#as vivid as a fever dream

[morningstargirl666]

Out of context spoilers via meme for chapter 20 of The Big Bad Wolf:

[tending-the-hearth]

Thinking about when Ponyboy wakes up after passing out after Dally’s death, and it’s just him and Darry in the room, and he probably was all wrapped up in blankets and one of his brothers’ sweatshirts, and looking so young and terrified asking Darry if he was going to get taken away, and Darry just saying “I don’t know, baby��, because he doesn’t know, and things are so uncertain that he can’t help but fall back onto the pet name their mother used so often for all her sons, but also i thought about those videos of older siblings calling their little siblings their baby, and thought about that in association with Darry and Ponyboy, and just…

little six-year-old Darry, upon seeing little newborn Ponyboy, immediately trying to hug him because that’s his baby

Darry introducing Ponyboy to Dally saying “this is my baby, Ponyboy!”

Soda fully believing for two years that Ponyboy was Darry’s baby because of how much Darry called him his

Them growing older, and the nickname being said less and less, but maybe it came out accidentally.

Darry getting sick, and wanting to make sure his baby didn’t get sick

Darry coming home from his first rumble and not wanting his baby to see him hurt

Darry hugging his baby close after their parents died while waiting for Sodapop to get to the hospital from Two-Bit’s house

Darry finding out that his baby had been jumped and immediately running to the abandoned lot to find him

Darry seeing his baby in the hospital, and realizing that he was okay

Darry having to put on a smile and reassure his baby that they wouldn’t get separated, and Ponyboy looking up at his oldest brother who gave up everything just to keep them all together, and in that moment, despite everything that had happened, and every unsaid conversation, having complete and utter trust in his big brother.

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

Rakesfall

scifi/fantasy

collection of short fiction with a loosely connected narrative following two people reincarnating across time, from the past to far futures

explores various narrative styles

commentary on colonialism and how people interact with fiction and narrative

[whumpy-wyrms]

yk i was having trouble writing tllr chapter 12 because Dew is sick with a fever in the beginning and i just,, idk felt uninspired or something because im not the biggest fan of sickfics or whatever

well now i’m sick with a fever and it’s helll so sorry Dew im gonna have to put you through this now my bad 👍👍 at least i am now inspired

if this post makes no sense it’s because my brain hurts and i’m tired 👍👍👍

[scrambledslut]

FRANCISCO MORALES PLEASE LET ME HAVE YOUR BABIES🗣🗣🗣🗣

[daniclaytcn]

morning, guys—anyone else feel like they died and came back to life after yesterday?

[peachesandbeaches]

I binge watched Good Omens and now it feels like a really vivid fever dream. I’m left questioning whether it really happened…is this how it’s supposed to be?

[ominousvibez]

had a weird dream last night. might write about it later

[elizabethplaid]

I'm so sleepy today. I've already gone back to bed for naps. It's only 9:30pm now, but I'm ready for bed again.

The only reason I have to stay awake right now is to listen to Sleep Token. I've been listening to their whole discography (save for a few singles), in order of release, for the last few days.

So sleep or Sleep Token. Those are the options I choose.

[mybiasisexo]

i slept for 12 hours last night (this morning) and the whole time i was pregnant

im talking even in different dreams, id like remember i was supposed to be pregnant, and boom! baby bump 😭. and in some dreams she (cause yes it was a girl 🥺) was chanyeols!!!

anywhoooo since waking up, i miss her. like i feel her absence 😭. and then i went on tiktok and my love mine all mine by mitski played on the first vid and it made me think of my baby and i just miss and love her right now wtfff. my head is def on some loony shit rn 🥺😭

[autisticenbydonnie]

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[kenobihater]

the last remaining threads of my sanity are slipping through my fingers rn 🚬 😑

[bravenew-what]

Last Nights Post-Storm Sunset

@anotherhitandrun @80sphase @heavymetallibrarian

[cloverleaf777]

Haven't thought of a name for a collection of my original songs, but there's 3 in total, and this is the 2nd one in the sound track.

Backstory: There was a time where I would write down my dreams that became either surreal mixed with nostalgia or something out of a dreamcore setting.

So, there was a dream where i was laying on the couch, there was this streaming service i was using to watch cartoons or movies. once you leave for too long, it'll change screensavers like those old windows xp computers. there was a checkerboard one i saw, some were artworks of old cartoons like Tom & Jerry or Looney Tunes which i remembered vividly.

But the one thing that caught my attention the most, is that there was a song that played in the background when it happened, but i only heard it just a few times before i woke up. and i could've sworn there were characters i heard that sang to it to catch your attention or to lure you into somewhere to get lost.

Overall, i woke up right away early in the morning, wrote it all down, send it to discord, then debated if i wanted to go through with the strange melody and create a song with it.

And so, there you have it. Oh, by the way, this is what it originally sounded like.. before i later on put more effort into it. so you get the idea of why it suddenly woke me up from that fever dream

[marie-is-seein-stars]

Fever Dream (not proofread)

Don't know what their waitin for but I can't take this anymore I feel as if I'm falling deep Deeper into this endless sleep Feeels like a fever dream.

It's safe to say without the chase I'm bored,I've had times when I can't wait I'll have times where I might break But all that defines who I am Go with my gut, runn with a plan

I'll be back well past 8, dont you know that today's that day? I'll play the tunes that no ones heasrd run into fire knowin I'll get burnt Knowing I'd miss you~ Would you miss me too?

between these two worlds, I've become torn. In one I died,the other I was just born. is this how it feels to dive on in? Playin with words to which I have sinned. Is this the moments i've been waiting for, no wait, I'm falling agsin. Gasping and scareaming and crying again.

Oh~ please tell me, when will this fever dream end?

[ixcaliber]

trying to sleep yesterday, extremely warm and confused with only a light blanket on, not quite asleep not quite awake. i wrote the following before really waking up

‘light blanket gave me access to - forced me to make new forms of entertainment. videos that were simple patterns of color and lights. [when i went to the bathroom i was carrying with me] lattices in the air. drawfee episodes of ambient sound. new kinds of sensations. highs and lows that weren’t conveyed through words but the visible wavelength of ambient noise. every time i went upstairs i took a different piece of information and expelled it. i was a city made of empty’

also of note forgie saw me sat up in bed writing this and asked if i was okay and i strongly had the experience of not being a person until she spoke to me.