#atelon

[ateleonvaloreimmobiliare]

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[luwupercal]

SPEAKING OF MY MISSING PRIMARCH OCs... i made them on a picrew im currently obsessed with... here’s the link... on the left is my 11th primarch (they/them), nameless into death unfortunately, on the right it’s chaboi local late 2nd legion himbo Atelon (he/him), his beard’s shaved bc there were no beard options but i kinda like it, ive drawn him before too, also Atelon was the missing brother Sanguinius is talking about in memento mori, heres the post i made elaborating on that fic and my mp OCs, yeah thats all,,, @yestheantichrist 

[luwupercal]

if there really were thoughts that never ever could die would that give us even a modicum of relief? i can't keep hoping on things that have already passed so give me something i can bury for certain...

[luwupercal]

Idea: A sad angsty scene where your oc Atelon dies. But also Girl On Fire - Alicia Keys plays in the background

(I’m sorry 😂)

SHDDUP HE WOULD CONSIDER IT HIS ANTHEMAKJNDSDLKJNDSF

[luwupercal]

some notes on memento mori, now that ive posted it (spoilers for it, obviously)

yes indeed it was the same twobert missing primarch i posted a bit ago, i’ll probably rb that pic again now in a little bit

his name, as i just posted, was Atelon. derived from greek, atelo, imperfect or incomplete

the genetic flaw in his legion involved spontaneous combustion, as mentioned in the fic. i still haven’t thought of a name for his legion, but i’m sitting on it

while fighting against the xenos in rangdam (a horribly brutal and hard campaign), the emperor discovered atelon’s legion’s flaw and improvised a council. it was kind of a kangaroo court, if i can give my humble opinion. russ was ordered to execute him, but atelon evaded him long enough to, uhm, functionally commit suicide by cop via his legion’s first captain succumbing to the flaw, and atelon burning with him

this isn’t very relevant but i want you to know he had a bear motif. not as overbearing as russ’s wolfdog motif and mostly constrained to him and not his legion, but

re: the other brother being condemned to damnatio mentioned in the fic -- how the emperor told it, “the 11th died fighting against xenos during a brutal war in his homeworld, which housed both humans and a species of xenos; [the emperor] found him as he laid dying and held him in [his] arms as he took his last breath”. take that with a grain of salt, though, because killing a primarch isn’t very easy, and we have nothing but the emperor’s own word on the circumstances of the primarch’s death, or even what side they took in the civil war, or if there’s been peace between the xenos and the humans previous to the relatively recent civil war, or hell, that the society the primarch was raised in didn’t have complex customs about gender and naming and proving oneself intertwined all together...

(coughs they used they/them pronouns because of cultural gender situation but the emperor didn’t care for xenophobia reasons)

(”transphobia too?” transphobia too motherfucker we’re not about to forget how colonialism and imperialist are fundamentally transphobic, and no! the emperor maybe or maybe not being trans himself doesn’t excuse him, ‘cause he’s using an earth gender~)

(sidenote, there’s a thing called ‘xenogenders’ that does exist irl, as a fun fact. it’s not usually related to aliens though. i personally don’t really understand all of them myself but i respect them nonetheless, because, yanno, respecting people, duh)

i know most of these notes are me dragging up more dirt to put on the emperor but i just think there’s some stuff about him he hasn’t done that he would logically do and we should criticize him for it

atelon did in fact give fucking epic hugs. amazing that he died doing that also (ok, sorry, dark joke)

this was the song i was looping while writing this. yeah yeah “angelfire” funni pun it might’ve subconsciously influenced how atelon died tbh. it mightve even have influenced sanguinius being the portrayed character since i was listening to it when i started writing the fic lol

this story was also partially based on kind of a really personal situation of helping someone who used to be close to me with grief over a late sibling. we’re not on talking terms anymore so i think i can mention this but i won’t really detail publicly because i want to respect his privacy

the writing style i used in this fic is really different from my usual writing style but i like it. the pauses and sighs and blinks and stutters and all that i’m constantly struggling with did kind of take over but i like how sort of detached the narrator is in it, i’m thinking of incorporating it to my other fics, gosh knows i’ve ought to rewrite plenty of my fanfic coming soon lol

anyways yeah

[luwupercal]

YES. YEEEEEEEEEEES

it has been a very long past couple of days. do we have any silly headcanons happening

[luwupercal]

THEY SAY LORGAR MURDERED KOR PHAERON WITH HIS VOICE!

SHOUTED HIM APART!!

also doesn’t guilliman also say a Naughty Word in know no fear. he calls lorgar a bastard or something

also now i want to hc missin primarch who says FUCK and OFTEN

Lorgar headcanons coming tomorrow, meanwhile have some screenshots of the effects the research done for said headcanons placed upon my poor brow

and i fucking @d the person who sent me the ask requesting them

[luwupercal]

this is my oc atelon’s backstory now /j

the primarchs’ backstories are basically just

[luwupercal]

eugenics cw , long post , my computer crashed mid typing my reply to this. this is mostly abt angrons nails cause i actually looked some stuff up

but re: physically disabled primarchs hes damnatioed for less. he literally got sanguinius scared of being damnatioed just bc of his sons’ blood thirst thing, like. he has definitely damnatioed for less. i do have plans for fics in aus where the canon primarchs gain physical disabilities so headcanons on missing primarchs being physically disabled are always welcome and i honestly might rework my mp ideas (atelon + my unnamed 11th) to include this stuff

(specifically my poor underdeveloped union au. horus acquires a chronic pain condition and uses a cane, magnus becomes visually impaired thanks to tzeentch taking his other eye [he’s technically blind but he can see some stuff w the help of his psychic powers so i think it’s better to call him visually impaired? not sure should prolly check w someone who actually has this stuff], fulgrim loses a hand though he does get a prosthetic, & all of the primarchs also have their bodies start kind of shutting down because of plot reasons eventually but i havent really figured out specifics)

i dunno if he wants mentally unstable primarchs? i think either way he’s getting them but i dont think he actually wants them or like . okay . this is complicated but i think he wants primarchs that act in ways that if you werent the emperor youd see are ways learnt from trauma but as the emperor you think thats just being an obedient son. bc yanno hes abusive and we have him

uhh it also is known iirc what parts of the brain angron’s nails affect? let me find it but a while ago i researched that (here’s one tweet about it, and a thread). let me find my uh

here okay so what i found is: "When asked if the Emperor could remove it, he admitted he could, but the tendrils were deep in Angron's head and spine and he was missing his limbic lobe and insular cortex. The Butcher's Nails therefore replaced part of Angron's brain, allowing him to live."

and i googled some stuff about what that means n came up with a really long ramble im gonna put under the cut

(copypasted from my exbff’s dms. now u know why he left me LMFAO)

limbic thingy: "It supports a variety of functions including emotion, behavior, motivation, long-term memory, and olfaction.[2] Emotional life is largely housed in the limbic system, and it critically aids the formation of memories. With a primordial structure, the limbic system is involved in lower order emotional processing of input from sensory systems[...]" mhm that lines up oh shit olfaction does that mean that angrons sense of smell is wack that'd be interesting also long term memory...  emotion behavior motivations already covered by canon yeah also "it critically aids the formation of memories"   "In each hemisphere of the mammalian brain the insular cortex (also insula and insular lobe) is a portion of the cerebral cortex folded deep within the lateral sulcus (the fissure separating the temporal lobe from the parietal and frontal lobes).The insulae are believed to be involved in consciousness and play a role in diverse functions usually linked to emotion or the regulation of the body's homeostasis. These functions include compassion and empathy, perception, motor control, self-awareness, cognitive functioning, and interpersonal experience. In relation to these, it is involved in psychopathology." HMMM some of this stuff is obviously you know covered by canon but "perception, motor control, self-awareness, cognitive functioning, interpersonal experience" LITERALLY the quickest google search: "Damage to the insula can lead to apathy, loss of libido and an inability to tell fresh food from rotten[...]" "Some possible effects of damage to the limbic lobe include: Epilepsy: Temporal lobe epilepsy is the most common form of epilepsy, and is often the product of damage to the limbic lobe. Hippocampal sclerosis: Usually a byproduct of temporal lobe epilepsy, hippocampal sclerosis causes severe damage to neurons and glial cells. Dementia: Damage to the limbic lobe can produce symptoms of dementia, including Alzheimer's and related disorders. Language issues: Some people with limbic lobe damage experience a condition called aphasia, which interferes with their ability to speak, understand language, or both. Changes in mood, personality, or impulse control. Disruptions in autobiographical or working memory that may change personality or behavior. Psychiatric disorders: Limbic lobe dysfunction is implicated in a number of psychiatric disorders, most notably bipolar, PTSD, and anxiety disorders. Often these disorders create a problematic feedback loop, damaging the limbic lobe and causing more symptoms. Those symptoms then further damage the limbic lobe, producing even more symptoms. Disorders in other areas of the body, particularly the endocrine system. Dysfunction in the limbic lobe can affect the manufacture and expression of a range of endocrine system hormones. Since virtually every bodily process depends on hormones to some degree, this damage can affect mood, personality, overall health, muscle tone, reproduction and fertility, sexual function, and even life expectancy."

if you’re gonna come into my mentions just to lick the Emperor’s and loyalist primarchs’ boots and claim Angron should’ve been put down like a lame horse I want you to shut the fuck up just like before you even begin speaking

[luwupercal]

his name is Atelon

his name isn’t actually twobert