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pearlboybby · 1 month ago

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TRAUMA DUMP/RANT : weird ex type beat

honestly i dont think she remembers she dated me but i was 16 (im 21 now) and she was 18 at the time. (it’s not a weird age gap, it’s 2 years) but some ppl i know tell me i was groomed bc i was a minor and she was technically an adult.

i’m happy neither of us had cars despite being 16 and 18, bc idk the stuff she wouldve done if i got to see her in person. we dated online but we lived in the same city.

WARNING (MENTION OF R*PE) : idk if she knew what she was doing or saying but she told me she knew this bridge that nobody ever went under…she told me she wanted to get us drunk and make out with me under a bridge at night…that nobody ever goes under…she specifically specified that…my friend told me “nobody wants to take someone under a bridge to ‘make out’”

she was strangely open about strange shit. she posted on her snapchat once that “i want to use men just so i can loose my virginity” (pre me dating her…the red flags were right in front of me and i ran right towards them) i was also desperate bc everyone i knew was dating someone and i was single…i saw she was single so we talked then i asked her to date me officially and she said yes.

she villainized me after she dumped me and made me cry. she abused me the entire relationship and we dated for 2 weeks, (it felt like 2 years bc of how she acted damn) everyone believed her over me (ofc they did…bc it was a girl abusing a boy) and boy did i get bashed and all her friends felt sorry for her. she made a post on her spam making me out to be the bad one, she didnt mention my name but everyone knew she was talking about me.

all my mutuals and friends always bragged about their relationships and how much they made out and shit, while i was being abused, I was so fucking envious.

i had a mean streak at the time but never towards her…i was a 16 year old boy and trying to be edgy on twitter. i regret being such a dick at the time. but i always treated her right. i constantly apologized to her for daring to leave the chat for 2 seconds, not responding within a millisecond (she’d leave me on read…funny). i wish people’d forget the shit i did in my teens. i hate myself for it, and i regret EVERYTHING i did and said.

she never wanted to stop talking to me. she never let me get off snapchat or instagram. even if i had to go to dinner, my parents would yell at me for having my phone at the table…but they had no idea. she would several times ask me to send her nudes (i didn’t…gender dysphoria + my parents still checked my phone and this was on snap…+ i was a minor…i couldnt delete it from my phone like i could with my texts)

she wanted to sneak me out of my house but i was a homeschooled minor with strict parents. if they heard i even had a gf i’d get yelled at. i couldnt go anywhere bc theyd listen for my footsteps at night. she dumped me for this.

#trauma dump #trauma #rant post #rant #tw abuse #relationship

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levisgirll · 3 years ago

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Hi ~ I know u made a headcanon where Levi comforts his gf but since he's a private man and doesn't like PDA, how would he comfort his gf if she was, let's say crying, in front of others?

𝙖 𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙩 (𝙇𝙚𝙫𝙞 𝘼𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙭 𝙁𝙚𝙢!𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧)

text: hello there anon! first off I would like to thank you for checking out and reading my other headcanon post 🥺❤️❤️ and for also coming back to send me a request! I love this idea and I agree with this, so I had fun writing this out :,) also I made this request as a headcanon/fanfiction, so I hope you enjoy it! (I kinda relate to levi because I also don’t really like PDA if I were to be in a relationship! but that doesn’t mean that I wouldn’t show any other affection. I guess this all would have to do with privacy. So, def same with Levi, so I get it).

synopsis: Levi Ackerman is a private man, no one would expect him to even have a lover! He see no point to show and let everyone know about y/n being his girlfriend! Instead, it’s only important to him to show you his love and you both keep your love private and personal which makes the relationship you both share special and rather unique. One day though, something happened to y/n which made her tear up in front of the scouts and Levi shows his comfort and care to her in a way that it shows his real love towards her. In his own way of expressing romance to her which was very touching and gave not only y/n but also levi a pleasant feeling of happiness whenever they were together. (I promise you this is lots of cute fluff, also some true romance levi would express which is super heart warming ♡ )

real fluff, aot world, headcanons ♡ —

The past few days were going pretty hard for you. A lot was going on, such as drama and many issues happening in the survey headquarters that you worked at.

You were jumping from squad to squad and your roles and work kept on changing which made you stress out a little and many people kept on rushing you. You were often switched from each team because the commanders liked your skills such as Erwin, Hanji and now you were at Miche’s team with Nanaba and Gelgar who you were getting quite close with.

As Y/N was trying to get her work done and filling out some paperworks, doing the necessary checks, some scouts came up to her. “Hey Y/N! Could you please help me with this? I really need some help right now.” and then another came “Y/N! Would you do me a favor and do this for me?”, then a scout came up to her and said “Y/N, you messed up the paperwork from this morning! It’s all wrong! What’s wrong with you?”

You suddenly were overwhelmed and you were so nervous you had no idea what to do or say that you started to run off. As you were running you saw Miche and Nanaba and you ran up towards them.

“Hey Y/N! How’s it....Wait, are you okay? You look quite pale.” Nanaba said suddenly with a worried expression and she touched your shoulder gently. You then realized that you really messed up earlier and you fucked up everything, nothing seems to be going your way and you never seemed to give yourself a break. You then could not hold it any longer and started to tear up, soon crying.

“Y-Y/N?!” Miche said, all worried and his serious expression dropped and went near you, while Nanaba was holding on to your shoulders and said in a concerned tone “Tell us, what happened! Was it someone?”

As soon as they were about to say anything else, they were all taken aback and quiet when they suddenly heard someone saying “Who the fuck made her cry?” Suddenly, Miche and Nanaba jolted up and felt a deadly vibe coming towards them which made them shiver. It was Levi! Y/N’s boyfriend. He had such an angry look, he was clearly ready to murder anyone who came in his way.

Nanaba and Miche moved away quickly so Levi could approach to his girlfriend. “Y/N, are you okay?” He said softly and moved his head to the other side so he could see your face, he also examined your body to see if you were hurt but thankfully you were not which made him relieved a bit. But you were quick to hide your face as you covered your face with your hands. He knew and understood that you did not want to talk about it now and would want to be alone with you later the evening. But, that did not stop Levi not comforting you in his own way throughout the day.

He turned towards Miche and Nanaba who quickly told him that they were unsure what made his girlfriend cry and were quite upset to see her down and felt bad how they did not notice she was put under pressure and having loads of workload.

If you tried to push him away and not wanting him to know why you have cried or teared up he would still follow you and as soon as you stopped, he would finally say “If it upsets you....then it upsets me.” He would say as his face soften and he looked rather a bit sad cause you were upset, and even because that you wouldn’t say it to him as your boyfriend, he wanted to know everything that was up.

And of course, after you have calmed down from crying while he was staying by your side this whole time. You and Levi had a special thing in your relationship between the both of you, you both would usually meet up at an agreed time and place, basically lots of private romantic rendezvous between the both of you. It was a special thing that you both shared as it was just you two alone, not anyone there disturbing you two. Just Levi putting his full focus on you and would hold your hands whenever if the meet ups were to talk things out, or show each other some love while holding you close. Obviously, he had to wait for the evening for this to happen so throughout the whole day he would do his own way of comfort and showing his care towards you!

If you were not feeling well or you were pretty down after what happened. If Y/N went to their room and decided to stay there for the evening, Levi would actually come behind the door and try to lean against it and wait to hear if you were still sobbing or not. He wants to make sure if you are okay and if not he would not hesitate to come in and try to talk it out with you more, but he knew you well. But regardless, he would leave some medicine such as painkillers to help ease your stress and headaches outside your door and then knock your door. Levi would also once a while slip a note under the door and you would see it sliding and going near to your bed as you sat there and it would say “Hope you are better Love. I’m at my office if you need me”. His notes would melt and warm your heart, it was his way of showing his feelings, love and care for you and your wellbeing and this would always comfort you.

If you both were in public, you both wont show or do any PDA of course but instead Levi would definitely compliment you. He does that so everyone who was there can know that he was only allowed to flatter you and say these compliments to, and if anyone dared do that instead of him, he won’t let them slide.

With that, he likes to mention your name and talk highly of you, basically pamper you instead of PDA, and that would make Y/N blush and get embarrassed since it would catch them off guard (and Levi secretly liked that-). He would do that a lot after you have cried and calmed down just to see you smile and lighten up your mood. He wants everyone to mention your name in the conversation that you were in and everyone would join Levi and compliment you too and that made you feel so special and even blush like crazy and Levi would just watch you and then give a small smile.

After you have cried, he wants to try his best to make you happy and not upset anymore. So, when he sees you in the mess hall among other people, he would approach to your table where you sat alone and I honestly see Levi sticking to them old-fashioned romance and giving Y/N some flowers he would probably pick up or even buy you some. All eyes would be on the both of you and that would make you blush completely, he does that so you can forget how you cried front of the others earlier and instead remember this. He also does this to show everyone that you are his girl and you are the lucky one he would give you the flowers too <3

He would try and come to check up on you to see how you were doing. While Y/N was sitting with Sasha, and as they were chatting about something, Levi was approaching Y/N and he brought his hand out and was giving Y/N a small cardboard bag. “What’s...this?” Y/N wondered as she accepted the gift and took it, as soon as she opened it she saw her favorite pastries and sweets that she really liked, her boyfriend Levi knew her too well. “Make sure you eat them all and enjoy it. And Sasha, you better not take none of them or I will make you in charge of cleaning duty for a month.” You sat there, smiling a lot while munching on your favorite sweets which was from your favorite person and it never tasted any better! So after Levi finding that out, expect Levi buying you lots of pastries.

Would definitely compliment you, say sweet things such as “Hey, you look good today Y/N” or “I’m always here for you, come to my office when you are free love.” He really did care for you and these simple words, had a lot of meaning.

Would do small actions that showed his love and affection for you, especially when he was worried for you. He would bring you some tea for sure, run you a hot bath after a long day and he would say and as he looked at you with full of love and care, “Y/N, I ran you a hot bath. This should help you ease you up.” His kind gestures melted you and he would definitely come to wash your hair as you sat on the bathtub if you called him. And after that, he would give you a light kiss on your shoulder since it was just the two of you alone and that made you blush even harder.

If you ever asked Levi for anything in front of your friends/comrades he would not hesitate to do it. Besides, has Levi your boyfriend ever said no to you? In front of others, he would look at you and wait for you to say the favor. He was loyal and has always been respectful towards his girlfriend, “Anything else? Come on, you can ask me.” He would say still looking at you while his eyes would scan your face and admire your features and beauty. He would do anything to comfort y/n.

And to be honest, if you liked to keep your boundaries clear and liked to separate work with your personal life, Levi would totally accept that and I feel like he would be such an understandable man? He would agree to it cause he would like that too and just to keep things on track, but that does not mean he was not thinking about you 24/7 and he would always wish for the meeting room, stable or wherever you both were at, to be alone (especially after he saw you tearing up or upset, he wanted to check up with his girl and make her happy, I feel like he would def do this) and wishing everyone leaving so it can just be the two of you alone, so he can just hold your hand and give it a gentle rub with his thumb. “I missed you, where have you been this whole morning?” He would say as he looked at your eyes, and you could tell by his expression that he was madly in love with you. “W-Was helping out Moblit organizing the next experiment for next week.”

“Hm, I see. Do you have some time tonight? I want to spend some time with you for a bit.” Levi said which looked like he had said it confidently but rather seemed to be in a nervous and shy tone, worried you would reject it.

Overall, not showing or doing PDA does not mean that there is nothing going on behind closed doors or whenever you both are alone and private! And even without PDA, there are other things that are done to show his love to his partner which Levi would do such as giving you small gifts, saying sweet things to you/compliments, making you laugh and cheer up, even checking up on you throughout the day before he sees you alone in his office in the evening. And, he does this all by his instincts because it is actually coming from his heart and love for you! It’s simple, but the kind of way that you could feel the love and his sweet acts which would warm and melt his girlfriend’s heart, y/n!

I hope you really enjoyed this real fluff headcanons! I honestly see this happening if Levi had a partner and I do find it true that he wont like PDA, but he is a private man and in his privacy with his girlfriend he would show her lots of love <3 so when in public (as he waits for the evening to be alone with her) I can imagine these happening and this kind of love is really strong and holds a lot of meaning. If you liked this plsss leave a like, a message, or a reblog! I would appreciate that ♥ ♥ ♥

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bitch-im-your-biggest-nightmare · 4 years ago

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It Doesn’t Matter What They say [Corpse Husband]

Hey! This is my first time doing something on Tumblr. If you’d like, go to my Wattpad because thats where this story comes from! Also, sorry if its not accurate. Im still knew to the Corpse_Husband fanbase and the people the people he is seen playing with (-Cr1tiKal and Pewdiepie] and im not familiar with personalities

Summary: No one knew of Corpse and Y/Ns relationship. Until Corpse thought it was a good time to reveal it and maybe to make the people who simp way too much over him calm down a bit. he thought it was a good idea, so did Y/N. But the fans were not happy..

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Corpse really loved Y/N. He loved her so much that he let her see his face- a week after they met. They met online through Twitter and became best friends, and they totally hit it off. Y/N made Corpse happy, and he trusted her with all his life. Y/N was small, cute, and innocent. She had a soft high pitched voice and was short. She was the exact opposite of Corpse, and that's what he loved about her. He loved when she wore his hoodies, they were always way bigger on her and the sleeves went over her hands. He loved how kind she was. Y/N was a sweetheart, and Corpse didn't know how he was able to score this hard.

Y/N really loved Corpse. He loves so damn much it might kill her. She was happy she got her phone fixed after it stopped charging, if she didn't this wouldn't have happened. They became best friends and hit it off, and she loved when she made Corpse smile. She knows his real name- but calls him Corpse because that's what he prefers. She knows his birthday, his favorite foods, his favorite songs, his personality, how to cheer him up, she knows everything. She loved Corpses deep voice and how it soothed her to sleep. She loved how tall he was compared to her. She loved sitting on his lap while he made his videos and did his streams. He loved wearing his warm hoodies and snuggling up to his chest after long days. Corpse was the best, and Y/N didn't how she was able to score this hard.

Corpse and Y/N thought it would be a good idea to reveal their relationship to the world.

So they did.

In his last stream, he was playing Among Us and decided to tell everyone about Y/N. His exact words were "Guys by the way, I think it's pretty important to tell you guys that I now have a girlfriend. Her names Y/N, and shes the sweetest little thing."

"I'm not little!" Y/Ns voice rung out from behind him. She was sitting on his bed watching him play. Everyone he was playing with freaked out at how soft and high pitched her voice was.

"Her voice is the exact opposite of Corpses, how is this possible?" Felix said with a laugh.

"How can a demon score with an angel?" Charlie commented.

"She sounds so cuuuute!" Poki said, already falling in love with Y/N even she never heard her voice.

"Awwe now I feel lonely." Sykkuno said, sending a sad face in the chat which made them all laugh.

"Nice to meet you all!" Y/N said, walking over to sit on Corpses lap. She was wearing a familiar black hoodie that was way too big on her. Hmm.. wonder whose it is.

"Wha- are you wearing my hoodie again? I was looking for it all over." Corpse had a smirk plastered on his face and looked Y/N over. She was wasn't wearing any pants- but she knew that smirk meant he was just teasing her, they don't make love very often. They just have late night cuddle sessions and kisses.

"I hid it from you so I can wear it." Y/N said a little sheepishly. She was a little awkward talking to Corpse like this infront of everybody. But by how his friends greeted her, she knew they liked her. She was sure the fans would like her as well.

"Wow. You know I was very cold without that hoodie. I had to wear this plain white t-shirt that made me even more cold." Corpse shook his head in a teasing way. Though Y/N was very soft and innocent, so she thought he was being serious for a second.

She frowned, "I'm sorry! I'll give it to you now-" She started to take it off but was stopped by Corpse.

"Ay ay ay ay- no no no, it's fine I was just joking Y/N." He chuckled, hugging her tightly.

"How is she so pure?" Toast muttered, sitting there in disbelief.

"Shes so innocent." Aoc chuckled, already liking this Y/N girl. She really wanted to play a game of Among Us with her, she seemed like such a nice girl to play with.

"Corpse you better treat her like a queen or I swear to god I will-" Charlie was cut off by Sean.

"SHe sound so perfect for Corpse, I'm for ya dude." Sean said, knowing what to come with that sentence.

"Oh how dare you cut me off. I was about to speaks of wisdom!" Charlie said.

"You were about to say profanity. We need to protect this bean we know as Y/N" Poki said.

Charlie sighed, "Fine. But you better expect a fucking DM Corpse!"

Y/N decided to play along with this, She looked curiously at Corpse and said "Babe? Whats fucking?"

There was audible gasps, and Corpse looked at her in complete and utter disbelief. His little innocent bean just said the no no word, it was forbidden in her vocab.

"CHARLIE!"

"OH MY GOD!"

"NOOOooOOOOOOO!"

"DON'T TAKE HER INNOCENCE!!"

"pretty sure Corpse already took it if you know what I mean."

"Ew what the f--feck?"

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It was a fun night for Y/N and Corpse. Y/N enjoyed her time talking to the others and studying Corpses strategies as an imposter. She was excited for when she was gonna be able to play with them, she really looked forward to it. After the stream, Corpse went to record a video reading some more fan written horror stories. Y/N went and laid on the couch, waiting patiently for her boyfriend to finish up his recording- which was going to be a while. She scrolled through her phone, watching a few of Corpses videos and looking at photos of them on her camera roll.

But she made a mistake by going on Twitter.

"Corpses gf is so fake lmao"

"Y/N does not deserve Corpse! Shes sounds like such a bitch"

"I hope @T/N and @Corpse_Husband break up. I hate their relationship already 😭"

"Y/N sounds like a hoe and isn't worthy of Corpses time."

"I bet Corpse is so tired of @T/N lmao. its obvious in his voice loooooooool"

"I hope Y/N dies so i can get a piece of deep daddy 🤩🥰"

"I already hate Y/N and I haven't even seen her in any other vids XD"

"Yoo they sound like they hate her lol. I bet they're just putting on an act to make her feel better about herself."

The DMs, messages, and comments on her posts were even worse..

"You don't deserve Corpse. Fuck off hoe."

"You aren't worry of Corpses time."

"You're such a user."

"Bitch"

"User"

"I bet Corpse really hates you."

"I hope you fucking because Corpse doesn't need an ugly hoe like you in his life"

And they just got worse and worse. Y/N was shocked, why are they hating on her so fast? Does Corpse really not like her..? Is she really not worthy of his time..? NO! She pushed them away, Corpse loves you, and that's truth.

But even so, Y/N couldn't stop reading the messages. They were all so mean.. Only a few people stood up for her. She felt her heart break, everyone hates her... Just despises her! She felt tears run down her face. She cuddled into the hoodie, pulling the oversized hoodie her H/C hair. She felt hurt and hated, like no one wanted her, not even Corpse- the person who loved her the most.

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After an hour, Corpse decided to take a little break from recording and check on Y/N. He missed her soft voice and her cuddles, so he was on a mission to get just that thing. He stood up from his gaming chair and gave a nice long stretch and ran a hand through his black hair. He walked to his door, slowly opening it and quietly walking through the hallway. He planned to scare Y/N, and sense it usually takes him hours to finish his recording she wouldn't suspect a thing.

But when he got closer to the living room, he felt worry and concern overwhelm him. He heard the soft sobs and cries of his beloved girlfriend. He rushed into the living room, sitting on the couch and picking her up to hold her in his arms. "Hey babe- are you ok? Whats wrong?"

Y/N didn't say anything, she just snuggled into Corpses chest and hugged him tightly as she sobbed.

"Babe, you can tell me anything, you know that? What's wrong? Did someone say something that hurt you on stream? Wait- is it what Sykkuno said? Baby I'm not gay he's just a friend and you know that, it's just a joke that we're-"

"I-i-its not that.." Y/N muttered out.

"Then whats wrong?" Corpse asked, his voice full of nothing but worry and concern.

Y/N grabbed her phone and turned it on. She went on Twitter on looked up the hashtag 'HateY/N' and told Corpse to scroll through.

She watched as he scrolled through the tweets, and his expression twisted into one Y/N has never really seen before, anger. Oh he was livid. How could they say those things at his beautiful, sweet, and happy girlfriend? He thought his fans would support him and Y/Ns relationship. Why didn't they care?

He read some of the battles, some people loved Y/N.

"Bro stfu. Y/N is perfect for Corpse."

"lmao what? Shes ugly asf"

"Seriously? If you really cared about Corpse you would support him. Now fuck off."

Corpse pulled his own phone out and hopped on Twitter, instantly typing a response to everyone who has been hating on Y/N.

He said "To everybody who has been hating on @T/N, my girlfriend. I love her with all my life and I do not like how some of you guys have been treating her. She has changed my goddamn life, and all this bullshit you guys have been spitting has made Y/N cry. So please.. just please stop."

After that, Corpse threw his phone onto the carpet and hugged Y/N tightly, kissing her temple softly. "It doesn't matter what they say, I will always love you Y/N."

#corpse husband #corpse x reader

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aphrodite1288 · 3 years ago

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This is not about kadi so if you don't want to answer I would understand. Have you ever had information that surprised you? Something you can't believe? Related to kpop idols, actors or ent industry?

That Jongdae didn't want to have a child at this young age and in the beginning of his Solo career! But once it happened he was so accepting and so understanding! He married his GF becoz he loved her and accepted her pregnancy with open arms even though that brought him so much hate! But he protected her and never let the bad words reach her he is a shield to her and his baby 🍼 But the baby was not planned! when the girl is born he loved her with all his heart and she is so spoiled i saw her she is so cute and has Jongdae's lips 👄. I recently saw Jongdae's footage with his wife and daughter at Apujongreodo entering the mall, he was holding his baby and his wife was holding the baby bag! And they went shopping and got back into his fancy black car.

All Exo members are smoking some stopped but most of them not!

That Sehun is not a happy person and he has more dark thoughts that what y'all see. He hasn't had the best childhood like yall thought. I won't say more i don't want to interfere his private life and expose it. So please Love him and give him a lot of support! He is lovely and he thinks he is useless in the band and members always cheer him up but he needs to hear it from his fans! That's why he is working harder and attending vocalization lessons with Baekhyun and chanyeol's voice tuning teacher and y'all can tell his singing skills has improved from the DFTF ALBUM!!! PLEASE GIVE HIM LOTS OF LOVE!, He is working hard for his fans to be proud of him! He needs reassurance!

That BAEKHYUN is so attached to ExoL! He is so scared of losing them and being forgotten when he comes back from military. He has these doubts and he talked about it with everyone he knew! Even His Fans! Yes he calls his fans and talks to them!

That BAEKHYUN often calls his fansites' masternims and fans he trusts and they chit-chat a lot!! He is close with them!! He asks them about everything related to Exo if they enjoyed the albums, the songs, his Solo etc.. he asks them if he should improve on something, he asks them to tell him if he lacks something in his latest performances! He even calls his fans to chitchat for hours about what content he should post on youtube ! He asks his closest fans to check what other Exol want him to do! And if they're satisfied with his hard work! And if he made the proud ! He discusses everything that bothers him with some of his fansites and trustworthy fans! ALSO He talks to fans about their struggles and he cheers them up! And buys them gifts during their birthdays yes he remembers their bdays!

That BAEKHYUN loaned money to a fan when she called him saying she needed money! He even paid surgery for a fan!

Sehun often pays meals for Exol secretly before leaving the restaurants or Coffee shops especially when he couldn't sign for them !

That Seungri wasn't the one to be blamed in the burning sun but all evidence was against him and he was played ( I don't know abt this, i don't defend any man who assaulted women as a feminist myself i can't come to terms with believing this but i saw a lot of ppl saying it!)

That BP members are jealous of Jen for getting all the brands and the commercials, which YG ent solved and started distributing solo projects to the other members and asking sponsors to not only focus on Jen and suggesting them the other members! Now we see other members promoting for famous fashion, cosmetics, sports and make up brands, while before, they were jobless and only Jenn who was getting all the money and roles and brands and was the only member active for two years 2018/2019 and even the first one and the yongest to have the earliest solo debut only after 2 years of debuting with her band, i mean a rookie shouldn't get a solo until they skill their singing and acting! But Jenn's potential was big and she has tons of fans that's why YG wanted money so took advantage of her epitome fame to debut her to get cash🤑💰 Jenn didn't like her members being left out and she talked to them about this a lot. This subject of members being jelaous of her bothered her and at a certain period caused their dinamics to go down in the band. She saw them changing and she saved the issue from getting worse by talking to YG coz she truly loved her members.

Jenn is more perverted than what ppl think, she knows a lot of guys and she is very loved by everyone. She is Nice! But she is not innocent! SHE DATES A LOT! ONLY HOT and Tall wealthy GUYS ! MODELS and ULZZANGS! Her mom and dad are in the industry that's why she gets everything she wants and she does work hard for it though! But the opportunities mostly come at her through her parents ! She is very spoiled baby girl.

Kaistal are close friends i mean i saw their pics together and they're still friends and they're still talking and Ji supported her so much when she left SM also he is still supporting her Solo career as an actress now, he texts her to support her works and to give her his opinions, Krystal trusts him a lot he protected her and helped her a lot before! 🤷🏻‍♀️

Ksoo hid his relationship with Ji from his Fam for a long time??

Kaisoo kissed during a truth or dare game when Ji lost and had to kiss Kyungsoo on the lips and Ksoo didn't object it was from before debut! I guess that's when the members knew they were in love?? I don't know abt this! I'm not sure. But it's a possible probability.

Chanbaek did kiss but it was not during a truth or dare game, it was Chanyeol who shocked Baekhyun by kissing him on the lips to shush him down ��

Chanbaek living together coz baek is a clean freak and can't stay with many ppl in one place he is a private introvert who loves to stay alone and play videogames! And chanyeol granted him this wish and invited him to live in his house for 2years or more i don't remember 🤷🏻‍♀️

SUHO dated Two members of Apink

Jongdae dated one member of Apink!

Exo are so so close with APink!

Luhan had a crush on Chorong from APink!

Sehun is close with Oh Hayong of Apink! Coz they have the same last name!! He is still close to her and supports her a lot, she is close with Suho too! And all other APink members! Sehun is also close to Gugudan.

Taeyeon loved Baekhyun truly and their breakup left a scar on her heart! She hates men now hahaha I hope she gets to find the love of her life she deserves happiness please give her much support! I want her to be dating Ravi he is a softie and will treat her well!

Yeri of RV is a playgirl she is so bold and asks guys out when she likes them! I love her for that! Girl power! But she is so nice!!!

A lot of news about BTS their Gfs their Exes with Pictures and all their dating history, their toxic company overworking them etc... But I'm not too interested in BTS these things came to me I didn't ask for them🤷🏻‍♀️ lucky? IDK maybe.

And many many many more things. I just can't list everything

I don't know if I answered your question! But that's all that came to my mind! Some things may not be too shocking it surprising or unbelievable like you asked but still they're precious secrets and gave them to y'all for free!

#Kpop industry secrets that shocked us!#kpop industry secrets #Kpop

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legoshi-plz · 4 years ago

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Concept: Gosha introducing his young gf to Legoshi, who is a couple years older than his grandson?

Pairing: Gosha x Wolf! Reader

Warning: NSFW-ish (Suggestive Themes, References to Sex)

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“Maybe we shouldn’t. This could raise a lot of questions,” Gosha murmured as he stroked the fur of your shoulder absentmindedly. You were cuddled into his side, your head resting against his broad chest enjoying your post sex haze.

Gosha had just fucked you into a new dimension, pounding you in the mating press position round after round with no mercy. Your brain was foggy and you could barely move your limbs you were so fucked out but you’d also never been as satisfied sexually as when you were with him. He selflessly delivered you to orgasm after orgasm and his stamina was off the charts. This coupled with his sweet nature and natural talent at aftercare made the entire experience surreal.

“Y/N? Darling, you okay?”

“Sorry, I, uh, got distracted,” you said, realizing you had stopped talking, “ I think we should do it. He’s the only family you have left, I want to meet him. Besides, I’m great with kids.”

“Eh, he’s not really so much of a kid anymore, though it’s been a few years since I’ve seen him.” Gosha sighed looking down at you in his arms.

“I don’t want to run from this, not anymore. And I see that you don’t either. So if this is really what you want, I’ll set it up,” Gosha said, kissing you on the forehead.

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Later that week, you found yourself hurriedly driving to the restaurant Gosha had told you, nearly 25 minutes late. You were planning to head home and change after work but a last minute emergency at your job had set you back over an hour, forcing you to forego changing into your new dress you’d bought just for this occasion. It was pink with a navy blue pattern and made you look like a wholesome Kindergarten teacher, the perfect outfit to win over Gosha’s grandson. Kids usually gravitated towards bright colors.

Yet now you’d have to meet him in your pencil skirt and button down you always wore to work. Worst of all, you were still in your heels, not even remembering to bring a pair of flats with you.

You checked yourself in the mirror, fluffing the fur of your face a little before heading into the restaurant. You were able to find the table easily, Gosha’s large form sticking out like a sore thumb.

“Hey, so sorry I’m late I got held u-” your sentence died in your throat as you gazed at the wolf sitting across from Gosha, looking like his spinning image. The Wolf’s eyes widened in shock as realization struck him.

“You?!” His eyes flickered between yourself and his grandfather.

“Uh, do you two know each other?” Gosha asked innocently, standing up so that he could pull a chair out for you.

“We went to school together, he was in the grade below me. I thought you said your grandson was young?” You asked, sitting down.

“Well he is, compared to me,” Gosha chuckled. Neither you nor the wolf before you joined in.

“Y/N, this is Legoshi, my grandson. Legoshi, this is Y/N, my girlfriend,” Gosha smiled, returning to his seat.

“Nice to meet you, Legoshi,” you said with forced warmth.

“Likewise,” he said in a monotone voice.

Dinner proceeded as awkward as ever. Legoshi hardly said a word, choosing instead to glare at his plate before him, or off to the side, refusing to even look at you. Gosha could recognize the situation was not ideal, and tried to keep the conversation afloat to no avail.

“I’m... gonna go pay the bill and put a couple of orders in for desert to go. Legoshi, anything spark your interest?” Gosha asked cheerfully as if the last hour and a half hadn’t been pure torture.

“No,”

“Alright, and what about you, darling?” He asked turning towards you.

“You know what I like,” you smiled at him and you could see from your peripheral Legoshi’s face twitch in irritation. Gosha headed to the front, leaving you and Legoshi alone for the first time.

“Okay, cut the act Y/N.” Legoshi started, the second his grandfather was out of eashot, “What are you doing here? What is it you want from him? Is it money?”

You were so offended, you could have struck him right then and there.

“How dare you accuse me of that? I happen to be in love with him-“

“He’s nearly three times your age.” Legoshi deadpanned but you could see that anger was still in his eyes. You were still offended by his words, yet you also understood he just wanted to protect his grandfather.

“Look, ok, I get it. Believe me I do. It’s looks... unconventional. But I couldn’t care less and Gosha feels the same. What everybody else thinks is irrelevant,” you said calmly, “I know you’re protective of your grandfather, he’s a sweet and noble man but he’s not naive nor is he stupid. I didn’t intentionally seek him out in a malicious manner and he knows that. Our relationship just sort of... happened.”

“Look, if I thought someone was trying to use Gosha, I’d be just as angry as you are right now, but I’m not that person. I hope you’ll see that in time,” you finished. Legoshi still didn’t look pleased, but you could see you’d taken the edge off.

“Well, I see he still hasn’t gotten over his thing for wolves,” Legoshi sighed, sitting back. You laughed lightly.

“Believe me, I’m just as shocked to see you, as you are to see me,” you smiled genuinely.

“You’ve gotten prettier, y’know,” Legoshi said suddenly.

“I’ve what?”

“You’ve gotten prettier. Than you were back then, at least. I remember all the other Grey wolves going on and on about you, but I never really saw it. I see it now,” Legoshi stated as if it were obvious.

“I don’t know whether to be offended or worried,” you chuckled dryly.

“It’s just a compliment. Like my grandfather, I’ve never been able to stick to my own kind either,” Legoshi smirked.

“What’s your poison then?”

“Rabbits, apparently. Really anything small, furry,” Legoshi hummed, his mood lightening considerably. Maybe this whole meeting wasn’t a complete failure.

Gosha came back, bid his grandson a farewell, and then the two of you departed as Legoshi headed off.

“I don’t wanna drive back alone, I’ll miss you too much,” you whined, grabbing Gosha’s arm that wasn’t holding desserts as you followed him in the direction of his car.

“We can always come by and get it in the morning,” he said opening the door for you and waiting for you to climb into the passengers seat before closing it.

“You two looked happier when I came back, what happened?” Gosha asked as he drove off.

“Nothing really, just had a friendly chat,” you smiled, gazing at the streetlights illuminating the dark roads.

“Well whatever it was, it definitely helped,” Gosha laughed, the muscles in his arms flexing as he gripped the steering wheel. You placed your hand on his shoulder and let it travel down his toned abdomen until you made it to his thigh, extremely close to dangerous territory.

“You know, I think I’m ready for my desert now,” you uttered, leaning over to unbuckle his belt.

“C’mon, we’re almost home. Be a good girl for me,” Gosha said, grabbing the hand on his thigh in his own and bringing it up for a chaste kiss.

“And what do good girls get?” You pouted.

“A reward,”

“Which is?”

“Cheesecake,” Gosha smirked, leaning back to pick up a small box from the back seat and placing it on your lap.

“I guess that’ll do,” you huffed, opening the box to your favorite baked good, “for now, at least.”

“That’s my girl.”

#beastars #beastars gosha #gosha #gosha x reader #Beastars Gosha x reader #gosha x you #Beastars Gosha x you

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softzhongli · 3 years ago

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summary: a closer look at the most exclusive group chat in all teyvat. we have two oblivious idiots in love, two horny bastards afraid of their feelings, a grumpy cat and his sunshine boyfriend and one very single and tired girl... among many many others warnings: swearing, probably some angst info: crack fic, multi-chaptered, social media au, not much difference they just have phones lmao pairings: childe x kaeya // xiao x venti // zhongli x diluc + lumine and other characters requests: open posted: 18/02/2022 a/n: me? making lumine’s birthday today just because it’s my birthday? more likely than you think lmao 😂 this is the most self indulgent chapter i’ll ever post but it’s my birthday so you can’t be mad at me ☠️😇 sorry it’s the rules 🤷🏻‍♀️

PREV II MASTERLIST II NEXT

CHAT: R.I.P. KAEYA ☠️ ⮡ members: lumine / diluc / xiao / venti / childe / kaeya / zhongli / thoma (+albedo yet again lmao)

lumine: dear santa

lumine: for this birthday i’d like a girlfriend/boyfriend

lumine: or both? both’s good too

lumine: I’m not picky

lumine: 😇 😇 😇

kaeya: i think you have the wrong guy lol

kaeya: but...

kaeya: 😏

lumine: KAEYA! NO!

kaeya added albedo to the group

kaeya: 😇

lumine: omg

albedo: well this one time i’m glad i was added here

albedo: happy birthday @lumine

lumine: aww ohmygod

lumine: iloveyou @albedo thank you so much!

albedo: you’re welcome

albedo left the group.

lumine: omg i’m serious, i love him asdfghjkl

kaeya: that was my birthday gift for you

kaeya: you’re welcome and happy birthday!

lumine: thanks lol

kaeya: where’s my ‘i love you’ ?????

lumine: lost in the mail? idk 🤷🏼‍♀️

venti: WOHOO!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIEEE!!!! 🖤🖤🖤

lumine: wohoo! thank you, bestie!!! 🖤

lumine: still waiting for that bf/gf tho

diluc: happy birthday @lumine

zhongli: yes, happiest of birthdays @lumine, i hope you’re having a wonderful day. you earned it. we should definitely celebrate, next time you’re in liyue :)

lumine: @zhongli don’t make me cry challenge 😭🖤

lumine: @diluc 🖤

xiao: happy birthday.

lumine: you guysss!

lumine: aw, i love you!

kaeya: gross

lumine: shut up and let me love you

childe: have a sexy birthday @lumine 😏

lumine: CHILDE asdfghjkl

lumine: come here and make it sexy *wink wink*

kaeya: 😑

lumine: @kaeya it’s my birthday go be jealous somewhere else

childe: @lumine 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️

lumine: so... who’s coming to mondstadt to drink to celebrate *me*?

kaeya: weren’t you supposed to be in inazuma?

venti: ME!!!

lumine: yeah, but long story short my trip got delayed and i’m going tomorrow

lumine: @diluc drinks for free for the birthday girl?

diluc: ...

lumine: 🥺

diluc: fine, let’s say it’s a birthday gift

lumine: you’re the best! 🖤

venti: nice!

diluc: @venti you’re still paying

venti: idk what that word means

diluc: of course you don’t

venti: 😇

lumine: @kaeya you back from liyue?

childe: we’re both back

lumine: pls tell me you’re gonna come and drink with us

lumine: i need drunk chaeya

childe: definitely!

lumine: 🖤

lumine: @diluc wbu?

diluc: i don’t drink

lumine: i know 🙄

lumine: but you still can hang out with us

diluc: 😕

lumine: DILUC!

diluc: okay, okay 🙄

thoma: @lumine happy birthday bby 🥵😏

lumine: omgg, thansk sexxy 🔥

thoma: i guess the party’s in full swing huh?

lumine: we’re playing truth or daer

lumine: diluc’s mad at me cuzz i dared chaeya to give me a lap dance

childe: @lumine STOP SEXTING AND PAY ATTENTION TO MY SEXY ASS

lumine: YOU’RE ASS IS FLAT

lumine: KAEYA HAS BEETRT ASS THAN YOU

kaeya: yeah, i do 🥵

childe: THE DISRESPECTTTT ☠️

kaeya: stop lying, you love mu ass

childe: yeah, i fucing do 🔥🔥🔥

kaeya: 😘

childe: 🖤

kaeya: 🖤

lumine: I’M SO SINGLEEEE ☠️😭

diluc: this was a huge mistake...

zhongli: haha @diluc how are you holding up?

diluc: much better now :)

zhongli: :)

zhongli: i should visit you soon

diluc: yeah, you should :)

lumine: even dadds r flrting now

lumine: THOMA WERE ARE YOU????

lumine: BE SNGLE WITH MEEE

thoma: i regret not being there right now, i wanna see you drunk

lumine: lol mean

venti: WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME WE’RE TALKING HERE NOW???? I’VE BEEONTALKING TO NOBODY FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES NOW

venti: asdfghjkl

kaeya: lmaoooo

lumine: @venti we have too wrk on operationn chaeya while thy stlll drunk

venti: omg yessss

childe: me2!

kaeya: ur a part of chaeya @childe u cant work w them

childe: but i ship them

diluc: i think i have a headache

zhongli: it’s a shame i’m too far away to help

diluc: honestly, i’m feeling better just talking to you

zhongli: you flatter me, diluc

diluc: :)

lumine: # chaeya n zhonglic confrmed

#genshin impact #childe x kaeya #xiao x venti #zhongli x diluc #genshin fanfic #zhongluc #chaeya #xiaoven #kinga writes #groupchat.doc

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for-ghosts-like-me · 5 years ago

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stream of consciousness venting about roommate bullshit post

tldr: my roommates asked me to move out before the lease is up because me asking them to hold themselves accountable for their shitty behavior is somehow worse than their shitty behavior

One of the most exhausting things about being someone who has a reputation of being quiet and so nice is that when I stand up for myself people are like “this isn’t the Janet I know, you’ve changed!” and it’s like nah bro, this is how I felt all along you just didn’t hear about it yet because I operate my relationships with the understanding that you’re gonna be empathetic and hold yourself accountable for your actions the same way I do. I love to give people the benefit of the doubt because I always look for the best in people. But I’m fucking tired, there is no more benefit of the doubt to give, you’ve dried up the well.

There is such a double standard with the people I live with and I am so over it. My one roommate never cleans or does anything for other people and then one day he finally will and he will make sure everyone knows about it. Meanwhile I take care of other people pets, clean up other peoples messes, etc all the time without being asked and then our other roommate comes at me that I don’t do enough. Like you’re pointing your finger at the wrong person. He’s allowed to punch holes in walls when he’s upset and never own up to the fact that how he acts makes others uncomfortable, but God forbid I finally stand up for myself. He can punch walls and we need to feel sorry for him. But me communicating my feelings is crossing a line.

They’re basically like “Just go back to being quiet Janet, this isn’t the friend we though we had in you. Don’t get upset when we decide to do things without you on your birthday, you telling us that upsets you is exponentially worse than us excluding you how dare you speak up. Him punching walls is his coping mechanism but you calling him out for it is so much worse how could you be such a horrible friend to this 26 year old man who throws temper tantrums like a child. Have you no respect for the fact that his parents said no to him as a child? Do his sob stories about his childhood that sound like very average experiences mean nothing to you you heartless bitch? His teacher once told him to stop doing something he knew he shouldn’t be doing when he was in elementary school and that stuck with him man, why aren’t you feeling more sorry for him like everyone else? His best friend raped someone in high school but it just didn’t matter to him so why can’t you see him as a feminist icon because he finally stopped being friends with him nearly ten years later because that friend was better at throwing frisbees than him? He’s a man who isn’t afraid to cry, why can’t you praise him like every other woman in his life?” (The teacher story was true and legit something he thought was relevant to bring up when the rest of us were talking about times adults let us down when we were kids)(And I WISH I was making up the rapist friend story but he really did say the words “It just didn’t matter” in reaction to when his friend told him he had raped someone. It’s also a story I don’t think our other roommate or his gf know about and it’s taken me a lot of self control to not be like “btw his best friend raped someone and he was more than chill about it! How does that make you feel?”)

Like he can get upset and everyone jumps to baby him and I get upset and everyone is just like wow when did Janet become such a bitch. I’m over it. And I don’t understand why I am the one being told I make others uncomfortable so it would be best if I moved out before the lease is up. Like this is literally insane. I’m not moving out early because the roommate who said she’d cover my rent for me to move out early literally told that to our old roommate and then months later changed her mind and wanted a large sum of money that our old roommate didn’t have because she trusted her to not be shady.

I sent a message to the roommate group chat that I plan to follow the lease agreement and as I type this I can literally hear my roommate stomping around, hitting things, and slamming doors. HOW AM I THE PROBLEM???????

Do they need my sob stories so then I am free to act however the fuck I want when I’m upset? Like I don’t get it. I’m studying to become a social worker and I’ve been to therapy, like I’ve literally studied and worked on how to manage interpersonal conflict. I’m still no expert but it’s not like I’m coming out the gate being rude af when I’m communicating my feelings with them. My empathy and accountability that everyone loved me for in the beginning of this friendship is still fucking there even when I’m communicating my feelings when I’m upset. It makes no fucking sense to me that I’m made out to be the bad guy. Like I used to be very into avoiding conflict too but I never reacted violently or gaslit any one like my roommates do.

When I moved into this house three years ago I was the happiest I’d ever been. We didn’t have the wall punching roommate at the time, my other two best friends lived here and I never felt so at home before. It feels so bizarre to me that he moved into our home and immediately felt so entitled to act however he wanted and bring physical aggression into our house of love and friendship and that our other roommate embraced that with open arms. It makes me so sad that this is what my last few months of living in my favorite place I’ve ever lived is like.

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passionandpurposeblog-blog · 5 years ago

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Sexuality: No More to say and so over it

A few months after my long term girlfriend and I split up, I ended up in bed with Phillip, A nice guy that I’d known for some time. During the post-sex talk, he turns and asks “So does that mean you’re straight now?”

“LMFAO”

‘You’ve got a nice cock and I had a great orgasm, …..but you haven’t awoken anything in me that wasn’t already there. You cannot ‘make’ me straight and no one forced me to fuck you’

Infact, No one else would sexually awaken anything in me. Not the next guy after Phil, or the guy after that guy, or the girl after the guy after Phil. The list goes on and the list started waaaay back into my early teens. I've always been open, I was experimenting with drugs and people at a young age, I had a threesome with a guy and a girl when I was just 18. When I look back, I must admit that was very young for such an experience, but I just went with the flow. I don’t regret it, but I wish I had done it at a later age to really make the most of it and have the emotional maturity that you need to go with it.

I’ve been listening to an interview with Kate Pierson (B52’s) and she has recently married her long term partner, a woman that she has dated for 15 years. She said that she had always dated men, and was even married before and that this lady came along and bang she was in love, just like that. Kate Pierson is now 71, So this is her 55-year-old self experiencing a major transition and shift in her life. Whilst trawling through the B52s back catalog online I read so many comments from random fans. ‘She's a lesbian’ ‘I never knew’ ‘But she was married to so and so’ and this is exactly the snooze fest that I am writing about today. Yawn...... If she spent 40 years with different men and now met a woman, perhaps shes just er just bisexual? And more importantly, shouldn’t we be interested in the music and her voice? As much as I love her, when all is said and done I don’t really want to think about the bedroom antics of a 71-year-old yknow.

What is it with the labels?

It’s like no one is comfortable until they know exactly which box you belong in, and if you stray from that box then their tiny minds scramble and system overload occurs. ‘ANNOUNCE YOURSELF AT ONCE’ ‘What are you?’ and ‘Don’t you dare have options or change, it doesn’t fit with the label I’ve prescribed you’.

Before we label Kate a lesbian, how about we mention that she’s a brilliant talented vocalist with over 40 years in the band? Or is that how we are defining her now ‘The lesbian’?. *Insert laughing emoji here*

“Bisexuals always get dumped on,” says Cynthia Nixon from Sex in the City...The Media has too labeled her a lesbian when much like Kate Pierson, she was in fact with men and entered into this new world later on in her life. It’s like now we must erase her whole previous life and deny that any man has ever come close to her! How dare she now turnaround and say she's’ attracted to men! How fucking dare she, she’s lesbian property now and she has no voice! She never said she was anything, You did!

I thought, ‘I get it! I get You, I just get it’. She’s attracted to people, they may be male or they may be female yet shes being kettled to a place she never asked to be. It really is that simple. Should her current relationship end, nothing stops her going back to men, dating another woman or even staying single. Your past partners do not mean that your future self is set in stone. It’s not difficult to understand really is it?

But! And there is a But!

Say Cinthia and her gf/wife did break up and she dated a man. She won’t find it that easy, because of what I call, the whole ‘lesbian fragility’ - Gay women who pride themselves on being with women and only women and god fucking forbid should you show any interest in a guy. Well, You are now damaged goods my girl. A sell-out, banished!....exiled from the pride....like the Lioness in last weeks BBC Planet Earth. How can you and the gay community ever really watch the L Word again together or listen to Ani Difranco in the same way? ‘It’s just not the same’ they’ll whine.

I’m being serious. There is a reverse discrimination within the gay community! I’ve seen it first hand. I’ve seen a few women in same sex relationships end, then go for a guy and their ‘friends’ no longer feel the same way about them, there’s no time to hang out anymore and she is “too busy with her straight friends”.

Awwwww did someone emasculate you?

I’ve never really enjoyed the company of gay women if I'm honest. I always found their friendships forged on sharing of sexual preference rather than common interest, views or hobbies. I usually think their haircuts are shit and they present me with this feeling where they are unsure if they want to fuck me or fight me. Very awkward, not to mention its a very childish and incestuous scene.

I have seen this so many times with women, either in a same sex or opposite and then switch later on down the line which is what I mean about experience and just understanding those around you. I think a lot of women are on the bi spectrum. Not all, no, but a lot are, and sexuality is fluid. About three months ago my cock hungry straight friend told me she’d met some woman online and is now having the best sex of her life! Great, wonderful, Whoppie. So how do I label her? …....‘Err Mary’......... I label her Mary. I can’t really call her cock hungry right now, so I’ll just label her ‘Hungry Mary’.

One of my oldest friends is gay – full blown lesbian, never been with a guy but totally cool with every bi girl that has. She and I sit on a different part of the spectrum, but she gets it and like myself she gives those around her that mutual respect and safe space to be who they are. If she turned around tomorrow and said she’s dating a guy, I wouldn’t be shocked, not because she has ever indicated that she likes guys, but simply because people change.

I know three guys that have also experimented with other guys, would identify as straight and two of the three have long term girlfriends and kids. I just think at the time they took the ‘any holes a goal’ attitude and like my younger self, just went with the flow.

As we age and grow the fuck up, this should be more accepted and we should just allow people to do who and what they want without the questions, especially the silly questions. It’s really mind numbingly boring, not to mention so nosey!? Jeez, get your own life in order. Despite my ramblings, I'm actually a pretty private person. I just don’t discuss my private life or anyone I’m dating, I have so many transient non-committal interactions with people that I just don’t feel I need to.

I’ve been chatting to some people for ages, and I still wouldn’t discuss parts of my life with them. I keep my circle so small, and If we don’t click like that, we don’t click like that. It’s cool, because there is far more to me and far more to you than who we have in our beds right? I cant imagine meeting someone and asking them, “so what are ya?” CRINGE. I’d die. I’ve got some friends that I’ve spoken to for years, we’ve had really great conversations and it’s never occurred to me to stop and ask ‘do you have a partner? Are you gay?’

The small circle of friends that I have know me, they get me and that’s my safe space.

I do find some of the questions and statements really annoying, and if I’m honest just plain weird. I have an irritating male friend in that likes to continually remind me that I’m attracted to women, and of course, there is no way that I can be attracted to men, because I’m not attracted to him..... *eye roll* Dick! It’s like me saying to someone, ‘but you said you like mixed raced girls, so why don’t you like me’ it’s really really weird and it makes me feel uncomfortable. Its uncomfortable because he cannot address or acknowledge his own fascination with bisexuality and cannot stop mentioning it every time he sees me? He makes out he is cool and open-minded, yet I seem to be the topic of convo or butt of his jokes. Address your homophobia or your weird unrequited sexualisation of me whatever the issue is. Seek help mate, Your issue not mine.

I cannot recall being asked what two women do in bed, but I have heard of it being asked to other people. It’s hilarious. I honestly believe that if you are over 25 and cannot work that out then you have a really dull imagination and I’d bet you are not very experienced. Not necessarily in bedding two women at once, but just in experiencing people; hearing their stories, watching porn, understanding their anatomy and physiology. OR You are being a menace and condescending..... I’ve never seen two men at it live, but I’m pretty sure I know how it goes down ;-)

Sometime ago I spent a fair amount of time at a bdsm sex dungeon helping out an old friend. Id mostly film her sessions, and now and then Id help out by giving some guys the odd little kick in the nuts etc. Boy, I could write a whole new blog on that experience LOL! I saw some things!

Meeting all the different types of people that came in the dungeon really opened my eyes to the world of sex and sexuality and just what turns people on. You really cannot judge what people are into, and you’d never know. It’s funny, the ‘geezers’ that make the gay jokes about bumming are often the same ones that ask the women to wear strap ons ;-). People have their quirks and their kinks, they just hide it well BELIEVE me.

I’ve seen a lot and I’m very open and not much phases me, but because I’m not phased, or excited by the gossip or the fascination of it all I'm over it. …....over the labels, the questions, the presumptions, opinions and the basic inability to let people do what they want in peace. So because of this I decided a long time ago that I’m actually over my sexuality and stopped speaking about it back in my twenties.

Yawn.

No one owns me and no one dictates.

I’m not anything, I’m just me in that particular point of time. No path is set and I answer to no one except who’s in my bed.

Keep your own truth

#sexulaity #bisexuality fragility homophobia lgbt straight labels b52s #sexuality #cockhungry

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hazandholland · 6 years ago

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omg slytherin haz protecting reader/gf

OH MY GOSH YES OK I AM NOT JOKING I’M SWERVING HARD INTO HARRISON’S LANE LIKE IT’S NOT EVEN FUNNY.

This also takes place in 1998, with the Battle of Hogwarts. This also got kinda angsty.

Harrison is easily one of the most protective boyfriends on the planet

If ANYONE does you wrong…

Well, good luck finding the body vause Harrison has at least ten different methods of murder and just as many airtight alibis

So, when the Battle of Hogwarts started, Harrison never let you leave his side

You could barely cast your own spells to fight off the Death Eaters because Harrison also took them out first

“I want to fight! I can defend myself!”

“You are not fighting! You are staying with me!”

“If I’m staying with you, I will fight!”

Harrison finally caved, letting you take out some of the enemies on your own

Because you were good fighting (better than he was, but he would never admit it)

There were a few points when an avada kedavra spell came flying towards you and Harrison had to pull you down to the side to dodge it

When he almost got hit, you were there to yank him away

The end of the battle was hard, as every fight is

So the two of you were on your last legs, basically just throwing spells left and right, more concerned about the other than yourself

You were dueling with a Death Eater when another came up behind you

He cast a spell

Harrison lunged, putting himself between the blast and you

You heard him yell and turned in time to see him fall to the ground

You screamed and cast avada kedavra on both Death Eaters

You just fell to the floor, trying to see how bad the damage was

It was just expelliarmus, not a super strong spell

But it had been strong enough to give Harrison a large mark on his chest

“You’re such an idiot”

“It’s not my fault you weren’t paying attention”

“I was fighting someone else and I don’t have eyes on the back of my head!”

“I’m sure there’s a spell that can fix that”

“Don’t you dare”

After the battle was over, Harrison only spent a day in the infirmary

He only had a bruise, but since it was the size of a textbook, it wasn’t something he could get by without it getting looked at by a professional

Even injured, Harrison still never let you leave him

Not that you wanted to anyway

And Harrison was a big baby when he was sick or injured

He suddenly lost any and all capability to do anything himself

“Love, can you get me a cup of tea?”

“There’s one right there, on the nightstand”

“I can’t reach it”

“It’s literally six inches away from your hand!”

When Harrison returned back to the Slytherin common room, you went with him, ready to cuddle

Cause you had been unable to do nothing more than hold your boyfriend’s hand

And gosh darn it you wanted to feel his arms around you

But with his bruise, cuddling on the couch was difficult

You couldn’t rest your head on his chest like you normally did

“Ouch!”

“Oh my gosh I’m sorry!”

So the two of you just settled for sitting next to each other, with you resting your head on his shoulder

He would hold your hand, his large hand completely covering your smaller one

And turn his head towards you so he could rest his lips on the top of your head

After he healed, he memorized the day of the injury

So every year, on that date, he could ask you to do something for him

“Y’know, love, there was that accident a while ago. Actually, it was a year ago today. And since I saved your life, could you do something for me?”

“Are you seriously asking me to do something as a ‘thank you’ for a reckless decision you made?”

“I only made it because I was a fool in love.”

“That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard… what do you want.”

*Two years later* “Y’know love, there was that accident a while ago. Actually, it was two years ago today. And since I saved your life, could you do something for me?”

“Why can’t you just ask me normally to do something like every other human being?!”

“Because this way is much more entertaining”

*Three years later*

You and Harrison were on a date

Just a normal date through London

He grew up in the wizarding world, so the muggle world was completely foreign to him

But since it’s where you grew up, you were more than happy to show him around

And he completely fell in love with London

His favorite thing to do was window shopping. He would laugh every time you pointed out something cute

After a day of browsing, you two settled in at your favorite cafe.

Harrison bought you your favorite drink in the biggest size they had and ordered an iced cold brew

“Harrison, it’s cold. You’re drinking an iced drink?”

“It’s just like my heart, love. Dark, cold and bitter.”

“… why am I dating you again?”

The two of you sat down at a table by the windows, watching people as they walked by

You guys chatted and before you knew it, your drinks were finished.

Harrison grabbed your empty ups and went to throw them away

He came back, walking slowly

He looked terrified

You looked at him in confusion

He stopped at the table, staring at you

A long moment of silence before you spoke

“Harrison? Are you all right?”

Then he got down on one knee and opened a small velvet box

“Y’know love, there was an accident a while ago. Actually, it was two years ago today. And since I saved your life, I was wondering if you could do something for me… would you marry me?”

Obviously, you said yes

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My Girlfriend Is A Goddess ( Peter Parker X Reader.

Hey guys! I told ya I'll make it to all of ya! So warning this can be a little fluffy. Onward!

Ohh and I rekemnd (recommend ) you guys listen to Tove Styrke's Say My Name. It inspired be to Write the adorable piece. Its an adorable song.

Peter sat by the couch at the Avengers tower at one Friday. Tony had invited to stay there for the Welcome Back from one particular Avenger he didn't know about. Everyone was busy. Natasha and Clint went grocery shopping, Tony and Bruce were down at the lab, Steve, Bucky and Falcon were out shopping which was quite unusual. Thor was with Natasha and Clint. And Wanda and Vision were experimenting on some new dishes.

The Welcome Party was manually prepare by Tony and the other Avengers which was new to Peter.

" Ugh, I'm bored." he said as he dropped on the pillows. He ignored the thoughts about the avengers and turned his thought to somewhere else. He pulled out his phone and dialled a particular number.

" Calling SpidermanGF😘😍. . . . " the screened flashed this words as Peter smiled as he placed his phone on his ear, waiting for the response.

' ring ring, ring ring, ring rin- '

" This number is currently not available to Spider man. Please try your call later. . "

Peter laughed before he pouted.

" That's rude Y/n. Imma cry. " he pouted and faked a sobbed as the said girl laughed at the other line. Peter's restlessness and boredom faded when he heard his girlfriend boys. He wanted to take her with him but Y/n was going to a family reunion somewhere so she was left in Queens.

Peter chatted with her as the time passes telling her about how the avengers were busy about the party.

" My Dear Peter my love, don't be sad now. Its not gonna take you a month there. Trust me, you'll be in my arms soon before you know it. " Y/n said at the other line, trying to comfort Peter's homesickness as possible. Peter had gotten used at Y/n 's unusual language. She always speak in an old and formal ways at sometimes. But he liked it at times. He found it really sweet.

" Do you still remember how we met at Mythology class? You defended me on how Persephone isn't really abducted by Hades." he said as the memory flashed in his mind.

Peter met her at Midtown at one afternoon in Mythology class. The topic that was discussed in class was about Hades' Bio and they came across about how Hades himself abducted Demeter's daughter.

He was defending the statedment that Persephone wasn't abducted from one of Flash's friend. He was being cornered and was losing the debate.

" Persephone is not abducted. She came to Hades in her own free will. " a voice bombarded the whole room. The flash's friends turn to you and scoffed as Peter just looked at the girl.

She stood with a strong and straight composure as she held a book.

" If you read Famous Rick Riordan's The Gods Love Facts (a/n: theres no such book! Just made it up if you guys are Percy Jackson fan and read uncle Rick's books ). He had conducted his research in Greece as he studied their history in scrolls and tablets.

The tablet labelled ' The Myth of the Winter and Spring '. It was said that Persephone herself can't handle her mother's overprotectiveness.The description of Persephone is that she is adventurous and daring. One faithful day, she decided to runaway for a couple of days to explore but she met Hades on her way. The god had been stalking the nymph for a long time now and dreamed her to be as his queen. "

The whole class had their attention, all were intrigued by the real story of the Goddess of the Underworld that even your prof was focused on you. Peter multitasked. He would admire your features as he listened to you.

" Persephone's disappearance caused Demeter to her Wrath to mankind, cursing an eternal winter to the vast lands. Zeus had pursuade Hades to return the nymph to her mother. Even though the god didn't want it, he made her leave.

Persephone had fallen for the king. Hades is the eldest of his three brothers. He let Zeus trick him to rule the underworld. He did what a normal elder sibling would do to its sibling. Persophone wanted to stay with him so badly that she ate as many as six seeds of the pomegrenate. It is said that the food that grow in the Underworld are cursed and once you eat one. You'll be imprisoned there forever. Persephone told Zeus what she did.

There was nothing the gods can do. Zeus decided that Persephone will spend six months to both. Demeter had no choice. Every time of the year when the nymph leaves her mother side to join her lover. Demeter would cast six months of winter, no labour for six months. Now if you think she is abducted and forced to marry Hades. You are dead wrong. Up until this Day, Persephone ruled the Underworld. She bares the Key to the Elysian Field. The Definition of Heaven in Greek Mythology. She opens the gates to those who deems worthy to live an eternal and peaceful life. " she finished. A moment of silence as the whole class applauded you and your teacher smiled and gave you praises.

Peter smiled at her at the same time her gaze landing on him. She sent a smile back and a spark of light popped in Peter's chest. The next thing he knew the very novel that Y/n read was in his bag with a note that said.

" Y/n

***-***-**** "

" I gotta go. Don't worry love. You'll be home in my arms soon. Enjoy the moment with the Avengers beside who knows what will happen when you meet the mysterious avenger." she said as Peter sighed and agreed and said his I Love Yous before ending the call.

The next day, everything was ready.

" Everyone! She's on the elevator now!" Natasha called out as Peter watched everyone scrambled to the elevator. Him being one of the people scrambling his way to the elevator, thanks to her gf that he felt curiousity run in him to meet the mystery avenger.

They all froze when the elevator made ding.

You stood in the elevator in excitement and nervousness. Peter don't know your the mystery Avenger. You decided that this was the perfect time to tell him that you are the sister of a god.

The elevator ding as you breath and smiled. You did miss everyone.

The door open to reveal everyone huddle up infront of the elevator. You giggled and walked out of the elevator.

" Greetings Earthlings!!! " you said in a joking way.

" Y/n! " they all called and ran to embrace you.

" Sister!! " the familiar call of you brother echoed through your ears. Thor made his way to you in open arms and caught you in tight embrace.

" He missed you alot. " Steve said as he smiled at you.

" Yeah, I missed my darling brother too. "

" We all did! " Wanda said as she joined the hug.

" BROTHER?! " A voice echoed through the room. Everyone looked at the direction of it. Your gaze met the familiar sparkling brown eyes.

" Oh Peter, this Y/n. She is Thor's elder sister. Say Hi." Tony said as he slinged an arm on Peter's shoulder.

" Hello Love. " you muttered out with a awkward laugh. Everyone turned to you in wide eyes. Peter couldn't believe it. He was just calling you yesterday and now you were infront of him. He ran to you locking you in his warm embrace that you didn't even think for a moment and hugged him back.

" Ok?. . . You two know each other? " Clint asked.

" Your here! And your an Avenger!? Why didn't you tell me? I'm sad! " he pouted and broke away from the hug his arms still around you. " Sorry love. I'm here now aren't I? I was scared that you would be scared of me and leave me because I'm immortal. " you said as you look down in sadness.

Peter hated seeing you sad.

" Oh Y/n. I don't care if your immortal. I loved you for you. And I will never stop. " he said as he lifted your chin up. ( A/n: Your shorter than him. Just imagine it. )You felt so much better. You looked at him with love and pulled him in a quick kiss. Peter smiled as he missed the feeling of your lips on his.

" Your Thor's sister?! So what is you power? " he asked you as he broke away from the kiss. " I'm the Goddess of Beauty and Wisdom, Love." you cooed. He smiled and rested his forehead on yours, " Hmm, cool. " he praised.

" Hey! Were still here! " Tony called breaking the moment as the couple turned to the Group.

You both stood straight but you held Peter's hand.

" Everyone, I want to tell you something. Peter is my boyfriend. And I am dating Spider man. " you confessed as you looked at Peter who was looking down in blushing mess which was adorable.

The day went on as the Avengers rained you and Peter Questions about your relationship.

So whatcha guys think?!

I posted this in my imagine book. You guys can check it out on wattpad. Hope ya guys liked it!!

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