#anyways feeling great & maybe I'm not the dumbest person on this earth after all
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truly my best brain time is in the middle of the night caffeine & sugar rush. I think I just understood math, like some part of the general pattern of math if that makes sense. something clicked somewhere in my brain and I felt it
#idk this might sound like a sleep deprived caffeine up god complexed person's rambles bc that's 100% what it is#(it's vector & matrices I'm at currently bc got some algorithms to figure out and explain how those would apply to deal with EEG-data#in practice and I think I got like the basic thing that idk how to put into words; like the connections etc.)#I think it helped to have that EEG-data there to think things through with bc some context is always nice#I suck at just purely theoretical math#anyways feeling great & maybe I'm not the dumbest person on this earth after all#april 2024#2024
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Seeing you mention you jump at the chance to talk about fics youve written made me think "Ah i didnt know this person i follow writes, let me see if theres any stuff i wanna check out" only to open your ao3 and discover... my god have you done Work for the Karabita community. I was hardcore obsessed with Karabita for several years and then i kinda faded out, there werent alot of fics out there when i was into it, and now i can tell im about to fall back in to the Karabita brainrot hole, thankyou in advance for that.
huhhhh I'm not sure what to tell you! I started writing it right after the first season ended, so I think my work was probably around when you were into the pairing! Maybe you just didn't like my style, haha.
(And that's fine, too! It wasn't for everyone.)
I didn't really love the direction the second season took so I stopped writing the pairing at that point, but mannnnn was I hardcore into writing OTT feelings for the dumbest show on earth at one point. It really had a way of being idiotically stupid dick jokes 97% of the time but that last 3% would punch you in the face with feelings.
(Much... like my current fandom.)
But yeah, I was so into the idea of these two broken people healing for each other's sake and learning to make a home together. I just ignored the last episode of s1, much like the rest of fandom. haha.
I think it also helped that no matter how fucking weird I went, I couldn't go any weirder than the show did.
Yeah, though. Now that I'm looking at my AO3 stats for this pseud, if you added together my 2nd and 3rd most commonly written fandoms (WWDITS and Sleep No More at 18 and 17 fics respectively), added them together, then doubled that... you'd get my output for karabita. Especially bc there were a few ficlets I don't think ever made it to AO3.
It was kind of a weird time in my life and I was really stressed (it was right around my senior year of college) so I spent a lot of time writing for ask games and stuff. There's something soothing about writing crack fic taken deadly serious. lmao
Anyway! If you do read it and you ever wanna talk, it would be fun to take a stroll down memory lane. Some of those fics were... not great, but some of them I'm still reasonably proud of. I think my soul mark and hanahaki fics were the most popular? But I'm still partial to the flower shop AU and the Kingdom Hearts crossover that literally no one asked for. (And...... they didn't really like it, either. lmao)
....yeah, saying it all like that, my output really was as weird as the show was sometimes. Canon AUs are such fun to play with. lmao. Like I literally wrote a Bat Boy fusion once. And you know what? It was good! haha
#lmao I literally translated some of the mobile game stuff and the karabita short story for that fandom too#it's such a good thing that oso wasn't airing while I was in japan because I would have gone broke#I was a Karamatsu Girl but also an Ichimatsu Girl#I still can't really explain it all lmao#what a weird fandom to get so into#burned brightly and then burned out tho#and now I'm in wwdits hell#replies#ososan
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