#at least that’s what I tell myself
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you need to listen to "blood on my name" and give me your thoughts because oh my godddd I have had that song in repeat just thinking about Luis aaaaaaaa
(Also so sorry if this should have been like a mention or something on the post, I'd what Tumblr etiquette is anymore I've been off this site for a decade until recently lol)
IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME A COUPLE DAYS RO SIT DOWN AND PROPERLY LISTEN TO THE SONG BUT MAN. MAN????? THE ALMOST COUNTRY/WESTERN BHT NOT-SO-WESTERN VIBES????? THE RELIGIOUS MOTIFS??????? THE TALK ABOUT FIRE LIKE AOAOAHAHSJSISIAUAHAAOAIH
#I LOVE YOU SONGS THAT REMIND ME OF LUIS#also dw about etiquette or anything you’re so so so fine we’re playing touys together we can do whatever we want forever!!!!!!!#at least that’s what I tell myself#THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR SHARING THE SONG AOUGH#ericsasks
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Rest in peace jjpope I was actually rooting for you guys 🫡
#outer banks#obx#jjpope#the series is still going so there’s hope#at least that’s what I tell myself
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I absolutely adore it when my parents use me to fuel their fights / sarcastic.
#whatever we are too poor for divorce#at least that’s what I tell myself#vent#vent post#personal vent
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The robins in the rain rejoice
At flooded lawns and thunder’s voice
That drove the worms to open air:
A feast laid out on sidewalk’s snare.
With careful steps I jog the path,
Avoid the storm’s squirmy aftermath;
I leap and prance, a laugh slips free
As my run becomes choreography.
I’m sorry, worms, for your sad plight,
But I’m sure my jig is quite the sight.
#poetry#napowrimo 2023#NaPoWriMo#prompt#write a poem in which laughter comes at may seem to be an inappropriate time#this one is a little silly but true story#thousands of worms!! and I dodged them all#at least that’s what I tell myself#rhymes#spilled ink#not a haiku#iambic
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Everyday I want to reinvent myself
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love how my mom says im possessed anytime im depressed…….BARS!!!!
#religious bitches b like#like let me feel my emotions in peace mother#she means well tho#she just doesn’t understand my perspective#at least that’s what i tell myself
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are you awake still? can I call you for a second?
#I’m just having a moment of weakness that’s all#I think it helps to type out a message and post it somewhere but not actually send it#at least that’s what I tell myself#not that this is any less insane but ya know you take what you can get#personal#just gotta use basic habit breaking methods#oh well
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Life is so much Better when I’m not at home 😁
#home being place I live in this context#I had such a fun day today with my younger brother but the second I get home that fun is immediately gone#actually it’s just my older brother who ruins everything 😄😁😁#like how does one not have ANY respect for his parents?? his sister??#kinda want to throw a chair at him but I will remain Calm#because I am Better Than That.#and Will Not Let My Emotions Control Me.#at least that’s what I tell myself#mini rant
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smooch!
#wow remember when i was an animator yeah me neither#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mo dao zu shi#I love them your honor#this looking rough was an ✨artistic choice✨ or at least that’s what I tell myself#mdzs#my art#I’m so sorry I’m not online more but I’m trying to avoid tears spoilers like they’re the plague
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second batch of yttd doodle requesties
#kostik draws#in very variable styles!#joe tazuna#jou tazuna#rio ranger#keiji shinogi#fanart#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#mr policeman yttd#i guess#colouring these were all nightmares in different ways but i think i learned a lot#thank you for requesting!!#can you tell this is the first time ive drawn keiji or joe. yes? aw man#not the first ranger at least. hes been a fave since 2020. i have a cosplay of him i made myself :3#but yaa. silly guys#cant think too hard about ranger or i start going crazy#joe is also so. hrgh. what were you hiding#i loooove his blank face#i didnt depict it but you know the sprite i mean#starts pacing#anyway i should go get groceries#this is the last of them for the moment but i might open requests again in future. stay tuned
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Okay I know I'm the most biased person about dadmare, but you can't honestly tell me that if Cross started to mention the way xgaster treated him and his brother as children - the way an adult bullied and belittled and abused them - that it wouldn't make Nightmare see red
#UTDR#UTMV#Dadmare#Like the call is coming from inside the house again!!#Nightmare trying to be detached and collected to prove he doesn't have a familial attachment to his henchmen#And then he hears that Cross was treated badly by adults as a child and he's instantly like ''I'll kill him myself''#I just#Okay#Wick very nicely talked to me about Cross and dadmare yesterday and I'm still whipping it around like a dog with a new toy#LIKE I just think it could be a little healing for both of them#For Cross to get someone in an authoritative role who praises and appreciates him and refuses to treat him like that#And for Nightmare it must be at least a little rewarding to see someone who went through hell as a child and do everything you can to make#-them comfortable and tell them it wasn't their fault#Like I'm sure he still has stuff from his incident to process and maybe sharing it with Cross could do that#Obviously it's not 1 to 1 on what they went through but it might be similar enough to be cathartic#I don't know I just want to see them get along#I want Cross to have a father figure that would tear the multiverse in half to save him#I want Nightmare to learn to love and show it#I want 16 days off work in a row so I can lie in bed and go insane about this
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i find it so funny how people have basically loss.jpg’d your guys so they’re recognizable as things like a crumpled ball of tissue and a loaf of bread.
look at these two characters i love them: 🟠 △
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#the phrasing of this really knocked the wind out of me#loss.jpg'd#answered#anonymous#I'm kind of inclined to take that as a compliment though? if you can take the characters this far out of context and still keep them even a#little bit recognizable they can't be horrendously badly designed? I hope?#or at least that's what I keep telling myself when I turn them into various inanimate objects
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*points to Tsumugi*
She’s just like me! For real for real!!!
There’s just something about drv3’s meta exploration of what fiction truly means that just scratches my brain the right way hahahahaha
Need to draw more pregame stuff!!!
#danganronpa#drv3#tsumugi shirogane#shuichi saihara#kaede akamatsu#not tagging himiko because she’s literally in one (1) panel haha#This was the result of my crippling fiction addiction as of late :)#like err I was binging fanfics like a man obsessed I couldn’t stop eating!#Like I had to stop myself to start drawing hahaha#Anyways! Don’t do what I did and consume media in a healthy manner! Art and stories aren’t meant to be gorged upon!#they’re meant to be s a v o u r e d✨#or at least that’s what I tell myself to stop demolishing all the fanfics in the tags#The economy is producing
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Please don't hurt yourself
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#library of ruina#hod#hod lobcorp#hod lobotomy corporation#hod library of ruina#erm... michelle. hii michelle. going to have to spoiler tag for you though baby#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#okay i think thats it#no shading because this made me want to KILL YMSELF#it looks fone w out it anyways. yay. thank you filter after effects for saving my ass this . hurt me so muchh to try to finish#nothing specific that had me make this. at least from lobcorp lor. its more of having more empathy towards my past self or when i was young#than me. right now. it feels as if the past is so devoid of my current self yet i know that its Me. its just so distant. to the point where#at times it feels as if the me of the past is devoid of the current me. im told im very empathetic? hard to tell. that im patient and kind#or more of understanding to everyone but Myself. so when i try to be kind to myself it feels impossible. but im able to do it to my past se#which makes a disconnect. please dont hurt youself. please dont hate youself. you dont need to do that. i know you want to live it hurts#i know. its alright to want to live. you dont need to apologize and feel Guilty. but never towards Myself. to console and wish to soothe bu#not to the current self. to pardon and accept but not to this Me. so i wanted to put it down kinda. felt most similar to hod ish.#its guilt for living. apologizing for existing. wanting to be accepted and pardoned. but also forgiving and accepting the self of before#not so much forgiving. forgive is a weird word. the hurt never leaves. and the guilt is there regardless. but. yknow. accept#sorry some random shit. yappin. who gaf abt that guy. who was that guy. anyways. hod <3 HODD!!!#just like to ramble abt what i think abt when i go to make pieces. since i uhh dont really have anyone to tell who would care. so. awkward.#god thats embarrassing actuallt migjt delete if im not lazy asf later. loser oversharing on the internet AHH 💥💥#uhmm back to the actual piece. the proportions and fhe coloring were having me feel like i was dging trying to get it right. almost#considered just gettinf rid of it and scrapping the whole piece. didnt though. wanted to have it done and finished. hod <3#the feeligns described arent what i would relate w hod? but closest chatacter towards the general thougut. so wanfed to draw her#i wanted to do more w ligjting and such as well. but it never ended up getting in. maybe later
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i think i hauve covud
#marvel rivals#snap chats#now i know to only ever say respectful things about women. and so im gonna explode jalkJlKKLJVEKLAVJ CHAT#CHATCHATHCAT....#whats so funny is that twitter was losing their mind about this skin cause for a while#the only leak there was of it was where she was pasty as hell AND NOW WE GET TO SEE THE FULL.#OH SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL SHE'S SO GORGEOUS IM GONNA SCREAM AND THROW UP#telling myself over and over i do not play wanda nearly enough to justify getting this skin.... she's so beautiful...#praying i get wandas in my games with this skin so i can at least look at it from afar#more reasons to bubble my teammate i fear .....#every day i wake up and thank the universe for wanda maximoff CRYING#CRYING FOREVER#anyways. cant wait for this season to end so blade gets added to the game vejLKJALK#ok bye im gonna ignore the soap opera happening in my kitchen !!!!
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being a girl with mommy issues is so weird because like. you give me so much and i am so grateful. i die a little every time someone compares me to you. i want to make you proud. i need to leave this house before i go insane. i'm so lucky to be close with my mum. i break down whenever someone says i'm proud of you.
#does this count as a vent#i don't think so#i've been thinking about this a lot lately#i look at my mother and i can't tell if i want to run towards or away from her#sometimes at least#i don't know#i'm still convincing myself i'm not actually being overdramatic and attention seeking#i'll get there one day#girlblogging#thoughts ୨𖹭୧#female hysteria#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#female insanity#girly stuff#girly tumblr#girl thoughts#girl things#im just a girl#this is a girlblog#eldest daughter
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