#artistry. always rooted in something personal & intimate & spiritual within him. valuing creativity. pulling from so many different
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(hyperfixated only; with no educational degree in regards to the subject) actually you're very wrong
#reading michael as an enne type 7. is so crazy. do u see this guy. his melancholic whimsy.#& i think this is a matter of ppl focusing on the negative/trauma aspects which is fair i mean. omg it's wild to psychoanalyze this guy#there r so many shit to talk about. but uhm. main childhood wound. desires. fears. hello i thought these were the fundamentals/basics#i guess it's the playfulness & energetic aspect of his personality but that's more rooted in. well a persona as a performer as well as#manifesting the free-spirited energy of children given what went down whis own childhood & just his appreciation (and somewhat envy - very#4) for the whole deal w/childhood#grappling w/self-indulgence is also a thing for 4s. & also just. generally a thing for sx/sp4 which someone might read mj as but to me he#seems more like a so/sx. but either way i mean. his running away from pain was very much not a thing. he very much manifests his pain in a#lot of his art in a very articulate & deep-rooted kind of way. he does not shy away from it. world-class whiner as yetnikoff said /j#but in regards to pain there was also the whole. Wallowing in it at times. romanticism & comparison to others. he doesn't shy away from#intense negative feelings altho he's averse to confrontations & arguments-doesn't mean that he ignores it or moves away from it to only#focus on the good but to deal w/it on his own. glenda tapes thingy where he said he doesn't retaliate/hurt others when in pain/got hurt but#only turns it inwards/deal w.it on his own. that reads as self-loathing but only might be just the sense of being more familiar enough w/#pain that he's able to balance/process/heal from it alone instead of airing this out & in doing so might encounter the chance of being#misunderstood/judged by others which only causes more frustration for a type 4. and also a theme w/him wherein there's a bit of an#obsession with Saviors. 'the special one will come to my life. i'm waiting for that One person who will stick w/me thru everything. see my#pain & help me heal. be my anchor.' his dynamic w/fans echoes this-the way he kept on saying that they were the reason he stayed strong#thru a lot of his troubles. his 'pls don't hate/leave me' statements. that was what he was longing for-a consistent presence. that was an#important aspect of love/compassion for him - when people stay.#but also in general. will u be there calls for nurturing & protection from the ppl in his life-heal me when i'm wounded. be there for me#always. don't leave me. help me. i need u. i can't bear to just live alone. see me as i am - all the purity & the scars - and please stay.#his dynamic w/older ppl - his many parental figures. the many 2nd mothers & fathers lol. & also how he sees himself as a guardian &#protector of children. maybe projecting that feeling of being unloved & unprotected & so possessing the drive to give to children what was#never given to him as a child. just. a general sense of Loss. something Missing in him that he can never truly find & thus never made him#feel whole. trauma aside. auh his intense appreciation for art & beauty. the deep Understanding & connection to any form of art. his whole#artistry. always rooted in something personal & intimate & spiritual within him. valuing creativity. pulling from so many different#inspirations & all of that to just Express what is within him - little michael going 'i don't sing it if i don't mean it'. even the art#that he didn't create but was created for him were still performed the way they were bc he found something that made it personal for him.#cont -#u can develop an interest over a legendary pop icon. but watch out
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