#apparently i do have opinions 😳

[changbinsboobs]

pls do chan tea session how he views his teammates? thanks very much!

Omg y'all THIS has been the reading we've all been waiting for😭🙌🏻🙌🏻😂 i swear i couldn't stop gasping and tacking a moment after each card to gather myself cuz WTF IS ALL THIS😂😳🫣 yk i did a tea/vent reading with changbin a few weeks ago and i thought its gonna be a banger but we couldn't get one "bad word" out of his mouth - he wasn't serving AT ALL😤 and i got a bit discouraged to continue the series but im so happy i did and did it with CHAN cuz my guys's spilling so much😂 tbh idk what i think of it all and if i agree, in fact i was quite shocked at a few cuz i really did bot expect such answers and i pulled several cards as confirmation and it all pointed painfully obvious to what the first card was already showing. So im just gonna start and ya'll are gonna see foe yourselfs😂

Oh also my tea series was initially not really meant to be focused on the group but more in general but at least with the last reading with changbin i found it difficult to take such a vast field of topics and distill it so if you have suggestions on what else they could have things to vent about or tea to spill send ask. Please be specific tho about something specific that interests you / preferably with a specific member:) ok moving on

Ok not really i forgot to mention that i asked about his opinion on the members WITHOUT FILTER and leaning more on the tea side. So, very important - this is not Chan's absolute opinion on the members, but a small, "scandalous" fraction if the opinion he has build on them over the years. It doesn't mean that this is all he thinks of them - remember humans are complex beings and can have conflicting thoughts and feelings:)

Tea Series: Chan's opinion on the members

Lee Know

I was SHOCKED but he kinda thinks of him as a bit of a dumbo. Not in the sense that he really is stupid but to Chan it looks like he's just a bit out of it and there's a vibe of a whole geoup laughing about a joke that lee know doesn't get, and not necessarily cuz he's stupid, its just he doesn't care to get it😂😭 this baffles him and im actually seeing a similar energy with him regarding lee know as i did with changbin in the previous reading where Chan just feels a bit weirded out by lee know at times and just sometimes gets annoyed cuz he just doesn't understand him. Yk how people are disgusted/scared by spider no reason? This is something similar, it just icks him how he cant understand lee know. He accepts it tho, more than changbin for sure. And im feeling that its actually even charming to him sometimes. Im hearing "a genius dumbo". So yeah, they're very different apparently, and to chan lee know just seems way waaayyy out of the circle, way above it all, way to out of it and he doesn't even want to get in and that BAFFLES him so much!

Changbin

This one's not hot at all, im seeing this pile along with felix's being the most melow ones. So I see that chan really sees changbin as his equal, possibly the only guy in the group he sees as one. Not in the way that others are below him but rather he's to the same level of matureness, toughness, headspace etc according to him (not that i agree😂). He views him as a bro and really enjoys spending time with him and "talking like men" or whatever its called😂 im actually seeing them going out for drinks or having late night talks with some strong alcohol (although im not really seeing chan drinking very hard i think the alcohol's more for changbin to loosen his tongue and for both of them to feel like adult men😂🙌🏻) Also another thing thats coming up which made me laugh is that chan thinks changbins bad at love and always has bad luck in it (and is kinda a simp) and he(cb) should learn a thing or two from him(chan). This gives me such huge sleepover vibes i live it so much - all of chans readings have that feeling to it and im always giggling when reading his energy😂💗 So yeah im also seeing them having lots of chats about women too🌝 and...sex👀👀👀 but for that i think it needs to be a bit deeper in the night and the bottle should be close to empty for that conversation to open. But it does, pretty often (not often like every other day but often only within their "meetings" so if they have a hangout every other months, and have had 6 this year, in 4 out of 6 this conversation happens - thats what i mean by often).

Hyunjin

Fo hyunjin he thinks he's very impulsive and very pushy but on the inside(?). He also thinks he's very appreciation hungry and attention greedy. Not attention whore-y tho (contrary to han), but rather ifjgkkf like someone who lives for the applause. Someone who's a performer. Not only on stage but also in private. I think he thinks that hyunjin's actually a bit insecure (not the kind of looks-insecurity, but the primal one like having security in your own being and the person who you are, having trust that you got ur own back) and that he's compensating that insecurity with others validation and admiration. And if he doesn't get that or feels like he doesn't he gets spiky/prickly. And thats where his impulsivity comes up and where this pushy energy happens. He may behave normal on the outside but on the inside he's going crazy and thinking of all the ways he can fix that and if you spend time with him long enough you begin to see that eagerness and spikiness - according to chan.

Han

According to chan he's pretty isolated and a tad bit odd. Probably thats why he gets along with lee know the best. He's also a bit infantile in chans eyes, like an annoying 12 year old fortnite little cousing that spits when he speaks and knows now personal space. Not saying hans like that - just creating a vibe to describe how he feels to chan sometimes😂 idk if nuisance is the right word but im getting the feeling that when 3racha's doing their thing, hans kind of the odd one out and he can see that han wants to belong and tries to but chan feels like he's that little cousin that wants to hang out with the cool old bros and, yeah sometimes feels liek a bit of a nuisance i would say. Cuz chan does include him, when he maybe would not. I could see that being a theme during their time in the 4/4 dorms. And here's the part i mentioned above - i think chan might view han sometimes like an attention-wh*re, making a clown of himself, and embarrassing himself quite offten to appeal to them or maybe others he fancies and wants to impress. Another thing is, that as i said he might be a bit odd and at times overexcert his boundaries? Or have weird boundaries? Like he hates when people touch his blanket or he only has to wear orange socks and if someone put the laundry and forgot one of his sock and now only one's clean he gets really pissed over nothing - stuff of that sort.

Felix

I would say thats the only pile where he had nothing "bad" to say about him and i pulled 4 cards for him cuz there had to be something - but there wasn't so i guess chan really really likes Felix and holds him in very high regards☺️ he thinks that he is muchs tronger than he looks and can defend himself and his loved ones very well. In fact i believe when chan saw this side of him he was really shocked because felix seems really sweet but when it comes to protecting what he loves he gets very fierce and that was very shocking to witness. Theres just admiration, admiration and more admiration in this reading he thinks felix has that royalty vibe to himself and really just has it all. Im getting a slight whiff of jealousy, but a friendly type of jealousy. Like he just thinks he's so amazing and sometime she wishes he were like that. He wishes he were as cool as him, as lighthearted as him, as bright and positive as him, he were as liked by him and i also feel like chan feels that stuff may often be just very effortless for felix and even if he's bad at something its still with grace. Theres this aura to felix that he can never do anything wrong and he just sometimes feels that felix has it too easy and must be really lucky or like gods favourite and thinks he must have really good karma for that.

Seungmin

He thinks seungmins too sharp and that his words hurt. Im also seeing lots of bickering...no actually fights. So either chan often gets the urge to just throw it all and start a fight with him or drop the manners and just tell him off - or they actually do that often. I do get the feeling that this is exaggerated in his head and that maybe to seungmin their fights aren't nearly as bad but once again i feel like chan might be holding back a lot and seungmin might'be much sharper and meaner for others than he thinks he is.

I.N

Finally the last one😮‍💨 he thinks he's a mamas boy and sees him still as a kid. That one's pretty obvious but to be honest i expected something else cuz im getting a much maturer energy from him, the other guys have said that too but still, here im getting that he's just a kid and doesnt know "of the real world", relies too much on mom and dad etc. Tbh i don't think thats the case😂 but rather that chans having a bit of a parent syndrom where he actaully feels like i.ns big bro or some sort of a parent figure or whatever and he literary watched him grow from a child to a man so i think that image of him from a few years back has stayed with chan and maybe its difficult for him to let go of that impression if i.n being still just a little kid being full of wonder, innocent and still dependant.

[sensei-venus]

Omg um alpha!Jacob meeting new actress!omega!reader who is so soft and chubby and sweet and he's obsessed with her scent and long story short they get caught making oitnwhen they should be doing a scene together 😳😳😳

When everyone was told that a new member was being cast everyone was a little surprised but not overly shocked. Almost every other season they were getting new people. It was exciting for the older cast but nothing all too new.

That was until the first day the new girl was on set.

She was more so just thrown into everything as soon as she's hired. They basically toss her on to set after she reads the script.

“So have you met the new girl yet?” Xolo was the first to say something to Jacob. They both took turns practically destroying the staff buffet table. The two alphas had been on set all day doing practice scenes. Lucky for them they only had one major seen for the day before they could go home.

“Nope, didn't even know they were scheduled to show up for today's filming.” Jacob said while ripping into a fresh sandwich. All the physical activity made him work up a appetite. Xolo shrugged “She's pretty nice, I meet her while in the makeup trailer. Kinda cute too.” Jacob rolled his eyes. He was about to say something back to the cocky guy but something made him stop what he was doing. His head shot up as something tickled his nose.

What ever it was it smelled overly sweet and had his nose turned up. It made his gut squeeze just right. The urge to lick his lips came up but he stopped himself. It was almost as if he was losing his grip just from the smell.

“What the hell is that smell.” he hissed out, one hand covering his mouth and nose. A brow raised in question.

Xolo snorted while still trying to eat his own food “More like who, not what. That's Reader, the new girl.” Jacob looked at him with wide eyes.

“I can smell her from here and I can't even see her! Did they really hire a omega who isn't on suppressants and not tell the all most ALL alpha cast about it?! That's kinda dangerous, to everyone.” he hissed. The other alpha pipped up “Hey, Mary is omega.” Jacob resorted back “Well Mary told everyone when we were all hired and she's on suppressants too.”.

Jacob spends the rest of the day trying to stay as far away from her as possible. He doesn't know why his senses are so messed up. His stomach I s all twisted up and he can't tell of its in a good or bad way. It has him on edge the whole time he is on set.

He thinks everything is fine once they wrap and everyone gets to go their separate ways. He wants to get the fuck off the set as soon as the directors yell cut.

He's halfway to the parking lot when the omega’s sent increases by ten-fold. Looking around he finally catches sight of her for the very first time. In that moment he knows she has to be his. She's so cute even from far away. She looks soft, her chubby body drawing him in. Chubby omegas were a dream come true, at least in Jacobs's own opinion.

From afar he could see her talking to Tanner and Mary, laughing at something they said. The three of them walked through the parking lot unaware of him. Just hearing her, seeing her, smelling her had Jacob wanting more.

Most importantly he wanted to rip Tanner away from her.

He was quick to run to his car after that thought.

After that day he try a to get to know her. He finally meets her face to face and they talk. At first he finds her super sweet. The two talk on set a lot mostly about the roles they are playing on the show. Then it slowly turns to what they do in their personal lives. He's not at all surprised when she shows a lot of interest in more omega like things. He finds it adorable when she goes on and on about new blankets she bought after work. Or going out to eat at little cafes and restaurants. She loves spending time with Mary. Apparently she didn't have a lot of omega friends on the last set she was on so it's nice to meet more.

But once again he hates it when she talks about Tanner and Peyton tagging along with the omega after filming. He feels like he should be the alpha tagging along with them.

His distaste only builds and builds as the weeks of them knowing each other go on. He tries to put himself between all the other alphas and her when ever he can. The whole time he believes he's being so sneaky about it but in reality everyone can see what he's doing. The other alphas just secretly laugh about it. It's kinda funny to watch him make a fool of himself.

That is until they get caught making out behind Jacobs trailer.

Both of them are MIA after checking in at the makeup department. After an hour or two of them being no-shows to the set, the directors send out a tiny search party aka the whole cast.

Funny enough Mary and Tanner are the ones to find them.

The scent the two of them make is just- something that can't be described.

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts part 37

chapter 56:

1. 😦 they.. they put a mask on sirius? they put him in azkaban?? my boy!! no!

2. 😭😭 sirius having already killed three guards tho. i love him

3. “Bastards they may be, stupid they are not.”

4. “At least he gets the sound of his own voice, though, which is a huge improvement in his opinion.”

he’s so funny i love him. he’s a murderer! he fell in love with a servant! he loves the sound of his own voice! he’s demisexual! he volunteered for regulus twice! he likes wood carving! he called the random guard “stuart”! he convinced the head gamemaker to change the rules so he can keep his brother and best freind! he continues to obnoxiously sing when face to face with riddle!

no one is doing it like him, i fear

5. “"Sounds like you've had a shitty week," is what Sirius says, finally, when he can bring himself to speak.”” 😭😭 he’s so bold. my dear, you are chained in front of the most dangerous man in the world and you tell HIM that his life fucking sucks. my dear. the ABSOLUTE GALL you have

6. “"I need not lie, Sirius."

"Yeah, that's what liars say."”

my DEAR

7. “”Kneel down on the floor before me like a dog and beg."”

i prefer this out of context. but in context, it’s riddle being an absolute bitch to sirius. like excuse you.

8. “Sirius Black is many, many things, but a peasant before a king is never and will never be one.” A-FUCKING-MEN

9. 😮 did sirius just BITE OFF A CHUNK OF RIDDLES ARM??? praise be

10. marylily?? marylily??? MARYLILY??? going feral at any and all hints towards them

11. “"I like your legs," Lily says stupidly, because her brain and mouth have disconnected briefly, apparently.”

bbg i’m in love with you 😭😭

12. aww any mentions of petunia from lily break my heart

13. lily being so desperately in love with mary is my new drug

14. REMUS AND LILY FALLING RIGHT BACK INTO ROUTINE WITH BEING OBNOXIOUS TO EACH OTHER >>>>>>>>

15. “Lily gave him his [cigarette] first in six years days ago, and he'd coughed through the whole thing, then smoked five more back-to-back.”

16. “A stranger is just someone you haven't met yet. What do you call someone you knew better than yourself that you no longer recognize? A ghost?”

wtf wtf wtf that’s insane to write. lily and remus did NOT deserve this

17. “Lily has never known a Remus afraid of freedom, and Remus has never known a Lily afraid of love.”

18. “because they're still two bodies and one heart after all this time, if nothing else.”

that is beautiful and i’m forever grateful of the way the marauders fandom puts emphasis on the importance of friendships. like, this isn’t about a romantic couple. that is said about FRIENDS. friends got that description of their love for each other.

19. the fact that their friendship is so close, remus can REACH INTO LILY’S bra (to grab a cig) and she’s just upset cause his hands are cold.

20. crying actually, cause of all things to break me this chapter, it’s the fact that sirius and effie smoke together

21. oof i have a bad feeling about how dorlene is gonna end up

22. 😦😦 marlene gives the ring back. wtfffff damn that hurtsss

23. “”I am telling you this explicitly, right now, if you shoot your shot and fuck up in any way, I will let her pick a part of your body to take as a trophy, then remove it and give it to her. Still interested?"

"Even more so," Rodolphus says, wiggling his eyebrows. "She's got crazy friends, too. That's hot."”

me fr 😌 give me insane bitches (oh wait. maybe IM the crazy person)

24. 😳 practically fifteen seconds of flirting and he and barty decided to go fuck. that’s fucking insane. IS THIS HOW ALLOS ARE??? LIKE THEY CAN DO THAT??? (not all allos obviously, but some can do that??)

25. the way servants (slaves) are treated in the hallow make me angry beyond belief. like, seething white hot anger

26. FOAMING AT THE MOUTH AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY!!! THEY FIXED JAMES’ EYESIGHT AND IM SO FUCKING PISSED

27. riddle tortured sirius and lemme jsut say, if someone told that to remus and regulus, the war would be over in a day flat

28. “The odds are not in Riddle's favor. If you ask James, he'll bet on his people every fucking time. It's not a game of chance, or luck, but a game of faith—and James has that in spades.” james’ loyalty is probably my favorite character trait of his

29. honorary authors note mention: “also lmaooo sirius literally in prison and still killing people 😭 he really said: you put me in prison, im gonna commit crimes, duh 🙄 he's everything to me”

30. honorary authors note mention pt 2: “rodolphus "i will hit every step on the crazy ladder if it kills me" lestrange living his truth and getting with the most insane, available people he meets every chance he gets””

[safedistancefrombeingsmart]

How do you deal with non-MF fans when they confront you about the Martin Freeman controversy (child abuse, racism, rape joke)? I've had quite a few of those telling me I shouldn't support such a "horrible person" and that I'm justifying an abuser.

I genuinely don't know how to respond because I don't know him personally, so I don't know what kind of person he is right now, considering that most of the comments were made a decade ago. And I don't think he is abusive towards his kids because they seem apparently to still have a relationship with him. I don't know what to say...

Hello! 😃

The simplest way to deal with it is to just ignore it. That's what I do 99% of the time. It's not worth my time or energy to change people's opinion about things or people I don't personally know.

Also, I was never really directly confronted about the controversy. I see the posts, of course. Mostly on Twitter, but also the occasional remark here on tumblr and other social media. But like I said: I ignore it. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I have more important things to think about.

Does that mean that I deny that he said some questionable things in the past? No, I don't. Because he did. Like so many other people. I mean, just look at the people around you, your friends, your family. Pretty sure most of them have said or done things in the past, they regret now. I know I do.

And like you said, most of the stuff is at least 1 decade old. The things I said 10 years ago... 😳🙈

But just in case: click

[mysticsmollpotatoad]

If I were MC

This is just my personal opinion and I could be biased, but I think the default MC personality in ikesen and ikevamp is leaning more toward ESFJ type. So as someone who often switch between INFJ and INTJ, I could barely relate with MC. So here are things I would like to say and do if I were MC.

Comte : *explaining himself about the residents, their circumstances, and his role*

Me : What was arthur's reason for coming back?

Sebastian : apparently he wishes to have more time to drink and spend with women

Me : *throwing questioning look at comte* Did you really bring someone with shallow regret back to life? Did you not ask his reason first? Do you not have any qualifications for those who wish to be revived?

Comte : (⊙_⊙)...

Me : no wait...seeing how all of the residents are prominent historical figures I guess you do have certain qualifications for them and I doubt you would revived them just to let them mess around for their eternity. I also highly doubt that someone at their death bed would still think about regretting something trivial like not having enough drink or women. Which means I think arthur was lying. Well, he gives off that liar vibe last night so I'm not surprised.

Comte :...I'm surprised you could deduce that far. Perhaps you could get along with arthur😊

Me : ಠ╭╮ಠ No. Please no. I'm allergic to flirty people with no sense of personal space. And I don't trust any of the people er..vampire here yet. Sorry, that includes you, le comte. I'm sure you have your own plan and goal for reviving them, but I hope it's not something like world domination or anything bad that could affect the future in terrible ways because reviving historical figures sounds too grand to be a mere hobby.

Comte : (｡o_o｡)""* shocked pikachu face and having flashback of his argument with vlad*

Me : *observing his expressions and starting to regret for voicing my concern* *shoot it seems I trigger another landmine😶*

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Vlad : *slaughtering criminals left and right and using people like chess pieces* I love the world to the point of madness...but you are the only one I can't give up on. Will you come with me?

Me *sweating profusely (•᷄- •᷅ ;)* umm I love you and all. While I can still support your reasoning in getting rid of criminals, I think you'd read too much nietzsche books for going too far by including the residents into your plan. Umm how about we broaden our approach to save the world? How about volunteering in positive activities? Come here...let's have tea and strawberries and talk about your childhood first.

Vlad : 🙂....

Me : If you don't want to talk and continue being cryptic while smiling distantly then I'm going to keep marshmallow as hostage. I've learned that communication is key. One of us has to drop the mysterious facade. Come here before you make another bad decision*drags him by his sleeves*

Vlad : 😳

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More to be added later, probably

[butmakeitgayblog]

What’s Abby’s perspective of her daughter dating Lexa? With her already knowing of Lexa’s illness but also is she surprised Clarke seems to be head over heels in love with Dorkus Woods?

Abby is... conflicted.

There's just so many moving parts to it.

I mean she's known Lexa the girl's entire life. She vividly remembers her mother bringing her in as just a little red faced baby in a swaddle of blankets, tiny fists flailing in anger as she screamed her lil lungs out because she had a nasty case of bronchiolitis. She's been there for every check up and every milestone, every stomach and ear infection and sniffly cold. It was her who had referred Lexa to a specialist colleague in the city when she'd started presenting those very startling set of symptoms.

She knows this girl. She cares about her both professionally and somewhat personally. And nothing about any of this exactly leaves her in a comfortable position when it comes to the guidelines of 'protocol'.

So when Clarke comes home and strangely starts spending all of her free time at Gus's, it's enough to pique her interest, to say the least. And that creeping sense of foreboding starts to settle in. Because she's walked past the shop on her breaks and seen the girls together. Seen the slow progression from each sitting on opposite sides of the space and diligently igoring each other, to seeing the two of them crammed together at a table made for one while pouring over a few spread out textbooks. She's watched these apparent study sessions turn more casual, more chatting and laughing together than getting anything resembling work done.

And she tries, she really does try, in her small way. She tells Clarke to watch herself around that girl, says to take it easy with her because, well... she knows Clarke's transient ways. Says Lexa is a wonderful friend and that she's glad that they've connected, but maybe... maybe it'd better for everyone if it just stayed at that. She hears Clarke's scoff of dismal at her warning and her reasoning that she'll be heading back to school soon anyway. "Just be careful," are her exact words, her final plea, when her daughter waves her off from already half-way out the door and tells her there's nothing to worry about because "It's not like that at all."

But then... then comes the kissing.

She sees the kissing.

Quite, uh, quite a lot of kissing, in her opinion, for a shop with such a large display window 😳 So she certainly sees the change when one day her daughter sits on the curb if Gus's brooding, and the next she saunters in like she owns the place. She sees the way Clarke lifts herself up on the flat of her palms to crane over the counter and peck a very smiley set of lips in hello. She sees Clarke kiss Lexa once, and then twice, and then once again for good measure. Sees Lexa shake her head as though chiding such an ardent display... while not actually doing anything to end to it. She just kisses Clarke back. Four, five, six giggly pecks in a row. Then chases her lips for one more when Clarke starts to pull back.

It's terrifying. Like watching car crash in real time and not being able to do one damn thing about it.

Because she knows exactly what love looks like on her daughter.

And it's every bit as bad as she knew it would be when Clarke rolls through her front door like a hurricane. All gnashing teeth and tear stained cheeks. Raw-hearted demands for an explanation.

An explanation she doesn't have to give.

Not a good one, anyway.

She just holds her daughter as she cries, feeling as helpless and useless as everyone else involved.

[destinyc1020]

Apparently, RDJ id are going to be paid 100 million+😭. I wonder how much Tom is going to be paid for Spiderman 4 or any cameo appearances, lol. Did you get to watch Deadpool vs. Wolverine? What are your thoughts.

Unpopular opinion, but I think RDJ coming back makes sense, actually. The biggest issue with Marvel was them working with outside ppl, like getting oscar nominated directors to produce films with mixed results. Working with ppl who dont know how to handle their "system." That was a risk, and it didn't pay well. It's also a risk to bring back RDJ because of the arc Iron Man had, but if done well, it'll be a good idea if they can use less cgi and pay those vfx workers lol. No one expected this, and you have to give that man who wears that hat credit to get ppl tussling. They are going to film Avenegers Doomsday for 6 months, so idk...

It's risky, but in most comic revelations, it's not a new territory. I see MCU like Shakespeare, here me out lol, that even though it's an older property, the adaptions can be done again and again with a new twist or style. Also, it's a good way to wrap up the multiverse saga cause goodness has it been a lot. I'm not as mad as some fans cause I'm pretty neutral to franchises in general, but I'm excited to see how they'll do it. I'm also weirdly enough excited to see the F4 film just because I want to see how'll they do it.

Also, ppl are getting mad cause he's doing it for money and should have that same energy for a lot of actors or entertainers, unfortunately. It's a movie business first before creativity nowadays. Like Adam Sandler last yr was the highest paid actor and most of his films are on netflix, Leo Dicaprio was paid 40 million for a film that was barely in theaters long enough before it went to apple streaming. Mattel wnat ti make they're on MCU despite Barbie being a successful standalone film. It is what it is.

$100 MILLION per film?? 😳🤯

Geez!!! No wonder he came back rofl 🤣

I remember when an actor being paid $20 million per film was considered getting paaaaiiiiidddddd lol 😆

This is on a whole new level lol 😆

Re: Leo

Leo's "Flower Moon" film was only released very briefly to theaters JUST so that it could qualify for the Oscars lol. 😅 That's the new rule now post-covid. Films will only be consisted for the Oscars if they have a theatrical release. So, a lot of these films are releasing very limitedly in theaters just to make that stipulation to be eligible for the film awards lol 😆

[rockyroadkylers]

🕯️🌻🍬🍬🐚🍅🐝🧩📚

thank you for the ask and the low-level anxiety (you'll see what i mean)

🕯️ ⇢ on a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you enjoy editing? why is that?

i mean, it's not my favorite part of the process, but i don't mind it. i like being able to fine-tune to make sure everything is just right.

🌻 ⇢ tag someone you appreciate but don't talk to on a regular basis

hmm... can i go for an easy out and say the mods at @thebrownstone? 😂 i do genuinely appreciate them, they work really hard to keep that server running, which is so admirable because it is a HUGE server.

🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character

perhaps not unpopular, but certainly not common: june is a lesbian

🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character

ok i do have. an actually unpopular opinion. but i don't want people to unfollow me for sharing it, because i do think everyone is entitled to their own, this is just mine 😩

i think junopez was an unnecessary addition, and it's kind of annoying how fixated the fandom is on it... please don't unfollow me - threesomes in general just aren't my cup of tea, which is apparently a minority opinion in this fandom and i'm not trying to hate on anyone else for liking those things, i just kind of groan internally and duck out of the conversation whenever it gets brought up because i think it's overrated

🐚 ⇢ do you like or dislike surprises?

depends on the nature of the surprise 😅

🍅 ⇢ give yourself some constructive criticism on your own writing

learn to end a sentence 😂

🐝 ⇢tag your biggest supporter(s) and say one nice thing about them

well. my best friend, first of all, but she's a private person and probably wouldn't appreciate me tagging her 😂 she does not wish to be perceived. that's not the nice thing though !!! the nice thing is that she's not even in any of the fandoms i write for, but she'll still read most of my writing anyway to encourage my interests.

i'm also gonna tag @user-anakin because bec is always there to yell at me when i share a new snippet <3

and @gayrootvegetable too because i cry every time they say they're rereading my fic

EDIT: I FORGOT TO TAG MY BETA/SIDEKICK IDK HOW but omg @44whispers is always there to yell about my WIP with me and help me iron out the kinks, ily muah <3

🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?

bad grammar/the whole fic being published as one paragraph/clunky characterization

📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?

i don't really use my notes app for writing purposes… the last time i did was to keep track of all the overly-pedantic google searches i made while writing It's Nice to Have a Friend, including but not limited to:

whether or not the cowboy emoji existed in 2011 (it did not)

the difference between MI5 and MI6 (national vs international)

how long does a wedding reception take (up to 10 hours depending on the planned activities 😳)

line dancing (i spent over an hour going down this rabbit hole)

[dearweirdme]

jkkrs are not the only ones who think jikook's behavior is weird. ot7 non-shipper armys were literally just recently going 😧 during jk's shirtless bed live because of the way him and jimin were talking to each other, there's ongoing jokes in the fandom between non-shipper armys about how every year in bts memories jikook are always up to no good and that one day we'll probably have footage of them kissing lol. it's all jokes of course but it goes to show that not only jkkrs are observant of their antics.

there's countless reactors on youtube when reacting to original bts content and they see jikook jikooking they start side-eyeing the camera and going 😳????. korean reactors’ eyebrows shoot all the way up to their hairlines when they hear jk talk they way he does to jimin, his hyung, because Korean hierarchy is apparently not a thing between jimin and jungkook.

the point is, everyone with an unbiased opinions sees their interactions as weird, unusual, and people (even the members themselves) admit that jikook behave like a couple. so from an unbiased point of view and just based on mere observations, even if jikook are platonic friends, they sure love to act like a couple and even giggle when they get called out for it. and i just personally don't think they'd be doing all dat if either of them had a in-band boyfriend

Hi again!

You can’t actually talk about an unbiased point of view the way you do when you yourself are a Jkkr and therefore biased. Because what you are doing here right now, is picking out things that support your theory. You have seen some 0t7 non shippers joke and you generalize that, you have seen some Korean reactors raise their eyebrows and you generalize that, you have seen members make some remarks and you generalize that. What you are giving me is not a neutral perspective, but it’s a biased person using ‘neutral’ perspectives.

[rosietrace]

Haiii 😳😳😳... for interactions if you still do them, can I ask for ∅ Yuuta with my Yuu Squad please ?

OFC OFC 😈😈 I love writing for Yuuta, he's so silly

Sumeragi Yuuta — Thoughts on the Yuustin, Yuliya, and Yves

Character Featured: Sumeragi Yuuta

Mentioned: Yuustin, Yuliya, Yuuven/Yves

Warning(s): Yuuta himself /j, man Yuustin REALLY doesn't like him 😭, there's a Crowley mention but he isn't important to begin with, potentially ooc (more likely than not, it's probably Yuliya who's the most ooc I'm so sorry-)

[ Apologies for any out of character moments ]

[ Reblogs > Likes ]

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“Ugh, him? He thinks of himself as some mystery extraordinaire, and frankly, I find that hilarious! Let's be real, I'm doing a better job at- Huh? Wha- Don't listen to what Yuustin has to say! I'm not trying to take his errands for the money!”

“She’s a doormat. I don't have much to say about her, she just is. I don't understand why she's trying so hard to act like someone else.”

“Uhh…. Yves? Pretty solemn, that one. I guess he's alright, he keeps quiet and minds his own business, that's for sure. Don't know why, but he's a bit attached to me.”

— Sumeragi Yuuta

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Non-verbal Thoughts

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「 General Thoughts 」

˚₊· ͟͟͞➳❥ The trio's relationship with Yuuta is…. Complicated. They all have their separate opinions of him, and vice versa.

➜ Yuuta thinks Yuustin’s super annoying and weird. Like, why do you try to find enjoyment in Crowley's errands? Tf? The only thing he can seemingly give them credit for is their charisma.

➜ Yuuta doesn't understand Yuliya. Or rather, he doesn't understand the people around her. Seriously, why is everyone mistaking her for someone else…?

➜ Yuuta tends to hang around Yves the most. Mostly because Yves doesn't really like being alone, and surprisingly enough, Yuuta makes for good company.

↳ He's a horrible influence, though. Someone should probably tell Yves that-

➜ He never talks about his life before coming to Twisted Wonderland with anyone, and that includes the trio. They all simply learned to accept it and do their best to respect Yuuta's boundaries in their own way.

➜ Yuustin tends to use Yuuta's ‘Spirit shutter’ more than Yuuta himself does, so he just kinda gives it to Yuustin when he doesn't know what to do with it. (This happens more often than you think)

➜ Other than Yves, Yuuta spends the most time with Yuliya. He's not good at… Well, not being an ass, but he does his best in trying to assure Yuliya she doesn't have to pretend to be someone she's not around him.

➜ He's not trusting any of them with the Midas Roscoes. Nope. Never. Absolutely not. No chance of that ever happening. One simple brush against the golden guns of Sumeragi Yuuta could give you the silent treatment from that guy for God knows how long.

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「 Interactions 」

❐ I mean…. They're all living in Ramshackle together. It was only inevitable for all of them to meet eventually, right?

➜ Yuuta's first impression of all of them, were, simply put: Yuustin's overbearing, Yuliya’s committing identity fraud, and Yves… Who is Yves-?

➜ No joke, Yuuta used to forget who Yves was from time to time because he was so used to calling them ‘Yuuven’ 😭

↳ Nowadays, this doesn't happen as often, as Yuuta became accustomed to calling Yves… Well, Yves.

➜ Genuinely starting to think they all had to do a double take when they found out Yuuta liked gardening 💀 Like, HIM?;!:?:!’ THE GREEDY LITTLE wdym little SHITHEAD:?:!?: OF ALL PEOPLE???

↳ Yes, apparently. No, Yves, you can't join him during gardening hours.

➜ Ngl, there was probably a language barrier between them and Yuuta for a bit 😭 They're all fluent in English, whereas Yuuta had to grow more accustomed to the language once he started living in Twisted Wonderland (assuming English is the mother tongue of that world)

➜ Yuuta sneaks Yves some candy a little before classes start. Just so they could have something sweet to chew on during a ‘boring’ (his words, not mine) lecture.

➜ He calls Yuliya ‘Little Miss Cheerleader’ due to her love of cheering during Magishift matches. Additionally, he legitimately takes time off his schedule to listen to Yuliya sing — if that is what she wants.

↳ They also play cards together after school!

➜ He's very much aware that Yuustin wants to learn some of his gunslinging skills, but he's not gonna teach him any of that for free. In this economy? No!

➜ He's painting all of their nails during his self-proclaimed ‘sleepovers’ during the weekends. He makes sure to give Yuustin the most half-assed ones.

➜ I'd say, between the three, he's closest with Yuliya and Yves. But mostly Yuliya, as he wants to give her some moments where she doesn't have to pretend to be someone she isn't. Even if it gives her an advantage, and because it was expected of her from people who mistook her for that person.

↳ This isn't to say he isn't close with Yuustin, they just clash a lot 😭 I'd say they're civil with each other, at best.

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[elaanaa]

I guess it's time for a pinned post

Hai!

I'm elaanaa, a 23, bi femboy and a 196 refugee whose entire personality changes depending on the last piece of media I consumed. Sooo, instead of talking about myself I will just talk about my interests :3

TL;DR: im apparently a narcissist who loves to talk about themself, I shitpost and hornypost on main, I have nerdy and horny hobbies and want you to info dump about your hobbies in my dms NOW!

Vibeo Games

I mainly play 3 types of games that change depending on my mood:

Second Job Games

This is the category for games that are fun to play but require to play daily and basically become your 2nd job. Currently it's Genshin... 😞 but it's actually fun. The game is really enjoyable when you realise that you CANNOT 100% IT. So I just play where it lands with wish rng and make the best I can get.

2. Watching YT/Twitch Games

These are games that I play while I watch/listen to something. Right now I am playing some Yu-gi-oh Master Duel because I got an itch to play after listening to like 20h of Duel Logs videos (banger yt channel).

3. Story Games

And finally the Games. Right now I am playing Bladur's Gate 3 at my own, very slow pace (70h and in act 2). I am quite enjoying it, but so far I think I've enjoyed Pathfinder: Wrath of the Righteous a bit more. If you are going to take anything out of this post then please,

IF YOU LIKE BALDURS GATE 3 PLEASE CHECK OUT PATHFINDER WRATH OF THE RIGHTEOUS OMG THAT GAME IS SO GOOD, IT HAS SO MANY FLAWS AND IT FEELS UNPOLISHED BUT ITS SOOO GOOOOD <33333

so yeah, im very gamer 😎

Animeh

My favourite anime is by far Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. Please watch it if you somehow haven't (or come here so we can watch it together while we cuddle 😳😳😳). I also really like Demon Slayer and Jujutsu Kaisen (but more on that in the next section)!

Men-gah

I started reading manga as a good way to pass time during slow days at work, but I really liked it! My top 3 manga, in no particular order, would probably be: JJK (as evident by Kirara in my profile picture), Demon Slayer (which apparently is a controversial opinion) and Chainsaw man. Currently I am looking for manga recommendations, so if you somehow got all the way down here and have some, feel free to dm them to me :3

Mewsick

I can't really describe genres of music I like, so instead I'm just going to say my favourite artists: I'm Geist (whose album cover is my profiles banner), heylog and basically anyone featured by biteki. The best word I found to describe this music is:

AltHyperEmoPopRapRock

Other than that, I just listen to whatever sounds good. Oh, and Hollow Knight and Risk of Rain 2 OSTs because they probably have some of the best music I've heard in a game (City of Tears, Mantis Lords and Rain formerly known as purple <333).

Whorenyposting

My latest "hobby", which developed after realising that "Dopamine coming from fictional numbers increasing" > "The fear of posing pictures of myself online". So look forward to Femboy Fridays (I definitely am :3)

Anyways, that ended up being waaaay longer than I expected (I guess i really do love talking about myself >.<). If you want to know more about me, want to make it even by infodumping your hobbies onto me or you are already in love with me - feel free to dm me :3

And remember - stay silly :3

(Picture in the post is from CHAOS! by geist - a certified banger)

[tickldpnk8]

Trope Game

Ooo! this one is fun! Thanks for the tag @orionsangel86! I had way more opinions on this than I thought I would.

Rules: How much do these tropes affect your decision to click on a fic?

• -10 -> very dissuaded

• 0 - don't care either way

• 10 -> very enticed

• nope -> if it's a hard no and you'd never click on a fic with that tag or or you even have the tag blocked or you'd insta click out of the fic if it wasn't tagged

Bonus points for explaining the rating and whether it's conditional.

Age Gap: -5 depending on context

Basically, it’s gotta be two consenting adults. I don’t care if it’s an immortal and an adult, 2 ordinary humans with a 10 yr gap. As long as they’re both adults, I’ll consider it.

Codependency: 0

On its own, this one doesn’t necessarily entice or dissuade me.

Enemies to lovers: 9

Gotta love this trope! That’s Pride and Prejudice and Romeo and Juliette right there. But give me a good reason for them to fall in love: show the stages and the aha moment. Don’t just tell me it happened and leave out all the juicy details.

Enemies With Benefits: -7

Meh, I’m actually here for the plot and the characterizations.

Fake Dating/Relationship: 6

This one could be fun: love me some good rom/com material. So yeah, put them in all sorts of funny situations and I’m in.

Found Family: 0

This on its own isn’t enough to entice me. But! What if it’s not a romance/ship pairing. Then I’d be more likely to see how this group ended up claiming each other as family.

Friends to Lovers: 9

This is it! Like Enemies to Lovers, I live for that a-ha moment. Only now it’s in a nice package where they’ve been there all along.

Friends with Benefits: 0

Same as above with Enemies with Benefits; slightly more likely to click since this trope seems to pair more with Friends to Lovers

Hurt/Comfort: 0

Meh, depends on the fandom. Morpheus emerging from a fishbowl is going to have some issues to work through. But in mg other fandoms, it’s not as relevant.

Love Triangle: 0

Somehow these always end up feeling really stressful to read. I’m not opposed to the idea tho.

Mistaken/Hidden Identity: 9

Hilarity ensues! Yes!! But also could be good for a mystery or paired with enemy to lovers…lots of great possibilities here. I’m talking myself more into this and just upped it from a 7 to a 9. Ha!

Monster Fu... Relationship: 2

Only if one side of the pairing is actually supernatural somehow? And then it’s probably more about supernatural powers and less about sex.

Obsession, Possessiveness, etc.: -7

I can’t think of a good example story I’ve liked with this. In general, it can border on bad power dynamics for me. But maybe I’m missing something.

Opposites (like grumpy x sunshine, etc): 9

All good pairing balance each other out! But there’s also just good tension for plot to be found in opposites.

Poly: -9

SALS, but I’m just into monogamy with my escapist romances.

Pregnancy: -5

Never say never, but it would have to be the right pairing and the right story. I’m not into MPREG and don’t really read omega-verse so that feels like it rules out half of these. For the other half, I’ve yet to see a plot I really want to get into. Maybe a Momma Mia 2 fusion??

Second Chance: 7

With the right pairing, this could be a Lovers to Enemies to Lovers. And I’m Here For That! (Which is why I lament the lack of Calliope/Dream fics: in the right hands, it could be so good)

Sex to Feelings: 4

Indifferent unless paired with some of my favorite tropes.

Slowburn: 9

Bring on the yearning!

Soulmates: 4

I didn’t realize this was a trope until this game? Ha! I’ve apparently read a few of these, but it’s not something I look for.

Tagging: @two-hands-toward-the-sun, @windsweptinred and @writing-for-life if you haven’t done this, and anyone else who wants to play. (Or just tag me on a post I missed somewhere 😳 work continues to stress me out)

[taegularities]

Hello lovely Rid 💕💕

I'm so mad at tumblr for the way it's been messing up the tags for so long now. It makes me so sad to see many creators being discouraged by it and I'm sorry it happened to you with something you worked so hard on.

Today when you were uploading the part I was constantly checking if it was showing up in the tags and getting frustrated when it wasn't, so I could only imagine what you were going through was so much worse 😔

But I did just now start reading it and I've only read the first scene but I already love it, truly. I'll have to properly get to it tonight because I have to cook and eat, etc, but I wanted to quickly say that to you. I really like the way you're handling all the conflicting feelings so far. And also I must say, I didn't expect to be this fond of Jungkook. But like every word that he says either makes me go 🥺 or 😳. It's taken me by surprise how much I like him despite everything. But I also really like OC too and I'm really looking forward to properly reading this part later. Maybe I'll eat my words about liking him since I do feel some more angst coming though 👀👀👀

Until I bombard you with a ramble later (because I already have notes and reactions to almost every paragraph), sending lots of love ����💞💞

yeah i truly don't know what's going on? like, apparently the tags do not like banners, bc every time i try to add it, my fic disappears from the tags, and now i'm scared to add it lol... but it seriously sucks. i feel awful fr but what can we do :') just worried about this happening with the milestone fic, cmi and long jk oneshot, too... ugh we'll see. thank you for checking the tags, too :((

omg i'm happy you're already hooked !! take your time and have a good sunday <3 i can't wait to see what you think of the entire thing! and am super curious whether your opinion on him will change lol but i too am very endeared by him. my poor little royal boy :'')

waiting for the ramble !! love you lots <333

[born-to-lose]

Sorry I’m so late to send!

Some of my “life shaping” songs are the ones by my favorite artists where they made me realize I wanted to jump into their discography. It may not the first song I heard by them, just the song that made me go “oh 😳 there’s a connection here!”

- Love Me Do by the Beatles

- Yer So Bad by Tom Petty

- Question by the Moody Blues. Many other songs by them as well.

- Hush by Deep Purple

- Left to my Own Devices by the Pet Shop Boys

- Bonus: Rockstar by Nickelback, not because I really like Nickelback but because I genuinely believe it’s the first song I can remember hearing in my life (well, obviously I heard other songs before that, but this is the first song that I associate with a vivid memory).

Here’s my question for you: do you have any other favorite media related to the Who? Movies, books, etc? I just recently saw the stage version of Tommy on Broadway and I LOVED it in terms of sound. It was all just so loud and thrashy (is that a word?) and I may have liked it better than the album. I guess I can kind of feel assured in saying that because if I recall correctly the Who often aimed to make their live performances sound better than the album versions.

-🎁🎄

No worries at all!

Love Me Do is great, I should have gotten that red heart shaped single a couple of years ago but it was too expensive at the time (I say as if I'm not probably going to buy an allegedly signed Live at Leeds copy for God knows how much 💀)

Tom Petty my beloved! I forgot Free Fallin' on my list, this song has been around for me since forever and reminds me of beach holidays

I've been meaning to get into the Moody Blues and Deep Purple, I only know like two songs by each (that I know of, I often hear songs and realize I did know them), so feel free to give me some recs!

I listened to so much of the Pet Shop Boys when I was like 13 for no reason lol they're still on some playlists

I don't get the hate for Nickelback tbh Rockstar is a good song and was also formative to me in a way I can't explain, but it was one of the first songs of which I really vibed with the lyrics on a more personal level. I have no idea what the first song I remember hearing was actually, my bet is on I'd Do Anything for Love by Meat Loaf because I remember my mom's single CD lying next to the radio and being blown away by the epic sound

I've only seen The Kids Are Alright and Tommy so far, but I must have seen clips of the stage version ages ago in my theater kid days but forgot about it until I bought the album in 2019 and thought wait I know this but different. Then I forgot about it again until last month I asked a friend to get me into the Who for real and he made me watch the movie which I loved and it's my new favorite weird movie

I also started reading Thanks a Lot Mr Kibblewhite recently and it's so interesting! Working my way through the books one by one (next up Who I Am), but for movies, Quadrophenia and Amazing Journey are definitely on my list. Now that I bought the Lisztomania soundtrack for €2 I'm also planning to watch that alone for Roger Daltrey. Apparently he was also the guy who killed I Want It All at the Freddie Mercury Tribute Concert, which I watched a lot when I was 15, so it gets an honorable mention because while I was too much into Queen then to look him up, the mic cable swinging and the in my opinion best rendition of the show have been living in my head since

And definitely, when I watch live footage of the Who, it's better than the studio versions and I start loving songs I didn't pay much attention to on the albums! I love when bands do that because some bands are somewhat disappointing in concert, but they and Cheap Trick come to mind first when I think of great live bands

[tiny-tigers]

Gossip anon is always here just doesn’t log on for months at a time😳🙋‍♀️ good to know I’m remembered!

Unfortunately I have very little gossip nowadays because I moved to Australia for 18 months🐨 but I do now have plenty of NRL gossip - just as fun to keep up with I would recommend🤣

The very little I can offer is boring and just about Owen Farrell’s younger brother looking like a prodigy … which with his family is no shock really🤷‍♀️

I also know a few girls who are friends with Freddie Steward’s girlfriend & by all counts she sounds lovely🩷

Maybe now I’m back in Manchester it will pick up again😅

Omg we love you 😍 gossip anon !! I am so glad you are back I thought I had lost you !!!

I am also glad you are not part of the haters of me that left me with questions unanswered and blame. I had a lot of banana peels thrown at me for liking Jack the way I do and I still remember one message I received 😔😩💔that made me cry a lot. Deep down I knew you were not part of that but I was receiving a lot of hate at one point that I began to mistrust everyone.

Oh so you now have gossips about LRZ ??? How was Australia ??? You have seen some creatures (my phobia is frogs so I might never go there)

No real problems with rich girl Maddie she looks a bit vain from outside and like any influencer really capitalizing on fame and business but with her family holding on Everton it is not a surprise ??? 🫣 just my impression, maybe my opinion will change with the Netflix doc 😂 she appears a lot apparently.. I am not used to old money so I may have some prejudices and hold some grudges. I have never watched the videos of Lydia but I might to learn more about her ( I am fan of Gwen tho… She looks perfect for Ollie but it sounds weird to me that the same group of friends are dating the same group of players friends imagine the drama 🎭 !!!)

I think they are all settled now so not a lot going on I am just hoping on DK leaving!!!

So Welcome back sweetie pie , unfortunately fredanon left she was sorry to do it but it wasn’t bringing her any good to be so involved with Fred and wished me to detach too but so far I am still the same 💔we will see what 2025 will bring me in terms of peace of mind

[victoriavmw82]

Where The Sidewalk Ends

So, did I leave you hungry for more of the story? We're you wondering the rest of the tea? Get out of the wolves den and come down the rabbit hole with me to were it all began.

Yes, I had been dating this guy and I was crazy about him, he actually broke up with me because he thought me and the jerk were having an affair. I actually had to take up for myself and the jerk. He was literally on vacation on the occasion I was accused of cheating he had sabatagged my project so it would fail cuz he wanted digital graphics and did not want me part of his tech crew he wouldn't say that to his dad who wanted me to help so he created a legit reason to take me off team.

Before that I had a long standing crush on the guy who lied on me and got me in the worse trouble I had ever been in.....His name was Ben. I thought the sun shined out of the rack of his ass. I soon found out that he would do anything to make sure I failed and looked like an idiot. His dad had abused his mother. Now statistically,most guys take after their mothers......in this case with his cunning crafty skills; he clearly took after his dad.,at least in my opinion. It all started when he changed my volunteer schedule cuz he didn't want me serving in the office having to work with him. Apparently he hated me🤷🏻‍♀️I never knew why. So then the jerk found out and after chewing me out, chewed him out, apparently. The war started everything from telling me the wrong things to do in the office;knowing I would get scolded, to blaming stuff on me that I hadn't worked on. One time,staging a call to go wrong to make me look incompetent and let's not forget, staying in the bathroom for half an hour. Part of which he was supposed to be waiting on a phone call that the jerk would rather him take instead of me. Him knowing that, he went MIA, he reappeared in time ironically enough to hear the jerk repeating all the lies that had been told about me. The thing that always got me was he just believed all of it, he never once researched any of it to see if I was speaking truth.... he just assumed I was the bad guy. That I think is what really got to me. That and the fact he repeated some knowledge that you could only know had you known one of my X's........ a crazy one at that! The guy was literally off his rocker. I had dated him and he was a foreplay junkie;yet he was the poster child for the Absence Program in our community 🤔😳🤣😂 I broke up with him because his best friend showed up at my work and told me the 411 that he acts like he hates her yet he in private acts like they are dating and was mentally abusive to her. He also was a drink he had a heavy drinking problem and he would just show up drunk demanding to be let in when prior he had drunk called you telling you off. Major loser! So I had moved on and me and a coworker began to be Friends with benefits we didn't actually date. But we should have. We were crazy about each other. Time goes by,then one day my answering machine was beeping when I get home one night. On it was a dozen messages with him calling claiming to only want to meet up to return a CD and to apologize. My FWB didn't want me to go alone so he had my best friend go with me. Now the suspicious thing for us was, he knew where I lived and worked why not just drop off there and be done or what have you and second thing was it had to be at his work. When we arrived he got in my face and falsely acused me of stalking him me and my friend looked at each other cuz all the time frames he was mentioning I was at work with my FWB and it didn't add up. It also didn't add up cuz I didn't have a cell phone and I literally was always at work or at my friends or well outside my work in the parking lot with my FWB🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😂🤣So ya!

He accused me of calling and I literally hadn't, he said all this infront of his co-worker that was apparently his girlfriend. He accused me of doing drugs and I literally didn't and accused me of being a drunk when he was actually the one that had a drinking problem, which my friend pointed out cuz apparently she knew some dirt about him too. My aunt confirmed cuz she use to go drinking with him and his friends and confirmed he was a pill popper he would get it from work he was going to medical school🙄go figure! I only knew he was trying to be a Radiologist Tech. Or something like that. So the incident escilated when he got in my face and grabbed me like a bodyguard would, my friend Sharon came to my rescue and we were asked obviously to go outside. He grabbed my car keys and accused me of having been out drinking and he was doing his civil duty by taking my keys, the truth was I had just gotten off of work and so had my best friend who worked were I worked at. She literally still had her shirt on I had went to the restroom and had changed out of mine cuz I had a cussing problem so I always took my shirt off after work when we went out cuz my mouth always ran like Deadpool's 🤣😂🤷🏻‍♀️🤣😂So at that point that's when Sharon realized this dude was the one that had the problem and had not let "me" go. He was showing off infront of his girlfriend to make me look like something I wasn't which is what he did to his best friend like all the time. Eventually after he scratched up my CD and literally almost took off with my keys we finally got them back the Store manager came to our rescue kinda and made him give me my keys back he never took sides cuz he knew my character and thought he knew his employees but he did expect better out of me, we were literally almost having a smack down in the parking lot. I don't hit people so it was on my end me screaming and defending myself however he slapped the shit out of my face upon which my best friend almost got him only I grabbed her. I got shoved into my car.

The version Professor M aka the jerk heard was, I was in the wrong he heard the version that guys girlfriend had heard the side leaving out all the facts. The dude would call my phone and prank call, drunk dial me. I eventually changed my phone number. That was the truth. When I broke up with him it had been chapter closed. He was the one that kept the chapter open not me. The fact that M never believed me and just assumed he thought he knew something about me and had some dirt on me was disrespectful. He never corrected himself either when people confirmed I had spoke truth or when time told him he had been mistaken that was another thing that was annoying. He just tried ten times harder to make himself right🙄

So, through all this I came quite literally to end of myself questioning my sanity, questioning myself, questioning others and questioning God. Years later I climbed back up to the top of Earth somewhere and life just looked different. I was described in my childhood and my early adulthood as having rainbow colored glasses those glasses were definitely taken only thing is I never found them again after that. What does one do when they come to the end of themselves? I would imagine if they are like me,the discover themselves or reinvent themselves, is this the solution? I don't have all the answers just know from my own personal experiences.