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gwensy · 4 months ago

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i cant do this today

#back to back sp*derverse posts saying like #“WHERREE DID GWEN GET TEAL POINTE SHOES!! SHES REBELLING AGAINST BALLET WOW!!!”#first of all theyre demi pointe real pointe shoes would tear her achilles tendons in half #there are specific colors. of shoes. for different ballets. they arent hard to find #yes typically tights and shoes are meant to match the wearers skin tone #you can paint. pointe shoes. people do this so often #is google hard #is it difficult #followed by a “WHAT YEAR IS IT.. THERES SOCIAL MEDIA .. BUT SHE USES CDS ??!” its 2014 man #its 2014. gwen canonically uses old shit its 2014 #<- at least it is in the comics. i dont know about the movies but id assume that stays true #skyler posting #i need to start blocking these tags #the “gwen is rebelling against the harmful institution that is ballet” shit genuinnnennellyy pisses me off #do you know how many years worth of training and dedication and actual blood and sweat and tears that go into ballet #let alone graduating to going en pointe like she is #it is so obviously something shes passionate about if she was willing to put that level of work into training her body to handle being en po #inte #im gonna eat glass im serious

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anotherpapercut · 2 months ago

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yesterday a couple of the teens at work mentioned that they assumed I was like 18-20 years old and did not want to believe that I was older than the other staff member so I showed them my ID and said "see, 1999" and one of them yelled "IT HAS A 19 IN IT???"

then not 2 hours later a child I do not know asked if I was "a teen or a staff" and when I said staff he said "well you look like a teen"

#then i had to get on to him for making fun of someone for being fat 🙄#one of the teens said she thought i was like 30 lmaooo #i said ur my favorite #i truly dont get it because i think i look my age but people said i looked 12 until i was 18 so i guess im just glad i at least look 17 now #funniest part of this is that i literally just had this conversation with them on friday #because i said i graduated high school in 2016 in response to a kid asking if i knew her brother who went to my hs.... 4 yrs after me.....#and the one who was shocked that my birth year had a 19 in it literally yelled from across the room 'YOU GRADUATED IN 2016??'#theyre constantly amazed by my age

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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Actually it was surreal as hell to look at my transcript today. I've got all but 3 classes done or in WIP. I'd have to Severely fuck up to fail any of my classes this semester, by this point. Which I don't think will happen. Honestly I might even get straight A's for the first time in college. Which would be cool!!!

So just three classes left. Just three. It's so wild. I'm pretty excited.

#speculation nation #for the first time i actually glanced at the 'apply for graduation' option #to graduate at the end of spring id have to apply by sometime in february.#idk i'll bring it up with the advisor tomorrow. make sure im actually good to graduate with these 3 classes.#part of the problem is the fact that i didnt see the classes i have to take 2 of on the offered list #which makes me nervous about whether theyre even available next semester. and what id have to do to take them.#alternative options? or *waiting*? thatd be even worse. so im not sure yet.#the other thing is that my major started requiring students to take an internship in order to graduate #but since ive taken a long ass time my index year aka when k started doesnt have that as a requirement.#at least that's what my last advisor said :p so im nervous about if this new one says differently.#an internship would certainly be useful for getting work experience and resume padding #but i never wanted to before bcus i needed to work my job. that paid me Money. unlike the probable internship.#and also i dont have my license and i DEFINITELY dont want to TRAVEL. what would i do with my cats #?????#so i havent done an internship. and i dont intend to. but if he says it's actually required then id have to work to get one over summer #etc etc. then graduation would be delayed.#i really really hope it doesnt turn out like that. i really Really want to just be done already. by the end of spring.#spring 25 give it up for graduating spring 25 #i was originally class of 19 lol but i like 25 better. in terms of numbers.#class of 15 for high school and 25 for college... yes #and YEAH it's taken me 10 years😭😭😭😭 thats why i dont want it to take any longer 😭😭😭😭 im so close i just wanna be DONE WITH IT!!!!!!#so fucking close i can taste it. im halfway done with my current semester too. So Fucking Close...

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nocturnalpetals · 4 months ago

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"you cant run away from uncomfortable situations. you need to be strong and face them head on" oh hell no. im running. im dashing out the door. if the door is locked im using my weak noodle arms and pure adrenaline to rip off the lock. and proceed running away until the uncomfortable situation doesnt exist anymore

#see i really dont want to go to band camp because some bastards in there spread rumors about me freshman year #and now everytime i see them my psyche absolutely crashes and i either get so anxious i cant function or just very very depressed #i dontthink its a trauma reaction but it sure is a reaction #also i cant control it it kinda just happens i wish i could stop it by thinking positively and having a better mindset but ohwell #at least theyre graduating in a year :)

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gifti3 · 4 months ago

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leona needs to go therapy actually

#or at least see a psychiatrist #ik the game doesnt say it #but he just gives off depression to me #ik his character development is kinda mid compared to the other characters #but idk how to improve it without mentioning mental health #i want him to grow!#ik him being based on scar affects the possibility of change too #but u know #let me hope #i like his character o(--(#i want him to be happy!#and to graduate #like get the hell outta here my guy lol #i do wonder if theyre gonna let the older students graduate and move on #letting fan faves “go” seems like a scary thing to do from a companys pov #but i love the idea as a person who just likes a good story lol #like move and make room for the younger cast and new characters #twisted wonderland #they can still come back obviously but they should not be on campus by next year #like theyre supposed to be interning or some shit #leona kingscholar

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transgaysex · 6 months ago

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guys tomorrow is my last day of my first year of 3d animation . im sooooo tired but really excited and nervous

#wind howls #i hope i did well in all my final projects....#tomorrow i finish my animation final #and then my 2d-3d final (sculpture final) and then im FREE #well more or less. i have a blood draw appointment at nearly 9 am the next day but i was able to book it real nearby so its all good !#and on fridays i am going to cook a meal i like even if it kills me. mark my fucking words.#and next week is the graduation night for the 3rd years and my friends and i are volunteers so we get to hang out at a cool event #and start networking... even if slightly. i will be serving drinks mostly :)#im actually excited for that ! and hanging out with my school friends. im real sad that some of them wont return next year #but im also real happy for them bc theyve found other programs that do make them happy #so even if theyre not here i will be happy for them. and we have a discord server so im always nearby at least !#excited and nervous... but above all.#above it all. i am so fucking sleepy

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verytendou · 8 months ago

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about to trauma dump to the ac*u and hope i get the job wish me luck

#theyre so funny for this question like what did they expect the response to be LOLLL #i know they had to change things to not get sued but like damn yall know this is just an excuse for me to trauma dump now #like lmfaaaaoooooo #anyways if i get this done in the next hour it will literally be the [TRAGIC-task youve put off for 2 months only took 15 minutes!]#meme all over again and that will just kill me bc i did put it off for an extra 10 hours today again #anyways i would like to be paid 30 bucks an hour so pleaseeeeeeeeeee hire me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #if not this its back to the motherland boys so get ready for a 3 hour time difference IM GONE FOREVER SOON #v.txt #literally so excited to graduate and leave for at minimum a year and be literally anywhere but here college is a lie friends #and dont do it unless you are 5345245u34% sure you want to bc i do feel like i have been scammed #I SHOULDVE DONE A TRADE!!!!!!#anyways hears hoping i get this job and find a different way to spend time in peru bc regardless i do miss it there #none of u understand the intricacies of being able to get pollo la brasa or ceviche whenever i want..... without my mom having to make it #none of u understand the intracacies of coming back from the MOTHER-motherland and having the capital police stop ur bus #anyways as per usual if your motherland isnt at least a level 4 DNT for us citizens dont even bother talking to me about it #HAVING YOUR DNI IN YOUR BACK POCKET AT ALL TIME-RS MAKE SOME NOISEEEEEEEE #realiziing i spent here's wrong earlier and i hope you know it haunts me but i wont change it so we'll all have to deal

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liu-yu-xin · 1 year ago

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Nct dream new album concept is british school boy cardigan core meets american high school football core lmaooooo theyve really gone above and beyond this time this is not only another high school concept as I predicted but a high school^2 concept for extra high school per square inch

#really outdone yourselves this time. can u guys graduate after this tho.#can we get mark is at an age where he wouldve been working for two years already after a 4yr undegrad program core #wayv might be in an empty parking lot or an airplane hanger but at least theyre not in high school every cb #nct #sidney talks shit

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phagodyke · 2 years ago

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my graduation is supposed to be in august + im requesting to graduate in absentia but i feel terrible abt it bc im not telling my parents 😑

#just bc if i do tell them they'll probably pressure me into going. and i dont fucking want to its my degree i can celebrate how i like #i wont even be living here in august!! and its a wednesday which is super awkward + im only allowed 2 guests but i have 4 parents lmao #which means i have to choose between my mum and dad. which will end up in hurt feelings either way #and theyre making us pay for our own robes which is stupid bc they literally have like 40k from me already #i cant sit in a stuffy hall through a two hour long ceremony that i wont even be able to hear with no one i know ill commit homicide #no point in doing drinks aftwr bc none of my friends have the same graduation date and i dont drink #like theres not a single reason why i would want to go. so im not going to #but i can already feel how disappointed theyll be.... and theyll be more mad if i dont tell them beforehand but i dont want to debate it!!#ik this is such a stupid thing but its making me stress like hell #ugh #my current plan of attack is not to tell them until they ask abt it and then the decision will be made so they cant do anything abt it #even if theyre upset abt it. but i HATE lying even by omission im the least dishonest person ever this is making me feel sick #and i have to tell them eventually bc ill need to get my diploma delivered to them so arghhhhhh #i technically got my degree over a year ago anyway bc i dropped out this is so dumb #they shouldve just been like sorry no ceremony for dropouts!! and then it wouldnt be my problem #whatever. deadline for registering is at 5 so itll be out of my hands once that passes thank fuck #.diaries #i think im getting unnecessarily worked up abt it bc im just generally in a shitty mood tbh #gonna go for a walk and find somewhere to sit and read outside until i feel more sane i think

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devondespresso · 2 years ago

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bro don't you hate it when you're reading a perfectly normal fic or drabble or whatnot and then it hits you in the most mundanely earth shattering way. i was reading a fic where steve doesn't know what hes doing with his life and his friends are leaving for college and it sent me on an hour long depressive spiral like what the hell man i was having a good day until now

#cursed with the 18 year old knowledge that all my friends have at least a vague plan or ambition theyre gonna try pursuing #and im going to be left behind because I've been graduated and haven't even bought a car #while i have friends who still have half their senior year left who already got accepted into an out of state college #pov i kin steve harrington but thats a red flag #a diagnosis even #no discoverable tags because im sending this into the void with no intention of being perceived #untagged tumblr is my little diary i keep poorly hidden under my bed #im sorry if you read this #devon thinks sometimes

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gromlyn · 2 months ago

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as someone who went to a private christian high school this perfectly describes multiple kids I went to school with all I'm saying is private christian high school is the perfect modern au setting if you're looking for a setting that captures systemic abuses of power like westeros

i am pretty anti asoiaf modern aus bc they seem to exist to remove any problematic content. this is why my modern au where larys is a school shooter and alicent is a pro life bible thumper is way better and different. plus american high schools love to reward homophobic and misogynistic repressed hot guy cops so it’s an au where criston always comes out on top

#alicent is the girls chaplain has been since she got elected sophomore year 4.0 gpa top of her class golden girl #she helps organize a school trip to the march for life and is just. aggressively a white evangelical christian #she comes across as mature and grounded to like. the adults in her life and most* of her classmates #that's mostly a front to compensate for immense self-loathing and guilt (purity culture)#most* meaning there are kids she Does Not Like and she makes sure to make their lives marginally worse #she's not super overt about it bc she has an image to uphold so its mostly her being a snitch to her dad otto the ap gov teacher #definitely homophobic but thats mostly a cope to compensate for her occasional gay thought #naturally she feels a lot of frustration and resentment for her environment/the people around her but #bc shes in a repressive conservative religious space where perfection is expected of everyone but her specifically #she has no real way of working through her emotions and takes everything out on people she perceives to be lesser than her #shes definitely the kind of christian girl who is super nice to your face but talks mad shit behind your back and then denies it #she is a product of her environment and will probably get better when she gets to deconstruct+go no contact w otto+come out in college #criston on the other hand is the captain of the football team boys chaplain popular guy he is king of the school. he is thriving #is this his peak? yes. does he realize this? no.#he does not know these are his glory days because #he dated rhaenyra (headmasters daughter) for like two weeks freshman year and she dumped him right b4 homecoming #mostly so she could go with harwin the new transfer from the local all boys catholic school #criston never lets this go and as a result never has a normal relationship bc all the girls in their grade know hes hung up on rhaenyra #he and alicent wind up dating junior/senior year but that's mostly a political maneuver so they can win prom king/queen #under normal circumstances theyd probably be great friends but once again. theyre in a such a toxic environment #that their relationship is 100% superficial. just a means to and ends socially. for alicent at least #criston on the other hand is convinced hes found his high school sweetheart future tradwife #they break up like 3 days after graduation and criston immediately joins the military #and larys? larys is the nerdy kid who snitches to the principal in exchange for special privileges (tormenting his peers)#he gets expelled when he gets too cocky and the art teacher overhears him telling his classmates hes gonna bring a gun to school #(<- based off something that happened at my hs)#I am so sorry about the wall of tags but I started thinking and could not stop.#hotd au #<- so I can come back and maybe draw this..

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n3onwraith · 5 months ago

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I'll kms if we move actually.

#i hate change and we havent even been in this house for a year. that will be our 13th house #i cant be that far from my mom theyre tlaking about states away and month and month you just got week and week we just moved into this house #ill lose my fucking mind if one mlre thing changes. the schedule is already always off and closer to week and a half to half because my dad #gets us extra and it makes me think my mom doesnt want us but i know she does but still. ill die.#i will actually not survive that big of a change i dont care. i know he means well and its to leave something when they die but #there wont be anything to leave if the stress kills me first.#and for all the oreaching about living life instead of stressing out for 70 years this is only gonna make stress that isnt there #or is at least weaker right now #and theyre talking about living in a national forest and running a campsite and trail hike and all this and that but #were fine right now! its stressful yeah but were alive and not super stressed and thsres no anxiety and can er stay in one house for longer #thab a fucking year! this is alreayd house 14 or 9/10 if we only count my dads houses! ill die! stop! settle down for once!!#and they dont even ask if its okay with everyone! and when they do they frame it as if theyre assholes if we say we dont want to move!#but i dont want to move! i may not have any friends #but my whole life is here! i want to graduate from my highschool and live close to both my parents without them being across the country!#stop!!!#anyways #im so sorry i just #i cant?

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butt-puncher · 7 months ago

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I wish that I was more

#sad hours at the huskin bee #personal #graduating soon and the animation department is collecting photos of everyone in the drive #and seeing all these group photos of everyone in the program makes me realize how distant i am from them #and how close knit everyone else has become...#ive never been good at making friends and within like the first few weeks of school it was like everyone got to know each other #and the few friends i made in the program left after the first year #i wish my social anxiety wasnt so bad i tried harder to make friends in college #also i have an essay due on monday and i might just not do it #or itll be really half assed #ive been doing well so far in that class so if i dont do it i think the least id get is a C #idk maybe i can still make friends w these ppl after college somehow but itd still feel weird bc i had a completely different shm experience #than they had #ahhhh #i can imagine a future reunion where ppl will talk to be about old drama that was big among this giant friend group #that consists of most people in my year that ill have no idea what theyre talking abt #bc im never in the loop abt anything ever lol #this actually happened at my hs animation reunion except i actually knew and talked to most ppl in that class #i wasnt like super close to most of them but i had a few closeish friends #and i know one of those friends probably werent/arent in the know #also like i did hear abt relationship drama back in the day bc gossip spread p easily #anyways i was told completely new information abt someone getting stalked back then so thats wild #and apparently there was a super handsome guy in our class that i for some reason have zero recollection of #point is i be the last person to know something and if i know smth then everyone probably already knew #which is annoying. i wanna hear gossip too. even in my own family my sisters will tell each other and our mom about shit that went down w #their friends or our cousins and i only hear abt it when im in the room #so i end up hearing a lot but never directly and sometimes not in full #man i shouldve gone on more college field trips #shouldve done a lot more in life that my insecurities get the way of #tbh i genuinely think i might have a form of undiagnosed anxiety; tism; or some other mental disorder

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trashabilly · 10 months ago

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having very mixed feelings abt the fact that im turning 28 this year but customers at work keep asking me what highschool i go to

#talkin #and when i say mixed feeling i mean i hate it #bc when i tell ppl im gonna be 30 in a few years they always ask what my secret is #like idk i was super into opiates and a daily drinker for a good few years so maybe try that #i also smoke at least a half pack a day.. its just genetics and the classic transmasc babyface #but you cant tell people to get addicted to drugs and transition as a trick to looking young so whatever ig #to be fair tho i also always forget how old i actually am #at least until i talk to teenagers and realize i have no fucking idea what theyre saying #i usually have to google current slang and i Do Not Like That #a while ago i helped a couple of girls at work who were talking abt how popular the song playing on the radio was #when they were in elementary school like i could relate to that.. but the song came out after inhad graduated highschool

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oars · 1 year ago

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the feeling of my dogs fur and their warmth was just so specific i can reimagine it so vividly its like im so close to actually feeling it again. im scared that one day i'll forget it

#i can almost feel keenys dinky little head under my hand and how fine and straight his hair was compared to sophies fur #that was literally like a sheeps but she was sooo so warm #i miss them #its been 1-2 years but i still want to look past our front gates to see if theyre there.#waiting to see me outside so keeny can start crying out of excitement #i still expect to see them looking up at me from out of their sleep when i go into the laundry room at night #animal death #implied at least #goddd i miss them. i used to always think they'd outlive me. im happy they saw me grow up all the way. im happy i lived for them #im happy sophie lived to see me graduate. shes a dog ik its not like she cares about that but they were with me since i started elementary

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foolbo · 1 year ago

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getting held back sounds like it sucks for multiple reasons but in my district youre allowed to fail every single grade all the way up until high school and you keep moving on and then in high school if you fail too many times you just get put on a "will never graduate" list and get fucked ig which sounds kinda worse

#cus at least with getting held back youre revisiting what you struggled with and hopefully being able to move on after a year #but like most of the time here a lot of the people who struggle just never get help cus theyre like #'why should i stay back if im allowed to move up a grade'#and then once youre in high school its pretty late to try and fix the mindset of not getting help cus everything will be fine anyways #and you just get fucked over and put on a list of people who will never graduate #theres like an alternate school but they also have a limit on how many classes you can make up there #school

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