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[lycanthian]

they need to make a way to interact with mutuals that isnt scary

[rynwritesreid]

this is my first time doing a request and your work is probably the best i’ve read since i downloaded tumblr

could you maybe do an angst where spencer and reader are fighting over something she did in the field and he yells at her and raises his hand to run it through his hair but she got scared and flinched, maybe if you want to, have her run out and be gone for the rest of the day

i completely understand if this is way to intense or weird but anywyas tysm, happy women’s day🤍!!

A/N: I am so beyond excited to be your first request. Also I am glad you’re enjoying my writing:) don’t worry it’s not too intense or weird for me, I enjoy (idk if that’s weird or not) writing things like this. I hope you enjoy it, and I hope you make more requests in the future my love💕

Summary: after making a mistake, or really a lapse in judgment, you and Spencer get into an argument. During the argument, Spencer’s moves some hair out his face, but this action causes you to flinch.

Content: mentions of DV, please do not read if that could trigger you in anyway. Fem!reader. Angst. Arguments. Fluff. Spencer seems like a bit of an dick, but he is very caring towards the end.

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You and Spencer didn’t normally fight, you had disagreements sure, but you both would resolve them pretty quickly. But this time, it was different. You had been, as Spencer had so gracefully put it, reckless.

*

Hotch had asked you to go check out this person’s apartment, there was no reason for anyone to believe that he was actually dangerous, but Hotch just needed to make sure. You had knocked on the door, told him you were FBI, and there was no reply. You tried the doorknob and found it unlocked.

Pushing the door open cautiously, you stepped inside the dimly lit apartment. The air was thick with the smell of musty furniture and old books. As you scanned the living room, something caught your eye - a glint of metal on the coffee table. You approached slowly, heart racing, and discovered a small handgun lying next to a half-empty glass of whiskey.

You were sure no one was around, maybe he had just left it there. But before you could properly react to the situation, a noise from the hallway made you freeze in place. The sound of footsteps was approaching, growing louder with every passing second. Panic surged through you as you realized there was no way out of the apartment without being seen. You quickly scanned the room for a place to hide, your heart pounding in your chest.

But you couldn’t find anywhere, and you didn’t have time to call for backup, or to warn the rest of your team, so you did what you believed anyone would have done in this situation and reach for your gun.

You gripped the handle of your gun tightly, your palm slick with sweat. The footsteps were just outside the room now, getting closer and closer. You held your breath, bracing yourself for whatever was about to come through that doorway.

As the man entered the room, you found yourself shouting out that you were armed and part of the FBI, and if he was carrying any weapons, he should place them on the ground. He didn’t respond, instead he seemed to laugh.

“They are putting little girls in the FBI now, huh?” The man's voice dripped with sarcasm as he looked you up and down, a sneer forming on his face. You tightened your grip on the gun, feeling the weight of the situation pressing down on you.

He took a step closer, his eyes locking onto yours with a chilling intensity. "What's a young thing like you doing here all alone?" he taunted, his voice laced with malice.

You stood your ground, trying to keep your composure despite the fear coursing through your veins. "I'm here on official business," you replied, your voice steady despite the tremor in your hands.

His laughter echoed through the room, sending shivers down your spine. "Official business, huh?" he mocked. "Well, sweetheart, you don’t look very official.”

You narrowed your eyes, refusing to let his words intimidate you. You stood tall, meeting his gaze head-on. "I suggest you cooperate and do as I say," you said firmly, your voice unwavering.

The man's smile faded, replaced by a cold stare. "Oh, I'll cooperate alright," he sneered as he suddenly lunged towards you. Instinct kicked in as you raised your gun, a warning shot fired into the ceiling.

The loud bang echoed through the apartment, a split second before the man froze in his tracks. He stared at you wide-eyed, realizing you meant business. Without missing a beat, you took advantage of his momentary shock and swiftly moved to restrain him.

With practiced ease, you cuffed, read him his rights and waited for the rest of your team to arrive.

*

You knew as soon as you saw Spencer’s face that he was angry with you, and you also knew that you were about to get into argument with him.

As the team arrived and the situation was under control, Spencer's eyes bore into yours with a mixture of concern and frustration. You could see the storm brewing behind his usually calm exterior. He didn't say a word as he observed the scene, taking in the sight of you standing there, gun still in hand, your expression a mask of determination.

Finally, when the suspect was escorted out of the apartment by law enforcement, Spencer turned to you, his voice low but filled with intensity. "What were you thinking?" he demanded, his eyes searching yours for an answer.

You took a deep breath, trying to gather your thoughts amidst the chaos of the moment. "I had to act fast," you began, but Spencer cut you off with a shake of his head.

"That doesn't excuse recklessness," he stated firmly. "You could have put yourself in danger. What if he had been armed?"

“What is he had been? Well, he wasn’t, and I am alive, I am not injured, so why are you bring what if’s up.”

Spencer's jaw clenched; his frustration palpable as he struggled to find the words to convey the gravity of the situation. "Because you put yourself at risk unnecessarily," he replied, his voice tinged with worry. "We're a team, and we rely on each other to make smart decisions in the field. What you did today was impulsive and dangerous."

“Really? We are a team, and yet no one else is shouting at me. And if anyone should be, it should be Hotch.” you shot back, your tone matching his intensity. "I did what I had to do to ensure the safety of everyone involved. If you can't understand that, then maybe you're the one being reckless by not seeing the bigger picture."

Spencer's gaze hardened at your words; his frustration evident as he struggled to contain his emotions. "This isn't about me not seeing the bigger picture," he retorted, his voice edged with disappointment. "It's about you jeopardizing not only your own safety but the safety of the team as well. We rely on each other to make split-second decisions that won't put us in unnecessary danger."

Your jaw clenched at his words, feeling a surge of defensiveness rise within you. "I did what I had to do in the moment," you insisted, your eyes locking with his in a battle of wills. "I stand by my actions, Spencer. Sometimes we have to trust our instincts in the field, even if it means taking risks."

Before Spencer could speak again, he raised his hand to move some hair out his face, however, you flinched and moved back. “I’m, uh, sorry Dr Reid. I won’t do that again.” 

Spencer’s expression softened at your reaction, but he also seemed confused. See Spencer Knew about your previous relationship and about almost everything you had endured, but he didn’t know everything. But your sheepish expression, and the tears welling up in your eyes were a good indication that he had done something to spark old memories up.

Spencer's features softened further as he registered the look in your eyes, his concern deepening. He took a step closer, his voice gentle as he spoke. "I'm sorry if I crossed a boundary, I didn’t mean to startle you," he said softly, his gaze filled with understanding. "You don't have to explain anything if you're not comfortable."

But before you could answer, your fight or flight response took over, and you just ran away. You knew it wasn’t the smartest thing to do, but you couldn’t do anything else. Spencer just stood there, unsure of what to do, unsure of why you acted that way. You knew he wasn’t actually going to hit you, and he didn’t realise that him raising his hand like that would cause that type of reaction, but it had happened now. 

As you ran through the corridors of the apartment building, your heart pounded in your chest, the echoes of your footsteps mingling with the rush of blood in your ears. Tears blurred your vision as you pushed past doors and down stairwells in a desperate attempt to escape the overwhelming flood of memories that threatened to consume you.

Spencer's voice called out behind you, filled with concern and confusion. "Wait, please," he pleaded, his footsteps quickening as he tried to catch up to you. But you couldn't stop, couldn't face him in that moment.

You kept running, your breaths coming in sharp gasps as you pushed yourself to go faster, to put more distance between you and Spencer. This seemed to make him give up on chasing you. He knew you needed some space, but he hated the idea of you been by yourself when you were feeling like that. 

When Spencer had returned to the rest of the team, JJ asked where you had gone, and he just responded he didn’t know.

*

Spencer and the rest of the team had returned to the precinct because they did have a job to do after all, they kept texting you to make sure you were okay. Spencer, however, hadn’t stopped calling you, leaving voicemails saying he was sorry. 

You kept your phone on silent, not wanting to be disturbed by the continuous notifications and calls. Each voicemail from Spencer tugged at your heart, his concern evident in every word he spoke. As you sat alone in the quiet of your apartment, the weight of the memories that had resurfaced bore down on you with relentless force.

*

Spencer had stopped calling you, you were unsure as to why, but you just thought he was giving you some more space. But as night fell and the world outside your window turned dark, a sense of loneliness crept in, wrapping around you like a suffocating blanket. The silence was deafening, broken only by the occasional buzz of your phone as messages from Spencer and the team continued to pile up, unanswered.

But that had just become white noise at some point you heard a knock at your door, and you froze. The knock came again, more insistent this time, and a familiar voice called out softly, "It's me, Spencer. Can we talk?"

Your heart leaped into your throat at the sound of his voice, conflicting emotions swirling inside you. Part of you wanted to open the door and let him in, to seek the comfort and understanding he offered. But another part hesitated, wary of the vulnerability that came with facing the demons of your past.

After a moment of indecision, you made your way to the door and slowly turned the handle, revealing Spencer standing on the other side. His eyes searched yours with a mixture of concern and compassion, his expression open and vulnerable.

"Hey," he began softly, his voice gentle. "I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable earlier. I didn't mean to trigger any bad memories."

"It's okay, Spencer," you replied, your voice barely above a whisper. "You didn't know. I overreacted, and I'm sorry for running off like that."

Spencer's eyes softened with understanding. "You have nothing to apologize for. Your reaction was completely valid given your past experiences. I should have been more mindful."

A heavy silence settled between you, the weight of unspoken emotions hanging in the air. Finally, Spencer broke the quietude, his voice tender. "Do you want to talk about it? You don't have to face it alone."

As you looked into Spencer's eyes, seeing genuine care and concern reflected back at you, a wave of gratitude washed over you. Despite the pain and fear that still lingered within you, there was also a glimmer of hope kindled by his presence.

"I... I think I'm ready to talk about it," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. The words felt heavy but freeing as they left your lips, carried by a sense of trust in Spencer's sincerity.

Spencer nodded, his expression encouraging as he stepped further into your apartment. "Take your time. I'm here to listen whenever you're ready," he reassured you, his gaze unwavering in its support.

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[dailyhogz]

hi:3! i KNOW its not halloween time anymore, but shhhhh can u draw the werehog, only if u wanna IDM if u dont but my brainworms keep harrassing me

also HAII:3 ive been followinh u & liking ur posts for awhile & i love somic so the daily hogs are always so fun to see, this is my first ask to u & mayeb in the future ill send more:3!! anywyas im hoping ur having a good day:DD

day 294. hes talking about how taxes work

[waytooobsessedwithmcyt]

anywyas i think i went too feral (AUGH I REFERENCED FERAL LIKE DOGS LIKE GEM NOOO) in your askbox so here’s another free redeemable excuse to infodump for the future :3 (ill prob send you one everytime one of the redeemables are answered so you always have an excuse :3)

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Ok I was planning to use this for when I figured out Bigb's lore but inspiration struck so here's a un-proofread and un-betaed fanfic about Grian and Gem meeting

Tw for implied self harm and implied abuse under the read more

The light wind blew through his parrot feathers, rustling like leaves in a tree. It picked up a collection of falling leaves and danced them around like a miniature tornado. She was watching again. That was supposed to be his job. He knew she was there. She knew he knew. It wasn’t a peace they’d reached, but something else, an agreement that they would rip the other apart, but that neither would instigate. He’d never seen her in whole, but the flick of a gray ear, the padding in the forest when he was silent, and flashes of a tail let him know exactly what she was. Tonight the moon was empty, he walked home purposefully slowly, avoiding her never worked, but she always seemed to relax when he went slow.

Faint footsteps trailed after him, nearly silent to anyone not paying attention. He wanted to meet her, but she would always run away. Tonight felt different, she was closer than usual. He walked closer to the forest and her footsteps didn’t move away. He hoped for a sparse bit of plants that he could see her through, but all he caught was a glimpse of red hair, looking brown in the dark night.

“I think I’m done with this game,” he whispered, the footsteps stopped and he did too. They picked up again, she was running away. He tried to peer through the bushes, but the girl was already disappearing. Tucking in his wings, he dove through the bush, falling onto the dirty ground. He tripped over invisible roots as he tried to get up, but he got a small glance at the girl. He reached out with a hand, half looking for anything to steady himself and half trying to stop her from running. His hand clasped around her wrist and stopped her from running.

“Get off of me!” She cried, trying to rip her wrist away. This was the first time he’d heard her speak, she spoke with a similar accent to what his had been, though much higher pitched. The accent gave him pause, it was the first time in nearly 2 years he’d heard anyone except himself talk like that.

“Wait, I’m not trying to hurt you!” The girl had red hair, her gray wolf-like ears were pinned back against her head, despite the clear anger on her face, there was also something underneath that, it was fear. Whoever this girl was, she was terrified of him.

“I’m just doing what I was told, please don’t-” her anger began to melt, he saw her begin to hyperventilate, becoming more desperate in pulling her hand away. If he let her go now, she’d run away and he’d never have another chance. Under where he was grabbing her was a Watcher’s symbol. It was glowing a slight purple and everytime it lit up brighter, the girl winced and took a gasp of air, it must be hurting her in some way. On her neck was a tattoo of a collar, she looked like she was trying to cover it up, tugging at her shirt until it was half covered.

“I’m not gonna hurt you, just don’t run away, I’m not going to hurt you,” He didn’t mean to talk to her like a scared puppy, but he reached out an arm to try and calm her. She shifted her weight from foot to foot like a hunting dog pulling on the leash. “What’s your name?” He asked as gently as possible.

“Gemini,” Her eyes were wide, her hands shook as she spoke, she wasn’t pulling away as desperately anymore though.

They still didn’t put any effort into names, just naming them after their star sign. “Do you… like that name?”

“It doesn’t matter if I do or not, I can’t change it.”

“I’m asking you though, what name would you prefer?”

Her face was a weird combination of fear, sadness, and confusion, “I- just Gem I guess.”

“Grian,” Grian dropped Gem’s hand.

“I know.”

“Right,” Grian laughed, “You were sent to keep an eye on me, kind of ironic for a species called the Watchers.”

“You’re going to get me in trouble if I keep talking with you,” Gem took a couple of steps back, her Watcher symbol glowing.

“Wait,” he couldn’t let her leave, “I can disable that.”

“Don’t do that,” Gem whispered, “Please please don’t do that, they'll just hurt me more.”

Grian felt fierce protectiveness over this girl he’d just met, “What do they do to you?”

“Nothing I’m not trained to handle,” A fake smile crossed Gem’s face, a facade of the girl who he’d thought had been stalking him.

“I didn’t ask that, I asked what they’re doing to you,” Grian needed to know what horrors she’d been through to turn out like this.

Gem had completely closed down, all traces of emotion were gone from her face, when she spoke, it was in a carefully practiced and contained manner, “I’m sorry for my slip-up, I messed up, I should not have gotten scared of you.”

“Do you have a place to sleep? I have a guest room you can stay in,” He wasn’t going to let Gem go wandering by herself.

“I don’t want to be a burden, I’m content out here.”

Being gentle wasn’t working, he was going to feel terrible but if he wanted to get through to her he’d have to be a little more forward, “Walk by me, we’re going back to my house.”

“Why would I go anywhere with you,” Gem crossed her arms. Anger was better than a blank slate at least.

“Because I like helping people.”

“Why?”

“You’re so suspicious! I’m trying to help.”

“I don’t need help.”

“Debatable.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Gem growled.

“You have two options, get home with me and let me get you food and a bed, or tell me what the Watchers do to you, I won’t make you talk in the first option,” Grian could tell Gem was thinking through the options.

“Fine, I’ll go home with you,” she relented. Her hand pulled at her clothes absentmindedly.

Grian took a step out of the woods, Gem followed. As she stepped out into the streetlight, Grian got a full look at her. Her hair was an orange red and her gray ears were actually tan with an orange tint, her tail was almost as fluffy as a fox tail, but clearly not well taken care of, it was coated in dirt. Her fingernails were long and sharp and her canine teeth were bigger than a humans. Her face was speckled with freckles and her eyes were bright green.

She was also covered in scars, her legs had tiny cuts that looked more like a knife than from thorns or scrapes. She hid her arms behind her back before he got a good look, but there was one huge scar along her entire forearm. He was one hundred percent going insane, this woman was trying to kill him, but she really just looked like she needed a hug.

Her eyes skittered around his wings like a scared deer. She was hunched over, but still taller than him, her ears were tucked beneath her hair and her tail was tucked between her legs.

Grian was going to get her out of the Watcher's hands or die trying.

[eggtargaryenii]

mao!! it's @worstgirlsfuture .tumblr won't let me use my fic blog to send you an ask so i have to dust off this old thing </333. feel free to ignore this i'm just rambling hsjajwiwji,,,

i wanted to give an update on hotd. BRUV… i finished the entire thing like a month ago??? i’m planning to rewatch it soon! i’m so happy i caved in and read EotS + watching the show despite not knowing a damn thing about the material loll. bc oh my days it is bloody brilliant 🙏🙏🙏. i was expecting to have jace or aemond to be my favorite character but my heart fell for helaena! LORD LET ME SAVE HER FROM THE WOLVES WAHHH.

i also wanted to show my appreciation for your works! i follow your other blog and i’ve pretty much only read fictional 2D/reader fics but you opened my horizons! i literally would’ve never thought i would be reading about yknow… characters that have irl avatars ???? and actively looking for more of it LMAO. anywyas i love your works sm, you have such a way with words and a creative mind!! if we were in a poetry class i would learn how to finger snap with my hand that can’t just so i can snap with both of my hands and be louder than the rest… does that make sense 🧌. anyways that’s all!

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HI EVOL that's so weird that you can't send an ask from your fic blog?!? 😭 I'm not sure why that would be, but if there's anything I can do on my end to fix it please do let me know!!

BUT IM SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED HOTD!!!! asoiaf is one of my fave universes/stories ever and I'm so grateful that you gave it a chance (along with EOTS)!!!! 🥺💗 HELAENA IS SO BELOVED TO ME I need her to get away from her whole entire family 💀💀💀 alicent too. lord please take their pain and give it to criston cole 💔

"I never thought I would be reading about characters that have irl avatars" I'm laughing because I never thought I'd be WRITING about them, at least not xreader fics 😭 when it comes to selfshipping delusions I am a 2D girlie through and through so you can imagine how shocked I am at having written like 40k+ words for 3D white men ALFJSKFKSJ

but thank you so much for saying such kind words about my writing, and for following me from yinyuedijun and taking the plunge into 3D men fanfics with me LMAO . appreciate u endlessly <333 thank you for being so supportive on all my writing projects!!!!

[sidebaxolotl]

Hi! I’m the coming out anon whose ask apparently got ate

So, I live in a community and also go to a university that is not affirming. Do not take that as me being side A, but like, it’s one thing to be not affirming in the biblical sense and it’s a different thing to be not affirming in the actual homophobic sense, as I’m sure you’ll know? If I worded that right.

I love my town and my church and my college so I’m not looking to leave! I also don’t have many side x friends or aquantainces, so I don’t think anyone is gonna try to pressure me to be straight when/if I do come out. It’s more like… the people in my life genuinely don’t know what side B entails? So not only do I have to come out as gay, but also as Side B and have to explain all of that 😭 my parents also wanna match-make me, but I’m using “I’m in school…” as an excuse to not date/court rn. But obviously that can’t last forever and I feel awful about lying.

Anywya yea I live in the Appalachia and go to a Protestant Christian university in the South and I love that both my hometown and my college town are filled with faith 🙏🏼 but it’s hard being side 🅱️ in such situations and places! Because I have to not only come out, but also explain side 🅱️! So I am looking for help!

If you need more info I’m happy to give it but I would have to come off anon and request a private answer for any specific details lol I’m already so scared I’ll be doxxed just from that vague location info 🤣

I'm assuming you're in a community that's like the biblical kind of not affirming and not the actually bigoted kind of not affirming? If that's something you're not sure of I'd highly recommend discerning that before coming out, I don't want you to put yourself in danger.

When I came out to irl folks I think what I said was like: "I'm bi (that's what I thought i was at the time) but I just use the word to describe my life experience, its not my identity. [explaining that I'm not apostatizing here]" and iirc that was good enough for everyone.

I guess worse case scenario be prepared to answer like typical questions like "how long did you know?" "how did you find out?" "how do you know you haven't found the right [opposite gender] yet?" "why did you choose the side b position?" etc.

If you want to ask me more specific/personal stuff feel free to message me or send an ask off anon. Just let me know its you so I know to answer privately!

[marigoldbaker]

wait so. I HAVE MORE QUESTIONS HI

ALSO: if at any point you don't want to answer any more questions just answer my asks privately and i'll stop <3

OK SO QUESTIONS ABOUT THE GIRLIES

wait so. scoobies/bakery girlies we end up w/: Marigold/Willow, Evie/Spike/Dru (maybe), Norie/Anya. this is hilarious i love this. they are dating each other and it's going awesome <3 (false). NOW WHAT WOULD THE SCOOBIES THINK OF THE BAKERY GIRLIES. WHO WOULD THEY LIKE

i am obsessed with the brie/marigold issues. they are very fun. it is awesome. faith/evie brie/marigold marigold/willow enemies of all time. other question: would brie get along w/roslin? i kinda feel like she would

i. LOVE SOPHIE. and EVIE. my BESTIES WHO ARE SAD. also. ELODIE. (i love them all but somehting about SOPHIE EVIE ELODIE tickles my brain specifically :3). can we get some elodie information. anything about her you want to tell us.

LIONEL ALSO I FORGOT ABOUT HIM. would he get along with spike.

FANGED FOUR TIME!!! whom among bakery girlies do the fanged four hang out w

and how do the bakery girlies like the fanged four?

wait evie/spike/dru feels like it'd have some issues related to the mind control thing/seeing red? no?

anywyas. I have more questions but have to go I will SEND THEM TO YOU LATER IF YOU ARE OKAY WITH THAT OKAY THANKS

<3

HI FEEL FREE TO KEEP SENDING QUESTIONS FOREVER !!!

1. off the top of my head i would say that giles and thea were tight in college (she was surprisingly square but they ran in the same circles, idk). xander might have a thing for marigold lowkey because she's verbose and opinionated and this would Not Go Well For Him, or for willow, who would of course be fiercely jealous at even the concept of marigold paying attention to someone else (idek whats going on there man). evie and cordelia would strangely get along really really well and a lot of that has to do with mutual authenticity. buffy and roslin go get manicures together or smth

2. brie would absolutely get along with the entire bakery family really well bc she and marigold are the exact same kind of girl but the problem with this is that marigold's clinical need to be the most specialest girl in the room would kick in and have her out for blood. so yes brie would get along with roslin. for brie's safety she should not get along with roslin

3. elodie .... hm! she's fine and normal. definitely super well adjusted. she's getting such a good grade in trauma recovery and she wasn't even that traumatized anyway because nothing bad has ever happened TO her it just happened NEAR her. it's whatever. do not ask her about it

4. spike would kill lionel dead in seconds either with a well placed observation about every psychological issue that man has or just like. literally killing him. however thinking about this made me realize that i do actually believe lion and xander making out would genuinely fix them both but i do not fucking know how that could POSSIBLY happen

5/6. thea's proposed marriage to darla 17 times and darla is genuinely considering it mostly just to flip off her ex husband who's boring now. norie is obsessed with angel in the same kinda comphet crush way as she is obsessed with that serial killer she knows & angel is EXTREMELY uncomfortable with this. marigold and spike have something genuinely insane happening i think because spike is incredibly perceptive and marigold lies professionally about her feelings all the time, so she hates him on sight and he's like lol whatever i've got your number (which makes her hate him more). ros has an endless amount of patience for drusilla bc she's got a degree in Moderately Creepy Little Sister Who's Actually Soft At Heart so she WILL take tea and cakes w miss edith, for sure. sofie is not allowed near the vampires but keeps on trying to socialize w drusilla who is definitely interested in killing her lowkey (which is giving marigold a constant heart attack).

7. i do believe that the entire seeing red situation would shatter evie more than she's already been shattered and my girl does not need that psychologically which is why she is not IN the buffyverse!!! her vampires treat her right. she's the princess (the girls that get it get it)

[yeetushaitus]

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also PLEASE talk to me abt literally anything i love making friends i just have a hard time approaching people my asks r always open so feel free to drop requests or ig literally anything in there!!!!! i LOVE yapping more than ANYTHING pls send asks

im a minor, use they/them pronouns and im aroace

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interests(in no particular order): project sekai, your turn to die, ace attorney, zero escape, fire emblem, omori, how to keep a mummy, gekkan shoujo nozaki kun, zombieland saga

im always into a mix of a few of these but my main interest right now is ace attorney!

heres what ive watched/played so far: pw trilogy, aa4, the investigations duology(rest in piece raymond shields/j) dgs1 and currently playing dgs2 (this will be updated regularly)

artists i like: sasakure uk, koke, inabakumori, iyowa

favorite songs: amara the great intelligence, future eve, heat abnormal, samsa, living millenium, first class reasoning, polly jean, fantasy imitation and noah beta

if it wasn't obvious by now i really like sasakure uk but if you also happen to be a sasakure uk fan i definitely recommend koke!! their music feels like i could float in it for hours(theyre REALLY underrated so plspls go check them out)

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couldnt find any sasakure uk ones so maybe ill make some myself but these are fine for now

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[cuntnikida]

im gonna tell you something fucked up that i did tho in my defense i was child. a BEBE(pronounce french). alrighty so me n my friends were obsessed with pjo in middle school as one is. so we encountered a post critiquing piper who is a character in the books. we were collectively in love with them(i definitely was lol dunno bout others) anddddd the post was on tumblr. so we set up an account together so that we could send a RIDICULOUSLY long anon ask to this person roasting the shit out of them for hating on piper and ended it with a swear word which was MONUMENTAL for us then. anywyas i hope that person is good now because i dont remember who it was annd what they did to deserve the wrath of a bunch of 11 year olds.

an even more embarassing thing is that we did this twice😭

TWICE??? lolll also i want to see what kind of insults 11 yr old you and your 11 yr old friends came up with

[0kandy0]

Why I like Manta so much

1.The reason I love this character so much isn’t jsut because of his deisgn which does help but the main reason why I love him so much is bc of his writing and story.First of all,Manta is established as a mean bully and a jerk in the first eps we see him in as he is often bullying others,however,despite that he still has one person he keeps close,which is Shino,his teammate and most probably only friend since who would wanna be friends with such a jerk,right?Here comes the catch,in the episode titles “The Polaris predicament” we get introduced to a shorescrubber from Polaris,Pavel,who we also find out was Manta’s superior at the Polaris academy,and that Manta was his lackey.Due to his interactions with Manta we can see that he wasn’t such a nice guy to him,in fact,he was a bully who constantly bullied Manta.We can even see in the same ep how Manga,who is usually stubborn and mean to everyone,going as far as to call Wyatt “bro” in an ep,and even disrespect him(most probably knowing Manta),BUT when Pavel is being mean to Manta,he doesn’t talk back,he just accepts it.That’s the first time we see more of Manta rather than him being just a mean bully to everyone.Knowing that he’s a victim of bullying,we can fairly say that the constant bullying he got from pavel didn’t do well to him,in fact,it made him become a bully himself.Despite that,he’s still not as mean to Shino as he is to everyone else,which,I could go on another rant just about them but I won’t do it(yet).We know that Shino also went to the academy,and that he also knows pavel,due to pavel asking him to be HIS mechanic and engineer(basically telling Shino to leave Manta,which tbh,kind of manipulating)We see Shino being hesitant to talk to pavel,which tells us despite most probably not enduring the same amount of bullying Manta got from Pavel,he still fears Pavel a little,saying yes,but being hesitant to do so.When Manta comes back,Pavel straight up tells Manta that he should pack his things bc he’s sending him back to Polaris,and he also says this exact thing “won’t you congratulate Shino?” Before he turns Shino’s chair so he could face Manta,we notice the way Shino looks down with full on fucking guilt on his face bc obv he didn’t wanna abandon Manta,but,he didn’t really have a choice.In the next scenes,we get to notice how Corto,tries to help Manta get rid of pavel(send him back to Polaris so Manta could keep being the pilot for the cold kings)however Manta tells Corto that he can’t “disobey academy rules”,we also see that in a scene where Corto asks Shino why didn’t anyone stop pavel from bullying Manta,Shino tells her that “everyone obeys the trainer,no mater how hard it is” Which…..EXCUSE ME???EVERYONE OBEYS THE TRAINER NO MATTER HIW HARD IT IS???SHINO JUST BASICALLY FUCKING TOLD US RHE ACADEMY IS FUCKING ABUSIVE

Anyway,we learn from the Polaris predicament ep that Manta’s bullying is all a TRAUMA RESPONSE SINCE HE WAS BULLIED(constantly may I add).All Manta knows is that since no one stopped Pavel,why would anyone stop him from being a bully?His mentality is fucked up bc of the trauma pavel gave him,he doesn’t know any better,he’s 15,he needs an adult to teach him what’s right and wrong,not to mention that Wyatt and Neptune,the only adults on the island do literally nothing to help Manta become a better person,all they do is criticize him,LIKE BRO IF U SEE THE GUY HAS ISSUES TRY AND HELP HIM OR SMT IDK DONT JUST CRITICIZE HIM ALL DAY TRY AND EXPLAIN TO HIM TRY AND TEACH HIM TRY AND MAKE HIM REALIZE HIS MISTAKES!!!

2.Silly gay Russian boy with anger issues:3

Anywya my rant is done even tho I could have said much more:3

[noctidhaze]

Ofc no pressure u don’t have to do it or anything buuut anywyas I miss u Milo hope you’re doing well 🥺

when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers or moots (positivity is cool) 💖

hiii I miss you too 🥺 I should really like start my own server or something I'm more active on discord

1. tomorrow is closed by nothing but thieves

2. sedated by hozier

3. letterbomb by green day

4. tarantino by plvtinum

5. lady of namek by tory lanez

[unroxyfication]

iturned off messaging toomany people tried to talk at me at once sorrwy. you have to send asks instead now asks are more fun anywyas

[necroangelz]

moon im gonna be so honest here. ive wanted to slide u plenny of asks but i got shy and never sended them 😢 Supporting you from a distance lad broski

ITS OKAAYYY i understand that tbh

thank uu so much fur the support anywya 🙏🙏 i can feel uur support radiating to me even if uur far away.....

but i hope uu can overcome that shyness so we can interact more :3

[emmafallsinlove]

Opinion on the Max/Lorelai fiasco?

the fact i've answered it in depth in the morning but tumblr didn't published it.... anyways. i just think it was very immature relationship on both sides. it was clear (at least to me) that lorelai never dated before and that max is intrigued by her but nothing else. like, i don't know it was very weird from the start like on episode 4 of s1 if iirc where rory is aren't allowed to do the test she study for a week so in the end of the episode he leaves a voicemail like "and rory, if your mom is listening" very very immature and even unprofessional. like it just didn't aged well but it's was a very wrong thing to do anywyas. and i just hate how max kind of forcing lorelai to be in a relationship with him in a way when she wants to break up with him and has intentions of bringing him back the book he gave her, max is like "rory would be fine" but lorelai was right. now rory, a 16 years old kid, is involved in whatever happen between them. i just think max didn't fully grasp the fact that he is walking into a family, assuming rory would be fine & okay no matter what, and that's the thing - boundaries were crossed because no one was matured enough to talk through stuff. max asking rory about her break up with dean, lorelai joking around max should let rory A+ on the test because her essay is so good (and i'm sure it was, it just wrong to do anything of the sort), max proposing to lorelai out of fear of losing her or being jealous or something i don't know, lorelai never lets him be part of their life because she's not ready yet, he yells at her telling her she's only cares about herself because she didn't gave him the keys to the house but honestly? she wasn't ready, she didn't wanted him there. she woke up her 16 years old daughter freaking out about having a man in the house, about their life might change completely and how nothing is gonna come back to the way it was it just. and they never talk anything through as well. where's max is gonna live? where's rory? is lorelai who brings up this questions in season 2 because they are a family and she is always gonna put rory first. that's why luke was the best match for her because he put rory first before anything else. he was rory's father before he was lorelai's boyfriend and later husband. lorelai saw how much luke loves rory that he is willingly going to drive up to yale and not let her quit school while max reaction would've been "rory would be okay" same as christopher's reactions at times. but lorelai never told her what's part he is gonna take in their life as well. when he pointed out it's past 23:00 and rory and dean are still out lorelai is like "well, you don't say anything to my daughter. she is my daughter." and you can't build a family like that, a relationship with this attitude. also the fact that max's parents were excited for him to get married but neither emily and richard or lorelai and rory never meet them? big red flag to me. it's not even "right person wrong time" because it isn't even that. like regarding to the plot of s2 with jess i think it could've been very interesting if max would've stayed around a few more episodes but i think it was good that he was gone when he did. lorelai wasn't ready and he wasn't ready and it showed.

Send me a ship and I’ll give you my brutally honest opinion on it

[bonesandthebees]

Bee bee bee bee :D a little Icy update for you... I'm going to NYC in a few weeks to meetup with some online friends!!! It feels like ages since I sent that ask-- Oh wait . That was on anon SCREAMING aha anyways . I was that really anxious anon asking about advice for meeting up with online friends lmao 😭😭😭 back then the plan was very different and for a small town and possibly Staying with them and the whole plan was just... not as safe of an idea as it is now so I was really anxious at the time BUT I found out that NYC is actually not?? That expensive to go to during the offseason?? And it's close to where my dad lives so I can go visit him after so it works out perfectly:D

But yeah, I do still really appreciate you replying all those months ago<3 really helped me out in the moment eueueeu

ANYWAYS . YASS Its really funny bc?? Another one of my online friends (one who I've known for Five Years now holyshit) is randomly?? Going to be there??? At the same time?? So I'm in total gonna meetup w 3 ppl, one who's my partner and I'm just AAAA I'm so excited. I'm also very nervous bc it's my first time traveling alone but i think it will be very very fun:D

We're gonna go see Hadestown on broadway I'm HYPED also getting matching tatts w my partner<3 I've never gotten a tattoo before but I've been wanting to for ages and I finally got the courage to suggest the tattoos during the trip (which we have been wanting to do for years). I've like grilled every single one of my coworkers and friends who have tattoos about the process lmao and I'm finally. Finally feeling more excited about it than nervous lmao

BUT YESSS :D just wanted to update u bc idk I did really appreciate the advice u gave all those months back<3 also wow I feel like I haven't properly sent a message here in ages... I've been so busy lately plus I randomly got super anxious about being annoying so I gave some space for a bit 😭 bUT IM BACK >:D you'll never get rid of me hehehe

Anywyas. Wowie. That got long lmao pulling a snowflake SENDING HUGS AND COOKIES AND (icy addition) TEA!! I love tea sm... I'm gonna make some rn

oh that was YOU??? I remember that ask! I'm so glad you were able to plan things out better to make yourself feel safer. and yeah NYC definitely isn't as expensive as people think it is if it's the offseason, especially bc I feel like the expected 'image' of new york as this sparkling glittering city has kind of chilled out over the years (probably because thanks to the wonders of social media we can all witness the natural wonders of new york—the rats)

that sounds so awesome though!! such a wild coincidence that you're gonna get to meet up with your other friend just by chance. and I'm so happy you're getting to hang out with your partner as well!! you're gonna have such a great time. and traveling alone is very fun in my opinion so I wouldn't worry too much about it. I actually way prefer traveling alone, it's so nice to just be able to chill out in airports by myself so I think you'll have a good time :)

and tattoos that's so cool!! I'm glad you've asked around about them, and if you have any other qs about the tattoo process feel free to hmu I have 5 of them. also I'm sure you've heard this already so I won't say much, but if you're getting a matching tattoo with your partner make sure it's of something that you'd want as a tattoo if it was just on you and not matching with someone else. just make sure it's something you want for the tattoo itself not just the match factor

I'm glad my advice helped <33 I hope you have an amazing time!! NYC is such a fun city, it's one of my favorite places in the US outside of California

[banesberry-anomoly]

How that high treating you??? B))

Im at a weird spot with this one were its. aceoss between exsitensionlism (i know i butchered that word), giggling at everything, super melting mess and over emotional at every thing for various reasons, and being hyper aware of what being high is actually like and Im being thrown around between the four extremes like Im the ball in a game of four way ping pong

Im also hallucinating to high hell. Yknow those vidoes wthat show you and theyre all super weird and shit like transitions into each other woth no really rhyme or reason anyways my ppint is yeah thats all very accurate for anoen taht hasnt gotten high before also theres new shit thrown in too so watch out for that

And time dialation is a bitch too. Oh i know that was only two maybe three minutes at most but noooooo its actual felt more like 4 or 5 hours so help me gods augh Im feeling awful therer are spurals in ever square inch of my vision right now

And short term memory is also shit and combine that with being mentally ill in general and a systems and that all just SKYROCKETS oh fuck the keys on my phone screen are melting what the fuck anyways yeah y0u gotta keep looking back at shit and writing it down helps immensely with remembering shit and I know for a fact that Im ramblign at this point but what can I do

I feel liek an ao3 writer that just remembered they need to update that really popular fic that they were sad about not updating but the. remembering OH SH8T IM THE WRITER OF THAT FIC WHOOPS and anywyas yeah somebody send help all my words are coming out like sludge Im smelling colours which is a normal thing for us actuallt cause we have synthesia or howevwr the fuck you spell it but you get my point

Im also liek being super honest and telling yall shit in hypwrspecific detail thinsg that I wouodnt nornally prolly tell yall and oh fuck there are flowers in the corner of my vision now what the hellllllllll and anyways just send me asks n shit HOW WAS THAT ONLY 5 MINUTES I THOUGH I WAS TYPING FOR THREE HOURS /SRS OH GODS FUCK

Im being pingponged really quickly atp but yeah send me asks and shit and Ill probably cringe at myself later but thats not a problem for me right noe lmaoooooo