#anyways happy new years !! i hope this new year treats everyone well 🤍

[yeonnies]

hello everyone~~ it has been a while, hasn't it? first off, i will be going on a permanent hiatus on my txt blog ! i just don't find not have any enjoyment writing for txt anymore :/ i think it's partly due to how stressful i found it to write on here for txt :( second off, i'll be 'archiving' my soobin smau! i am not proud of it whatsoever which makes me sad because i did enjoy planning it out! but i can do way better if that makes sense HAJZJAJA although i feel this way, i won't be deleting my blog because i know i will be back !! i am more active on my ateez blog, @yuyusuyu !! i do write more on there HAHSHAHAHDA so if anyone would like to keep in contact or continue to read my works, i will be there !! but for now, i'll see you all later (happy new years !!)

[seangelfish]

What they do for White Day (pt.1)

❥ Featured characters: Chiaki Morisawa, HiMERU, Subaru Akehoshi, Natsume Sakasaki, Wataru Hibiki

❥ Tags: Fluff, established relationships/mutual crushes, stories are based on the !! era, no mention of pronouns

❥ A/N: Happy White Day, everyone! (≧◡≦) ♡ Since I wrote this concept for a request for Mayoi (which can be found here), I decided to write for a few more characters through a randomizer (also trying to write for characters I haven't written for yet)!

🤍 CHIAKI MORISAWA

Chiaki was thrilled when he received homemade chocolates from you, his lovely partner, for Valentine's Day. It was a dream come true for him! He had always wanted a partner to give him homemade bento boxes for lunch, but this was something entirely new, something even more special!

"Thank you so much, (Y/N)!" he beamed. "I love you!"

He had promised he would repay your love back on White Day, but the time between those days made Chiaki a nervous wreck. He was worried that whatever he did for you wouldn't live up to your expectations, but simultaneously, he was really excited to profess his love to you that day too.

You were going to love whatever he did anyway.

On White Day, Chiaki decided to make you chocolates too. He planned to make white chocolate and decorate it with blue sprinkles along with icing that said, 'Happy White Day!'

With determination and perseverance, Chiaki managed to do it! However, he also got you backup gifts if it tasted bad…

"Happy White Day, (Y/N)! I love you a lot," he said. "Thank you for sticking with me!"

🤍 HiMERU

He didn't expect you to gift him anything for Valentine's Day because your relationship was purely professional. However, when you sought him out, pulling out a beautiful box of chocolates addressed to him, he was completely stunned. Despite how calculating his character was, he didn't calculate this at all.

Yet when he thought about it, piecing two and two together, it made sense that you had feelings for him. He had accepted your feelings on the day, but he also wanted to return the gesture on White Day as he believed you deserved it.

But also because he realised that he did love you too.

HiMERU is one to plan out the perfect date and the perfect gift. He took you out to dinner in a botanical garden restaurant and then surprised you with a glistening white necklace.

As he helped you clip the necklace around your neck, he wished for the newfound relationship to go well.

"Thank you for loving me, (Y/N). I will do my best to treat you in the way you deserve because I have fallen for you too. Happy White Day."

🤍 SUBARU AKEHOSHI

It has been a year since you have established a relationship with Subaru, one of your closest friends. But despite being friends for so long, he treats you like you mean the world to him even more than before. So when you gifted him your homemade chocolates on Valentine's Day, he was over the moon, jumping up and down in excitement that his lovely partner had gifted him something so special.

"Uwa~ Thank you so much, (Y/N)!" he exclaimed joyfully. "I love it and I love you! Be prepared for White Day, okay~? ☆"

Subaru went all out. After school, he grabbed you by the hand and made you run with him to the park where he swiftly prepared a White Day-themed picnic. In addition to that, he presented you with a gift basket containing all your favourite chocolate and sweets.

"Sorry, I didn't know what to get you, so I got you everything! I hope you like it as much as I like you! Happy White Day, (Y/N)!"

🤍 NATSUME SAKASAKI

It was probably the worst time to give him chocolates, but the school day was ending, and you hadn't seen him around until the very end. You had asked Sora for his whereabouts, and he had to guide you to their secret room where Natsume was burning chemicals that smelt like roses.

And that's because he was burning roses.

He was clearly in a bad mood which made you want to chicken out, but you also didn't want to waste your chances. You called out his name, tapping him on the shoulder. When he turned around with a shocked expression on his face, you took his hands and gave him the bag of chocolates.

"Happy Valentine's Day, Natsume."

His face was as red as his hair that day.

He had wanted to accept your feelings right there and then, but he withheld it for White Day. He wanted to prepare you something in return, so when the day finally arrived, he sought out you this time.

When he found you in the gardens, he accepted your love by gifting you a bouquet of white roses that sparkled with the help of his magic, and some heart-shaped candy he had bought.

But what he really wanted to do was confess that he had loved you for the longest time. It was the reason why he was mad that day because he had thought you didn't share the same feelings as you didn't come to see him earlier.

"I was stupid," he admitted. "But I'm not stupid for loving you. Happy White Day, (Y/N)."

🤍 WATARU HIBIKI

Despite being in a long-time relationship with Wataru, he was really hard to come by when the two of you were at work even when you were a producer at Star Pro. He liked popping in and out of places, so you never knew where he was until he appeared in front of you.

You never tried hunting him down because regardless of that characteristic, he always had time to meet you. So on Valentine's Day, you waited for him to show up to give him your homemade chocolates. He was absolutely delighted, twirling you around and kissing you on the cheek.

Therefore, on White Day, he already had everything planned out. He had Yuzuru give you an invitation to one of his shows which had you confused at first, but you went anyway. What you didn't expect was that the show was specifically for you only.

"My darling, the love of my life, welcome to your White Day show!" he chorused. "Now, let's get started with the first segment! ☆"

The show contained a lot of entertaining magic tricks, doves, and sparkles. When it came to a close, he declared his love for you and out popped a bouquet of white and blue flowers. He jumped off the stage and presented them to you, cupping your cheek affectionately.

"Happy White Day, (Y/N). I hope you enjoyed the show."

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[haevnlii]

it's late and i'm hungry as i was writing this -- i'll correct any errors once i wake up if i don't respawn by then.

Now that it's officially the 31st in my timezone, let me now take the time to say Happy New Year's Eve! 🤎🤍 This year's passed by too quickly and personally has been a bit of a handful for me, but, even so it feels so weird now that we're at its final day. I've only just gotten to properly process 2019 and yet we're already so close to 2023. (Oop, it's 01:11-) It's funny because I swore I'd have reincarnated this year and I'm so close to my 2-year shiftaversary [and 1 year respawn one ;; yes, I like keeping track of time like that 💀]. --- but I know better now.

As I said in my Christmas post, I'm hoping that this year has treated you well. If not, I'm hoping to see better things come your way, especially for those who've lost more than they gained this year. 🤎

As for my respawners and permanent shifters (and even my manifestors/shifters), while you find yourself moving onto another year and still haven't "gotten home", don't beat yourself up for it. Whether the void reality treated you like shit which caused a bit of an obstacle for you, or you were like me and seemed to waste more time than you used, it's okay. You tried even to an extent, whether you notice it or not. <3 And, let this year be the one you go home, and I'm sending positive energy to everyone who reads this. Hopefully things will be much better for you and I do hope things turn out perfectly starting from here.

I'm unfortunately not the kind who's able to be too festive or anything, I'm like- rlly dry and uninteresting,, but I can at least do this.

// 🤍 //

Now that that's all aside here are small updates from me.

respawn | I've only had physical symptoms so far, as, I had a few days where I wasn't focusing on my journey at all, once again due to stupid things and didn't attempt much.

subliminals | I have a subliminal for death respawners erasing their existence. I don't know how common they are but I'm putting it out because even if it's just one person, it'll help to have one up for them. I'm almost finished with it and should have it finished later today and then tested to be posted some time in early January (*the first week).

And after I put out the subliminal, I want to go on a bit of a semi-hiatus to focus on my respawning journey as I've wasted so much time [Summer + Autumn AND December since I'm not in school atm]. I'll be on my socials every so often but only for information on things benefiting my journey. As this helped last time, I want to see how much it'll do now that I'm much more educated about myself and my journey, as well as in a better space mentally. If you ever need to reach out, you can try.

I don't know how my family's going to celebrate this New Year's but I might manifest myself a small cake 😭 Anyways have a nice day once you see this.