#ashton irwin fan fic

[bartxnhood]

complete mess | a.f.i

ashton irwin x reader

summary: based on this request

warnings: mentions of bad relationships, alcohol, some language.

requests open

not proofread

Copyright © 2023 bartxnhood. All rights reserved. This original work is not allowed to be reposted on any platform in any format.

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you stood alone, abandoned at the bar. lucas, your boyfriend, was nowhere to be seen. on the verge of tears, you began to feel very frustrated with his actions.

sure, you expected this from him, but on your birthday? did he not care about you at all? you looked over the sea of people, dancing, talking, drinking, and eating in an attempt to find your boyfriend but, nothing. your eyes landed on ashton, he saw the sadness in your eyes and knew.

this sadness has been lurking in your eyes for months now. no matter how badly you tried to hide it and put on a facade, ashton saw right through it.

you had become so insecure because of lucas, and ashton was tired of it. you deserved someone worth your time, you deserved someone who would look at you like you were the only thing good in this world. you deserved someone to treat you like you were the most delicate person on the face of the earth.

you deserved someone better.

he wished you wanted him.

to ashton, you were the best thing in his life. you had such a beautiful smile, the way you lit up as if he had done something stupid and you couldn’t help but laugh. you were the brightest star in the night sky. you made ashton a better person. and to see lucas belittle you, seeing you lose the light in your eyes, watching you slowly creep into a shell of made him angry. this wasn’t supposed to happen to you. not his y/n. not ashton best girl.

pushing past the crowd of people, peter was determined to be by your side. “y/n.” ashton emerged,. “ash” you sighed, feeling weight being lifted from your shoulders. “he left me.” you finally blurted, you felt a pang in your chest knowing tears would soon follow. ashton wrapped his arms around you, letting your head rest on his chest. “i know” he sighed, rubbing your back gingerly. “ash, your shirt” you huffed, looking up at him. afraid of ruining it with your makeup. “shh it’s fine” he shook his head, wiping away your tears with his callused thumb. he held you for a minute, but it felt like forever to you. “cmon, im taking you home.” he suggested, pulling away and reaching for your hand. “you don’t need to be here.” you nodded, following behind him and out the large doors.

exiting the building, ashton’s touch never left the small of your back. “he had no right to do that to you, y/n/n” he huffed. you knew he was upset, and so were you. thinking you could get over your feelings for ashton but you only got hurt in return.

oh, foolish heart.

you had been swooning after ashton since high school. always liked him from a distance, even if the two of you were the best of friends.

you weren’t good with confrontation, let alone rejection. because what if he rejected you? how could the two of you possibly stay friends after something like that?

but when you had got with lucas just a few years out of high school, ashton was the first to tell you his feelings.

even if it was a little too late.

“i can’t believe he would be that stupid to leave you alone. if i see him, i’m gonna-“ you were quick to grab his hand, cutting him off. “ash. don’t. just relax.”

ashton had accepted that lucas was your boyfriend but he’d still do everything he could to be in your life, as long as you were happy, he was happy. but seeing you so broken, and being used. he couldn’t let it continue.

“promise me something, y/n?” your eyes met with his. both of you stopping in your tracks. “end it with him. you don’t need someone like that in your life.”

“i will.”

ashton had suggested he take you back to his place, to avoid seeing lucas when he came back later that evening.

you sat on the edge of ashtons bed, still in your dress while ashton had gotten you some water and advil to help with your growing headache. your eyes stared out the window, the night illuminated by only the stars. “i brought you some extra clothes, in case you wanted to change.” he entered the room, some folded clothes in hand, and laid them next to you. your eyes followed him, “thank you.” he nodded, “it’s no problem” he shot you a sympathetic smile and handed you the medicine and bottle.

“you’re always saving me, ash. thank you” you sniffled as you took the two painkillers and downed them with a swig of water.

ashton only hummed, watching you take the clothes in hand and making your way to the bathroom.

and when you returned, ashton had changed as well. you tossed the blaxl dress on the floor and went back to ashton’s bed.

“feel better?” he looked up at you, only getting a shrug from you. “can you help me take my hair down? there’s a lot of pins” he patted the spot in front of him which you scooted over and he proceeded to pick the pins out of your hair. “you know” ashton started, “lucas has no idea what he’s missing out on.” you simply shrugged, you couldn’t stomach talking about him again.

“i don’t know what i was thinking, i thought i could get my mind off someone else, but i only got hurt worse. i’m so stupid” a dry laugh escapes your lips. ashton paused, now knowing why you had started dating lucas. but his shoulders dropped knowing you probably liked someone else. “stop. stop blaming yourself.” he hummed.

his scratchy voice sending chills down your spine. you only let your shoulders drop. looking down at your hands. soon enough he had gotten a majority of the pins out. and with that, you finally let your hair down letting up the stress on the scalp.

ashton got a whiff of the scent of your shampoo and he couldn’t help but look away. you still haven’t changed it all these years. that familiar floral smell filled his nostrils. it was still the same kind you used in high school, he wishes he could smell forever.

it was obvious you liked someone else. you discarded the hairpins, and sat next to ashton again. “if it wasn’t for you, i’d be so lost. i’m so glad you came into my life” you smiled sadly, and he placed a comforting hand on your shoulder. “you’ll always have me in your corner. id do anything for you, you know that.” you nodded. you did know, hell, if you didn’t have him you’d still be miserable. he was always there for you. no matter what.

you were now curled up on ashtons chest, your eyes still glued to the window. not saying anything, you thought he had fallen asleep by now. but when you looked up at him, he was looking down at you. “i thought you were asleep.” he laughed, a simple shake of his head. you smiled, the dim light of his lamp made his skin look so beautiful, the way his hair lay in his eyes, and how he looked at you. you could stare at him for ages.

you felt your heart beating, feeling as if it would beat out of your chest. you wondered if this was the moment you’d tell ashton how you felt for the past decade.

“what’s on your mind?” he asks softly, you hum. thinking if this was the right moment and if the words that were about to spill from your lips were a good idea. your eyes flicked from his hazel eyes to your fingers, picking at your cuticles.

“do you remember a while back when you confessed to me and i had just gotten with lucas?” you ask. when you look up you see him studying you. he nods slowly, “yeah?”.

you puff your cheeks then release the air, sighing. “i liked you too at the time, and i still..well..i love you. i was with lucas simply because i thought you didn’t like me like that..” you groaned quietly, realizing how stupid it sounded.

you saw his face contort, trying to process your words. you can’t seem to read his expression. he falls silent for a moment, replaying his confession over and over again. it was all making sense.

“ash?” you say, hoping he wouldn’t be so upset with you. “i wish you would’ve told me sooner..” he says, followed by a sigh. you frown, assuming you have missed your opportunity with your best friend.

“but..” he continued, “i still love you, y/n. i have since we were teenagers. i don’t think id ever be able to get over you. you have me wrapped around your finger and i’d do anything for you.”

you feel your heart racing, your cheeks flushed pink, and you feel like you were back in high school.

“ashton, will you kiss me?”

the brown-haired boy stared at you, hazel eyes wide. his lips parted, “did you just ask if i’d-“ “kiss me” you interrupted him. this time begging him. “please” you whispered. ashton sat up, his eyes not leaving yours once as he brought his hand to your cheek and then pressed his lips on yours ever so lightly. afraid he would hurt you in any way. his lips felt so soft against yours. pure bliss engulfed your body. this was what you imagined your kiss with ashton to be like. when he pulled away, eyes meeting with yours his cheeks were flushed. having such a huge crush on you, he never thought he would have this moment with you.

your hands on his neck, you leaned in again connecting your lips. this time this kiss was longer and more intimate. your hands tangled in his brown curls while he was resting on your lower back, occasionally pulling you in. when you pulled away, catching your breath you couldn’t help but stare at him. his hand ran over your waist, playing with the hem of your shirt as the two of you watched the other, breathing each other in. ashton’s smiles, his calloused thumb tracing your cheekbone. “you make me complete, y/n.”

maybe this birthday wasn’t so bad after all.

[gothluke]

i 🩷 ashton

[calumance]

the hood family going to watch calum on a late night tv show like james corden or something and in the middle of the interview lil logan runs up to calum bc he wants to sit with him and it’s the cutest thing ever like logan has no idea what he’s doing he just wants to sit with his best friend and nobody can stop him🥺

Stop it, this is so cute. I was all pouty faced the entire time I wrote this, but Logan just is so in love with his daddy. 🥺

Enjoy!

It was chaotic outside of the dressing room. All of the crew members running around to try to make what was happening in front of the cameras look as smooth as possible. That’s why Caum had told Logan to stay with his mom no matter what. To be honest, Calum hadn’t even wanted his son to come along due to how easy it could be to get trampled or lost backstage at a TV show; but it’s hard when the little toddler threw an absolute fit when he tried dropping him off. 

They had driven with the kids over to Luke and Sierra’s house, mainly to drop off the kids with Sierra, but also to pick up Luke since he hadn’t wanted to drive. Aiden went running into the house, no problem. It’s never a problem, being that he’s not-so-secretly in love with Sierra. Calum carried Logan into the house and attempted to put him down on the couch, but the toddler squeezed Calum’s neck even tighter, nearly choking him. “Logan, you need to stay here with Auntie Sierra and your brother. We’ll be back for you in a couple hours.”

That was what set him off. The screaming started and the tears started rolling. All Calum could understand through Logan’s hysterical screaming was that Calum was leaving him. As hard as Calum tried to explain that he would be back, Logan could not expect it. Even with Mama saying she would stay with him, he still thought Calum was leaving him. Calum and Mama made eye contact and silently agreed to take the toddler with them.

On the drive to the studio, Luke kept Logan occupied, the car filled with Luke’s laughter and Logan’s laughter. It was when they arrived that Calum picked Logan up out of his car seat and told him to hold onto him until they were in the dressing room. Logan tucked his face into Claum’s neck and Calum reached back to hold onto his wife’s hand, ensuring that no one got lost. Once they were in the dressing room, that was when everything fell into a normal calm.

They were given their 5 minute warning until they had to be ready to go on stage. Calum crouched down to be at Logan’s height, who was sitting on a chair, and this was when he gave him the speech. “Logan, you have to stay with mama no matter what, okay? There are lots of people here and they’re all bigger than you, you could get lost, or get hurt. Do you understand me?” Logan nodded while swinging his legs back and forth. “That’s my boy.” Calum smiled before leaning forward and pressing a kiss to Logan’s forehead.

Logan walked with his hand in his mom’s behind Calum and the rest of the guys. At some point, the guys were directed in one direction, and Logan and his mom were directed in another. One went to the stage, the other went to where they could see the stage, but off to the side. They were introduced and made their way to the stage, all four of them sitting on the couch next to the host who sat behind a desk. Calum sat on the end, Luke directly to his left, then Michael to his left, then Ashton to the next left, right next to the host. 

The host asked them questions about their new album and what was coming up in the future for the band. There were of course questions of their personal lives, the ones Calum disliked the most to answer. Calum leaned his head against his hand and listened as the other three answered the questions. Everything was going as it should, until Calum suddenly heard ‘daddy’ being called from a very familiar little voice. When Calum turned, he saw Logan running towards him, tears running down his face. In one swift motion, Logan lifted his arms, and Calum scooped him up onto his lap. Calum calmed Logan for a minute before he realized that everyone was staring at him. “Sorry, he’s going through a phase where he can’t be away from me.” Calum nervously laughed but kept his main focus on Logan.

“Oh, Calum, this is so sweet!” The host cooed excitedly, “I knew you had kids, but I can never remember how old they are. Is this your oldest or your youngest?” The host asked.

“This is my youngest,” Calum kissed the side of his head and allowed Logan to nuzzle his face into the crook of his neck, “Give me a minute to handle this.” Calum says with a soft chuckle. Calum stood, still holding Logan and walked off the stage. The camera followed him as he walked Logan back over to Mama, telling him that he had to stay with her, and that he thought he had understood that.

As soon as he reached Mama, Logan started to throw a fit, not wanting to go to his mom, and wanting to stay with Calum. Calum and Mama went back and forth about trying to get Logan to calm down, but the host spoke up, “Why doesn’t the little one join us?” Calum and mama exchanged a look, but eventually relented and Calum carried Logan back to the stage. 

Calum sat back on the couch in his spot and put Logan on his lap, facing outward. Logan swung his legs, and looked over at the host who asked, “What’s your name?”

“Logan!” he answered with a big smile on his face.

“Logan, how old are you?” The host asked again.

“This many!” Logan excitedly held up three fingers. 

“Wow, you’re so big! Logan, do you love hanging out with your dad all the time?” The host leaned forward a bit to keep Logan’s attention.

Logan nodded furiously and looked back at Calum, “Daddy’s my best friend.” The entire crowd ‘aw’d.’ Calum nearly forgot he was sitting in front of a crowd. Calum smiled at Logan and ran a finger down his cheek, simultaneously moving his hair from his face.

“Do you know the name of your daddy’s band?” Logan nodded and swung his feet, effectively kicking Calum in the shins. Calum nonchalantly grabbed his legs to spot him from kicking him. “Great, I want you to look at that camera and tell it that your daddy’s band is coming up next, playing their new song.” The host pointed, and Logan’s eyes followed.

He looked back at Calum for encouragement and Claum nodded. Logan looked at the camera and said, very shyly, “My daddy’s band, 5 Seconds of Summer, is up next.” The crowd cheered and music started playing, indicating they were headed to a commercial.

Once the commercial break had started, Calum picked Logan up and carried him off stage. “Remember how I told you to stay with mama, no matter what?” Logan nodded, “You didn’t listen.“ Logan looked down, knowing he was in a little bit of trouble. Calum kissed the side of his head, “It’s okay, but you have to stay with mama while I sing my song, okay?” Logan nodded and wrapped his arms around Calum’s neck.

“I’m sorry, daddy, I just love you.” Logan said while resting his chin on Calum’s shoulder.

Calum couldn’t help but to smile, “I love you too, Logan.” With that, they headed back to the dressing room to get ready for their performance.

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[ughhhkat]

- HIII :')

im moving to my new account, ughkat. ill be deleting my stories from this blog, and moving them to the one linked. if you enjoy my work, thats where you will find me and my fics! thank u ♡︎

new account ~

[lipringlrh]

would anyone be interested in murderer or thief 5sos fics? please lmk :)

[haileybeehappy]

Revamped my masterlist a little :D I love it now. It definitely still needs some work but its getting there

House Party -  You and Ash have some fun in the middle of a party. SMUT

Blurb - Ash and the guys in a cabin along with sleepy Y/n FLUFF

Tinder - You meet up with a mystery man on tinder and tinder activities ensue SMUT

Too Long - You and Luke are reunited after too long apart SMUT

Sweet - You and Shawn are close friends and you are kinda new in the music business.

Makeup Wipes - Quick Blurb ~

Everything I wanted - angsty fluff based on everything I wanted by billie eilish  !~ angst

Shower Shenanigans - Harry helps with your hangover then the two of you have some fun in the shower. FLUFF - SLIGHT SMUT

Harry Chrismas - Just some good ole Harry Christmas fluff 

Okay - Post breakup relationship ~ ANGST

Bubble Bath - Domestic Harry Fluff

Jealousy - You and Harry fight but the night ends up with both of you in bed giggling. FLUFF - LIL ANGST

One Whole Year - You and Harry are supposed to be celebrating your one year anniversary but he runs off to be with his best friend Jess for her work function. Fight ensues. (Part Two) (Part Three) ANGST

Neighbors - You move into a simple studio apartment. The very first place you live by yourself and your very attractive neighbor unknowingly sings you to sleep through the walls.

Couch Locked - You are pretty much in love with your best friends brother and your first time getting high you release some secrets.

Sub Space - You get stuck in Sub Space and Harry coaxes you out

Fuck Buddies - Harry and Y/n are fuck buddies. Rules set in place to keep each other within arms reach. What happens when Harry drops a bomb in Y/n?

Drug Dealer Harry - You’re in love with your small town drug dealer

Cabana Break - Harry eats you out on vacation.

Pre Concert Rituals - you and Harry enact pre concert rituals

Award Winner - New to the music industry you make fast friends with global super star musician Harry Styles and create a close bond. Leaving you wanting more. Unsure of how he feels for you.

Between The Pages - Author Harry AU - You are a temp that gets a job as a personal assistant for a semi-reclusive author named Harry Styles. While his regular assistant gives birth and going on maternity leave.

Making Music -  Harry recording back tracks and extra vocals and he pulls you in with him and fucks you in the recording booth. Using your moans in the songs.

Krylon - Mafia Harry AU - Raised in a high society by a father who owns a large multi-billion dollar business that you are to take over one day. With responsibilities and duties already piling on, you have one last summer to really live. Something, or more so, somebody might get in the way of that. Along with uncovering some very dirty things about your fathers business.

MORE TO COME

[carryonafi]

my quiet blue tomb of you.

ashton irwin x reader; SMUT!! 🔞

a/n: okay now i’m getting WAY to confident with the smut but i just had this idea i needed to get out. most of these things were inspired by convos ive had with my friends and they were amazing with giving me ideas for this fic!! enjoy some hot drummer boy sex

cw: choking kink, hair pulling, recording sexual acts, a tiny tiny bit kinky ;)

words: 3k

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Your phone was set on the closest surface possible, already filming as you shuffled around the kit and settled onto the small stance of the stool. Ashton was beaming with you sitting between his legs, like he couldn’t have been in a better position and you just about trumped every single thing he’s ever achieved with this instrument. His head ducked to your shoulder, the rogue flyaways of his curls tickling your skin which sent the reaction of goosebumps all over your body.

“Cameras rolling, babe.” You warned playfully, only getting a soft hum in response as Ashton pulled away and reached for the pair of wooden sticks resting on the snare to your left. The video would be edited on your part anyway, you loved those fans to death, but you couldn’t give them too much attention.

The sensation of your boyfriend's body wrapped around yours was so, so desiring. Body heat radiated from him through your thin top and his bare torso, arms shadowing yours as he bared the sticks in your hands. The palms of his hands were rough, but they were able to give you the most gentle touch you’d ever felt. Fuck, it made you dizzy. His hair brushed against your cheek as he peered over your shoulder to help you.

“Play by yourself a bit.” He encouraged, making you giggle at the lack of context behind the words he was saying. Ashton only missed it by a beat, but his laughter followed yours soon after. “You know what I mean.” His fingertips brushed against your right side, sending another shiver down your spine.

Hesitantly, you looked around the kit and decided to bring the drumstick down onto the floor tom on your right side. Just once or twice.

“No need to be so ginger with it.” Ashton shook his head, once again wrapping his hands over yours to direct them. He adjusted your position a bit and you could feel the slow rise and fall of his chest, the soft beat of his heart and it just about made you sleepy. They say that when you’re with someone you love that these… endorphins release that make you all sleepy and warm, that was exactly how you were feeling. You barely registered Ashton’s voice. “Wanna play anything specific?”

“Teach me…” You paused, letting your head drop back against his shoulder to get the best look at him you could. “Jet Black Heart.” Confidence. That was very much what you wanted. He gave you a soft smile before blessing your temple with a peck of his lips, letting the kiss linger for a moment before you sat back up and let him guide your movement.

“Push your foot down on the pedal for me.” Ashton ordered in such a soft manner that it didn’t even sound like a direction, a suggestion that you were obligated to take from your trance. You did just that, bringing your foot down, but it barely made a sound. “With force, (Y/N). You can’t be gentle.” He corrected, making you sigh and ponder. These drums were meant to be beaten, meant to be abused into beautiful symphonies that you could only create with melodic and rough raps. You stomped down a bit harder, the boom was halted because of the soundproof walls of the basement — but it made a sound.

“Ohh!” You hummed in amusement, tapping the pedal a couple more times and smiling at the sounds it made.

“See? Sounds better, doesn't it?” Ashton rubbed your sides as you nodded, tilting your head slightly to get a look at him… and snuck a sweet kiss to his cheek.

“Mmhm.” You made a sound like an affirmative, waiting for his next direction that could make your heart flutter, and it did. He whispered to cross your arms, slowly guiding your hands while he told you when to push on the pedal. Almost everything you did was under his control, his heartbeat accompanied with yours and the sound of the drums ricocheting in your ears. The wooden sticks felt like they could slip out of your hands at any moment, you were so weak from his touch but so amazed at how easily he made this all seem. When he finished showing you the beginning, he played it all in one and turned to look towards the camera. A 2 minute video, that would be enough for them, right? Once again, you marveled in amazement at how the drums sounded.

“You’re a professional now, you should take my place.” Ashton let go of your hands, giving you the freedom to beat around on the drums a bit longer. No particular pattern in mind, only tapping away on the hi-hat to achieve that hissing sound that you always loved. However, you frowned when it didn’t work out the way you intended. Not the right part.

“Maybe not so much.” You turned back to Ashton again, staring straight into those dilated pupils and blown out hazel irises. Pure love. Pure love was all you could see and you knew you were mirroring that right back to him. His arm snuck around your waist, smiling sweetly as he hovered over your lips for a moment. Now this was what you were looking for, your hands had a mind of their own as you set down the drumsticks and cupped both of his cheeks. Your lips met soon, the pads of your thumbs smoothing over his cheekbones and index fingers tracing the rough of his sideburns. He hummed against your closed mouth, and you melted. Melted into lovely mush because of your adoration for this man, how easy it was for him to be the way that he was and charm with no effort at all. The noise just made you wanton, that kiss turned into lips parting and sliding against each other as the enticing sound of you pulling away made you dizzy each time. Your heart started to pound, arousal started to pool as you felt Ashton’s grip on your waist become tighter.

“Ash.” You sighed dreamily, hands sliding back to the rogue curls which rested on the nape of his neck right above that beloved tattoo. “The camera.” The tone you spoke in was slow, it almost sounded far away because you were so enthralled by the beginning of this make-out session.

“You’re gonna cut it, aren’t you?” Ashton asked quite rhetorically as he continued his journey along the point of your jawline, gasping as he bared his teeth against the sensitive skin of your pulse point. “Keep it on, save a little bit for yourself. Don’t have t’show anyone.” His words were muffled against your flesh, each syllable like a slow puff of loving smoke against you and further shaking your need.

“Mm.. ‘kay.” You huffed in defeat, shuddering as you felt him smile to your throat. The position you were in was quite uncomfortable, still twisting your body to meet his. Ashton took notice of this quickly, tapping your thigh and motioning for you to sit up so you could get more comfortable. Every little thing came so easy to him, it was beyond you. Within seconds, you were perched atop his lap with your feet placed firmly on the ground with the height of the drum stool.

“Fuckin’ perfect, you are.” Ashton’s hands wandered your body, calloused fingertips gliding along your hips and stomach as your top had ridden up slightly. Just enough to make him hungry. The instant change in his attitude made you stir, the sweetness from earlier had shifted into possession and you could see it in his eyes. Large pupils dark with lust and need, despite every act he put on he could never hide that desperation for you. This realization made you giggle, bumping your nose with his as you leaned in for another kiss.

“Mh. Love you.” You spoke like a secret, kissing him once in expectation for him to repeat it.

“Love you more. So much more, my girl.” Suddenly your heart soared again, the fuzzy feeling in your chest made you bold enough to drag your nails down his chest as your lips met for the hundredth time within the last 5 minutes. It was so soft, but so needy, so slow. You never understood the term “love drunk” until you shared everything with Ashton, he could never fail to make your heart flutter like he was kissing you for the first time again. Like he was touching you for the first time again, sharing hushed whispers of your three favorite words for the first time again, it was so magical. You were convinced that this would never go away, the honeymoon phase would last your entire relationship and that was the way it should be.

Now, you were growing much more impatient. Your hips began to slowly rock into Ashton’s and the friction had him sighing gratefully, giving you the perfect opportunity to slide your tongue over his bottom lip with a need to push this further.

“Greedy.” He laughed as your hips collided again, his voice cut off in a groan.

“Only for you.” You replied, grinning victoriously as he returned the favor and gripped your hips, dragging you down against him. A gasp passed your lips, the smile never faltering as the sultry tone dripped from your sounds. “Want it so bad.”

“Yeah?” The implications made you weak, nodding desperately. “I’ll give you what you want.” Ashton leaned in to continue what he was doing before, placing those kisses to your throat which felt harsh but so loving. Marks would be left behind, but ones that would only fade within a short amount of time. He would always give in, you were too good to pass up and he only played those games when he really wanted to.

His fingertips came into contact with your skin again, feeling over the dips of your sides and waist, cherishing you like this was the last chance he’d get to ever touch you. Momentarily, everything around you went quiet. No background noise, no fabric shuffling, just the soft kisses and sounds of Ashton’s lips traveling every inch your neck. You could hear the pounding of your own heart in your ears, tangling your fingers in his thick, fluffy curls as you sighed and breathed, every sound heavy with arousal. His hands inching towards the soft elastic of your pajamas, touch sending goosebumps rippling throughout your body. It was so much, but never too much. Never enough.

“Help me out, here.” Ashton murmured against your skin, muffled by your body. You obliged immediately, without hesitation as you knew exactly what he was asking. You shuffled around, lifting your hips so he could push off the material and expose you to those eyes. Those dark eyes, completely overtaken with lust. “Mm. I figured.” He hummed, seeing you completely bare underneath. You let out another soft laugh, music to his ears just like the music he created.

“You should know me by now.” Your voice came in an awful suggestive tone, the fabric of his pants now pressed to your bare core. “I like easy access.”

“Do you, now?” Ashton whispered, pressing wet kisses on your breasts as you kneaded your hands in his hair. “I suppose I trained you well.” He hummed into your curves, making you gasp as he gripped your thighs to move you closer and instead creating friction which felt much more intense due to there being a layer of clothing lost.

“I want you so bad, please — I know you want me too.” You breathed, shuddering as your hips met again which finally elicited a groan from Ashton.

“Why have you got to be so damn irresistible?” He cursed, sucking in a breath as your hands went to his sweats to do the same thing he had done to you. You both were eager, too eager to put in the effort and take them off all the way. Ashton was lifting your hips within seconds of you watching his cock spring free of the confines, your breath getting caught in your throat as if this was your first time. From the most innocent scenarios to times like this, there wasn’t a moment where you didn’t feel anxious butterflies or that familiar swirling in your head.

His fingertips dug into your flesh, creating that tightening sensation in your chest as he whispered soft praise against your neck. The way he eased you down, rubbing your hips yet roughly gripping your thighs and feeling his frame tremble beneath your own as you took his length told you that this sweetness wasn’t going to last long. The only thing you could do was let your hands go right back up to his hair, disheveled in the most gorgeous way ever imaginable. You breathed out a satisfied sigh, listening as Ashton echoed you and added more loving encouragement.

“Feel so good, baby. Look at me, come on, dear… wanna see those beautiful eyes.” The comment made you blush, but regardless of his command your head tilted back as you closed your eyes. The pleasure was all too much and you had barely done anything, this position was something different. Your internal guess of how long this loving act was going to go on for had been proven right, feeling the loss of his hand on your thigh as he instead gripped your throat. You gasped, a strangled whine tearing past your closed off throat.

“I told you to fucking look at me.” Ashton’s voice was husky and hot between you, the tone sending a shiver down your spine. Your own hand went to grab at his wrist, and it was then you noticed how tight his hold was on you. It made you dizzy, dizzy with arousal and dizzy from the fact that he was somehow safely blocking your windpipes enough to make you obey without question. Your eyes were locked onto his as you rolled your hips, watching Ashton’s eyelids flutter and his kiss-swollen lips part to let out a moan of his own.

“Fuck..” You said softly, eyes widening as both of his hands got tighter on you.

“Watch that mouth.” He said simply, and you knew right then and there to let him take over. Your body submitted completely, simply taking in the feeling of his hips lifting from the drum stool with ease and your own weight on top of him. You no longer needed to have a brain, you could let Ashton fuck you mindless and you knew he’d be satisfied.

Between the soft grunts and growls that he made and your own restrained moans, there were the sounds of skin and friction. It felt like heaven as he lost all self control, relentlessly fucking up into you with a hand on your throat to keep your gaze on his muted green irises. However, you could see that this position was getting pretty hard to keep up with. The line of frustration between his eyebrows and the sweat collecting in those curls that hung over his forehead, you tried to get his attention.

“Switch — bend me over.” You gasped, hoping your babbling made enough sense to him. It did, watching his strong chest rise and fall with each labored breath he took as he let go of your throat. You gratefully took in a deep breath, not getting to enjoy it much before Ashton firmly patted your thigh.

“Up.” He said without any elaboration needed, pushing yourself off of him with a quiet sound before standing up. He followed in your actions quickly, towering over you, bodies almost touching… you weren’t kept waiting any longer. Ashton’s arm wrapped around you, roughly fastening his grip on your waist as he spun you around and forced you down. This was not very steady, not at all. Your hands were placed on the high toms of his drum kit, which were not at all attached to anything stable. Not that you had to completely rely on it, since Ashton’s arm was all the way around you keeping you close.

“I’ve got you, I got you.” His other hand traced your spine, leaving goosebumps in his wake just as he braced himself and passed easily through your folds. Another desperate sound escaped you, trying to not put too much pressure on your hands and potentially knock something over. Ashton quickly built up his pace again, his hand slowly making its way up your back again before taking your hair with one sharp tug. This had you crying out his name, fingertips grazing against the material.

“Gonna cum. All over your fuckin’ back.” He rasped, thrusts becoming sloppy and uncoordinated. “Wanna see you covered. All mine.” Ashton rambled possessively, making your thighs shake with need to finally be brought over the edge.

“Please? Please — I…” Your words were cut off with a silent moan, closing your eyes to watch those shapes drift across your vision. You tightened around him, you could feel it because of the way Ashton had tried to speed up and keep his pace regulated. The orgasm that washed over you made him fail to keep composure, quickly pulling out of you and doing just as he had promised. Your ass and lower back painted in his cum, one beautiful sight Ashton couldn’t tear his eyes away from. You both panted and slowly collected your consciousness, unable to hold yourself on these drums much longer. Ashton felt your struggle, guiding you into a standing position with your back against his torso. Both of his arms snaked around you comfortably, warm, large hands on either side of you to remind you just where you were.

“That’s gonna be fun to watch.” He mumbled against your neck, pressing those open mouthed kisses to the hickeys he had left with pride and affectionately roughing up your skin with the stubble adorning his cheek. Once your eyes opened again, you looked over at your phone still set up on the desk nearby.

“Mm, I dunno. That whole “bending me over the drum kit” thing didn’t work as well as I thought it would.” You mused, leaning your head to the left to feel his sweaty hair against your skin. However, you didn’t regret one bit of that.

“I made it work, though. Didn’t I?” Ashton nuzzled your neck, making you laugh breathlessly as he tickled your skin. “You’ve got some weird fantasies.” He added.

“And you have only just scratched the surface.”

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(some more cutie pics of ash to imagine for this one🤗)

[irwinsblender]

hi hiii could i request an ashton or luke x reader fic based on the song constellations by jade lemac?? thank youuu <33

thank you for this request!! i hadn’t heard this song before and i tried to interpret it in my own way. i’m sorry if this fic seems a little rushed, i finished it while still in a kind of writers block mode, but i hope you like it <3

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constellations

based on the song constellations by jade lemac

pairing: ashton x reader

summary: you always find it hard when ashton has to leave for tour, but you’ve found your own way to stay connected to him

warnings: none

word count: 2.3k

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as a teenager, you were always going to concerts. music was your life, it got you through more than your friends or family ever could. seeing your favourite musicians in person was everything.

never did you expect a few years later you’d be dating one.

ashton irwin. the drummer from 5 seconds of summer. of course you’d heard their music occasionally before you started dating, however, you wouldn’t call yourself a hardcore fan.

you’d been dating for a few years now, and every second of that time had been absolutely wonderful. well, mostly.

you got to travel the world, see places you’d never thought you’d ever see in your lifetime, all because of him. most of all, seeing him up on that stage, performing, was a big highlight for you. it was incredible.

the downside was when you couldn’t be there for certain shows. having to go home in the middle of a big tour, or not even getting to go with him at the beginning. you’d never forget the times that schedules had changed suddenly, stripping you and ashton of any sort of goodbye.

you’d been with ashton on tour for the past month, and now their tour would be heading to europe. this was your time to unfortunately say goodbye.

you, along with the band, were at a hotel at the airport last night. you would be taking a flight back home while they take a flight over seas to a whole different country.

you and ashton had experienced this before, you both knew you could deal with the distance. but it never got easier. especially with the time difference always making things difficult.

waking up today, the last morning you’d be together, you wanted to make sure to enjoy the last few moments you’ll get together.

last night was wonderful. after getting to the hotel, you ordered room service, eating on the comfort of the bed while talking about a few tour related things as well as discussing what you’d be doing at home while he’s continuing to tour the world.

you both got ready for bed, quite early at that, putting on a movie while you laid in bed together. not long after the movie started, it got forgotten about. wanting to take in this last night to make the most of each others company before you’d be apart for some time.

now, you were still in bed, snuggled up together. ashton had ended up being the little spoon, that didn’t always happen, but when it did, you loved wrapping your arms around him, hugging him close, it was comforting.

you glanced over at the clock on the desk, seeing it wasn’t long before you would have to be getting up. sighing, you tried to focus on being this close to ashton before you’d have to leave each other.

ashton laying shirtless in bed, you pressed a couple of soft kisses to the top of his back. you held him as close as you could, cheek resting against his back. today was going to be hard. you didn’t want to say goodbye. you’d both be okay, but the thought of not being together for a while was a feeling you were still taking time to get used to.

ashton woke up shortly after you, yawning as he leaned to see if you were awake. just about seeing that you were, smiling at you as you smiled back.

“morning, baby,” he took your hands in his that were resting on his stomach. “how’re you feeling?”

“same as always,” you sighed. “don’t want you to leave.”

“i don’t want to either,” ashton pulled at one of your hands, kissing the back of it softly. “wish you could come with me.”

he felt you nod, then feeling something different. you started tracing your index finger around his back, between his shoulders. he hummed quietly, liking the feeling.

you traced around his freckles, connecting the dots that were scattered across his body. they were like constellations, just like the stars were in the sky. something you both use to feel close to each other when you were actually miles apart.

he moved a while after you started, rolling onto his side to get a good look at you before you’d have to start getting ready for your departing flights.

“how long is your flight?” you asked him.

“eight hours.” he frowned. a long time for you to go without speaking. “yours is five?”

you nodded, going quiet again. ashton shuffled over to you, pulling you closer to make the most of cuddling before you couldn’t for a while.

“you’re gonna update me every day right?” you asked, as if it wasn’t the same every tour. “and call me whenever you can.”

“every day,” he promised. “i’ll figure out timezones, find a good time i can call you.”

you nodded again, looking up at him, “i’m gonna miss you.” you reached up to run a hand through his hair.

ashton went to say something, when his alarm started going off on his phone. not a wake up alarm, more a time limit alarm. meaning you’d spent as much time as you could staying in bed. neither of you moved.

“i love you.” ashton leaned down, pressing a kiss to your lips. moving to leave the bed right after.

“i love you too, ash.”

it was a rush after that. you took until the last minute to be ready. avoiding a lot of calls and texts from the guys, telling you they’d leave without you if you didn’t get out of the hotel room soon.

once ready, you were quick to make your way towards security where a few checks would be done, as well as checking a few boards to make sure both of your flights would be on time.

although a delay might have been nice.

you’d already agreed that you’d wait at the same gate as ashton, for his flight. his flight was scheduled slightly earlier than yours, so you could be with him until the second he left.

you sat next to each other in the waiting area, fingers linked together, the guys sat opposite. you didn’t speak a whole lot, this time was enough without needing to say anything.

it was only when an announcement was made that boarding would begin soon that you knew the goodbyes would be coming soon.

“can i change my mind and come with you?” you half joked. knowing you couldn’t do that.

“i wish you could, love,” ashton leaned over to you, kissing your temple. “but work just can’t cope without your expertise.”

you laughed, he was right, your job always seemed to mess things up when you were on tour with ashton instead.

and then boarding started, people standing to make their way over to the gate, tickets started being scanned before going down to the doors.

you said your goodbyes to the guys first, letting them get sorted and go ahead to get onto the plane. you and ashton always needed that extra time to make sure you’d said everything you wanted before you’d be apart.

“why does this never get easier,” you asked. trying to keep your emotions at bay. “we do this every tour and i still hate it.”

“i know, baby, i know,” ashton pulled you into his embrace, rubbing his hands up and down your back for comfort. “we’re gonna text and call all the time though, i promise.”

“gonna miss you, ash.” you looked up at him.

he cupped your cheeks, caressing his thumbs back and fourth as he leaned down to press a few love filled kisses to your lips.

“i’ll miss you more.” he smiled softly.

“don’t start,” you laughed. glancing over to the gate after the next section of the plane had been called to board. “i guess you’ll have to go now.”

he pulled his backpack onto his back, your hand in his as he pulled you towards the check in desk. the line wasn’t too long, letting him take his time. the person there scanned his ticket and checked his passport, giving him the all clear to board the plane.

“i’ll see you soon, baby.” ashton pulled you in for a final hug, holding onto each other as tight as you could. “i love you, so much.”

“i love you,” you replied, pulling back slowly before letting him go. “text me as soon as you can.”

he walked through the first gate, you followed where he was going, sticking to where the seating area is. the railings stopping you from going any further.

“i will,” he called over. “i’ll call you tomorrow.”

“please do!” you called back.

ashton gave you one final wave, disappearing around the last corner that leads to the plane, gone in the blink of an eye. like normal, you sat there, waiting until his plane left. it took you time to move after, everything felt weird once he’d gone.

it was always hard for you, boarding your plane on your own, sitting next to a stranger, knowing ashton was heading in one direction and you in another.

you’d had conversations about quitting your job so you could be with him all the time on tour. but it never got any further than light talk. going by how hard you still found it, it might be time to bring it up again.

when you got back home, it was strange. too quiet. you were alone in your house to unpack, to get back to work, to cook meals for yourself. you didn’t like it at all.

it took you at least a week to settle back in. you would text back and fourth with ashton for a little while, but it was never long. it was hard with the time difference and him having to go to rehearsals, soundchecks and the shows.

you hadn’t talked over the phone as much as you’d promised each other. you endlessly wanted to call him, but the lack of texts from him told you that he was too busy with tour. which you always understood.

it was a few weeks in when you started leaving voicemails in the early hours. late for you, the middle of the night in europe. which is because you knew he wouldn’t answer, so you could say what you wanted for him to hear when he woke up.

one day in particular, you’d missed ashton a lot. things had gone wrong at work and it had tired you out. he’d normally be here to help you through the stress, but he was on the opposite side of the world.

you thought about getting an early night, skipping dinner, and to no surprise you couldn’t sleep. when ashton was here, you’d sit outside on your back porch to feel the fresh air of the night, it always used to help. just being surrounded by peace and the stars above.

you sat there, on your swing seat. clicking on ashton’s name to call him. it was almost nine at night for you, ashton wouldn’t be up for another few hours where he is, so you hadn’t expected him to answer.

you waited for his answerphone message to start playing, instead, you were met with ashton’s tired voice.

“hey,” he answered. you were silent for a moment. “you there, love?”

“yea, sorry, i thought you’d be sleeping.” you replied.

“only slept an hour,” you could hear him sigh. “couldn’t sleep after that.”

you tucked your legs up beside you, wishing ashton was here with you, “what city are you in?” you asked. “one that i’d like?”

“paris,” he smiled. “i know you love it here, can’t stop thinking about you.”

“is it still dark there?” you questioned. “are the stars out?”

you heard shuffling on the line, followed by silence, and then what sounded like a door opening and closing. ashton let out a long breath as stepped onto his balcony, he looked up at the sky above him, it would be getting light soon, but the stars were definitely still bright.

“yea, they’re out.” he sat down on the singular chair perched to the side.

“and now we’re together,” you smiled to yourself. “for a little while at least.”

“you’re stargazing?” he sounded surprised. “wish i could stargaze with you.”

“but you are, ash,” you rubbed your eyes tiredly. “no matter where we are, the stars can bring us together.”

you were both quiet, looking up at the sky. the beautiful night sky. the stars reminded you of him, the way you both loved stargazing, loved spotting the constellations.

“i can see it,” ashton had a smile to his voice. “orien’s belt. it’s there.”

those stars stood out the most, “we’re looking at the same stars.” you smiled. “i see it too.”

orien’s belt was one of the things you always pointed out to ashton, that felt like the closest you’d get to him now, the only thing connecting you both while you sat under the stars in two different places.

you’d make shapes out of the different constellations. much like you’d trace the constellations on ashton’s body. his freckles that you love. it’s a part of him you’d always remember, even when he’s miles away. just like right now.

“baby?” ashton said quietly.

“hm.” you responded, letting him know you were still there.

“i love you.” he almost whispered. wishing he could be there with you, hands on your waist to hold you.

“i love you too, ash.” you replied in the same quietness. happy that you had this time to talk a little. “call me later?”

he didn’t answer for a moment, taking one last good look up at the stars to make him feel like he was with you before the light took over once again.

he smiled, this short conversation making him feel much better than before, “i’ll call you later.”

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[lemoncrushh]

Out of Bounds - Story Page

Summary: After a few years of being a housewife, Tisa Jordan decided to go back to school. Hoping to find inspiration and a new direction in life, she didn’t expect to meet Harry Styles, a handsome British twenty-year-old.

When It Was Written: I started this fic around the end of 2014 when I’d just become a Harry fan, and I think it was completed in 2015, possibly 2016. It was my very first Harry fic.

The Characters and Face Claims: This Harry is 20 (he turns 21 at the end), and Tisa is 32. The girl for the face claim of Tisa was just a model in a random stock photo I found, so I don’t know who she is. The character Zack is based on Zayn Malik, and Penny is based on Perrie Edwards. Also, I think I used Ashton Irwin for the face claim of Joey, Liam Payne for Grayson, Olivia Wilde for Justine (complete coincidence, I promise lol), Renee Olstead for Liz, and Lea Michele as Britney. I did not use a face claim for James.

Warnings: age gap (older woman), infidelity, smut, unprotected sex, divorce, angst (LOTS), drinking, mentions of mental abuse and dysfunctional childhood

Number of Chapters: 39 (chapters are a bit short in the beginning because I didn’t keep track of word counts back then.)

CHAPTER 1

CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 3

CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 5

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 7

CHAPTER 8

CHAPTER 9

CHAPTER 10

CHAPTER 11

CHAPTER 12

CHAPTER 13

CHAPTER 14

CHAPTER 15

CHAPTER 16

CHAPTER 17

CHAPTER 18

CHAPTER 19

CHAPTER 20

CHAPTER 21

CHAPTER 22

CHAPTER 23

CHAPTER 24

CHAPTER 25

CHAPTER 26

CHAPTER 27

CHAPTER 28

CHAPTER 29

CHAPTER 30

CHAPTER 31

CHAPTER 32

CHAPTER 33

CHAPTER 34

CHAPTER 35

CHAPTER 36

CHAPTER 37

CHAPTER 38

CHAPTER 39

THE PLAYLIST

MASTERLIST | KO-FI | FEEDBACK

[wiiildflowerrr]

Oof this makes me want more of @wastelandcth's Red Desert Ridge. 🔥👢🐴

I need a cowboy-themed 5SOS fan art! Could you please draw them as a wild west band, please??

here is "5sos from the wild west" at someone's request

sorry for the inaccuracies but i literally did it in 20 minutes because i'm studying.

of course I encourage you to give suggestions (even weird ones)

[lavenderrmidnightss]

Fan-Fics on the Way!

Help me decide! SO MANY OPTIONS, SO MANY IDEAS - HELP ME NARROW DOWN WHILE IM OFF WORK PLS PLS PLS

[calumance]

we’ve already established how logan doesn’t get much attention because he’s a middle child, so how about he gets suspended or something for fighting a kid who was picking on him and they all get into a blowout fight at home and logan says something like “you never cared before so i don’t see why it’s a big deal” or whatever you think is best and it kinda shocks cal into realizing like yeah i really haven’t been super present with him and then you can take it from there

Teenage angst is my absolute favorite thing. Especially when it comes to my little Logan. Enjoy!!

            Calum had been working in the studio when his wife busted through the door, surprising the absolute shit out of him. Quickly, he took off his headphones and questioned her silently. “Logan got suspended.”

            “I’m sorry?” Did he hear that correctly? It was only three weeks into the school year. It was the first year that Logan and Aiden were not in the same school. Aiden had graduated in May and was preparing to move up state for college. “He got, what?”

            “Suspended, we have to go pick him up.” Calum was still in shock, she was moving, but he wasn’t, “Now, Calum.” She said sternly, bringing him out of his thoughts.

            They didn’t talk their entire way to the school, or while they walked into the school, or while they were directed into the office where they found Logan sitting. Logan was sitting with his arms crossed against his chest, and he was looking away from his parents. The principle gestured for them to take a seat, and they obliged.

            “Thank you for coming on such short notice, Logan is being suspended for a week due to fighting with another student, but do not fret, both students have been suspended.” The principle laced his fingers together over his desk and smiled a closed lipped smile.

            That was absolutely the least of their concerns, fighting? Fighting about what? “I’m sorry, there was a fight? Like physical?” She asked while looking at Logan who continued to ignore both of his parents.

            The principle nodded, “Yes ma’am, it seems Logan got into a little bit of a tussle with another student today at lunch causing quite a stir in the lunch room. No one was hurt, but it caused quite the disruption so I think it is best to suspend both of them so they can calm down for a bit.” That’s where the conversation died. It was a silent agreement to keep Logan at home until next week.

            It was a silent drive home, it was almost eerie, that was until Calum decided to speak up when they got home. “Logan, what happened? Tell us your side of the story so we can understand.” That was the best thing he could’ve said. Could he have said it a bit softer, maybe, but he was confused and angry, so it came out harsher than intended.

            Logan tossed his backpack onto the floor and shrugged, “Didn’t the principle already cover that?” His back continued to be towards his parents.

            Calum looked at his wife for support, “Logan, we’re not mad, we’re just trying to figure out what’s going on, you’ve never acted like this, you’ve never gotten into trouble, so why now?” She took a step forward, reaching a hand out to her son.

            Logan spinning like a flash of lightning caused her to recoil, “You guys never cared before this, why should this be any different?” Again, he turned, but in the other direction and ran up the stairs to his room. Both Calum and his wife flinched when the door slammed shut.

            Hours passed, it had been almost silent in the house, aside from the occasional ‘what do you think happened?’ usually followed by a shrug from the other person. After another few moments of silence passed, they locked eyes and with a silent agreement, they made their way up the stairs towards to closed door.

            Silently, they argued over who was going to knock, Calum ended up being the one to knock after his wife pushed him into the door. He grimaced at her as he knocked a few more times after his noisy first announcement. There was a quiet voice on the other side of the door inviting both of them into the room.

            When they made it inside, Logan was slumped in his chair, a video game chaotically playing on the TV in front of him. Calum looked back at his wife and she nudged him forward and his cleared his throat before approaching his son. “Can you please tell us what happened today? Your mom and I are worried about you.”

            Logan scoffed and without tearing his eyes off the TV in front of him answered, “Why would you be worried? You’re barely home, it’s been like that since I was a kid.”

            It was at that moment that Calum and his wife looked at each other like they completely understood everything that was happening. Calum grabbed another chair and sat next to his son, “Aiden told us a few years ago that there were kids picking on you, were these same kids the ones that caused todays fight?” Logan aggressively pressed the buttons on his controller and Calum took that as a ‘yes.’ Calum sighed, he knew exactly what was happening. “Aiden wasn’t there to protect you, I’ve never been there to protect you, you think that no one cares about you.”

            Logan’s face visually dropped for a split second before he intently went back to his video game. Calum stood up and grabbed his wife’s shoulders, “Go downstairs, I’ve got this.” His kissed her cheek and shooed her away before turning back to Logan. Logan’s eyes darted towards his dads before he pretended that all of his attention was on the video game. “Do you remember the weekend Aiden went on the trip with your mom for school? It was before Bailey was born, before we even knew Bailey was going to happen.”

            Logan looked at Calum and pulled his eyebrows together, “Yeah, what about it?”

            Honestly, Calum couldn’t believe he remembered, it was nearly a decade ago, but at the same time, if Logan was dealing with Calum being gone then, then he’s still dealing with it now. “You felt the same way back then as you do now, and you were 5.” Logan paused long enough for his character to die in the game. Calum smirked before taking a seat next to him again. “You asked me then why I couldn’t stay home, and I told you that to take care of you and mama and Aiden, I had to be gone for work, do you still understand that?” Logan’s swallowed and Calum continued, “I know that being the middle child isn’t easy, it makes you feel like no one cares about you because suddenly everyone’s attention is on the baby, or whatever else, but, Logan, we still love you.” Again, his character in the game died. “I’m sorry it’s been rough without Aiden, maybe your mom and I can get you transferred to a different school.”

            “No,” Logan’s protest startled Calum, his head snapping towards his son, “I mean, it wouldn’t be the worst thing to happen. I am still getting picked on, I didn’t think you guys knew about it, you never made a big deal out of it.” Logan slunked back into his chair.

            “Logan, we never made a big deal out of it because Aiden told us he had control over it. It’s our faults for assuming that this year would be different. What can we do to help?” Calum rung his hand together and looked at Logan who was already shaking his head.

            It took a few seconds after he stopped shaking his head to form his thoughts, “These kids at my school make fun of me for having a dad who travels for a living, they tell me I basically don’t have a dad since you’re never here,” Calum’s heart sunk, “And I know that’s not true, because I know how you take the time to call me or FaceTime me, or take a red eye flight to be here for my band concert, or whatever, but all these…” he paused, “…Fucktards…” he looked at Calum apologetically, but Calum allowed it, “…see, is that you’re not always here.” Logan took a breath, “What happened today was one kid went as far to say that mom was cheating on you because who could be left alone that long, but I see what mom does without you, she cooks us dinner, she wakes us up in the morning, she makes us breakfast and lunch and then goes to work. She works her ass off, dad, and I just couldn’t listen to some kid who knows absolutely nothing about us talk that badly about my mom, and you too!” Logan was getting passionate at this point, sitting forward and dropping the controller to his gaming console on the ground, “I didn’t mean to hit him, it just happened!”

            It was hard, but Calum controlled his laughter as he pulled Logan in for the tightest hug he could’ve given the kid. “You’re not in trouble, you did the right thing, you stood up for your mom and that’s all that matters.” Logan nodded into Calum’s shoulder, “Why don’t you go downstairs and give your mom a hug and tell her you love and appreciate her?” There was little to no hesitation before Logan stood up and made his way out of the room. Calum sat back and ran his hands through his hair, proud of his son, and the kid he was becoming. 

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[midnightash]

Cuddling with Ashton would include...

Ashton would love to cuddle because he would definitely love being intimate even in the moments you weren’t “intimate”

He would also like you to sleep on his chest so he could rub your back, knowing it soothes you

Always having really deep talks while cuddling about the future, etc

Cuddling whenever Ash is having a bad day knowing it helps him feel better

Him showing you concepts to new songs to see if you approve of it / think it’s a good concept

“You’re so precious”

Always stealing his clothes before cuddling since his were more comfortable

“You look better in it anyways”

Would always turn on your favorite movies to watch while cuddling

Also holding your hand just to feel that much closer to you

Did I mention how much he would love the attention you’d give him while cuddling? He’d be all for the love

Mid day cuddling when you both wanted to stay in

Once Ashton really got in a comfortable position while cuddling you he wouldn’t let you move for hours

“Never forget how much I love you”

Basically cuddling every day

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Okay but cuddling ashton would be🥺

[cashtonsangel]

Mistletoe Mischief

Summary: Putting up the mistletoe might have been a mistake. 

Word Count: 2000+

Warnings: none!! its all fluff

A/N: This is for my girl @sassy-asht0n!! I love you so much Liz, and I hope you have an amazing holiday season. I loved writing this for you and being your secret santa! I really hope that you enjoy this!!! Love you lots and sending you all of my love, Liz!! 💖 Big thanks to @dukehoods, @plainwhiteluke, and @flannelpunkcalum for doing this!!! 

It was the beginning of December which meant one thing: decorating.

Decorating, although tiring, was one of your favorite things about the holidays. It was a tedious process, but once all the decor and trimmings were up, nothing could make you happier. You loved the way the decorations made the inside of your house feel warm and homey compared to the harsh and cold winter.

Waking up early this morning, you rolled over to face Ashton, waiting for him to wake up and help you carry down the boxes of decorations that were holed up in your attic. You had been counting down the days until you free to deck the halls and put up the tree, so when the morning came, you could barely contain your enthusiasm.

As Ashton brought down the last box from your attic that contain all of the decor that you accumulated over the years, you could barely contain your excitement. You couldn’t wait to hang everything up and reminisce in the memories that they all came with.  

Connecting your phone to the speaker system, you put on the Christmas Classics playlist and turned towards Ashton to give him a quick peck before he made his way outside to start putting up light on the trees and bushes.

Opening the box containing the Christmas tree, you couldn’t wipe the smile off your face as you started to decorate the inside of your house.

Mariah Carey’s All I Want for Christmas is You was blasting through the speakers as you glided around the house, putting up decorations across the house.

Within the past few hours, you and Ashton has managed to put up your Christmas tree, decorate the mantle and various tables,  and decorate your front yard, and now you both were adding the smaller decorations around the house. Tinsel was being hung up on the walls, small trinkets and knickknacks were placed on the mantle and tables.

It had taken the both of you hours to put up all the decorations, and you were finally adding small, last minute details where you saw fit.

Although the day was filled with Christmas cheer and holiday happiness, as the day was winding down, the both of you got a little bit more irritable. It had been a long day, and as much as you loved decorating, you couldn’t wait to take a shower to rid your body of the excessive glitter and fake snow.

As you got the last few decorations out of the final box, you ran across the mistletoe that you friends got you a couple of years ago when you first moved into Ashton’s apartment. Smiling to yourself, you looked at all the doorways to determine where was the best place to hang it up.

Spotting the threshold between the kitchen and the living room, you thought that would be the perfect places since the both of you always passed that doorway on your way in and out.

You stood up and went to go hang up the small plant on top of the doorway.

While struggling to attach the hook to the wall, Ashton walked into the living room to check on your progress.

“Hey, love. Are we almost fini-, are you really putting up the mistletoe?” His arms wrapped around your waist and spun you around. His brow was raised, questioning your actions.

Laughing, you gave him a peck on the lips before wiggling out of his grasp and returning to your task, “Of course I am, Ash. What else would I be doing with this hook and the mistletoe in my hand? Anyways, I’m almost done; just adding some final details.”

“Why? It’s so stupid. Like why would you put up some stupid plant so that people could make out underneath it?” He asked, an incredulous tone behind his words.

Rolling your eyes at his response, you tried to find the easiest way to hang up the plant in question. “Shut up, Ashton. It’s part of the holiday tradition.”

“What’s the point of mistletoe anyways? I can just kiss you without it. Why do we need to be underneath the thing to kiss?”

“I-” your mind tried to come up with a rebuttal but came up blank, “it wouldn’t be Christmas without it.”

“I’m just saying, Y/N, it’s just a stupid plant.” he said offhandedly before walking into the kitchen to grab a glass of water.

“Whatever Ash, I want it up, so it’s going up.” You didn’t have enough energy to argue with him anymore. Instead you fixed the mistletoe into place, finally finished with all the of decorations today.

Just as you finished hanging up the mistletoe, Ashton walked across the threshold. Pulling at his waist, you brought him closer to you and pressed your forehead against his.

“Hmmm, would you look at that, Ash. We’re under the mistletoe.” You teased before leaning in and pressing your lips on his. Once he overcame his initial shock, you felt him respond to your kiss.

Breaking away to take a breath you smiled at his slight daze. The unexpected kiss had taken him by surprise.

“See, it’s not a stupid tradition.” You sent a smirk his way before walking back into the living room and started to put away some of the empty boxes.

“Yeah, whatever darling.” His words were meant to come off as harsh, but you could tell that he was taken aback by you brazen actions.

A week had passed and you were close to your breaking point.

Ever since he had that initial moment under the mistletoe where you had kissed him senseless, Ashton realized that he could use the mistletoe as leverage for unlimited kisses whenever he was lonely or bored, and he used it to his advantage.

He’d come up with various ways to trick you into walking under the threshold of the door. Calling you to help him in the kitchen or asking you to show him where the remote for the TV, it was an endless cycle of Ashton trying to get you under the stupid plant.

Every time you would walk by the door, he somehow found his way underneath it with you, which resulted in a kiss.

At first you thought it was cute. You were glad that he was making some type of effort to get into the holiday spirit,  but as the week progressed you slowly got tired of his antics. The first few times he had called you over, the kiss had gotten steamy, but as the days went on, Ashton was only granted with a quick peck before you walked away to finish your business.

You loved your boyfriend more than anything, but you just couldn’t get anything done, not with his teasing smile and tempting lips. You and him both knew that once his lips were fully on yours underneath the mistletoe, you both couldn’t get enough with each other, so you tried to avoid anything longer than a simple peck on the lips.

Today was particularly bad. Ashton was stuck at home all day with nothing better to do. Any chance he could get to catch you underneath the mistletoe, you would find his lips on yours.

After finding yourself underneath the plant for the umpteenth time in the past couple of hours, you had enough. All you had wanted to do was to finish up some work so that you could lay down and relax for the rest of the weekend, but with Ashton’s constant trickery, the task seemed almost impossible.

Quickly walking up to the threshold where the nefarious plant was located, you ripped it off of its hook and hid it in the Christmas tree so that you wouldn’t lose it, but it was still out of sight.

As much as you resented putting up the mistletoe, you couldn’t bring yourself to throw it away since you secretly loved all of the attention that Ashton was giving you.

Once it was hidden, you continued to work and get all of your tasks completed.

It was about 30 minutes later when you heard Ashton’s voice from the living room.

“Love? Where did the mistletoe go? I swear it was here a couple of minutes ago.” You could hear the rustling of furniture as Ashton tried to look for the said item.

“Hmmmm,”

“The mistletoe, love. Do you know where it went?” He felt him enter your office where you were situated.

“I don’t know, babe. Is it not on the hook?”

“No. And it’s not on the floor either.”

“I don’t know, Ash. it was there the last time I checked.” Your eyes were still glued to your computer screen as the words came out of your mouth. You knew that if he were to look at you in the eyes, he would be able to see through your lies.

The feeling of his fingers lifting up your chin so that your eyes met his yours caught you off guard. You didn’t even notice that he made his way over to where you were seated at the table.

There was a brief moment of silence as your gaze met his.

“You’ve always been terrible at lying to me, Y/N,” Ashton’s voice was gentle, not understanding why you would lie about something so menial.

Sighing, you pushed your laptop away from you and made room on the chair that you were seating on so that he could sit down next to you.

Once he sat down, your head found the crook of his neck. His hands wrapped around your waist, adjusting himself so that you were in a more comfortable position.

Silence engulfed the room as you decided how you wanted to answer Ashton’s question.

“I hid it,” telling him the truth.

“Why, love? I thought you loved having it up. You said it was part of the holiday tradition.”

“I know, but-”

Ashton waited for you to continue, but you didn’t, you couldn’t. You felt so embarrassed at your reasoning.

“But what, Y/N?”

When you didn’t reply, Ash gently lifted your head off of his shoulder and turned towards you, so he could look at your face.

Finding it hard to maintain eye contact with him, you turned away before giving your answer.

“I couldn’t get any work done. You’re too distracting.” your words came out as a mumble and your cheeks heated up.

At your words, Ashton busted out laughing, not at all phased by your distraught state. His melodious laughter filled the air which made your cheeks heat up even more.

“Ash,” you whined, “why are you laughing? This isn’t funny!” You tried your hardest to keep the pout on your face, but it was nearly impossible with your boyfriend’s contagious laughter.

“Love, you’re telling me that you hid the mistletoe because I’m too attractive?” Ashton managed to wheeze out his sentence.

“NO! Ash- stop laughing, this isn’t funny! Did you not hear what I just said? I couldn’t get any work done.”

“Because of my hotness.” His words were more of a statement rather than a question.

Groaning, you buried your head in the crook of his neck.

“You’re just so distracting, and the mistletoe didn’t help ‘cause you kept on trying to kiss me under it. Not to mention that I would much rather be with you than do my work, but I can’t. I- can you just stop? Please?”

You let out a sigh at the end of your mini rant and met Ashton’s eyes. There was a giant grin plastered on his face, and his eyes had a teasing sparkle to them.

“I’m sorry I’m just so handsome a irresistible, love. I’ll try and tone it down from now on, so you can get your work done.”

Rolling your eyes at his answer, you tried to push him away and try and get some more work done.

“ ‘m sorry, love.” Even though his face said the complete opposite.

“Mhmm, whatever.”

Pulling you close to him one last time, he placed a passionate kiss on your lips and stood up before shooting you a wink, and sauntering out of the room.

“Have fun finishing your work, love. I’ll be waiting.”

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[cuddlingxcal-blog]

MISCHIEF // ASHTON IRWIN

Summary: Ashton picks Y/N and a friend up from dancing which causes some tension which results in some revenge to be caused.

Length: 1.5K words

Warnings: Tension & slight hints towards sex.

The song fades as you and the other girls finish and walk over to corner of the room to collect their water bottles and other belongings. Small chatter fills the room as everyone packs up and gets ready to leave and continue on with their day.

You were talking with one of her friends when the door to the dance studio opened and Ashton and Calum walked in, giving them a smile and quick wave as you took a sip from your water bottle.

Ashton and Y/N have been best friends since kids so it wasn’t a surprise to anyone when the pair started dating. Ashton and Calum walked over to the small group of girls, Ash giving you a quick hug and peck on the cheek then listening into to the conversation between you and your friend Leah.

You were just about to suggest you guys leave when another dancer called you over to the other side of the room, mumbling a ‘I’ll be back in a sec’ to Ashton who was oblivious that you’d even left his side so concentrated on his conversation with Leah.

After your conversation with the other dancer you walk back over to Leah and the two boys. You hear Leah giggle and compliment Ashton while touching his upper arm as you walk over, slightly frowning at the sight before you but shaking it off as you reach the group.

“Well I better get going if I’m going to make my train” Leah says while collecting her things.

“You’re catching the train home?” Ash questions to which Leah nods her head, pulling her bag onto her shoulder.

“We can just drop you home, if you want” He offers.

“Are you sure? I wouldn’t want to trouble you guys” she questions, looking at the three of you.

“Yeah, it’s on our way home” Ash replies.

You and Calum give each other a look of ‘no, it’s not’ but once again shrugging it off, collecting your things and walking out towards the car park with the everyone.

“Y/N can you sit in the back with Cal?” Ash carelessly asks, not even looking at you while walking ahead of you with Leah.

“Uh okay” You mumble looking down at the ground, only looking up when Cal bumps your shoulder and gives you a small smile, knowing that you’re a little upset due to Ashton’s sudden interest in Leah.

…

The whole car ride to Leah’s, was filled with Ashton and Leah joking around and what seemed like slight flirting in the front seat while you and Calum just sat in the back seat on your phones.

When the car finally pulled up at Leah’s apartment complex, she turned and faced Ashton, then reached out touched his thigh while saying a quick thank you then hoping out of the car not even saying a goodbye to you or Calum.

Your phone vibrated in your lap with a text from Calum.

‘Are you going to move into the front seat?’assuming he had sensed your annoyed mood towards Ash since getting in the car.

You quickly typed a simple ‘No’ and clicked the send button.

Calum gave you another small smile before climbing out of the back seat and taking the spot Leah was previously in.

…

Pulling into the driveway of your shared house with the four boys, you collected your stuff and climbed out and following the two boys up to the house.

Once inside you dropped your shoes and walked up the stairs into yours and Ashton’s shared room, locking the door so you wouldn’t be bothered by any of the boys, especially Ashton while you showered and tried to shake the image of Ash and Leah flirting in the car out of your head.

Grabbing your phone and speaker you headed into the bathroom, turning on the hot water and allowing it to steam up a little before turning on some tunes and hoping into the shower.

Deciding to play the somewhat immature card and ignore Ash for the rest of the night, you came up with a plan that would annoy him, almost as much as the car situation had annoyed you.

Hoping out of the shower after washing your hair and body, you wrapped a towel around your body and walk into your bedroom.

Before heading down the stairs you put Ashton’s favouritelingerie set on, a short silk robe that just covered your butt and texted Calum to ask if he would be able to help you with your plan which he responded with an immediate ‘yes’.

Unlocking the bedroom door and walking down the stairs to the lounge room where all the boys were sitting. hearing footsteps coming down the stairs Calum looks up and sees you sending you a wink.

“Hey Y/N” Cal calls as you walk past into the kitchen causing Ash to look up and seeing your current choice of clothing and raising his eyebrows at you when make eye contact. He gets up and follows you into the kitchen.

Feeling his gaze as you bent over to look in the fridge and search for a water bottle. You turn around making eye contact with Ashton who is leaning against the counter in front of you, he starts to open his mouth when you open your drink bottle take a sip, making full eye contact then walking away into the lounge room to sit next to Calum.

After a while of cuddling with Calum as his fingers drew circles on your thigh. You could feel Ashton’s gaze but intentionally ignored it and focused on the discussion of what you all should have for dinner.

…

All five of you were now all seated around a table digging into the hot pizza that had just arrived. Ashton directly in front of you and Calum beside you, still with his hand resting your hand on your thigh.

As you ate, you would occasionally look over at Ashton, who was already staring back at you, once again raising an eyebrow as if he was trying to or had figured out what you were trying to do.

After everyone finished you collected everyone’s plates and ‘accidentally’ dropped a napkin in front of ash, making sure no one was looking before you quickly bent over and gave him a perfect view of his favourite set underneath your silk robe, then standing up and walking into the kitchen and placing all the dishes in the sink.

“I’m going to go get changed, I’ll be back in a minute.” You called to whoever was listening, mostly Ashton after that little stunt you’d just pulled and slightly running upstairs to your bedroom.

Hearing footsteps following you up the stairs you entered your bedroom and then were suddenly spun around and pressed against the now closed door with Ashton standing in front of you.

“What the hell are you doing?!” he practically growls, stepping back allowing you to move away from the door.

“Getting changed” you shrug, reaching and untying the bow that was keeping your robe together, opening it and letting it drop to the ground, fully revealing the white lace set.

Ashton’s mouth opened, but no words came out. You turn around to walk into your wardrobe and pick out some pyjamas to wear but are then are turned around and pressed up against a wall.

“Don’t stop on my account” He states very slowly leaning in with his mouth pressed right next to your ear.

You raise an eyebrow at him, trying to gage what he’s going to do.

He turns his head and attaches his lips to your neck and begins to leave extremely light kisses down your neck till he reaches your collarbone and pulls away with a smirk and slight chuckle, when he sees your eyes are closed and mouth slightly parted.

You open you your eyes hearing the slight chuckle and stare at him.

“Well I’ll let you get changed.” He says and starts to walk away still with a smirk on his face, when you grab his shirt and pull him in for a kiss which begins to turn into a full blown make out session.

You’re still pushed up against the wall, now with Ashton holding you and your legs wrapped around his waist and your hands in his hair.

His lips are once again on your neck and find their way up to your sweet spot. A moan erupts from your lips and Ashton pulls away,

“Who makes you like this baby?” He smirks

‘Let’s cause some mischief’ you think to yourself.

“Calum does” You respond making direct eye contact with him as you say it.

“Oh, you’re in for it darling” he says carrying you over to the bed and dropping you.

[squishyoongi933]

Small Bump

Requested? Nope

Prompt :   N/A

Warnings :  None

A/N :  Super cute dad!ashton and i love it so much good god! Also Requests are open if you want to send one in!

I sat on the edge of the bathtub waiting for my phone to go off signaling that the results of my pregnancy test are ready. I was nervous and excited and honestly couldn’t keep myself still if i wanted to. I was bouncing my leg up and down quickly as i played with my phone trying to distract myself. A few more agonizing minutes went by before my alarm finally went off. I quickly shut it off closing my eyes taking a deep breath as i reached for the test sitting on the counter in front of me. I opened my eyes finally looking down, I screamed jumping up and down as i read the positive result. My hands wen instantly to my stomach and rubbed over it soothingly.

“oh my god”I whispered to myself as i held tightly onto the test trying to figure out how to tell Ash. I made my way to the living room and sat on the couch. I started to think letting all of the possibilities run through my mind. I sat lost in thought for what seemed like only a few minutes until i heard a door closing and feet shuffling through the house.

“Y/n where are you?” Ashton’s voice carried through the house, not far from where i am i quickly shove the test beneath my leg before responding. 

“in the living room dear!” I call out trying to keep my voice steady. He comes into the room with a huge smile on his face.

“ahhh theres my favorite girl!” he practically shouts as he makes his way over to me lifting me easily from the couch. I wrap my arms around him and nuzzle my face into his chest momentarily forgetting what i had hidden under my leg. I feel him go rigid under my grip.

“What is that?” he asks calmly, I wince before looking up at him.

“Well this isn’t exactly how i planned this but, that my love is a pregnancy test” I watched his face waiting for his reaction. His jaw dropped as it finally really hit him and he grabbed the test from the couch.

“We’re having a baby?” he whispers focusing his beautiful hazel eyes on me now instead of the test. I can’t help the huge smile that spreads across my face.

“Yes Ash we’re having a baby” he sets me down on my feet and kneels in front of me putting his hands on my stomach.

“Hi baby this is your daddy. I don’t know if you can actually hear me yet, but if you can i love you so much and i cant wait to meet you!” he whispers into my stomach. Tears start to fill my eyes , Ashton looks up at me when he hears me let out a sniffle. He gently wipes away the tears as i smile back at him.

“Y/n I love you so much you’ve made me the happiest man on earth” I sighed and leaned in to place a kiss on his lips. He gets up from the floor and picks me back up and carries me bridal style into out room and places me carefully on the bed. He walks around to the other side crawling in beside me pulling me into his arms. He wraps one arm firmly around me and places the other hand lightly across my stomach.

“I never want to leave this moment” he whispers so quietly i almost don’t catch it. My mind is running so fast over everything that i cant respond even if i wanted to. I let my mind wander for a while but wrapped in Ashton’s arms with him whispering sweet things to our unborn child i cant seem to keep my eys open anymore. I let them close and let myself drift off to sleep thinking about the future of the little life growing inside of me.