#anyways shhhh dandy just go to bed. no more talking no more silly complaining. just go fight with sleep for the next two hours until u win
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heart pounding for extended periods of time while trying to go to sleep even though i am on beta blocker now. fuck me and fuck my need for sleep i guess !!
#frustrated and exhausted. why does this keep happening (i know why. i just cant fucking fix it.)#(@body: please stop keeping the fucking score. this is not helping and is actually just making things so much worse thank youuuu)#ahahaha whaaaat? nahhh this is definitely not a result of lifelong inescapable abuse pshhh how absur- nah thats it exactly lol#fuck me!!! shit boy i die!!! fuck!!! I die!!! shit boy!!!#starting to just accept it all though which is perhaps more concerning than my usual upset reactions#idk it is just. like this. i just get to live like this forever until i die ig. oh well! does not matter much bc i Cannot matter that much#it'll be fine. I'll adjust. it'll be fine bc it always is fhgjgkl#anyways shhhh dandy just go to bed. no more talking no more silly complaining. just go fight with sleep for the next two hours until u win#i hope everyone is having better sleep experiences than i am because god fucking damn this sucks SO fucking bad#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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