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you need to listen to "blood on my name" and give me your thoughts because oh my godddd I have had that song in repeat just thinking about Luis aaaaaaaa
(Also so sorry if this should have been like a mention or something on the post, I'd what Tumblr etiquette is anymore I've been off this site for a decade until recently lol)
IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME A COUPLE DAYS RO SIT DOWN AND PROPERLY LISTEN TO THE SONG BUT MAN. MAN????? THE ALMOST COUNTRY/WESTERN BHT NOT-SO-WESTERN VIBES????? THE RELIGIOUS MOTIFS??????? THE TALK ABOUT FIRE LIKE AOAOAHAHSJSISIAUAHAAOAIH
#I LOVE YOU SONGS THAT REMIND ME OF LUIS#also dw about etiquette or anything you’re so so so fine we’re playing touys together we can do whatever we want forever!!!!!!!#at least that’s what I tell myself#THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR SHARING THE SONG AOUGH#ericsasks
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Rest in peace jjpope I was actually rooting for you guys 🫡
#outer banks#obx#jjpope#the series is still going so there’s hope#at least that’s what I tell myself
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I absolutely adore it when my parents use me to fuel their fights / sarcastic.
#whatever we are too poor for divorce#at least that’s what I tell myself#vent#vent post#personal vent
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The robins in the rain rejoice
At flooded lawns and thunder’s voice
That drove the worms to open air:
A feast laid out on sidewalk’s snare.
With careful steps I jog the path,
Avoid the storm’s squirmy aftermath;
I leap and prance, a laugh slips free
As my run becomes choreography.
I’m sorry, worms, for your sad plight,
But I’m sure my jig is quite the sight.
#poetry#napowrimo 2023#NaPoWriMo#prompt#write a poem in which laughter comes at may seem to be an inappropriate time#this one is a little silly but true story#thousands of worms!! and I dodged them all#at least that’s what I tell myself#rhymes#spilled ink#not a haiku#iambic
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love how my mom says im possessed anytime im depressed…….BARS!!!!
#religious bitches b like#like let me feel my emotions in peace mother#she means well tho#she just doesn’t understand my perspective#at least that’s what i tell myself
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are you awake still? can I call you for a second?
#I’m just having a moment of weakness that’s all#I think it helps to type out a message and post it somewhere but not actually send it#at least that’s what I tell myself#not that this is any less insane but ya know you take what you can get#personal#just gotta use basic habit breaking methods#oh well
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Life is so much Better when I’m not at home 😁
#home being place I live in this context#I had such a fun day today with my younger brother but the second I get home that fun is immediately gone#actually it’s just my older brother who ruins everything 😄😁😁#like how does one not have ANY respect for his parents?? his sister??#kinda want to throw a chair at him but I will remain Calm#because I am Better Than That.#and Will Not Let My Emotions Control Me.#at least that’s what I tell myself#mini rant
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smooch!
#wow remember when i was an animator yeah me neither#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mo dao zu shi#I love them your honor#this looking rough was an ✨artistic choice✨ or at least that’s what I tell myself#mdzs#my art#I’m so sorry I’m not online more but I’m trying to avoid tears spoilers like they’re the plague
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second batch of yttd doodle requesties
#kostik draws#in very variable styles!#joe tazuna#jou tazuna#rio ranger#keiji shinogi#fanart#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#mr policeman yttd#i guess#colouring these were all nightmares in different ways but i think i learned a lot#thank you for requesting!!#can you tell this is the first time ive drawn keiji or joe. yes? aw man#not the first ranger at least. hes been a fave since 2020. i have a cosplay of him i made myself :3#but yaa. silly guys#cant think too hard about ranger or i start going crazy#joe is also so. hrgh. what were you hiding#i loooove his blank face#i didnt depict it but you know the sprite i mean#starts pacing#anyway i should go get groceries#this is the last of them for the moment but i might open requests again in future. stay tuned
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currently i have a fever (probably), my throat hurts, i have a headache and i’ve got period cramps
naturally, my solution: listen to the rite of spring by stravinsky
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If you think my big fat crush on Florence Welch is annoying you should’ve seen me with Liv Tyler in middle school halfway through figuring out I was gay
#I had pictures of her everywhere#I broke my parents’ printer twice#I watched so many terrible movies just so I could see her#and this was back when Netflix was by mail#I went to fucking video rental stores hunting for dvds#I have ONE Florence poster#and also a coffe mug from the concert#and her book of poetry#and physical copies of all her albums#but those things are much more subtle#at least that’s what I tell myself#‘have I learned restraint?’ no I have not
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i find it so funny how people have basically loss.jpg’d your guys so they’re recognizable as things like a crumpled ball of tissue and a loaf of bread.
look at these two characters i love them: 🟠 △
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#the phrasing of this really knocked the wind out of me#loss.jpg'd#answered#anonymous#I'm kind of inclined to take that as a compliment though? if you can take the characters this far out of context and still keep them even a#little bit recognizable they can't be horrendously badly designed? I hope?#or at least that's what I keep telling myself when I turn them into various inanimate objects
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*points to Tsumugi*
She’s just like me! For real for real!!!
There’s just something about drv3’s meta exploration of what fiction truly means that just scratches my brain the right way hahahahaha
Need to draw more pregame stuff!!!
#danganronpa#drv3#tsumugi shirogane#shuichi saihara#kaede akamatsu#not tagging himiko because she’s literally in one (1) panel haha#This was the result of my crippling fiction addiction as of late :)#like err I was binging fanfics like a man obsessed I couldn’t stop eating!#Like I had to stop myself to start drawing hahaha#Anyways! Don’t do what I did and consume media in a healthy manner! Art and stories aren’t meant to be gorged upon!#they’re meant to be s a v o u r e d✨#or at least that’s what I tell myself to stop demolishing all the fanfics in the tags#The economy is producing
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Sometimes I think about Urianger's role in and feelings on the Thancred-Ryne dynamic and I think watching it kills him a bit inside. For several reasons.
Like, to begin with there's the guilt he's been carrying with him since he ushered Minfilia to the first, how he effectively killed the person Thancred cared about the most in the world and who's "death" ended up causing Ryne's entire Situation. He looks at what's happening between them and can only think "I caused this" even though that's not really true. No one person is responsible for this outcome, it's a culmination of several circumstances and the consequences of them. Logically, Urianger knows this. But it doesn't matter, because his guilt is overpowering his logic.
And also, like. What Thancred is doing here, the way he's knowingly letting Ryne be and stay hurt because he literally cannot bring himself to tell her his feelings, is the exact same mistake Urianger made with Moenbryda. Of course, the circumstances are vastly different, and the potential consequences to Thancred telling Ryne the wrong things or her misinterperating it is far greater (being a matter of literal life or death), it's still the same sort of paralysis they are trapped in.
And he knows it. He sees it. But he can't say or do anything about it, he doesn't have the right to. He acknowledges the mistake, but he hasn't really improved upon it yet. He still doesn't voice his thoughts and feelings as he should. He's also non-confrontational by nature, he doesn't argue or try to change peoples minds, he probably doesn't think he has any place to.
So, he tries to help in what little ways he can. Because he doesn't want it to become Monebryda again, he doesn't want to know he stole not one but two people from Thancred. So he does what he can. He tells Ryne little tidbits about Thancred, things that help her understand him but are safe to share. Nothing too deep, nothing too personal. Just small things, things that are purely factual, because he can't afford to give her a false image of who Thancred is. He teacher her fun and interesting things, because Thancred isn't in the mindset to provide her with non-essential skills.
I like to think Urianger has brought it up with Thancred at least once, during one of his stays. But nothing would've come of it. Not really. Unlike Y'shtola, Urianger isn't pushy, he'll bring it up once or twice and when he sees this won't go anywhere, he gives up. He wants to help, but he knows that persistance only does do much, and he is not the person who has the resiliance needed to push and push until Thancred finally budges (because he won't budge, it won't help anything but to sour things further by adding aditional stress to an already strained dynamic).
And like. Urianger gets it. He gets it because he's been the same way- not saying what he should to someone he loves more than anything else because she was meant to figure her life out herself, and 'steering' her in any direction by telling her his feelings (regardless of if the 'steering' is intention or not) will go against that. He gets it. He gets it and it's all the more painful for it. He knows it can't just be fixed by acknowledging it or with encouragement, something needs to happen to break the stasis.
I think this is probably why he stayed behind while they went off to Nabaath Areng. This is the very last chance they have to say what they want to, and he can't afford to be the anchor anymore. This is about them, not him, he can't let their resolution be buffed by his presence, so he stays behind. Which was probably for the best. Ryne got nervous when Urianger said he's staying behind, probably not too excited about being alone with Thancred (well, not alone, but WoL doesn't count) so soon after she had ran away crying. But she needs to be nervous. For anything positive to come out of this Thancred and Ryne both can't afford to be too relaxed. As sad as it is, the stress is necessary for anything to happen. He knows it. Does he like it? Absolutely not, but nor does he like his other plots. At least no one dies this time if it goes right.
#urianger had an integral part in the thancred-ryne situation and i think its very important to remember that#like i think he served as a very important buffer that prevented the dynamic from becoming even more strained than it already was#but also like. ryne NEEDED to have at least someone she can be comfortable around without the stress of her circumstances souring it#urianger is uniquely suited to play that role. even with his guilt regarding minfilia he never showed anything but genuine kindness for her#it helps that she didnt know about his hand in the situation existing to begin with (as shes surprised when he tells her in ahm areang)#THATS ALSO IMPORTANT BTW. like this man had a DIRECT hand in making this happen (even if it isnt fully his fault. minfilia made her choice)#AND LIKE. the parallels between uri-moen and thancred-ryne. they both love these girls so so much but cant bring themselves to say anything#urianger has been through the pain before. he knows. but he hasnt improved much himself. what right does he have to scold thancred?#silent support is all he can give. pushing thancred would make him a hypocrite and risk making it worse. hes not suited for confrontation#y'shtola and uriangers approaches to helping both have their merits but it needs a balance#too much pushing and the dynamic just gets worse but too forgiving and nothing will ever change#and yes i know im just repeating myself but ITS IMPORTANT OK#GOD#urianger augurelt#thancred waters#ryne waters#final fantasy#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#ff14#ffxiv#xander rambles#xander being insane about ryne#urianger actually this time but. its related to ryne so. it gets the tag
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Adivinen quien al fin dibujo algo? Wich means I'm back baby!
Its not perfect (like everything I made), but I just love drawing comic-like-stuff, I get to relax more. I dont try to do the lines perfectly or the super accurate anatomy (mostly cause I dont know shit about anatomy at all) and also get to be more simple in the colors, wich helps cause I struggle making colors a lot.
I missed drawing my babies...but why did I drawing them like that? XD I swear...I think I should have seen some reference cause I totally change the way I draw the Burger Babys which is crazy for me XD
Now...is this an AU, is this them as teenagers, why is Louise working on Aplebees? Well I didnt put an exact age for the guys here, they could be 16 or 19 I dunno.
This is solely based on this post from @zer0ogravity I lmao with this and totally need it to draw it.
btw I from Latam, I didn't knew what Applebees was until making this comic so if Applebees dont look like this sorry.
#bob's burgers#my art#bobs burgers#im back#I have been drawing other stuff#but this is the one I get to finish#is kinda...not clean(?)#but hey is funny#...#at least the dialogue#hope you like it#love the dynamics here#Im totally sure that when Louis get old enough to swear#she would do it all the time#just because#and this got me thinking Gene could be a great#they are such a foodie he would want just the fresh-esh ingredients#Oh! like Bob in that halloween episode#he was so excited abouth the beekeeping#my poor man#XD#and Tina is just me ordering anything#I have to rehearse exactly what am I gonna order#and if they tell me we dont have this would you want to changed it with this?#my brain literally explode#so everytime I get my order right I congratulate myself#and get high five if any of my family or friend is with me#did you miss my excess of tagging?#love you all
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hello! i haven't seen anyone on my dash talk about Lebanon yet so i thought i'd bring it up in case there are those who don't know:
as of Sept 24th, more than 500 are killed and hundreds more are injured from airstrikes and bombings (CTV article linked here for further reading).
no doubt more info on how to help will come out (or probably already have) but for starters i've donated to Doctors Without Borders / Medicins Sans Frontieres (Canadian website linked but they're available in other countries as well) and hopefully anyone who is able can donate too.
#uhhhh me#saw someone who is doing a lot of UN work rn talk about how they have heard nary an inkling of lebanon being discussed there#at the freaking UN. like what are we doing here#'maintain global peace and security' where. for whom.#this isn't the most put together post i just feel like i had to do Something#hearing this news constantly on tv while i'm here busying myself with cartoons makes me feel so frustrated#least i can do is get the word out there for anyone who doesn't know#i'm gonna try seeing if my company will do match donation or something of the sort but they kinda sorta ghosted me last time#and also haven't done much charity work recently as far as i can tell#IDK idk i'm gonna try
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