#as someone who didn’t get the opportunity to see them bcs of venue sizing I felt them and understood why them as artist would be hurt

[junniieesbby]

Loved every second of it 🥺♥️

SUGA: We didn’t have anyone like that. We debuted in 2013 and in our fifth year… that would’ve been in 2017, from 2013. We were going through a tough time and we had no one to ask for advice. And in 2017, we went to the Billboards for the first time. And you were the first group after us. So I thought, who’d look out for these guys if I don’t?

[killorbekillian]

I saw the Regrettes last night and I probably should’ve made a post about it then but i was like “nah i’ll remember everything i want to say” so. we’ll see.

I have listened to them enough to know that I like them but not be really familiar with their discography besides a few songs, but it was this tiny venue and like $15 or whatever so like, yeah! and i was going to try to get a photo pass but the person at the venue clearly didn’t know anything and was like “you have to go through the band or a publicist” (?) and i never followed up on it bc a) this venue doesn’t even have a photo pit (it was really more like “hey can i bring a camera” rather than “can i get a pass”) and b) i’ve been getting a decent amount of shows so i figured i’d just go as an audience member and chill

the last few shows i’ve gone to i’ve either been working or only really interested in one band, so nothing i was really rocking out at, and I was pretty tired from working in the morning so I was half regretting (no pun intended) making plans to go out. but I went with my friend ( @spook-queen ) and we used to go to small shows all the time but haven’t had as much opportunity in the past couple years, so it was really nice to kind of get back into it. 

now, I mostly listen to alternative music, but that’s a broad category. i’ve only been in a mosh pit a couple times and even though I always want to mosh in theory, I usually don’t have a great time in practice (first time i was just kind of on the edge of the pit, second time i got knocked on the ground). but i’ve been to a lot of punk or punk-adjacent shows that did not a have a pit open up, so i didn’t really expect there to be on at the Regrettes. But there was, and I almost immediately jumped into it. It fucking rocked.

I guess since it was a smaller crowd - both in the number of people and the size of said people as it was a lot girls/women - I was able to hold my own and have fun. At one point I helped someone up who fell down (fortunately she kind of fell out of the pit and not into the middle of it), so I felt like I was kind of paying forward getting picked up when I fell down the last time.

And for their final song they called for a girls-to-the-front, ladies-only-mosh-pit, so we could let loose and not have to worry about guys touching us, set to “Poor Boy.” I felt like my concert energy had been revitalized.

[jishwatylrandtop]

More To Love

@overcomplicatedxoxo

prompt: Could you maybe write something about a plus sized reader who has a lot of confidence issues who Josh ends up falling in love with? Like maybe she’s at the gym working out and these bitchy girls make fun of her (maybe bc they notice a hot Joshua checking her out and they’re jealous) and Josh defends her and they go out and eventually fall in love with lots of compliments from Josh?

Paring: plus sized reader x Josh Dun Words:  TW: fatphobia

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(Your POV)

     You always got a lot of crap from your family about your job--a tech supervisor for music and entertainment venues around the states. It wasn’t easy, but you loved it. That’s why you suffered through four years in college, gaining weight like there was no tomorrow, weight you since haven’t been able to lose. It had become your life, and the people you worked with, and occasionally for, had become your second family. It’s how you met your best friend, Josh. You had panicked when you were flown out to Columbus and heard you were going to be doing a gig for Twenty One Pilots, but you didn’t regret it now. After the soundcheck, the boys had walked over to thank you and the crew for all your hard work. You and Josh had got to talking and realized you two were very similar. You had hit it off right away and exchanged numbers. It’s been two years since then, and your friendship was getting stronger everyday. In fact, after you had finished your contract with your original sound company, Josh and Tyler had asked you to work for them. You were skeptical at first, but with the upside of getting to see more places than just the United States, and the promise of more time with Josh, you had said yes. 

    It was six months after you had accepted the job, and you were having the time of you life. The boys are amazing, and you had already seen more places than you ever would have if you had stayed at your old job. Since touring with the boys was much less stressful, you finally had the energy to workout to lose those pounds you had gained in college. Josh had played a huge role in your decision to begin working out. He had told you how it had made him feel less stressed and more energized and had encouraged you to get a gym membership so that you could go when you were out touring. 

    That’s how you found yourself at the gym one a Tuesday afternoon. You and the boys had stopped in Columbus for almost two weeks to catch a break and relax in the middle of the tour, so it had become the perfect opportunity for you to get to the gym every other day instead of once or twice a month. The results of the past three months of having your membership had already presented some results, but you weren’t where you wanted to be, so you were here for the second time since the break started to work off as much as possible before getting back on the road. The gym where you were working out was relatively small and only had a handful of each machine, so you were stuck working out directly next to the other patrons, which made you uneasy. It made it easy for you to recognize when people where judging and talking about you.

    You were in the middle of using one of the ellipticals in the back corner of the gym, when a few girls walked in. To say they were gorgeous is an understatement. They were tall, thin, tan, and everything you envied. They were the type of girls that could get any boy they wanted, the ones that were probably instagram models. They were what you wanted to look like, and you spent a good five minutes glancing at them and wishing you could look like that instead of your short, chubby frame. You shook away those thoughts, and continued with your exercise. If anything, having those girls near you made you even more determined.

    A few minutes later, you glanced back at the group of girls to see them staring at you and whispering to each other. It was behavior you knew too well, the type of behavior that told you that they were making fun of you. It disheartened you a little, but eventually you were able to forget about it for the last ten minutes on the elliptical. You eventually left the machine, and made your way over to the weights, but you were interrupted when one of the twigs stepped in your way. “I admire your effort over there” she said with barely disguised disdain. “Although, at this point, I doubt it will help you.” She finished with a quick, disgusted glance up and down your frame. “Excuse me?”  “Seriously, you think you could ever make yourself look... well like me. C’mon, you’re way too fat for that.” She laughed and glanced at her friends, who where snickering behind her filming the whole thing. “You should just quit now, fatty, because you’ll never be thin. You’ll never be pretty, and you’ll NEVER find someone who will love someone of your....size.” She gave you a sympathetic pat on the back and turned, returning to her friends who each gave her a high five. You were stuck in place for a solid minute, before you realized you were just standing in the middle of the gym with tears in your eyes. The embarrassment was enough to cause you to immediately grab your stuff and leave. You finally let the tears you had been forcing not to fall run down your face as you walked the few blocks to Josh’s place, where you were staying since you didn’t own a place in Columbus. 

    You reached his place twenty minutes later. You spent two minutes in the yard, using your phone’s camera to clean up your face--to wipe all evidence of your tears from your face, knowing Josh could read you like an open book. You entered the house quietly, doing your best to avoid Josh. It worked as you were able to slip by him while he was in the kitchen with his back to you, but he was alerted to your presence when you accidentally let your bedroom door close too loudly. “Y/n” he called after you. “I expected you to be gone for another half hour at least, you okay?” Your silence was enough to draw him away from making dinner and down the hall to your room. He tried the door nob, only to discover that you had locked it behind you, something neither of you ever did. Perhaps that was a mistake on your part as it immediately alerted him to the fact that something had gone wrong. “Y/n, open up.” You heard him call from directly outside your door, but you were glued to the floor in front of your full length mirror where you stood in you bra and underwear. You couldn’t stop the tears as you looked at yourself. You’ve always regretted letting yourself go in college, but today it all felt like too much. 

     You were so stuck in your head, that you didn’t hear the door unlock behind you, and it wasn’t until Josh was standing behind you that you even remembered he had a spare key made for all the doors. His reflection frowned at yours, where tears were still falling down your cheeks despite the fact you refused to meet his eyes.  “Y/n,” he frowned. “Tell me what happened.” You shook your head, too embarrassed by the story to tel him. “Please, y/n, I hate seeing you like this.” A small whimper escaped your throat as he put his arms around you.  “Please don’t touch me.”  “Y/n” he begged. “Please. Let me help you.” You stood in silence for a few moments more before your resolve crumpled and you retold the whole embarrassing story while tears continuously streamed down your face. When you finished, he gently guided you back to your bed where he sat you down.

     Kneeling in front of you, he replied “Y/n, you are beautiful. Those girls are horrible people who don’t see the real you.” You stared at a space behind him, refusing to look at him. “Y/n, look at me.” It was a stern but soft command that you couldn’t help but obey. “Believe me, you are the most beautiful girl in the world. Yes, those girls may be thin, but they’re ugly on the inside. You are beautiful both on the outside and the inside.” “No I’m not. I’m fat.” “There’s just more of you to love. Y/n, I know it’s hard to believe but you are stunning, and any man would be lucky to have you.” “Yeah but no one wants me.”  “Now that’s not true, and you know it” he stated incredulously.  “Oh really?” You replied. “Name one person who wants to be with me.” He hesitated for a moment, but his one word response knocked the wind out of you. “Me.” “That’s not funny.” “It’s not a joke,” he replied, which made you scoff in response. “I’m serious, Y/n, I’ve been in love with you for months, and haven’t had the courage to tell you.”  You watched his face for any hint that what he was telling you was false, but seeing none there you replied “you’re serious?” “Dead serious.” “I love you too.” “Really?” “Really. I just never thought you’d want me.” “Are you kidding? You’re everything I’ve ever wanted.” He smiled at you before gently placed his hand on the side of your face and bringing you into a soft kiss. When you broke apart, you couldn’t prevent the smile that spread across your face.  “Now go shower.” Josh said. “Dinner will be ready when you get out.”

[sehunsgirl]

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question: why you like that. ok i’ll answer the ones i haven’t.

1. what’s a song you depict with your childhood?

Melanie Martinez’s Pity Party

2. did you have a memorable childhood pet?

i used to have a cat named Xiggy ( nickname for Xigbar. and yes the one from Kingdom Hearts LMFAO ) he was a stray who i got attached to and my mom got him all fixed up and tested and i kept him for a few yrs but he ran away HAHA 

9. which came first the chicken or the egg?

i hate this question that i refuse to answer. 

10. are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them?

i am. i’m not straight. and...absolutely? haha.

11. how many siblings do you have?

i have only half siblings. 5 of them.

12. have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?

since i’m not sure i’ve ever even been in love in the first place: probably not.

13. are you a good cook?

i forgot i was boiling water and burnt it just a few days ago. hope that answer this question!

14. what is your favorite tv show?

don’t have one! but i watch the Discovery ID channel every day lol

15. what is the last movie you cried during?

uh actually idek. pretty sure it was Mulan though LMAO ( i went on a disney movie binge )

16. what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)

She’s Dreaming , Skyscraper , What If... , Time Lapse, and Wild Horses [ just a FEW ]

17. do you have a middle name?

it’s Monique.

18. have you been out of your country?

not yet! but i wanna!

19. are you a chocolate fan or not?

meh, not really. only every now and then do i eat it.

24. what is your favorite flower?

pink roses!!! 

30. do you have neat handwriting?

lmao NO. my handwriting still looks like it did in high school bc i rarely hand write anything anymore.

31. do you have a friend with benefits?

currently: DIFFICULT question pass!

32. do you want a friend with benefits?

actually. . been thinkin bout that but iduno!

33. if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?

Nothing.

34. have you ever been blackout drunk?

kinda. i hate getting blackout drunk if i am being honest. i know my own drinking limits, so i try not letting myself get to that point but i have been drunk to the point of falling asleep on my bathroom floor and waking up confused 😪

35. have you ever met someone famous?

like officially? No.

36. how many concerts have you been to?

five? ya five i think.

37. which concerts have you been to?

back in middle school i went to some papa roach / buckcherry / other artists with my step sister. i’ve also been to KCON NY twice and EXO’LuXion and EXO’rDIUM

39. what do you do when you’re stressed?

either cry or do something to act like i aint stressed until it boils over and then im back to crying 

40. do you think money can buy love?

no, but some people think it can. all the power to u if that’s what it takes for u to love someone ig

41. how old would you date?

like my age range in who i would date? tbh i’m not someone who really looks at age. you can connect with anyone, no matter what. though my cap is under 18 or over 40

42. have you ever done something illegal?

who knows

44. what is an unusual fear you have?

don’t think any of my fears are pretty unusual tbh

45. can you drive?

yes

46. do you believe in supernatural creatures?

absolutely. we aren’t the only creatures in the world. us, being humans.

47. do you believe in karma?

yup. what comes around goes around as justin timberlake said in the early 2000s

48. what is one quality you need in your partner?

honesty.

49. do looks matter?

trust me, they do not.

50. does size matter?

again, trust me, they do not.

51. who is the last person you forgave?

that is something i will keep to myself.

52. what is your favorite ice cream flavor?

butter pecan.

53. what languages can you speak besides english? 

none fluently, sadly.

54. ever been on a plane?

yes.

55. ever been on a boat? 

yes.

56. is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? 

honestly....yes.

57. are there any friendships you regret?

sadly, yes.

58. are there any friendships you wish you could make?

yup.

59. have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?

uhm... more often than not, i kinda do LOL but ya

60. have you ever walked outside after 12 am?

yes.

61. have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?

believe it or not: yes!

62. are you scared of rollercoasters? 

eh so-so

63. on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?

1000

64. do you have any plans this weekend?

i have an all day photoshoot planned tomorrow.

65. do you miss anyone right now?

i miss A.

66. who do you wish you were talking to right now?

A.

67. if you could have any superpower, what would it be?

cloning.

68. who is your favorite superhero?

don’t have one.

69. are you dirty minded?

... yeahhh hahah most times, also i see why you asked this since it’s the 69th question smh

70. what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?

jesus. ... 80s: Darling Nikki ( by Prince ) 90s: My Little Secret early 2000s:  Say My Name

71. how many kids, if any, do you want?

maybe one or two

72. who is your biggest OTP?

let’s not ( its sebaek & baeksoo )

73. what is your favorite food?

chicken and dumplings!

74. do you want to be married one day?

i doubt anyone would wanna marry me but ya 

75. dogs or cats?

i like both

76. do you drink enough water daily?

not really but i’ve been doing better with this

77. have you ever seen a shooting star?

no! :(

78. if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?

no lmao

79. how many best friends do you have?

two.

80. when was the last time you cried?

earlier but that’s because i was scared and not feeling okay

81. have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?

yes omg the memory is so vivid lmfao

82. have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?

yes HAHAH

83. if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?

Estonia, Seoul, Tokyo, Netherlands

84. what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?

annoying, tender, lavender. 

85. do you consider yourself a loyal person?

absolutely.

86. what is your favorite season and why?

autumn because its not super cold or super hot even though there are super hot or cold days. it’s a nice in between.

87. have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?

no. absolutely not. if i say it i mean it.

88. do you know how to play any instruments?

no Heh

89. do like like falling asleep to music or not?

it really depends on my mood when i’m going to sleep.

91. have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?

No. because if i do that , that means they’d have to be me in return, right? i wouldn’t subject anyone to that. i’m in pain 24/7

92. if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?

no cause they always goin through dramatic shit and i’d rather not.

93. if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?

Sehun, deadass. he seems like he’s a chill and cool friend!

94. are you outgoing?

meh not really?

95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to?

yes :/

96. are you a good flirt?

no i suck at it and don’t really purposely flirt lol

97. have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?

both. though i’ve been turned down more than i’ve had to turn anyone down.

98. which planet is your favorite?

Venus.

99. are you superstitious?

very. i tend to get on peoples nerves LMAO

100. are you a good listener? 

Yes.

101. are you a good kisser

i’d like to think im okay?

[blushedaesthetic]

1-102 😏

Thank you omg!! This is gonna be so long lol

1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? - sk8r boi by avril lavigne was my favorite song from ages 3-8 lol2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? - YES!! my bby max. I got him when I was 8 and he just passed away this past october. He was my best friend nd I miss him :(3.) have you ever been drunk? - yeah lol4.) have you ever tried drugs? - yup5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said? - yeah a couple times. 6.) have you ever made someone cry? - yes7.) has someone ever made you cry? - yes8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. - yes. It was after a top concert and we were laying in my bed and I just got this feeling in my chest like I was connected to them. It was crazy. I’m still totally and completely in love with them. S/o to monet lol 9.) which came first the chicken or the egg? - neither 10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them? - I’m gay as fuck my dudes11.) how many siblings do you have? - 212.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? - I think so yeah13.) are you a good cook? - nooooo14.) what is your favorite tv show? - the office or sons of anarchy or naruto or the walking dead (pre glenns death)15.) what is the last movie you cried during? - I don’t remember 16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any) - goner by twenty one pilots 17.) do you have a middle name? - yeah it’s marie yikes18.) have you been out of your country? - just to canada 19.) are you a chocolate fan or not? - eh20.) how many people have you kissed? - like 1121.) what is your favorite album? - rn it’s harrys album but of all time probably vessel by twenty one pilots or tmh22.) what is your dream car? - a mini cooper23.) what is your lucky/favorite number? - 13 cause its my bday. Also 9 24.) what is your favorite flower? - tulips!! 25.) books or movies, why? - books because they're better but I’ve lowkey lost my passion for reading 26.) have you ever been on a blind date? - nope27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? - hahahah yup!! :)28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends? - not that I can think of29.) what thing do you symbolize love with? - putting someone else feelings and needs above your own and knowing they feel the same way30.) do you have neat handwriting?  - depends 31.) do you have a friend with benefits? - no32.) do you want a friend with benefits? - no33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be? - rich or accepted 34.) have you ever been blackout drunk? - yes35.) have you ever met someone famous? - I met russ smith from the uofl basketball team but thats it36.) how many concerts have you been to? - like 30ish37.) which concerts have you been to? - wow um top, atl, arctic monkeys, fob, 1d, 5sos, 1975, and a lot more but those are the main ones 38.) do you have a hidden talent? - i don’t think so39.) what do you do when you’re stressed? - sleep, cry, or get high40.) do you think money can buy love? - no41.) how old would you date? - 2342.) have you ever done something illegal? - yes43.) what is your biggest fear? - dying alone, being taken advantage of, being buried alive44.) what is an unusual fear you have? - demons45.) can you drive? - yes46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures? - yes bigfoot is out there47.) do you believe in karma? - yup48.) what is one quality you need in your partner? - fun and doesn’t take themselves too seriously 49.) do looks matter? - yes yikes 50.) does size matter? - depends 51.) who is the last person you forgave? - my dad52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor? - superman 53.) what languages can you speak besides english? - very very very limited korean and french54.) ever been on a plane? - nope55.) ever been on a boat? - yeah I’ve had a boat my whole life56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? - of course57.) are there any friendships you regret? - um no. Even the bad ones made me who I am so.58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make? - yeah59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours? - yes gotta love college 60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am? - yes61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through? - yes62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? - i don't like the feeling of falling so sort of63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually? usually like 9 64.) do you have any plans this weekend? - sleep65.) do you miss anyone right now? - my bebes monet and my friends66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now? - monet 67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be? - super intelligence 68.) who is your favorite superhero? - spiderman69.) are you dirty minded? - yes70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s? - 99 luft ballons, 71.) how many kids, if any, do you want? - 2

72.) who is your biggest OTP? - sasunaru, kagahina, jim and pam

73.) what is your favorite food? - chicken and dumplings from cracker barrel 74.) do you want to be married one day? - yes75.) dogs or cats? - both, but I love dogs a bit more76.) do you drink enough water daily? - no lol77.) have you ever seen a shooting star? - yes78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you? - yes79.) how many best friends do you have? - 580.) when was the last time you cried? - today when I said bye to monet81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself? - yup82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? - i don’t think so83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go? - rome84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself? - pessimistic, smart, and kind85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person? - depends 86.) what is your favorite season and why? - fall bc my bday and halloween87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it? - no88.) do you know how to play any instruments? - i used to play the sax89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not? - not usually cause I have to sing and then I don't sleep90.) what are you allergic to? - Japanese cherry blossoms 91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like? - yeah of course 92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be? - no lol. I don't want to work for a paper company, be in a biker gang, or in a zombie apocalypse 93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why? - harry styles bc I love him and he's a really kind and funny person94.) are you outgoing? - depends95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to? - yes96.) are you a good flirt? - depends97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down? - yes to both98.) which planet is your favorite? - venus 99.) are you superstitious? - with some things100.) are you a good listener? - I could be better101.) are you a good kisser - I think so102.) would you kiss any of your friends? - not anymore but I have before