#asdfg a constant struggle really

[quietlyblooms]

me writing replies vs. the urge to write chiyo cupping someone's face vs. the sudden sleepiness that hit me

[chiscribbs]

I found your Cloning Donnie idea and I was on my way to the bus. So~, out of both boredom and the thought not leaving my brain for- like- 2 hours, I started to draw out some part of the angst part.

Buuuuut, I don't know what they would talk about and I would like your help(if I am able to continue this) for what they should discuss...

Sooo~ would you be willing to help, or would you like it to be a surprise???? 👁👄👁

Asdfghjkl I'm flattered, thank you :'0

Also, I'm very sorry if I'm responding to this super late - I'm not in the habit of checking my inbox every day anymore and tumblr doesn't tell me when messages were sent asdfg.

Of course, I'd really love to see your personal interpretation of the scene! I realize that, without context, it could easily go a multitude of different ways and it's fun for me to see how other people's minds fill in the gaps. But if you want to know where my mind was at while drawing it, I'd be happy to talk a little bit about that, too. [Fair warning, tho: I'm not great at putting my thoughts into words? Which is generally why I opt to sketch them out instead. But I'll do my best and hopefully it'll make some sense lol.]

So - it's subject-to-change, depending on how the rest of the plot continues to work itself out in my brain, but for me - "Bad Feelings" Donnie opens up an opportunity to address some of Real Donnie's hidden fears/insecurities, the ones he doesn't like to acknowledge (hence the way the other Donnies react to this Donnie's presence, in particular.) Namely his struggles with relating his self-worth to usefulness and maybe how all the recent changes have likely been effecting him. Things that make him feel weak or less capable.

For instance: maybe he's having a hard time finding some stability now that all the constants in his life (save the big one, that being his family) have been challenged or taken away? Donnie's always been shown to have the hardest time adjusting to major changes, and they've been through a LOT of those lately (considering it's meant to take place after the movie). He doesn't often reach out or seek help in dealing with things, so I think it would be interesting to put him in a situation where that's really the only option. Leo has had similar struggles with self-worth and identity, as well as having to deal with the massive change of being assigned a leadership role, so these are things he can definitely relate to.

That's all I've really got at the moment. I'll leave it up to you to work out how they would go about discussing that and what the exact wording would be, if you decide to go this route at all. Regardless - I can't wait to see your version of the scene if/when you finish it! :>

[tvrningout-archived]

never-surrender, resolutepath, and mellodiies

@slayersaided | send me url's to love on!!

@never-surrender i dunno if you know this jess, but i really enjoy not only your tengen portrayal, but all your oc's, too!! suk-ja/aubrey has a special place in my heart ofc, especially bc her interactions with sei somehow woke up his muse after being dead asleep for nearly a whole year :' ) but pls throw all of your babies at me any time you want bc i'd love to write with them more!! also i need to point out that you're very easy to speak to, which i've really appreciated as someone who isn't the best at holding a conversation. i know you juggle a lot outside of this hobby, so i just wanna say you're doing great and thank you for being on my dash!!

@resolutepath charlie!! it's a crime that i didn't properly start writing with you until recently bc i've admired your writing from afar for a while. even though i haven't followed bnha for a while, it's your kirishima that caught my eye at first, and then i realized!! you write a lot of characters i love and so well, too!! even characters who you're still testing ( like tamayo! ) are written well, and that's not easy! i admire anyone who can understand a variety of canon characters well enough to portray them all bc that's something i honestly struggle with. you're amazing charlie, and don't doubt that for a second!!

@mellodiies misha misha misha... i don't think my dash would feel right if you weren't around, and i can honestly say i've missed you whenever you've taken a break from this silly site! i know we don't chat very often, but you've helped make my experience on tumblr a comfy one not just with your humor but by making me realize i don't need to feel bad for posting ooc or gushing about my oc's. rp is a fun hobby, so we should do as we please uvu and pls know that i love reading your thoughts on mello and without ever seeing him on-screen, you've made me love this character i originally knew nothing about beyond his love for chocolate :' ) as far as i'm concerned, he's your oc and d.eath n.ote just borrowed him

and finally orzo!!! you thought you were getting away with sending other url's and not asking for anything yourself??? think again!!! you're someone i can't imagine my dash without at this point. you and haru are constants for me, so it'd make me sad if y'all weren't here :( i know i'm slow as molasses, but i love the dynamics we've developed with hyouka and kaigaku, and i honestly can't wait to write more bc i'm that person who always wants a million more things to write together asdfg thank you for writing such a good and kind oc who fits so well into kny and who we can all love <3 and also!! thank you for thinking of me and sending me things for kai and zenitsu bc it really does make me so happy when you do!!

[pseudomonacarriea]

FEH Summoner Headcanon Ask

-- That I turned into a long headcanon post. Original post is here: [ xxx ]

What’s their Earth background? (Country, family, education etc)

Astrophysicist turned mortician; only daughter, ultimately raised by her father; bachelors in astrophysics and thanatology. The rest is in her bio but that’s the gist!

How did their summoning to Askr unfold?

Not great imo, but she managed! Was definitely scared of Anna for a bit, but due to the situation, she was able to adapt. Oh -- she didn’t leave her room for a few weeks after the first battle.

How were their early days in Zenith?

Culture shock at its finest, but after those few weeks, she began to warm up to Zenith.

How did their first summon go? Who did they summon?

Messily; she fumbled at first. Her first summon was Virion! After him, it was Niles/Zero.

She had regrets the instant they both appeared. Non-stop flirting/innuendos/etc -- SHE CAN ONLY HANDLE SO MUCH

What was their biggest struggle about adapting to the new place?

Besides what was mentioned above, she had a hard time being away from her father. The lack of internet as well, but the homesickness truly hurt her.

Something they instantly liked about the place?

The weather! No, seriously - she likes the weather in Zenith since it’s more clean.

Something they instantly hated about the place?

The constant war, but she also understands that war is needed -- in an odd aspect. 

Did they make any early friends?

Yes! The Order trio were her first friends. Mainly Sharena, because she reminders her of Kaythrin.

Henry is also an early friend!

Did they make any early enemies/rivals?

Veronica, actually. She thought that she was a brat at first asdfg.

Who’s their primary crush?

Leo(n) from Fates. 

How did they meet their primary crush? What were their first moments?

After summoning him, their first few conversations were stiff. Bri doesn’t talk to royals with respect -- in the sense of using titles and the like. So, I can see them getting into a bit of an argument. Or she said something to upset him.

How did the relationship develop between your Summoner and their primary crush?

Because of her lack of strategy in terms of warfare here, she asked him (and a bunch of other tacticians, actually) for help. It’s one of those slow-burn relationships.

What does your Summoner find attractive about their primary crush?

She likes guys who are snarky, smart, and also have a similar taste in humor. They’re a good team both on and off the battlefield. Enjoy a fair amount of the same things, while also enjoying the differences. 

What does the primary crush find attractive about your Summoner?

Hmm... He likes that she challenges herself to get better, and for her humor. He also sees a bit of himself in her -- in the sense of duty. 

Any side crush? If so, how serious?

I’m gonna rephrase this question with: Any other crushes?

She has a few; Alfonse, Lief, Azura, etc. Then again, this is a FE game -- sooner or later I’ll have relationships with the others.

Anyone else having crush on your Summoner? What do they like about them?

See above answer.

Does your Summoner wield a weapon? What type? Why? How?

At first, she tried an axe. However, she later switched to a lance. Lances, for her, are easier to handle as well as more balanced. Also, Anna won’t let her hold an axe again sobs. 

She also uses Breidablik like a weapon, as well as magic (mainly wind, but she’s beginning to learn dark magic).

How are their tactician abilities discovered?

Her abilities were discovered on the field. She’s more of an ‘on the fly’ planner. Over time, she begins to utilized the war room, but remains true to her methods.

Something they are really sad about?

She can’t see her father. I know I don’t write it enough, but her dad means so mUCH to her.

Does your Summoner have a secret?

Many, but I won’t tell you.

Do they have a mount?

Not yet!

Where are they during battle?

Right up front, or in the middle. Much to the dismay of everyone, because their worries go through the roof.

Who they don’t trust?

More of the evil characters, or antagonists of the Heroes she summons. The exception is Fallen Celica. 

How did your Summoner’s personality develop during their days in Zenith?

She hasn’t changed that much, in truth. She remains her outgoing, quick-tempered self. As time goes on, she begins to reign her anger and emotions. Just a bit; There are certain buttons that’ll set her off. 

Do they want to come back to Earth? Why?

Yes. Her family and friends are the primary reason. However, she also doesn’t want to leave Zenith.

Will they marry? Where will they live? Will they have kids? Tell us about them!

UH... WHATEVER SHIPS WITH HER HAPPEN! Again, leaving this blank, because who knows what’ll happen.

Worst moment.

Getting kidnapped. Oh boy.

A moment they treasure?

The festivals, really. There’s a different air to them, and Maine doesn’t have a lot of these festivals. 

Did they mess up something?

A lot of battles, primarily. Even though she knows that Heroes can’t ‘die’, it still hurts to see one fall.

Injuries? Scars?

Left arm and back have her scars. As for injuries? None right now.

How does summoning happen in your headcanon?

Kind of like the animation -- she places certain orbs into the center, and then fire Breidablik at the center of the tree.

What do Heroes think about your Summoner?

I can’t say. I think most of them find her strange, or at odds, but can deal with her.

How old are they?

27!

What is their personality?

The best way I can describe it is headstrong, but kind. And a little emotional.

Three major positive and negative traits.

Positive: Kind, hardworking, quick-thinking

Negative: Stubborn, no self-esteem, rash

Why do they keep helping the Order?

She was needed to help end a way, and that’s a promise she wants to see to completion.

How do they dress?

Like this!

How do they think others perceive them?

Blunt, rash, and not fit to the a tactician. But also some see her as a kind woman worth protecting -- maybe overprotecting hewak;ga.

How do they act in friendship?

Open, willing to listen. Aibreann tries to be the best friend that she can, but also won’t take any of your shit.

How do they act in relationship?

The same as a friendship, but she tends to be more affectionate. You may be able to get away with some things as well. Maybe.

Are they afraid of death?

A little bit.

How will their story end?

We’ll have to wait and see, won’t we? I don’t think it’ll end on a happy note, but she’ll try to make it one.

[juncpers-blog]

i am truly the worst at introductions, so i do want to apologize ahead of time asdfg !! on that note, im gi and i am screaming of excitement right now !! its been a minute since ive been excited for a group, and an already open on at that .. anyway asdfj before i start rambling this right here is my baby face juniper and if you want to know more about her dumb ass please keep on reading !! 

╰☆╮ MADISON BEER ─ JUNIPER DUNAY identifies as CISFEMALE and uses SHE AND HER pronouns. they’re a MUSIC ARIST AND SONG WRITER, and they’re only TWENTY ONE ! they’re said to be +ALTRUISTIC, but also -ERRATIC. i guess that’s why they’re known as THE SKOOKUM in the tabloids. (mabel)

trigger warning !! gang mention !! murder mention !!

                                                               the synthesis !!

scribbles on empty pages that equal pain, anger, and struggle. words that had only been meant for one, carved themselves into the brunettes skin the moment air filled her lungs for the first time .. screams into the air, she formed into a fear that driven those around her. a fear that was so powerful, it made even a king cower. her king. the daughter of a man who ran an empire, was vowed to be protected along with her four other siblings who stood beside her. but the life of crime and danger always tugged at their skin, forced their claws into their flesh. it was an eat or being eaten lifestyle, and without choice juniper dunay was thrown in the middle of it. it was her bloodline. and while her mother wanted to protect and shelter, her father wanted to toughen her skin and wrap the chains of their gang around her feet. she was forced into situations by loyalty, by the love she had for of those around her, by the drive that was forced within her. but, this lifestyle was not always for her. the constant fear, the murder, the dirty hands, the loss, the pain, and the anger, it sat on her shoulders like boulders. the pain and anger that latched on to her and her siblings wrist troubled their mother, at first it was an itch, and then it was a rash, and then it ate at her flesh. she was barely skin and mostly bone when she decided to take her twin boys, juniper, and her youngest child out of their fathers arms, lifestyle, and curse.

                                             some important extras !! ; these are mostly for me to keep in memory of but can also be used for plots and whatnot !!

despite being a crime family, the dunay had hide behind the socialite title for decades. being something people that, everyone adores but no one can really get their hands on. basically, think of a celebrity family, the kardashians, the westbrooks and how they live. that was the dunays, but tie in gang ties and there you have them. 

her mother and father split when juniper was young, and despite them not exactly being in his life anymore they could never truly hide from him nor not be connected to him considering how public their family is. 

most people believe the reason for the split, and the children not talking to their father side is because of an affair and despite it not being anywhere near the truth juniper and the rest of them let the media take it and run.  

her oldest twin brother, has started to get back into the lifestyle their mother has done everything in her power to keep them out of- yet despite the knowledge and knowing for a fact that its not something he should be in she has kept his secret out of loyalty and has lied countless of times to not only his mother for him, but her other siblings as well as his friends and others in his life.

she once filled out a police report on her father, exposing everything he has and everything he has done. of course, it came from a place of anger and hurt, and a way to get back at him for not being in her the way she wants him to be. she never actually filed this report considering it could have gotten her into a lot of trouble with her father and his gang, not just trouble put could’ve put her on her death bed.

despite the anger and hatred she has for her father, he still sends her along with his three other kids money each month; while one of the twins refuses to touch it and her mother forbids it… she and her two other siblings have used it to benefit them to help build their careers and fund their startups, lifestyle, buy them new cars, spontaneous trips, and anything else they can get their hands on. considering she has made a living for herself now, she usually takes the money he still sends and donates it.

at five years old, juniper had actually witnessed a murder (the reason her mother removed them from her fathers live) and to this day it still lives on in her head. so bad, that she use to have night terrors (and occasionally still does ).

a lot of their time when people ask her about her father, she changes the subject or gives short answers. its always so hard not to expose him and in all reality she’s mostly just stuck in a state of not knowing how to deal with her emotions when it comes to him and their situation. 

 important career information !! ;

 basically, music was something that came rather early in her life. even as a small child, she had the habit of singing everywhere, everything, all the time..

her interest in music only grew as she did, putting herself in piano lessons and guitars lessons from the moment she was able to express her want to do so. of course, she had other hobbies such as soccer and dance but? music was her number one.

after separating from her father, her mother kind of pushed her children into normal things? encouraged them to do whatever they want. and so, at sixteen when she told her she wanted to be a singer her mom did everything in her power to make that happen. 

her already having created a fanbase from just being a ‘socialite’ breaking out into new industries was?? easier then most have it. 

a year later, age seventeen, juniper released her first single ‘my boy, my town’ that peaked number one on the charts for three weeks. 

she has been singing ever since, and of course growing and learning as a person and an artist. she is currently writing her second album. 

personality !! ;

compassionate, hard loving and big hearted. 

she goes above and beyond the limits for those she loves and feels deeply for.

she will burry your secrets so you dont have to, jump in the darkest of waters with you so you dont have to fight them yourself, will pull you into chaotic nights to keep your mind from straying to all the bad things in life.. she is a giver. 

trust issues are wrapped around her neck, clawing at her flesh. they are heavy on her shoulders, along with the ones she formed from her toxic relationship with her dad. she can be difficult is all. 

she refuses to let anything or anyone defend her and with that, you can nine out of ten times see her ebullient soul forcing its way out of her. 

she is always a super playful person, alway has to be teasing someone. 

she wants to give people around her home and comfort, someone they can depend on.

she is guarded, but its only because she feels everything so deeply. 

once she lets you in, you’re in forever. but when she hurts, she really hurts and when you cross that line you cross that line.

which is funny because she hates attachment but often finds herself getting attached to people. 

she is always on the move !! like if she isnt in the studio shes writing . if she isnt writing she is dragging her friends on trips across the world, endless parties. she seeks excitement, and things to keep her away from her thoughts. 

she holds grudges, and anger. 

you really cant be just anyone to get another chance after doing her wrong.

shes passionate, ambitious, stubborn, sarcastic. 

shes a affectionate drunk, let her live asdfg.

meaningful relationships really mean a lot to her? like she just longs meaningful connections with others. 

she honestly?? just wants to live life to the fullest??

shes also annoying as fuck just a warning ASDFGH

not personality related but !! close friends and family usually call her june and/or juni !! 

please, i absolutely love plotting? and am opening to so many different ideas and connections and everything else. dont be afraid to throw anything at me!! you can find some of her wanted connections here !! and of course know that i can expand on any of these and still have a whole lot more if you dont see anything on there that you like !! so with that, like this to post? or jump the gun and come message me!!