thankful for you, and miss you always. Kai: You know how I posted on January 1st on Instagram of how I wanted to spend a good year with you all? I will always work my hardest this year in order for it to be good. I want meet you all more often and show the good sides of me. Thank you so much, and I love you.

Kai: I don't want to part~ It's too sad, this time went by too fast ㅠㅠ It's 9PM right now. Should we take a photo together first? Kai: 3rd #BearDayParty, always on Jongin's side! 1, 2, 3.📸🐻 Kai: Next year, lets start at 6PM and do it until 9PM (1 hour more) ^^ ㅎㅎㅎ

Kai: Today was so enjoyable. Thank you for everyone who came today, let's meet again! Bye~ Go home safely. I really prepared a lot today but I think I should prepare even more next time. Should I do an IG live later? Yes? Bye now! 

 - END -

[eniluap-aleachim]

"The Story Behind #SKL"

June 30,2019 the story goes like this, makita man siguro diba nga hapit ko matumba kay naa koy nakit an nga tao nga itago na lang nato sa alyas "TRIPLE C". dili si triple c akoang escort ha? nakita nako si triple c nag ingkod sa "visitors table" tas dugay pajud ko nakabantay nga naa diay siya. so kadtong time nga nakabantay nako, gikusi nako ang kamot ni kyrl (akoang escort or pares sa sayaw). simple lang, nalipay ko kay nalipay ko. nalipay ko kay nakit an nako si "triple c" nalipay ko bisan siguro napugos ra or wala napugos ang pag adto ni "triple c" sa akoang bday. sad to say, sayo ra siya niuli kay naulaw daw siya. wa ko kasabot sa akong bation ato dai kay gusto gud nako siya adtoon sa table kung asa siya nag ingkod pero kay nagpicture2x pa sab baya ha!!! kung pwede lang lagi iingon nako nga "unya na picture adto sa ko kang TRIPLE C" pwede gud pero abi nakog maghulat siya ba abi nako ba!!! " fast forward, (august 2019) to cut it short ambot unsay reason basta karon wa na mi nagpinansinay hahaha ambot ba tungod siguro ato wa na mi nagpinansinay hantod karon aww xoxad. wala ko nag ingon nga dili ko ganahan sa imo "triple c" pero di sab nako pugson akong self kung ambot nganong nikalit kag ka cold nga ikaw man unta nag una una og approach putangina hahaha bakit ka nag iba meron na bang iba? so tell me where do i start coz it's breaking my heart~ charot ka yati na ba bagsak na gani sa physics nag igat igat pa jud hahahaha sige bye pota oo lagi oa ko yama kabalo ko hahaha wa man siguro gihapoy nagbasa pero kung nibasa ka hoy pag pm sa ako be chika ta hahaha

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[pleaserealize]

"Que o nosso amor viva, ainda que não possa florescer."

E com você, aprendi a construir o "eu" mais bonito. Tudo feito na intenção de fazer com que quisesse permanecer por aqui, no lugar mais agradável de mim mesma, sem camuflagem ou cobranças.

Te deixar ir, foi exclusivamente uma ação da qual chamamos de "racional". E eu odeio tanto utilizá-la. Mas não somos crianças, nossa maturidade pesa e exige postura correspondentes. E durante todos esses dias vivenciados com você, mas sem você.. venho tentando dar continuidade ao meu processo de construção de um ser evoluido, sendo honesta com conosco baby.

Não ser mais o nosso tempo, não altera os projetos construídos juntas. Eles continuam vivos na parte mais bonita de mim, agora não mais alimentados, mas tão vivos como antes e a ��nica razão pela qual eles permanecerem intactos, é você estar aqui, inteira e sem a menor pretensão de sair.. e honestamente, eu não quero que saía, porque esse lugar foi desenvolvido para você, sem hóspedes ou visitantes.

Poder ama-la, foi sentir o real significado do que é intensidade e sentir a mesma percorrendo minhas artérias. Sim, nesses últimos anos compartilhados é evidente o surgimento de hematomas que tinham o objetivo de nos fragilizar e gerar uma dor interna. E quando essa dor momentânea partia a marca do hematoma gerado desaparecia no mesmo intervalo de tempo, proporcionando desta forma a circulação saudável do amor nas minhas veias.

E após o nosso último dia bom juntas, foi como se eu tivesse passado aquele maldito gilete nas minhas veias, usado anteriormente em momento desesperador da minha vida. Elas sagraram amor e, sobrevivi, acreditei que deixar escorrer arrancaria a intensidade de mim, mas não funcionou.

Aceitar conviver com todas as consequências que vieram e que ainda podem vir a surgir, é um ato extremamente genuíno. E não quero que essa dor cesse ou que as lembranças evaporem, já que essa é a única forma constante e consciente da sua presença por aqui, então torço para que amanhã ao acordar, ainda lembre-se de mim.

Happy Bday, my being of light.

Com amor, Evillin Ribeiro. 🌻

Evillin Ribeiro.

[skksksksksksksksstuff]

yaga bisag unsaon nako, ingon pako ato nga pag nay mag bday d sad nako sya ubanon pero taman radiay ko sturya GHAHAHAHHAHA di jod diay nako kaya nga wala siya 🥺🥺