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au where everythingâs the same but mr. and mrs. curtis die on darryâs 18th birthday and he has to work his ass off to graduate early so he can bring his (14 & 11 year old) brothers home and in that time between it all, has to rip up a college acceptance letter, turn down a full-ride football scholarship, fix up the house, find a job thatâll take him part time and eventually full-time, and loses his friends who canât get over the fact heâs not going to be walking with them at graduation because heâll be done with school before them. darry whose first taste of adulthood hits him like a train.
#soda writing darry from the boys home like pony hasnât spoken to anyone not even me in months#every week darry gets a letter asking when heâs coming to get them#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#johnny cade#dally winston#the outsiders book#the outsiders 1983#two bit mathews#steve randle#curtis brothers#the outsiders movie#curtis gang#my post#send me your thoughts guys#ask box is always open just btw
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#btw my ask box is open if any of you need to vent or talk#put a * if you want to talk in private and donât want me to publish it#mutuals you can always just message me
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Hello, i am a fellow reader from A03 who likes your fic âThe promise of Dawnâ very much.My username is âFatchoppedsaladâ.I am interested in talking about himiko. Though i dont know what to ask.
..Ah! How was himikoâs past life? It was given that she was somewhat of a political figure or was going to be one but she died before winning the election. Others than that if its okay with you. Could you please tell me more.
Sorrybtw iam a huge sucker for spoilersđ
Heyy thanks so much for the ask!!! I really appreciate your comments on the fic! I would LOVE to talk more about Himiko.
Okay so the thing about her past life is that ⊠we donât know much about it. Weâre not really meant to. In the next chatpter (ch4) we see a bit more of the fact that Himiko pretty much Does Not Care. The only person she ever mentions fondly is her âPR guyâ and the fact that she was kicked out of her parentâs house. She mentions that she was aâgovernerâ of a âprovince.â I used those words SPECIFICALLY because I didnât want her to be associated with the usual US/Japan and those were the most generic versions of those levels of power/division that I could think of. All we really know was that she was probably a middle-aged politician. I love keeping it vague!
Sheâll drop random hints throughout the fic because of course she still remembers it, but itâs mainly comedic.
Also, can I please rant about motifs? Imma rant about motifs: Spoilers below.
Okay, Himiko has 3 main motifs: suns, spiders and death. The last Iâll elaborate on as the second arc rolls around, but Iâve (tried to) set up the first two. The first is obvious: Himiko is constantly crowned by the sun, literally my QUEEN (also her being a Princess is going to be a Thing later, thus the usage of âHimeâ already). The spider thing Iâve tried to be a little more subtle about but ⊠the book is literally titled the Weaver. Her plots are webs. The very first scene is eight minutes. I have no subtlety for this.
I AM trying to have subtly for the various unfolding âmysteriesâ like the underground press and the whole Root debacle. Chapter 4 has a bunch of foreshadowing but okay ⊠looking back maybe not subtle. Looks like I need to rewrite this lmao. Hopefully I can get it out by next week!
Anyway, the spoiler is she's going to get a spider summons soon! But before she does, she's going to get her death motif going by getting a scythe. As Himiko develops, especially in the second arc when she begins properly training with her team + eventually finds the underground press, she's going to become something of a monster. A polite, smiling monster that strikes beautiful, beautiful fear in the hearts of people.
A small spoiler for chapter 5, where the Nine Tails Attack happens ... she's going to mimic something very similar to what Kurama does (with the KI). It's a form on ninshu, and she uses it liberally when she figures out how to. After all, what is cooler? Killing someone or making them feel as though they will literally DIE if they cross her.
Feel free to shoot me another ask! I love them!
#I love answering asks!#ask box is always open#the promise of dawn#btw the promise of dawn is a title I put ittle thought into#BUT THE WEAVER AND THE TITLE OF THE BOOKS HAVE SO MUCH THOUGHT PUT INTO THEM#update: just remembered I forgot to mention the god motif#but that's kind of a worldbuilding thing but also a her thing#uchiha itachi#Uchiha Himiko (OC)#Uchiha Himiko#naruto oc#naruto
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HEY DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY DRAWING REQUESTS CENTERED AROUND KOU I NEED SOMETHING TO DRAW
#drawing requests are always open btw!!!#just throw em in my ask box!#tbhk#toielt bound hanako kun#nin notes
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Alright, the queue is finally cleared out! I just wanna take this moment to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for all of your requests!! I wasnât expecting so many people to show interest in my initial post, so Iâm very flattered that you all came over to submit a character! I greatly enjoyed drawing so many unique OCs, and look forward to making you all happy with even more content!!
#Thanks again yall!!#reuben waddle dee#<â tagging this cuz reuben doodle :D#Ask box requests and art trades are always open btw :3#so if you wanna submit more stuff#or just ask a question#feel free to!! :D#Also if I missed any requests PLEASE lmk!!!
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Keith seems cuddable
can I snuggle with him please please pl
Big cuddly bear <3
#Kebby asks#my art#keith#btw anyone can feel free to interact with my Keith via the ask box <3#I meant to mention asks are always open I just never got around to it so thank you Sparks lolol#I was too tired to draw the scars on him arms LMAO#left 4 dead 2#l4d2#keith l4d2#l4d2 keith#ask keith
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Born to teeheeâ© forced to haha :)
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#my art#colorful art#original art#digital art#Yes this is the type of style I wanna offer for my commissions too#Just gotta work out some things first lol#Mainly if it's gonna be just for profile icons or nah#Suggestions for commissions to offer are always welcome btw!! My ask box is open ;3c
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sorry if this is weird at all but i just wanted to say thank you? i followed you for other reasons but i didn't know anyone irl who (to my knowledge at least) has chronic pain, and no one i was following posted anything relating to it at all. reading through your chronic pain tags really helped me kind of just... accept that i also have chronic pain and have for a while now? in a way that just reading about it elsewhere didn't make it click for me for some reason. and it helped me move from "i'm overreacting, i'm just in pain right now for some reason and that's making everything seem worse than it is and worse than it's been, but this isn't an actual problem and i shouldn't pretend like it is" to "no this is an actual problem and i'm not overreacting or doing this for attention". anyway. nothing's really changed that much but it's kind of done wonders for dealing with it mentally and means a lot to me so. yeah. thanks for being open about it, i guess. wishing you a good time and much pain relief in the coming days <3
ohhhhhhhh anon⊠i am folding up this ask and putting it in my pocket đ„șđ„șđ„ș
this was such a sweet message to receive and i am simply so emotional. you know, sometimes i get this fear when i talk about my pain or reblog a bunch of stuff about it that iâm being annoying, or that people will feel like i make it my whole personality and should just be quiet about it already. but i do it anyways because it helps me feel better, and i always hoped that maybe it helped some other people too. so knowing that it has helped you⊠it means a lot to me.
i know itâs very difficult to adjust to life with chronic painâ hell iâm still adjusting, and itâs been five years since this all first started for me. so i just want you to know that you are not alone, and if you ever need someone to talk to or vent to or whatever, you can come to me. iâm proud of you for realizing that you are not overreacting, and i hope you can continue to know that and hold it in your heart. you are NOT overreacting, and your pain is valid.
i wish you nothing but good vibes, and i hope that youâre able to find whatever support and care you needâ if not now than someday. may your days be as pain free as possible⊠you got this đ
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#sobbing. kissing your forehead. cheering you on from the sidelines.#and i mean it! my ask box is always open if you need it#and if you ever want to just vent without me posting it you can put that in the ask too :)#that goes for anyone btw!!! whatever you need đđđ#answered#anon asks
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watched the V0.7 update of baldis basics plus and. oh my god.
#Grave's Digs#OHHHHHHHHH OHHHHHHHHh (SHAKING) OHHHHH#I watched t9's vid on it and saw that one secret. I have many thoughts#I miss my moot null. btw. unrelated I just need to say that every time#I have more thoughts so if anyone wants to hear them. ask box is open as always
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So um Iâm kinda obsessed with Aaron and that fic you just wrote kinda makes me feel like Iâm going through withdrawalsđđâŠ.. so um are we gonna get the part where he eats her like a full meal cause um yea (Love your writing btwâ€ïž)
A/N: Not with that dynamic, anon, but how about this one??
Let Me Take Control
Pairing: Toxic!Neighbor!Terry Richmond x Black!Fem!/ Plus Size reader
Warnings: 18+, Minors DNI, You are in charge of your own reading experience. Intentional use of AAVE. SMUT. PWP, cursing, PIV, fingering (female receiving), oral (fem receiving), teasing, size kink, dirty talk, degradation kink, praise kink sprinkled in, rough sex, persuasion, reader is able to be picked up, use of n-word, all consensual.
Summary: Your fine as hell neighbor, Terry, hits you up late at night with a text. Already knowing whatâs âbout to go down, you invite him over and get yourself ready for an unforgettable night.
Word Count: 3,807k
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A/N: MISS HIMMMM. I watched Rebel Ridge for the (mindyabidness) time and I neeeeeeed him! WHEW! Ya'll blew my first fic up, and YALL. Don't make me cry with all your sweet words! Toss a coin to your blogger by leaving a comment, gif, or unhinged ask.
That Munch: You up?
Your phone chimed and you flipped over in bed, reaching for your phone on your nightstand. You opened the message to see a text from your fine ass neighbor, Terry. You popped up in bed, bouncing with the effort as you turned on the lamp.
Cool light flooded the room, taking mercy on your sleep deprived eyes. You pulled the bonnet off of your head and assessed your hair. It was currently coiled into a bun to keep it neat, but your braids were recent and still fresh. Good, you were gonna need that extra strength.Â
You bit your lip as you texted back.
You: Whatâs up?
That Munch: Canât sleep.
Your heart skipped a beat. Terry said the two magic words that got your blood thumping. Your core heating up to dangerous levels. You hopped out of bed and ran to the bathroom to freshen your breath and relieve yourself.Â
You washed your hands and looked at yourself in the mirror. Terryâs brain needed to be studied. It was like he knew what you were missing without even having to ask. Or think about it. You were just tossing and turning in bed, sleep eluding you for the hundredth time. You were running through possible solutions when that little chime and those two words fell from the sky like a divine intervention.Â
You texted back, feeling a little giddy that he was up and willing. Youâd been like two ships passing in the fog lately. Always arriving or leaving a touch out of sync with each other. He would just be getting in the elevator when you left your apartment. He was just closing his door when you were emerging from yours.
And once inside, you usually kept contact to a minimum. Tried to put Terry into a box. Firmly in the neighbors with benefits column. He was too fine. Too hot. Too intense to ever be a regular thing. You couldnât stand it. Looking at that man night and day? Please, youâd die.Â
You paced the room in your oversized T-shirt and panties, biting your lip as you waited for the short trek through his apartment, out of his door, and the knock on yours. When it came, you skipped to the front door on a bed of nerves. Each footfall felt like lead and each heart beat felt like a stab in your chest.
You opened the door and leaned your head against it. âHey stranger,â you said, keeping your cool around this man.
You were terrible at it, actually. Terry blinked those pretty electric eyes at you and entered your apartment. You closed the door behind him and locked the door, taking the time to admire his back side. He didnât wear anything but some long joggers that cupped around his ankles. His ass was well rounded, looking good enough to bite. One side was slightly higher on his calf and for no reason at all, it was the hottest thing ever.Â
He turned around and his eyes softened. âWere you sleep?â He asked.Â
His voice alone sent shivers down your spine. On the inside, you were screaming. He was too damn hot to be real. He was like a marble statue made real. He moved with care. Purposeful. You shook your head and with it your thoughts. âYou know that ainât true,â you said.
âWhy didnât you text me?â He asked. He stepped closer, crowding into your space. The door was the only thing holding you up at the moment. He approached, stepping into your personal space. Close enough to feel the heat radiating off of his smooth skin.Â
You shrugged. ââCase you were busy. I came home late tonight,â you said.
Terry smirked and tilted his head. âHas that ever stopped us before?â He asked.
You shook your head. Terry bent his head down and kissed your cheek. You gasped, lips parting as he left behind tingles. Your breathing began to hurt your lungs, breathing too fast and too hard. He hadnât even done anything yet.Â
âYou been tossing and turning when you know Iâm right next door? Willing? Eager?â He asked.Â
You shivered even though he was hot enough to fill the room. You kept your hands down at your sides. If you started touching him now, this would be over before it started. His shoulders were broad, honed, sculpted. His full lips glowed in the low ambient light in your living room.Â
âTerry,â you said, more of a warning than a plea. This was why you didnât call him. This was why your brain didnât even give you that option. It always felt like you were taking advantage, knowing he wanted more and you continued to toy with his feelings.
It wasnât on purpose. You truly couldnât decide to take that ride with him or not. If you were ready to be with someone so grown. So in control. You were used to little fuckboys who played in your face. Who were bigger drama queens than you were and that shit didnât fly.
But Terry? Terry was a different breed. Falling into his lap was almost an accident. You were smart enough to know your limits but dumb enough to toss them right out of the window.Â
Terry took your hand and led you away from the door. You smiled at him as he moved without light to your bedroom. You supposed each layout of the apartments were about the same, with some variations. Did that mean his room shared a wall with your bathroom? The thought alone had you biting your lip picturing him all glistening wet.Â
Inside your bedroom, Terry spun you around and pulled you against the nearest wall. He smirked at you and then he leaned down, bringing his lips to yours but not kissing you. You pouted when you caught up and looked at him.
âI missed you too,â he said.Â
You took a deep breath and laughed. âI didnât say that,â you said.Â
âYou were thinking it,â he said. He blinked slowly, lips touching but not completely. You couldnât feel the full weight of them and you leaned forward, trying to close that distance. Terry leaned out of the way at the last minute, making you grunt.
âYou want to fall asleep or not?â You asked, sucking your teeth. Trying to hide how turned on you were. How needy. You could feel your slick leaking out of you and you just needed some damn friction. Â
Terryâs eyes narrowed. His hand slipped around your throat with such ease, you didnât even feel him moving. âWho you think you talkinâ to like that?â He asked.Â
You moaned, eyes crossing at the slight pressure. âYou got an attitude with me?â He asked.
You tried to shake your head. Ah, shit. It was one of those nights. You moaned even though you shook your head again. You didnât mean to get him riled up so quickly.Â
âYou sure? You talkinâ real reckless for someone who want they pussy licked, huh?â He asked. He squeezed your neck and you threw your head back, placing a hand on his chest. You couldnât take it. You were on fire. Licks of flame made its way through your veins.Â
âIâm sorry!â You moaned.Â
Terry chuckled and finally kissed you, bringing you forward by his grip on your throat. âYou lucky Iâm just hungry tonight.â
âOh fuck,â you moaned.
Terry released your neck and dropped to his knees. He was still tall as hell, so it didnât really look like he knelt. The look in his eyes at this angle had you sighing. He didnât have a merciful bone in his body. Even on his knees, looking up to you, he looked defiant. Challenging. Like he wanted you to fight him because he knew that heâd win.Â
Terryâs big, strong hands came around to cup your ass. He separated your ass cheeks, giving it a full squeeze, before releasing. Your ass jiggled and Terry hummed and kissed your belly.Â
âWhen you gonâ stop playing with me?â He asked.Â
You cupped his cheek and scratched at his beard. He closed his eyes and hummed, a deep rumbling in his chest. Almost like he was purring.Â
âNot now, Terry,â you said. You were too lost in the sauce. Too lost in the depth of those eyes. Swirls of brown and blue and green, like he contained the world in them. Youâd agree to anything right now and he didnât need to know that.
Terry lifted your shirt, kissing all over your stomach. He left fat, wet kisses on your skin. You ran your nails across his fade, filling the slight ripples. His hair was coarse, feeling like heaven against the palm of your hand. Terry moved lower and pulled your leg over his shoulder.Â
He pushed your panties to the side, taking a deep breath and moaned. âSmell so fuckinâ good,â he said. His tongue darted out and licked you from entrance to clit. You yelped and collapsed against him, leaning all of your weight on him.
Terry hummed, purred, and placed a hand on your belly and pushed. You fell back against the cold wall, yelping from the shock of it. Terry kept one arm under your leg, supporting your hip from the back. His other flattened across your belly, pushing you against the wall and stabilizing you.
âI was laying in my bed, trynna think of what would make me go to sleep. And then, I started thinking about this pretty pussy,â he said. He began to eat you out and talk through it, dragging his lips. He spoke these words into your pussy like he was writing affirmations into your skin with his tongue.Â
âAbout how you get so wet, so quick. My favorite is when you start leaking down your leg,â he said. At the end of the sentence, he sucked on your clit and you cried out, gripping his shoulders and trying to push. He held you down, held you open, while he purred.
âI like knowing you get so needy, you canât help it. Youâd fuck anything nearby, wouldnât you?â He cooed into your pussy.Â
Your teeth chattered as he licked and prodded at your entrance, gathering up your essence, and suckling it all down. He moved back up to your clit, playing with the swollen nub with the tip of his tongue. You shivered against him and he moved with you, dodging your attempts to turn to mush in his arms.Â
âAnd then I started thinking, hmmm, I need that. I need to bust down that throat. Or maybe save this load for this pussy. She look hungry,â he said, moving his lips between your folds.Â
âOh god, oh god,â you moaned. The fire he started went straight to your lower belly, clenching painfully as you neared an orgasm. Why was it so difficult to maintain a cool exterior with this man? In no time at all, he already had you screaming to the heavens. Screaming for any neighbors to hear that he was hand delivering pleasure.
His hand squeezed your ass and you moaned, biting your lip painfully. His lips began smacking, suckling on your clit and releasing it with a loud smack. Your clit throbbed, uselessly clenching around nothing.Â
âPlease, Terry, oh god, please, please,â you begged.Â
âKeep begging, baby, shit turns me on,â he said, repeatedly suckling your clit.Â
âOh fuck,â you moaned, finally letting the climax take over. You shook and shivered, flopping against the wall and turning boneless. Terry kept up with your flopping, chuckling evilly as he continued to eat you out while you spasmed on him.Â
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, beautiful. Let all that shit go,â he whispered into your pussy. You didnât know how you heard him. Perhaps he was just that good. Just that in control. That deep voice was lower than sin as he whispered against your clit, rolling his tongue.Â
You looked down at him and his eyes snapped to yours. Eyes soft. Pretty ass eyelashes. He was perfect. Too perfect. Your body stopped flopping and you panted, huffed, as you came down. Terry slowed his tongue against your clit, flattening his tongue against and making you jerk.Â
His heavy breaths fanned across your pussy and you moaned, writhing against him. âFuck, Terry,â you said.Â
Terry kissed your thighs, leaving a trail of wet kisses. He continued up to your belly, lifting your shirt with his head and he came up further. Your leg slid from his shoulder down to his side, and wrapped around his leg as he stood up.Â
He gripped your chin and pulled you into a kiss. You smelled and tasted yourself on him, your slick on his beard. You moaned, turning the kiss nasty as you played with each otherâs tongues.Â
Terry broke the kiss and smirked at you as he hooked his thumbs into your panties and tore them from your legs.Â
âHey!â You yelled, slapping his shoulder. Terry smirked, licked his lips, and stuffed the panties into your mouth. You smelled your arousal, your essence, and you moaned.Â
âYou like it,â he said with a shrug.Â
You rolled your eyes, lifting your hand to pull your panties out. Terry snatched your wrist, pulling it above your head. Before you could lift the other, he snatched that one too. He kept both in one hand, and then stuffed your panties further into your mouth.Â
âWhen you gonâ say yes and let me play in these guts whenever I want?â He asked.
You groaned and closed your eyes to the onslaught of pleasure. His voice found your off switch, making your brain fritz out over hearing his words. âNot now, Terry,â you said, voice muffled by the panties.Â
You breathed harshly through your nose, rubbing yourself against him. He was so tall, so big, so thick.Â
âWhy not now?â Terry asked, nudging his nose against yours. He kissed the corners of your mouth, kissing your jaw below your ear, and then nibbling on your earlobe.Â
He used his free hand to lift you on top of him and you wrapped your legs around his waist. His impressive bulge slotted between your legs and you moaned, rubbing yourself against him. Fuck, he made you needy. Wanton. Like you truly grew dumb, replaced with nothing but your baser instincts. To fuck. To grind. To toot your ass in the air and let him do whatever he wanted. Whatever he asked for.Â
âWhatâs holding you back from me? From this? From fucking you in the morning, fucking you at night, in between meals when I need to get inside you. I know you feel this too,â he said. He moved his joggers down, exposing his huge dick.Â
âFuck,â you moaned, rubbing against him. Your pussy smacked as he tapped his tip against your pussy.Â
âShe nice and loud tonight,â he said.Â
Your legs shook as Terry moved his dick through your folds, getting the tip of him wet before pushing in.
âOh shit, shit, shit,â you moaned, throwing your head back against the wall. He was so big. âFuck, fill me up, fill me up.âÂ
Terry groaned as he pushed inside, rolling his hips to sink inside. To bury his shaft deep and touch a that part inside. The part only he could touch. You tried going on dates with other guys. You tried convincing Terry and yourself that you were for the streets. Wasnât no nigga gonâ play âround you no more.Â
But they all fell short. They all were measured against Terry and were found lacking. Incomplete. With a look, Terry could have you whining and fucking yourself on him like a horny dog.Â
âYou could have this whenever you want,â he said. He began to stroke, proving that what came before were merely foreplay. He snapped his hips, pumped his arms and slammed you on his dick.Â
You moaned and grunted on his dick, crying, shaking, gripping onto him for dear life. He was the only one capable of delivering this type of pleasure. He leaned down and buried his nose into your neck, absently kissing you. Licking the rapid pulse in your neck.Â
âTerry, please, not-now,â you moaned. You didnât know if he knew what you were saying considering the gag. Every inhale brought a fresh wave of your scent to your nostrils and you moaned. His moans mingled with yours, sliding more easily inside of you as your essence flooded his dick.Â
âSay yes, baby, say yes. Say yes for me. Say yes for Daddy,â he said, snapping his hips faster.
He fucked you furiously against the wall, slamming inside of you while placing tender kisses against your neck. Under your ear. Moving along your jaw. He clamped his teeth down on your panties and pulled it from your mouth. He leaned down and kissed you. Kissing those sweet lips. Playing with his rough tongue. His mouth was a gift from God himself.Â
You wrapped your arms around his neck. He moved his hands to your ass and smacked it, causing the sound to echo in your bedroom. âOh fuck, Terry!âÂ
Terry smacked your ass again. âWhat you sâposed to call me?â He asked.
He dropped you against his dick, pouding against that deep spot inside of you. The pitch of your moans changed, turning higher and faster. Coming quicker than you can breathe.Â
âThere it is. But you gonâ have to earn this second nut,â he said.
You pushed feebly against his shoulders. Not to get rid of him but you needed some kind of release. Something to make the pressure pop. You forced yourself to breathe, to gulp in air.Â
âPlease, Daddy,â you moaned, turning wet, glistening eyes to him.Â
A tear escaped your eye and Terry licked it off of your cheek. He purred, dick throbbing inside of you.Â
âBe good for me and say yes. Say yes to getting dicked down every night. On demand,â he said.
âI canât,â you moaned, shaking your head back and forth.Â
He found a good rhythm, hitting your spot and making you moan every time he did it. Sweet, musical moans that sounded good even to your own ears. He was fucking you too well, had you clutching onto his neck. His thighs were like steel, effortlessly holding you and slapping against your ass.Â
âSure you can, you wanna cum, right? Thatâs why you opened the door for me? Thatâs why youâll always open the door for me? âCause you know I dig this shit out right. You know you canât find another nigga ready to treat you like this. Give you what you need. What you crave. Like a good little fuckinâ slut,â he said.
He abruptly pulled out of you. âNo!â You screamed.Â
Terry chuckled as he carried you to the bed. He laid you down, pushing your shirt up enough for him to see your titties.Â
He spread your legs wide and slid back inside you like he never left. He rutted inside you, increasing his pace now that he didnât have to support your weight. He was relentless, moving his hand up to rub your clit.
Your thighs snapped shut, trapping his hand. âOpen that shit back up. Now!â He barked.
You whimpered and whined as you fought against your body, opening your legs even though you wanted to stall him. Hold him off. âMove that hand before I move it for you,â he said.
You sniffled, hot all over and sweaty all over. You moved your hand, lowering it to the covers and grabbing a handful. âFuck! Please, Daddy!â You moaned.Â
Terry pushed your legs until they were practically at your chest. He slapped your ass a few times. Each slap was worse than the last, lighting your ass up like a Christmas tree.Â
You yelled out, cried out, pleaded with him while he continued to smack your ass and dig in your guts. You felt him deep inside, throbbing, pulsing.Â
âPlease, give meeee,â you moaned.Â
Terry chuckled. He flicked his thumb against your pussy, your slick making your pussy sound louder. Wetter.Â
âHear how she sings? You gonâ take this dick and still lie to my face?â He asked.
You shook your head. âNot-lie,â you huffed. Fuck, you were close. You were so close. You clutched at the covers, at the sheets, clawed at anything close by.Â
âYou want that shit, then you say the magic words. Iâm tired of waitinâ,â he said.Â
You sniffled. Aw hell. There was no use fighting anymore. It was clear that Terry was the only one for you. He was the only one who knew exactly what to do, what to say. He was a man. All over.Â
You leaned on your elbows and stared in his face. âFuck me, Daddy, like Iâm yours. âCause I am,â you said.Â
âYou mine?â He asked, grinning wide and stealing your breath away. Fuck, he was so pretty. So beautiful.Â
You nodded. âIâm yours,â you said.
âThis pussy mine, too?â He asked. He pressed on your clit and you moaned loudly. You lifted your hips, needing him to do that shit again. He obliged, pressing on your throbbing clit.Â
âYes, Daddy, all yours,â you agreed. Youâd agree to steal the moon for him if he would just let you cum. If he would grant his permission.Â
âGood, then cum on this dick like a good slut,â he said. He kissed you, changing the angle of his hips and snapping against your sweet spot. You came instantly, legs shaking, pussy gripping him tightly.
âThatâs it. Squeeze that fuckinâ dick,â he moaned against your lips. He palmed your tits, kneading, pinching your nipples and making you grip him even tighter.Â
âMake me feel that,â he cooed as he thrust one more time and exploded inside you. His pulsing cum painted your walls white.Â
Terry moaned, face falling into bliss as he came. He was even more beautiful like this. Undone. Unleashed. Untethered to that iron clad control of his. He scrunched his face up, like it felt too good. Too amazing.
âOhh, good girl, good fuckinâ girl,â he moaned, kissing your forehead. You huffed, panting, sweating. Your skin turned clammy, the pressure gone from earlier.Â
Your pussy squelched as Terry softened, pulling out of you. His cum gushed out, leaking down your ass and onto the bed. Terry kept your legs spread, watching as he leaked out of you.Â
âTomorrow night. Me and you. Date night. Then back here so I can fuck your brains out,â he huffed. He kissed your forehead and then pulled you into a sitting position.Â
He caressed your chin and you fell forward, placing your forehead against his sculpted chest. âYes, Daddy,â you said and kissed his belly.
âThereâs my girl,â he said.Â
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Aika and Hoshi from I don't want to be a magical girl by @kianamaiart !!!
I almost gave up on this due to all of the details, but I got through it, and I am really happy with the results!
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Btw, my ask box is also open! So if you want to send me your characters, I will be more than happy to draw them. (No fnaf or Hazbin! Not because of the fans. I just don't draw that stuff anymore.)
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I Got My Love To Keep Me WarmđâšâŁïž
summary: Itâs your first time spending the holidays with your boyfriend and his uncle and itâs nothing but the perfect Christmas.
warnings: guys it is only a very fluffy christmas special, i hope you enjoy it. the reader and eddie are dating btw (if that counts:))
wc: 1.8k
Happy Christmas :)
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You woke up with a freezing foot pressing against your own feet. You squint and hear a giggle from the boy next to you. âIâm going to put my cold hands on your butt Eddie, get off.â You said with a grumpy tone and still waking up.
âNo you wonât, cause if you do iâll put my cold hands on your boobs. Iâll have to take my revenge.â He teases you but still places his hand on your cheek and smile at you like the sweet guy he is. âIâm sorry that i woke you up like that i couldnât resist-â You playfully push his hand and his face making him grab you tight into a hug, a way to keep you still. âI just wanted to ask you if you wanted to help me with some chores today, all christmas chores⊠What do you say?â
You open your eyes but you only see Eddieâs neck since heâs pressing his cheek on your forehead while he hugs you tight. âChristmas chores? Tell me moreâ Eddie knew you were going to be intrigued, you had that christmas spirit, always excited for âthe most beautiful time of the yearâ.
âWell, my uncle is going to a christmas tree farm because, even though we donât have a lot of money to put up with a big tree, Wayne have a friend from his old days that works in one of those farms and got a nice price on a nice tree.â As Eddie explained you got up on your elbows to listen to his story carefully. âSo, while he goes there to pick up our tree, you can come get the ornaments with me so we can decorate later and also go to the grocery store to buy some ingredients for those recipes you wanted to make.â
Youâre smiling without even noticing. Now you really woke up and were ready for everything. âThatâs great Eds, of course iâll go with you! You just described a perfect day!â Eddie also was smiling without even noticing now. He loved when you got all excited about the things you truly loved.
So you two got dressed and went on your little Christmas adventure. First you take the ornaments in the self storage Wayne keeps the things that donât fit in the trailer (he recently got to pay the rent thanks to Eddieâs help and his hard-earned money), and they made the place look bigger. You took the two medium boxes and went to the grocery store that wasnât that far away. The place was crowded, of course it would be, there were only two days left until Christmas.
âDo we really have to get those ingredients?â Eddie said looking at the big line of people inside the store. It was probably going to take a bit more than thirty minutes.
âWe donât have to, but without them i canât make those desserts.â You replied a bit annoyed that everyone got the same idea as you. âBut come on, itâs gonna be worth it i promise!â You pull Eddie into the store.
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When you got home, it was already afternoon. Wayne was already outside the trailer with the tree, cutting some twigs that expanded way too much. âHey you two, what took you so long? Was it too hard to find the boxes?â
âWayne youâre not gonna believe what happened there!â Eddie got out the van and started to tell the story excitedly. âI mean, we took only ten minutes to find the boxes, the real fun was in the market. The place was crowded, we started to get the missing ingredients when a lady tried to-â
âEDDIE! I told you⊠I told you not to say anything to your uncle.â You tried to mumble to him and your cheeks got red with embarrassment.
âWhat happened?â Wayne asked a bit concerned for the discrepancy in your reaction and Eddieâs.
âIâm sorry mr. Munson I- I was just⊠There was just a bit of a hustle in there because another woman tried to take the last container of cinnamon powder that was already in my hand and that was the most important ingredient in the recipes i wanted to make. So I got a bit carried away and-â
âShe put the woman in her place, it was metal!â Eddie interrupted you and you cover your face with your hands.
âEddie donât be that dramatic, i was rude, yes, but only you and the lady heard what i said. I tried not to be too scandalous. At least she heard me and went her own way.â You got so stressed, the only thing you wanted to do is go back to your plans on making your christmas chores.
âI probably helped you scare her away. I gave her my bad guy look.â Eddie made that face again and you couldnât help but fall into laughter. He was happy that he could pull a smile on your face after so much stress.
âThatâs a story huh. Itâs fine, just be careful with those type of ladies here in town, they not very nice.â He said giving you a small grin. Before Eddie could take you inside he stopped you again. âAnd hunâ, you can quit the whole mr thing, you can call me Wayne, aâ right?â And you just replied with a grin and nod.
After that you just got back to your plans. You called your mom to let her know you were fine. Your family was spending Christmas at your grandparents house and you asked them if this year, you could spend the holidays with your boyfriend and his uncle. Miraculously they said yes. Now you were here, spending your first Christmas with Eddie (and also the first time you spent more than three days together) and you couldnât be more excited. Everyday was being better than the one before.
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In the next day, the tree was all pretty and colorful on the little corner of their living room. You spent the day making dinner (a tradition of theirs, a simple dish, mac nâ cheese, which you also offered to make) and the classic desserts, the gingerbread cookies and your cinnamon rolls. Of course, the moment you started to bake, Eddie offered to help. So itâs been like this the whole day, you trying to teach Eddie how to cook. You could only laugh in each five seconds.
âStop laughing you dork, help me!â Eddie said laughing his ass off too. He was trying his best and, it wasnât so bad, it was just funny.
âCome on Eds, do it as i said.â You contain yourself and take his hand, helping him mix all the ingredients together. You could feel his heavy sight on you. âYou have to concentrate.â
âIâm trying.â He recomposed himself and started to mix again. âYouâre not helping though.â
âWhat? What am i doing?â
âBesides of laughing at my face at every five secondsâŠâ You giggle at him âYouâre way to pretty with your hair up like that, wearing my shirt and with flour all over your face.â
âWhat?â You run your hand on your face and it was actually dirty. Eddie was laughing at you, so you take your time to tell him how pretty he was. You take a bit of flour and throw it at him. He stoped, too stunned to speak and then open a mischievous grin. That meant ârunâ.
Regretting instantly, because Eddie always takes those jokes very seriously, you start running around.
âWait, Eddie wait! Donât turn the room into a mess.â
âYou started it. Itâs just life babe, when you do something, thereâs a consequence.â Heâs laughing too and you run outside, avoiding the possible big mess inside the trailer. But when you open the door youâre surprised by the cold breeze and the snow falling down.
You just stop to look around and up the sky to feel the snow on your skin. It was really really cold, but it was amazing. You feel Eddie behind you, remember what you were playing before, but his hands were free and were wrapping around your growing cold body. It felt like you just stood there for a second, but maybe you were there for a little longer.
âIsnât it amazing?â You speak and your chin trembles. Eddie turns you to him so he could embrace you into a warm hug. âYouâre so warm. And youâre smelling like gingerbread cookies.â
âI hope thatâs a good thing.â He chuckled
âIt is. You smell like home.â
After that, You finish all your chores, take a very warm and needed shower and you stay our little christmas together. You three have dinner first and now, voted by Eddie and Wayne, you should come spend every christmas with them because it was the best mac nâ cheese theyâve ever eaten. You talk about things from your year, the ups and downs, your favorite moments, all that while you prepared the goodies to watch a classic christmas movie, something that Eddie came up with. One of his favorite things to do if he was honest, he used to do that on halloween but he brought that tradition to christmas too, to add a bit more to your special night together.
If they ask you, it was a perfect christmas day. You loved every second of it, specially because you got to spend your favorite holiday with your favorite person. By the middle of the movie you were sleeping on Eddieâs lap. When he realized, he felt something inside him, a warm feeling contrasting with the cold weather that he was growing accustomed to more and more and he could never get tired of it. While looking at you, a million thoughts passed through his head but the main thing was, he was sure that he never wanted to let you go. He loved you to much to even think about it.
âWhatâs on your mind kiddo?â Wayne asked as if he was reading his mind. He was actually, but he was reading his expressions, full of love looking down at your sleeping body.
âNothingâŠ. Just think i really got lucky. Thereâs no way i would get her without a bit of luck.â He tried to make a joke up that uncomfortable moment he got caught.
âI think that sheâs the one Ed. And I mean it.â Wayne said bringing Eddieâs attention to him. âItâs pretty obvious to anyone whoâs out watching you guys as i did the last couple of days. The way she treats you like you just gave the world to her, the way she looks at you like youâre her prince. Itâs special Eddie and it doesnât happen twice. You know it.â
Eddie is stunned. He didnât disagree with what his uncle said, but to have someone telling him that youâre feeling the same way he is, that it is visibleâŠ. it really caught him. He was overwhelmed even. To have his feelings reciprocated in the same intensity.
âI think so too Wayne.â Eddie turned back to look at you. âShes my girl. Shes the one.â
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Reader That Can Bake
Words: 1757
Includes: Dipper, Mabel, Stan, Ford, Wendy, Gideon, Pacifica and Bill
Honestly, he doesnât have the biggest sweet tooth, but being young he still craves them a bit.
Knows the basics about baking in general but only with box sets, so heâll stay out of your way in the kitchen.
Won't ever decline anything you give him, opting to either eat them right then and there, or hide them for later. (And away, safe from Mabel.)
Normally whenever he heard the sounds of someone in the kitchen, assuming it was Mabel, he would walk the other way immediately. But now that youâre spending more time in there heâll take the gamble of peeking in, hoping it was you baking and not Mabel ready to drag him in.
This time he was lucky, finding you washing up all your used dishes and putting away the leftover ingredients. Standing in the doorway until you noticed, waving him over. âDipper, youâre just in time!â Hopping on the spot as you stepped out of the way, revealing a whole bunch of cooled cookies.
âI tried some different flavours this time,â Grabbing one of each to shove into his hands, which he almost dropped. âThere's classic chocolate chip, white chocolate, uhh⊠What else?â As you rambled and thought he took a bite of each, silently ranking them favourite to least favourite, not that heâd ever tell you.
âAnd oh! Hazelnuts, oreos and s'mores!â âYou made sâmore cookies?â âYeah, this one was a small batch, Iâll get more stuff tomorrow.â
While yes, she bakes pretty often, youâll always be the better chef around! (And sheâs not afraid to admit it, sometimes.)
This girl will never shut up about âHow good these are!â âEven Waddles loves them!â (Itâs true, you have found him scarfing down a whole pile of your baked goods.)
Occasionally (And if you let her) sheâll join you, while she enjoys baking just spending time together is enough for her.
As soon as the door opened Mabel ran off, skidding into the doorframe. Smelling something very familiar and delicious. âARE YOU BAKING AGAIN!â Your only response was to laugh, of course she would notice, really, youâd be an idiot thinking she wouldnât.
âYeah, theyâre in the oven right now, so Iâm just cleaning up.â âIâLL HELP!â God, she was excited about your baking. âWhy donât you pile up the dirty dishes while I start the sink.â In no time you had finished the dishes, everything was clean, dried and put away.
Reaching for a hanging cabinet, but this one was just out of reach. Stretching to your limit but unable to grasp the handle, about to turn around and ask Mabel for help only to be jolted upwards. Looking down to find Mabel's toothy grin looking right back atcha.
âWhatcha grabbing? More dishes? Decorations? Is it the icing? SPRINKLES!?â Laughing once again as you grabbed, as you could guess (And Mabel.) the icing and sprinkles. Being dropped back down when you had the items. âI think theyâre ready for the toppings.â
Stan doesnât go around flaunting his love for baked goods, but he doesnât really hide it either.
But he does openly compliment anything you make, even if itâs not his favourite, heâll make it positive.
He may not like to spend a lot of money on anything really, but heâll throw you a wad of cash to buy whatever you need. (As long as he gets the first taste test.)
âWhere ya going toots?â Arms wrapped around your waist, his head sitting on your head. One of your hands held your car keys, well, they were Stans but heâs given you permission to take the âStanmobileâ out. âGotta buy some more ingredients.â
His body pulled away from yours, hands digging into his suit pockets before pulling out a decent wad of cash. Grabbing a few notes (Which were 100s btw) and passing them over to you, âMake me my favourite later.â âOh I will~â
Heâll scarf down plates full of your stuff, he hasnât eaten anything this good in years! (And no he is not exaggerating, thank you!)
Always takes something with him on every adventure he goes on. (At first he was nervous to ask, but now heâll try to âbribeâ you for anything. (Both of you know he doesnât need to.))
Part of him is curious about how well supernatural ingredients would go, he would never force you to do it, but that means he would. So at least watch over him. (But by gods, donât let him eat anything he makes. Who knows what would happen, and you donât want to know.)
Hearing the front door slam open you peeked out of the living room, only to find Ford stumbling by, into the kitchen with a large box. After gently shutting the door (With this amount of abuse you donât think itâll last much longer.) you followed him, watching him pull and lay out plenty of things on the counter.
âHope you were going to clean up after yourself?â âAH!â Throwing something between his hands for a few seconds before calming down, âOh! Y/N, I was, don't you worry.â âWith everything you brought in here? I will.â
Quietly laughing to himself, âI donât blame you, but how well would these bake?â âFord, honey, I just bake, youâre the one who knows about these guys.â Gesturing to the box, âI guess youâre right.â
Very similar to Stan in the sense, she wonât go out of her way to admit her love for sweeter things but will if asked.
If youâre willing to make more sheâll take a bunch for her friends. (They all love them, even if some wonât admit it.)
Brings some to work with her, which makes her shifts actually bearable.
âIâll see you guys later.â Lifting her hand as a quick wave before turning to leave, âWendy!â Looking back to find Lee rushing towards her, skidding to stop just before hitting her. Throwing her a now empty container, which surprisingly enough, was still in one piece. âYou gotta bring more of those snacks, they were amazing!â
âIâll let them know.â Now that she was finally able to leave the group, she started her tract home. Pulling out her phone to send you a quick message, nothing much really. (It was a whole paragraph.) Watching you respond, pause then send the message, along with a picture. âAlready ahead of you!â
Tapping into the image to find you back in the kitchen, flour covered every surface. There were other ingredients on the floor and everything, really. She couldnât stop her laughter, taking a pause in her steps to catch her breath. âIâm on my way, donât make a bigger mess.â
Luckily she wasnât that far from home, and it was also a good thing that her family loved you. (They wouldnât let you live down that image.) Letting her spend the night to help you clean and finish baking.
Absolutely will not go anywhere near the kitchen when youâre in there. (He may love you, but he also loves being clean.)
This doesnât stop him from rushing in the second everything is cleaned up, impatiently waiting until the food is finished. (You will have to stop him from eating them hot, because he will whine about being burned.)
Will never share them with anyone else, the only exception is at the Tent of Telepathy.
Placing the hot tray onto a cooling rack before shutting the oven door, itâs been hours since you started baking. As Gideon wanted some baked goods to hand out to anyone who comes by the Tent of Telepathy, and that meant you had to bake it all.
Although he made sure to pay you for it, so it wasnât a complete loss. But that's when you heard a door slam open and footsteps running down the hall, watching as Gideon entered the room. His first stop was the currently cooling tray of cookies, not the others that were cool and in containers.
âGideon doââ It was too late, his hand touched the tray first. âOW!â Guiding the hand under some running water as he complained, âWhy were they hot?â âI just pulled them out from the oven, those ones,â Pointing at multiple containers put to the side, âAre for you.â
Huffing as he removes his hand from the water to dry it off, grabbing the containers before leaving the room.
Honestly, she never thought about baking in general really. (Thereâs always been butlers or chefs, or whatever to do it for her.)
Doesnât have the biggest sweet tooth, but will eat any of your less sweet items. (It better not be messy, otherwise sheâll (lovingly) wipe it on you.)
Sometimes sheâll sit around and watch you bake, she secretly finds it interesting but itâs highly likely she wonât join you for a while.
âWhat did you make this time?â Even as her face showed disinterest her tone gave her away, âThis one is funfetti!â Handing over the cupcake, watching as she made her way through the wrapper. Trying to avoid the icing, although she wasnât successful, a small chunk smeared over her fingers.
Clearly unhappy with it, the fact you were waiting next to her and no tissues or anything nearby. Reaching over to âsubtlyâ wipe the icing onto your shirt. âHEY!â âThese arenât that bad.â âDonât ignore me!â You tried to stand in front of her, except that she kept turning as well.
âPacifica!â âYou should probably check on the other ones.â Oh yeah, you probably should.
Sometimes you forget that he can actually eat as he doesnât do it much. (Thatâs until you watch him eat some deer teeth. Which is so disturbingâŠ)
There have been so many times where he comes to bother you for some food, then just leaves with it. (You have no clue what he does with them but you can only assume someone else* is eatting them. (*Ford))
He will try to bake on his own with ânon-humanâ ingredients even if you try to stop him. (They end up inedible, even to other demons. Like fuck, heâs terrible.)
It was fucking comical how Bill entered the room, floating through the window towards the tray of cookies. Staying afloat for a few extra seconds before dropping to sit on the counter, batting his eyelashes at you. âNo Bill, theyâre still hot.â âWHO CARES?â Grabbing a handful (Which was like 2.) before shoving it into his mouth (Eye? Honestly man, you have no idea anymore.). âAre they good at least?â âHMM, THEY'RE ALRIGHT. COULD DO WITH SOME ê€ê€ê
êêêžê€êêŒ.â âWhat.â
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all tangled up in the moon
justin herbert x fem!reader
summary: you finally began feeling open to dating in your new home of sunny la, especially since your best friend didnât love you back the way you loved him⊠unless he did? a telling double date begins unraveling feelings that you didnât know were sharedâŠ
warnings: pining/mutual pining. expressions of feelings. a LOT of fluff. explicit sexual content, MDNI. 18+ only.
word count: 6.3k.
note: my first ever justin fic!! based on so many ideas from my bestie @joeyburrrow, also happy belated birthday btw đ« iâm sorry i didnât get it posted yesterday! but, she and i have talked about so much of this and this fic truly is for her. ALSOâ FOR THE PURPOSE OF THIS FIC ONLYâ i made justin allergic to walnuts. idk if he is or not, but itâll make sense when you get there. i hope you like this. love you all. đ
the dating pool in los angeles was nothing short of horrible.
sure, there were tons of people, which meant tons of options⊠but that also lead to some problems. there was so much diversity around, which again, is great⊠but it often led to mismatched partners and having trouble finding someone with all of the same interests or morals or values as you.
that being said, while messing around on dating apps, you found yourself a date that ticked more of your boxes than anyone else had since you moved to the sunny city.
his name was damon, and he worked at a law firm that wasnât too far from your own nine-to-five job. his profile said he was 6â2, in his pictures he displayed a beautiful smile, and his interests were similar enough to yours that you figured why not give it a chance?
when you swiped right heâd messaged you nearly immediately, which couldâve been a red flag, but he kept it sweet and professional. his personality shined through his messages and you found yourself genuinely laughing at some of his jokes, and that was always a good sign.
you ran into one little problem though. you didnât really know anyone else in l.a. except for your best friend, therefore you didnât have many people to trust. sure, you had coworkers and acquaintances in the office, but none of them were around you enough to be able to vet through suitors from your dating life to let you know who would work and who wouldnât.
you were also afraid to go out with someone new alone, and you blamed that on being an introvert. you ultimately made the decision that either damon would have to be okay with your first date being a double date, or you just wouldnât go. when damon agreed it was fine, you called justin worriedly - this was going to be the hard part.
he picked up after two rings.
âis this the krusty krab?â you asked teasingly, smiling as you heard him huff out a brief laugh. he lowered his voice before answering.
âno, this is patrick.â
âyeah, justin patrick,â you teased, âunless i called the wrong brother.â you chewed on your bottom lip as you heard him chuckle again.
âthatâs my name! donât wear it out.â he joked. you could practically see the dumb grin already etched across his face. you remained silent for a moment, the weight of the question weighing on you. when you didnât respond, justin took the lead of the conversation again.
âhey, y/n? you okay? not that i mind you calling me, of course i donât mind⊠but did you need something? is everything alright?â you appreciated his ability to talk you down in moments like this, it was like he could sense your nerves even from miles away, and over a phone call.
âiâm okay. but i have a tiny favor to ask. you know youâre my most favorite best friend in the wholeee world, right?â you laughed, trying to push past the anxiety of the question you needed to ask him. âi do. whatâs the favor?â
âi have a date friday night and iâve never met him before. i didnât know anyone else to ask and.. i was hoping maybe you and chloe could come along? like a double date?â
justin and chloe had started seeing each other recently, and you liked her enough not to really worry about their relationship. sure, she was living your dream being with justin, but you practically knew he didnât feel the same about you. while you were completely and utterly in love with him, he still saw you as his best friend, and you had learned to accept it.
when you first met chloe you knew she wasnât his type, she was completely different from justin⊠but he seemed happy, and thatâs all you ever wanted for him. she was excited to meet you too, and in the few times youâd seen her since she was always genuine and kind.
âi think we can make that work, i should be out of practice in time. iâll let chloe know and then we can figure out where to go. thereâs a new restaurant downtown she and i went to a few weeks ago, youâd love it. they have really good raspberry cheesecake!â he said.
âoooh my favorite!â you cheered, already daydreaming of the delicious confection.
âi know.â he agreed. you smiled on the other end of the line, the way he knew you from cover to cover made your heart ache. you only hoped damon - and if not him, then whoever was destined for you - could be such a wonderful lover to you. someone who truly cared to learn everything there was to know about you, just like you and justin did with each other, even if only as friends.
you and justin talked for a bit longer over menial things before you ended the call, bidding him a goodnight. you made sure to text damon about your plans, letting him know youâd get back to him about a time as soon as you could.
he was excited for your date, and also excited to meet justin. you learned damon was a big fan of sports, and even though he wasnât a chargers fan, he still really liked justin and thought he was a great player. he didnât believe you when you first told him justin was your best friend, you had to provide him with photo evidence. the whole ordeal made you laugh. after chatting briefly with damon you put your phone on your bedside table before rolling over and getting cozy under your blankets.
you went to bed with a smile on your face that night, excited for your date with damon and also excited for him to meet your best friend.
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you sailed through the week on a high, and when friday night came you were still feeling ecstatic. you were still a little anxious about going out and meeting damon in person for the first time, but getting to know him through the week had helped you warm up a little and let your guard down.
you decided on wearing a simple black dress, classy yet not too-fancy. you curled your hair and applied a light layer of makeup before slipping on a pair of strappy black heels.
you planned on meeting justin and chloe at the restaurant at seven, giving everyone enough time to get ready and allowing justin to shower and freshen up after practice.
damon picked you up at six-thirty. he met you at your door with flowers which you graciously accepted, and you excused yourself to bring them inside and put them in water before locking up and going with damon to his car.
he opened your door for you and you slid in, buckling your seatbelt as you waited for him to get in and start the engine. it was a bit chilly out and you were grateful when damon turned up the heat before backing out of your driveway and heading to the restaurant.
you chatted with him on the drive and it was pretty pleasant, you were thankful that the conversation between you both flowed easily. you learned that his favorite football team was the los angeles rams, and you joked with him that heâd need to let you out of the car immediately because you wouldnât stand for that nonsense.
he laughed heartily at your joke. he talked to you more about his job, you learned he was a paralegal and that heâd been in the profession for nearly four years. you told him about your experience working in human resources and you related over shared experiences.
when you arrived to the restaurant damon parked and came around to open your door, and you were quickly met by justin and chloe. damon and justin shook hands and introduced themselves to each other as you greeted chloe.
âi love your dress!â she smiled, you thanked her. âyou look incredible too, chloe!â
she wore a light blue dress that came down mid-thigh and had long sleeves. she wore black heels as well, and you loved the glittery eyeshadow she had put on.
the four of you walked into the restaurant and justin spoke to the host about reservations he had so graciously called in - which you thanked him immensely for. the host led your party to a table toward the back of the restaurant and you all sat. damon made sure to pull out your chair, and justin did the same for chloe.
the waitress came by shortly after for your drink orders, you and justin both got water. chloe ordered a riesling and damon ordered a cabernet, which you found amusing. you didnât say anything about it, though.
the waitress brought your drinks quickly and she also brought a basket of bread for the table, with little cups of cinnamon butter. you indulged in one as you listened to justin and damon begin chatting about football.
you and chloe began to chime in at times, and the atmosphere was nice. you and damon also engaged in your own quiet conversation every now and then, and you were starting to like it every time heâd flash you his award winning smile⊠until justin would smile at you from across the table. in those moments, you knew who your heart truly belonged to.
a few times during dinner the conversations would ebb off, or the input from chloe and damon would stop, leaving only you and justin talking to each other.
the waitress brought your food and you all began dining, while still chatting here and there about work and sports and things of that nature. the waitress came back around a bit later to take plates and your dessert orders. the men continued to talk while you and chloe ordered, with you asking for cheesecake and chloe ordering a fudgy brownie.
something damon said reminded justin of something he needed to tell you, and he turned his attention toward you quickly.
ây/n, i was meaning to tell you that my uncle had some students interested in trying to make a car run on vegetable oil.â you laughed at his statement before giving your input.
âso what, they want to install a second fuel tank iâm assuming? so the vehicle can run on diesel til itâs hot enough and then theyâll switch to the oil?â you ask. âyeah exactly. i thought it sounded pretty cool.â justin smiles. âsounds like a waste of time to me.â you say amusedly. justin tilts his head and gives you a questioning glance.
âitâs totally not a waste of time. if they can figure out how to do it, itâll be pretty sick.â he disagrees. damon glances between you before chiming in. âi think itâd be pretty cool too!â he agrees with justin.
âdo you know how many times theyâd have to filter the oil before they could even use it? and theyâd have to make sure to install a solenoid valve to switch between two fuel tanks. too much work.â you say, crossing your arms and looking back and forth between both men. chloe says nothing, you assume she has no idea what any of you are talking about.
you noticed damon checking the time on his phone before sliding it back into his pocket and rejoining your conversation, but mostly listening to you and justin bicker.
âit totally reminded me of that 70s show though, you know? when hyde says âthereâs this carâŠ. and it runs on water, man!ââ justin laughs, doing a pretty decent impression of the character.
âi just feel like making modifications to your car so it could run off vegetable oil is a waste of time.â you say, leaning back slightly in your chair. justinâs girlfriend looks between the two of you with an odd look on her face, only breaking focus when she sees the waitress approaching again.
âhereâs the double chocolate brownie with vanilla ice cream,â she says, placing the plate in front of chloe, âand here are the slices of raspberry cheesecake.â
she places the plate in front of you and damon is quick to grab it, sliding his piece of cheesecake onto one of the extra serving plates. chloe picks her fork up excitedly, slicing into the brownie and taking a small bite. her eyes roll as she tastes it, the richness of the chocolate has to be delectable. you watch as she cuts another small bite, this time more toward the center of the brownie where you can see it has small pieces of walnut in it.
she reaches over to cup justinâs jaw, squeezing a bit to get him to open his mouth so she can feed it to him. you ignore the slightly jealous feeling bubbling in your stomach as she brings it closer to his mouth, but you canât get your words out. justin looks at her with a puzzled expression. he hadnât been paying attention to her or what she ordered, so he has no idea what sheâs about to feed him.
as if on instinct, your hand shot across the table and closed around her wrist, stopping her from feeding him. âs-sorry.. uh, justin is allergic to walnuts.â you say, lowering your gaze so you donât make eye contact with her. she lets go of his jaw and he shrugs sheepishly.
âsorry baby.â she tells him, eating the bite for herself. âitâs okay.â justin replies. his eyes find yours for a fleeting moment, nervous energy is shared between you. damon watches the entire ordeal silently, passing glances between the three of you as he eats his dessert.
you pick up your fork and take a bite too, and the tartness of the raspberry dances across your tongue in a pleasant way. justin was right with his recommendation, this restaurant truly is amazing. damon and justin begin conversing again, and you stay quiet as you eat, listening attentively.
chloe chimes in a few times, earning laughs from both men with her unintentional humor. you slide the last bite of cheesecake on your fork and bring it to your lips, ready to enjoy it, when suddenly your fork is plucked from your hand. you look up to find justin eating the last bite straight off of your fork. yours.
while youâre on a double date. with other people.
your gaze quickly flips from justin to chloe and then to damon as you try to gauge their expressions. damon doesnât seem to notice or care as he continues talking about football, and justin nods along with what damon is saying as if this ordeal was the most normal thing that has ever happened.
sure, you and justin are close enough to eat off each others forks and sometimes even drink from the same cup or can, but the fact that he did it on a double date baffled you. neither of the men at the table seemed to be giving it a second thought, but when your gaze shifts to chloe you can tell sheâs perturbed in some way. her eyes are slightly squinted as she looks you up and and down, and then her gaze shifts to justin as she does the same to him.
you continue to sit quietly at the table, listening to the men talk. chloe stays quiet, too. the tension between the two of you feels almost palpable.
you would never want to come between her and justin, even if you did have feelings for him throughout all these years.
the rest of the time spent in the restaurant went by in a blur. eventually damon and justin stopped talking, realizing that you and chloe hadnât shared a word, and they mutually decided that dinner should be over.
damon and justin split the checks and pay before each of you stand from the table to leave. when you make it outside you suck in a deep breath of the fresh air, youâve felt like you were suffocating for the last fifteen minutes. all of you say goodbye to each other before you get into damonâs car, and chloe into justinâs.
the drive back to your house is quiet. youâre anxious, your throat feels tight and you know your cheeks must be incredibly pink. damon hasnât even glanced at you and youâre afraid to say a word because if you do youâll start crying.
he finally pulls into your drive and parks the car before looking at you for the first time since you left the restaurant. you wring your hands together before looking back at him, expecting the worst.
âthat was fun, justin is a really nice guy.â his voice is genuine as he speaks to you, but youâre prepared for where this is going. âhe loves you, y/n.â
you look at him with bewilderment as he continues speaking. you want to say something, but he holds up a finger to tell you to wait. âbefore you start with the whole âhe doesnât feel that way about meâ spiel, he does. i saw how you looked at each other all night. he doesnât look at her like that.â
tears are pricking at the corners of your eyes as he speaks, and you turn your gaze from his so he wonât see. âyou love each other, y/n. itâs okay. i had fun, iâm glad i met you.â he says, reaching over the console to grab your hand. he gives it a gentle squeeze and you look back up at him as he smiles at you. âi would like to be your friend, if thatâs okay.â
âyeah, we can stay friends, of course.â you tell him. he lets go of your hand and gets out of the car, circling around to get your door and walk you up the front steps. before you can walk up damon pulls you in for a hug, which you reluctantly accept.
âit was nice meeting and going out with you, y/n. donât be a stranger!â he says, and then he lets you go and gets back into his car, driving off down the street.
you let yourself in the house and lock the door behind you before collapsing on the couch. you donât have the energy to move, to take off your shoes, or to even be worried about your makeup.
you just sit there, and you cry. you cry for all the lost time, if it is true and he does love you. and if damonâs wrong, and you do take the time to tell justin how you feel and he rejects you⊠well, you should go ahead and cry for that too. you cry for the only boy youâve ever loved.
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justin buckles his seatbelt and holds his foot down on the brake before backing out of his parking spot at the restaurant, ready to get home and into more comfortable clothing. chloe sits beside him silent, like she did for most of the dinner.
he spares a glance her way and notices her posture is rigid, her lips are pressed into a tight, thin line. justin reaches over to grasp her hand but she flinches away from his touch.
âare you okay?â he asks her, his tone concerned. âiâm okay. can you take me to my house, please?â she asks. her voice sounds small, she sounds upset.
âof course.â justin agrees. they hadnât been dating long enough to make the steps to move in together, but chloe frequented his house often as long as he was home. he thought it was a bit strange that she wanted to go home, but he waited to question it.
when he pulled in her driveway and parked she was quick to jump out of the car and make her way inside. justin turned the car off and pocketed the keys before following chloe inside.
âum, is everything okay?â he asked, stepping into the living room. âno. we need to talk.â chloe said, sitting down on the couch. justin sat next to her and place a reassuring hand on her knee as he waited for her to speak.
âi think we should break up.â
justin is taken aback by her confession, but he doesnât speak. he waits to hear her out. âi really like you, justin. and i think you like me. but you donât love me. and you never will, because you love someone else.â
âwhat?â he asks, his tone incredulous. âyou love y/n, justin. you know it, i know it, everyone on the planet knows it⊠except for her. i think youâre both idiots.â chloe smiles softly.
justin looks around the room nervously, waiting for chloe to speak again. âyouâre both idiots because what youâve been looking for has been in front of you the whole time. it was obvious you two should have been on a date. you both carried the conversation, you were doing silly impressions to make her laugh⊠you look at her like sheâs your most prized possession, justin.â
he takes a deep breath before looking at chloe and finally speaking. âiâm sorry.â is all heâs able to mutter out.
âyou donât need to apologize. iâll admit, i was upset at first. but on the drive i thought about it, and i just want you to be happy. and i figured someone needed to tell you that girl loves you, because if the two of you have been friends this long and you havenât figured it out, iâm afraid you never will.â she laughs. âand god, i didnât even know you were allergic to walnuts.â
justin laughs too before reaching over and pulling chloe into him for a hug. âthank you for telling me all that⊠and i am sorry. i really am.â
âitâs okay, justin. just get the girl, okay?â she says, shooing him out the door. he waves goodbye before walking off to his car and heading home.
when he arrives home he sits in the driveway pondering⊠did you really love him back? and if you have, how long? and what was he going to do?
he thinks of all the time heâs lost out on if itâs true, and you do love him back. heâd supressed the feelings for as long as he could remember because he never knew he had a chance - he never thought heâd be the one for you. and if he wasnât he knew itâd break him, but all he wanted was your happiness.
all he knew right now was that he loved you, that you were the only girl heâd ever loved.
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you donât talk to justin for a week.
youâre afraid to. usually, heâs the first person you run to about anything, but since the subject matter is him, you feel like youâre stuck between a rock and a hard place. you spend the entire week sad, crying into your coffee or whatever dinner youâve chosen to eat after work (usually cereal), and watching lifetime movies that are guaranteed to make you feel worse - they make the longing in your chest burn.
justin finally texts you on friday night, and youâre afraid to open it. you let it sit unread for half an hour before your phone starts ringing on the end table. itâs justin, you know it is, but youâre afraid to answer. you pick up your phone slowly and slide your thumb across the screen to answer the call.
âhello?â you sniffle, picking up a tissue to wipe your nose. âhey y/n, you okay?â justin asks.
âyeah, lifetime movie, sorry. whatâs up?â
âjust wanted to see if you wanna come over and hangout? i havenât heard from you all week, i miss you.â he says. you miss him too. but are you ready to see him after what happened?
against your better judgment, you agree to go over. after all, he is your best friend. if anyone can get you feeling better, itâs justin. you hang up the call and slide on your slippers before grabbing your keys and phone and heading over to his house.
you didnât bother changing, you didnât care what you looked like in front of him. heâd seen you sick as a dog before, he even held your hair when you puked a few times, so he could handle seeing you in an old ratty tshirt and sweatpants that were a few sizes too big.
thereâs also no way he could ever judge you for having greasy hair.
you make the quick drive to his place and you almost panic and leave before calming yourself down and walking to the front door. itâs just justin. this is no big deal.
you knock twice but you know he already knows youâre there, and he swings the door open quickly before pulling you into a tight hug. physical affection is something you both enjoy, and youâve missed him. you wrap your arms tightly around him and squeeze back.
justin laughs as he looks down at you. âsometimes i forget how small you are.â
âor maybe youâre sasquatch.â you say, giving him a shove. he lets go and steps aside so you can get in the door, and you waste no time in sliding your slippers off plopping down on his couch. you notice his house seems a little⊠different, but you canât put your finger on it.
justin closes the door and makes his way over to you, acting like heâs going to sit on your lap. âdonât even think about it.â you tell him, bringing your legs up to your chest. he sits next to you and leans into your side.
âhow was your week?â he asks you innocently. âit was horrible.â you reply. you share the most miniscule details with him when he tries pressing you further, because youâre too afraid to tell him whatâs really wrong. justin listens intently either way, hoping to find something he can do to make you feel better.
âwell howâs it been with damon?â he finally asks, and you freeze. justin moves so he can lay his head on your lap, and he straightens out your legs before doing so. your hand naturally finds its way into his hair, your nails raking along his scalp soothingly. he shudders.
âdamon um⊠well. he didnât wanna go on another date. it wasnât because he didnât like me, though. he just said⊠he could tell u didnât like him.â
justin hums softly. âinteresting.â he says.
âwhatâs interesting?â you ask him. âchloe broke up with me.â
âWHAT?â you shout, startling him a bit. âsorry⊠i mean, what? why? i thought you guys really liked each other?â
âwell, she liked me a lot. and i liked her but⊠i donât love her. she really helped me realize a lot of feelings i had that iâd been holding back.â he turns his head to look up at you and smiles and - oh. oh.
the look heâs giving you seems to be full of pure adoration, pure love. and you realize that he always looks at you like this.
tears start to form in your eyes again and justin sits up, this time pulling you into his lap. âyou okay?â he asks, soothingly rubbing his hand over your back.
thatâs why it seemed different - all her stuff was gone.
âi donât know. whatâs happening here?â you ask him, burying your face in his neck. âchloe helped me realize that i love you, y/n. i always knew it, deep down. but⊠i donât know. i never really thought you felt the same.â
âdamon said the same to me. that he could, um, tell we loved each other. are we just stupid?â you ask him, pulling away from his neck to look in his eyes.
âapparently two idiots in love.â he says. his hand finds the back of your hair and smooths over it softly before he pulls you into his neck again, crushing you in another hug.
âso where do we go from here?â you ask, enjoying his embrace. âi guess forward.â he jokes, poking at your sides. âtogether, of course, if you want that. as a couple.â
you canât help the giddy feeling bubbling up inside you as he speaks. of course you want that, itâs all youâve ever wanted. âi love you, justin.â you finally say, and being able to tell him to his face is like a dream come true. âi love you back.â he says softly. you meet his gaze once again and he looks nervous, but you arenât sure why.
âwhatâs wrong?â you ask him sweetly. you softly touch his cheek, smoothing over it with your thumb. he doesnât say another word, but he leans in and kisses you.
you feel dizzy, your heart is pounding incredibly hard against your chest. justin is over the moon too. your lips begin moving in sync, neither of you able to catch a decent breath as you devour each other hungrily. justin's hands find your waist and he pulls you into him further, and your arms circle around his neck.
he pulls away for a second before jumping right back in, awkwardly bumping his nose against yours. you both laugh before kissing again. this is truly what euphoria feels like. you donât know how long you both sit there taking each other apart, whether itâs minutes, hours or days.
what matters is itâs happening. finally.
your hands trail down his biceps as he continues kissing you, leaving a trail from the corner of your mouth down to the exposed column of your throat. your breath hitches when his lips meet one of your most sensitive spots, right where your neck meets your shoulder. âyou okay?â he says, sounding concerned.
âiâm nervous.â you whisper. his gaze is soft as he looks at you, half smile spreading across his face. âitâs okay,â he whispers back, âwe donât have to take this any further until youâre ready.â
you hug him again and kiss his cheek softly. âi want to. iâm just nervous.â
âthereâs no reason to be afraid.â he assures you. âdo you wannaâŠâ he starts, cocking his head to the side and motioning toward the direction of his bedroom. you nod a simple yes.
he stands with you and leads you down the hall to his room, although you know very well where it is. youâve spent countless nights here cuddled up with him.
he twists the knob slowly and pushes the door open before guiding you inside, and meeting your lips with his again. the kiss is soft and gentle, and he walks you back toward his bed without breaking contact. once youâve reached the side of the bed he pulls away and reaches behind himself with one arm, grabbing his shirt and yanking it over his head in one swift motion.
uou hop up onto his bed and get cozy against the pillows as he crawls onto the bed too, leaning over you. you rake your nails over the planes of his chest as he presses a kiss to your forehead. his fingertips find the hem of your sweater and his gaze meets yours, waiting for your approval. you nod, and he slides both hands under it before lifting it over your head.
youâre wearing a simple white bra, but justin is looking at you like youâve just descended down from heaven. you know he wonât ask you to take it off so you let what little bit of confidence you have flowing through your veins take over, and you quickly reach behind you to unclasp it.
justin sucks in a deep breath at the sight of you. youâre easily the most breathtaking woman heâs ever seen in his life, you have been since he first laid eyes on you⊠but seeing you like this⊠he feels like heâs died and made it to the afterlife.
you donât hide your gawking either, his toned body has always been something youâve enjoyed staring at whether he noticed it or not. âyouâre so beautiful,â justin tells you, leaning in to capture your lips again. as he crawls over your body you can feel his length through his sweatpants, it lays hard and heavy over your leg. you shudder at the thought of it.
justinâs hands slide up your torso and he caresses your breasts softly before tweaking both of your nipples with his thumbs and forefingers. you arch upward into him and your body is covered in gooseflesh as you await his touch again.
youâve never felt such pleasure and satisfaction in your life, and heâs only barely started. youâre sure that youâve soaked through your panties and sweatpants at this point. he continues to grab at your chest as he kisses you and you moan out his name softly, causing him to rut against your leg. he needs you just as much as you need him, you can tell.
âjustin, iâm ready. i want you.â you tell him, breaking away from his kiss to look into his eyes. he smiles down at you and raises his eyebrow, making sure one more time. âiâm ready.â you promise him. his hands grab the waistband of your sweatpants before pulling them down your legs quickly, along with your panties.
he pulls his off next and your mouth falls open, gawking at the sight in front of you. sure⊠justin was 6â6, everything about him was big⊠but holy shit. he is huge.
he smiles at you nervously before reassuring you, âitâll be okay, i wonât hurt you. i swear.â you almost think you could faint at how cute and sexy he his. you tell him you donât need any prep but he wonât allow it, and he uses the pad of his thumb to circle your clit quickly as he enters two fingers into you to work you open.
after a few minutes youâre ready, you canât take anymore and youâre practically begging him to fuck you. he blushes at the sound of your moans, but his chest fills with pride knowing heâs making you feel so good. he pulls his fingers from your soaking heat slowly before wrapping his hand around his cock and giving it a few strokes. you let him situate your body how he needs to and he ends up with your ankles right at his shoulders as he prepares to push into you.
heâs lucky youâre flexible. his lips find yours again as he pushes in and your thankful because his kisses swallow your gasps. he moves slowly, inch by inch until heâs fully seated, and he waits a few minutes before moving so he doesnât hurt you. when he finally pulls out and pushes back in, he moans loudly at how amazing you feel around him. you moan too, youâve never felt so full in your life - and youâve never felt so fulfilled either.
he moves to kiss you again and bumps his nose against yours again sweetly as his hands find yours and he tangles your fingers together. his movements are calculated, slow and methodical as he takes you apart, and unravels you in the very best way.
the room is filled with soft moans and labored breaths and the sounds of you kissing each other anywhere your lips can find. it doesnât take long for you to reach your peak and tears prick at your eyes when you do. this is all youâve ever wanted, and itâs beautiful, itâs magical. justin feels the same.
you warn him that youâre close and he tells you itâs okay, you can let go for him. âcum for me, itâs okay. i love you, y/n.â and thatâs all it takes. his admission of love knocks you straight over the edge and into the thrashing waters, your orgasm taking over your whole body. he cums soon after, his body enjoying the feeling of you squeezing him as he rides out his high.
when he pulls out of you he stand quickly, running off to his bathroom to grab a warm wet towel to clean you both up. he didnât bother asking if you were on the pill, he already knows every aspect of your life anyway.
justin cleans all your sensitive areas with the warm rag before wiping himself off and sliding back into bed with you, pulling the covers over your bodies.
âthat was amazing.â you admit.
âyeah it was. you know how long we couldâve been doing that?â he laughs, and you giggle too. âi love you.â you tell him. âi love you too, so much. can i tell you something stupidly embarrassing, though?â he asks, and you roll over to face him. âoh god, what justin?â
âremember after we graduated, right after you turned eighteen and we had that pool party?â
âyeah, i remember.â you say. it was one of your fondest memories, actually. âthat little yellow bikini you wore⊠i just thought i should admit to you now that i thought about you in that so much when i was jerking it that i thought my dick would fall off.â
both of you erupt in laughter, the admission funny and embarrassing, although endearing too. âthatâs okay, remember right before we went to college and you were teaching me how to drive but you kept getting frustrated and yelling at me? i thought that was the hottest iâd ever seen you.â you say. he pulls you into his chest and kisses you softly.
âyouâre getting me all worked up again, baby,â he laughs, kissing at your cheek toward your ear. âlooks like weâre gonna have to go for round two.â
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Hey! I know you wanted more requests for people besides the marauders so you can do this for anyone you like but maybe reader who is just soooo in love with them that anytime they do something nice for her she starts crying? Like happy tears because she's just so in love and she doesn't know how to express that. If you don't want to that's fine!
Hi, thank you! I decided to go with Sirius anyway because I felt like he'd be the most fun. (This is gonna be me btw, the first time I experience romantic love there's no way I'm gonna be able to handle it)
Sirius Black x fem!reader ⥠1k words
âDo you think itâs a bad idea to show off my tattoos on the first day?â
âMm, maybe,â you muse, looking longingly at the way Siriusâ inked-up forearms pair with his black dress shirt. âI feel like after the interview it wonât matter, but today you probably want to present your straightest-laced self.âÂ
âGross,â he grunts, but starts rolling down his sleeves.Â
Itâs a rare sight, Sirius up before noon, but his job interview is scheduled for ten and he doesnât feel in a position to negotiate. The frail morning light bounces off the full length mirror heâs standing in front of and illuminates the room as he purses his lips and starts unbuttoning his shirt. Youâre lying on the bed watching him get ready, trying your very best not to look enthralled and wanton (it is a constant effort).Â
âMy most gorgeous, radiant angel, could I ask you for a favor?âÂ
You grin, warmth flooding your chest. âYou donât have to butter me up. What is it?âÂ
âGrab the bigger version of this shirt? I think I may want a baggier tuck.âÂ
You hum and get up, padding into the closet. Siriusâ clothes are all strewn over the floor and dresser, but miraculously the shirt youâre looking for is on a hanger. As you reach for it, you nearly trip over a small box on the floor. It looks like the shell of something Sirius was sent in the mail, plain cardboard with the shipping label torn off. You bring it back out with you.Â
âThanks, lovely,â Sirius says as he takes the hanger from you.Â
âNo problem,â you reply. âWant me to recycle this for you?âÂ
He turns to look, blinks, then looks harder. âNo. Whereâd you find that?âÂ
âOn the floor.âÂ
âMust have fallen off its shelf.â He discards the smaller shirt on the bed and starts doing up the buttons of this new one, smirking when your eyes track the deft movements of his fingers. âDonât throw it out, itâs got important stuff in it.âÂ
You weigh the box in your hand. âIt feels empty.âÂ
âImportant, lightweight stuff.âÂ
You eye the barely-open flap of the box, intrigued. âCan I look inside?âÂ
You think you catch a flicker of hesitation across Siriusâ features, but itâs quickly schooled into insouciance. A vine of nervousness winds around your gut. âSure,â he says, âgo ahead.âÂ
You look at him a bit longer before slowly peeling back the cardboard flap. Inside is a mishmash of things. Paper, mostly, but you recognize one item immediately. Itâs a flimsy, neon orange paper wristband, a venueâs name stamped haphazardly onto one side. At the first concert youâd gone to together, Sirius had griped endlessly about how the orange contrasted with his outfit horribly and brought out all the ugliest hues of his skin (there arenât any, but you were too timid to tell him that at the time). Heâd seemed desperate to be rid of it. But here it is, carefully clipped off instead of torn and preserved like something special. Something warm and weighty blooms in your chest.Â
You take out one of the pieces of paper, unfolding it. Itâs your handwriting, thoughtless scribbling youâd left for him to find on the fridge one day after youâd left for work. Have a great day, love you.Â
Another is a bar napkin, containing a whole back-and-forth exchange between you and Sirius from the first time youâd met his friends. Youâd kept passing it to him under the table, asking Do they like me? Are they just being nice? Is Remus always so frowny? and heâd passed it back saying Yes. Yes, they love you. James is this nice to everyone, but I can tell he likes you. Remus is being a sourpuss because he hasnât eaten yet. Youâre perfect.Â
By the time you come upon a polaroid youâd forgotten heâd taken of you in his kitchen, youâre pressing your lips together to keep them from wobbling and your entire being feels warmed by incandescent, aching fondness. Your heart feels so big you canât breathe around it. Youâre not sure you have room for this much love, but youâll happily carry it around like a weight in your chest for the rest of your life.Â
Youâre all too aware that Sirius is watching you now, so you try to keep it together for his sake, but when you blink a tear slides down the side of your nose.Â
âHey,â he chides lightly, amusement inlaid with a bit of panic. âDonât.âÂ
You sniffle, then laugh wetly. âCan I hug you?âÂ
Normally he might make a joke (Not if youâre going to get snot all over my interview shirt) but something in your expression must sway him. Siriusâ eyes go soft. âYeah, baby. Of course, câmere.âÂ
He doesnât make you get up, crossing the distance to the bed and wrapping you up in his arms. You let out a little sob at the contact.Â
âIâm gonna clean off your shirt once weâre done,â you promise, gripping his shoulders.Â
âOkay.â He sounds amused.Â
âI justâI didnât know you kept this stuff.âÂ
âItâs cheesy.âÂ
âItâs not,â you insist, hugging him tighter. It makes you happy beyond words, to know youâre bringing this out in him. To see, with your own eyes, how much he loves you back. You can check in with yourself at any time and know youâre happy in your relationship with Sirius, but you never could have imagined how spectacular it would feel to know that you make him this happy in return. âItâs special, Sirius. Youâre special.âÂ
âYou sound like Jamesâ mum.âÂ
âOh, shut up.â You smack his arm, pulling back with a huff. Youâre smiling, though, and he sees, taking your wet, blotchy face between his palms and grinning at you. Honestly, if he werenât Sirius Black, heâd be such a dork.Â
âI love you,â he says, a significance in his tone that contradicts the playfulness in his expression. âDo I let you forget it?âÂ
âNo,â you tell him. âYou donât, itâs justâŠI just really love you too, you know?âÂ
His smile spreads, flashing canines the second before he pulls you in for a kiss. Itâs firm and spirited, and Sirius holds you there until youâre laughing into his mouth.Â
âI know,â he says, pecking you once more on the lips before letting you go with a swipe of his thumbs across your cheeks. âAlright, gorgeous, clean me up, would you? Iâve got other people to go impress.â
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