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[nightmarecait]

I like these. And I have so many ocs for it.

Lyna Mahariel Dalish warden

Elirma Cousland human noble warden

Elizabeth Hawke

Arisha Lavellan Dalish inquisitor

Ara Kethra half elf tav

Amnon tiefling durge

Salrina aasimar tav

Arras Faine sun elf tav

Sorri Alnor changeling durge

oc asks: not-so-nice edition

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?

bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

hate: What does your OC hate? Why? How do they act towards the object of their hatred?

heartbreak: Have they ever had a relationship that ended badly? Experienced some other kind of heartbreak? What happened?

hide: What does your OC hide? Why do they hide it?

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

mistake: What's the worst mistake your OC ever made? What led to them making it? Have they been able to fix it? How have they moved on?

monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

torture: Has your OC ever been tortured? Would your OC ever torture someone else?

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

[paridoxpower]

Warden-Commander Ara Mahariel

Born 9:11. 19 at the start of Origins, 30 by the time of Inquisition. She/Her

Dual-wielding Rogue (Axe and Dagger)

Pale skin, white hair, dark brown eyes, dark brown (Origins’) Sylaise Vallaslin

Titles: Grey Warden, Warden-Commander of Fereldan, Hero of Fereldan, Champion of Redcliffe, Veteran of the Fifth Blight, &  Arlessa of Amaranthine

More about Ara & Picrew links below the cut 

(I swear I tried to stack the images to not make this a long post, but every time I do it activates a bug that messes up the text below the cut. I let Staff know, so hopefully it’ll be fixed soon!)

Origin

Pronounced like ‘are-uh’ 

Ara’s beginnings start the same as the ‘generic’ Mahariel warden. Her father was the former Keeper of the Sabrae clan, while her mother was a renowned hunter from another clan. After her father was killed and her mother wandered off into the woods, Ashalle became Ara’s guardian, although raising her was a clan effort. 

No one is sure why Ara has white hair, considering her father had brown and her mother black. Ashalle always (lovingly) teased it was because her mother left her in moon light and the moon bleached her hair so Ashalle could find her easily among the other children.

Fighting & Skills

Ara’s amazing at wielding two daggers or an axe and dagger, which is actually her preferred combo. Alongside with her trusty mabari, Maggs (female), she’s nearly unstoppable.

She’s an incredible smooth talker and lock picker. She can charm nearly anyone and is very convincing, but not in a vicious way. She’s also very observant. Tries to broker peace before resorting to violence. She’s friendly and curious about the world.

Companions & Love

She’s friends with all her companions. She’s closest to Alistair, Morrigan, and Wynne (this was also her preferred team). She is least closest to Zevran and Leliana.

She quickly fell for Alistair’s witty charm and romance between the two young wardens blossomed. She felt betrayed by Morrigan’s dark ritual, but her and Alistair agreed to go through with it. Ara follows Morrigan through the mirror at the end of Awakening to help raise the child. Ara would insist that Kieran have some form of relationship with Alistair. Ara herself would eventually be considered a second mother.

In a blight/taint free world, Alistair and Ara have a son named Desmond (Desmond Duncan Theirin), a warrior like his father. Desmond would know of his half older brother, and like Ara to Kieran, Morrigan would become a second mother.

Key Decisions

All companions, alive and well

Dark Ritual done, Alistair is the father

Loghain dead, by Alistair

Broken Circle: Saved the Mages

Nature of the Beast: Brokered Peace

Paragon of Her Kind: Defeated Branka and Bhelen Rules

Redcliffe: Connor alive, not possessed. Isolde alive

Anora rules alone

Ara killed the ArchDemon

Shale learned of her origins

Misc. Facts

My first Warden (and character) in the Dragon Age Universe

My canon warden. She shares (more like started) traits with the rest of my canon OCs: White hair, rogue, aims to be neutral, name features ‘ara’ in it

No one has seen her with her hair down, except Alistair

Her version of Alistair knows how to cook

Trouble maker as a kid but mellowed out with age

Likes browns and tans

She’d totally be a plant mom

Would (and does) get along great with Zahara and Vara

Unlike Alistair when they first met, Ara had licked a lamppost in winter

I sometimes imagine Ara’s relationship with Morrigan as Leslie and Ann from Parks and Rec (Ara being Leslie)

In a not as canon world, Alistair and her actually have more kids. Wynne, a girl, then Desmond, then 3 boy triplets (they’re names change bc I can’t decide, but two of them are usually Tamlen and Duncan. The 3rd is the one I can’t pick :/ )), then a little girl named Rose. Wynne would be close to Kieran’s age. The triplets are a big surprise and Rose is an even bigger, later in life surprise. Their friends tease that Ara and Alistair suck at naming their children. But like I said, this is very not much canon, but an enjoyed thought of them being happy

Picrew Links. Some provided are the ones used, others are ones that I recommend but are not shown above :)

Picrew, picrew, picrew, picrew, picrew, picrew, picrew

[yourdragonageocs]

This is Ara Mahariel, the Warden that started it all :’). Thanks to her and the adventure we went on together, my love of DA started and I couldn’t be happier. She’s my canon Warden. She’s a rogue that likes browns and tans, her mabari Maggs, and Alistair.

[sumomosketches]

dahleyara mahariel for inktober day 29~

[rosella-writes]

Hi and welcome to DADWC! From the poetry prompt list, how about "36. I know time will not forgive me" for Sten & f!Mahariel?

Thanks so much!! I love this one for them aaaaaaaa

Rhiannon and Sten have a very close friendship that leans towards a partnership. If their positions and religions allowed, they would be platonic life partners, but as it is, circumstance and duty separate them.

for @dadrunkwriting

Vhenan,

I can't believe what Alistair has told me, so I write you. Did you really do all those things? Imprison and duel and subjugate? This is beneath the man I call my friend, ara lath. You are more than that mantle the Qun placed on your shoulders.

I'm not writing to tell you how to rule your lands alongside the others in your triumvirate. I simply ask you to remember who your friends are, and who loves you. It only stands to reason.

Dareth shiral,

Warden Commander Rhiannon Mahariel

━━

Kadan,

Why not believe what King Alistair has told you? He fought with honor and defeated me in fair combat. Thus he is free. I even told him of his father, as is his due. Why do you doubt me and my intentions? I do as I must in as just a way as I can. Maraas shokra, my friend. This you know as well as I.

[There is no signature, only the seal of the Arishok]

━━

There is an island off the coast of Seheron. Once a year, Rhiannon Mahariel hires a boat. Once a year, her Sten is waiting there for her.

Nine years after the Blight ends, Rhiannon's bare feet hit the sand of their island. The sun has browned her already dark skin, and her carved vallaslin almost disappears into the freckled lines of her face. She adjusts her simple clothes, her back bare of its usual twin daggers, and summits the sandy copse in her approach of their cabin.

Blade-leafed trees wave gently on either side of the door, moved by the breeze wafting off the ocean. Rhiannon knows he's already here by the massive hammock hung in the shade, as well as his boots beside the door. She pauses, smiling, before knocking thrice.

The door swings wide, and she registers a boomed "Kadan," before she is scooped into a spine-crackling hug. She laughs, giddy, and hugs back as tightly as her short, wiry arms allow.

"Vhenan," she grunts. "Let me see you."

He pulls away, and she reaches up to cup his cheeks. There are new lines at the corners of his eyes, new creases in the downturn of his mouth, but his face is still dear and familiar. His loose white locs swing free around his shoulders, longer than ever, and his eyes seem tired, yet fond. His heavy hands fall on her shoulders.

"Tell me of your days," she says, giving his cheek a final pat before attempting to move past him into the cabin. Her packed rucksack is heavy in the crook of her arm.

He stops her with a tight grasp of her upper arm. "I do not wish to speak of them," he says tersely. "Here is where we leave our titles behind. You are not Warden Commander. I am merely Sten."

She glances up at him, feeling worry crease her brow. "I don't like the sound of that. I know our rules, but we talk anyway. What's going on?"

He grunts, but allows her to retreat into the cool darkness of their shared home. He sits at the table on his wicker chair, watching with sharp, glinting eyes as she unpacks her things.

"To tell you would be to give you an unfair advantage," he says finally. He sounds choked. "You must guess instead."

She glances at him, brow furrowed. She slowly sets aside a bar of soap. "You don't have Alistair or anyone else squirreled away in a cell on Seheron, do you?"

He grunts. "No."

She wracks her brain, piecing over their letters and conversations from years past. Rhiannon sifts through them as if her guesses are limited, as if Sten would not humor her with question after answered question. He has always been this way ― so long as she could think of the questions, he would gladly answer them all. He would not volunteer information. She just had to be clever enough to ask.

"This is bad for me personally?" she finally says.

He grunts an affirmation.

She picks up a jar of embrium-scented oil and rolls it between her hands. "Does this have anything to do with something you once told me?"

He grunts again in the affirmative.

"How long ago?"

He blinks slowly, a tiny smile stretching his mouth. "Nine years ago."

Her face falls as she thinks. "You will not look for me on the battlefield, will you Sten?"

Sten stands, his knees popping and crackling. He crosses the floor to her side and gathers her up in his arms again.

"They push once more towards the south," he murmurs into her hair, voice hushed and urgent. "It is my lot to lead them, and lead I will."

Her arms dart around him and hold tight. She is a steel wire around his waist.

"When?"

He shakes his head. His body is enormous and warm and scented of smoke and leather and dried sweat. She leans into him.

"I can't let you," she hisses. "I won't forgive you if you do."

"I know, kadan," he says, pressing a kiss into her hair. "I know."

[lesetoilesfous]

“Hold my hand for a second. It won’t kill you.” + a Zevran ship of your choice

Hey, thank you so much for the prompt, I really hope you enjoy it!!

(If you’d like me to write you a dragon age fic, send me a prompt from here!)

@dadrunkwriting

Pairing: m!ZevWarden, Zevran x m!Mahariel

Characters: Zevran Arainai, Tal'en Mahariel

Tags: post canon, the Sabrae clan is ok if I say so, Zevran-typical reference to prostitution and murder, self-esteem issues, angst and fluff

Rating: Mature

“Hold my hand for a second, it won’t kill you.”

Above and around them, the trees of the Brecilian forest are tall and misted green with moss. Tal’en knows he’s walking faster than he needs to, but he can hear the familiar musical creak of Aravels and the sound of Sabrae elvhen. It has been too long since he has heard his native tongue in his own dialect, and his chest aches for it as his eyes scan the golden pillars of the trees. Next to him, Zevran clicks his tongue and grabs his hand quickly, the soft leather of his Dalish gloves covering the warmth of his palms.

“I am well aware of exactly which kinds of physical touch might kill me, mi amor.”

There’s something in his voice that makes Tal pause, his boots sinking in the familiar mulch of the forest floor. Every shadow in the breeze makes him think he’s seeing werewolves, but it’s been a decade since he and his lover had broken that curse for another clan, and Sabrae has wandered the Free Marches since then and lost both their First and their Keeper. He wonders who’s taken the clan now, and the old bone deep anxiety for his people wars with his worry for his lover. Zevran isn’t looking at him, brown eyes brass and copper in the late afternoon sunlight as it filters through the trees. His blonde hair is braided neatly behind his head in a series of intricate ties that he’d knotted and re-knotted three times this morning. His armour smells freshly of leather polish, and his tanned, dark body is strong and clean. But he shifts from foot to foot in a show of nerves more blatant than Tal’en has ever seen from him, including facing down an archdemon and defending the Fereldan throne.

Tal squeezes Zevran’s fingers in his own and steps closer, careful to leave Zevran enough space if he needs it. “What’s wrong?”

A muscle jumps in Zevran’s cheek a fraction of a second before he speaks. “It is nothing, my warden. Only that I keep looking at these trees and expecting a wolf to jump out of them.”

Before Zevran had given him his earring, he’d been able to meet Tal’en’s eyes when he lied to him. He hasn’t been able to since, and it’s a vulnerability that makes Tal’en feel more protective of his lover than seeing him naked. He decides not to call him on the lie, gently tugging him forward again. The forest isn’t quiet - it never is, loud instead with the streams, the birds, the trees and distant, rarer creatures. But Tal’en feels the discomfort in Zevran’s body as if it is his own, and makes an effort to fill the busy silence.

“I can’t wait to introduce you to Fenarel. The mischief we got up to, honestly, it feels childish now. But I admit I’m rather proud of the time we caught a hunting party with their pants down and washed their clothes down the river. They insisted the forest was haunted for so many years that the next time we visited Nevarra, the innkeeper warned us of small-stealing fairies. Some bard had made a bawdy song about lecherous tree spirits nicking fair maiden’s robes, not that any of those hunters’ saggy arses were much to write home about.”

They climb together up the track, and then at last Mahariel sees them. Zevran’s hand in his own feels like a physical rope lashing him to the Wardens, and the Blight, and everything they’ve seen together for these past ten years. In front of him the achingly familiar sigh of his clan’s aravels is enough to bring tears to his eyes, and when he hears the soft braying of halla Tal’en feels tears tickling down his cheeks. Tal moves to start tripping down the slope towards his clan, sucking in a breath to call out to his friends - and a broad, blonde man with a soft belly that he think might be his old hunting partner.

Zevran’s hand tugs him backwards, and Tal looks back to see Zevran standing still and uncharacteristically tense. Zevran starts to let go of Tal’en’s hand, and Tal frowns, stepping back up the slope towards him and kicking dead leaves aside as he does so. Zevran shakes his head, mouth twisting. “I cannot do this.”

Tal’en’s frown deepens, his stomach turning somersaults as he looks between the man he loves and his people, close as a half-remembered dream. “What do you mean?”

Zevran pulls back, again, and again Tal’en holds onto him, seized by the irrational notion that if he lets go then his lover will be swept away above the canopy and away from him, to a place he cannot follow. Zevran’s mouth twists, and he pushes a free hand over the side of his head, smoothing an already perfect braid. He gestures with a quick, sharp movement towards the elves milling to and fro about their camp. Tal thinks he can smell frying halla cheese and roasting nuts. His mouth waters. Zevran clicks his tongue. “I am not one of you. I am not built for places or people like this. This was stupid, I shouldn’t have come.”

He pulls again, harder on their joined hands, and Tal’en’s frown deepens as he squeezes Zevran’s hand back and steps toward him. “What are you saying? You feel like they won’t like you? Zev, you’re the most charming, beautiful man I’ve ever seen.”

Zevran shakes his head, the corners of his eyes tight with frustration. “I am the most charminging murderer you’ve ever seen. I am not made for frolicking in the woods.”

Tal’en’s smile curls into a bitter grin. “A lot more of us killers than frolickers, despite what the shemlen might think.”

Zevran sighs in a sharp, bitten off gust of air and shakes his head again. “But not like me. You said - your hahren,” Zevran’s accent curls oddly around the word, but Tal knows how hard he’s worked to learn its shape. “Paivel. That he is unusually insightful. What will he see when he looks at me? A killer? A whore?” Zevran’s voice cracks and he bites the inside of his cheek. Tal’en steps closer, resting a hand on his cheek that Zevran leans into briefly before pulling away. “I am not worthy of these people. Nor have I ever been worthy of you.”

“Now that we’ve finished listening to the Crows that live inside your head.” Tal’en begins, softly, resting his hand lightly over the thick tattoos on Zevran’s cheek. Zevran huffs a laugh that tickles his palm. Tal’en goes on, stepping close enough that their interlinked hands brush the leather of Zevran’s skirt. “I’ll tell you what they’ll see when they look at you. They’ll see the love of my life. They’ll see a hero. They’ll see an elf. They’ll see a man who has wandered lost for far too long, and has finally come home.” Tal’en rests his forehead lightly against Zevran’s, and Zevran shuts his eyes, swallowing in the dark between their lips.

“How do you know that?”

Tal’en moves his hand to cup Zevran’s chin, and lift his face so that he’s looking into his eyes. The sunlight sends dappled shadows across Zevran’s hair like a mottled golden crown. Tal grins at his lover, and meets his eyes, letting him see the honesty there. “Because it’s what I saw when I met you.”

Then he kisses him.

When the furore has died down over Mahariel’s long-awaited return to Clan Sabrae, and celebrations have begun and ebbed in earnest, Maren parts from the crowd to approach Zevran. He greets her stiffly, his hand squeezing Tal’en’s so hard it almost hurts. She smiles. “Anetha ara, brother. Welcome home.”

[w-h-4-t]

I got inspired and made some Merrill and Cole Banter ft Varric

Yes he's a spirit human thing BUT they're kinda similar.

Like

Very kinda similar

Cole is my favourite character in the series and Merrill is another close contender so yea. They're both sweet lil angels with horrific side details.

🪄🪄Fade buddies!🪄🪄

***

Merrill: Your hat is very interesting. How do you see when it's so floppy?

Cole: With my eyes.

Merrill: Of course you see with your eyes, I don't know how else you would. Unless you have more than two eyes. Do you? Actually, please don't answer that.

***

Cole: Misshapen mishaps manifest in the mirror, Hawke brings me tea but I only thirst for what was lost.

Merrill: The People will always be my priority, Cole, even if we don't see eye to eye.

Cole: You should put the knife down, Daisy, before you get cut, bleeding, blistering, bawling; Mahariel carries Tamlen's bow and nothing else.

Merrill: Lyna was dying because we didn't know what to do. As the Keeper's First, it's my duty to help the Clan but I couldn't do anything. I can't let that happen again.

Cole: And you won't. You study to push the pain down, to learn the lost lore and hope it heals the hurt you never fixed. The past is gone and you tried your best. It's ok to let them go now.

Merrill:...Thank you, Cole.

***

Cole: 🎶Elgara vallas, da'len, melava somniar🎶

Merrill: 🎶Mala taren aravas, Ara ma'desen melar🎶

Cole: Don't be embarrassed. Your singing is good, better than the Keeper's.

Merrill: Oh yes, absolutely. She'd sing to me whenever I was sick but it would only make me sicker.

Cole: But you still loved it. You loved her.

Merrill: Yes, though I could have done without all the headaches.

***

Merrill: In Dalish Culture, they teach us to be afraid of Spirits but you're not so bad.

Cole: Thank you! I like not being bad.

Merrill: In fact, you're quite good! Possibly the nicest Spirit I've ever met...Hold on, you are a Spirit, right?

Cole: I'm Cole, the me that was made better, made solid when the air touched the ground.

Merrill: Riiiiight...Varric?! Is he a Spirit or a human?

Varric: Daisy, I'm a dwarf, remember? I thought weird magic shit was your thing?

Merrill: It is but Cole's different...and I left all my books at home...

Varric: Well, to me, the kid's a kid. Keep cutting out all that vanishing stuff and you'll be on the fast track to humanhood in no time.

Cole: Can I keep my hat while I'm on the tracks?

Varric: *laughs* Sure kid, whatever you want. It is a great conversation piece after all.

[jawsandbones]

Going Home

Why the Sabrae clan really helped Zevran in DA2

He keeps it close to his heart. Underneath his tunic, against his skin. It is quiet as he steps through the underbrush, twigs snapping underfoot, leaves pressed into the grass. Birds chirp in the branches, a polite twittering song that jumps from tree to tree. A song, carried by a choir. Were he still travelling with the others, he would never have known its melody. Oh. It catches him in the chest. He reaches out, presses his hand against the rough bark of a tree as he doubles over. His other hand on his knee, and he thinks he might be sick. He breathes quickly, fleeting inhales, over much too soon. The necklace slips from his shirt, dangles beneath him.

He had heard the offers, of course. He could have stayed in Denerim, with Alistair. He would have found a position for Zevran, no doubt. King Alistair would have been a sight to see. He could have gone with Wynne and Shale, seeking answers to questions he didn’t understand. Even Sten offered, but that would mean the Qun, and Zevran had never been good with obedience. He almost took Leliana up on hers. Her hand extended, a soft smile on her face, offering refuge. A place where he might find counsel, some kind of peace. He couldn’t accept. His destination had already been promised, to another. He could only watch. With sweat slick hands, he holds tightly to his swords. She brings her own sword over her head, blood on her lips. A grimace of grim determination crosses her face as she stabs it downwards, into the soft flesh of the Archdemon. The resulting explosion knocks Zevran off his feet, back several paces. His ears ring with the sound of it, his body aches with the force of it. His swords are somewhere now, but they don’t matter. Three worlds slowly merge into one as Zevran closes his eyes, shakes the tolling from his head. He forces himself to his feet. Somehow, she’s still standing.

His steps are slower than he means them to be as he closes the distance between them, his arms outstretched, his hands reaching for her. She has dropped the sword. She stands stone still, slightly hunched over, her hand pressed against her chest. Her hair is a veil around her face. Her head slowly turns, to look at him. He watches with horror as the darkened lines of taint begin to creep up from the line of her armor, twist around her neck, and touch at her face. “My Warden,” he says, his voice breaking, his words barely able to rise above a whisper. “Mi amor.” Words spoken far more desperately, as he finally finds himself in front of her, wrapping his arms around her.

“Zevran. Vhenan,” she says, clinging to him tightly. He feels her breathe against his neck, his jaw, his cheek. “Everything will be alright. You’ll be fine.” She presses her hand over where she knows the necklace to sit. “Don’t forget.” Her kiss tastes of iron, of salt. She smiles even as her eyes turn cloudy and grey, her hand soft against his cheek. She gently wipes away his tears. She sighs as she rests her head on his shoulder, indulges herself in one last hug. He holds her up with him for as long as he can, until his knees buckle. He sinks to the ground with Mahariel in his arms, and weeps over her body. Zevran isn’t sure when it ends, just that it does. He lies on the forest floor, watches the world sway with the wind. He holds his hand over his face, looks at the dried blood there. The bark had bit into his skin, tiny cuts which pepper his palm. It takes him a few more hours, but what are those few compared to the weeks of travel? The Free Marches will take time to be more familiar to him. Still, a mountain is an easy thing to find. There is only one entrance to the camp at the base of Sundermount. He approaches with his hands raised, his hair pulled away from his face, pointed ears. His elvish is poor, unserviceable. He tries.

“Aneth ara,” he says, as she taught him, but his pronunciation is painful to even his ears and he winces. “I was sent by one of your clan, to find Keeper Marethari.” The guards speak in fluent elvish, too quick for him to understand. They gesture for him to follow. Curious eyes follow him as he walks through the camp. They lead him to an older woman, her grey hair pulled back into a severe bun. The vallaslin touches all parts of her face. Absentmindedly, he brushes a hand against his tattoo.

“Andaran atish’an. We do not have many visitors. I am told,” she says after the guards have finished speaking and returned to their post, “You have been sent by one of our clan. May I ask who?”

Carefully, he pulls the necklace over his head. He slowly lets it fall into her palm. She rubs her fingers over the beads. Hundreds of them, all uniquely carved into the shape of a different animal. They chase each other round and round. Curiosity gives way to understanding, and her eyes grow sad, the corners of her lips turning downwards.  “Da’len na melana sahlin, emma ir abelas. Souver’inan isala hamin,” she murmurs as she rubs her thumb over the shape of a wolf.

“I do not understand,” Zevran says, his words pricked with pain. She looks up at him, as though she had forgotten he stood there, and her face softens.

“I am saddened to hear of her loss. She was a gift to us, as was Tamlen. Now we have lost them both,” Marethari says. “Yet, we have gained another. Stay a while with us, rest. I would like to hear of all that happened to her after she was forced to leave us.” She holds out the necklace for him. He almost takes a step back, stops himself.

“My Warden, ah, I promised her to bring it to you. I think, perhaps, she meant for you to have it,” he says. Marethari chuckles not unkindly, shakes her head. She takes his hand by force, presses the necklace to him, and folds his fingers over it. She keeps his hand there, clasped in hers.

“No, da’len. She did not. She meant for you to find some comfort in family. You do not need to be alone to mourn her.”

[filthyknifeear]

Quarantine Dragon Age Fic Dump

another update. i know. i know there’s a lot i know

Blackwall/Lavellan Longfics

All Souls Who Take Up The Sword legit warden!blackwall and city elf!lavellan enemies-to-friends-to-lovers ongoing

Till The Water’s All Long Gone post-trespasser slow burn pastoral pining 22k, 9 chapters, complete

Pin-Up modern AU femdom smut (many kinks, check tags) and slow burn romance 43k, 11 chapters, complete

Hounds of Love modern AU about a dog show. i don’t know, man, quarantine 20k, 6 chapters, complete

Blackwall/Lavellan Oneshots & Drabbles

I Read You For Some Kind Of Poem canon setting post-here lies the abyss angst 3k, oneshot

Pillow Talk canon setting pre-relationship flirtation/sexual tension 3k, oneshot

Black & Blue canon setting pre-relationship angst and hurt/comfort 5k, oneshot

Shred of Blue DAI AU where lavellan didn’t become inquisitor, one-shot smut 4k, oneshot

Wallflower canon DAI drabbles, some fluff some angst some smut 19k, 11 chapters/30 drabbles, complete

Other Ships

Golden morrigan/f!mahariel fluff and smut 2k, oneshot

I Can See The Light, It Looks Like You sera/f!adaar five kisses fluff 3k, oneshot

When Wishing Waned sera/f!adaar post-in hushed whispers angst 2k, oneshot

Mother Tongue iron bull/f!lavellan pre-relationship flirtation 2k, oneshot

Ara Ma'athlan Vhenas morrigan/f!mahariel winter palace reunion smut 2k, oneshot

You My Wayward Girl sera/f!adaar hurt/comfort and fluff 2k, oneshot

Fic Trades

blackwall and sera give each other romantic advice trade with @foolandtheflyingship

Petals (sera/f!adaar, by me)

Or I’ll Never Give My Heart (blackwall/f!lavellan, by @foolandtheflyingship)

british seaside modern AU trade with @moki989

Bubble Gum (this is mass effect but whatever) femshep/tali modern seaside AU fluff

Fallow Waters (merrill/isabela, by @moki989)

also if anyone wants to follow me over on twitter i’m at @elfthirst!

[ghostwise]

ara ma'athlan vhenas :: content warning, suicide ideation/discussion

In another world, maybe, he is braver.

Tamlen reaches for the mirror, and in that split-second where the eluvian activates, the world tips--and Mahariel reaches first. Pulling him back.

No hesitation, no fear. Not like the first time.

The mirror is still active when Hamal comes to, its surface shining with an energy that is outright malevolent. His first though is to get away from it as quickly as possible, but Tamlen is still unconscious beside him, and he feels so drained, so impossibly tired...

"What happened?” Tamlen asks. “The mirror...”

“We have to go,” Hamal manages. The thought of spending another moment near the eluvian sends him, unsteadily, to his feet.

In this world, they leave the cave together. The forest is eerily still. No birds, no insects humming.

The clan’s campsite, too, is empty when they reach it.

“They left in a hurry,” Tamlen says. “Shemlen, no doubt.”

“The ones we killed?” Hamal asks. “But- how-?”

“I don’t know, but they wouldn’t leave us behind. Keeper Marethari wouldn’t- They were running from something! We weren’t here to help.”

“We can catch up to them,” Hamal offers. “Tell her what happened. The Keeper may know more about what we found.”

“But she’ll be furious with us...”

“I’ll take the blame.” Hamal sets a hand on his shoulder. He shakes him, gently drawing his gaze. He notes the sweat on his skin and the shadows under his eyes.

“Don’t worry.”

He says the words, but as they set off he cannot shake the sense that something is wrong.

.

They will not catch up to their clan.

Tamlen is feverish. Some illness, something from the cave. Hamal has it, too, but he presses on for both their sakes. If not their clan, maybe they can find a healer... a village with medicine... something to help.

He chews elfroot, but it is of little use. He forages for mushrooms and grasses to eat, but Tamlen can’t keep any of it down. He finds fresh water, but it does nothing for their parched throats.

He is thankful they are together. He could have lost him in that cave. The thought makes tears well up, hot and brimming in his weak eyes.

That night Hamal keeps his bow close, watching Tamlen sleep. Resolute not to lose him. 

But they’re already lost.

.

He’s feeling worse, but it’s much easier to give into the sickness than to try and fight its steady progress. Tamlen grows quiet, and it’s peaceful in a sense, just the two of them wandering the woods like when they were children.

Aimless and without purpose, they talk about everything. Secrets and lies they’ve told. Hopes and wishes for a future they won’t get to experience.

And they laugh over shared memories. They’ve had a good life, if short.

It’s Tamlen who eventually confides in him, showing him a vial from his pack.

“Look,” he says, “I took it off one of the shemlen we killed.”

“Why did they have this?” Hamal asks, looking at the poison. He recognizes it. This one is quick and painless, and leaves most of the meat still good for eating. Poison for arrows, for hunting.

“For death.” Tamlen tilts the glass carefully, catching sunbeams off its surface. “It’s all they’re good for, isn’t it? But, I’m thinking, it’s a good thing I kept it. Maybe we were meant to stop them. Meant to find that cave. You know...”

Hamal watches him intently. He usually has a good grasp of what Tamlen is thinking, and can see his words plainly before he speaks them.

“We are going to die, lethallin.”

“It seems so.”

“I do not know what manner of illness struck us. Maybe it is not an illness at all, but magic, twisted and corrupted. It is all tied to those shemlen. They are to blame, I know it. And I do not want to wait for it to claim me. Do you?”

Hamal considers the question. It seems so clear, so obvious. 

“Let us go meet Falon’din, with courage. With our heads held high. Together.”

Tamlen has never had to convince him of much. His clever eyes and quick wit never led them astray before.

“You’re right, as usual,” Hamal admits. “It feels hateful, this illness. It’s boiling my blood. My head aches and my eyes are blurring. I think soon I won’t even be able to see you. Better to halt it now...”

“That’s right. It’ll be so nice to just rest, lay down in the moss and its welcoming green fur and the grasses and leaves and flowers,” Tamlen whispers. “And the insects to feed on flesh, and the trees to grow where we died. And no one to know. Just you and me, and we can mourn each other, so, neither of our deaths will go unnoticed.”

“But I will miss this life with you in it,” Hamal says hesitantly. 

He looks at Tamlen, Tamlen who smiles back, almost unnaturally wide, holding out the vial of poison...

“Hamal?”

Alistair is looking at him as if he were already a ghost.

The moment seems to freeze like an image in a painting, dappled in sun, mossy green. And Alistair, terrified, holding his hands out to him.

“Put that down,” he says, unable to keep a tremble from his voice. “That’s... that’s not your friend. Come with me, please.”

“Alistair...?”

Tamlen is on his feet quicker than it seems possible. “Do not listen to this man, lethallin,” he assures him. “He is seeking revenge for the bandits we killed.”

“Hamal, I’m your friend. We were at Ostagar together. We were trapped... the tower was on fire, darkspawn everywhere... We were the only ones who survived, remember?”

He does remember, but with remembering comes a rush of mourning.

“You have to remember. None of this is real! It’s just a bad dream. We’re in the Circle Tower. Come with me.”

“Take your bow, lethallin,” Tamlen urges him, in a voice that is not his own. “Poison the arrows. Do not heed his lies!”

It’s like losing him all over again. Hamal stares at the demon, wondering how he could have ever believed it was him.

“It’s not real, Hamal,” Alistair says again.

“Yes. Yes, I know.”

Hamal, stunned and empty, drops the vial in the dirt and rises to his feet. 

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

@Tamlen, aneth ara! It's Merrill. I'm sure you'll find your Mahariel someday. I remember you two were very close in my canon and I can't imagine you two being apart for long. Good luck, lethallin.

[lavalampelfchild]

Q, Velyn?

A/N: For the Epistolary Prompts (in case anyone forgot, which is possible, given how long I’ve let this go unanswered…), Q. A Thank-You, for my DAO OC, Velyn Mahariel.

Aneth ara Ashalle,

I hope this letter finds you well.  I haven’t much time to write, the Wardenswill need me shortly, but I’d not be able to forgive myself if I didn’t takewhat little time I do have to write you.

I pray the Creators have been good to you and our clan – thatAndruil has seen the hunters return always with enough food that none go hungry,that Ghilan’nain guides you only to the safest lands, with the sweetest fruitsand the freshest streams.  I pray thatMythal watch over you, and protect you as she has me.

Don’t worry about me, I’m well.  I’m in the company of several noble men andwomen, all worthy of standing alongside any of the Dalish.  But I’m not writing to talk about that – I onlythought you should know that I’m safe and with those who will fightwith and for me should that ever change.

The real reason I write this is because I want to thankyou, and I realized only after I left that I never have.  You’ve raised me since I was a child, eversince my mother decided I wasn’t enough for her.  I know you wouldn’t have me feel bitter overwhat you told me, and I try not to.  Butthough I owe her much, and have great respect, I feel little more than emptiness forthe woman who bore me, for she never dried my tears after a nightmare, neverplayed with me in Elgar’nan’s sun, nor taught me the difference between elfrootand deathroot.

I know that I was foolish and arrogant before I left, that Ibelieved I knew all I needed to, that I thought myself ready.  And I know that I didn’t show you the respectand deference I should have.  For that, I’msorry.

I’m honored and proud that you decided to take me as yourown.  On that day, I believe the Creatorstruly blessed me.  And it’s with theutmost gratitude that I say this: Thank you for everything that you’ve done forme.  Thank you for the love and affectionyou’ve shown me, the patience in the face of my recklessness, the pride in theface of my successes.

I’ve grown to be what I am now because of you.  And I regret only that I never told you that,or thanked you for it.

I hope to see you soon. Maybe once the snows have melted? That’s the good thing about being in charge; no one to tell you that youcan’t do anything!  

I have to go now, but I miss you, and I hope to see you andthe clan again soon. And thank you.  Thank you with all that I am.

Dareth shiral,

Velyn

(Below the farewell, in small writing) I hope you’re still weavingflowers into your hair.  I plan to bring some with me when I next visit.  And no, you’re not too old for it.

[paridoxpower]

Ta-da!

Did I teach myself to embroider just to do this piece. Yes. Yes I did.

Learned a lot while doing this, it was the biggest piece I’ve embroidered so far. I think I’ll redo it down the line eventually, but I’m proud of what I’ve done. (and who knows, might make this a thing I do for money some day)

This is my first warden, Ara Mahariel. I used the generic Mahariel tile image from the Keep and adjusted it to be her! Colors are a little off, didn’t match them as well as I thought :/

If you have any advice, tips or tricks, and comments, I’d love to hear them. Still learning!

(How do fellow embroiders embroider right against the hoop?? I couldn’t find out how so just adjusted afterwards to a smaller hoop and it worked okay besides the metal marking on the cloth)

[yourdragonageocs]

This is Ara Mahariel! My first and favorite warden that started my love of DA. I commissioned this lovely, amazing piece from @mainframe-art ! Check them out! Their work is amazing! Couldn’t ask for a better piece! Love my Ara!

[hollyand-writes]

Dragon Age 2: Sundermount Dalish camp banter (Act 1)

Made a note of all of this since I write Merrill so often -- sat and listened to it all waiting a good few hours for it all to trigger in my game -- and thought it might be useful for anyone else writing Merrill / Clan Sabrae to refer to! 

Perhaps I’ll provide a map of where each elf in these dialogues is standing, but that will have to be for another day. There’s... a lot of dialogues. 

Chandan: So this is it, then? You’re leaving us? Merrill: We might see each other again, Chandan. Chandan: We all mourned Tamlen, Merrill. You don’t have to mourn him forever. 

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Radha: Pol, are you busy?  Pol: No, of course not. Not too busy for you.  Radha: I thought maybe you could use some archery lessons. Private ones.  Pol: I think my aim is hopeless, Radha.  Radha: Well, why don’t we go somewhere alone and try to fix that?  Pol: Oh! Ah… that’s a great idea. My gear is on the other side of…  Radha: Leave it. You won’t need it. 

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Chandan: Aneth ara, Maren. Maren: How was the hunting today, Chandan? Chandan: Slow, I’m afraid. I saw three chipmunks the entire day. Maren: Were they at least cute chipmunks? Chandan: Not as cute as you. 

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Chandan: Something wrong, Pol? Pol: You could say that. I think Master Ilen is going to murder me. Chandan: Because of the ironwood? Have you thought of going to the Keeper and begging for amnesty?

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Junar: It really wasn’t your fault you know. Maren: Ma serannas, Junar. It feels like my fault, though. Junar: We can get more halla. Maren: It won’t be the same. 

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Chandan: Is it my imagination, or is Master Ilen’s temper getting worse with time? Radha: It’s not that much worse. Chandan: You weren’t there this morning when he threatened to hang Pol upside down from an aravel.

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Chandan: Is it true you’re leaving? Merrill: I’ll miss all of you. Chandan: Wherever you go, Merrill, go forward. Don’t dwell on Mahariel anymore. 

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Hahren Paivel: For someone who insists that she has chosen to leave, you certainly can’t seem to stay away, Merrill.  Merrill: Don’t get your smallclothes in a twist, Hahren. I’m leaving again soon enough. 

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Male elf 1 (likely Harshal): This mountain is cursed, I swear. Three days in a row that I’ve shot at and missed deer!  Female elf 1 (likely Ineria): Maybe it’s not the mountain. Maybe it’s just you that’s cursed, my love.  Male elf 1/Harshal: You always know just what to say to put my mind at ease(!) 

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Chandan: Maren, I brought you something. Maren: Oh, really? Chandan: I picked them while I was hunting. Not a lot of game, but plenty of wildflowers. Maren: That’s very sweet, Chandan. 

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Pol: I think… I’ve made this wrong. Female elf 2: It doesn’t look that bad. What’s it supposed to be? Male elf 2: If you can’t tell what it is, it’s rubbish. Female elf 2: Hush! Pol: It’s meant to be a bowl. Female elf 2: Oh! Um… it’s a little flat for a bowl, perhaps? Male elf 2: Told you so. 

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Pol: Couldn’t you talk to him for me? Please? Female elf 1 (likely Ineria): He doesn’t bite, Pol. Just tell him you made a mistake. Pol: I ruined a piece of ironwood. It’s not a ‘mistake’ to Master Ilen. That’s like committing murder! Female elf 1/Ineria: At least it’s not a hanging offence. You can do this! Be brave! 

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Master Ilen: What are you doing? Work with the grain of the wood, not against it! Male elf 2: Sorry, Master Ilen. Female elf 2: I told you that you were doing it wrong. Male elf 2: Shut up! 

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Master Ilen: Don’t hold the chisel like that! You’ll cut off your thumb! Female elf 2: Yes, Master Ilen. Male elf 2: I wish you would. Female elf 2: If either of us is likely to cut themselves, it’s you. Master Ilen: That’s enough! More working, less talking! 

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(Triggered by Fenarel walking over, if the Hero of Ferelden was a Dalish elf)   Chandan: I know Merrill was fond of Mahariel, but it’s been a year. That’s not healthy.  Radha: Brooding over the loss of Mahariel is the least disturbing thing she’s done. 

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(Dialogue with Master Ilen)

Master Ilen: Oh… Merrill. So you’ve returned. How has your time been among the shemlen? Merrill: (sarcastically) It’s been nothing but roses and rainbows, Master Ilen. The alienage is lovely in the spring. The collapsing shacks and drunken brutes are nicely offset by the knee-deep mud. Master Ilen: This path has been of your own choosing, Merrill. A path that has saddened the clan greatly. Merrill: Perhaps if the clan was more accepting of the ancient ways and not so mired in fear… Master Ilen: Enough! We will not bicker like children in front of strangers. We cannot undo what has been done.  Master Ilen: (to Hawke) My apologies for that display. Perhaps we can start again? I am Master Ilen, a crafter for this clan. Forced to stay so close to this shemlen city, I’ve seen my share of outsiders pass through our camp. Is there something you needed? Hawke: Are you a specialist? What sort of things do you make? Master Ilen: A Dalish crafter does many things. We create weapons, armour, anything our clan has need of. Hawke: I don’t need anything right now. Master Ilen: Of course. 

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(said to Hawke, on walking into these NPCs / clicking on them) 

Dalish hunter: Conclude your business with Keeper Marethari, shemlen, and be gone from here. / The sooner you all leave this place, the better.

Fenarel: If you’re wise, you’ll stay far away from Merrill. No sane person will touch what she’s taken up.

Maren: A shemlen? Will wonders never cease?

Pol: Er… Andaran atish’an, stranger.

Junar: Shemlen. Wonderful. Make your business here quick.

Terath: Watch your step, shem. You don’t know how many Dalish arrows are trained on you right now. 

Hahren Paivel: It is not often we allow humans into our camp. Take care not to abuse the privilege.