#apocalist

[lonita]

Bucket list manifesto

Create a manifesto outlining your life goals, dreams, wishes, and how you'll attempt them.

You could also create bucket lists about:

Experiences: experiences rather than specific activities.

Learning: acquiring or improving skills, or learning something new.

Community: contribute to your community.

Life List: experiences and achievements you want to have throughout your life, not just before you die, including experiences you want to have with your family or loved ones, and small, everyday experiences you want to have.

Make a journal or scrapbook out of it, and document how it's going.

[the-barefoot-hatter]

Apocalist Book Club Full Theme Song (I burned it all because of you) by Robare Pruyn

lyrics:

I wander the streets of a city.. with buildings that towered like trees… but the wind was a sound that would haunt me… a whistling, howling breeze

and there’s no one- no one at alllll under the stars, the sun, the moon and my heart’s been set afire I burned it all because of you

I followed the call of the wild lands… that Gordian Knot of the wood… but wherever I fled I could not get ahead of my shadow wherever I stood…

and there’s no one- no one at alllll under the stars, the sun, the moon

stoke the embers of my heart

I burned it all because of you

each path is only a sunset… an echo alone on the dunes… the flickering sight just a trick of the light at an over-moment too soon

so I kept keeping on just to wander adrift in the eye of my storm… and behind me the fires burn brighter though I’ve lost what was keeping me warm

and there’s no one- no one at alllll under the stars, the sun, the moon

now it’s ashes in my heart

I burned it all because of you I burned it all because of youuuu I burned it all… because… of you…

[breitzbachbea]

This is enough Mary for today *closes The Vindication Of The Rights Of Woman*

Time for more Mary *opens Apocalist Podcast about The Last Man by Mary Shelley*

[tench]

Me *keep subscribing to horror and ttrpg podcasts*

Me: it's time to listen Apocalist book club again ✨

[tench]

1. I guess it was TAZ but I didn't like it very much at that time (my fav of them is still the cryptid campaign, so my taste is as always questionable)

2. Re: Dracula

3. Apocalist Book Club

4. Apocalist Book Club (I hope there will be season 2 one day)

Also Realms of Peril and Glory is fun

I'm curious (and in need of new content) what everyone's podcast experiences are like, so, in the tags or replies, what's...

The first podcast you listened to?

The most recent podcast you listened to?

Your favourite and/or comfort podcast?

A pod you think deserves more appreciation?

[the-firebird69]

Something else is happening here as a result of the missing 20 households and they're noticing that people are moving in and who they are and they're starting fights in the neighborhood and it's not bad as the pseudo empire moving in and they're pushing out other people and they have a crazy plan to go to Australia and they're watching as bja and the others go down in Australia we'll see him now and there are huge groups and thus far is not done them any good and it went from around 12% to 10% I was apocalists in one night and they found another cavern three times as big as the original it's pretty far down and it's gigantic and people ask questions about the empire is there and it's too much for them they can't stand it anymore.

-couple more things I've been tired of you and your a****** comments warlock you have something to say to someone else or we're going to come pick you up here in Florida or tired of your gestures too and your comments to our son keep it to yourself you only have days left here there are two ways you can leave on your own recognizance on a ship a plane or a car and or you can go to the furnace where they're taking tons of you because you want to sit here and be vermin. We have only a few days to clean my territories and going to do that now and I'd like to get more than we want and a lot of people would just start working on it but for real there are some groups here that don't understand what we're saying at all and they are mean people and we need barriers up here and more daily and it's going to happen pretty soon these people are rowdy and they're rough and they're talking smack all the time and they mean it and we just don't have any room for it

-another news Donald Trump went to court and lost he lost that case badly and he says he's going to appeal and a lot of people suggested he does not and he's actually thinking about it globally their percentage has dropped in the general population they're down to 4% overall it's around 20% no it's really only about 16% total and it's only 10% on Australia not really it's about 8% and 4% on New Zealand and then the minority 5.5% and the pseudo empire is at 6.5% and if you add it all up it's about 28%. And still a pretty big group and they have a lot of arrogance but with the fall of the Macklemore they're like sergeants for the pseudo empire there won't be any controls and minority warlocks don't do well on their own and they are upset and sad and they can see it going and they're mad because these guys just turned into jellyfish and it wants to do things here and have fun and create an empire and they're leaving and reflective and said sad and they're blaming the empire which is who is to blame because they're the ones doing it and they don't like them at all and they're going to be part of the rebellion and we like that it's good right now the islands are just sitting there and we're not taking them over and it is a different world sometimes than what he thinks not much different it was an idea and he didn't know who was there. So it's going on now you're talking about too but he said was you take over it and just annihilate you said yes and the max if they tried to take it back and they thought that was kind of weird nobody says that stuff so they're wondering how and it is a fearful thing they see his powerful and his body is different so they're wondering about the Giants but they say his brother is doing it and they know about that and that's a nightmare that guy they say made into to a nightmare but he is.

The numbers are there their percentages are very low on the pseudo empire is pushing them out and John remillard will be gone fairly soon and his son and forever they're not coming back they think they are they're spoiled and they're going to leave sometime this week and they will have to leave and they go to prison and we think they go to prison fairly soon but as Cool hand Luke and people look at Newman's movies and it's in one of them that he gets arrested in Florida that's how it happens it's coming up pretty quick and it's about court and no you'll see but really this is going to be much better you don't need him here so I'm going to publish

Thor Freya

Olympus

Zues Hera

[jesslikeafox]

Just to live in the proximity of this place is an absolute privilege.

[nellachronism]

Let me tell you a Thing about apocalyptic fiction, geography, and the 5 Boroughs.

I have a PO Box now! Send me postcards at:

A. Inserra PO Box 730814 Elmhurst, NY 11373

[wildflowershastalaraiz]

Apocalist

Mount Rainier National Park

[lonita]

Journal - Apocalist

Some folks use the term apocalist instead of bucket list now, and I have to admit that I much prefer it. Current bucket list:

sing Queen of Hearts with Dave Edmunds.

actually finishing Douglas Hofstadter's Godel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid one of these years.

I found a really old bucket list on my hard drive. I have no idea when I wrote this, but it must be bumping up on 20 years at least if snooker's on it. They're certainly all things I want(ed) to do, but I'd now call this more of a to-do list. bucket lists feel a bit more do or die, for wont of a better expression. These days my bucket list is pretty small, as you can see above.

summit Kilimanjaro

score a century in snooker

sing the "Ode to Joy" in the whispering gallery of St. Paul's Cathedral in London

visit Portmeirion

visit Uluru

visit Petra

visit Angkor Wat

visit Death Valley

stand with my feet in the Atlantic Ocean again

master univocalic poetry

learn to speak more Assyrian, and write it also

get a titanium ring

get a drafting table so I can get back to paper-cutting

a proper studio to do work in (living room serves)

start leaving God's Eyes around the city in the middle of the night again

go back home so I can help my Aunt Marie bury my grandmother's ashes

sit on a porch during a foggy dawn, where I can smell the sea

actually finish "Godel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid" one of these years

start writing letters again

move somewhere better

acquire a bound copy of the multi-volume Oxford English Dictionary

get more fit

visit Fraser Castle, Lovatt, Scotland

maybe get a masters (MAIS @ AU)

create a Zen garden

learn to play a musical instrument

[thegothiclibrary]

Podcasts to Check Out If You Love This Blog!

Podcasts to Check Out If You Love This Blog!

Looking for more content like what I post here on The Gothic Library? There are plenty of knowledgeable folks sharing their love for the darker side of literature—especially in the podcasting space! Podcasts are one of my favorite ways to get book recommendations or study up on a new genre. Here are just a few of the podcasts I love that I feel like have a similar vibe to what I’m trying to do…

[nightmigrations]

så jag har lyssnat mig igenom Apocalist Book Club nu (utom Zombiefilmerna) oh ser VERKLIGEN fram emot nästa säsong. also I am joining the war with the newts on the side of the newts

OMG får det här meddelandet samma dag som jag försöker få ihop ett datum att se en Karel Čapek-pjäs som går på Tribunalen i Stockholm. Läste The Absolute At Large pga den podden och är nu väldigt 👀 på allt Čapek lol.

MEN JA älskar dem, borde kolla om de har en läslista uppe för the atomic age. Har också funderat på om Harry Martinsons Aniara skulle räknas till temat

[ace-in-a-shopping-cart]

Chore Chart

School

Answer the discussion questions for history

Respond to two classmate’s answers

Review math notes and lectures

Look over Excel project and start on it

Clean up Study Corner

Set up desk for Monday lecture

Do more research into universities

Think more about college and moving/ expand the Apocalist

Misc

Try to work on a WIP

Work on LoOW playlist

Answer more TPATS asks

Work on the TPATS ball

Beta read Friend’s thing

Water plants

[tench]

If I ever learn to play a guitar (which is doubtful but a lowkey dream of mine), I want to learn the Apocalist Book Club theme song... This tune.. Does things with my soul

[suenala]

BTS-story ; The Apocalypse

episode 1 ; 'Why are they bleeding?'

[genre] ; angst, some fluff // apocalypse!au

[fandom] ;방탄소년단

[⚠] ; ×

a/n: i hope this going to be a good series. Finally, episode 1 is out! I've been waiting so long to release this just because its different from my other stories. It has a lot of angst in it and gets pretty dark, I hope whoever reads this enjoys it!

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beep! ... beep! ... beep! ... beep! ...

shut up, shut up, shut up. "Ugh....., no school.." I mumbled.

beep! ... beep! ... beep! ... beep! ...

"Be quiet.." I turned around to face the other way and place my arm on my eyes to block out the sunlight.

beep! ... beep! ... beep! ... beep! ...

....

bee-

"What's wrong?! Yn, you okay?!" He yells as he slams my door open.

"Shut up." I muttered again and threw the blanket over my head, "What? What was that bang?" He says, I point over to my closet door and wave my finger, "Over there."

"Yn," I can hear his footsteps getting closer.

"Is that your alarm clock?" His feet are getting heavier, I already know what about to happen.

"Now you have a smudge on your door." He YANKS the blanket off me and grabs my ankles.

"Ok, ok, ok, Vinn wait!" I sit up and grab his wrist as tight as I can.

"I'll do it."

"Look, you see, you will, but you don't HAVE to, Vinny."

"Yn! That's your fourth clock!!" He yells at me and pulls my ankles—pulling me closer to him then throwing me over his shoulder and carrying me to the bathroom.

"Vinn!! I'm sorry, I won't do it again!! I swear!" He puts me in the tub and before I get up he runs out and shuts the door. You would think that having a male roommate would cause some sparks to fly but oh no—no, no, no, no. I and Vinn are—are animals, he's the person that gets notified when I end up in the hospital, he's the person that gets called when I'm too drunk, Vinn seems amazing, right? But you see, the thing is, once he arrives at the hospital he calls me an idiot and leaves when he gets called to pick me up, he tells the caller to call a cab and tell them to bring me to a hotel because he doesn't want to make me hangover soup.

Well, that's what I used to think, these days I find myself yearning for his nagging, I just want to hear his voice one more time, miss him so much.

"Yn, you have to wait like usual." I can tell he's sitting in front of the door right now, he does his weird tongue clicking noise and whenever I do something wrong, he throws me on his shoulders like I'm his girlfriend and locks me in the bathroom.

I was thinking about confessing about how I feel...we're best friends but I can't help it.

"Vinn.."

"Hm?"

"Vinny...."

"What?"

"Vsauce...."

"Yn, what?!" He says opening the door aggressively. "Nothing!" I take the opportunity to leave, skipping my way out and into the kitchen, I went to make a bowl of cereal because I had only woken up and hour ago but as I do, I take a glimpse out the window. "Is it still morning?" I say but shrug it off as I mumble to myself, I pour milk into my bowl as I hear Vinn walking into the kitchen. "Do you want some Vinny?" I look at him and offer him a bowl but he's just staring outside; I look at him and look towards the window and then look back at him.

"Vinn..? Did you hear me?" I walk over to him and stand next to him to see what he's looking at, his eyebrows are scrunched up—it's like he's seen a ghost or something.

"Yn..."

"Hm? What is it?"

"What's the time...?" He keeps talking to me but still gazing through the window, at this point I think if someone were to be robbing us, he would still be standing there. I look at my watch and I get confused myself.

"Uhm, it's 1 pm.." I put my arm behind my back and fiddle with my watch.

"Is there a lunar eclipse or something? What's going on? You know, before you threw your clock, its been like that all day.." He snaps out of his trance and reaches for the tv remote, I don't understand what's going on, but I have a horrible feeling.

[TV] "BREAKING NEWS— ITS ALREADY 1 IN THE AFTERNOON BUT THE SUN HASNT RISEN. NO REPORTS OF-BOOM-" the TV goes static.

"Vinn, what's going on...?!" I tap his arm repeatedly as I stare at the empty screen, my heart is racing..w-was that a bomb??

"I don't know yn.." He runs over to the window and sticks his head outside. "Yn...Yn...YN, COME HERE! Look, the sky, it's gotten darker."

I quickly get nervous and speed walk my way towards him. We both look at each other and I noticed something..horrible...

"Vinn, omg..!"

"What? What Yn?" His are widened and then he grabs my wrist and starts walking towards our rooms, quickly I stop in my tracks and...

"Vinn, you're crying...you're crying an-and you're ears are bleeding!!" He lets go of my wrist and touches his eyes and ears.

"What the hell..?" Vinn grabs the napkins on the table and wipes his face but proceeds to his room.

"What'r doing?"

"Grab your phone, your charger, your keys, and a pair of clothes, now." I stand there in front of his door in shock, I'm speechless, this can not be happening, not right now anyway...

"Yn! I fucking said now!"

"O-oh, yeah okay!" I run to my room and grab my bag, I put the things he told me to, but then we hear sirens.

[SIRENS BLARING] "ALL RESIDENTS, PLEASE EVACUATE YOUR HOMES, THIS IS AN EMERGENCY. PLEASE LEAVE ALL YOUR BELONGINGS, BRING ONLY WHAT’S NECESSARY! THIS IS NOT A DRILL! I REPEAT, THIS IS NOT A DRILL!"

I look out my window and see people running and screaming, people are stumbling into their cars, yelling at each other to hurry up and some are even...

bleeding.

Why are they bleeding?

Why was he...bleeding?

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