#arcadegannonkin

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I... don't know how to feel about how much I miss the Legion. I know realistically I shouldn't miss them. But they were... Not good, but, nicer to me? Maybe it's because I was, like, the equivalent of a trophy husband, but after my shitty childhood, it was... Refreshing to have people who cared about me, even if it was my slave owner and his fucked up posse of murderers. I miss them so badly, but I was so badly psychologically conditioned at that point that I'm not sure whether it's me or my past issues thinking that.

I know that if I send a kincall to any blog, saying, "hey, it's me, I'd like to talk to the imperialists" I'd get shunned off the internet. I miss Vulpes. I miss Lanius. I mis Caesar. Joshua Graham would be a pleasant change of pace. I'm just tired of normal people telling me that I shouldn't care about the Legionaries.

— Arcade Gannon, Fallout: New Vegas (#🪙ferus♥️)

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i’m gay for you, courier. -arcade gannon

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A good handful of my kins are just the same guy in different settings. They all look Exactly The Same and I also look exactly like these kins in this life.

- Tsukishima Kei

- Jason Grace

- Arcade Gannon

- Kimizuki Shihou

Those are all me and they're all just the same man. I'd tack on Dirk Strider the list as well, but he just isn't wearing the same glasses as the rest.

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this may be a bit odd coming from me of all people but.. i miss manny. id see him often when i went to visit daisy and, well, when youre the only two gay men in town its easy to form attachments. he was easy to get along with, witty in a way i cant expect from most people. it never went much of anywhere - i was too caught up in my work and he was too caught up on.. boone - but it was nice while it lasted. he was very kind

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Hello Fallout New Vegas kin community. If you exist. Remembered something out of nowhere that made me so mad. My courier 6 used to call me "Cady", and not only did I hate it, he'd always shout it at me in public, so it sounded like he was calling me Katie. At some point he said "it would be so funny if everyone thinks that's your deadname now". It was not so funny. —a transmasc Arcade Gannon

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Happy halloween to all my Fallout friends! Stay safe out there, I don’t want to see any of you at the Old Mormon Fort tomorrow.

~ Arcade Gannon

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My source was just purchased by Microsoft. I'm not happy. I've heard so much of the fandom excited for a possible-due-to-the-buyout sequel, and I would hate to see one come out. My story has been told. Courier Six's story has been told. Ceasar's story has been told. Canonizing an ending to those tales would strip us of our agency, and I'd like to keep this scrap of it. The idea of suddenly dropping out of canon angers me. ~ Arcade Gannon

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I found someone who gives off canonmate vibes, despite me not having enough mems to confirm it. This would normally be happy. However, now I know there's a good chance my canon was even worse. I love you Yes Man, but... I'm scared. ~ A very traumatized Arcade Gannon

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Realizing youre a fictive be like... that makes a lot more sense in hindsight

~ Arcade Gannon

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It’d be really nice if people would stop treating my canon and me by extension as “problematic” because of what happened to me. It wasn’t my fault. I was enslaved. Please stop ostracizing me because of it. ~ Arcade Gannon

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arcade gannon, i love you

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I can still feel that fucking collar weighing on my neck. It makes it hard to breathe. I know you’re supposed to separate your feelings about your version of a character from the character in general, but I don’t feel like it. I can’t forgive the Legion. I’m sorry. Arcade

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Arcade again. The same one as always. I feel like I’m writing my own chapter in this blog. I wish I could see Julie Farkas and Ignacio Rivas again. I hope they noticed when I vanished. I want to say sorry to them for leaving, sorry for flying too close to the sun. But I highly doubt anyone kins them, and I highly doubt they would want to look Caesar’s Arcade in the eyes. Dis aliter visum. I... I miss you. I want to talk to you. Any version of you. Arcade Gannon

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Hello, I'm Arcade Gannon and I love Boone.-🔥🔫

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me, arcade gannon: i love all couriers theyre so good || my arcade gannon fictive: the couriers are all rat bastards and i cant trust them [ #sickleblade ]

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(mother's day) i doubt that anybody is kin with her but mom thank for protecting me when so much was happening and i truly hope that i made you proud with what i did with my life - arcade gannon