#as always u guys do a vlive just when im about to take a nap but thank u for this!! i rlly needed it :’)

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blurry but they HAPPY

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i was tagged by @yutos thank u

nickname: mahal

zodiac: sagittarius

height: 5′5″ (about 165 cm)

age: 18 but im no where near being an adult aaaaaa and when i turn 19 in like 5 months u bet ill still be just as far away from adulthood

time: 2:20 am lol 

fave bands: in kpop? vixx, monsta x, seventeen, laboum, red velvet a lot lol out of kpop? rainbow kitten surprise (SERIOUSLY THEY’RE AMAZING LISTEN TO COLD LOVE amazing lyrics and music), everything everything, bad suns, glass animals lol i could go on forever

song stuck in my head: “wake up” by eden // “if i” by seventeen (rap unit) 

last movie i watched: i just watched I,Tonya and Mama Mia! with my friends for the first time tonight (or last night i hate midnight bc it does this to me)

last thing i googled: uhm “paul ryan woodchuck incident” bc i wanted to make sure that sob got what he deserved!!!!!!!! 

other blogs: 1 anime one i use sometimes and follow like 4 people on lmao

do i get asks?: not really :( u guys feel free to talk to me!!!!!! im lonely 

why i chose my username: i really do think that sally is absolutely adorable bc i used to watch Sally’s english time vlives a lot, and then her anaconda dance but alas im thinking of changing my username these days. also fool bc im seriously a lovestruck fool always in love and super stupid and cheesy

following: 207 blogs. a lot are inactive i have to clear them out. 

average hours of sleep: mmmm i go to bed like between 12 to 2 during summer so like 6-8 hours. during the school year its like 3 hours of sleep and two longs naps snuck during day activites

lucky number: 9? 

what am i wearing: pajama

dream job: i own a little cafe omg this is so stupid but in my dreams i’m the owner of a two story cafe where the first floor is a cafe/ bistro with a menu i made up and a special rotating desert of the day (that i make) and the second floor is a book lounge and its a super lgbt+ cozy safe space and i have everything planned for it i pour my soul into planning it but alas its just a dream 

dream trip: idk man i wanna go everywhere

play any instruments: no bc im stupid and untalented and lazy and i tried learning guitar once and my instructor on the first day wanted me play this super complicated song and i think i got jaded lol

fave song: “navy blue” by the story so far

play any sport: not anymore lol

hair color: dark brown 

eye color: dark brown

most iconic song: how about the entirety of epik high’s 2014 album release “Shoebox” OR anything by Brown Eyed Girls (I’m thinking “Sixth Sense”)

language(s) you speak: english only bc both my parents speak different languages and english was the common denominator also take into consideration the fact that im horrible at learning languages i really am 

random fact: i like to steal those little packets of jelly from those breakfast/diner places bc my mom and lola adding did it and i wanted to be like them so its just a bad habit i never shook off 

describe yourself as aesthetics: huh. uh. hmm. my brain isnt working its LAMOST THREE AM HOLY SHIT UH empty candy tin cans full of weathered down and yellows receipts that smell vaguely of powdery pepermint lol who am i kidding i smell like onions

i tag: @white-weasel @hyngkyn @letmecastaspellforyou @ootn bc you’re the first few mutuals in my activity for today lol you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to 

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soulmate!yuta

soulmates can basically see what the other is doing in their dreams, but it usually only works if one of them is asleep and the other is awake

as children it's pretty rare to have frequent dreams, but the closer you get to meeting your soulmate the more likely you are to see thru their eyes. there are also soulmate dreams that happen when both soulmates are asleep, and some soulmate couples who have a strong bond can interact with each other in those dreams and remember them when they wake up

as a kid you never really had the dreams that some of your friends talked about, but you figured it was good because it meant your soulmate was sleeping well!!!!!

it wasn't until you were almost done with high school that you started having more dreams...... short ones but dreams nonetheless, and in most of them you knew your soulmate was practicing for something

and you also knew he was in seoul now..... whereas before in your rare dreams you knew he was in japan somewhere

knowing he was close to you was comforting but also worried you, because ...... it made the concept of meeting him realer and for all your life you had gotten used to the distance between you

meanwhile, yuta has always been a sucker for the idea of meeting his soulmate, and when he got into sm he knew he was going to be closer to his soulmate

when he first met his members he told all of them that his soulmate was in seoul and they were like ........ cool? i guess?

but even though you're closer now, it’s only after he debuts that he really starts to dream about you, mostly because he has to nap so much that whenever he dozes off for half an hour he'll see you having lunch with friends or studying for a test or in class

and to see through your eyes, knowing that you're living a normal life happily and pursuing an education, makes him really proud even though you haven't met

right when he wakes up from naps he'll babble to whoever will listen about what his soulmate is doing, mostly because he wants to hold onto the dreams and hold onto you in some way

leading up to his debut and after his debut, your dreams become more frequent, too, but you're dreaming of him at odd hours rehearsing and you wonder what on earth your soulmate could be doing

until one day you have a dream of performing in front of a large audience and when you wake up still full of adrenaline you realize your soulmate must be an idol?!?!???

and suddenly it all clicks ........ the fact that he's been rehearsing for something for so long ........ the dreams in mirrored rooms ...... the blurry faces of the boys he rooms with in that small apartment

but even though you've realized this, you still dont know who your soulmate is!!!!! because try as hard as you can you can't remember his name

as nct 127 gets more and more successful you get used to the dreams of cameras and huge stadiums and foreign countries, even though you worry that your soulmate isn’t getting enough sleep

you wish you led a more exciting life so your soulmate could have dreams as exciting as yours are, but little do you know yuta treasures your ordinary part time job and slightly dingy apartment

then ....... one day you're shopping and you see a cardboard cutout of a beautiful idol ..... and for a moment you try to figure out where you know him from but then you suddenly know that its your soulmate

for a while you don't know what to do with the information

because ,,,,,,,,, as much as you'd like to go to a fansign or something to meet him ,,,,,,, you're really afraid because nakamoto yuta of nct 127 is an idol and he looks like he isn't real and you're just you ,,,,,

and what if you go and he doesn't recognize you? or even worse, he rejects you?? you can't imagine how many crazy fans have claimed to be his soulmate and you don't want to be grouped in with them

you don't mean to, but the fear messes with your soul bond, and you stop having the soulmate dreams….. and also yuta isnt seeing your life in dreams anymore....... or he doesn't remember the dreams anymore, but either way he misses you and he's worried about you

finally tho your best friend gets tired of seeing you moping….. and she tricks you and drags you to an nct fansign event!!!!!!!

when you realize where you are and you see yuta in real life your heart stops!!! because how can one person be so perfect ??? and how can that person be your SOULMATE????? you really try to run away but your best friend is like “listen im getting my album signed and you are coming with me”

as she moves down the line of boys (boys you remember from your dreams, boys a part of you feels like you know from all those years yuta spent with them) you get more and more nervous and your heart is beating so hard in your chest

until finally you’re in front of yuta …. and he’s laughing at something the boy next to him said and you’re honestly about to pass out until he looks at you and you make eye contact and suddenly …… you feel this calm wash over you

and nakamoto yuta smiles the cheesiest grin in the world and leans forward and goes “i knew my soulmate was beautiful, but how can someone be so lovely~~~”

you feel your entire face go red and suddenly you’re being shuffled along to the next boy and yuta is smiling at the next fan in line

you’re almost worried that he was using a generic line on you when a staff member taps you on the shoulder and asks if you can come to the backstage waiting area until the end of the fansign

and ur like ??!??!??!??! and instinctively look over to yuta, who catches your eye and gives the smallest lil wink and you…… honestly how did you end up with such a greasy soulmate……….

but of course you go with the staff and settle in to wait to meet yuta ,,, trying to keep calm but your hands are shaking as you try to scroll through instagram

meanwhile yuta can’t contain his excitement, because the second he saw you he knew you were his soulmate!!! and to know you’re waiting for him makes him bounce a little in his seat like a kid again

doyoung is like……… chill tf out

but as soon as the fansign is over yuta practically sprints to the waiting room, and before you know it he’s pulling you into his arms and lifting you off the ground like it’s a drama or something

as soon as he puts you down he introduces himself and when you tell him your name he’s like “ah… pretty~~” and you honestly don’t know if he is actually like this or if he’s still in idol mode

you only get to spend like 20 minutes together before his manager is like “yuta we have to go” but you exchange numbers and he promises that he’ll tell you the second he has any free time

it’s like a week and a half before he calls you asking if you’re free, but he texts you as much as he can and you feel like you’ve already been friends for years by the time he’s picking you up at your apartment in a hat and mask

but when he takes your hand and the two of you walk to a little restaurant down the street, it feels right ,,,,, and when he kisses you on the cheek at your door ,,,,,, it feels right

after the first couple of dates he dials down the greasy lines, but when you’re together he always wants to have physical contact of some sort, whether it’s holding your hand or wrapping an arm around you

when you’re over at the dorm he pulls you into his lap and glares at literally anyone who looks at you … and ur like “yuta stop it you’re my soulmate why would i bother with taeyong”

he enjoys biting/kissing your ear and it always makes you squirm and scold him which makes him enjoy it even more

always apologizes to you for not being able to take you out on extravagant dates because he always has to keep it low profile to avoid scandals, but you tell him that as long as you’re with him it’s okay…… then immediately cringe after you’ve said it because he starts to squeal about how sweet you are

but even though he loves when you’re affectionate he loves it just as much when you’re like “yuta. those pants are hideous” or text him photos of his mushroom hair laughing at him or EVEN BETTER when you gang up on doyoung with him

brings you back little gifts from every single place he travels to and you have a little bookshelf full of them ,,,,,,,,,,, pretends he hates being little spoon but secretly really enjoys it,,,,,,,,, buys you stuffed animals and is like “for when i can’t cuddle with you~~~”

once you’ve been together for a while you guys start to share dreams, and he honestly thrives off of it when he’s on tour because it’s like you’re with him

in interviews or streams he’s always doing corny shit and then texts you like “did u see me on vlive today???? did u??? did u????” and ur like “yes”

really really good at picking up on your moods and is really good at making you happy, whether it’s with a cute selfie or a late night phone call or he sneaks out to come see you

and even though you mess around with him sometimes, you’re always there for him when he’s not feeling his best or is worried he’s not good enough for nct or sm or even you……  the second he doesn’t send a heart emoji with his “hello” ur like “what’s wrong my osaka prince?????”

he really regrets having to be apart so much but promises you that when the two of you are older he’ll buy a pretty house wherever you want to live and you’ll spend the rest of your days together