#anywayyy. enough ranting for today. i need to focus on something else
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i wish my family could be more calm and supportive but they’re not therapists and it might not be an entirely reasonable expectation
#they always try to problem solve/correct me when i just want to vent and already know the solution#and i guess they don’t owe it to me to listen to me vent but if they actually want to help that would be the way to do it#also when my mom shit talks my issues it’s like. my sister in christ. where do you think i got them from#might it perhaps have something to do with all the terrible relationships i saw you in throughout my childhood/teen years? lol#i feel like she expects me to have the wisdom at 22 that she does now at 49 so that i don't repeat any of her mistakes#and i gettt it i do but it's not fair. 22 year olds are dumb. we make bad decisions sometimes.#and i'm certainly gaining some fucking self awareness about my relationship issues wayyy earlier than she did!#really it would be better to lean on friends for support in situations like this instead of family#right now is just kind of bad timing bc a few of my closer friends are more preoccupied than usual#but i also need to learn to reach out and ask for help#anywayyy. enough ranting for today. i need to focus on something else
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