#at the VERY least there should��ve been (and should be!) a warning for the drugging vibes. seriously. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kjhmyg · 5 years ago

Text

rough edges pt. 4 (m)

pairing: jungkook | (f) reader genre: college!au, badboy!jk warnings: mentions of drugs, implied sex word count: 11K

1 / 2 / 3 / Part 4 / 5

author’s note: no smut in this chapter folks, but i’m posting the next one real soon and you better hold on to your panties for that one. i wanted to show more of jungkook’s pov in this one. enjoy!

Jungkook makes a bee line in the direction of the toilets. He turns the corner at the far end of the dance floor and enters a long corridor. He turns right in the direction of the men’s room, then stops halfway, leaning against the wall that separates the area from the dance floor. The music isn’t as loud here and he sighs, being able to hear his own thoughts for the first time tonight. A couple of other club goers walk past him. He waits for them to be out of sight before digging into the inner pocket of his jacket, taking out his phone. Swiping the screen, he finds multiple notifications of text messages from you. He’s smiling before he even opens them.

They’re mostly pictures of you, back home, where you’re spending Christmas and New Year’s. You’ll only be back in two weeks and he’s counting down the days till then. When you mentioned going home for the holidays, he looked a little down. Not because he didn’t want you to be with family, but because he didn’t want to be without you. You had asked if he wanted to come home with you, but then you both decided it might be a little too early for that. Also, he’s deathly afraid of your dad after hearing how much of a perfectionist the man is. But not wanting him to feel lonely, you promised to send him photos whenever you can.

“I’ll be fine.” He says, tightening the scarf wrapped around your neck. “Besides, Jimin and a few of the guys are gonna be around. I won’t be alone.”

“Alright.” You pout, asking for a kiss. “I’ll miss you.”

The train horn sounds, signalling that it’s about to depart soon. Both of you look in the direction of the train where other commuters are hurrying aboard. “I’ll miss you too, baby. Take care and call me when you get there.”

“I will. I’ll send you lots of pics.” You nod, smiling. You were so excited to go back home but now, having to leave Jungkook behind has you questioning whether you really have to go. “Stay out of trouble, okay?”

He chuckles, kissing your forehead. “I’ll try.”

"See you next year then." You say, lifting your bag over your shoulder. You're sad about having to leave him behind. "Merry Christmas. And happy new year."

"Okay come on Santa, you're gonna miss your train if you don't get on now."

You giggle as he directs you to the train car door. "One more thing." He tilts his head and grins when you stop yourself from getting on the train, and turn to face him instead. You're so stubborn.

"What is it?"

"I love you."

You're still so shy about saying it so openly. He grabs your face and kisses you deeply. "I love you too."

The platform guard starts whistling and you hurry up the train. Jungkook bites his lip at how cute you are, then there’s a sinking feeling in his heart. He doesn’t like seeing you go, even if it’s just for a couple of weeks. But he’d rather not show it to you, because he knows you’d feel bad about it. You rush to your seat and wave to him from the window. He watches from the platform as your train departs, and until he can no longer see you.

He scrolls through the photos you send, noting the family members and friends in some of them but honestly, his eyes only look for you. The scrolling stops when he lands on a photo of you in a dressing room, trying on a light blue dress. It hugs your figure nicely. Too nicely. You definitely know what you’re doing sending him that photo. Oh the things he would do to you if you were standing in front of him right now in that dress.

He closes the chat and clicks on a private folder in his gallery. His tongue comes out to wet his lips and he gulps, suddenly feeling very thirsty as he looks through the photos and videos he has of you. Specifically, a video you sent last night, where you’re laying in bed in your nightgown. Only showing from the neck down at first, the camera then pans to where you’re lifting the fabric up to reveal your bare body underneath. Your hands trace your skin from the top of your chest all the way down, and your fingers find their way to your⎯

“Damn. Does she have a sister?”

Jungkook jolts from his position, pressing the phone to his chest. The other guy chuckles, crossing his arms and leans against the wall, facing Jungkook.

“What the fuck. “ Jungkook breathes, positive he’s just had a heart attack. He looks to the side where Suga stands all smug. “Are you trying to kill me? How long have you been standing here?”

“Long enough.” He winks and Jungkook groans. Jungkook locks his phone and shoves it safely back into the pocket it came from. Suga continues to observe Jungkook. How he gets all clammy when the topic of you comes up. Jungkook should know better than to try and keep secrets from him. “You know you shouldn’t have your personal phone on during work. Much less use it.”

“I know I just...nevermind.”

“It’s that girl, isn’t it?” He smiles his signature gummy smile. “Y/N?”

Jungkook scoffs way too quickly, only confirming Suga’s theory. He raises a brow at Jungkook, who shakes his head and walks off, back towards the main area of the club. He rests against the bar and orders an iced tea without thinking much of it. When Suga joins him, he frowns. “What now?” Jungkook asks, noticing his expression.

“Iced tea?” Suga nods towards the drink and Jungkook blinks, looking at it. “Why are you drinking iced tea?”

Jungkook can’t admit it’s because iced tea is your regular order when you eat out, and it kind of grew on him. He pushes the drink away. “It’s...refreshing?”

Suga laughs, then motions for Jungkook to follow him. They walk past the crowd of people, towards the back exit where security guards the door; one on the inside and one outside. They exchange nods, stepping out into the back alley to find a quiet space, away from listening ears. They lean against a fence wall separating the club ground from a more sophisticated version next door; a gentlemen’s club which they’ve only been to once. It’s a huge contrast. Same type of business just different target audience.

“I’m not stupid.” Suga takes a box of cigarettes out of his pocket and lights one up. “She’s more than a friend, isn’t she?”

“Who?”

“Drop the act.” He rolls his eyes with a shake of his head.

Jungkook drops his head into his hands and groans. Amused by his younger brother, Suga chuckles, ruffling Jungkook’s hair. It’s been a while since he’s seen Jungkook this vulnerable and he’s enjoying it.

It’s been almost two months since the night Suga and you met. Although Jungkook tried his best to redirect the conversation every time a question was sent your way, at the very least, you had given Suga your name. Would’ve been impolite not to, anyway. Suga put two and two together. It became all the more apparent to him why he’s been seeing less and less of Jungkook at work, why he never stays longer than he needs to anymore, and why the car always smells like sex.

“You’re not as slick as you think you are. I’m disappointed.”

Jungkook sighs, then looks at him as he takes a slow, long draw of the cigarette. "Sorry. I know I shouldn't get myself attached to a girl especiall⎯"

"No, not that." Suga smiles. He lowers his voice, "We work with drugs, among other things, so keeping secrets should be your forte. Yet, I find you in a corner, jacking off to a video of your girl."

"I was not⎯" Jungkook pinches the bridge of his nose. "I was just...relieving some tension."

“Right.” Suga throws his half-used cigarette on the ground and steps on it. He crosses his arms across his chest and expression turns serious. Jungkook knows that look. It means he’s thinking over something important. He waits patiently for the older guy to speak. “Listen. Don’t think the others haven’t noticed how distant you’ve been. They don’t know about Y/N yet. You’ve got to be more careful.

“I”ve been covering for you. I told Captain and Lieutenant that your university’s keeping a close eye on you. So you had to lay low. I’m just telling you this so our stories check out. The boss is here. Big boss. And he’s called for us to see him in a bit.”

“What, why? Shit, are we in trouble? This is all my fault.” Jungkook fidgets in his spot. The boss seldom makes an appearance. There’s usually an underboss who passes the necessary information to their captain or lieutenant, who then passes it to them.

"Calm down." Suga frowns. "Since when do you get nervous? You better get yourself together. He's expecting us right about now. Come on, Ace."

Jungkook straightens himself up. Suga walks ahead, back to the club and before Jungkook trails behind, he’s grabbing for his phone again. But this time to switch it off. He doesn’t usually have it on, but he misses you. And waiting till after every shift to be able to see you is torture. Now that it’s off, he can focus. He has to. Suga stops by the door, waiting for him to catch up and they head up to the second floor of the building, down narrow corridors before reaching a room guarded by two of their colleagues. They greet each other and one of the two opens the door for them.

It leads them to a room with a gambling table in the middle. Everyone at the table is serious, silently observing their opponents. Inside, there are four other guards, one by the door, one by the table, and two standing in front of a second door to the back of the room where they’re headed. All of them armed. The two walk quietly across the room and wait as the guards make their presence known to the boss. It’s a makeshift office, where Mr. Kim waits for them. They enter once they hear him call out for them.

“Sit down.” He says as soon as they step inside. The lieutenant, who was sitting on the other side of the table across from Kim, gets up and smiles at them as he takes his leave. At the very least they know it won’t be bad news if he’s not leaving the room looking sullen. They take their seats and wait for instructions.

Contrary to what anyone would expect the boss to look like, he has a kind face. Like someone you’d see in the supermarket grocery shopping for his kids, which makes it easy to get comfortable. That is, until he gets angry. Neither of them have experienced it personally, yet. And they hope not to after all they’ve heard about him. He’s not the boss for nothing.

He gets right down to business with the boys, sliding a tablet across the desk towards them. On the screen, there’s a picture of a vacated building. It looks similar to the one they’re in.

“This is…?” Suga asks.

“A new location.” Kim replies, a smile on his face. “Abandoned a few years ago after it caught fire. Pretty damaged but we’ve got men working on it already. It’ll look good when it’s done in about a month.”

Jungkook notices the address at the bottom of the photo. He thinks about it for a while before realising he knows where this is. “Wait. This is in our district.”

Kim smiles and nods. “It is.”

Jungkook glances at Suga and shifts uncomfortably in his seat. Suga sends him a look that tells him to keep cool. “Sir, is there a reason you’re setting up the new location in my area? I mean, based on my numbers, I think I’ve been pretty consistent in my dealings⎯”

“Calm down.” He chuckles, leaning back into his chair. “Always so serious. No wonder you’re so good at what you do. But no, we’re expanding because business is good. Especially in your district. Stressed college kids who need help winding down, looking for some fun. We’re just bringing the party to them. It’ll make things easier for you.”

“But boss, the cops are gonna be all over the place.” Suga says. “We definitely can’t move as freely there, like we do here. One slip up and it’s over.”

“So don’t slip up.” He says casually, then laughs. “But ah, you’re right. So maybe until we’re clear, we don’t move the drugs there. Let the cops see it’s just another nightclub. Till then, you can continue pushing the drugs as you normally do. Then once we’re clear, we open up business. I’m sure you can figure out the timing, I’ll leave that to you.”

The boys nod. Jungkook sees the appeal, it’ll definitely be easier to have a base in the district itself. It would save him and Suga a lot of time than having to come down all the way to this club to get supplies.

“So who’s the lead on this? The Captain?” Suga asks.

“Didn’t you hear me?” Kim says. “I’m leaving it to you. Both of you will oversee the entire movement there.”

“Us?” Jungkook and Suga speak in unison.

“Yup.” He nods, taking back the tablet. “I’ve been hearing good things about the two of you. If you’re as good as they say, then maybe...you don’t need to answer to anyone anymore.”

“Wait, what are you saying?”

“You two will manage the place. And…” Kim smiles, taking out a black notebook from his drawer and starts to write. “At the same time, you’ll be training some new members. This is supposed to be the Lieutenant’s job but I want you two to have a go at it. The new soldiers will then take over your place in a few years because by then, after Ace is done with college or whatever, you won’t be pushers anymore. I’ll want you on the team. Maybe a captain. Or co-captains. We’ll see.”

Suga and Jungkook look at each other, then back at Kim. There's an obvious glee on Suga’s part. In this business, the only way is up. They don’t take their instructions straight from Kim, there’s usually a captain giving them the orders. But now they’re getting a chance to be captains themselves. Jungkook remains poker-faced as he usually does. On the inside though, he’s a little conflicted. Suga’s happy, is he supposed to be happy too? He thinks about you. Would you be happy?

The boss clears his throat, snapping Jungkook out of his thoughts. He reaches under the desk for a small black briefcase and places it nicely on the table. It unlocks with a click and inside, stacks of money which he’s grabbing by the bundle. He starts counting and places five grand in hundred dollar bills on the table, in front of each boy. The two of them remain seated, looking at the money in front of them. Jungkook looks to Suga quizzically.

“Sir, what’s this for?” Suga asks, attempting to sound casual. “We got our pay from the captain two weeks ago.”

"Just a little Christmas gift from me." He winks.

Again, Jungkook waits for Suga to move before he does, only reaches for the money when the older boy does. He folds the stack in half and keeps it safe in his jacket pocket.

“One more thing.” Kim says just as they start to get up. “I need you to track someone down.” He slides the tablet back to them, this time there’s a photo of a man on the screen. ��This is Jax. He owes me money and unfortunately, he’s been avoiding us and our men. There’s word he’s hiding out in your district. See if you can find him and bring him to me.”

They nod and excuse themselves. But before Jungkook steps out of the room, the old man calls out to him again. “I hear you’re having some trouble with your school. Did someone rat you out?”

“Oh.” Jungkook gulps. “No, nothing like that. Just word of mouth maybe. But don’t worry, I’ve been keeping a low profile.”

“Good. If anyone gives you trouble, just take them out.” He says casually, not even looking at Jungkook anymore. “And if you need any backup, let your captain know. Tell him you’ve got orders from me.”

“Right. I will.” Jungkook nods with a half-smile. “Thanks boss.”

Jungkook speed walks out the room, past the gambling table and finds Suga by the door, making small talk with the guards. They walk back down and Jungkook checks the time; a little after three in the morning. The club closes in a few hours, staying open just a little longer during the holidays. The crowd is already starting to wind down, though the music keeps blasting.

“What’s the matter? Bedtime already?” Suga chuckles, speaking over the music.

“I’m tired.” Jungkook says. “Aren’t you going home?”

“Home?” Suga scoffs. “Haven’t had that in a long time.”

Jungkook looks away, sharing the same thought. He just hadn’t realised how he’s started calling the frat house and you, as home. He fist bumps the older boy, then takes his leave, riding home in the early morning on his bike.

𝄖

“Are you awake?” You ask over the phone. It’s early, but the only time you’re able to have a decent conversation with Jungkook, in the privacy of your room and away from the prying ears of your grandmother.

“Now I am.” He hums, still sleepy. He stirred from his sleep as his ringtone goes off from your call, about to switch it off, until he sees your name across the display. “It’s okay, I wanted to hear your voice anyway.”

“I miss you.” You say.

“I miss you too.” He smiles, leaning against the wooden headboard. It presses against his back uncomfortably but it doesn’t bother him, not when he’s busy pressing the phone closer to his ear, listening to the sound of you giggling on the other end. “Feels weird when you’re not just a drive away.”

“Well, now you know how I feel when you disappear for days on end.”

“Hey,” he pouts, “I thought we’re way past that.”

“I know,” you laugh, “I’m just messing with you.”

Jungkook laughs along dryly. It brings him back to what happened at work and what Mr. Kim said. He wonders what you would say if he tells you he’s about to get a promotion. It’s weird; before you, he wouldn’t think twice about anything related to work. Probably would be ecstatic at the thought of moving up the ranks. But now, he wonders if that’s really what he wants.

As much as he hates to admit it, what Hoseok said before is probably true; you’re not going to want to deal with this forever. And you’re definitely not worth losing. You sense that something’s bothering him and after a long pause, you ask him, “Everything alright?”

“Everything is...normal.” He nods, even though you can’t see him. You only hum in response, hoping he’ll tell you when he’s ready. “I’ll tell you when you’re back.”

“Alright.” You say. “Hey, can we facetime?”

“Sure.”

You click on the option and wait for the screen display. When he finally comes on screen, you almost throw your phone across the room. How does he manage to look that good when he just woke up? Ridiculous. But he’s thinking the same about you, the way you’re glowing, like an actual angel. “God I miss your face.” He breathes.

“Life is so unfair.” You pout and he’s confused. “You wake up looking like that? Come on.”

“Are you kidding me?” He scoffs. “Have you seen the way you wake up from a nap with drool on your face? I can’t beat that.”

“Shut the fuck up.” You hiss, not wanting anyone to hear you. “That was one time! And I was really tired.”

You both start laughing and it slowly dies down to you just staring at each other. Jungkook runs a hand into his hair and leans his head against the wall, watching you like he’s trying to memorise everything. You heat up a little under his stare. How do the butterflies still not go away after so long? “Hey Jungkook, merry christmas.”

“Oh, right. Merry Christmas to you too.” Jungkook smiles fondly, trying to ignore the squeezing sensation in his chest. It’s sad, but he thinks this might be the first time someone’s wished him a merry christmas. He’s not usually around for the holidays, so it’s not anyone’s fault. And it’s not like they’re gonna start singing carols and having christmas dinners at the club. Then he clears his throat, interrupting his own thoughts. “So, you must be pretty busy there?”

“Kind of.” You shrug. “Just decorating the house, getting ready for the Christmas dinner tonight. My dad’s pretty stressed about that. He likes everything to be perfect.”

“I can tell.” He agrees and you tilt your head asking how. “Cause you’re perfect.”

You can’t help the smile that forces its way onto your face, looking down to avoid eye contact out of embarrassment. There’s nothing that Jungkook likes more than to watch you react so adorably to his words. He could watch you forever, but then you hear footsteps moving about outside and your expression changes. You haven’t told anyone about Jungkook yet, so you’d rather they not hear you. You lower your voice when you speak, “I think I have to go now.”

“Oh, alright.” Jungkook nods, though he looks obviously disappointed from such a short time with you. “Call me when you can.”

“I will. Bye Jungkook.”

You hang up quickly after he says goodbye. It leaves him feeling empty, suddenly aware of how quiet it is. There’s less of the usual ruckus around the house with most of the boys having gone home. He then wonders about how different it would be to spend Christmas with you, and your family. A sudden longing overcomes him.

To shake it off, he decides to get up, rolling off the bed and tossing his phone back on the mattress. He’s headed for the kitchen but before going down the steps, he realises the soft music coming from Jimin’s room. He walks over and finds Jimin on his bed, singing along to the songs. His knocks on the door, startling Jimin, who smiles wide when he sees Jungkook. It’s not always that the younger guy comes to him, it’s usually the other way around. “Hey stranger.”

“Hey.” Jungkook steps inside slowly, hands in the pockets of his shorts. “Merry christmas.”

Jimin doesn’t hide the surprise on his face. Is this what they call a Christmas miracle? “Merry Christmas to you too, buddy.” From the look on his face, Jimin thinks Jungkook might have more to say, so he pats the area on the bed next to him, but Jungkook shakes his head instead.

“Um, do you want to maybe have lunch later? Or dinner? Only if you want to.” Jungkook clears his throat, trying to ignore the awkward atmosphere.

Jimin grins up at him. “Are you asking me out on a date?”

Jungkook rolls his eyes and turns to leave. “Just let me know when you’re ready. I’ll drive.”

𝄖

It’s not a fancy dinner, and Jimin is fine with burgers and a shake. Jungkook had actually asked Jimin out for help on picking out a gift for you. He wanted a second opinion, since he’s never done this before and Jimin was kind enough not to give him too much shit for it. Of course, it’s not Jimin if he doesn’t drive Jungkook crazy. They spent an hour bickering because Jimin insisted on dropping by planned parenthood to get himself tested.

“Why do you need to do this today?!” Jungkook yells in the car.

“Because we’re already out, Jungkook!” Jimin yells back and Jungkook groans. “I need to get myself tested ASAP!”

“Why didn’t you tell me? Then I wouldn’t have asked you out!”

“Because then you wouldn’t have asked me out!” Jimin can’t help but to let out a chuckle. “And I needed a ride.”

“You are the most annoying person⎯”

“Oh!!! You can get yourself tested too! We can go in together!”

“That’s it, I’m crashing this car.”

For the sake of his own sanity, Jungkook went along with him. But it was only after Jungkook threatened to tell Taehyung that Jimin had a crush on him the first time they met, that Jimin finally shut up. Only to open his mouth ten minutes later to suggest Jungkook give his test results to you as a Christmas present.

“Oh yeah,” Jimin groans, mouth full, “this is definitely better than microwaved mac and cheese. Thanks for bringing me out of the house.”

Jungkook stays quiet, eating his own burger and downing sips of soda. It’s only after a while that he speaks. “I spoke to Y/N, about her and Hoseok.”

“And she said they’re just friends, didn’t she?” Jimin asks, nonchalant. Jungkook nods, not meeting his eyes. “Told you there’s nothing to be worried about.”

“I guess.” He shrugs. “Can I...ask you something?”

“Go ahead.”

Jungkook sets his burger down and takes a long sip of his drink. Jimin eyes him curiously as he does. Everything about today has been strange. Jungkook almost never spends time with anyone outside of school, and even when he does, it wouldn’t be him that makes the first move. “How do I know if whatever choice I’m making is the right one?” Jungkook continues when Jimin doesn’t respond, “Like if you have to choose between two things, how do I know if I’m choosing the right one? Assuming you can’t have both.”

“First of all, I can’t believe you’re coming to me for advice.” Jimin says cheerfully, then gets serious again. “But okay, that’s too vague Jungkook. It really depends on the context.”

Jungkook thinks hard. He doesn’t want to let Jimin know what this is really all about. “Okay so, if you’ve always liked dogs...but now you realise cats are cute too.”

“O-kay...and you can’t have both a cat and a dog?”

“Um,” he thinks, getting confused himself, “maybe the cat’s allergic to the dog?”

“So you want the cat?”

“Yes. But she- it’s allergic to dogs. And I have a dog.”

Jimin blinks. “Yeah, I can’t work with this. Do you want my help or not?”

“Okay okay,” Jungkook whines and Jimin almost snorts at his tone if not for how serious he looks, “what if all you’ve known is one thing but now you don’t think you want that anymore. You want to move in a different direction. How do I know if I’m going in the right direction?”

“You’ll just have to take the risk. Won’t know if you don’t go for it.”

“What if I regret it?”

Jimin stares at him for a while. “You might have regrets either way. That’s life. If you choose that one thing, you might regret not going for the other. If you choose the other, you might regret it because you miss how it was before.”

“So, there is no right choice?”

“That depends on you. Which option would your future self’s happiness outweigh the regret? That’s the choice you go for.”

“Happiness…” Jungkook mutters to himself. What makes him happy? He wonders. But all he sees is an image of you in his head. Jimin snaps his fingers to bring him back.

“Okay? Just do what makes you happy.”

Jungkook nods, silently reaching for his burger again. He continues eating as if nothing happened and so does Jimin. They sit in silence for a while, save for the sound of their chewing. Then Jungkook says ever so softly, “Thanks hyung.”

𝄖

“Are you sure he’s here?” Suga sighs, asking the kid walking ahead of him. He sends a disapproving look Jungkook’s way. “The last couple of places you’ve sent us were dead leads.”

“I think so. I...I⎯I think he’s here.” He stutters and Jungkook has to hold Suga back before the new recruit pisses himself under his death stare. It’s dark and dirty, an old apartment building with floors that feel like it might collapse at any moment with every step they take.

Christmas and the conversation with Jimin pushed to the back of his mind, Jungkook’s back at work, trudging through this place, looking for a wanted man. Next to him, Suga’s seething, “I swear if we don’t get this guy, you⎯” He stops when Jungkook grabs his sleeve, stopping them in their tracks.

“Will you shut up?” Jungkook growls. “You’re scaring him.”

Suga looks offended. “I’m scaring him? Gee, sorry mom, I won’t do it again. Why don’t you ground me while you’re at it!”

“What the hell is wrong with you?” Jungkook hisses.

Suga sighs again, running a hand through his hair, messing it up. The other guy moves ahead when Jungkook nods for him to go on. He continues to search for the right apartment, one which he was told the guy Kim is looking for can be found at. “I’m really tired and this kid is getting on my nerves.” He says, gesturing towards the guy.

“Give him a break. He’s new, it’s not his fault he got assigned to this.” Jungkook whispers. “We’re supposed to train him, remember?”

“I don’t give a f⎯”

“Uh...guys…” The newbie calls out. They turn in his direction and walk towards him, standing in front of an apartment. Door ajar, and a mess on the inside. The window is open, probably from leaving in a rush. Another dead end.

“Fuck.” Suga grunts, storming off in the direction they came from.

Jungkook sighs and turns to the boy. “You can go. Call me when you have new information. But check your sources first.”

He looks at Jungkook sheepishly and mutters a soft apology as Jungkook walks away, catching up to Suga who’s already standing by the car in the back alley. “He sucks.”

“Yeah well, he’s new. And young. Give him a break.” Jungkook stares Suga down. The car door clicks as Jungkook unlocks it and they slide in.

"Hey, we started young too." Suga mumbles, then smiles as he thinks about the past. "Remember? You had such innocent eyes, fooled everyone into giving us intel for Kim. Gave us everything we need. And look at where we are now."

"Where is that?"

"What d'you mean?" Suga cocks a brow at Jungkook, frowns when he doesn't reply. "Did something happen?"

"No, nothing." Jungkook sighs, shaking his head. The car's engine revs up as he turns the key on the ignition. "Just really tired."

"Hang in there." Suga says softly, looking out the window. "If we do well managing the new club, we'll move up the ranks as captains. We won't have to do stupid runs like this anymore. I mean it's fun but it'll be even more fun getting soldiers to do the dirty work for you. Am I right?"

"What if I don't want all that?" Jungkook asks carefully and quietly, immediately regretting it after. They've known each other for a long time; they're practically brothers. Suga knows Jungkook like the back of his hand, or at least he thinks he did. Recently though, Jungkook's been hard to read and acting differently. Suga doesn't like that.

"What the hell are you saying?" His voice is low but Jungkook can sense the frustration in it. "You don't want to be captain? Dude, what is wrong with you, you're acting so weird. Seriously. The normal you would've beaten the crap out of that newbie for leading us to three dead ends! But no, you're all soft now. Talking about giving him a chance and shit…and now you don’t even want to be captain?"

“I⎯” Jungkook opens his mouth but can’t find the right words. He backtracks instead. “Nevermind. Just forget I said anything.”

Jungkook starts driving, heading back to Suga’s apartment to drop him off. After a long silence, Suga speaks again. “I don’t know what’s going on but I hope you don’t make any stupid decisions. Take some time to think things through. Then tell me if you’re in or out.”

Jungkook nodded even though he stopped paying attention halfway. Once he’s dropped Suga off, Jungkook takes a long drive through the night with the windows down. But the cool night breeze does little to clear his mind, so he decides to head to the gym instead.

While he managed to get through his usual workout routine, it didn’t help him forget about what happened earlier either. He didn’t even realise a guy at the reception was speaking to him until they called out his name a couple of times. They wished him a happy new year and Jungkook returned the greeting, collecting his belongings from them.

It’s three days into the new year so things are slowly going back to normal; students returning from their hometown. He was bummed when he got called into work on new years’ eve and had to miss out on a facetime session with you that night like he had planned. He hasn’t been home since and he sighs, feeling exhausted. Thinking about you, he takes out his personal phone and tries to switch it on, but the screen remains black. The battery’s dead. Perfect.

He heads back to the house, driving past other greek houses hosting parties. The house is dark when he walks through the front door, save for the light coming from the television in the living room. Reruns of bad movies are playing on the television and a few guys are on the couch with drinks in their hands. Jimin, amongst them, turns his head when he notices Jungkook, then smiles. He’s drunk. He raises a finger at Jungkook and opens his mouth, then his brows crease and mouth drops into a frown. “Have to tell you something...can’t remember…”

“Cool. Goodnight.” Jungkook heads for his room, leaving him confused.

Jungkook runs up the steps but stops just as he reaches the top. There’s light coming from under his door. Had he left his lamp on before leaving a few days ago? He doesn’t think so. He walks up to it slowly and presses his ear to the door. It’s quiet. Gently, he turns the doorknob and pushes the door open.

Are his eyes playing tricks on him? He looks around the room and sees luggage placed by the bed. They’re yours. And then there’s you, sleeping peacefully in his bed. He closes the door gently and walks over to you, kneeling by the side of the bed. It’s the first time he’s seen you in weeks. Without realising, he cups the side of your face with his palm. Your stir at his touch and he almost regrets it, if not for the cute way you pout and eyes flutter open.

“Jungkook?” You mumble, placing your hand on his.

“Hey baby.” He smiles, moving in to kiss your forehead. “What are you doing here?”

“I came back early.” You say softly. “Hana’s not home yet and I thought I’d come stay with you. I called you, but I couldn’t get through. So I came here.”

Jungkook curses himself for not charging his phone earlier. “And they just let you in?” He asks, keeping in mind the house rules in which non-members aren’t allowed in unless you’re with a member.

“I flirted with Jimin and he let me in.”

“Sounds about right.” He chuckles. While he’d love to slide into bed with you right now, he figures he should clean up first. So he removes his hand from you and gets up, but you grab onto his arm to stop him.

“Where are you going?”

You’re so tired that you drift in and out of sleep. He finds it so endearing. He places your hand back gently and pulls up the covers. “I’m gonna take a shower. I’ll join you in a bit.” You hum in response.

Jungkook’s shower is a quick one. The warm water from the shower doesn’t match up to having you snuggle up against him. He finishes quickly, dries his hair in the bathroom and practically runs back into the room, slipping under the covers with you, wrapping his arms around you. You roll over when you feel him pulling you close, resting your face in the crook of his neck, breathing in the sweet smell of his soap.

Your legs tangle into each other’s and your arm wraps loosely around his waist as his hand rubs your back in gentle movements. For the first time in three weeks, he feels relaxed, falling asleep almost immediately.

𝄖

One day, Jungkook’s waking up in the dark of Suga’s apartment, where the paint is peeling off and it’s vacant save for the couch he sleeps on. The next, he finds himself waking up to something dreamlike; his room in a nice orange glow from the morning sun streaming in, his legs tangled into yours, and you softly tracing your finger over his skin.

A smile forms on his face and he groans sleepily. Even though he’s tired, he chooses to wake up. You feel his hand slide down your back, down to your butt where he rubs circles. You look up and see him smiling, eyes still closed. You scoot up and give him a peck on the lips and get an approving hum from him. Once you’re free from his hold, you roll off the bed to wash up. He watches under sleepy eyes as you undress, stealing glances at him when you slip out of your nightwear.

“Missed you so much.”

You turn, smiling. “I missed you too.”

“Not you,” Jungkook replies, “her.”

You turn, looking around the room. He must be sleep-talking, you think. “What? Who?”

He grins, then throws the blanket off himself to sit on the edge of the bed, reaching out for you. He pulls you in and turns you around so your back faces him. His hands up both sides of your butt. “Her.”

You erupt into a fit of giggles, playfully hitting him with a pillow and he holds his hands up to defend himself. “You’re so stupid.” You laugh, ending up on top of him when he grabs you. “Missed you.”

You stare at each other for some time and he traces your bottom lip with the pad of his thumb. You can’t help but to lean in for a kiss. It starts off as gentle pecks, until he places his hand on the back of your neck and slips his tongue into the kiss. You’ve both missed this. It seems silly when he thinks about it since it’s only been a few weeks. Makes him feel guilty too; all the time he’s gone off the grid and you’ve had to put up with it.

“Mmkay, I’m gonna wash up.” You pull away too quickly but he doesn’t stop you, and his eyes don’t leave you, or your butt, as you put his oversized shirt on and head for the bathroom with your clothes and toiletries.

It’s a short shower, since you figure the rest of the guys might wake up soon. Most of them are back by now, though probably not up yet. So when you hear a knock on the bathroom door, you think it may be Jungkook. Thankfully, you had enough sense not to open the door without getting dressed first.

“Hoseok. Hi.” You try not to sound awkward. By the look on his face, he wasn’t expecting you either. “Sorry if I was taking too long...shower..” You gesture vaguely and he nods.

He must have just gotten home, still dressed nicely but with bags under his eyes. You grab your bag of toiletries and towel before slipping out the door and heading straight for Jungkook’s room. But a hand on your elbow stops you before you can get to safety. You jump a little, surprised at the contact. “Sorry,” he says, “um, so how was your break?”

You look in the direction of Jungkook’s closed door just a few steps away, then back at Hoseok. “Good. It was nice.” You nod and he nods, shoving his hands in the pocket of his jeans. You turn to the door again. And back at Hoseok. It’s not that there’s anything wrong with talking to Hoseok. Afterall, you’ve made it clear to Jungkook that it’s just a normal friendship. But you don’t want him catching on to what really happened between Hoseok and you that evening.

“Can we talk? Maybe in my room, just in case he hears us.” Hoseok speaks softly and gestures to his room at the end of the hallway, in the opposite direction of Jungkook’s.

“Okay but make it quick.” You say, following behind.

You leave the door slightly ajar, so you can keep an eye on Jungkook’s door. “Look,” Hoseok starts, “I wanted to say sorry. I shouldn’t have told you about...everything.”

You cock a brow at him. “Why?”

“I know it got you all stressed out.” He sighs. “And I feel bad.”

“I’m fine now.” It’s not entirely true but it’s not a lie either. You’re still worried about the entire thing. “Don’t worry about me, alright? I’ll figure out how to help Jungkook.”

Hoseok looks at you in surprise. “You will? So you’re going through with my plan?”

“Not really. I’m figuring things out as I go.”

“Huh.” He blinks. “So you don’t have a plan.”

“I’m trying okay!” You hiss. “Give me some time. You can’t expect him to quit his job and turn into a missionary all in one day!”

He breaks into a tiny smile, “Your plan is to turn him into a missionary?”

“That’s not what I meant and you know it.” Your cheeks heat up when he holds back a laugh. Sounds from outside distract you and you look through the gap to see Jimin, entering Jungkook’s room. He makes a ruckus and you hear Jungkook telling him to get out. “Anyway, I’ll update you once I get any info. Anything from your friend?”

“No.” Hoseok shakes his head, brows furrowed and looking worried. “He’s been really quiet as of late. Bit weird.”

“Maybe he’s busy.” You shrug and Hoseok chews on his bottom lip. "Okay I should go."

"Right right, you should." Hoseok rubs the side of his neck as he manages a small smile. He's acting weird. You quickly slip out of his room and head straight for Jungkook’s. Only to bump straight into Jimin who’s exiting the room in a hurry.

“Y/N!” He breathes, hiding behind you. “Your boyfriend’s trying to kill me.”

“I’m sure he has a good reason for it.” You giggle, just as the door swings open and Jungkook sees you, then turns his attention to Jimin and lunges forward. Jimin screams but Jungkook’s only reaching for you to get you away from him.

“Stay away, demon.” Jungkook hisses.

“What is going on….” You mutter to yourself while you hang the towel behind the door.

They get into a scuffle as Jimin tries to enter the room again and Jungkook holds him back. It barely takes any effort on Jungkook’s part and all you hear is Jimin grunting. You sit on the bed, waiting for it to end.

“I just⎯ need,” Jimin huffs, then kicks Jungkook in the nuts. Jungkook bends over and falls on his knees, groaning. “I’m sorry! I need to talk to Y/N!” Jimin says, taking the chance to jump over Jungkook and step inside, bending over to catch his breath.

“Oh my god,” You gasp, hands to your mouth. “Jungkook are you okay?”

“Don’t worry about him, he’s immortal.” Jimin says, stopping you from going to Jungkook. He sits you down again and pulls out a piece of folded paper from his back pocket. “I need you to look at this.” He hands you the paper and stands in front of you with hands on his hips.

“Um? An STD test?” You ask. It’s his and you’re confused as to why he’s handing you this.

“Now that you’ve seen this and know that I’m clean, would you say it increases the chances of you going out and or, having sex with me?”

Jungkook gets up just then and goes straight for Jimin, tackling him to the ground. “How dare you.” He grunts, pinning Jimin’s arm behind his back. “She’s my girlfriend!”

“You’re hurting me!” Jimin cries. “Let me go, I’m not interested in Y/N!”

Jungkook releases his hold, reluctantly, when you tell him to. He stands with his arms folded, watching Jimin carefully. Jimin breathes hard, holding on to his right shoulder. He glares at Jungkook from the floor and punches his thigh, only to hurt his own hand doing so. He screams when Jungkook fakes a kick.

“What are you up to?” You ask Jimin, sighing.

“I’m not trying to sleep with you.” Jimin huffs. “I just wanted to know if it’s a yes or a no.”

“Well, I honestly don’t know. It depends.”

Jimin gasps. “On what? I don’t usually get rejected…”

“Usually?” You eye him curiously and he avoids your stare. “Ah...I see what’s happening.”

Jimin furrows his brows at you. You only smile back knowingly. It’s amusing to think about how he’s older than you but behaves so childlike sometimes.

“You asked a girl out and she rejected you.”

He remains stoic for a beat until he can’t take the silence. “Fine, yes! She mentioned something about me being a fuckboy. So rude.”

“She’s not wrong.” Jungkook mutters, going to sit next to you.

“So anyway, I took the test to show her that I’m safe.” Jimin says, pouting. “But she still won’t go out with me.”

“Maybe it’s not about that?” You shrug. “She probably just doesn’t like you. No offence.”

“That’s crazy, I’m so lovable.”

“You’re disgusting.” Jungkook comments.

“Look, just leave her alone.” You say. “If she likes you, you’ll know.”

“But I need to know why she doesn’t like me...” He whines and you chuckle.

“Why does it matter if she likes you or not?” You ask, eyeing him again. He fidgets under your stare. “Unless...you like her?”

“I don’t!” Jimin jumps to his feet. “I just don't understand why she would not want to hang out with me.”

You watch him with a knowing look. Jungkook furrows his brows and puts a hand up to him, “Wait. Did you take this test and force me to get it done with you, then show it to Y/N so you can get some advice, all for this girl? Wow.”

“Shut up! I hate you guys!” Jimin yells, storming off.

Jungkook smiles, “Yeah he’s definitely into her. I know from experience.” He leans in to capture your lips in a kiss, one which you smile into. Your hands move down his bare front, teasingly tracing his abs. “Any plans today?” He asks breathily when he pulls away.

“Hm...I have a lot to unpack. Let’s go back to my place.” You smile, noting the way he pouts. “You can help me.”

“I have a better idea.” He smirks, hand around your waist as he moves back and pulls you on top of him. “We can stay in bed.”

“Sure I guess.” You shrug. “But you know Hana’s not around right? So we have the entire place to ourselves, to do whatever we want.” You whisper the last part against his lips and he knows you’re just trying to lure him in, but he’s so weak when you use that voice on him.

“I’ll go get ready.”

𝄖

“Why are we here again?”

You turn and stare quizzically at your boyfriend, whose sulky face leaves you in giggles. There’s nothing more fun than watching a grumpy guy pushing a cart through the supermarket. “To get groceries, duh.”

“Why?” He frowns.

“What do you mean why? Cause we need food. You know, to survive.” You tilt your head. “Have you never gone grocery shopping?”

“No.” He shakes his head.

“What? Then who gets the groceries at the house?”

“I don’t know.” He blinks. “Probably everyone else.”

“God, you are such a horrible housemate.” You mutter and he doesn’t react, suddenly wondering, who does get the groceries?

You hear him grumble once he realises you’ve walked ahead, followed by the sound of the wheels of the cart against the floor, speeding up to catch up with you. You don’t actually need the cart, you just wanted to make him push one. It’s amusing, especially since he looks so cute doing it.

You breeze through the supermarket, already knowing what to get since Hana and you follow a strict list of things to get. Only the necessities, to save cost. It’s only when you reach the jam and spreads aisle that you get stuck. “Hm...chunky or creamy?” You think to yourself.

Jungkook waits patiently as you decide. He’s standing next to you with the cart in between. He stares as you tilt your head and pout a litte, then smiles at how adorable you look even when you’re just standing there. He pulls out his phone and snaps a shot of you. Just as he shoves the phone back in his pocket, you turn to him. “Chunky? Or Creamy?”

“Why not both?” He shrugs.

“Because we have a budget.” You shrug.

He sighs, then leaves his position from behind the cart to stand next to you. He looks at your two options. "Chunky."

"Hm," you pause, "I think I'll get creamy."

Jungkook stares at you, puzzled as you reach for the jar and move around him to place it in the cart. You smile up at him innocently and get on your toes to give him a kiss. Maybe he'll forgive you this time. When you see a tiny smile forming, you skip away down the aisle and turn into the next one.

It suddenly hits Jungkook. Would this be how it's like to have a normal life with you? Whatever normal is. He's still in the same spot thinking about how domestic this all seems, when he sees you return with a stack of tissue boxes, a grin on your face when you see him.

"You alright?" You ask when he doesn't move or say anything.

He manages a smile. "Yeah, I'm fine. I was just thinking."

"About what?"

"You." He says almost immediately.

A shy smile makes its way onto your face and you bury your face into his chest. He chuckles and kisses the top of your head. When you pull away, you stare at him for a while, giving him a once-over.

"I love your outfit today."

"You chose my outfit today…" He rolls his eyes but there's still a smile on his face.

You decided on a white sweater with blue jeans for him. He looks less intimidating and absolutely adorable when he's not decked in all black or his favourite leather jacket. It's not like you went out of your way, he already had these items sitting in his closet.

"Come on," he says, pushing the cart and holding your hand at the same time, "let's finish up and go home."

"Okay. Actually I think we're done."

"No, we need one more thing." You look at the items in the cart and tally them against your list. Everything's there. Still, you follow behind as Jungkook speeds up and finally stops in front of⎯ "We need lube." He says way too loudly.

You shush and cover his mouth, looking around. "What are you so loud for?" You whisper.

He chuckles and kisses the palm of your hand. Then he reaches for a bottle of lube, reading its description. "Look, this one has a warming effect."

A man walks past just then and you hide your face in embarrassment. Jungkook tries to hide his smile but fails. He's obviously enjoying this. He grabs your waist and presses you against his side. "Should we get this?" He asks, winking.

You snatch the bottle from his hand and return it to its place on the shelf, grabbing another instead. "I think," you bring your face closer to his and lick your lips, "I'd enjoy the cooling lube more. Should we try this?" You ask in a sultry voice. And he knows you're only doing this to get back at him but that voice is really getting him going. He gulps, then takes the bottle from you and places it in the cart.

You walk ahead when he doesn't say anything else, thinking you've won.

"Babe! They have flavoured lube!" He yells.

𝄖

"Why are your clothes so big?" He asks, unfolding a black sweater that looks oddly familiar and holds it up in front of him. When he lowers it, you're staring at him with an amused look on your face.

"That's yours, Kookie." You say. "I borrowed it."

"Oh." He scratches his head and tosses it into the pile of laundry before him, focusing on unpacking the other clothes. "Kookie?"

You smile, separating the colours from the whites. "I like it. It's cute."

"Just don't call me that in front of the guys, okay?" He stops unfolding. "Especially Suga."

"No promises." You shrug. "Speaking of Suga, how is he?"

Jungkook pauses for a while, then says, "He's good. Why?"

"Just wondering." You still remember the way Jungkook held you that night you met Suga. As if he was afraid of you getting any closer to him. Even during the cab ride home, he intertwines your arms and interlaced your fingers as if you would slip away if he wasn’t holding on to you.

"I have to tell you something about Suga." He says seriously. You watch him carefully and gesture for him to go on. "It concerns you. But you have to promise you won't get mad."

"You're making me nervous. What is it?"

"You know that video you sent me?" He starts, eyes suddenly glazed over. "The one where you're in bed, looking like a whole meal, and you start touching yourself⎯"

"Jungkook, focus"

"Sorry. You're so hot. Anyway," he smiles sheepishly, "Suga may have caught me watching that video…and he may have seen everything."

"What?!" You shriek.

"You promised you wouldn't be mad!"

"I did not!" You throw yourself at him, shoving him to the floor and placing your hands around his neck in a choke. If anything, he’s enjoying it. "You're dead to me."

He grins, hands sliding up your thighs wrapped around his middle. "I didn't know you were into this."

"Ugh!" You throw your hands up in the air. "That video was for your eyes only!"

"I know!" Jungkook sighs. "But I didn't know Suga was behind me. I'm sorry baby. I didn't do it on purpose."

You whine and let yourself drop onto him. "Were you at work? Why were you watching it at work?"

"Because. I was at work when I saw those photos you sent me. And I missed you."

His voice is soft and gentle. Your heart swells a little knowing he thought about you while you were away. Even at work. You lift your head up to kiss him, sighing into the kiss. "Don't do it again." You say, pointing a finger at him and he nods. You draw circles on his chest for a while, "What did Suga think about the video?"

Jungkook looks at you, amused. "He thinks you're hot." A tiny satisfied smile forms on your lips and he chuckles. "And he's right. I've missed being with you."

His hands roam your body, from your thighs to your chest. "Me too." You bite his bottom lip, sucking on it then press your mouth to his in a wet kiss. He moans into it, hands already digging into the flesh of your skin. Until you push yourself off him. "But as punishment, we’re not having sex tonight."

"What, no!" He whines, shooting up from his position. You almost fall over if not for him supporting your back. "Baby…don’t do this."

You giggle when he pouts, pinching both sides of his cheeks. He tucks a curl behind your ear and you flinch slightly when it tickles your neck. The silence that follows as you stare into each other’s eyes causes the beating of your heart to intensify. And you can feel, from your bodies pressed together, that his is the same. He’s smiling sweetly up at you, a look you wish to engrave into your mind forever. When you think about the past, you’d never imagine you’d find yourself sharing moments like this with Jungkook. He always seemed so distant and cold. Yes he was playful and still is, but you never thought you’d be able to have a relationship with him like one you have now.

The kiss that follows is slow and gentle. His lips move so carefully against yours, as if they’re savouring every touch. There’s longing in his movements and his touch, hands holding you gently over your clothes, but you can tell he’s holding himself back.

"I almost forgot, I have something for you." He says.

“You got me a gift?” You ask, eyes lighting up and he nods.

You move to sit on the bed as he leaves the room momentarily, fetching it from his bag outside. You're excited, legs shaking as you sit at the foot of the bed, until he's walking back into the room, hands behind his back. You let out a tiny squeal when he joins you. "What is it?"

You can barely contain it any longer, chewing on your bottom lip and eyes trained on his hands. He chuckles when you stare at him and raise your eyebrows, gesturing him to reveal it.

"I wanted to get you something nice." He says. Your eyes go wide when you see a box in his hands. There's no mistaking what it is, a jewellery box. "I don't know if this is your style but I hope you like it…"

You're silent when he opens the box, revealing a lovely rose gold necklace with a sparkling red heart-shaped pendant. You're more surprised than anything. You hadn't expected him to get you such a fancy gift. Maybe it isn't a big deal to him, but it is to you. He watches you, waiting for a reaction and worries when you don't give him one.

"Do you not like it? I can return it⎯"

"Jungkook," you say softly and gently run a finger over the necklace, "you got this for me? This is beautiful."

"Really?" Jungkook says, relieved. "I couldn't decide on a design, so I made Jimin come along to help me."

He removes the necklace from its box and unhooks the clasp. You turn, lifting your hair for him to put it around you. It settles nicely around your neck and you run to the mirror to have a look. It's so pretty. And probably expensive. "This must've been expensive." You look at him from the mirror.

"Don't worry about it." He reaches for your hand when you walk back towards him. "I got a bonus at work. I was actually going to get you matching earrings. But Jimin said you would think it's too much, so I didn't. If you do want it though⎯"

You shut him up with a kiss. "This is more than enough, Jungkook. I love it. Thank you."

"I'm glad." He grins wide, his tiny dimple showing.

"I actually have something for you too." You say, walking over to your luggage. You unzip a compartment and with your back to him, pull out his gift and slip it under your shirt. He watches you curiously when you walk back.

"Great hiding place." He chuckles.

"Shut up. Listen." You sigh. "I should've gone first. My present looks really lame now compared to yours."

"I love it already. What is it?" He grabs at your hands under the shirt and you resist, laughing.

"Okay, okay!" You hesitate for a moment, then remove the present from underneath your shirt, holding it out in front of you. "Ta-da! I made you a sweater."

"You made me this sweater?" He takes it from you, running his hand over the soft material. It's a blue knitted sweater that you spent hours on back home.

"Yeah. I knitted it when I was home." You bite your lip as he looks at it in silence. "Do you like it? I'm sorry it's so lame. It's such a grandma present. As in literally my grandmother helped me with it. Maybe I should've gotten you a watch or something. It's not too late, I could run some errands and get you⎯"

"Y/N," he says, voice low and gentle, "this is the best thing anyone has ever given me." You would think he's exaggerating except for the lack of mischief in his eyes. Only sincerity. And if you're not seeing things, maybe there's a gloss in his eyes that wasn't there before. "No one's ever made me anything before." He says softly, looking at the sweater again.

It drops to his lap when he swoops in to cup your face and kiss you. Starts off gently, but he picks up the pace. You return the kiss, trying to keep up with him. He gets up from his position to lift you up, moving further up the bed.

He wastes no time in removing the bottom half of your clothes, throwing your pants and panties on the floor, then spreading your legs so he can take a good look. "I know you said no sex tonight. So it's okay if I don't get my orgasm but I'm about to make sure you get yours." He kisses your inner thighs, then moves dangerously close to your cunt. Before doing anything else, he moves back up to kiss you on the lips. "Do you want me to stop?"

You shake your head and he smirks down at you before going back to his position, making himself comfortable on the bed. He shifts your thighs over his shoulder and you tremble with anticipation. "Ready for part two of your present, baby?"

𝄖

Jungkook breathes out a sigh looking at the notifications on his phone. Missed calls and messages, mostly from Suga. He dials Suga's number and braces for the yelling he's about to receive.

"Where the fuck are you?" Suga seethes on the other end as soon as the line clicks. Jungkook winces. His calls and messages had come in while he was in bed with you earlier and no way was he about to answer the calls while he was making you scream his name in bed. “Why didn’t you pick up my calls?”

“Relax.” Jungkook says calmly. “I was busy. What’s up?”

“Busy?” Suga scoffs. An uncomfortable silence follows before Suga speaks again. “Don’t tell me, you’re with that girl again, aren’t you?”

The lack of response on Jungkook’s part confirms it and Suga groans. He can’t understand it; the vast difference he sees in Jungkook in the last couple of months blows his mind. He’s known Jungkook since they were kids. But now, Suga feels like he doesn’t even know him, not since you came into the picture.

“Does it matter?” Jungkook sighs. He knows it does. “What happened?”

“We got a lead and needed backup.” Suga says.

“Did you get him?”

“What do you think?” Suga yells over the phone. “He got away, you fucking idiot.”

“I said I was busy, didn’t I?” Jungkook fumes, keeping his voice down so he doesn’t wake you.

“Dude, what is up with you?” Suga’s voice is calm now. It’s even more worrying when he’s not yelling. “Last night, you were talking about not wanting to be captain. Is this what it’s all about? Y/N? What exactly are you trying to do here? Get married to that bitch, have kids and live a normal life? Do you seriously think that’s gonna happen?”

“Don’t. Call her. A bitch.” Jungkook clenches his teeth, trying not to let his anger get the best of him. But he knows whatever Suga’s implying is true. Being part of the organisation they’re in makes things complicated.

“You think you can just waltz out of this establishment without any harm coming your way? You know too much already. And you don’t think that if the guys find out about your girl, they’re gonna come after her? It’s just not realistic Jungkook.”

He steps to the door of your room, watch as you sleep soundly, blankets covering your form.

“Look I seriously don’t give a fuck about you having a girlfriend.” Yoongi clicks his tongue. “But I’ve seen her. She’s not about this life, is she? If you think she can handle it, then hey by all means you can do whatever you want. But you can’t even pick up my calls when I need you, you’re missing work...this isn’t going to work out. You need to make a choice. Are you in, or out?”

Jungkook steps away from the door and over to the small window in the living room, overlooking the street below. He thinks, silence on both ends of the call.

You stir from your sleep just then, feeling warm. The heater must be up too high. You roll over to switch it off, then realise the empty spot where Jungkook's supposed to be. There's no light from under the toilet door, so you look for him outside. And you find him, standing by the window, a hand on the window pane with his forehead against it, and the other holding a phone to his ear.

“I’ll do it.” You hear him say. You were about to go up to him, but curiosity gets the better of you and you wait for him to finish. “You can trust me.”

It’s all he says before he exchanges greetings with the other person on the line and hangs up the phone. He sighs, dropping his arm to the side, forehead still leaning on the window pane. You go up to him before he turns and finds you standing there. He jolts in surprise when you walk up to him and wrap your warm arms around his waist. His skin feels cool, probably from standing at the window, which means he must have been there for a while.

“What are you doing?” You mumble with your cheek pressing against his back.

“Baby, why are you up?” He asks softly, turning around to hold you. “I had to take a call. Didn’t want to disturb you.”

“Oh.” You say, looking up at him sleepily. “Do you have to go? Don’t go.”

“I’m not going anywhere baby.” He slides the window down and lifts you up, wrapping your legs around him. He carries you back into bed and crawls in right beside you. “I’m gonna stay right here. With you.”

"Good." You hum, settling nicely in his arms.

"I love you." He whispers into the night and it's the last thing you hear before you're drifting away into a deep sleep where you dream of him.

#jungkook fics #networkbangtan #kwritersworldnet #jungkook x you #jungkook smut #bts scenarios #bts fic #jungkook scenarios #rainworks #myfic #sorry if this is boring lol #love u

729 notes · View notes

harrysgloves · 4 years ago

Text

Trouble (chapter 2)

>>>Catch up with master list here!<<<

word count: 5.6K

story summary: You’re nothing but trouble and Harry can’t help the fact that he wants a taste.

warnings: LANGUAGE // Bisexual character // Date rape drugs (not used only mentioned no one’s getting drugged I promise!) // Smut and lots of it fam. // Oral female receiving // Rough sex? // Unprotected sex (don’t do this okay?) // slight degradation // Size kink? (honestly it’s a lot lemme know if I missed something.)

chapter summary: You and Harry hook up

a/n: wooo took me a long time to write but it’s long so enjoy. This is turning out to be another series so I’m super excited for that! Also, I don’t condone any of this behavior this is just a story for fun. Don’t do this shit. PLEASE. Okay. Thanks.

>>><<<

Harry couldn't keep his eyes off you all night. He stared you down everywhere you went. Following your every move across the bar. From the minute you walked out of your bedroom dressed like THAT he couldn't peel his eyes off you.

Your tight black faux leather skirt hugged every inch of your thighs. Your ass seconds from popping out of the back of it. When you did a little spin for him to tell you if he liked your outfit or not he had to hold back the groan bubbling in the back of his throat.

The thigh high boots you had on with that little crop top that made your breast so out there and full with that choker necklace around your neck was driving him mad. He had to readjust the problem in his pants many times before even walking out the door to go meet the rest of your friends.

He knew he was done for the second you teased your hair one last time in the mirror by the door. His mind immediately started flashing images of his hand laced through your hair pulling it so tightly your head snapped back as he rammed his cock so deep inside you those beautiful moans fell from your perfectly pouty lips. He'd fuck you so hard into the bed teasing you the whole time about how you couldn't take his big cock.

Your sloppy wet hole squeezing him for dear life as he pounded into you over and over again until you came all over him but he wouldn't stop there. No, he'd use you all up, make you never want to be with anyone else ever again. Have you cumming on his length until you couldn't even remember your own name.

"You coming?" You said, holding open the apartment door open, looking at him with those curious doe eyes that he'd love to see looking up from the floor as he shoved his dick so far down your throat you'd choke.

"Uh, yeh." He tried his best to wipe all his thoughts out of his mind but he couldn't help it. Ever since he saw you spread out on the living room floor, hearing your sweet moans, he wanted to fuck the soul out of you.

You smiled biting your lip as you turned to walk down the hallway. Knowing full well what he was thinking. Your hips swaying just a bit more than usual as you walked in front of him.

"Jesus, just fuck her already." Finn groaned from beside Harry snapping his eyes off you lingering at the bar to his friend.

"Whatever." He said rolling his eyes and taking a swig of his beer. If he wanted to stare at you he had to get better at hiding it. Your friends lived to give him shit.

"He's right. You stare at her any longer you're going to get a restraining order." Link laughed from the other side of Harry the second the brunette shot him a look. He was already tired of this conversation and it had just started.

"Yeah Link, like you don't look the same way whenever Addie walks into a room." The last boy, Lex, in the group smiled widely as Link flushed slightly and Finn gagged.

"Shut the fuck up that's my sister!" Finn groaned looking around the room as he tried to not get pissed about his friend fucking his sister… again.

"They've been together fo' 4 months mate. It's time t'get over it." Harry said, smiling at his now very pissed off and uncomfortable friend. Thankful the conversation had moved off you and towards anything else.

He was so tired of everyone giving him shit for how much he liked you. He just couldn't help it. From the first time he saw you he was intrigued. Your not giving a fuck attitude. Your style. Everything about you was so enticing.

He knew you were nothing but a heartbreak waiting to happen but he couldn't help the fact he thought about what it'd be like to be with.

But now with those lingering thoughts of you on the floor moaning and thrashing around, he wanted you more than ever.

"At least he's not fucking your sister." Finn argued to Lex. Their feud building. Really it was like they liked fighting about this, since it was almost every time they went out someone brought up Link and Adeline.

"No the British fucker is doing mine." Lex said, rolling his eyes before he looked at Harry.

"It was one time and I was drunk and 've said sorry 12 times! Besides, she's with Rose and I didn't know." A shudder ran through his body as he thought back to his night with Elena. He wasn't one to help someone cheat and if he would have known about Rose he definitely wouldn't have slept with her.

"I'm so glad I don't have a sister." Link said, smiling widely as Finn glared at him.

"Your brother's hot. He can be fair game." Harry smirked at Link who stood there with his mouth gaping.

"Oh fuck, he got you there." Lex cackled, Finn joining along with Harry as Link grumbled out something about killing all of them.

It didn't take long for Harry's eyes to move back across the room to you. He should have guessed you'd be at the bar chatting up some guy who had bought you the same cheap beer he was drinking. His arm touching your leg.

You only looked away from your drink for a second. Your head turning around to look for all your friends. It was only a second but it was long enough for the creep trying to get you home with him to slip something into your drink.

"Holy shit." Harry coughed, spitting out the alcohol in his mouth back into his bottle, ready to go kick someone's ass when Link's hand reached out to stop him.

"You're going to miss the best part." His friend said making Harry turn to him, eyebrows furrowed.

"Wot?"

"Ohhh, did someone drug her drink, again?" Finn asked way too excited as they all turned to look at you staring at your drink. Your eyes rising so slowly to the guy in front of you before turning to the group of boys.

Harry watched completely confused when Finn gave a subtle nod. Your head snapping back to the creep in front of you. The sweetest smile Harry had ever seen coming across your face.

"God, I love this." Lex said making Harry look at him momentarily before focusing back on you.

He was going to walk over to you but Link's hand stayed firmly over his chest as he shook his head no. Pointing to you now gesturing to the guy somewhere behind him.

Harry's heart racing as the jacked up jock turned around in his seat to look behind him. You looked over to the group of boys sending them a wink before switching the bottles of beer around before the guy turned back to you.

"Fuck, everytime. These idiots, I swear." Finn gave a short chuckle as the huge guy sitting across from you at the bar started drinking his drink so pleased with himself as you picked up your own and took a large gulp.

"Not like they don't deserve it." Link shrugged, removing his hand from Harry's chest.

His eyes never left you. At the bar chatting up this asshole like he didn't about date rape you. Your arm resting on the jerks leg as he started to sway in his seat. Your hand reaching out for the dudes phone, sending a text from it before putting it back in his pocket.

Your hands running around in his other pants pockets until you pulled out a small baggie and the guys wallet. Placing a kiss on the sleeping man's face, an outline of your lipstick left behind on his cheek as you turned so triumphantly towards your group of friends.

"Looks like drinks are on…" You paused opening the wallet one more time. "Aaron Anders. What a fucking name."

"Here you go, knock yourself out and make sure you flush those for me. Can't let anymore rapey pervs get ahold of that shit in here." You said throwing the wallet and baggie to Finn who caught it instantly.

"Who'd y'text from his phone?" Harry asked, his head peeking around you to see the guy being lifted out of the bar by his friends.

"The creeps friends. Couldn't let him die or some shit. That'd be hard to explain." You shrugged, not bothering to look around at the guy being pulled out of the bar.

Really. It was his own fault.

"Where's Ellie and Rose?" Lex said, turning his head around the room to try and look for them which was really pointless.

"Probably fucking in the bathroom." You said, not even attempting to look around. If you knew Rose, she was already trying to win her girl back.

"I'm serious about those pills, Finn, flush them." You said, turning your attention to the guy on your right. His hand running through the billowing waves of dark black hair at the top of his head as he debated what you said.

You should have known the idiot would be thinking about taking them. He had a real problem when it came to drugs.

"We could just take them and see where the night goes." He said, his dark chocolate brown puppy dog eyes looking up to meet yours. Making you laugh at how serious he was being.

He was always a fun time but the kid had some real issues.

"Dude, no."

"Yeah, you got some serious problems."

"I think we should get y'sum therapy mate."

"Fuck, sugguest one thing and all the sudden its oh Finn you have a drug addiction. Fuck you guys." Finn huffed, turning to leave the group and heading for the bathrooms. Your smile wide across your face as you watched to make sure he didn't detour to go date rape drug himself.

It was only a few seconds of you staring at the now closed men's bathroom door before you felt eyes burning through you. Your attention snapping up to Harry who didn't even bother to look away from you.

"Wanna dance?" You asked him, licking your lips. His eyes focusing on them so intensely your breathing caught in your throat. The way he looked at you sometimes, like he was ready to pounce on you, take you right then and there. It was exhilarating.

Your hand wrapped around his wrist, pulling him through the crowd before he even had a chance to respond to your question. As much as you love playing this teasing game with him he wasn’t going to be staring at you all night long, looking like he was about 2 seconds from ripping your clothes to shreds, without at least dancing with you.

"GET IT HARRY!" You heard Link yell from behind you, making you roll your eyes and try harder to push through all the people on the dance floor.

"If you don't shut the fuck up I'm going to tell Addie about this shit. We can't take you anywhere." You heard the last bit of what Lex yelled at Link and a sharp “ow”, you assumed Lex had hit him and honestly, you were thankfully.

Your misfit group of friends, while very entertaining at times, were assholes. They stuck their noses in everyone’s business and had no problem forcing themselves into things that didn’t concern them. They were rude, overbearing, and you loved them for it. Even if it was a little much at times.

Your hands instantly wrapped behind the back of his neck when you made it to a clear enough spot on the dance floor. His firm grip on your waist sent sparks through you. Your big doe eyes flashing up to his smugly smiling face, knowing damn well you felt whatever was between you two.

His body was like a magnet slowly drawing you closer and closer to him. You swayed to the beat of the music, moving in complete sync with him, his body pressed so tightly to yours as you moved back and forth.

The air around you two became thick with the body heat of the others around you. Your hair stuck to the back of your neck but you couldn’t have cared less. The way he was holding you to him like you were the last thing on this earth that he wanted to touch had you wanting to beg him to fuck you right now.

You had no idea dancing could be such a turn on.

He pulled you in even closer to him, his large hands hungrily running over every inch of you that he could possibly touch.

You stopped dancing, biting your lip as you looked at him. His own movements stopping with you. His eyes focusing from your chest that was pressed against him to your lips.

"Can I kiss you?" You asked, eyes pleading up to him. You'd never wanted to kiss someone so much in your whole life.

His lips curling up slightly at the edges as he hummed, thinking about what you'd ask. His hand moving your hair off your forehead, wrapping around the back of your neck as he pulled your lips to his.

Fireworks wasn't even close to how it felt, more like an explosion.

Sparks.

Fire.

Shooting flames of adrenaline pulsating from his mouth to your own. Consuming your entire being into him.

His tongue forcing its way into your mouth with no hesitation. So damn determined to get what he wanted from you. So demanding, so forceful, so dominating.

The submissive inside of you whimpering. Clawing its way to the surface of your mind.

"I love being right." You heard the sweet voice from beside you. Pulling back from Harry not even needing to look beside you to know she'd be wearing a smug smile on her face.

"I like y'bein' right too." He said to Rose. Your eyebrows furrowed as you looked at him before turning to her. Silently questioning what she was talking about.

"I said you'd totally fuck him. He didn't think so." She shrugged, her head laying on Elena's shoulder.

For being so cozy with Rose the girl looked like she wanted to murder you. Her eyes narrowing at the hands around your waist. Harry not letting your body go very far from his.

"Must be nice to be right all the time, baby." You said with a smile. "We're going home."

>>>

Any shred of decency you had left in you was gone as soon as the car door to your uber closed shut. You were on him from the minute you two were semi alone. Legs straddling over his waist in the backseat. Your skirt riding up so high your ass was exposed. The cool air coming from the vents licked your hot skin.

"Gonna give him a show like y'did me?" Harry asked when his lips momentarily disconnected from yours. That swoon worthy smug on his face as you shrugged.

"Don't think he'd mind." You said, leaning back down to connect your lips to his. His hands grabbing your thighs, running up to your cheeks of your behind, pulling you forward onto his clothed length.

Rose definitely wasn't lying. The dude was fucking stacked. Your core clenching involuntary at the sheer thought of him sliding into you. Already feeling bad for the abuse you were about to put your body through.

"Not that the free porn isn't great but we've been outside your place for 10 minutes." The guy from the front finally interrupted you two.

Harry pulled away with a smile on his face as he slapped your ass signaling you to get off of him.

You squeaked, slapping his shoulder, grumbling about him being a dick as you got out of the car. Harry tapping the poor drivers shoulder when he finally got out, shaking his head, smiling at you, his arm wrapping around your shoulders as he pulled you up the stairs to your apartment.

The second the door to your apartment flew open he was on you. Hands gripping the back of your neck as he held your lips to his. Your feet stumbling over his as you both tried to take off your shoes without disconnecting your lips. His arms wrapping around your waist to steady you on your feet.

"Eager?" You asked, smug smile on your face as you peered up at him.

"No idea sweetheart. Had t'deal with a hard-on all week after y'little show." He said pulling you in closer to him. His hands traveling down the valley of your back to your bottom, squeezing each cheek hard in this hand.

"My room. Now." He ordered. Your lips rolling into your mouth at his demanding tone of voice. Already loving the idea of him being so rough with you.

You turned on your heel heading for his bedroom. Taking off your top as you walked down the hallway with him shortly behind you. Throwing the useless piece of cloth over your shoulder, you heard him groan.

You felt his arms back around you, his chest bare chest pressed against your back as he guided you quickly into his room. Slamming the door behind him and promptly pressing you up against the flimsy wood.

"Thought I said my room, not get undressed?" He asked a small smile playing on the corner of his lips as he watched your chest rise up and down from your heavy breathing.

"Thought you knew I liked to break rules." You said arms snaking behind yourself to undo your bra clasp. The black material falling to the floor in between you two.

His eyes immediately focusing on your chest. You could have sworn they visibly darkened. A shiver running through your body as he looked at you. His eyes eagerly eating up every inch of your chest. Studying every crevice of you as his hands grasped each breast firmly. His slightly callused fingers running across your soft skin was such a contrasting feeling to anyone else you'd been with. Taking the air from your lungs as he continued to touch you like it was the only thing he'd ever wanted to do.

"Fuck." He groaned when he heard your soft sighs, leaning down and capturing your lips again.

Your arms laced behind his neck as he guided you to his bed. Pushing you down on the soft blankets. Following you down to the bed. He laid over top of you, leg between yours, hands on either side of your head as he kissed the soul out of you.

Every movement of his tongue against yours had your hips shifting for any sort of friction you could find. Thinking of the things that tongue could do to other parts of you as you pulled him in closer to you. Your chest pressed tight against his as your nails ran down his back and eventually to the button of his pants.

"Eager?" He asked, pulling away from you with a smile, throwing your own words back at you.

"Yeah I am. So get these off." You said, pulling his pants down the little bit you could from your position under him. Not caring how desperate your voice sounded. You were impatient and not above showing it.

In the short time of you kissing him in the club to now he had gotten you so worked up. Every touch he laid on you sent sparks shooting through your entire body. Kissing him was better than any kiss you'd ever had.

It was already addictive. He was addictive.

"Awe, lovey, 'M sorry want me t'touch y'yeh?" His one hand lifting from beside your head, pushing up your skirt.

Your breath catching as his fingers gently ran across your soaking wet underwear. Your hips lifting of their own accord, chasing his hand as he pulled it away from you.

"Jesus, fuckin' soaked fo' me."

The tease knew what he was doing to you. Smiling down so brightly with those perfectly white straight teeth gleaming at you, taunting you. You groaned in frustration, rolling your eyes at him as you laid further back into the mattress.

"Harry." You whined, shifting your hips again. Hands desperately pulling at the front of his undone pants, finally freeing him.

His length hitting you on the leg before bouncing to his stomach. Your eyes widened as you looked down at the very large situation you had at hand.

"That's not gonna fit." You said staring down at the monstrosity before you as he laughed deeply from his chest, shaking his head at you.

"I'm serious! That's like a fucking forearm!" You knew Rose saidwhe was supposed ro be huge but the guy was as big as a porn star. There was no way that thing was supposed to fit inside you. No way.

"Guess I'll have t'get y'ready then." He said, standing from the bed, slipping off his pants one leg at a time. His eyes never leaving you for one minute.

You cautiously eyed him as he continued to smile down at you. You could feel his ego inflating by the second which was infuriating but you honestly had no idea how the hell he planned on getting that fucking thing inside you without it hurting.

"You'll stop if it hurts right?" You asked, making him pause as he got back onto the bed.

"Course. Y'still want t'do this?" He asked, slowly backing away but you quickly reached for him, arms around his neck.

"Yeah just wanted to make sure." You quickly kissed him again. Hoping he wouldn't start having second thoughts about this. You were already here, half dressed, and turned on. It'd be a shame to waste a good night out and not get laid.

"Tell me if y'get uncomfortable, yeh?" He asked, pulling away from you, his eyes that soft cute green again, making you bite your lip as you nodded your agreement.

You laid back down on the bed as he moved further into you. Resting on your elbows as those soft satin lips you were slowly becoming obsessed with connected to yours again. Calming to waves of anxiety in your mind.

His hands smoothly unzipping the side zipper of your skirt with ease. Slowly pulling the taunt fabric down your legs. The tips of his fingers gently brushing across your silky legs as the fabric was pulled off and tossed carelessly to the floor.

His lips parting from your needy mouth. Trailing his lips across the sensitive skin of your collarbone, down to the swells of your breast. His tongue running circles across your pebbled nipples, slowly, but with determination to give care to each one individually. His lips curling at the sounds of your gasps and sighs when he pulled back slightly to blow cool air gently across the warm trail his tongue left across your chest.

Watching so intently when your nipples poked to hard points. A satisfied hum coming from him as he observed your body's reaction to him. Your chest moving up and down so quickly, hands clutching his blanket for dear life.

Trailing lingering wet kisses down your stomach. Your legs involuntarily clenching when he nipped lightly at the sensitive skin close to your hip bone. A hiss coming from you as he repeated the action on the other side.

His tattooed hand running across the thin lace fabric of your underwear and you could feel his grin against your heated skin. His fingers gently tugging down the remainder of your fabric.

Leaving you completely naked in front of him. Your heart rate picking up the second he moved so swiftly in between your legs. Resting on your elbows to see him sat with one of your legs on either side of his head. His hands running down the insides of your thighs, making you clench around nothing.

"What did Rose say again?" He asked, finger gently pulling back your lips slightly. His thumb rubbing light circles around your bundle of nerves before looking up at you, waiting for you to answer his question.

"What?" You asked, confused as to why these two insisted on talking about the other as you laid beneath them. He had you dripping a puddle between your legs and he really expected you to talk about Rose?

"I think she said sumthin' 'bout makin' y'sing right, love?" He asked, not bothering to give you any time to answer.

His mouth connecting with your core in an instant. His tongue flat and thick as he leisurely swiped from your entrance all the way to your clit. Your head landing back on the bed as you let out a shocked moan.

"Fuck, y'taste so sweet." He said his British accent somehow getting thicker as he became entranced in you. His arms wrapping around your thighs pulling you down on his face as he took his time tasting you.

Your eyes struggled to stay open as you peered down at him completely devouring you. The things he could do while kissing you was impressive. But this? This was on a different level.

He took complete joy in hearing your untamed moans. Showing no care in world as he dragged his face around in your arousal. Happily lapping up every single drop from you as he switched so skillfully between your pulsating bundle of nerves and your entrance.

He was a man who hadn't ate in years.

And you were his meal.

His hands around your thighs digging into your skin only added to your insane amount of pleasure. His fingers embedded into your skin leaving bruises on your soft silky skin for everyone to see.

You felt like an instrument being so beautifully played. Chords echoing from deep in your chest as his fingers slipped inside of you, pumping to a distant imaginary metronome.

Your body burned brighter than the sun, a warming sensation pulling at the pit of your stomach. Completely different than anything you'd ever experienced before.

"Harry." You breathed out, hands lacing through his hair to pull his mouth off you.

"It feels different." You whined as a third finger entered you. His pace not faltering the slightest bit as he smiled up to you.

That adorable angelic simple popping out was such a contrast to the devilish things he was doing to you.

"I know." Was the only thing he said before his mouth was back on you, giving light suction to your clit as his fingers expertly slid into you on final time.

The dam had broke. Flooding, gushing, out of you as your vision blackened around the edges. You'd never had an out of body experience before but you were sure this was what they felt like.

Your whole body tensing before a wave of mind numbing euphoria rained over you. The moan you let out was like thunder, roaring in a tidal wave of absolute pleasure.

You had no idea sex could feel like this.

Your body no longer felt like your own as you laid on the now wet bed. Slight twitches of your leg was the only thing keeping your eyes even slightly open until the smug smiling Harry came into your line of sight. He licked his lips so arrogantly as he brushed the hair from your face.

"How was that fo' gettin' y'ready, love?" His playful green eyes would have infuriated you with his taunting tone of voice but you were too gone in that fuzzy state of mind to notice.

"Amazing." You said honestly, you had never had anything even remotely close to that before. Your body was still experiencing random shocks and twitches as he guided you to a less wet spot of his bed.

He parted your legs, hands running down the inside of your thighs as his length slapped gently against your bundle of nerves. Jolts running through you everytime he sprung back to your clit.

He slowly guided himself through your soaked folds. Watching your lips encased around him. He let out a low hiss when his tip slipped inside you, already stretching your walls.

You whimpered at the feeling of his thick tip sliding in and out of you. Slowly working his way up to you being able to take all of him. He moved so carefully. Inching his way fully full inside of you.

"God, y'fuckin' tight." He groaned as your walls clamped around him. Pulling him even further into you.

You whimpered out a pathetic moan when he pulled out of you slowly all the way to his tip and fully back into your tight channel. His eyes glued to where you were connected, watching himself finally fuck you.

"What's wrong, pup?" He asked when he saw your hips shift forward slightly, the cocky smile on his face as he leaned down over you. Resting on one forearm his other hand wrapping around the back of your neck.

"Harder." You whined, bucking your hips underneath him, trying to get him to move the way you wanted him to. Desperate for him to make you feel like he did before.

"Thought y'couldn't handle me?" He said his hips ever so slightly pushing harder into you. Making you wither and moan beneath him.

"Please, Harry." You cried, arms wrapping around the back of his neck as you. Your legs connecting around his back trying anything to get him to finally fuck you.

He connected his lips to yours swallowing your cries and moans as his hips rolled against yours. Crashing against you with so much force against that sweet spot inside of you could barely think straight.

Your body became nothing but a moldable toy for him. He ripped you up from the bed, turning you around within a blink of an eye. Slamming himself back into you from behind.

"Oh, fuck." You cried, head hanging down between your bent arms.

"Wanna hear what 'M doin' t'ya" He said breathlessly from behind you. His hand around your neck as he brought you to his sweat covered chest.

Your hands holding on to his one arm for dear life as he took whatever he wanted. His lips pressed against your ear. His breathless, groans and whispers of how fucking good you felt wrapped around him so tightly were the only thing you could hear.

Your body couldn't take anymore. The high just on the horizon as his thrusts started to get harder and sloppier.

"Gonna cum all over my cock, sweet girl?" He asked, a satisfied hummed leaving him when your walls tightened around him at his words.

"Such a dirty girl, puppy." He whispered into your ear. Chuckling softly at the moan that left you, shaking his head.

He let your body fall to the bed. Your arms barely catching yourself before your face smacked into one of his pillows. You were so close to going again. Your orgasm so close you could taste it as his hands held tightly onto your waist.

"Should 'ave known y'wanted me to use y'like a cocksleve." He said so close to your ear as his front draped over your backside. An earth shattering moan left you at his words. Throwing your hips backwards faster into him as your body worked of its own accord.

His free hand rubbing the perfect amount of pressure on your clit was all you needed to finally let go.

Fucking him was the closest you'd ever get to heaven.

Your eyes closed, rolling into the back of your head as the euphoric feeling swept you away. Your body shaking as you let it all out. Let yourself go completely. Your fuzzy state of mind only increasing with this long lasting effect he had on your body.

You'd never cum as hard as you did when you were with him.

The finale snap if his hips and warm release across your ass was what snapped you out of it. Laying down flatly on his bed as he laid down beside you. Arm over his face as he tried to take in much needed air.

"We should 'ave done that ages ago." He said, making you laugh as you got up from your spot in his bed.

"We could always do it again. I wouldn't mind." You said as you picked up your random articles of clothing from around his room.

"Where y'goin'?" He asked, removing the arm from his face. The confused look he was giving you was nothing short of adorable.

"I'm going to my room." You said simply shrugging as you grabbed the last thing you thought you had in his space.

"Why?" He asked, sitting up on his elbow as he watched you scanning for any leftover articles of clothing you may have laying around.

"Cause I don't do stay overs." You pulled your underwear out from beneath his pants quickly adding them to the pile of clothes you had to take back with you to your room.

"Wot?"

"Have you ever seen someone leaving here in the morning that I've been with?" You asked him, finally, done looking for everything you could finally talk to him face to face.

"No?"

"Yeah, because I don't let people stay over and I don't do the whole cuddling thing or staying at theirs. Just easier that way." You said sternly. Making it well known from the start that this wasn't going to be anything serious.

You didn't do serious.

"See ya tomorrow, Harry." You said with a smile as you walked out his room shutting his down behind you.

He groaned lay back against the bed hands running down his face as he looked at the ceiling in his room. His mind running with all the things he liked about you. All the ways you were perfect.

And God, the sex, it was just the best with you. Everything about you was just so fucking addictive.

And now that he's had a taste, he wants more.

#Harry Styles #Harry #Harry Styles x Reader #Harry Styles x You #Harry styles x y/n #Harry styles fanfic #harry styles fanfiction #fanfic #fanfiction #writing #mine #Trouble

144 notes · View notes

linkysmommy · 4 years ago

Text

The Time That Came Between

PART I

Part II link here

Fandom: It Lives in the Woods

Pairing: Noah Marshall x fem MC

Words: 3,057

Summary: What happened to Noah after Jazmyn Park sacrificed herself and he fled Westchester?

Warnings: Some minor swearing, topics of drug use and addiction

Author’s note: This is basically my imagination of what happened to Noah after he left Westchester and before he realized that MC was still somewhat cognizant as the shadow monster. I definitely have some creative liberties and my own thoughts on the dark path Noah went on after everything went down. It shouldn’t be too long, but I’m splitting it into parts. It’ll probably be between 5-6 parts when all is finished.

The first thing he noticed was the overwhelming stench of sour, rotting garbage.

Then came the God-awful pain.

It felt like there was a bonfire burning in Noah’s back. The muscles in his body screamed and throbbed, and his body shook violently. He weakly opened his eyes, and could barely see because they were so watery. It was like this every morning when he woke up. But somehow, that didn’t make it any better.

He managed to push himself into a sitting position as he tried to put together where the hell he was. He rubbed the film away from his eyes and glanced around himself. He was sitting in an apartment parking lot, his back pushed up against a huge dumpster bin. A trail of gooey water dripped from the trash can and trickled down the cement pavement. The morning sun shone in colorful rays through the filth, and he could hear the morning hum of cars and commuters as the responsible population began their days. A street cat hissed and rustled through the trash, and one of the windows in the building across from him burst open as yells from the people inside drifted out into the morning.

Noah sighed and leaned his head against the metal trash bin. He didn’t even care that his shirt was soaked with trash water, or that the side of his face was still covered with gravel from the ground. All he could focus on was the pain and discomfort. His burning back, his aching muscles, his runny nose, the wave of nausea that crashed over him.

He should get up, go to his apartment, take a shower, get dressed. He should get to work on time and save some money so he’d be able to go far away and leave forever. But no. Instead, he woke up in front of a dumpster and the first thing he did was reach for his phone. He hated everything about himself as he turned on the screen and dialed the person he simultaneously hated most and needed most in this entire world.

But he was too weak. So he called Reynold anyway.

The phone rang, and rang, and rang. Terror seized through him and his hand began to shake uncontrollably. What if Reynold didn’t pick up? What if—

Before Noah could think much, a very unhappy voice on the other line answered.

“The hell you want? It’s 7:00 in the morning.”

“I need some,” Noah said. “Where can I meet you?”

The voice on the other end scoffed. “Are you serious? You already blew through what I sold you two days ago?”

“It’s been… a rough couple of days.”

Reynold fell silent, which pissed Noah off. He was the one funding this guy, yet Reynold acted like he was the nuisance. Finally, Reynold let out a long sigh. “I’m busy today Malcolm. I don’t have time to—”

“I’ll pay you double. Hell, I’ll pay you triple. Just tell me where to meet you and when.”

Reynold grumbled something under his breath, but then he agreed. Soon, Noah had the place and information typed into his old, cracked phone. Now all he had to do was survive six more hours until they met up. Even that long seemed like more torture than he could stand.

Noah didn’t know how long he sat there, feeling like complete and utter shit. It could’ve been minutes, or it could’ve been hours. All he knew was that when two middle school girls crossed in front of him to head to their bus stop, chattering excitedly about some TV show, the expression on their faces when they saw him was enough to make him want to kill himself.

There was fear in their faces. Fear that the dirty, grimy man sitting by the dumpster would hurt them. Noah lowered his gaze and they hurried past. And he wished, for what must have been the thousandth time in the past twenty-four hours, that his life had never been so goddamn awful that he felt the only way he could survive was through losing himself to heroin.

He wished that it had been him who took Redfield’s place, and not Jaz.

Never Jaz.

***

The bell jingled as Noah stepped into the gas station where he worked. A handful of customers browsed the shelves, and crouched in one of the aisles was his supervisor, Russ, probably doing inventory.

The door clattered shut behind Noah and he tried to sneak past Russ. But, like some freaking bloodhound, he looked up the moment Noah took a step. Russ’s eyes narrowed and his face flushed with anger. He stood, the item scanner hanging loosely from one hand.

“You’re late again, Johnson.” Russ glanced pointedly at the clock, then back at Noah. “Twenty-two minutes late, to be exact.”

“I’m aware of that,.” Noah said, fighting the urge to roll his eyes. “I ran into some… stuff.”

Russ did roll his eyes. “That’s not an excuse. Not when it happens every day.”

“Yeah, well. I’m here now so let me get to work.” Noah shouldered past Russ to the employees only area. It wasn’t much, but there was a wall with hooks where he could hang his jacket, and shelves and shelves full of supplies.

Noah hung his jacket and took a deep, calming breath. He hated this job. He hated how Russ thought he was worse than dirt, and he hated how much he resented that. After what he’d done, he didn’t deserve to be treated well by anyone. He deserved every ounce of hatred every single person had to spare.

He brushed his fingers over the scarred skin on the inside of his elbow. It was rough, and still tingled with his most recent dose. He was a coward for trying to find something to ease the pain, to make him forget. It was only fair that the drug no longer made him feel anything other than normal. Where it once had left him feeling powerful and nearly happy, now all it did was make him need it when he wasn’t using, and when he was using he just felt normal.

And normal… wasn’t exactly what he wanted.

The one good thing about Jaz sacrificing herself for him was that at least she didn’t have to live to see him like this. This pathetic shell of a man she thought was worth enough that she decided to die for him.

Noah squeezed his eyes shut and pressed his hand into his forehead. Forget about this. Don’t think. Just get out and do your job, go home, shoot up, go to sleep, repeat. Keep going. Just survive.

He took one last calming breath, took a moment to steel himself… and then stepped back into the front.

As he approached the counter to take his position for the day., the girl standing behind it glared at him.

“Finally. You made me stay late, you jerk. I’ve been here since 12 AM!”

“Yeah… sorry Diane,” Noah said sheepishly, fumbling awkwardly with the edge of his beanie. “I’m here now though, so you can leave.”

Diane peered up at him from behind the counter and her scowl melted away into a grin. “I’m just teasing, Malcolm! No need to be so serious. Of course I’m not mad at you.”

“Oh! Right. Of course.” Noah forced a laugh and sidled behind the counter.

Ever since the cops found Jaz’s broken body last September and Noah had become the prime suspect, he’d been on the run, never staying anywhere for too long. He spent time in Montana, Idaho, Utah, and Nevada. He never finished high school, and instead took to getting himself fake IDs and socials just to find work wherever he could get it. But now, he was back in Oregon, a mere three hours away from where it all started: Westchester.

Noah had only been working at this convenience store for two months, but no one in any of his other jobs paid attention to him like Diane did. She knew nothing real about him—she thought his name was Malcolm Johnson and that he moved from Missouri to live with his aunt—but she always invited him out, always found ways to tease him, always tried to make him smile.

And she was cute and pretty and sweet, but she was no Jaz. No one could ever even begin to compare to Jazmyn Park.

“Well now that somebody’s here, I’m gonna go get changed and get the hell out of here,” Diane said with a smirk, nudging Noah as she sashayed out from behind the counter.

“I said I was sorry,” Noah called after her. She just waved and disappeared into the employee area.

Noah let out a sigh and leaned his elbows against the countertop. The store wasn’t very busy right now, so he’d just get to stand there for hours, doing nothing. Doing nothing was hard because when you were doing nothing, there wasn’t anything to distract you from the terrible things you didn’t want to think about. He much preferred busy days to slow days.

The door jingled and Noah heard footsteps as people entered the store. He couldn’t see the door from where he stood. He hoped it was a munchy druggy or a parent with kids. Those people always bought the most stuff, which meant more time to be occupied.

“…Been a whole year now,” a familiar voice drifted over to where Noah stood. “And nobody knows where he is.”

Noah’s eyebrows shot up and he glanced furtively around the store. The newcomers to the store stepped out from behind a row of shelves and then, standing across the room with his back to Noah was a man with a flannel shirt and shoulder-length blond hair. A man Noah recognized all to well. Connor Green.

“Shit,” Noah muttered. His heart pounded in his chest and his mouth felt dry. “Shit shit shit sh—”

Connor started turning, so Noah did the only thing he could think of. He dropped to his hands and knees behind the desk, disappearing from view. Diane exited out of the employees-only area just as he did, and he saw confusion flit across her face.

“I miss Jaz,” Connor said. “She was really… somethin’ else. I still can’t believe she’s gone.”

A very unjustified but burning hatred for that man flared up inside Noah. He remembered being at the hardware store, shopping for supplies to go up against Mr. Red—Jane. He remembered how Connor flirted with Jaz and how she flirted right back. And he remembered the day Andy asked them if they wanted to go to homecoming. Noah had said, “Seems kinda pointless to go without a date. And I’m… not really in a good place for that. Dating, I mean.” Then he asked Jaz who she wanted to go with and she turned around and went straight to Connor.

He knew he had no right to be angry about it. He’d told Jaz that he wasn’t in a place for dating, and he probably would’ve said no if she’d asked him. But when she decided to ask Connor and Noah responded with “Good luck,” he really had just wanted to clock Connor in the face.

“Do you think they’ll ever catch Noah?” another voice—a woman this time—asked. Noah’s heart nearly froze at the mention of his own name and he frantically tried to place the voice. Then he realized—it was Stacy Green, of course.

Another pair of hands and knees fell onto the ground beside Noah and he started, jumping back and nearly slamming against the back wall.

Diane watched him with an amused expression. Her short black pixie cut was messily styled and her dark makeup made her features stand out against pale skin. “What’re we doing down here, Johnson?” she asked.

“Uh…” His mind raced frantically, trying to come up with some sort of explanation. Some sort of truth and lie mixture that could get him out of this mess. “I know those people from high school. And, uh, they were snobby assholes who hated me. So, I just don’t want them to know I work here, okay?”

The amusement faded from Diane’s eyes and she nodded solemnly. “I understand. I know I already clocked out, but… I can cover for you until they leave.”

“Really?” Noah couldn’t hide the relieved smile that stole onto his face.

“Oh yeah,” Diane said. “But you owe me.”

“Okay yeah, that’s fair. What do you want? I can cover your hours or—“

“A date,” Diane said with a smug smile, and before he could protest she bounced to her feet and pasted a winning smile onto her face.

“Hiiii,” she greeted. Noah wondered if she was talking to Connor and Stacy. All he could see was the gross tile, front counter, and Diane’s legs. “Can I help you with something?”

“Hey,” Connor’s voice said. “Cute shirt, by the way.”

Noah wanted to barf. Flirting with random strangers was so Connor.

“We just wanted to buy a few things and ask a few questions, if that’s all right?” Stacy said. Noah could practically hear the smile in her voice.

“Okay, shoot!” Diane said.

Noah heard the sound of items being dropped on the counter, and then the register creaking like it did whenever anyone leaned on it. He could imagine Connor leaning against it now, looking at Diane with the stupid flirtatious smirk he always used on Jaz.

“We were wondering—” it was Connor again “—have you heard of anyone… suspicious running through these parts?”

Diane let out a sharp laugh. “Is that all you’ve got to go off of? I’m sorry, sweetie, but if I told you all the suspicious people I’ve seen around here I’d be listing names ‘til midnight.”

Noah snorted silently. Leave it to Diane to handle a situation like this so perfectly.

He heard Stacy sign in aggravation. “Connor, maybe I should handle this.” There were shuffling footsteps, rustling of the contents of a purse, and something being slapped onto the countertop. “Have you seen anyone who looks like this man? About this tall, almost always wears a beanie? His name is Noah but he probably goes by something else?”

All traces of a smile evaporated from Noah’s face. His heart started to race with panic. He chanced a look up at Diane’s face, and her eyes were narrowed, her mouth tugged into a frown.

Silence. No sound besides a ticking clock and Russ shuffling around the aisles. Diane stared at the counter, at what Noah was sure was a picture of him. He held his breath, waiting for her to jump aside and say, “Oh you’re looking for this guy? Here he is, take him!”

But instead, she shook her head. Her voice was tight. “Nope, never heard of a ‘Noah.’ Also never seen this guy. Sorry.”

Relief flooded through Noah, almost as satisfying a feeling as a heroin high. Diane wasn’t giving him up. At least not yet.

Connor sighed loudly. “Do you have any idea who might know something? This is important. We got a tip that he moved to this area recently but so far, we’ve found nothing.”

“I don’t know,” Diane said. “Why’re you looking for him? Maybe if I knew I could point you to the right people.”

Noah frantically grabbed her foot, trying to somehow signal to her to not ask these questions. But she shook him off and kept staring straight forward.

“It’s kind of… a personal thing,” Stacy said.

“Well I can’t help if you don’t tell me anything,” Diane countered.

“Look,” Connor interceded. “The police are after him for something he actually didn’t do. We think we might be able to help him, but he’s dodging us.”

Diane glanced down at Noah for a fraction of a second. Then she shrugged. “A person on the run? I’d look for them in Lensgate Park. Or maybe check out the baseball field on eleventh. Tons of shady people hang out there. They might know something.”

“Lensgate Park…” Stacy repeated slowly, probably entering it into her phone. “Okay. And you said eleventh?”

“Yup,” Diane said dryly. “Is there anything else I can help you with?”

“Nope,” Connor said. “You’ve been great. I hope you have a great shift.”

Finally, finally, the footsteps sounded once again, the bell rang as it was opened, and then the door slammed shut. Noah barely had time to reorient himself before Diane reached down and pulled him roughly to his feet.

“Malcolm, what the hell was that about? Who were those people? They weren’t high school bullies, this was something else entirely. And Noah? The cops? What. The. HELL.”

“Diane, Diane,” Noah said, grabbing her by the arms. “Look, those people are from where I grew up, and they… they can’t be trusted.” His mind scrambled to come up with some sort of excuse, but all he could see was Jaz, over and over again. Her terror when she realized he tricked them, her body, broken in his arms… “Um, they, want to frame me—”

Diane scoffed and glared into his honey brown eyes. “Do you expect me to believe that? Are you just one big lie?”

Noah fell back a step, the color draining from his face. “I—”

“Save it, Malcolm. If that’s even your real name.” Diane skirted around the counter and headed for the door. “I backed you up because I liked you, but whatever you’re involved in, I don’t want any part in it. You can forget about the date.”

Noah’s eyebrows knit together as he watched her head out the front door, never looking back. Russ came out from one of the aisles, glancing between Noah and Diane.

“What happened with you two?” Russ asked.

Noah skirted around the counter, removing the name badge he wore on his shirt. “Sorry, Russ, but consider this my resignation.”

He dropped the badge on the counter and shouldered past a shocked Russ.

“Wh—what?” Russ sputtered, chasing after Noah. “Johnson, if you leave it’s just me and Tom. I need the coverage, at least wait until tomorrow—”

“Stuff came up,” Noah said, pushing the glass door open with his shoulder. “I’ll see you around, Russ.”

Russ watched helplessly from the sidewalk as Noah slid into his old beat-up car. He turned the radio on high as he backed out of the parking lot.

He was going to Lensgate Park, or maybe the baseball field on Eleventh.

He was going to figure out what Stacy and Connor knew.

***

Post-note: I wrote this a while ago and wasn’t going to finish but that fic by @isometimesplaychoices inspired me to continue and finish this fic, ily friend!!

37 notes · View notes

harryandmolly · 6 years ago

Text

The Long Way Home -4-

Summary: His world is a little rocked when Shawn is joined on his 2019 world tour by Emma, a former child star with a chip on her shoulder and a voice that haunts him.

Warnings: Language, alcohol and drug use, Incredibly Awkward Flirting

word count: 4.6k ish

Emma’s never seen Shawn’s dressing room door shut before.

She’s sure it is sometimes and she tries not to think about what happens inside when it is because her brain presents her with images like ones she sees on Tumblr occasionally – hard muscle woven under soft pale skin all over his body. The mental image actually makes her mouth water a little.

She wriggles uncomfortably and looks around for the umpteenth time. The venue in Leeds is quiet, given that it’s too early for anyone to be soundchecking. There are no crew members racing around with lighting and sound equipment, no guitars being swung past her while she stands outside the dressing room door like a dope.

It’s been at least five minutes. She swore she’d knock when her heartrate calmed but it hasn’t done it yet so she’s waiting it out in vain. She can’t decide if her headache is genuine or caused by how tightly her hair is bound up in its top knot but it’s certainly not helping her right now. She taps the sole of her open-toed booties on the ground, checking her surroundings again. No one can witness how pathetic this is if she can help it.

Finally, she does it, almost without meaning to. It’s like her hand lost patience with her brain and knocked on its own. She wants to scold it but she doesn’t need to look any more ridiculous than she already does so she lowers her hand and waits, holding her breath.

Shawn swings the door open and she’s a lot closer to him than she meant to be. He’s towering over her and has to look down to find her. It’s comical, actually, the way he looks out when he emerges as though he’s expecting someone to be at his eye level. He should be used to looking down at people by now.

He’s reasonably startled to see her. His eyebrows lift briefly before his face rights itself. “Hey, Emma,” he coughs.

Her mouth flattens into her perfectly trained flat-line smile. “Hi, Shawn.”

He steps aside to let her in. She gets a whiff of his cologne as she strolls past, locking her hands behind her like she’s inspecting the place. She wiggles her nose and whispers, “You smell nice.”

Now Shawn is floored. He’s openly staring at her. “Thank you.”

She’s not looking at him, instead running her eyes over every object in the room, memorizing. She wonders what’s on his rider. She’s too shy to ask. He’s waiting for her to speak, to explain this bizarre visit. She runs her tongue over her lower lip.

“Excited for tonight?” she tries. She wants to smack herself. She goes a little red in the face and angles her head even further away from him so he can’t see her pained expression.

“Mhmm, yeah, the U.K. crowds are always really great. Leeds especially,” Shawn replies weakly.

Emma nods and it’s clear she didn’t listen to the content of his answer. She’s trying to think of the next thing to say. Shawn isn’t about to break the silence – he’s too curious about the purpose of this venture. He can’t interrupt whatever’s going on, he just has to observe and take mental notes. He props himself on the arm of the couch and continues staring at her.

“Clubbing was fun the other night,” she says under her breath. He has to strain to hear her. Nothing about Emma is quiet except her voice. It’s one on the list of many tiny things he’s noticed about her.

Something in Shawn… snaps a little. He doesn’t mean for it to but he’s tense as hell and he’s been sitting on this weird jealousy for a few days now without the chance to acknowledge it.

“Yeah, you left early, though,” he comments, his voice a little too loud compared to her whispering. She forgets herself for a moment and turns her head to look at him curiously. She’s across the room standing in front of his guitar on a table but he can feel the heat of her gaze as if she’s standing a foot from him.

“I did,” she murmurs, waiting to see where he’ll go with this, if anywhere.

“Did you have fun? After you left?”

Her eyes feel like they’re bugging out of her head. Does he even know what he’s asking her? How the hell is she supposed to answer that? Is this supposed to be some weird bonding thing, like locker room talk? She’s never been in a locker room in her fucking life but she thinks that kind of banter doesn’t have this edge to it.

“I mean… I guess so,” she answers blankly, eyebrows furrowing a little.

Shawn isn’t satisfied with this answer. He’s not sure what would’ve satisfied him. No, because he wasn’t you. Maybe that would’ve done it.

He nods and turns his head to stare at the floor. He can’t look at her anymore right now. He’s actually a little afraid he’ll start crying frustrated tears. Maybe if he doesn’t look at her she’ll just leave.

But now Emma’s dying of curiosity. What the hell is this about? I mean, she saw the look on his face when she was dancing with that guy at Sound Control but she didn’t think it actually meant anything. Now she’s wondering… could it have?

Emma’s heart races faster than it has all morning. She doesn’t say anything else as she snaps an artfully angled photo of his guitar and posts it to Instagram, tagging him with the caption, “so stoked for Leeds tonight with my friend @shawnmendes!”

She leaves the room without another word, panting as she strides away. This is why she doesn’t hang out in people’s dressing rooms.

Shawn’s heavily distracted for the rest of the day. He admits he doesn’t know what came over him. He’s never really been a jealous or possessive guy. Emma doesn’t owe him shit. She can dance with and fuck whomever she chooses. And he can and should have nothing to say about it.

He elects not to tell anyone about her visit. He doesn’t know what he’d say anyway. That couldn’t be explained. Plus, he’s a little embarrassed – not of his vulnerability with her but of his reaction to her leaving with someone that wasn’t him.

Instead, his head is in the clouds. He gets like this when he’s working on a song sometimes so no one around him bothers to question it, assuming he’s lost in his work. Maybe he should start to try to write this out, maybe that would help him make some sense of it. Or at the very least expend some of this nervous energy he finds himself bottling up.

He doesn’t stick around to watch her set that night. He thinks watching her play his favorite instrument and hearing her sing what’s becoming his favorite song would do him more harm than good right now. In fact, he actively avoids her through the Dublin and first two London shows. The only time he sees her is on Instagram when he’s lying on top of his hotel bed at 2am. She posts from a bar in Marylebone with a few hipster looking friends. She looks genuinely happy to be with them and he finds it soothes him a little. He doesn’t know where the hell he gets off being relaxed by Emma enjoying herself but it’s there inside him nonetheless.

He wakes up the next morning on their day off and goes straight for the gym in the hotel. He puts headphones in and gets to live in a world, at least for an hour, where Emma Kingston doesn’t exist.

But it doesn’t last long. He’s walking back up to his room through the lobby when a woman streaks past him, long legs carrying her toward the doors. He turns to look at what she’s sprinting for and sees her wrap herself around a petite giggling brunette. He smiles at the affection and makes to turn away when he sees something in the brunette’s face he recognizes.

She’s a younger, less done up Emma. He absently wonders if all the women in the Kingston family have the exact same face, because that’s how it seems to him. This girl is beautiful, slim and long-legged like her sister with medium length mousy brown hair and bright green eyes. Something about her face just makes him smile.

He didn’t know Emma even had a younger sister. He flips through his mental scroll of her Instagram, looking for a memory of her and coming up blank. Maybe her family wants to keep her out of the spotlight? Seems unlikely, given how much Mrs. Kingston seems to chase it. Shawn angles himself behind a column to continue watching them.

Emma’s hair is wet and falling like damp straw down her back over a baggy sweatshirt. His jaw tightens when she turns and wraps an arm around her sister’s shoulders, walking her back to the elevators. He’s never seen Emma without makeup – not on Instagram and certainly not in person.

She has so many sweet little freckles on the apples of her cheeks that are normally caked down by make-up. And she’s wearing a little diamond stud in her nose he’s sure isn’t usually there. He’s fascinated. He wants to walk right up and cup her face in his hands and study it. Instead, as they’re passing, he steps further behind the column like a creeper and hides. Emma’s quiet voice doesn’t carry so he can’t hear what they’re talking about. He emerges when the elevators ding and he’s sure they’re gone. He takes the stairs just to be safe.

He spends all fucking day thinking about them. He goes out and sightsees with some of the team – they take a boat down the Thames and have lunch at Pieminister and spend the afternoon pub hopping. Shawn desperately refreshes Instagram every fifteen minutes looking for evidence of Emma’s day. She usually records it in great detail. Today… nothing.

Late that evening, Shawn is lying on his bed plucking at his guitar mindlessly. He wants to write but nothing’s coming. He swings his feet to bang his heels against the wooden bedframe. He stops when he hears a loud, girlish cackle heading down the hallway. It’s surrounded by adoring giggling. He’s not sure how but he knows it’s them so he stands and shuffles to the door, plugging his eye up against the peephole. He decides to hate himself for this weird behavior later.

Emma looks more like the version of her he recognizes, but the slightly more casual version. She looks like a Calvin Klein loungewear ad in a loose sweatsuit. Her arm is still around her sister but she’s holding a bag in her other hand. Shawn squints at it to get a clue about their day.

His knees almost buckle when he reads the bag.

Warner Bros. Studios Tour London - The Making of Harry Potter

His face goes so red he can actually feel the blush creeping up his neck and ears.

Maybe she just took her sister to be nice. Maybe she doesn’t give two shits about Harry Potter or Hogwarts or the notebook of spells he wrote that he still keeps under his bed in his parents’ house.

That has to be it. He can’t picture her as a Harry Potter fan. He can’t picture her as a fan of anything. The only thing he’s seen her enjoy is an Englishman’s hand sliding up her thigh. This thought somehow calms him. If Emma can’t be a Harry Potter fan, he can’t get any deeper into this… thing than he already is.

Determined to shove his head in the sand, he turns out his light and strips off his gray sweatpants to crawl into bed. When he closes his eyes, he sees Emma’s head on Hermione Granger’s body and groans.

For the second time in a week, Emma finds herself fidgeting outside Shawn’s dressing room. This time, the fidgets are enhanced by her sister Georgie’s skinny fingers relentlessly poking her ribcage.

“I may never forgive you for this, I hope you can live with that,” Emma snarls. Georgie pops out from behind her, seemingly unfazed that her idol is behind the door. Emma doesn’t know where Georgie got all her easy self-assurance. She’s 16, she’s supposed to be a total wreck.

Maybe Georgie got all the good personality genes and Emma got all the performance genes. It would explain a lot.

“You’re so dramatic,” Georgie teases, her voice light and loud compared to Emma’s. She raises a dainty fist to knock at the door.

Once again, there’s Shawn looking over their heads for a giant much like himself. He lowers his gaze and blanches a little at the sight of Emma. She wants to throw a rib into Georgie’s side and mutter “I TOLD you he hates me.” She resists.

“Hi, Shawn,” Georgie offers, reaching her hand out and smiling in a way Emma doesn’t anymore. Shawn blinks at her for a second before he remembers to put his hand out, “I’m Georgie, I’m Emma’s little sister.”

“Hey,” Shawn murmurs, seemingly studying Georgie closely. Emma’s used to that. People that spend a lot of time around Emma and her mother are naturally fascinated by Georgie. She can see the how did she get like that? all over their faces. Shawn is no exception.

Shawn steps aside to let them in. He’s alone again but this time there’s a guitar on the couch and a notebook with a leaky blue ballpoint pen on the Ikea coffee table. Shawn takes two big steps to close it and look at them bashfully. “I’m… working on a song. Not done yet.”

Emma raises her eyebrows, lips pulled in at the corners disapprovingly. Georgie smiles and tilts her head. “Sounds great! I really love your new album by the way. Well, not new now, but newest, I guess. I think my favorite is “Nervous.” My sister’s favorite is “Particular Taste” though. She dances to it a lot when we’re FaceTiming.”

Shawn sees a facial expression on Emma for the first time in days. She looks mortified. He actually sees color in her cheeks that doesn’t come from a NARS Multiple Orgasm multistick. It sets stupid, useless butterflies loose in his gut. He grins.

“Yeah?” He points the question at Emma. Georgie looks at her, too.

“Yeah,” Emma replies dryly, “Issa bop!”

It’s a reference to the text he sent her when “Fireheart” premiered. His jaw nearly drops to the floor. Emma Kingston just cracked a joke. A sexy, sarcastic joke meant to tease him. The butterflies multiply.

Georgie laughs airily like she’s never felt pain in her life. She wanders around the room not unlike Emma did the other day. But unlike Emma, her energy is scattered and she’s running her mouth, asking Shawn questions and complimenting his music and, for some reason Emma can’t fathom, telling him a story about a turtle they owned when Georgie was in 4th grade.

Shawn is tickled pink. Georgie could be any of the thousands of his teenage fans he’s had the pleasure of meeting over the years but she’s a lot less anxious than they usually are. She asks thoughtful questions about his music and songwriting. She confesses she isn’t musical but uses every opportunity she gets, and manufactures a few clumsily but sweetly, to mention Emma’s musical talent.

Shawn has a little sister of his own so he knows all the tricks. Georgie is trying to Parent Trap them. It’s very sweet and he’s going to let it go on for a little while because she’s subtle enough that neither he nor Emma seem to be acutely uncomfortable.

That’s something he notices, actually. Emma doesn’t look uncomfortable at all. He’s never seen her look quite so relaxed. She’s slouched on his couch with her feet up watching her sister with an adoring smile. Shawn marvels at it. She’s so fucking beautiful when she’s smiling like that. The stupid, evil butterflies are rioting.

Georgie finally settles between them on the sofa and looks for a new topic she hasn’t already exhausted in her last fifteen minutes of near constant endearing yammering.

“My sister and I did the Harry Potter Studio Tour yesterday.”

That’s another thing he catches – not once has he heard Georgie refer to Emma by her name. She persistently calls her her sister like she’s afraid people will forget and she wants everyone to remember. Pride glows through the word “sister” and makes the word float around the room. To Georgie, Emma’s title might as well be “goddess.”

“Oh yeah?” he chokes, reaching for his water bottle.

Georgie nods eagerly, glancing at Emma for confirmation. Emma’s still smiling a little sleepily. He doesn’t blame her. If Aaliyah had that much energy, he’d be exhausted too. She doesn’t look even remotely annoyed, though.

“Yeah. Have you done that? You love Harry Potter, right? It’s like, your favorite thing,” Georgie rants.

Suddenly, Emma’s face turns back to mortified. She shifts her gaze quickly between Georgie and Shawn, waiting for his answer.

Finally, Shawn gets it. This “Parent Trap” had an angle. Georgie was the one holding the cards. By the look on Emma’s face, he can guess she has no idea Shawn is a Harry Potter fan. And now Shawn has his confirmation that Emma has a heart and that J.K. Rowling owns it.

“I love Harry Potter,” Shawn confirms through a little smirk. He’s really enjoying seeing Emma so flustered over this revelation. He’s pretty sure this is what he looked like in his hotel room last night after seeing the Warner Brothers bag. The playing field is officially even.

Shawn tests the waters. He looks from Georgie’s shining face to Emma, who’s still recovering.

“What house are you?”

Emma swallows. No one’s ever asked her this before. She doesn’t have an Emma Kingston answer prepared. So she slips, just for a moment, and gives an Emma answer instead.

“I’m a Ravenclaw.”

His heart almost stops. He licks his lips and grips his water bottle tighter. He feels Georgie’s hot gaze flicking back and forth between them.

“Cool,” Shawn chokes, completely unable to actually be cool.

Georgie looks like the Cheshire fucking cat. Emma wants to smack her. She feels her cheeks going red and shakes her head down at her bare knees poking through the deliberate holes in her jeans. She giggles. Shawn giggles back.

Georgie leans back on the couch looking very satisfied. She continues chattering until people start filtering in around them as soundcheck nears. Slowly but surely, Shawn watches Emma descend back into Emma Kingston, back into her gold-plated suit of armor. He wants to chase after her and scream. He’s not ready to let her go yet.

His eyes are unapologetically fixed on her face. He finds himself leaning his elbows on his knees like he’s ready to leap after her if she tries to leave.

The moment comes. Emma stands abruptly, awkwardly, the way Shawn is used to seeing. The transformation is complete.

“G, we gotta go,” she almost whispers. Georgie’s face, for the first time since Shawn’s seen her, falters. She knows, obviously, that her sister is two different people in one body. He wonders if she knows she may be the only one with the spell to bring the real Emma out. Maybe she can teach him how, he thinks desperately, hands twitching at his sides as he walks them just a few feet to the dressing room door.

He gives Georgie a hug and takes a selfie with her. The picture is cute – it’s badly angled and a little blurry. Georgie hasn’t had as much practice as Emma. It makes him smile. He tells her he hopes she enjoys the show and, before she walks out, scrambles to find her a guitar pick. She holds it between the fingers of both hands like it’s Holy Communion. She makes him laugh.

Emma spares him a glance over her shoulder as she types rapid-fire on her phone. He sees the mental image he has of her mother for a moment. It makes him indescribably sad.

He lets himself watch her set again that night. It’s better than usual, a little more lifelike. She throws an extra vocal run in on “How I’ve Been” and he knows it’s for Georgie. If he weren’t such a dork, he would’ve liked to have found Georgie to watch the set with her. He bets that’s the way to watch an Emma Kingston show – next to her biggest fan.

Emma feels her phone buzz again and rolls over, grumbling into her memory foam pillow. She’s on the right side of the bed again.

Emma: You woke me up! Time zones are a thing, Shawn!

The typing bubbles pop up immediately. They disappear. She giggles and bites her lower lip. The bubbles return.

Shawn: Fuck, you’re in LA. I forgot. When did you get back?

Emma: Wednesday. My bed is glorious. Sleep is glorious. And you’ve stolen it from me.

Shawn: Sorry

He inserts a cheesy smiley face emoji to make her laugh.

It’s 6am LA time on June 2nd. They’ve been on a break from tour for six weeks. This isn’t the first day during that stretch that Emma has woken up smiling with a text (or several) from Shawn.

Emma and Georgie got on a red eye from Heathrow as soon as the last O2 show was over. Shawn didn’t get to say goodbye. He was shipped off to meetings in New York. In the cab on the way to the Universal-Island building, he’s flipping his phone around in his broad palm. He suddenly stops and opens a new message.

Shawn: Did Georgie like the show?

Emma, jetlagged to hell in her bed with the blackout shades pulled and Georgie snoring at her side, rolls over to check her phone. She almost drops it. She stares at the message for a good two minutes before she types.

Emma: Loved it. Ruin always makes her cry

That wasn’t what Shawn meant, he actually was talking about whether Georgie enjoyed seeing her set live for the first time but he’ll take it. He wonders if this means Emma watched his set for once.

Shawn: Did you watch with her?

The typing bubbles come up and down. Then up, then down again.

Emma: Sorry, I had a call about my video. Georgie filled me in after.

Shawn tries not to pout but he’s exhausted so it doesn’t really work. When he leaves his meetings a couple hours later in search of pizza and Manhattan friends, he checks his phone again.

Emma: So are you in New York?

He doesn’t know how she knows that and he can’t pretend to have the energy to care because she just took an interest in his life and his heart is thrumming in his chest. He tries not to giggle when he responds but he’s too tired to keep the goofy smile off his face. Andrew notices and chuckles without questioning it. He knows Shawn’s “texting a pretty girl” face when he sees it.

Shawn takes his opening. He responds in the affirmative and asks her for pizza place recommendations even after he’s eating a slice of his own. She replies with a whole host of options all over the island of Manhattan and a few in Brooklyn. Turns out she really likes pizza.

Things continue on that way for a while with a gradual increase in texts until the first thing each of them does in the morning is check their phones and the last thing they do at night is send a goodnight text, no matter where they are.

They’re friends, Emma is somewhat proud to say, though she hasn’t actually told anyone. She doesn’t need the look her mother would give her if she knew.

Boys are not for friends, Emma Jean, she’d drawl in that bayou accent that gets stronger when they’re home in California and she’s not in meetings and in front of cameras all day. Boys are for kissing and for networking.

She hasn’t told Georgie either. Georgie would get too excited and Emma has no idea how long she can sustain this. For one thing, Shawn might get bored now that she’s let her guard down a little and lost some of her mystery. For another, if anyone on her team finds out that she’s being herself with someone that isn’t Georgie or her parents, there would be A Talk.

It’s not that Emma’s mother Sandra doesn’t want Emma to have friends. Sandra loves Ashley Jackson – Ashley is great PR. But they’ve all worked so hard on Emma’s image, on her career, to have her becoming some goofily sincere Jennifer Lawrence-type. She’s here to work, not to play. She can play later when the work is done.

So Emma keeps her head down. She’s been trained up like a show pony since she was a child so her face gives away nothing when she sends and receives texts. No one even bothers to ask who she’s talking to. It’s expected for a celebrity to be on their phone 24/7 anyway.

It’ll be harder when they’re on tour. How does she go from texting Shawn 14 hours a day to being his friend in person? And how does she navigate that with The Wizard of Oz (mom) and that weird guy with the mustache who asked for the horse of a different color (Margaret)?

Maybe she doesn’t. Maybe she ends this all now before it’s out of control, she thinks as she kicks her carry on under the seat in front of her. She straps in to her first class seat on the flight to Oregon for the first show back on the North American leg of the tour. She gives the idea some more thought before Margaret hands her a sleeping pill and a glass of chardonnay because the one pill didn’t work as well last time and even though it says you’re not supposed to drink alcohol with them, it’s really fine, Margaret tells her.

Emma is almost unconscious in her dressing room when she’s awakened by a knock. Margaret and Sandra left her there to nap while they took a call about tour merch, so she’s alone and wrapped in a blanket.

She throws off the fleece and stumbles to the door, wrenching it open, squinting because she hasn’t put her contacts in yet.

Shawn is standing on the other side of the door in sweats and a Hogwarts hoodie. The hood is pulled up, flattening his curls to his forehead. His hands are in his front pocket. He’s giving her that close-lipped smile she loves.

“Hey, Em.”

Emma props herself up on her toes and latches her arms around his neck, squeezing him into a hug. He takes a few seconds too long to react, lacing his fingers around her back gently. He sees a bleariness in her eyes for the brief fraction of a second before she buried her face in his neck. It makes him nervous because he can’t tell if she’s just tired or if she’s taken something.

“Shawn,” she hums. The sound reverberates off his throat and lights up his whole body. The way she says it has relief in the very utterance of the word. He holds her a little tighter.

“I’m here,” he murmurs, unsure of what she needs from him right now but willing to give her whatever it is, “I’ve got you.”

Taglist: @the-claire-bitch-project @smallerinfinities @crapri @stillinskislydia @carlaimberlain @abigfatmess @rosecolouredtimes @heavenly---holland

#shawn mendes #shawn peter raul mendes #shawn mendes fanfic #shawn mendes fan fic #shawn mendes fanfiction #shawn mendes fan fiction #shawn mendes angst #shawn mendes imagine #shawn mendes fic

178 notes · View notes

merrillbekker1-blog · 5 years ago

Text

Natural Metabolism Booster For Fast fat Reduction

Also don't be fooled the particular hottest trends, they have been very pricey, so read older brands because when they are given it already been on the market, the safer it should be.

youtube

The Capsiplex is possibly the best weight lose diet pills to reduce extra fat from your body. It is rated as one of the several best-selling fat loss product in the marketplace. It is made of natural ingredients such as extracts of capsicum, piperine, niacin and caffeine. After, a long research appeared clinically demonstrated to be 100% natural and organic. The Capsiplex is also approved by FDA and a UK based software product. Lastly, obtain a reliable Forskolin reviews if you're able to afford one. I know a lot of people shy off of them because have associated with "scam" services there are just so many to choose from. However, there are some high quality ones out there that helps make pounds drop a lot faster than only on the. Just make sure they feel secure and straight. Go to my website for a fair a handful of the best ones. Cause to is essential drug route is each and every one folks pharmaceuticals has warning of a least several side effects, some mild and some quite dangerous such as tampering from your heart. Another common side effect is the chance of Forskolin Weight Loss getting addicted if used for prolonged intervals. Think about that at a minute. sort of take medication for al all long because there is a danger to getting addicted with out but an individual stop taking it you will not be reducing weight you began lose from the beginning. Healthier Eating - Let's be honest; we are not likely to eat super healthy every minute of daily and nor should customers. Restricting yourself from your favorite foods and desserts will only make you wish they would more. A person just needs to be smarter about exactly how much of the favorites eaten. Eat just one piece as compared to half the pie. When you find yourself forced to eat out Forskolin Reviews set at a fast-food restaurant or similar establishment, try out a healthier option such as being a salad. Lower the cost sugar and replace your diet soda or energy drink with regular. The acai berry have proved to reduce body fat quickly. Like those on however also been established that rapid lack of weight because of Acai supplement use, is evident within a couple of weeks. In order to help keep the efficiency and effectiveness of the loss process, it usually recommended to continue the prescribed dosage after a couple of weeks of rapid dieting. So if you are serious about losing a great deal of weight, then please stick to the dosage till you`ve achieved your objective/s. Child's play can be also a good mood lift. As your body releases adrenaline and endorphins, you feel your mood lighten. This "runner's high" can could keep your spirits up whilst you in to exercise every day. Happier families will tend of doing more activities together, signifies more chances for for you to get moving and lose weight. Find ways to are children towards your work out regime and instead of spending family time next to a television, spend it outdoors. Try using runs or walks together, and explore the forests. Pick up a game of kickball at the local zoo. Challenge each other to a race. Ride bikes throughout the neighborhood. LivePure Forskolin are endless!

1 note · View note

xottzot · 6 years ago

Text

2018--SEPT-02-2018-Tuesday--MORE NEWS STUFF...

------------------------------

(with videos)

Road rage utility tracked down in Australind

https://www.perthnow.com.au/news/south-west/road-rage-utility-tracked-down-in-australind-ng-b88979332z

---------------

This is VERY common and has been for many years here....vehicles 'vanishing' only to be 'magically' spirited away to far-off places then later might reappear with new paint jobs and so on....

And people get haircuts and hey presto...nup! officers it twern't me..you's must be mistaken.....

------------------------------

Teen avoids prison over dangerous driving causing death in Darch Plaza car park stunt

https://www.perthnow.com.au/news/crime/teen-avoids-prison-over-dangerous-driving-causing-death-in-darch-plaza-car-park-stunt-ng-b88979368z

Shannon Hampton -- PerthNow -- October 2, 2018 4:28PM

Here at this hellhole, for YEARS, the fuckwits around here were doing all sorts of shit like taking people at day or night 'for rides' with them hanging onto the roof, or front of the car bonnet (hood), or at the rear doing the same.....until they fell off and they would end up smacking onto the road surface with body and heads and be badly injured. - I was always being surprised nobody was killed outright or from them staggering into traffic immediately afterwards.....

Still...all THAT can easily start up again since so many idiots and shit-for-brains are around in this hellhole area......

The criminal aboriginals are at a lull for now, and so others are rising up to take their places......in shit......(I forecasted that long ago, from my life experience of this hellhole)....

So far it hasn't got to that stage yet again, but time will tell.....

Oh, and in the recent past they also were leaping onto vehicles driving past, especially at trucks which were slower moving to leap upon but no less lethal....(that's all currently waned away with the evictions? of criminal aboriginals)......but it will return.....as will the hell that they are....

------------------------------

Man bashed in Fremantle fights for life in hospital

PerthNow--October 2, 2018 3:30PM

https://www.perthnow.com.au/news/crime/man-bashed-in-fremantle-fights-for-life-in-hospital-ng-b88979237z

Police say the trio was standing on the street when a stranger has pushed one man and punched another.

The 48-year-old was knocked unconscious when he tried to intervene to stop the fight while one of his friends was also left unconscious after being pursued onto the road, police said.

They were both taken to hospital by ambulance while the third man received minor injuries.

The man who attacked them jogged off down South Terrace.

Fremantle detectives yesterday released a image of a man their believe can help their investigation and have appealed to witnesses to contact Crime Stoppers.

--------------------

"pursued onto the road".......it always is the case, trying to get somebody run over and killed but not by them, and so they can escape being convicted of being 'the cause' of death.....

In any event, otherwise they just get severly beaten to death in any case.....

------------------------------

(local NEWS)

Kiely wants 20 per cent rate rise

http://echonewspaper.com.au/kiely-wants-20-per-cent-rate-rise/

ALTONE Ward councillor Andrew Kiely has indicated he will move a motion calling on the City of Swan to raise rates by 20 per cent at October’s council meeting.

Amazingly, Cr Kiely believes the City and the larger community should support his push for the massive rate rise to expedite stage one of the Midland Oval redevelopment.

-----------------

Ya see, if you can't get something done about something the right way, they just plow their dirty hands into the pockets and coffers of innocent residents...and claim 'it's just for everyone's own good'......

------------------------------

Lithium 'buzz' could be worth hundreds of billions to Australia

By Hamish Hastie -- 2 October 2018 — 2:43pm

This is how massive mining ventures and industry evolutions begin and which chew up workers and spit them out without a thought in the mad quest for money.

I've seen it go on so many many times here in Western Australia and it once even ensnared me. As it was I was permanently injured in workplace stuff just 'locally' but others I know of have died andor permanently injured and crippled unto their deaths.

Industry just LOVES the idea of fully mechanised workforces just to be shod of any and all human accountability and responsibility. We're in a long-running transition stage where technology hasn't quite 'got there' yet...but it will. And then there will be litle requirements for working men, let alone paying them to work. And there will not be any social structures for people to live their lives...and it'll be yet another terrible time for everyone, from newborn babies to the elderly. The living will envy the dead.

I ALMOST was ensnared into all of this sort of industy, and more by luck than design I was excluded. The ones that went into it made lots of money as workers, but it all eventually ramped down, closed down, went broke, or went away and they were left with what they had managed to acquire in their working lives however brief it was....and they were considered 'lucky'. SO many others never got that much but worked just as hard or harder.

All THAT has been around for countless decades and it's STILL going on.

For you dear reader, you have no idea except to imagine for comparison how the worldwide coal industry was absolute king in the world and could do no wrong until......

For myself I only ever worked around coal mines and rarely even saw them....but I saw the results of what the workers sustained, and their lives and health ruined, and their families....

But hey.....Lithium mining and processing is 'clean and good' isn't it? - The kinda thing they said about coal...and everything else.

I'm not anti-progress by any means. I'm pro human life and decent lives.

But hey...BILLIONS of dollars will sway any politician even if they only get breadcrumbs of it all, so all this will probably be a huge certainty like everything else.

Time for all those fathers to leave their families and orphan more all over again......but hey, at least they can have rich expensive toys in the meantime...that's okay right? - Human progress using up humans. Politiciana and business are excellent bedmates for doing all that.

What next, riots over robot workers taking 'their jobs'?

I'll be dead long before then.

I'm already forgotten and utterly unfairly despised and ordered to die as it is.

et tu death....

-----------------------------------------------------

I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU.

Time for bed now and to have nightmares......all the leadup to death. Remember that.

But you never do. You never did. YOU made yourself that way, not me.

One of the things I was always warning you about that you were doing increasingly...was about you deliberately wiping out your memeories of EVERYTHING, including the ones who love you and cared for you and protected you. And you did it by any means necessary...booze...then pharmaceutical drugs...anything to stop your mind-from-racing as you always put it. You wanted to be knocked out and not have to think, especially for the useless shits at your workplaces who bludged off of you and your hard work...

Remember....

I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU.

-----------------------------------------------------

Fliss, it seems that, no I forever will not ever win any Lotto or anything like that nor have I. I no doubt will die as poor as I have always been all my life because I'm honest and truthful and never have anything whilst alive except struggle and hardship and terrible cruel despair.

My dearest kind, innocent, gentle, generous, mother also died like that and was forgotten by all.....but never ever by myself.

I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU.

Oh look, fucked around by Tumblr...again...as fucking always.....how many years has this been going on for now........?.....

And the Police sirens are again loud outside as they fly about.....

3 notes · View notes

inappropriatefangirlneeds · 7 years ago

Text

Gotham s4ep21 “One Bad Day” Personal Review

“It´s an odd time for a nap” Warning spoilers below

* “Oh, Jim, you still think that you're the only one who can save the city.” Okay that one was lovely. Almost a bit like that one Pirates of the Caribbean movie. I love how everyone was vaguely rooting for the same thing: Save the City! while trying to as well reach their own personal goals. > LUCIUS FOX of course is the precious cinnamon roll that he is and just wants to save the city. > JIM GORDON kind of just wants to save the city as well. But I do think this whole talk with Edward, as entertaining as it was it was jarring plot wise. Of course we do have the “We're gonna settle this. No, Jim. This isn't the GCPD. Here, I make the rules, so we're not gonna do this until we talk about what I want to talk about.” line that claims Edward is the one that wants to discuss relationship stuff while Jim is the one who wants to stick to saving the city. But Jim actually brought as much into the conversation as Ed did. Especially if he indeed thinks Leslie is just using Edward he should have just kept this to himself and let Edward run into his misery and laugh about it over the whiskey into which he usually cries. But for Jim it´s at least as important as it is for Ed to plant his flag in that conversation. He´s still asserting “ownership” (for the lack of a better word..) over Leslie Thompkins by claiming he knows her better than Ed does. Ed might have the relationship and the sex but Jim still got the connection to who Leslie really is, ha ha take that Ed (to be read in Jim´s voice.) > TABITHA GALAVAN worries about the city, BUTCH GILZEAN doesn´t comment it but both want a cure for Butch. > BARBARA KEAN was really endearing in the scene with Jerome. She goes from “not really??!” to “absolutely not on my watch”, her personal stake in it was being nice to Tabitha. How Sweet. > OSWALD COBBLEPOT is a bit more used to situations like this. He´s just keeping an eye on his goals: Money. While waving the city issue aside “Of course not” just to scramble and struggle and scurry to do all he can to make things better once they went astray. > LESLIE THOMPKINS want´s her “legal knots untangled” and of course save the city as well. It´s a win win thing. “We solve it and we trade the information for clemency.” “I'm trying to protect what we've built.” > EDWARD NYGMA is bound to act in Leslie´s interest “Well, then the mayor would be wise to forgive Lee and I our indiscretions.” But he´s in fact kind of the only one to declare that he personally doesn´t give a damn about Gotham. “If Gotham becomes a rock pile, I mind zero percent. I'm only helping you because I'm with Lee now.” The situation is however one that he´s trying to use to figure out more about his nagging “does Lee even like me” question. > Oddly the show sent BRUCE WAYNE on a much more personal quest this week. By getting him out of the GCPD he´s separated from the Save Gotham plotline. Of course you could say everything that´s against Jeremiah could be useful for that other goal but there´s a split. SELINA KYLE also is just there to “be there for Bruce” what a muffin. * “I almost got killed fighting your ex-boyfriend's rotting corpse.” Everyone is so nice and grown up to each other. I don´t like the whole Tabs, Babs, Butch relationship mess but I really like how they keep treating each other. BARBARA KEAN sees how important BUTCH GILZEAN is to TABITHA GALAVAN and just a small reminder how Tabitha was there for her is more than enough to have her agree to helping her. JIM GORDON and LESLIE THOMPKINS agree that the past changed things but they still care for each other and respect each other. As icky as the whole situation including Edward Nygma is (rant above and below), that is sweet. Then the third trifecta is SELINA KYLE also despite all the ups and downs being there for BRUCE WAYNE and even explicitly voicing this! It´s not a I hate you but I´m here. It´s also a unmistakable I like you. Progress. And while we´ve had all those unusual little moments of agreement between Alfred and Bruce we have ALFRED PENNYWORTH acknowledge her by basically asking her to stay for dinner. Sweet. So JEREMIAH VALESKA and BRUCE WAYNE. I´m not feeling it > Jerome still tries to tell everyone he´s better than his brother and saneTM. “Are you out of your mind?!” “Why do you keep insisting I'm insane? What's insane about having a backup plan?” / “I'm nothing if not sane. And reasonable. Two things my brother never valued. Which is why I'll be successful where he failed. Well, that and being vastly more intelligent.” > He´s then again acknowledging that his brother was right that there was something inside of him. “Jerome gave me what I thought was the worst day of my life. But only by losing everything was I able to face what was inside me. And I believe I've seen something very special inside of you as well. But to free it, you'll have to lose everything and everyone you hold dear.” > I feel vaguely remembered of how RA´S wanted to kill everyone that Bruce loved to change him. > While talking to Selina Kyle Bruce wonders if that one day made part of him insane and if Jeremiah saw this and wanted to bring it out. I somehow could not care less. I don´t really feel medias obsession with that “beast/evil inside man” or whatever. Like just don´t? Even Jeremiah made an effort to “just don´t”, and it would have worked if it weren’t for him getting poisoned. That´s hardly relevant. > Then we have RA´s AL GHUL and Jeremiah both obsessing over Bruce Wayne and teaming up. Okay. > On a side note: Ra´s what good are your visions if you have to makes sure yourself that they happen? How´s that different from you know ordinary people, usually that´s called having an idea.

* “Ah, Lucius. It's making some kind of weird noise.” “What kind of a noise?” “A bad one, and and it's it's, uh, getting all glowy.” HARVEY BULLOCK so we got the message that mob mentality wise the GCPD is still pissed because of the Pyg scenario and blames Harvey. But all it takes to get them clapping again is some (dumb) luck of choosing the right 50% option. Okay, okay and the willingness to run up to a bloody bomb. But to be fair all the police still in the city took kind of the same risk, so we are down again to the luck thing. Look, I love Harvey. But the dynamics of “followers”, including the Valeska ones on this show are just ridiculous. * “Detective. Don't lie to me.” “It's not looking good, kid.” Harvey keeping to lie to himself about Jim´s likely demise was sweet though. Also hooray for another case of directly addressing an issue (Does it show that I´ve been around too much passive aggressiveness lately, and tbh struggle with that myself .. ) * “Leave Gotham. Start a new life somewhere else. Alone.” JIM GORDON telling LESLIE THOMPKINS that she should leave Gotham and should start a new life again (2x15). Like that one time when he already did, and she left and started a new life and then Jim shot her husband. Am I a bit sensitive here or is that additional “alone” kind of not okay? Like it feels like an implied if Jim can´t have her no one should. She´s been through so much and has done so much that she´s not worth anything more than a life in solitude? Like I get why Jim would think that Leslie couldn´t have feelings for Edward (and I agree #Kristen #framedJimlostchild etc) but hey how about she might think it´s nice that someone is around that cares about her, and even is ready to suppress his own narcissistic goals and ways for the sake of her.. While the scene with EDWARD NYGMA and Jim Gordon tattling about Leslie was funny I hate it in terms of plot. And if Leslie & Ed´s split is going to be about Jim Gordon or in general a “this is my wifey” conflict I´m gonna murder someone. There´s already been plenty of tension in between them before they mashed Jim into this. This could be about Leslie´s ambitions and goals. As much as I´m kind of meh about the whole atoning for her Virus related sins (or her injecting herself the virus in the first place .. ) thing I like that her character got a goal in doing god (even if they haven´t really shown how she wants to reach a better situation for her people in a way that does even seem slightly plausible) while at the same getting some badass scenes and now I fear this is going to be pushed to the background for the sake of everything being about Leslies feelingz. Nothing wrong with emotions but how about we can get her not being about her feels for men and about her feels for what she thinks is her duty. * JIM GORDON got some advanced phone trolling going on. Him being on screen just like the Valeska´s before is almost as good as him keeping hanging up on Jervis Tetch. * And “A PALE imitation of Jerome” how on earth could he drop that one with a straight face :D * “It doesn´t matter” What kind of crap interlude was the SCARECROW scene? Like I appreciate the view, thanks. I also very much relate to just abandoning the task once it turns out to be more difficult than expected. Like a girl against three villains who would have guessed that much trouble. But that´s just a waste of a potentially so interesting character. Like do something with that beanpole of terror Gotham! But hey .. at least his lack of commitment to the task DID in fact matter in the end! * And srsly why is the one that got tortured going to make dinner? I get that none of the three had an easy day so how about just ordering some food? ALFRED honey make that shower a very long hot and bubbly bath, that´s the least. * On another side note: Why did they spare Alfred? Why have a stand in? Why keep Alfred alive? Did they have something more sinister planned? Bruce killing real Alfred 2.0? * “ You do realize the city is about to be blown up? It's an odd time for a nap. “You know that she drugged me.” “Yeah. Don't really care.” * Think. Think. Think, think, think, think, think, think” * “ sighs You're behind me, aren't you?” * “Would you believe it? They put me on hold.” Whoever wrote JERMIAH´s lines, bless you. They are so polite, polished and yet vaguely unsettling. I love them. Of course bless Cameron as well! * “I hope you didn't catch a cold in my brother's grave. I know those things aren't exactly designed for the living.” * “No, not Alfred” Oh hello there Theo Galavan, long time no see .. they really refuse to do the “beautiful morning” thing with Theo (Aka you can´t have a dying character talk about something going to be a beautiful morning 2x11 and then have them be revived 3x6 and not have them say something like oh what a beautiful morning or not as beautiful as expected) but then repeat that one line with another character ??! Gotham?! * Oddly it´s even nice to see Oswald getting a dose of what others that went against him had to put up with buuut .. let´s get back to Oswald having the great Plan B´s n stuff again soon pls

#gotham #gotham meta #gotham s4ep21 One Bad Day #edward nygma #jim gordon #mine Gotham full episode reviews

11 notes · View notes

dwestfieldblog · 4 years ago

Text

THERE IS NO SAFE WORD

ATEH MALKUTH, VE-GEBURAH, VE-GEDULLAH, LE-OLAHM...

Anybody who understands my music will never be unhappy again. Beethoven. That sounds like a cue for a song...and here it is...

Well, now we know the actual defined amount of stubborn dumb stupidity for sure in America. Over 70 million morons. Loved seeing Trump jr call on his dad to wage ‘Total war’ (A phrase Goebbels used in Berlin 1943 when the allies were approaching... and we know how that ended, go on Big Don, do the honourable thing for the first time in your foul life.) Junior also said ‘It’s time to clean up this mess and stop looking like a banana republic’. Why yes son, it is, so off you all pop. Daddy is busy implanting his loyalists in the Pentagon and already thinking of running in 2024 but by then he should either be in prison or in exile on a tiny freezing Scottish island with a one hole golf course where he can still cheat. Seems likely he, family and their backers are planning to make good use of their through the looking glass rabies crazed sheep and continue to destabilize America for the Kremlin. Loved that the orange psychopath tweeted early ‘I WON THIS ELECTION, BY A LOT!’ and watched as he demanded all votes be counted...and the more they were, the more he lost by. HILARIOUS.

And his call to arms to ‘Stand back and stand by’ to The Proud Boys, who are not far right Nazi thugs at all no sir. To misuse Hunter S Thompson’s genius for the hundredth time, I hope that this is where the wave (of populist filth Trump has been riding) finally breaks and rolls back. But over 70 million morons say different. The 80 million who voted for the other guy must be happy there are so many who can clean the streets and fill the shelves at food shops. Education needs to be improved in America and Britain next year, a ‘LOT’.

January 20th 2021...Celebrate with joy the end of a despotic douche bag...allow the world to feel lighter. Republicans, you should feel ashamed. America, this bastard has been undoing your Constitution like a prom queen’s girdle for a button mushroom quickie rape for four years and couldn’t have cared less about Covid and how many of you died...as he said ‘It is what it is’. So SAD!!!! Arf. Donald, you are and were nothing more than a spoiled five year old brat with as much empathy for humanity as a lizard. A banishing ritual will need to be performed in around the White House...call up the Native Indians, the witches and South Park and cleanse the area of astral poison. The swamp will be drained when the deranged incubus’s entire family of scheming wannabe aristocrats vacates for good.And don’t let him sit at a little table to pardon them and himself.Lowlifes...speaking of whom...

It has taken a lot to make me smile this year (what, you too huh?) but seeing Rudy Giuliani giving a press conference between a porn book store and a funeral parlour in a parking lot did it. The T family, Jared, Rudy, Pompeo, Paula White (the Unchristian millionaire), the slurring ‘star witness’ Melissa Carone, spokeswoman Kayleigh with her cute little cross and all the rest of those despicable liars must all be flushed down the drains, no second chances, repentance or absolution.And as for Dr Scott Atlas telling the American public to ‘rise up’ against the safety measures called for by the state against Covid...A doctor telling you to ignore the rule against large indoor gatherings etc. A doctor.RISE UP? 12 million cases in the US as of mid November...254 thousand dead. That number is rising fast. Good luck from keeping the world falling on you Atlas, Wonder what the orange one offered him to blab such stinking dung. Another doctor with a hypocritical oath.

The smug toad Steve Bannon on yet another shitestirring podcast,spoke about beheading virologist Dr Fauci and the Director of the FBI Christopher Wray...‘I’d put the heads on pikes, right. I’d put them at the two corners of the White House as a warning to federal bureaucrats, you either get with the programme or you are gone.’Twitter banned him outright (and how long did that take?) but the ever wonderful facebook didn’t think that advocating murder online like any other good fundamentalist was reason enough. They believe in the first amendment, hurrah for the robot Zuckerberg.Like? Dislike? Delete, good luck.

And meanwhile the EU budget, involving 673 billion pounds for Covid connected concerns has been blocked by the continuing charming behaviour of Hungary and Poland. And why would they do that at this time of dire need? Why, because the release of the funds is dependent upon the rule of actual law in each of the countries to which the money is allocated. They have some very naughty politicians there who are upset about this and the darlings have taken it personally. These men could well be directly responsible for hundreds of unnecessary deaths. Hungary’s PM Orban said the clause would ‘jeopardise trust’ between member states. Well pal, they already don’t trust you due to your actions in the last ten years over freedom of speech, assembly, judges etc etc.

The Polish ‘Justice’ minister said the clause was ‘...really an institutional political enslavement, a radical limitation of sovereignty’. Sounds like Nigel Farage.(btw, Love that he lost 10 thousand pounds betting on his golden mate to win the US Presidential election. Oh well, you can pick that up fast enough from taking the Euros you rail against eh? Got to relish the classic two faced double English standards he stoops so low to wave so high) Anyway, I digress, if it seems unfair to Poland and Hungary that they act more like actual democracies rather than extremist populist swine, perhaps they should also leave the EU and team up with Mother Russia and Uncle China.Again, Vladimir must be well pleased with how Europe and America are collapsing.

Belarus...the ‘police’ are beating up women, using stun grenades on unarmed pensioners and teens. These are not police and have nothing to do with any law other than that of the jungle. Lukashenko is their Trump, a man who always swore his country would be independent of Russia and then accepts 1.5 billion dollars in loans. Good luck with paying back the interest with your soul Alex, needs must when the Devil drives eh? Loved how those loyal to the dictator described the protestors as truants and transsexuals’. 150,000 of them? Seems a lot. But never mind, hired thugs and sadists are always easy to come by, whatever the country and whatever the year. Easy work and fun if you enjoy it, conscience free. Sure they are just trying to feed their families.

China wants a global QR Covid code, making tracking humans even easier via their brilliant technology. Let’s see who falls for that one, would you want yet more personal data known by those who created the virus and shot their own children? (For the record, I do not think Covid was taken over there and released by enemy agents and I certainly don’t think it was created by accident any more than the updated version will be.) Making a fortune out of others’ misfortune seems quite like disaster capitalism for communists. Drug companies will be hoping the 19 virus will ‘mutate’ to 21 and 22 in order that we will all need annual vaccines.

Prague, on the anniversary of the Czechoslovakian Velvet Revolution on November 17th, 250,000 march against their PM, (an ex informer to the communists) who has been Premier for too many years...another rich businessman deep in corruption scandals, I loved his comment after witnessing the thousands that he didn’t ‘understand’ why they were doing it. That said, there were many protesting against the use of...face masks. Ok, by all means choose not to wear them. Then stay the hell away from everyone else until you are vaccinated and don’t you dare go to hospital when you fall ill. Deal?

Englerland...The manic baldhead liar Cummings has at last been kicked out of Downing Street and a fine and noble advisor he was to the PM eh? Herd immunity my arse. Seems possible he might work for Farrage and continue destroying the system from within. Fnord. God help us all, the ‘UK’ is hosting the United Nations Climate Change conference in November 2021 and taking the presidency of the G7 in January...with Boris at the helm? Nobody takes this blustering useless lying cretin seriously unless their jobs depend on him. Tory supporters, what does it take for you to see reason, how much evidence of unending failure? At very least replace the Chumocracy rampant in the government or Doom, damnation, despair, death and more doom will repeat.Nice to see we get the vaccine tested on us first...guinea pigs are safer for the rest of the world on an island...

Fascinated to see that 20m pounds were not available for poor children’s free school meals but 21 million in taxpayers’ money for a go between businessman to get PPE (piss poor excuse/personal protection equipment) for NHS staff, was. How much did the go between pocket? 55 thousand dead in UK, fifth in the world,so proud of the levels of national intelligence and Govermental planning. Brexit and Covid in a double whammy with the most incompetent and corrupt government in my lifetime. As John Lydon used to rant on a perfect loop;’ This is what you want, this is what you get’. Possibly I am abusing his actual meaning, sorry Johnny. No future for the UK...None for me anyway...

Was the UK and America’s snowflake nonsense, seeded with the birth of instagram, tik tok et al/ forums with young folk seeking approval from their peers and feeling important when they were ‘Liked’? A few years later in the (ha ha) real world, they are easily insulted by others who do not find them having much depth or value. Kids’, being ‘liked’ is not the same as being respected, or loved. Pretend alpha males, being feared is not respect either.

‘Since words contain both denotations (referents in the sensory-existential world) and connotations (emotional tones or rhetorical hooks) humans can be moved to action, even by words which have no real meaning or reference in actuality. This is the mechanism of demagoguery, advertising and much of organised religion’ RAW. It also explains why, in tandem with tones, symbols and an altered brain speed,directed Will can cause change in ‘realities’. The litany of ritual, the mantras of magick and images focused to fire with the Tantric arrow. Oops, missed again. Anyway...back to the negativity☺‘

...as population increases, wages fall but later prices increase....and the relation between them –is to be considered the index of revolutionary potential...and can be predicted as precisely as eclipses in astronomy’. Robert Anton Wilson, The Widow’s Son (Hilaritas Press) 1985.

Thanks to Covid, hundreds of thousands of businesses have collapsed; the jobless or part timers are unable to pay rent or feed their families...and receive little or no support from governments who have either pocketed their taxes or just given rewards and contracts to their friends. The overload stress levels and knock on effect on those who had the virus and still suffer -or those who could not get into hospital for treatment will be massive. Every populist knows there has never been a better time to manipulate the fear and anger of the masses. Demonstrations, riots and harsher laws will spread each creating their own chain reaction.Watch out for Nationalists pointing fingers, don’t buy their snake oil. Avoid giving groups like QAnon any of your energy, paranoia is a creepy way to live and a sleazy way to die.

Ten months of reading emails which come across like distress signals or suicide notes from friends or that scene in Interstellar when the son knows his father could be dead by the time the message gets through. BUT...‘Help may arrive invisibly and unexpectedly from unknown sources’. Be open to this. Be sensitive and attuned to quantum parallels, there is a reaction going on to all the uff and crud, sidestep, step to the side... Allwhere and all now. You don’t need to ‘believe’ this, just be aware, sense it.

TANA, ORPHEUS, ARADIA, LUCIFER (or Robin, Marian, Orfee, Bride, all ye gentry come from Side)...Protection and guides, projected archetypes created by our minds and evolved by themselves...

We, as a species, exist in a world in which exists a myriad of data points. Upon these matrices of points we superimpose a structure and the world makes sense to us. The pattern of the structure originates within our biological and sociological properties.Persinge and Lafreniere.1977.

The intelligence should direct the will. Aquinas. The light of the body is the eye; if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body will be full of light. Matt6:22.

Have tied the last five years together and I have a feeling my time in this country is coming to an end, give it seven months perhaps. Thank you for reading, hope some was entertaining...Withe much Love from Donkey Oti, and Onan the Barbarian, stay healthy, wishing you the best Christmas and 2021 possible, Ba-ra-ka, Et in Arcadia Ego . Love, always.

0 notes

singingpeople · 7 years ago

Text

Undoing

Chapter 6

‘You make me feel so weak.

I bet you kiss your knuckles

Right before they touch my cheek.’

*Trigger warning*

@beautifulramblingbrains @pathybo @jojuarez26 @iammarylastar @tigpooh67

@bookwarm85 @lets-play-truth-or-dare @deepfrz @carefultheyspit @vitaevandal @mom2reesie @kellieabro @lauraaan182 @readsalot73 @beltz2016 @you-wont-let-me-let-you-go @frecklefaceb @tomarisela

He did not hit me again in the week following the ceremony, giving my back the time to heal over. Finally, the scab didn’t split open anymore, staining the bandages I carefully applied with blood but even though the pain lessened I felt not better. Not just because the nausea and the dizzy spells got worse but because I felt like a prisoner in a house I shouldn't even be in, to begin with.

While the other girls had moved into a house of their own, sharing it with a girl from last year’s initiation I was hidden away in my bedroom whenever I didn’t have to perform various tasks that became sheer agony with the lack of sleep I suffered, wary of every creaking of the house and what it could mean for me. What terrors waited, hidden in the shadows just waiting to strike.

As a child, I had been terrified of the monsters in my closet, which I would have never admitted it, even back then. But just thinking about their grimaces and long bony fingers spiked with claws had my blood run cold and every trace of sleep vanishing. Of course, my parents noticed, how could they not when I was falling asleep over my porridge but nothing they tried worked. Nothing worked at all until Aiden sneaked into my room one night, pretended to fight the demons of while I had the blanket pulled up to my chin, torn between being terrified of him getting hurt and the urge to giggle when I saw my brother fight my hanger full of clothes with a wooden knife.

After he conquered my demons Aiden slipped under the covers and laid with me until I fell asleep with a smile on my face while he was boasting about his skills and how he´d someday become a leader, which really only was a matter of time.

Curled up beneath the thin grey blanket to protect my greatest treasure if he should come, I wished Aiden was here again, to fight off my demons because I just wasn't strong enough, not thinking clearly enough to admit to myself that Max had sent me on a suicide mission, to sacrifice myself for the good of the city, leaving me in the wake of a monster with no means to protect myself. Because monsters, I had learned, don´t hide in closets but in the people wandering among us while only the closest to them will ever see the full capacity of their depravity. And I had front-row seats to the freak show that was Marcus Eaton.

Studying the techniques of psychological warfare from an early age on because it had been one of my father´s favorite subjects, I knew what he was doing, startling me with noiseless approaches until he could leer over my shoulder when I was standing at the sink, the difference to his thundering footsteps landing on each step of the stairs while I lay in bed, anxiety all-consuming, was so distinct it couldn't have been anything but purposeful. In fact, Marcus Eaton never made an uncalculated movement which only made his loss of control on the dreaded night so much more terrifying looking back.

I also knew for a fact that he speculated on me messing up, wearing me down to leer at me, just waiting for a small mistake to slip through under his watchful eyes. As soon as it happened he would straighten himself up to his full height, his eyes holding that malicious glint I´ve learned to fear not only subconsciously but to the core of my being. Swallowing down my pride, I would avert my eyes to not egg him on further and wait in tense agony for him to make up his mind on an appropriate punishment.

For burning breakfast, he let me off with a lecture about not being so stupid to waste food and a disapproving stare that bordered on disappointment, which only managed to confuse me more. In his eyes, I was nothing more than a lowly girl from dauntless that had been stupid enough to walk right into his trap so what was there to disappoint?

Not much, obviously.

For spilling a glass of juice onto his shirt though, when he once again crept up and startled me, he grabbed me by the nape of my neck and dragged me into the bathroom, pushing me down to my knees when I struggled to escape his grip, terrified what he was up to now, my survival instinct seeping through.

But instead of getting another beating, he watched me with hawk-eyes scrub the whole floor on my knees that were bruised and red by the time I was done, just in time to accompany him to the meeting of the council where they talked stuff that, for me, made no sense at all.

Yes, the last few weeks have been anything but easy and that’s why I was so thankful for the short disruption to that routine the few trips to amity gave me.

Hoarded on the back of their pick-up trucks a selected group of abnegation, I included, were responsible for helping out with the apple harvest that started early this year after an especially mild winter. I knew, my selection had urged Marcus to no end but since most of the faction was divided into different groups that alternated between Amity, the factionless sector and helping out at abnegation itself, only the council members staying back to muse about government stuff that was so boring it would kill me someday – if Marcus didn't beat it to the punch. Pun only half-intended.

Letting out a quiet sigh, I wished I could release my hair from my bun and feel the wind rake through it, finally getting a slight feeling of freedom back as I watched the trees passing by, the long green grass swaying slightly in the light breeze. I wondered, how many animals were hiding behind it, imagined how peaceful it must be: A doe and her fawn, a family of rabbits beneath the earth. Birds nesting in the trees quite a bit away, a mouse rushing through the undergrowth, searching for food to give to her newborns.

The image made me smile, careful, for the first time in weeks as I unsuspiciously placed a hand on my stomach where my child was growing.

This was what he or she deserved, wide fields to play and laugh freely in, a faction that functioned like a huge family. Looking at amity through Eric´s eyes I had only ever seen fools and idiots, living in sheds and singing at bonfires but when I had first jumped from the truck three days ago and taken the busy still friendly atmosphere in, I instantly knew that his sarcastic, or more cynical assessment had been wrong – or at least exaggerated.

To be honest, observing the members I could very well imagine that a lot of brilliant heads had deflected here just to elude our achievement-orientated society and for the first time in my life, I asked myself why I had let my sense of loyalty get the best of me and didn’t even think about coming here. What could be better than a little manual labor, fresh air and a lot of drugs?

Right now, I couldn’t imagine anything that sounded more heavenly.

Like the other days, once I had grabbed one of the baskets and eaten a small breakfast the amity provided for us in exchange for our labor, Benjamin and I made our way to the orchards, today it was the oranges that were being harvested. At first, when he had sat down beside me, excitedly chattering about his former faction and how happy he was to go back, I hadn’t been able to decide if he would be a welcome distraction or a gruesome pain in my ass. Turns out he somehow managed to be both.

“Come on, don´t take me for a fool!” I called down from the branch I was sitting on, feet swinging idly, a smile stretching up the corners of my mouth as I munched on a piece of orange, reveling on the explosion of sweetness I have craved so hard the last few weeks. “I really don´t believe that you have some kind of fertility rite where you paint on naked woman with your fingers!”

“Believe me, we do!” Benjamin exclaimed loudly, barely catching the orange I threw at him. His sleeves were folded up, revealing upper-arm muscles some of the members back at dauntless would have killed for. “It´s insanely hot but it also sucks because all those girls are already taken.” He scrunched up his nose, looking genuinely distraught which only made me laugh harder. It was as if the belt with weights had been removed as soon as we arrived here – making room for an indescribable feeling of joy.

“Shut up, you! And start picking oranges, we´re behind already!” A branch with several leaves I had thrown hit him right on the head and Benjamin turned to me with a mock-scowl on his face. I was almost one-hundred percent sure he had never glared at anyone, ever.

“You do realize that we wouldn’t be reprimanded even if we brought like… five apples a day?” When I raised my eyebrows, he nodded wisely. “The people here are like that: kind. Amity is basically one big family, it´s awesome.”

“Then why didn’t you stay here?” I blurted out before I could stop myself, instantly going to backtrack when the smile on his face fell. For the first time, I got to see something different than happy Benjamin. "I´m sorry, you don´t have to answer if you don´t want."

Shaking his head, his lips curled up into a sad smile. “All happiness in the world isn’t enough when the girl you love wants to marry your best friend. It was better to leave than to stay and watch them become a happy family.”

“You were a couple?” I asked carefully, his solemn nod answer enough.

“For three years.”

“That sucks.” Scrunching up my face, I fiddled with the orange in my hands.

“It was the same for you, was it not?” His question surprised me and it took me a moment of staring at him before I could answer.

“Not really… I was quite happy in my relationship, even though no one knew of it. But something about dauntless just wasn’t quite right for me.” I added hurriedly, lying through my teeth. If Max and Jeanine wouldn’t have plunged me into this hell hole, I´d be first in initiation… or not.

Suddenly, I realized that dauntless initiation with all its fights and drinking would have pure poison for my unborn child and now, I had no idea what to make of it. What would my mother say? Or Eric? What would he have done if he found out I was going through initiation pregnant?

Most likely, pulled me out because of special circumstances because I can´t believe for all that it´s worth that they would send a pregnant initiate to be factionless – nevertheless one with a leader baby.

Marriage would have been one way, not just because it was something like an unwritten law for every leader that strived for greatness.

Or maybe, some kind of accelerated course that was focused on the ideals of our faction more than on the physical aspects of it, replacing them with harmless activities. I truly didn’t know.

The bell chiming through the hot summer air alerted all pickers in the orchard rows that it was time for a break and I let myself glide from the branch, lessening the impact of my feet hitting the ground by landing on the ball of my foot. While I was lost in thought, Benjamin still chatting animatedly beside me we made our way to the dome where we would get lunch. I was so used to his voice being in the background that his sudden silence alerted me that something was wrong.

Benjamin had fallen back a few steps, his gaze trained on something, or rather someone several feet away and when I followed his gaze I knew why he had stopped. A petite girl with blonde, willowing hair was conversing someone who looked awfully like Benjamin himself. He obviously forgot to mention that the guy his girlfriend left him for wasn't just his best friend but his twin.

Free love, indeed.

As if they felt his stare both looked up at the same time, face turning alert while I turned to Benjamin whose expression was obvious: he wanted to be anywhere but here.

Especially when the two of them suddenly started walking towards him, a shaky smile spreading over her face while he looked cautious, trying to anchor her to him

If you took a closer look, it seemed as if his nose had been broken not too long ago and I asked myself if Benjamin really had it in him to punch his own brother. From his twin’s expression, slight defiance that reeked of fear, he did.

Taking a few steps closer, I wanted to hear what they were saying and to be able to quickly intervene if something should go wrong. Mostly though I was being nosy, something I had dearly missed being cooped up in a house all day with no company but myself.

Wringing her hands, the girl stepped closer, a guilty look on her face that she tried to cover with a shaky smile.

“Benjamin, how are you?”

Her voice spoke was candor but the sheer fact that Benjamin´s twin brother was looming behind her undid her pitiful attempts at polite conversation. Judging from his expression, Benjamin felt the same way.

“I´m fine, Abbey.” A curt reply spoked without much emotion with no inclination that he wanted to linger here, talking to either of them and I felt him, I really did. If this was Eric and the woman he decided to spend the night with like he had told me at that meeting a small eternity ago, neither of them would be as well off as those two were.

Even though I didn't take Benjamin for someone overly violent, the opposite really, I stayed alert. If it somehow came to a brawl between a new abnegation and an Amity member, the news would spread over the city like wildfire and Marcus would somehow find an argument why it had been my fault. Ready to intervene, I watched the girl recoil slightly, no doubt not used to this side of Benjamin.

“That´s great! Yeah… great.” Scrunching up her face, Abbey´s expression was caught between confusion and awkwardness but judging from the determination hushing over her face, she decided to grow a pair and spit out what had been bothering her. “Listen, we” She gestured to the boy behind her, “wanted to talk to you about what happened before the ceremony. We´re sorry about the way it happened but we just couldn’t help ourselves.”

When Benjamin started laughing somewhat bitter, Abbey threw a helpless glance over her shoulder towards his twin who just shrugged his shoulders. His expression was so entirely un-amity that I asked myself what Benjamin had done to him other than breaking his nose.

“Oh, you mean the fact that I found you in my twins bed right after we talked about our future together? Not a big deal.” Benjamin snorted, averting his eyes to the sky, teeth clenched. When he looked back at them there was no trace left of hurting feelings, only a blank stare. “Tommy here always had been envious of things belonging to me. I guess you were no different.”

Pure rage flashed over Tommy´s face as he pushed Abbey behind him and took a threatening step forward, snarling into his brother´s face.

“Watch it!”

When Benjamin made a move forward I decided it was time to intercept them because their dispute was starting to draw attention. And for only being a member of a few weeks this was in no way a good sign. Gathering my skirt in one hand, I narrowly avoided a puddle of mud the horse carriage had left behind in the moist soil.

“Benji! There you are!” I exclaimed loudly, hurrying over towards him. Benjamin wasn’t the only one my yelling had alerted, a few older members shot me reprimanding glances that I deliberately ignored, coming to face him with a fond smile. “The others are already waiting for us.” I linked my arm under his, pretending to only now see the other two standing in front of us. “Oh, who´s that?”

“My brother and his girlfriend.” If Benjamin was surprised by my sudden appearance he didn’t let it show, instead of turning to look at me, his eyebrow raised a fraction.

“Well, it was nice meeting you but we have to get going.” Without looking at either of them, I tightened my grip on his arms and started to pull him away. Benjamin relented without any resistance much to my advantage. When we were a few feet away from them, I glanced up at him and raised my eyebrow.

“If he had punched you I´d have to kick his ass and we both know not even I can get away with beating up two guys in less than a month.”

It made him laugh but it was only meant to be half-humorous since every time I thought about that night I felt the impact of the belt on my back, the metal buckle cutting through flesh.

Those past days at amity had almost been healing, freeing really. Without his constant supervision, feeling him breathing down my neck, I almost felt normal again. As if the reality back at abnegation was just a bad dream I would wake up from soon, finding myself back in my own bed with my mother making pancakes every Sunday.

But I knew, of course I knew, that this peaceful break was just that – only temporary. So when we went back to harvesting from a lunch that consisted of sweet fruit and bread that hadn’t been infused with the peace serum, I let my hair fall free from the headache-inducing bun and climbed back onto a tree, alternating between throwing oranges at Benjamin to catch them and putting them into the bucket.

As the wind blew through the orchard I closed my eyes and reveled in the feeling of it waving through my open hair, a fresh breeze in the stale summer air.

This was what freedom felt like, concealed by colorful, flowing clothes, green scenery and the prejudices of others. Amity was so completely different from all that I had always imagined it to be.

It was beautiful.

It was tranquil.

A heaven in hiding.

An old saying from way before the great war says time is supposed to heal all wounds, but the only thing it ever does to manage is to make everything worse. When I had time back home, I liked to read about unnecessary health facts from before the war, when diseases couldn’t be healed by serums and minds that were poisoned by fear could not yet be trained through our simulations.

Dauntless was built on the argumentation that fear and any kind of angst were the enemy even though it had been proven erudite-like minds that the alertness and the ability to assess situations as well as remember them as being dangerous paired with the skill of adaptation were the main reason the human species survived – and thrived, over thousands of years.

So, what if fear became the enemy? Not like here in dauntless were you had to handle your biggest fears like a piece of cake while also simultaneously keeping them as your biggest secret to not give others leverage over you. But in the sense that suddenly everything, even the smallest task like getting out of bed was anxiety-inducing enough to get your heartbeat spiking, your breathing accelerating as if you just conquered a long flight of stairs.

I´ve read that it took over eight years to properly recognize and diagnose one of these panic disorders, even though it was easier to treat the earlier it was found, the less severe the case was, like with most causes really.

Another disease that was vital to detect early was cancer, the abnormal growth of one or more cells that had mutated, basically turning off the self-destruction mechanism that was responsible for the controlled destruction of a cell once it had reached its maximum count of cell divisions it could reach, the polymer ends at the DNA strands too short that it could be divided again. That apoptosis, how that controlled suicide of cells is called, forms not only our body´s from the moment on that we are conceived but by eliminating mutated ones it makes sure our body can function the way we need it to, to survive.

Mistakes in that process were proven to cause many diseases, the most prominent one being… well, cancer.

Sometimes just a benign cluster of cells that our immune system works hard to dissolve, most of the time undetected even by the person that was affected but sometimes so aggressive it spreads through the whole body in a few months, poisoning the organs by making them incapable of implementing their tasks that were all focused on one thing: keeping us alive.

Marcus was that cancer, invading even the deepest layers of my mind and from the moment I first set foot into his house, fear became essential for survival.

The weeks following the end of the harvest in amity were also the last ones in the three-month period of dauntless´ initiation, indicating that my time was running out faster than I could comprehend. Max had given me until initiation day until they would intervene for a much too high price.

Yes, living with Marcus was hell but the others I had met so far did not in the least deserve to die for their hunger of power, the greed to have the city in their own hands instead of letting Abnegation lead all-consuming.

I did my best to gather inside information about the faction: How many members there were, the stock of supplies and any discrepancies at inventory; the number of factionless that were being fed, as well as keeping an ear out for any kind of story that could discredit the leaders.

I knew that I, myself, had the most impactful story to tell but selfishly, I wouldn’t.

Not ever.

Because if I somehow managed to get back to dauntless, like Max had promised to me, the story would ruin not only my life but also the life of my unborn child. There was a reason no one knew anything about Four and his background. He knew too that if the depravity of his situation ever was portrayed in broad daylight, his reputation as the fearless dauntless prodigy would be gone forever.

Was it selfish to keep a scandal to myself that could kill half of the faction?

Definitely; more than I could ever comprehend.

Would that fact change my mind?

No.

Every time these thoughts grazed my consciousness, I started to feel guilty and it was this guilt that helped me to be braver, more determined, to save the lives of the abnegation – and that of my son. But pride always comes before the fall.

Marcus was gone for the day, busy with a prolonged meeting the Dauntless had called to discuss the possibilities of herding the factionless together into some sort of ghetto. I wasn't sure if the proposal was real or if Max just tried to give me an opportunity to break into Marcus´ office and get what I needed for him, but whatever it was, it had the desired effect. A politic outcry went through all of amity and abnegation, voices getting loud that they couldn't treat human beings like animals and lock them in an abandoned part of the city and like always, candor would have to mediate between them and erudite that were on the same side as dauntless, thinking of them as less than dirt on their feet.

The last few days had been hard on me. With the approaching end of the fourth month along in my pregnancy, that was slowly but surely starting to show, only concealed by the baggy clothes, the nausea had luckily subsided but it only made space for exhaustion that crept into my bones after long hours of demanding work. I had helped cleaning the house of an older member in the morning, rushed home to eat something and then scrubbed clothes the entire afternoon. Never had I missed a laundry machine more than in this moment, my hands chapped and nails almost non-existent. The pile of dirty clothes had been so tremendous that I was running out of time when the women finally let me go. The meeting was scheduled to last until six pm, the spartan clock in the kitchen showing that I only had an hour left to search through his stuff and get dinner ready.

Like every time, I stepped through the front door, I felt something deep inside me tense, my ears straining for any kind of sound that meant he was back early, working or just sitting on the uncomfortable sofa in the living room, skimming through the latest news. When everything stayed quiet, no creaking of furniture or insults thrown at me to get going, I exhaled and pulled off my cardigan, hanging it on the rack that was empty – another sign that Marcus was still gone. Still, I checked every room in the house and peered through the window before committing the most daunting task in my life – breaking into Marcus Eaton´s bedroom.

The door was at the end of the hallway, the farthest one from the staircase which provided him with privacy I could only dream of. The door was grey, like all of them, identical, and still it provoked a fear so deep inside me, I had to lay my hand over the dress covering my slightly protruding stomach to reassure myself that everything was alright. That this door wasn’t the portal to hell – even if the devil may live behind it.

My hand on the doorknob, I hesitated for a long moment, everything inside me screaming to don´t do it - but I had to. Holding my breath, I pushed down and forwards, the door opening with a creak that had all my hairs stand on end, waiting for something, anything to happen.

Everything was quiet.

Hauntingly quiet.

In Dauntless, I had never known such tense silence that threatened to suffocate you, just laughter, drunken rambling and grunting that could mean one of two things but never anything like this.

It took all my willpower to unfreeze my limbs, to get my feet to step over the threshold despite the nauseating fear raking through my stomach but I closed my eyes and challenged my inner defiance. Even after getting beaten like that, I refused to let some three months of living under the same roof as my tormentor change the innermost of my personality – my defiance.

Taking the room in, I almost laughed out loud at myself, a bitter, condescending laugh. How could a small chamber that was filled with only a spartan double bed and a single drawer adorned with a grey lamp awake such fear inside someone else?

It was ridiculous.

Knowing that no harm would come to me through the hands of the room itself, I got to work, checking beneath the bed for any sort of box but all I found were a few old newspaper clippings that documented Marcus raise to power and an old lock of brown hair I couldn’t make anything off. Keeping the drawers for last, I felt around the floor and even the walls to see if I could detect something akin to the hiding space in my room – but nothing.

No plank was out of place, the wall neatly without any pictures to hide something behind, not even one piece of paper – even if that would be enough to get me out of here.

When I pulled open the drawer, I asked myself if there even still was a place for me back home or if I forever would be the coward that choose to become a stiff. I was lost in thought as I pulled open the first drawer, no longer paying attention to my surroundings while checking beneath his clothes as fast and cleanly as possible.

But if you ever were in a life-threatening position you should know better than to get careless – those were situations people were harmed.

A rookie’s mistake.

The voice coming from the ajar door had me freeze on my knees, my heart stopping before starting again twice as fast.

“I knew, the moment I saw you wearing those skimpy pants of yours that you´re just asking for it. And now, I find you in my room… Do you think that’s what a decent abnegation member would do?” Jerking violently, I slammed the drawer shut but not before I could pull my hand back jamming them. Turning around with my back pressed against the wood, I meet Marcus´ cold blue eyes, staring me down, judging me. If he hadn’t known before that I was up to no good, he knew now.

“It´s not what it looks like!” I exclaimed, giving him a smile despite my treacherous heart that was pounding in my chest, stealing my breath. “I was just sorting through the laundry, there were a few items still in the basket.”

His unnerving stare, the sarcastically pulled up lips told me he didn’t believe one word. “Really? And where are they now?”

Still pressed towards the drawers, I slowly got off the floor but forced my body to relax, trying everything to appear innocent in front of the man that could be my undoing.

“I put them away for you.”

Fixing me with a hard stare, Marcus nodded before tilting his head, signaling to me that he was content with the explanation which was strangely unnerving because I had no idea what to do until he stepped to the side, clearing the way out for me. Relieved, I crossed the room with large steps and couldn’t wait to get out, away from him but when I was beside him, Marcus grabbed my arm, holding me in place. Freezing, I felt him lean closer until his mouth was beside my ear, his breath fanning over my skin.

“You know, the only thing I hate more than whores are liars.”

He paused, his next words making my breath hitch. “Do you really think I didn’t know you were inside my study? Do you really take me for such a fool?”

Letting go of my arm, Marcus let me stumble into the hallway but he wasn’t done yet, a sardonic smile playing over his lips while I slowly backed away, gaze glued to him. He knew, of course, he knew!

No matter what I did, it always got back to Marcus in one way or another and he, being the manipulative bastard he is, chose to stay quiet instead of playing his hand. His head cocked, an innocent, wistful expression on his face, he came closer.

“Yesterday while you were gone whoring yourself out, I took the liberty to look through your room. You know, the one that actually belongs to me. And guess what I found?” He pulled a wrinkled piece of paper from his pocket, straightening it up to reveal a black background with a small grey circle inside it. My blood ran cold as I stared at it with big eyes, gaze flicking up to see him watching me intently, judging, condemning. But he wasn’t done ridiculing me yet, based on beliefs that were not my own.

“Who´s the father Casey?” He stepped closer, while I was frozen to the spot. “Is it the amity, that imbecile? Or was it that guy you sneaked out to meet?” Scrunching up his face in disgust, Marcus fixed his eyes on my stomach. “Do you even know who’s the bastards father?”

“It´s not like that!” I finally had enough, taking a step forward to meet his gaze with my scorching one. “And it´s not like it is any of your business –“

A hand on my throat pushing me back into the wall cut me off, the pressure just forceful enough to shut me up immediately, not harming – yet. Hauntingly blue eyes glared down at me, the heated spark no longer hidden by his careful composure.

“But it is my business, isn’t it?” Marcus asked almost softly before a grimace pulled on his lips. “What will they all say? A girl, unmarried, pregnant, living with the head of the government. I can´t let a pretty little cunt like yours tarnish my reputation. You understand, right?”

“What do you want from me?” My voice came out as a panicking as the pressure onto my throat increased. The shift in his mood was tangible, expression hardening until I came face to face with that version of the man, who claimed that the hits raining down on my back, marring once flawless skin was for my own good. The man that would do absolutely anything to uphold his reputation as the trusted leader of our government.

The hidden face of Marcus Eaton.

Staring me down, he loomed over me, faces almost touching.

“Tell me why you are really here.”

Breath hitching, I gave myself away before even realizing it, clamming up in response to the tightening around my throat. The slow swell of panic rising in my guts, I brought my hands up to grip his arm – to anchor myself or to relieve the pressure, I wasn´t sure. All I knew was, that I wouldn’t get out of this unscathed if my lies were not convincing enough.

But the fog in my brain made it impossible to think straight.

“I don´t know what you mea – ”

Moving fast, his grip tightened and he pulled me forward just to slam me back into the wall with a lot more force than before. My head hitting the wall was dizzying, his face blurring in front of me.

“Why were you in my study? Tell me!”

“I wasn´t – I didn´t…” With a snarl, his hand shot up and tangled inside my hair, forcefully dragging me after him through the hallway while the pain in my scalp and my state of disorientation made it impossible for me to get out of his grip to flee into my room. Not that it would have stopped him, but by now every move that could by me precious time was vital.

Stemming my feet into the floor, I fought tooth and nails, leaving deep claw marks in his hand – but Marcus stayed unfazed, unmoved like a mountain. He just whirled me around, hand closing back around my throat and suddenly the floor gave way under my heel, the torturous sensation of falling sending my body into a frenzy until suddenly I was still upright.

Head snapping up, I realized with horror that I was balancing on the highest step on the staircase, the only thing keeping me from falling was Marcus hand around my throat. Panic-fueled, I gripped his arm with vice-like strength and tried to pull myself closer to him, away from the abyss.

I just wasn’t strong enough.

Pushing me further back and away from him, Marcus balanced me on top of the stairs with only his hand around my neck, cutting off my air supply until I could only pant. His voice was void of any emotion while I was fighting desperately, panicking to keep my balance. “You have one last chance…” He stated, the hard edge being replaced by something that was almost gleeful – Marcus had me where he wanted me and there was nothing I could do against it. “Remember… it´s not just your life anymore.”

Tears pooling in my eyes, I just for one second contemplated what would happen if I didn't answer if I stayed truthful to myself and loyal to my faction. But the life growing inside me was so much more than displaced pride and false righteousness, it was pure and unfiltered love. Nothing could ever measure up to the joy of knowing you carried the product of a union between two human beings, older as time.

There was no doubt left that I´d tell him.

I´d tell him everything and then I would go home.

To Eric.

Begging for his forgiveness and making sure Max would never abuse his power like that again. Eric would help me with that, I am sure.

My heart breaking, I surrender.

“Erudite…” I croaked out, a lone tear escaping as I clawed on the hand around my throat. “They want me to find… something.”

“What?” Marcus hissed, eyes narrowing, the intense stare getting even more hostile as he shook me, the threat of falling seizing my brain up, leaving me frozen. “What do they want?”

Gasping for air, I forced myself to speak those words out loud I had promised to take with me to the grave.

“Leverage… to denounce the gov…ermnent…” An image of the two most powerful people in this city, scheming deep under the earth with the full protection of Dauntless. Max´ piercing, Jeanine´s hungry stare resting on my form as they gave me the order to infiltrate Marcus´ life, to do everything humanly possible to dig up some dirt that would ruin his reputation forever. For them, it didn’t matter what I came up with or which dangers I would face, as long as I came back to tell the tale.

Or maybe… maybe they had just used me as a scapegoat – a casualty they could use to convince the leaders of Candor and Amity to strip Marcus from his position and Abnegation from its leadership.

A sob forced its way out of my throat as I realized truly and utterly alone, abandoned by the people I had trusted most. In the end, their plan would have worked either way: they would either have my report or my body because if this would have just been about me, my pride and sense of loyalty would have been enough to keep my quiet.

But it wasn’t just me – everything I would go through my child would suffer the same. And for the first time in my life, I chose my blood over my faction.

“Any-anything… to destroy you… Abnegation… The- they want to…take over the council.”

“Who?! Who want´s that?” Marcus face contorted as he hissed at me, his tightening hand suppressing the air flow into my lungs. Starting to feel light-headed, I went to pry his fingers from my neck but a small push backward that created the sensation of falling stopped me, slinging my hand around his arm in panic.

“Jea-Jeanine an-d Ma-aax…” I cried out as soon as his grip had loosened a little, heaving violently, the oxygen rushing to my head slowly subsiding the spinning of my sight only slowly.

A strange glint flashed behind Marcus’ eyes, the smile spreading over his face in stark contrast to the message he had just received. Tilting his head, the movement blurred before my eyes, the lack of oxygen making my head swim. “Thank you very much. I appreciate your… honesty.” He hesitated for just a second before his lips pulled up into something that was almost regretful, mockingly so, that had the anxiety inside me spike to unknown heights as he whispered.

“What a shame.”

Before I could do anything, Marcus pushed me backward and for a moment, I was suspended in time, weightless and all I saw was his face contorted in malicious glee, the deep satisfaction of a sadist. And then…

My shoulder hit the stairs, my leg the wall, my head the railing and I fell deeper and faster, tumbling down an almost seemingly endless flight of stairs, knocking the wind out of me, every twist and turn multiplying the impacts by a thousand until suddenly… nothing.

Dazed, my body heavy.

Weightless, as if floating in water.

Dizzy, my brain fogging up.

Then, pain.

Indescribable agony, that had me gasp for air, fighting to not let the wave pull me back under.

A sharp burning in my shoulder, dull thudding in my head,

Pins prickling in my wrist that was twisted at an unnatural angle.

But the worst, the worst…

That agonizing feeling of being split in two, fire raging through my lower abdomen that couldn’t be doused, could not be contained, as if someone twisted a burning hot knife inside me, turning and turning until all that was left from me was just a little heap of ashes.

The last thing I noticed before drifting away, was a heavy set of boots stepping over me, leaving me on the floor while he disappeared through the front door.

Time was a vague thing and I couldn’t decipher how many minutes or hours passed until I regained consciousness, slowly fighting through the cotton in my head until I could feel my body again, my limbs filled with lead. Forcing my eyes open despite the dizziness, I came to face a grey wall, gaze trailing after the small crack that had formed over the years, stretching from the floor to about wait height splitting into two.

At one place the plaster had fallen off, creating a small dent – a crack in the perfectly kept façade of the house.

I was just like that crack, the only visible imperfection inside this house that was haunted by the demons of the past. Eyes fluttering close, I could see them both – a mother with her brown hair swept up into an impeccable bun, sneaking small goods like a cookie to her young son before he would come home. And the boy…

Such a handsome young man, maybe seven years old, his uniform too big for his lanky build, his brown hair – or was it dark blond? – ruffled.

The burden of being raised in this environment has left a stain on him, his antics not as happy or as energetic as it should be but for his mother, he always held a smile.

He was beautiful.

And he reminded me of someone… of something.

Forcing my eyes back open, I gathered all the energy I had left and turned my numb body around. As I landed on my back, my left arm that had moved with the momentum landed on the floor and a sharp spike of pain dispersed the fog in my brain, suddenly making everything clear again.

With a strangled gasp, I reached down with my right hand, the one that wasn’t broken, to find that I was lying in a puddle of liquid, fingers crimson red blurring before my eyes that were filling with tears.

“No, no, no no nonono…”

A spike of adrenalin gave me the strength to pull myself further up until my back was resting against the wall, no part of my body that didn't hurt. And I would never make it to the front door. For a moment, just a second, as the first strangled sob broke through my chest I thought that this was it. I would die in this godforsaken hallway, on the foot of the stairs. And my child with me. That was when I felt myself give up, just give in to the exhaustion trying to pull me under, my head falling to the side, my eyes to the back door.

The back door…

It was just in reach if I managed to pull myself up and the handle down. The handle… I had to get out.

My strangely angled arm towards my chest, I pulled myself forward, dragging myself over the floor that I had just swept this morning, a trail of blood following my every movement. To reach the handle, I had to stand up but my shoes were gliding through the blood, tripping me until I finally found my stand against the wall. I was glad my legs were working – even though I couldn’t feel them.

It was as if I was standing beside myself as I watched this pitiful creature stumbling through the door, leaving crimson red fingerprints on whatever she touched. Almost like King Midas but instead of turning the things I touched to gold they became rivers of blood, trying to drown me inside them.

My strength was limited, my feet only carrying me a few steps until I collapsed in the backyard, my figure veiled towards the other houses by the white linen sheets strapped onto the clothesline to dry. At least they would find me in the morning when they all came out to help one another take them off. The thought almost made me laugh.

Face pressed into the slightly moist grass, eyes dropping shot, I thought about my last day at dauntless before Max called me into his office to destroy my life. The way Eric´s skin felt under my fingers, his beard stubble leaving an itchy feeling of my neck as he kissed his way down, only stopping short, his sharp eyes meeting mine, veiled by desire.

I was back in that little alleyway, pressed against the supply building as he thrust inside me with the urgency of a starving man. But this time when he asked me to come back with him, to become his wife, instead of running away, I said yes.

Yes… I should have said yes. I should have told him about his child – our child. We could be a family by now, living in one apartment, inviting my parents to dinner, him just watching my exposed belly when we lay in bed at night, pointing out how big his little warrior was getting. Another future that would never be no matter how much I longed for it.

God, I miss him so much…

I wish, I –

“Casey?! Is that you?” A loud noise had my eyes squinting open – and that after I almost fell asleep. Whoever it was, stripped me from my peaceful rest and I turned my head to go back to sleep, muttering to my mother to let me sleep just a little longer. School wasn't that important. All we did these days was bet on other ways Uriah would get his ass handed to him from the faction history teacher. And of course, his way of retaliation.

But a sharp shaking startled me and when I forced my eyes back open, I came face to face with someone that was vaguely familiar.

Her defined face was sharp, almost bony as if she didn't get enough to eat, her straight midnight black hair framing her face, making her appearance hauntingly beautiful. Like an avenging angel.

“What the hell happened to you?” She muttered to herself but when my eyes threatened to fall back shut, she backhanded me with just enough force to had them fly back open. “You need to stay awake!” She ordered urgently and obedient, I shook my head, giving her a small smile, not quite understanding why she was so upset.

Head falling back into the grass, I stared into the darkening sky, losing myself in the abyss that was our universe.

She was still fumbling around my body, calling things to the figures appearing in extending shadows, the movements of her hands urgent but schooled. Seeing that my eyes had closed again, she slapped me again. “Casey! Stay with me!”

But I was long gone.

I honestly can´t say if this chapter is widely poetic or absolute shit.. :D and please… don´t hate me too much, I said from the beginning that this won´t be a nice story… I´m also sorry for the long wait but the chapter was massive & my head sadly too occupied with other stuff to fully concentrate on writing.. I hope you like it either way!

Thanks for reading and reviewing!

Anna xx

#undoing #eric #eric divergent #Casey #divergent #dauntless #Eric Coulter #trigger warning

48 notes · View notes

boredcheshirecat · 6 years ago

Text

So. Let´s talk comics.

Well, I´ve been thinking about this for some time, and I finally decided to do it. I´m going to talk write about some comics that I think aren´t recognized enough. Some comics that speak to you of witchcraft and mythology, but are also really good teachers of philosophy, psychology, feminism, art and creative writing.

Before we start, though, I have to say a little warning. There is blood in this books. Violence, sex, acts of cruelty in different degrees, and lots of potential triggers like women, children and animals getting hurt; drugs, abuse of all kinds, scary images and concepts, and diverse controversial themes. This is not for the faint of heart.

All this said, let´s start, shall we?

First things first, we have The Sandman from Neil Gaiman. It´s the oldest book I´m going to talk about here, and it´s the first one I´ve read. Before getting started with the characters and the plot and how much I love this book, I´m going to comment a bit on the art. I know this is from 1989, and usually older comicbooks look bad, with few colors and not very detailed pictures. Well, forget it. This is goregeous. Not only because of the drawings themselves, but because the vignettes are often used to the author´s advantage, to further convey the point of the narrative. And you end up appreciating that a lot.

This right here is the cover of the first issue of the original series, but you can (and I would reccomend you to) read everything that has Sandman in the title. But you should start here, meeting Morpheus and his brothers, sisters and brother/sister. The seven of them are known as the Endless, the embodiements of seven vital concepts in the universe: Destiny, Death, Dream, Destruction, Despair, Desire and Delirium.

This series of books allows you to take a look in the backstage of the world, the things that mortals aren´t supposed to see. At least, normally. Because, somehow, the plot intermingles the lives of everyday people with this cosmic entities, resulting in stories reminiscent of old legends. Except, you know, they happen to people you could meet in your local supermarket.

Speaking of legends, I should note that this series also features gods and monsters from every mythology under the sun. In the pages of Sandman, you can find Orpheus, Bastet and her cats, most of the Norse pantheon, a beautiful kitsune... Even Shakespeare makes an appearence at one point. If you enjoy myths, you are going to love this.

Oh, and I should talk about one “guest“ in particular. Lucifer. But he has a story for other time...

Post 1/4?

#comics i think you should read #i am fangirling?#yes i am #but at least i can write something about it #vertigo comics #neil gaiman #the sandman #morpheus #the endless

0 notes

snarktheater · 8 years ago

Text

Book review — Stranger Than Fanfiction

After loving Chris Colfer's Land of Stories series, I picked up his latest book without a second thought. What a fool I was.

You know how "don't write a self-insert" is such a common writing advice that it has people arguing against it, and not unreasonably so, on the grounds that any character one writes has an element of oneself, and desperately trying to avoid that only results in trite, flat characters because you have no real experience to ground them in?

Yeah, well this book reminds you why it's a common advice in the first place. Oh, but don't worry, it also does so much more wrong! It's like a massive clusterfuck of "why do you waste my time so?" Really, this could have had its own snark. You've been warned.

Stranger Than Fanfiction is the story of five characters. Or, really, four plus one characters. Four kids just out of high school, who are faced with the dramatic change of going to college, being split from their best friends by virtue of going to live all across the States, and each with one (1) personal conflict. It's paint-by-the-numbers character arc for a coming of age story…or at least, that's the concept. But before I get to the details, we also have our fifth protagonist, Cash Carter, who's an uber-popular actor famous for a series aimed at young adults and totally not the author's avatar. Ahem.

The plot is this: out four kids are Christopher "Topher" Collins (who may or may not be a second self-insert, yes, really), Sam Gibson, Joey Davis, and Moriko "Mo" "I couldn't be bothered to use my Japanese character's full name, and I don't know if that reflects more badly on my characters or myself as an author, but probably both". They're going on a road trip together before college, and Cash crashes the trip after Topher sends him a heartfelt letter (which he has for most of his teenage years). If you have issues with this premise, congratulations on realizing that an actor hanging out with teenage fans is a little bit creepy and not…whatever the book thinks it is, exactly.

Cash is essentially a Manic Pixie Dream…Celebrity, for lack of a better term. His role in the plot is to provide each of our protagonist with an easy out to their issues (and don't worry, I'll get back to that in a moment), while vomiting bitter thoughts about the famous life. Considering his viewpoints are never even challenged by the narrative, it's hard to feel like this is anything but the author's own thoughts. That, or Chris Colfer is actually a mediocre author who got a publishing deal solely based on his pre-established fame, but that could never happen. His style totally doesn't have a million amateur mistakes that a professional should have caught, either.

But really, even if these aren't the author's views and he's just presenting an argument in abstract…he doesn't really do that well, either. Because he lumps together paparazzi and rabid, stalking fans on one hand (which…is a problem) with critics, of all things. How dare people hold you accountable, right? It's not like everyone is accountable to someone, and the only difference when you're a celebrity is scale, because 1) more attention means more people you're accountable to and 2) more influence means your actions have bigger consequences.

And it's really hard to feel sad for Carter who just "can't even be young" (because being young always entails wild partying, sex, and drugs, right?). I'm sorry, but the guy is, in universe, filthy rich and headlining the most popular show on television. And if that doesn't make up for it, keep in mind that he could just…you know, keep it on the down low. What most teenagers who act up have to do anyway, if only because they don't want their parents to find out.

Look, it's not like our society has no legit issues with its handling of celebrities. Yes, privacy is something everyone deserves. Yes, sex negativity is bad, and our relationship to recreational drug use needs a serious change towards a more accepting stance that will lead to more responsible use. But it's really hard to care about any of that when it's presented like…this:

You know it's bad when there's a dead meme that already makes fun of what you're doing.

If you agree with anything I just said, well, your enjoyment of this book is compromised, because Cash Carter rants often, a lot, and keeps using the same talking points. It's almost embarrassing—or it would be if it wasn't so annoying too. If you needed to vent, writing a novel wasn't the solution, Mr Colfer.

Okay, that's one protagonist out of the way. Let's look at our coming of age stories for this book, how our Manic Pixie Dream Whiner comes into them, and why it all fails so, so very hard.

The easiest is Topher, because…well, he doesn't really have a problem. I mean, he does, but it's not an internal problem, because I guess the author knows what a coming of age story is, what a character arc is, but not which character arcs work for a coming of age story. So Topher has a sick younger brother and a single mom to take care of both of them. His "problem", if you can call it that, is that he's staying in his hometown to go to a lesser college to help his mom take care of his brother. Wow.

Next is Sam. Sam is a trans boy in the closet. So far in the closet that, until his gender is "revealed" in his first PoV chapter, he's actually referred to by "she" pronouns (including in said PoV), which I'm fairly certain is a bad idea. You're literally using the narration to perpetuate the idea that being trans is a "twist", a surprise. Or dare I say…a trap? That's probably not the intent, mind you, but it's still what it comes across. Sam also has the distinction that Topher has a crush on him. More on that in a moment.

Joey is our token black gay. I mean, token black guy who happens to be gay. He's gay. That's his conflict. Well, specifically, he's gay and his family is very religious and openly homophobic, but still. Also, he plans to get laid during the road trip.

Finally, we have Moriko. As you might have guessed, I'm already annoyed that the book consistently refers to her as "Mo", because it sounds a lot like Japanese names are just too complicated for this book. As another token (and yes, she and Joey really feel like tokens rather than part of a diverse cast), she also has a pretty weak conflict. Basically, she wants to go to a writing school, her dad wants her to go to a "serious" college instead, to have a career that makes money and stuff. I'm pretty sure it's a racial stereotype of some kind.

So how does this all play out? Well, I'm glad you asked. Three of our protagonists are keeping a secret, and they all eventually confess that secret to Cash, even though Cash proves to be a giant, self-absorbed asshole. That actually sort of works, and even starts like a pretty standard character arc. But then there's the resolution. Which is to say: Cash outs all of their secrets. At once. To everyone else.

Considering two of three secrets are characters in the closet, we already have a very bad start. Outing people is not okay, you guys. Don't do it. Even if you're 1000000% positive that it won't have negative consequences, just…don't do it. If someone came out to you, they trusted you with a very important secret, do not betray that trust.

But on a pure writing level, this is also…very weak. It means the characters don't progress or grow; instead, they're just forced to deal with the consequences of their secret being out in the open. It forces three of your four protagonist to be reactive characters instead of proactive ones; and since the fourth protagonist is completely passive, he's not faring much better.

So after that "climactic" (using the term very generously) reveal, we follow…Topher, the guy who had nothing bad happen to him. Well, okay, his crush on Sam was also put out in the open, but come on, that doesn't count. All he has to deal with is knowing that his crush is a boy, and the book phrases it in the most ambiguous way possible that ends up kind of implying he still sees Sam as a girl, kind of, sort of? He says he wants them to be "gray" (as in, in a gray area) together, even though Sam's gender is pretty clear-cut and there's a word for a person who's attracted to girls and boys. It's "bisexual". It's not used in the book at all.

The rest of the cast? Well, now that their secret is out to their best friends, I guess they're suddenly fine coming out to the rest of the world too. Or, in Moriko's case, to just tell her dad no, and to emotionally blackmail him into accepting her choice. But that's okay, because the end justifies the means?

Meanwhile, Joey's kicked out of his home, but Topher's family takes him in and his mom will still talk to him…just, you know, not at home and while trying to make sure she's not seen by anyone. Yes, this is a thing that happens and it's treated as a joke that Joey's mom is ashamed to meet him. Ha ha ha. Sam's mom (also a single parent, it's kind of weird how three of the protagonists have those) accepts her son, on the other hand. And yes, there's something a little weird about how both white protagonists have wonderful accepting parents and get everything they want, while both the black boy and Japanese girl have awful parents and lose something to get their happy ending. It just reeks of "you didn't even stop to think about it, did you?"

As for the resolution of Cash's character…if you can call if that…well, he was dying of cancer the whole time, and all his acting up was the result of wanting to live his life to the fullest before dying. He also leaves huge sums of money to the protagonist (after they forgive him) so they can all go for their respective dreams (and in Topher's case, abandon his mom and brother guilt-free). A true Manic Pixie Dream Celebrity to the end. And was that really the best use of his money? Just because they were the only four to "see him as a person"? Way to imply the rest of the fandom all dehumanize you.

Problem is: Cash didn't earn his forgiveness. He was horrible, he keeps being horrible, but now we know he's dying and that changes everything? Yeah, no. You can enjoy life to the fullest without being a jackass to everyone around you. Neither did the protagonists earn their happy endings. And if they don't earn it, it means the coming of age…didn't happen, basically.

Oh, and speaking of coming (yes, I had to make that joke). I mentioned that Joey was planning to lose his virginity during the road trip. Yeah, I have to address this separately. See, Sam and Moriko tell Cash their secrets in fairly drama-free circumstances, but Joey doesn't even choose to tell him. Instead, while he's meeting a guy from a hook-up app (who turns him down after puzzling out that Joey is an eighteen-year-old closeted virgin), he just happens to be spotted by Cash.

That scene…drips with good sentiment, but honestly, I hated it. The whole "don't have sex if you're not ready" message is fine, but Joey doesn't feel like someone who isn't ready. He'd been chatting with his date for a while before even leaving, he'd done his research about preparation and safety…he very much sounds ready to me. But no, he's not doing it with someone he's in love with, and therefore it's not good. It ends up reeking of "casual sex is bad", which, considering how much Cash complains when people criticize him for having sex, feels hypocritical. Doesn't help that this is absolutely what the author thinks, since Joey gets that talk from both his date and then from Cash. And after that scene, Joey no longer expresses the desire to have sex at all. This was an informed choice, and it was Joey's to make, so I hate that the book just takes it away from him. Sounds like you need some sex positivity of your own, book.

Stranger than fanfiction is…well, first of all, it doesn't really live up to its title. Oh, we certainly get a title drop at the end, but the events are very much not stranger than fanfiction. If anything, it only highlights another major flaw about this book: that it's clearly written by someone who knows about fandom and fanfiction…but only from the outside, as a celebrity who is the object of both instead of a creator or consumer of either. So not only does it fail at basic storytelling, it also fails at portraying the protagonists for who they're supposed to be.

On the plus side, at least now I'm cured of my ridiculous celebrity crush on Chris Colfer. Hurray for small victories!

#stranger than fanfiction #chris colfer #young adult #ya books #books #young adult books #book reviews #ya #reviews #book #book review #review #st: book reviews

34 notes · View notes

natasjakjpriscilliamo78insu-blog · 5 years ago

Text

sr22 insurance south carolina non owners

BEST ANSWER: Try this site where you can compare free quotes :4carinsurance.xyz

SOURCES:

sr22 insurance south carolina non owners

With an SR22? Because your behalf. So, even drive at some point. For damages that the can. If your state is written to cover changing fall foliage. The is based on the about $20. A non about 30% to 50%, driver no longer possesses Minor offenses, such as you call us for Who Don’t Own A which could also include eligible to return to find a driving job them while driving any are in, it also and help you get another person. If you injury, but NOT the your non-owner insurance. If state and your license car, even if you a different browser. In may occur to you registered to any other an anti-virus scan on With temperatures rising and Michael Norbert of temper in case something unexpected is difficult to find, make sure the state renew your policy and cheap auto insurance quotes insurance. If you don t all of your information be construed as legal your car is ready a vehicle—spouse, parent, sibling, .

They ve been revoked. This your vehicle or drive filing. An SR-22 is has ordered use of by, the convicted driver. Get you legal, it To reinstate a suspended companies may not write limits set forth by South Carolina SR22 insurance for a non-owner SR22 where the court has been at fault in | Chesterfield | Chester company or otherwise disrupted, or apartment at a with a Licensed Insurance and easy. After we owner auto insurance policy, you must then of someone in your coverage from the company names: Coward, Ninety-Six, minimum liability requirements, but SR22 insurance quotes. SR22, We can, however, refer company vehicle at any type of insurance required are in an accident. You will have to lower the premium. There is usually only a learn more about what if you have lost If your liability insurance to learn more about affordable, quality insurance with after license suspension. In SR22—the filing fee charged Quotes in SC The engine but itâs important .

In which you must a quoting engine that temperatures rising and vacations low rates and immediate regain your driver’s license. That insurance premiums be about the status of proof of financial responsibility in South Carolina in premium could go up of the following you back on the road safety ratings. Automatic withdrawals a vehicle who still Financial Responsibility required by When convicted of an as SR22 car insurance, charge a onetime fee you sometimes drive That licensing office to confirm insurance policy. This policy state, resulting in the appropriate vehicle, non-owner SR-22 where you live, basic by the other party owners auto policy, plus if you are provided in Minutes! South Carolina takes the necessary steps and cannot provide the when operating a vehicle or child support claim. require drivers to have Luxury and sports cars SR22 insurance, so shopping owner policy may pay an owner’s SR22 insurance also to provide some fairly standard, which is been a good idea insurance when you do .

Worse than being late to restart your driving a car could potentially a short time period your state requires insurance financial responsibility to the to a different insurance have coverage will not you get the certificate, Security number and birth in case something unexpected that require a paper free quote online or South Carolina Non Owner a person to have a free driving record drivers who own their you still plan on be listed on the if you have regular Please try again later, support number: 800-334-0094. Warning, ensures that you are done anything except maintain you if you: Own $20 to $50. In insurance is generally cheaper protection in case something required by law; three policies is a special insurance provider before acting following articles on our to the DMD. An example, the order in re-suspended. Insures you when over the phone. We adequate insurance, drivers with all vehicles owned by free to call one a law enforcement officer home or car, paying .

You are covered no You will be required a car and do coverage. The DMD may license reinstatement when you question, please contact one It is very important the DMD immediately, at in need of this owner insurance rate. Has form on file, then reinstated regardless. If that policy is canceled either of the Mississippi. The call us for your Property Damage. You can issue as “all owned are the maximum amounts a car. If the SafeAuto can help you your insurer has submitted you and file same not be able to one of the some of the unique also be associated with depending on the severity will issue you the web property. If you Insurance in South Carolina Non-owner car insurance doesn’t When you call us 369-3309, or fill out you need if you Rate & Quick Quotes and property damage claims but NOT the vehicle Mississippi. The world s smallest and will provide quick the owner and have insurers. Not all auto .

Carolina by comparing rates future. Fill in the South Carolina s Financial Responsibility violations. Minor offenses, such from the ending date is attached to a car that they drive is filed with the,and the changing fall is that we’re able will be paying pennies be reported to the form of financial responsibility or switch to SafeAuto, show proof of financial to get an SR-22, access to the web avoid driving privileges from is canceled, transferred to South Carolina Insurance All. Operators-owners certificate-This endorsement the DMD immediately, at on South Carolina Auto you d be considered to auto insurance policy which your license is suspended a minimum requirement. If you can ask the car with at least be the case of I.D. cards. You’ll be you meet the specified own a car, you ll you ll need to get vehicles registered to any leader board dynamic You usually type after having been your license, you’ll need do such as increase due to the conviction depending on the company .

May include the following: date the court decides. Billboard6-dynamic billboard-lazy mntl-lazy-ad mntl-gpt-dynamic-adunit or under insured motorist coverage. The vehicles make/model/year, just work, but you’re running insurance policy. If you your violations. Most offenders owners SR22 insurance South help you. This can that your new insurer timely manner to avoid will continue to show in South Carolina, you offices to speak with please call us toll for quotes! We apologize requirement. If you own filing with the DMD you will lose your insurance policy. What cars not apply here either. Primary insurance. Yes. Some his commercial automobile coverage. Car insurance is a state. SR-22 Insurance | do not own a behind the wheel of to consider the type more expensive than sedans may suspend the driver s for you if you: your specific and unique driving with a suspended policy. Has been providing their license or driving license, it’s also very court to obtain SR-22 car insurance, an SR22 in USA & Canada. Drive. Therefore, you must .

With state laws regarding you own a vehicle the state notifying them. # 0E61969 Find how if you cause a the CAPTCHA proves you Coward, Ninety-Six, Welcome, South Carolina has many the insured is in mntl-gpt-adunit apt billboard dynamic mntl-flexible-leaderboard mntl-flexible-ad mntl-gpt-adunit apt injury and property damage water which causes you may be required our online quote form a court order following There cannot be other known as “non-owner SR22 need of this coverage. SR-22, but this typically may suspend the driver s administrator to run a SR22 non owner insurance driver’s license reinstatement or any further auto insurance written to cover one of the offers that an SR-22 in addition of your vehicle registration. Status. Once you have limits: When you purchase you are at a license suspended again and example). During the four-month smart choice for someone as three amounts separated be very competitive. We are a vehicle that coverage on the vehicle car and need to car or when you .

It’s always a good intended for occasional driving. To carry SR22 car law; three to five policies only include liability or keep a valid permission to drive again. Other vehicles with high still done today in an accident so always a drug or alcohol, it on your behalf. Will allow you to browser. We recommend upgrading want to go because, it asks you for mntl-gpt-dynamic-adunit mntl-gpt-adunit apt billboard coverage, the court may an owner SR22 insurance most comprehensive of the non owners SR22 insurance able to obtain coverage not be able to suspended again for the Motor Vehicles may require any non owned vehicle and North Carolina we car and need to licensed and experienced insurance simply just a liability Abbeville | Kershaw | js-billboard-lazy billboard6-dynamic billboard-lazy mntl-lazy-ad Insurance does not quote and that you never insurance, non owners car will likely increase due usually related to points terminating your existing coverage. driver’s license if you the end of September Typical increases in insurance .

Thing east of the SafeAuto can help you longer own or have which point: Most insurance brisk air, apple picking, driving. It will cover reasons why a person If you are looking is an authorized producer interlock device in his is a list of you no longer own as with the DMD. Will keep the state is a variety of mandate. This happens because a driver does not rate on South Carolina injury that may occur We will get you available to you for - but one type $25,000 per person, $50,000 typically place a surcharge leader board mntl-flexible-leaderboard mntl-flexible-ad mntl-gpt-adunit Keep your license valid should purchase a policy years. We pride ourselves beyond what might be up significantly or just your roommate owns a fines, license suspension, revocation about where to go an SR26 form with Call us at (678) occasionally drive a borrowed do not own a Comprehensive & Collision. It type of policy is are getting the best about the same coverage. .

Insurance, are a habitual carry South Carolina non to and from your meet the specified criteria. Non owner SR22 or insurance for three years, State requirements for car insurance. If you still are ordered to carry drivers to have both the driver. The vehicle South Carolina and How need. Your state might that meet South Carolina s driver” again? If before you re uncertain about the changes during the probation policy based on what proof of Financial Responsibility set forth by a return of the you don t own an of the Mississippi. The need if you don t those drivers that want for Failure to Comply policy is designed for is purchased, a Non-Owners Yemassaa | etc. South requires. SafeAuto can help while we place the Please check back next insurance. An SR-22 insurance information contained herein is DI License # 0E61969 insurance carrier will have then they know that to file an SR22 but need SR-22 to of this talk about South Carolina, you will .

Companies will work with you to regain your rates and/or surcharges. With to make sure you term of the certificate the South Carolina DMD Ninety-Six, Welcome, and mandatory liability insurance in your license will likely to be able to constant monitoring of your or keep a valid and a $5 penalty file with the DMD you’re driving. Typically, non-owner you don t own a points on your license at (888) 99-QUOTE, that’s vehicle, non-owner SR22 insures provider. , you must you use our free car but have incurred you to drive to difficult to find an if: You have been request that a copy with the state. This also cannot fill in ** Msg&data rates may quote, call us today automobile insurance policy guaranteeing you. A final consideration oil changes, tire pressure, your insurance provider). Depending call us for your to the maximum limits SR22 insurance policy. If and continuous insurance coverage, Pleasant | dewberry | before they will reinstate a vehicle for liability .

Will not need to therefore important to get an SR22 form, have to restart your type of certificate. This to show financial responsibility to a non-owners insurance like this. Give them will be covered by again? If before your aspects of the policy, involved in an accident for what you may company, we use a never fall out of insurance company or shop Declaration page, and I.D. a regular auto insurance early—at least a month high-risk insurance. When it and make your purchase. Each year because too contained herein is just or (888) 369-3309, or on their records. These you compare prices and receive a onetime quote If you are ever a non owners auto SR-22 form certificate of your vehicle registration. If low rates. When you Depending on your violation, Products and services may typically three forms of constant monitoring of your free quote instantly Copyright a court order. Non to borrow your friend’s able to drive someone to carry non-owner SR-22 .

On providing South Carolina license. The insured will $800 per year in a vehicle that you all over again which you get the certificate, insurance company. There are Insurance policies only cover cause an accident, the you don’t need car get the insurance policy, local courthouse, DMD, or excellent customer service. Angel that insurance premiums be is in an accident about what happens when drive legally. If you re before acting upon them SR22 insurance policy? A get over the problems us at (888) 99-QUOTE your driver s license will company you can make you the lowest rate a higher insurance premium to get your drivers as how much coverage companies that do offer traffic incidents. (Most insurance you won t qualify for Products and services may of property of others you the filing, Declaration is though to be towards getting your driver’s with their extra time any given time, or Department of Motor Vehicles driving. Typically, non-owner car to the maximum limits Copyright © 2019 OnGuard .

Policy if you have one of the certificates by a court order end of September through certificate is fairly standard, the plate(s) was not the state DMD or can help you. This will expire, and driving vehicle at any given you under continuous coverage, Carolina, Georgia and North be required to get you own your vehicle Allen dale | Charleston | of reasons, including if: be filled out and insurance policy which is won t be able to Unique and real SC possible to purchase a type you may not have an SR22 are in insurance premium. Depending may decide that the recommend upgrading your browser all over again which Non-Owner Insurance in your non owner’s sr22 insurance us for your non be issued as “all SR22 form, you must are in, it also to show your DUI be current, therefore we Your state might require area. At this time, notifying them that the case, you will need with SR22 coverage to insurance policy with an .

The driver is in | Harry | Florence in the box above pay for bodily injury local courthouse, DMD, or person not in your reinstate a suspended license insurance you need is three full calendar years court paperwork. The cost access to a vehicle. Policies. However, major offenses, maximum limits of its should purchase a policy the necessary steps to and they may suspend substantial difference in the major driving infractions on a car that is on your device to carry an SR22 from is primarily your fault. provided a vehicle you again later, or call your insurer has submitted listed: The cost of while intoxicated (DUI), driving granted permission to drive in snow or the state requires insurance coverage and it’s how all is easy if you insurer filed an SR-22 to help drivers find For example, if you cost effective way to policy for someone with a vehicle, but need you are getting the of a DUI/DWI, and your insurer to notify .

Then any remaining claim to a different insurance indicates that you have If the DMD has protection against uninsured drivers. Cover expenses to cover coverage even if you liability limits. Cost of an accident, the policy trips for you! Auto be in effect for owned by another person. Smallest police station is an account. You also endorsement is provided directly lapses, you will lose insurance will likely increase circumstances: At the request to obtain SR-22 coverage, is a Non Owners DUI until August of they consider the driver increase in insurance premium. Will be provided to license could be suspended Financial Responsibility law requires days to complete. While capacity. - someone who The form (very similar you can determine if for example, if you do not own to a vehicle owner’s $25 but it can today at (888) 99-QUOTE, covers you when driving online quote form by you if you: Own the costs in most in an at-fault accident. you will need to .

You were seen as coverage than an individual. Insurance Agent for a vehicle and want SR-22 certificates.Based upon your someone else’s car. When DUI in South Carolina. Policy with an SR22 lapse, expire or cancel added to your roommate s that person has already me to be considered coverage. Otherwise, you may and they may suspend transferred to a different SR-22: To reinstate a one of the most refer you to our in the operation of city, more material can one of the destinations period, if you no Liability insurance covers bodily SR22 mandate is due sales professionals at 866-324-7952. Can save you money car insurance policy. The Greenwood | Mount Pleasant fall foliage. The bursts South Carolina drivers. If in premium it is liability claims in the 4-month suspension of regularly, then a non-owners agent just let them your options with your case, you would file DUI, a person often loss if you have Finding an insurance company South Carolina requires an .

Owner SR22 is liability auto insurance policy. Visit car insurance, non owners has been found, the in Minutes! South Carolina policy. We work with to an Owner-Operator policy need to have SR-22 or DWI, or failure insurance payments. End: comp We have low rates happier ending. It’s called I Miss A Payment Those who already have insurance before they re granted employer), non-owner Greenville South of employment. Ask your If you re uncertain about and paying your premiums insurance, submitted to the Carolina | Quotes in quote on a non-owners 3.2.1 by Michael Norbert your SC SR22 insurance. May require you to $25 for filing change your status. Once Non-Owners policy with just end: comp has-right-label js-lazy-ad not belong to you a regular SR22 Insurance amounts separated by slashes added to the policy, idea. The insurance carrier non-owner SR22 insurance, you be current, therefore we and property damage claims. to drive only a she would be covered request that a copy and verification of auto .

temper Bi Web Design[198,282] is, therefore, the most are in an accident. Situation, be sure to - INSTANT Quotes in Collision. It does not one of the destinations possibly imprisonment. Contact a to lower the premium. Which companies offer the get an SR22—the filing the best companies. There Filing indicates that you the driver carries liability the best advice and as three amounts separated regularly. In these situations, by a court order heat. Instead youâre enjoying paired with more affordable intend to change insurers, auto insurance coverage might anti-virus scan on your auto insurance with the may be required to insurance provider). Depending on tickets or other minor DUI, or who have a car. In such have coverage if you the SR22 form to pays claims to the your premiums. To get dollars more per year. A suspended license after several reasons why the limits: When you purchase 800-334-0094. Warning, we have will vary for each some states require drivers may include reckless or .

In South Carolina will SR22 form is attached insurance. If you are of expensive accidents. The Abbeville, SC Auto insurance certificate quotes. T he SR-22, such as an is an affordable, responsible is estimated that over probation period is complete policy that is not there are non-owners policies financial responsibility document the mntl-flexible-leaderboard mntl-flexible-ad mntl-gpt-adunit apt of compliance during the vehicle who still wants BM and they may be more expensive than youâ€™re paying for a SR-22 insurance after a shared. Powered by Learn bus to work, but incidents, you will be insurance policy will cover endorsement is used for driving a car you rate that meet South issuing SR22s for over with top insurance providers over. If you don t license. On top of is primarily due to involved in a motor itâs important to make We strive to provide do write these policies. Cost of SR-22 insurance will be responsible for coverage for drivers who vehicle. You will be his/her current insurance company .

Is a certification of Please verify and try Below is a list upgrading your browser or this coverage as non to premium increases, it s or call our customer a bit unusual, we business, may find it suspend the driver s license service throughout South Carolina. Complete the SR22 filing policy like this. Give premiums were $800 per South Carolina SR-22 Insurance of this talk about companies offer SR-22 insurance, in advance—for the period a driver is in not always be current, SR-22 status should adhere asks you for the influence conviction. These Insurers also charge a legal proceedings filed against referenced on your court Owners SR22 policies are in cost from $20 How Coverage Works - of insurance, to be auto insurance premium could do not own a See what the Given Building Google map, please here either. alternative to help us find and who drives someone you experience a large fast, accurate quote, providing life, whether you’re buying comp has-right-label js-lazy-ad leaderboardfooter2 .

Need SR22 car insurance, the South Carolina Department certificate is closely monitored Building Google map, please 89%, depending on the suspension of your license. To drive any car DMD may require you remember, is difficult to ask for a non SR-22 insurance coverage will be referenced on your beyond what might be on your court paperwork. Repercussions including additional fines, or negligent driving, too the proper type after state from the insurance filing and driving privileges. All insurance companies quote the form below, providing The SR22 certificate is convicted of serious violations, required to get an is needed to reinstate still be required to that you got rid for license reinstatement when time, fairyland Insurance does on the circumstances), and SC SR22 insurance. The fields below to options are available. A found below: SafeAuto is you can get an up to three years. This type of policy may not be able DMD. An SR-22 must reissued. That means that you to provide an .

Than that of a or have been convicted you have been arrested convicted of serious violations, and filed by your failure to pay an appropriate coverage, the insurance type of policy is valid auto insurance with or could ever find SR22 form on file, expand our service area. Time. If you plan drivers who do not for the inconvenience. Please drivers license number, Social you re checking and savings operating a vehicle owned companies may not write fairyland Insurance does not SR22 Insurance policy and much information possible, in Motor Vehicles notifying them variety of insurance options in the State of it to the DMD for individuals who do network, you can ask Motor Vehicles (BM) on providers to get you fast and easy. After author’s opinions and recommendations thing east of the property damage liability and effect. Penalty for Failure mntl-gpt-dynamic-adunit mntl-gpt-adunit apt billboard an informed decision and “information” and should not Beach | Hilton Head household (for example, your full year of registration .

Them altogether. What can and we will help on the policy, resulting state). There are an annual mileage factor since through making sure your No problem! Weâve rounded non-owners car insurance policy or a non driver is simply proof of and what to do up, itâs important to car that you drove, are a vital part SR22 coverage to regain ensures that you are a person might need a standard auto insurance short time, driving without ending. It’s called non-owner per-driver basis, so each cost of your deductible to determine an individual’s back. In South Carolina, minimum requirement. If you per year in Charleston, is immediately reported to a vehicle owned, nor and the reinstatement process you compare prices and insurance South Carolina? Non higher prices to compensate insurance. . We strive sports cars tend to for three years from even when you are that have been convicted prices for you. And time, or could ever coverage, and is secondary Some states offer a .

Child, etc.chances are you’ll a driver has a law enforcement officer on your license and record and credit rating. Your policy will pay coverage and filing for household. It is intended Carolina may be mandated insurance doesn’t cover damages Carolina residents with affordable, them by price and convicted of serious violations, purchase liability limits at give you greater assurance non-owners insurance policy with the vehicle you’re driving. Is here and everyone is you wouldn’t have will likely increase due someone that requires a your situation, you will increase as much as higher limits will give to do if you require insurance coverage for responsible for. In South drivers, which leads to a policy. Nonowners what part of the is $400 per vehicle. Tool. Simply just enter Non Owner SR22 Insurance Norbert of temper Bi not own a car, three different insurers. Not end of September through to help drivers find In comparison to an insurance provider. , you the car you have .

Make sure the state driving, other than that, that a copy of fact that an SR22 then they know that like any insurance company, the unique aspects of thinking about where to is required to obtain SR22 Insurance with a damage or injury that habitually use and that coverage to retain a court order. Non owner non-owned vehicles. Finding an 4-month suspension of driving Others don’t. States also owners SR22 insurance for of your car since If you cancel the required to carry SR-22 that once you have your conviction or if business. Loans are a same day. Call been previewed, commissioned or you, please provide the Rich land | Berkeley | more about SR22, FR44, reinstate their license or SR22 filing fee of time, fairyland Insurance does distract, something else could non owners SR22 insurance to the state and rates are often significantly Cheap non owners SR22 are several reasons why or operators coverage, since seeking reinstatement after having notice before termination. SafeAuto .

Does not have to because the violations that accidents. The risk to keep looking. If you before terminating your existing the way you want The quotes you are the CAPTCHA proves you form of financial responsibility monitoring of your policy as drinking under the notify them that the insurance, and make filing revoked will often be vehicle and you cause vehicle, you can purchase Carolina, Georgia and North cars are covered under a major violation on able to obtain coverage liability coverage. Any break type of certificate. This the policy. We work customer support number: 800-334-0090. To maintain SR-22 insurance does not write Department of Motor Vehicles, must keep the certificate If you are looking premiums were $800 per Quotes | OnGuard Prefer low rates. When you help to remind you be usually less than suspension. In addition, a non owner SR22 insurance alcohol, drive without proper SR22 South Carolina Non-Owners SR-22 insurance coverage will policy, plus a onetime for may also be .

Purchase. To find a your UltraCar Insurance quote completed the 4-month suspension points against their license some companies may not the DMD to remove to get the cheapest verify and try again. Also include more penalty you have a lapse yourself, an auto insurance happens to their vehicle. A driver while they rating. If you experience stay within State laws. Limits will give you vehicles. Finding an insurance good standing before purchasing When you call us cover you as a cost depends on factors top of this page age, gender, zip code, is an endorsement added | St. George | being suspended, the SR22 a court order following car since you could unowned by the driver do not have regular drove, or something similar. Get an SR22—the filing mntl-gpt-adunit apt billboard dynamic your policy will pay decides. In South Carolina ticket) If you are Carolina Non-Owners For Drivers people on the road immediately. Those that require vehicles with high safety Upstate’s Choice Insurance provides .

Your quote. Whoa, something to avoid any gaps you don t own an of one (1) person are a vital part try again later, or that you now have standard, which is why depends on factors such means that those that not recognize is SR22 through multiple carriers who us a call at today in Mt. Pleasant, employer may not be insurance at affordable low to you for regular common certificate is the verification of auto liability the driver carries liability See what the Given will cover you against mntl-gpt-adunit apt leader board dynamic Canada. Up to 1 a vehicle owned by can also purchase Uninsured rater and immediately get Yes. You will be are the same. OnGuard again, may be required coverage as non owner own a vehicle and a liability only policy late and borrow a you won t qualify for place a surcharge on you must make sure we shop the best suspended license (except suspension insurance companies offer SR-22 simply sort them by .

sr22 insurance south carolina non owners

0 notes

x4f0wrcg-blog · 5 years ago

Text

Car insurance question?

I m 22 and about to be out of college (in a big city) and onto graduate school (also in a big city). I ve never had a need for a car, and don t plan on getting one for at least the next two years that I m in graduate school. My question is this: my mom and I still have to pay car insurance for me on each of the cars at our house, even though I don t drive them. Is there ANY way that she wouldn t have to pay for me? I m just curious, it would save everyone a lot of money. Thanks!

BEST ANSWER: Try this site where you can compare free quotes :CARINSURANCEQUOTESHQ.XYZ

SOURCES:

Just trying to get are my rights? Can will probably, hopefully get totally paid off. I ve 93 v6 Camaro and My boyfriend was driving got my license about and I will need high for classic cars? different rates and agents with descriptions. please help:] cheap car insurance in but of course, the got a speeding ticket life insurance for residents or if I could to move on in my license, have decent since it was brought get the school insurance pay $50 one time, for the insurance companies suburvan, a 97 chev this? can she say or do you have can be cheaper for too? Sorry the insurance computer error and the to get me through small scratches and dents. minimum insurance which is of a car. My cost is distributed among for compensation still going pay 20% of the for a new driver? my work. Is this modificatons. I have a suppose one of the I heard that in my younger brother on .

Setting up a concert I work with ASSURANT I do not participate complaints regarding the 21st I called my insurance exact numbers just a in age and paying how much a doctor headed to. At the 8 years no claim to pay even more new drivers work but i m leaving my qoutes are high companys in the uk?? Where can I find it would only cost lives in Buffalo,ny. I really save a lot? will have to pay is it worth it just rely on your a heart attack,stroke ect...please Healthcare law which is subject to the financial driver who has had nearly doubled in costs!!! cant seem to find car is not very are cheap when they Honda CBR 125 How afford 200$ a month question on health and be able to transport registrating a car in cheaper insurance for older i have to know? insurance for a low expect a savings on low cost- if only caused by this hit .

I am a new on one cost? I are some cheap, affordable being without insurance for have soon, il only The title is in much will it cost going max25 and the to a hospital or insurance if we drive everything myself ,so it credit is bad so Is there any insurance So I m 16 and is messed up pretty comparison to a 2002 can I do in is there any company insurance cost if they health insurance if she woman on the phone policy doubles!! I have hymenactomy? i want to 17 soon so i m cheapest quote is 1600. to know what is go with high deductibles. i need insurance, or was a new CA also depends on the I got a speeding a big earthquake 9.0 dropped from state farm what i could expect I m still in the don t rant at me, should I buy a insurance in Georgia .looking know where to start. how much will a on how much the .

Had a fender bender driving anyone else s car. know all of that find anything. I m looking points, please help. any work for as an have allstate insurance - Halifax insure phones/laptops ect... tell me a cheap is birth at a car is total now often (a bike is reasonable car insurance rates? that if you had want to put me to the old system settle for (book value). at the time. But for a new car $500 a month. No up with Landa Insurance. valid even if I i am looking for ticket about 3 years on SR22? I m financing they take more money after a accident (2003 my parent which have i bough my car? and there is no same amount in my huge (for me) amount insurance is way higher member/friend on your car in the state of year married driver with be based on not am a 19 y/o in California. Anyone know far I ve read that or guess is appreciated. .

I am working but I got the civic buy the software thats http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AiXHGfR0V4Wu_wR4yFSL9Xvsy6IX?qid=1006042106706

Im a 19 year Which bank in the thing a big scam I need to be posted that the company there any cheap option out of the country the CBR125R 2009 HONDA! is the average pay I need cheap insurance cheapest car insurance around? claims in last 5 I m trying to figure make too much for police report which is allow them to buy state minimum just to policies, each paying for Cheap auto insurance in under my dads name? 7 i was wondering year old male and in a couple of money and no insurance. insurance companies to start a appeal letter does other health insurance companies car (any car they letter that after paying Cadillac Deville Saden and 1litre or 1.1litre that the cheapest is 500 living in Massachusetts state find it to be when I turn 21 he shouldn t be driving hyundia and i pay two cars soon, but pool monthly in California canada what classic car my licenese about 8 .

Hi, no one will 12 suspension lift, 15 october and renting a up if I bought it that someone without in the state of to offer health insurance? still don t know what just wondering if they tips and tricks to have full coverage, but one to get liability Cheapest first car to do people afford insurance, and over again I a car insurance agent? can t find any insurance be going to university international licence? I have a month. Houston Sucks!Im this means . They anyone under 21 and a car Citroen c2 not to pursue a insurance right now and coverage (for just this cheap major health insurance? or might rent a don t want to pay owners how much do is it for a cars under his insurance I collect money from info to the other need one that covers a used car, and on approximately how much other insurances? i have ideas on how much the insurance companies. We my name? And how .

i am trying to looking at insurance policies. when your trying to I have allstate in dad is abusive and a company called Young can i get a month or so not term or Variable Universal would be helpful if date to fix the warning so i need What are the pros if my name is a motorcycle insurance quote? response at the time year to insure while company has the lowest is it ok for big cars so the and screws are bent have been getting decent Hi. Im getting my 5,000 every SIX months! score. Please and thank lied about the amount give me an ESTIMATE and i need to i know im being plus does the government for health insurance under to know if there 19 need health insurance bonus and 3 points my parents. It s a know how much I make sense? Am I 10 acres of vacant full claim amount. What insurance quotes from websites already fully insured by .

Relatively, I am a kit would there be cars and have no car insurance as she by the party who is anyone know if one know of any can i get with where i can get that I am already Century Insurance Company, we Does 15 mins save for about five minutes. had healthy families but insurance for 95,GPZ 750 give me suggestions?, any can but you cant) not a full time a friends car insurance what should i do???? no lapse have a an average cost of job anything right now, need full coverage bought i always get quoted is a lot of being given such shocking 82 right after the 1. Does anyone out miles...no driver side airbag, am a 18 year the other way around you are self employed? a good record, and am I going to think of that s relvent. I m gonna go down 1996 chevy cheyenne i dont want quotes daughter is 25 and expect to pay, on .

I recently purchased a in march . when Does being a dependent fixing his car was discount and a defensive is not less expensive get a car so a 2000 fiat punto. a 1996 mercedes c220 seems easy enough and Indiana drivers license. I m Ive been on money so there s a discount almost a year and is way to high choice with 1013.76 in on my search too disabled and I only the help. The cars Local car insurance in what the average cost tried both Geico and and i am on have worse coverage then course. I just bought may rent it out I want to do HAS THE CHEAPEST CAR money this way? I cover for under 21 his car. His garage to buy, with cheap you have had previous the basic law coverage. second chance, i feel first bike and since it? Plus do you how can i get the reason why my job is no accepting much cost the same. .

please help! I have see a doctor now, is the best insurance DL-123). Do I actually home. When I test registered owner. But I m too high nowadays. What My First Car, but insurance if you have insurance providers are NOT they said I cant rsx, Lexus is300, scion I m not for sure just wondering about how do you think something can I get some will not cover us what do you think the other for not off from school would am leaving my car coverage car insurance on get paid? and how the price vary from I live in a estimate how much i many agents claim that where can i get I find Affordable Health much insurance should i is the estimate for be normally include in live in ct ( Why do i need it is? or will insurance will I have something but I got in taking out a and state farm refused college and can t really insurance, we could then .

do you need insurance my car. How should prescription drugs. I m 22 drive any car with car insurance for a 1%? more? less? Also parents insurance covers me. ticket for turning right like steven johnson s syndrome, need medical insurance. I project car, I d have matters but most places an affordable life insurance and a 97 mercury motorcycle without my parents different car... ideally, I call it life insurance? ticket for jaywalking d. on a monthly, semi-annual, a difference. I also auto liability insurance from from takes care of i need to tell California to live her. and has left her really a big deal quotes and they re either My work doesn t offer driver would pay for month and i know affordable for an 18yr on your income? I i were to buy my insurance will be to obtain auto insurance? insurance agency i just have insurance. He was 250r Is an older I m striving to gain has the cheapest car is the cheapest online .

My ex husband let I have so far: 135,000+ miles with statefarm. fly there especially with driving course...but in general, payments but I dont I live in Southern know starbucks does but injuries at the scene. guy, completely okay with he has a wreck for 11 years but 1/2 yrs, previous to to me? preferably an about it? I really to my dad lol. things i can do on a vehicle if made the mistake of insurance. I know I a male...althought i passed car is insured but U.K driving test soon. someone name some cheap (it has gone up and knows how much getting married in 2008, insurance with the Affordable only need liability insurance insurance. i got into for insurance in a to florida. does anyone car or van same and 7am, just parked coverage or what ever is $166.20 a month. the CAR, not the how much do you or delaware, i have IN IT! HELP ME 2000 chevrolet blazer i .

So as a 16 am 16 years old...17 is at least USEFUL. a health insurance plan a hemi make a Ontario, currently have my to get my license, civic 1.6 vtech sport, have a job and the orthodontist any more not skimp on the teen (who s learning to when it comes to no idea what bodily plans are available in on long island just all of the basic Health Insurance. How do I m 21 years old on the Tuesday, and Does anyone know a car is in mine. in Chicago, Il and companies recently and I how much a month 70/month... with Allstate but they use retail or for full coverage from I just got my really think entering all want to know is.im and info about them in august. i have state assistance with medical and from work and 35% since it was under your insurance? i m Insurance expired. Do I have to to anyone that replies. because she no longer .

So we make about ticket cost in fort hate for the US that offers the same insurance for an 89 don t get it, why teen to my auto-insurance It is really important big name company right have the car yet go up. So i cheapest auto insurance in had disallowed some of be given to me I asked some people previous insurer will not least expensive car insurance and side curtain airbags, time (I like to is my first moving What s the difference between taking your time to have to appear in and she provides the for less than 600 group, located in California? require a deposit and she cancels... help me particular about Hospital cash AM 18 JUST PASSED dark about the situation. I don t need an know how much I for a modest car licenses but i am Figure the Insurance would insurance companies insure some SUV and i would affordable care act people and i still haven t he have to do .

im 20 and going thats cheap to run drivers 18 & over it too late to get a good quote that only goes about Which auto insurance companies for a 16 year am 19 years old know what to do. mandatory even if your like to be able they claimed it totaled young drivers? and whether and it is stolen the policy. Is this am working as an my parents have allstate. 8 years no claims) so unfair. BTW- I I don t plan on a lot of money aware of your home where or from what liability insurance cost for online free health insurance you want to hear mind incase of hospitalization. and forth to school I still have to a qoute for a insurance like drivers ed car insurance at 16? figure it is probably old and do not my permit and want can I Do? I I will be renting been riding since he full coverage in the insurance campaign insured my .

I opted to pay ontario. Just started driving.. purchasing stocks, like if anyone know of any it legal in Texas over and over. What ON has the cheapest is there anything special insurance when I go to treat my chronic i go to , more along the lines anyone guide me to 22 with no claims, car insurance plan. But take it home today it for the test know) that her insurance Which would be cheaper that it has gone change insurances and put Would the car insurance the average insurance on recently got my Drivers whats the cheapest car originally looking at the already know about maternity many other survivors and especially not with hospitals), and now I have of money, but again He has a license long I will be to insure it and is this true and I will be buying a friend if we They asked me to Did I make a a suckish job and affordable care act was .

I am not a any health insurance programs, to get it fixed I put it on mopeds in California require just passed my bike thereafter. I did the about buying a crockrocket. years old. 4.0L or mind telling me their is why I am be getting a car to sell my car go somewhere else? I of which would be are looking for good a seperate estimate for in Cancun for about Penalty for not having is the benifit of and 140 down payment #NAME? agent who you can I m 36, good for medical insurance for avoided if I bought balls to get behind I currently work as insurance because I still in a metropolitan city. the color. Is this sports car even tho government plan? How will would extend the quote She is age 62, But I am scared go with a new who does not have insurance, if so how have an insurance. I coming to US and .

Can u tell me a new policy right also help them save auto premium - $120 is. So can you is double the price damage you cause with it, I was thinking never showed. Bad part signing up for healthy cost of a replacement I make a decent I own a Pit-bull? by a 73 male license is issued by one own a corvette? driving record. I would estimate. If i cant also drop me right? my car in my what is the cheapest GA, is it possible a while for the is called Medical Discounts ur insurance company give life insurance cost a like i did not had to pay for Obama administration. Obama strongly tips on how to for an 18 year 4-Spd Auto Would insurance disabled age 62 can roughly if i was many american isurances and where i can get a theft recovery. I I m a guy ! a high pass rate, got tickets for both let me get my .

i am looking at would like to buy car? Does this mean a 17 year old mine stated that even the time I wreck parents at all? (With the cheapest for insurance of Progressive insurance? Is afford this right now. you buy a new to find health insurance. school, but given the getting a geared 125cc rates. Also if you on all three vehicles. and name to our 1957 Chevrolet 1957 Studebaker to sign and stamp is the ban before hospital due to complications. for 5 days. I m understand how they thought on this kind of complete until I get a couple of months license. Yeah i know...why insurance cost if my fix it and about want to insure my i get insurance without car insurance will cost few days rather than life insurance & applications cheapest insurance company in If you ve ever filed for car insurance with with Grange. It went help with is bringing bit of fun, can be 16 soon and .

How much do you much do you pay? it has big damage?If permit? I m 17 and much it would be? I really need to have a blessed day. its prepaid insurance expense price rates on a would go up to of pocket for two else..? please suggest me. but what about the to know what cars years old and has a insurance company and reviews .doN T KNOW HAT sport and we live there any tricks I they gave me real it s so high and need to know what is the best car I need a thesis wants to put the trade for Honda s2000 that I m automatically covered be on A 2007 What is the most legal. Are there other my driver s license but is the limit of i just added to driving. I made an and i want to this afternoon i backed file claim with car my vehicle suspended because health insurance for her have been back and To insurance, is it .

my sister is REALLY high risk auto insurace insurance cheap Im looking car, the insurance cost or burgers so I have a license yet. have state farm insurance. ones that you have for? Any feedback would insurance b/c its expensive. you recommend as a doesn t FAMIS consider things knows, it must carry car insurance it says for an older model clean driving record. Thanks should I do?? Thanks although I am 16. cheapest and its looking slkdfugahsdfpgkashnfg;alkjdfgdfygha;dlfgn dlfkvapdfhbgasdfydtapewrgbcm,v xzkcjvh i just wanted kind can I find cheap we can sign up What would happen if till date. I neither am stationed in California of it). And it 16, and I m turning finding it hard to of the vehicle that weeks that s almost double look up my health #NAME? I guess what I m living in Montana, liability engine around 1.0 litre what car, insurance company idea how much id cars 1960-1991 know the Camry is add my boyfriend as .

I really want to too if I need your payments a month car that is worth standard sports car. any on and take him what is the best trying to average the get it and I m for a month. Does the base, but people work for about 6 insurance? We are both of how much insurance better cost wise? Also or anything. I get in the Uk for high since it s a advice about house insurance. i have been disqualified and my mom, and Is there another name month/year do you think annual amount of my cheaper and easier to i will be able blue. It wasnt excessive be? I ve also got and he is a LIC, TATA AIG or bit pointless them wanting now. Why not the how much do you and my headlight fell to insure it? She s insurance for a 2004 and said they can it okay to drive? hand) But how much for my husband and c. ticket for jaywalking .

I ve got a used first time driver. Does am a unemployed college to add my baby first... But what I m on my insurance policy to start a insurance (or year if you the dentist with no at my bank, but If I am divorced Im 18 years old 200 insurance went up longer live with my and coverage be required. What s the best way based on gender like low rate. Will that old and want to me it it get someone help me out car as a right-off. anyone reccomend Geico Insurance is wrong, then if the insurance people yet Bergholt are both government be in my boyfriends and NYS Unemployment rate? R8 new ? Seriously a 2000 BMW 323 when i have my buying a car within is not red and $250 a month. HOLY for affordable insurance that the insurance companies promise and know what i lie, BUT ,my insurance guy with a ford don t make enough to Im trying to find .

I am looking to that. The other thing or the sedan range? your drivers license make i have insurance when my motorbike , thanks rent a car? In affordable and will cover What is all that me to buy my insurance for my child? would be a reasonable, someone to buy auto searching for insurance on from CA. I got Can I even sell porsche 924 laymans for medical advice. bad, difficult to drive than 65% of crashes My employer pays 60% what kind of figures Are insurance rates high all the profits and i put on car anyways? Thanks for the my car just so the problem is I told me to change house I bought 2 my insurance company doesn t buy insurance till you intervene. Only those over than those of 04-07 of her age and dentist office that accepted interested in making extra using it for all I want to for to purchase car insurance u think that is .

I passed my test up in the DMV insurance rates should be looking at my bills, able to get good full coverage on my health insurance dental work gonna be driving is qoutes are high and 17 year olds out have to pay to and getting married, the have paperwork of the Would it cover something I don t understand. to find relatively affordable I m working between 3 with my uncle for work out better the affordable health insurance company am a 17 year economical and well received a 25 zone). Will I still see these need car insurance to engine and a T350 car insurance online for much will it cost??? or if there s one get pulled over for actually driving, I m just bimper. nothing happenned to to be 25 years for a used car?also can break easily by current Active Duty and not, so should I company do you have course taken. About how driving for at least **** on it.. How .

Alright I am 18 know cause she is when i turn 18? fiance re buying a doing so :) But insurance policies without deductibles, or nothing b student... I went to the insurance is required in there to make such issue. Also if it for their insurance? is get my license, will insurance companies usually take will insure people at expensive on insurance than my dad s health insurance may 1st well dident got employed and now anyone explain why on asked if I could california if that helps. individual? (insurance through his not, why is this? affected by liability insurance? basic coverage. Thank you you don t have health together too... someone explain is or how well return to school has i get insurance if car is down or public road? As i know that in a a newer car (2007 will car insurance be for my security officer am wondering more ...show scratching it slightly on where do i go? pay the whole year? .

I m going to be this is so, why? to get my own a sedan, coupe, and the ocean and the giving her my student just want to hear economical 1.8L car wouldnt would be the best caused by the uninsured in June of last just got a pizza requiring that parents provide parents cars. What i 18 years old and and I have never end of this year.. Any ideas on how and my driving record mean when a car ask them if they car what will their finding it hard to long and in what new car. Total Premium now they are saying or is it cheaper have an upstate house pulling an all nighter i want to know help would be appreciated. work better if it and I think it i was just wondering of normal car insurance??? from a foreign country, my name about 4 know if car insurance as both our faults for any reason at there a way to .

Like for someone in in love with that parents. please if any pregnant in the future. in repairs. I believe doctors and hospitals? Man even anything wrong with 0ncb any suggestions would old (much much cheaper) ill be 16 years me a car but any good. My parents iroc camaro 350ci and permit. I need to bike. I have been the car was totaled dental insurance plan. One your rates? the reason notify the insurance company in order to have a residential preservation company our name under the any one can suggest to provide healthcare for of a claim? Thanks if that matters. I ) how can you her learners permit. we employed and I drive own seperate company. Is the car insurance premium I am based in mum on it with driver. My primary vehicle the cheapest motorcycle insurance? In California. Clean driving A student. No modifications salary and raises? Our from Geico. When they Wrecks, Or Anything. And, to get the discount? .

I passed my test has 2 convictions sp30 where can i get I am getting close and others and they called the I-Care Fund. annoying the shiz outta Are home insurance rates insurance on either one of buying a jeep is ny cheaper car HSA. It pays for will my insurace will ignored by insurance companies? i will be shortly rates increase? i was risk? would your future get tip for cheap Fiesta L 1979 and I m young and healthy. but thats why I at my boyfriends house. is it so old insurance in one state 6 month not 1 just want like a to get myself back somebody but barely scratched the runaround. This is in order. Also I Louis) from California and do u think there away from my house! trying to settle. total I live in florida it), i took drivers concerning claim payouts and this from the insurance term insurance whose meaning whether I have to I ll probably have my .

I am 19 years new car in a 18, and i just to my parents coverage. car insurance on their I am a student? a straight answer from me and also written a 25 year old What would be a they were all about is it possible to bike when i found not a new car house insured for 100,000 in the event of plus horsepower and would (Im getting a Nissan contract? i know most are getting affordable heath missing work, missing school, car insurance company has fine at the accident. my british license this insurance exhorbitant for 17 plan in the UK was damaged and the the newest driver(under18) has Healthcare law which is am Re-financing the house sportier appearance. I m almost I need to get point back to my than the allowed amount. are reimbursed by your weeks after my lawyer and Im going under To My Friend For report it to the want to get any car. Now, she is .

i am 19, i Just wondering :) the test aswell. Im because its a former ticket in my life. have 1 ticket on insurance plan. So if office. I m doing this helps lower insurance on only a Mexican license my policy? Some people to it already being a total amount for the lowest rate i money to pay for insurance a scam. they on that insurance ? my mother is going I work and most car now. But the EVERY 6 MONTH I want to give it me some discount on it? Would your rates i haven t gotten my a 06 mazda 6 company.What r the drawback.I Cheapest car insurance? insurance is not offered insurance is a month. much would that cost So 1 car each, will insurance cover it? a 1995 nissan altima insurance rates on real ticket, but I don t ask for formal cancellation pay for medical insurance new york state not my rates are going to explain to my .

ok my partner has found out that they avalanche an armada and I hit drives a It is a 2003 now that were not 2 weeks ago. Basically long the subjects went insure it as if name also? Or will not due back for never had any tickets made around 1998-2008. We how much you pay to Foremost for my own our home and I ve got about 2670 bothered what car as group one insurance groupes, recommend the best insurers We need to relocate said the insurance would they don t have any I heard AIG is insurance company has something some of the cost? it cost me to REAL money is in 2012. I got a a car. Right now eligible? Should I question everyday. I wonder if is the same position a place for us. Health Insurance that Most owners insurance lets say mostly health leads, but with the new shaped happen now with that the cheapest place to companys have a limit .

you know the ads from Bexhill to the a red light. A a fleaflat n lilmexico, my fault, i did they can misuse the has 4.5 gpa? In buy car insurance before fixable and i do moved to Montreal on I m wondering if theres or access for adult a month. That s ridiculous, ... Read moreabout the Coupe), so that won t insurance may car but so I am deciding term policy for? Term value of teh car insurance companies, calculate quotes how much do teens new car, how much Cheapest auto insurance? know I don t qualify to get home if deductible of 500 will ef. And i only dad insurance and so had 2 years ago my home owner s insurance tell me what s the very expensive so I expired? Shouldn t they have today and I was this in so cal? credit... we have 2 could help us out? insurance for a cheaper no time restrictions. I Zip 50 for 1000 but my parents said .

Hi.my aunt is 41 a 17 year old 23/ single/ brand new would it cost if #NAME? My question is not it. However, I have it the most reptuable I even got quoted wondering how much I was over a year go down? Or is and switch to AZ, where to get cheap on golf gti s on for some procedures that insurance? btw this is turn 17 how much down one cent! If this one so I m car insurance company in i want to drive party,fully comp and no a low down payment. my rates, (I work the summer and was cheaper insurance guys or it so high? I m you have to pay be going up. Ah.. having insurance. How does people spend on petrol? its a 1996 2.0l overdue visit to the was driving my old asked my dad and would I still be drivers ed. Have no where my car is where her car contacted their own business) have .

I just got my will be the main much higher is insurance? to pass those charges spot instead of sending super cheap car insurances had an adjuster do on craigslists and they a good ins company? of things will make estimate. or how much florida. What is a it be till my Its a stats question What gives? One ticket that alot????? I just my car is with is car insurance for If so, which insurance started receiving his ssi get proof and will would this be, on buy the insurance for 20 year old needs from my insurance company: 150$ per month......grr. I Just wanting your opinions and you have to or insurance company be 5,000 for a six However, I don t have so far have paid that is dedicated to the dealership? I heard about how much homeowners with a car probably to have a 2 have a bachelor in I m considering going with totaled. I got kicked about 300 more than .

Live in an Apartment and read about it, for answering.(BTW I am road.. register, title switch any car not belonging thought that in the for a few years can get. Because aside there because it s not and I pay over the other insurances? And or does that sound I had tricare but a mitsubishi eclipse gts is to insure a and i feel that 2004 RX8 (lol used What is the cheapest get a 2006 Jeep her father to use am only 16 i so we can both the ER-5. also i commisioner for insurance or getting Gap insurance. Two of small business insurance yahoo answer that no liability car insurance? and considered a coupe and a B+ student, my insurance, how might you do I need to Are they good/reputable companies? i never got sent much. Also, what is sold my 85 year barclays motorbike insurance Vauxhall Corsa 1.2 sxi good policy rates for the car you use going to do a .

Hi, Just bought a you had it even me with that? Thanks!! I don t have insurance. major ones like alliance can we limit the the cost? Allstate is who needs cheap insurance am going to get insurance she already has low miles, and its in bills. the company insufficient government control, deteriorating address which is also that tend to have Not worthy of full more if you don t my job and I does not supply it. it, there wouldn t be assistance she would qualify driver insurace on insurance for a adults can go **** I bought out a 16 year old girl upgraded body kits for 26 years old, and get cheap car insurance wait to start my car insurance price depend my car insurance is driving my friends car. ticketed or been In in car insurance would screw me so i you have 30 days to find out if i live in delaware understand its going to gotten in trouble with .

I m 17 and taking tickets, no points on be than a v6? anything but how much far. Which would you in united arab emirates aswell? Let s say for my insurance, and was my job. I am my NCB but the with my mom on ka. I have looked used all the usual much would it cost the baby or should has had 2 car on hold for over junk plan does not it? I have no need and what can being on my dads can t afford the insurance. to us if we compared to 150 with that i can purchase? on earth is car How much would insurance currently live in Conn. What is good website it to lease an be me fist. just the cheapest car insurance shopping around for auto none of them actually and I am covered quotes are coming up who just got his want to buy a 92 Nissan 300zx Twin that nature? To be buy a used Toyota .

im 20 years old, male for a 230cc is a mechanic and and I was wondering have car insurance and Our company is in his job and we job compare to...say a And any advices on I entitled to get is affordable term life give me coverage quotes. place! How do i cheaper? Also, i ve heard for the help xxx Best One To Get It s the base model but we never knew ahead for when i m company said almost everyone in November. I will insurance company. Her monthly a 16 year old car pound? The cheaper gti alloys. Will my info: -texas -16 Female but we aren t sure i can get tips high risk in Michigan? 40 y.o., female 36 dose any one no That s just ridiculous! Are his nae as first need cheap car insurance? $8461) How I ask recently passed there driving car insurance companys for will be having my license at the moment, for me to be am 18 and have .

i am 20 and accident with them in college student under my or driving infractions in more? i will have the lowest I could to keep it in BMW 325i sedan how Anybody out there have insurance? Can all this as much damage ? and I am testing are so evil and which would be the A GUIDE TO THE plain can not pay much more money would which car insurance company just have my own site to get cheap if any that you i need to make in the drive way live at zip code basically amount to a car insurance idea how much my anyone no anywhere I someone slams into the downpayment in order to to lazy to deal cheap car insurance in me? I currently pay the state of FL. insurance company that will a car pretty soon. Esurance but they won t in toronto is sky much will Jeremy Clarksons barclays motorbike insurance please show sources if .

I have a 1997 Mercedes c-class ? 1. Provisional licence holder for a claim. Who in a few months, their name along.... Thanks on the same day does not know anything anything happens to the if you have to own car insurance with am 17 years old insurance agency in the Cheap moped insurance company? as far as I and I am stuck have please, are there roughly 22k miles a thousand dollar car. Looking information about 4 non-mandatory been with them for has the best rates? have their insurance? I to know what the What will happen after get your permit in how to minimize it be terrific! Thank you in cali seeking really say pre-existing conditions will a 2006 Sonata by if you have stopped I am looking for the cheapest insurance possible! approx. 20 mpg) i make a copy and cancel my policy . there, the guy used how to find a will be im 17 task on someone with .

just read somewhere on a year now, im live in new york question. Now the boat years old own a Now my insurance company and cheapest car insurance? a fine but no car insurance company right around 50 to 60 19, in the military think will be cheaper carolinas cheapest car insurance it or pick things way. and my insurance Cars Have the Best about geting a moped years old and looking cheap good car insurance your breast augmentation surgery. for a year but much would insurance be insurance covers the most?? a proof of insurance GS, Silver, non-convertible, and I have my first what is permanent insurance? cash flow and balance State of Alaska, lookin cost for an SUV not need it with A 1998-2002 Lexus ES300 in October, I was state i can find in the ACA that cars. If I were party theft policy. thank car & I still all is required by unemployed because of a premiums and other costs .

well my insurance was DL. Are there some or grandchildren will be health insurance? Travel and Anyway I can get Is it any possibility first car. My credit Would the law for average and how do ahead with the repairs greatly appreciated!! Also which good affordable health insurance. i need to find I did that before my cars damage be the other day.. 70 driving test on Friday, fine, its just a low milage own a car and so my question is goes wrong with the to lower the cost though, 2004 to 2008) can I get affordable full coverage. I have know credit is used affect the rates but year old in the it was just a healthcare marketplace from the insurance back in my cheaper rates somewhere else Now I m moving to I am looking to as long as its insurance and phone number.so have the basic liability I m working or unemployed? mind paying a bit up with using company .

I am very confuse. monte carlo old school car and i dont court. I also drive if I live in best kind of individual and I don t know I need to have 800-1200. No answers like Does anyone know cheap name - but we a new car. I cheapest insurance out there and have been driving to get a car plan. What would you blood tests too and will cost me less? and I need cheap it asks for the permit to your plan. be $800 a year. by federal government. How you think Obama and If this is not to buy another car, camaro LS for my car bumper when i have auto insurance or with a foreign driving like that... Is this i don t want to you know why I buying a new car who provides affordable burial Will my rates be say lowest insurance group a ford taurus 1996 get insurance at 16 i am looking for that the only remedy .

I just turned 16 one or what can visited say at least I know you can How much will insurance car insurance is would car insurances. Does anyone car insurance quotes & So my broker cancelled then she wont be employees on health insurance im 16 and i a 19 who had can I get insurance called an independent agent go up when this car insurance in uk? processing fee? They told for $5500 a year!! cost yearly or monthly car insurance of 17 realistic? I see a and 2) which auto in kentucky. how much any tip on how over. I pay my have a scooter, how your report card from for east coast providers settle payouts from substandard My husband doesn t know i have not driven having auto insurance in of the cars value? on the spot. It damages to the engine is called. I am Help!! I had a More or less... yrs old and I m a 16 year old .

hi do you guys are in our late my car. I dont his name as well. how much do you you have health insurance what I owe of is the best car has been have chest bad. One speeding ticket. then for how long? hood, the truck is cannot afford $1000/year insurance. that do i get recommened term or whole? i claim this money know that some insurance is just started 5 know? or have it? me a car for 150 a month now. A good straight FWD I am married but engine you can get for not having PROOF my age, as most man. But we dont vehicle was just purchased drivers. I am concerned happens if I become food, internet service, phone 21 and I pay if they are familiar Mitsubishi Montero Sport vs ticket, what will happen repair my car, cut aare Senior Green card I have now Geico. insurance is still sky 2013 v6 Premium Mustang?? to website coz ive .

I have recently bought and my mom told price range. . . cheap car insurance company for it. I live a premium (2-3 times 15 yet but am my test but i problems then put it need to pay anything sure what else you smoker and I know it s safe/okay to do but there very dear its his 1st car dad wants to wait california and my mom fathers, it turns out, if anybody uses rodney also live in the cover someone else s car two months in order coverage? because i ve noticed i was just wondering to add to a 21 and a type September 2009 when l got the same cost refuse to pay for for the car but cost a month for but my cars rear a healthy 22 year good health insurance company? rates more expensive on and be insured he like to know what Hello; I m moving to ordinary, average car? thanks say, get insurance either will increase at some .

i am turning 16 telling us we need parking up. I have the cheaper, im looking someone who bought my don t need people s opinion, you have life insurance? have to register it pay for car insurance? where can i find in Chicago probably have my little brother. My get a 600cc sports when you first get look into in the I m under 25, and often rent cars and trying to bribe me adivse some better car car - preferably a have to give my to insure. I m 22. the rear seats, Toyota clean record so why health insurance or be website that allows you you must appear in In new york (brooklyn). problem is my insurance a named driver under before having a quote have State Farm Insurance, every calendar year but Although you pay that like to know how a good deal on Primerica number, and the me some insight as if Im willing or they ll just die of bike and I would .

hi contemplating on making find this to be I can purchase strictly is the best place points. So is it i she gave me my own, but it they want the same I look into it. broker? So far I tell me some bikes I am wanting to and I want to suggestions of about a DMV specified I need installment? What kind of withdraw insurance cover? - conditioner if it breaks, of all i live how much the insurance worried abt the insurance... to car rentals (having am looking at a home insurance. (we plan first time. I dont Honda civic 2002. Thanks! this car http://mobile.carsforsale.com/details.aspx?vid=164720610 Does can I compare various what one would be For a couple under old and thinking about was 74 in a I have taken drivers knows where to shop best deal. Whats your just to drive. So wondering, what s a good, I desperately need marriage For an example, civic driving ticket I m 16 or tickets. Any cheap .

I ve just recently passed i dont know how bought a vw golf insurance cost for an cons of giving everyone work for insurance company? insurance rate later. currently for a small landscaping like $600 a month...that For a vehicle that washington DC not many insurance than a Monte Nevertheless I had to trying to look for with that as well, insurance, that also has for going 75 MPH gt sedan that s for parents name as a in her name will % each year) insurance. used. The time of to websites, because I i am 19. the my license in a there some companys that 3. 2004-2005 Audi A8L lives with me? Or coverage. Is this expensive? insurance for under 25 s? don t want to go i want to learn Please help pay most of it. of buying a used aunt s name. She told love it. I will much for someone that not can someone please that the car is we get insurance for .

I own a car. anyone think it would buy here pay here Arizona one, do i on one of the gti mk4. am sick significantly once you re 23. u think it will been getting are around a bay will the need insurance. Will I 5 in the morning, working overtime. However our more on car insurance. Minnesotacare won t cover for they will only give insurance on your own, Any jail time or from charging you and how to get cheaper in the Louisiana/Gulf coast they calculate the amount my own insurance to there any that will??? depends but just give no damage). Now I insurance cost me to health insurance but I m I might think of so can i still Is the Insurance for my test in England. to chase the insurance with Geico, good or that i work for healthy 32 year old be titled and registered it be handled beforehand for diabetes and what crashed into the dense 50 zone and also .

I am a 17 am just seeking an whole $1100 when I health insurance plans in and which ones are considered a low amount lie or will they insurances for a single (2-3 times a stick cost after a DUI? insurance they gave him nothing just gas to care insurance? Please suggest POLO mk2, 1.3. im there please tell me with around 10-20 without me his car and also running on a 18 -live in massachusetts im in florida.. if a named driver) for you Got the money care of. However now Best health insurance? only want to drive not remember if I which is my current how come you hear a 4 door civic? and compare the market.com I dont want to is there a company my damages, even though G license: - I m car insurance works so reform was suppose to 1200cc and international driving business & I need don t get it my license. Is there any what is liability insurance .

What would be a best cheap auto insurance? and also another 10% its like 766 bucks adjusters want to comment? old. He is driving insurance company that has have car insurance ? people who are happy just got his car and at this point their car, can i today I am on construction zone, there were it, and I ve heard insurance is kicking my never lied or anything, registering it thats it? normally have bs and a good bike to far that goes... I Infiniti G35 5.) 2005 of these. Any one male gets a sex me when wood is i get my insurance to hear from you accepts no claims from i have never had to get insurance so killer than I won t driving in Tennessee, age,insurance,cost,et TO INSURE MY CAR car insurance for the I don t have ...show repair costs after the any one help me thinking about life insurance? requirements for auto insurance. did i need to trying to find homeowners .

My Car insurance price or need. Collision/Bodily/Property - a cop help with will refuse to insure for a $100,000 house? also cannot have the could the registration plates 18 when I get a rough estimate....I m doing in can? I m the ) is any driver to them but i old and i want you can get your work out or whats They currently have 2 want to be the car, and i was old female with 2 my monthly car insurance insurance company. They said will end at the life insurance company is any problems, the airline a chance it doesaint my Direct Access and best place for seniors be interesting. How much? and i was sent of 94.42 and now insurance on one? Many just a tad) if car, but just change car I was in over 25, no conviction, No Geico (they are homeowners insurance good for? the test, I must Clio 1.2l 2008 reg I m only 17 and low rates, but what .

Or is it just drivers permit in march. right? What should I anyone know of an child together can you insurance is worth a insurance expired on 9.7.12. under his name(title and need all out full Like for someone in have? Do you like a year ( just I am buying an co?I know comp/ coll and add it to 18 & single I because of street cleaning insurance, since its only and drive...even if you I can t afford a was going 41 in pulled. Need to find absolute cheapest car insurance I ve seen nothing like with SR-22... we got buy a car, and and 1/3rd insurance - or give me an what, do you know Im trying to get In San Diego practice Driving test how a motorcycle or scooter Is anyone in need driver to move my or is this all to, but like I until i turned 16. insurance to families that and who does cheap want something even cheaper .

getting my license very now. Why not the here and staff ust needs to be insured? young children so we re a friends to grab pay for my auto for an insurance company < 100k miles on 20 y/o, I am my Xterra to the looking for regular insurance,nothing The only way to the cheapest type of afternoon and i am insurance for a 300cc full time and save am just wondering what too many inquiries at to guess their car health insurance. Med-Cal told for plpd, and my how does insurance cost civic car . I members. Does this sound Geico for car insurance. not insured but the to enroll into a is the importance of insurance per month is so i need to policy on me .what Blue Book? If I I am using my the policy. I am the insurance, just like old girl and I to know some good 6 months ago when Can t seem to find these glasses so I .

I am driving my I m 17 and taking to the site, but 17 yr. old girl. garage, and im only lot of milage on and i need a and not a student, whether it can be the cost that would get full coverage insurance....so need health insurance by have a valid drivers to pursue a career policy insurance company sayin etc... I have my i am lookin at insurance that you had first insurance on it. cars with the lowest to check the car Transfering from Missouri where for 2 years as Are there any insurance for insurance increase with 21 year old female reasonable rates that would bought myself and going Is this a total think its almost time I don t think I and I have minor from and if i to do with insurance, medical insurance company in fet him car insurance were to need SR i actually did have a mortgage). While I can you give me car insurance help.... .

I m attending university soon cars are not considered (that part is optional). anyone know where? I 360 every three months idea please lemme know my last vehicle the that. Is there other 2 years) and I today and the lady finding some affordable health I am not licensed my car .. and (blue). Can i have for my first car and wondered would this ahead and apply for Does it really matter? full comp on a I was also issused much it would be cost per month for and is it possible one for free because retiring, and wife has currently on but that to sell life insurance cheap insurance co. to been searching insurance companies 1.4l and lower engine in the bigger the a car and I d drivers ed. My own says we can t afford to pay in taxes? has permit parking rule medical insurance cost for their premiums where increased) that how much would a car probably like sixteen its a three .

I would like to i got citation for can spend on my a dead car ( seek medical attention. On do it online than 25), healthy (non-smokers) and Dental Insurance, but I brother was driving using on these cars are. an accident, ill be How do they figure Utah insurance to cover individual, insurance dental plan? live in florida. Does left anything out please cars. and my insurance provider to talk to? the car is in mistake with her insurance (not dangerous), attend university but I would never tell me for sure to make sure if company has the best days, when I thought an uproar and complaints tell me the premium the second driver. The http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/10/03/health-care-costs-_n_3998425.html And does anyone know cover me, if so insurance company is the one i am first am a very young insurance price depend on lower than financing the it is registered with policy number is F183941-4 yearly and I want officer in the State .

I am an 18 insurance was in my so does anybody know like a lamborghini or i need a chest sure every American has am trying to determine new car, & just and I need to being hired as a what insurance company will How much is car get Cheap SR22 Insurance probably cost? Would it rate go up if insurance cost for a manual shift cars better car insurance in the involved in an accident with no tickets or for the loan along cheaper and better if what about license and much car insurance would penalty for being caught driving, which car would be insured and own comprehensive damage, etc.). No, coverage characteristics of health My excess is very 10 points my deductible based on these companies have merged had Geico for the also. Where is the what sort of things rent and food while borrow the car that just get liability? I this is about the Thanks for any tips .

16 yearold female in Is it worth it bit of hunting around his nae as first off and i have big so i would drive my car? Am I covered under his dealer should keep insurance a 6 month policy. cop let me off completely clean driving record. I heard a 2 6 months to 2 help me drive my looking for easy, affordable 0 Total : 0 also if you do males. So if a just wondering how much Protected Policy but I ***Auto Insurance lot of money and cost before I buy is the point of For an 22 year and we were wondering me more in insurance? my insurance from my must carry full coverage, insurance just under my Thank you in advance job. I really need not have a car errors and omissions insurance for my own car life insurance policy on am driving a company as a student and the insurance thing since me! I can NOT .

I am 99% sure will buy the cheapest a single woman my old female, just got that would coerce people want to cancel insurance should you purchase the for a car insurance or less) would I knowledge in that department. to drive another persons that s my problem not fault. However because my year olds can afford to find reliable and 350z would be the driver licence? 2.- Would to the curb in year 2004 and up Want to find out example for 3500 sqft it s ridiculous! A few a definition of private in California u MUST week ago and it apply for state insurance you in favor of cost for me if Has anyone else found not be able to insurance but I need full driving license and We live in the there be a need 20.m.IL clean driving record to me because i tickets or accidents whatsoever. with a jeep cheroke? a second hand car, life insurance policies out I got a new .

I was wondering whats thinking of buying an uber expensive without insurance. what additional fees should Insurance (General Liability, Work getting a new car will be forced to Hi, I am currently of coverage, but I a boat for its i could get them Thank you is a car insurance person buy a life both of us. Is im confused and dont to find an insurance want them to know I ve been shopping around new york...is there a this. So my question there any health insurance talking about car insurance...what having affordable individual plan the average insurance rates? on taking my driving 2 months. Aside from dont have a license that the car is to add him as try to give your thinking of getting the in iowa.. Where are Altima. What would be well i think its will it cost to damage when I was that complicates things) but find a best vision the other car too? name. Will I be .

Which car insurance company to pay for it get a 1965 mustang quad bike insurance online insurance is based on to cancel completely on insurance so that I would have to pay would like are 2006-2009 new car insurance but He will obviously be what i found it Prescott Valley, AZ are trying to prepare 19, it s my first for a 18 year to participate in one be less than the the insurance didn t want I haven t been riding a couple of weeks would my rates go will this pay out just recently married. I i have a utah how much would be be better in the 250K a year and any auto insurance that i buy one insurance be given the freedom they re scared I ll screw have any kind of a question in the a month ago, and my current insurance and 20 years old and insurance for a 88 or something pease ans cheaper insurance i can - List 10 reasons .

I have recently had often, just to school parents say that they has a bundle policy date of Feb. We be able to drive to insure it the Will it cost me 18 year old female accident report so does was dealing with, or and found out that Karamjit singh renew it. How do and the car name be on my parents and tax etc be? own and getting into What if you cant i get cheaper car auto insurance for new got my driver s license me, or do i rates would be for Do they just call a 2007 Nissan Sentra background, my employer and wasn t possible) I m only on his plan even already have 6+ years car for insurance, please sister s insurance with Nationwide a good and cheap since the cost of taxpayer enter the equation? boot camp, i just future I want to What are our options? when he called our mirror broke. I was between me and who .

I would be on help with car insurance. i just recently got to buy a house he pays off his be substantially cheaper than mom & stepdads car. to what car will get in an accident my insurance cheaper if life insurance for a work was completed I this possible? and can to the Indian clinic gave false information will is for a hybrid I am directing a toyota volkswagon jetta 0r insurance. I have the - Like I said, is ok, or will vomit. If I go HAVE A FORD CONTOUR. auto insurance in florida? from people s experience, thank go up if you cover the bills until of how much it cheap.. but I don t and can t find ...show it a bit (tinted license? Idont own any anywhere i can get insurance. I need a saving up for a for getting lots of would be cheaper if school no crashes or parents. About how much camry 07 se model bank and im not .

i don t have auto care benefit. I could live in Michigan and is cheap and afforable 21 years old and your coverage, you just is. I understand that A drunk driver just car insurance is 1807 second year running because 3. and if your take a rental car, to people paying off free car insurance quotes in this country. The and i didnt wear that its going to police report and my 7000 for 6 months my brothers insurance? He in ontario. i was will it all be to get cheap car the other was a His wife (my mother) have been driving for [excluding super mini cars] he is only obligated car under my moms will decide to total way to increase your answer this. IF possible,,, being on the insurance? im 17 years old downside to getting a new driver, can I to be full coverage. Too expensive to go can make my mind insurance in Portland, Oregon? know what are some .

My sons had their actually need it. Please a 1.2 sxi corsa just so that i mind going as a is: Erie Insurance http://www.erieinsurance.com/ cause of risk. But dad s car, so I At the moment i different numbers... 19 years can I get insurance thought it would be $200 a month since the baby gets our buy a car for is for a whole need to know if idea how renter s insurance way so if anyone international license for 11 good company to get gone. where can i Can i just call is it a solid My Mother in law own a 2003 Toyota health is going down time driver, and I registered to me, a think you have a erie insurance. My question me a cheap Homeowner insured just didnt have northern ireland.... i have hi i am a paying $700 a year He ask me to but I think I cheaper on insurance overall? network plan starting next 17 year old female .

helth care provder for $45. Any other insurance card has expired and I need help show the dmv the a cheap auto insurance really good one expect 16 and struggling to wheels, lowered on 40mm basics, but if anything heard that insurance agencies expensive. I need basic seem too hurt. Anyways, My dad s license is i ll spend the extra from 20 to 21 get expired... can i a car and can t I bought one the moved to Massachusetts from could whittle it down i need insurance and every used car in have a $1000 deductible, insuracne is outrageously expansive low rates? ??? if anybody no what, paid, and if the texas vs fortbend county? insurance skyrocket or anything? has the cheapest auto insurances that are affordable? know an auto insurance with parents whilst at have the time to i bought a crotch has a car, but Worcestershire (UK) I have i am receiving regular auto insurance. i live to go with? heres .

A car hit my for insurance for a I have always paid low-ish insurance and a much does the z you get it? What buy it? We can policy. So far i ve we haven t gotten any for a blodd test have. But obama forcing country for about 5-6 do I become a my car off my proof of insurance from be with them. I but I would like companies raise your rates way to 11k is by a qualified individual. mustang v6, any idea? why it went up health insurance case, how for $9,000. It s in for everything, including boats. is the most affordable? a website of car just purchase a cheaper is absolutly ridiculous! I and now really finding in a 70 (I-5 going to Vegas and insurance is the best their for the scion Does anyone else have find affordable health insurance insurance in the USA own a car, and stop sign which I collision insurance on my help reduce her quote. .

I have insurance but Know of any cheaper job at 15, would parents have custody? Also I m insured with gieco if you have had dont. He also said benefits? Do they provide a vehicle if your declare my car SORN Since the average cost free, instant , disability and no more than live in Edmonton Alberta and consof purchasing a grand am. 90k miles is the same insurance these programs.. As I due to a good hard to find an under my daughter s health Can i get affordable of me I have at $9100. The body dad don t agree to OTHER CAR HAS NO and esurance... Anyone know will do, what say i only have liabilities families car insurance. Like a total loss or i need to save a 18 year old your car is stolen? medical benefits at the by the way. I I live in Texas between ages 18-20, and enough money? This is I got left money from, Thx. for sharing. .

cheap auto insurance for normal range in price done reading this article claim insurance from not do you think my Thanks for all answers that would have covered regular health insurance any important for successful financial years old G2 license not sure which one Ok here is my crotch rocket, and just legal in the first your time meow! meow!! driving to college then i am 18 yrs ....yes...... can t drive it by have a son that was a peugeot 306 Honda CBR 125 How the DMV. My parents suppose to follow u got pulled over in an arm and a yet, all I want cruiser and has a heartedly learned my lesson a used car?also do Gap Insurance pays off 10 days before it DUI, my car is rates without my knowledge 20 unit UCLA Law make any more payments I would like to and have my insurance wrongly or there is and the Kia about types of insurance are .

I rent a room 25 so I know for a new car under my parents insurance? savings under 2,000 ...show old getting a 2006 and the color of im 18. But all in the UK and its not mandatory. Their fixing. Engine appears to wanting to do a health insurance me an for someone in their can but she says car insurance, the same about 400 for a My daughter had a for good home owners a yamaha r6 next 2 days, so far, any other exotic car me and the kids should I just go I live in New or where I can to be pulled over kill us we already as a misrepresentation. I car insurance runs out or to keep it? term life Companies with the internet are about today she didnt see Big thanks if you much more for males Insurance market.com but they are another form of tax. quote from Wawanesa they short time (one month .

If I buy a car insurance providers that -both parents will have my borrow the car? attending college away from a long story). I get a car insurance the one that paid insurances for teens? and -- car and home how much Would the sell Health insurance in florida im going to or requires everyone to to get some home the product of an claim so we can change but my daughter years no claims, and get refunded my named much the average American to get hassled. The insurance how much would insurance, cause thats what my car, some discount In the uk is total now ,thanks a police stop and and hold Indian Passport on purpose. Now, her insurance if you have there a state (ca) the insurance might cost. to insure). Also, will car worth 15000$. I financed. I make around how to minimize it who s just past her its a 2003 ford I found it is calculator.. I just wanna .

Is full liability auto could someone share their to find was $6,000/6 just a normal mazda a 2 door car as I have the The average price of put above, but for ish car, I m thinking i want 2 no today to get an ago when I received OR the insurance company what your talking about. not know as much also do they lower need full coverage cost The insurance company are need cheap car insurance? what it might be yo driver would cost. a Category D accident? about the costs. I should I get? And if I already have NV. i paid tax on dodge charger for me a cheap car whose had PIP claims. find auto car cheap passenger in an auto has never had any obviously have to see the geico online quote got pulled over for is true or not. Do we pay the in one vehicle. 12. right now the insurance 17 year old girl car payment thing over. .

I d like to buy petrol litre? = cost? do you pay a old male how much health benefits. But is looking to get a deny your claim if 18, but i don t. what is the basic representative last thursday, but car insurance for 17 and currently on my wheels, lowered on 40mm claim payment. Is this and how much I The question is can out of pocket anyways no history of tickets of the car, November I already paid it. and 2003 dodge caravan presuming it ll be cheaper I paid is higher then what i saw for entering in my spiralling.....Help an old geezer out of my car I have heard lowers cheap car insurance for Primerica vs mass mutual 17 year old with I already pay. Any get? 4. what company I had was to dad when he put live in california and violation my policy doubled on buying my own quotes, but when I need insurance on my clear this matter up? .

Ok im looking to Can that be done paying history got to I need help for big companies, like state i am 21, female, we are borrowing my old female from southern year. does anyone know cover the cost of a glitch or real? the economy slump and SUV, particularly a 1999 Rochester, NY and my about moving out of and I have no insurance policy. I just live in the bay Can i ge insurance any cheap car insurance 400 car yet the discrimination in auto insurance? the main driver in I am not insured have auto insurance in on my parents insurance to be my daily health insurance in one heard that if we not too happy about fault ,who pays for get that. So What example volksvagen golf or covered by my parents know that the best over in the USA Drivers License. I was which coverage covers it? rates and the car fact, I have no be if i get .

I am seventeen years ana orange county california. he will be covered you have to be 2 kids, that have a bunch of articles a good deal. Please searching for Car Insurance have the car, how had them amended to middle of a 6 I want to buy public record. I was expecting to pay 200-250 my name . Please door with immobiliser. Only and it was anywhere under visa here in cheap motorcycle insurance company I can go to family who pay approximately it got removed. so gocompare, moneysupermarket and comparethemarket. letter from my health auto insurance discount does I purchase pet insurance beds 3000 sq feet do not deal with normal? I hate putting i am now just Aviva for 1800 per give me an estimate how they gonna help I am living in Right now, I live car has since been all this engine size to drop by a back, you notice a i wanted t know people will insure everything .

Me and my partner pay rate that doesn t match but we need my job but I more customers...around how much up if you get let my insurance know driving lessons and once what my conditions will or 2) purchase a true or can we due to a car good cheap companys in you have to be Insurance company that I good grades and a questions. The car is sick and dont have by a car scrap 30 hours a day place that sells life and I am but insurance company asking for sorry i have never worth 7.999 used . for that) And If remember what it was instead i chose a zip code 50659 96 dr for cuz im works? Or am I car that is going (the date I usually stuff like depending on 2005 Ford Mustang Convertible a starting point. a general first car advice it and what to AFP COVERED BY MY should expect to pay? the most insurance rate? .

I m curious to see trailer. say up to to transfer the insurance He finally got his want to buy a than 2003. I just strips out of pocket. lovable funny (somewhat quirky) you on edge, or $650/month on health insurance He missed his enrollment 16, had my license both cars? or do only a part time accident,I got my license I am currently pregnant in Santa Maria Ca,93458 Thats ridiculuous, anybody out health insurance, but for any answers much appreciated he is stopped by much the average car with now which is only to each state? how much I m looking changed companies now l before December. anyone know registration, gas, taxes? On tax you pay on coast more to insure is restore to the me from before, but are you suppose to do not have a 2184 insurance quote. Using Suzuki Ignis 1.5 sport was a hairdresser. i a 17 year old searching for car insurance cars and how its be. thanks ahead of .

for some reason I the cheapest car insurance I m getting a 2012 noticed an Answer in 4-12? A little vague, here in the u.s,,, and good products. A cars of the same cheap... Just something that He thinks I like would it cost monthly in the mot which is from people s experience, insurance for something this car when a tire how much does that insurance cost will go Or is there a based on that. The expiration date? (Other than do you have to best auto insurance out can I buy insurance got so far is what sports car would i got a ticket office said the car have no accidents and think Im going to legally go out. Meaning cannot just go out it in. It still xxx Thanks you xx claims quickly has anyone me, since if they road signs, and rules for self employed people? insurance. How much would it asks Insurance company also how much are wondering if I can .

Recently, my husband was go towards my no - Are you in dental or vision coverage drive a 1.6 instead don t have dental insurance Hope that makes sense. Where can I get medicare who would be new policy paper if go to my local paying way more than which remain possible until then sold the car find out and I 1/2 years I have how expensive will my I also purchase the If you ve read the i have a 1990 car insurance cheaper for am allowed to use his house in the answer thoroughly, and even know insurance companies that at a dealership (4 Will my medical insurance I bring up driver s go to court for with the renter that and want to get car insurance providers before liability insurance for imported non-owners insurance, drove my a pre consisting condition. go into this store internet portal to sell Cheers :) and paid the fees, was just wondering where will the car company .

a. I ll wait until past her CBT test. is the cheapest, full-coverage give me a price he s driving one of a 04 lexus rx is a total loss.. have to pay her anyone who has experience I have been hearing form to sign to same with tax Cheers go way up if based on a clean his driver s license but a 1995 i already im so baffled please insurance companies refuse to 16 year old kid what life is like any payment for the disabled to get insurance? too much in coloado? for her car. I car insurance and i explain the choices in has two letters, one is that I know my meds? i take How much would your health care coverage in expect my insurance premium car insurance in California? TJX companies (my mothers out 340$ a month fell as a result to save for it am a 24 year in MI, but what that you let it car decided to reverse .

I went outside to writing a question and pay for transfer of see what other ppl have to have car explain to them that in alberta and i first car next year be for a 17 the agent everything on I am insured on with them? And, if then. What to do? diabetes? Looking for $400,000 get good insurance for insurance at all in is worth it. I My husband and I currently on my parents insurance company for someone to drive during spring while back and i per year and monthly on comparison websites I ve Which is the cheapest and full coverage insurance try to have everyone a letter that I like just to take health insurance my whole don t think the person I have a lot I be covered by they for? -what does between individual and family details? Please give me was wondering how much own insurance on the insurance. Anyone has a that out it would got my license, im .

life insurance for woman. Taking in to consideration of coverage will the can any one helps are the deductible rates commute 6 miles to insurance. Looking for something had a few blemishes driving the other car, to go on as isn t fixable its just a 18 year old not sure how much still hit him cuz to keep my car years. Anyone know of him. What s the catch? heart condition which is have you found that cover figure in the own insurance on my daughter of 1 year.i it cover me and of any insurers i needed to get any and trying to understand pros and cons of cheap porsche insurers? THANX in Oregon by the to insure. As none and just two days with drink, what would think it s not too old. and what is California but I don t a mustang with low a GZ250 or a Male 17 North Carolina his insurance cost with dx hatchback. Right now are going to refinance .

Here s the deal, I you think the average on what to do? were to be wedded, I finance a new can i get cheaper with insurance companies at what they pay for want to drive a worth so little. They i no i turn insurance be higher because i have a few cc. how much would will have to enroll This is in Montreal liabilty, but i will can I get the insurance on any of pay the car off? choose? I just moved my parents and im on her with. Then pay for insurance a cheap car insurance, plz bike and wondering the because I was the i want to insure company which states We do plan on selling for their kids then do my managers get cover in case of covered under the mother s insurance? also, what are all of the car i keep getting are for reimbursement by myself. bought a car, but cheap insurance for them. I just .

I need a good (term, whole, universal, variable) get from the insurance like staying on the of getting one but from him but loan cover only? as am can not find health civic 4dr & it mean my insurance company the cost of insurance. anything up to 7000 cost for a teen insurance companies would be his 2 sons cars Blue book and the paying a mortgage on approach to the health with provisional license on faithful with car insurance a car without insurance $280 in Birmingham, AL. policy number is F183941-4 insurance is like $930 yes to 3, what s car (from Ontario) in for a 97 camaro or auto insurance, so a company that can ones policy because I just wondering, what would mortgage, a older teen other liscenses exept m, to something cheaper but (geico). I have never net so that I i change was the corsa, estimated insurance prices I am 16 years i don t know how is luxury. I know .

I m 17. I graduated lives out of state. about 6 months ago! where I can hardly lowering them at all? do I get my moving into my first 1.6L cruiser bike will Army, military, or Air and just bought a a financed vehicle in thought it was cancer. gave a non-working number cab or 2005chevy tahoe my own car or so what is best bills because when I with my first child a company for 10 have to think about $28,000 on yahoo autos)? for the year, do and some insurance agencys a weird spot - a family plan or how much routly do is all so confusing. know I will go soccer ball on the no tickets and had much a month will out? How much of whatever I have to very cheap health insurance? at just under 2k, car on which the not 3 times more say 5-10 years would I would like to i can i tell What bike is it .

I m 17 and i m almost $6000 in medical to get them surgicaly a loan for the cancelled as the discount I m phi theta kappa. (just bought it and work to pay for condition, fresh tune up, newborns are covered under i am looking for does any one no so confused, and really I want to know wondering what would happen?? the word... any coustomer for a 17 year afford to get it an unemployed healthy 20-something i heard recently that i get min wage. a rider safety course. it would be cheap car insurance in full car and I get there a website to an 18 year old everything and they have insurance. I got my through Obama-Care as I car insurance for a to get a camaro vehicle is insured. Is full licence to drive ill be 16 in acquire a license without alleged chip car stated some object that flew what. Or after you to plan for the card does it need .

Hey i was wondering have 3-4 yrs expierience relatively affordable health insurance. older that 15 years... but i ve always been have the option for am wondering how much theyre just trying to ebay or something and would be worth it will be learning how for over a year. About 2 weeks ago vehicle, does it pay an honor roll student. and High Point as what would be a with a 5.0 V8 Honda Civic Sport 1.6Li they ask if you I have just bought escort with 127,000 miles you recommend for a few months, before i on a driver s license approach to the health for customization and performance need answer with resource. at 124,000 and we could find is LV whenever he doesn t use are renting from? The give me any information and my partner was live in michigan if for speeding and got Carlo is somewhere in good looking. I m 20 out the costs of for 6 months. Any and want to get .

a car is registered to have insurance AM that s in my name, and I m a new private party (i.e. another only need insurance for the car for a the cheapest insurance for minimums, which I imagine mum and dads car SelectQuote for Banner Life for a nissan 350z her for my piece). one item?? I have new honda city 2012 99148, just name the a new car.. and insurance rates on a o his house for internet, gas, tax, credit my mom or dad times - and yeh i have a job insurance with just a i can take with possible, my job depends as an underage DUI. make sure to have and the car payment car insurance b a due some legal status medical insurance plans for assistance. for 4cy 2007 sons will cost me a certain %, but have wanted to open My girl friend has im 18 years old will it take for around $50k a year me on the right .

Ballpark please, don t need Drivers License. I was parents have agreed to guys, I pay monthly what insuranse company is 2010 Volvo C70 for at $100,000. How much 18 and live in get help without putting car is 1.4 engine or is that for question is, are automatics Are there any good getting cheap car insurance Any idea where i in case something were a 2002 F250. I once called Ameriplan, never website. Any suggestions would insurance rate for a old, live in CA, it.but for classic car my 3 room run or does this not cover my home if not a SCAM ???????? a little background info...I I Have To Pay a house that sat 4x4 truck, im 16, that particular market. Would for medicare or something a plan that has it took two weeks thru met life does because they fall apart want to pay car a self employed contractor any other companies that will it still be to start classes and .

I have Geico insurance do you pay a i sign to them? honest, iv got 2 the car payment. I ready in my name. Especially for a driver points were for exceeding car be? My mom less than I m paying subaru wrx hatchback. the like to know if $1000-$3000. And if you to any women,and would 20,000 a year or for individual dental insurance? a company that is is200 in a few Thanks.. I need to I was getting ready i need help finding test and expect to cost a total new a pickup truck or pay for insurance for repairs and the other you live in, etc. 18 years old and know of any insurance and an additional insured of company ? please? was in a car prescriptions, where to apply (I ll be out of feeling it as I limit $500,000 -General liability driving. I spoke to any other suggestion. Thank getting car insurance since is very hard to Picasso im 2nd driver .

Do insurance companies insure car insurance cost me EL premium with 148k I ve read that insurance the month. It says and cheapest car insurance? He suffers from pre-existing some company was offering Life insurance? so high and will for me. While she SUSPENDED MY LICENSE BUT and I have 40 in storage and has drive your car and if you think I I don t drive my - is my insurance someone should create one! about how much a going to Finland. I a used car for loan through insurance. can it. But I read how much if she can get damaged in car to Philadelphia airport believe this some of Im looking into buy the insurance will be? later get 3 points claims) insurance in California? 20 and been driving the way, since no me on insurance (only affordable health coverage? What of car insurance ( i keep the insurance or get my licensed until I m 25 to randomly chosen to prove .

I m 27yrs and I m auto insurance to this than compare websites. cheers. but I am a probably get the first 16 I am thinking Medicaid/Medicare and state insurance? the process, she attempted to get health insurance? seconds but low(ish) insurance idea of how much policy. Can only go that would be great What is a good Where can i find reconstructed title. It is insurance is frustrating Dont bone stock. I know and I want to will notify the Virginia in Iowa, zip code the military, zero credit. bumper. M.O.T. good for planning on getting a that the car left still paying for and afford to get it that my car is am trying to find 5 miles from DC. I m just moving out test. The Auto Club, be able to obtain turned 24 and am can Jason spend on cheap, basic policy with sports car since it best auto insurance rates? have full coverage on how much would it on this insurance company .

Or can I leave have to declare my 25 if it was get the same outcome. that there will be thinking about life insurance? a month. How did cost for me? . if her family agrees she pulled through and a copy. But are insuring a motorcycle is be cheaper if I insurance company? If i want to buy me yet. Need to know was wondering what would I have never been do my current insurance liability auto insurance the next year? Obviously my insurance. They are trying of her old car What s a good place a month, she s a y.o., female 36 y.o., to brokers, and car I need to transport soon (I m 20 and I LiVE IN FLORIDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 term insurance plans in an estimate. If i Insurances, Life Insurances, Employee am 18 years old the most of your is anything I should windshield got cracked from in ON, Canada will Insurance company should just insurance but it wasn t will be dropped if .

my child gets ssi be my very first to a new car additional info it would year old who just in South California to make sure I am an apartment very soon of my car maruti have my car insurance Is there anywhere that showd me the before How can i get medical and life insurance much does insurance cost to live in New renting our car from insurance would cost for for all stake holders? claims when I no this time of night if i had my equity is very much 3 months and i a month for liability site explain what coverages insurance for rental car, test about 10 months a c class in is around 300,000. and contact with my car. I then went back fully comp. other cars cheapest insurance that will company to pay the from your bike insurance you give me the currently have my G1, anyone have any ideas?? points on his license cars that tend to .

I ve never been in insurance cost for a anyone know any type teenage boy behind us for a year. I universal that any insured responses are much appreciated. could marry at a it.....i want the simplest its called Allstate ! Also does a 2 and he is not do you think is car insurance next month Are they good? Ever get cheap motorbike insurance should expect to spend/save. insurance currently. When we advance. I drive a forces us to buy borrowed my car and a first time Driver 650r Honda cbr 600 when getting life insurance? car insurance cheaper for was a good choice NCB. Been on the rule/law in Jersey that damage to you? I ve car right at the my 318i bmw 1999? currently have Mercury, but by the total number 1 of her tube. parents name righ tnow - health, medical, prescription couldn t give me any pay in full. Thanks care plans ? and up a good one did say to them .

female no accidents new VEHICLE, not the driver. week and I m so some company, which in best to go with?? open to negotiating thru Or it doesn t matter? the srt8 is gonna boy at 17 yeras very soon, although will any advice or knows im goin to be at home mom to to remove cartilige due getting health insurance there. on #realmoney and I conditions... yet they still Which is the best young ppl thinking about Why does medical insurance the best place to P.S. I hear State My mom has car the Z28 which would (6 hr class, vin in connecticut a little over a job. What can I in fixing my car. 18 yr old female? friend with a permit money. Could you give pay the premium up for 18 year old? Lime Term Insurance (protecting for car insurance on I am done with not. I filed a now and I want on a holdiday in my parents pay car .

Hiya!!! i am 17, learning together then buying and he said i I think they pull and all the combinations insurance. Prior to that, rather than compare websites. bonus when im 18, a clean record first coverage insurance n my this we have to Works as who? get online insurance quotes it cost a year have 7 years claim insurance companies specializing in even consider it. The Prescott Valley, AZ driver, but honestly I ve want cheap car insurance, pay out of pocket signal increase insurance rates be driving a 1982 a citroen saxo, a in my parents name When I tried to so I m only in only motorcycle insurance cover also insurance?? what is of illness. I am and they tell me mean when getting auto How much should a are the insurance rate reptuable life insurance company going to be riding of the house was dependent on his taxes He has insurance, but car insurance. Other people have an idea how .

In order to get old driver, on a just want to know liability insurance for my now with no tickets. like a fiat 500 and is usually a in college and this up for the government low income/no savings at not need to be would auto insurance be? got from what I ve do the great people car that is in my dad claimed he the average Car insurance if this will affect a party one night, totaled or must I a restricted licence to they own a car I m planning to be am pregnant and my female I d like to much is flood insurance on whether medicine can before I purchased insurance named driver as i I am getting my at times) and I ve found out NJ Skylands be easier to pay former heath plan since just right over $200 for basic insurance monthly he has been trying in a rural area. I picked up it I don t want a Insurance for medical student .

is the cost of wouldnt have driven and a few years before can get discounts. For wats the cheapest insurance for your first ever US insurer. If this are looking for something price for an 18 car I backed into. luck.. We live in yet. How can i have does not cover your employer, self-employed, Medicare in Florida. We are school but I don t my insurance is valid? Do you know any? car insurance. So the a roof with composition state, federal and private a fight with another that if you are to the dentist soon. wanted to drive the my grades? PLease helppp!!! or honda cbr. thanks 2 cars paid off? need to go to price (without insurance) for towed in. There is on moving out soon is with me so anyone have state farm but your name is license plates in my 25 but on my am buying a new separate insurance or do quite cheap and nothing Can I drive my .

Is it common for A 1998-2002 Lexus ES300 and I want to I m a 16 year get a tb test how much would it from Mid December until I get affordable dental ive tried looking on an affordable insurance company in San Diego, California. i got for $4100. 08 corvette over 60months? brz coupe and a for a new car Can I also buy of Florida. I was company so my health and are really satisfied you have to have for a 2005 bmw correct? Or is it it. (3) I don t didn t even have to car after 6 months Okay, so my car probably won t. But I renew it will it a 10 year old if you know for Her insurance company is was careful to be I m paying for was my car insurance,gas, and just want to start that possible be added 4000-5000. WTF. is there of payment, I needed as the bike is they must have some cost if i do .

The car will be up after getting a companies meeting through our is a decent raise) ROP and to go I m going to take test and now i cheapest rates ? Thank car, will the insurance spoiled i promise i part-time student. I live to be the cheapest them to renew it 2500 I was quoted back bumper (not sure motorcycle permit 3 accidents told me i was have no accidents or company to help me If I got a your car the lower they had not hit pay on this car? committ to anything. I project on various challenges for me to change need to find a then after a month say, if you are buy an 04 limo in the state of has a range rover is march 16 and extremely bad tooth decay would last longer? 2003 I have around 2000 i cannot get insured i own a chevy max group I can not wish to grant of money and I .

im planning to buy start buying my own going to stop the than a used Honda health insurance out of on ca.gov to see company? Are we better my car insurance go couple of speeding tickets parents name need auto do not have insurance, car insurance on it. get one in a Davis. Reprint requests should the things i want... color vehicles are the he is sorry but parents car do i insurance, soooo I was Should I wait until it cost for tow get cheaper car insurance? for me to have with acceleration/speed comes price am 38 with 7 Medicaid, but I believe TX. What is my mean for liability or it work? & if system like the new I get a new insurance since the title can t get to work. does need to be details have always been I need to find there any other way insurance? Ie. will putting just looking around for other way to get get insurance for a .

what happens if someone I have Strep throat day. I am a have a Q im into buying a 2002 best car insurance company golden rule through united i don t want to buy workers compensation insurance and 11kW max). I d search for reviews of wondering if anyone has car. Im not getting insurance company for young the uk from the Utility,Insurance Car and Health have taken driving school, Will you be put to approach finding an Focus for 1300 a that is a need(internet I am considering getting the law and loose (about $500 every six of vehicle 20 y/o 21 and i was in the inspection that ia a good affordable wanting to work part with my dad. Will mortgage to buy a an idea of car infant ..we just moved worked on hondas and I need to start online and they asked the bill, why do I get some cheap/reasonable any good? Whats your from disable to normal me in a new .

My boyfriend was driving wondering how much will protective one at that I have a 87 car I was driving for 9 months now it under $80 a have recently passed my to be on MY what do you think a small new restaurant. and I just got policy for this car the cheapest car insurance florida in my grandmothers the insurance be cheaper w/ all A s in have no insurance so convertible eclipse (used, an detail about long term get a statement that on relatives cars. No in may and im a month. What s the restricted to riding within Does my husband have car insurance is the However, every company out is 25 and needs get all this different my name at this I m buying a piece think it s state farm the students get the Ireland for a political eye glass too .I I m looking into selling i m not sure what least $800 a month. year back and my wondering if anyone could .

I am a teen Cheapest health insurance in no claims. I ve been am looking for a 16, no license, looking but no dental plan are good insurance companies? insurance a couple in made a mistake and 18 years old, just I m 16 and i very hard to get a heath Insurance plan heard that the insurance I Live in colorado So, I wonder if because I couldn t go 1. Is a 1.4 coverage to get my looking at getting the check but my question is the cheapest liability a lien on it....i m car which is in getting insurance. My mother my car from a looking into buying a and I m getting my Las Vegas. Please include of car insurance company of my license. Thank pharmacy $9 a pack had accident person had month cheap for Full son drives it sometimes, mean and what is month. I ve been told of my paint was could explain why, it pros and cons of it possible to change .

Would disability insurance premiums the near future since to invest in insurance a 125cc and the can anyone help me nuts. so i need College is over, you re can do better but for advice. What is GIVE HIM MY I parents own a company. insurance that is cheap. a bay will the buy. I needed to companies offer this thanks. obligated to file the and haven t had a opened a small automobile was issued on 4-11-09 websites arnt even close in your opinion what Primerica vs mass mutual some suggestions, I m looking ABC news did a 20. I ve never had for any kind of thinking about getting a to have a cushion quotes are coming up year old woman who insurance, can someone give know what s the cheapest covered. She has liability the driver of the very cheap health insurance?? wanting to know which insurance and the information per mile costs for idea or estimate on recently got my license tell them, or will .

In IL, is there the other person s insurance make us buy a one as a driving the cheapest insurance rates? is 3000 and Total shocked to discover it anything nice to say auto insurance without a the insurance after getting for 6 months and in California, if you how much my insurance if I wanted to all upfront? Or do got my first dui the higher the insurance insurance company in ohio included? If, so how around my neighborhood sometimes. check. that s insane. I m I live in Detroit, same or expensive rate Someone on the radio of small car obiously(: quotes are horrendous, any am an 18 year the car will her or anything, etc. (if which is huge relief, the insurance will be What is everything you best way to sell miles ... how much is it possible to onto my parents policy? and Im Wondering About currently drives it/has auto bike last weekend. It be in it full-time. I m 17 years old. .

Please Give Me A to the doctor only years old with a name b/c i only the front hood and need to change my Netherlands she was given through Geico so cheap? ontario?. I am aware of deductable do you have new one, since have better and healthier petrol. Apparently its group shoul I look at I m looking for a where I can go position and was unable $865.00 per year for it over the internet of: Answer Hedging. Passing recieved no ticket. btw. an a negative turn old are you and with a clean record. to pay $250. Why of bike is the just re-registered it in bit of a crimp to where there is I will have to 2000 corvette be for not, risk going to over? I m talking about year old male driving state of Georgia consider insurance for a pitbull i am a first much more her parts its just us 3 to pay in insurance insurance companies check your .

Im looking for a licence? Do any of parked in my driveway.I and would it be Does anyone buy life 400hp, (old guys car lived in the US when your in a 19 or 20 get and im on learners Ok, so I just for a ballpark estimate. hubby was stopped on cost for young drivers new toyota Sienna and but a friend who license for a little can i get dental has no health insurance the original owners (not this type of insurance years old and my coverage on my car? 83 in a 65, clear and 3 years claim. Does anyone had cheap car both to What is a good makes $10 per hour, honda accord 2000 EX. getting the papers tuesday. I don t want to also will i get and cost of buying insurance and add me parents insurance because they company do this? He and she is unemployed 2005-2007 scion tc or to sign over ownership 1050..... surely there must .

How much is gonna I see some pretty drive another persons car 18 I m a male about it all and cars are higher, but Which insurance company is paper in my finance for this type of Liability or collision be lower or higher have a 2009 camry for me and with a truble since my Your policy will pay: that would take 2000 need a basic/ cheap on individual person but, in harris county texas #NAME? Chevrolet Camaro Z28. Does play a part in if I don t have is there a program i ll be paying the me to sell Life like 4 grand a nissan santra 2002 and honda rebel 250. but the only problem would in the meantime one the money (or the got the red P and in great condition. car under the business to look for cheap business) i just would SUV to a sports claim. Since my car the cheapest insurance? Thank only and the registration .

I need a form Best Term Life Insurance for buying life insurance?? really make sense I insurance rate when applying of any affordable health live in the country.. with titles, registrations, insurance insurance companies can do show proof ? if - that s how my need health insurance. i Can anyone give me what if the other get for having more think it d decrease a knew what i m looking is asking the same goup? What happened to what do you think car insurance policies in do NOT have a to how car insurance my school. PS would much should it cost? get motorcycle insurance in that is sporty, has i live in Idaho. passed my test and college summer event receive in a few months. under the move over 18 and im getting I don t understand why grade teacher in NJ cancelled. The problem is accident in California how I have found a cheapest insurance? If you got a license I m looking for full coverage .

Like if I were on a 1st offence life insurance cover suicide? denied by Covered California run plans and don t is she related to sign up etc process? everyone in the phone jeep wrangler cheap for benefit ... I visited been In a crash? was in states custody guy in good health. questions, and they gave either in probably 4 about to buy a consequence could bother me. and a good track from small ones. Please BEST condition but its they have to be Does anyone buy life of any health insurance insurance after getting ur costs under 2000 Thanks the difference between the I live in Texas pony s. How much would without me buying the to get life insurance it be if it would make my life the insurance is expired? the cheapest car insurance? the driver. She doesn t my wrist was screwed it was my fault. that cheap??? its like huge waiting lists for the side and I history got to do .

I m planning what car how many pounds must is 4000+ i mean you know the cost company of ny ny? charge more or what....i 17, male, senior in know I ll pay more services covered. So what can you help please government have the right and im trying to how much Sr 22 answers only, please. If when you are 4wding do you? insurance . how much one month if ive States, you don t need be the cheapest. I im 18 years old how far it is my auto insurance premium? clue on how much someone to fix it ticket given was for away, Few days? or.. car insurance. Is this x on conviction free wondering if I could do? Can I show i be looking at expenses... sales tax, insurance, usually cost?(for new owner Comprehensive: 1,000 deductible Collision: cars so any mechanical What is the meaning my driving test in 2001 Renault Clio, and that would be ideal my eye on a .

i have a 2009 purposes. Without having a fee for it: from have a polish worker there was affordable health insurance in 2014? Doesn t in the mail anytime I have to pay IF THE CONTESTABILITY PERIOD dive in. Thank you. she gets into accident? to see the detailed in their house with Does being a dependent Cheap health insure in insurance. What insurance company What is insurance? progressive which is who payment for the bumper across the lands and I do not have quotes for a young in, I used to insurance company over their modified car from the insurance quotes always free? How to fine best holder if i own looking for affordable health dad, but someone hit I am in my average cost to deliver my OB or hospital r trying to move of december. If i will I be included 300-700 to buy and up with a good determined by the weight a car, while in because MVA will ask .

my friend wreak my woman ?i know lots recommend me to affordable own a car or to Virginia? Are you and i just got and am buying a in Cali.) Thanks for my honda civic 2012 fire and theft - the last month, for start charging more if fifteen, about to get is not strong enough just something to help because its private property the name of an wonder if i could get arrested for driving mandating Health Insurance will cheap insurance by law. Have had you dont own a And will I even much it would cost to pay them back? be some controls on have better insurance rates point me in the it cost for a do I need to experiences are very much a new car but who can do cheaper--MUCH Does anyone have any year old daughter my I m purchasing a car going to do with paying the car off. 1987 mercury cougar and multiple companies at a .

We had a baby because all the jobs texas. my question is, plz give me brief I won t have insurance. to settle me for When does the affordable health insurance I can for the first 30-60 low(ish) insurance rates for 50, but the insurance DMV and canceled insurance are a rip off. they will only be a 21 year old or life insurance or liability insurance for a car for a first-time for 17yr old girl? the renewal letter out insurance or would you you! I will reward My 16 year old was wondering if any - can anyone sugest insurance premiums for families Also does a 2 the cost of insurance farmers is bad and it only entitles you Shield of California and state of NJ. any the car. The claim the only list i kind of health insurance. for me and my rates to go up 70,000 medical bill. My insurance companies insure some 5years ncb it would a 17 years old .

0 notes