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soldateins · 2 days ago
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ Arthur Morgan NSFW Headcanons (Mid Honour) ⟡ ݁₊ .
I wrote these to help with my writing, trying to figure out what Arthur's like, and I really liked these so I thought I'd share 'em! Go wild! Female!Reader btw ⁠♡ This has 18+ smut in it, mdni x
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⟡ He's actually a bit of a challenge to turn on. He may be a bit touch-starved but he's controlled. He loves a bit of PDA and showing you off, but he isn't one to get hard instantly. He can deal with sultry glances and smirks from you, if anything it makes him chuckle to himself and shake his head.
⟡ In order to get a more pronounced reaction from him, you have to tease your underclothes or brush your ass against his hips as you make your way past him in camp. He's a lot more receptive to physicality. And sound, if you run up behind him, wrap your arms around his midriff, yank him down a bit and whisper in his ear, he's gone.
⟡ He tends to end up smothering you if you're smaller. Sometimes by accident, sometimes not.
⟡ He starts off more reserved but as he grows hotter, his language and sounds start to slip. A "Jesus..." here and a "Shit..." there. He'll start groaning, his nose scrunching, baring his teeth, squeezing his eyes shut. The majority of his sounds are heavy breaths, grunts, groans, the occasional growl. When he comes, he'll sometimes let out stuttering "Oh-"'s that get louder before melting into laboured panting.
⟡ But he'll also murmur silly, cheesy things in your ear through his ragged breaths. "You make me believe in Heaven." "I musta done somethin' right in life to have you fall in my lap."
⟡ He sweats like a pig. Post-orgasm, he's huffing and grabbing his shirt from where he threw it to wipe his face and neck.
⟡ He loves pleasuring his partner, and looooves eating women out. Kissing, sucking, lapping, making you squeal and whimper. He savours your sounds, wanting more and more. He'll keep at it until you're overstimulated and batting at his head, or until he has to come up for air, beard soaked. He'd happily drown in you.
⟡ And when you give him head? He's a little nervous having the focus be on him but once you start, he's sucking in shaky breaths, eyes fluttering shut, jaw slack, in heaven. He'll grab at the air a little, fingers twitching before he paws at your head gently. He'll cradle your face in his palms and moan when your dreamy gaze meets his whilst you lap at the underside of his cock. He'll thrust into your mouth nice and slow, his veins flooding with arousal and his muscles tingling with utter disbelief that he's lucked out so highly with you.
⟡ He's an ass man, but just loves your body in general. He loves gettin' a handful of you; Ass, hips, waist, thighs, breasts, all of you. "You're a first-rate stunner." He'll growl softly, a smirk curling his lips, his thick fingers dipping into your warm flesh, "My girl."
⟡ If he needs you to be quiet during sex, he'll shove his neckerchief in your mouth out of necessity. "Sh, shh, shhh, darlin'. Can't be wakin' up the whole camp with those pretty sounds of yours. Here now, open up."
⟡ If he's sans neckerchief, he lets you bite his shoulders or have you suck on his fingers. "You gotta keep quiet, sweetheart." He'll whisper against your skin as he cups the back of your head and brings your mouth to his shoulder or pushes two thick fingers into your mouth.
⟡ He'll instinctively support you; holding your hips, wrapping his arms around your waist, grabbing your shoulders to stabilise you. He loves being pressed against you, feeling your heart against his chest or back, relishing the connection.
⟡ He's also always checking that you're enjoying yourself, whether it be by asking you outright or watching you for signs of discomfort. "That feel good?" "Y'alright, darlin'?" "Looks like that feels good, hm?" "Yeah? Like that?"
⟡ He gets unsure about leaving marks on you via biting, sucking, spanking, not wanting to hurt you too much or mar your skin. You have to convince him you want it. He feels a bit guilty until he sees how much you enjoy it. And he can't deny the way the sounds you make when he does it strikes lightning through his loins. "You really are a little hellcat, ain'chya?"
⟡ He doesn't mind being marked himself though, not at all, doesn't matter. He's marked all over anyway, what's one more mark? Especially from you.
⟡ He love love loves kisses. All over him, all over you. If you pepper kisses about his face and chest, he'll very quickly flush a gorgeous crimson and look at you, dazed. He'll pull you into his lap and kiss you all over until you're laughing loudly.
⟡ He'll click his tongue at you gently like click click click "Sh, shh, shhh. Easy, girl, easy."
⟡ He'll also tut at you if you're being bratty or feeling overwhelmed. Tut, tut, "Now now, girly. Don't get shrewish with me." or tut, tut, "Oh, sweetheart. I know, I know, c'mon, sweetheart. Keep going, just a little longer."
⟡ He's a soft dom/switch mostly, but if you can get him aroused enough, he relaxes into being a little more dominating.
⟡ He occasionally enjoys being dominated but more so enjoys either a relatively equal sexual dynamic or he naturally falls into a soft dom, caring, cooing role.
⟡ He's not immune to losing himself in the moment, though. He'll breathlessly mutter a "God..." or his breath will hitch like he's been winded before his movements will become rougher, more desperate, like this blissful feeling will slip through his fingers if he doesn't grab you. "C'mere." "Gimme more, girly." "Un-unh, don'chu move now."
⟡ He naturally praises you, not giving it much thought other than wanting you to feel incredible. "That's it, darlin'." "Lookatchu." "Good girl." "Atta girl." "Ain'tchu a picture." "Pretty lady, takin' it all." "That's it, girly, keep on, keep on." "Yeah, more'a'that, baby. Oh, you're so good."
⟡ And when you praise him? Most of the time, he'll duck his head down and wince. "Naw, shut up." "Quit all that." Before trying to divert the focus back onto you by squeezing your ass or rubbing your waist.
⟡ But if he's lost in pleasure? It'll drive him mad. His grip will tighten on you and he'll hiss and huff. He won't respond to the praise verbally but he'll flush red and let out soft "Oh"'s as he holds onto you for dear life.
⟡ If you put his hat on, he will automatically want to have you ride him (But not before barking out a laugh). "Y'think y'can be a cowgirl without ridin', hm?" He'll say before spreading his legs and patting his thighs, "Giddy up, girly." He'll say with a sarcastic lilt, his eyes aflame with excitement.
⟡ If he's particularly tired, you can ride him hard enough to draw a whine from him. His head will fall back, his hands falling from you, his hips jerking into you messily. "Oh, darlin'."
Hope y'all enjoy! I love writing Arthur smut ✗♡✗♡
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lonesomedovescry · 3 days ago
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“i don’t want you to get sick.”
you stared at arthur, perplexed. the wash cloth in your hand dripped hot water down the flesh of your wrist. outside, the crackle of the fire and whispered conversation.
arthur had returned from doing god knows what late into the night, bleeding from cuts on his face and chest. you had risen the moment you felt his presence and went straight to preparing a dish of hot water to clean his wounds. you’d returned to see him sitting on his cot, head hung low and wheezing with rattling breath.
you had bent low to lift his face so that you could start cleaning his wounds, but he pushed you away. eyes creased with regret and sorrow, he had told you that as if it killed him.
water lined his eyes now as you stared at each other. the dim light of the lantern carved sharp angles into his face and made him breathtakingly handsome despite the redness of his eyes and the shadows beneath them.
“you can’t do this for me no more.” he said with a shake of his head. “you touch my blood you’re good as dead.”
tears began to ache and burn behind your nose and you tried to blink away the tears. “arthur…” you said quietly, and stepped forward. you watched as blood dripped painfully into his eye from a cut on his brow and clenched your jaw.
the hand holding the dish of hot water was beginning to tremble now and made your wrist ache uncomfortably. arthur shook his head. “don’t. i can do it myself. put it down.”
he grimaced, squeezing his eyes shut as if to fight the oncoming tears. you lowered the bowl beside him but still clung to the wet cloth in your hand. when arthur reached for it, you shook your head.
“quit being so stubborn.” arthur grumbled. “hand it over.”
instead of complying, you reached forward and brushed a strand of ashy hair away from his face. you watched the strength falter in a brief shudder before it was replaced by a sudden spark of disdain. his large hand snapped to your wrist and although his grip remained gentle, his pull of it was not.
“can’t you quit it!?” he barked.
“shut up!” you snapped. “if you don’t stop whining i will walk out of this tent.”
arthur glared up at you defiantly and for a moment you caught a light of who he truly was — angry, confused, scared. it made your heart tighten and pound in your chest.
“you think im afraid of you, arthur?” you hissed. “you think that i don’t know of what can happen? of what will happen?”
his jaw clenched and feathered. a shuttered grief passed over his face. you bent down and pressed a kiss to his forehead before he could argue and as soon as you did, you felt him sag.
“i have loved you through it all.” you muttered. “and i will love you through this, understand? whether i die before or after you i will love you. whether i die from this god-awful disease or a bullet in my head it is no fault of yours.”
a bitter chuckle from him. you scowled and grabbed him by his scarred chin to lift his face up — tears had slipped in stray, sparse trails down his face.
“do you love me, arthur?” you asked quietly.
distantly, you heard the sound of javier’s laughter.
“more than the wind and rain.” arthur replied, voice cracking.
you took the rag to his face and began wiping away the blood and grime from his face. slowly, the paths of his tears faded away. then, when he was finally clean, you put the cleaning things to the side and settled beside him and took his hand in yours. scars and callouses, freckles and hair.
“then let me love you for the time we have left.” you muttered. you kissed his knuckles, his wrist, his fingers. when his other hand came to your face and pulled you close to him, when your lips finally met and he kissed you as if he was starving a mutual understanding bloomed.
there was no coyote without a deer. there was no life without death. similarly, there was no him without you — nor you without him. as he dug his teeth into the flesh of your sweet spot, it was in an act of reverence and through each sweet rich touch you felt the threat of tears to overcome you.
when they escaped your hold, he kissed them away with his sick mouth. with his mouth plagued by sickness and love, and humor and sin, and everything that made him the man you loved.
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an: in my universe arthur and you(me) are in a constant state of mutual flourishing and they will always take the great journey together btw
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sai-int · 2 days ago
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hear me out, at a bar and some dude keeps hitting on reader (he’s stinky and ugly and a creep) and arthur morgan (or someone from the 141) steps in and scares the dude off
oh yes. men can just never take a hints
you’re just trying to have a drink, enjoy a night out, when he shows up, some greasy, foul-smelling asshole who doesn’t know how to take a hint. he's leaning in way too close, breath reeking of booze and saliva, eyes crawling over you like he’s already decided you’re his for the taking.
"c’mon now, sweetheart, don’t be like that..."
you try to shake him off, albeit polite at first, then firm, but he just grins, like he's enjoying whatever 'chase' he thinks this is. like he thinks this is fun.
and then he’s not grinning anymore. because he’s there.
arthur morgan, all broad-shoulders and muscle, voice a slow, dangerous drawl with a reputation that proceeds him. "that’s enough outta you, bud. Didn't yer mama teach y'how t'treat a lady?"
he doesn’t have to raise his voice, doesn’t have to do much of anything, really. just stands there, looking like he was carved from stone, and the creep knows. one more word, one wrong move, and arthur’s gonna make sure he regrets it.
orrrr... maybe it’s simon. he's silent, massive, imposing, appearing at your side like a shadow peeled itself off the wall. doesn’t say a word. just tilts his head, a black surgical mask on his face anddark eyes staring the guy down, like he’s already thinking about how fast he could drag him out back, beat him to pulp, and return quick enough that price wouldn't notice.
or even johnny, stepping in with an easy, lazy grin, all charm and sharp edges that are a clear front for the anger simmering behind his eyes. "looks like ye had a few too many, aye?" and the creep laughs, tries to brush him off, right up until johnny's grip tightens on his shoulder, fingers digging in just enough to make his point clear.
either way, the guy slinks off, tail between his legs, and when you turn back, your savior just shrugs, like it’s nothing at all.
"you alright?"
well, you sure are now.
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animasola86 · 1 day ago
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LOST & FOUND 🫂 CH3
After Mommy has disciplined you with the cane, you feel the need to properly apologize to her, which was Daddy's idea, who promises you a reward if you do so.
soft!Daddy!dom x Mommy!domme x little girl!reader
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WARNINGS: F!Reader insert. Explicit sexual content. Mommy/Daddy kink. Dd/Md/lg dynamics. Pet names. Dom/sub undertones. Domestic discipline/caning. Cunnilingus. Tongue fucking. Cuntwarming? Vaginal fingering. Squirting. Subspace. Aftercare. Unprotected piv sex. Creampie. Cockwarming. (More notes under the cut!)
WORDS: 8.1k 🔷️ READ ON AO3
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A/N: This chapter is a direct continuation of Chapter 1 and a summary of the dynamic you can expect from the rest of the story: a love triangle with F/F and F/M and F/F/M intimacies. I will note what you can expect in each chapter (indicated by the color of the header image and by the different colors in the warning tags), but just remember that our Reader is bisexual/bi-curious, so we'll have a multitude of different sex scenes here. ⚠️Also warning: it starts a little rough, sorry. Speaking of: before you hate on Mommy in this chapter, remember: 1) this is an established (fictional!) BDSM relationship with implied established boundaries and rules, 2) she is a Domme, 3) she is human and can have bad days too, 4) this is fiction, 5) please keep reading, it'll all get resolved! This is a HURT and comfort story after all!
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Chapter 2 🔷️ Chapter 3 🔷️ Chapter 4
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Several months later
You startle awake to loud voices. It takes you a long moment to realize where you are. In your bed, on your stomach. Mommy's voice in your ear, muffled, and suddenly you remember why your butt hurts so bad.
It's hazy, there were a lot of tears and pleading words, apologies and desperate cries, and it all started with a baking tray and flying cookies, the smell of burnt dough in the air, heat all around you, a stumble, a crash, herbs and soil raining to the ground.
It wouldn't even have been that bad if Mommy hadn't come into the kitchen at the exact moment you had lost your balance and dropped everything, your surprise for Daddy ruined as well as her precious herb garden. You knew Mommy cooked sometimes, but why she'd been so upset upon seeing the broken pot and plant, you had no idea.
But she was furious, screaming at you as you shrunk away. “I'm sorry, I'm sorry,” you cried, trying to clean up your mess, but all you did was make it worse. You even burned yourself on the hot sheet, destroyed the rest of the plant by stepping on it, and it was Mommy's flat hand on your cheek that brought you out of the headless panic and into a deep-rooted shock.
“Take a breath,” she ordered, staring at you. “And another. Okay? Good, then clean this up. Now.”
And you did, with shaking hands, but you somehow managed to scoop up burnt cookies, dirt and plant remnants, threw it all into the trash, then wiped the floor and washed the baking sheet. And Mommy watched, with her arms crossed over her chest, her eyes darker, her face a stoic angry mask. As soon as you were done, you looked at her, and couldn't help but shed a new batch of tears, and some more, until you were back into your hysterics, sobbing and apologizing.
“Go to your room,” she told you. “Wait for me.”
Through the tears, you nodded and shuffled away, barely making it up the stairs. You felt horrible, and her cold demeanor wasn't helping, it only made it worse. You knew that look of disappointment all too well, had seen it on your own mother many times. You were a failure, you knew it, you'd forgotten it for a while, distracted by Mommy and Daddy's care, but you remembered now.
You were a failure.
And you sat in your room and waited, crying soundlessly, your lips tingling, feeling numb and way too much all at the same time. She came to you ten minutes later, in her hand a thin wooden stick. You blinked, your breath hitching. You knew what it was, had seen it on her wall, had seen videos of it being used on others. And it scared you. A lot. She'd disciplined you before, but only with her hand, not with that thing.
“Mommy?” you whimpered, staring at her.
She only shook her head and pointed to the floor. “Take off your pants and underwear and kneel on the floor, head down, ass in the air. Come on, don't make me wait.” Her voice was harsh, and all you could do was follow her words.
But as you knelt there, waiting for your punishment, the panic came back full force. You were shaking so badly you could barely stay in your position. More of your own pathetic pleading and crying and whining noises filled your ears, your heart beating out of your chest, your throat tight, lungs burning. Mommy ignored you.
When the first blow hit your rear, you screamed and jolted away. “Stay where you are!” she said sternly. “And count with me, come on! One.”
“One...” you croaked out. The cane cut through the air again and met your soft flesh. “Two,” she said, and you repeated it barely able to speak. “You deserve this, don't you? It's for your own good. You need this. Embrace the pain, think about what happened,” she explained between hits, three, four, five, you were shuddering on the floor, sobbing helplessly into your folded arms as the pain crashed through you, every impact making you flinch badly.
Six, seven, eight, nine, ten. She eased her blows a little as she talked between them, her voice strangely calm despite the relentless flick of her wrist. “You ruined something that was very dear to Mommy. I know it was an accident, but you were clumsy and careless. You could have hurt yourself as well. We can't have that.”
Ten, eleven, twelve. The thirteenth blow was particularly hard again, seemingly cutting into your skin, making you jerk forward with a pained yelp. “And you fell into old habits. We did not spend all that time trying to make you better if it only takes one stupid mistake to bring you back to square one.”
Fourteen, fifteen. You were a gasping mess on the floor, knees shaking so badly you could barely keep your weight on them. Sixteen, seventeen. Your whole body was aflame, your mind spinning, words repeating, every new hit adding to the already existing pain, and it wouldn't stop. You tried your best to breathe through it, like Mommy had taught you, but the thin wooden stick hurt more than you could have imagined. Your lungs ached with every sharp inhale. Eighteen, nineteen.
For the last one, she suddenly grabbed your hair and pulled you to your feet before she pressed you face-first into the wall, holding you by your nape. “Think about what you did and what you can do better. If you can't breathe through your attacks, I will use pain as a distraction again. Maybe it'll help you more than whatever Daddy does to you...” She paused, then said: “Twenty.”
The hit came with a sudden whoosh, and you screamed, jolting forward against the wall, legs shaking, your skin burning, tight and bruised and hurting. “Tw-twenty...” you croaked out, holding your breath, eyes squeezed shut, tears streaming down your face.
As her words echoed in your head, you had to give it to her: you were indeed distracted. The stinging pain spreading just beneath the inflamed skin of your buttocks was thrumming through you in an unrelenting fashion, scorching pulses that burned through any other concerns or thoughts or doubts, emptying your mind. You couldn't even pick up on the slight poke at Daddy's seemingly useless methods of helping you through your anxiety attacks. Nothing mattered: just the cleansing sharpness of Mommy's cane.
“Good. You took it like a big girl,” she said behind you, her hand easing down your back, hovering above your warm skin. “Better than I expected. Doesn't look too bad either. Now take a cold shower, it'll feel better.”
With that she exited your room, leaving you trembling. At least you'd stopped sobbing now. For a long moment, all you could do was lean against the wall, trying to calm your erratic heart. Your throat was dry, cold sweat made you shiver. Your focus was still on the burning welts on your skin, horribly pulsing streaks all across your butt cheeks. You remember them vividly as you'd eventually inspected them in the mirror.
The cold shower was another torture, but afterwards you did indeed feel better, clean, cleared of your doubts, knowing that Mommy was right. You needed and deserved every single hit for making such a mess, for breaking down about it. As cruel and cold as she had been, you saw reason in her actions. She had to know what she was doing, of course she did, she was your Mommy, she only wanted the best for you.
In her own way...
Looking back though, you have to agree with Daddy. It has been too much. 'That sounds a bit excessive for a simple act of clumsiness,' he'd said. It has been, but of course you hadn't told him everything. Not as detailed as you'd liked. The anxiety attack, the uncontrollable sobbing, the hysterics. The inevitable tumble into the dark abyss, unable to come back out on your own. Mommy's cleansing slap and those cane hits... they had helped, brought you back, but...
But it still has been too much. And it has been different too. Usually when she disciplines you (she always tries to avoid saying punishment because you're not being punished for being anxious but disciplined for falling back into old patterns and allowing the anxiety to control you again), when she uses pain as a distraction, she cuddles you after, tells you what a good girl you've been, makes sure you're okay, but that time... she has just left. Something has definitely fueled Mommy's anger.
Shifting under the covers, trying not to put pressure on your butt (though whatever Daddy has put on your skin did help a little), you listen a bit closer to the voices from across the hall (you shouldn't, but it's hard to ignore them too). They're loud, as is usually the case when Mommy fights with Daddy. She is the fiery one, while he is the calmer counterpart, though he can be angry too, and loud. This morning, they are both equally agitated.
“She was being hysterical!” Mommy screeches.
“And you think twenty fucking cane hits will help with that? That's not how we should deal with her anxiety!” Daddy says, more or less calmly, but you can hear the emotion in his voice through the walls.
“She was calmer after...”
“Of course she was! Because she was in pain!” He is getting louder.
And she is getting quieter, which only means she's getting more emotional. “She can handle it...”
“You overdid it. It was too much. Don't let your frustrations out on her...”
“I did not let my – Ugh! I can't do this right now...”
There's a pause, then a door opens and shuts with a bang. It opens again. Now the voices are directly in the hallway in front of your door. Daddy's voice is quieter.
“What's the real matter here, babe?”
“Nothing...” Mommy sounds defeated.
“You don't just snap like that. Tell me.”
“I just had a bad day, it happens...” You hear footsteps pacing the wooden floorboards.
“Not like that. What happened?”
“Nothing, it's fine. I'll apologize to her, okay?”
“Good. But I'm not done with you...” His tone changes, even quieter, softer, a little challenge behind the words. A smirk.
Mommy gives a soft laugh, a bit flat but there's the same smirk in her voice. “Later, papito...”
When one pair of footsteps leaves along the hallway, your door is being opened quietly. You press into the covers, pretending to sleep. Your mattress dips, a hand comes to rest on your hip.
“Rise and shine, pumpkin,” Daddy whispers, leaning over you to brush his lips against your temple, the only part of you peeking out from under the blanket.
You turn slightly, blinking your eyes open, giving him a tired smile. “Morning, Daddy,” you mumble. He smiles back and gives you another peck, slowly working his way down your face until he meets your lips. He's braced over you, hovering inches away, and you sigh softly into his kiss.
After he comforted you last night (by letting you come on his thigh), he'd washed you and himself with a warm wet cloth, then tucked you into bed and left, promising to talk to Mommy. He didn't seem to have gotten behind her unusual burst of anger, but you trusted him to dig deeper. All in good time.
“How do you feel?” he asks quietly, carefully rolling onto his side, cradling you in his arms.
“Better,” you whisper. Your butt still hurts, is tense and tight and throbbing, but it'll be okay. You're sure.
“Wanna make breakfast with me? I'll supervise, you work?” he mutters, nuzzling your neck. You nod with a soft giggle. “I think Mommy would like a nice smoothie. Should be easy enough, right?”
He helps you out of bed, picks a soft yellow sundress for you to wear (decides on a white lace thong that sits comfortably between your bruised ass cheeks), then brushes your hair and puts it into a long braid that falls down your back. He tells you to brush your teeth, and you do, and when you're done, he takes your hand and leads you down to the kitchen.
There he raids the fridge for fresh fruit and vegetables and gives them to you to chop up before he helps you pour it all into the blender with some oat milk. It's fun to do this with Daddy, standing next to him as he lets you hit the button, as you watch how everything turns into a rather unappealing green slush. After filling the thick drink into a tall glass, he puts a metal straw into it and holds it, then nods for you to follow him back up the stairs to Mommy's room.
Your heart beats faster when you approach the door. He stops and hands you the drink. “You can do this, pumpkin,” he tells you and leans down to kiss your cheek. “It'll be fine. Anyone can have a bad day, so we shouldn't hold a grudge, right?” You nod, looking up at him with a timid smile.
Then he raises his hand and knocks on the door. You flinch at the noise, inhaling sharply. “Come in,” you hear Mommy's voice through the wood.
Daddy gives you a gentle nudge, whispering “See you later, kiddo.”, and then you open the door and slip into her room. She's sitting at the large vanity, watching the door through the mirror, a brush in her hand, her long black hair cascading down her back.
“Good morning, Mommy,” you whisper a little intimidated. “I... I brought you breakfast...”
She turns around on her chair, watching you, before she gives you a soft smile. “Oh honey, that's so sweet of you, come here,” she says and holds out her hand.
You walk towards her, placing your hand onto her palm. She pulls you against her, taking the smoothie from your other hand and putting it down on the vanity. “Listen, sweetheart, Mommy is –”
“I'm sorry, Mommy,” you say at the same time, biting your lip. She smiles at you, her eyes crinkling softly.
“I know you are, baby girl,” she says. “But I am too. I shouldn't have disciplined you like that, it was too much. Mommy just had a bad day. I'm sorry for taking it out on you,” she adds quietly, wrapping her arms around you as she buries her face in your neck, inhaling deeply.
You hug her back, still a little stiff, perched between her legs. “I didn't mean to disappoint you,” you murmur into her.
She shushes you. “It's alright. Water under the bridge, okay?”
A hum escapes you, and for a moment you just stand there, holding her as she holds you, her warmth seeping into your stiff limbs. Eventually you take a deep breath, her sweet perfume filling your nostrils, before you tilt your head a bit to look at her.
“Mommy, I... I want to make you feel good, uh, better,” you say in a breathy whisper. “If you have time for it...”
She chuckles softly. “I always have time for you, sweet girl. Might be best to take the day off anyway.” She pauses, then sighs. “Well, I can stay home, but I have to work through my emails. But that shouldn't be an obstacle, right, kitten?” she whispers, then slowly leans you back fully and smirks at you.
You feel your cheeks burning up, already sensing a little throb in your core at the prospect of making her feel good. Her hands grab your waist and push you away gently, allowing her to stand up. You realize she's wearing a black silk robe (and only that), open in the front, giving you a good glance at her perfect breasts and her smooth mound. You force yourself to look up into her face.
“Come with me to my office,” she tells you and grabs your hand, taking the smoothie with the other, and then guides you into the adjacent room.
You've been here a few times before, usually perched under her desk, so the rest of the interior doesn't really matter to you. It's a bright room though, large windows, floor to ceiling, letting in the already warm rays of the morning sun. There are bookshelves lining one wall, and a wild array of other stuff in front of another. You always wondered what it is that Mommy does, aside from being a successful business woman and establishment owner.
She definitely has a lot of hobbies. There are mannequins, a sewing machine, an easel and a bunch of canvases stacked behind it. A low table with painting supplies. A camera in another high shelf next to large books probably filled with photographs. And then there's the corner you don't like to look at often, where the cane hangs from a hook, next to a flogger, a whip, a paddle and other tools like gags and harnesses and belts. Sleek black leather accentuated with wooden elements.
Mommy sure is a woman of many talents. But none of that matters to you now as she motions you to crawl under her desk, a large space made of a long wooden tabletop sitting on two drawer shelves, it's open enough to allow whoever enters the room to have a good view beneath. It's where you spent your time before, whenever she works from home and asks you to keep her company.
It's been a strange request at first, but seeing her relax due to your presence and ministrations is always something you're looking forward to. As you crawl under the table top, she puts the smoothie down next to her laptop and sits down in her chair. Despite her chaotic corner of numerous activities, her desk is surprisingly bare. No clutter, just a lamp, some pencils and a notepad, her laptop and phone on it.
You settle right in front of her, and she doesn't waste a second before she spreads her legs, her robe falling open even more as she gently guides you between them. Her warmth and scent radiates off her when you get closer to her center. She shifts on her chair, getting comfortable but allowing you to reach her just fine. Her hand remains on your head as she tilts it so you can rest your cheek on her thigh.
Looking up at her, you see her smiling, her eyes warm and already darker than usual. “You really wanna make me feel good, baby?” she whispers, watching you closely. You nod eagerly as you shift on your knees, the heels of your sock-clad feet poking into your rear. The pain and tightness of the welts is still there, but you can ignore them for now as you focus on the woman in front of you.
She leans back, opening her legs further, her hands resting casually on the armrests of her leather chair. Her eyes stay on you as you approach her core, your hands reaching up to caress her inner thighs. You hold her gaze, your face already flushed from what lies ahead. Swallowing the excess saliva gathering on your tongue (your oral fixation flaring up), you lean in and up and press your lips to her flat stomach, slowly working your way lower.
She's calm, watching you closely, and eventually you break eye contact and close your eyes, focusing on kissing along her pelvis and down her smooth mound, going by feel and warmth alone. Your hands move around her waist as you settle between her legs, holding onto her as you bury your face in her sex. There's a slight shiver when your tongue teases along her slit, your lips brushing against hers, so soft and warm.
You pepper her labia with kisses, tilting your head slightly before you ease your tongue between them, dipping into her slick. Breathing into her, her scent filling your nostrils, you feel more little twitches, her thighs pressing slightly against your sides. You retrieve your arms and rub your palms against them, noticing the hint of goosebumps on her skin as you continue licking up and around her lower lips.
When you press your tongue against her hooded clit, she gives a soft little moan, enough encouragement to keep going, to dig deeper, to kiss and lick and nibble on her soft flesh until you feel her clit throbbing against your lips. You keep your focus on the sensitive bundle of nerves, flicking your tongue against it, closing your mouth around it, sucking it hard, and she grows more vocal, her hips jerking against your face.
She taught you early on how to properly satisfy a woman, not always on herself, teaching you about your own body as well. As awkward and embarrassing as it had been in the beginning, you are grateful to know what you know now, and you find pride in being able to get her off this easily. It only takes a few concentrated licks and nibbles, a bit of teeth grazing and a pointed tongue prod, and she is shaking in her seat, thrashing her head back as she claws at the armrests, loud moans echoing through the room.
Her first orgasm comes in waves, twitches of her thighs, her cunt pulsing against your chin as you keep sucking on her clit. You look up then, watching her come undone in front of you, under your ministrations. It sends deep shudders down your own body, settling low in your stomach, a throb to your own clit as you stimulate Mommy's.
You keep going, because she'd usually tell you when to stop, and it takes more than one orgasm for her to be fully satisfied. With your hands rubbing over her trembling legs, your mouth suctioned to her throbbing clit, you watch her, waiting for any indication, any hint of what she wants now. She's breathing harder when she meets your gaze, red spots on her cheeks, her bare chest rising and falling faster.
One of her hands moves down to your head, caressing your hair, playing with the braid. She doesn't say anything, just gives the tiniest of nudges, and you follow the hint and move from her clit down to her slit. She's a lot wetter now, and you lap up every drop you come across, savoring the sweet taste as you move your tongue between her labia, teasing at her entrance, the little flutter to her cunt not going by unnoticed.
You take long strokes from her hole to her sensitive bud, filling your mouth with her taste and essence, feeling her clit thrum and her cunt clench. Tilting your head down, closing your eyes, you press firmer against her, her labia enveloping your cheeks as you push the tip of your tongue against her entrance. She mewls softly, the hand in your hair tightening, as you start pushing your tongue in and out in quick succession, moving the muscle up and down, creating obscene squelching and slurping sounds that ring loudly in your ears, a motion she's taught you, shown you, done to you so many times.
You feel the drop of your own arousal in your underwear, your body tensing as you focus on the reactions of hers. With your tongue buried in her pulsing pussy, you use your nose to push against her clit in a steady rhythm, your whole face warm and wet by now as she clenches around you. Your hands curl around her legs, trying to hold them open, but she's twitching so hard you feel the tremors against the sides of your head as she tries to close her thighs around it.
It doesn't matter, you're in too deep, literally, only focused on her pleasure, her pleasure giving you pleasure, she could smother you right that instant and you wouldn't mind. Your head is blissfully empty, all you feel and taste and see and hear is her. She's getting louder, shifting on her chair, grinding her pelvis against your face as she fucks herself on your tongue, harder, faster, a desperate little dance you volunteered for.
And when she comes, she throws herself back into the chair, gasping breathlessly, her whole body spasming against you, thighs tight against your ears, taking another sense from you as you almost drown in her juices. Her cunt clenches hard around your working muscle, and you slowly pull your tongue out when she relaxes, lapping up what she gave you. You savor the little twitches, the uncontrollable jerks of her hips, the deep exhales from above you.
As you're still licking at her slit, she moves her hands to brush stray hairs out of her damp forehead. You look up at her, lips closed around her clit, when she smiles at you. “Well done, sweet girl, thank you,” she whispers, her voice hoarse and raspy, the low cadence sending shivers down your spine. “That's enough for now.”
You lean back almost reluctantly, licking your wet lips, blinking your clumped eyelashes apart. You feel her hand wiping at your face, her thumb pressing into your mouth. You give it a tentative suck, your eyes on her. She looks calm again, relaxed, serene.
“Mommy's gotta work now,” she tells you, pushing her thumb harder onto your tongue. “Do you wanna stay with me while I do?”
You don't even hesitate when you nod, your hands finding her wrist as you suck on her thumb, the motion pulling you deeper into the safe space you enjoy so much.
“Do you want a toy to play with?” she asks, your mind momentarily wandering to the lowest drawer of her desk, filled with vibrators and dildos and smaller items to entertain you (and her). It's a tempting thought, but you shake your head, hollowing your cheeks as you give her digit another deep suckle.
She chuckles softly. “But I do need my hand, sweet pea,” she says with a raised eyebrow and a wink.
You blink at her, your mind too empty to comprehend her words. She caresses your face, then slowly withdraws her thumb. You're at least alert enough to lick up the excess drool dripping from your now unoccupied lips. Swallowing hard, you look at her, but she already knows the empty gaze you shoot her and guides your head back between her legs.
“Keep me warm and wet, hmm, baby girl? Can you do that?” she says softly, and you nod, already pressing your lips against her throbbing clit. “But don't make me come. I gotta concentrate.”
“Okay, Mommy,” you mumble against her, leaning your cheek against her thigh as you inhale deeply, taking in her scent. She closes her legs a little around you, caging you in, holding you tightly, and you melt into her, eyes fluttering closed.
“Good girl,” she says, patting your head before she shifts on her chair one last time. Her praise almost drowns out the quiet noises of her fingers flying over the keyboard as she starts working.
You relax into her, sitting on your knees, the hurt on your butt forgotten, the drying wetness on your face ignored, the tingle between your own legs unimportant. Occasionally you give her labia a few kisses or a gentle suck, licking up along her seam, but as your mind grows silent, you slip more and more into what Mommy and Daddy call subspace, a state of mind where there are no worries, where you're not anxious, where nothing matters but the warmth of the person next to you.
It's a peaceful place where you lose all sense of time. Snuggling into Mommy's cunt or suckling on Daddy's cock, no matter where or how or when, it's your personal reward for making them feel good, for allowing yourself to let go, an escape you wished you'd known about sooner. But now you do, and it's enough. A beautiful, blissful void, and you're floating, weightless, soft breaths and a steady heartbeat, sunken into yourself.
How you come out of it is usually a blur. A gentle caress to your cheek, a little nudge, some sort of physical touch that grounds you back to the place you've initially drifted off in. A deep exhale against warm skin, your cheek pressed between wet flesh, your own thumb wet and numb between your tight lips. Your eyelids flutter when you feel another caress, nimble fingers digging into your hair, soft presses to your scalp, a soothing little hum you slowly recognize as Mommy's voice.
“Wake up, mi amor,” she whispers from above you, her accent an extra vibration through your skull.
You inhale deeply, smacking your lips, or trying to, slowly lowering your hand as you blink your eyes open. Mommy's cunt is right there, soft and sleek, and it's an instinct to raise your hand again and caress her puffy labia.
“No need, sweet cheeks,” she tells you, but you keep pushing your fingers up and down her mound, head resting against her thigh, watching the lazy movements of your digits.
Mommy sighs loudly, but doesn't do anything to stop you after all. So you continue, dip your fingertips into her slick, teasing at her clit, as she relaxes into her chair, her hand stroking the side of your head. You rub and caress, prod and poke, eventually pushing a finger into her entrance, feeling the tight clench of her walls. Her soft mewls sound in your ears, when a sudden knock disrupts the peace, making you blink and realize you're knuckles-deep in Mommy's cunt.
Mommy just issues a noise akin to a sigh or groan, and the door to her office opens. You remain focused on her, plunging your digit in and out, curling it slightly, rubbing the pad of your finger along her squishy flesh until you feel her twitching against you.
“Is she still at it?” Daddy's voice sounds from somewhere behind you.
“She just came back,” Mommy whispers, her voice just a deep breath. “You know how she gets after, the insatiable little thing...”
You don't really register what they're saying, doesn't matter, all you see and feel and smell is Mommy. You add another finger and continue your motions, pushing in slightly faster, slightly deeper, pressing harder against her sensitive spots. She shifts in her seat, her hips bucking against your hand, her breaths more labored.
Footsteps round the desk, and as you blink against your haze, you notice Daddy's head next to Mommy's. He winks at you before he presses his lips to her cheek. She turns her head and uses her free hand to grab his nape, keeping him bent over to capture his mouth for a deeper kiss. “So you like me again, hm?” Daddy hums against her, and instead of answering him, she just kisses him harder.
You watch them as you finger Mommy, her wetness rivaling your own as they continue to make out. You squirm on your knees, chewing on your swollen lip, your fingers moving in and out of Mommy's clenching hole, and fueled by their soft groans and moans, you dive in again and close your lips around that throbbing bundle of nerves in front of you.
Mommy gasps, jerking against your face, and you keep watching her from under your lashes. Daddy holds her face while propped onto one arm, resting on the table above you. The way their lips and tongues meet is a sensual dance you enjoy watching more and more (which wasn't always the case). Now it only arouses you more, seeing them so intimate.
With your mouth tight around Mommy's clit and your fingers deep in her spasming cunt, you shift on your knees until you can press the heel of your foot against your own throbbing core, the sudden sensation making you moan softly. You keep a steady rhythm, dipping your fingers in and out, sucking on her clit, rubbing yourself against your foot, feeling how your arousal drenches the fabric of your panties, creating a delicious friction that makes your empty head spin.
You come at the same time as Mommy, though while your orgasm rolls through you like a gentle wave, hers is a ravaging waterfall, cascading down with power, and as you keep pumping your fingers into her, her cunt convulses, spraying you with jerky jets of her essence as she moans loudly above you, barely contained by Daddy's mouth, and even though you were quite irritated the first time she's squirted right into your face, you barely flinch now, lowering your mouth to lick up everything you can catch.
She shudders on the chair, slowly relaxing, and it's Daddy who appears next to you as he pulls you away from her quivering core. Her chair rolls away, and he kneels beside you, wiping a cloth over your drenched face.
“Well done, pumpkin,” he says softly, smiling at you. You blink your eyes into focus, your lips trembling without Mommy's warmth against them. “I think Mommy feels a lot better now, don't you, babe?”
A soft groan sounds from behind him in response. “Oh yeah...” she sighs.
“You earned yourself a reward, baby girl,” Daddy whispers, as he helps you crawl out from under the desk.
When you stand, he has to hold you, because your legs feel numb and tingling, fallen asleep from sitting on them for so long. The aftershocks of your own orgasm definitely add to the little unsteadiness as well. His hands cup your warm face as he looks down at you. You still feel like floating, head too empty to fully focus on him or the change of position.
A slurping sound echoes in your ears, and when you look past him, you see Mommy closing her lips around the straw in her smoothie. She winks at you when you meet her hooded gaze. Slowly you come back to yourself, a soothing warmth flooding your limbs and core. Daddy pulls you to the side, and you notice him sitting down on the edge of the wide desk, his hands on your waist as he nudges you between his legs.
“You with me, pumpkin?” he says softly, tilting his head.
You look up at him, your hands resting on his strong thighs. “Yes, Daddy,” you whisper, giving him a timid smile.
“My good girl.”
He leans down and presses a kiss to your forehead, then to your cheek, before you tilt your chin up a bit more to meet his lips. As he moves his tongue against yours, slowly, sensually, you feel a presence behind you. Mommy's hands rub up and down your back, smoothing out your dress, before they disappear under the hem, and you gasp against Daddy's mouth when you feel her fingers hooking under the waistband of your panties.
She pulls them down slowly, crouching behind you, and you lift your feet automatically to step out of them. “Hmm, you enjoyed yourself already, didn't you, sweet girl?” she muses, leaning against you after she's straightened up again, her firm breasts pressing against your back.
Without breaking your kiss with Daddy, you move your eyes to see her dangling your drenched underwear on her finger. Heat crashes into your cheeks, slowly seeping down your body, and the arousal that's been draining into the bit of fabric of your thong, now drips out of you unrestrained. A garbled mewl escapes you as you rub your thighs together and squirm on the spot.
“Oh don't worry, darling, Daddy's gonna take care of the little itch, hmm, won't you, papito?”
Her voice is silky smooth in your ear, letting your eyelids flutter as your tongue wrestles softly with Daddy's. He watches you out of hooded eyes, his grip on you firm and strong, unrelenting. With Mommy still pressed against your back, sandwiched between them as you are, you feel her hands rubbing down your arms before she guides your hands between Daddy's legs, right to the not-so-subtle bulge in his pants.
He finally breaks the kiss, moves his lips along your cheek to your ear, his beard scratching along your soft skin, causing you to take a shuddering breath as you fill your lungs with air again. “Are you ready for me, pumpkin?” he breathes against the shell of your ear, his lips warm and wet, his breath even warmer. You shiver, and before you can answer, Mommy's hand slips around your front and down between your tight thighs, dipping right into your slick.
“Oh she's ready alright...”
“I've been asking her,” he says sternly, still nuzzling your neck, but clearly addressing Mommy, who sighs loudly and pulls her hand back.
You turn your head to look at him, biting your swollen lip, before you nod.
“Say it,” he whispers, meeting your eyes.
“I'm ready for you, Daddy,” you reply quietly. He raises an eyebrow.
You blush deeply, knowing what he wants to hear. Swallowing hard, you look down to where your hand is resting on his groin. “I'm... ready for your...” Another deep inhale, that flicker of shame rolling through your mind before you push it away again. “Your cock,” you whisper.
You look up at him, but he still watches you with a certain expectation, his eyes dark, his jaw set.
“I'm ready for your cock, Daddy,” you say again, still quiet, but it's finally enough for him. A smile breaks on his handsome face, and he leans in to kiss your cheek.
“Good girl,” he says softly. “Do you think I'm ready for you too?”
You give his bulge a little squeeze, feeling the hardness beneath the fabric. “Yes, I think so,” you whisper.
“Let's find out, hm?”
He gives you a wink, and you start unbuckling his belt, then fumble with the button and zipper of his pants. Mommy is there, leaning in from behind you, helping with the task. Daddy stands for a moment and lets his two women pull his pants and underwear down his long legs before he sits down on the edge of the desk again. Mommy leaves you as she gathers his clothes on the back of her chair.
You look up at his face instead of at his angrily bobbing cock, mesmerized by the hunger in his eyes. His hands tighten around your waist, and in the next moment he lifts you effortlessly, and you end up straddling his lap, knees on either side of his hips, legs spread (almost) impossibly wide over his thighs, your crotch pressed tightly against his. Your hands find his shoulders as you adjust on his lap.
“Dress off?” you hear Mommy's voice from behind you.
“Hmm, what do you think, baby girl? Do you want Daddy to see how you bounce on his cock? How your little cunt swallows every inch of him?”
You inhale sharply, deep shivers crashing through you as he talks like this. “Yes,” you breathe out, and as soon as you do, Mommy's hands are there to pull the sundress over your head. Without it, you are left completely naked because he's (deliberately) forgotten to put a bra on you this morning. A tingle goes through you.
You shift on his lap, fingers curling around his broad shoulders again. He watches you, his hands rubbing along your sides before he puts them large and warm and heavy on your waist, his long fingers almost teasing your spine while his thumbs rub over your fluttering stomach. Behind you, another set of hands eases along your thighs back to your rear, and when Mommy touches the welts on your ass cheeks, you feel her lips brushing against your shoulder.
“I'm sorry, mi amor,” she coos. “I thought it wouldn't look so bad. Does it still hurt?”
You meet Daddy's gaze before you turn your head and try to look at her out of the corner of your eye. “It's okay, Mommy, it's already feeling better.”
“My brave little girl,” she whispers, planting more kisses along your back while her hands fully cup your ass now, the pressure sending jolts of pain through you but you force them down, try to ignore them as you bite your lip and take a shuddering breath.
“Look at me, pumpkin,” Daddy orders, and you do, stiffening on his lap. “This is for you,” he starts, his hands holding onto your waist as Mommy lifts your hips until you hover just above Daddy's cock. “You take what you need from me, okay? You decide the pace. Me and Mommy will do anything to take care of you.”
You smile softly at him, bracing on your knees, your thighs trembling slightly, your hands digging into his shoulders. “Thank you, Daddy,” you whisper.
“Thank you, sweetheart, for being such a good little girl for us,” he replies, tilting his head as you squirm slightly on top of him, the tip of his cock brushing between your labia as you do so.
Before you can fully focus on indulging him (or letting him indulge you?), a last speck of doubt crashes into your mind. You blink at him, lips trembling, opening your mouth to protest, knowing you haven't been a good girl at all yesterday and have the marks to prove it, but he shakes his head, his dark eyes so intense any words dissipate right off your tongue. You close your mouth and swallow, nodding slightly.
And then you concentrate on him, looking down as one of your hands moves to close around his shaft as you guide him towards your entrance. It's taken you many months to get accustomed to his length and girth, a lot of training, a lot of tears, but by now you know that your body can handle him. Inhaling deeply, relaxing while also bracing yourself, you shift your hips (with Mommy's assistance) and lower yourself slowly, his tip pressing in, and with a sharp gasp you feel him slipping deeper.
They both guide you as you take it slow, steady up and down movements to ease him into you, small rolls of your hips, Mommy holding you from behind, Daddy's hands tight around your waist. He watches you, you can feel it as you focus on where his cock vanishes inside you. The strain and pressure is still a bit painful, especially since you let gravity do most of the work, but once he's settled deep in your core, filling you out completely, his tip pushing right against your cervix, you exhale a shaky breath and look up, seeing him smiling at you.
Mommy wraps her arms around your stomach, her warm cheek between your shoulder blades, allowing Daddy to cup your face and pull you closer. “Look at you,” he coos softly, leaning in to brush his nose against yours. “How wonderful you fit around Daddy's cock. You were made for this, pumpkin. Made for me. My perfect little girl.”
You close your eyes, breathing against the tightness building low in your belly, your hands moving back up to his shoulders before you wrap your arms around his neck and bury your face in the crook of it. You focus on the way he smells, how his large hands cradle your head against him, how Mommy clings to you, their warmth all-consuming. And the way his cock sits inside you, warm and hard and pulsing, how another kind of heat throbs through your straining ass cheeks.
And you realize it is all meant to be. You are meant to have relapses, you are meant to be anxious sometimes, you are meant to disappoint them, it's only human to do so. What matters in the end is that they still love you, still care about you, still treat you like their little girl. They'll continue to discipline you, push you further and further out of your comfort zone, and it will only make you stronger.
As you start moving on top of Daddy, leaning back, facing him, using his shoulders as leverage to bounce slowly up and down, you can't believe how lucky you are to have found these people (or for them to have found you). All they ever did was take care of you, in a way nobody has ever cared for you before.
Warmth spreads inside you with every slam against his hips, your walls pulsing around him, your breaths hitching, your heart beating faster. Mommy guides you, Daddy holds you, their soft words of praise and encouragement like lullabies in your ears, your own mewls and moans leaving your trembling lips in rapid little puffs of air.
Your thighs are shivering under the strain, but it's easier with Mommy's hands under your rear, pushing you up gently, while Daddy moves you down again, every bounce going deep, filling and all-consuming, and soon you find yourself floating, the friction, the steady pain/pleasure mixture, the warmth and strength of their grips, it all adds to the flickering lights, and when they suddenly all explode into a million smaller lights, you throw your head back, letting out a drawn-out moan, a deep shiver, stiffening for a second before your body starts shaking badly as your orgasm crashes through you.
You slump against Daddy's chest, arms around his neck, your hips jerking against him, and now it's up to him to keep going. His arms are tight around your back as he shifts on the edge of the desk, Mommy's hands move around your front, rubbing down your fluttering belly before you feel her fingertips drawing tight circles around your clit. You come again, with another croaked moan, spasming against Daddy as he starts thrusting up in a steady rhythm that accelerates quickly.
Sandwiched as you are, you can only take it, and you do, it's what you do after all, you are theirs to play with, and it gives you strength and pride, a safety you need to keep your mind empty and your thoughts clear of doubts. Whimpering softly as Daddy hammers his cock into your convulsing cunt while Mommy practically bullies your clit, you slip from pleasure into bliss and back, always floating, wave after wave of soothing sensations rolling through your trembling body.
Low grunts fill your ears, Daddy's deep voice vibrating through you as he suddenly stills, holding you tighter, throbbing deep inside you before he empties his balls into your quivering depths. You gasp into his neck, feeling every twitch of his cock, knowing he's painting your walls with thick ropes of his cum. You relax into him as he relaxes beneath you, his warm breaths playing with stray strands of your hair.
You rub his back as Mommy rubs yours. For a long moment you just sit on his cock until it stops throbbing and softens slightly, the only sounds your rapid pulse in your ears and your combined breaths, before it's Mommy, who brings you back to reality. “Thanks for the show, you two,” she says as she walks around you. “I think I need a cold shower now.” You feel her hand rubbing along your ass cheek before she gives it a soft slap.
You jerk against Daddy, who groans, unfolding his arms from around you to lean them onto the table beside him. He inhales deeply, and slowly you lean back too, looking at him, knowing you probably look as disheveled as you feel. He smirks at you, moving one hand to brush a few hairs out of your sweat-slick forehead.
It hasn't always been this easy to let go and look the part and not be ashamed about it, but you learned to ignore it and enjoy the moment instead, the aftermath, the soft caresses and soothing words and gentle smiles enough to distract you. You lean in and press a kiss to his bearded cheek, savoring the scratch against your lips and the little hum he issues at the touch. He cups your face, thumb under your chin, and guides your head to meet his mouth for a proper kiss.
“Are you okay, pumpkin?” he whispers against your lips, his hooded eyes boring into yours.
You nod, leaning into him, shifting on his lap. “Yes, Daddy, never better,” you breathe, moving in again, and he lets you, a smirk playing around his lips.
You haven't always been as confident with him (or Mommy) as you are now. It's been a long, winding road, over potholes and embarrassment, around bends and back in a loop towards old patterns, up steep hills and down rough slopes, through shame and discipline, hurt and comfort. A journey that started in darkness, before these two people showed you just how bright life could be.
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End notes: For now, this marks the end of the present-timeline, which was just a peek at what's possible within the confines of this story. Starting with the next chapter, we will continue the backstory arc, and Reader's journey into the world of BDSM and specifically Dd/Md/lg dynamics.
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photo1030 · 2 days ago
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Wait…what? Are you saying you’re a fan of mine? I’m flattered! (If I’m interpreting this right)
I loved this. I felt Arthur’s actions were very in character and I loved their playful banter. You def get the “friends oblivious of the feelings for the other” vibe but not in a routine way. I think the idea of the glasses is a very unique and excellent way to portray that. When she was noticing all the little details that she took for granted before and then finally landing on his face, her excitement and simple awe was a very honest and relatable reaction. Can def see a part 2 there…or more 🙏
Sorry I didn’t elaborate more before. Exhaustion comes quickly for me, but this was one of the last things I read last night before going to bed. So it made my heart happy 🥰
to see you just right
word count: 5k... my freakin sweet spot apparently synopsis: Shooting practice reveals your less than stellar vision. Arthur determinedly hunts down some glasses for you and you realise what details you've been missing out on. mutual pining, friends to lovers (almost) set during horseshoe overlook ! this is my first rdr fic so... be nice <3
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Times like now, squinting at the bottles in the distance, the question of why the gang still kept you around bugs at you like an incessant horsefly.
I mean, you knew why—you've been running with the Van Der Linde gang for a couple years now. If you hadn't already proved yourself as resourceful and sharp-minded, you would've been kicked to the curb quite some time ago.
But you certainly weren’t a hunter. Nor a shooter.
You weren't even very good at picking pockets.
What you had was keen ears; good for picking up leads and the hushed conversations of businessmen with deep pockets. Not to mention your adeptness at stitching up bullet wounds, better than anyone else at camp.
Yes, yes, you weren't useless by any means.
But still... that didn't mean you could shake the envy of others' skills. It didn't take away that simmering, uneasy feeling as you stared down the targets in the distance, helplessly blurred to you. The shot from your last bullet still rings out.
You can already tell it hasn't hit its mark.
Just hit the fucking target. You think to yourself scoldingly.
You're not sure why this is so much harder for you than just about anyone else in the gang. And as much as it isn't your job, you've grown determined to be able to handle yourself if trouble ever comes knocking.
You thought that with a gunslinger as fine as Arthur Morgan himself, you'd learn a thing or two — a foolish idea that's dissipating quickly before you.
Adjusting your clammy grip on the pistol cradled between both palms, you shift your stance and squint again, rolling your shoulders back.
Empty lungs. You pull back the hammer and line up your best shot, feeling the kick of the recoil.
The lack of shattering glass is answer enough, but even so you lower your extended arms an inch or so to see closer. Scrunching your eyes to try focus, you wince at what you can make out.
No bullet holes on any of the crates, all six bottles still standing.
You're beginning to sorely regret asking for shooting practice when it only seems like a surefire way to prove yourself a fool. And in front of Arthur no less.
Arthur who—well, you'd be lying if you said you weren't fond for.
Quick to boil, your frustration wells, an itch behind your eyes. You drop your arms, lowering your gaze to the ground with another sigh.
"How you do this every damn day is a miracle to me."
You force a half-hearted laugh into your words. It's better than letting him hear that wallowing, pitiful feeling you can feel rising up your throat.
"It's jus' lots 'n lots of practice," Arthur says gently, his voice somewhere behind you.
Christ knows his intense, watchful gaze isn't helping you either.
You can't help but feel it burning into your back every time you raise the pistol—and every time you fail miserably.
Your frustration rises again and you finally lift your head, turning back to the cowboy.
"I'm sorry, Arthur," You say sincerely. "I— this was a mistake." You begin to hold the pistol out in your outstretched hand, grip lax.
You don't get very far before he's stepping in closer, his hand reaching up to yours and pressing your fingers to close around the grip again.
"C'mon now," He rasps. "Yer not just gonna give up 'cos it's hard, are ya?"
Skin against skin is enough to draw your heart up your throat, rabbiting fast and all too revealing. You pointedly ignore the spike in your pulse and let him manoeuvre you, his hand moving up to nudge your shoulder. You face the targets.
Six bottles in the distance glint tauntingly beneath the afternoon sun, as if teasing you for your failure.
"Arthur," You sigh dejectedly.
It's kind of him to keep offering encouragement but you only need ten minutes of this to realise it's a severely lost cause. "It's not use, I'm awful—"
"Hush," Arthur cuts you off, voice gruff this time. "You ain't no such thing. Just—"
He hovers just behind you, the heat of his body blazing against your back. With a quiet hum, his fingertips square out your angled shoulders, fixing your stance. They trail down to minutely adjust the twist of your hips, pressing one further forward gently.
The sun seems to burn brighter suddenly. You fight to keep your face forward and pray Arthur can't heart the traitorous inhale you give at his touch.
"'Kay. Shoot again." He murmurs lowly, his hands retreating but staying close. "Lemme watch closer this time."
You're not brave enough to tell him that you're even less likely to hit the target with his close proximity.
Instead, you just follow his instruction, raising the pistol to the bottles once more. Slowing your breath as much as your racing heart will allow, you squint.
"Wait," Arthur's voice interrupts.
You falter, suddenly unsure. Moving out from behind you, his hand comes up to push the gun down, barrel facing the dirt.
Standing close, he tilts his head up, his eyes assessing you intently from beneath the brim of his hat. It's as though he's looking at a puzzle he can't quite figure out.
After a moment, his eyes cast out to the shooting range he's set up for you. You get a stolen glimpse of his chiselled jaw before he's stepping forward, broad shouldered, with one hand resting on his gun belt.
Turning to face you, he takes a few wide steps back, then halts, raising his hand.
"How many fingers?"
Brows raised, you will yourself not to scoff. "You bein’ serious?"
Arthur doesn't move, only his head tilting forward an inch, the brim of his hat dipping lower. He smiles wryly. "Humour me."
Dropping your arms, you let the gun swing idly to your side. With a shrug, you focus on his hand.
"Two."
Arthur nods. He turns and paces back til he's in line with the bottles this time. It's far enough from you that the details of him begin to blur out, but you can still see his figure just fine.
"And now?" He calls out, voice raised to reach you over the distance.
Your careless shrug from before is nowhere to be found. A sudden sheepishness crawls up within you as you quickly try to strain your gaze.
God, is he even holding up a hand at all?
You don't get a moment to guess before he's approaching you once more, his features getting sharper as he draws closer. You can see his smile, a rare sight. He seems to have solved his puzzle.
"What was that for?" You question curiously.
"It ain't yer aim, that's for damn sure," Arthur says, coming to a stop before you.
His blue eyes assess you once more, before he extends his hand out for the pistol at your side. You hand it over wordlessly, waiting for his explanation. A dragonfly swoops by you with a loud hum.
"It's yer eyes." He says, holstering the pistol without a glance.
You blink, confused at the implication. You're sure if there was something wrong with your eyes, you'd know about it at your grown age.
Your confusion must be clear on your face because Arthur continues, resting his hands on his gun belt casually.
He nods to you. "Not all bad. 'Betcha can see just fine up close. But in the distance, not so much."
"Oh," The word escapes in a soft breath.
It hadn't really been something you had considered—that your poor performance shooting was due to that blurriness surrounding the targets. That it was due to anything other than you being utter shit at shooting.
Turning your stare out to the bottles again, you blink and squint, as if to check. You realise he may just be talking truth.
"Lord, I think you might be right." You admit, a relieved laugh colouring your tone. The frustration you felt from earlier drains rapidly, taking with it your souring mood.
A different part of you deflates at the knowledge you'll never get better at shooting. Cursed vision. You wrinkle your nose in distaste, pushing down your bitterness.
Arthur gestures to the horses with one hand, lesson clearly over.
The pair of you begin to meander back towards your horses hitched in the treeline. Side by side, it doesn't escape you the nearness you're inclined to, drawn to him, a flower facing the sun.
The leather of his jacket brushes your bare arm. You think you must be suffering sunburn, considering how your skin seems to burn in response.
Eyes flashing in his direction, you think you see a hint of colour on Arthur’s face.
He’s tilts his head, his features covered by the brim of his hat, so you can't be sure. You chalk it up to a wishful imagination.
Always unknowable. Maybe it's his private nature that's part of what allures you to the man.
Pushing forward, you approach your mare, Dragon, with a gentle greeting. You're rewarded with the butting of her muzzle against your palm, a smile curling onto your lips instinctively.
“Y'know, chances are, you're not nearly as awful as ya think.” Arthur says, his tone softer than usual—perhaps sensing your blue mood.
Despite talking to you, he keeps his gaze steadfast on his own horse, Hypatia. He dotes on her with a loving pat, hands usually meant for violence, now gentle.
After a moment, he says. “I’ll see what I can do fer you at the general store.”
Pleasant surprise curls up in your stomach in a sharp bloom.
“Arthur,” You say with a smile, sounding a bit awed. He does look up at you this time, blue eyes bright from beneath the edge of his hat. “That’s very kind but, well, you needn’t do that—“
"I ain't makin' you any promises," He cuts your rambling response off. "I'll just have a look. That alright?"
Feeling your face glow warmly, you force yourself to meet his strong gaze. "Alright."
Then after a moment, you say, "I guess I'll allow it."
Arthur guffaws lightly at that. He pushes up on strong legs to mount Hypatia in one fluid motion, one he's done countless times before. You watch, pretending you aren't staring at the powerful flex of his thighs as he settles into the saddle.
Christ alive. It takes effort to avert your eyes, stepping up to sling yourself into your own saddle.
“If she allows it…” Arthur repeats, almost incredulously, his head tilted toward you. There’s a tug on his lips, like he’s holding back his smile, even as he shakes his head at you.
A laugh titters out of you and you nudge Dragon forward, if only so he can't see the grin on your lips.
And if you spend the ride to camp lingering on the feeling of his hands covering your own hands, adjusting the twist of your waist?
Well, that was your own damn business.
After your shooting lesson, Arthur leaves camp for four days.
Some bounty given to him by the sheriff in Valentine that he was tracking up into the mountains — at least that’s what he’d said as he bid you a polite goodbye, early in the morning light, the day after your lesson.
You’d murmured your drowsy goodbye over your coffee cup, eyes barely open — making Arthur snort quietly — and then watched intently, your sleepy gaze softened, as he disappeared between the trees on Hypatia.
Perhaps you’d been too spoiled with his company in these last couple weeks.
He hadn’t taken any longer jobs, always back at camp for the evening, with a tip of his hat to you. Always prepared to lend a helping hand or to escort you and the girls into Valentine. You'd almost call yourselves friends. The familiarity of his presence was something you'd gotten used to.
It was one of the good reasons you found yourself particular afflicted with him — Arthur Morgan was far kinder than he ever gave himself credit for.
And far nicer to look at than he seemed to think so too.
To say you’re a bit put off by not having your usual pretty-boy cowboy to provide somewhere nice to rest your eyes wouldn’t be a lie.
“Someone’s head in the clouds.”
The jeering words from Karen pair with a playful nudge to your shoulder.
Distracted, the dish in your hands slips and lands back in the water-filled basin with a splosh. Narrowing your eyes at Karen, you fish it out and resume your abandoned scrubbing.
“Ain’t sure what you’re talking ‘bout,” You hum, nonchalant as you can manage.
Liar. You’d definitely been casting your gaze towards the trail that leads into camp and slipped away into a daydream, sweet as the cowboy’s eyes you were imagining. Surely he wouldn't be away much longer, right?
“Mmhm,” Karen says, telling you exactly how much she believed you.
At her side, Mary-Beth smothers a giggle in her palm. Clearly your attempts at subtlety are wholly ineffective.
Despite your intent glances as you work your way through the remaining chores of the day, none prove to be fruitful. The sun lazes across the sky and sinks toward the horizon and even then, Arthur is absent.
Your lovesickness abates with a sigh. The outlaw could be gone for weeks at a time, you knew that. If it was a shorter trip, he'd be back already. Tonight, you depart from around the campfire earlier than usual, heading back to your shared tent with Mary-Beth.
It’s with an absentminded hum that you potter around, straightening out the space as the sunlight dwindles. You had worked hard today and it’s filled your bones with a weariness ready for sleep.
An oil lamp burns on the crate acting as your bedside table, casting a mellow, amber colour through the tent. The idle sounds of the wildlife of Horseshoe Overlook fill the background, mixing with the crackle of the campfire.
Maybe you should journal a bit, before bed. Eyes narrowed, you scan your cot for the little book you keep nearby—you had used it just last night.
Coming up blank, you huff and crouch to your knees to hunt for it. Countless times you’ve fallen asleep with it in your hand and found it gone in the morning. It worms its way down the edge of the tent with a mission to escape you, you swear.
Peering beneath your cot, the red leather of the book gleams back at you. You smile and reach out, having to duck a little further to reach it, giving a victorious little aha! when you close your fingers around it.
Shifting back, you sit on your heels, right as someone clears their throat behind you.
Spooked and not unlike a deer, you startle with a violent jump. Whipping around, pulse jumping, your panic recedes as you narrow your eyes at the cause of your panic.
“Christ, Arthur,” you seethe at him. You put a hand over your racing heart to calm it. “You damn near scared the mickey out of me.”
“My apologies, miss,” Arthur says, tipping his hat. He sounds sincere but even so, you catch the glimmer of amusement on his lips. “Weren’t my intention.”
He’s lingering at the entrance of your tent, not quite entering. His big hands rest of his gun belt, hovering somewhere between casual and proper.
How Arthur manages both is a mystery to you; every bit at home amongst the rough of tumble of camp, yet ever-so polite to you.
He treats you like a gentlemen treats a proper lady; though both of you are neither.
Pushing to your feet, you let your journal drop atop your cot. Then you regret it, wishing you had something to occupy your hands. The all too familiar buzz of nerves that come with being sweet on someone makes you prone to fidgeting.
You brush down your skirts just to do something. “And just what was your intention?”
Amusement abiding, a different expression skitters across Arthur's face. He raises one hand to scratch the back of his neck.
“Gotcha somethin',” He murmurs, dragging his hand forward, across his beard. Rather hastily, he stuffs his hand into his satchel.
He digs for a moment and then pulls his hand out, extending it out. Something shiny glints in the low light of the tent, resting in his big palm.
You step forward and squint for a moment, realising with a jolt of unexpected delight that it’s a pair of round spectacles.
An infectious smile tugs the corner of your lips up, your eyes brighter upon seeing the gift he’s brought you. Your hand reaches out, then halts in mid-air, glancing back up at him.
“May I?”
“‘Course. They’re for you.” Arthur grunts, feigning nonchalance even as he beckons you to take them from him.
Smile turning to a grin, you pluck them out his hand, stepping closer as you do. You turn them over in delicately, drinking in the details greedily. They’re finely made.
With an ebb of guilt, you realise they must’ve cost him a fortune. If he paid for them, that is.
“Took me all the way out past Emerald Ranch to find a fella who did them.”
Gaze snapping up, the ebb of guilt grows. He hadn’t just got them for you, he’d gone out of his way to find a spectacle maker specifically.
There’s a silver lining to the guilt — the feeling sprinkled through your chest like gunpowder, kicking up sparks. He certainly had to be keeping you in mind, to some capacity, to do such a thing for you.
The thought of being more than a passing thought in Arthur’s mind is enough to set the gunpowder alight. Your chest glows brightly like a firework.
“What happened to just having a nosy in the general store, hm?” You ask.
“Well, now,” Arthur begins, giving a hesitant cough as if it’ll cover the sincerity of his actions. He tilts his head down, the brim of his hat covering his eyes, as he always did when he felt too seen.
After a pause, he says lowly, “I know how much you wanted to shoot.”
“That’s... mighty kind of you, Mister Morgan.” You say, hoping your voice doesn’t betray the racing of your treacherous heart. “Though, I’d hate for you to go to all this trouble if they don’t even work right with my eyes.”
Holding the pair of spectacles up, you unfold the arms and peer through the lenses. They’re certainly magnifying something—Arthur looking further away in the one lens you peer through. It’s almost like a funhouse mirror. The smile on your face widens, cheeks nearly aching.
“That don’t matter,” Arthur says. He pats his satchel gently. “If those don’t work, I got three more pairs in here.”
“Three?” You lower the glasses, bewilderment colouring your voice.
“Where the devil did you get so many?”
“Turns out, folk rich enough to take the stagecoach can usually afford ‘em.” Arthur chuckles.
Somehow the image of Arthur out there, picking through the loot box, then demanding folk hand over their eyewear is enough to inspire a laugh out of you.
You stifle your laughter behind your hand, endeared even more when he opens his satchel to prove it, a shy smile on his lips.
Sure enough, he draws three more pairs out. Even the thickness of the glass even varies from pair to pair — god, who knew one could be so thoughtful whilst robbing?
“You know, that might be the most sweet thing anyone’s ever done for me.”
The words come out softer than intended, your affections surely obvious.
You don’t risk a glance up at Arthur’s face, too fearful your feelings are written over your own, plain to see. In doing so, you miss the dusting of pink across his own cheeks.
Arthur clears his throat, sending a single prayer for strength to a god who’s surely abandoned him. The way you sound, he’d almost believe you’re sweet on him.
“Cmon, then,” He says, adding a touch more gruff to his voice. “Better try them on after all the damn time I spent hunting them down.”
You roll your eyes at his faux annoyance. There’s no real heat to his words.
Tilting your face down, you bring the pair up to tuck over your ears hesitantly. The world around you shifts as the lenses settle. Your sight is sufficiently more blurry than it was a second ago.
“Woah.” You murmur, looking up just to check.
Arthur’s figure swims before you, entirely out of focus. You blink, unbeknownst of the way the glasses magnify your eyes to a comically large size. It makes Arthur's smile grow, teeth peeking out, knowing for sure you can’t see for shit.
“Not those.” He says decidedly and when you slide them off, he’s already holding out the second pair, arms unfolded this time.
You mutter a quiet thank-you, feeling warmth creep your neck at the simple, polite motion.
This pair, when you slide them on, has a rather different effect. Instead of the blurriness alike to being underwater, the entire world sharpens.
You inhale at the difference. The sounds of the campfires and people around you dims and you blink rapidly, eyes jumping from detail to detail. There's something new to notice in every corner.
Head dipped down, you can pick out the individual blades of grass underfoot. The stitching on the hem your dress, the same as on the sleeves, you can see properly now. As in, see the stitches.
You swish you dress, watching, entranced.
Arthur’s comment during shooting practice may have been wrong —saying there was nothing wrong with your vision up close — because suddenly everything seems so much more. Maybe you’ve been blinder than you think.
Swinging your head round, you survey the inside of your tent with a renewed interest.
The fraying hole in your blanket, scribbled words in your opened journal, the splinters in your wooden crate bedside table — things you normally need to see up close, clearer than ever.
“I take it those ones are workin’ just fine.” Arthur says amusedly, having watched your wide-eyed and wandering gaze.
At the sound of his raspy voice, your head jerks up — and then your heart lurches forward with a hiccup, nearly tripping over itself.
Arthur is… He’s… Holy heaven, has he always been that handsome?
A dozen new details spring out at you, little secrets you've been missing. You can see the crook in his nose from being broken too many times. A scar you’ve never noticed on the edge of his chin, given away by the small patch in his beard.
He has freckles, dozens of little ones, from all his time spent under the baking sun. They gather at the edges of his eyes, blending into the crows feet. You can trace the cupid's bow of his lips.
It occurs to you that you should totally, definitely say something. You’ve been silent too long, just taking in the lines of his face, awed, but your throat has dried up.
Lord above, he’s pretty.
How are you expected to continue your day with the knowledge that Arthur Morgan might be the prettiest man you’ve ever laid eyes on?
Lord, if you’d been fond of him before, you’re surely smitten with him now.
Arthur shifts uncomfortably under the attention, taking your prolonged silence for the worst. His already jittered nerves fry under your stare and he ducks his head to hide himself from you.
“Probably can see what an ugly bastard I am, now you can see proper.” He huffs offhandedly, scratching at his beard and keeping his gaze low.
It hadn’t occurred to him, this downside of fetching this gift for you. You’ll see him clearly now — flaws and all.
“What?”
You sound a mixture of bewildered and crestfallen and it draws Arthur’s gaze up.
Your eyebrows have knit together in the middle and you take another step, bringing you closer together still.
Arthur forces himself to keep breathing, even as his nerves flutter. It’s an awful lot like one of Mary-Beth’s books, where she talks about romantics getting butterflies.
It feels more like a hive of bumblebees, Arthur thinks, trying to shove the feeling down. ‘Sides, the two of you weren’t romantics. You didn’t see him that way.
“Not in the slightest.” You say, eyes never leaving his face.
Arthur isn’t sure what your expression means but even as the attention makes him shift, something within him more selfish preens. Having your undivided attention when he’s surely unworthy of it has him standing a little taller, chest puffing out more.
“Say, has anyone ever told you that you have…” Your voice trails off, your words soft as the dawn’s first rays of light. Arthur forces himself to meet your eye again. “A little bit of green in your eyes?”
This time, you don’t miss the flush of colour that creeps up Arthur’s neck.
He clears his throat, breaking your stare so he can rub the back of his neck; a futile attempt to cover his nervousness.
How in the hell else is he supposed to react to you all but waxing poetic about his eyes? You, enigmatic and more beautiful than a mayflower in the spring?
He’d wanted your attention, getting you the glasses, but now he has it, he’s melting beneath it like butter in the sun. He's a grown man for heaven's sake. How is it that you can make him nervous like nothing before?
“No, er, can’t say they have.” He says, stealing a glimpse back at you.
God, Arthur was a fool. You look even more beautiful in the spectacles. He’ll surely embarrass himself with his besotted stare, unable to curb his fondness for you.
There’s something new in your expression too. Your smile turned more feline, as if you’ve clued in to something he hasn’t.
His hands fall to clutch his gun belt, prepared to retreat and perhaps spend his evening drowning himself in the river to escape the mortification of feelings. He's giving himself away — and if he isn't, the heat colouring his cheeks sure is.
“Right, well,” He nods, clearing his throat once more. “If they workin’ jus’ fine, I’ll leave ya be.”
“Will you let me thank you first?” You ask tentatively.
Arthur doesn’t know what that means but he nods nonetheless. He tries to keep himself from fidgeting, his hands flexing on his belt all the while. Blue eyes dart from you, to the ground, then back to you.
You only need another half-step to get close enough to do what you wish. Pressing up onto your toes to reach, you bestow a gentle kiss onto Arthur's cheek, just above the scruff.
It takes a great deal of courage to keep your eyes steady, heart in your throat, as you sink back down onto flat feet. You don't relent your closeness.
For one long moment, you drink in the politely stunned expression on his face. This close, you can smell the scent of cigarettes and woodsmoke on his clothes. It makes your head spin. Makes your heart tremble. Your lips still sear from the kiss.
Though your heart threatens to bruise your ribs with how hard its beating in your chest, you refuse to regret your boldness.
Besides, as Arthur seems to grapple with what's just happened, his smile and blush return in equal measure.
"...Why'd you think she left dinner so early? She's probably—oh!"
Mary-Beth's voice cuts through the charged air.
Snapped from your tender reverie, you tear your eyes from Arthur and take a timid step back. You're well aware it's too late and both Mary-Beth and Tilly had seen the nearness you had been sharing with Arthur. You'll be hounded about it tonight, no doubt.
"Sorry, didn't realise we were interrupting." Tilly finds her voice before Mary-Beth does, the latter spluttering her agreements. Before they can retreat, Arthur cuts in.
"Weren't—" His voice comes out rougher than usual and he clears his throat, hat tipped down. "—interrupting nothin'. Don't worry bout it, I was just leavin'."
He takes a few steps back and then pauses, heaving a heavy breath as if he was gathering his strength. Still lingering just beyond the entrance of your tent, you wait with baited breath.
Arthur's eyes dance over to the other girls. If you could be bold, hell, so could he. He finds your gaze.
"Shootin' tomorrow? You 'n' me?" He asks, voice low.
If you didn't know him so well, you might miss the slight apprehension in his tone. As if you'd say no.
You have to sink your teeth into your bottom lip to try contain you smile. Your fervent nod betrays your excitement anyway.
Arthur smiles then, more brazenly than you've seen before, before he bids you a goodnight with a final tip of his hat.
The crates where targets once stood are now gloriously empty, the six shattered glass bottles banished to a life in the dirt.
You stand, pistol still smoking in your grip, and grin triumphantly. The sun glints off the delicate frames of your new spectacles. Your vision is clear and your aim is true.
Hovering just behind you, as he had some days ago, Arthur hums his contentment. "'Atta girl."
You turn, looking over your shoulder at him, and in an instant, your smile in reflected back. More reserved than your own, but entirely for you. Arthur nudges you to look forward with a gentle hand, gesturing to something out in the field.
"See if you can hit just the edge of the crate next. We might make a gunslinger of you yet."
You huff, leaning back an inch to feel more of his warmth. Arthur smiles to himself, well aware of your tactics.
His hands drop to your hips, twisting them in a minute adjustment they don't need, just to hear the slight stagger in your breath.
"Why, Mister Morgan," Your voice is threaded with humour, exactly the colour of sunlight. "I'd nearly think you're just making excuses to put your hands on me."
With a low hum, Arthur lets his hands drag up an inch to rest on your waist. Your skin is warm, as is your smile. He can pretend the hot buzz of the day threatens make his knees buckle, though he knows it's entirely your effect.
"Maybe. That a crime?"
"Even if it were," You say, gaze slicing back to meet his. The taunt of a smile on your pretty mouth rivals all the beauty Arthur's ever seen. "Thank heavens you're an outlaw."
i get the privilege of bugging @illyrianbitch @wildfloweroutlaw with this new fic <3 heheh thanks for the hype that lead to this actually getting finished n posted !!
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Pairing ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Arthur Morgan x fem!reader
A/N: It's finally here, the fruits of my labor have finally come forth lol. I finally managed to get out those last few bits that I was struggling with so much. Turns out, finally getting on anti-depressants is actually a fucking game changer. Who knew?
I'd like to apologize for how long this took, but, also, I'd like to thank you all for being so supportive. I know there can be a lot of toxicity in fandoms, especially in fanfiction. I have been absolutely blessed with such wonderfully supportive, understanding, and kind readers. I want you to know that I do not take you guys for granted and absolutely love the small community I've found on here. Thank you all, and know that the epilogue is nearly finished and will be posted within the next 1-2 days, as I'm sure some of you will be wanting it after this one.
Next Part - Hell Hath No Fury Series
Summary: The end is nigh. Arthur feels it in the air, the broiling tension and building hostility within the gang. Their enemies are no longer their biggest problem. Instead, they have to worry about each other now. There's betrayal at every turn and Arthur is stuck in the middle of it all, pulled incessantly between two worlds. His old life as an outlaw, and the possibility of a new one with you.
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You heave the hog off your shoulder and drop it onto Pearson’s table with a heavy thud. The legs creak under the weight, groaning as though they might give way. For a moment, you hover, watching the table tremble before it steadies. Satisfied, you take a step back.
Pearson ambles out of his tent, wiping his hands on his stained apron. He spots the hog, and his face twists into a suspicious scowl. “What the hell is that?”
You give a faint grin, more out of habit than humor. “Helped a farmer down the road. Didn’t have the coin to pay me, so he gave me one of his prize hogs.”
Pearson’s frown deepens, his lips twitching as though he’s struggling to process the situation. After a beat, he shrugs. “Alright, fine.”
You scoff, the lack of gratitude digging under your skin. Would it kill him to crack a smile? Shaking your head, you turn away, irritation simmering as you leave him to his work. Maybe you’ll go for another ride tonight—most likely camping out under the stars. Anything to clear your head.
You’ve still got a few hours before sunset, so you mull over how to kill the time. A race with Sadie might do the trick. The familiar sound of hooves splashing through the mud catches your attention. Normally, you’d ignore it, but a sudden commotion pulls your focus.
Mrs. Grimshaw’s gasp pierces the air, her hands clasped over her mouth in shock. Frowning, you follow her gaze, your stomach twisting as you spot riders approaching. Their faces are blurry in the distance, but something about the way they move makes your chest tighten. Stepping closer, your heart drops like a stone.
Dutch is at the head of the group, leading his men back into camp. Those who’d been on the ferry are all there, alive and well—except for one. The absence burns hotter than the sun on your back. Anger flares like wildfire in your chest, threatening to consume you.
The others cheer and laugh, crowding around the returning riders. Your gaze locks with Micah’s, and your teeth clench so hard it hurts. Dark circles frame his eyes, and he coughs into a bloodied cloth. The sight of him—the fact that this bastard gets to live while Arthur doesn’t—is enough to make you sick.
You turn away sharply, unable to stomach the celebration. Across the camp, your eyes meet Sadie’s. She’s leaning against the cabin, her face a mask of restrained fury. The sight of Dutch soaking up the adoration like a starving dog gnaws at what’s left of your patience.
You can feel it slipping away—your peace, your freedom. Dutch’s return threatens to drag it all back into the muck. But not this time. You swear it, not this time.
Dutch Van der Linde isn’t your leader. He isn’t your friend or your family. He’s nothing but a man who takes and takes until there’s nothing left.
Your gaze hardens on his back, your lips curling in quiet defiance. Tonight, you’re leaving—for good. Damn the gang. Damn this camp. And damn Dutch Van der Linde.
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Arthur finds Diablo waiting for him at Shady Belle, as though the horse knew exactly where he’d return. He walks up to him, rubbing the horse’s nose gently. He finds an apple and gives it to Diablo, relishing in the familiar connection.
He’d known, deep down, when he was on his way here, that the gang wouldn’t be around. There was no way they could stay near St. Denis after what happened. Still, when he doesn’t see you immediately, the gut-deep ache doesn’t fade, even if he’d expected it. 
The note Sadie leaves is easy enough to figure out. Going off the hooves circling around the house, he’s sure the men who were ahead of him discovered the location too. Mounting Diablo and riding off toward camp is such an achingly familiar feeling it almost hurts. After weeks in Guarma, scorched by the sun and tortured by corrupt politicians, riding Diablo feels like a return to something sacred, something he can’t quite explain.
Reacclimating himself to the feeling of riding a horse isn’t an arduous task, but it is uncomfortable at first. He’d walked across every inch of Guarma, then spent weeks on a boat. It’s been so long since he felt the freedom of the open plains.
 Arthur looks toward the horizon, to the setting sun and the golden light casting its net across the world before him. It won’t be much longer until he’s back with you. He’s almost looking forward to hearing you say ‘I told you so.’
It’s not much longer before he’s riding through the muddy puddles in front of the cabins deep in the moors. Sadie is the first to see him. Her head is ducked, eyes down as she speaks in hushed whispers with you. Your back is to him and he doesn’t know if he’s grateful or not. The idea of a reunion has felt like a distant dream, he’s not sure if he’s truly ready to see you again. 
Sadie’s head lifts slightly, eyes locking on his. Her face goes slack with shock, cheeks pale, and eyes wide. “Sadie?” You ask, and your voice is like a balm over all his aches and pains. “What is it?” You don’t look,as stubborn as ever, you nudge at Sadie’s shoulder, waiting for an answer.
She spares you a brief glance as Arthur dismounts, eyes still stuck on him. “Turn your ass around and look,” she demands, her voice a mix of disbelief and wonder.
Arthur doesn’t notice the way Sadie throws herself at him, her arms wrapping around him, pulling back, and slapping his shoulder. He’s too focused on you. Your shoulders are stiff, fists curled tight like you know he’s there but can’t bear to turn around. In all his time thinking of this moment, of seeing you again. He’d forgotten something very important. 
Finally, you turn around. Arthur grins, the relief in his chest rising. “Well?” He teases, arms open wide as he narrows his eyes at you. “Aren’t you gonna say hi?”
You don’t answer, eyes nearly bulging out of your head as you look close to tears. Arthur’s brow furrows in confusion. He thought you’d at least look happy to see him. “Arthur Morgan,” Sadie chides from beside him, though her grin betrays her. “I thought you were dead, you bastard.”
Arthur feels his heart drop, finally realizing why you’re acting like you’ve seen a ghost. He was gone for weeks, last you heard he’d been on a ship. And word had probably gotten around that they’d been shipwrecked. Weeks without word, the shipwreck, and the rumors that must’ve circulated. He hadn’t thought for a second that you might actually believe he’d left you behind. After the way you’d parted, he supposes he didn’t do enough to convince you otherwise.
“Sweetheart,” he starts, chest clenching tight, “I-” 
You take quick steps toward him, boots splashing through the mud. He mutters your name lowly, an apology and a promise laced between the syllables. You suck in a sharp breath and he thinks you might hug him. Before he can say anything else, his head is whipping to the side, cheek stinging. 
Your hand lingers in the air for a moment, as if still caught in disbelief. You stare at him, your eyes wide, voice trembling. “Arthur?” you whisper, your words barely audible, your face crumpling under the weight of the truth.
You surge forward, grabbing the collar of his tattered shirt and dragging him down. You surge up, pressing your lips to his with a desperation that nearly matches his own. He can taste the salt of your tears as you kiss him, the way they streak down your cheeks. 
Arthur’s heart drops. He’s used to being a disappointment to the people around him. He’s experienced this a hundred times. His relationship with Mary was no exception, he should be used to this pain by now. But knowing he’s failed you, makes it hurt worse than it ever has before. Arthur grabs you by the waist, desperate to make up for everything. He pulls you as close as he can get, pressing his lips to yours. 
You wrap your arms tightly around his neck, desperation nearly a physical thing as you return his touch. You hold each other as though this kiss could somehow erase the weeks of suffering you’d both endured.
He doesn’t want to let go again. Arthur never wants to see that heartbroken look on your face. And he doesn’t ever want to be the cause for it, not anymore. The ache in his chest loosens as he breathes you in like you’re the only air he’ll ever need. Arthur won’t let you go again, he swears it to himself, because he knows you won’t ever believe him again.
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You and Arthur sit toward the back of the cabin, away from the heart of the gathering. Everyone had been thrilled to see him alive, their greetings warm yet subdued, their relief tempered by everything they’d been through in his absence. 
Your hand rests loosely in his, a token of comfort you hardly seem aware of offering. Arthur studies your face as you listen to Dutch’s grand retelling of Guarma, your narrowed eyes betraying the skepticism simmering beneath your otherwise still expression. Each time Dutch embellishes a detail, you flick your gaze toward Arthur, silently searching his expression for the truth. The scrutiny makes Arthur shift uncomfortably, though he knows it’s not unwarranted.
“I truly do not know how you all made out so well here.” Dutch comments, lips curled slightly as he glances around at the thick layers of dust and dirt coating the walls 
Tilly grins eagerly, motioning toward you and Sadie. “It was all Mrs. Rowe and Sadie, they found this place. They been taking care of everything.” 
Arthur’s brows furrow as he watches a sheepish smile grow on your face. He squeezes your hand and you glance toward him. He lifts his brow in question and you nod your head. “Ain’t been doin’ much,” you tell him, shrugging. 
Sadie must hear you because she scoffs and rolls her eyes. “You kiddin’ me? Once you finally stopped mopin’, you were the only reason we didn’t all lose our minds.” Your smile tightens, the edges hardening as your shoulders stiffen.
“Well,” Dutch interrupts smoothly, his voice cutting through the tension. He fixes you with a look, and you straighten under his gaze. “I suppose I should thank the both of you for holding things together.”
“Suppose you should,” you reply sharply, meeting his eyes without flinching. “Or maybe you could apologize for that half-assed plan that got us stuck in this mess in the first place.”
Arthur’s hand tightens on yours, his voice low and warning. “Don’t—”
You whip around, glaring at him, and he’s startled by the fire in your eyes. Without a word, you yank your hand free and stand. Arthur opens his mouth to protest, but Dutch steps forward, his gaze narrowed in on you.
The tension is interrupted by the door bursting open behind Dutch. Bill stumbles in, his face red and sweaty. “Go’damn!” he bellows, his chest heaving. “I’ve been lookin’ for you all damn day. Had to ask every soul in town where the hell you were.”
Arthur’s gut twists. He bolts to his feet, striding toward you and Bill. “What’dya mean you asked around town?”
Bill falters, his face draining of color. His lips part as if to speak, but the words are stolen by a booming voice from outside.
“This is Agent Milton,” the voice calls. The blood drains from Arthur’s face as he grabs your arm, pulling you toward him. “You have one minute to surrender before my men decide to take you in dead.”
“Dammit, Bill, you fool,” Arthur growls, the words biting through clenched teeth. His mind races as he grips your arm firmly. He knows the men outside won’t hesitate. They aren’t the type to spare the women or the children. They’ll gun you down just for being around him and the others. He tugs you closer, instinct has him shielding you from the chaos as best he can. 
Milton doesn’t wait for the countdown. “Forget it,” he barks. “Start shooting.”
The first bullets shatter the cabin’s windows, sending shards of glass spraying like rain. Arthur curls his body around yours, as the rest of the gang scatters, some diving to the floor, others scrambling for cover. A lamp explodes nearby, and the oil catches fire, dripping to the floor and licking at the walls.
Arthur’s focus is on you, but you’ve already moved. You duck and grab a rifle from beneath a cot, slinging it over your shoulder. There’s no hesitation, no look back for approval. You dart toward the door, your movements swift and purposeful.
“Wait, dammit, don’t!” Arthur shouts, but you’re already outside, firing before the Pinkertons can adjust their aim. The sun has dipped below the fire, he only spots you through flashes of bullets and the fire steadily growing behind him. He tugs his revolver out, shooting wildly, the Pinkertons are swarming out of the forest like wolves, there's no point in aiming now.
Arthur follows along behind you, taking cover behind a wagon as some of the others pick up their own guns. He spots Sadie running past him, shouting something indecipherable as she takes out the Maxim gun. Blood flies as bullets make their marks, after weeks on a boat it almost feels foreign to feel the warmth of someone else’s life pressing against him. 
Through the chaos, he watches you move with precision, directing shots with a cold efficiency that makes his chest tighten. You’re not the woman he left behind. You’re faster, bolder, and sharper, your confidence and stupidity is clear as you throw yourself into the center of danger, taking aim at some of the men on the roofs of the cabins. 
Arthur sees another man creeping up behind you. His gun has been abandoned somewhere, he only has a machete in his hand now, arm arcing down toward your head. Weeks without practice might have left him slower than he used to be, but he’s still quick enough to shoot the blade out of the man’s hand. 
You flinch at the shot, whipping around with a pinched expression. The attacker shouts, clutching his bleeding hand to his chest. Without hesitation, you rise and swing the butt of your rifle at the back of his skull. The man crumples face-first into the mud, lifeless. You don’t even look at him again, your focus snapping back to the fight as you resume shooting, each shot clean and deliberate.
The tide of the fight begins to shift. Once Sadie got ahold of the maxim, the Pinkertons had no choice but to start their retreat. Even outnumbered fifty to one, the gang still has some fight left in them. But it’s a fragile victory, and Arthur knows it won’t last.
He weaves his way toward you, his mind racing, but you speak first before he can get a word out.
“They’ll regroup,” you say, your voice firm but low. “We need to track them into the woods, pick them off before they get away.”
Arthur’s eyes widen. “What’re you talkin’ about?” His voice is sharper than he intends. “You’re stayin’ right here. You hear me? I’ll deal with it.”
Your face screws up and it’s the first time you’ve given him a glance of the anger that had been burning under the surface. You go silent, lips set in a firm line before you glance over his shoulder. “They’re getting away,” you tell him quietly. “You can stay here if you want, but I’m going after the rest with Sadie and Charles.” 
You move around him without waiting for a response, your rifle brushing his arm in a way that feels deliberate, distant. The message is clear: you no longer need his protection. Arthur watches, stunned, as you stride toward the others.
For a moment, he stands frozen, the weight of the realization sinking in. The way you fight now, the fire in your eyes, the complete lack of hesitation, it’s all different. You’ve become someone who doesn’t need him, someone who’s learned to stand alone.
His chest tightens as he mounts Diablo, his gaze flickering toward you one last time before spurring the horse forward. He’ll follow the Pinkertons like you suggested. But even as he rides, a different battle churns inside him.
This isn’t something a few dead Pinkertons will fix. The distance between you both is growing and for the first time, Arthur feels powerless to stop it.
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Dutch moved them down to Beaver Hollow, it’s a nice enough spot near the base of the mountains. The only problem is a bad brood of folk called the Murfree’s. A bunch of animals masquerading as men, cannibalizing people, and taking women without a care. Arthur hates the idea of you being anywhere near them. He’s doing his best to keep you in camp and you don’t argue. Arthur’s surprised at your easygoing obedience after what happened at the other camp. 
He’s getting worried about you. You’re quiet more often than not, you don’t bite back at Dutch or Micah like you usually would. And you’re more on edge than he’s ever seen you. He tries to talk to you about it, to understand what’s going on with you, but you won’t tell him. 
You always just say you’re worried about what’s going to happen when everything finally goes wrong. He thinks he knows what you mean, even if he doesn’t want to admit it to himself. Too many times has he been told that the reign of outlaws is over. There’s no room left for them anymore. 
When he was a boy, he would have thought that the time of outlaws was immortal. It’s easy when you’re young and foolish to think that you’re invincible, that nothing can ever touch you. He sees everything coming close to an end now, though. Despite the elation of their return back to a land they know, nothing’s the same. 
Micah’s only gotten worse since they returned from their shipwrecked time in Guarma. He’s always coughing, blood leaking from the corners of his mouth. A doctor down in St. Denis told him it was tuberculosis a while back, Arthur knows that their time on the island only further agitated the disease. Since then, he’s been angrier, always whispering in Dutch’s ear. 
And Dutch, he won’t listen to Arthur anymore. Since the Pinkertons turned up at the cabins, he has it in his head that everyone’s a traitor. The only person he’ll trust is the one whispering poison into his ear. It drives Arthur mad. He keeps trying to get Dutch to tell him what’s going to happen next but he just says the same thing every time. “I have a plan, Arthur. Don’t you trust me?”
Before Guarma, before the O’Driscolls, before you, he would have said yes in a heartbeat. But he doesn’t trust him anymore, he can’t. Not after Dutch left him for dead, and then Sean and John. Sadie and Arthur had to go bust them both out of the chain gang they’d been working at in jail. It had been a mess and a half but when they’d returned to camp the only thing Dutch had to say was, “I had a plan.”
He’d been angry at them for rescuing the men and Arthur couldn’t understand why. He never would have left them to rot if Hosea were still here. 
The thought of the old man’s death leaves an ache in Arthur’s chest. He keeps picturing him lying on the St. Denis road, bleeding out. He knows Dutch couldn’t have done a damn thing about it, that bastard Milton was never going to spare him. But, if he had been given the opportunity to save Hosea by turning himself in, Arthur knows he wouldn’t have taken the chance. Dutch has grown selfish and arrogant, prioritizing himself over the rest of the gang and it only makes Arthur’s resentment grow. 
Still, he can’t help but see him as the man who’d taken him off the streets. Dutch and Hosea had taught him how to shoot, how to read and write. They’re the reason he knows how to hunt and make it on his own in the wild. How can he turn against the man who raised him to be who he is today?
You shift restlessly beside him, turning out of his hold and onto your side. Arthur frowns at the action, placing a light hand on your arm. You don’t shrug out from under his touch but you don’t reciprocate. You’ve turned cold and it’s only making everything harder. 
“I want to leave,” you whisper, and he startles slightly, thinking you’ve been asleep this whole time. 
“Huntin’?” Even as he speaks, he knows it’s not what you want, but he tries anyway. 
You scoff, the noise bitter and angry. “No.” You tell him shortly, tone clipped as you rise from the cot. Without another glance at him, you start changing out of your nightgown. Arthur sits up slowly, watching you. He doesn’t know what he’s done to spark this sudden shift in you, but the tension is near suffocating. “You have to see it, Arthur,” you say, pulling up your pants and tightening the belt. You glance over your shoulder, your expression is expectant, almost pleading. 
He lets out a rough sigh, figuring that there’s no chance of convincing you to rest a little longer. “See what?” He asks, dragging his hand over the stubble on his jaw. A low groan slips from his lips as he gets to his feet, back protesting at the too-small cot. 
“This,” you motion wildly, arms swinging out towards the camp that waits outside the closed flaps of his tent. “All of this, Arthur. It’s coming to an end. I can feel it,” you tell him, voice impassioned with fear and urgency. “There’s only so far we can run.”
Arthur looks away from you, shrugging on his shirt. “I know it’s hard right now. But Dutch-”
“Has a plan?” You snap, taking a step closer to him. Your brows knit tightly together, anger burning hot behind your eyes. You swat his hands away as he fumbles with a button, doing his shirt up for him. Even in your frustration, you can’t help but help him. It’s oddly endearing, despite the tension yawning between you. “He’s gonna get us to Tahiti?” You scoff, voice dripping with sarcasm as you roll your eyes. You smooth out his collar before stepping back, movements curt and precise.  
He reaches forward, hands catching your waist and tugging you back toward him before you can get far. You don’t meet his eyes, stubbornly looking away, but you don’t stop him from pulling you closer. 
“We’ll leave,” your head whips towards him, face lighting up with hope. He winces, wishing he was more clever with his words. “For a few days,” he clarifies and your eyes narrow into irritated slits. 
“I promise, what happened in St. Denis isn’t going to ever happen again.” He needs you to believe him, to understand just how much of a fool he felt like getting on that boat with Dutch. They hadn’t truly had another choice, but if he had a chance to do it all again he would have ran away with Charles. He never would have even left you at camp. 
“After a certain point, Arthur,” you squeeze his hand in yours and he feels just a little bit of relief at you finally returning his touch. “Your promises stop meaning much when you don’t keep them,” you slip out of his hold and his face falls flat, chest caving slightly. “But, sure, we’ll leave for a few days,” you shake your head, slipping out from his tent as he stares at the spot you’d once occupied. 
How had things gotten so bad?
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“And where are you going, Mrs. Rowe?”
Arthur turns toward the sound of Dutch’s voice, spotting him standing near Pearson’s station. He looks for all the world like he’s at ease, but the tense set of his shoulders and twitch at the corners of his lips betray him. Arthur’s gaze shifts to you, standing by Lady, one hand gripping the reins of the restless mare.
“For a ride,” you say curtly, your tone flat and face pointedly blank. “What’s it look like?”
Arthur’s stomach knots as he notices the tension in the air. You’re already gripping the horn of Lady’s saddle, pulling yourself up with practiced ease. Arthur watches as you glance down at Dutch, your expression hardening and eyes slit in challenge. 
Dutch steps closer, his mouth curving into a thin smile that doesn’t reach his eyes. “I understand things were run a little differently while we were gone. But I don’t think you going out alone is what’s smart right now-”
“Frankly, Mr. Van der Linde,” you interrupt, voice laced with venom, “I don’t give a damn what you think. I’m going for a ride.”
Arthur watches the muscle in Dutch’s jaw tighten, the flare of his nostrils betraying his irritation. Dutch turns to him, his eyes sharp, searching Arthur’s face for the usual complacent obedience.
Arthur whistles, and Diablo trots up to him obediently. Swinging into the saddle, he shoots you a quick look. “You heard the lady. We’re goin’ for a ride.”
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The trail you lead him down is unfamiliar, winding through thick trees and rocky inclines. Arthur catches himself stealing glances at you- the way you sit tall in the saddle, the ease with which you guide Lady over uneven terrain. He tries to meet your eye, but each time, you only offer him small, polite smiles. They feel hollow, and it gnaws at him.
The silence stretches, prickling at his nerves. Finally, he speaks, voice cutting through the suffocating stillness. “Alright. Where are we goin’?”
You glance at him briefly, nodding toward the mountains in the distance. “Meeting up with Charles and the local tribe. I’ve helped them hunt a few times, but,” you trail off slightly, voice growing heavy, “they’ve been having problems.”
Arthur raises a brow. “Problems?”
You hesitate, your jaw tightening. “With the military,” you admit.
He doesn’t feel like you’re telling the whole truth and he can’t help but prod you further. “What kind of problems?”
You let out a frustrated sigh, shifting in your saddle. “The kind Dutch has been making worse.” You shoot him a pointed look and his jaw clenches at the blame lurking in your gaze. “He’s been riling up the chief’s son, getting him involved in jobs he shouldn’t.”
Arthur’s frown deepens, his brows furrowed as he struggles to think of Dutch’s reasoning for getting involved with the local tribe. Though, it’s not as if he’s been involving him in many plans lately. “Why would Dutch do that?”
Your head snaps toward him, your eyes filled with pent-up ire that’s been waiting to spill over. “I knew you wouldn’t believe me.”
“Hey, now,” Arthur objects defensively, his tone growing just as sharp as yours. “I’m just askin’ a question.”
You fall silent, your expression flattening as you look ahead again. The weight of your resentment  hangs heavy between you, unspoken but undeniable. Arthur feels it like a stone in his chest, and it makes his teeth grind.
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Arthur isn’t sure what he expected, but the sight before him twists his gut. Women huddle around children, feeding them thin soup from chipped bowls. Elderly men and women cough into bloodstained rags, their frail bodies barely covered by thin blankets. The air smells of sickness and desperation.
Arthur glances at you, but you’re already dismounting and striding toward the center of the settlement. Despite the distrustful stares from the tribe members, you move with purpose, your shoulders squared.
Charles stands near an older man, his voice low but urgent. Arthur catches the tail end of the conversation. “…my people will not survive this much longer,” the man says, his voice weary but resolute.
Arthur follows behind you as you approach. The man carries himself with a quiet strength, but his face is lined with worry and it’s ageing him by the minute. There’s a glint of familiarity in his eyes as you approach and he nods his head in greeting.
“Arthur, this is Rains Fall, he’s the chief of this tribe,” you explain to Arthur, introducing the two. “He-”
“I know you,” Rains Fall interrupts, still looking at Arthur. “You were there in the city. Your leader was meant to help my people.” He shakes his head, and Arthur sees the pain of being betrayed one too many times in the old man’s face. “Now the military is holding our medicine hostage.”
Arthur’s jaw tightens as he takes in the scene. It’s worse than he imagined. He’s heard the stories—the government stealing land, taking children—but seeing it up close is something else entirely. 
Being associated with Dutch has never brought about anything but pride. But standing here, seeing the people he’s taking advantage of, he’s overcome with shame. Rains Fall speaks again, his voice steady despite the weight of his words. “If we cannot retrieve the vaccines soon, we will lose many more. My people are already weakened.”
Arthur looks to Charles, who meets his gaze with grim determination. “We’re going to get the medicine back.” he tells him, and Arthur knows that you’re going to help, whether he wants you to or not. “The officer’s camp isn’t too much further down the mountain. But we can’t risk this looking like the tribe’s retaliating, it’s why I need your help, Arthur.”
Arthur and Charles are close, perhaps not as close as they should be. But they respect one another. Right now, Charles isn’t just asking for a favor, he’s asking for the help of a friend. Of a brother. And Arthur won’t allow himself to keep disappointing the people he cares about. 
Arthur nods, his decision immediate. But the truth burns in his chest: Dutch’s hand is in this. Somehow, the man he once idolized has turned these people’s suffering into a means to an end.
He glances at you, and your expression says it all. This is what you’ve been trying to warn him about. The look you give him is sharp, almost scolding, as if to say I told you so. Arthur doesn’t have the words to argue—not this time.
The conversation with Rains Fall and Charles winds down, and the three of you prepare to part ways. Arthur adjusts his hat, turning toward you. “You comin’?”
You pause, exchanging a glance with Charles. The look between you is brief but meaningful, and Arthur feels a pang of something he can’t quite name.
“We’ll catch up,” you say simply, your tone dismissive.
Arthur hesitates, searching your face for… something. An explanation? Reassurance? But you’ve already turned away, speaking quietly with Charles. He lingers for a moment longer, then mounts Diablo.
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Arthur finds himself screwing up more often than not lately. But letting Dutch know about the plans for the tribe, has to be one of the stupider things he’s ever done. Dutch wants to get involved, of course, for the good of the natives, he claims. Arthur knows him, though, he knows it’s more than that. 
Together, they go and find Eagle Flies, the chief’s son. He’s already with his own band of men, each of them young and healthy, the few fighters their tribe has left. Their plan to get the medicine back, to stick it to the military, is far more violent and grand than yours and Charles had been. 
“This is the dumbest idea I have ever heard,” Arthur tells Eagle Flies, glaring down at the dynamite in his hand. He turns toward Dutch, expression disbelieving, “I can’t believe you’re encouragin’ this!”
“Encouraging what, Arthur? These young men to fight for their home, their land back. I’m disappointed in you son,” Dutch chides, and the way he says son rubs Arthur the wrong way. “I thought you, of all people, would support a cause such as this.”
“I support the cause,” Arthur snaps, snatching the dynamite out of Eagle Flies hand, “but I cannot support acting like damn fools and getting yourselves killed.” He turns toward the boy, imploring him to see reason, not to listen to Dutch’s silver tongue. “My friend has a plan for your people, he can get the medicine back. And he can do it without getting anyone killed.”
“What is the point in that?” Eagle Flies growls, taking the dynamite back from Arthur. “You want us to just lay down, belly up like dogs and let these men take everything from us? You would have us stay quiet instead of fighting back? The only way your people hear us, is if we make ourselves loud.”
He steps back, looking around Arthur to Dutch. “Tonight, we’re going to their camp and we will send them a proper message. You can join us or not,” he snaps, storming back toward his men. 
“Dutch-”
“I’m disappointed in you, Arthur,” Dutch starts, shaking his head as he makes his way back to the horses. “Not just for this, but for how you’ve been acting lately.”
Arthur stops in front of Diablo, eyes narrowed on Dutch, “And how have I been actin’?” He snaps, tired of the superiority that Dutch carries himself with, as if he’s not trying to get these boys killed. 
Dutch stares down at him, distrust and suspicion lingering between the both of them, “Like someone I can’t trust.”
“Well,” Arthur shakes his head and mounts Diablo. “I guess we both feel the same, then.”
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Charles is furious as Arthur tells him Eagle Flies plan to blow up the military encampment and steal back not just the vaccines, but the deed to their people’s land. “We had a plan,” Charles shouts, the first time Arthur has ever truly seen him lose his temper.
“Arthur,” you start, letting out a low sigh. “Why did you tell him?” He doesn’t need you to say his name for him to know who you’re talking about. 
“I thought,” he can’t finish his sentence. Too ashamed of what the end might be. He thought that, maybe, you were all wrong, that Dutch could still be relied on. That the man he once knew was still in there somewhere. It felt too childish to admit out loud. 
“We’ll need the others,” you start when it's clear Arthur doesn’t have a reasonable excuse. “We won’t be able to stop Eagle Flies on our own. Especially not if he actually picks a fight with the military.”
It doesn’t take long to gather the rest of the gang, some of them ready to join Dutch as he goes to see Eagle Flies. But Arthur knows that he’s doing this for the wrong reason. He doesn’t understand what Dutch thinks he can gain from exploiting the tribe, and he knows that Dutch is never going to share it with him. 
The ride toward the military encampment is quiet, the tension thick enough to choke on. Eagle Flies and the other men are already moving around the area when they arrive, dynamite placed and ready to ignite. Their faces are set with the determined fury of men ready to face death. 
Charles brings Taima to a harsh stop and swings down before she’s fully still. He heads straight toward Eagle Flies, face tight with anger. “What the hell are you doing?” He demands, voice sharp as he jerks the boy forward by his arm. “We had a plan! Your father-”
“My father would do nothing!” He snaps, ripping his arm out of Charles's grasp. His hands ball into tight fists at his side, as though he’s prepared to take his anger out on anyone close enough. “He waits, and we die slow. The army has taken everything from us, and you want me to stand by and watch?”
Arthur dismounts from Diablo, mud splashing around his boots as they hit the ground. “You blow this place sky-high, you think they’re just gonna walk away? They’ll come down even harder on your people.”
Eagle Flies’ expression flickers for a brief moment, the weight of his father’s disappointment visible in the tightness of his jaw. Before he can respond, a sharp sound cracks through the night. Everyone turns to face it as another breaks the silence. A gunshot, clear as day. 
Chaos erupts instantly, soldiers startling from their tents and returning from their watch along the treeline. They run forward, rifles raised, gunfire already ringing out through the night. “Shit!” Arthur curses, reaching for his revolver. 
As he turns to run for cover, the rest of the gang scattering, he realizes that he can’t find Dutch. He doesn’t want to assume the worst, he can’t. But he wasn’t beside Arthur when the first shot rang out, and the soldiers didn’t even know they were there yet. 
He doesn’t have time to linger on the thought as the first explosion detonates prematurely. A fireball launches to the sky, the ground below him shaking as though it’s about to split open. The horses make a run for it, bucking off riders and racing for cover. Shouted orders and screams become one cacophony as he finds cover. He fires from behind a stack of crates, bullets disappearing into the dark of the night, but the return fire is relentless. 
Arthur has lost sight of everyone, you, Charles, he sees no one except the soldiers bearing down on him. 
He grits his teeth and keeps shooting, even as the fire begins to spread across the dry grass and smoke fills his lungs. He sees one, two, three men drop before he’s forced to reload. As he turns, he spots Dutch nearby, moving through the smoke and fire with a calculated calm. For a brief moment, Arthur feels a flash of relief, if only to see one familiar face. 
Then, something slams into him. He’s knocked to the dirt, teeth rattling from the force. A soldier grapples Arthur and raises his arm, a knife flashing in the firelight as he swings it toward Arthur’s throat. He catches his wrist just in time, muscles straining and breath ragged as he holds the soldier back. The blade trembles inches from his neck, the soldier’s weight pressing him further into the suffocating earth. 
“Dutch!” Arthur chokes out, struggling to keep the knife at bay. “Dutch, help me!”
He sees Dutch stop and turn to face him. The gunshots have lessened, soldiers dropping to the ground like flies as the gang swarms over them. Dutch has nothing to worry about as he watches Arthur. Yet, his eyes are unreadable, cold in a way Arthur has never seen before. He looks at Arthur for a long time. Then he turns. 
And runs. 
Arthur’s grip slips, for a horrifying second, he nearly lets the knife drive through his throat. The shock and betrayal hits him like a punch to the gut. But before the knife can land, a wet, gurgling sound fills the air. The soldier jerks, eyes going wide and face paling as blood spills from his lips. 
Eagle Flies stands behind him, his knife buried deep in the man’s throat. He rips it out without a care and the body slumps to the ground. Arthur remains in a state of shock as Eagle Flies offers his hand. He hesitates, only for a second, before grasping it and hauling himself to his feet. He barely has a moment to catch his breath before another shot rings out. 
Eagle Flies gasps, his body jerking to the side as blood blossoms from his ribs. “No!” Arthur shouts, whipping around and putting a bullet between the eyes of the soldier who fired the shot. The man drops, but Arthur barely pays attention as he turns back to the boy. He grabs Eagle Flies as he wavers, slinging his arm over his shoulder. 
“Come on, kid. We’re gettin’ outta here,” he swears. Eagle Flies groans in pain but doesn’t argue. Arthur grits his teeth, half-dragging and half-carrying him away from the battlefield, bullets whizzing past him. 
He stumbles through the trees as the soldiers scream, wildfire consuming them quicker than his revolver ever would. He hears your voice over the sounds of death, sharp with desperation. “Where’s Arthur?” You shout and he lifts his head. You stand by the horses, face tight with worry and finger twitching close to the trigger. 
Dutch stands in front of you, expression impassive. “Where the hell is he?” You demand, stepping back from Dutch and raising the rifle to be level with his face. 
“Here,” Arthur calls out before you put a bullet in the man’s skull. You spin, your relief immediate but fleeting as your eyes fall on Eagle Flies slumped in his arms. Charles steps forward, his face contorting with grief as he looks at the boy. 
Arthur meets Dutch’s eye, something flickers in the man’s expression, something that could be shame if Arthur didn’t know better. He stares at him, and for the first time, he sees Dutch for what he truly is. A liar, a coward. And a man who would leave him to die. 
“I’m takin’ him home,” he turns his back to Dutch and prepares for the long ride back. 
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He pushes Diablo faster than he ever has, heels digging into the shire’s side as he pushes him over the edge. Eagle Flies is only getting weaker and he can’t return another dead son to Rains Fall. He can’t be the reason that the rest of his family dies. 
He knows, though, that there is no chance of survival for a wound like Eagle Flies. No herbal remedy or medicine could fix this. But the least he could do is give them one last moment together. 
When he rides back onto the reservation, Rains Fall is already waiting to greet them. He rushes forward, face stricken as he sees his son slumped against Arthur’s back. Charles walks over, helping Arthur gently lower Eagle Flies from his horse. 
Rains Fall kneels beside his son, quickly scooping him into his arms and pressing his forehead to his. Eagle Flies is too weak for words by this point, eyes fluttering shut as he relaxes into his father’s embrace. 
“You brought him back,” Rains Fall murmurs, his voice breaking. Arthur nods, not trusting himself to speak. The chief closes his eyes for a long moment. When he opens them, they’re wet with sorrow. “This land will never be safe for us. We must go. Find somewhere else to settle.”
Arthur looks away, knowing nothing he could say would ever fix this. He could never salve over a wound like this with something as trivial as empty promises or kind words. You and Charles stand at his side, watching Eagle Flies take in his last shuddering breath. The disappointment is palpable. 
He can’t face it any longer. Can’t face the death or the grief that seems to follow him wherever he goes. Without a word, Arthur mounts his horse and rides off into the night, leaving the weight of it all behind him. 
And he knows, deep in his very soul, that nothing will ever be the same again. 
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The trail lightens as the sun begins to rise. The sounds of the reservation fade behind him, swallowed by the rustling trees and the distant call of an owl. He rides without direction, without thought, just the steady rhythm of Diablo’s hooves against the earth, carrying him further from everything he no longer knows how to fix.
Then, a voice cuts through the silence.
“Oh!” Someone shouts from the trees, “You goddamn, useless,” the man’s voice trails off into a series of expletives that’s too quick for Arthur to make out. Face pinched in confusion, he nudges Diablo forward, leading him towards the man. 
An old man stands in the middle of a clearing, hopping around on one leg, fist waving wildly in the air as he curses to himself. Arthur chuckles to himself, watching the man plop to the ground with a huff. He reaches down and rolls his pant leg up, revealing a stump where his leg should be. 
Arthur frowns, slipping off Diablo and moving closer to the stranger. He’s barely got a chance to greet him before the man's whipping out his revolver, eyes narrowed in suspicion as Arthur approaches. 
“I ain’t lookin’ for trouble, sonny.” The man tells him, pulling back the hammer of the gun. 
Arthur puts his hands up in surrender, shaking his head, “I’m not lookin’ to cause any. Only wanted to see if you needed any help.”
The man’s eyes turn into thin slits, lips pursed as he eyes Arthur up and down. He looks the part of an outlaw, but right now the stranger doesn’t have much choice but to trust him. He lets out a heavy sigh and puts his gun down. “Hamish Sinclair,” he offers as an introduction. Arthur gives him his name and Hamish gives him a brief smile. 
“Forgive my poor manners, don’t see much of anyone ‘cept those Murfree folk.”
Arthur shakes his head in dismissal, taking a step closer. “It’s fine. You wanna tell me what’s got you out here shoutin’ at the sky?” He can’t help the slight chuckle that slips out when he sees how Hamish’s shoulders slump in embarrassment. 
“It’s my damn horse, Buell, bucked me off, took my leg with him.” He gestures vaguely behind Arthur with a huff, “ran off that way.” Arthur nods, grabbing his rope off Diablo and heading off. “Feel free to shoot him,” Hamish shouts from behind him, “bastard’s caused me enough trouble.”
Arthur laughs quietly to himself, Hamish reminds him a bit of you. 
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It doesn’t take long to find the horse. But Hamish wasn’t lying, he was a right bastard. It was more of a chore than Arthur thought it would be to get him lassoed and corraled back to the old man. 
Hamish’s leg, as he’d promised, was still tucked into the stirrup, the wooden appendage waving in the wind as Buell stomped around. “Oh!” Hamish shouts, waving his hand as Arthur brings the horse forward. “Shoot the son of a bitch, I’ll go get me somethin’ nicer,” he mutters, reluctantly bringing a hand up to pet Buell’s nose. 
Arthur offers Hamish a hand up, holding the wooden leg out for him to take. Hamish holds himself steady on a nearby rock and latches the leg back on. “Cannonball,” he says idly. 
“Which war?”
“Civil, whatchu think?” Hamish snaps, narrowing his eyes at Arthur and shaking his head. “Named this damn thing,” he lays a heavy hand on Buell's side, “after my commander. They were both pains in my ass, and they both cost me my damn leg.” Hamish laughs at himself, swinging up onto the saddle and glancing down at Arthur. “Comin’ or not?”
Perhaps it’s the loss of Hosea that has Arthur following this man. Or maybe it’s just the need for a moment of escape. Either way, he finds himself mounting Diablo and following after him. “What were you doin’ out here, anyway?”
Hamish digs his heel into Buell’s side with a huff, driving the horse down a small path Arthur wouldn’t have found on his own. “I went out to get some bait. Got this pike that’s been eatin’ all the fish in my creek,” he turns and gives Arthur a wild grin over his shoulder. “I’m lookin’ to turn it into my dinner.”
A smile curls upon Arthur’s lips, something uninvited and unnoticed. Things in camp have been so tense, every conversation with you or Dutch just feels like a noose tightening around his neck. He’s being drawn in so many different directions that he’s forgotten what it feels like to just talk to someone without any ulterior motives. There’s no hidden message within Hamish’s gaze or underlying threat to his words. For right now, he can just ride and pretend that all is fine within his world. 
“Can’t seem to get the damn thing on my own, maybe you’ll have better luck. You seem a touch spryer than myself.”
Arthur snorts and shoots the old man an amused look, “A touch?”
“Hey,” Hamish warns, tone light as he grins, “I may be weathered, but I can still take you down, sonny.” Arthur raises his hands in surrender, bowing his head in defeat as Hamish lets out a low chuckle. “Gotta say, been a while since I hollered at anyone ‘cept those Murfree boys. It’s quiet out here, that’s for sure.”
Arthur takes in the scenery around him. The way the sunlight just barely parts through the thick cover of trees and shines across the creek running beside them. The deer he can hear rustling off in the distance. There’s a whole other world around him, one he hasn’t been a part of in a very long time. 
“Quiet’s what I’m looking for,” he mutters, not much thought behind the words as he makes note of a bunch of wildflowers. They look like some you used to pick for the tent. 
“No point in quiet when you’re all alone,” Hamish chides softly, a heavy sadness hangs off his shoulders that Arthur’s not sure he’s ready to dissect. Hamish doesn’t leave him worrying for long, shooting Arthur a quick smile and shaking away the emotions. “Nearly there,” he tells him, nodding toward a clearing. 
Wildflowers and rocks that reflect the midday sun surround a shimmering lake he’s never noticed on his travels. Arthur’s fingers twitch toward the journal in his satchel, the scene too perfect not to draw. Still, he doesn’t think Hamish would appreciate the interruption much. 
Instead, he commits the image to memory. The quaint cabin that sits in the middle of it all, so unimposing it looks as though it had grown there like a tree. He’d have to draw it later, maybe even show it to you. 
Hamish leads him around the cabin and orders him around like he’s spent all his life doing it. Arthur drags out the fishing poles and takes the boat off the shore. He laughs when Hamish slaps his hand away when he tries to help in the boat. And he laughs even harder when Hamish nearly topples over the edge in his stubborn fit. 
The fishing itself is spent in silence. One of them occasionally breaking it by humming something or thinking they spotted movement in the water. It makes Arthur’s chest ache with a familiarity that’s a stranger to him. Yes, he used to do this with Hosea. But Hamish wasn’t Hosea, and there would never be anything to replace or soothe that gnawing pain of never being able to sit on a boat with him once more. 
“There!” Hamish slaps his shoulder hard enough to force Arthur out of his spiraling grief. He nearly knocks him out of the boat as he starts frantically jumping up and down, arms pinwheeling to keep himself balanced. “There’s that bastard, whoo I got you now!” He hollers, lighting a stick of dynamite and tossing it into the water before Arthur knows what's happening. 
He ducks, bracing himself as a ripple of water nearly puts the boat on its side. It’s quickly followed by a fin rising up in the water in the distance before disappearing once more. “My god,” Arthur gets to his feet, jaw gaping as he watches the behemoth of a fish swim away. Not once, has he ever faced a pike as large as that before. It could eat him. 
“What’re you doin’, you fool? Reel it!” Hamish snaps, already lighting another stick of dynamite to force it back towards them. Arthur shakes off the silent astonishment and quickly grabs his fishing pole. It feels like a battle, hauling this fish toward them and finally killing it. 
They must spend nearly an hour on those waters, blowing up half the lake just to haul a fish the size of Bill out of the water. Hamish is cackling and hollering the whole way back to his cabin. He goes on and on about how long that pike has been taunting him. How Arthur must be his goddamn lucky charm to have gotten it on their first day. 
It’s only when Arthur lingers by the edge of Hamish’s doorway do either of them acknowledges the shared pain between them. Arthur doesn’t know exactly what Hamish lost in the war, but he knows it must be something just as bad as Arthur. There's a creeping loneliness that they both know neither one of them can fill. But that doesn’t mean they won’t try. 
“You helped kill the bastard, sit down, I’ll cook up some of him for ya.” It’s an invitation that Arthur can’t deny. He gives Hamish a small smile, sitting down at his table while Hamish moves quickly through his cabin. 
“Did I ever tell you,” Hamish starts, as though they’ve been friends long enough for Arthur to hear his stories. Arthur doesn’t object or interrupt, he leans back, eyes alert as he listens to everything Hamish tells him. Tales of the war, the time before, the time after. Arthur shares a little about himself, but for the most part, he’s content to let the old man talk. 
That’s how most of their time together goes. When Arthur manages some time away from Dutch’s suspicious eyes, he goes to Hamish. He listens to his stories. And they use the excuse of hunting animals Hamish claims to be haunting him. It’s on his fourth visit that Arthur mentions you. 
“I don’t get it. You’re big, strong, you gotta have someone.” Hamish pauses, glancing away from his fishing pole and narrowing his eyes at Arthur. “Don’t tell me I’m your only friend, son.”
Arthur chuckles a little, shaking his head. “I got a lady,” he tells him, reluctant for Hamish to know exactly what company he keeps. Hamish nods his head, giving him an expectant look. Arthur lets out a low sigh, rubbing his palms across his pants and shrugging. “She’s gorgeous,” Hamish lets out a disbelieving snort and Arthur shoots him a look. “Smart” he continues and it’s the first time he’s ever struggled to describe you. 
Such simplistic terms don’t seem fitting for someone like you. If he had his journal, if he could show him a drawing of you, of the little bit of you he’s managed to capture on paper, maybe Hamish would understand. “And she’s a good person, a better one than I ever will be-”
“Then what’s she doin’ with a fool like you?” Hamish interrupts, snickering when he sees the irritated look on Arthur’s face.
“Weren’t you just tellin’ me what a catch I am?” Arthur snaps, eyes narrowed in amusement at the old man. 
He shrugs, tugging slightly on the string of his fishing pole and huffing out a laugh. “Eh, she can’t be that great if she’s with someone like you.” Arthur straightens up but Hamish barrels on, paying him no mind. “Bring her down tonight. I’ll cook up whatever we catch here. It’ll give me something other than your ugly mug to look at.”
Arthur scoffs, “You are a piece of work, old man.”
Hamish waves him off, leaning back in the boat and smiling softly as he waits for a fish to bite his bait. Arthur shakes his head, looking back to the familiar blue waters and feeling something like contentment settle over him. 
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“You didn’t have to dress up,” Arthur tells you, holding his hand out to you. Perched atop Lady, you give his outstretched palm a long look before slowly settling your hand in his. 
“I’d hardly call a corset and some nice pants dressing up, Arthur,” you tease. It’s the first time you’ve spoken to each other without there being some underlying current of tension to your conversation. 
He leads you toward Hamish’s front door, smiling slightly when you stop to admire the garden at the side of the cabin. “I wanted to make a good impression,” you tell him, straightening up from where you’d been smelling some of the flowers. You give him a brief look out of the side of your eye before brushing dirt off the knees of your pants. “You’ve been talkin’ about him a lot and well,” you suck in a deep breath, exhaling slowly. “I know things have been hard after Guarma,” you can’t seem to look at him, eyes always darting away from his. 
Arthur stays silent, worried anything he says will ruin the first honest conversation you two have had. “And everythin’ has been so odd between us." You take a step forward and Arthur follows, craving the closeness that has been so sorely lacking. Looking up, you finally manage to meet his eye. The hurt and frustration so plainly displayed on your face makes his stomach clench. 
“I care about you, Arthur, deeply. And that’s not ever goin’ to change.” He expects there to be a ‘but,’ some clause added on that means he needs to change his ways. Or even you telling him that you just can’t handle this life anymore. He wouldn’t blame you if you told him that, but just the thought of it makes him hurt. 
Instead, you give him a smile and lean up, pressing your lips timidly against his cheek. Your hands find his, squeezing slightly, like an assurance to you both that there’s still something to be saved between you. 
Arthur can’t help himself as he turns his head, capturing your lips between his own and tugging you closer. You let out a short huff of laughter, smiling against his lips. It’s a chaste kiss, certainly one of the more demure ones you’ve shared. But it means more to him than he ever thought it would. 
“What the hell are you two doin’?” You startle back from him, eyes wide as you turn. Hamish has his head peeked around the corner of his porch, a stern look on his face but a slight mischievous tilt to his lips. “I invited you to dinner, I didn’t need a show to come with it,” he scolds, but there’s no hiding the humor in his tone. 
You bite your lip and move away from Arthur, though you let your hand linger in his as long as you can before you slip to the porch. “It’s nice to meet you,” you tell Hamish sheepishly. 
“Hm,” Hamish shakes his head as he looks at you, “Can’t believe you let Arthur fool you into bein’ with him.” He grins at Arthur’s affronted scoff and nods you along. “Go on inside, fish is almost ready.” You send Arthur one last look before heading off. 
Climbing the steps of the porch, Arthur lightly shoves at Hamish’s shoulder. “What’re you playin’ at, old man?”
Hamish shrugs, beckoning him inside, “I need somethin’ to entertain myself with.”
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“How long have you been out here?” You ask Hamish as you settle down at his too-small table. He plates the fish and takes a seat across from Arthur, brow wrinkled as he thinks. 
“Well,” he laughs lightly and shakes his head. “It’s been so damn long, I can’t quite remember. Probably longer than you’ve been walking, sweetheart.”
Your eyes round, something like concern flitting across your face. “All on your own?” Arthur pauses from where he’d been cutting into his meal, content to let you carry the conversation. He glances up at Hamish, gauging the look on his face. 
Hamish’s solitary lifestyle has been something Arthur’s been avoiding talking about. He knows there’s something painful in Hamish’s past, something he does his best to keep quiet about. Arthur hasn’t wanted to push, too afraid that he’d ruined the good thing they had going. 
But the look on the old man’s face isn’t defensive or angry. It’s soft, his eyes are sad as he looks nostalgic, as if thinking back to happier times. “All on my own,” he confirms and Arthur sees the way your expression slacks with sympathy. “Honestly, this cabin is starting to feel too big,” he admits, glancing around at the barren walls. 
Where some would have family portraits, heirlooms, or memorabilia, Hamish has mounted deer and stuffed fish. There’s nothing besides a slightly dusty metal from the war to hint at what his life had once looked like. “It needs a family, or,” he glances back at you and smiles, “someone besides a sad old man.”
Hamish turns back to his meal and asks Arthur something, he responds vaguely, eyes still trained on your face. Your gaze has hardened as you glare down at the fish on your plate. There’s a wrinkle between your brows that he’s come to know as you plotting something. Whatever Hamish has said has given you an idea that Arthur’s not sure he wants a part of. 
“Well, I’ll be damned!” Hamish shouts, jumping from his seat and running toward the window. “That goddamn bastard!” 
You shoot Arthur a bewildered look and he shakes his head, standing up to join Hamish by the window. “What is it?”
“That boar! It’s back!” Hamish points to a vague shadow of a shape on the crest of the hill. It’s larger than any boar he’s ever seen, but Hamish seems to be cursed with animals of legendary size and vindictiveness. He runs from the window, grabs the rifle mounted above his fireplace, and runs toward the front door. “You better get a move on, boy, I ain’t waitin’ for ya!” He hollers over his shoulder, already whistling for Buell. 
Arthur sighs and gives you an apologetic look. “I oughta make sure he don’t get himself killed.” 
Smiling, you wave him along, “Go ahead, though,” you muse, glancing out the window, “it doesn’t look like he needs much help.” Arthur turns, letting out an aggrieved huff as he sees Hamish already shooting wildly at the beast. 
“Won’t be long,” he promises as he rushes out the door. 
He only vaguely hears your small, “I’ve heard that before.”
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Arthur spots Buell grazing in a small patch of grass and leaves Diablo beside him. The two horses don’t seem to get along very well, but he’s more concerned with the trail of blood in the underbrush than them. 
Kneeling down to investigate, he’s stopped by nearby shouting. “I’ve almost got him, Arthur, hurry-” Hamish’s voice is cut off by a loud cry of pain and a boar squeal that almost sounds like screaming. 
Dirt flies up under Arthur’s boots as he races forward. He pushes through the thick foliage, stumbling out into an open area where Hamish lay sprawled on the ground. His body twitches, fingers weakly grasping at a dark, gaping wound in his stomach. Blood pools beneath him, soaking into the earth.
“Oh, Hamish, no,” Arthur mutters, dropping to his knees beside him. He presses his hands over the wound, trying to staunch the bleeding, but it’s no use. He can see it in the way Hamish struggles for breath, his chest stuttering with each ragged inhale.
Hamish lets out a shaky laugh, the sound wet and gurgling. “Flesh wound,” he croaks, though the blood trailing from the corner of his mouth says otherwise. His voice is strained, each word dragged from his throat like it pains him to speak. “I’m an old man, Arthur. This was bound to happen sooner or later.” Arthur wants to tell him to stop talking, to save his breath. But he’s seen death enough times to know there’s no coming back from this. 
“Don’t,” Hamish chokes on his blood and flinches forward. Arthur props him up on his knee, still keeping his hand over the wound. It’s not doing anything except prolonging this, but he can’t find it within himself to let go. Hamish settles, lungs wheezing with effort. “Don’t be like me. Don’t die lonely.”
Arthur doesn’t have the chance to tell him he’s not alone before the light leaves his eyes. He finally takes his hands off of him, looking up as he hears squealing. He spots the boar in the underbrush and picks Hamish’s rifle up off the ground. 
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The trek back to the cabin is slow. Hamish’s body is slung over Diablo and Buell carries the boar. Arthur wonders if Buell knows that his master’s dead. If he can smell it, or if he even cares. 
He leads them both toward the hitching post at the side of the home. He sees you watching in the window, eyes narrowed in on Hamish’s body before you disappear from view. Footsteps sound out on the porch as he slings the body over his shoulder and walks it toward the clearing of wildflowers. 
“What happened?” You call out, voice soft as you join him. 
“Boar,” he answers shortly. He doesn’t have the patience to speak. He’s faced and caused death hundreds of times, but something about this feels like a slap in the face. It wasn’t enough that he had to lose Lenny and Hosea and then watch as what used to be his family falls apart. He had to drag Hamish into his problems, had to loop you into this business. 
He knew, when his mother died and when his son died, that he was cursed to lose everyone he loved. That he would never be allowed a happy, or a simple life. And yet, like the fool he is, he keeps trying. He keeps trying to allow himself a sliver of peace or happiness. 
You hand Arthur a shovel as he sets Hamish down on the ground and he starts to dig. Until the sun sets and the moon is high in the sky, he digs a grave for Hamish. You stand there with him the whole night, never saying a word, and for that he’s grateful. He’s learned that it's better not to have to do something like this alone. 
When he’s done, and Hamish is six feet deep, facing the east so he can see the rising sun, he leads you back to the cabin. It’s a comfortable quiet as you help him rinse the dirt and blood off his hands. You take the clothes he stores on Diablo and bring them to him, convincing him to just stay at the cabin for the night. 
He’s too tired to understand the concentrated look on your face, but there’s something niggling at the back of his mind. A sort of intuition he usually wouldn’t ignore but can’t bother with tonight. “Good night, Arthur,” you whisper but he’s already asleep before he can say it back. 
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When he wakes up, you’re sitting at the table, writing something on a scrap piece of paper. You turn slightly, smiling briefly at him before going back to the paper. “What’re you writin’?” He asks, sitting up in bed and stretching out the soreness from digging for so long. 
Your shoulders tense up, expression going blank before carefully reconstructing itself into something pleasant. Placing the pen down, you slide the paper away from yourself and turn fully to face him. 
“Eagle Flies is dead.” Your voice is clipped, emotion buried beneath steel. “Dutch was at the heart of it all. He didn’t just destroy a tribe and a family for nothing but his own gain, he left you for dead.”
Arthur grimaces, shooting you a sharp look. “I don’t need the reminder-”
“I think you do, Arthur.” Your tone hardens, cutting through his defensiveness. “Charles is devastated. He won’t stay with the gang much longer after this. That’s who the letter’s for,” you say, nodding toward the paper on the table. “I need to tell him some things before he disappears for good.”
Arthur watches you carefully. There’s something else behind your words, something bigger than just grief over Eagle Flies. A knot of unease tightens in his stomach.
“John and Abigail are leaving soon,” you continue, voice steady but insistent. “They won’t risk Jack getting caught up in Dutch’s mess. Sadie’s been itching to go off on her own for a while-”
“What’re you gettin’ at?” Arthur snaps, frustration creeping in. He’s tired, exhausted from everything, and you dragging this out isn’t helping.
You inhale sharply, rolling your shoulders back as if bracing yourself. “I want to stay here.” Your expression is unreadable, your voice flat. “Here or anywhere else, but I am not going back to that camp. I won’t.”
Arthur stiffens, dragging a hand down his face before swinging his legs over the side of the bed. He tugs his shirt back on with sharp, jerking movements, frustration simmering beneath his skin. “You want me to just leave?”
You shake your head, voice calm but firm. “I want you to do what you need to do.”
Arthur doesn’t believe that. He can’t accept that you would be so calm giving him permission to leave again. He searches for an ulterior motive, for some hidden tone to your words, even though he knows there won’t be one. “They’re my only family. You expect me to just walk away?”
Your expression softens, but he can see it in your eyes, the steel behind each word. Your resolve isn’t bending, you won’t be changing your mind anytime soon. “I expect you to decide for yourself, for once.” You step closer to him and he feels two ideals, two lives, warring against each other in the back of his mind. 
“You’ve spent your whole life followin’ someone else’s lead- Dutch’s, Hosea’s.” Arthur wants to leave before he has to listen to anymore, not ready to confront the truth. “Even now, you’re just tryin’ to hold it all together because you think you have to.”
Arthur swallows hard, “It ain’t that simple,” he argues, even though, deep down, it truly is. 
“It is,” you counter gently, voice calm like you’re soothing a bucking horse. “I’m not tellin’ you to abandon anyone. But you know how this ends,” the look in your eyes shifts. It changes from something earnest to the distant gaze of someone whose sick and tired of marking new graves. “You’ve always known.”
Arthur sucks in a sharp breath, his jaw tightening as he turns away from you. If he doesn’t meet your eyes, maybe he won’t have to face the truth in them. 
But you’re stubborn as all hell and you never know when to quit. “I’m stayin’ here. This is my choice. And I’ll be here when you get back,” you pause, your last words quieter, “if you choose to come back.”
Arthur hesitates by the door. There’s so much hanging over the gang, the Pinkertons, Cornwall, Dutch’s tightening grip. Even if they all wanted to leave, Dutch would never let them. And Arthur… 
Arthur has to see this through. 
“I have to go.” His voice is quiet, resigned. 
“Then go,” you tell him as if it’s the simplest idea in the world. 
He lingers a moment before stepping through the door. He doesn’t look back, but he knows what he’s fighting for now. What he’s fighting to come back to. 
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Arthur rides into camp, his gut twisted with unease. He’s not sure what he was expecting, certainly not an idyllic scene, but the sight before him still takes the breath from his lungs. 
Molly lies sprawled in the dirt, blood soaking the earth beneath her. Mrs. Grimshaw hovers over her body, shotgun in hand and the barrel still smoking. Her face is unreadable. The rest of the gang looks at her in stunned silence, some horrified, others grim. 
“She said,” Susan mutters, voice hoarse. “She said she sold us out. Gave us up to the Pinkertons.”
Arthur’s stomach drops. He steps forward, his voice low and urgent. “No, she didn’t,” he looks at Molly, the flickering light of the fire dancing across her lifeless face. He turns his gaze to the real snake in their midst. “It was Micah.”
Mrs. Grimshaw pales and Micah scoffs. “Oh, give me a goddamn break.” He leans lazily against a post, arms crossed over his chest, a smirk tugging at his lips. His eyes are alight with amusement as if this is all some great joke to him. “You’re graspin’, Morgan. I get it, you need someone to blame, and Molly’s already dead, so why not pin it on me?”
Arthur’s jaw clenches, “I see you for what you are, you rat bastard.”
Micah just shrugs, cocky as ever. Mrs. Grimshaw, though, in all of her wisdom and unflinching loyalty, sees right through him. Her eyes narrow and she comes to stand beside Arthur, “Arthur’s right.”
That’s all it takes. The shift on Micah’s face is instantaneous. The gunshot rings out before Arthur can even react. Mrs. Grimshaw jerks back, her body crumpling to the ground. Blood seeps through her blouse and spreads across her chest. 
The camp erupts. Shouts ring out, insults are thrown, and guns are pulled by people who had once called each other friend and brother. Dutch steps forward, getting between Arthur and Micah, his hands raised, eyes darting between them both. Arthur can’t read his face. It’s calm on the surface, but beneath it, something fragile and uncertain lingers. 
Micah steps back, but he isn’t alone. Bill and Javier fall in beside him, weapons drawn. 
John pushes Abigail and Jack behind him. Charles and Sadie round up the rest of the women, dragging John’s family off as they lead them to the horses to flee. John meets Arthur’s eyes, and there’s no hesitation. He grabs his revolver and steps to Arthur’s side. 
Arthur breathes out sharply, giving Dutch one last chance. “You can still do this,” he tells him, voice raw. “You can still make this right, Dutch. You can stop this.”
Dutch’s face twists, pain, doubt, anger, all flickering at once. He shakes his head slowly. “I thought of you as a son, Arthur.” His voice is quiet, barely above a whisper. Then louder, firmer, “I can’t believe you’d betray us.”
Before Arthur can say another word, the Pinkertons ride in, guns blazing. Chaos takes hold of the camp as Micah takes his eyes off of him to start shooting at the others. Arthur doesn’t hesitate, grabbing John as they bolt for their horses. Bullets fly past them, grazing against their clothes and nearly nicking them. Pinkertons certainly aren’t good shots. 
They mount the horses, racing through the woods. The sound of gunfire and shouting follows behind them before slowly fading. They can’t afford to slow down or stop, wordless as they push their horses harder and faster than the animals can stand. 
They don’t stop until they reach the base of a mountain. The money’s nearby, stashed away in Dutch’s greed-fueled paranoia. It’s their only chance of making something out of this mess. Arthur can’t afford to let Dutch and the other’s get to it first. 
Arthur dismounts and John follows. “This is it,” Arthur turns toward John, placing his hand on his shoulder. “You take the money, you get Abigail and Jack outta here. Make somethin’ of yourself.”
John frowns, shaking his head. “Arthur, I ain’t-”
“Go,” Arthur’s voice is firm. The finality of it stops John short. “I’ll hold ‘em off.”
John hesitates, and Arthur knows how desperately he wants to stand beside him and fight. To prove that he’s more than a coward. But he knows better than to argue, and he knows he can’t leave his family behind. He gives a short nod and starts running. 
Arthur begins his climb up the mountain, hoping to find a vantage point to hold the Pinkertons and the others off. He’s not far when he hears them behind him. Turning, he sees Micah and Dutch closing in. 
Micah grins, “Should’ve run while you had the chance, Morgan.”
White hot fury floods through Arthur’s veins, it pushes him forward and he lunges at Micah, grappling him to the ground. Micah lets out a wheeze, his blackened lungs not prepared for the attack. He doesn’t hesitate, bringing his fist down until he feels bones crunch under the force of his hand. 
Micah struggles against him, kicking him off and struggling to his feet. Arthur lets him get up and then he goes after him again. He pins him against the wall of rock behind them both, letting his rage drive him forward as he hammers against his face. Micah keeps gasping for air, arms rising feebly in defense only to get knocked down again. 
A click echoes through the cold air and Arthur freezes, dropping Micah and letting him slump to the dirt. His eye is purpled, swollen completely shut and Arthur almost can’t recognize him anymore. 
He turns, finding Dutch standing behind him, gun aimed at his chest. 
For a long, silent moment, they just stare at each other. Dutch’s finger hovers over the trigger and Arthur just watches. He sees the conflict in Dutch’s eyes, the doubt warring with years of manipulation and ego. 
But in the end, Dutch does what he always does. 
He runs away.
Micah groans, nails digging into the dirt as he struggles for air. Arthur doesn’t bother finishing him off. He watches Dutch disappear into the night and leave them both behind. Breathing slowly, his chest heaving, Arthur turns away from Micah and leaves him to rot. 
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The ride back to the cabin is slow. Every muscle in Arthur’s body aches, his lungs burning with each breath, but for the first time in a long while, he’s not carrying the weight of the gang on his shoulders. It’s over. Dutch is gone. Micah is as good as dead. The life he’s known has fallen apart, but he’s still here. And he’s free. 
He crests the final hill, the cabin coming into view, and there you are- waiting. 
You’re not crying with worry or pacing in anger that he left again. You stand, arms crossed, watching the road like you always knew he’d come back.
Arthur exhales, something in his chest easing at the sight of you. He slows Diablo to a stop, dismounting with a grunt of pain. You don’t rush over to him and demand to know what happened, or how he got the fresh bruises littering his skin. The both of you have always known that the only way this was going to end was bloody. Arthur looks up and you hold his gaze, waiting for him. 
Waiting for him to finally decide. The outlaw life, or this new one with you. 
He takes a step toward you, and you stay still as a statue, another and he’s nearly on top of you. You don’t move away or take a step back, you peer up at him, meeting his gaze expectantly. “It’s over,” he tells you simply. 
You nod, nothing gleeful or victorious on your face that you finally got him right where you wanted. You’re not Dutch, this was never about controlling him, he realizes that now. Without his loyalty blinding him, he can finally understand that you were only ever trying to help him. “I know,” your voice is calm as your eyes rove over his face. 
A silence stretches between you, heavy with words left unsaid. Then, slowly, Arthur lifts his hand toward you. You don’t pull away, and when his fingers brush your waist, you sigh, your shoulders easing like you’ve been holding yourself together for too long. Arthur doesn’t waste any more time pulling you in close to him, the both of you holding each other up. 
Arthur breathes out slowly, resting his forehead against yours and pulling you as close as he can get. Your hands come up, gripping his shirt like you’re trying to make sure he doesn’t slip away. But he knows he won’t, not ever again. 
For the first time in what feels like forever, Arthur allows himself to feel real and true hope. He keeps you tight in his embrace, and you bury your face in his neck, he can feel your lashes flutter against his neck as they finally close and you relax against him. He’ll make something of this second chance. He’ll become a man you can be proud to call your own. 
As the sun rises, casting its golden light over the both of you, Arthur finally leaves behind his old life, to begin this new one with you. 
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red-doll-face · 2 days ago
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Sorry, supposed to be writing snow angel 12 but can’t stop thinking about suddenly single dad Arthur Morgan and reader being his cute neighbor who hears his baby boy Isaac crying and he can’t get him to stop and you’re asking if he needs help bc you used to work with babies all the time and he’s like ok fine and he’s watching you feed his baby a bottle and he’s apologizing because he didn’t even know that babies don’t like milk when it’s the wrong temperature for them and you’re patiently explaining what a bottle warmer is…. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
And then he’s like ranting about why he’s a single dad because he knows that you know that he didn’t have a baby before today and you’re sooo understanding and telling him that babies are hard for two people now just imagine one and it’s the first time he’s felt understood in a while 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️🥹🥹💕💕💕💕 and you offer to babysit when he’s working long hours and he’s just mesmerized, watching you take care of Isaac 😩😩😩😩🥲🥲🥲😭😭😭🫶🫶🫶🫶
Then you’re giving him your number and saying to ask for help whenever, and giving him advice on white noise machines and what soap to use to clean baby bottles and at this point he’s asking you dumb questions just to talk to you 😖😖😖
Ugh and you’re going out with him and his baby to the park and stuff omggg and you’re suggesting he take pictures of his baby so that he can remember what his baby looked like and he’s just taking tons of pictures of you with the baby ☺️☺️☺️☺️ and now he puts a picture of you and the baby in his pick up truck, under the little strap where he used to keep emergency cigarettes (you told him he had to stop for the baaby) 🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭 I must be ovulating or something yall 😔
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ariiadnes · 2 days ago
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╭ ⿻ ・ atlas bound
i'm sorry you couldn’t find me ; i have been in the woods i put myself there because i couldn’t be good. i have been running with foxes and running with crows & i have found myself a home where no one goes.
ଓ.° ・ arthur morgan. red dead redemption 2. ଓ.° ・ note: female reader. arthur refers to her as 'missus, ma'am, darling, sweetheart, honey, etc'. she is drunk ( and also very emotional and affectionate ). arthur carries reader bridal style. high honor!arthur. discusses the nature of his self-deprecation. in this house we love and support tht outlaw i dont care what he did !! he is Good to me. quote cr : florence welch. repost!
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you're certainly more outspoken when you've had a bit too much to drink. scratch that, arthur muses -- a lot more outspoken. seldom does it happen, but in the far and few occasions it does, he'd be lying if he said he didn't enjoy it. it's too god damn cute, the way you're much more honest, much more clingier.
( and what can he say? he loves taking care of you, loves the way you murmur those soft, half coherent love you's and thank you's a thousand times over. to be honest, he can't tell if you say it like a mantra because you're just that grateful or if it's because you're so wasted that you've forgotten you said it earlier. )
"darlin'," he can't help but chuckle, managing to shut the door to the hotel room, one arm around your back, the other under your knees as he holds you close, "you really done it now, you know that?"
an instant response.
"no, i didn't."
he pauses, shakes his head in amusement before he gently lowers you on the bed, helps you sit on the edge.
"you ain't even know what i'm talking about."
there's a feign, subtle hint of sternness in his tone, but you see through it with such ease. you just smile in return, though curiosity flickers in your slightly glossy eyes as he crouches before you, calloused hands slowly taking yours in his. he looks up at you, searching with that gentle look that only you have the privilege of knowing.
& there's so much love in those eyes, you think. you always think that, heart quickening and flourishing with affection, every beat yet another blossom in devotion. you could drown in those ocean hues, sink into reverence and reverie, forget the dangerous life you survive, and dream of better days.
this life is not an easy one, but as long as you are with him, you will make it through. you always will.
you take a deep breath, face suddenly very flushed -- and you wonder if it's the alcohol or the overwhelming feeling of his gaze on you. a serene silence between two lovers in the night, hand in hand, so terribly in love in a world in which neither of you belong except to each other.
"arthur morgan," you suddenly blurt out, slipping your hands from his, only to cup his face with such quiet veneration, "i got some words for you, mister."
he blinks in surprise, brows raised slightly. his hands now rest on your thighs, thumbs occasionally tracing small circles against the fabric of your attire.
"some words, huh? i hope they're good ones."
...well, he's joking. kind of. but with the way your brows are slightly furrowed, focus utmost sharp... ah, well. shit. maybe he's really done it now.
"...i love you, arthur morgan." you say, words a little slurred. "...i think i said that before."
he takes a moment, lets out a small sigh of relief.
"...yeah, think i heard it once or twice." he responds, though there is only tenderness in his tone. "i love you too, sweetheart."
you stare. really hard. it's not quite a moment of intimacy, really-- it's more amusement on his end, and... whatever thought and feeling you're having on yours.
"okay." you say, and he almost laughs. you pinch his cheek, teasing. "but listen... 'm not done yet, mister."
"...alright, missus. i'm listenin', loud and clear."
you stay silent for a long while, just studying him intently, though your expression has relaxed, turned into something of an aching. he's not sure what you're thinking, not sure whether it's the alcohol that's getting you or something else, something deeper.
"...arthur," you finally speak up, "you're such a good man. i hope you know that."
he feels his heart break a little-- whatever remains of it, anyway. he looks up at you with wide eyes, and it doesn't take a second before he responds.
"...you know that's not true, sweetheart." a quiet answer, excruciatingly soft, just like the way he places his hands over yours. "i'm not a good man. got too much blood on my hands. did things i'm not proud of."
"you're good to me. to thousands of other people, arthur." you whisper, and he almost wonders if you've managed to sober up that quickly. "we all got blood on our hands, love. you could bathe them in red, for god's sake, and i'll still hold them."
he stills. his heart pounds against his chest, longs to be free from the thorns of doubt that have dug themselves deep into his existence.
"honey--"
"i wish you could see yourself the way i see you." your voice wavers slightly. "i see the way you look at yourself in the mirror, arthur. i hate it." a crack in your voice, and then in the decayed humanity that lays in his chest. "i hate it, love. i wish you could see all the good in you, all that kindness you got and share. you're so good, arthur, and you won't let yourself believe it. i wish you would. i wish you'd be as kind to yourself as you are to the world."
he finds himself speechless, uncertain. afraid. he wants to protest, wants to say otherwise-- because it's all he knows. he's never been a good person. he's killed, robbed-- but he's also saved, given when he's always had so little.
"...tell me that you'll learn to believe it." you say. "i don't care if it takes a week, a year, or the rest of our lives. i don't care if we're old and gray. just tell me you'll try. please, arthur."
there's a strange numbness in the beating of his heart, and just the slightest bit of wonder -- christ, you were so drunk and nonsensical just a few moments ago, and now you're here, on the verge of tears with nothing but ardency in your voice.
he wants to refuse, wants to decline, but he can't. he can never refuse you.
"i'll..." he clears his throat. "for you, i'll try. ain't making no promises, though."
you smile, and he cannot help but return it, though there's a quiet hesitance and reluctance beneath it all, and you see it.
"thank you." you lean down, press a kiss to his forehead. "i love you, mr. morgan." a pause, then a little hint of confusion in your eyes, the intensity suddenly gone ( and ah, he realizes-- still drunk as hell ). "i think i've told you that before. maybe..." you murmur, suddenly deep in thought about something so entirely casual in comparison to the previous conversation that happened, what, a few seconds ago?
still, he cannot help but laugh, and the curve of your lips grows more gentle at the sound. it was a matter of time before you started repeating yourself, anyway.
"yeah, you might've told me." he smiles when you lean down, lips pressing against his in a blithe kiss. "love you too, you drunken fool."
( you won't remember this in the early hours of the morning, he thinks, but he will, forever and always. it's just the faintest bittersweetness that comes with that realization, he contemplates, eventually climbing into bed with you, pulling the covers up as you practically drape yourself over him.
you won't remember this, and his mind haunts him ever so, tells him that you're just being kind, just taking pity. you won't remember it, and maybe you don't really mean all of it. but you have no reason to lie, and you never would-- but the heart and soul is a cruel being, and he cannot shake the thought.
he falls asleep to such troubling thoughts-- nothing new, not really. there hasn't been a single moment in his life where he granted kindness to himself.
& so he wakes to a peaceful sunlight, a nice hotel room, a comfy bed, and a certain half-awake, hungover someone next to him. he pauses, relives the memories of last night, and his mind wanders. he sees the way you look at him : a little disoriented, a little groggy, and it's only a second before your eyes light up the moment you notice he's awake, the radiance in your features so blinding and brilliant sometimes. and it's that very moment, he realizes -- in the way you look at him like he's the god damn world, that you meant every single word last night, drunk or not.
he holds you a little tighter, offering silent greeting through shared warmth. somewhere in that little space between your bodies is a gratefulness, and in time, he thinks, he'll learn to be kind to himself. )
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moeitsu · 1 day ago
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The Dark Tide Siren!Arthur Morgan x Reader Modern AU Ch 3 - Salt Remembers The Sea Summary: You and Arthur share an intimate moment as you connect on a deeper level, he allows you to explore him with curiosity and reverence. Arthur, slowly beginning to open up, reveals fragments of his painful past, shedding light on the trauma he's endured. wc: 6.5k tw: detailed monster anatomy, exploring body parts, slight nsfw, 18+ Swim Back! ↞ ﹏𓊝﹏ ↠ Sail Ahead!
AN: This is the chapter where things really start to get a little strange. You thought it was weird before? Just you wait. Its about to get very....wet. This is your warning :)
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My sleep was about as good as it could get, considering my bed was nothing more than cold, unforgiving tile. My body ached, stiff from the awkward position I had curled into, but I had grown used to nights like this—odd hours, odder sleeping arrangements. Late-night emergency rescues often left me dozing off in Charles' office chair or curled up on the lumpy couch in the breakroom, a crumpled jacket serving as a makeshift pillow. None of it was comfortable, but exhaustion had a way of making anything tolerable.
Still, sleep hadn't been kind to me. My dreams were fragmented, restless. I was back on that beach, watching Arthur bleed out in the sand, his dark hair matted with salt and blood, his body broken beneath the weight of the cruelty inflicted upon him. Then, suddenly, the scene shifted—I was in the water, a sharp, searing pain lancing through my side. Panic constricted my chest as I tried to swim, but something unseen wrapped around my limbs, pulling me down, dragging me backward toward something vast and inescapable. I was running—no, swimming—but the ocean had turned against me, trapping me in its endless depths. A crushing sense of isolation settled in my chest, raw and suffocating. I wasn't just afraid. I was alone.
I jolted awake, my breath coming in short, uneven gasps. A dull ache settled in my spine as I stretched, my limbs protesting the movement. The fog of sleep still clung to my mind, blurring the edges of reality, but the cool morning air against my sweat damp skin grounded me. Sunlight streamed through the open skylights above, casting golden beams onto the tiled floor and into the gentle water of the pool. Reflecting off its surface like molten crystals. The soft cry of gulls outside mingling with the rhythmic crash of waves against the rocky shore. The steady hum of pumps and filtration systems filled the space, a familiar and constant background noise of the facility.
And then, through the haze of morning light, I saw him.
A pair of deep blue irises, locked onto mine. Watching. Waiting.
Arthur.
The weight of the night before came rushing back to me in an instant, the exhaustion, the surgery, the quiet unspoken bond that had settled between us. My heart tightened at the sight of him, submerged in the water, his body still but aware. He hadn't taken his eyes off me. And in that moment, I was reminded exactly why I was here.
Sitting up, I twisted my spine, relishing the satisfying pop of my joints as a deep groan escaped my throat. My muscles were stiff, my body sluggish from a night spent on cold tile, but none of that mattered now. As I shifted forward onto my stomach, tucking an arm beneath my chin, my gaze locked onto the creature watching me just as intently.
Arthur's presence was quiet but heavy, the weight of his stare pressing against my skin like the ocean depths. Only his eyes remained above the waterline, gleaming pools of deep blue, unreadable and vast. The rest of him lay submerged in the shallow pool, his massive form hidden beneath the rippling surface. I had the distinct feeling he was mirroring me—lying on his stomach as I was, observing with the same patient curiosity I felt toward him.
For a while, neither of us moved, allowing the early morning stillness to stretch between us. The air was thick with the scent of saltwater and antiseptic, the distant cry of seagulls filtering through the facility's high windows. The quiet hum of filtration pumps was the only reminder that we were not somewhere out at sea, but here—together, in this strange, shared limbo between two worlds.
Tentatively, I reached out, letting my fingertips trail through the water, tracing aimless patterns across the surface. The warmth surprised me, smooth and welcoming against my skin. It felt like the ocean at sunrise, still and peaceful before the day stirred it to life.
"Good morning, Arthur," I murmured, my voice barely above a whisper. "How are you feeling?"
I wasn't expecting an answer, but the words felt natural, as though speaking to him was no different than speaking to any other patient under my care. And yet, this was different. He was different. I extended my palm toward him, driven by some unspoken need—to touch him, to feel his skin beneath my own, to reassure myself that he was real. That this was real.
To my surprise, he moved closer.
I kept my hand still, letting him decide. My lips twitched into a small smile, reminded of how we taught children at the touch tanks—hold your hands still, let the creatures come to you, let them explore you on their terms. Arthur was doing the same.
His gills flared as he inched forward, hesitation battling curiosity. I watched the way his body tensed, his movements cautious yet deliberate. He reminded me of a skittish sea pup, torn between instinct and intrigue.
His face came within an inch of my palm before he suddenly grimaced. His pupils contracted, his gaze darting between me and my outstretched hand. A subtle shift, a flicker of alarm or confusion.
Then it clicked.
Ah. The sweatshirt.
I had forgotten I was still wearing Charles' hoodie, the heavy fabric still clinging to me from the night before. To Arthur, I must have smelled foreign—like another male, unfamiliar and wrong. Dangerous even. Nothing like the woman who had held him the night before. I mentally noted that he was incredibly scent driven, like a shark or an octopus.
Without hesitation, I peeled it off, letting the cool morning air prickle against my sweat-damp skin. Clad only in my sports bra, I settled back onto my stomach, dipping my arm into the water once more.
"That's better, huh?" I mused softly.
Arthur's eyes flickered down the length of my arm, tracing over my bare skin before settling back on my face. I smiled. I could feel him studying me, the same way I had studied him last night. And I let him. I wanted him to.
I wondered, Did his species have a way of communicating outside of words? Did they swim in pods, share gestures, brush against each other like this? Or was he always alone?
Before I could dwell on the thought, Arthur reached for my wrist.
I tensed, not out of fear, but out of sheer surprise. His webbed fingers moved with delicate precision, his claws barely grazing my skin as he began unraveling the damp, bloodied gauze wrapped around my wrist.
I swallowed a wince as the fabric peeled away, the dried blood pulling at the torn skin beneath.
"Guess I should have Charles take a look at that today," I muttered, more to myself than to him. "Probably needs stitches."
Arthur didn't react to my words—only to the wound itself. His pupils contracted slightly, his nostrils flaring. Smelling my blood. Committing my scent to memory.
Somewhere deep in my chest, I knew I should have been afraid. Blood was a trigger for predators, a primal lure that awakened the basest instincts of the hunt. I had seen it countless times in the wild—how a single drop in the water could send sharks into a frenzy, how wounded seals would attract the silent approach of something lurking just beneath the surface. Even the most docile creatures could turn savage at the scent of it, driven by an ancient, unspoken law of survival.
But Arthur didn't move like a predator.
There was no sudden tension in his body, no sharp intake of breath like he was fighting the urge to lunge. No flicker of hunger in those deep blue eyes. His grip remained careful, deliberate—his webbed fingers barely grazing my wrist as if he were handling something delicate. As if he didn't want to break me.
It was a contradiction, this creature with the power to rip me apart, yet holding me like I was something worth protecting. He was watching me, not like prey, but like something fragile. Something he didn't want to break.
And yet, as I watched him open his mouth, as I gazed upon the pearly white rows of razor-sharp teeth that were almost human, I couldn't pull away.
There was no fear, no instinct screaming at me to recoil. Only a strange, electric stillness settling over my body, a deep-rooted certainty in my chest that he would not hurt me.
But nothing—nothing—could have prepared me for what he did next.
A long, dark blue tongue unfurled from his mouth, ribbed along the sides and top, an evolutionary marvel designed to grip and manipulate prey—but as it slipped past his lips, I realized it was something far more intricate. The ridges along the surface flexed with a sensual fluidity, the textured muscle curling and undulating as if tasting the very air between us. It was long, sinuous, almost serpentine in the way it moved, tapering to a fine point that flicked out experimentally before retracting.
There was nothing predatory in the way it reached for me, yet I couldn't ignore the way it twitched and pulsed, slick with warmth, glistening under the morning lights as it hovered tantalizingly close to my skin. It was slow, deliberate, exploratory—intimate in a way I didn't yet understand.
And then, he licked me.
Warm. Slick. Wet. The hard muscle dragged over my wrist, gliding over my open wound with an almost reverent touch. I sucked in a breath, heart hammering against my ribs as I watched, entranced. His breath fanned hot over my skin, and after that first taste, his lips parted further, his mouth closing around my wrist.
I should have been terrified.
Instead, I shivered.
Viscous saliva pooled over my cuts, coating them in a thick sheen, and his tongue worked methodically, spreading it deeper into my skin. The sensation was... indescribable. A pulse of heat shot through me, curling at the base of my spine. My body reacted—not with fear, but with something darker, something instinctual.
The act was so tender, so gentle, it completely betrayed his monstrous form. Arthur was the one in pain, the one suffering, and yet he was the one tending to me. Cleaning me. Marking me.
A soft noise slipped past my lips, and an ache settled low in my stomach. When he finally pulled away, a thick strand of saliva connected us, catching the light like a thread of liquid silver. And then—gods help me—he kissed it. A chaste press of his lips to my wrist, as if sealing his work, as if telling me you're mine to heal.
I exhaled, trembling. His pupils were blown wide, the black nearly swallowing the blue, his expression unreadable. But I could feel it—the weight of his gaze, the intensity in the way his fingers twitched toward me. The moment stretched, charged, thick with something I didn't dare name.
It wasn't until I caught the faint, flickering glow beneath his skin that I finally pulled my gaze away. His veins were lighting up again, faint but unmistakable, bioluminescence dancing beneath his flesh like phosphorescence in the deep.
I barely had time to wonder what it meant before I looked down at my wrist—
And choked on my breath.
The wounds were gone.
There was no trace of blood, no broken skin, no sign that I had ever been wounded at all. In its place, four iridescent scars shimmered beneath the dim lighting, their color shifting like polished opal, contrasting against the natural hue of my skin. They looked just like his own—etched proof of pain, survival, and something far stranger.
Had he... had he healed me with his saliva?
I stared, my breath caught somewhere between awe and disbelief. My fingers trembled as I brushed them over the fresh scars, the skin smooth and cool to the touch, as if it had been untouched by injury. The realization sent a shiver down my spine, my stomach twisting with something I couldn't comprehend.
"A-Arthur wha—"
"I'm real sorry for hurtin' ya."
The deep, gravelly timbre of his voice sent a jolt of shock through my body, rooting me in place. My gaze snapped up to him, my pulse hammering against my ribs. I hadn't heard him say more than three words in the past twelve hours, and now he was apologizing to me?
"H-holy fuck, you can talk?!" My voice came out breathless, stunned.
Arthur only nodded, his gills flaring slightly. His expression was unreadable, but something about the way he held my gaze—steady, cautious, yet unguarded—made my chest tighten. Had I been too forward? Had I ruined my only chance to hear him speak again?
I exhaled slowly, trying to gather myself, to settle the erratic thrum of my heart. "Sorry, that was rude of me," I admitted, lowering my voice. "I just—I didn't think you could speak more than a few words. How do you know English so well?"
I waited, desperate to hear his voice again, to break the fragile silence hanging between us.
"Been 'round people long enough." He spoke slower this time, deliberate, like he wasn't used to stringing so many words together at once. "Picked up on it eventually."
Holy shit, he has an accent.
That drawl—low, thick, undeniably Southern—rolled through me like a gentle tide, and I felt its weight settle deep in my bones. It was rough around the edges, worn down with time, and yet, there was something almost soothing about the way the words left his lips. But the mention of people sent a ripple of unease through me.
Had he been around them by choice? Or had they kept him?
I had so many questions, but I forced myself to rein them in. Pushing too hard could make him shut down, and I wasn't willing to risk that.
"I see," I said gently. "Must have been really hard for you to talk last night, with all the pain you were in."
Arthur gave a slow nod, his expression unreadable. His slitted pupils flicked down toward my wrist, the scars still catching the dim light, before shifting back to my face.
I took him in, really looked at him. He seemed healthier now, stronger. His color had returned, the luminous sheen of his skin no longer dull and lifeless. For the first time, I realized just how much I wanted him to heal.
"You're looking much better," I admitted, offering a small smile. "The color's come back to your skin... maybe soon we can let you go home."
The words felt like a betrayal the second they left my lips. I didn't want him to leave. And I knew how selfish that was.
Arthur's expression shifted, his jaw tightening just slightly. "Don't have a home."
His voice was quiet, but the weight of those words crushed the air from my lungs.
I swallowed hard. "What about a family? Could they be looking for you?"
His pupils narrowed slightly—whether from fear, memory, or something else, I wasn't sure. But then, with a slow shake of his head, he answered me in silence.
That hurt more than I was prepared for.
I bit my lip, fighting against the ache settling in my chest. I had a feeling pressing him further would only make things worse, I didn't want him to shut down or feel overwhelmed. So instead, I softened my tone. "Would it be alright if I checked on your wound?"
For a moment, I thought he'd refuse. Now that he was awake, fully aware, maybe the fragile trust I had built last night would vanish. Maybe he wouldn't let me get close to him like that again. And yet, the ghost of his touch lingered—his tongue, warm and slick, lapping at my skin, the slow press of his lips leaving a phantom heat that refused to fade. Even now, my wrist tingled where he had kissed it, the memory of it searing deeper than it should have.
But then, those soft lips parted, his voice rolling over me like a slow-moving tide.
"Sure."
It was a lazy, drawn-out syllable—more like shoar—and something about the way he hollowed his mouth around the word made heat creep up my spine.
I smiled, trying to shake the feeling, and stood up, stretching until my muscles loosened with a satisfying sigh. "I'll go change into my wetsuit."
Arthur watched me, those deep blue eyes tracking my every movement. There was something unreadable in his gaze—something that made my pulse quicken just a little too fast. I turned on my heel before I could overthink it, heading toward the locker room, my mind still reeling from the way his voice curled around a single word.
⋅─⊱༺ 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 ༻⊰─⋅
Arthur sat on the lip of the pool, his tail partially submerged, the sun catching on the water's surface and throwing shimmering reflections onto the walls. The early morning light illuminated his body in a way the dim fluorescents of the facility never could. His scales, now clean and glistening, shimmered with a brilliance that nearly stole my breath. Blues and purples interwoven like the Milky Way on a clear midsummer night, scattered across the vast ocean of his skin. He was beautiful. Otherworldly. Ethereal.
I glanced at the clock on the wall. The facility would be opening soon. Hosea would arrive to check in, expecting an explanation for the frantic call from last night. And when that happened, everything would change. No more quiet moments, no more stillness between just the two of us. The world would come crashing in, demanding answers, demanding that Arthur be studied, tested, examined.
Selfishly, I already mourned the loss of our solitude.
I shook the thought away. That wasn't my concern right now. My focus was on him, on making sure he was healing properly. Whatever came next—I'd deal with it then.
From my position beside him, I traced my gaze down the long expanse of his body. I couldn't help but admire the way his tail gleamed as if the constellations themselves had been pressed into his flesh. As if sensing my fascination, he suddenly flicked his tail, sending a playful spray of water in my direction. Droplets pitter-pattered against my skin, cool against the morning warmth.
I gasped, swiping a hand over my face, then looked up at him with narrowed eyes. "Oh, real mature—"
But then my breath caught.
Was that...a grin tugging at his lips? Or just a trick of the light?
The idea of Arthur—cautious, guarded, pained Arthur—smiling at me made something flip in my stomach.
"You're quite a sight, Arthur," I said before I could stop myself, voice softer than I intended. "You put all the pearls in the ocean to shame."
For a fleeting moment, the iridescent glow beneath his skin flickered again. I was sure that it meant something. But before I could ask, he scoffed, brushing off the compliment like it was second nature.
"Oh, darlin', you ain't seen too many pearls then. I'm 'bout as pretty as the underside of a sunfish."
I lifted a brow, my lips twitching into a smirk. He winked. Not a trick of the light. A full-on, deliberate wink.
Was he...flirting with me?
A flutter of nerves ran through me, heat curling in my stomach. The tone of endearment, the teasing lilt in his voice—it sent warmth creeping up my spine, made my chest feel lighter. I had no idea what this was between us, but I knew I liked it.
I grinned, tilting my head, tracing idle patterns in the water with my fingers. "Oh, so now you're an expert on beauty, huh?" I teased, letting my gaze drift over him in exaggerated scrutiny. "Because I hate to break it to you, honey, but I've seen plenty of sunfish—and none of them have eyes that glow like starlight."
His gills fluttered, his bioluminescent veins pulsing faintly again, and I knew now it was a response to something. A reaction.
Shaking his head, he huffed. "They also don't got teeth like mine," he drawled, flashing me a sharp grin, "or a tongue that can make a grown man cry."
Heat flared up my neck at that remark, and I barely smothered a choked laugh. "Oh yeah?" I shot back, arching a brow. "And exactly how many grown men have you made cry, Arthur?"
His pupils widened slightly, something playful, something darkly amused lurking in those deep blue depths. "Wouldn't you like to know, pretty girl," he murmured, voice dipping into something rich and slow, something that sent a shiver rolling down my spine.
I sucked in a breath.
Pretty girl?
The most beautiful creature I'd ever seen was sitting right next to me, calling me pretty? The one with glowing veins, eyes like the ocean at midnight, and a tail that shimmered like the galaxies above thought I was beautiful?
My stomach flipped.
I swallowed hard, feeling warmth creep up my neck, and cleared my throat. "W-well, I'll be sure to keep my wits about me then," I managed, aiming for breezy, casual—but failing miserably as my voice wavered slightly.
Arthur just watched me, gaze steady, unreadable. My heart was hammering in my chest.
Gods help me, I was enjoying this way too much.
Looking down his torso, I reminded myself to focus on the task at hand—his wound. But as my gaze traveled over his long body, I found my thoughts drifting. I wondered what it would feel like to press my ear to his chest again, to listen to the steady rhythm of his tandem heartbeat's, that soft purring sound vibrating through his skin. I couldn't help but admire the way his muscles flexed, the subtle dusting of sandy hair leading down from his chest, tracing the curve of his abs.
There was something undeniably captivating about him. He had that rugged, raw appeal—the kind of man you'd find at the bar at the end of a long, hard day, sitting quietly with a drink in hand. His whiskey-smooth voice still echoed in my mind, and I found myself drawn to him in a way that felt all at once comforting and dangerous. There was a quiet strength in his presence, an unspoken promise of safety.
Shaking my head, I forced my attention back to the wound I had been avoiding. His mating slit, once gruesome, had begun to heal faster than I expected. It almost looked... normal again, as normal as I thought his reproductive organ could look. The swelling had gone down significantly, and the irritation had vanished, leaving behind smooth, unblemished skin where it had been torn.
I couldn't help but marvel at it. "This is incredible, Arthur," I whispered, a note of awe in my voice. "It's almost entirely healed."
Without thinking, my fingers hovered just above the area, drawn by a mix of curiosity and the desire to help, to feel for myself how much progress had been made. Would the stitches need to come out already? But as my hand hovered, I stopped myself. What am I even doing? It felt too personal, too intimate, to touch him like this so casually.
Before I could pull my hand away, Arthur's hand closed gently around my wrist, guiding it down his body, towards his slit. His voice was soft, almost reassuring. "You can touch me," he said, his tone quiet but firm.
I barely managed to get the words out. My throat tightened with his movements. "O-okay..." My voice caught as his hand led mine to the smoothness of his skin, the heat of him still radiating through the water. It felt like silk, like liquid warmth.
Arthur leaned closer, his breath brushing against my ear, sending a shiver down my spine. "I like it when you touch me," he murmured, voice low, filled with something I couldn't quite place but was undeniably erotic.
Oh, I'm so fucked.
A rush of heat flared through me. The careful distance I'd tried to maintain was crumbling beneath his gaze and his touch, replaced by a raw, intense need to be closer, to understand him more. And it frightened me. But I couldn't pull away.
Letting go of my wrist, he leaned back, and I felt my curiosity surge, pulling me under like a fierce undercurrent. I hesitated, drawn to the curiosity that had been gnawing at me since the moment I first saw him. My fingers traced the raised edge, gliding over the surface with a touch that was both deliberate and tentative, smooth and featherlight. The flesh here was softer than expected—more pliable—and strangely different. It was nothing like the taut muscle or the hard scales I had touched before. This was an entirely different texture, unfamiliar yet intriguing. Despite his hips being above the waterlevel, the area was wet, slick beneath my touch. And warm like melted honey.
I became acutely aware of how close we were, of the delicate balance between curiosity and respect. I dragged my middle and ring fingers down the center, carefully adding pressure, testing the entrance. The stitches were deeper inside, where the harpoon tip had once lodged between muscle and skin, leaving its mark in ways I could still barely comprehend.
Suddenly, Charles' words echoed in my mind, clear as if he'd spoken them just moments ago: The slit opening is where you'd expect female reproductive organs. I thought of my own, of the delicate way my body mirrored the things I had just learned about his own. The comparison felt surreal, yet there it was—more striking the longer I stared, more connections forming with every second. The shape was longer, more...animalistic in its own right. And then it struck me. The outermost part, thick and full, resembled the labia majora. And as my fingers slowly parted the skin, I realized that what lay beneath—hidden and delicate, like the petals of a water lily—was akin to the labia minora.
How incredible.
This hunk of a beast, this creature who resembled so much of a man in his upper half, shared the same organ as I did. The thought twisted through my mind, unexpected yet indisputable. I couldn't argue with the science right infront of me. Before I could stop myself, my thumb found its way to the top, gently moving over the soft skin, searching for that familiar, pearl-shaped bundle of nerves—one that could make a grown woman cry out in sheer euphoria.
Arthur's breathing hitched, growing rapid, and that thick, wet sticky substance coated my fingers. But I couldn't stop. I didn't want to. My thumb pressed deeper into his slit, pushing past the softness until I felt it—there, hidden beneath the surface. And oh, Arthur felt it too. I bit my lip as a shudder rippled through him, his body trembling in response, releasing a delicious, low moan that made my throat tighten. My knees wavered as his tail subtly twitched with the rhythm of his pleasure.
The sound of his moan snapped me from my trance, and I glanced up.
His eyes were closed, his face soft and serene, as though lost in the bliss of the moment. His veins glowed with an otherworldly light, a natural show of warmth that could rival Christmas lights in their brilliance. He was breathtaking in his vulnerability, in this raw display of emotion and trust.
And as the reality of the situation sank in, I suddenly realized—I was the one arousing him.
I didn't want to stop, but at the same time, I didn't know how to keep going. How far were we supposed to take this? Did he—did he want to finish? Could his species even do that? Christ, what the hell was I doing? I was fingering a man I barely knew—a species I hadn't even known existed until last night!
"What do they mean?" I blurted out, halting my movements. I could hear the faintest whine escape his lips, the sound so soft, so intimate, it almost felt like it was meant just for me. I quickly pulled my thumb away from his clit. "T-the lights, I mean."
Arthur's pupils were wide with arousal, and something deeper, more primal. He glanced down at his body as if he hadn't fully realized what was happening. "Ah, sorry if that's weird. Can't control 'em."
He thinks that's what's weird about this?
"N-no, it's not that," I stammered, trying to steady my breath. "It's just—is it a stimulus response? I've seen you do it a few times since last night." I explained, my words rushed but genuine.
He scratched the back of his neck, a sheepish gesture that only made him seem more vulnerable, more real. "Yeah. Like I said, I can't help it. They're always goin' off this time of year."
"This time of year?" I echoed, not quite processing it yet.
"Mmhm," he rumbled, the sound coming from deep within his chest, vibrating through the air around us. "Mating season."
I couldn't move. I felt stiff, like a statue, unable to shift or look away from the reality unfolding before me. This wasn't real. None of this could be real.
Mating season?! Gods above, I was dabbling in forces I scarcely understood.
Not knowing how to respond, I quickly pulled my hand away from his slit. My nerves were painfully obvious, but I couldn't help it. I'd only had one partner in my life—what the hell made me think I knew how to pleasure a siren? And during his mating season, no less. What the fuck was I thinking?
Staring down at my fingers, I noticed they were slick with the same sticky substance that had come from his mouth earlier. "Is this how you healed so quickly?" I asked, hesitant. "The mucus from your...uhm..." I couldn't finish the sentence, the words feeling foreign in my mouth. "It's the same stuff you used to heal my wrist, right?"
Arthur nodded, unfazed, as if my question was nothing new to him. Then, with the grace of someone who'd done it countless times before, he pushed himself off the lip of the pool and slid smoothly into the water, his head now level with my torso. The water lapped gently at the edges of his face, he looked totally nonchalant, as though he were casually offering up his body as a mystery I could unravel at my leisure.
His openness was undeniable, his body offering itself for exploration in ways I could barely process.
I started to connect the dots. He had some kind of magical property in his mucus—something that allowed him to heal rapidly, not just himself, but others as well. And yet, despite that power, his body was covered in scars, each one gleaming with an iridescent sheen, much like the mark on my wrist. His ability to reproduce on his own was extraordinary, but clearly, someone had tried to take that ability from him. During a time when his body was vulnerable, overwhelmed by hormonal changes. Was this same person trying to harness his power for their own gain? The same one who struck a harpoon through his body?
My breathing quickened, and my heart hammered in my chest. Arthur noticed the shift immediately. His large hands wrapped around my waist, grounding me in the moment. Oh god, it felt so good when he touched me, as though his very hands could steady the chaos within me.
"Oh, sweetheart, I didn't mean to scare ya," he murmured soothingly, his voice a deep balm that somehow settled the storm in my chest. I almost chuckled at the absurdity of it all—this creature, this beast, with claws and teeth that could tear through human flesh like it was wet paper, yet here he was, coddling me.
I ran my hands up the length of his forearm, the delicate fins beneath my fingers sending a strange thrill through me. His skin was so smooth, almost silky, yet there was an undeniable strength in the way he held himself. "You didn't scare me," I said, my voice soft. "I was just trying to make sense of it all..." I inhaled deeply, steadying myself for the next question. "Arthur, why would someone do this to you?"
I felt him shift, the tension in his body telling me he was about to pull away. But before he could, I sank down to my knees in the pool, the water rising to my chin, pulling us back to eye level. Looking into those deep blue eyes, I felt as if I were drowning in them—yet strangely, I didn't want to come up for air. I reached up, cupping his face gently in my hands, my fingers brushing through his beard, marveling at its softness.
"I can't help you if I don't know the truth," I whispered, my voice thick with the weight of my words. "You can trust me." Slowly, I traced my thumb over his lips, the gesture feeling both intimate and natural, as if we had always been this close. "These hands will never hurt you." I repeated the words from last night, when he had been bleeding out on the sand, his body trembling and begging for my touch, my reassurance.
Arthur moved closer to my face, and for a brief, breathless moment, I thought he might kiss me. Do sirens even do that? But before I could find out, he spoke, his voice low and heavy with something I couldn't quite place. "Got caught up with some disagreeable men, that's all."
"That's all?" I echoed, my voice trembling. "Honey, there was a harpoon lodged inside you. They tried to take away—"
He cut me off, his words sharp and bitter. "I know what they did. It's what your people do best." The venom in his voice wasn't directed at me, but it still stung. I bristled at the thought of being lumped in with them, with those people.
A deep, weary sigh escaped him, as though he were surrendering to the weight of his own history. "My father was human, and my mother was a siren. He took me from her when I was still learnin' to use my gills. Lyle sold me to a man who promised him a fortune—and promised me a family." The word 'family' slipped from his mouth like something vile, something toxic.
"For as long as I can remember, I was poked, prodded, and exploited. He was some kind of businessman, workin' with new-age scientists who wanted to harness my ability to accelerate cell regeneration. He told me it was love. Said I was helpin' folk, that it's what families do. And I believed every word. I gave him everything."
His eyes darkened, and the sadness that swirled within them carried a weight of betrayal so profound it nearly stole my breath. The intensity of his gaze shook me to my core. My pulse quickened as the realization hit me—he had used that same healing ability on me so freely, when his entire life had been spent with it exploited. Without thinking, I reached out, my fingers trembling as I threaded them through his hair, pulling him closer. I traced them gently down from the base of his skull to the curled tips of his shoulders, offering him the only comfort I knew how. I urged him, silently, to continue.
"As I started to get older, the lead scientist suggested that I produce an offspring, so they could continue their research once I was gone. Told me I was passin' on my legacy. So..." He paused, his voice faltering, and when he spoke again, it came out in a whisper, laced with raw emotion. "So I gave 'em a son."
Oh no.
Gods, please. Please don't let this end the way I think it's going to.
Arthur shuddered, his entire body tensing as though he were bracing himself against an onslaught of painful memories. I saw the tears well up in his eyes, and before he even spoke, I knew what he was about to say.
"Isaac didn't have his old man's ability to heal people, so—" He let out a humorless chuckle, the sound ragged and broken. His tears spilled freely now, tracing down his cheeks in silent testimony. "So, they took him from me..."
My heart shattered, the weight of his words crashing down like a wave. He didn't need to finish the sentence to confirm my suspicion. They had killed his son, stripped him of his only remaining piece of hope, because he served no purpose in their eyes. They saw Arthur as nothing more than a tool, something to be exploited, not someone with a heart, with feelings, with dreams, with goals of his own.
"Oh, Arthur..." My voice cracked as I reached up, using my thumb to brush away the tears that spilled from his eyes, cradling his handsome face in my hands. "I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry." The words felt hollow, inadequate. Christ, how could I console someone who had faced such unimaginable loss? What could I say that would ever ease this kind of pain?
He leaned into my touch, his cheek brushing against my palm, the intimacy of the gesture both tender and heart-wrenching. His veins flared with their familiar, ethereal glow again. But this time, despite their beauty, there was something different about them—a sadness, a heaviness that lingered in the air around him. He hadn't been joking when he said his body was sensitive during this time of year.
"You're safe here. I won't ever let those men hurt you again," I promised, my voice steady despite the uncertainty that churned inside me. But even as the words left my mouth, I knew how hollow they felt. I had no idea how I would protect him. Hell, I could barely comprehend the danger we were facing.
Arthur shook his head slowly, his expression hardening. "I ain't safe here, darlin', I ain't safe anywhere." His voice was low, heavy with resignation. "That harpoon was just a desperate effort to control me, but it won't be their last. They'll come for me. They ain't gonna let their prized pony go so easily."
I wanted to argue—a harpoon through the mating organs wasn't exactly a quick or easy way to let go. But the words stuck in my throat, too raw to speak.
"Who, Arthur?" I asked, my voice tight with both fear and curiosity. "Who is the man that thinks he has some kind of ownership over you?"
His ocean-blue eyes darkened, a storm brewing behind them. The weight of his words hit like a slap, and the fury in his gaze sent a chill down my spine.
He spat the name thick with venom and years of bitter history.
"Dutch van der Linde." 
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AN: This chapter had me all over the fucking place. I was blushing, i was giggling, i was horny, then i was crying. However, despite the rollercoaster i really enjoyed how this came out and i'm honestly shocked i pulled it together because now i feel like i have some kind of real plot to work around! Yippee! But i must ask, chat, how do we feel about arthur being intersex and the reader exploring that female anatomy. Tbh, i wanted to do that first because i found it the most 'taboo' and wanted to explore it further. Literally. If you're uncomfortable with this, i do apologize. But there will be more fingerfucking of arthur's cunt. So be aware :)
I love you freaks <3
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w1ldfl0wwer · 2 days ago
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Oh what I’d give for someone to write a fic about Arthur Morgan being a farmhand staying on your family’s property 😔 and they have to keep it hush hush, and they get caught and then just SOMUCHANGST PLSPLSPLSPLS I’m frothing at the mouth for it.
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shoot1ngst4r · 6 months ago
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going out of your way to search up [insert character] ANGST and all you get is smut
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soldateins · 3 days ago
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ty for the love on this!! i was actually so nervous posting lmao
Can we have an Arthur Morgan fic with a reader who's big on impact play (receiving lol) ? Be as detailed as you want
Salacious Sacrosanctity
Pairing: Arthur Morgan x Female!Reader (Smut 18+)
Summary: You've not seen Arthur for almost a week. He plans a night of splendour in Valentine with you but once you get to the hotel room, he finds out that you've brought a little surprise of your own.
Tags: NSFW Smut (18+! MDNI), impact play (spanking, riding crop), unprotected p in v (stays in during o, too), kissing, Arthur calls reader ‘girl’ and ‘gorgeous’ and ‘darlin’, Arthur starts out a little subby ig then becomes more dominant as it goes on
Word count: 2,727
Author’s Note: Tysm for the request, anon!! I automatically wrote this for female!reader without much thought, I hope that’s okay! I hope you like it, I’m so nervous posting smut still lmfao and I got sooo carried away. The logistics of writing positions and sensations actually drives me mad. Also, I’ve made Arthur the goofy, horny sweetheart that I canonise him to be at mid-to-high honour, I hope it tracks <3
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“You sure about this?”
Arthur’s eyes flit between you, sprawled out on the hotel bed before him, naked, heavenly, and the riding crop you had just closed his fingers around. You look up at him, drinking in his equal state of undress, his body a little bruised, a little sunburnt, and wantonly tense.
“M’sure.” You purr.
He’s been so bogged down with Dutch’s odd jobs lately that you’ve barely seen him for almost a week. During the lulls of travel, he planned a night of splendour for you both. When he returned to camp in the coppery hues of the evening, he gussied himself up, shaving and putting on clean clothes. He then found you and practically swept you up onto his horse, relishing in your confused giggles before heading to Valentine.
His plan started with taking you to dinner at Smithfields. It didn’t take long for you both to start leaning across the table, desperate to close the distance, the hot food and alcohol warming your stomachs and the lust-filled whispers between you steadily warming your loins. I’ve missed you. I’ve missed you, too. God, you look gorgeous tonight. I’ve been thinking about you all day. I’ve thought about you every night. Oh, really?
You all but skipped to the hotel room, his arm around your waist, tight, urgent. Little did he know, you had a surprise of your own. As you undressed one another between greedy kisses and hot breaths, stumbling back towards the bed, you’d whispered against his mouth, “I want to try something.” before reaching for your satchel.
And now here he was, towering over you, watching your skin prickle at the sight of him holding the riding crop.
“You really sure?” His voice strains a little, nose scrunching, “I’m all for givin’ you what you want, gorgeous, but I don’t wanna hurt you.”
His bewilderment makes you laugh,“You won’t hurt me.”
“But if I do–”
“I’ll ask you to stop.”
Arthur is still processing the situation when you slip off of the bed and bend over in front of him, planting your elbows on the mattress. You turn your head to look back at him. Arthur blinks, his lustred skin burning at the display of your nude form, the curve of your ass, your already laboured breathing.
What was left of his ambivalence flows down through his muscles and clings heavily to the underside of his solid cock. He swallows and places his free hand on your waist, his thumb circling lovingly into your skin, before he tentatively grazes the keeper of the riding crop over your rear. The humming giggle that leaves you makes him smile, raising his eyebrows,
“That feel good?”
“Very good.”
He drags the keeper up and down your rear a few times, acclimatising himself to the action. You bite your lip, leaning back into his hand, into the riding crop, and your ass brushes the tip of his cock. He hisses and his hands twitch, the keeper gently patting your skin. You hum, pushing back further and he moans, rolling his hips, his cock rubbing between your asscheeks.
“What about you, feeling good?” You ask, a playful lilt to your voice. Arthur blows out a strong breath, and you watch his eyes shut as he nods clumsily. You trail your focus down, appreciating his body, the way his abdominal muscles undulate with each roll of his hips, but then your eyes catch on the glittering pearlescence of pre-cum trickling from the swollen head of his cock. You whine, feeling your insides clench,
“Oh, Arthur, look at you…”
His flushed face contorts further with need at the sound of your cooing tone. His fingers twitch yet again, causing the riding crop to pat your rear more and his eyes open, dazed, as though he had forgotten he was holding it. He swallows thickly, eyes flickering to yours and back to the riding crop. He runs the keeper of the riding crop up over your rear and then up your spine, making you shiver. Your head drops forward and you sigh. When he trails it back down and taps it against your ass a few times, you chuckle, wiggling a little. He grunts as the underside of his cock bumps between your asscheeks.
“Stop teasin’ me, Arthur.”
“Teasin’? I ain’t teasin’-” He gasps and you cut him off by grinding your hips back into his.
“C’mon, Arthur…” You whine. He both moans and rolls his eyes.
“Okay, okay, just– Say stop if I hurt’chya.”
You nod and let out an ‘Mhm’. Arthur lifts his hand, and as he calculates his aim, he strokes up and down your waist with his other hand, letting his cock glide back and forth against your ass. You melt beneath his touch, a soft hum sounding in your chest.
When he lands the riding crop down onto your lifted rear expertly with a thwip-crack, he almost keels over at the squealing moan that rips from you as you plant your face in the bedsheets. A stream of excitement spurts through your shuddering body. Your back arches and his attention is caught by the glimmer of your arousal cascading from your core and through your folds, a river of pleasure that he so very much wants to drown himself in.
“Jesus– You…” His grip on the riding crop pulses simultaneously with the throbbing of his cock, begging him to do it again,
“You weren’t kiddin’.”
“God, I knew you’d be so good at this.”
A thrill shoots up through him; he feels like the conductor of the world’s finest symphony when he strikes your behind again, harder this time, the smarting sting drawing an even greater reaction from you. You gasp, mouth opening, and you exhale a keening cry, your hands moving up to clutch at your hair.
“Keep going, please, keep going–” You pant.
Arthur can barely breathe, fervent eagerness constricting his chest as he brings the riding crop down onto your rear again and again at a steady pace, his actions lagging occasionally as he continues to grind his cock into your blushing ass; he tries his darndest to keep his fuzzy focus on your face to make sure you’re enjoying yourself. You’re squirming at this point, and with a whine, you spread your legs and look at him over your shoulder, face slackened with cupidity.
“Arthur, I need you– Need you now–”
Arthur huffs, the frenzy of his arousal thrumming beneath his sheening skin. You observe wantonly as he switches the riding crop to his non-dominant hand and scrunches his nose as he spits crudely into the palm of his dominant hand a couple of times. He wraps his hand around his cock and strokes, slathering it with his saliva; a grumble bubbles in his throat. You shift a bit, steadying your stance. He looks down and brings his hand from his cock to your core, using his index and ring finger to part your folds before dipping them into you gingerly.
“Arthur…” You sigh, your back curving tautly as he checks that you’re relaxed enough.
“Patience, darlin’. It’s comin’.” He breathes, removing his fingers and working his cock a few times before resting the head against your core. You suck in a shaky breath that cuts off as he slowly pushes into you and you whimper at the sheer girth of his cock expanding your plush walls. You hear the riding crop hit the floor before he seizes your hips and fully sheathes himself within you.
“There y’are…” He strains.
With a gasp, he sets a languid rhythm, working his entire length into each thrust. It sends a ceaseless shiver through your body and a long, airy moan escapes you before you begin to pant loudly, head falling against the bed with a soft thump.
“Easy, girl, easy…” Arthur pats your hips; you can hear the set of his jaw as he adjusts to the sensation of filling you, what he’d been thinking about each night for the past week. When he deems you settled enough, he gradually picks up the pace until his cock nudges your sweet spot, making you gasp,
“There– Yes–” You spread your legs further, angling your hips back and up; he supports you instinctively.
“Yeah? Right there?” Arthur whispers, pressing against you more before burying himself to the hilt within you and making his thrusts shallow, tapping your sweet spot continuously.
“Oh, God– Arthur– Arthur–”
The unabashedly loud moan that he draws from you and the way it oscillates in time with his thrusts almost makes him come right then and there. All he can muster is a grunt. Through the haze, your voice graces his ears.
“Spank me–”
“What?” He pants out through gritted teeth.
You bring a hand behind your back and claw at the air until you find his dominant hand. You try to hit your ass with his hand but the angle results in a dull thump against your soft flesh. You groan in frustration,
“Please, Arthur- It’ll feel so good–”
The ardour weaved throughout your words makes Arthur’s brain cut off, his hips lagging for a moment, eyelashes fluttering; he slowly raises his hand. He can hear the anticipation in your gasping breaths, and he sees you lift yourself a little more.
He brings his palm firmly down on your plush rear with a sharp slap and the absolutely glorious squealing moan of surprise you release causes him to melt down onto you with a gravelly sigh, kissing a sloppy trail up your spine, his rough hand massaging the area he just inflicted delicious pain upon. He gulps as he falls back into the quick, shallow rhythm, his body painfully rigid with arousal but his jaw slack.
“Arthur–” Your voice trembles; the sensation crackles through the rest of your body and you start to shake.
“I know– I know–”Arthur rubs wide circles on your lower back, “I gotch’ya, gorgeous– Just–” He groans before forcing part of his consciousness to stream back up from the burning base of his cock to his fogged brain. The tough skin of his palm meets your blotched rear again and you both moan as you squeeze around his cock, a pleasant harmony filling the room accompanied by the percussive slick slaps of his hips against yours.
He recognises the familiar onset of your orgasm, the way your legs weaken, the tension in your body rocking between your hips and the arc of your spine. Your knees start to buckle, knocking against the bed, your breaths a soft, desperate blanket swathing the droning, ragged nature of his own. He knows that you won’t last for much longer.
Keeping you as one, he palms his way down your hips, down to your thighs, and with a grunt, hoists your lower half up a bit, and forces you forward up the bed. You squeal and huff as your arms that were supporting you unfold and lay flat at your sides as you faceplant on the bed.
He moves with you, his chest flush with your back. He props himself up on one elbow and brings his other arm diagonally over your upper back, pushing you down into the mattress and gripping your shoulder to fully control the rhythm.
“My–” thrust “God–” thrust “Arthur!”
And before you can think much more–
Smack!
Your back tries desperately to curve and you cry out in surprise and pleasure but he keeps you pressed to the bed with his forearm.
“There’s a–” Smack! “Girl.”
He can barely form the words as they slip from his lips. He’s used to being a guide in the bedroom but this? Watching you writhe beneath him, your hands clawing up the bed to rest above your head and grip the sheets, the column of his cock disappearing inside of you again and again, your arousal sticking his skin to yours ticklishly with each meeting. It’s downright animalistic. Hedonistic. Addictive. Utterly divine.
“Christ, I think I’m gonna–” He chokes out.
“Yes, Arthur, yes, please–”
“Have a heart attack–” He raggedly gasps.
You let out a broken moaning laugh, and he feels your hips stuttering beneath his. He shifts a little, slowing his roll, and you shudder, your core pulsing around him. He snakes his hands between you and the bed, splaying one over your ribs and the other moves down to explore where you both meet, lubricating his fingers with the gloss of your arousal, before starting to rub small, firm circles into the throbbing tissue of your clit. He feels all of the tensity trembling through your beautiful body and gathering in your stomach, the muscles twitching under his palm.
“I’m– I’m–”
“That’s it, there you go…” He breathes, mouthing at the silky skin of your back.
With an almost sobbing cry you come, convulsing, clutching the bedsheets, hips rocking between his unrelenting girth and fingers. The pressure of your walls steals his breath and he holds you tighter.
“Oh, That’s my girl…”
As your relief waves through you, your chest heaves and the roll of your hips progressively slows. His gaze drops to the sight of your opaline ambrosia leaking out onto his cock and he whines. His head drops forward, some of his chestnut hair falling over his forehead as his own impending orgasm braids his abdomen into aching knots. He shifts, his body laying atop you, his strong hands seeking out yours, threading his fingers between your own as thrusts into you desperately; you moan, overstimulated,
“Arthur–”
“Almost there, my gir–”
His breath catches as his orgasm bursts through him, a harsh groan surging from his chest and vibrating against your back. His rhythm falters and you whimper at the sensation of his cock stuffing you as his hot cum rushes up into you.
With a sigh, he grows heavier against you, panting, shaking.
“My girl…” He whispers.
You stir beneath his large body, your voice a gentle slur,
“Arthur, you’re crushin’ me.”
He barks out a chuckle, kissing your back a few times before raising himself a little bit,
“M’sorry, darlin’. C’mon…”
He pets your head with one hand, moving the other to the base of his cock. You both moan when he carefully pulls out, the cocktail of your mingling fluids dripping from you onto the bed sheets below. You catch your breath, eyes fluttering closed, unmoving.
“You’ve never looked prettier.”
Arthur says softly and you hear him stand up. He walks to the dresser, a little wobbly, and grabs a towel hanging over it, cleaning himself up. After a moment, you feel him tenderly start to wipe your intimate areas. You hear the bed creak as he sits next to you, still cleaning you up, and he leans down to caress and kiss your thighs and ass. You open your eyes and look back at him fondly.
“Always so chivalrous, Mister Morgan.”
He shakes his head and smiles in between kisses before throwing the towel onto the bedside table. You roll over, wincing at your aching muscles and sore rear. Arthur gives you a soft look as he peels back the bedsheets. You watch him with a low hum. He crawls onto the bed and ducks down for a kiss and you giggle into his mouth, hands finding purchase on his broad shoulders. The kiss is sloppy, your mutual exhaustion apparent as your tongues lap together. His hands massage your waist as he melts into you.
“Thank you for bringin’ me here. This was a beautiful surprise.” You garble into his mouth and he puffs out a chuckle, his own voice marred by the kiss,
“Thank you for bringin’ that damn crop. You devilish woman.”
You hum and he keenly plants one more kiss to your lips before scooping you up and dropping you into the bed with a bounce and a laugh, crawling in next to you soon after. He sighs as he settles into the mattress, watching you with a grin as you snuggle under the sheets, hair mussed, face still blushed. He brings a hand to your shoulder, stroking your skin. You both stare at one another in enamoured silence as your eyelids grow heavy and sleep snatches you up first, and then him.
As he drifts off, he thinks of how much he’s missed you… And how this will most certainly become a sacrosanct tradition.
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ruerecs · 5 months ago
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PSA! you don't have to have smut in your fic to make it good.
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for all the butthurt people in my reblogs, i’m literally a writer too. that’s literally why i made this post, never said you shouldn’t. just said you don’t have to? (all the people complaining about this post just know i’m laughing at your replies🙂‍↕️)
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hihomeghere · 7 months ago
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bitin-and-barkin · 8 months ago
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STRONG OLDER MEN. I want to see a man, so rough and tough in the streets actually be a big sweetheart and SO nervous in bed. All flustered and whiney, rutting against your thigh like a one dollar whore. I need to see them overstimulated and crying from pleasure while you suck them off or eat them out. I want to see them be so scared about hurting you while they fuck you oh so gently, SO horny, but so afraid of hurting you. I wanna see one cry and whimper into your neck while they ride you soo well like a good boy <3 you let them cum as much as they want because they're being soo good for you (and they NEED that privilege cause they are soo sensitive and will cum so much) and they eat ALL of your praise up
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myladyship · 3 months ago
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"After everything you have done. How will you sleep at night?"
"Next to my wife."
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