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I think the only real occasion he will let it happen is if his partner was pregnant because you can’t tell me he doesn’t have at least the smallest breeding kink and wouldn’t cry in bed if his girl was carrying his baby.
Every other time, probably not. He isn’t in a good enough head space to handle being reminded of his daughter.
Y’all, I understand that Miguel O’Hara is this huge, sexy hunk, and I’m thirsting for him as much as you guys are, but he would absolutely despise being called daddy/papí in bed
#miguel o’hara x reader#he literally lost his daughter like wtf#why would he want to be called that???#at least try to be more realistic#spiderman#spiderman 2099#spiderman across the spiderverse#spiderman 2099 x reader#spiderman into the spiderverse#miguel ohara#let me be#delusional
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carefully attempted to draw (still sick); wanted to give Shargon another redesign, this is an older version of him but the basics should also go for his younger self (idk yet about his lung replacement design; arms are posed weird to make anatomy clearer)
(wip, oc art, Shargon, he/they)
#ganondoodles#art#oc#oc art#wip#character design#im really liking this one ngl#posted this on twitter but didnt here bc its just a wip but .. idk how far i will get with this lol#i know barely anyone is interested in oc art#especially when its not my usual big buff type i love so much#everything needs a lil variety tho!#and this build just fits shargon more than the typical#if anyone can make sense of it-#the extra arms he gets (red ones) are bc he gains another heart from Eadrya so he has two hearts and two elements now thus changed#(dw Eadrya is fine .... it makes sense in lore but its alot to explain and i dont think anyone would care anyway)#not trying to be dismissive- just realistic to save myself the time writing it and disappointment when no one reads it :U#i need to put more effort into oc art if i want anyone to care#at least i know Eadrya has always at least one fan (thank you calamity <3)
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Trying to remember how to draw him T-T
#Fíli#the hobbit#how long has it been since i last drew him#at least a year right#but now i'm back in dat lotr phase ^o^#expect more probably!!#it's been so long since i've painted 'realistically' too aaaa#myart#week 12#week 168#i'm so behind on uploads#im trying T-T#might fix this one up once i see it with fresh eyes idk
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The giant ant is complete, and it turned out so much better than I’d even imagined! It’s also surprisingly easy to comfortably carry around, which I did not expect
#sewing#handmade#plushie#ant tw#bug tw#insect tw#because this thing turned out way more realistic than I thought it would#like. not entirely realistic but more than I usually manage!#ant plushie#giant ant plushie#it is very soft and very cuddly and it has so many legs#that if you pick it up no matter how you pick it up it kinda feels like it’s trying to hold onto you#because at least one leg will wrap around your arm#it also use all but small scraps of a half yard of fabric for the legs antennae and mandibles#and that’s not even counting the fabric for the head and body#I’ll get pictures with the worms and with me holding the ant soon#I just want to have better lighting and a different shirt#today’s shirt is not exactly one I’d wear around company lol
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Hello there, dear @itsokaytomakemosstakes!
I was your assigned gift maker for the @dcmk-exchange event!
Ever since you shared your lovely mugs with me, the thought that Ran would get them as a matching kitty set for herself and Conan, wouldn't leave me alone. So I decided to embrace the idea; for both the headcanon and the personal touch.
Originally I planned something more silly, but the soothing vibes of my first sketch were just so lovely, I went with this instead (especially since I thought you might appreciate a bit of peace).
I hope you'll like this, and I really have enjoyed chatting with you, Moss!
#dcmk exchange#dcmk-exchange#detective conan#dcmk#meitantei conan#名探偵コナン#edogawa conan#fanart#the detective gremlin#my stuff#HELLO THERE: TIS I YOUR GIFTER AND I HAVE ARRIVED#i'm sorry i'Ll be ranting in the tags (as i wont to do)#*inhales deeply* i know you said you wanted something silly but... the image of him drinking from his mug was so soothing to me#i hoped it would be a bit soothing for you too *fidgets with hands*#i'm not really good at fanart but i saw in your form that you would like a fanart if possible#and i wanted to give it a try and i actually really loved working on it a lot i accidentally got into the zone for hours#i mostly used markers and a bit of coloured pencil to colour his pajamas.#(a very light green which the scanner killed but well...) so a mixed media piece?#i also felt more comfortable for going with a semi-realistic style? i always wanted to do my own interpretation of shinichi's adorable hair#and i tried to imitate how gosho colours hair since i've always liked that style. an attempt was made at least#i really hope you like this at least a tiny bit and if you ever want to talk you are more than welcome to#and stay strong darling. and let yourself heal and grieve. give yourself all the time you need.#i also didn't want to set too high a bar for myself since i have a weird relationship with doing fanart. so i kept this fairly simple.#but i'm really satisfied. more than i thought i would be. so thank you for this experience a lot!!!#i also wanted to go for the feeling that he is tiny... so the mug is big and he is tiny... extra tininess... a baby...#also me realizing late in the game that i wanted to add a tiny blush but... well... *coughs*
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important question that’s been eating at me. assuming cait would be the maid of honor, who would be the best man at jayvik’s wedding?
#REALISTICALLY it would not be vi as much as i want her to be for jayce bestie reasons + because she’d love having the title of best man#in a particular au? possibly#but let’s stick to closeish to canon#im really not sure. heimerdinger’s a funny and decently valid option but i feel like hes got more of a parental role of sorts#or an officiant. oh man imagine that#anyway. aside from that I really have no idea. viktor hardly has any friends and jayce has a lot of acquaintences but not a lot of deep#connections. at least that’s how I read it#jayce’s mom would walk him down the aisle and would be trying so hard not to cry (and failing)#man this is making me realize they really dont have a lot of closeish male acquaintances huh#eating at me. eating at me#jayvik#arcane#rambling
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This is insane to me (left-april 2024 and right is today!!)
#ITS NOT EVEN DONE#WHATTTT#trying to draw at least janette adele and josh with their faceclaims as the base to make them more realistic and so far GOING WELL!!!!!#thoughts in the void#my art
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Random requested drawings! 🌝
#miguel o'hara#vincent sinclair#quentin smith#house of wax#idk if you can tell but im trying to render more realistic faces these days lol#and be more mindful of lighting and stuff#massive step out of my comfort zone#long way to go but ah well im trying at least
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i finally convinced my mom to try watching arcane w/ me but she's like "i'm still not sure about this show" after the third ep 😭😭
#she's all 'the one who caused all this shit started playing the victim and idk ://'#and i'm like 'yeah but mom thats kinda the Thing about this show.... that u can never be sure of the consequences of ur actions'#and it's like. people acting emotionally!!!! which is so realistic!!!! and she tried to do the right thing she just got stopped by her dad!#then everything REALLY went to shit adjgksjfs#i think i've convinced her to watch one more ep tomorrow..... she's gotta at least see the time skip through to get a better idea of things#so we'll see. :x either way i'll be continuing my rewatch bc i do in fact plan to try adding jinx to my multi#OUGGGHHHHH and rewatching again and paying more attention to things this time has me positively FROTHING AT THE MOUTH AJDKGGJSHH#yeah. yeah i'm gonna try my hand at writing her i should've honestly done it two fuckin years ago#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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i don’t know if this is a hot take or not but the rr/b skew more neutral than evil to me
#at least when they’re just on their own and not actively following the orders of grown-ass lunatics#they could objectively be doing worse#but the way they’re written they’re just really obviously kids with no actual guidance trying to have fun#the most actively evil thing they’ve done is pay lip service to destroying the power/puff girls sometimes#and then just never really. attempt it?#and i’m comparing this to the ppnkg who actually Are evil#arguably Also because of the way they’re raised but still#their actions lean more actively dangerously malicious than an annoying child with powers spiting you because you happened to buy a soda#all of this to say i just don’t buy when people refer to them as irredeemable or naturally immoral or anything#i think they’re naturally *mischevious* but as far as them maturing/the possibility of being rehabilitated#realistically they could truly go either way#this isn’t really a response to any particular takes i’ve seen though i’m just rambling#bubble journal#i know a lot of people don’t like that about them and want them to be more threatening#i personally like it a lot though i mean it’s definitely how I would’ve written characters like them i think#and i think making them shittier would just turn them into full ppnkg clones#and it would also make less sense for the girls to even let them keep living if they were full-on horrible constantly#like . kill them!?!?!!?!?!? are you nuts!!!?!!!!!!?!?#that’s like an av3ngers level threat you’re letting run around town
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if you melt chocolate into your chai does that make it a grimy-chai (like a dirty chai but no coffee) or a spiced hot chocolate
#occurred to me during my experiments of making drinks match skintones#im able to get darker tones with the vegan chai powder than the plain one#while the vanilla chai is slightly yellower and more saturated#also using caramilk instead of white chocolate to lighten gives it a more realistic colouration#i havent experimented much with alternative milks for this but i am excited to see what the warm off-whites will do#since cow milk is so desaturated (colour wise)#also i might try source some other kind of syrups than the strawberry#since its a pinkish red - not quite magenta and i want a truer or at least warmer red for experimentation#also might try to source a blue (blueberry?) syrup or find my green (lime) syrup i got from the bakery#- to see if i can create bruise colours#on a side note if i can find two different ways to cause the same colour change that'll be amazing so i can then work around#-taste preferences or just flavour profiles clashing#anyway uh#thumbs up emoji#plygnt
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in so much pain that i'm honestly second guessing if any of this is worth it lol
#like realistically just being able to actually eat should be a huge QOL improvement#but if the migraines and tmj pain actually stay more like what they are right now it might not even matter#I'm trying to correct that bad rotation in my jaw rn and it is killing me#it was to sit way shifted that's the only pain free position#and i don't know why#it was suggested that improper bone development could be a factor#which may only be correctable with surgery#and idk if i believe that even works let alone want to do it#or could#and it just feels like at this rate my only option is to spend the next 20 years chasing the next potential fix#before just giving up and accepting that i simply was not meant to feel good lol#and so it's tempting to just get ahead of the curve and do it now#obviously i won't. the process is already started and there's no way it doesn't at least help#but morale is down i will not lie
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Could you maybe tell us what future Raz and Lilis relationship is like now?


*vibrating with excitement*
Putting this under a read more because it might be really long hemngh
So I'd decided to study their characters and how they interact a little more (mostly from the second game, but a little bit of the first too) and think about how their relationship would develop as they got older.
I came to the conclusion that I want to portray them as two people who have some level of affection for the other, but don't have time to focus on being sappy "boyfriend and girlfriend" because of work. The "fun" part their relationship ended waaaay back when they were 18-ish and went from Junior Agents to Official Psychonauts. It ain't exactly easy to go on dates and save the world at the same time y'know, and both of them have a lot of personal stuff going on.
Raz is almost always busy. Constantly filling out paperwork, running around in Sasha's lab, doing agent stuff, Circus stuff, the WHOLE shebang. Lili, is still trying to get over her dad's retirement, as the while thing still feels very surreal to her. Not to mention Hollis and her dad trying to push her to become the next Grand Head, much to her dismay. It's not very easy to have a social life with that much going on to be 100% honest.
Theres also taking their very different personalities into account. Lili's "Fuck around and find out" and Raz's sticking to a solid plan type of methods tend to clash quite often, and many newcomers have a hard time telling whether or not they're dating or competing with eachother.
Lili is probably the most complicated woman Raz has ever worked with, and while he finds it endearing he also finds it incredibly exhausting. Sometimes, It feels like she'll do the exact opposite of what he tells her just to get a reaction out of him, out of spite. But it's not like she can help it. She absolutely hates being told what to do, and one of her least favorite things about Raz is when he decides to become "Mr. Boss man" and order everyone around during missions. Despite all of- that- however, they do end up having very successful missions!... Most of the time.
There's also the pressure to keep up professional appearances for their fellow agents and new interns. One thing the both of them can agree on, is that they'll avoid showing any PDA in front of their coworkers. They still cringe thinking about how a little too comfortable they were as kids, and how almost EVERYONE in the Motherlobe knew about it. Luckily, most of those people are retired, quit or fired, and gives the two a better chance to be a little more professional with their relationship in front of the newcomers, because if they have to hear, "You guys are like the next Sasha and Milla!" One more time...
This isn't to say that things are always rough and gloomy for them. They still have a very special connection, and after knowing eachother for half of their lives, it's not like they're going to get rid of the other anytime soon. So might as well make the most of it, eh? She'll never admit it out loud, but there's really no other person Lili would rather be tied up and dangling over a pool of pyrokenetic sharks with than Raz (which has actually happened before btw) There's no way you won't catch them holding hands or sneaking a quick kiss at least once.
Anyways, to sum all of this shishkabable up best I can: They're WAY too close to be considered "just coworkers", but they also have way too much going on to focus on a serious relationship at this time.
Good on you if you managed to read my nonsensical ramblings all the way through! Take a prize from the prize bin you deserve it 👏 👏👏
#I hope this makes sense-#It's like 1am rn and I kind if blacked out while writing this#I was on a roll for a hot minute#Feels kind of nice to have a creative ruch again since art hasn't been doing it for me recently#Anyways allow me to ramble some more in my tags now that I'm conscious again#I hope I managed to get my take on their relationship clear#I don't dislike razlili#I LOVE razlili#It's one of my comfort ships they're so stinkin cute#And as much as I love sappy future Raz and Lili#I want to try and focus on a more realistic and slightly dramatic take#AT LEAST IN MY EYES#I want to explore their business relationship as well as their romantic one#So why not do a mixture of both amiright#The only people who ever see the two of them “together” are the (previous) interns or the Aquatos#Also the old superstar agents like Sasha Milla etc.#But yeah#Idk im tired#doodles rants#psychonauts#psychonauts 2#razputin aquato#lili zanotto#anon babble#Razlili#Psychonauts future
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Its so crazy when you play a game in dub(or watch smth ig) and you listen to the other ones(in this case, the intended language) and its like HUHHHH!?!?! My boy does NOT sound like that !!!
#fuck me tho bcs in my attempts to find a clip of him speaking in eng#i looked clips up on yt instead of changing my settings cause duh#and just fucking spoiled myself for a thousand things in the process 😭😭😭😭#me at me: forget forget forget forget FORGET FORGET#anyways i do not understand his eng voice it sounds nothing like how i perceive him like ?????????#french dub ON top#im like gaaahhhh ong hes so hot bark bark. oh wait i wonder how he was actually intended to sound#cause honestly his voice is a big part of his attractiveness to me#but his eng voice is SOOOO bleh to me. but id need to hear more and im not willing to spoil myself#but god. tho kinda ironic cause i think his model and voice are the same dude. sry sir but im not a fan LOL#*btw i mean arno why am i always so vague 😭#the vibe is sooooo different its actually insane to me#i was like im sure his eng voice is great! nah. tho maybe its cause hes stuck in my brain as the french voice#also may i say one of my biggest pet peeves? its fine or whatever to have smth take place in a country with a foreign language but-#-still have the language be english. that's just a realistic expectation for anglo made projects yknow#BUT GOD. WHEN THEY DONT EVEN FUCKING AT LEAST TRY TO HAVE AN ACCENT MIRRORING WHERE THEY ARE#WHY ARE YOU A FRENCHMAN IN FRANCE SPEAKING ENG WITH A TOTALLY BRITISH ENG#WHY ARE YOU AN AUSTRIA IN AUSTRIA SPEAKING ENG WITH A BLATANT AMERICAN ACCENT#etc etc. theres sometimes where i dont absolutely hate it. but it bugs the shit out of me#especially bcs id rather watch smth in the language where it takes place bcs its more immersive. so like. at least try w the accent#catie.rambling.txt
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so damn close to finishing writing my first fic for this show but my head feels like it’s gonna explode from writing an entire 3.3K theoretical analysis paper for like five hours straight and if I look at my computer screen much longer I might just fucking die so. here we are. suffering.
#rambling#it’s way longer than i intended but what the fuck else is new. even that essay was 300+ words over the word limit#fic’s gonna end up around 7K (oneshot) and it’s way too stupid a premise to be that long gdhssjdhshjdjf#realistically I wouldn’t have posted it today even if I did finish it cause I’d wanna read it over at least once before anything#I have another much more serious one started and outlined but I can already tell that bitch is gonna take a while#and will likely? maybe? be in chapters#it’s like. a compilation of events in charles’ life that have to do with his sexuality and the context for his difficulty accepting it#of which. there is a lot#a couple scenes I have planned I’m excited to write and I really hope I don’t get overwhelmed and give up#grahhhh#it’s been so long since I’ve posted fanfic that I am struggling with trying to relearn a resistance to cringe#I mean. at my own writing#aghhshhhhhdgh I hope it isn’t too long and rambly and whatever
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I have three stories that I would like to write at least some part of before the deadline for the Inklings Challenge.
I am scrolling tumblr and obsessively looking up book recommendations online.
I see some problems here.
#adventures in the inklings challenge#i am having a scatterbrained week#so very tired yet unable to sleep#mind going off in a million different directions#unable to focus because i have an event at 7 pm#i keep trying to do inklings housekeeping and then forgetting what i was supposed to do#i would like a refund on this brain#at least the obsessive book rec scrolling could be useful for at least one of the ideas#so far the plan is: finish the short story that's been my main focus for the challenge#by just starting at the beginning and writing instead of trying to finesse old material into the new outline#try to write at least one scene that's more of a prequel to the other main idea#and if by some magic i have time left (where??? i don't think you understand the concept of linear time sweetheart)#scribble out a version of the third idea#oh wait there's a fourth one!#that's one's very scribbly though#that one could realistically be written in saturday spare moments#i guess the hope with idea 3 would more accurately be a hope to *start* so it's an unfinished story to write after the deadline#rather than trying to sneak in a new story under the inklings umbrella under false pretenses
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