#anyways here's some rambling because why not
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(š) ... minghao x reader
ā starring: minghao
š genre/wc: angst, light fluff / 1.2k
š¬ preview: you stumble across old records from a damaged diary that seems to hold the conversations between a student and a boy living within the pages.
tw/cw: slytherin!minghao x hufflepuff!reader, diary format, spoliers for the chamber of secrets, needs previous knowledge of hp lore, abstract death, tom riddle appearance
šŖ½fic rating: pg
āļø masterlist & a/n: this has been sitting in my drafts for weeks and i'm putting it out in hopes of giving myself some time to work on other stuff hehe. this one's a bit experimental with the format but hope you all enjoy!
p.s thank you so much to @ylangelegy and @diamonddaze01 for beta reading !
hello. fifth year slytherin, here. i found this journal lying in one of the professorās cupboards - long abandoned, it seems. it looks to contain the mad ramblings of two people, conversing through the pages. i cannot seem to figure out who this once belonged to, pages have been torn out and blurred by water - so iām writing in hopes another student might.Ā
read it, and let me know if anything comes to mind.Ā
if i have to sit through another class with professor bins, i will avada myself.Ā
finally, something worth replying to. your class notes are utterly boring.Ā
WHAT THE FUCK THE BOOK SPEAKS
ā¦yes, i speak.Ā
go away. youāre speaking over my class notes.Ā
they werenāt good notes anyways. barely competent. abysmally below average.Ā
i cannot believe iām being insulted by a book right now.
i cannot believe my pristine pages are being vandalized by an incompetent student, yet here we are.Ā
mr. book,Ā
what.Ā
shut up.
mr. book,
what is it now, incompetent student?Ā
can you write my notes for me. pls pls pls i will owe you for life.
that is a very dangerous game to play.Ā
my hand hurts. and you keep saying youāre so smart. write my notes for me.
what house are you in?
hufflepuff. why?Ā
no. i will not write your notes for you.Ā
bro.Ā
what is a bro ??Ā
you know what, never mind. iāll write them myself. i hope the ink drowns you.Ā
incompetent studentĀ hufflepuff girl y/n?? respond to me now.Ā
yes, book?
MY NAME IS NOT BOOKĀ
you refused to tell me your name so iām sticking with book. mr. book.Ā
can you go to the dungeon bathroom and check one of the faucets for me.Ā
uh. why?Ā
because i said so.Ā
iām going to waterboard your pages.
youāre quite snappy for a hufflepuff. just go check.Ā
say please.
no.Ā
iām holding a cup of water above you right now.Ā hello? mr. book?
please. check the faucets.Ā
see? wasnāt so difficult. iāll go now.
minghao.Ā
what?Ā
my name. stop calling me mr. book
MINGHAOOO
what.Ā
iām bored.Ā
silly girl. and what am i supposed to do about that?
tell me about yourself. when were you at hogwarts?Ā
a long time ago.Ā
psh. of course i know that.Ā
professor bins was still alive when he taught me. just as boring, trust me.Ā
ooo what else? who were your friends? anyone famous?Ā
i wouldnāt know. i never graduated.Ā
what?Ā
the faucet. did you check?Ā
i did. thereās like a snake or something, but it didnāt do anything.Ā
oh. y/n?Ā
yeah?Ā
donāt go to that bathroom anymore.Ā
why?
just donāt.Ā
hao. people are saying thereās a snake in the walls.Ā
what do you mean?
there was blood on the walls too. talking about the chamber of secrets.Ā
fuck.Ā
minghao? do you know something?Ā
donāt go anywhere alone. promise me. stay with your friends.Ā
iām scared
you should be.
stop that.Ā
what? hao?Ā
grown fond of your little friend, xu minghao?Ā
tom. stop.Ā iām sorry, my heart. ignore him.Ā
who? hao, what is going on?
has he neglected to tell you? he isnāt the only inhabitant of this journal. and turns out, he isnāt strong enough to silence me.Ā keep hiding, y/n. iāll find you soon enough.Ā
hao?Ā
iām sorry.
i think iām starting to go a bit crazy.Ā
is everything alright? are you safe?Ā
iām fine, hao. you worry too much.Ā
i must admit that iāve grown fond of you.Ā
even if iām a hufflepuff?Ā
youāre the most tolerable hufflepuff i know.Ā
:)Ā is the uh. tom guy still with us?
my magic suppresses him in short periods of time. weāre alone at the moment.Ā
i still donāt understand. both of you areā¦inside the book.Ā
tom was here first. the journal was given to me my fifth year, and i spoke to him - much like you right now. from what iāve gathered, this journal holds a piece of his soul. and a piece of mine as well.Ā
how? why?Ā
[redacted] [redacted]Ā
you are beginning to care for the girl.
i admit she has grown on me.
no. youāve grown to love her. our souls are intertwined whether you enjoy it or not. do not pretend i cannot feel your emotions.Ā
have mercy.Ā spare her.Ā
are you finally regretting your choice, xu minghao?Ā you once promised me a life in exchange for your life and access to your soulmate. so i spared you, and stored you here with me.
please.Ā
this is what greed gets you, my dear friend.Ā you promised me a life. and i choose hers.
please.Ā
finally. you learn to beg.Ā
she is innocent.Ā
she is your soulmate. the strongest magic our world has. and for that, she is valuable.Ā
my heart.Ā
hao?Ā
i need you to destroy this journal. now.Ā Ā
what? why?Ā
tom must be stopped. i will not let him harm you. destroying the journal will destroy his soul too.
but youāre in the journal too.
yes. a small price to pay for your life.Ā
i wonāt do it.Ā
you must.
no. iām not killing you.
iāve been dead for a long time, my heart.Ā
i wonāt. you cannot make me.Ā
youāre wetting the pages with your tears. stop crying.Ā
haoā¦
do it. just because the journal is gone doesnāt mean i wonāt be with you. every step of the way.Ā
how cute.Ā
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> xu minghao: previous slytherin student, renowned potion student. his name is on one of the potion award plaques in the great hall. he died during the second opening of the chamber of secrets, an underground location rumoured to house the slytherin basilisk.Ā
> y/n: referred to as āmy heart,ā there is no real indication of who she is. while there is a professor portrait in the headmasterās office who shares the same name, i cannot be certain they are the same person.Ā
> tom: he can only be assumed as he-who-shall-not-be-named, a dark wizard who was killed by the-boy-who-lived years ago.Ā
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> the pages are burnt at the edges, erasing most of the conversation that would allow this to make more sense. it is clear to me that someone destroyed this.Ā
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> i found something when searching the bathroom mentioned in the first couple entries. i will clip it here.Ā
is he gone?
for now. i cannot contain him for much longer. you must hurry.
you cannot expect me to do this.
from the short time iāve come to know you, i know that despite being a hufflepuff, you hold the courage of a gryffindor, the brains of ravenclaw, the wit of a slytherin.Ā do not be afraid.Ā
are you not afraid? this could kill you.
i have to admit a part of me still fears death after all this time.Ā but this is my price to pay. i love you, even in the short time we had.Ā
i love you. even if this version of you is only a figment of what you were.Ā
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> a point i must bring up: minghao refers to y/n as āmy heart.ā at first i thought it was just a term of endearment, but upon further research:Ā Soulmates are rare in the wizarding world, although not at all impossible. Soulmates share more than their magic, they share their hearts. One cannot die if the other is still alive -- making soulmates the most powerful form of magic to exist. It may be the only way to cheat death without the use of a horcrux.
#svthub#seventeen imagines#svt#svt imagines#seventeen#seventeen x reader#svt x reader#svt fluff#seventeen fic#seventeen minghao#minghao x reader#minghao x you#svt minghao#svt scenarios#svt fic#svt fanfic#svt angst#svt the8#the8 x reader#the8#seventeen the8#harry potter au
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okay I might actually cry TYY. Also it's a solid hc for me that KÅyÅ was full on supportive when she saw signs that ChÅ«ya was trying to pick up new interests and explore himself a little, the first hint being when he asked her to help him get a haircut. She tried to get him into all sorts of stuff like the art of swordfighting, or calligraphyāsince he had outstanding and stylistically messy handwriting in that one official artāand maybe fungshui after he invited her over to help him. She was utterly scandalized at the sight of the room lol. When ChÅ«ya realized he had nothing to wear other than his suits he went blank and facepalmed, a little exasperated with himself; he sighs a little with some indescribable emotion stirring inside at how empty and bland everything about his stuff is. He had his clothes from the sheep folded neatly at the back of his closet, but they still had a hole in them despite fitting perfectly; he really doesn't want to think about it too much, and decides he'll just wear it until he had literally anything else to wear; it doesn't sit right with him to wear them again anyways, they feel very restricting for some reason. He calls up KÅyÅ and they go shopping cause he ain't going to spend his days off looking like a scruffy delinquent; he's become more sophisticated than that under her care, thank you very much. (They went to a winery after that to pick out some vintage wines as a gift from KÅyÅ to start up his collection.) She was super touched at the fact that he turned to her for help on stuff like this; it really got them closer and more comfortable around each other. AlsoĀ² i firmly believe Hirotsu knows how to drive a motorcycle (cool grandpa truther here) and gave ChÅ«ya tips some things he noticed him doing wrongāadjusting his grip and correcting his posture. Alby (I love that nickname it's so silly) taught him some tricks, but left out some basics assuming it was a given (ChÅ«ya def picked up on some stuff without much verbal explanation, but it's just different when someone explains it the how and why) so Hirotsu just did what he had to do. Hirotsu just got that sagely ambience and experience you can't help but listen and nod attentively no matter what he's saying. AlsoĀ³ ChÅ«ya just looking through haircare tuts because he wants to try something new and do something for himself for once only for Dazai to waltz in and just invite himself over. They both come out of that looking like babybabybaby era Justin Bieber, and when I tell you they get into a fit of hysterical laughing for over ten minutes before Dazai turns on the radio and the song in all its glory comes on and Dazai, being the more cultured of the two, just bursts into a fit of snickers. He realizes ChÅ«ya doesn't get it and gives him a full on verbal presentation of Justin Bieber and other western artists with some visuals from ChÅ«ya's laptop because this is Very Important, and they just stay up until two am debating whether or not Marina is as cool as Michael Jackson. It was ChÅ«ya's work laptop though so when he turns up for his next meeting he forgets to close all the tabs and primadonna girl just starts playing on full volume in the conference room.
Okay sorry it's actually 3 am here and I just spiralled into a ramble fest I am so Sorry.
Now that the first chapter of the Stormbringer manga has released, I'd like to take a moment to analyze a previous headcanon with the new context the new manga has given us and perhaps put it into a different perspective than just Dazai being a stinky bastard man.
So, you all know about the headcanon of Dazai sneaking into Chuuya's apartment and using/wasting all of his fancy hair products. You know it, you love it. But let's take a closer look at it, specifically regarding the context this page gives us:
In this panel alone, it becomes very clear to us that Chuuya truly has no sense of self. If you thought Dazai's shipping container was bad, this ain't exactly any better. This isn't a home. It's barely a living space. It's a place of residence at best. It has a bed, a small desk, and a vault with a shower and rows and rows of pristine black suits. There's absolutely nothing in this place that would tell you that a 16 year-old boy lives here.
Because Chuuya has no idea what a 16 year-old boy does. He doesn't know who he's supposed to be or what he's supposed to like or how to decorate his space with his own personality. Because he doesn't know what that personality is.
This is the overarching theme of Stormbringer in which Chuuya is trying to figure out who he exactly is, whether that's a human or a clone or whatever. If you haven't read it already, I highly recommend it if you like Chuuya even a little bit, especially now that the manga is releasing.
Now, back to the headcanon. Say Chuuya does have some fancy hair products in that little vault shower of his. I mean, it is perfectly reasonable to assume he would be expected to look presentable while he manages the jewel trading business, the part of the Port Mafia he had been put in charge of. He wouldn't want to embarrass the Port Mafia, after all. I wouldn't put it past him to have such products in his possession because he feels he's expected to look good for the sake of the mafia's reputation.
But that's the thing. It's all about expectations. Chuuya, as a person, doesn't really care about his appearance because he hasn't had a chance to be himself yet. He was found by the Sheep at around 8 years old when he didn't even know what bread was. Ever since then, he was expected to be their leader and guard dog. But when he joined the Port Mafia, he had a new set of expectations, ones he's still adjusting to.
Chuuya, up to this point, hasn't a chance to be himself. He doesn't know what kind of fashion he likes or how he likes to style his hair. People keep pushing their expectations onto him, and he feels like the only option he has is to try his best to comply with them in order to not be alone. Check out his character song, "Darkness My Sorrow," for this reason.
So, Chuuya may have some fancy hair products that he keeps not because he personally enjoys hair care, but in an attempt to try to meet the expectations set up for him by being in the Port Mafia.
And then Dazai sneaks into this sad excuse of a living situation (not that he can talk) and wastes them. And Chuuya is pissed. He assumes that it's just Dazai trying to set him up for failure or trying to get him to embarrass himself in some way.
But here's the thing. The hair products' existence in his space is solely because of the expectations put upon him. They're not a part of Chuuya as a person. But his anger towards Dazai is. The emotions Chuuya feels are something that is a part of him innately. Something he can look towards as evidence of his personhood, as silly as it is.
This infuriating little habit that Dazai has is a way to prove Chuuya's humanity. To show that he doesn't need to be so concerned with the expectations of others and that he can focus on himself, whoever that may be. He can focus on being the Chuuya that Dazai hates so much instead of yielding to the will of others.
This is similar to the way Dazai manipulates the situation to get the Sheep turn on Chuuya. It's his way of showing that these people never considered Chuuya their family, and they eventually would have turned on him if push came to shove. It's weird and manipulative and convoluted, but that's Dazai for you. He is incapable of showing care in a normal way, apparently.
So, I view this headcanon in a new light. Dazai is always certain of Chuuya's humanity and personhood, even when Chuuya himself is not. He shows that in incredibly frustrating and confusing ways, like stealing and wasting the soap that is a representation of the expectations that are crushing Chuuya and his sense of self under its weight. Chuuya's anger, his threats of violence against Dazai for his petty heist, those are all Chuuya. They are his own thoughts and feelings, and no one can take that from him.
In conclusion, Chuuya needs to learn that he can be who he wants and be given the time to figure out who he is, and Dazai needs to learn how to flirt like a normal person instead of doing... whatever he's attempting to do right now.
#< YOURE SO SMART#wonderful addition#āAUGH THANK YOU DHBDHD (ā ć¤ā ā§ā ā½ā ā¦ā )ā ć¤#saff ron rb tag
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Really quick thought that I had but SÅsuke being someone really observant and as mentioned here, he remembers everything, provided said person has caught his interest. ( further analysis could be found here X )
So, taking place during his captaincy and lieutenacy days, he would be the kind of person to gift you what you deserve, in his opinion. What does that mean, you ask? It means that depending who you are and what you are to him ( specifically referring to the facade of pretendence he used to have ) he will give you something appropriate / fitting to you. It doesn't mean it is going to be ideal, though he can do that effortlessly, but it is definitely something of great significance. His gifts de facto, have a deeper meaning that many cannot comprehend. The gift will definitely look meticulously wrapped, whether by him or by the place he made the purchase, appearing rather refined and ooze in anticipation.
For instance, before unveiling the actuality that he is towards his former captain, Shinji Hirako, he gifted him a vinyl record that included various songs that whether they were to his Captain's liking or not, it didn't matter much. A suchlike thing he did with Hinamori Momo, during his days as a Captain, where he gifted her a book with ' supposedly ' romantism and eventual drama as the content.
However, these gifts weren't just gifts. They were, in an essence, foreshadowing his inevitable treachery.
The vinyl record he gifted to his former Captain had songs with lyrics that depicted of such. One particular song had lyrics of ' show me someone innocent, i'll show you there's no proof ' which in an indirect way he is telling him he is no guiltless despite Shinji already having his suspicions. With Momo, the book that he gave her included a couple being in love but in the end that was all an illusion and the person the woman was in love with was nothing compaired to the man she loved, but rather a monstrous entity. These weren't a coincidence, of course. Aizen is someone who takes great care and cautiousness of ever single movement he does, therefore his gifts were planned, in a way.
So, what does this mean, eventually?
It means that when SÅsuke is gifting you something, it has further value and significance behind it, rather than give you something of hollow importance. Anyone can do that, and the phrase ' it's the thought that counts ' can act as an excuse to do the bare minume. And SÅsuke is not the kind of person to prompt into fatuous actions, even if it is something as simple as breathing. So, best believe, the present you will receive from him will have its own importance, be it someting you may like or even love, or something you may not like. ( though he will make sure to at least be in your sphere of liking )
However, the mentioned importance of the gift is up for you to decipher.
#??????#do i make sense?????? no#do i care??????? no#anyways here's some rambling because why not#this is a headcanon yes.#ā ā ā HEADCANON: THE STORYTELLING BEGINS. IS THIS WHAT YOU WISH TO KNOW? ā
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i feel like poolverine easily couldāve been one of those ātheyāre flirty but itās mostly unseriousā situations, and for most of the movie yeah they were extremely gay, but wadeās been like that with other guys and it was never treated as a serious type of relationship before. theyāre willing to die for each other, but even then the romantic aspect of their relationship could be glossed over because itās a superhero movie, thatās just what they do, and theyāre working together to save a whole timelineāitās not just about them. but then the movie doesnāt end with them saving the day and moving on. i think thisās really the part that sells poolverine as a genuine relationship to meā¦ loganās leaving, and wade calls for him. he canāt stand to let him go. then he introduces him to his family, and logan stays. he doesnāt really need to stay, but theyāve both decided theyāre better off with one another than without
#donāt get me wrong#wade and vanessa are going to end up back together again if thereās ever another deadpool movie#and then heāll lose her again for whatever reason#because thatās just how it goes#ignore the fact that logan tells wade to talk to vanessa and iād be convinced that the ending was supposed to imply them being canon tbh#not gonna delude myself into believing poolverine will ever be genuinely and seriously canon#but shippingwise#i think thisās why iāve latched onto poolverine despite some of the similarities between cable & logan#with cable it was never gonna be serious#despite it being fun to ship them and enjoy their dynamic#but#with loganā¦ storywiseā¦ it makes so much sense for them to be endgame#they both were at terrible points in their lives and really needed each other#not just to fix each otherās problems. but they needed someone who was so on their own level that they could fix each other#not in a healthy way. but#yknow#anyway#idk iām kinda rambling about nothing here#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan#um#logan howlett#<- āā¦.i guess#poolverine#deadclaws
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brienne but she's wearing 1949 cocteau's beauty and the beast inspired fit!!! this is the inspo pic i used if ur curious.
gonna be posting more of this redesign thing (and also jaime's ver) some time in the future but i just wanted to share this one <3
#brienne of tarth#asoiaf#mine.#u know literally just as i finished colouring this i found that some theater made an opera version of this batb#and they made belle's dress BLUE...which is a win for me and also not bc they made it light blue#but here it's supposed to be velvet.. idk if it comes across as velvet but that's the fabric of choice lol.#but im gonna ramble because i really like the concept... i love brienne in pearls!! i feel like pearls will be her jewellery of choice#and i talked abt this before in some post but i think tarth regalia would have a lot of pearls just bc they're an island#and i think they would export pearls alongside marble lol#i love brienne in silver and pearls BUT the reason why the flower thing on her cape is gold bc in the film#the pearl chain was actually a gift from the beast. so she's wearing jaime's gift. and i made the cape more silvery white (leaning on white#to resemble his cloak so it's like... jaime gifting her his white cloak..... hihihIHIHIhhihihihihi......#tbh i drew that concept before too BUT I JUST LIKE IT!!!!!!!! i want it to happen actually....please....thank u..#also the feathers in her hair is bc i want to accessorize her in a brienne way BUT ALSO supposed to be like the plumes knights wore in thei#helm. she's wearing trousers in the fit btw only the upper half of the design is based on beauty but the silhouette mimics beasts' more.#but anyway i really like this design!! bc it's a bit ott but also not in a way that seems out of character for her? idk LOL
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ONE THING? nah I'm rolling up my sleeves for this one (LOTS of rambling)
1. OK quick š the gameplay.āļø I REFUSE to spend money on this game, if we have to grind through levels for more story at LEAST make some minigames that are actually fun š
2. Second. Easy. Have someone who can actually accurately translate the Korean to English ā¹ļø..Please.... are there any korean mutuals out there......
3. Ok now for actual story and probably just nitpicky things:
Spica. love the guy. infact. he was real close to being my favorite bc personally I found his character really sweet and low-key funny. but man. by the end of game compared to everyone else, this guy got the least development :( I like all the little things, like that he's just some overworked college student who's a lil sassy and loves horses+mythological animals, but if I could make canon, I would say the reason Spica works so hard is because he has to fill the space that his influential parents left when they died in the first great disaster. Would that make? sense to the timeline?? who knows. I think he's a good contrast to Sirius, since out of everyone, he's the best example of someone who's DEVOTE to the constellations and academy, along with his adoration of Polaris' heroism. But. It'd be cool if they could've written more of WHY he's like this, It would neat give perspective
THE TIMELINE?? WHAT IS THIS CANON TIMELINE š IT'S HARD FOR ME TO FIGURE OUT. WHY ARE SPICA ALPHERATZ AND SIRIUS NOT OF HIGHER STATUS IF THEYVE BEEN SORCERERS FOR MORE THAN A CENTURY? ARCTURUS TOO RIGHT? I JUST WISH I COULD UNDERSTAND WHY THERE'S SUCH A LARGE TIME SKIP FROM THE POLARIS ERA. IT COULD MAKE SENSE IF THERE WAS JUST THE WORLD BUILDING FOR ITš I like to think about Marcille from Dungeon Meshi when I think about characters with long life spans, and it can be genuinely a cool concept when done right !
I'll just mention quickly that I like how they wrote Alpheratz to be this kind of cranky apathetic guy, but eventually becomes alot more likeable n compassionate. He's found meaning in protecting the friends that he realizes he actually cares about. mm. love that. But the whole Alpheratz as Sirrah thing was.. pretty brushed by? I think they mainly had it that way so Alpheratz would have more specific reason to protect summoner, it drives the mystery of polaris lore further but I don't feel like it gives the oompth that it should. Cool concept, but! I feel like it should have deeper purpose OTHER than just eluding that polaris=summoner. SAME WITH ARCTURUS BUT WE'LL GET TO THAT. Alpheratz represents the burnt out gifted kids who are uncomfortable with filling in the large shoes they're expected to fill. He could be the character to push forward the tragic narrative of what it's like have your sole purpose in life = dedicating yourself to the constellations as a sorcerer. it'd be so interesting
have castor more involved in the main plot please please please please
Make the Polaris lore more clear?? please??? There was the whole stage play where they were all like ooh Polaris fell in love with a star and ooh the void god was jealous and therefore wreaked havoc-and while I know that Sirius implies that this is far from the truth, I can't help but wonder what the ACTUAL context was for the void's motives (tho I have theories). Also. was Sirrah meant to be Polaris' lover if this was the case or?? Hey atleast it could tie into Alphertaz's whole memory thing
FLESH OUT ARCTURUS' VOID ARC MORE PLEASE. OH MY GOD. Bro when that floor first released I was HOOKED but so dissapointed how quickly they moved on from it bc like- it's implied that Arcturus has been a dark sorcerer for the void for a WHILE, but when mc frees him all he says is "Golly! How weird! Sure glad that's over! Anyways! Here's Ursa Minor! ", and it's kind of like the Alpheratz as Sirrah reveal where it's more of a device to reveal that Summoner=Polaris..than any actual major character development. So. if I could rewrite it, I'd either do maybe two things, one- have it implied that Arcturus HAD the choice of whether he'd become a dark sorcerer, but from his perspective it was a decision he made for "the greater good", but it's something he genuinely does regret later on, and it would create a shift in his relationship to the committee once they discover this. Second- it really is more of a possession that creates a seperate persona he has little control over, (which happens directly after the banquet poisoning incident). I would make it more obvious by perhaps writing in mysterious disappearances he would make or other odd behaviors he can't explain. Either way, after he's seperated from the void I want there to be CONSEQUENCE!! Like maybe he had to sacrifice his magic or something physically, just anything he willingly offers to redeem himself, idk it'd be cool.
If they didn't have to rush through the ending, I feel like an arc where Summoner actually COMES TO TERMS that they're polaris is needed. Its kind of comedic how CHILL summoner is after they have this giant life-altering revelation with this sudden insane magical power. Like- I know mcs aren't written to have too much personality in these games but cmon give them a training arc atleast lmao
Sigh..... Sirius..... I've been humbled the past year while converted into a Sirius lover šwhich is so painful bc his character deserved so much better..... I'll atleast say that when reading inbetween the lines, there's a lot of things I like: like how he's pretty free-spirited guy who just likes to have fun, a trait he shares with other queen tets like pollux, his hobby is theatre and spreading gossip and pranking people with his transformation magic, I mean, he's been around for more than a century so ofc he does. I ALSO like the nuance in how though he rarely opens up to people or reveals what he's truly thinking- at the same time- he can never hide how he's FEELING, his eyes will always give it away haha. I like to think that since he sort of blames himself for what happened with Polaris, his self-loathing makes it hard for him to believe that he deserves any form of love, despite him always joking, and despite his flirting. AND HE'D DIE BEFORE EVER TELLING YOU HE FEELS THAT WAY!! Since then he's always felt uncomfortable with the vulnerability of TALKING about his feelings. There could be a cute arc where he learns to heal from this :') ... Now, for all the Sirius haters, I know where you're all coming from š because.. he tries shooting us.. and they don't even reveal why for SEVERAL. FLOORS. Dude, I would have it so Sirius DOESN'T have this insane impulsive part of his personality that HARMS people!! No!! It would be far more interesting if he played his role through intellectual means, riddled spells and stuff bc. this guy studied under Polaris afterall.
Ok and just one more thing: IF the game is meant to have Sirius as a love interest, I would NOT have mc in their past life (polaris) have a familial relationship to Sirius, it just has weird confusing vibes. I would just easily change it so Polaris and Sirius were close friends or lovers instead. If this WASN'T a romantic otome game and Sirius is never meant to be a love interest, then yeah go ahead the family dynamic would be super bittersweet!
WAIT THIS IS AN EDIT. ALSO ALSO THE ENDING !! NEEDS WAY MORE DEVELOPING !! + MORE CLOSURE WITH SIRIUS IN A WAY THAT DOESN'T KILL HIM OFF !!
I want your opinions for reasonsā¦
If there was one (or more than one) thing you could change in Arcana Twilightās writing, what would you change? Be specific please šļøšļø
#sorry i just can't stop yapping about this game#IM NOT EVEN STORY TACO'S INTENDED AUDIENCE HOW DID I GET HERE#anyway pollux and vega are mostly chill#I actually like how their characters were written š just needed more fleshing out along with everything else#arcana twilight
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Happy Birthday to Ferdinand von Aegir!
I actually made 33 emotes, affectionately known as Aegirglyphics to some, for my own personal use on discord. However, I figure why not share some of them! They're free to use for discord servers/icons/pfps or whatever. However, my only request is Do NOT use them as subscriber emotes on Twitch. You can make them free follower emotes but you are not to make them locked behind a paywall.
#fe three houses#ferdinand von aegir#discord emotes#i thought long and hard about this bc idk the actual want for emotes i made ages ago but#i still love my son and its his bday ad so i should be nice and share#since i no longer have nitro and can no longer use them myself#the fact i can technically post 30 at once was tempting but#some of them arent living up to my standards and also just might not be easy to use in most contexts#so those im gonna skip on lol#whoever wants 21 aegirglyphics tho have at em#i think i might have posted some before? but only 10 and i dont recall which ones#if you want a secret the last three and the middle on the second row are my favorites to use#i used concernednand (the upper one) so much#the internet concerns me guys it was a valid use every time#debated sharing heartnand but honestly the world could benefit from it imo because gotta spread that love#fun lil trivia i love making emotes and so when i was in a server and people knew me as the ferdinand fan and artist#someone was like why hasnt salmon made a ferdinand emote yet#and im like bc i dont run the server and i cant just demand they add my art#and then a mod was like i didnt wanna put pressure on salmon but i thought about it so i was like bet#and then drew a server exclusive happy ferdinand emote#and that was the start of me somehow being able to have like.... ten emotes in that server#some of them were just me joking and then mods encouraging me#cause i used to use felix for every single art prompt theyd give and one week someone said the prompt was pog#and i just was so upset because dude why would i wanna draw felix for that hes not pog#so a mod was like hey if you make a pog felix emote we ill add it to the emotes here#so i once again was like bet and then posted it and then they really added it lmao#anyway sorry for so many rambles please feel free to use them on discord in whatever server#i cant really expect everyone to credit me but also im not really concerned since i fear people know my nands a mile away
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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Before we call anon rude because letās see it from their perspective, imagine getting an entire feast to eat. That can be pretty hard to start with so much thatās going on, but if they start with one thing they know theyāll like (aka one character they like) that can be the start for them leaping to other characters to finish the story and the bigger story. I struggle the same way to start book series if I donāt have at least one character that drives me to read it, itās all about what can be the hook to push them through. Sounds like the anon is neurodivergent (just a guess) so they might genuinely not see it as rude and see it as a solution to even play the game to start with.
Btw absolutely adore the game, the complex and rich characters making them all so unique is amazing. The art is so pleasing to the eyes I love it!! Iām waiting for it all to get out at once so I donāt get too impatient. Shae however interests me the most, which routes will have the most lore for them? Will there be routes that give more lore in general based on decisions you make or do they all share the same amount? (I mean general lore not just Shae lore)
Apologies; we are not trying to accuse any asker of being rude! We are simply explaining our perspective as the developers / are trying to broadly encourage folks to dip their toes into other areas of the story outside of the main route(s) they're interested in, especially considering some routes will be made available sooner than others, and these other routes will likely contain additional scenes/lore of everyone's fave(s) regardless! We want to give each main cast member an equal amount of love (and lore) regardless of their overall popularity, so our goal is not to tut-tut anyone for having strong preferences for one character over the others, but rather to explain that you may be surprised by how much *more* you learn about your preferred characters in the other routes. That's all!
For Shae... Well, they were a foot soldier for one of the worst periods of the War. Lore wise, any other story that touches on the War will likely have content relevant to them and their experiences. ^^
#ask#clotho answers#edit/final note: we got a *few* asks on this subject and will not likely answer all of them for the sake of our followers' dashboards#but we also want to note that part of our encouragements here come from the fact that Flan/Keagan are our most popular characters by a lot#and we want to do what we can to gently nudge folks who may not want to romance the fem / nb characters into checking out their stories#despite not being into them romantically. this is half of why we have platonic routes to begin with#we recognize veterans to the dating sim world may feel less inclined to romance characters that don't align with their irl orientations#this isn't a bad thing. some people steer clear of dating sims altogether because they're aro or just not interested in romance stories etc#but the unintentional side effect of this is it has a chilling effect on developers even in the indie sphere to make less diverse stories#if Flan and Keagan are our most popular characters then they will be our most *profitable* characters in the long run#and as much as we would love to not care about money and just produce the story we want to tell#we live in a society (tm) and need to eat#if at the end of ndm's development we see that 90% of our engagement went toward the boys it is hard to ignore the financial incentive#to redirect our energy toward leaning into the 'tried and true' formula that assures we can buy groceries and make rent#basically what i am candidly saying here is capitalism is pretty bad for creative liberty unless you're already rich / able to self finance#which we are not. and currently none of the core devs make *anything* from ndm#it would be nice if it does turn a profit but that isn't a guarantee - which the team has accepted as a normal risk in game development#anyway this is getting rambly but the Point is that this goes beyond us wanting to make sure all sides of our story are equally appreciated#it is *partly* that - we do want players to experience the entirety of our artwork#but it's not just for our egos - it's so we can keep making art like this#i considered including this in the body of the post but money talk suuucks man#and i don't want anyone to think we're glaring at them in a holier than thou 'ah-ha! you don't want to play maeve's route because she's a#woman!' sort of way because i think that's a reductive way to look at things#people like what they like and there's nothing intrinsically wrong with that#but if you like that we're making a diverse story#with masc routes fem routes and nb routes#even if you don't personally want to romance x or y#it would help us if y'all play the platonic routes#we are trying our very very best to make the fem/nb routes interesting for Everyone so those stories don't get sidelined#and if you don't like them for their own sake - fair enough! can't win em all and we'll deeply appreciate that you tried anyway!
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Rough sketches of my 2k3 Angel redesign! She was only in 5 episodes, but I care herā¦ and also I may or may not be writing a fic about her >:3c
#tmnt#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2k3#tmnt angel#my art#I donāt know how to make a read more on mobile so look here for rambling#like okay during my rewatch of 2k3 it was so clear to me that Angelās a woc#I mean seriously look at her grandma whose design I didnāt alter that much#but for some reason whoever produced The Darkness Within didnāt get the memo???#why is she so pale in that ep and why is Ryan her bro so White lmao#anyways Iāve fixed that too#if youāre wondering why I decided to use Puente for her surname instead of Bridge like in IDW#it is simply because I donāt like it lol#also you canāt tell me that Angel LH and Klunk wouldnāt be an iconic trio#Angel and LH would kick so much ass and Klunk is their lil mascot uwu
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these are super, super informal and unorganized thoughts but god these panels are haunting me so:
itās interesting to finally be reading some of the issues that i assume influence general fanon perception of damian because thereās so much emphasis on the actions against tim (and like yeah fair, fucked up letās not move past that) but also thereās little moments sprinkled throughout that made me go āā¦this is a child. This is a whole child.ā
like idk man! These two pieces of dialogue are very striking to me! āSee? I can be useful!ā And āLook at me, Mother!ā. Maybe itās just because I work with kids but i read this and very clearly hear a childās voice! And sometimes i think because a lot of people get caught up in the āformalā way that damian speaks that people forget heās a kid. A very competent, highly trained kid. But heās a kid.
Again, i donāt think Damianās actions can be brushed off just because heās a kid, and (within the content of the Morrison run), has had some fucked up shit going on. But like - for fanon, Iām just begging folks to strike the balance between talking about Damian being held accountable for his actions and also understanding that in this point in time heās like maybe nine or ten-years-old. Idk! Iām tired of reading analysis and fan fiction that absolutely crucifies Damian and doesnāt try to find the nuance at all.
#Ramblings#damian wayne#batman comics#batman#batman and son#i donāt wanna give any flowers to Morrison because these are also the issues with the most insane depictions of talia iāve ever seen#But like. These moments are in here for a reason okay#I donāt have enough brain cells at the moment to talk about how there like. Might be some adultification bias somewhere in here#From the fandom side#Peace and love i am also a Tim Drake stan but why is he allowed to be a hurt child and not Damian#Examine that perhaps#And Iām so dead serious when you read or re-read damian Wayneās dialogue#When you read him in fics#Do you actually hear a childās voice. Im so dead serious#Iām just feeling particularly reflective on how we teach and treat children because Iām in the middle of an intense work week w my own kids#And so. These panels are haunting me#Also like if u made this far into the tags please feel free to correct me on Damianās age in this particular run#Cause Iāve been hopping around from run to run and so i get confused#Anyways please look at all these characters as humans#Im scared of fandom so Iām dropping this and running away bye#The formatting on this post is so inconsistent sorry if itās not readable
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Man, I still remember participating in one of the many jjba zines that I took part in and how my piece was placed as the first page (for the second time) and how one of my mutuals/artists that Iāve always admired, hit me with the āohā¦ youāre on the front page againā¦ š
ā¦ā like man, that kind of killed me lmfao. I never got over it like man, what was that about.
#itās not like i put the books together myself or anything all my ass did was submit my work#like this was from a really popular and well known artist as well like#their art has always been so gorgeous to me too I was like āIām literally a nobody is this person really being shady orā¦ā#rambling#I guess itās nice being in a zine with ppl I donāt know or care to get to know at least now šā¦ just submitting my art and running#referring to the jjk zine š I need t start working on it uhh#zines make me feel so anxious man#it really did make me feel bad and almost guilty? I was like this is kind of awkwardā¦#another zine I was in which was run by a mutualā¦ wellā¦ I never even got my zine in the mail#and I even sent them $20 for some merch that they were making since I wanted to support and never got that eitherā¦#they deleted their blog but I see that they remade and draw a lot of DM and have a lot of popular posts here so itās kind of awkward seeing#their art shared on the dash sometimes skeks#weāre still mutuals on Twitter but I donāt rly want to ask about my zine again or the $20 bucks#itās okay like I owe other ppl stuff too Iām a late bird man but still loskekk#they were the mod for the zine too#I might hit them up again I guess I still love their art and they were always fun to talk to#there was another zine that I participated in where we had to purchase our own copy bro#i remember being so annoyed by that but went ahead and bought it anyway#I was invited to this zine so it made me even more annoyed#I#Guess it didnāt make its money back#or something like that but I remember being broke at the time and was pissed that I had to pay for my own book#I didnāt buy any of the merch because why when it was supposed to be free#if youāre participating in a zine the book and merch should be free
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldnāt afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, soā¦
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, sheās way too precious
And, because I wouldnāt be me if I didnāt also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that Iām only half serious about for when sheās a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went ššš and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesnāt mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneliās daughter. whoās a friend of Summiyaās. whoās Zaheerās sister. whoās Midoriās uncle. whoās friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and donāt even try to tell me these two wouldnāt be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time Iāve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I donāt really have too many headcanons about her yet. but sheās probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day sheād get to meet her bio mom. but only if thatās something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like sheās rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin whoās half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and canāt tell her anything. thatās bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when sheās an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesnāt matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 Iām really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandmaās tv watching
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the fact that rafisol is weak to ally's puppy eyes is crucial information. sega please port puzzle pop so I can have this information forever thanks
#puyo puyo#rafisol#ally#allysol#my stuff#god like. ally's route gave us 'YOURE the person i love' and i thought we couldnt get gayer and then rafisol comes in with a steel chair#and i could not be happier about it#im so glad its all but confirmed that they do like. adventure around togetjer#they will hold hands and run into adventure together. also maybe a little kiss#this route was also incredible in that it was rafisol's social simulation simulator.#ally: rafisol!! greet them with a smile!! rafisol: staring them down to the death#anyway i had to do something with this scene its skyrocketed to one of myfavorite ever scenes#rafisol is an all-powerful entity who almost ended the world and she also fights a middle schooler because he's being obnoxious#and also she's weak to her girlfriend's puppy eyes. hell yeah#i finished this in about a day and a half so dont look too close! some of these hold up but some will crumble at closer inspection#i just wanted to get this out of my head so i could focus on other obligations#and i did! yay!#also if youre wondering why ally has zero variation in pose dont worry im wondering that too#(jk its cause i was looking at the manzai while drawing this and ally almost never lets down her arms)#(the curse of models)#tho i think hands near face is the cutest type of pose and ally's cutes so it all works out#puzzle pop spoilers#JESUS almost forgot that tag i was having a grand old time rambling on and on in here#god. ok
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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Oh.
#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time š„ŗ#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them#and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual#and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it#i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha#it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing#that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before#my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved š„¹#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up#is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop#and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it#maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but#man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc#idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later#probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void#anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#š¤#darya talks to herself
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